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Katniss, Peeta, and the messy in between.
For a while I've been seeing the sentiment of blaming the distance between Katniss and Peeta after the 74th games on Peeta entirely and I think it's rather unfair. It's a messy situation involving two teenagers who are both valid in their feelings at this point in time.
There's multiple things going on at the end of book 1 in regards to Peeta's relationship with both Katniss AND Haymitch that it feel unfair to blame him, when Peeta, like Katniss, more often than not, is the last one to find out other people's intentions/plans, even from his own allies.
Now before I start, I feel like I must preface this by saying I'm not bashing anyone in this analysis so if you're gonna say something rude and mean about my babies, make that U turn cause I aint having it. Also I'm a yapper so this is gonna be really long lol.
It begins on the train tracks. Katniss and Peeta are walking along the tracks when Peeta picks her a small bouquet of wildflowers as Katniss is struggling to convey the kind of danger they are in, while also being paranoid that they're being watched. At this time, she also connects Gale to the wild flowers Peeta has picked for her and its adding her anxiety to the point where she can't even pretend to be happy at Peeta's gift. And that's something he picks up on.
When the train makes a brief stop for fuel, we’re allowed to go outside for some fresh air. There’s no longer any need to guard us. Peeta and I walk down along the track, hand in hand, and I can’t find anything to say now that we’re alone. He stops to gather a bunch of wildflowers for me. When he presents them, I work hard to look pleased. Because he can’t know that the pink and-white flowers are the tops of wild onions and only remind me of the hours I’ve spent gathering them with Gale.
“What’s wrong?” Peeta asks. “Nothing,” I answer. We continue walking, past the end of the train, out where even I’m fairly sure there are no cameras hidden in the scrubby bushes along the track. Still no words come. -THG - Chapter 27
Its not until Haymitch appears and drop the bomb and bows out that Peeta finally catches on that Katniss and Haymitch are still playing up the lover act without his knowledge.
Haymitch startles me when he lays a hand on my back. Even now, in the middle of nowhere, he keeps his voice down. “Great job, you two. Just keep it up in the district until the cameras are gone. We should be okay.” I watch him head back to the train, avoiding Peeta’s eyes. “What’s he mean?” Peeta asks me. “It’s the Capitol. They didn’t like our stunt with the berries,” I blurt out. “What? What are you talking about?”
“So, what you’re saying is, these last few days and then I guess . . . back in the arena . . . that was just some strategy you two worked out.” “No. I mean, I couldn’t even talk to him in the arena, could I?” I stammer. “But you knew what he wanted you to do, didn’t you?” says Peeta. I bite my lip. “Katniss?” He drops my hand and I take a step, as if to catch my balance. “It was all for the Games,” Peeta says. “How you acted.”
-THG - Chapter 27
The truth comes out. Uh oh. It seems this star crossed lovers act when on longer than Peeta expected. Granted, I don't recall him or Katniss ever making their status official, but somewhere between the cave and now, Peeta thought both him and Katniss were on the same page about their feelings. He's not wrong for thinking Katniss liked him back, she does, what he didn't account for is Katniss not knowing herself that she liked him back.
I think Peeta learning the truth through Haymitch and not Katniss starts them on the wrong foot. Because she isn't honest with him for a majority of the time in this scene. Yes, Katniss was worried if the capitol could hear them, but even after Haymitch lets them know they can talk freely, she's still isn't 100% honest with Peeta.
Now here comes the big question.
“It was all for the Games,” Peeta says. “How you acted.” “Not all of it,” I say, tightly holding on to my flowers. “Then how much? No, forget that. I guess the real question is what’s going to be left when we get home?” he says. “I don’t know. The closer we get to District Twelve, the more confused I get,” I say. He waits, for further explanation, but none’s forthcoming
I'd be more than happy to dump all the blame on him for being a pissy baby after the revelation if it weren't for that last part at the end.
Peeta's hurt, yes, but he can rationalize that Katniss had to play lovers for the games, but here, right now, he's asking what he should be expecting when they get home. The words aren't there, but the subtext is loud and clear.
