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Good news: the desire To Write is back *yaaaay, cheering*
Bad news: actually doing The Writing is still completely overwhelming *ugly sobbing*
#one step forward two steps back almost#feeling so drained and stuck#i know all the published authors just say 'JUST WRITE' but it's Too Much(tm) and i'm tired#i'm so fucking tired#mentally and physically#and i know i should just 'take my time' but i don't want to#i want to write#and it's crushing that i can't#personal post#non monster post#ghosti rambles
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sketched this out at jury duty actually
#i sat there for eight hours and wasn't called at ALL. even for selection >:(#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#i don't ship them that hard tbh#i just like to cheer for classic yaoi as i'm rewatching this series#yippeeeeeee love at first sudden-death mind game 🎉🎉🎉#edit: omg multiple ppl have pointed out the hand (positively)...#i've been wondering why it's getting so much attention... it's probs bc i over-rendered it since i was worried it looked bad LOL#edit 2 months later: i'm glad DN is still enjoyed by so many people!! it's rly nice to see 😭#also i saw notif for a reply that started with “shipping light with L while the former is only-” but it doesn't show up under the post#so i can't read the rest... tumblr saving me from something vile truly. i assume it's about age#btw this character is a magical serial killer#like be fr LMAO i think there might be other issues here!!#the elitist morally bankrupt 17 y/o murderer with a god complex can have a little crush#as a treat <3
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Literally begging anyone who can vote in US elections to vote, and to vote against Trump. Which means voting for Harris, not abstaining or voting third party.
My family actually did move here from an authoritarian country, where voting literally didn't matter, they literally did throw out your vote, and they literally did assassinate citizens who spoke out against them.
We would all very much like to keep living in a country where those things are not the case!
You know, the same things that Trump and his stooges have openly said they want to do. And two of the main propaganda lines for why people in the US shouldn't vote, which is a lie.
Voting matters. The parties are not the same.
And make sure to vote in down-ballot races!!!
And like. The fact that voting matters in the US is a very real reason for hope. It is something you should genuinely appreciate. We can make a difference.
And a lot of people risked their lives or even died to earn that right, and it's a right not everyone has.
#interrupting our regularly scheduled programming for a voting matters psa#because I just saw like 5 posts encouraging people not to vote and those posts are bullshit!!!#us politics#election 2024#american politics#2024 election#uspol#voting#voting matters#the parties are not the same#voting rights#democrats#democratic party#united states#not news#yes I also really do wish voting third party had a chance of working#but it doesn't#yes biden's policy on palestine is atrocious and harris's is unlikely to be much better#but that doesn't change the fact that we DON'T live in an authoritarian dictatorship (yet)#and it doesn't change the fact that there is a massive difference between trump and harris#you will have a much harder time helping palestinians if trump wins and starts “crushing” pro-Palestine protests (direct quote from him)#and wrecks the economy so people can't afford to donate or to take the time to protest#me
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Thinking about Them 🥺
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#xmen#x men#x men 97#roguegambit#x men fanart#rogue#gambit#remy lebeau#anna marie lebeau#HELP i've fallen into roguegambit HELL and i can't get out#and when i say Hell i mean it i'm fucking Suffering over here#i'm so so emo over them just want them to be soft and happy and safe and in love#also have the BIGGEST fattest crush ever on these two god#especially rogue oh my god#THE girl ever that southern accent has bewitched me body and soul#xmen97 you don't want to know what will happen if you don't fucking give them back to me#art#my art#literarymerritt#merritt draws
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who wants to lay on top of me like a weighted blanket and fix me
#i can't use actual weighted blankets bc it feels suffocating but another person? 10/10#not even in any kind of way i just need someone to crush my body back into some sort of shape that is not exhausted and aching#need me a bear hug and a bear to crush me tbh#the cabin will fix me. i will be secluded and alone and get high one of the nights and have smores. i will take stupid nature walks and read
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one thing about steve harrington is that he sucks at doing nothing. like he has to be doing something with himself lest the guy waste away. this has led to him being very good at fucking around with things especially when its something relatively quiet. the loudest steve will let himself keep his hands busy while stuck idle is tossing whatever's in his hand to himself and catching it, which usually bodes well for sports practice after coach learned that just because he was moving didnt mean he wasnt paying attention(usually the opposite).
