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yeah i agree with your point about survival mechanics and i feel the same way about the lack of combat mechanics. "why would an educated city doctor need a weapon" because shit is hitting the fan in every way impossible and pretty much everyone is walking around armed... also why am i supposed to believe the the fact that he's a man of intellect will somehow provide him with food? i don't think anyone is going to be too eager to share food during an outbreak intellectual or not...
+ follow up for the previous ask but actually my favorite quest from the original pathologic is the day 11 bachelor quest that involves shooting down soldiers. i think it really drives the point home about how this random fuckass guy who is supposed to be battling a plague doesn't even have the time to do that anymore because the people in charge are asking completely irrelevant things of him now and he's at a position where he cannot refuse what is being asked of him. like i think it was good storytelling that even as the guy who lowkey wants to deal with the plague and solve its mystery you still have other, more pressing, less interesting and or pleasant tasks to complete
i agree! honestly, i feel this way about the combat mechanics even more than i do about the physical survival (food, health, illness, sleep) mechanics. because sure, i can see how it makes sense for daniil's position of authority to mean that his basic needs are somewhat provided for -- although i don't think it makes more sense than what we got in the original game. i've never seen anyone bring up "isn't it kind of unrealistic that the bachelor isn't given lots of food during a massive food shortage?" as a plothole that needed to be resolved. the townspeople generally don't like him much, and most of the people with power don't either, except for the kains. sure, maybe it's kind of weird that you can go see the kains while broke and on the verge of keeling over from hunger, and they won't do anything to help you, but... the kains are pretty self-centered, and they're so goddamn weird that maybe they forget that you need to eat food to live anyway. and it's half-implied that the powers that be are ultimately giving daniil this role as a convenient way to kill him, so it makes sense that they would put no pressure on the town authorities to keep him alive.
(and honestly, artemy is taken under the olgimsky's auspices as much as the kains take daniil's under theirs! which is to say, selfishly, with ulterior motives that are more important to them than the well-being of their healer, but... the olgimskys are set up as the wealthiest of the 3 families financially, as well as the ones with the most access to food, given their control over the meat industry. so if anything it's "weirder" that artemy isn't more materially provided for, though to be clear i don't think there's an actual plothole there either way.)
but anyway, you could handwave it and say that daniil's position of privilege and authority gives him more perks than he got in the original game, but the amount of fighting you have to do to get through town is... kind of an unavoidable physical reality? like you're given so many sidequests that you often wind up walking around town after dark, and that's when the bandits come out. is the idea that the bandits would be too scared to attack him because he's so important? because that doesn't make a lot of sense to me, and even pathologic 2 establishes that he's seen as a valuable target by the bandits:
and then there's the quests where combat plays a more direct role in the story itself, like getting involved in saving andrey from the firing squad, or killing guards to break artemy out of prison, or the quest where you have to kill var in attempt to stop the arsonists (which i include on the same tier as the other ones because i really like the quest journal entry he has if you complete it where he blames himself for willow's death. it's a good character moment.)