This is a confession. I'm hurt. But I still like you. Do you like me? Will we have something when we go home and the cameras are gone?
Katniss gives him her most honest answer yet. She doesn't know. She's confused and she's getting more confused as they get closer to home. And that's it. That's her answer. But it isn't enough.
Peeta explicitly waits for more of an explanation from Katniss. He hears nothing about her thoughts, feelings, fears. He only knows what she tells him. And when he doesn't get it, there's no other way to take it as a rejection.
So now what?
“Well, let me know when you work it out,” he says, and the pain in his voice is palpable. -THG- Chapter 27-
“No, I ate at the Hob,” I say. “But thank you.” My voice doesn’t sound like my own, it’s so formal. Just as it’s been every time I’ve spoken to Peeta since the cameras finished filming our happy homecoming and we returned to our real lives. -CF- Chapter 1
The camera crews and reporters packed up and went home. Peeta and I assumed the cool relationship we’ve had ever since. -CF- Chapter 2
And this is why I feel like it's so unfair to solely blame Peeta for their distance between THG and CF. This distance came from both sides.
Peeta ends Book one asking Katniss to be honest with him once she figures her own feelings out. But she never does. She just picks up her life and tries go back to what it was before the games.
Was he waiting for an answer? How long did he wait? When did he give up and accept that whatever was the 74th was something his mind made up while he lying half dead in a cave?
Katniss has a valid list of a million things that are clouding her feelings for Peeta. We know them because we're stuck in her head. But Peeta isn't. And to be honest, I don't think he ever knows all of them throughout the trilogy.
I want to tell him that he’s not being fair. That we were strangers. That I did what it took to stay alive, to keep us both alive in the arena. That I can’t explain how things are with Gale because I don’t know myself. That it’s no good loving me because I’m never going to get married anyway and he’d just end up hating me later instead of sooner. That if I do have feelings for him, it doesn’t matter because I’ll never be able to afford the kind of love that leads to a family, to children. And how can he? How can he after what we’ve just been through? -THG- Chapter 27-
And this isn't a silly little fling for Peeta. He's liked Katniss since forever. Has there been other girls that caught his eye? Yes, maybe, but Katniss Everdeen has always been a soft spot for him.
Now, there is a part of him that now as to wonder WTF was going on in the Games, in the Cave and the Interview that followed after. You know the one, where Katniss cries into his chest, buries her face into his chest and practically sits on him the entire time.
Unlike Katniss, Peeta now has to question everything because the rug has just been pulled from underneath him. Yes, he's aware about the lover act and playing it up for the audience, but he isn't aware that Katniss and Haymitch have some crazy telepathic connection to each other that was guiding how Katniss would act towards Peeta in the games. He was even delirious half the time. How far did that go? When did it even begin? He knew that Haymitch was sending packages to Katniss instead of him.
I'm not making this shit up because it's the one thing that Peeta outwardly expresses frustration at (especially) Katniss and Haymitch.
“This has to stop. Right now. This — this — game you two play, where you tell each other secrets but keep them from me like I’m too inconsequential or stupid or weak to handle them.” “It’s not like that, Peeta —” I begin. “It’s exactly like that!” he yells at me. “I have people I care about, too, Katniss! Family and friends back in District Twelve who will be just as dead as yours if we don’t pull this thing off. So, after all we went through in the arena, don’t I even rate the truth from you?” - CF - Chapter 5 -
So what is the point i'm making here? Oh right. I think Peeta is 1000% justified in withdrawing from Katniss after the train tracks. What else is he suppose to do? This isn't something he can bounce back and recover from right away. Taking a step back is the most mature thing to do in this situation. For his sake and hers.
I dislike the notion that his apology denotes complete wrong doing on his part. He's having a human moment and he navigates it better than most would. Yes, he freezes her out, but he doesn't berate her, blame her or is mean to her. He just fucks off and deals with his own emotions and only shows up to play the perfect boyfriend. (And when he does, he never does it with malice OR resentment, at least to from Katniss' obervation.) What other alternative is there? He's genuinely hurt and I feel like expecting him to be comforting and supportive on and off camera when he's hurting inside to be unfair.
