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I have two very different ideas in my head for fanfictions and I desperately need them in my wattpad drafts
#sorry guys...#forever a wattpad user...#can't cheat on my bbg like that#/sillay#anyone my one idea is killermare slice of life and in a timeline where nightmare genuinely seeks to heal the hurt#another is wehers killer is in a made up relationship with nightmare and nightmare goes along with it so killer can remain loyal to him#se he can remain under his thumb#and it's very bad#but eventually it gets better (killer leaves nightmare for color and they run away together and never look back)#and it will be VERY slowburn (to my standards)#it eill mostly explore the dynamic between killer and nightmare and how killer's veiws kn nightmare slowly get more negative overtime#bc color shows him that love (even if not romontic at first) shouldn't hurt as much as it does with nightmare#amd killer slowly escapes nightmare as he realizes how awful he is and how he's manipulated him into thinking he could never be loved by#anyone else#undertale au#utmv#sans au#sanslove#sanscest#nightmare sans#killer sans#color sans#killermare#killmare#nightkiller#colorkiller#wattpad writer#fanfiction writer#fanfic writer#joonebugg rambles
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ā ļ½”Ė āļ½” BIRDS OF A FEATHER ā ļ½”Ė āļ½”
(we should stick together)
pairing; oscar piastri x fem!reader
blurb; where oscar funds your slightly unhealthy obsession, and uses it as a way to your heart.
authorās note; iām thinking of writing this up into a little friend to lovers blurb. anywayss something short and sweet as iļæ½ļæ½ve only got two weeks left of exams!!
š¶; now playingā¦ birds of a feather - billie eilish
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oscarpiastri just posted to their story!
user1 and that's what I get for screaming my man, my man, my man too loud
ā³ user2 girll he was never your man. we all know who that's for
user3 honestly get you a guy who adds to your jellycat collection no questions asked.
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oscarpiastri Another one for another year. Can't wait until there's seventy or so stalking me everywhere I go. Happy birthday "bestie", some more surprises coming soon...?
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user1 everyone say happy birthday rn or ill show up on your doorstep
user2 HEāS PLANNING ON BUYING HER ATLEAST SEVENTY
ā³ user3 and yall complain that my standards are too high
yourusername planning on sticking around then?
ā³ oscarpiastri For as long as youāll let me
user4 the last slide is giving parents š
user5 my all time fav couple š«¶
ā³ user6 iām gonna hold your hand when i tell you thisā¦
user7 oscar pleaseee tell yn to go public š
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yourusername spent the new day with my bestie and this random aussie lad. dont know where he came from, but i have to say it was the best bday i couldāve asked for š„°
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oscarpiastri Was it the same random aussie lad who carried you home after you fell asleep on him?
ā³ yourusername potentially š
yourusername posted to their story! š
ā³ oscarpiastri That bunny should be me
ā³ yourusername not a very bestie thing to say mr piastri
ā³ oscarpiastri Would you prefer I lie?
ā³ yourusername yes
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mclaren Before and after we told Oscar who our special guest is!
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user1 does it count as a āspecialā guest when sheās here every race weekend?
yourusername aww im special š„¹
ā³ landonorris no get out
ā³ yourusername won one race and thinks the world revolves around him
user2 oscarās lucky charm š„²
oscarpiastri Definitely didnāt already know who it was
ā³ user3 you already knew but still smiled at just her name
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ā³ user4 when will this friends to lovers ao3 400k words slowburn torture end??
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oscarpiastri P1 and the best gift I could ever ask for.
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user1 something's telling me winning isn't the best gift he's talking about...
yourusername š§”
user2 don't act like we don't know EXACTLY what happened after that last photo was taken
user3 moments before disaster
yourusername champagne tastes disgusting
ā³ oscarpiastri Itāll never happen again your highness
ā³ yourusername when did i say i didn't want it to? š
ā³ oscarpiastri Noted
mclaren You deserve it all! š
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yourusername get you a man who doubles as a footrest
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user1 war is over. YN IS PUBLIC!
ā³ yourusername hii!
user2 THE PASTRY JELLYCAT OMG
oscarpiastri This is the first thing you say on public?
ā³ yourusername i don't see the problem?
user3 DID OSCAR PASTRY BUY YOU A PASTRY TEDDY??
ā³ yourusername yes he did š. dyou think if i stab it he'll feel it like a voodoo doll?
ā³ oscarpiastri Wow.
ā³ yourusername im jokingg bestie its my favourite one
ā³ user3 not the friendzone
ā³ oscarpiastri Acting like I didn't buy you all of them. Ok
user4 dare i say the wait was worth it
user5 do you guys need a dog?
landonorris happy for you ig
ā³ yourusername see you next weekend ig
yourusername posted to their story!
ā³ oscarpiastri Can you stop calling me bestie now?
ā³ yourusername never.
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let the light in - ryomen sukuna
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word count: 15.5k warnings: mentions of fighting and injuries, reader has a cursed technique but i don't describe it bc i'm lazy, she's actually pretty weak in this ngl i needed her to be a bit of a damsel in distress. sukuna is pretty out of character but he has to be. also sukuna can take control of yuji's body when he's asleep bc i decided so ok it's my first time writing for him so bare with me. summary: reincarnation!au with a twist. in every life sukuna finds you in, he has to remind you of who you once were- and who you once were to each other. it's a burden, but it's one he's carried for centuries and he wouldn't have it any other way. more info: slowburn enemies to ?? to lovers, sukuna is hopelessly in love with reader its very fun ā©āĖ.āā¾āāŗāā§
[ ooh let the light in // at your back door yelling cause i wanna come in // ooh turn your light on // look at us, you and i back at it again ]
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Finding her in this life was the first thing on his mind as soon as his consciousness was manifested.Ā Just like every era before this one, sheās always his first thought.
The second thought was- what the fuck?Ā
In all of his centuries walking this earth, heād never been quite out of body like this.Ā As in, in a completely different body from his own.Ā And much to his displeasure, heād manifested inside of some brat jujutsu sorcerer that was a bit too strong for his own good.Ā No worries, though, after they tracked down a few more of his cursed fingers heād be able to take proper control and Itadori Yuji would cease to exist as soon as Sukuna regained his full strength.
So for some time, he played nice.Ā Or, as nice as he could, that was.Ā He sat back in his domain and waited.Ā Heād never been one with a strong sense of patience- he may have been a man once but he was a curse now- but if it meant strengthening his chances in being reunited with her sooner, then he would play the long game.Ā Besides, he could have some fun torturing the brat and his friends for a little while, right? No harm in some chaos and carnage along the way.Ā He would need good stories to tell her when they were together again, anyways.
There were times where the brat began to wonder what it was Sukuna was doing there, quietly tucked into his domain.Ā On the rare occasion that he didnāt rear his head into conversation with a nasty comment coming from a mouth materialized on his cheek or the back of his hand.Ā Times passed where Yuji would cringe awaiting Sukunaās inevitable filth, but instead he was gifted with silence from the curse inhabiting him.Ā The young sorcerer could only assume that this meant he was doing something else- but what? What could he possibly occupy himself with while trapped in his own domain? Some days Yuji worried he was plotting something, but others he wondered if the King of Curses was just lost in thought.Ā Did he daydream?
Sukuna wouldnāt call it that, but if anyone were able to catch him in the act, theyād know it was exactly that.Ā All he could do with his time is imagine how heād reunite with her in this life.Ā It was one of his favorite parts of each new century or so, and after hundreds of lifetimes, there were plenty of memories to keep himself occupied with.
This time he knew heād have to outdo himself, seeing as he was in an unfamiliar body, and he could only hope that she liked this one as much as the last.Ā Perhaps the next time he took control of it heād make sure everything was up to standard- he couldnāt have her rejecting him just because he was in some bratās body this time.Ā On the other hand, he knew her to be more playful and experimental than he was, so maybe sheād find a change in host exciting.
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To his delight, Sukuna is reunited with the great love of his life sooner than expected.Ā To his great displeasure, itās at exactly the wrong time.
Heād been irritated enough having his brat vessel tap out just because he couldnāt take on a measly little Special Grade.Ā Of course, he wasnāt about to appease some righteous jujutsu sorcererās agenda by exorcizing the curse himself.Ā But in the end, the curse disappointed him too, thinking that it could pick a fight with the King of Curses and come out of it alive.
Pride outweighed vengeance, and he found himself entertained with playing with the Special Grade.Ā Playing, because of course itās abilities were weak compared to real jujutsu, unlike the childish display the brat had put up first.
Heās so drawn in by his play fight with the curse that heād completely missed her- that is until heās using his Domain Expansion, and from the corner of one of his eyes he finally notices.
While itās a shock that heās managed to let the great love of his life go unnoticed, she isnāt exactlyā¦ conscious.
The special grade is sliced diced and forgotten, barely even a blip in Sukunaās memory now once he recognizes the slumped over body on a pile of rubble a few hundred feet away.Ā Heās delighted, ecstatic even.Ā The bloodthirsty grin on his face is replaced by a beam of pure thrill.Ā Heād previously thought it might take years to find her in this life, so to stumble across her now, after getting control of this body over a mere pest, was a real treat.
He approaches her limp body so quickly heās practically teleported to her, and his beam begins to falter as he takes in her current state.
Itās not a matter of worry that sheās fairly beat up and knocked unconscious so hard thereās soft snores between heavy breaths, her mortal body working overtime to keep her alive at all- it was nothing a quick use of his Reverse Cursed Technique couldnāt fix.
The wince of disgust that contorts his features is directed solely at her attire.Ā Ā
Crisp black button up torn open to reveal the same shade of undershirt snugly fitting her underneath, paired with pants of the same material.Ā He didnāt need to see the crest at the collar of her shirt to give him further context as to what she was up to in this century.
āOf course,ā He utters through his snarl as he crouches down towards her, hands glowing as he promptly heals her wounds.Ā She doesnāt awaken, her body growing even more exhausted after being put through the technique, but her muscles do appear to relax as she slumps further into the dirty ground.Ā āYou would be a sorcerer in this lifetime.Ā Idiot,āĀ
The cruel name falls from his lips with nothing but melted affection.Ā No other person on this earth would be allowed to hear him speak this way and live to tell the tale.Ā It was reserved only for her- and she wasnāt even awake to hear it now.
With steady hands Sukuna gathers her in his arms, trying to bend her into a more comfortable position.Ā She doesnāt wince or complain when bruised limbs drag across broken slabs of concrete.Ā If he wasnāt able to hear the steady beat of her heart, she would have easily been mistaken for dead already.
āA shitty reunion this time around, Iām afraid,āĀ
Sukuna sighs before he sits fully on the ground.Ā Heās not sure how much longer heād be in control of this body, but any thoughts of fleeing to bring as much destruction to Tokyo is far from his mind.Ā He wants nothing more than to sit here with his lover and hope that sheād wake back up before heās dragged back into his domain.
With one arm wrapped under her shoulders to keep her limp body closely tucked to him, his free hand brushes the messy strands of hair away from her resting face.Ā She looks peaceful, even though when she wakes sheād still carry the aches of her healed injuries.Ā The tips of his fingers linger over her soft cheek as he admires her.
āJust as beautiful in this life as you were in every one before it, my love,ā He murmurs, so quiet that even if she were conscious enough to hear it, she probably wouldnāt have.
He only gets a few moments of peace with her before he can feel a stir from inside of him, and he can faintly make out Yuji gaining his consciousness back.Ā He snarls in his aggravation, wishing he could knock the brat out so he could get just a little more time with his long lost love, even if she wasnāt her usual lively self.
āCome, we have things to doā He tells her, before he pulls her closer and lifts her up.Ā Ā
He makes his way out of the destroyed building with leisure, knowing that the other sorcerer, Fushiguro, would be waiting outside for a fight.Ā It wasnāt in his plans to end the kidās life just yet, but with the reunion of his one true love coming prematurely, things might have to change.Ā Oh well, he was flexible.
She fusses in his arms upon the lift, but even with her pinching brows and twitching eyelids, she never quite wakes up.Ā Which was alright, they would have plenty of time to properly catch up in a bit.Ā Sukuna had other things to handle first.
It would be some time still before she properly met the King of Curses face to face- in this life anyways- as shortly after his departure of the ruined building, he would have to set her aside to take care of a few of the weaker level shikigamis that the Fushiguro kid sent his way.Ā After ripping the bratās heart out of their shared chest, it would be a few weeks before things seemingly transitioned back to normal.
When (y/n) would finally come to in the infirmary a few hours after it all went down, Megumi would relay how the King of Curses had carried her out in his arms.Ā Sheād give him a bitter laugh, thinking he was trying to lighten the mood after the news of the death of their friend.Ā But Megumi wasnāt usually very good at telling jokes, and after seeing his grave expression stay put, her face would fall.
āYouāre serious?āĀ
Megumi nods, the thin line of his lips unwavering.
(y/n) blinks a few times as she processes it slowly.Ā Sheās still not sure that she believes him, but she doesnāt have a reason not to either.Ā If Gojo had told her this sheād have rolled her eyes, and maybe called him insensitive and unserious, but why would Megumi make something like that up?Ā
āI donāt understand,ā She tells him with a furrowed brow, and the way Megumi shrugs one shoulder unenthusiastically tells her he didnāt understand it any better than she did.Ā āYouāre telling me he saved me?āĀ
āMaybe, I donāt know,ā Megumi replies dryly.Ā He shouldāve known sheād ask him questions he clearly didnāt have the answers for, so he tried to provide her with what he did know so that maybe she wouldnāt torment him with more of her own questions.Ā āBut he brought you out, and set you down somewhere with your head propped up, and he didnāt try to attack you at all.Ā At least, it looked like he didnātāĀ
Her tongue darts over the dryness of her bottom lip as her jaw hangs open at him.Ā She doesnāt bother him with more useless questions, but that doesnāt mean the whole ordeal wasnāt plaguing her mind.
Something was very strange about that behavior.Ā But with Yuji gone, she figured it was no use trying to decipher it all anyways.Ā Maybe after some time when her grief wears off into something she could live with, she could forget about it completely.Ā
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With Yuji turning out to be alive and well, Sukunaās plans shifted once more.Ā Heād tortured him as best he could without the ability of taking control of the body, letting his friend be turned into a transfigured human, refusing to kill the spirit that called itself Mahito- as upsetting as it was to his brat vessel, Sukuna cared very little for such trivial events.Ā In fact, if Yuji were to shut up about it, he probably could have forgotten completely.Ā He only had one goal on his mind- to return to her again.Ā Anything else was merely a stepping stone along the way.
Just as before, Sukuna spends most of his time in his domain without much noise.Ā Except this time, Yuji starts to get an inkling of what heās doing.
āItās unbecoming and submissive of you to pretend to be dead,āĀ
Sukuna taunts one day while Yujiās working on his ātrainingā on Gojoās couch while he invests himself with a romantic movie.Ā His sudden appearance was a good test to his abilities, though, as the sleeping cursed puppet on Yujiās lap doesnāt stir.Ā It was safe to say that Yuji had gotten as used to sharing his body with the curse as he was going to get.
āWhat if your little sorcerer friends need you?ā Sukuna chuckles.Ā He quite enjoys the image of Fushiguro and the little red-headed girl struggling to keep up with mere Second Grade curses.Ā Ā
āTheyāre fineā Yuji replies casually, barely paying attention to the mouth on his face that wasnāt his.Ā The movie was just getting good, after all.
āYou think they can manage to hold their own?ā Sukuna scoffs at the thought.Ā āWith half-assed cursed techniques like theirs?āĀ
āFushiguro and Kugisaki are the most cutthroat people Iāve ever known.Ā Didnāt Fushiguro almost kick your ass?ā Yuji mutters, more irritated than offended by Sukunaās cruelty.Ā āYouāre just lucky you havenāt had to deal with (y/l/n)āĀ
So is that what she was calling herself this time? Sukunaās lips tilt into a smirk.
āShe doesnāt seem like much to be afraid of,ā The words themselves are harsh, but something in his tone changes.Ā Enough that Yuji starts to lose focus on the television.Ā āLast I saw her she was half dead.Ā If it werenāt for me, she would have been dead-deadāĀ
That finally catches Yujiās full attention, and he misses the next few lines of the movie when he asks, āWhatās that supposed to mean?āĀ
Sukunaās silent, thoughtfully so, as he tries to find just the right way to play his cards.Ā Does he use his history with the bratās friend as a scare tactic? Or does he keep that little fact to himself for a while longer? Either way, the longer heās silent, the more Yuji begins to go stir crazy.
āHey, you old curse!ā He hollers suddenly, causing the cursed puppet in his lap to wake up and start to get aggressive.Ā Yuji heaves as the tiny thing rears a heavy punch into his gut, but it doesnāt stop him from interrogating the curse inside of him.Ā āWhat did you mean by that!?ā He huffs out.
Sukuna chuckles, and just as quickly as heād appeared on Yuujiās cheek, he disappeared again, hiding away in his domain and entertaining himself with the sight of Yuji getting beat up by a little cursed teddy bear.
Perhaps heād let the brat overthink for a little while longer, anxiety was a form of suffering after all, wasnāt it? At least watching the brat worry himself sick about it would provide him some amusement for the coming days.Ā Until the sanction of his fake death is lifted, and he could go back to his goal of being reunited with his love.Ā Ā
(y/l/n).Ā Her new surname rings in his head as he settles in his domain and lets his mind begin to wander again.Ā As pretty as it was, heād have to return it to the proper name.Ā His name.
Yuji is attacked by Yagaās cursed puppet a few more times that evening, but not due to the film changing his range of emotions.Ā In fact, it was due to his complete lack of focus on the movie.Ā All he could think about was what business Sukuna could possibly have with (y/n).
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When he makes his surprise reappearance for his friends, Yuji debates on pulling (y/n) aside and asking her about what Sukuna had mentioned.Ā But for all he knew, he very well could have been toying with him, and ultimately he decided to enjoy what little time he had to catch up with his friends before they dove into the Exchange Event.Ā It just didnāt seem worth bringing up at this time.
But for some reason, when she takes her seat as the Tokyo students begin their planning, Yujiās compelled to sit beside her.Ā Itās not an odd choice, itās not out of character for him, she is his friend after all, but heās quite aware of the way his feet move on their own accord to carry him to the empty seat beside her.Ā Yuji knows his body, and he knows he wasnāt the one commanding it to do that.
It makes him gulp when he unceremoniously plops into the seat.Ā (y/n) gives him a look, something crossed between confusion and amusement, but she brushes it off and doesnāt say a word as she shifts her focus back to Maki.Ā Yuji tries to ignore it as well, a bit embarrassed about the whole display.Ā Was that really Sukuna? He tried to clear his mind, too, it was quite important that he took in everything Maki was saying, but his mind is wrapped up in whatever game the King of Curses was playing right now.
And finally, when he thinks heās heard enough of the game plan for the event, he feels it.
The slit under his right eye opens, the side facing (y/n).Ā Yuji holds his breath, hoping that Sukuna doesnāt open his loud mouth and bark out something insulting, but he doesnāt.Ā His mouth never materializes.Ā He simply stares.
Itās almost worse.
A few minutes pass and no one seems to notice, as the attention of the room is still commanded by Maki.Ā Except for Yuji himself, as heād stopped listening to her altogether while he anxiously awaited whatever was to come next.Ā What was he doing? He began to bounce his leg.
His throat closes up when he sees (y/n) turn her head out of the corner of his eye.Ā He doesnāt meet her gaze, even though sheās clearly staring at him- or Sukuna, he supposes- but she doesnāt speak up.Ā Sheās just as silent as the curse heās hosting.Ā Still, her gaze remains on the dark eye peeking out at her.Ā If they werenāt in a room with all of their peers, Yuji wouldāve broken his ignorant demeanor by now, but something inside him tells him to keep his mouth shut.
When the group disbanded for a quick lunch before the event officially started, (y/n) remained seated while the others filtered out, and when Yuji began to stand, she stopped him.Ā All sheās done is reach a hand out, she barely even touches his arm, but itās enough for him to stop in his tracks, and he stays put in his seat.
They donāt say anything until the room is empty, and even then, (y/n) chooses to speak quietly, almost under her breath.
āWhat the hell is going on withā¦ā She pauses, her eyes flickering between Yujiās and the ones below, before she raises her hand in a small gesture.Ā āHim?ā She mumbles it so low, afraid that saying his name would be enough to summon him, even though heās so clearly already there before her.
āI donāt-āĀ
Yuji starts, but before he could say anything- or think of anything to say- Sukunaās mouth is materializing on his cheek.Ā Itās an unsettling feeling on its own, but Yuji always felt a certain chill on his spine whenever heād feel that mouth forming a smile.
āJust missed lookinā at you, sweetheartāĀ
Yujiās face is sickly pale in a matter of seconds, the fear that settles over him tenses up all of his muscles, to the point they ache, and as much as he wants to remove himself (and Sukuna) from this situation, heās frozen in place.Ā Too stunned to say anything, too stunned to move, he just stands there helplessly as (y/nās) wide eyes dart between both pairs on his face.
(y/nās) reaction comes first, the shocked expression wearing off into something else.Ā Yuji canāt place what it is- anger, disgust- but she loses the desire to keep the conversation quiet as reality settles over her.
āWhat!?ā It comes out in a screech, but itās just as quickly followed by absolute rambling.Ā āWhat the hell are you talking about? What the hell is he talking about?ā She awkwardly shifts her gaze between both sets of eyes, unsure and unfamiliar with how to communicate with the both of them.
āI- I donāt-āĀ
Again, Yujiās interrupted before he can come up with anything.
āWe still have all the time in the world, for now you just keep your pretty little head focused on this game of yours, hm?āĀ
Just like that, the fanged mouth is disappearing and Yujiās cheek is returned to itās normal state again.
(y/n) blinks, going silent again while her face is flushing with color.Ā Now her eyes seem to focus on the lower, darker pair of eyes.Ā Itās hard to gauge what Sukuna is thinking, or feeling.Ā With only a narrowed set of eyes to go off of, not to mention heās a reckless curse, heās not a man, she doesnāt know what to make of the interaction.
But with the memory of what Megumi had told her, a dread begins to weigh down her chest.Ā Whatever this behavior was about, it couldnāt mean anything could.Ā It was unwanted attention, that was for sure.Ā No matter how warm her face felt, or how nervous she suddenly was just being around Yuji.
Soon enough the eyes shut too, but even though it appears itās only her and Yuji in the room, she can still feel Sukunaās presence.Ā She swallows the lump in her throat like itās lead.
āLetās justā¦ā Her eyes flit away from the closed lids, meeting Yujiās warm but worried gaze again.Ā Sheās not sure if itās a comfort or not that he seems just as anxious as she feels.Ā āLetās just get through the Exchange Event firstā She suggests.
Sheās sure that this is the right choice of action.Ā There was simply no time to dwell on Sukunaās out of character behavior- then again she didnāt know him, she didnāt know what was in character, he was a curse!- not with all of their peers relying on them to secure the win for the Tokyo Prefecture.
Although she couldnāt deny her head wasnāt exactly in the game during the event.Ā When she finds herself getting sloppy, taking hits she normally should have been able to dodge, she begins to curse the King of Curses himself.Ā Surely this whole thing was an act, that was what he was best at, wasnāt it? Torture? Mind games? He was probably laughing it up in his domain watching her struggle so miserably at an event she couldnāt have been more prepared for.
When shit really hit the fan and curses and curse users reared their ugly heads in the middle of a semi-light hearted game, it dawned on her just how out of it sheād really become.Ā Suddenly it didnāt matter how Mai shouldnāt have been able to get that shot at her shoulder- or how she shouldāve seen Miwaās Domain Expansion coming.Ā There was no way she was going to let a curse like him get in her head and keep her from protecting her friends and herself from a real threat.
And once this attack in the middle of their event was taken care of and the scores were settled, sheād find a way to give the King of Curses a piece of her mind.
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That time came sooner than expected, and itās seemingly out of nowhere when he pays her a little visit.
Deep down she knows that she should be terrified when the King of Curses is at her door requesting her time for āa talkā as he called it.Ā A thousand questions should flood her mind, and after some time theyāll begin to register, slowly and one by one, far later than itās appropriate to ask.
Heād gotten her alone, and this should terrify her further, she should feel like a lamb in the presence of a wolf- no- curse.Ā But for some reason, when he enters the training room sheād been doing warm ups in, all she does is stare at him.
Sukuna knows that thereās no way she could have mistaken him for the brat, not with all of his markings, not with his vermillion eyes, not with the abundant amount of cursed energy he carried with him.Ā Any other mortal would straighten up, freeze in place and stare at him in utter fear as they waited for whatever fate he bestowed upon them.
Not her.
Foolishly, he believes this is due to the lifetimes theyād spent together before this one.Ā Even though heās well aware of the rules of the courtship.Ā He recalls many meetings before this one where heād had to open her eyes to the Binding Vow that brought her back in every lifetime.Ā Still, he naively held onto a hope that her lack of reaction to his presence now is because somewhere inside of her, she knows she doesnāt need to be afraid of him like the others.
(y/nās) true feelings couldnāt have been farther from his assumptions.Ā It may have been a moment of poor judgment, but the moment heād materialized at that door, irritation overrode self preservation.Ā It didnāt matter that the cursed energy he carried was so heavy it was palpable.Ā Ā
She took one look at the King of Curses and furrowed her brows like she was a child heād wronged, and there wasnāt an ounce of fear for her life when sheās the first to speak.
āWhat the fuck are you doing out?āĀ
Out, itās a funny choice of word, isnāt it? Sukuna canāt help the chuckle of amusement.Ā Did she mean out and about, casually roaming the sacred grounds, or could she have meant out due to his control over the bratās body?Ā
A frown settles on her lips when she sees heās already enjoying himself.Ā She should be wondering what heās been up to before he came here, or when exactly it was he gained control over Yujiās body.
āAnd what happened to-āĀ
Before she could fully voice her worry for her friend, Sukunaās waving a dismissive hand.
āThe bratās fine, not everything has to be about him, you knowā He scolds her as if this was a conversation theyād had a hundred times before now.Ā Her frown deepens.
āForgive me for caring more about him than a curse like youā She scoffs back at him.
How was it that in every lifetime she had to have that same bad attitude? Of course eventually sheād always settle down and warm back up to him, century and century again.Ā Some cases took days, others years, and Sukuna was starting to get a feeling that due to the circumstances they found themselves in this time around, this case could be the latter.Ā He frowns at the thought.
He found her so quickly this time, why did she have to be so stubborn?Ā
āAlways such a brat, I can hardly tell the difference between you,ā He replies.
The look of disgust on her face is washed away by mild surprise.Ā Both from the soft and easy cadence of his usually rough and cruel voice, and from the realization that he probably should have killed her for talking back to him the way she did.Ā Now she starts to wonder just how many buttons she can push before she sees the true side of the King of Curses.
Her brows pinch together as she watches him with calculations behind her eyes.Ā Was this all a part of the act from before?Ā
āHow interesting could things have been if youād swallowed the finger that day and not this brat, hm?ā He muses, and he seems genuinely curious about it.Ā Ā
(y/n) can barely keep up with him, trying too hard to jump to conclusions before heās revealed them.Ā Then again, there might be nothing to understand at all- this was all a part of the mind games, wasnāt it? She makes a mental note to meet with Gojo about this.Ā Sukuna mustāve had greater plans in mind that the strongest sorcerer should be looped in on.Ā Even if so farā¦ he hadnāt exactly done anythingā¦ just made her friendship with Yuji fairly awkward.
Sukuna hasnāt moved from the doorway.Ā Her eyes sweep over him carefully as she wonders if this is purposeful.Ā If his motive is to give her a false sense of safety.