hell, even in pathologic 2 itself, one of the biggest Bachelor Moments is on day 11, when you have that big dramatic convo with him after he killed a soldier for the papers he was delivering. plus one of bad grief's idle dialogues in patho 2 is commentary on the bachelor being "quick on the draw" and that he "already shot someone". like he just straight up is not living a combat-free existence. and overall, combat isn't just a good tool from a mechanical perspective, heightening the stakes and placing pressure on the player (though it is), it's also pretty important for him on a thematic level imo, almost as important as artemy and his "rivers of blood". in patho classic, daniil has this early interaction with the inquisitor:
which, thinking about it from a doylist perspective, was probably the writers' attempt to make it sound more plausible that this random medical researcher from the big city was competent with multiple types of guns. and i appreciate them coming up with that hint of backstory to cover their bases a bit, but with those bases covered, i think the fact that daniil ultimately spends more time shooting people than he does prescribing medicines for them actually does a lot for him thematically? i mean, if his whole thing is that he's this "tempted destroyer", someone who frames his career as a combative battle with death rather than a quest to save people's lives, whose "default" solution is to raze the town with artillery because he's too limited by his rationalist worldview and military upbringing (and bitterness over being manipulated and sabotaged) to come up with a solution that saves the any remaining infected survivors on his own. plus the way that clara frames artemy and daniil as two sides of the same coin in being violent destroyers and killers, who without player intervention will immediately devolve to running around chasing each other down in what's either an insanely dedicated tom and jerry LARP or some really elaborate foreplay. imo, that whole dichotomy (which is pretty core to the game, as the idea of dichotomies are core to it in general) works so much better with the way they're both presented in classic, stalking around with gun/scalpel in hand. hell, not to mention the effect that spending 12 in-game days trying not to starve and getting killed by bandits or guards or worms or soldiers every day would have on the player, and the way it would make them feel about the town and their natural projection of those feelings onto dankovsky, who is a perfectly fitting vessel for them as the avatar actually undergoing those virtual experiences.
ultimately i think they are mainly going this direction out of a desire to do something more creative and original, which is fine... it just seems a bit silly to me that they keep saying "well obviously that doesn't really work for the bachelor's scenario", when, well... even as recently as patho 2 in 2019, they seemed to think it fit his narrative pretty well! i'm also guessing that a lack of combat won't be that bandits are just no longer roaming the streets at night. it sounds more like pathologic 3 is set to be more of a nonlinear experience, where you'll probably fast travel from place to place instead of having to walk across town so much? so you'll be avoiding bandits just in the sense that the gameplay will be avoiding them. i guess i'm hoping that at the very least, there's still the implication of the crunch of not getting enough sleep or food and the threat of being stabbed to death while trying to get through town occurring to dankovsky in the background, even if those mechanics are deemphasized in favor of more macro-level town resource management, time control, and sherlock holmes fruit ninja or whatever the hell they were on about back in 2022 lmao.
#pathologic 3#i probably sound insane talking about pathologic 3 i'm like pleaaaaase let there still be violence in it 🥺#and tbf i dont think thats going to be a major lacking area; they're stringing up 12 year olds like party streamers in the fucking trailer!#but even before the trailer came out i was like i think its important that he still has to kill some people honestly...#my other wishlist thing is that i hope there's still moments where he gets btfo'd and it fades to black.#like the moment with the guards in the cemetery when you try to desecrate a grave or with the termitary on day 8#or with the soldiers on day 11 if you try to talk to them about andrey instead of reading a walkthrough and killing them in advance LOL#there's like 1 similar moment in artemy's route (when he gets put in jail) but i think its funny how much more often that happens to daniil#bro keeps getting his ass beat. and i hope it continues#on an upside i guess if they really are removing all combat it might bring a wider audience who hadnt played until now?#like i play plenty of combat-heavy games but a lot of times i get bored of it and a game having none of it is a selling point to me#like when i first heard about disco elysium it was marketed as this really cool game that had no combat and that's half of why i picked up#and tbh technically that wasn't true about disco but yeah...#also thanks for the ask!!!!#patho meta#mine#asks#pathologic
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Ok I can't keep it in my drafts this time. enlighten me if you want; why do people think Diluc is like, a good guy?
Let me be clear, I love Diluc, but I also think he's kind of a shithead. I don't think his actions towards Kaeya can ever be construed as reasonable, his decision to seek vengeance alone irresponsible (even if Kaeya encouraged him), and his vigilantism a product of his paternalistic belief that only he knows what's good for Mondstadt (untrue).
Diluc in the present is the man trying to come back from the bad person he has been. But his solution is to force himself to do a job he never thought he'd have and challenge random Fatui factions to a fight so he can torture them in his basement. I think he has the capacity for good in him, and is trying to change, but I don't see why people think that his actions were all totally a good idea and when we say he's "an uncrowned king of Mond" that's not like, frightening.
