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maxbegone · 1 year ago

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#stress and anxiety is so intense right now #all i want to do is lay under a really heavy blanket and cry until my head is pounding #communicating is really tough for me and has only gotten worse over the years #and it's coming to a head once again #and i need to find another job and figure out my life bc i can't survive like this but i just don't know how. and i'm terrified #i don't want to be pigeonholed into or get stuck at a place like where i was for the last five years #i don't know what to do. i'm scared. i need help and guidance but i have no goddamn idea where to begin.#i look at other people and think about how i should have something established and some sort of success but i have zero #it's a lot and i'm really scared.

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andromeddog · 2 months ago

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speirton sunday

#speirton #smoking a cig with my head in my hands #come get yall juice #cannot share the majority of stuff i’ve drawn for them bc of reasons #idk delete later #once again thanks pinterest for the gay little ref images

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snoji · 5 months ago

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it was always there, fill up the void with space

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#self indulgent jim once again #based on a fic that's been aching to come out of my head #my art #art #star trek #jim kirk #star trek aos #fanart #digital drawing #digital art #aos #space #void

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onewithblankets · 2 months ago

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anybody think abt the turning point between old aika and present aika. anybody think abt the point where she just started forgetting to dye her hair and the roots are beginning to show. anybody think abt the first time she wishes for a lead pipe. anybody think abt ‘the others back home’

anyway I was thinking abt isat again and some suspiciously magical-girl-colored markers appeared and then I blacked out

#I’m saving the rest of the midnight ramblings for the tags #but uhhhh yeah memory of sadness event but aika edition!#I am once again unable to stop the isat and idwtbamg fixations from fucking around in my head #uhhhhh also! bc aika design is partially inspired by jirachi #and I suck ass at coming up with designs off the top of my head #the other magical girls are also based off mythical pokemon that fit the colors I had and also I think would be cool thematically #shaymin manaphy victini diancie from left to right #also yes in my mind this is the first time she beat in eclipse’s shins with a lead pipe #I don’t know where my digital drawing tablet went so all yall get is pencil and crayola lol #isat spoilers #<- kind of reference of a spoilery event?#in stars and time #i don’t want to be a magical girl #pretty pretty please i don't want to be a magical girl #aika idwtbamg #idwtbamg #my art

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tunamayojazz · 13 days ago

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mithruns of the week...eat well beautiful

#mithrun #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #my art #I HAVE FOUND MYSELF...IN THE DUNGEON...OF MITHRUN THOUGHTS ONCE AGAIN...!!!#tbf i opened the gate and put myself in there (and gladly)#it felt like coming home #im a longtime manga enjoyer but only recently finished s1 of the anime #and if u have been following my art u might know me as a resident on inumaki island #which is why i crashed out so hard when i found out mithrun is voiced by kouki uchiyama...aka INUMAKI'S VA!!!!#his onigiri connects us all...#this has happened to me three times now (re: finding out uchiyama voices my favs) but that a story for another time #ok so about mithrun #i just really wanted to draw him eating #oh and with a different hairstyle each time too bc why not #my favorite is the short cut...KYAAA #love thinking about mithrun relearning how to live #captain u are so cool...#its been awhile since my last mithrun hyperfixation but thanks to hourly mithrun on twt i am so back #additionally i really ship kabumisu and will hopefully be drawing them soon....#yapping a lot bc its been awhile since i was able to draw like this...ive been so busy with irl work everyday nonstop #drawing mithrun was so healing...#i was debating if i should color this or something but kind of caught myself trying to make this smtg more than it should be #bc the demons in my head were saying u shld color this bc then it looks more complete and nicer to post #so i said SHADDAP i wanna post now so i fawking will...#yay

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benevolenterrancy · 8 months ago

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May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home