āHumor me for a moment, (y/n)āĀ
He sounds out her name like itās an unfamiliar word, and for the first time since heād appeared minutes prior, thereās a familiar hollow in her chest.Ā At first she tags it as distress, but the way it lingers like a dull ache has her double guessing itās cause.
āWhat?āĀ
No shouldāve been what came out of her mouth- if anything needed to be said at all.Ā Would he let her leave if she tried? Would he punish her for it? However, despite every instinct begging to drag her in a different direction, she canāt help the intrigue she feels for him.
āWhatāre you doing here as a sorcerer?ā He hums again with his question, eyes narrowing on her slightly as he takes account of her every reaction.
Sheās holding her breath right now, itās obvious in her tense jaw and unmoving chest.Ā Not even a strand of hair waves in itās place.Ā Every part of her is so still, he could easily mistake it as her natural instinct to fear him as her natural predator.Ā He knows this isnāt the case.
She opens her mouth to protest the question at first, but just as quickly, her jaw slacks, and sheās closing it softly as she sits on it a little more thoughtfully.
āWhy do you ask?āĀ
It irks him to have a question answered with another question.Ā This was another quirk of hers that she always had in the earlier stages of their reunion.Ā Even with the grain of irritation, Sukuna still finds himself amused in the way that she truly is the same person in every lifetime.Ā She may have different names, and occasionally a feature or two isnāt quite how he remembered it- and trust him, he remembered- but her soul remained pure, unfiltered, unchanging.Ā She was always his.
āThe last we spoke, you had quite the unshakable opinion about a society that breeds and boasts of itās powerful children to protect them, only to leave them in neglectā¦ā He trails off, scanning her features in the search of any flash of recognition.Ā If anything, sheās only more confused.Ā Her brows are furrowed and her lips have formed a pout which he deemed as her sign of defeat in trying to understand him.Ā āSomething about creating the things you fear.Ā But it was quite some time ago, and I see youāve so clearly changed your mindā He raises a hand, palm up as he lazily gestures to her.
(y/nās) posture straightens up, partially out of her defensive nature, but mostly due to the seriousness in his tone.Ā Logic tells her she shouldnāt be taking anything he says as truth, it would be foolish, and in the end probably deadly too.
But that intrigue hits her, ignites a tiny spark in her chest that has her longing to learn more.Ā The intensity tells her that if he werenāt this curse, that perhaps if he was just a man, she might humor him in the way he was looking for.
If she began the what if game now, she feared sheād find herself justifying her continuation of this conversation.
āYou must have me confused, thenāĀ
Her words are clear and concise without being loud.
āI havenāt confused you in any century before this one and I would never confuse you in the ones to come after,āĀ
She tries to hide the surprise in her expression, but she knows she fails.Ā Especially when Sukunaās amusement in her reaction seems more genuine than before.Ā He takes a step into the room, just a single one.
āYour brat friend is fine.Ā He fell asleep.Ā We have a sort ofā¦ deal,āĀ
There is some comfort in his words, even if (y/n) is unsure about her trust in him, the words still hit her chest and her shoulders slowly begin to untense.Ā She doesnāt question him, doesnāt make any comment at all.Ā She supposes heāll fill the silence eventually, and her assumption is correct.
āYou and I have known each other for quite some time,ā He continues.Ā āLong ago, you made a Binding Vow to me.Ā A vow that allowed your mortal body to be reborn in every lifetime, so that I may find youāĀ
Her brows furrow, hardly believing this to be the truth.Ā Sheās supposed to believe a Binding Vow could hold the power to reincarnate her? A quiet scoff blows past her lips.
āIncredible,ā She murmurs, but itās clear her astonishment isnāt enthusiastic.Ā Itās cynical.Ā āWhat sort of entertainment do you really gain from this?āĀ
She asks, crossing her arms over her chest as she dares a few steps forward.Ā Sheās not all that close to him, but at the end of the day it didnāt matter her distance from Sukuna, the radius of his danger could stretch for miles.
āYou never believe me right awayā He muses, his hands folding behind his back as he regards her curiously.Ā It makes her feel like a specimen, like a wild animal heās just stumbled upon, but she doesnāt shrink under the intensity of his gaze.
āWould you?ā
Itās not the response heās expecting, but his eyes light up with a flicker of excitement.
āOf course not,ā He answers, his lips beginning to curl into a smile.Ā It should send a chill down her spine, but she takes another step forward and tilts her chin up higher.Ā So foolish, he thinks with an air of loveliness wrapped around it, donāt you see that the mere fact I let you live for behaving like this must mean thereās some truth in my words? Instead, he tells her āYet, you fall every timeā
āI fall for the trick?ā She snaps, but her intrigue remains.
āYou fall for meā He clarifies, a finality in his tone that has her shutting up, albeit momentarily.
No, she mustāve been right, it was all some grand trick.Ā Some ridiculous, theatrical ploy heād come up with just to deceive her.Ā Sheās not sure of the why yet- if he wanted to kill her, couldnāt he have done it already? If he wanted to torture her, couldnāt he have chained her up by now? Sheās skeptical, but she would hate to admit that some part of her, deep, deep down, considers that he may not be lying to her.
Of course he must be lying, so she tries to shove that idea down.
āAnd why would I do such a thing like that?ā She asks, her tone bored, but the wideness in her eyes as she awaited his answer didnāt go unnoticed.Ā Ā
Sukuna unfolded his hands in order to push them into the pockets of Yujiās pants.Ā His grievance in wearing a sorcererās uniform was obvious in the unsavory curl in his lips as he briefly glanced down at himself, but his attention returned to her just as quickly.
āA Binding Vow is a double sided contract,ā He reminds her.Ā āYou entered it willingly,ā He tilts his head at her as he watches her process this information, before he tells her the full truth.Ā āIn fact, you were the one who brought the idea to me, sweetheartāĀ
āDonāt call me thatā She mutters out quickly, not thinking twice about the consequences of scolding the King of Curses.
āItās true,ā Sukuna shrugs his shoulders with a lazy drag.Ā āI almost didnāt agree to it.Ā But youāve always beenā¦ convincingāĀ
Sheās not sure what he means, because the memories heās recalling arenāt shared- if theyāre real memories at all- and yet, she continues to lay her questions on thick.
āAnd why wouldnāt I choose to remember all of this then, hm? If I chose to be reborn, over and over, why wouldnāt I have wanted to remember?ā Sheās challenging him, and Sukunaās enjoying it, even if it means that right now the distance she puts between them is further than before heād found her due to her distrust in him.
History has repeated itself for thousands of years, but no event was as perfectly cyclical as she was to him.Ā Time and time again he would find her, and in every lifetime, sheād been his.
āYou wanted to,ā He tells her.Ā āThe vow took a bit of a different turn than expected.Ā See, your soul didnāt simply leap into a pre-existing person with each reincarnate.Ā You were born again.Ā Every part of your being, physical andā¦ otherwise, was reborn.Ā It actually makes it all the more difficult to find you, you knowāĀ
āSeems like a copoutā She says, her expression unamused.
āWell go on then, what else do you want to ask me?ā
āI have nothing,ā She lies.Ā āBecause Iām not entertaining this any furtherāĀ
āFine, then,ā To her surprise, Sukuna actually accepts her rejection- if you could call it that.Ā āIāll give the brat his body back.Ā But youāll know where to find me once you start to rememberāĀ
He leaves without a word, not even a mere wave, and itās not until heās gone that (y/n) wonders if she should be worried about him roaming the grounds of Jujutsu Tech, but nothing happens.
In fact itās such a quiet night that the next morning everyone seems well rested and rejuvenated, all in good spirits and ready to take on the day.Ā Everyone but her.Ā And she canāt stop her eyes from shifting towards Yuji every thirty seconds, always double checking the slits under his eyes, as if one of these times sheād find them open and focused on her.
She canāt get the image of Sukuna lounging so casually in that training room.Ā Itās hard when one of her closest friends shares his face, so even when sheās not anxious about seeing that second set of eyes, her heart still skips a beat when Yujiās eyes catch hers and he smiles politely.
Naturally, that skip in her heart was due to her nerves, and had nothing to do with the contents of her discussion with the curse inside of him.
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Sukuna gives (y/n) what he believes to be an abundant amount of time to let their past settle in.Ā He wants her to process it all properly.Ā He wants her to come to her senses and realize that there were no ulterior motives in his reveal.
He still makes the occasional crude comment from Yujiās cheek, but while theyāre ever directed at her, she finds her posture straightening and her eyes trained on the skin where heās materialized, always waiting for him to direct something her way.Ā He doesnāt.Ā He hardly even looks at her- when sheās looking, that is.Ā While inside of his domain and perfectly hidden by Itadori Yuji, Sukuna spends as much of his time staring at her while he can.Ā Some days, thereās an intensity so strong that Yuji finds himself not-so-subtly staring at her too.Ā Sukuna doesnāt like this- if he had things his way then no one would lay there eyes on what was his- but letting Yuji sneak glances here and there was a small price to pay in order to make sure the pair remain close enough that Sukunaās still able to have some sense of nearness to her.
Due to this silent period on his part, (y/n) decides against bringing Gojoās attention to the situation.Ā While she knows it hasnāt just disappeared, because she just knows that it will be brought up again, she hopes that enough time passes that she can learn to brush it off as nonsense spewed from a bored curse.
It nags at her, despite her best efforts, she never allows herself to forget it completely.Ā It crosses her mind every day, if not every minute she spends with Yuji.Ā The way he stood, the way he spoke, it would play on a loop in her mind until she was sure it would drive her to the point of madness.Ā It very well could have, already.
And one night, she decides to take the reins into her own hands, and she approaches it first.
After watching a partial movie in the common room, Megumi had long gone to bed and Nobara had crashed on a makeshift pile of blankets on the floor, (y/n) feels an anxiousness settle over her when she hears Yuji begin to snore and he, too, was just as knocked out as the rest of her friends.
She debates on it for a moment, her eyes sliding between the flickering television and the resting boy sitting beside her on the couch.Ā Her index finger taps at an unkept pace against her knee, and she lets as many minutes pass as she could, just to be sure Yuji truly was asleep.
Then she turned her head fully, eyes focused on that mark under his face where Sukunaās eyes were peacefully shut.Ā Not sure of the inner workings on how the whole vessel thing worked, her only choice was to take a shot in the dark and hope it worked.
āI was going to tell Gojo about what you said, you knowāĀ
Her whisper is so soft, her voice cracks and gives on certain syllables.Ā Even if he could hear her from in there, she wonders if he could have heard something so silently spoken.
Slowly, the eye opens, and it blinks a few times before it slides towards her.Ā She wonders if he sleeps in there, or if every introduction light when he leaves his domain requires an adjustment.
And then, Yuijās stirs, and (y/n) freezes up, watching as he twitches before his eyes begin to blink awake, as well.Ā Fear spikes in her chest at the thought of getting caught talking to the curse inside of him while he slept.
But when his eyes fully open and an array of markings begin to paint across his features, she realizes itās not Yuji.Ā Itās just his body.Ā Thereās a certain guilt that follows her relief from this.Ā In no situation should she feel pleased to see Sukuna over Yuji.
āAm I supposed to be threatened by this?ā He asks slowly, in a low tone of voice that she canāt decide the cause of.Ā Was he trying to be considerate of the sleeping sorcerer on the ground? Or was he just trying to be as menacing and mysterious as always?Ā
He doesnāt lift his head from where Yuji had been dozed off against the couch cushion, neck craned at an angle that couldnāt be comfortable to sleep in for the entire night, but Sukunaās not exactly looking out for the bratās comfort.Ā He could use a good crick in the neck or two.
āI donāt think thereās anything I could do to threaten you,ā (y/n) replies honestly, the hush in her voice making her sound softer than she wouldāve liked.Ā She doesnāt need him thinking sheās warming up to being in his presence, after all.Ā āButā¦ would you kill me if I was?āĀ
āWhat do you think?āĀ
It comes out fast enough to be taken harshly, like he holds a disbelief in how idiotic she could be, but their conversation began with a whisper and it seems to be carried on that way.Ā A lump forms in (y/nās) throat as she holds eye contact with the darkened vermillion ones that stare back at hers.
The deep feeling sheād buried, the one that told her maybe she trusted him whether she liked it or not, sparked and caught light, burned just a little bit brighter, caused just enough smoke for her to give some of her attention to.
If he truly wanted to kill her, he had millions of chances to do so before now.Ā So she concludes that his goal wasnāt to do so.Ā Of course, this begs the question,
āWhat is it that you want, Sukuna?āĀ
Sheās much calmer than the last time they spoke, he notices.Ā Sheās nervous, but not tense, and not nearly as defensive.Ā Heās not naive, he doesnāt mistake this for trust, but he is pleased in her change in attitude.
An idle smile curls on his lips as his fixed gaze softens with familiarity.
Just like every time before now, she always, eventually, came around to him.Ā It was like her curiosity couldnāt keep her away, and her heart always won over her mind.
āI believe you already know the answer to thatā He refrains from letting an old pet name fall from his tongue, a courtesy to her that he allows this once, just so she wouldnāt flee from her seat next to him.
She hums, letting the sort-of-answer sit on her mind for a moment.Ā An unknown feeling gnaws at her- or at least, a feeling she doesnāt want to put a name to.
āWhy?ā The word ghosts off of her lips, and even with the worried knot between her brows her eyes stay set on his.Ā āWhy does it have to be me?āĀ
āYouāre looking at it all wrong,ā Sukuna muses, his lower set of eyes rolling just slightly before he can help it.Ā āIt doesnāt have to be you- it just is.Ā Itās always been you, and it always will beāĀ
āBecause of the Binding Vow?ā She questions, and he blinks at her, processing what she meant, before his brows furrow just a little bit, and he shakes his head.
āThe only clause to our vow is that you will always be reborn,ā His tongue runs over his teeth as he tries to bite back the amusement he feels when realization dawns on her.Ā āEverything after that comes from your own free will, sweetheartāĀ
āDonāt call me thatā She snaps at him, but itās a mumble, hardly audible, hardly threatening.Ā Sukuna purses his lips.
āLike I said, you were the one who came up with the contract,ā He huffs.Ā āI wouldāve never agreed to such a thing if you werenāt so persistentāĀ
She perks up at that little comment, and suddenly turns in her seat, tucking her legs underneath her as she faces him.Ā Sukunaās barely moved at all, still slouched into the cushion in the position Yuji had fallen asleep in.Ā His eyes follow her movements as she sets her elbow on the top of the furniture so she could prop her head in her hand.Ā Her brows are drawn together again as she studies him.
āThen why tell me about it?ā She blurts the question out.
āBecause Iām the one burdened with the centuries of memoriesā He replies without missing a beat, voice dry and expression unreadable.Ā Heās keeping it as neutral as possible, knowing her calculating eyes would see right through any sudden change, no matter how small.
āAnd you are?ā She asks, and then in a softer voice, finishes the thought, āBurdened?āĀ
Sukuna blinks, slowly, before letting his gaze wander the soft and curious look on her face.Ā He fights the urge to smile at the loveliness of it all- the twitch in her nose, the small pout in her lip- heās the King of Curses and there should be no force on this earth that weakens him the way her gentle gaze focused on him does.Ā Even after all this time, she is his achilles heel, she is his greatest burden, and she is the only thing he could ever truly, completely, want.
āYes,ā His answer is quiet, and (y/n) lifts her head as she stares at him with her confusion.Ā āThere exists no stronger shackles a being could trap me with the way you have,ā
Her face falls, and sheās silent for a long moment.Ā With a dry throat and a mind too busy and overcrowded with thoughts, she wasnāt sure what she was supposed to say.Ā But that gnawing feeling was starting to make her chest ache, and the pounding of her heart in her ribcage was relentless.
āThereās no greater curse I could bearāĀ
She hates the way he says these things so casually, without a strain in his expression or voice.Ā She wonders if itās because heās done it so many times that itās lost itās value.Ā Perhaps to him, this was just a part of the burden that was her existence, explaining these things to her was simply a chore that needed to be completed.Ā She swallows a few times to ease the dryness of her throat.
āDoes it get old?āĀ
Sukuna smiles.Ā It should trouble her- he knows that it unsettles Yuji- but if she feels unease itās not shown.
āA thousand years of anything gets old,ā He sighs, rolling his head over the cushion to stare up at the blank ceiling.Ā āAnd Iād hate to admit the things that never get oldāĀ
Itās stupid.Ā Itās ridiculous and foolish and naive, but she smiles.
āWhat doesnāt get old?ā She asks, her curiosity blending with a sick sense of delight as she wonders just how many sides of Sukuna there really are.
He angles his head towards her again, narrowing his gaze as his lips twisted into a small smirk.Ā It felt like his technique had the ability to see right through her- she wondered if he was really strong enough to do that.
āLast time we spoke, you said you wouldnāt entertain this,ā He reminds her.Ā āWhatās changed?āĀ
āNothing,ā She murmurs back without a moment of hesitation.Ā Ā
Itās the truth, and she has no reason to falsify an answer for him.Ā Just as he had no reason to be so forward about their past.Ā Even if she hadnāt gathered much, this conversation was much different from their last, and she felt as though she would walk away with this one overwhelmed by all of this new information.Ā Her trust in him is precarious, and could easily be destroyed by one wrong move, but right now, she canāt see what reason she has not to take him at his word.Ā Itās not as if heās asking for anything in return, itās not as if she wonāt return to her dorm for the night and likely not see or speak to him again for some time.Ā So, she supposed, what was the harm in entertaining the idea just a little?
āNothing at allā She finishes the thought softly, before turning her attention back to the forgotten movie still playing across the room.Ā It was nearing the end, and sheād missed enough of it to barely understand what was happening on screen now, but she didnāt have any more questions for the King of Curses tonight, and he kept quiet as she watched the movie.
To her surprise, Sukuna did sit and watch the movie.Ā Sheās not sure how much of it he actually listened or paid attention to, but it was clear that he had not given Yuji his body back, and was still very much alert and in control.
(y/n) doesnāt return to her dorm room until she finally sees Yuji asleep next to her, his face bare of any markings, and the extra eyelids under his eyes closed just as peaceful as his own.
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In the meantime, (y/n) didnāt feel so anxious around Yuji anymore, which they were both grateful for.Ā Yuji wasnāt sure why the sudden chance came about, but he certainly wouldnāt complain.Ā He was just glad to have his friend acting her usual self again.
He had no idea of the few chats sheād shared with the curse he hosted.Ā While Sukuna wasnāt necessarily hiding his interest in her, he wasnāt forthright with the brat either.Ā He didnāt need the kid interfering with what he was building on here.Ā It was slow moving like a trail of molasses but Sukuna was more patient than most people gave him credit for.Ā He could let a lot of things go.
Not this, however.
All of Gojoās students had been sent on a seemingly standard assignment.Ā Odd, unexplainable disappearances had been happening in a clearing in the middle of the woods, enough so to alert jujutsu society and send a few sorcerers to the scene to investigate.
Upon arrival, there was an undeniable heaviness in the air.Ā The field that the group of four found themselves in didnāt stretch for miles, but it was no small clearing.Ā It was a strange place for a curse to settle in and lure non-sorcerers towards.Ā Curses often tucked themselves into hidden spots, within abandoned buildings or deep in the thick brush of the woods.Ā Not a clearing of grass and wild daisies.
The entire situation was odd, it didnāt sit right in anyoneās mind as they went their separate ways to scour the area for any insight on what was happening here.Ā It didnāt take long for something to turn up.
A curse that had to have been a First Grade, with a large, sharp toothed grin and gouged out eyes, materialized in the clearingās center, and as soon as it clocked this eveningās prey as jujutsu sorcerers, it seemed to go into a mad state.Ā (y/nās) not sure if it possesses great speed or the ability to teleport when itās suddenly before her.Ā All sheās able to do in that amount of time is lift her weapon into an offensive position, sheās not even given the time to drive it forward in an attack before suddenly, sheās no longer on the ground.
She comes to mid air, just before she hits the ground and rolls a few times before her senses kick in and her hands brace themselves against the ground.Ā She can faintly hear her friends calling for her in their shock, but itās distant.Ā Her head is spinning too fast for her to lift it to see just how far the curse had thrown her.
A few coughs erupt from her throat before she even tells her body to do so, brought on by the hit to her chest once sheās lifted herself up enough to relieve the pressure from the ground.Ā Her arms are trembling from the adrenaline and a few drops of blood splatter from her mouth, but once sheās sat up enough, she drags the sleeve of her uniform over her mouth to dry the blood, and she finally gets a good look at where she is.
Sheās been thrown clear out of the field, and she considers herself lucky that her body hadnāt been halted by a tree, and instead tumbled to the ground.Ā Being thrown directly into one of the large oaks sheās surrounded by couldāve been fatal if sheād hit it just right, or at the very least she couldāve broken her ankle.Ā With a rushed assessment she decides nothing feels broken, and therefore she can grab her weapon and-Ā
Her weapon is nowhere near her.Ā She scrambles to her feet, her breaths heavy and irregular as she searches around the grass, looking for the large blade sheād had in her hands less than a minute ago.Ā Ā
It had only been a minute, right? She hadnāt blacked out, had she?
Realizing there was no use wasting her time looking for a weapon now, she pushes herself to break into a sprint back towards the clearing.Ā Her friends are blurry images moving about, trying to attack the larger blurry images that fends off their attacks with little struggle.Ā She concludes this when she begins to hear the yelps and grunts of her fellow sorcerers, and yet the curse doesnāt seem to struggle at all.
Just when her vision begins to clear and sheās preparing herself to rejoin the fight with only her cursed technique and her fists, she sees the curse grab Megumi by the leg, and soon after heās getting thrown into the air just as she did.Ā His name is torn from her raw throat in an instant- but Megumi is more prepared to be airborne than she was, drawing his hands together to summon Nue to catch him.
Relief is short lived, and soon Megumi finds himself instructing Nue to catch Nobara and Yuji when shortly after, theyāre being thrown as well.Ā Nueās a quick shikigami, but itās only strong enough to carry one person at a time before itās energy starts to deplete, and the curse keeps at itās movements, chuckling the three of them into the air before they can land an attack on them on their decline.Ā Yuji tries, using Black Flash on his descent in the hopes of striking it where it hurts, but the curse manages to catch him in a tight fist before chucking him again.
(y/nās) still keeping an eye out for her weapon when she grows nearer to the fight, seeing as no one elseās techniques have caused any real damage yet, her cursed tool of a sword could be quite handy right about now.
She was hoping that with itās attention focused on the other three, she could attack it from behind, and drive it more towards the clearing again.Ā With how much movement and tossing it had done, it had driven them all deeper into the woods, which made it harder to land attacks, but had been good coverage for (y/n) to sneak up in her approach.
To her disadvantage, she hadnāt expected there to be a pair of large eyes on the back of itās head.Ā In the dark of the night she hadnāt noticed them until theyād opened and landed on her instantaneously.Ā It mustāve sensed her sneaking around behind it.
Sheās quicker in her movements this time, dodging itās large hand before it could grab onto her, but it outsmarts her and snatches her up in the other.Ā A yelp sounds from her when it squeezes harder than the last time, her air supply cut off just as sheād tried to take in a large breath, making her sputter and cough as it raised her in the air again.Ā A sense of dread and failure washes over her when she realizes itās going to throw her again.Ā Whatever this curseās deal was, it had a thing for throwing itās victims around to torture them.
And torture it was- as this time when sheās launched into the air, itās a clear throw over the trees.Ā Itās harder than before, and faster.Ā The cool air cuts over her face in sharp streams, bringing tears to her eyes before she could comprehend what would come of her fall.Ā She could brace herself, but as she gets a watery glance at whatās below, she knows that shielding her face would provide no comfort to her fall.
Just past the cluster of oak trees is a steep overhang.Ā Rock and the roots of old trees jutting out some thirty feet to the ground.Ā Ā
This is why her fall felt so long.Ā A sharp gasp escapes her, and when her inhale gets caught in her throat, she wonders if this is the last breath sheāll ever take.
When she shuts her eyes to protect them from the harsh wind, a wetness spreads down her cheeks.Ā In a last ditch effort at self preservation, her arms brace over her face, and she buries herself into them, not wanting to see the last thing that would break her fall.Ā Hopefully she wouldnāt feel it, either.
Her jaw clenched tightly as her heart began to race faster, expecting the crash to come soon.
The sensation isnāt as expected.Ā There is no slam against stone or cold ground that knocks the wind out of her.Ā Instead somethingās wrapped around her middle, and out of worry that the curse had grabbed her in order to throw her again, she withdraws her head from her arms in a jolt.
Itās not the curse thatās caught her mid-fall.
Itās Sukuna.
With one arm wrapped around her back and the other around her shoulders, his large hand braces the back of her head to keep her tucked close.Ā Theyāre still falling, but the sensation feels different like this.Ā Itās almost as if heās carrying her to the ground, his posture as natural as it would be if he were standing there now.
Wide, watery eyes blink up at him in astonishment when she fully registers what was happening.
āYouāre alright, Iāve got you, sweetheartāĀ
If it werenāt for the rawness in her throat, she mightāve scolded him for the pet name, but her voice was taken away from her as soon as sheād been heaved into the sky a second time.
She doesnāt even process the way sheās gripping onto him until he lands on the ground, holding her up just a moment longer before carefully setting her on her feet.Ā Her hands are holding onto the sleeves of Yujiās uniform in fists so tight her knuckles are white, and her hands are trembling.
The others are nowhere in sight, or at least, she canāt see them right now.Ā Her mind is so shaken up she doesnāt actually look.Ā Her eyes donāt tear away from the stunning red of Sukunaās once.Ā She doesnāt even blink- hence the continued downpour of tears.Ā From the wind and her acceptance of a brutal death, her emotions were slowly catching up to reality.
Her chest is heaving but thereās no relief in feeling like sheās caught her breath.Ā Her heart is pounding so hard that it makes her ribs ache, but that very well could be the bruising from her previous fall setting in.Ā Her mouth moves but it takes a few tries for any real words to come out, and when her voice does come back to her, she doesnāt say much.
āS- Sukuna-āĀ
He silences her before she could even try to say something else.Ā Prying her hands off of his arms and placing them at her sides, even though thereās still tremors in her muscles.
āI only have a minute,ā He tells her, in a gravely serious tone that sheās never heard from him before.Ā She blinks her wide eyes, leftover tears getting stuck on her lashes.Ā āItās been handledāĀ
He doesnāt say anything else, but he doesnāt get the chance to before his posture begins to weaken, followed by his eyelids twitching and the marks beginning to fade away.
Gasping, (y/n) surges forward, grabbing Yuji by the shoulders before he could stumble and fall.Ā His eyes roll and blink a few times before he feels in control of his body again.Ā Soon after his posture straightens, and then itās Yuji whoās looking worriedly down at (y/n).
Sheās close, very close.Ā Her hands are gripping onto his shoulders for dear life.Ā He can feel her panting against his chin as her worried eyes scan over his features.
Yujiās disoriented, like maybe heās just woken up from a dream, or maybe heās just woken up inside of a dream, and heās not exactly sure how to voice this concern.Ā She makes it harder on him when one of her hands leaves his shoulder in order to reach for his cheek.
Itās so affectionate, the way she reaches for his face and presses her palm against it, that Yuji finds his skin heating up and a blush appearing over his cheeks before he could will himself not to.Ā Sheās never behaved this way with him before.Ā He could only recall casual touches that occurred during training, or maybe a brush of her fingers when she handed him something, but nothing as intentional as this.Ā Ā
And sheās certainly never looked at him like that either.Ā He canāt place his finger on it, but it makes his stomach churn to meet her eyes.