#talking point#diluc#not brave enough to put this in his full name tag lmaooo#but no genuinely i just sorta see diluc as being made very untrusting of authority because of crepus' bitterness about the kof#people act like hes right and the KOF arent effective when like... they are? diluc just doesn't like that in his eyes they betrayed him#which isnt even really true but hed know that if he hadnt left jean and kaeya in the lurch to deal with the corruption in the organization#anyway diluc has unchecked anger issues (and autism) and is a victim of his inability to trust others enough to be part of their community#and like 2024 diluc is definitely the closest to better weve seen clearly he likes the traveler and their presence is a great help here#but mond is a land of freedom it has no place for kings#diluc knows this too#god forgive me for speaking negatively of popular blorbo who i also happen to like a lot#i just like him... because he is fucked up and trying#oh in b4 someone says that diluc wasnt acting rationally vis a vis kaeya bc daddy died: i know#in fact i think he may have been under the influence of the delusion (hc) but thats not my point#the point is i dont think anything kaeya couldve said was worth trying to kill him over thx#if this post disappears in a couple hours its cause i got scared people were gonna boo me for it
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honestly the scene where Ji Ah finds out that Yeon killed her in her past life and her subsequent reactions to it provides so much of an insight into her character and her abandonment issues and her absolute devastation when the first person she opened up to after so long turned out to have been hiding things from her (esp something as big as that)
Like woman lost her parents at the age of nine, nobody believed her when she said that something supernatural sent them away, she was sent to a mental hospital, which she escaped, and then she presumably lived mostly alone with little to no friends and put all her energy in her job and finding her parents again so she wouldn't be alone anymore
and then Yeon turns up and saves her and protects her and cares about her and believes her for the first time- she can't help but open up to him because of all of this because she isn't used to this- she starts out not trusting him, but as time goes along, she slowly starts to get attached
for the first time, she doesn't have to deal with the world on her own- for the first time, she has someone who doesn't invalidate her feelings and is willing to bear the burden of the weight of the world together- someone who has proved multiple times that he will always be there for her, and that she can trust him-
how can she not get attached?
and when she finds out he killed her in her past life... and when he tells her it was all an act-
that's what's happened to her all her life, hasn't it? anyone she cares about just leaves, and she grew to prefer being alone because that's only way you won't get hurt. and her view just gets proved when she sees what Yeon has done to her. Yeon, the man who she gave up so much for, and who gave up so much for her, and it was all an act
of course it was all an act. of course she believed the lie the second she heard it because all her life, she was left alone by everyone. why would it be any different this time?
#tale of the nine tailed#nam ji ah#she's just so dhbhjdfbhjwgf#see tbh it was obvious Yeon was lying when he went all 'boohoo i only used you to defeat imoogi im a villain thats what i am'#like if you think back on all that the man did for her#no rational person would do THIS MUCH for someone they claim is a pawn for something#and honestly ji ah is a pretty rational and level headed person in general and if it hadnt hit this particular trigger#she would've seen through his bs immediately#and that's true to what happens in the show bc i think this was one of the only times we saw her emotions get ahead of her#and that's because of her abandonment issues and her making herself vulnerable for the first time#she's such an interesting character and its so much fun to see all the layers on rewatches#yeonjiah#lee yeon x nam ji ah
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I can't stop thinking about the Watcher thing it's just so fascinatingly bizarre . like so many components of that decision and how they handled it were so bad and so completely out of left field for how they've operated in the past I am baffled . Someone put these guys under a microscope Stat
#watcher#like ?? it all boils down to money i know but wow#like i dont think Anyone would've cared that they introduced a subscription service if they hadnt announced it in the worst most victim#complex way possible + made SUCH a stark leap from completely paid to completely behind a paywall ?? i do not know how they expected that t#go over well#i guess i am just most baffled by the way it seems to suggest that they are just so out of touch when previously#they seemed overall very humble and down to earth#i do not think theyre just like evil money hungry freaks or something#like definitely its also that they also just want to keep improving and making better stuff and that takes more money but also .#like ....... their content Has gone a little downhill despite it all . i think most people have been thinking that and just holding out hop#that it wasnt true.#idk im gonna stop talking its not important#i dont even know why im so invested in this actually . its just . so bizarre as previously stated#trainwreck etc.#i am glad they frantically took everything back dear god#funny to watch a little i must admit#mine
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You can proselytize all you want about the economics behind kill shelters, won't ever change the fact that once someone brought a kitten someone had put in a bag in a storm drain to my parents' house because he knew we had cats, but we couldn't keep him because we were already over the legal limit for number of cats in the house, and the cat had a gimpy leg so we were trying to get hold of a shelter who could do something about that and not one, not two, but seven separate shelters told us that if we weren't planning on keeping the kitten they were just gonna kill it. Talk all you want about unadoptable animals but you first gotta understand that seven separate shelters decided the fate of this kitten before they even saw him and at the eighth he didn't even make it onto the adoption floor because the first vet tech to interact with him adopted him herself. There wasn't an unadoptable bone in that cat's body. Sweetest feline ever to exist. And seven shelters weren't even gonna give him a chance because of statistics and economics. That's evil is the word for that.
