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it's almost 2am and i can't sleep and it's so COLD i can't even get out of bed to Do Things
#i hate this#i'm getting overwhelmed#and it's making it harder to sleep#which is making me more overwhelmed#usually i just go smoke a bowl#but it's -35 rn#and my house is freezing bc our furnace isn't working properly#so i don't wanna get out of bed#i'm Not having a good night#i wanna sleeeeeep#i'm so TIRED#why does my body hate me#why can i not sleep for more than 2-3 hours at a time#fuck#i fell asleep around 9 and i've been up since 1230#i'm so sick of this#tired rambles#ignore this#not stargate
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alternate apocalypse ending or something who the hcrist knows anymore
#mcu#xmen movies#xmen#xmen apocalypse#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#almost posted this to the wrong blog omg i wouldve thrown up#this dumb as hell forgive me chat#unrelated i thought today was sunday but no it's. 4AM saturday THAT MEANS ITS CHERIK POSTING TIME#i thought of binning this like five times but ive convinced myself i like enough of this to keep it#at the very least im making myself chortle at the mini charles in the corner. like yeah that about summarizes it donnit#anyway the reason why we're here. highkey just wanted charles to grab his waist SORRY#and this was the first thing i thought of so. Apocalypse But Erik Directs The Ending jvlkeajl#my god i was gonna say something else but. i forgot#oh wait no i remember hold on. uhhh something something charles shouldve fought harder or whatever erik said in dofp#dofp IS before apocalypse i know this but it applicable. probably. im not gonna think bout it on whats essentially a shitpost#ok im sleeping now bye. ive got more doodles i wanna do but my god im sleepy. or at least i should sleep
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my art style is too simple for this but just know that when i draw post-ttt hunter, in my mind he has central pink-brown heterochromia. like this, kinda:
#just..... so neat to me#i love the brown but sometimes i miss the pink + it being a visible grimwalker feature so THIS is how i cope#also To Me his eyes also absolutely reflect pink in the dark still#the owl house#hunter toh#toh hunter#my art#?#my sketches#my doodles#hunter#my toh talk#headcanon#nicole talks#there's also the quite popular complete heterochromia headcanons where his right eye is brown and left magenta#but i can't FULLY commit to those cuz ig the logistics of it depends on what fully happened and WHY hunter's eye color changed. magic-wise#and we don't knowwww! and i'm not sure what to go with and it's gonna bother me if my headcanon is not Air-Tight XNSKSJK#and even if it's “he gets flapjack's eyes thus only the right one” it also won't let me sleep at night cuz#there's the fact that we've SEEN flapjack's left eye open! which might've been an animation error but AUYGHGHHH.....#also . 2 different eye colors make color palettes harder LMAO i make them slightly different when i draw him with brown eyes vs pink. so!#but central heterochromia....... oh my mind is SET on this. like it's canon To Me
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Bruce definitely runs covert tests for brain damage on all the Batkids, an effort complicated by his own frequent head traumas and the fact that they're all nocturnal liars who quickly come up with ways to work around possible symptoms.
#I cannot imagine a group of people with whom it's harder to tell what's going on#Is Dick really tired and falling off the beam or is his brain damaged#is Jason unable to smell because his nose is too broken or#Was Damian not paying attention to Steph's story or is he losing his ability to recollect#Is Duke flinching due to his powers or does he have light sensitivity due to (you get the point)#Does Tim not know what time of day it is because Alfred spiked his energy drink with cold meds or because he refuses a helmet?#Is Cass [redacted] because of bad week or is this CTE?#as a few examples of the things that make Bruce shoot up while trying to sleep midday and drag a kid to get an MRI#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#batfamily
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Haunted car au part 9
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“O, please tell me someone is close by?” Red Robin hissed into his comm.
“Batman and Signal are on the way, 6 blocks out.”
“Neat, see if they can use the 109th st entrance, I will try to lead my goons that way.”
“Rerouting their gps, stay safe RR.”