āUh, (y/n)?ā He mumbles out her name, and he finds himself doing a quick sweep of her, assessing her for a major injury.Ā But sheās standing just fine, and he canāt see any blood.Ā This had to be a head injury, right?Ā
He asks himself that question once more then the pad of her thumb brushes under his eye.Ā She faintly traces the incision of the closed eyelid just below his eyelashes.Ā Yuji holds his breath, but heās not sure who heās doing it for.Ā (y/n), whose eyes are glossing over as sheās gazing at the wrong eyes, which remained closed, or Sukuna, who Yuji was sure she was trying to reach to now.
And then she leans even closer, and the breath heād been holding is forced out of him from the closing distance between them.Ā Her hands remain where they are, on his shoulder with an iron grip and against his cheek with the gentleness of a butterfly landing there.
On instinct Yuji finds his eyes darting down to her lips, but heās positive sheās not going to kiss him- right? She wouldnāt do such a thing on a whim, not like this, not now when theyāve barely completed their assignment.Ā Not to mention their friends arenāt too far away- where are Nobara and Megumi anyways? Yujiās thoughts are racing as fast as his heart as he struggles to figure out what to do as she grows nearer.
Before he has to come up with a decision, (y/n) stops, and Yuji swallows the lump in his throat out of relief that she wasnāt leaning in to kiss him.Ā The ride home would have been so awkward.
āThank youā She breathes out the words, her thumb stroking over the spot on his cheek one more time before she finally drops her hand, and she pulls away from Yuji completely.
He blinks at her in disbelief, waiting for his heartbeat to calm down, which it does the further she steps away.
āWhat happened?ā He asks, louder than he means to, but when he finally collects his thoughts and processes what just happened, he canāt help but blurt out the question.
The pair begin to make their way back to the clearing, both realizing that the First Grade curse was gone, clearly exorcized with the amount of purple goo coating the surrounding plants and trees.Ā They donāt discuss it right away, but they both have an inkling on how it was taken care of.
āSukuna saved my lifeāĀ
Yuji wants to ask more questions, but when he turns towards her to do so, he can tell that sheās not ready to talk about it.Ā Her features had hardened, and she didnāt meet his eyes as they walked.
He knows heās put off this conversation one too many times alreadyā¦ but once again he finds himself biting his tongue as they catch up with their other friends.
Something tells him that heāll have to bring it up soon, though.Ā Because the King of Curses wouldnāt save just anyoneās life twice- much less a sorcerer.Ā And he has a gut feeling that (y/n) knows more than sheās letting on.
ā©āĖ.āā¾āāŗāā§
This time, itās only a few days since the last assignment when (y/n) crosses paths with Sukuna again.Ā Well, this time around, he came to her.
Sheās just slid her bookmark between the pages sheād decided to pause on tonight when thereās a knock at her door.Ā With a quiet huff- she was just about to go to sleep after all- but before she can call for her visitor to come in, the door slides open and heās inviting himself right on.
āYu-! Sukuna?āĀ
The initial scolding tone she takes drops as soon as she realizes heās not who she thought.Ā Her voice softens around his name in a way that it shouldnāt, but that she canāt help.Ā She sits up a little further in her bed, brows furrowing as he slides the door shut behind him.
āYou canāt just walk in hereāĀ
āI knockedāĀ
āOkay wellā¦ well you have to wait for me to actually invite you inā She mumbles out, only to be met with a scoff and a humorless chuckle.Ā But when her frown deepens, he sighs.
āFine, Iāll knock for longer next timeā He grunts, before he begins to wander around her room.Ā He glances over the few things littered on her desk- a picture frame of her and her friends, an open and neglected textbook, a pair of bracelets sheād forgotten to put away- he almost forgets why heād come in to begin with.
āUmā¦ did you need something?ā (y/n) asks after a minute of him wandering around and eyeing all of her things.
āYouāre freaking out the brat,ā Sukuna says casually, picking up a little porcelain cat on her shelf.Ā His eyes narrow as he turns the small thing around in his hands, as if trying to decipher itās purpose.Ā āHe wonāt stop asking about you nowāĀ
āWhat?ā (y/n) pushes the covers off her lap, moving to the end of the bed to sit a little closer to him.Ā It doesnāt matter if sheās quiet, itās only the two of them in the room, but she feels a sudden need to lower her voice anyways.Ā āWhat do you mean heās freaking out?āĀ
He turns to her then, the figurine still in his hands.Ā The tiniest of smiles purses on her lips at how silly a tiny cat looks in his large and tattooed hands.Ā Despite how easily he could crush it to dust, his hold on it is gentle.
āI just thought that you should be aware, you know, that eventually youāll have to decide if you want to explain yourself to your friends or notāĀ
Her stomach twists and turns into dozens of little knots.Ā The King of Curses was stopping by her room late into the night just for this? She shouldnāt be surprised, because she knew his motives, but still, she blinked at him with wide eyes.
āYou havenātā¦?ā The question trails off as she shakes her head at him, unsure of how to word it just right.
āI donāt like the idea of the brat knowing all of my business,ā Sukuna hums, finally setting the cat back down on her shelf.Ā āYouāve always had a knack for collecting useless thingsā He comments, and the words are harsh but his tone is nothing but amused.
āSoā¦ you think I should talk to Yuji?ā She asks, and Sukuna lets his shoulders rise and fall in disinterest.
āIf thatās what you wantā He says, but it doesnāt feel considerate.Ā (y/n) frowns.
āDonāt you think heāll beā¦ upset?āĀ
āWith you?āĀ
She nods.
āYouāve done nothing wrong.Ā If anything, the brat would only worry about you.Ā Seeing as he despises me, and allāĀ
āYou donāt exactly make it easy to feel otherwiseā (y/n) mumbles, and her words hang in the air for a few long moments.Ā Sheās not sure if she means the insinuation behind them or if itās just a coincidence, but she doesnāt try to backtrack to explain herself.
āYes, well, he certainly cares more for you than he does for me.Ā Too much so.Ā Some boundaries might do you some good, you knowāĀ
āBoundaries?ā
āYes, boundaries.Ā He almost kissed youāĀ
Her eyes nearly bulge out of her head before her brows furrow and she scoffs in disbelief.
āWhat? What are you even talking about?āĀ
Sukuna tucks his hands into his pockets, looking all the more out of place in her room at this hour.
āDuring your little gratitude session on your last assignment,ā He says, his lips curling into a deep frown.Ā āYou got a bit too close and his brat-mind went a bit haywire.Ā You donāt need to be so affectionate with him, you know.Ā A plain thank you would have sufficed-āĀ
āI wasnāt being affectionate with him,ā She snaps back, and Sukuna raises a brow at the display.Ā āI was thanking you, asshole.Ā You pretty much saved my life?ā She says it like sheās trying to jog his memory.Ā āI wasnāt trying to make a move on Yuji, and Iām sure he knew that too.Ā I donāt control his thoughts, he can think whatever he wants, doesnāt mean itās happeningāĀ
Sukuna steps closer to where she sat before bending down to match her height.Ā Sheās still frowning, clearly annoyed with this interaction, but she had yet to ask him to leave, and he has a feeling she wonāt.
āSo if the brat had plucked up the nerve to make a move, you wouldāve pushed him away?ā He asks, and heās smirking, almost as if he wants her to say otherwise.Ā Her eyes narrow, not understanding what his mind games were getting at this time.
āPolitely, yes,ā She answers, shaking her head at him.Ā āWhy does this matter? Last I checked, in this lifetime, Iām not some cowering wife for you to boss aroundāĀ
Sukuna laughs at that, genuinely laughs.Ā He stands back up to his full height and throws his head back and cackles so loud that (y/n) can only pray Nobara doesnāt wake up from next door.Ā She might not need to whisper to speak with him, but the walls werenāt exactly soundproof either.
āSweetheart, youāve never been a cowering wife,ā He tells her once his laughter died down.Ā āA wife, perhaps, but never some submissive weak minded mortalā He adds.
āSo we have been married?āĀ
She asks him with such peculiarity, and it makes him chuckle again.Ā She sounds as though this has been the strangest thing heās revealed thus far, and he canāt help but find humor in it.
āWe haveā He answers.
(y/n) shifts her position, pulling her legs towards her chest and staring up at him expectantly, waiting for a continuation that wouldnāt come.Ā Sukuna merely stares at her with mild confusion.
āWell?ā She asks, tilting her head forward.Ā āDid we get married every time?āĀ
He smirks.
āIāve told you that you created a Binding Vow in order to be with me across centuries of eras.Ā In the grand scheme of things, donāt you think marriage is a littleā¦ bleak?āĀ
(y/n) shrugs a shoulder, resting her arms atop her knees as she gazes back at him curiously.
āItās bleak in this lifetime,ā She murmurs back.Ā āNot to me, at leastāĀ
Sukuna hums, before shaking his head.
āYou never changeāĀ
āDo I really?ā She presses again.Ā āFor the lastā¦ thousand yearsā¦ am I really the same?āĀ
Sukuna ponders for a moment.Ā This was a common question of hers, and each time, he struggled to answer it.
āYou really want to know?āĀ
She doesnāt say anything, but she pats her hand against the space on the bed next to her.Ā Sukunaās gaze shifts to it momentarily, before looking back at her.Ā After a moment, he takes a seat.
āYou are almost completely the same in every lifetime Iāve found you in,ā He explains.Ā āYouāre always stubborn, you never make it easy.Ā But you alwaysā¦ come around,ā He turns to her.Ā āLike nowāĀ
āYou think Iām coming around?ā She asks, a skeptical look in her eye that makes him smirk.Ā He leans forward as though the next part he shares is a grave secret.
āYou never want to admit it, but you always have a soft spot for meāĀ
(y/n) raises a brow back at him in defiance.
āI think youāve got that turned around,ā She murmurs.Ā āI think the King of Curses has a soft spot for me.Ā And I think heās making it everyoneās problemāĀ
He chuckles quietly, his gaze sweeping over the gentle features of her face.
āI think the feelings you have for me in every beginning come from your soulās memory,ā He tells her, raising a hand, and gently pressing the pad of his thumb against the center of her forehead.Ā The sudden touch makes her freeze at first, but eventually she relaxes as the rest of his fingers lay in her hair.Ā āI havenāt quite figured it out yet, I donāt know how it is that youāre never able to keep your memories,ā He tilts his head as he ponders it for a moment, his eyes focused on where heās touched her head.Ā āBut I think deep down, you know that you trust meāĀ
(y/n) doesnāt have a witty comeback for that one.Ā Sheās still reeling from the warmth of his touch, and the weight of his words.Ā But she feels obligated to say something when his gaze met hers again.
āI never said I believed you in all this, you knowā She whispers weakly.
āYou donāt believe me?ā He murmurs back at her, his voice a low rumble as his hand starts to fall from her head.Ā He doesnāt remove his touch, he lets the back of his finger trace along her temple, before slowly moving down her jaw.Ā Sukuna doesnāt seem displeased in her words.Ā If anything, he seems intrigued by them.Ā āYou know, you almost look the same in every life, tooāĀ
āI do?ā She asks, just as his fingers fall still against her cheek.
Sukuna hums, and nods his head.
āThe last I saw you, your hair was different,ā He tells her.Ā āIt was longer, to aboutā¦ here,ā With his free hand, he gently touches her waist, and the way she tenses doesnāt go unnoticed.Ā āYou would wear it in all sorts of different styles.Ā Pretty braids andā¦ whatever our servants would desire to do that day,ā Her eyes widen at his use of the word servants, but Sukuna glides over it.Ā āBut that was a few hundred years ago, of course.Ā It would all be outdated now,ā He drops his hand from her waist, but the other remains against her cheek, his touch ghosting over it.Ā āNot that it wouldnāt still be exquisiteāĀ
Her eyes shift between his, trying to decipher the emotion they hold.Ā She canāt tell if heās amused or sorrowful.Ā Was he disappointed that she couldnāt remember?
āThis is why Iām the one who doesnāt believe youā He murmurs after a few beats pass.
(y/nās) brows draw together just slightly, just enough to pinch the skin between them.
āWhat do you mean?ā She asks, her voice betraying her as it shakes just a little.
āBecause you look at me like thatā He says, nodding at her slightly.
(y/n) blinks, doe eyes resembling the glass of the porcelain cat heād just been mocking.Ā Her lips are parted, formed in the smallest of pouts as she gazes up at him, that look unrelenting.
She tilts forward, her gaze flickering over his face leisurely, mapping out the black markings, and all the small details that make him so different from Yuji.Ā The way he insists on pushing the bangs out of his face, the broader jaw, the sharper canine that she only notices when he laughs or smiles- which is quite rare.Ā Sheās admiring him so openly that Sukunaās not sure what to do under such heavy surveillance, so he just sits there and allows her to stare.
But eventually, she sighs, and drops her legs from her chest before she crawls across her bed, moving to get under the covers again.Ā Sukuna remains in his spot at the end, watching her without an expression as she settles into her pillow.
āDoes it disturb Yujiās rest when you take over like this?ā She asks quietly as she presses her cheek into the soft comfort of her pillow.
No, the bratās completely dozed off, thatās why he could take over like this.Ā Itās what he wants to say, but he doesnāt.
āIāll be sure it doesnātā He says as he stands, and walks around the bed, facing the side sheās just moved to.Ā He crouches down to meet her eye level again, and (y/n) moves a little closer to the edge towards him.
āOkay, good,ā She whispers.
She blames her exhaustion when she reaches out to him, the tips of her fingers barely prodding at the dark ink that follows the sharp curve of his jaw.Ā Her eyes follow it as she traces it down to his chin, almost painfully slow.Ā It takes every ounce of restraint for him not to lean into the touch.
āI donāt know what you expect me to do, Sukuna,ā She murmurs, her fingers lingering on his chin, her eyes slowly meeting his.Ā āIā¦ I canātā¦āĀ
She canāt even say the words.Ā She hardly wants to be thinking about them.Ā But Sukuna knows her better than anyone whoās ever walked this earth, and he nods back at her in understanding before she could try to finish the thought.
āIāve never expected anything of you,ā He murmurs, before reaching up to pull her hand from his face, gently closing his fingers around her own as he moves it away.Ā āYou have been the greatest love of my life whether youāre able to remember or not,ā He tells her, and she listens to him with her full attention.Ā āAnd whether you believe me or not, you still will be,ā
Thereās the smallest of squeezes to her hand with his words, and a lump begins to build up in her throat.
āYou can ask more questions another time, alright? You should get some sleep, sweetheartāĀ
She gives him a faint nod, her eyes already feeling too heavy to keep open when she feels her blanket being dragged over her shoulders.Ā Distantly, her mind registers that the King of Curses is tucking her into bed, but sheās too tired now to comment on it.
Thereās another squeeze to her fingers, followed by a hesitation, and then the soft, unmistakable pair to two lips pressing against her knuckles.Ā Itās not a lingering kiss, and itās featherlight, over as soon as it began, and again, (y/n) keeps her eyes shut and doesnāt say anything.
Sukuna lays her hand down against her blanket with the gentleness of maneuvering a newborn.Ā She hears him walking away towards her door.
āGoodnight, SukunaāĀ
Itās the softest call, but itās enough to make him pause at the door and glance back at her.Ā She still canāt look at him- sheās afraid sheāll burst into tears if she does, although she canāt quite explain the heavy emotion thatās bringing the tears to her eyes to begin with.
āGoodnight, my loveāĀ
Itās murmured so quickly before heās hastily exiting her room that she couldāve missed it altogether, but she doesnāt.Ā Her hand curls into her sheets as she pulls it close to her chest as she lets tonightās conversation sink into her mind.
The truth was, she did trust him.Ā She did believe him.Ā And she was pretty sure this was the case for the entire time sheās known him.Ā Sheās pretty sure this was unavoidable.
ā©āĖ.āā¾āāŗāā§
Everythingās blurry when she first comes to.
And everything hurts.
She tries to move, but it only results in a strangled whine being pulled from her throat as soon as she tries.
Sheās on the ground.Ā Itās covered in rubble.Ā Thereās glass pricking her arms- or maybe the gravel was just that sharp.Ā Thereās a warmth pooling under the side sheās laying on.Ā Likely blood.
Another groan when she at least tries to get on her back in order to assess the bleeding wound on her left side, but just as sheās about to roll her body weight, she catches something in her vision.
Yuji?
Heās slumped over against a wall, and he looks no better than she feels.Ā Covered in bruises and blood that may or may not be his own- whatever went down was ugly.
She blinks a few times to focus her vision a little better.Ā She tries to call for him but her throat is raw and all that comes out is another whine.Ā Either way, heās clearly passed out and wouldnāt have responded.Ā The fight mustāve taken everything out of him.
Oh, the fight, it slowly starts coming back to her in flashing images.Ā That Blood Manipulation Guy.Ā He was rough.Ā Sheās not sure how they got out of it alive- sheās not sure how they got to this point at all.Ā Her mindās still foggy and the only thing thatās easy to focus on is the shooting pains in her body.
That is, until thereās the sound of clicking heels and hushed, feminine voices.Ā (y/n) hadnāt even realized her eyes had slipped shut again until those two appeared, and she peeks her eyes open to see two girls whispering between themselves as they crouch before Yujiās body.
They look harmless enough, no older than her, and not to mention they look anxious.Ā So nothing about her blurry assumptions about them triggered any warning flags.
That was, until they pulled out a bag of fingers.Ā Unmistakable fingers.
She needs to get up now and she knows it.Ā She pleads with her body to move, wishing the throbbing hot pain in her left leg would disappear just long enough for her to get to Yuji, to stop these girls from what theyāre about to do.
Itās unclear how much time lapses before she notices a third figure at Yujiās body.Ā A curse.Ā And he seems to have a few fingers of his own, too.
No, her voice cries, but itās only in her head.Ā You canāt do that.
Sheās never felt so weak, her fingers barely twitching against the concrete when sheās trying to tell her body to get up.Ā Sheās sure that means none of the rest of her limbs are moving.Ā Sheās trapped there.
Her heart is pounding, her breaths are labored, dread consumes her so completely sheād throw up if there was anything left in her stomach.
Itās tough to count just how many fingers are shoved down Yujiās throat before the curse is clamping his large hand over his mouth and forcing his head back in order to make the unconscious boy swallow every last one.Ā With tears in her eyes she knows itās more than whatās safe, and thereās a turmoil in her gut as she doesnāt know how to feel about what comes next.
With her heart pounding in her ears she canāt tell what exactly the fighting amongst the curse users and the curse himself was about, but suddenly only the cycloptic curse remains standing over Yujiās body.Ā Heās grunting and growling, still pushing the boyās head back.Ā (y/n) wonders if heās swallowed all those fingers by now.
These three were idiots.Ā But they were idiots stronger than her, and even if sheād had the strength to stop them, it wouldāve been futile.
However, now, they hardly made her list of things to be afraid of in Shibuya.
The blood thatās pooled under Yujiās body startles her- when did that get there? But after blinking a few times to clear her sight and focus just a fraction of a bit better, she realizes itās not human blood at all, but that awful purple essence that leaves a stench behind.
āIāll give you one second,ā Comes the familiar voice that doesnāt belong to the body it erupts from.Ā āMoveāĀ
In a flash, the small crowd around him is a good ten feet back.Ā (y/n) could almost laugh if her throat wasnāt bloodied raw.Ā They chose to wake him up with all those fingers, and now theyāre visibly afraid of what they summoned themselves? They truly had no idea what they were in for now.
It only takes one glance towards her before Sukunaās suddenly before her beaten form, crouching down to assess the damages.
āNow, which one of these insolent freaks did this to you?ā He asks, tilting his head as his Reverse Cursed Technique took effect over her wounds with haste.Ā āIāll start thereāĀ
āN-none of them,ā She stammers out, even though itās the truth.
For the first time, she considers that she should be afraid of Sukuna.Ā The other three are still trembling even from their distance, barely letting themselves breathe in his presence.
All sheās ever felt towards Sukuna is irritation, perhaps mild vexation, but mostly he just confused her.Ā But now, she can feel the abundant amount of cursed energy wafting off of him, and despite his history in sparing her life and taking an interest in her, she briefly wonders if this is the moment he changes his mind.
The thought passes in a matter of seconds, when a pair of hands are gently aiding her in sitting upright.Ā Even with his technique healing her wounds, there are still aches and pains that make her wince.Ā Shards of glass falling from her skin as the healing tissue forces them out, bruises that still sting when she moves too quickly before their nasty colors disappear completely.
And Sukuna regards her with an expression sheās never seen before, but it makes her heart lurch in her chest.Ā Itās concern.Ā His brows are knotted, and his eyes are scanning over her repeatedly to make sure no injury was left on her body.Ā This was followed by sizable hands mapping over her carefully just to double check.
She should be afraid, but sheās not.Ā Ā
In fact, as soon as those vermillion eyes return to hers, all she can feel is relief.
And she doesnāt think twice before sheās darting forward on achy knees, her arms wrapping around his neck and the rest of her body colliding into his so harsh it knocks the wind out of her for a moment, but she doesnāt mind panting to catch her breath again.Ā She embraces Sukuna as tightly as she can, as though heās the only savior sheās ever known, an angel painted in pure white rather than the corrupted being he truly was.
Sukuna has half a mind to grab her by the neck and remove her from him with a snarl about how her injuries were still healing, but instead he wraps an arm around her, his hand smoothing over the tattered back of her uniform.
She could only imagine what the three at the end of the corridor were thinking, watching the King of Curses embrace such a weak sorcerer.
āYou understand now, donāt you sweetheart?ā He asks her quietly, and she manages a small nod against his chest, before her hands tighten into fists at the red hood that lies between his shoulder blades.Ā āItās been a rough night, hasnāt it?ā He muses, and when (y/n) doesnāt give him a response this time, he uses his free hand to pry her face away from his shirt, hooking her chin under his finger so that sheād meet his eyes.
Rough night didnāt even begin to cover what sheād been put through, what was she supposed to say?Ā
āItās alright now, my love, Iām here,āĀ
Those words from him shouldnāt bring her the amount of comfort that they do.Ā The tears in her eyes begin to drip down her cheeks.Ā Sukunaās smiling as he brushes them away, and despite her better judgment, she leans into the touch, seeking out even more comfort.Ā He chuckles at the sight, but humors her as he cups the side of her face in his palm, cradling her head with the gentleness of holding a flower by itās petals.
She wonāt admit it, not now anyways, but she knows deep down that there is no force on this earth greater than the swell of love in her chest right now.Ā Itās something sheās not sure should ever be voiced, but she has a feeling that Sukuna will find a way to draw it out of her anyways.Ā Just as heās made her trust him, just as heās made her confide in him, heās bound to find a way into drawing the confession out of her as well.
Perhaps itās her own fault, too.Ā Hiding the way a part of her believed everything heās ever said to her, hiding the way it made her feel to know that she was so loved by a force so strong and unstoppable that heād scour the earth after every lifetime in order to find her again.
I think the feelings you have for me in every beginning come from your soulās memory, heād said.Ā But I think deep down, you know that you trust me.
She stares at him now knowing all of this to be true, and Sukuna can almost see every thought in her dilated eyes, swallowed nearly whole by dark pupils as she clings to him now.
With a brush of his lips to the crown of her head, he makes her a promise that sheāll live through this horrid night yet.
She still holds onto him when he stands, and he lifts her up with ease, cradling her to his chest like she was merely a small and frightened child.Ā The only unease she felt now was knowing what fates were in store for the three at the end of the hall, who Sukuna had set his sights on first.
āNow, letās take this one on together, sweetheart, shall we?āĀ
Her own fate was still unknown to her, but sealed in place long ago.
ā©āĖ.āā¾āāŗāā§
[ cause i love to love to love to love you // i hate to hate to hate to hate you ]
ā©āĖ.āā¾āāŗāā§
xoxo ~ jordie
a/n: thinkin about writing a snippet of their past live(s) or something. i wanted to add something like that to this fic but i wanted the reader to feel unsure if they really could trust him soooo it went a diff route. idk don't hold me to it. i'm just a girl.
#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna x reader#sukuna ryomen x reader#ryomen x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#ryomen sukuna imagine#sukuna imagine#jjk imagine#jujutsu kaisen imagine
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MISSION: LOVE KILLĀ į”£š© [trailer]
pairings: Simon 'Ghost' Riley & fem!reader
synopsis: the trailer to my very first full-length series set in a soulmate AU.Ā
pairings: (applies to future parts) angst, smut, fluff, mutual pining, misunderstandings, rivals to lovers to rivals, featuring Ghost's inability to communicate, graphic mentions of violence, might hint to sexual violence, BARELY PUT TOGETHER, torture, one bed trope, i-will-wait-for-you trope, loving-you-is-like-breathing trope, slowburn (unless I get bored and rush this), poor poor attempt in crack, will add more as we go on
The subtle searing pain on the back of his neck is enough reason for Ghost to hate the idea of soulmates existing. It wasnāt just the fact that he has lived up to his 30s feeling like a fire wasp is buzzing under his skin, it was that the government fully developed their system with pairs in mind. You mean to tell him that he has to have found his partnerāwhoās probably cities or even continents awayājust so that he could fucking own property? Utter fucking bullshit, he calls it.Ā
āNutjobs! The lot of themā
It was also the fact he had to watch his mumās so-called soulmate almost beat them up to death each day. How could someone whose single purpose in life is to torment them be his motherās soulmate? Fate either has a weird take on the concept of love and the whole shenanigan or itās fucking wicked. Either way, the S-word has left a bad taste in his mouthāand memory. He would rather die, not having propertyāor anything reallyāto his name if it means that he wouldnāt comply to the fucking standards of pairs.Ā
Or so he thought because, once again, life is fucking wicked like that.Ā
When he first broke the news that he would be retiring from the army, he expected his future days ahead full of smooth-sailing lounging. Maybe a cup of tea in hand or even some biscuits if he was feeling fancy. Imagine his shocked face when he inquired with a real-estate agent to finally have something to call home, no longer needing to stay by some cheap hotel with what his little pay could afford, that he cannot fucking do that!Ā
āYeah, this would be good. Really nice stuff here,ā Ghost gruffs. āYeah? Well, letās get started then. Um, here are the paperworks that you need to fill out. Uhh, you just need to input your government code and your partnerās. It is policy that you bring your pair in with you when it comes to legal documents, but Iām sure that we could make an exception for our veteran here,ā the agent smiles; one that Ghost did not reciprocate. āI aināt got a missus with me. Havenāt found them yet.āĀ
It was a simple explanation, not wanting to dwell too much on his reasons. Before he could even take the papers in his hand, the man retracts. Confusion etched on Ghostās face while pity is on the manās. āOh, I am really sorry but you are legally required to have a partner before you could own propertyāor anything for that matter.ā Ghost looked this agent for a good few minutes, anticipating the āsikeā that he desperately wishes to hear but only dead silence echoes. āSurely you could, say, make an except for a veteran?ā he nervously chuckles out, trying to weasel his way into a fucking home. Nothing. Dead fucking silence thatās heavy with pity. Ghost loathes it.