#is the animal actually 'unadoptable' or is it a statistic? did you even look at it before deciding to end its existence?#ive heard all the arguments and they wpuld have merit if they were true#but the truth is that taking care of animals costs money#edit: also it occurs to me that i could probably ask my mom for a list of those shelters and try to get them inspected#i bet they wouldnt pass#also the cat made a full recovery and walks normally#but evennif he hadnt it wasnt causing him pain or anything. he would have had a perfectly normal life#just with a limp#which isnt really a problem for a housecat
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quick announcement about my fics:
ive been heavily debating it for a while, but ive come to the decision to be delete most if not all of my hxh fics soon. if anyone wants to keep them, even in their incomplete form, now is the time to donwload it if thats what u wish. otherwise i'll be getting rid of them
the reason for this is that im not proud of those fic anymore, either bc ive become a better writer or no longer have the motivation to continue them. to those of you patiently waiting for a continuation, im sorry to let you all down, but i don't think i can give those writings a proper ending anymore
thank you everyone whose read and supported anything from that era, i appreciate every single one of you o7
#this is meant to be a small post ngl#but if for some reason anyone here has followed me for fic updates#im sorry#but i havent felt passion for hxh in a long time#i dedicated around 5 years to that fandom before it soured on me#i am also grateful for the people and connections i made during that time#a true bonding experience truly#but its time for me to move on to other things#ive put off exploring new fandoms and writings bc i felt bad i hadnt finished old fic#no longer#i want to move on#ive been shipping krkr for 10 years at this point and as much as they had a soecial place in my heart#its time to retire those old men#anyway#if u happen to see this thanks for reading o7#delete later
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My (old, outdated) 40+ page document that's a slightly edited version of a 7 hour long rambling where I detailed literally everything to do with Parker's plot at the time literally has 10 full pages of intro not even mentioning her at all. It's also literally so out of date for so many reasons. I am my own worst enemy
#it predates parkers worse mental health spiral at the end of the main plot and also predates ellie as a character ENTIRELY#i dont think it even really goes into her homelife situation and CERTAINLY doesnt talk about her first gf and how she plays into the themes#the actual plot CONTENT is largely accurate- but its just missing a lot of very crucial details that hadnt been put in at the time#it also predates a solidified trans parker- back then parker was just 'she'd probably benefit from transitioning but wont'#but now man parker is Real and True. parkers egg cracks when hes like. 36.#and then he doesnt actually Tell Anyone That for a solid few months. despite his sister being transfem and his wife being nb
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truly cant stop thinking about thinking about star trek tng season 5 episode 17 the outcast when you open my mind it is only tng season 5 episode 17 the outcast.