We sympathize with Katniss because we're in her head 24/7. We can get to hear her yearn and pine for Peeta after the train tracks. But Katniss also just doesn't mention her every trying to fix her relationship with Peeta between books. She lets the ice freeze over until Peeta comes back to ofter friendship instead. Yes, she has trauma and more hang ups than the average modern day person, but so does Peeta. Trauma is an explanation, not an excuse. If Katniss is allowed three books to figure out her feelings for Peeta, Peeta should be allowed the in between of Book 1 and 2 to figure out his with Katniss.
There should be more nuance when we look at this point in time where Peeta and Katniss' relationship is estranged. Peeta has a lot of reasons why he might want distance from her and I think it's unfair to blame him for it. From him questioning the games, Katniss and Haymitch's involvement with each other and Katniss non-answer of a rejection to his feelings, there's a lot of things he needs to sort out himself. Yes, she saved his life, but she also doesn't answer a lot of questions he asks of her. Katniss doesn't owe him a relationship for what happened in the games, or even her reasons why she's not ready for a relationship. But in turn, we shouldn't blame Peeta if he personally needs time to pick himself up, to figure things out himself. And this is just one thing on top of the trauma that follows both of them after the games. He also just fucking lost his leg LMAO
#THG from Peeta's point of view is mostly him being unintentionally gaslit by everyone#including himself#I was on reddit and I kept seeing people bring up Peeta icing Katniss out after being rejected and blaming it on him#and it was erking me#and I know it's partly because Peeta is mostly flawless as character in Katniss' eyes and they're looking for his flaws#but I think its because they both like each other and they bring the best out each other#I actually think this estrangement is wonderfuly crafted by Suzzane#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#the hunger games#thg#ramblings of a madwoman#I might have poke the bear with this one#oh well
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Hey people, this post is a little different than my usual ones.
I kinda wanted to post something on the 4th/5th but time got away from me.
I have a lot of snippets and segments of ideas from stories in this au that I wrote up.
This is... Sort of the extended segment of my little "Fox and Anakin's first meeting" snippet.
There will probably be more to follow this but for now, I hope you enjoy this little chunk of story.
Autumn
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"We put republic resources into your upkeep, and the bare minimum we expect in return is that you do the jobs that you were made for."��The Senate guard fumed.
Anakin pushed himself back into the corner behind the trio of Clones who had all moved in front of him. The familiar mantra of 'I'm not here, there's nothing to see.' ran through his head even as he watched the exchange.
"The Chancellor has decided to cut a third of your funding until he believes that the guard has earned it back CC-1010." The man snapped.
"We need that funding to get supplies for the Men Sir." The clone said, and it almost seemed pleading even through the vocoder. And Anakin felt the surge of concern from the unfamiliar Clone Commander.
"We're already struggling to get enough supplies after the last cut."
The other Man only snorted derisively. But Anakin was more interested by the surprise blooming in the force from the troopers around him in response to the Commander’s words.
"Perhaps you should put in more work into being worth your upkeep then." He said shortly.
And that didn't seem fair. It seemed to Anakin like the Corries did plenty of work, honestly he thought that maybe the Senators and other guards should be a little more grateful to them.
"Also, you will gather together every useless Clone that failed to stop the attack and bring them to us for proper disciplinary action.” The guard commander sneered, expression so much like that of an especially smug Master that Anakin couldn't help but lean away.
"If it were up to me I'd have them all sent for reconditioning, but unfortunately it's not.". He seemed to be enjoying this interaction a little too much.
Anakin wasn't sure what reconditioning was, but the fear that had soaked the force around them at the words spoke for itself. Anakin wasn't sure what proper disciplinary action entailed either. But the overly pleased look on the other guards face and the fear in the air brought to mind images of Electro whips and beatings, water and food restrictions, abandoning people to the freezing nights or biting sandstorms for even minor provocations.