Without even saying a word, he turns his back and starts walking towards the car he rented today, because you canāt even own a car in this government! He should have flagged it as weird when the lady in the car shop insists that he should rent first before buying something. So, now he sits in the dingy bar that Soap has dragged him into after he informed the force that he would not be settling anytime soon. After explaining his circumstance, he expected them to react like he did before, but no. They all replied like they knew this. Even saying stuff like, āyou didnāt know?ā Of course he didnāt! It wasnāt like Ghost was invested in property or anything for that matter while he was serving. All he cared about was surviving each day, and that is it.Ā
āAye, cheer up, lad. Life ainā that bad. Yaā just gotta get them lassie, and all yer problems would go away,ā the Scot on his right drunkenly offers adviceāa shit one at that. Did he really think Ghost hasnāt stepped foot on every land they got deployed with heavy hopes that heāll find whoever he needs to find there? He fucking hates it here. He should have not retired this early if he knew this would happen. Now he needs to go around the world and search for the lassie whose presenceāor her lack thereofāis the root of all his problems.Ā
If finding a needle in a haystack is hard, imagine finding a lady thatās probably moving countries as he speaks with Soap. āYeah, like thatās fucking easy,ā he scoffs, rolling his eyes before lifting his mask just enough to down his shot of whiskey. The fiery burn of the alcohol down his throat is nothing compared to the one on his neck. He would rather have it cut at this point than to go on about this miserable lifetime any longer.
āShould I just cut and peel it off?ā he mumbles to no one in particular; probably to Fate if that shit is listening. Seeing that no one else in the rundown bar is really paying attention to him, Soap takes the honour in replying to him instead. āAccording tae what Iāve seen, jobby pain is hee haw compared tae th' pain ye will feel in yer heart. Doctors say that th' pain goes tae th' heart instead while triplingā. Unprompted, Ghost curses like a fucking sailor. Saying stuff that will probably get him on the government's watchlist if he wasnāt part of the military serving this goddamn country. He risks his life daily and this is what he gets? Ungrateful bastards.
With a slam of the glass on the mahogany table, he stands up with a new profound determination. āFuck it, Iām finding that missus if itās the last thing that I doā. āEyy, thatās the spirit, matie,ā Soap drunkenly encourages him, which should have been the first red flag on this idea. Any idea supported by Soap is an immediate botch.
Well, what could go wrong? Heās retired anyway.Ā
Turns out, many could go wrong. Well, hereās to the fucking shit-show of his life.
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PALLADIUM - MYG
title credit:Ā palladium- greyson chance
pairing:Ā dilf!yoongi x reader // friends to lovers, slowburn, eventual smut
synopsis:
min yoongi is urgent.Ā in the way he bites his nails down to the bed, and the way his sore fingers type out desperate sentences just minutes before deadlines, he is urgent. how he prepares jaehyunās day bag before grandma comes by, and how he double checks everything is packed, he is urgent.Ā the requests for you to watch over jaehyun each and every deadline day are, always, predictably, urgent. but the way min yoongi falls in love with you is slow. gradual. tepid. until, like everything with min yoongi, it becomes urgent.Ā Ā
wordcount:Ā 3.2K
note from holly: this was a prompt from a winner of one of my kofi quizzes! was supposed to be a drabble but now we are looking at a lil three parter. no smut in this part, just setting up our dynamics <3 yoongi is a boy dad! idc! argue with the wall!!!!
PART TWO // PART THREE
minors dniĀ //Ā cross posted to wattpad
"I wouldn't ask if it wasn't urgent," Yoongi pleads across the bakery counter. Nails bitten down to the bed, he's got bags underneath his eyes. Hasn't been sleeping well these days. Hasn't really been sleeping at all.
"I told you last timeā"
"I know, I know," he sighs, pushing off of the countertop and pacing a few steps away, raking a stressed palm through his long, dark hair. Dishevelled, he hasn't had it cut in a while. You'll never tell him, but you think it looks better this way. "Look, it's the last time. I promise. I just really fucked it this time."
With a raised brow, you fold your arms over your chest. The apron beneath you bunches a little awkwardly, but you've never cared much for composure around Yoongi. Have simply known him too long and seen him through too many clumsy stages of life to be bothered.Ā
Tipping your head back, you exhale a sharp breath from the very depths of your lungs.Ā
"You are so lucky Jaehyun is an angel baby," you eventually say, shaking your head as you reluctantly agree. "What time do you need me?"
"Deadline is at midnight," Yoongi says, "So whenever you can get to mine, really. Mum has him till seven, but then she's gotĀ Bitch'n'Stitchā"
"Hey," you scold. "My mum goes to that knitting group, too."
"I'm not callingĀ herĀ a bitchābut I've heard their conversations," Yoongi reminds you. He swears they don't actually do any knitting (as if they haven't handmade half of Jaehyun's closet). Thinks they spend the entire time gossiping. And while yes, theyĀ doĀ do a lot of gossiping, they can multitask. Unlike him, apparently. "But fine. She has herĀ knitting groupĀ at seven."
Yoongi will never simply call it a knitting group, if he can help it.Ā
Bitch'n'StitchĀ is his go-to, but he's also partial toĀ Stitching Hour.Ā
Last week, you'd just gone on a rant about how it's inappropriate to insinuate thatĀ allĀ women of a certain age from your small town are witchesā"Women used to get burned at the stake, Yoongi. Burned!"āso he knows better than to say it out loud today, even if it makes him laugh whenever he thinks about them knitting on broomsticks.
"I'll probably be outta here at just gone six," you tell him.Ā
It's the late shift, so you're responsible for closing and cleaning up, but after two years of part-time work alongside your studies, you're a dab hand. Can action off every item on the to-do list in record time, and to a standard even your boss can't achieve.Ā
You're wasted on a small town like this, but someone's gotta do it.Ā
"That's fine," Yoongi nods. "I just need to straighten this essay out and get my citations done. You can go as soon as I'm finishedāand hey, you can order takeout. I'll pay."
Knowing Yoongi, he's probably surviving on instant noodles, and spending all of his money on Red Bull and Jaehyun's meticulously planned diet.Ā
Jaehyun's been off formula for about two months, now, and Yoongi is terrified of feeding him the wrong thing. By the looks of his slightly skinnier-than-usual frame, he's the one in need of a good meal.
And so, as you're doing your final tasks of the day, you don't bin the breads that need to be chucked. Instead, you bag them up. All of them. The pastries, too. Will just have to hope Yoongi has freezer space.
By the time you make it home, you've only got ten minutes to spare for a quick shower before you need to rush to Yoongi's. You'll be a little after seven, but it's fine. You've resigned yourself to staying at Yoongi's until midnight, now.Ā
It's how it usually goes.Ā
He'll work up until his deadline, rewriting and revising paragraphs that are perfectly fine and need no alterations. His own worst critic, you know that he really doesn't need to stress himself out like this.
Still, he does. You think he'll always be this wayāat least, he was in high school, and he remains to be this way, even in university. Too much of a habit has been formed. It's ingrained in the ridges of his brain. Pink and permanentājust like the pout on his lips as he opens his apartment door for you later that evening.
Forearm tucked under Jaehyun's pudgy thighs, Yoongi cradles his son into his side, as a look of relief relaxes onto his face. It's a stark reminder of why Yoongi stresses himself out so much.Ā
You can afford to make mistakes. The only person you have to answer to is yourself.
Yoongi doesn't have that luxury anymore. Hasn't done for a while, now. Won't ever get it againāor at least, not for another seventeen years.
"Hey," he whispers, then casts his eyes down to Jaehyun's sleepy head. Nestling into Yoongi's shoulder, Jaehyun's dark hair now has a little length to it. Much like his own, Yoongi is refusing to cut it. Another thing he's scared of getting wrong.Ā
The subtle nod Yoongi gestures towards Jaehyun is a request for you to be quiet.Ā
You're familiar with his paternal habits by now; the behaviours he exhibits only when he's wearing his invisible 'Dad' hat.
He tucks back against the door, letting you walk on through and into his apartment.
Shoes off by the door, Yoongi locks up as you shake off your jacket, and hook it on the empty peg in the middle of the rack.
Small and a little dark, Yoongi hates his home. Is strapped for cash, so turned the open plan kitchen and sitting room into a studio-type set-up. Has his bed where a sofa should be, and manages to cram everything somewhere. His desk, his small keyboard, his clothing rail that he really needs to reorganise. A bunch of his things are in storage.Ā
Jaehyun's room is what once was Yoongi's. It's got the most natural light, thanks to the window placement, not that it matters at this time of night. The curtains are drawn, playmat full of yellows and oranges scattered across the floor. Beside it, is Yoongi's laptop. The screensaver is running, and it's pretty obvious he'd been playing with the little toy octopus sprawled across the keyboard instead, when you had arrived.
"Bit late for nap time?" You question quietly as you pop your phone on the charging pad Yoongi keeps on the dresser.
Nodding, Yoongi gently rests his son down in his crib. These past couple of days, everything has been a little out of sync. He feels guiltyālike he's failingābut the pressures he's been putting on himself are just getting far too great. He's doing the best he can, but it always feels like it's not enough.
But Jaehyun is loved, and sheltered, and provided for. Yoongi is doing all he can. He just still isn't sure he knows how to be a dad.
Which is silly, because as you watch him stroke across the dark hair that sits flat to Jaehyun's scalp, quietly monitoring his condition, you think that Yoongi was made for this. Is far more paternal than you are maternal.
Truth be told, you don't like kids all that much.
Your idea of a fun evening doesn't typically involve hanging out with an infant, and yet you'll do it for Yoongi. Of course, you will. Have known him for too long and have been through too much with him to not help him.
Plus, you really do adore Jaehyun. Sweet as can be when he sleeps, he really does look just like Yoongi at that ageāor so you gather from the baby pictures you've seen a dozen times over at his parents' place. It's easier to count which features they don't share. Saves ever needing to do a paternity test, not that Yoongi would do one anyway.
Jaehyun is his kid. A little bit of DNA wouldn't change this fact, not in his eyes.
It worries you. Not because you think YoongiĀ isn'tĀ his fatherāagain, they're too alike to not be relatedābut in case his mother decides she wants to play an active role in Jaehyun's life. You fear that the 1% of doubt could come true and tear any legal right away from Yoongi. You're not really sure how the courts would work it all out, but you doubt they'd side with him.Ā
Yoongi was never meant to be a father. Not now, at least. The outcome of a one-night-stand, Jaehyun's biological mother didn't realise she was pregnant until it was too late. Had no real choice in the matter. Was also nearing the end of her tenure in law school. A kid was notāand remains to not beāa part of her plan.Ā
You know the documents were signed. Legal rights, shit like that. Know that she must have an understanding of the law far greater than Yoongi. Just hope she hasn't done anything that will fuck him over in the future.
Still, it's not a topic of conversation Yoongi likes indulging in, and so you don't push, no matter how much you'd like to know the details.Ā
"Let him sleep," Yoongi eventually sighs, before sinking down to lie on the rug. "Better he rests while I'm workingāand plus, he slept through till five-thirty this morning."
"Till sunrise?" You chirp, a little surprised but conscious of keeping your voice down.Ā
Yoongi nods, face rubbing against the carpet. "He's basically a teenager."
Rolling your eyes, you reach down for his wrist to drag him to his feet. He's got an essay to finish.Ā
"Shut up," you smile. "You've barely stopped being a teenager."
Sometimes, it makes you a little sad to think that Yoongi is missing out on his early twentiesābut then you glance across to Jaehyun and know that he's not missing anything. Just experiencing different things. That's all.Ā
"Don't remind me," he grunts, lamely getting to his feet, letting you pull him down the hallway as you swipe the baby monitor that lives next to the charging pad. You'll come back for your phone later.Ā
"C'mon, gotta finish your essay. Can't be a DILF unless you get this degree."
"Untrue."
"You'll just be a D without a good job," you tell him. "DILF's are always suited up."
"That's simply not true," he doubles down. "I've been told I'm a DILF at least, like, six times. Maybe more."
Definitely more. If he knew the way girls on campus spoke about him? God, his head would be so big he wouldn't be able to walk through doors.
But for now, you shoo him back through Jaehyun's bedroom door and to his sitting room-come-bedroom. The apartment isn't large. A baby monitor isn't needed, yet one is set up by Yoongi's bed, regardless.Ā
And so, as Yoongi knuckles down with his work, you flop onto his bed, and take prime babysitting positionāthough you're pretty sure you'd get fired if you ever got under anyone else's sheets on the job.
But it's late, and you've worked a long shift. You're only gonna rest your eyes for a moment. A second. A fraction of one, even. Just to hydrate them a little. Replenish yourā
You're out like a light.
The curse of Min Yoongi's bedsheets. You really should have known better. It happensĀ everyĀ damn time. You know this. He knows this.Ā
Yet when he eventually wakes you, neither of you mention it.
"Hey," Yoongi mumbles as he gently nudges your sleepy body. Flopping down beside you on top of the duvet, his exhausted eyes close instantaneously.Ā
"I'm going, I'm going," you grumble into his duvet, half asleep but knowing that you should go and check on Jaehyun.Ā
The baby monitor hasn't made any noise to wake you, and Yoongi's just been with him for the last twenty minutes, quietly watching on as he slept. Is pretty confident he's gonna sleep through again tonight.Ā
Reaching out to pat you down, Yoongi doesn't really acknowledge the way he accidentally taps your ass. Nor do you. Just sort of pretend that he didn't. Pretend that it didn't make your heart race a little.
"S'fine," he says, voice muffled by his need for rest. "He's still sleeping. Just checked on him."
"Sure?"
"Mhm," Yoongi nods, the sound of his hair smooth against his sheets. "You gonna crash here?"
"You all done?" You question right back. Shuffle, and his hand lazily moves with you. His wrist now rests on your hip, and you both pretend like it's normal.
"All done," he confirms. "Was late, so I've lost ten percent, but whatever."
For someone who stresses himself out as much as Yoongi does over his grades, as soon as he's hit the submission button, he just ceases to care. Has a 'what'll be, will be' attitude towards it all. Part of you wishes he would adopt that mentality when he's actuallyĀ writingĀ his essays.
What you don't realise is that it manifests from the same fear.Ā
He panics and panics and panics before a deadlineāand then is so worried about his grade that he just pretends like they don't exist.
Too sleepy to care at this moment in time, Yoongi's placement of his wrist on your hip becomes more intentional. Deliberate.Ā
It's not like you're a stranger to the weight of Yoongi's arms draped over your body. Not like it's the first timeāit's just every time it does happen, you swear it'll be the last.
It never is.
And it's not like it's anything illicit. Not anything you shouldn't be doing. Nothing that takes you beyond the realms of friendshipābut it does threaten the integrity of your oldest connection to another human outside of familial ties.Ā
So every time Yoongi gets a little too close, or you find yourself lingering a little long on his words, you tell yourself to stop. That this is just a symptom of the dry spell you've been going through.
"Are you staying here tonight?" He asks.
Again, it wouldn't be the first time. Have been having sleepovers with him since you were kids. Ghost stories, midnight feasts. Sneaking out to the park to find UFOs and stopping by the corner shop for snacks.Ā
Once high school hit, it was deemed unwise by your parents. Open door policy.Ā
You'd been furious. Outraged that your privacy was being taken from you, and being told it was for your own good.
And so sneaking out the park became sneaking in windows; films watched with headphones on, dinner eaten in your bedroom under the guise of a melodramatic teenage strop, but actually shared with the boy from two doors down who knew better than to deceive your parents.
All innocent. Nothing that required a closed door. Those escapades were saved forāor wasted onāother people. Either, or. Neither you nor Yoongi gave it much thought. Why would you?
Friends, is what you were. What you are. What you always have been.
Which begs the question: why the fuck is Yoongi looking at you like that?
But then the wrist of Yoongi's resting on your hip becomes his hand. The grip becomes intentional. The stillness of your body comes not from tiredness, but from trepidation.Ā
"Do you want me to?"Ā
"It's late," he husks, thumb stroking against your hip as if that's what friends do. "You're off tomorrow, right? Don't need to go home?"
"Right."
"Well, then stay," he shrugs, loosening his grip to roll onto his back. The ceiling is far less interesting than you are, but he has to stop looking at your lips and wondering if they taste like the strawberry lip balm you'd tossed on the side cabinet earlier. "Makes sense."
"Stay?" You question as if he still needs to clearly outline that,Ā yes, he'd like you to stay. "And do what?"
"Sleep," he dryly replies, because it's the obvious answer. Because it's what you should do. You're tired. He's tired. Jaehyun is asleep in the next room over.
"Sleep," you nod. "Sounds good."
Domestication becomes you in times like these. A toothbrush sits in an old glass on the top shelf of Yoongi's mirrored bathroom cabinet. The rest of the shelves are pretty much empty, but he always puts it up there. Says it annoys him anywhere else.
"Surely it's more annoying having to get it down for me every time I crash here?" You banter with him as you lean against the back wall of his bathroom, waiting for him to retrieve it.Ā
Plucking it from the glass, Yoongi is swift with his movements, and the way he wets the brush, puts a pearl of toothpaste on the bristles, then hands it back over to you.
"Doesn't bother me," he shrugs, turning back around to shut the cabinet. When he does, he's greeted with your eyes in the mirror, and a feeling in his stomach thatĀ shouldĀ bother him.Ā
See, the D in Yoongi's DILF actually stands for dependable (although occasionally dickhead also fits). He likes being asked to do things. Likes being helpful. Useful. Knows that he depends on you far more than you do him, and so he does this to settle the score.Ā
You help him pass his exams, and he helps you keep good dental hygiene habits. A win-win situation.Ā
Leaving you to finish washing up, Yoongi does the final checks of his apartment. Bolts the door. Turns out the lights. Makes sure Jaehyun's day bag is packed for tomorrow with his Grandma. Adds the day's clothes to the laundry pile. Stands in the doorframe of Jaehyun's room to just simply watch his son exist for a little while longer.Ā
He loses track of time doing this. It's a nightly routine, so you think he'd get used to it, but he never does. Still can't fully comprehend that a living, breathing creature relies on him for basic survival.Ā
Sure, he hides your toothbrush away, and puts things out of reach for you just to get you asking him for help, but this is different. He cares about nothing more than making sure Jaehyun is surrounded by abundance: love, shelter, food. Everything the world has to offer, Yoongi wants for his sonāand that's why he's working so damn hard to make sure it happens.
There's a tenderness to how Yoongi strokes your back when you stand beside him. He's far gentler than he used to be. Benevolent with age. Isn't the same kid who used to chase you around his parent's yard with a worm in one hand, and a pile of mud in the other.Ā
"C'mon," you whisper, walking away because you know you need to break the contact. "Let's rest."
Yoongi nods. Is slow as he tears his gaze from his son, but just as stoic as he watches you saunter down the hallway and into your bedroom for the night. His bedroom.
You slip out of sight, just in time for Yoongi to exhale the air in his lungs. His sigh is full of unspoken words. Uncertain termsāand as he follows you down, he wonders how many more secrets will bloat his lungs throughout the night.
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Se RiƱa QilÅni Iprattan Se JÄdar | V
Aemond Targaryen x Reader
Summary | Saera Targaryen daughter of Jaehaerys I ran away from Westeros to escape her fate. 45 years later her daughter Y/N Targaryen, with invitation from King Viserys wishes to go back.
Tags | Angst, Slowburn (Hot&Cold), TargCest, Smut, Standard ASOIAF content, Aemond and Reader are First Cousins Once Removed, Reader is Self-serving, tags to be added
Word Count: 3k
Prologue | Chapter IV | Chapter VI | Masterlist
Chapter V | He Wonāt Forget
āIt is the hour of the nightingale my lady, you must wake up.ā A hushed voice stirs you from your sleep and shakes you awake. A groan escaped your throat and you opened your eyes to meet the voice that woke you. A girl no older than yourself stood above you, with pitch black hair and wearing what you would assume to be a maids attire. It was still very early in the morning, the sun hadn't even broken the horizon.
You could tell there was one other maid by the torch light, she was lighting candles that were scattered in different places throughout the room.
āShe is not a lady quite yet, miss will do until then.ā By the other maids' voice you could tell she was older and more seasoned. You sat up against the headboard to wake yourself up some more. Naturally, the furs that covered your body in the night slipped down exposing your upper torso.
āMiss makes me sound like a spinster.ā You groaned while stretching your arms. You step out full from under the sheets, standing on the cold stone floor. The younger maid has a robe open for you to slip into and you follow.
āThe Queen has ordered that you see her and the Hand of the King before midday. In that time we must get you bathed, fed, and clothed.ā The older maid said while reaching for a jug to spill into a metal bathtub that you hadnāt even noticed.
āVery well. Since youāve already seen my breasts, I assume itās appropriate for me to ask your names?ā You laugh to yourself as you wrap the front of the robe criss cross. The younger one finds it funny and lets out a soft laugh while the older one simply clears her throat.
āMy name is Mela, and this young one is Ellyn. While I am experienced, you are the first person Ellyn has served so please forgive her childishnessā Mela sends a warning glare at Ellyn for her giggles. Ellyn pouts for a moment before joining Mela in emptying the water jugs. You look at the features of the two women for the first time, Mela has blonde hair and Ellyn a medium brown.
It seems counterproductive to put a robe on just to take it off moments later to bathe. As soon as they are finished filling the tub, the water has cooled enough to not be boiling hot. You grab onto both sides of the tub and sink in slowly. A moan escapes your lips as you feel your muscles truly relax. Being on a ship for almost a month didnāt give you many hot warm baths, just room temperature ones. Mela pushes you forward so she could access your back to begin washing. While Ellyn poured scented oils into the water filling your nose with a smell you couldnāt quite put your finger on.
You could fall asleep right there, especially when your hair was being washed. Her nails massaging your scalp with even better smelling things. Youāve had your hair washed by another person a few times, but then it was by one of your mothers prostitutes in the workers' baths with her breasts pressed against your back. Up in the air which one you preferred.
For the first time a while you felt fully and utterly clean. You wanted to whine when the water cooled down to the point where it was no longer comforting to sit in. Ellyn holds up the same robe as before waiting for you to slip in. Being careful to not slip as you leave the tub, you put on the robe.
āāāā
As your hair dries, your breakfast is set in front of you. Bread, butter, assorted fruits, salted fish and sweet wine. Mela tells you this is what is normally served in Westeros, a larger variety is served if you decide to eat meals with the Targaryens. You pick and choose from what you are given and take your fill.
A knock clearly made by metal against wood rings through the quiet room. You let out a sigh having an inkling that it may be a certain white haired brother of yours. You speak out a ācome inā, and maybe you should pick up gambling. Vaegon walked in with clinking armor and his hand on the pommel of his sword.
āForgive me sister, I didnāt mean to interpret your very important work. But, while I donāt need permission to protect my sister, I have been allowed to be your personal guard until you're fully settled.ā Vaegon held himself proudly, heās clearly getting a kick from being allowed to stalk and follow you around in the name of protecting you. His weird little dream is being fueled.
This news makes a shiver roll down your spine. If you werenāt already full you wouldāve lost your appetite. āThat'sā¦ Great brother. That means youāll be leaving after me and Aemond marry then?ā
He clearly stiffens up at the implication, gripping his sword harder. āMost likely yes, unless you still need me here. I recommend you keep me here by your side.ā
āNo, Iām sure Volantis needs you more than I do. The temple needs you and silver wouldnāt suit you.ā You say passive aggressively hoping he will get the hint. After many years he still hasnāt understood so you knew your hopes would be set to the side.
Vaegon opens his mouth again to voice his opinion but you cut him off swiftly.
āI am quite full, I should be getting dressed brother. Make your leave. Now.ā
He staggers for a minute before leaving with his tail between his legs. Nothing would dissuade Vaegon from his passions, if he died his ghost would haunt you surely. When the door shut an awkward silence filled the room, neither of the maids sure what to do next. You realize how this must look, harassing your brother. But you know him, they donāt.
The chair squeaks on the floor when you stand up to face your maids and give them a smile. āIt's about time I get dressed, no? I would hate to be late.ā
A āyes of courseā was said in usion and you were guided to a full mirror. You stripped from your robe, seeing yourself fully for the first time in a while. A month at sea and you still looked as beautiful as always.
From what you have seen, Aemond is a proud and cold man. Most likely due to your bastard status. But, men are men at the end of the day, their desires will get the best of them even if itās against their morals.
You slip into your small clothes, in the mirror you see Mela holding a red dress that you donāt recognize from the ones you brought. You turn to take a proper look at it, it looks like a fairly simple dress. Long sleeves with slits from the forearms down, straight neckline, long skirt, faint decorations throughout, and there's a chain resting on the dress that will dangle across your waist.
āWhose dress is this? Surely you canāt just have ones this nice lying around?ā
āWell, it did belong to someone but it was left behind over 6 years ago and hadn't been worn even longer ago than that. Queen Alicent said to go through old wardrobes and find you something for the time being.ā
You hoped it was at least washed before giving it to you. It was very pretty, very pretty, but second hand all the same. It was bunched up for you to step in and put on. You felt the strings on the back be picked up and before you could react they were harshly yanked back and all the air was forced from your lungs. A whine escaped from your throat and hands gripped the sides of the mirror. A string of panicked apologies follow as you recollect yourself.
āNo no, itās quite alright. I just wasnāt ready. Whoever owned this had real taste, they have my thanks.ā You posed in the mirror, finding a position that wasn't crushing your ribs. The chain was clasped round your waist and groups of your hair are braided back.
A smile creeps onto your face. This small taste of importance is greater than any wine in Essos. Baths to yourself, food served directly in your chambers, lovely kind maids who dress you themselves, soon to be called a Princess with a Prince by your sideā¦ It is almost enough.
āāāāā
Vaegon stood two paces behind you. You originally told him to stand 10 paces behind but he insisted. You canāt win every battle. A guard walked you both deeper into the keep. He didnāt tell you where you were going, just that it was by the Queen's orders. You pray it isnāt to get probed again.
Suddenly you hear footsteps approaching rapidly towards you. You turn around and see a clearly Targaryen man, white wavy hair and a slightly shorter stature than Aemond. He looks excited, really excited.
āJust the girl I was looking for. I needed to see you for myself.ā He caught up quickly and walked right next to you. The guard uttered a āmy Princeā and continued his walk. He could either be Aegon or Daeron.
āYouāre Aegon, yes?ā
āDid my good looks and charm give it away?ā Aegon laughs and you laugh with him. Aegon looks around with his hands out feigning shock. āWhereās my brother?ā
āI donāt think Aemond likes me that much.ā You let out huff mixed with a laugh while gazing at Aegon from the side.
āHeās always had a stick up his ass, donāt take it too personally. Heāll come around eventually, I certainly would.ā Aegon whispers the last part into your ear with a hand on your back, you can smell the wine on his breath. You are surprised by his boldness, but far from the worst things youāve heard. You give him a straight lipped smile and lean back into him.
āWhere am I going?ā You whispered slowly with passive aggression.
āOh? You havenāt heard? Iām surprised you havenāt been told. In the throne room they are reading your letter of legitimization.ā He wears a smile so wide you would know heās drunk immediately. Your eyes go wide. Is it happening this fast? You just got here, youād thought it would at least take some time.
āNormally itās a simple letter, but since you are already hereā¦ā Aegon makes a weird gesture with his hands.
That makes sense, all you need is a letter from the king, and the King has already asked you to come. You imagine the rest of them would just want to get it out of the way. At least Aegon doesnāt seem to care, maybe too drunk to care.
Not too long until you arrive at the doors to the iron throne. Doors as tall as the ceiling and two men stand at the front, noticing Aegon and you they grip onto the rings of the door and pull them open.
The first thing that graces your eyes is the Iron Throne. It was grand, on top of all those steps with swords casted together. It entranced you. Your mother told you about the Iron Throne, only once. She said her father sat on it like a god and he called her a whore. Sheād hoped that it would stab him through the chest just as it did to Maegor.
Snapping you out of your short lived daydream, Aegon grabbed your wrist and led you in a direction. All of the lords and ladies were staring at you both, you hope it wouldnāt linger for long. Near the front of the room you could see that it was Aemond, Alicent, and another silver haired girl. Helena, you believe you were told?