#i am insanely compelled by all trek eps with tragic endings because of how they explode the show’s structure so crazily#but this in particular like. man.#the fact that it wasnt just her planet it was starfleet it was literally picard saying dont save her dont lose your career for her…#i wonder if riker couldve saved her if he hadnt had to argue with picard first like its so fucked#his rescue is framed as totally the right thing to do and then it’s just still not enough#and thru the horror of that a real and miserably truth that is. still true#riker having this genuine real charged fury and anger with nowhere to go#how do you square this with the structure of a show that requires everything to go back to how it was and never mention it again.#the show gets filled with these ghosts and it’s soooo#womanizer riker silly swinger riker flirty sexy riker snapping out and being like no this one’s real this is real love#like more love even than for troi.#and it’s for this unsaveable trans woman stuck on a world he cant fix and then he has to become Normal again by the next episode too.#What does it mean what does it all fucking mean.#thinking its an episode that is really beautiful and radical and sincere ESPECIALLY for its tragedy but also hating its tragedy because it#was mandated by a world we still cant fix. i am wallowing in that#star trek
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tbh the most annoying part about that whole sonic is canonically trans because he has a girl clone thing that gets spread constantly is that the misinformation can be traced back to one specific tumblr post that went viral and got reposted a bunch of places. if that one person hadnt made that post i wouldnt be seeing this particular piece of sonic misinfo being spread on every site ever
#and to be clear my problem is not people saying sonic is trans. i am a trans sonic believer myself#my problem is stuff that is just blatantly not true being used as proof that hes canonically trans#especially when theres other actually true things that could be used as evidence but people never bring that stuff up#and in the op of that posts defense. at the time they made it the comics hadnt actually said how surge and kit were created#so they werent intentionally lying about it. but its still annoying#because thousands of people have seen that post and taken it at face value and refused to do their own research on the topic#and then went on to spread it further#and i even see actual sonic fans spreading this stuff. like come on guys.#also even if surge WAS a clone of sonic i dont see how her being a girl would make him undeniably canonically trans#when shes also a different species and has a different fur color and different powers#like clearly shes not an exact one to one copy of him#plus youre just kind of. assuming that surge is cis. why cant they both be trans
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i love things that happen because of a specific thing
#like ok thats everything winter i hear you say#yeah but i love to think about it#especially when the thing that happened is objectively bad but the thing that youre ledt with you cant imagine your life without (pos)#like without 9/11 we dont have mcr#like the pandemic happening -> breaking my foot from going on too many walks -> ascending to true emo form#like ok yeah me being insane about some bands is Not worth all the lives lost#but like. i dont know if it would be the same otherwise?#also with listening to podcasts#which led to meeting my roommate from last year (who i hopefully will become better friends with this year GOD pls shes so cool)#but then like also. if we hadnt moved right before kindergarten i would very likely be fluent in spanish#so theres things like that too ig#the world is crazy and wild and i love it#like so often i think about my life if we hadnt moved where/when we did#bc ok so for my whole preschool life i lived in arizona#which. fun fact is not super great for trans ppl or latinos#we lived in a town that was… more or less liberal? i think. i dont really remember#but like would i be as trans now if i had grown up fully there?#i mean probably i had a stint as a toddler where i was a boy for like two months#so its always been there#anyway. crazy things#rambles#winter stfu
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It is fucking terrifying looking at the racist rioters across the UK, hate crimes, counter protestors getting attacked, attempts to literally burn refugees alive, triggered by lies being spread online mixed up with the deep rooted seething racism and islamophobia in this country. And then to come online and seeing some of the most unhinged conspiratorial thinking, people twisting themselves in knots trying to blame some massive evil Jewish conspiracy, and people mindlessly sharing it to "spread awareness".