he learned how to flip a pencil around his thumb in middle school and seeing someone in one of the meetings he sat in on doing it. he'll twirl anything he can around in his hand, especially while he was working in the mall. the scoopers were perfect for it. and any way youve seen a drummer/percussionist fiddle with a drumstick, steve knew he had to replicate it.
but even with all this movement and the fact the guy was barely ever not moving, it seemed like no one noticed it ever. a fact that nearly drove eddie insane when they were in high school together. because he did have the reputation of being restless, and in a constant state of movement. and he probably fucked around with random shit less, so how did steve "the hair" harrington not end up with the same reputation? the answer was just that he was way more quiet("and sneaky" -eddie) about it. and if the teacher hated when their students fiddled and futzed he'd be sure to try and keep the movement below his desk.
but it not that he only has to keep his hands busy. no no no, if bored or stuck waiting, and that won't suffice, steve harrington will pick up anything with words just to read it. anything. outdated newspapers, ingredients lists, magazines of any topic. he just mindlessly grabs for whatever and starts fucking reading. Robin could swear under oath to a court that her best friend has read the back of every vhs in family video. hell, she's seen him reading drugstore novels, like the fucking grandma smut and books with cover art of nicely dressed ladies running from a castle. and its her jock best friend reading it, instead of some repressed suburban woman who hates her husband. yes, this information is the bane of robin buckley's exsistance because its not like anyone would believe her.
idk just give me steve being restless but doing it quietly enough that no one really picks up on it.
#listen we've all seen the gifs of steve messing around with the scooper in s3 or him doing the same thing with a flashlight in s2#and i was like ok what if i added to that? and what if when hes waiting hes reaches blindly for something to read?#and steve reading drugstore bodice ripper novels is something i can't unsee and i needed to share it#steve harrington#stranger things#robin buckley#platonic stobin#she's so done with his shit(affectionate).#eddie munson#steddie#not exactly. but like eddie being pissed off about steve existing is kinda just shorthand for a crush atp#the party will bust into family video and steve is just reading the back of a bag of an m&ms#am i projecting? a little but we've seen this in canon so extrapolation cant hurt.#if you want real projecting ask me about my headcanon about steve and manga#headcannons
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU#lan wangji#wei wuxian#digital art#Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics.#So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai#Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun!#Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*)#I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered.#My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.”#Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH.#Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept.#This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later.#And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.
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just finished watching the wild robot (im a sobbing mess) and i got sent this tiktok... how do you even begin to explain this, and most of all, is there a non-gay way to explain it???
#it fulfilled its job of distracting my brain FOR SURE#now i may be reaching most of the times#but lando for sure was fulfilling his childhood crush dreams#HE STILL IS#rpf's got nothing on him#lando norris#landino#carlando#carlitos#carlos sainz jr#i truly can't wrap my head around this#imagine if someone walked on him doing that?? HELLO???#AND HE THOUGHT 'ah yes let me share this on tiktok😮💨'#which im thankful for BUT GOD#have some decency landino🙄#GAY🫵#these gays are trying to murder me#what is f1 if not yaoi rpf?#i have never seen this tiktok before#WHAT#tiktok
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id literally let him FLING ME ACROSS THE RINK until i crash into a wall just to hold hands and skate together <3
(lil' extra based on this!)
#pingdoobles#fnaf#fnaf dca#fnaf sb#fnaf daycare attendant#sundrop#dca#dca fandom#fnaf au#love death and rollerskates#cw bright colors#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#self insert be nice <3#bright colors#it is CRIMINAL y/n can't skate in LDR#except I CAN so lets change that!!!#lets explore a y/n that pretends to be shit at skating as an excuse to skate with their crush like guys whaaaat
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9-1-1 SEASON 7: FAVORITE MOMENTS ↳ part 21/?