āLook who I found! Ran into her on the way here.ā Aegon walked you over to Aemond directly and grabbed his arm and forcibly linked your and Aemonds arms together.
āI believe you lost this brother.ā Aegon patted his brother on the back and caressed your shoulder. Between the two of you he caught a glimpse of a servant boy carrying wine and simply moved on to drink his fill. Aegon's mind is an enigmaā¦
Aemond lets out a huff but doesnāt let go. He leans into you with darkened eyes. āWhat do you think you are doing?ā
āI was talking to my future brother-in-law. He is quite funny.ā You laugh in an attempt to lighten his mood. Of course, this doesnāt work and Aemond tightens his grip on your arm. Eyes were still on you both so he tried to make it look like a simple conversation.
āDonāt.ā
Before you could scoff in Aemonds face, the doors are pulled open once again. You turn your head to see an older man with brown hair and a thick beard. This clearly is not King Viserys by the state of him.
āKing Viserys is still too unwell to sit at court. As Otto Hightower, Hand of the King, I will assume his courtly duties.ā The room is silent and thereās no sound but the clicks of his heels on the floor going across the floor, up the steps and sitting on the throne.
āFirst things first, a formal declaration of legitimization from King Viserys himself.ā Otto held out a rolled up letter with a red seal holding it together. āCome. Present yourself to the court.ā He motioned for you to step closer to the open center, Aemond released his hold and nudged you to go.
You detached from Aemond and walked to the center of the room in front of the Iron Throne. You swallowed hard with your hands folded in front of you, head held high. You wish youād at least been told this was happening. If it wasnāt for Aegon you wouldn't have had the slightest idea.
The seal was popped open and the scroll unraveled by Otto and cleared his voice before he spoke.
āAs Viserys Targaryen, King of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First men, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm.
It is with much honor to the Targaryen name,
My Cousin, Y/N of Volantis, daughter of Princess Saera Targaryen, is declared Princess Y/N Targaryen of House Targaryen.
From this day until your last.ā
An applause echoed throughout the room, no doubt one done out of obligation. A smile decorated on your face hiding your anxieties and swirling thoughts.
āKing Viserys and House Targaryen have my love and appreciation for allowing me into their walls. My mother is extremely pleased with this outcome.ā You make a curtsey before the throne. Otto nods and gestures for you to return to where you stood previously next to Aemond.
You thought such a thing would be longer but it makes sense. Bastard legitimization isnāt something that is celebrated as a great thing like Weddings or Name Days. You stand next to Aemond for the next few proceedings until Alicent has Aemond to lean over to her and whisper something in his ear.
āāāāā
Youāre linked by the arm with Aemond as he walks you through the palace gardens. You assume this is what Alicent whispered to Aemond about. As your protector, Vaegon is nearby but you try to ignore him.
There is still a tension between you and Aemond that has persisted for the past 24 hours. You are unsure if it is just his nature or if itās due to other obvious factors. Legitimization doesnāt change the social problems with being a bastard in Westeros. You didnāt expect it to, but youāre nothing if not ambitious.
āDo you take many walks through the gardens or am I special?ā You laugh to break the silence.
āI prefer to walk in the gardens at night. For Privacy and itās better at night.ā Aemond doesnāt attempt to make eye contact, preferring to look forward.
āI would take similar walks myself in the courtyards in the Black Walls.ā Aemond looks to the side ever so slightly with confusion. āOh, Right. The Black Walls is this gigantic oval of walls that contains all kinds of things. Palaces, Courtyards, Temples and more. I think Iāll start missing it sometime soon.ā Rambling and reminiscing makes you feel better.
Aemond seems to actually take interest, making full eye contact. āI believe I read about the Black Wall before. Only people who can trace their ancestry to Valyria are allowed in, correct?ā He talks in a tone you havenāt heard yet, heās being genuine.
A smile paints your face āYou are well read. My father has property in those walls and my mother needs help in her older age so I would split my time between the two.ā Hopefully you can visit soon, but realistically it wouldnāt happen for another year or more.
āYour father? No one seems to know anything about your father except that he has quite a bit of money.ā
āMaybe Iāll tell you someday if I really like you. I might even want to take you to Volantis someday.ā You tease him, holding onto him a little more snugly.
Aemond likes this banter showing you a small smile for the first time. Though, this doesnāt last long when you see a flicker behind his eyes and he pulls back emotionally and physically.
āForgive me for cutting our walk short. I have lost track of time and I must head to the dragon pit.ā He says with the same tone as he had with anything before this conversation. You swallow hard and attempt to say anything.
Aemond puts his gloved hand on your cheek and kisses the other. āI hope to see you at dinner.ā
āI hope the same.ā
Aemond takes his leave and all you do is watch him walk away. You bring your fingertips to your cheek and trace the area he kissed you on, your face drops with a sad expression.
āHe remembered what you are, Sister. He wonāt forget.ā With Aemond gone, Vaegon is more comfortable getting closer to you. You hate that he is right. You canāt let him of all people be right.
Itās only been a day and you're chipping at Aemond faster than you thought. It feels like heās chipping at you at the same time.
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Crimson Petals in the Night ( Giyuu x Blood Hashira F! Reader)
a/n: So sorry this took forever to post ā¦.. College started for me & itās draining meā¦. work as well even more. Iāll update soon!! thank you!! BTW this story will be SLOWBURN so thatās why itās slow progress bc iām building story and such. But DW iāll make progress very fast bc who doesnāt just wanna make out w giyuu š«
warnings: drunks flirting with youā¦
w/c: 15.8k
Chapter 1:
The night was thick with tension, the forest alive with the quiet rustling of leaves and the occasional distant cry of a night bird. The moon hung high, its cold light casting long, shifting shadows across the ground as the slayer moved through the dense underbrush. Her movements were swift, almost a blur, as her nichirin blade sliced through the air with the practiced ease of someone who had faced countless battles. Each step was calculated, each breath measured, as she confronted the demons that lurked in the darkness.
The first demon lunged at her, its grotesque form barely discernible in the dim light. With a sharp, fluid motion, the young slayer sidestepped its attack, her blade flashing as it cleaved through the demonās neck.
The creature barely had time to react before its body disintegrated into ash, carried away by the night breeze. Before she could catch her breath, another demon sprang from the shadows, its claws reaching for her with deadly intent. Meeting it head-on, her blade a blur as she dispatched it with a single, decisive strike.
As the last of the demons fell, the slayer exhaled slowly, the adrenaline of the fight still coursing through her veins. She flicked her wrist, sending the ashing blood on her blade splattering onto the ground. Her kimono, once a pristine black adorned with delicate rose patterns, was now torn and slightly stained, the elegant fabric marred by the brutality of the battle. Sighing softly, her gaze lingering on the ruined garment. The young lady had been keen on taking good care and keep it in perfect condition. Even while tending to the discovered garden earlier that day, she made sure her monomi was clean and undisturbed. But now, all that effort seemed wasted.
As she sheathed her sword, a faint rustling caught her attention. Turning toward the sound, she saw a fellow Demon Slayer emerging from the trees, his face pale and etched with a mixture of relief and awe. His eyes widened as he took in the sight of the fallen demons, clearly overwhelmed by what he had just witnessed. "Thank you," he managed to say, his voice shaky with emotion. "You saved my lifeā¦ I was outnumbered, and I didnāt think Iād make it."
The young slayer offered him a smile, her expression softening as she regarded him. "Iām just glad I was able to get here in time," she replied, her tone calm and reassuring. "I happened to be passing by when I received a call from a crow to assist. Iām currently not in dutyāhence why Iām out of uniform. Still, Iām very glad you asked for assistance.ā
The young Slayerās gaze flickered to her kimono, his eyes widening slightly as he noticed that she wasnāt wearing the standard uniform. "I didnāt realize you were a Slayer at first," he admitted, a hint of embarrassment coloring his tone. "You werenāt in uniform, and Iā¦"
"Itās understandable," Y/N said, waving off his concerns with a small gesture. "Appearances can be deceiving. But the important thing is that weāre safe. Are you alright? No injuries correct?ā
He shook his head quickly, his expression one of gratitude. "Iām fine, thanks to you. I donāt know what would have happened if you hadnāt shown up when you did.ā
"Iām glad to hear that," she replied. "Itās what we do, after allāprotect each other."
As the young Slayer nodded in agreement, motioned his goodbyes, and turned to leave, the slayer bent down to retrieve her gardening tools. She took a glance at her attire once more, a pang of regret tugging at her heart. The Wisteria Estate where she was staying for the time being, one of the many meant for slayers to rest in and settle temporarily, was miles away, that is the the one that was she more accustomed in staying as as well as had her minor belongings in. She could only imagine the strange looks she might receive as she traveled back with her garment in such disrepair. At least her face and rest of her features had remained untouched, not a scratch marring her appearance despite the ferocity of the battle.
Suddenly, flutter of wings drew her gaze upward. A black crow swooped down, its beady eyes glinting in the moonlight. It circled above her head before landing on a nearby branch. āY/N!ā it cawed. āYou are to be summoned by Master. Report to the Masterās mansion immediately.ā
Her head slightly tilted in question. The Masterās mansion? The young lady had never been called to see the Master, let alone even gotten a glimpse of the well respected leader.
The Master was a figure shrouded in mystery, known only through whispers and the crowsā messages. Only hearing stories of his wisdom and kindness, but also of his enigmatic presence.
Sheathing her blade, she set off with the crow as her guide, her mind racing with possibilities. The journey was quite long, but her curiosity propelled she forward.
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As dawn approached, she finally reached the gates of the Masterās estate. The sprawling grounds were bathed in the soft, golden light of morning, the air filled with the sweet scent of blooming wisteria.
A pair of attendants greeted her at the entrance, leading the young slayer through the winding paths and serene gardens. She marveled at the beauty around her, the tranquility a stark contrast to the bloodshed and chaos she had left behind. Eventually, they arrived at a grand hall, its doors intricately carved with symbols of protection and strength.
The doors creaked open, and the girl stepped inside, her breath catching in her throat. The hall was vast, with high ceilings and walls adorned with ancient scrolls and paintings. At the far end, seated on a comfortable futon platform, was the Master himself. His presence was commanding yet gentle, his eyes closed as he listened to the soft murmur of the attendants.
āY/N,ā his voice was soft yet resonant, carrying across the hall like a melody. āWelcome.ā
Y/N approached, her footsteps echoing in the silence. Knelling before the Master, bowing her head in respect. āMaster,ā she said, her voice steady despite the nervous fluttering in her chest.
The master sat quietly for a moment, his serene presence filling the room. Y/N stood before him, her heart pounding in anticipation and curiosity. The walls of the room seemed to close in, making the space feel more intimate, almost sacred.
"I don't believe we've had the pleasure of meeting before," the master began, his voice calm and gentle. "But I have certainly noticed your efforts as a slayer."
The slayer bowed her head in respect. "It is an honor to meet you, Master."
The master smiled, a glint of pride in his eyes. "You have shown remarkable strength and dedication in your missions. Your unique abilities have not gone unnoticed."
The slayer felt a warmth spread through her chest at his words, but a question hung in the air, unspoken but palpable.
"Do you know why you are here today?" the master asked, his tone turning more inquisitive.
Y/N blinked, her mind racing to find an answer. She had been summoned without explanation, and her thoughts had been a whirlwind of possibilities since then. Finally, she shook her head, her confusion evident. "No, Master, I do not."
The master nodded, seemingly expecting her response. "Today, I am honored to officially recognize you as a Hashira. You have slayed more demons than the expected amount as ranked Hashira. Your unique abilities and unwavering spirit have earned you this title. You have done well.ā
The young womanās heart swelled with pride and joy at his words, but also with confusion. āMaster,ā she began hesitantly, āI am honored, but I am also surprised. I never expected to be promoted to Hashira so soon. Why me?ā
The Masterās smile deepened, his eyes reflecting a calm assurance. āYour shock is understandable, Y/N, but your title is well-deserved. You have consistently shown extraordinary strength and skill, exceeding the kills of many demons. You have proven yourself fit and strong enough to face even the Twelve Kizuki in the future.ā
The slayerās eyes widened at his words, but the Master continued. āMoreover, I have noticed something remarkable about your missions. Whenever you lead a group of slayers, there are always little to no major injuries among them. They return safe, largely thanks to your presence and leadership.ā
A wave of realization washed over the demon slayer as the Masterās words sank in. She had always strived to protect her fellow comrades, but hearing it acknowledged so clearly was both humbling and empowering.
The Master gestured to an attendant, who stepped forward with folded fabrics. āThis is your new uniform, a symbol of your rank and your duty,ā he said. āYou are now the Blood Hashira, the first of your kind.ā
The Blood Breathing user accepted the bundle, its fabric rich and adorned with the writing stating āBlood Hashira.ā She could feel the weight of her new responsibilities settling on her shoulders, but also the thrill of recognition and purpose.
āThe path of a Hashira is fraught with danger and challenges,ā the Master continued. āBut it is also a path of great honor and reward. You will have access to the best resources, training, and support we can offer. Your strength will inspire and protect those who cannot protect themselves.ā
The girl, now a Hashira, looked up at the Master, her eyes shining with determination. āI understand, Master. I will do everything in my power to uphold this honor and fulfill my duties.ā
The Master nodded, his eyes full of pride and warmth. āI have no doubt that you will. Remember, Y/N, your strength lies not just in your abilities, but in your heart. You are a beacon of hope for us all.ā
Feeling the swell of emotion at his words, her resolve hardened. She was ready to embrace her new role, to fight with everything she had to protect humanity from the demons that threatened it.
As the Master finished speaking, he paused, a thoughtful look crossing his face. "Y/N, are you familiar with the rest of the Hashira?ā he questioned.
The young lady paused for a moment, striving to recall if she had ever personal meet any of them. She had heard multiple rumors that certain element breathing Hashiraās were indeed intimating, some would even belittling and harassing the other lower ranking slayers due to their superiority. Even so, she had never bothered to memorize their names or be intrigued in any rumors or saying going around regarding them. Focusing more on training and completing missions, abolishing demons. āNo Master. I have yet to ever come face to face with any of them.ā
He nodded, the sunlight filtering through the delicate cherry blossom trees casting a dappled pattern across his face. "Take some time to wander the grounds and enjoy the peace. The other Hashira will seek you out. I am sure they are eager to meet you.ā
With a final bow, you bowed respectfully and left the wing, beginning to explore the mansionās grounds. The beauty of the place was almost overwhelming, each step revealing another stunning viewāa lush bamboo grove swaying gently in the breeze, a bridge arching gracefully over a sparkling pond, and a small pavilion where the Master often sat in quiet contemplation. The tranquil surroundings put you at ease, calming the remnants of the tension you carried from your previous battles.
Here, in this sanctuary, it was easy to forget the horrors that awaited outside the mansionās walls.
As she wandered and admired the beauty of the Masterās Estate, she heard footsteps approaching, and you turned to see a group of individuals making their way towards her.
The first to come the closest to her was a tall man with a fiery mane of red and yellow hair, his presence as warm and vibrant as the sun. The manās eyes were filled with a boundless energy, his smile as bright as his flame-colored haori. "Ah, you must be the Blood Hashira!" he greeted you with a booming voice that matched his powerful aura. "Iām Kyojuro Rengoku, the Flame Hashira. Itās a pleasure to meet you!"
His enthusiasm was infectious, and the girl couldnāt help but return his smile. There was something comforting about his presence, as if his very being radiated a sense of protection and warmth.
Before the Blood Breathing user could respond, another figure from the group greeted you āa striking man adorned with an array of flashy accessories, from his headband to the multiple earrings that caught the light. His long, silver hair shimmered like the surface of a moonlit river. "Tengen Uzui here, Sound Hashira. The Blood Hashira, huh? Sounds flashy! I like it!" His grin was wide and confident, a man who clearly took pride in his appearance and power. Tengenās boldness was both intriguing and slightly overwhelming, his loud personality a stark contrast to the peaceful surroundings. Yet, there was a charm to his audacity, a confidence that seemed unshakable.
Another slightly shorter man than the first two came forward, his expression hard and unyielding. His sharp eyes, framed by a wild mess of white hair, assessed you with a mix of skepticism and curiosity. "Sanemi Shinazugawa," he introduced himself brusquely. "Letās hope youāre as strong as they say." His voice was edged with challenge, and the slayer could feel the weight of his expectations pressing down on her. She met his gaze steadily, understanding that respect from him would have to be earned.
Next one to free you was a small, graceful woman with a deceptively gentle smile. She moved with the lightness of a butterfly, her presence delicate yet undeniably sharp. "Shinobu Kocho, Insect Hashira. Welcome to our ranks. I look forward to working with you." Her voice was sweet, almost musical, but there was a dangerous glint in her eyes that spoke of lethal skill hidden behind her soft exterior. Her beauty was astonishing as well, the new promoted Hashira admiring her looks.
Finally, a towering figure approached, his massive frame almost dwarfing the peaceful surroundings, greeted you with a calm, deep voice that resonated through the garden. "Gyomei Himejima," he said, his hands clasped in a prayer-like gesture. "May your path be blessed with strength and courage." His presence was like that of a mountaināunmovable, steady, and profoundly comforting.
As each Hashira introduced themselves, you couldnāt shake the feeling of familiarity when the last one stepped forward and remained silent. His presence was quieter than the others, but no less commanding.
Then, she realized.
It was himāthe swordsman from the garden that night, the one who had sternly told her to leave. His intense blue eyes locked onto hers, and she could see the recognition flicker across his face. He gave her a brief gaze, his expression unreadable.
He didnāt introduce himself, just like that night. Instead, he turned and walked away, his patterned haori fluttering lightly in the breeze, leaving you with a sense of unresolved curiosity. Why hadnāt he spoken? Why did he remain so distant?
Before the girl could ponder further, Master Ubuyashikiās voice interrupted her thoughts. "Now that youāve met your fellow Hashira, I will dismiss you all. I have no doubt that you will grow to rely on each other in the battles to come."
The Hashira began to disperse, leaving her standing alone in the tranquil garden, her thoughts lingering on the mysterious swordsman from last night and that piercing gaze. There was something about him that intrigued her, something that made herwant to understand him better. But for now, she pushed those thoughts aside, focusing instead on the journey that lies ahead. She was the Blood Hashira now, and she would prove yourself worthy of the title.
The sunlight slightly gleamed upon the Earth, creating a small warmth wave across the surface as Y/N stepped through the threshold of the Master's mansion, the echoes of her soft footsteps lost in the vastness of the surrounding garden. Moonlight filtered through the trees, casting silver light upon her path. The tranquility was almost unsettling after the intensity of her recent induction as a Hashira. As she neared the stone steps leading to the courtyard, a gentle voice called out from behind.
"Lady Y/N," the voice was soft, almost hesitant. She turned to see one of the Master's attendants, a young woman with kind eyes and a graceful demeanor. Beside her stood a girl, delicate and serene, a complete replica of the older woman she was beside, excluding the shorter hair.
"Is something the matter?" The departing lady asked, her voice equally gentle, though laced with a hint of confusion.
The attendant stepped forward, her hands clasped respectfully in front of her. "Forgive me for intruding, Lady Y/N, but before you depart, we must collect your blade."
Y/Nās brow furrowed, her hand instinctively brushing the hilt of her sword, a weapon that had become almost an extension of her own being. "My blade?" she repeated, perplexed.
The attendant smiled, understanding her confusion. "Yes, every Hashira is gifted a new sword upon their ascension. It is tradition. The Master wishes to ensure that your weapon is of the highest quality, forged anew with the finest ore. The words 'Destroyer of Demons' will be engraved upon it by the most skilled swordsmiths in the land."
The Blood Hashira hesitated for a moment, her grip on her sword tightening before she slowly began to unfasten it from her side. She handed the blade over, the attendant accepting it with a deep bow of respect. "It will be returned to you soon, stronger and more refined," the attendant assured her.
"Thank you," she said softly, though her mind still lingered on the idea of parting with a sword that had seen so many battles at her side, her greatest weapon of protection. But as she released it, a sense of new beginnings washed over her, a subtle thrill of anticipation for her new upgrade.
The shorter attendee, silent until now, stepped forward, her delicate hands holding a small, ornate box. She opened it to reveal a finely crafted red bow, which she offered to Y/N. "For your crow," the girl said, her voice almost musical. "The messenger has already been sent to fetch your belongings. You will be escorted to your new estate with guidance from your crow. Itās your right as a Hashira to have a place of your own, filled with clothing and furnishings befitting your station."
The girl blinked, absorbing the unexpected news. "An estate?" she repeated, her tone marked with surprise.
The attendant nodded, smiling warmly. "Indeed. It is situated in a secluded area, surrounded by nature, where you can find peace and solace when you are not on duty. Your crow will guide you there."
As if on cue, a sharp caw echoed through the night, and the young slayer turned to see a dark silhouette perched on a nearby branch. The crow's feathers were sleek, gleaming like obsidian under the moonlight.
A wave of familiarity washed over Y/N at the sight of her crow. It had been some time since she had seen it, having been off duty and receiving her orders from other crows in the interim. The bird had been her companion through countless missions, its sarcastic wit a constant in the chaos of her life. Now, seeing it again after what felt like an eternity, a small smile tugged at the corners of her lips.
"Finally done with all the formalities?" the crow croaked, its voice dripping with sarcasm. "I was beginning to think you'd forgotten about me."
Y/N chuckled softly, the sound light in the warm noon air. "It's been a while, hasn't it? Did you miss me?ā
The crow fluffed its feathers, clearly put out by the suggestion. "Missed you? Hardly. Iāve simply been bored out of my mind with these other assignments. But at least now things might get interesting again."
The young girl shook her head, still smiling as she took the box from the Master's daughter and carefully tied the bow around the birdās neck. "You havenāt changed a bit," she remarked, her tone affectionate despite the crowās sharp words.
The crow puffed out its chest, clearly pleased with its new accessory. "Someone has to keep you on schedule. Now, are you ready to see this grand estate of yours, or would you prefer to wander the forest all night?"
"Lead the way," she replied, her voice laced with amusement as she followed the crow, the faintest breeze carrying the scent of jasmine and pine.
The crow flew ahead, its dark wings slicing through the bright air of the early day beginning , leading the young slayer along a narrow path illuminated by the soft glow of sunlight peaking over. The landscape around them was serene, untouched by the chaos she had so often encountered on her travels. Tall trees, their leaves shimmering like gold in the sun gaze, lined the path, creating a lightning gloom that blended gently in the breeze of the forest. The scent of pine and earth was rich, grounding her as she walked, her steps quiet and deliberate.
Y/Nās thoughts drifted back to the words of the attendant. āIt will be your responsibility to watch over and guard the surrounding area and villages nearby from your estate, from any demons, every night or whenever youāre around.ā The weight of those words settled on her shoulders, a familiar burden, yet now there was a permanence to it. This placeāthis estateāwould be her new base, her stronghold against the darkness that threatened the innocent lives she had sworn to protect.
The path began to widen, and the young lady noticed subtle changes in the surroundings. The trees, though still wild and ancient, seemed more deliberately spaced, their trunks standing as silent sentinels guiding her way. She could make out the faintest glimmers of lantern in the distance, warm light spilling across the ground, beckoning her forward.
When she finally reached the estate, she paused, her breath catching in her throat. The structure before her was breathtakingāa sprawling mansion that seemed to emerge from the very heart of the forest, its wooden beams and tiled roof blending harmoniously with the nature surrounding it. The architecture was elegant, every line and curve a testament to the craftsmanship that had gone into its construction.
A large yard spread out before the mansion, meticulously maintained with stone pathways winding through lush gardens. Cherry blossom trees, their petals pale against the night sky, dotted the landscape, their branches swaying gently in the breeze. A koi pond reflected the moonlight, the water calm and clear, the fish gliding silently beneath the surface. It was a place of peace, a haven from the world beyond its gates.
But as Y/N took it all in, a sense of unease crept over her. This estate was beautifulātoo beautiful, too grand for someone like her. It was almost overwhelming, a stark contrast to the life she had known. She had grown up in an orphanage, sharing a single room with many others, where space and belongings were scarce. The only constants in her life had been the camaraderie of the other children and the bare necessities.
Now, she was faced with an estate that could house a dozen families, each room likely larger than the entire orphanage she had once called home.
"This isā¦ a lot," she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper as she stepped into the yard. The crow, perched on a low branch nearby, tilted its head, regarding her with a knowing look.
"Overwhelmed, are we?" it cawed, its tone a mix of amusement and something almost sympathetic. "Not exactly what youāre used to, is it?"
Y/N shook her head, still trying to process the sheer scale of it all. "No, itās not. Itāsā¦ too much, really."
The crow fluttered down from the branch and landed on a stone lantern, its sharp eyes watching her closely. "Youāve earned this, you know. This isnāt just a reward; itās a necessity. A Hashira needs a place to retreat, to recover. You canāt protect anyone if you donāt take care of yourself first."
The young woman sighed softly, the truth in the crowās words settling in her heart. It was trueāshe needed a place to rest, to gather her strength between battles. But still, the grandeur of it all made her feel out of place, as if she were an intruder in a life that wasnāt her own.
Slowly, she walked up the steps to the mansionās entrance, the wooden doors large and imposing, yet beautifully carved with intricate designs. She pushed them open, and the inside revealed itself as just as elegant as the exterior. The main hall was vast, with high ceilings and polished wooden floors that gleamed in the lantern light. Tatami mats lined the floor, and sliding doors led to other rooms, each one a mystery waiting to be explored.
Despite the overwhelming luxury, there was a quietness to the space, a sense of solitude that spoke to her. Perhaps, with time, she could come to call this place home. Perhaps, in these halls and gardens, she could find a sense of belonging she had never known before.
As she stood there, taking in the mansion that was now hers, the crow flapped its wings and settled on her shoulder, its familiar weight a comfort. "Donāt let it overwhelm you," it murmured, its voice softer now, almost gentle. "This is just the beginning. Youāll grow into it. After all, a Hashiraās life is always one of adaptation."
The young lady nodded, a quiet determination forming within her. This estate, this responsibilityāshe would embrace it, not because it was expected of her, but because it was her path.
~
Time had a strange way of slipping through the young ladyās fingers in the weeks following her induction as a Hashira. The days blended together, marked by rigorous training, daily missions, and constant patrols. Yet, despite the relentless pace, she found herself slowly adapting to this new lifeāone of solitude and silent determination, a life that required her to be both warrior and guardian.
A week after her arrival at the estate, she stood in the main hall, waiting as the sun dipped low in the sky, casting the room in shades of amber and gold. Her mind was a whirl of thoughts, processing the challenges she had just faced in her first missions as a Hashira. The demons she encountered were far more formidable than those she had faced as a regular slayer, their cunning and strength a stark reminder of the power she now had to wield. But despite the major increase in difficulty, every mission had ended in success, her blade cutting through the darkness with precision and determination.
As she reflected on these battles, the large wooden doors of the mansion creaked open, and a figure stepped inside, his presence almost overshadowed by the massive bundle he carried on his back. He was a broad-shouldered man with graying hair tied back in a messy knot, his hands calloused from years of working with metal. His clothes were simple, but the weight of experience hung about him like an invisible cloak.
āLady L/N,ā he greeted with a deep bow, setting down the bundle with care. āIt is an honor to meet you again. My name is Kurogane, and Iāve come to deliver your new blade.ā
The young lady approached, her gaze flickering to the wrapped sword he laid before her. She had grown accustomed to the weight of her previous blade, but there was an undeniable excitement in receiving something newly forged, something that would become an extension of herself in battle.
āMr. Kurogane,ā She acknowledged with a respectful nod, her eyes tracing the outlines of the package, eager to see the weapon that had been crafted for her.