Tim wasn't sure how to stay safe with a bullet wound in his leg, and a few grazes across his body. Part of the job he supposes. He wasn't sure which god or entity was enjoying his struggle, but he would not hesitate to smack them in the face with his bō. Tim took a small breather after losing his followers for a moment. His leg has a hole, his arms couldn't keep a strong grip on his grapple, not that it really mattered. A goon got an extremely lucky shot and destroyed the thing. So, grounded, with a barely functioning leg, and about 15 goons, and if the leaders of the group didn't flee already, then them too, looking for him. Not great odds. Oracle said Batman and Signal were on their way, and hopefully heading to the street closest to him that would work for some form of ambush.
“I'll go out a bit early, they won't be expecting it. Nah, they only set up to catch Signal, you know, the meta. The meta that can all but shadow step like a freaking d&d character. Such a great plan Tim.” Tim had started to mutter to himself as he attempted to tie on a better bandage to his leg than the slap dash one he did while on the move. He was just done securing it when a goon appeared.
“I found some blood over here!”
Tim almost screamed expletives on par with Jason or Duke, but he had some self preservation.
“ETA, hopefully it's NOW?!” Tim growled onto the comms.
“We are set up Red Robin, bring them through.” Tim could have cried in relief at Batman's voice, but he had some goons to lead.
Tim ran, not bothering to hide as he did. Luckily the goons did not think about surrounding the alley he was in, and they followed blindly into the bat's trap. He trusted that Bruce and Duke could handle the group, and limped to the Batmobile. It wasn't until Tim got to the driver's side passenger door did the universe have one last laugh at him.
“Well, well, we'll. Let's make a deal, little red bird.” Out of all the people to corner Tim, it had to have been the wannabe leader of the small time gang.
“Depends, is the deal you turn yourself in?” Tim automatically snarked.
“Nah, open the Batmobile, or I shoot you here.” The man sneered.
“Fine, fine.” Tim opened the driver's door and scooted away, his hands away from his sides.
“Good, keep backing up Red.”
Once Red Robin was far enough for the man, he turned and went to get into the car, only for the door to close on the man repeatedly. Tim could not help but just watch as the car kept smacking the guy until he managed to get into the seat. Unfortunately for the gang leader his hand was not fast enough and got slammed between the door and frame. Based on the crack and responding scream, the hand was very much broken. With a last open and close, the engine started, and the Batmobile drove straight into the group of goons and vigilantes.
Tim watched in morbid curiosity as Batman and Signal heard the car roaring towards them. Watched as they grappled upwards with just a small moment from them getting run over. Watched as 3 goons did not have time to move out of the way and got tossed onto the hood, only to slide off at the jerky stop of the car. It wasn't until Batman barked “Report.” over the comms did Tim snap out of his daze.
“The leader of the gang got into the Batmobile, and proceeded to try to run you guys over.” Tim slowly responded. “He held me at gunpoint and I couldn't move fast enough to do anything but let him. How did the failsafes fail at keeping him from driving?” Tim's voice petered out with the question.
The car door then slammed open and the leader fell out of the seat, and tried to scramble as far from the car as he could. It didn't take long for Batman to grab the man for questioning.
“Hey man, you good to move?” Tim startled when Duke appeared in front of him.
“Ya, ya. I have a GSW to my right calf, got grazed a few times in different places, possibly going into shock.” Tim dutifully reported.
“Got it, up and at ‘em.”
Duke carefully walked Tim to the Batmobile and settled him into the back seats, tightened the bandage on his leg, and put bandages on his other wounds. It wasn't until Duke went to go help Batman clean up and triage the remaining goons did he say something strange.
“Stay put, Red Robin. Keep him safe ok?” With the second request, Duke patted the driver's seat and left him alone in the car.
“What?”
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#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#dcxdp#Tim is not having a good time#but hey now he gets to sleep#Alfred's orders#This is why bats and robins dont go out before nightfall#because Duke is OP and makes it harder for everyone#Imagine a kitten getting caught in a cage for a bobcat#That is what Tim encountered today#Tim thinks Duke finally lost it#he may be sleep deprived and suffering from shock and bloodloss#but talking to the car is looney and he should give Duke a sanity exam#haunted car au
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Do you ever think about how important and significant Alex's action to give his key to Henry was?
