#and it’s so nerve wracking
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girl help, selling your house and being a college student is not easy. ALSO having ocd while having people you don’t know (who you can’t even see), go into your room and walk around and touch shit, this is actually awful
#i’m being dramatic but UGHH#i haven’t gone to therapy in so long and someone presumably touched my chalk wall which meant there was random shit ALL OVER the bathroom#walls#door#and toilet#and now even though it’s been lysoled i don’t want to touch it#even though it was chalk from my chalk wall most likely#which i also don’t want random people to touch#like urghhh#and now my room doesn’t feel like my room and now it’s like i can feel all the germs from other people LMAO#idk if this makes sense#but it’s awful ajd usually i’m not like this bad about germs and my ocd is usually something else#but like maybe it’s because im so overwhelmed#i want this to be over so badly#like i guess logically my room is my safety bubble and i don’t have control of who/what/when goes in there#and it’s so nerve wracking#and i cant get a break from college#because i have to go home and hardcore clean and then wake up super early every single day for random people to go inside#ITS SO DAIKDJS#like it’s not that bad but it feels that bad like everything is just way too much lately#and ik im overreacting i just don’t know how to stop it lol#but i just feel dirty and to show i have to go into the room that’s currently giving me a panic attack lmao#it’s like i have no safe place to go anymore yknow#meg’s incoherent thoughts#tw vent#tw ocd
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The discourse thoroughly distracted me, but I also have to say: the fact that Marisha was able to improv that PVP scene and so consistently stick to Laudna's character in every decision was fucking incredible. Marisha is phenomenal at embodying people who are nothing like her. She did an amazing job in that scene from start to finish.
#critical role#critical role spoilers#c3e95#marisha ray#laudna critical role#like holy shit her commitment to Laudna's evasiveness and manipulation is SO DIFFERENT from her previous characters#and it's lightning quick#wonderful acting#it is SO nerve wracking to be the asshole in a situation where everyone is against you even when it's not real#and she handled it like it was nothing#fucking incredible
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UPDATES ON THE YOUNG LORD
He is three weeks old and his mom's owner has sent a picture
Momma is the big grey cat, the ears are the bottom of the photo belong to one of his sisters, and the runty black jellybean up by her chin is him.
#I still don't think the current owner should be giving him to be so young but she's made it clear she's moving and not taking the kittens#Which is kinda nerve wracking
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Please help my partner, a black multiply disabled lesbian, get their autonomy back!
‼️URGENT ACTION NEEDED IN 48 HOURS ‼️
01/03/2024
my partner @800-dick-pics is a multiply disabled black lesbian in need of urgent funds for a service dog and the costs associated with travel!!
This is all so sudden and short notice, they happened upon this prospect while doing research and it fell into their lap, a puppy in a breed with the best temperament and size for their mobility needs. This is opportunity is huge for the independence of my fiancé.
For years now, my fiancé has been fighting with the medical system, I've seen them struggle to be believed by doctors due to medical racism, turned away and ignored at the ER, gaslight by ED clinics and multiple times I've physically caught them when they've passed out during a POTS episode. Their POTS EDS and CFS have rendered them housebound in this past year, unable to leave the house by themselves and it's gotten to the point where we both are afraid for their safety when they're alone in any capacity. I worry for them so greatly when I have to leave them for more than 20 minutes at a time because anything could happen.
This has been years in the making, even before we were together even. We've had to put this on hold for countless reasons throughout the years and at this point it can no longer be put off for the sake of my fiance' autonomy independence and quality of life. They're tired of not being able to hold a job or go out with friends or even just experience life outside of the walls of the house. This is incredibly important and this is our chance to change their life forever.
We need to meet this goal THIS WEEK, to be able to secure this opportunity including flight tickets, hotel room, training toys for the dog and food
We would not be asking if it wasn't so urgent, this can't be put on hold and all my fiance wants is to have a life again. Please help us if you're able, this opportunity means the world to my partner!
CA: $sleepyhen
VM: wildwotko
DM me for p@y pal
$0/2600 goal
#sorry we are poor#they got back to us super quick and were ready to do business immediately so the past 24 hrs have been nerve wracking!!#all i want is to see my partner thrive and be happy and get back to the things they love#please this is important
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“im not gonna do anymore thumbnai—“
this one is fun, i will probably mess with the idea some more but i really want to make a rhaenicent print… they make me crazy
#i lied#rhaenicent#wip#fin sketches#hotd#ack doing fanart of actors is so nerve wracking. alicent just has this specific expression that drives me wild#AND IM TRYING TO NAIL IT#anyway praying for their insajity next season etc
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ghilan'nain, mother of the halla 🦌
#been obsessed with her (and her potential horrors) lately so. behold 👍#dragon age#ghilan'nain#evanuris#elvhen#my art#kinda want to draw a horror-y companion piece to this now#ARRRGHAAAGHAA posting art is so nerve wracking
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kaedehara kazuha and the bad bitch he pulled by fighting his mom
#kazuscara#scarakazu#scaramouche#scaramouche fanart#genshin scaramouche#genshin impact fanart#genshin impact#genshin kazuha#kazuha fanart#kaedehara kazuha#loterally puking hate postinf art so nerve wracking 🖕 Feelinf my body collapse#sorry Sory#love kzscr tbey so crazy
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Bad boys..... Ssave me bad boys..... Oh God oh no.......,,..