#svsss #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #bingqiu #sqq #lbh #scum villain #heard the song Take This Body Home by Rose Betts and it nearly took me out at the knees #it really really suits sqq's self-detonation in hua yue city right? i'm not the only one feeling this?#considered adding some literal shards for them to be stepping on - since sqq's sword explodes - but i couldn't quite make it work #anyway this has been playing like a music video in my head for the past couple days highly recommend listening to the song #if you haven't heard it before #can't get over the absolute dissonance between how sqq views this scene and how everyone else must feel about it #like to him he's just completing his plan - hopefully keeping lbh from destroying a city with energy imbalance and escaping The Plot #nbd! he and sqh have planned it all out it's FINE :) off he goes!#meanwhile everyone who loves him - including lbh who worked years to get back to him and is trying to work through a lot of grief #and resentment and doubt and longing and... - watches him DIE in FRONT OF THEM #just collapse while coughing up blood sword disintegrating energy completely consumed #like holy hell sqq could you traumatize the people around you any more???#no wonder lbh went a little bit crazy after that like my man was already not in a great place but what the fuck #lbh watches his shizun presumably sacrifice himself for him ONCE AGAIN like after he's finally Gotten Strong his shizun is STILL #coming to harm in an effort to make up for his shortcomings #my art #most of the time out here drawing what amounts to muppets and then sometimes i get the urge for this and just need to cover everyone in blo

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mokadevs · 1 year ago

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day 3: your life is mine

#fate grand order #fgo #fate/grand order #xu fu #yu meiren #xu fu fgo #xuyu #idk their ship name once again #minifemslashfeb2024 #kiki draws #i dont know why i chose such an ambitious piece for a daily challenge but erhmmmm #scratches head !!#yuri!! yay! yuri!! waho!!! i love yuri!!!!#^_^_^_^_^#im really excited for xu fu coming out this summer yay

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happyk44 · 3 months ago

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I want Jason to be such a skilled liar when the situation calls for it but being so bad at it otherwise because 90% of the time he does not see the point in lying.

#so a lot of people end up having it built in their head that jason just can't lie but he can!#it's kinda like body language. i think jason could very easily be impeccable at reading people's body language #a side effect of being raised by wolves ofc but also just a natural intuitive thing to him he picked up while being groomed for leadership #but 90% of social cues are deemed dumb because he doesn't get the point of subtlety. like just be up front.#so he doesn't engage (and sometimes he simply does not understand how to engage) so he comes across as socially clueless and cruelly blunt #and then gets dropped into some scenario where he has to charm and dazzle an important person and he fucking nails it to everyone's surpris #ahhh once again thinking about natural diplomat instincts jason and thalia 😩 benefits of your dad being king of the world lol #jason grace #happy talks pjo

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rhinocio · 10 months ago

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照らすの夜の中導いて、君は

#okay so now I'm definitely hit the threshold of drawing furry smut lol LEVEL UP #ela mi amora eres una mala influencia #that's a spicy meatball #but once again COME AT ME TUNGLR FILTER THERE'S NO BITS #ROTTMNT #leosagi #leoichi #usagi yuki #leonardo #rise usagi #RRCU #don't ask questions about where they are or what they're sitting on because bro idk either #white highlighting on a dark canvas my new beloved #rhinociart #TMNT #me following canon shapes: you got a flat head. flathead

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pokemonblack3white3 · 25 days ago

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Ya got anymore Kitakami Siblings headcanons in there?

DO I EVER

Carmine met her poltchageist (named ChaCha) at her parents' funeral.

Kieran is a trans man. He was only out to Carmine during the events of the Teal Mask DLC, but comes out between then and the Indigo Disk.

Kieran released all the pokemon he had in the Teal Mask except for his dipplin (named Carrie). After the Indigo Disk, he manages to find his furret (named Mel) again and she's willing to give him a second chance.

Carmine, Lacey, and Amarys have girls' nights! They're currently working their way through the Barbie movies.

Their family has a history of bipolar depression, and both Carmine and Kieran have it. Kieran also has a history of self-harm.

They're both bisexual.

Kieran is autistic.

Kieran refuses to eat brussel sprouts. Carmine hates them, too, but she pretended to like them as a kid for brownie points with their grandparents. Now everybody thinks she genuinely likes brussel sprouts and the lie has gone on too long for Carmine to fess up.

Before the Teal Mask, Kieran formed a crush on Amarys. He thinks she's pretty and really admired her strength.

Carmine also has a crush on Amarys.

Carmine's favorite food is cake. Generally, though, she prefers bitter foods.

Kieran is an extremely picky eater. He tends to lose his appetite when he's stressed, too. He hates cake.