Alex had brought the key with him everywhere throughout his life since he got it.
Then, the first moment he's quietly alone with Henry, Alex gets to explain what it means to him: it's the key to his family's house in Austin.
But it means much more to him: it's from the times when his family was still all together (book), it's his childhood, his time growing up in Texas, it's his mixed blood, and the quiet life he left behind to follow his mother in something bigger than him.
That key is his comfort and reminder of what he was and the memories he will treasure forever.
Alex doesn't tell all of this to Henry, but Mr. HRH Prince Dickhead knows there's more about it underneath, just like how he had always known Alex wasn't just a peasant boy.
Alex brings his keychain everywhere and Henry is always there to admire it.
The key to Henry means something completely different: it's the reminder of his unusual life, the fact that he can't have such normal things as possessing a simple key, it represents all the things he can only admire from afar but he'll never be able to posses.
And then Alex breaks the wall that Henry thought would suffocate him forever, that seemed impossible to destroy.
Alex starts to remove the key when he's in the most intimate moments with Henry. He decides to leave the thoughts and worries related to his family for another time. He decides to be fully Henry's, even during just brief rendezvous.
And Henry takes everything he can, as far as he can. Till the moment, he's sure will come, when the magic breaks and the key will return to be something to admire and desire from afar, but never possess.
But Alex isn't just a peasant boy.
He hands over his childhood, his memories and his whole being to Henry, with just a simple gesture. Alex says "Henry, I'm yours." by giving him the object of his desires, by breaking the illusion that Henry can't be a normal boy, simply owning the key of someone's heart.
And Henry is reluctant to accept it, cause he knows (just like he had always known that Alex wasn't just a peasant boy) that the key means so much to him. But Henry accepts, cause he wants to believe that the wall between them can break, Alex made him believe it. And he grips and holds onto that hope like his life depends on it, cause it does.
Alex is the only key to his freedom.
#Not me planning this post to be light and dropping a goddammit full analysis like its the final chapter of a 50000 words fanfiction#i do think about it and then cry myself to sleep#Henry fell first but Alex fell harder#They love each other so much#And i didn't mention the part of Henry thinking about the memories Alex must hold and missing his dad and the times he had a happy family#but thats an angst for another time#I love making people cry#Hi I am people#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie#firstprince#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#nicholas galitzine#taylor zakhar perez#tzp
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I finally understand how to make ai voice and daaaamn this is hell lol
And yes, i was too tired to color it _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_
#twisted wonderland#twst#jade leech#twst jade#ai voice#simpingseafood#I need to sleep#gosh make a ai voice for Floyd and Idia will be even harder#*cries*#and I only now noticed how i made Jade's hair too fluffy#but I was too tired blagh
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stop thinking so hard about it dude ur gnna get a headache
#breath of the wild#loz#tloz#link#zelda#in general i dont think of botws story so much as others but i also have this idea in my head of link regaining his memories but never#never quite being able to remember her face or even who exactly she was to him . like he sees how they interact in his memory but#he cant remember his own feelings. and maybe he remembers at the end when he sees her but maybe its more complicated than that#like in botw you can make the most of a wartorn world and have all kind of adventures and sidequests and build a home and a town and meet#new people and you cant do all of that on top of the 100 year sleep without coming out of it a different person.#which isnt bad. but i just imagine some things could get harder and harder to remember#' i dont think of botw's story as much as others ' maybe i do actually#meat art
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idc how many times i’ve said it i will NEVER get over just how good bbs is in hindsight after dr. like ik that’s what happens when you make a prequel but like. it isn’t every day that a prequel is actually as effective as it’s supposed to be
#i feel a little sick to my stomach remembering that eraqus actually straight up died#that xehanort *killed him*.#that eraqus’ students mourn him and they’re left in the dark without him and they don’t even know everything about me#him*#(i can’t type)#ARGHGHGHHHHHHGGGGH.#his character is amazing#like it was long established that they used to be friends but had a falling out and that xehanort went to a dark place#but like.#MAN it’s so hard to wrap my head around it. SICKENING…#truly dark road context adds so many delicious layers to birth by sleep and makes it hit so much harder#i mean union x context also. the keyblade graveyard#but dr in particular…#anyway in case people didn’t know the posts i make are always a direct result of whatever music i’m currently listening to#so you get 3 guesses as to which kh ost came on shuffle and made me go insane again#khposting#kingdom hearts#khdr#khbbs
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Choo-choo! We've almost reached the likes goal on the reblog game!