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#bandit's doodles#grian#joel smallishbeans#jimmy solidarity#the bad boys#the monthly urge to rewatch the life series is back#I loathe them#i saw a compilation of them last night and I needed more content of them#So I took it into my own hands#I stepped up to the plate and drew my heart out#drawing non-creature Joel was nerve wracking#Hes still kind of a creature though right#i will always wait for the next climbing into conversation episode#limited life was so beautiful#i hope next life series is limited life 2#electric boogaloo#limiteder life#Limited life (now with less time!)#also uh european magpie for bad boy grian anyone#i was gonna add more tags#But I can only say 'drawing this was fun' so many times#Though!i haven't finished a full drawing in a minute#So that's something!#goodnight#And farewell!!
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They’re silly sometimes, you see
#GHGHgHhH wow a chilaios post from me so unexpected not like I made this blog for exactly that or anything#my art#chilaios#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laichil#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#I main tagged this and then realized I had and that’s extremely nerve wracking especially for such a silly comic but despite the backspace#existing there’s no going back now#sorry#laios touden#Laios#Am I missing any tags#uh#whatever#I send you out into the scary world unserious chilaios comic#I’ll be hiding in a hole now
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Happy Halloween from Joe Hills of Nashville Tennessee 🎃
#atlas speaks#joehills#joe hills#hermitcraft joe hills#joehills cosplay#hermitcraft cosplay#mcyt#hermitcraft#hermitblr#this outfit fucks so hard the pictures don't even do it justice#I'm honestly probably just gonna start wearing a modified version around for fun lol#i can't actually remember the last time i posted my face on this blog it's a little nerve-wracking
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Hands. Who knew?
@steddiemicrofic written for the prompt: "edge" | rating: G | wc: 509 | cw: none
It catches him off-guard when it happens. Eddie has never really thought too much about hands. Sure, he likes how his own hands look covered in silver and he knows the effect dramatically steepled hands can have when prompting a party of adventurers on their next move in the face of danger. He's also had a girl here or there look a little too long at his hands from the edge of what the Hideout counts as a stage while he had been shredding his heart out; comparing their hand sizes afterwards in a move that always worked on him more for its boldness than the hand thing itself. His hands are just... part of him. An important part, for sure, they're what he uses to write and draw and play guitar until his fingers bleed but also a part he has never consciously wasted a thought on.
So he isn't ready for the way it makes him feel to have Steve push the palms of their hands together to compare while still talking about... something. Basketball, maybe. Something about holding balls? In the back of his mind there is a voice telling Eddie to make a joke but he can't make the thoughts connect. Eddie's hands aren't small by any means but Steve's are bigger. His fingers longer. They're peeking out from behind Eddie's. Thicker too. His whole palm wider. Radiating heat.
And while Eddie is still grappling with that view and the thoughts that follow, Steve continues to manipulate his hand whichever way strikes his fancy. Looking at his rings, tapping them one by one in a rhythm that makes sense only to him. Following the last one with his own finger while turning the whole hand so the palm faces upwards. He starts tracing the lines there - softly, so softly - following the outline of Eddie's fingers with the edge of his fingernail. Had Eddie's hands always been this sensitive? The threat of a shiver begins building at the back of his neck. Steve starts paying special attention to the calluses at Eddie's fingertips, tapping his own fingertips against them.
Eddie only becomes aware that Steve had fallen silent when he starts speaking again, "You know... I used to be good at this... knowing if someone was into me." Tap tap tap. A self-deprecating laugh, "or not into me, that's been happening a lot..."
A few more soft taps, like he's steeling himself for something, a determined look on his face though his gaze remains locked on their hands.
"But with you, I... I don't know. I can't imagine, like, platonically holding my buddy's hand. But everything you do is so out of the ordinary to me. Maybe you do?" Everything seems far away except for the heat of Steve's hands on his and his words echoing in Eddie's head.
"...Fuck it." Steve wraps his fingers under Eddie's, his thumb on top and makes devastating world-shattering eye contact while he presses the softest kiss onto Eddie's knuckles.
"Are you? Into me? Because I'm so very into you."