Carmine cannot comprehend Kieran's distaste for cake. She keeps trying to get him to try it, and he hates it every time.

When they were younger, Kieran accidentally chipped one of Carmine's teeth.

Florian and Juliana don't want Pecharunt anywhere near Ogerpon, so they end up handing them off to Carmine.

Kieran and Emmet know each other. They're sort of friends? It's complicated.

#Pokemon #Asks #getting too into it #champion kieran #Rival carmine #Mine #“How in the world do Jules and Flor come to give pecharunt to carmine” ONCE AGAIN THERE IS A FIC IN MY HEAD. FOR NOW JUST TRUST

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kkkkkkkitty · 11 days ago

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#homestuck #hs #june egbert #Clock strikes midnight & I clutch my head & come to in the tags of a post-to-be & sweat rolls down my temple drips off my chin onto my #clavicle when I see yes I have drawn Homestuck once again

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brokenmercy · 2 months ago

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There were clouds in my coffee— Clouds in my coffee!

#CRANEPOSTING ONCE AGAIN BABY #im like springtrap #in the fact that I always come back #anyway #the crane wives #tcw #beyond beyond beyond #she doesn’t have a name in my head. I kinda like jodi

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groundbreakingdot872 · 6 months ago

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| Oh... the world's a strange place, Guinevere. Never underestimate the power of love. I've seen it change many things.

#gwen’s crown #and circlet #and circle of friends�� who’d gladly go to die by her side if it meant they’d live in her Love too #the framing here is so stunning #and nearly knocked me to my knees when I noticed #in The Last Dragonlord she’s only daring to believe that her love for Arthur (and his love for her) could change everthing and anything—#hence the crown encircling her head #in the second #(Diamond of the Day)#Arthur’s gone.#and she’s left bereft with the crown he promised her #but without the all encompassing love that had her step into the role in the first place #that’s why Gaius has to remind her of those friendships #of the round table framed at her back— loyal to their queen immeasurably even after all that’s happened #he reminds her of the Love #which she was doubly crowned protector of as Arthur was crowned protector of the physical realm #and she accepts the role once more #knowinf without a doubt that a great change is (once again) underway #but this time #she’ll steward the people of camelot through #knowinf everything that’s at stake #and everything that will come to be.#guinevere pendragon #thoughts are being thunk #queen guinevere

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anniekin · 8 months ago

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whether you’re team lando or team oscar, you’ve got to understand that mclaren made mistakes today that could definitely cost them the championship. while I understand that the constructors is their main priority, they are also in the battle for the drivers championship (perspective? but I think so) and it is cruel to both of the drivers to send them into a race with a “battle it out” kinda mindset. It does no one any good, and if they continue you like this it might even ruin the relationship between the their drivers (and I fear we all know how will end - tragically). lando, whether you like it or not, should be mclarens main priority right now. they have the chance to win both the constructors AND drivers championships (something which they haven’t done in over a decade) I just don’t understand where their minds are at. but who knows maybe I’m wrong and there is some weird method to the madness which I’m currently blinded from. sorry I’m just utterly flabbergasted right now…

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cloudwisp · 11 hours ago

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I thought I was home alone but apparently not :o

#hazel shares ˙ᵕ˙#this bird gave me a scare when I heard a noise coming from the garage #and upon closer inspection it cocked its head at me and my heart nearly stopped when I saw an Eye 👁️ . but I gave it some food #it also has a green band around its ankle + after some research it’s a racing pigeon and needed a place to rest #I did move it outside with some food and water I think it’ll be safe there in our side patio until it can fly back home again #my grandma once said it’s good luck when a bird comes into your house so there’s that ^^#this is also the prettiest pigeon I’ve ever come across

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tedbird · 2 months ago

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thinking about his peculiarity and i’ve devastated myself with the scenario in which he knows when and how he’s going to die

#horace somnusson #miss peregrines home for peculiar children #alternatively titled ted tried with hands for once in his life #fanart #mphfpc #this may be projection from the many times i’ve convinced myself i know the exact date of my death only to be shocked when nothing happens #except in his case it’s arguably worse because it’s actually true rather than in his head so when the date comes it’s lights out #the cost isn’t worth it to skip the ‘ffs i’ve spent weeks panicking about bullshit again’ moment #cw death

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