He quickly pushed those thoughts away, this was Coruscant, not the slave yards. Things worked differently here. It was fine. Even if the words felt suspiciously like a lie even in his own head.
"Don't Talk back to me, Clone." The man snarled, snapping Anakin out of his thoughts.
He must have missed part of the conversation but he came back in time to see the man grabbing hold of the front of the commander's armor. "You do what the republic tells you, you got that? we say send half the guard to the Lower levels, you send the guard." He leaned in closer, expression angry.
"We tell you to send your useless men back to Kamino to be Reconditioned, you send those men."
He reached in and ripped off the Clone commander's helmet. Anakin couldn't help but notice that the Clone Commander hadn't moved a muscle since the other man had grabbed his armor, he was frozen staring straight forward, short curly hair tumbling into blank eyes as the helmet came off and hit the ground with force.
"You do, as we say." The man snarled, leaning in again. "We could order you to execute your own soldiers and you'd have no choice but to obey."
He reached up and grabbed the silent man's face. "We own you, Every pound of duplicated flesh that comes from Kamino is ours, and we will do what we wish with it, do you understand?"
"Yes Sir."
In the back of his head Anakin had the feeling that he shouldn't be here, that he was seeing something that an outsider shouldn't see. But the thoughts were dulled by the Man's words echoing in his head.
'We own you.' He didn't want to think about it, didn't want to look at the picture that was slowly coming together in his head.
The guards almost never spoke unless addressed. They were entirely ignored unless someone needed them or took some kind of issue with them. The entire Senate seemed to treat the guard, the clones as lesser than them. He thought back to the interaction he and Padme had crashed, how the two aids had been talking about them. He'd thought that there was something wrong with how the guards were treated in the Senate, but did it go deeper than that.
'we own you.'
Slavery was illegal in the republic, they had rules against it, Qui-Gon had told him so.
Maybe the man meant something else, but Anakin was having trouble seeing what else 'we own you' could mean.
Anakin pressed himself further against the wall, he didn't hear whatever else the Man said over the screaming in his ears, he couldn't tell if it was his own thoughts or the force pressing in around him. He wanted to be wrong, he had to be, he couldn't. It couldn't.
"..Ad..? Are you ok..?" A hand brushed his shoulder and he started, looking up into the helmeted face of one of the Clones.
From further away he heard snippets of voices.
"Wait, what do you mean he heard everything?"
"Fox, he's just a kid, he's not going to do anything."
He tried to peer around 'Twelve-Sixteen' to see what was going on, he could still feel distressed in the air, but it had a desolate edge to it now.
'Twelve-Sixteen' Knelt down in front of him.
"Hey, it's ok Ad'ika. Don't worry about any of that ok?"
He was trying to sound cheery, but Anakin could feel the nerves underneath the false cheer. He opened his mouth to say something, but instead of agreement or a confirmation of understanding, the words that spilled out were the ones echoing around his head.
"..They own you..?"
The words came out far louder than he'd ment them, and suddenly all four clones were looking at him. The Commander, who had put his helmet back on, sighed Audibly.
"The Coruscant guard and Grand Army of the republic are both republic property." The man said he sounded tired, like he didn't want to have this conversation.
"But… they, they can't." Anakin stammered, pushing to his feet. "You're People."
The clone who'd been talking to the commander shook his head. "Maybe to you Ad'ika, but not to most Nat borns."
"They bought us off of the Kaminoans." 'Twelve-Sixteen' told him, shrugging. "If they hadn't brought us, we wouldn't exist."
That did not make Anakin feel better, in fact somehow that was worse.
"But… they're not - this isn't the outer rim." Anakin stammered. The one thing in the way of his discovery was the fact that Qui-gon had said that Slavery wasn't legal in the Republic, but… that had been ten years ago… had that changed?
The guard commander sighed, if Anakin focused he could feel the storm of emotions around him.
"No, it's not, Welcome to Coruscant." He said flatly.
"Now, you really shouldn't be here, go back to your Jedi."
