#and it's low priority for me bc i dont like cooking
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Trying to build muscle is so frustrating bc it's hard enough to motivate myself to eat as it is but now I have to eat more protein and my stomach is too liddol for the amount of food I need in a day
Can I get an f in the chat?
#tw food#tw eating#i like. forget to eat#and it's low priority for me bc i dont like cooking#bc it can make me start to think abt calories and micro/macro nutrients and i used to have disordered eating#so thinking abt that stuff is triggering to me#but now that im trying to build muscle i have to super pay attention to protein and shit and it's HARD#im trying to like HOPEFULLY convert 3-4 lbs of fat to muscle#just feel dysphoric abt my hips and since you cant target fat deposits ill probably have to lose like 3 lbs of fat instead#of the 1 that i think will help with that a bit#ive been working out a lot and have definitely seen results but i do not eat enough as it is to see the muscle growth in my back shoulders#and arms that i want to see. so now i have to eat more and it's hard bc i get so tireddddddddd and boreddddd and also the cooking thing#and PLEASE no dms worrying abt my eating habits ive improved so much and I'm doing well!!! I'm eating MORE even!!#it's just hard bc it feels like a chore to me#which is part of why i had disordered eating in the first place. well that and dysphoria#I'm legitimately healthy and eat well for the most part. it's just such a hassle to consciously try to build muscle yk? im eating i swear#i love food ask anyone#actually dont bc for whatever reason everyone around me thinks i dont eat bc they never /see/ me snack#i just keep my snacks in my room bc that's where my workstation is rather than snacking in the kitchen bc i dont like to waste time#that's my hangup tbh. i always feel like im wasting time even though it's hella important to cook yourself good meals#it's probably bc i go on a lot of walks so that eats into the time that i WOULD spend cooking#but yeah like i pound back food at restaurants so ppl also say it as a joke bc of how quickly i eat when im not distracted#i could eat more veggies though tbh. i just dont like many of them outside of complicated dishes and like i said i dont like to cook#and theyre so low calorie it takes FOREVER to eat enough to be filling#love protein though#it's quick and tasty ;3#also this is coming from someone who eats baby carrots like they're jelly beans lmao#they're a treat to me bc it takes so long to eat a serving of them#and they're sweet#so to be clear i DO like veggies they just take a while to finish
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sfw Sirius comte hideyoshi
it is TWO IN THE MORNING almost and ive written three things tonight and I fuckin TOSSED this together okay I don't know if its coherent Im bad at writing hcs because my brain is always scattered and the format of it really encourages that forgive me and my excuses (also I know I didn't cover everything I wanted to but I started to run out of ideas)
- they be cuddling u all the time there's literally no escaping a cuddle but they all have their own cuddle styles? hideyoshi likes to big spoon innocently and keep you feeling safe, sirius likes to be in front of you smashing your face to his chest or the other way around, and comte just wants his hands on you however he can get them there, innocent or not
- sometimes comte has to steal u away from hideyoshi and sirius to give you some time to yourself because they don't trust you not to overwork yourself and they'd absolutely die of guilt if you got hurt so one of them is always helping you, but even when you think you're alone comte keeps an eye on ou just to be safe. it ends up working out because you get a break, but if perhaps, like the time you fell off a ladder trying to fix books in the library, comte is still there to catch you and make sure you're alright.
-its like having a bunch of parents comte has to be like DONT tell them u fell off the ladder or youll get both of us in trouble.
- SITTING on the COUNTER while sirius cooks for you.
- hideyoshi doesnt like you sitting on the counter because one time you hurt your ankle jumping off but he tries to keep it to himself because you like sitting on the counter for some reason.
- dinner dates with all of them in which entail you probably sitting in comte's lap as he watches the three of you eat and maybe snacks on a baguette
- hideyoshi gets lowkey jealous of the others all the time when you spend too much time with them and jealous hideyoshi is a lot of subtle posessiveness, a constant arm around your waist or a slight low whine when you move away from his touch
- give him some attention, make him feel worthy of you which he often doesn't, and he'll be fine, he just gets a little insecure sometimes.