Please be mindful of future likes for this game!
Now then get ready for departure soon! All Aboard!
For this post
Thank you everyone so, so, so, SOOOO MUCH!!! I set an incredibly difficult goal for this honestly, and yet you all helped it be reached!! I appreciate it so much, thank you!!
Unfortunately however, the next part is not finished yet. I was planning to have it finished and ready weeks ago, but I became severely sick and have been unable to finish it to have it ready for this wonderful moment :( I’m so sorry. And I am still pretty bad off, and I’m unsure how much longer it’ll be like this for me.
But!! It was still pretty far along when I had to stop. A lot of it is done. And I have tried to make it up to everyone by making the part extra long. And it is becoming more lighthearted and about comfort now, the next choice to make falls into that ^^
ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU EVERYONE!! It means a lot to me to see that people are actually commenting on the comic and celebrating that it has reached its goal. It means a lot to see that people care!! I am so excited to get the next part out to you guys and to continue on this once again!! ^^ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
#wayward’s asks#this is also why I have been gone again unfortunately#I talk about my general health below in case you don’t wanna read that#my stomach has turned on me and I’m unable to eat anything without horrific pain#it is like my gastritis from last year but doubled now#not eating has left me exhausted and I am sleeping a lot right now#but unlike last year I cannot afford to lose anymore weight#so it’s been a lot harder this time around#that’s why I’m not around a lot right now anywhere really#I am trying to fix it and make it better but it has steps and it’s taking time#I’m so tired of being tired and nauseous#so thank you for your patience#I really appreciate it#I see my other asks and I’m so sorry i haven’t gotten to the#them#but I wanted to respond to this and not just leave this here#because I do really appreciate everyone’s collective efforts a lot#thank you
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Talk Shit, Get Hit | The Boys S03E07:
#god he's so smug in that first shot#hit him harder#sorry everyone i keep getting distracted by him getting hit#sunday will be a make a real gifset day#i should sleep it's 2am#ANYWAY#hughie campbell#soldier boy#jack quaid#jensen ackles#the boys#cara gifs
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Happy Little Accidents
The last thing Eddie Diaz expects to come out of his trip to Buckley’s Plant Nursery & Landscaping with his son, is to develop an honest to god schoolgirl crush on the guy who owns the place (and not notice that that is what’s happening for an embarrassingly long time).
The plan is simple. Get in, have Christopher pick out a couple of succulents or whatever he needs for his school project, and get out without infesting any of the gorgeous plants in the shop with his bad plant karma.
But then, the first thing he’s greeted with is a hunk of a man, carrying two heavy packs of soil on his broad shoulders. Eddie swears he can see a drop of sweat running down the man’s face in slow motion. His t-shirt looks like it’s one strategic muscle flex away from bursting at the seams and Eddie—Eddie feels nervous all of the sudden. And he’s gaping like a fish.
“Hey,” Hunk-man says as he hoists the soil on the counter next to him with a grunt, “What can I help you with?”
At least Eddie has enough self-awareness to close his mouth.
Or: the one where Buck owns a plant nursery and Eddie stumbles through his crush (and has no game during all of it)—oh and also, there are a lot of Bob Ross references.
Read on Ao3
(With a banner by the wonderful @theladyyavilee thank you so so so much <3)
#9-1-1#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie fic#911 fox#I cannot believe this fic is finally done#...it's the first longer fic I've written and finished in probably 5 years and it's the first longer fic I've written for this fandom#I am always a LOT more nervous about posting writing than posting my art because... it is a lot harder for me lol#but - just as Buck is telling Eddie in this one - practice makes definitely better so I will continue to expose myself xD#I really hope you do like it... I was very nervous about posting it and Sarah bravely held my hand during this :D#and now I will be going to bed because it is 2AM and I should definitely be sleeping kdjfalkdjklf#okay...#nighty night!#lisa writes#au shenanigans#the buck owns a plant nursery fic 🪴
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iron / heart
Part of LoL Esports Elemental Series.