Kurogane unwrapped the sword with reverence, revealing a gleaming blade of deep crimson, the metal polished to a mirror-like sheen. The hilt was intricately designed, wrapped in black and deep red fabric that provided a firm grip. Along the flat of the blade, the words āDestroyer of Demonsā were engraved with precise care, the characters catching the light in a way that made them almost glow.
āThis sword is forged from the finest ore, selected specifically for you,ā Kurogane explained as Y/N gently took the sword into her hands, feeling the perfect balance, the way it felt like it was meant for her and her alone. āItās lighter, sharper, and more durable than your previous blade. The engraving was done by a master craftsmanāit will serve you well in your duty as a Hashira.ā
The slayer turned the sword in her hands, testing its weight, feeling the way it cut through the air with effortless grace. It was indeed a work of art, but more than that, it was a tool, a weapon she would rely on to protect those who could not protect themselves.
āItās perfect,ā she said softly, her voice tinged with awe. āThank you, Mr. Kurogane.ā
Kurogane gave a small, satisfied smile. āIām glad it pleases you, Lady L/N. Remember, this blade will serve you well, but it will also require care. Should you ever need adjustments, or if the sword is damaged in battle, do not hesitate to contact me. Iāll come at once to ensure it remains in perfect condition.ā
Y/N nodded, appreciating the craftsmanās dedication. āI will. Your work is remarkableāIām honored to wield this blade.ā
With another deep bow, Kurogane took his leave, the doors of the mansion closing behind him with a soft thud, leaving Y/N alone with her new sword. She stood there for a moment longer, simply holding the blade, letting its weight settle into her hands, before she sheathed it and attached it to her side. The sword was hers now, and it felt as if a piece of her had finally fallen into place.
As the days passed, Y/N fell into a routine, though āroutineā was a generous word for the life of a Hashira. Every morning began with rigorous training in the mansionās extensive grounds. The estate was vast, almost too vast for her alone, but she made use of every part of it. The training grounds, with their open space and various terrains, allowed her to push herself further than she ever had before, perfecting her techniques, strengthening her body, and honing her mind.
Missions came frequently, each one more challenging than the last. She faced demons of all kindsācunning, powerful, and relentless. Yet, despite the growing difficulty, she met each challenge head-on, her new blade slicing through the darkness with deadly precision. The demons she fought were more vicious, their abilities more refined, but they still fell before her, one by one. However, she had yet to encounter an Upper Rank demon, and that fact both relieved and unsettled her. The anticipation of such a battle lingered in her mind, but for now, she was content to focus on the tasks at hand.
In the evenings, after the sun had set and the world had quieted, Y/N would return to the estate, the exhaustion of the dayās battles weighing on her limbs. She had grown accustomed to the mansion, its grandeur no longer as overwhelming as it once had been. The hot springs and baths became a sanctuary, the warmth soothing her tired muscles and allowing her a rare moment of peace. The estateās resources were plentifulāalmost too plentifulābut she found comfort in the quiet luxury, in the moments when she could simply be, without the weight of her duties pressing down on her.
The mansionās gardens, too, became a place of solace. She often found herself wandering the stone pathways at night, the cherry blossoms glowing softly under the moonlight, their petals a gentle reminder of the beauty that still existed in the world despite the darkness she fought against. The koi pond, with its calm waters, offered her a moment of reflection, the fish moving silently beneath the surface, their movements soothing in their simplicity.
However, the abandoned sanctuary from before lingered in her mind. She hadnāt had time recently to go assist the forgotten garden. Mentally noting to pass by next time sheās out on a mission, no matter how exhausted she may be.
Now, it was the training grounds where she spent most of her time, pushing herself to the limit, testing the boundaries of her new blade, and preparing for whatever battles lay ahead. The vastness of the estate no longer felt overwhelmingāit felt like a challenge, a place where she could grow stronger, where she could become the skilled slayer she needed to be.
The crow, always by her side, watched over her with a sarcastic but unwavering loyalty, its sharp comments a constant companion in her solitude. āYouāre getting used to this place, arenāt you?ā it would caw, perched on a branch as she trained.
Y/N would merely smile, wiping the sweat from her brow. āPerhaps. Itās starting to feelā¦ like mine.ā
The crow would fluff its feathers, its tone as dry as ever. āGood. Because youāre stuck with it. Might as well make the best of it.ā
And so she did. Each day brought new challenges, new demons to slay, new victories to be won. The estate, once overwhelming in its grandeur, became a part of her, a place where she could find strength and peace in equal measure.
In just a month, she had begun to truly understand what it meant to be a Hashira. It wasnāt just about the battles or the demonsāit was about the responsibility, the constant vigilance, the never-ending drive to protect and serve. It was a life of solitude, but it was also one of purpose. And in the quiet moments, when she stood in the gardens or soaked in the hot springs, she found that she was not just survivingāshe was thriving, embracing the life that had been laid before her.
Weeks had passed since Y/N had fully settled into her new role as a Hashira, her life marked by a steady rhythm of missions, training, and solitude. Her daily routine became almost second natureāa ritual of honing her skills, perfecting her techniques, and ensuring that she was always prepared for whatever new threat might arise.
Yet, as she sharpened her blade one quiet morning, her routine was abruptly interrupted by the sudden arrival of her messenger crow.
It swooped into the courtyard, cawing loudly as it landed on the stone ledge near her, the red bow around its neck fluttering in the breeze. āLady Y/N, youāre summoned to the Masterās mansion. Urgently.ā
She paused, her hand stilling on the blade. It was unusual to be called to the Masterās mansion so suddenly, and the crowās tone carried an unspoken urgency. She sheathed her sword, her mind already shifting from the quiet of her estate to the unknown reason behind the summons.
āVery well,ā she replied, her voice calm despite the stirring of curiosity in her chest. She wiped her hands clean and adjusted her uniform before following the crow, who led the way with a sharp caw, its wings beating steadily against the early morning air.
As they made their way through the forested path, she allowed herself a moment to take in the surroundingsāthe familiar trees, the scent of damp earth, and the distant sounds of life in the village below. She recalled the attendantās words from her first day, reminding her of her responsibility to watch over these lands. The weight of that duty settled over her like a cloak, but it was one she had grown accustomed to wearing.
Before long, the Masterās mansion came into view, its presence as imposing as ever. The ancient structure stood tall and serene, a beacon of guidance and leadership for the Demon Slayer Corps. Y/N approached the entrance, where several attendants awaited her arrival, their faces a mixture of solemnity and respect.
āLady L/N, welcome,ā one of them greeted, bowing deeply. āThe Master is expecting you. Please follow us.ā
Without a word, the young lady nodded and followed the attendants through the winding halls of the mansion. The atmosphere inside was calm, almost ethereal, with the soft rustle of robes and the distant murmur of wind chimes filling the air. The serenity of the place was a stark contrast to the constant chaos and danger that defined her life outside these walls.
Finally, they arrived at a set of sliding doors, which one of the attendants gently pushed open. Inside, the room was bathed in soft light, the shoji screens filtering the sunlight into gentle hues of gold. The Master sat in his usual spot, his presence as calming as ever, radiating an aura of quiet authority. His attendants flanked him, their expressions unreadable but attentive.
But it wasnāt the Master who immediately caught Y/Nās attentionāit was the figure seated before him, on the opposite side of the room. The same mysterious man who had not introduced himself to her all those weeks ago in the garden, his presence now as imposing as it had been then. He sat with a composed demeanor, his hands resting on his knees, his eyes fixed ahead.
As she entered, the Masterās gentle voice filled the room, drawing her attention back to him. āL/N, thank you for coming on such short notice,ā he began, his tone warm and inviting. āThere is someone I would like you to meet formally.ā
The young slayer approached and bowed deeply, her eyes flicking momentarily to the man seated before her before returning to the Master. āOf course, Master. It is an honor to be here.ā
The Masterās kind smile deepened. āThis is Giyuu Tomioka, the Water Hashira. He was present during your first visit, though Iām not sure you both did had the opportunity to be introduced properly. Tomioka, this is L/N, our newly appointed Blood Hashira. I have summoned you both today because there is a matter of great importance that requires your combined strength and skills.ā
Y/Nās gaze shifted to Giyuu once more, this time with a newfound respect. She had heard of the Water Hashira the past month, his reputation as a formidable and stoic warrior preceding him. The memory of their brief encounter in the garden returned to her, the way he had been so stern, so seemingly unapproachable. Now, as they stood in the same room, she realized that this mission would be her first opportunity to truly work alongside another Hashira.
Giyuu inclined his head slightly in acknowledgment, his expression as unreadable as ever. āItās a pleasure to meet you, Lady Y/N,ā he said, his voice low and even, betraying none of the thoughts that might be running through his mind.
She returned the gesture, her own voice steady. āLikewise, Mr. Tomioka .ā
The Masterās voice gently interrupted their exchange. āI am confident that you two will work well together,ā he said, his tone imbued with the wisdom of someone who had seen many partnerships forged and tested. āThe mission Iām about to assign to you is of great importance.ā
The Masterās voice, gentle yet filled with the gravity of the situation, broke the silence. āThere is a demon terrorizing a village far to the west,ā he began, his tone steady but serious.
āThis is not just any villageāit is a heavily populated area, teeming with innocent lives. However, itās also under the watchful eyes of government police who do not acknowledge the existence of the Demon Slayer Corps. Should they see you in your uniforms, it could cause significant trouble, both for you and for our mission. It would also alert the demon to your presence, giving it the opportunity to flee or prepare an ambush.ā
She felt the weight of the Masterās words sink in. A mission in a populated area, under the scrutiny of the authorities, would require not just strength but careful strategy and discretion.
āThe demon itself is exceptionally dangerous,ā the Master continued, his expression growing darker. āIt has been causing widespread destruction, reducing entire buildings to rubble with an explosive demon art. This, coupled with its relentless killing of innocent people, has spread fear throughout the region. The demon has proven elusive, using the chaos it creates to cover its tracks. Your task will be to locate and eliminate this demon without drawing attention to yourselves or the Corps. It is imperative that you succeed, as well as keep the injured and casualties as little as possible.ā
As he spoke, the girl could feel the enormity of the mission pressing down on her shoulders. This was no ordinary demon, and the risks involved were far greater than any she had faced before. Yet, alongside the weight of responsibility, there was also a fierce determination growing within herāan unwavering resolve to protect those who could not protect themselves.
āWe will not fail, Master,ā Y/N vowed, her voice steady despite the tumult of emotions within her. āWe will bring this demon to justice and ensure the safety of the city and its citizens.ā
Giyuu nodded, his expression solemn but resolute. āWeāll handle it.ā
The Masterās expression softened, a small smile playing on his lips. āI have no doubt that you will succeed. May you both return safely, and may your blades bring an end to the darkness that threatens our world.ā
With that, the meeting was concluded, the Masterās attendants bowing as Y/N and Giyuu exited the room together. The weight of the mission hung between them, a shared responsibility that would bind them in the days to come.
As they walked through the halls of the mansion, Y/N felt the presence of Giyuu beside her, a silent but undeniable force. She had heard here and there of his strength but more so of his cold demeanor in battle, but there was more to him than the rumors suggestedāan undercurrent of resolve and perhaps, a shared understanding of the burden they both carried as slayers.
When they reached the mansionās entrance, Y/N paused, turning to Giyuu. āThis is my first major mission as a Hashira,ā she admitted, her voice steady but tinged with the honesty that she rarely allowed herself. āI wonāt let you down.ā
Giyuu regarded her for a moment, his expression inscrutable, before he nodded. āWeāll do this together,ā he replied, his tone firm, if not entirely cold. āNo one fights alone.ā
Y/N nodded in agreement, her resolve hardening. Together, they would face whatever awaited them in the faraway village. Together, they would bring an end to the terror that had gripped it. And together, they would prove that the Hashira, despite their solitary nature, were united in their mission to protect the world from the darkness that threatened to consume it.
As they departed the Masterās mansion, Y/N couldnāt help but feel that this mission was the beginning of somethingāsomething that would test not just her strength, but her character, her resolve, and her ability to work alongside another Hashira.
~
The journey to the distant village was long, the landscape shifting from dense forests to rolling hills as they moved hurriedly through the night. Y/N beside Giyuu, the silence between them stretching on, broken only by the rustling of leaves and the distant calls of nocturnal creatures. Despite the quiet, her mind buzzed with thoughts, the weight of the mission ahead pressing on her, yet she couldnāt shake the curiosity she felt toward her companion.
The Water Hashira was an enigmaāstoic, silent, and seemingly detached from everything around him. Y/N had some rumors recently about his strength but mostly on his very cold demur from other low ranking slayers, but seeing him up close only deepened the mystery. After hours of silence, she decided to break the ice, hoping to make the journey lessā¦awkward.
āSo, Mr. Tomioka,ā she began, her voice light as she tried to coax him into conversation. āHave you been on many missions like this? Where we have to be extra cautious around human authorities?ā
Giyuuās gaze remained fixed ahead, his expression unchanging. āA few,ā he replied curtly, offering nothing more.
The young girl stifled a sigh but kept her tone friendly. āI see. This is my first mission where we have to stay so hidden. Itās a little unnerving, knowing we have to avoid being seen just as much as we need to avoid the demon.ā
āMmm,ā Giyuu responded, his tone indifferent as he maintained his pace, not bothering to add anything further.
Y/N felt a twinge of frustration at his lack of engagement, but she wasnāt ready to give up. After a moment of silence, she shot him a sidelong glance, her lips curling into a playful smile. āMr. Tomioka You know, Iāve been thinkingā¦ Everyone else introduced themselves to me when we met, but you didnāt. Itās almost like youāre trying to be so mysterious.ā
Giyuuās brow furrowed slightly, but he didnāt look at her. āI didnāt think it was necessary,ā he said, his voice still flat, though there was a hint of defensiveness.
āOh, really?ā She teased, her tone light and playful. āWell, I must say, I was a little offended. Here I was, meeting the rest of the Hashira for the first time, and one of them doesnāt even bother with introductions. I started to think you didnāt like me.ā
Giyuuās steps faltered ever so slightly, the only indication that her words had reached him. He remained silent for a moment, clearly not used to such teasing. āIt wasnāt personal,ā he finally muttered, his voice quiet.
Y/N chuckled softly, her smile widening at his response. āI know, Iām just teasing you Mr. Tomioka, but I suppose I can forgive you. After all, you did greatly warn me about the dangers of being out so late that one night in the forestā She continued on teasing, laughing slightly.
Giyuu didnāt respond to her jest, his expression unreadable, but the young lady noticed the slight relaxation in his posture. It wasnāt much, but it was somethingāa small crack in the stoic facade he wore so effortlessly.
As they continued, the night deepened, and they found a secluded spot in the forest to rest. Though they both preferred to travel under the cover of darkness, seeking out any demons along the way, they needed to conserve their energy for the battles that awaited them. The city was still far, and rushing in exhausted would do them no favors.
They set up a small camp, forgoing a fire to remain undetected. Y/N sat on a fallen log, her eyes scanning the dense trees around them. She knew demons were nearāthey always were in places like thisābut tonight had been strangely quiet.
Suddenly, a rustling in the bushes a few feet away caught her attention. She remarked and her hand instinctively flew for the hilt of her sword, but before she could act, Giyuu was already on his feet. In one fluid motion, he dashed forward, his blade cutting through the air with precision.
The demon barely had time to emerge before Giyuuās sword sliced through it, reducing it to a heap of ashes in mere seconds. The movement was so swift, so seamless, that Y/N found herself staring in awe. He hadnāt even used his rumored Water Breathing techniqueājust pure skill and raw power.
āImpressive,ā The young slayer commented, her voice laced with genuine admiration as Giyuu sheathed his sword.
Giyuu glanced at her, his expression still unreadable. āThere is need to draw attention with breathing techniques right now,ā he said simply, noting the feat as nothing out of the ordinary.
Y/N nodded, still marveling at how effortlessly he had dispatched the demon. She had yet to use her own Blood Breathing since their journey began, relying instead on her swordsmanship and instinct. It wasnāt out of necessity, but rather a shared understanding between them that using their breathing techniques would signal their presence to any lurking demonsāor worse, alert any other nearby authorities they were trying to avoid.
As the night wore on, they encountered a few more demons, each more persistent than the last. Y/N held her own, dispatching them with calculated strikes and maintaining her composure even when they attacked in pairs. Giyuu, meanwhile, remained a force to be reckoned with, his every move precise and controlled.
It wasnāt long before they continued their journey, the distant lights of the nearby villages still far ahead. The road was long and filled with dangers, but Y/N found herself growing more accustomed to the silence between them. Even without conversation, there was a mutual respect formingāan understanding that, despite their differences, they were both committed to the same cause.
~
As the first light of dawn began to crest over the horizon, both of the slayers approached the outskirts of the bustling city. The city loomed ahead, its towering gates and bustling streets framed by distant mountains. The journey had been long, and though they had faced their share of dangers along the way, they had moved with a quiet determination, always mindful of their mission. But now, as they drew closer to their destination, a new challenge presented itself.
The city was under high alert, its gates heavily guarded by stern-faced officials, their eyes sharp and vigilant. The demon's recent rampage had left the populace on edge, and the authorities were not taking any chances. With the demon's explosive attacks wreaking havoc on the city, they would be suspicious of any strangers, especially those who might appear out of place.
The young girl glanced at her companion, her thoughts swirling with the complexities of their situation. Entering the city as Demon Slayers, adorned in their uniforms, would undoubtedly draw unwanted attention. The police force, though aware of demons, did not officially acknowledge the Demon Slayer Corps, and their presence could easily complicate matters. They needed a planāone that would allow them to blend in and avoid unnecessary scrutiny.
"We can't just walk in wearing these," Y/N murmured, gesturing to their uniforms. "It'll raise too many questions. The city's on edge, and the last thing we need is the authorities on our backs before we even reach the demon."
Tomioka nodded, his expression serious as he scanned the surrounding area. His eyes fell on a small, bustling market set up just outside the city's gates, where vendors sold everything from fresh produce to finely woven garments. The solution presented itself almost immediately. "We should buy new attireāsomething that will help us blend in. And a carriage, too. Weāll need a cover story."
"A carriage?" Y/N echoed, following his gaze to the market. "You're thinking we pose as traveling vendors?"
"Itās the simplest way to avoid suspicion," Tomioka replied. "With the city on high alert, it makes sense that traders would still be allowed in. If we enter as vendors, no one will think twice about our presence."
The young lady considered this for a moment, then nodded in agreement. "That could work. Let's go find what we need."
Together, they made their way to the market. The early morning sun cast a warm glow over the stalls, the air filled with the mingling scents of fresh vegetables, roasted chestnuts, and newly spun cloth. It was a far cry from the quiet forests they had traveled through, but the young lady found comfort in the lively atmosphere. It was almost easy to forget the danger that awaited them just beyond the city walls.
They approached a vendor selling traditional clothing, and Y/N began sorting through the neatly folded kimonos, looking for something simple yet practical. She chose a dark navy kimono with a subtle pattern of swirling waves, its design understated but elegant. Giyuu selected a similar garment, though his was a muted gray with a faint hint of indigo. The fabrics were light and unassumingāperfect for their needs.
As they paid for the clothes, the slayer noticed a nearby stall offering freshly baked rice cakes and steamed buns. The vendor, an elderly woman with a kind smile, waved them over. "Are you travelers, dearies? Here, take some of these for your journey. Theyāre fresh from the oven."
Y/N smiled warmly at the woman, accepting the wrapped food gratefully. "Thank you, maāam. Weāll take a few for the road. Weāre heading into the city to sell some goods."
The womanās eyes twinkled with curiosity. "Vendors, are you? What goods do you sell?"
Tomioka stepped in smoothly, his voice calm and composed. "Rare herbs and medicinal supplies. Weāve traveled far to bring them here."
"Ah, I see," the woman nodded, clearly satisfied with the explanation. "The city could use more of those with all the trouble itās been having lately. Stay safe out there, wonāt you?"
Y/N nodded, giving the woman a polite bow as she took the parcels of food. "We will. Thank you again."
With their new attire and provisions in hand, they made their way to another part of the market where carriages were for sale. Among them was a modest yet sturdy carriage, the kind once used by traveling merchants in older times. It was simple, crafted from dark wood with intricate carvings along the edges, the wheels well-worn but still reliable. It looked just inconspicuous enough to avoid drawing attention.
āThis one will do,ā Giyuu said, inspecting the carriage. He handed over a few small bags racked with coins to the merchant, who nodded in approval before stepping aside to allow them to take it.
As they secured the carriage, Y/N felt a strange mixture of anticipation and nerves. This mission was unlike any she had faced before, requiring not just strength and skill but cunning and adaptability. She glanced at Tomioka, who was adjusting the straps on the horseās bridle with practiced ease. His demeanor remained as cool and collected as ever, though she could sense a subtle tension in his movements.
As they climbed into the carriage, Y/N couldnāt resist another attempt at conversation, hoping to lighten the mood. āYou know,ā she began, her tone casual as she settled beside him, āthis is the first time Iāve ever posed as a vendor. I suppose itās just another skill Iāll have to master as a Hashira.ā
Tomioka didnāt reply immediately, his eyes focused on the road ahead as he guided the horse forward. When he finally spoke, his voice was low and steady. āItās part of the job. We adapt to the situation.ā
āTrue enough,ā the young girl agreed, though she couldnāt help but smile at his straightforwardness. āStill, I hope my sales pitch is convincing enough.ā
They continued in relative silence after that, the city growing closer with every passing moment. The air became thicker with the sounds of city lifeāpeople calling out to each other, the creak of wooden wheels on cobblestone streets, and the distant clanging of metal from a blacksmithās forge.
Y/N leaned back slightly, observing the growing activity as they neared the city gates. The massive wooden doors stood tall and imposing, flanked by stern guards in traditional uniforms. Their eyes were sharp, scanning each person and cart that passed through with meticulous attention to detail.
As they approached the entrance, Y/Nās senses heightened as she prepared for any sign of trouble. The guards glanced at their carriage, eyes lingering on the goods piled neatly in the backābundles of herbs, sacks of rice, and crates of dried medicinal plants that Y/N had carefully arranged to complete their disguise.
The lead guard, a tall man with a weathered face, stepped forward, his gaze narrowing slightly as he addressed them. āState your business.ā
Tomioka responded without missing a beat, his tone calm and even. āWeāre vendors, bringing in supplies for the city. Rare herbs and medicines.ā
The guardās eyes flicked between them, taking in their attire and the carriage. After a tense moment, he nodded, seemingly satisfied. āBe quick about your business,ā he said gruffly. āAnd donāt cause any trouble.ā
āOf course,ā Y/N replied politely, offering a small smile. āThank you.ā
With that, the guards stepped aside, allowing them to pass through the gates and into the heart of the city. The streets inside were narrow and bustling, filled with people hurrying about their daily lives, oblivious to the dark presence lurking in the shadows.
As they moved deeper into the city, Y/N couldnāt shake the feeling of unease that settled over her. The destruction caused by the demon was evident in the occasional collapsed building, the air still thick with the scent of smoke and dust. But beneath it all, there was a sense of determinationāa resolve among the people to rebuild and carry on, despite the danger that lurked just beyond their sight.
The carriage rattled slightly as they navigated the uneven streets, Y/Nās thoughts racing as they neared their destination. The demon was out there somewhere, hidden among the throngs of people, waiting to strike again. And when it did, they would be ready.
~
As they ventured deeper into the city, the bustling streets began to shift from the vibrant morning markets to the quieter, shadowed alleys of the older districts. The difference was palpableāthe energy was subdued, the people more cautious as they moved about their business. The city itself seemed to hold its breath, as if waiting for something to happen.
Tomioka guided their carriage with practiced ease, maneuvering it through the winding roads as the young girl kept a careful watch on their surroundings. They had successfully maintained their cover as traveling vendors, moving with the flow of the city without drawing undue attention. Their simple attire, combined with the unassuming nature of their carriage, allowed them to blend in seamlessly. Even the guards, alert as they were, had paid them little mind.
But beneath the surface, Y/N could feel the tension building, like the low rumble of distant thunder. The city was teetering on the edge, and she knew it wouldnāt take much to tip it over.
As they made their way through one of the older, more worn neighborhoods, she noticed a shift in the air. The buildings here were older, their wooden beams weathered and sagging slightly with age. The streets were narrower, the shadows longer, and the faces of the people they passed were lined with worry and suspicion. There was a sense of unease that clung to the area, as if something dark and sinister lurked just beneath the surface.
Y/N leaned slightly out of the carriage, scanning the surroundings. Her gaze fell on a group of men gathered near the entrance of a small, nondescript building. The structure was old, its wooden walls faded and splintered, but there was something about it that caught her attention. The men seemed tense, their conversation hushed and hurried, as if they didnāt want to be overheard.
She turned to Tomioka, lowering her voice to avoid drawing attention. āThat building over thereā¦ it seems like somethingās off. Those menādid you see the way theyāre talking? Itās like theyāre afraid of being seen.ā
Tomioka glanced in the direction she indicated, his expression unreadable. āLetās keep moving. We need more information before we act.ā
The young girl nodded, understanding the caution in his words. They couldnāt afford to make a mistake, not when the stakes were so high. The demon they were hunting was cunning and dangerous, capable of wreaking havoc with its explosive blood demon art. They needed to gather as much intel as possible before making their move.
As they continued to weave through the cityās backstreets, she began to pick up on the subtle signs of the demonās presence. There were whispers among the townsfolk, rumors of strange occurrences and unexplained disappearances. The closer they got to the heart of the old district, the more frequent these murmurs became.
It wasnāt long before they came across a small tea shop, its entrance nestled between two narrow alleys. The sign above the door was faded, the paint peeling, but the scent of freshly brewed tea wafted invitingly from within. The girl nudged Tomioka, and they pulled the carriage to a stop.
āLetās go inside,ā Y/N suggested. āWe might hear something useful.ā
Tomioka gave a slight nod in agreement, and they both dismounted from the carriage, securing it at the side of the street before entering the tea shop.
Inside, the atmosphere was a stark contrast to the tense streets outside. The air was warm and fragrant, filled with the comforting aroma of tea and herbs. The shop was small, with a few low tables scattered around the room, each accompanied by cushions for seating. The walls were lined with shelves, stocked with jars of loose-leaf tea and various dried flowers and spices.
The shopkeeper, an elderly man with a kindly face and a hunch to his back, greeted them with a polite bow. āWelcome, travelers. Please, make yourselves comfortable.ā
Y/N and Tomioka exchanged a glance before taking a seat at one of the tables near the back of the shop. The low murmur of conversation filled the room, blending with the soft clinking of tea cups and the rustle of fabric as patrons adjusted their seats. It was the perfect setting for eavesdropping without raising suspicion.
They ordered a pot of tea, and as they waited for it to arrive, the young lady allowed her gaze to wander, taking in the details of the room. The patrons were mostly localsāmen and women dressed in simple attire, their faces etched with the weariness of city life. But there was an underlying tension in the air, a quiet unease that hung over the room like a shroud.
As the shopkeeper brought their tea, Y/N overheard a conversation at a nearby table. Two men, hunched over their cups, were speaking in low, urgent tones.
āItās been happening more and more often,ā one of the men was saying, his voice barely above a whisper. āYoung men, disappearing without a trace. My cousinās sonāhe went out to gamble a few nights ago, and he hasnāt been seen since.ā
The other man nodded grimly. āItās that place, I tell you. The old gambling house on the edge of the district. Everyone who goes there ends up vanishing. It used to be crowded every night, but nowā¦ now people are too afraid to go.ā
Y/Nās interest piqued, and she exchanged a quick glance with Tomioka. This was exactly the kind of information they had been looking for.