- hideyoshi is SUPER protective, comte is super laid back, and sirius is a good mix of both generally
- you're literally babied all the time i hope you're into that bc if not this is not your "pairing"
- there is always ALWAYS a mediator in every argument, so nothing ever gets too out of hand when theres arguments between you
- comte really likes to spoil you and the others really like looking at you so you often put on little fashion shows where you model new clothing (and then have to sort through all of your old ones together because you cant fit anything else in your closet)
- so. much. praise. from all of them
- your health is all of their top priority and if you ever try to stay awake, forget a meal, anything like that, youll be hearing it from them i tell you. youll never be able to forget taking care of yourself and it may be a little annoying but comte will always be there to calm you down and give you a break and remind you that its because they love you that theyre so overbearing (he usually takes a mediator stance, simultaneously asking Sirius and hideyoshi to calm down a bit and let you breathe)
- you'll literally never have to be alone
- going to Sirius when you have a nightmare and him calming you down and holding you
- going to hideyoshi when you get hurt and him taking care of you
- going to comte when you get stressed and allowing him to calm you down
- baths with them where comte washes your hair and kisses over your face, hideyoshi washes your body and Sirius gently massages your muscles
- none of them are really jealous of each other (except when you intentionally make them and occasionally hideyoshi) but good lord I dare u to wear a crop top around the other mansion residents
- little tea dates in comtes room where you sit and talk about your day and drink tea and then kiss a lil and he'll play with your hair and you just cuddle
- days out with hideyoshi where he lets you get all kinds of sweets and you go on walks and he just has the most fun watching you smile
- comte kissing your cheeks, hideyoshi kissing your forehead, and Sirius kissing your nose
- alternatively comte likes to kiss your shoulders/neck, hideyoshi likes to kiss your wrists and hands, Sirius keeps it simple kissing your lips
- them playing little jokes on you all the time like pretending to forget your birthday because they find your reactions so so cute
- you being all of their baby
- them getting so worried if you cry, Sirius wiping your tears, comte holding you silently and hideyoshi stroking your hair and telling you its okay.
-your happiness and health is their top priority and they really always do their best to keep u feeling safe and happy
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so it turns out dangan ronpa’s School Mode is Not At ALL what i was expecting lmao
togami didnt wanna do karaoke with me :(
i thought it was just the free time events but there’s actually this whole convoluted AU backstory where monokuma gathers everyone to make The Announcement but then suddenly realizes he doesn’t have any backups and can’t possibly start the “real school life” without them, so everyone’s gotta help make more monokuma bots instead
DONT WORRY ABOUT IT
all the free time events are still the same as they would be in the regular game though so they kind of. fluctuate between knowing about the killing game and not knowing lmao
SO THEN THERES THIS WHOLE ABSOLUTE CHAOTIC MESS OF A CRAFTING MINIGAME :’) i legitimately thought this was a joke at first and im still not sure they didn’t make these menus look as absolutely confusing as possible on purpose
its not actually terribly difficult to figure out once you mess with it a while, essentially characters can either be assigned to cleaning or searching for supplies, the different areas are marked with what supplies you can get in them, if you dont let people rest when their energy gets low they collapse and cant work for a few days
like in theory i think i understand it but after the first couple tasks i just could NOT get enough materials no matter what i did so i have no IDEA how you’re supposed to go about this. i got it down to only two characters cleaning per day and still couldn’t get enough things. i do Not understand
im losing it at the little working sprites though look at them.... look at ishimaru with his little broom
everyone gets a pick axe when they’re gathering supplies for some reason (gotta... mine those textbooks out of the library. i guess) except asahina has like. a little shovel or something and i do not know why
sometimes characters get Super Energized for the day look at chihiro
out of CONTROL
VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT CLEANING
i fuckign killed yamada on accident like 3 times :’ )
you dont really have a hp bar or anything you just have like. “red” (high energy) / “yellow” (low energy) and blue/exhausted and most characters were fine working on days they were at yellow (they’d just have to rest the next day) but....yamada,
(i also killed hagakure on accident dont worry about it) the sleeping sprites are also rly cute but they felt the need to accentuate pixel asahina’s breasts for no reason. let her live
look at sakura’s level up sprite tho shes so happy......
yea
i m fuckign losing it this looks like something id write to mock him but this is a real thing byakuya togami actually said to me
i got all the pieces for this one and it ended up being whatever the fuck that is lmao i dont know if thats my fault somehow or if it just turns out like that nm what
then every day after the working minigame you get a free time session, where you can do the usual free time events BUT IT ALSO HAS
THIS THING?? WHERE YOU CAN GO HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE AROUND THE SCHOOL WHICH IS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT THING THAN THE FREE TIME EVENTS AND I CANNOT BELIEVE I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT IT??