#lolelements#lol esports#t1 faker#t1 oner#t1 zeus#t1 gumayusi#t1 keria#skt bang#skt wolf#skt bengi#skt kkoma#warning: MAJOR yapping incoming below#thinking about still here.mp3 and 'gripping with my cold hands the shapes i used to take'#'it could all end here with the strange daylight caught in our eyes'#'my shadow stretching out through all the things i left behind'#opening ceremony+t1 has everything they need to put me on a stretcher to ER#images from lol esports flickr (2016 worlds either finals or semis i goofed and forgot)#(and msi 2024 brackets features and worlds 2024 semis features)#there is a universe where i collected more pics and put a bit more thought into which word should go to who#but that universe also involves me doing this at a time that is not 5am#this is my last one probably twas lots of fun but new things on the horizon for me#this post is scheduled to post on finals day but just know that i am awake and shitting my pants over worlds finals#then recovery period and then im shifting into arcane mode#being completely deranged is a full time commitment never let anyone tell you otherwise#lil pat on the back for myself for successfully posting one per day til finals EVEN if they were sorta mediocre or dupes hahaha#special thanks to t1 for making it to semis because if they didn't there's a chance i would have lost steam LMAO#work school and the physical need for sleep work hard#but the esports demons in my brain work harder
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Hey, Hunter!
What was life like right after Artificer left?
Answer is under cut, there’s a tiny bit of blood and stuff (Hunter’s killing a Scav in one of the drawings and it isn’t pretty lol)
Hunter: Once Arti left, everything got harder. Fighting especially, without her. I mean, you know my sister, she’s a great fighter. I am too, but with the amount I had to do on missions, it was just… impossible on my own. I was struggling.
I died a lot. Got a few new scars.
And no matter how hard I worked, I couldn’t keep up with how efficiently our missions used to be completed. I wasn’t good enough, not without Arti.
#Rw siblings au#Rw Hunter#Yeeeaahhhh Arti abandoning Hunter sort of ruined his life#So it’s understandable that he’s a bit salty about it lmao#My boy is OVERWORKED let him sleep#He and Arti used to work together and stuff#And since Arti is stronger than Hunter and has pyro abilities#Her leaving meant missions got significantly harder for him#That lead to NSH trying to make Hunter more “like Arti” so he’d be able to do what NSH wanted him to do quicker#But uhhh#NSH fucked up big time#And that’s why Hunter blames Arti for him getting the rot#He also sort of blames himself for not being good enough#But he doesn’t blame the one person who’s actually at fault#Bros in heavy denial lol
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they really weren’t kidding when they said it’s harder for neurodivergent people to survive in a company working environment huh
#adhd#personal#ok im actually gonna try and sleep now sorry I just needed to put this . somewhere#it feels so pathetic actually being just the way that I exist in this world#adhd when it makes every aspect of sheer existence harder instead of just making u really silly and quirky 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞
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Had to make a pigeon decal for a class, I kinda like how it came out
edit: forgot that a little bit of shading goes a long way (also changed the line color, might still darken it)
#birds#pigeons#classwork#<- haven't used that in ages lmao#less projects but they're big and harder to do#i was told I'm allowed to make as many decals as what i can fit on an 8.5x11 sheet of paper#but i really just want the same one three times#so i just made it really big haha#they're gonna get smacked on a vase once they arrive in the mail from the printing company so that'll be fun#hopefully prof likes them bc they're due tomorrow lmao#the linework is just actual pen#scanned it in w/ a paper scanner and manually cut out all the weird spots and made the paper transparent so i could color under the lines#let it be know that i put effort into this one; i just went in with a plan so it only took three hours#i like how it turned out... maybe i'll do this process more often...#okay i'm really tired going to bed#i've been doing pretty good about getting to bed before midnight in the past couple of days#it's crazy how getting more than four hours of sleep makes it easier to get out of bed#update update#I MADE IT IN 200DPI NOOOO#NOT AGAIN
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