āHave you heard whatās been happening there?ā the first man continued, his voice shaking slightly. āSome say itās cursed. Others think itās something worse. People are talking aboutā¦ demons.ā
The second man shivered. āI donāt want to believe it, but after what Iāve heardā¦ thereās no other explanation. The place is cursed. And the authoritiesāthey wonāt do anything. They donāt want to admit thereās something they canāt control.ā
Y/Nās senses sharpened. This had to be the demonās lairāthe gambling house where people were disappearing. And the fact that it was only open at night made it all the more suspicious. The demon had been preying on the cityās vulnerable, drawing in the unsuspecting with the lure of easy money and then destroying them with its explosive blood demon art.
She turned her attention back to Tomioka, her voice low and steady. āThatās our target. The gambling house. Itās only open at night, which means weāll have to go in after dark.ā
Tomioka nodded in agreement, his expression serious. āWeāll need to be careful. If the demon is as powerful as we suspect, we canāt afford to underestimate it. And weāll have to avoid drawing the attention of the authoritiesātheyāll only complicate matters.ā
The sun had dipped low in the sky by the time they exited the tea shop, the streets bathed in the golden light of early evening. The city was beginning to wind down, the hustle and bustle of the day giving way to the quiet stillness of the night. But Y/N knew that in the shadows, the real danger was just beginning.
āWe should head back to the carriage,ā Tomioka said, his voice breaking through her thoughts. āWeāll need to prepare for tonight.
Y/N nodded, falling into step beside him as they made their way back through the winding streets. The anticipation of the coming battle thrummed through her veins, sharpening her senses and heightening her awareness. She was readyāready to face whatever lay ahead, ready to prove herself as a Hashira.
As Y/N and Tomioka navigated the increasingly darkened streets, the shadows seemed to deepen around them. The cityās earlier vibrancy had been replaced by an unsettling stillness, save for the distant echo of closing shutters and the occasional murmur of worried voices. The air was thick with tension, and even the usual evening chatter had fallen silent.
They were nearing the heart of the older district when they encountered an elderly man outside a small, dimly lit restaurant. The man was struggling with the heavy wooden gates, his hands moving with the practiced ease of someone who had done this task countless times before. He looked up as they approached, his expression one of mild surprise.
āWhat are you two doing out at this hour?ā the old man called out, his voice raspy but tinged with genuine concern. āItās dangerous to be traveling so late.ā
Before the girl and her companion could respond, a loud, echoing clang reverberated through the cityāthe unmistakable sound of the cityās bells, their tolling signaling the start of a mandatory curfew. The old man frowned deeply, his gaze shifting to the distant sound.
āThatāll be the curfew,ā he muttered, more to himself than to them. āTheyāve been ringing those bells every night for the past week. Canāt say I blame them, not with those bombings happening.ā
Y/N exchanged a quick glance with her companion, her brow furrowing slightly. The bombings, as the man called them, were undoubtedly the work of the demon they were hunting. But they couldnāt let on that they knew more than they should.
The old man turned back to them, his gaze shrewd. āWhat are you two doing out past curfew, anyway? Itās not safe to be wandering around. Youād better stay with us for the night. My wife will be happy to have some company.ā
Y/N quickly shook her head, smiling politely. āThank you for the offer, but we couldnāt impose. Weāll be fine.ā
The old man raised an eyebrow, his expression skeptical. āOh? And why is it so important that youāre out and about so late? You wouldnāt be one of those bombers, now would you?ā He chuckled, clearly intending the question as a joke, but there was an undercurrent of seriousness in his tone.
Y/N and Giyuu both stiffened, though they tried to keep their reactions subtle. The last thing they needed was to raise suspicion in a city already on edge. Y/N quickly forced a light laugh, though it sounded a bit strained even to her own ears.
āOf course not!ā she replied, her tone lighthearted. āWeāre just travelers, but weāve clearly underestimated the curfew situation here.ā
The old man squinted at them, then sighed, seemingly satisfied with her answer. āWell, curfewās curfew. No use risking it. Youāll stay with us tonight. Weāve got a little guest room thatāll do just fine.ā
Before either Y/N or Giyuu could protest further, the old man gestured for them to follow him. Realizing it would be more suspicious to refuse, they reluctantly agreed, following him through the narrow alleyway that led to a small, modest home tucked away behind the restaurant.
As they stepped inside, they were greeted by the warm, comforting smell of a home-cooked meal, the soft light from a single lantern casting a gentle glow over the room. The old manās wife, a kind-looking woman with graying hair and a welcoming smile, looked up from the table where she was setting down bowls of steaming food.
āWho do we have here, dear?ā she asked, wiping her hands on her apron.
āJust a couple of travelers caught out after curfew,ā the old man explained. āI told them they could stay the night.ā
The womanās eyes sparkled with warmth as she approached Y/N and Giyuu. āWelcome, welcome! Itās not often we get guests around here these days. Youāre welcome to make yourselves at home.ā
Y/N bowed her head in gratitude. āThank you so much. We really appreciate your hospitality.ā
As the old woman ushered them to sit at the table, the old man glanced between Y/N and Giyuu, his eyes twinkling mischievously. āA young couple traveling together, hmm? How romantic!ā
Y/N felt herself get flustered at the implication, her eyes darting to Giyuu, who remained impassive, his expression unreadable. But she couldnāt help but notice the slight tensing of his jaw.
āWeāre notāā The young girl began to protest, but the old man cut her off with a hearty laugh.
āAh, no need to be shy!ā he teased. āItās good to see young love, even in times like these.ā
Y/N felt her embarrassment deepen, but she forced a smile, trying to play along. āItās nothing like that.ā
Giyuu, for his part, simply nodded politely, clearly not interested in correcting the old manās assumption. Y/N couldnāt tell if he was annoyed or simply indifferent, but she decided not to push it. There were more important things to focus on.
The old couple continued to chat with them as they ate, their conversation light and filled with stories of the cityās past. Y/N found herself relaxing slightly in their presence, though she never let her guard down completely. The night was still young, and the mission ahead was fraught with danger.
As the meal drew to a close, the old woman showed them to the small guest room at the back of the house. It was modest, with just a single futon and a small window that looked out onto the quiet street. Y/N thanked her again before the couple left them alone.
As soon as the door closed, Y/N let out a soft sigh, finally allowing herself to relax for a moment. She glanced over at Giyuu, who was already checking the room, his movements precise and efficient.
The young slayer let out a soft sigh, settling onto the futon. āLooks like weāre stuck here until morning,ā she murmured, trying to mask her frustration.
But her partner shook his head, his gaze sharp. āWeāre not waiting until morning. Weāll sneak out and head to the gambling house.ā
Y/N blinked. āWonāt that make it more suspicious to the elder couple? If they find out weāre goneā¦ā
āThey wonāt,ā Giyuu interrupted, his voice calm and steady. āWeāll be back before dawn. We just have to be fast and kill the demon before then.ā
The young lady hesitated for only a moment before nodding. There was no time to waste. Silently, they both rose, moving with the practiced ease of seasoned warriors. Their Hashira training made slipping out of the house without a sound effortless. In moments, they were outside, the cool night air brushing against their skin as they retrieved their swords, leaving their uniforms behind to maintain their cover.
They moved quickly, their feet barely touching the ground as they sped across the rooftops, silent as shadows. The city below was eerily quiet, the curfew keeping the streets deserted. But the stillness only heightened their senses, every noise and movement scrutinized as they made their way toward the gambling house.
The building came into view, its dimly lit entrance and faded signage a stark contrast to the bustling nightlife it once hosted. Y/N and Tomioka paused on the roof opposite, taking a moment to observe. The house was old, its wooden structure creaking in the night, but there was a faint, almost imperceptible hum of activity inside. This was their targetās lair.
With a silent nod to each other, they descended, landing lightly at the entrance. They adjusted their disguises, ensuring they looked the part of weary travelers seeking some entertainment before stepping inside.
Both of the slayers stepped through the weathered doors of the gambling house, and immediately, the atmosphere shifted. Despite the eerie quiet that had fallen over the city outside, the interior was alive with activity. The room was spacious, adorned with the warm glow of red lanterns that cast an almost dreamlike hue over the polished wooden floors and tatami mats. The scent of incense mingled with the sharp odor of alcohol, creating a heady mixture that clung to the air.
The gambling house was a stark contrast to the desolate streets outside, bustling with energy and life. Men, mostly young and brash, crowded around low tables where dice were cast, and cards were shuffled with quick, practiced hands. Their laughter and voices mingled into a loud, chaotic symphony that filled the room. It was clear that these were the cityās youth, wasting their nights and money in a desperate bid to stave off the darkness outside.
Scattered among them were a few women, their vibrant kimonos and painted faces a sharp contrast to the menās worn attire. But it was the men who dominated the space, their flushed faces and drunken grins evidence of too much sake and too little sense.
As they both entered, their presence immediately drew attention. Y/N felt eyes on her, a few of the young men leering openly as she passed. The attention made her uncomfortable, the leers and whispered comments causing her to stiffen. A group of particularly bold men, their breath heavy with alcohol, stumbled forward, one of them reaching out as if to touch her.
āOi, pretty lady! Why donāt you join us?ā one of them slurred, his words barely coherent.
The girlās discomfort was quickly replaced by a flash of irritation, but before she could respond, Giyuu stepped forward. His presence, usually so quiet and unobtrusive, suddenly became imposing. The cold, sharp look in his eyes was enough to send a chill down the spine of the drunken men.
āBack off,ā Giyuu said, his voice low and deadly serious.
The men hesitated, the alcohol clouding their judgment for only a moment longer before they seemed to recognize the threat standing before them. They quickly backed away, muttering apologies as they slunk back to their games, their bravado fading under Tomiokaās sharp gaze.
Y/N shot Tomioka a grateful glance, though he only nodded slightly in acknowledgment before they continued deeper into the gambling house. They both knew better than to let their guard down; the demon was somewhere in this lively, chaotic mess.
They moved through the crowd, carefully scanning the faces of the gamblers and patrons, searching for any sign of the demonās presence. The noise of the room seemed to pulse around them, but both Y/N and her companion on this mission remained focused, every sense alert.
As they navigated the maze of tables and bustling bodies, they began to subtly separate, each taking a different path through the room. Y/Nās eyes darted from face to face, noting the shadows and angles, the way the red lanterns flickered and played tricks with the light. She knew the demon could be anyone hereāhiding in plain sight, blending into the chaos.
Tomioka, on the other side of the room, was just as vigilant, his movements precise and controlled as he examined the scene. They moved like two predators in the night, their senses tuned to the slightest anomaly, the smallest hint that their prey was near.
The girl moved quietly through the winding hallways of the gambling house, her senses alert despite the lively atmosphere just beyond the walls. The further they ventured, the dimmer the lights became, the noise of the main room fading into a distant hum. Eventually, she reached a door slightly ajar, revealing what appeared to be an office space. Papers were strewn across a low desk, and the room smelled faintly of ink and tobacco. This must be where the business side of the gambling house was managed.
Curiosity piqued, Y/N stepped inside, her eyes scanning the room for anything out of the ordinary. But before she could investigate further, the hair on the back of her neck prickledāan instinctual warning honed by years of fighting demons. They turned just in time to see a man step into the doorway, his presence eerily quiet, almost unnatural in its suddenness.
The slayerās suspicion flared, but she forced herself to stay calm, masking her unease with a friendly demeanor. āOh, excuse me,ā she said, her tone light, as if she hadnāt just been caught snooping around. āI was looking for the owner of this lively place. Iām hoping to discuss some business opportunities.ā
The man, who was tall and thin with an unnervingly placid expression, watched her for a moment too long before finally speaking. āThe owner? That would be me,ā he said, his voice smooth but carrying an undercurrent of something darker. āIām the one in charge of this establishment.ā
āAh, perfect timing then. I was hoping to discuss a partnership, perhaps an investment opportunity.ā
The manās eyes narrowed slightly, his expression still unreadable. āWhy donāt we discuss this somewhere more private?ā He gestured for her to follow, leading her deeper into the building.
The corridor they entered was poorly lit, the shadows thickening as they walked further from the main hall.
Y/N kept her pace measured, though every step heightened her wariness.
Finally, they reached a small room at the end of the corridor. The man held the door open for her, his smile never reaching his eyes. āAfter you,ā he said, his voice dripping with false politeness.
Y/N entered the room, taking in the sparse furnishings and the flickering candle that offered the only light. She turned to face the man, her muscles tensing as he stepped inside, closing the door behind him.
Before she could react, the manās demeanor shifted, his hand reaching out to touch her arm. āYou know,ā he murmured, his voice low and oily, āI think we could work something outā¦ something a bit more intimate.ā
Y/Nās eyes darkened with anger. In one swift movement, she gripped his hand and twisted, throwing him across the room with a force that belied her slender frame. The man hit the wall with a dull thud, his body crumpling to the floor. But before she could make another move, she felt a presence behind herāsilent, predatory.
A cold hand clamped around her wrist, pulling her back with unnatural strength. Y/N spun, coming face to face with the demon. Its eyes gleamed in the dim light, a twisted smile spreading across its face as it realized she had caught on to its identity.
āSo, youāve figured it out,ā the demon hissed, its voice now a low, mocking growl.
The girl didnāt waste a second. She wrenched her wrist free, the demonās grip surprisingly strong, and dashed toward the door. The demon snarled, lashing out with a speed that barely gave her time to dodge. Its attack missed her by inches, smashing into the wall and sending splinters of wood flying through the air. The sheer force of the strike confirmed what Y/N had suspectedāthis demon possessed a devastating explosive power that had likely caused the destruction in the city.
Y/Nās heart raced as she bolted from the room, her one goal to retrieve her sword, which she had left outside to avoid raising suspicion. Without it, she couldnāt decapitate the demon, and any fight would be futile.
Behind her, the demonās footsteps echoed through the corridor, its fury palpable as it gave chase. Y/N darted through the hallways, her mind racing as she tried to recall the path back to the exit. The demon was close behind, its anger manifesting in bursts of raw, destructive energy that splintered the walls around her.
Finally, she spotted the exit, the faint light of the street just beyond the door. She burst through it, her lungs burning as she sprinted toward where she had stashed her sword. The demonās rage was palpable, and she could hear it tearing through the building, its frustration growing as she evaded its grasp.
Y/N reached the spot where her sword lay hidden, her fingers closing around the familiar hilt. She spun around, her eyes locking onto the demon as it burst from the doorway, its form twisted with fury.
Y/N's grip tightened on her sword as she faced the demon, its eyes burning with fury as it charged at her with reckless abandon. She could feel the weight of the city behind her, the lives of countless innocents depending on her and Giyuu to stop this creature before it unleashed more destruction.
The demon's claws slashed through the air, but Y/ N was faster. She sidestepped, her movements precise and fluid, and retaliated with a quick slash aimed at the demon's torso. The demon twisted to avoid the strike, but not fast enoughāher blade grazed its side, drawing black blood.
Just as the demon snarled in pain, Giyuu appeared from the shadows, his movements as smooth as water. He caught YIN's eye, and in that brief exchange, they communicated wordlessly, forming a plan. They had to corner the demon, keep it from using its explosive power to destroy the city or harm any of the civilians nearby.
Giyuu moved first, his sword flowing with the grace of a river as he executed Water Breathing: Seventh Form - Drop Ripple Thrust, Curve. His attack was perfectly timed, aimed to force the demon back toward Y/N. The demon recoiled from the strike, barely managing to avoid the sharp edge of Giyuu's blade, only to find itself trapped between the two Hashira.
With the demon momentarily disoriented, Y/N unleashed her own technique, her blade glowing with a deep crimson hue. "Blood Breathing: Second Form - Scarlet Mirage!" she called out, her sword slicing through the air.
The technique created a series of rapid, blood-red slashes that blurred before the demon's eyes, disorienting it further as it tried to keep track of her movements.
The demon snarled in frustration, its claws digging into the ground as it prepared to unleash another powerful attack.
But Tomioka was ready, his stance calm and unyielding as he drew on his own strength. With a swift motion, he performed Water Breathing: Fourth Form - Striking Tide, a series of flowing, consecutive strikes that aimed to contain the demon, minimizing its ability to unleash any explosive damage.
Y/N followed up immediately, her movements a dance of deadly precision. She darted in, her sword glinting in the dim light as she executed her next move. "Blood Breathing: Fifth Form - Crimson Bloom!" Her blade moved in a spiraling motion, leaving a trail of blood-red energy in its wake as it closed in on the demon's vulnerable neck.
The demon, now fully cornered, lashed out in desperation, but Tomioka and his companion moved in perfect synchrony.
Giyuu deflected the demon's claws with a final Water Breathing: Second Form - Water Wheel, while the girl closed in for the kill. In one swift motion, she brought her sword down, her blade severing the demon's head cleanly from its body.
For a moment, the world seemed to pause.
The demon's body crumpled to the ground, its head rolling away before disintegrating into ash. The city around them was eerily quiet, the only sound the distant echoes of the citizens who had no idea how close they had come to disaster.
The young girl stood still, her breath steady as she sheathed her sword, not a scratch on her. Glyuu did the same, his eyes meeting hers in a silent acknowledgment of their success. Despite their different styles, their teamwork had been flawless.
As the demon's ashes scattered into the night, they both knew that the city was safe-for now.
The mission was complete.
As the last echoes of the battle faded, the quiet night of the city was abruptly broken. Doors creaked open, and footsteps shuffled out onto the streets. Citizens, startled and bewildered, emerged from their homes and gambling dens, shaking off the stupor of drink and confusion.
Their eyes widened as they took in the sceneāthe lingering traces of demon blood on the streets, the slight tremor of destroyed wood and stone where the demon had unleashed its explosive demon art, though thankfully contained by Giyuu's swift intervention.
The once-rowdy gambling den had gone silent, save for the murmurs of the shaken gamblers. The few sober enough to comprehend the chaos looked around in bewilderment, while the drunk ones tried to piece together the fragments of their shattered night.
Faces, once flushed with the thrill of betting, now turned pale as the reality of what had transpired dawned upon them.
The city bells rang out, louder and more frantic than before, signaling a call to arms. The authorities, alerted by the noise and the tremors, were swiftly mobilizing.
The distant clatter of armor and the shouts of orders echoed through the streets as the police prepared to investigate the disturbance.
Sensing the urgency of the situation, Y/N and Giyuu exchanged a brief glance. There was no time to waste. They moved in unison, slipping away from the scene with the fluidity and speed that only Hashira possessed.
In a matter of moments, they were mere shadows in the night, their presence erased from the minds of those who had witnessed the chaos.
With practiced ease, they navigated the rooftops and narrow alleys, making their way back to the old man's house. Their movements were silent, a stark contrast to the earlier commotion. As they approached the house, they ensured that not a single sound betrayed their arrival. The night, once again, fell into an eerie stillness.
Inside the old man's house, the warmth and coziness of the modest home provided a stark contrast to the cold, tension-filled night outside. Y/N and Giyuu settled into the small room they had been given, the weight of their recent mission still lingering in the air. Though they were far from physically exhausted, the social toll of the evening was evident. Their energy was spent, not from battle, but from the constant vigilance and unspoken understanding that had passed between them during the fight.
As the night deepened and the quiet of the house settled in, the realization dawned on both Y/N and Giyuu that there was only one bed available for them to rest in.
Giyuu, ever vigilant, immediately offered to stay on guard for the night, insisting that he wasn't tired. Y/N, equally drained but not in the physical sense, suggested they could take turns or, better yet, she could keep watch.
"You should rest," she urged softly, noting the slight tension in Tomiokaās posture. "Iām not tired either, and I can manage a few hours on watch."
āā¦Iām fine," he finally responded, his voice even but firm.
The young girl sensing his resolve, didn't press further but instead moved closer to the small light that flickered in the room, trying to dispel the lingering tension. She didn't want to force him, yet she knew he needed rest, even if he wouldnāt admit it.
As she considered what to do next, her eyes caught a glimpse of something unusualāa small, charred spot on the sleeve of Giyuuās haori, where the fabric had been slightly burnt away.
"You're hurt," Y/N said, her voice soft but insistent as she reached out to touch his arm gently.
Giyuu looked down, as if only just realizing the injury. "It's nothing," he murmured, brushing it off as unimportant.
Y/N, however, was not so easily swayed. "Let me help." Her tone left no room for argument as she moved closer, her fingers gently tracing the burnt edges of the fabric. She had noticed the burn earlier, but now that they were in a moment of quiet, she couldnāt let it go untreated.
Before Giyuu could protest, Y/N summoned her blood breathing, her hand glowing with a soft crimson light as she focused her energy on healing the burn. The blood cells within the wound responded to her control, rapidly mending the damaged tissue.
As the burn slowly faded, Y/N couldnāt help but feel the closeness between themāhis steady breathing, the warmth of his skin under her touch, the way the dim light seemed to soften his usually stoic expression.
Giyuuās eyes flickered with something unreadable as he watched her work, the tension between them palpable in the quiet room. Y/N felt it too, a strange mix of emotions that she couldnāt quite name. The silence stretched out, filled only with the soft sound of her breathing and the gentle hum of her technique.
Finally, the wound was healed, and Y/N withdrew her hand, the glow fading from her fingers. "There," she said quietly, her voice barely more than a whisper. "That should do it."
Giyuu's gaze lingered on Y/N for a moment longer before he spoke, his voice low and curious. "How can you do that?"
Y/N looked at him, her expression softening as she considered how to explain it. "Itās a bit complicated," she admitted, sitting down beside him. "My blood breathingā¦ it actually stems from water breathing."
Tomiokaās eyebrows raised slightly. "Water breathing?" he echoed, the connection between their techniques piquing his interest.
She nodded, a faint smile playing on her lips. "I never mastered water breathing the way you have," she said, her tone warm with genuine admiration. "Youāre incredible with it, Mr. Tomioka. Your technique is flawless, so fluid and powerful. I always aspired to reach that level, but I could never quite get there."
Giyuu remained silent, listening intently as she continued.
"One day, during a battle," she continued, her voice growing quieter as she recalled the memory, "I was losingā¦ badly. I was injured, bleeding more than I could handle. I thought it was the end, but thenā¦ something changed. I felt this surge of power, of control, and in a desperate moment, I used my blood to attack. It was like waterāfluid, adaptableābut it was mine, born from my own desperation and will to survive. That's how I created blood breathing."
She paused, her fingers absentmindedly tracing the outline of the healed wound on his arm.
"It wasnāt easy, though. Manipulating my blood, and sometimes even others' blood, takes a toll. It drains a lot of my energy, and it has some pretty nasty aftereffects. Butā¦ it can be useful, like for healing minor injuries."
āitās impressive," he finally said, his voice carrying a hint of something deeper, perhaps respect or understanding. "You found a way to survive, and you turned it into something powerful."
Y/Nās smile widened, a touch of gratitude in her eyes. "Thank you," she replied softly. "But it comes with a price. After using it, I need time to recover. Thatās why I try not to rely on it too much, unless I really have to."
Giyuu nodded, his gaze shifting to the quiet night outside. "Still, itās a gift," he said, almost as if to himself. "And youāre using it to protect others. Thatās what matters."
Y/N felt a warmth spread through her at his words, however she couldnāt help noticing the spark or sadness reflected on Tomiokaās eyes as he said those words to her. There was something about the way he spokeāquiet, measured, but with a hint of there being more to himāthat resonated with her. For a moment, the weight of the world outside their small room seemed to lift, leaving only the two of them in the peaceful silence.
"Maybe," Y/N mused, "thatās why weāre here together. Water and blood, theyāre not so different, are they?"
As Y/N had finished healing the burn on Giyuu's arm, she found herself tracing the lines of his hand absentmindedly. Her fingers lingered on his skin, even though the wound had already closed, the flesh now smooth and unmarked. It was a simple, thoughtless actionāa way to ensure her work was complete, but one that neither of them expected.
Tomioka had yet to notice it at first. But when he felt her fingers softly brushing against his hand once again, he snapped back to reality. His gaze shifted to their hands, the unexpected touch jarring him from his thoughts.
Without hesitation, he pulled his hand back sharply, the motion sudden and definitive. The connection between themāwhatever it wasāwas severed as quickly as it had formed.
āThank you,ā he said, his tone neutral and controlled. āYou should rest now. Iāll stay on guard.ā
Y/N blinked, taken aback by his abruptness. The shift in his demeanor was like a bucket of cold water, and she quickly withdrew her own hand. She nodded, trying to suppress the slight embarrassment creeping in. āIā¦Alright.ā
His words were final, leaving no room for further discussion. Therefore, Y/N swallowed and simply went along, feeling a mix of frustration and resignation. She had crossed a line, let herself relax too much around someone she barely knew.
She turned away from him, lying down on the bed with her back facing him. The room fell into a heavy silence, the air thick with the unspoken awkwardness of their interaction.
As Y/N lay there, she tried to push away the discomfort gnawing at her. The presence of Tomioka behind her, though calm and collected, felt distantāan unfamiliar presence that only added to the tension. It was clear they were both here for the mission, nothing more, and she had to remind herself of that. There was no need for unnecessary familiarity.
Focusing on her breathing, she tried to will herself to sleep, forcing her mind to quiet down. There was no point in dwelling on what had happened. They were both professionals, after all, and this was just another step in their shared duty.
To be continuedā¦.
a/n: hope yāall enjoy!!!!! take care of yourselves <3
#giyuu x fem reader#giyuu tomioka x reader#giyuu x reader#giyuu tomioka#kny x reader#kny x female reader#demon slayer fanfic#demon slayer x reader#i love giyuu#hashira reader#giyuu
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Cad Bane NSFW Alphabet
In honor of my first kinktober, I'll post something I wrote up a few days ago.
Check out my Bane slowburn on AO3, linked on my pinned post.
F!Reader
A = Aftercare (What theyāre like after sex): Bane has never been an emotional, touchy-feely kind of guy. If you're a one night stand, he won't even sleep in the same room as you. He's got places to be, and sleeping next to a stranger is a prime way to get himself killed (he's not a very trusting guy). That being said, if you're a regular partner and have built up some trust, he'll help clean up the mess he made of you and share your bed. If he's in a committed relationship, he may permit cuddling on occasion (he's stealing your mammalian warmth).
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnerās): A common answer people give to this one is his hands; his trigger fingers made his career. While I agree with this, I'd like to add up for consideration his fangs. I have noticed he likes to bare his teeth, and always has a toothpick in hand. This, combined with the fact that Duros don't typically have fangs, leads me to believe that he may like them for intimidation purposes, and also because they make him unique.
On a partner---tits. Simple as that. They're exotic, they're soft, and they're inviting. A novelty to a reptile.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basicallyā¦ Iām a disgusting person): I have a headcanon that has to do with "scent-marking". Essentially, Duros males have strong pheromones in their cum that lingers on their partners, marking them with their scent to ward off other potential males. If Bane is in a committed relationship with you, he may want to "mark" you as his, whether it's cumming on your stomach, your ass, your face...whatever it takes to make the message clear to other males who get within smelling-distance: You're his.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs): This is another common headcanon in the Bane fandom---he has a fetish for mammalian women. Humans, twi'leks, togruta, anything he can get his elongated hands on. For one, they seem to be the common standard of beauty in the galaxy. For another, as a reptile they have certain assets that intrigue him. They're warm to his cold, soft to his rough, curvy to his lanky. A good heat source for a cold-blooded man.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyāre doing?): Oh please. The real question is, which body count is higher? The amount of people he's slept with, or the amount of people he's killed? To elaborate more, I imagine that if he can't find a girl at the cantina to rent a room with, he's finding a hooker to pay. Either way, when he wants it, he gets it.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual): Definitely doggy. It's easy, he's in control, and he can go as fast as he wants. Not to mention he gets a good view of your fine ass. It's also less intimate in a sense--he's not face to face. Less "love-making" banthashit, more fucking.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc): In 99% of cases, he's serious. When he's horny, he's a predator on the hunt. It's almost like a bounty for him. That being said, if you two were in a committed relationship and were very comfortable with each other, I could see him loosening up a bit and having some fun, especially if alcohol is involved. He's not going to turn into a comedian, but he'll relax. But that would be very rare indeed.