ive actually seen some of the dialogue from these before but didnt know where it was/etc... every location has three dialogue options for naegi to suggest and every character responds differently i could potentially spend like, the rest of my life doing this,
i brought leon everywhere and then just started picking people at random after that (and i still havent done Every dialogue option with leon, just. one at each location)
leon... really likes naegi and it is very, very cute
i asked him about piercings and he got really fired up about giving naegi a makeover
he also gets very excited about capsule toy machines
monokuma is also just like, hanging out in the main hall with everyone else,
you can’t go on events with him but you can talk to him :’) he gives you a rating score thing for how much everyone likes you so far
can you TELL who was my first priority :’ )
i think this is based on the “trip tickets” scenes and not the free time event scenes bc i checked it again a little later
ishimaru SHOT up just from like, cleaning the library with me, and im upset,
meanwhile i did a bunch of asahina events and hers didnt go up at all
im dying though look at togami
i dont know how i even managed that one heart maybe its just a pity heart bc im trying so hard lmao i took him on several trip dates trying to figure out ANYTHING he responds positively to but i cant remember any other than the karaoke thing. i remember i took him to the dining hall and he was like “why would i care about cooking. chefs prepare food. thats how it works. im byakuya togami” and i remember taking him to the library but i forget what happened there. i think i suggested checking the back room and hes like “no, Commoners Like You aren’t prepared for that kind of thing” so mayb he gave me a heart for letting him show off how better than me he is or something
i m sorry does celeste have a fucking coffin in her room
goals
naegi likes video games, ishimaru does not understand the concept of things existing for purposes other than studying
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i was tagged in a couple of games this past week so i’m just gonna make one post answering them all because they’re fun and i have the time so here we go
rules: answer the questions and tag blogs you would like to get to know better tagging: (you can choose what game u wanna do or something lol or ignore if u want but i wanna know u all a bit better <3) @pcnsypcrknsn @polaroids @gansaey @twinminyards @henriettablues @adamparrishes @aridantes @ccress @dirkqently @mavenbarrow @donnattartt @perspective
tagged by: kahlia @monstrouss ♥
nickname/s: kim
gender: female
star sign: cancer
height: 5′2″ fuc
time: 1:37 pm, i don’t have classes rn which is a fucking miracle
birthday: july 21
favorite bands: mayday parade, pierce the veil, 5sos (yES), fall out boy
favorite solo artists: ed sheeran, sam smith, selena gomez, kaleo, niall horan, james arthur, lauv, lorde
song stuck in my head: laro by autotellic
last movie i watched: in the cinema? thor: ragnarok (11/10 recommend)
last show i watched: black butler, it’s an anime
when did i create my blog: created this one december last year
what do i post: lit, some films, and just anything i find pretty
last thing i googled: "how to get rid of ‘index’ in photoshop”
do i have any other blogs: nah
do i get asks: what are thoooose
why i chose my url: bc i’m ronan’s bitch
following: 400-something
followers: 1,6k-something
average hours of sleep: 4??? 5???? most of the times i get around 3 hours of sleep bc the universe thinks i dont deserve rest
lucky number: seven
instruments: none
what am i wearing: a shirt and boxer shorts
dream job: a surgeon
dream trip: greece
favourite food: shanghai rolls???? hAHAHA
nationality: filipino
favorite song right now: midnight train by sam smith
tagged by: nicole @nhmesis ♥ — Relationship Status: ???? — Favourite Colour: soft colors like rose gold, beige/nude, white ��� Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick??? — Last Song I Listened To: queen by atronach’s aura — Last Movie I Watched: thor:ragnarok — Top 3 TV Shows: friends / big bang theory / yuri on ice (bc why not) — Top 3 Bands/Artists: mayday parade / ed sheeran / 5sos — Books I’m Currently Reading: the goldfinch
tagged by: shanaz @aphrocilles ♥
name: karen nickname: kim height: 5′2 birthday: july 21 fave color: beige, white, rose gold 10 most played songs: wolves by selena gomez / the thrill of it all by sam smith / get you by daniel caesar / lie by NF / stranger things by kygo / nightmares by all time low / beside you by marianas trench / drunk by zayn malik / sleep tonight by december avenue / three cheers for five years by mayday parade 7 favorite movies: kill your darlings / the great gatsby / salt / inception / call me by your name (even tho i still havent seen it) / the curious case of benjamin button / the hangover 1,2, and 3 6 favorites tv shows: im not a big fan of tv shows omg sorry 4 celebrity crushes: selena gomez / angelina jolie / tom cruise / timothee chalamet 1 thing that defines you: is it bad that i can’t think of anything
tagged by: ana @kerahs ♥
nicknames: kim gender: female sign: cancer height: 5′2 time: 10:56 am birthday: july 21st favorite bands: mayday parade, ptv, fob, 5sos favorite solo artists: ed sheeran, niall horan, sam smith song stuck in my head: HIM by sam smith last movie i watched: thor:ragnarok last show i watched: black butler when did i create this blog: december 31 2016 what do i post: mostly the raven cycle, all for the game, and six of crows. some ya lit edits and the occasional aes posts what did i last google: latin translation (bc of that maggie reply on one on the posts of her tweet) other blogs: deleted them all lol but i used to own vxalentino and hemmosbitch do i get asks: i wish following: 380 followers: 1,669 babes ♥ average hours of sleep: 3-4 hours??? on school nights lucky number: 7 instruments: zero what am i wearing: fuck im still in my pajamas favorite food: uhm???? last book i read: the goldfinch (but i havent finished it yet, that still counts right?) 3 favorite fandoms: trc, aftg, and yoi
tagged by: victoria @neiljostnss ♥ 2ND RULE: bold the statements that are true
APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short(ish) hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something much I would change about my personality ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports (i used to, sigh) I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing I do or have done martial arts EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts RELATIONSHIPS: I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year
#lemme do it now that i have the time#i dont know when the next time will be kasi lol#anyways this is one hell of a long post#feel free to ignore but i would like to get to know u all#<3#tag games
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Bangtan: Dating style
I’m rlly bored so here’s a piece of mind:
Jungkook:
Texting u at inappropriate times, and with useless topics. “What do you think about umbrellas?”