#this got away from me i'm not gonna lie#steddie#steddie microfic#prompt: edge#steddie fic#eddie munson#steve harrington#hey i'm talkin' here#i should probably invest in an actual writing tag#steddiemicroficfebruary#why is this so nerve-wracking#personal tag: hall of fame
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Arghh I’ve finally created this drawing I’ve been wanting to do ever since I first read this chapter. It was truly brutal. I could barely look at the screen while i read it!! Anyways yea this is from chapter 40 of Anyone by @gentrychild :D
#schubhedebhfefhbufhejbrfbjhrbrhfhbfrrnhrf this fic has me literally going crazy#it literally has taken a permanent place in my mind#anyways this chapter was so!#!!#so so so aarrgg I’m eating it up it was so good#and super nerve wracking. and just oh brutal#I’m literally obsessed jjjjdcnjcnhdchenhe#art#my art#bnha#bnha art#anyone fic#izuku midoriya#mha#deku#my hero academia#sighhhhhhh oh how I wish I had more time and energy in my life#this has given me blood on my teeth now and I wanna do more#I have so many ideas plaguing my mind….#ok ok I’m done
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he's a goner
eddie munson x gn!best friend!reader
a/n: this is the first fic i'm ever posting on here i'm so nervous plz don't eat me guys
warnings: pining. yearning. longing, if you will. just eddie being totally whipped. swearing. weed use/vague descriptions of being high. d&d terminology. one line from gareth. no use of y/n or reader's pronouns. eddie's pov.
wc: 571
Eddie’s in way too fucking deep.
Maybe this is salvageable?
No, he’s a goner.
It’s not like this is a scene he hasn’t watched before–his best friend laughing, giggling, and smoking with the rest of the older Hellfire boys–hell, it happens every week. But there’s a certain point where the high starts to hit him just right, and he can’t help himself from staring at you. Despite his typical loudness, the usual brash and joking demeanor that overtakes him, he just sits in his chair, quieter than ever. It’s not unheard of for him to get quiet, so nobody thinks anything of it.
You’re the prettiest person to ever exist, he thinks. He finds himself thinking that a lot. The way one corner of your mouth lifts a little more than the other when you smile, the way your eyes crinkle, the way you sparkle as you giggle; he loves it all. He loves the way you look when you blow smoke through your lips. He’s never been more honored to roll in his life. He’d buy all the weed in Indiana if it meant he got to watch you smoke it.
Eddie often finds himself wanting to write about you or draw you, but he’s nervous he won’t capture you correctly. You’re the kind of beauty that only the Greeks could capture. He wishes he could sculpt like them, just to be able to sculpt you.
A nudge to his arm breaks him out of his trance. He sees you smiling up at him from the floor. It’s a sight he hopes he’ll get to see for the rest of time.
“Ed,” You say, voice soft and a little tired, “Can you back me up here? Can you please tell these nerds that fighter isn’t the best class?”
“What?” He mumbles, still out of it. “Guys, literally any class is as good as you make it. Except monks.”
“Fuck off.” Gareth responds, throwing a handful of chips in his mouth.
Eddie zones back out after that. Whatever B-horror movie Jeff brought continues to drone on in the background as you and the guys continue to argue, but he can’t be bothered to listen to any of the words he hears. By the time he zones back in, the guys are standing up and brushing themselves off, clearly ready to leave. They say their goodbyes and Eddie waves them off, leaving him alone with you.
“Is it cool if I sleep over tonight?” Your voice is his favorite thing to hear. Even better than Hetfield or Dio.
“‘Course.” He says, voice more grumbly than he expected. “You know you’re always welcome to.”
He watches you stand up, watches the way your shirt rides up as you stretch, admires the sleepiness in your eyes. He wants you in his bed, next to him, he wants to wake up to your face in the morning. He wants the smell of your shampoo to overwhelm him. He wants to kiss you, soft and sweet.
“Jesus fucking Christ.” He mumbles under his breath, running a hand over his face before standing back up. Your footsteps are already trailing down the hall to his room, and he quickly follows. You’re halfway through throwing one of his shirts on, which you do every time you sleep over. He’ll never get tired of the way his worn-out shirts hang off your body. He’ll never get tired of you.
#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson#stranger things#stranger things fic#eddie munson x you#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson x gn!reader#stranger things x reader#first fic#this is so nerve wracking guys please#eddie munson x best friend reader
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stan, kyle, summer trip, land’s end zip up
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2024 US GP | x
#autumn posts#max verstappen#carlos sainz#2024 us gp#this cute moment omg ❤️💙😭✨#a Carlos Max podium!! and so happy for Charles!!!!#my heart aches for Lewis gosh..#but next weekend will be better 🔥#I was so worried for Carlos at the start with the fuel smell??? so glad that was fixable#nerve wracking at the end#but I'm happy for Charles Max and Carlos ❤️❤️💙✨
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i was supposed to post these ummm. whenever i did that poll eons ago. but then i didnt because i was ❤️ shy ❤️. so im dumping them all now
#not very pretty bc my cameras shite and i can only draw on notebook paper and i edit it different every time. but idc. take it or nothing#not tagging any of these characters. just some amalgamation of zoro zen genji and ocs#if u see this then its bc it was destiny. whatever dude#and if ive already posted any of these doodles before dont tell me i dont wanna know#anyways. all this to say i notice that ive been posting at least weekly this summer so thatll probably slow down now#im starting my 2nd yr of college and its really nerve wracking bc i had a really awful summer and past yr really#so unless i start posting more of my notebook doodles like this i MIGHT not post art as often as before#just a heads up#not on histus. just already tired and stressed and its only the first day#wtf... art
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