H = Hair (How well-groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.): Obviously Bane has no hair, so I'll talk about hygiene instead. He strikes me as a bare-minimum kind of guy. He's got a bar of soap, toothbrush, and toothpaste tube in his knapsack, and that's it. That 18-in-1 soap was made for this man. However, he is clean and keeps himself presentable, including in his nether regions.
On his partner he doesn't much care for body hair either way. It's a bit of a novelty if it is there, but he appreciates the smoothness when it isn't. One thing he can't stand? Prickly. It irritates his skin. You either have to shave it all off or leave it fluffy.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectā¦): As I mentioned earlier, this man is not holding your hand and looking deeply into your eyes. He's there to fuck. Now if you're his girl, he'll treat you with a bit more deference. He'll make sure you're taken care of and that he's not too rough with you. But if you want anything slow or gentle, you're out of luck. You'd have to catch him in an extremely rare mood to be willing to try that kind of sex. It's vulnerable, and if there's one thing he hates, it's vulnerability.
J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous easily?): This man is Possessive with a capital 'P'. He's a control freak. Whether you find that toxic, hot, or both is up to you, but I believe it to be most realistic to how he is portrayed in canon. Even if he trusts you not to betray him, he doesn't trust other men. Especially in the circles he operates in. If you're out in public together in a seedy part of town, he's keeping an eye on you at all times. He may not like you wearing certain outfits if you look too good. He may 'teach you a few lessons' back in the bedroom if you piss him off too much by talking to other guys.
I see this as being his biggest red flag as a partner. But hey, if you've got rose-colored glasses...
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks): Bane likes the chase--the hunt, so to speak. If he's in the right mood, and you're playing hard to get, he will eat that shit up. It's in his nature as a bounty hunter. He would never force himself on you--that would defeat the purpose. No, he has to win you over mentally and physically. It's much more satisfying to him. Play coy and watch how determined he can be.
*disclaimer* If it's obvious you're not into him, he won't waste his time.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do): I'm going to disagree on other common headcanons with this one. I don't think he would enjoy doing the do in an alleyway or unsecure location as much as a room. He's a paranoid guy and would always have to watch his back, and he can't fully engross himself in his partner. But if you're indoors in a bedroom, it's easier for him to get into it. I also think he would get a kick out of doing it in the cockpit of his ship.
N = NO (Something they wouldnāt do, turn offs): As I said before, this man is a control freak. Any situation where he feels powerless makes him deeply uncomfortable. As such, subbing would not be on the table for him. He'll let you ride, but don't think for a second he's not the dominant one in the situation.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going): If you play into the predator/prey dynamic, he will be on board. If you challenge his authority in any way, boner. Even if he just sees you being a badass, like shooting someone or punching someone, it will turn him on. Basically anything that makes him imagine what it would be like to butt heads with you and see who comes out on top (it's usually him).
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc): In general he prefers to receive. Selfish man, selfish lover. However if he's really into you, he will eat you like a feast. Something about humans just tastes so sweet.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Etc.): Fast and rough. No other explanation needed. These words pretty accurately sum him up.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.): He loves a good quickie. Get in, get out, on to the next mission. That's how most of his encounters tend to go. But when he has the time, nothing can compare with a nice, long session on a bed.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.): He usually only experiments if it's his idea. He doesn't like unknown variables that are out of his control. But if he is not completely against the suggestion he hears, he may decide to give it a try.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastā¦): This man has a lot of experience. As a result, he has had practice with edging and building up his stamina. He can go for a long, long time. Depending on where in the star wars timeline you're looking at him, how many rounds he can go may be variable. In his younger years in the prequels? Several rounds. TBOBF? Maybe 2. Man is in his seventies. Give him a break.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?): Bane wants to feel you in his hands and use his hands on you. Toys are too detached for him, and frankly threaten his ego. Although, the idea of tying you down and using a vibrator on you until you scream from overstimulation is something he has thought about on more than one occasion. But he'd rather bring you to that point himself through hard work rather than rely on a tool.
He has no qualms about bondage. He can and will use his cuffs on you, and he will tie your legs down too if you squirm too much.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease): This man lives to tease you. He's a smug son-of-a-bitch and will degrade you. He'll mock you, toy with you, and make you beg.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make): He's not loud, but he does make animalistic noises. Grunts and growls mostly, as well as the occasional dirty talk.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice): Maybe once, if he really loves you deep down, he'll let you take charge for a night. Maybe once he'll let you show him how to be slow and gentle, how to make love. Maybe he'll claim he didn't care for it afterwards, but maybe, in the moment, his body was on fire.
X = X-Ray (Letās see whatās going on in those pants, picture or words): You know what they say about skinny guys, amirite? Big. His cock was designed for a duros female, not a human. it's very nearly incompatible anatomy, but you make it fit. It's ridged, with the tip being pointier than a human's.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?): High. When he's on a job, he's locked in and won't be distracted with such things. But off the job? He's always DTF. If you live and travel with him, you're fucking at least three times per week, at the bare minimum.
Z = ZZZ (ā¦ how quickly they fall asleep afterwards): I headcanon that duros don't need as much sleep as humans do. He's last to fall asleep and first to wake. Depending on how much he likes you, he may or may not stick around until you wake up.
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So I kind of liked Captive Prince...
Hate when I intend to read something I think is going to be terrible but a guily pleasure ironically, and then end up thinking it's actually kind of good? Darn you for surpassing my expectations with your endless clichƩs.
I looked at the cover, looked at the author, and my very first thought was "uh.... white twink with a brown sex slave, whoo boy is this going to be Problematic". Shockingly, the only characters with objectified looks were the blond ones.
This is by no means a profound story, nor is it treading any new ground. ClichƩs include second heirs to the throne, a conniving uncle who wants said throne from his nephew, and pretty standard enemies-to-lovers starter packs for the two leads. The seeds of mysteries that have been sown will likely have predictable answers in the next two books.
But with that said.
Just because something's been done to death doesn't mean doing it again makes it bad. Not every story out there needs to make you think, needs homework and note-taking to understand (though this is a political story that throws a lot of names at you). It knows exactly what it is and it practices incredible restraint. I thought there was going to be gratuitious, kinky sex from front to back cover and was only going to give it a three chapter trial run because that's not my jam.
But there wasn't!
It is a slowburn, and a very good one at that. I've made my grievances around bad slowburns clear, and even though the romance is a ways away, the relationship between the leads never goes around in needless circles or backtracks just to fill time. Nor is it just straight romance, either, it's a political story dealing with the machinations of a fantasy court.
This, easily, is better than anything SJM has pinched out, across the board, if only for that aforementioned restraint (and not romanticizing assault). I don't love everything about it, for sure, particularly the existence of the severe age gap relationship between a child and an adult that the book doesn't take a hard stance on (though the protagonist does).
I can't get mad at a book about sex slaves that it's a book with sex slaves. It was fun, and it's short, a nice afternoon read. It was steamy without being explicit, titilating without showing all its cards too soon, and well balanced between the core relationships and the plot.
And that's all it really needs to be.
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hello ari i am gently bonking your head with mine hehehe this is how we exchange ideas ok..... now that i've heard abt arisugu n arigojo first meetings.... i do need to know abt arikenny's first interaction now!!!!! and and and.... is.... is arishoko also a thing.... bc i think she would absolutely love you too like holy fuck you guys would work so well i feel like!!!!!!!!!!! why'd i immediately think of a first meeting that's like a little clumsy and cute?? like smth along the lines of you just bumping into her in like a coffee shop???? and you'd apologize over the shoulder and then she's just staring at you with that little devious smile of hers???? hehehe idk i feel like this could be canon ok anyway ily don't stay up too late my love!!!! mwah<3 - @teddybeartoji
HELLO MICKEY :33 this is us rn
okay so !!! i thought a Lot abt this oneā¦.. arishoko n arikenny are definitely the ones that r the least. Clear. in my mind. bUT i love them very dearly so!!!! weāll see if i can make this cohesive š
FIRST OF ALLLL arishoko :33 itās very very much a Thing honestly i think that. realistically. out of all four options shoko is the one iād get together w irlā¦ sheās just very much my type n i think i could charm her w my silly ways !!!!! but yes ā¦..
OKAY SO I THINK. that. youāre absolutely rightā¦.. itās a lot more soft n sweet than some of the other ones š THE CAFE IDEA IS SOOOO CUTE cafe dates would be our standard for sureā¦ā¦ BUT I FEEL LIKE. we would meet. at a Bar. i donāt drink so iād probably just be there accompanying a friend and iām hating every second of it bc :// there r ppl around :/// the music is kinda loud and the lighting hurts my eyes :////// iām just suffering and trying to read my lil book while my friends are dancing in the corner and ohhhh would you look at thatā¦ā¦ a pretty girl is sitting rlly close to meā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. and iām trying to subtly stare at her bc iām enamored and. i think. she catches me in the act and i get flusteredPBDKDBDJD you get the vibes. iām normal abt her.
so she strikes up a conversation ā¦ā¦.. for SURE teases me abt coming to a bar just to read my gay little book and order sweet non-alcoholic drinks smh (may or may not make a throwaway comment abt how she has a friend whoās just like thatā¦ iām forever thinking abt her calling gojo a big kid in one of the light novels bc she had to find a bar that sells non-alcoholic drinks for him LMAOO)ā¦. and i am just. a little smitten. this is 100% an ari falls first kind of scenario i canāt resist the allure of a super pretty mysterious woman !!! :((((( and then i think she recommends a bar . thatās a lot more chill. that she likes. and she kinda just coaxes me into dating her i think šš i doooo see it as a slowburn but not nearly as much as the others shoko has me wrapped around her finger šš
OH ANDDDD i should mention that i thought more abt the Lore both for arishoko and arigojo and!!!! i think that iād probably be a non-sorcerer in bothā¦. bc i think satoshoko in particular would rlly benefit from that ?? likeee shoko just meets someone outside of the school / jujutsu society and itās just. a kind of normalcy that she doesnāt usually have!!! one that she finds rlly precious!!!! :((( and itās the same w gojo but even worse bc i think he Craves normalcy. shoko already has canonical ties to non-sorcerers but gojo is kinda stuck in the jujutsu world so :ā3 i feel like heād meet a rando and just. fall for them very hard. they donāt know who he is, they donāt know heās the strongest. to them heās just. a Guy. and i think he loves that a lot. iām just their Just Some Guy <333333 i think theyād both be reallyyyy adamant on Not getting me involved in their world at all. gojo introduces me to the students and shoko (begrudingly) introduces me to gojo when he crashes our date (š) but itās like. theyāre protective ā¦ yk ā¦ā¦
ā¦ā¦ this is already rlly long TāT BUT THE TRAIN NEVER STOPS i need to let it run its courseā¦ā¦.
with that being said !!!! arikenny. the Forbidden selfship. the deranged version of arisugu. where do i even begin w this manā¦.
honestly . this one isā¦ yeah . i imagine it as an established relationship (<- very vaguely) bc itās hard to picture Anyone capturing kennyās attention w/o being reallyyyyy special šš which is why i have less thoughts on the Lore and more on the dynamic itself!!! but ummmm . i can picture us meeting in a coffee shopā¦. thereās this old wip i have where reader spots him sitting in a corner and eventually they start talking. abt the books theyāre reading. nothing much just kenny picking their brain a little and yapping just to yapā¦.. so i could picture it being kinda like that!! maybe i capture his attention somehow? š it only really makes sense if i happen to be beneficial to his plan or somethingā¦? BUUT again iām not super interested in the lore for this one!!!! so iāll just talk a lil abt the dynamic hehe.
i just think. kenny is a freak. iāve spent a lot of time trying to figure him out when it comes to x reader stuff bc i think his love is very unorthodox š heās just so detached yk?? buuut i think he can be very silly and affectionate in his own way :3 i fear heās a Mother and a Father in one. in the worst of waysā¦. i could only picture him being in an Actual relationship w someone he views as his equal, but i donāt know if . that could ever apply to me LMAO. so if anything i think itās similar to moji in thatā¦.. he just. finds a puppy in the pouring rain and brings it home. bc itās kinda silly and good company. so maybe he does see me a little like. a Pet. kind of . I DOOO WANT TO SAY HE CARES FOR ME BUT. ykā¦ he really wasnāt built for selfshipping. heās a weirdo!! but i think itās love at first sight for meā¦. iām weak for milfs i fear šš and i think he does develop some kind of soft spot eventually :3 weāre. roommates. roommates who play board games and sleep in each othersā lap. roommates who kiss. iād like to kiss his brain. WHO SAID THATā¦
ok that was a big big ramble but !!!!! standard arimickey interaction letās be real. itās funny bc arishoko is so grounded somehow and arikenny is šš the way it is. i guess itās sort of like a god/devout believer pairing ā¦ but without. the religious aspect. i think thereās very much a power dynamic involved this bitch is ANCIENTā¦.. anyway thatās all tysm for reading my lovely sunflower baby <33333 i hope !! youāre having a nice day!!! ilyvm!!!!
#i saw. you make a post abt the movie i think š so im assuming it was super duper good#IM VERY HAPPY FOR U <3333 i checked and theyre showing it at my cinema rn!!! will def check it out when i get the chance :3#ty for indulging my silly little selfships <3 arikenny does make me very insane even though itās. the weirdest one..#ive said it before and ill say it again!!! single moms r allowed to do whatever. if she asks me to bark i will iām loyal ā¼ļøā¼ļø#(if u listen closely u can hear my sanity slipping away)#ily soooo much <33333 sending you my coziest fluffiest vibes :3#ask tag ā©#mickey !! ā©#selfshippy stuff ā©
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REQUEST - unrequitted G1 characters/Tfp soundwave; G1 Soundwave/Tfp Soundwave - G1 cartoon & Tfp - unrequitted lust, fantasizing, outsider pov, situational comedy, selfcest technically I guess? I'm not quite sure what to put here
Tfp SW escapes the shadowzone and ends up in the G1 cartoon universe, is found by the deceptions, joins up and works with his alternate universe counterpart, G1 SW. The thing is, by G1 universe standards, Tfp Soundwave is sexy as fuck. In the Everyone Is A Square Universe, a curvy waist makes you supermodel-hot. So the fic would be various cons acting like complete fools around Tfp SW because they're too Horny to function, all while you're reading their inner monolog of complete filth, how hot they find tfp SW, what they would do to SW (or want SW to do to them) if they had the chance.
G1 SW isn't like this tho, (Conscientious of not being a pervert due to being a telepath? Just the robot equivalent of ace? You decide) and throughout the POVs of cons being horny there are little hints of the SWs having a cute slowburn office romance. The final punchline of the fic is when they finally decide to date, and when they do something like walking into the mess hall holding hands, all the cons who were oblivious to the coworkers-to-lovers thing they were doing are like, "What. Wait. NOOOO."
Author's choice on if Tfp SW is aware that everyone finds him hot, how exactly the SW/SW would be slowburn given that G1 SW is a telepath, and whether or not Tfp SW is also a telepath
I think it would be fun if the various horny con POVs focused on a different body part or trait of SWs that they found hot. Like a flier having a kink for his wing arms, someone else really into the visor, but it's a running joke when any of the cons talk about SW that the data cables are the sexiest.
Maybe even some bot POV, something like the first time tfp SW showed up in an energon raid. The twins trying to jet judo the new con flier, and then getting their asses kicked in hand to hand by the new incredibly attractive con flier (former gladiator SW) would be so fun
This ended up being very long and specific, so I don't think it'll be filled, but my brain was consumed with thoughts of Tfp Soundwave being sexy to other transformers universes so I had to write it down somewhere. Sorry if I didn't get the format right
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Iām a slowburn girlie like youāre a slowburn girlie. Any book recs?! Just getting back into reading again š¤ Actually obsessed with sitq and need something so Iām not focusing on when the next update will come š
Okay here are some of my favorites from the last couple years:
I always recommend Throne of Glass. A lot of people say to start with ACOTAR if youāre going to read Sarah J. Maas but I think TOG is her most consistent in terms of plot and characterization. And itās completed
The Coven and The Cursed by Harper L. Woods. The villain love interest stays a villain the entire time and heās SO HOT. Itās a completed duology but itās set up for more books with other couples in the same world (editing this to say I read these as indies last year but theyāve been picked up by a publisher since. I donāt think you can get physical copies right now but they do seem to still be on KU)
Assistant to the Villain by Hannah Nicole Maehrer is cute and fun! Slow burn and pretty light-hearted, but it is only the first book of a series and the next comes out later this year
If you like contemporary romance (slight paranormal themes) then The Dead Romantics by Ashley Poston broke my heart and put it back together several times. One of my favorite books of all time. But it does deal pretty heavily with themes of parental loss and grief if thatās not your jam
One Dark Window/Two Twisted Crowns by Rachel Gillig. Very little spice but itās a fascinating world and magic system and I loved it way more than I expected to!
Similar vibes to the above, For the Wolf and For the Throne by Hannah Whitten. Cottagecore but make it bloody (I also recommend The Foxglove King by her, but itās only the first in an incomplete trilogy)
The Serpent and the Wings of Night and The Ashes and the Star-cursed King by Carissa Broadbent. Enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers. Thereās sexy blood drinking. If you want more than that I canāt help you
I know a couple of these are pretty standard recs but hopefully there is something in here for you!! Happy reading š„°
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I've been meaning to share more fanfic recs, and then not remembering to do that. Gonna try to make it a weekly thing on Fridays (we'll see if that sticks).
(I'll be tagging these "fander fic rec friday" if anyone would like to join me in reccing some fics they love.)
Animal Skin and Take a Bite by Willowanderer Supernatural AU. (Dukeceit, Prinxiety) Rating: M Janus and Virgil are brothers who meet a pair of intriguing twins. An amusing amount of drama (romance, mystery, patricide) ensues. Notes: I almost missed "Take a Bite" because I filter out the Underage tag, but I saw a post with art from the fic and decided to take a chance. The warning is there for mentions of trafficking involving an underage character, but nothing happens within in the fic itself. (It's also tagged for references to bestiality, but that's in the context of a hypothetical scenario involving a sapient shapeshifter, because Remus gotta be Remus. Not actually bestiality and again, nothing actually happens in the fic.)
Bonding over scales by FeelingGroovySmooth Canonverse. (Intruality) Rating: M Remus is pining for Patton. Janus plays matchmaker by roping them both into helping him with his scale-care routine. Notes: This one is so funny. Janus as a matchmaker is so underused in this fandom. I think it's rated a bit high for its actual content, I probably wouldn't have put this as more than a T (but then I also have very lax standards). (Warning though, if you have a fingernail squick like me: this isn't a shed fic so much as a manicure fic in disguise because his scales grow like fingernails. Not gonna lie, that gave me the willies.)
Here's a pair of older fics I reread recently. Pairing them together, because they have similar themes:
Rewrites and Losses by DoomedKelpie Canonverse. (Gen) Rating: T Janus wakes up in the mindscape with no memory of being Deceit. Notes: One of my favorite tropes is the idea of the Sides' roles changing over time, and this one plays with that idea really well.
Myosotis by cloakoflevitation Canonverse. (Gen) Rating: T Virgil loses his memories from the beginning of the series onward. He doesn't remember meeting Thomas in person or being accepted, and he doesn't know why Janus and Remus are so upset to see him come home... Notes: This one hurts so good. Love fics about Virgil mending things with the others.
WIPs (I don't read WIPs as often as I probably should, but these are some that have made me glad for making an exception.)
Wolfsbane by TheFoxofFiction Supernatural/Fantasy AU. (Loceit, slowburn) Rating: T Janus is a werewolf fleeing a past filled with isolation and tragedy who, after a brush with death, falls into the care of a witch (Logan). Notes: The angst in this is exquisite.
Friendly Neighborhood Criminals by LeFay_Strent Modern AU. (Gen) Rating: T Patton is a a sweet, abused puffball who manages to attract the protection of three quirky criminal guardian angels after they break into his apartment. Notes: The cutest shit, I swear to God. Putting it with WIPs for hinted intrigue down the line, but so far the chapters read as completed fics.
Me, Myself, and These Guys Who Kinda Look Like Me by LeFay_Strent Canon AU. (Gen) Rating: T A story about Thomas meeting his sides when they manifest in front of him for the first time. Notes: This one is so interesting because no one knows what is going on. The Sides don't know what they are or why they're connected to Thomas, they just know he's the center of their world, and that's...a lot for Thomas to try and wrap his head around. It's so good.
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Update time!
It's your favourite procrastinating piece of macaroni here to give you a quick update and overview on what's happening and what I'm planning. I'm sorry about the lack of bot dumps and my slow responses to requests. The burnout has been real and c.ai's fluctuating bot quality has made me frustrated with editing bots only for me to either get short or repetitive responses, very OOC replies or stories with little to no slowburn.
First things first, I have created a second account called MaccStrikesBacc which will be dedicated to bots in fandoms outside of Resident Evil. This is more of an impulsive side project kind of thing to go alongside my main account. I have created a separate masterlist for better clarification. link to c.ai profile here
Alongside my two masterlists, there's now a website called caibotlist dedicated to searching for character ai bots. It has an easy to navigate search system, filters, tags, trigger warnings, categories, fandoms and folders for different types of bots. I seriously recommend it to any users or bot creators. Maccaroni_Masscare profile, MaccStrikesBacc profile.
A quick thank you to everyone who voted on my poll, it has shifted my priorities away from character calls and I'll focus on the standard roleplay bots. I have made one character call centred bot for every character but I wont go out of my way to make them unless people specifically ask.
The bots that I am currently making right now to introduce are Luis Serra and Ashley Graham. Albert Wesker is still up for debate.
Besides from that thank you all for your support! I enjoy hearing everyone's feedback and all the creative concepts people have or bots <3
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Ok well now that youāve reblogged it obviously Iām gonna come back for more so, for your consideration, Yorick x Sarra and Rhea x Tristan!
Teeheehee, yes I will always welcome being back for more.
For Yorick & Sarra, obligatory "every ship that's not Shireen feels weird at this point." That said, I do think there's potential for something there.
They're both very reserved & quiet "thinking, plotting even" types, so there's definitely that going towards them understanding each other, but I don't know if they'd get close close. Like, I do believe that Yoick & Sarra would be fond of each other & be friends, & maybe even there'd be love there at some point, but neither of them strike me as the "immediately start a conversation" type. They're on some slowburn shit.
There's the fun SOTF Canon of the Royces being related to the Mormonts, so Sarra would be able to fill in some knowledge gaps there for Yorick since he never really got a chance to meet his grandmother or her family until he was considered an adult by Westeros's standards (which, same for her. Mutual learning what their extended family is like). I also think that they'd have good, like, "we will do our hobbies in the same room & that's bonding" time. Like, that's the energy they give off. Like I said, compatible but it's slowburn (especially with Yorick being demi, my man is gonna take a minute but he'll get there. Like, he's gonna Do His Duty, but he's not starting out going 0 to 60 here I don't think).
Friendship+ kind of marriage. I do think they'd make a good "plotting for Alicentās kids futures" duo. Also, even though Yorick has a whole breeding kink I think they'd have fewer kids than he & Shireen do. Like, Sarra just does not strike me as someone who is willing to pop out 7 kids.
Ngl, I think things between Tristan & Rhea would be weird. She looks like his sister, she's got baggage about some of his family. But like I said when I talked about Rhea & Therese, if you pass her vibe check she's willing to give you the benefit of the doubt.
Tristan likes (outside of Helaena, obvi) a strong willed woman, & you don't get much more strong willed than Rhea lmao. She's a little...on edge about most guys who like her because their reasons do not pass the vibe check. Tristan would have a bit of an uphill battle to prove himself true, but he's a reliable & genuine guy so I think he could do it.
*pointing at some other guy trying to woo Rhea* His motivation? Whack! His pickup lines? Whack! His looking at your chest instead of your face? Whack! His family wanting your dragon? Whack! Him not seeing the real you? Whack! Me? I'm tight as fuck!
While I do see babyboy earning a smooch from babygirl & maybe even having a fling, I don't know how long lasting they'd be. Because, y'know, The Baggage surrounding Rhaenyra's half of the Targaryen bit of the family tree on top of the legitimized bastard thing. There just is the unfortunate truth of a lot of people side-eyeing that because of how Westeros is. Who knows though, maybe they could go the distance! They'd at least be really cute for a while! And if they did have lasting power, they'd have such cute kids because, like, look at them.
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is it just me or does anyone else ever think about the hit queer media will take because of how quick people are to call things queerbait?
tl;dr: there's something so good about a slowburn that we won't get with queer media if don't allow these relationships to develop slowly, rather than fast so that you as a writer don't get accused of queerbaiting.
of course, i'm not saying queerbait doesn't happen. we do see it frequently. this is why i think people are too quick when it comes to calling things queerbait, because a lot of people have experienced it so much they're traumatized by it in a way. it's just there are a lot of things that aren't queerbait too.
my perspective here is that a lot of my favorite ships took 5-7 seasons to get together. and those ships are SO GOOD. because you see their relationship develop and they grow as people together before even acknowledging their feelings for each other at times. it's so cool and overall just very human.
i've never had this experience with queer characters because it's always so much faster (and a lot of that comes down to queer, especially sapphic, shows being cancelled). i think a lot of writers do this though because people will accuse them of queerbaiting. i remember hearing that people though ed and stede were queerbait at first. and now i'm seeing this with nandor and guillermo (both canonically queer characters on a show with other canonically queer characters, which i feel immediately disqualifies it as baiting). i'm not the biggest nandermo shipper in the world, but i feel like i could be if this plays out even longer. it's already good and complex because of it taking longer to play out (also, they don't have to end up together at all for it to be a canonically queer relationship btw. the show could end with guillermo being like "i hate you nandor i don't know why i was ever in love with you" or whatever and it would still be good. but that's a topic for another day).
this is all also on top of tv already killing the slowburn by taking such a huge fall from sitcoms having ~25 episodes per season to now like... 10 if you're lucky. so please i beg. don't kill the slowburn even further it's already on life support.
haiii :3 silly little ramble time for those of you that are reading under the cut... enjoy my internal monologue.
i promise btw that i'm not saying any of this to be mean to anyone that has called things queerbaiting that i said aren't in this post. i understand why people are quick to pull that term; this community is so traumatized as a whole. i just never watched any queer media until i was 20 years old so i've never gone through being queerbaited and my standards are all based on the heterosexual couples i watched on tv.
funnily enough, the reason why i never sought out queer media despite knowing i was queer since i was like 14 was because of knowing that it wouldn't be slow and that it would be too?? on the nose?? if that's the right phrase? our flag means death was the first thing that felt complex enough while still being a comedy, weirdly. then came a league of their own. and that's really all i've watched besides wwdits but like... i'm not watching wwdits bc i'm invested in nandermo so. that's different. idk why i started telling my story abt my relationship w queer media. but yeah. i need depth. not just "we're gay and in love"
#a lot of this was so much rambling#i have so much more to say abt this too but#i couldn't think of it in the moment#queer#queer shows#lgbt#tv#might as well tag the show i talked abt#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nandermo
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