#i can't decide who has a bigger crush on this guy me or buck#he's just soooo#ugh#tommy kinard#evan buckley#bucktommy#911#911 abc#911 7x05#my gif#911fave7#911gifs#bucktommyedit
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To make up for my radio silence, have some quick doodles of my favorite evil man in Wuwa rn ❤️🩶
#he's just so cute!!#i can't get over how down bad he is for Rover#it's obvious that he has a crush on us#AND I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM TOO SO IT'S PERFECT#Aalto and Mortefi are my other two faves I love them so much#expect some Wuwa fanfic soon#wuthering waves#wuwa#wuwa scar#Scar#my art
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stop saying "Kaz would be jealous and possessive over Inej if he thought she and Tolya liked each other" no he wouldn't! Kaz isn't like that! He defends Inej's freedom, autonomy, and desires at every single turn in the books. He spends the entire duology pining over her and yet gives her every single chance he possibly can to walk out of his life forever if she wants. It's the foundational cornerstone of their entire relationship! It's why they work in the first place!
literally the only Crow who does petty jealousy is Wylan and that's that on that, folks
#six of crows#shadow and bone#s&b#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#kanej#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#wylan hendriks#wesper#otp: on the seas and in the city#otp: you can't kiss me from down there#(even if Kaz WAS jealous he'd never act on it. see: how he reacts to thinking about Jesper and Nina being able to hug Inej when he can't)#I am dead serious about Wylan being the jealous Crow though lol#Matthias thinks that he 'has no right' to think about what Nina did at the White Rose#Inej is super chill with Jesper having a crush on Kaz#and the rest of them are too busy pining and/or aggressively flirting to cover up their pining to worry about being jealous
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She looks like she could throw me over her shoulder ~~
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#my art#fanart#shadowheart#karlach#shadowheart/karlach#do they have a ship name#i just think they're cute together#and you can't convince me shadowheart didn't immediately get a crush on her when she saw her#honestly i think everyone did#maybe i'm biased
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Just like how nobody ever taught him about the concept of CE and any blood manipulation techniques, he still became the most powerful blood manipulation user and even invented his own CT.
Nobody ever taught him how to be a big brother, how the eldest big brother has to protect, comfort, care, and guide their little siblings. Yet it didn't deter him to be the best big brother there is. This man did everything instinctively, including being a big brother, and always be the best at them.
#i have so much respect for his character I can't contain it#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 259#choso#chousou#eso#kechizu#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#kusouzu brothers#all the convo in this chapter is actually so crushing like his love for his little brothers are in full force he's so tender and selfless
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Last Unicorn quote stuck out to me so I gave it to Spider-Fox
(the only person willing to be your friend and he didn't show up until long after you already lost all trust in other people)
#i won't post about the movie yet but i WILL post more sonic prime heyooo!! there's no escape!!#sonic prime#sth#nine the fox#miles nine prower#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#tails the fox#my art#baby fox do do do do do do#poor sonic though: imagine raising a kid like family only to see how the kid would turn out if you were never in his life and its BAD#the guilt that would crush him for not being there for him (even though it wasn't his fault) so he tries to make it up to the kid#by doubling down on affection and praise and trying to let the kid know he's worthy of love#but ultimately he's NOT the same kid; you missed your chance a long time ago and now all you can do is watch as your baby brother#fades into a shadow of pain paranoia and loneliness and everyone keeps saying that the only thing left to do is give up on him entirely#but you CAN'T DO THAT you'd rather die than give up on this kid#but it keeps biting you in the ass because he's NOT YOUR BROTHER and he's hellbent on isolating himself at any cost— even from you#I'M NORMAL ABOUT NINE I SWEAR
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These kids are NOT studying rn
#alternate timeline where they just continue growing up together and go to school together as normal#jon continues being a superboy so he's not the best student you ever saw (tired! and he's got street smarts he's fiiiine)#but dami wants to pursue a medical career so he's always studying (or in class idk what medical students actually do) he's a nerd aw yeahh#so 90% of hangouts start to happen at the library - quiet so Jon can nap while Dami gets some studying done (Jon should also be studying)#the stupid manga-esque title of this fic I'm not writing is 'The Ex-Assassin and His Delinquent Crush' or something#it's absolutely a slowburn for the ages.. spanning all the missed opportunities until they're both adults and damian can't help but confess#anyway this was kind of just a doodle that happened bc I heard a pretty song which reminded me of studying at the library but falling aslee#under the sun coming thru the windows but then it became something a little cute... hehe#art#fanart#digital art#manga style#screentone#illustrationish#jondami#damijon#supersons#jon kent#jonathan kent#superboy#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne#robin damian#me vs I don't ever draw them as kids bc drawing kids is so scary#I love my kids :( my sons :( Jon they could never make me hate u u deserved to have a nice time
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