Getting jealous and sad attempts at hiding it.
Talking for hours about your dreams.
You encouraging him.
He showed you how he adores you by doing little things, e.g buying necklaces with meaningful symbol, draws for you, etc. Being childish by being tough if that makes sense haha You lecture him about things and he actually thinking a lot about it before he goes to sleep
Jimin:
A LOT OF TOUCH here and there
He would kill someone if he’s jealous,
Being mad over useless things but cools down quickly when u comfort him
Asking for attention by saying nonsensical things, “i dance poorly” ugh but he would praise u a lot and maybe he expects u to do the same.
He would act mature when he needs to, and childish at the right time, left you confused but hella whipped.
A lot of laughter at inside jokes And having people be jealous at your relationship
Taehyung:
Hard time responding to your text fastly, but when he does you would be talking all night long.
Unpredictable caring, being shy about touching you and then goes all skinship at other times,
Acts mature and proud about it, but ended up looking cute.
Playing with kids in front of you, but no one in the world likes kids more than him even yourself, so you fondly watches how sweet he is to kids.
Talking about marriage, with him saying stuff like “but my father said it’s not good to bla bla” Having asked by people about his personality Feeling like u are raising a kid but u never tell/ suggest this to him (bcs he would get mad) ㅋㅋ
hoseok
[insert j-hope’s rap line in Just One Day]
^^^ that would be enough but let me add;
A lot more skinship than jimin and taehyung combined.
Being completely aware of each other’s personality traits and no insecurities at all.
Relaxed or deep conversation, and also low expectations which is a good thing because you both realize how you love each other so there is lot less conflicts.
Dinners at favorite and comfy places
He asks you about things u dont predict like “does this shirt looks best on summer?” Talking about your favorite things, He showing you his focused and sometimes sad side bcs bcs afterall he’s a human 😥
Namjoon:
Surprisingly less skinship,
But more deep talking.
He acts romantic and a little bit shy about it sometimes, which is really cute
Sudden aegyos, and you cant handle it because he doesn’t realize he is the actual king of aegyo.
He talks about things he really like and you enjoyed it every single time, like, “i want my rap style to be bla bla and bla bla inspires me bla bla”
Actually being logical about his jealousy, making him sounds *akhem* CUTE! You teasing him about his *cough* videos and he gets lowkey mad XD
Suga:
Suprisingly more skinship,
He looks at you menacingly when you’re with someone else, making u feel sad and more in love at the same time
Aegyos, in which he’s good at it but you jokingly slap him out of pride bcs he knows he’s good, but you like it nonetheless.
Unpredictable leaning toward his shoulder and he’s completely okay with it. Also with no expression which is comforting bcs you EVERY SINGLE TIME thought he would get mad. He actually likes it tho, but he’s just not good with expressing things.
Gummy laugh when you do something funny and you just cant help it 😍
Asking things out of jealousy, but you would never expect him to be jealous about that. “Why did u gave that food to him?” “But u don’t even like that food?” “Still, why?”
Jin:
Walking side by side on the pavement never felt so right if it’s with Jin. He just knows how to make u feel safe and you know it’s his priority.
You asking him about his life and he with no hesitate tell u all about it, making u feel like he would do absolutely anything for u.
Asking “what are you doing now” EVERY DAMN TIME, but, cute.
Listens to you a lot you and u think he is bored but he isn’t! leaving u confused and pampered to the point where you’re worried about it.
Doing ordinary task together, featuring endless laughter like cooking and watching tv.
[this is just my imagination so it might not be accurate (but i also don’t know what’s accurate so..) and also i study a lot about people’s behavior and i does this usually so feel free if you want me to post something like this in the future]
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