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Siri how do i stop the cycle without doing these bitchass tiny steps
#lamenting because i was so close to being normal and then i fucking lost it and gained nearly 100 lbs#and i cant get back to where i was i just ...... aaaaaaaaaaaaa#im so much more mentally fucked now so its harder#but thats all excuses right?#and then theres me being like am i even saying that bc i know its what people want to hear#or do i actually believe it? and is there even a difference if i know its true but i dont believe it?#does it even fucking matter just stop shoveling garbage in your mouth ffs#is the real answer here but I AM STRUGGLING#im looking into wls but i know if i dont get my emotional and bored eating under control that shit WILL NOT BE GOOD FOR ME#hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng#im just mad bc i have to fucking grocery shop#which always leads me to being pissed about this fuckass cycle#bitch call me mauville town the way i have cycles#god i can recognize the cycle which all tthe therapists will be like good on you!! :D and im like great. how do i break it#and then theyll say ten thousand small steps BITCH IM DYING I NEED DRASTIC CHANGE#BUT THEN IT WONT STICK AND ILL REVERT BACK TO WHERE I AM#but i did it drastically the first time and it wouldve stuck if i hadnt fucking lost it and ended up in the ward#im not a small steps kind of guy i need to wake up and fix shit and stick to it#but listen to me i am dean maniacally speaking to sam.gif#i buy all these stupid ass healthy foods and i have all these good ideas and reciepes and im legit pumped#and then i fuck it up and order food thats awful for me and then i give the hell up#which is an easy problem to fix. i know.#i can simply just....... not do that#but i swear i am struggling which pisses me off so bad#like you wouldnt struggle if youd quit being a stupidass and just did the damn thing#god i am not gonna do well on my psych evaulation#im gonna end up turning it into therapy and im gonna rage and the lady is gonna be like :D................. you need ten more visits#and youre getting denied at the end of them so get fucked#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#charlie am i losing my GODDAMN MIND? IF ITS GONE WHERE WILL I FIND.. IT?
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the way taylor and some of her fans think marriage is the ultimate marker of true love is wild to me but it tracks for a fandom that likes the prophecy that much tbh
#personal#taylor swift#the christian mentality of some of yall jumps out in the things you say and its wild to me#like these are the same people who claim to be feminist leftists like really babe#meanwhile taylor comes out with a song about how much she prayed for true love while children are being bombed and yall eat it up#its so fucking weird to me how white christians dont see how fucking horrible their mentality is#and its hard for me to really put into words what feels so obvious to me like why are u going around shaming people for not getting married#and i just come back to i cannot believe taylor was feeling unloved because her bf of 2 years hadnt proposed yet#what a WILD and conservative ass mentality to have
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what i would look like if i thought abt the pool boy more than my actual prev relationship
#every once in a while its like wow he took care of me when drunk while being drunker himself#included me in teh group bc i hadnt seen any of them in 5 yrs#and then kissed meeeee#(this is all delirious btw)#pov we have matching lip scars. his from when he pushed me in the pool w him and mine from when someone shashed our heads together (this is#the delire btw)#whats the word#deliriousness#delirio#alas#it was so nice like. hes cute social media cringe super science smart but idc it was meant to be just a pool thing#this was a pool party in ecuador btw that noboy knew was a pool party and it was in celebration of them winning the student council electio#we mutually confessed in 2018 on my LASt day of school before moving to canada#oh i was so down bad#whats with this summer and reminiscing my true loves (boys i liked when i was 12)#oh my#it was sooooo#like i dont even yearn anything from that just friend dynamics like in ecuador#aw man#anyways the grind must continue
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Woah i just instinctively formed a sentence in polish in my head... hasnt happened in ages...
#barking#i hadnt even been reading anything in polish its just from talking...#no not true i guess i did read the cthulhu handbook and the prewrite i ran 2 weeks ago
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me laying here thinking abt how clouds reality is being controlled by seph bc of how fragile his mental state is and how easy it is to exploit that,,,,im good
#( ooc. )#;Cloud#headcanons#i like the direct showing of how easily controlled cloud can be and how its affecting him...gimme that sweet content FJSNFJS#like if his mind wasnt already shattered and he hadnt already convinced himself of things that werent true im sure seph would have a harder#time puppeting him#BUT THATS NOT THE CASE HE IS NOT STRONG MENTALLY AT ALL LMAO SOMEONE GET UR WET CAT OF A MAN
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