The Commander turned and stormed off, but he didn't seem angry, just tired, so so Tired.
Anakin felt frozen, even as his mind was spinning with thoughts, unfamiliar pieces clipping together into a picture that was all too familiar even as the setting was the furthest thing from.
"Ad'ika…?"
"I.." Anakin stepped away, his hands balling into fists. "...I… They…"
The words weren't coming, but he could feel the worry and resigned acceptance suffusing the air around them.
When he eventually did find words, they weren't addressing the fact that his new friends weren't what he'd thought, maybe weren't even Free like he'd thought.
"...I… can you… I need to talk to Padme… do.. Do you know where I can find her…?"
#ani and the corries#ani and the corries au#anakin skywalker#padawan anakin#the courscant guard#child anakin skywalker#clone trooper oc's#commander fox#tw slavery#tw dissociation#just a little#fox is tired#Ani is accidentally bonding with troopers#and sees something he should not have seen#cue the main plot of this au#the fact that canon Anakin doesn't seem to ever really acknowledge what the clones are erks me#but a baby Anakin who only left tattooine a year ago...?#its only a matter of time before he puts together this rather nasty puzzel.#lots of implied trooper mistreatment in this one#clone wars
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Is it just me or has vizie given us more actual intrest in husks and angles realation ship then THEN THE ACTUAL COUPLE
Not hat to mu huskerdusts
( im pretty sure i did not nail that ship name )
but then again vizie has kinda hd struggle when it comes to female characters in her stories so having a sapphic relationship as her main couplr so far has been a little bit of a dry well
So far its
Charile says something
Vaggie: aw i love you beb
Charlie: GASP i love you too
But i need more actual intimate interactions the final episodes actually gave us something which im so happy about so i'm hoping for season two i get my fill
BECAUSE SO FAR VIZIE HAS PUT THEIR HIEGHT DIFFERENCE TO WASTE
Like i need spice (not meaning 🥵🥵 necessarily )
But like some flavour EVEN IF ITS SALT
Cause so far i've on been skip on Chaggie content on tumblr 👁🫦👁
Or just new takes on the relationship
Maybe some lil quirks
( the ship name makes me throw up in my mouth alittle🥴)
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#IM NOT EVEN A BIG SHIPPER AND THIS ERKS ME#hazbin hotel#hazbin charlie#charlie morningstar#chaggie#vaggie#hazbin vaggie#hazbin hotel fandom
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what is with those nsft posts i sometimes come across that say ‘ooh i love when my daddy kicks me in the nose’ like girl speak up. also why is it this tagged as puppy play this has nothing to do with that
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it has been a joy to bring my friend through undertale and have them constantly question why sans was memed so hard
#like idk bestie#I don't know#thrandilf#undertale#utdr#ut textpost#imp tag#they didn't know sans had an actual personality#like I'm so sorry ut. I'm so sorry the internet did that to you#okay this is my annoying salty ''no fun'' take: fingers in his ass sunday erks me#THAT IS ONE OF THE BEST SONGS IN THE GAME. YOU WILL TREAT HER WITH RESPECT LIKE SHE DESERVES#or don't#have fun#enjoy the meme that I hate
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i caress modulus going “oh i love you yet hate you so much”
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There is something unnerving about this individual, but he cannot put his finger on exactly what. There are people from all different realms and countries, he simply hasn’t met someone like this. Silently, he hands her a button that says ‘likable individual.’ “Here is your prize from this experiment,” he says, and frowns a little more. “Despite making one of your conversation partners adamantly say ‘no’ with a plethora of exclamation marks, we found you were generally enjoyable company. Congratulations.”
Oh. She wasn’t aware she would be getting a reward for this. A rather useless reward, all things considered, but it’s the thought that counts.
“Thank you.” She nods politely, gesturing vaguely to a nearby table since she can’t take it herself. Perhaps she can give it away to someone else with a lesser grade. She’s generous like that.
…Wait why do some people have a higher score. What is this. She’s ‘exceptional’! She’s the model of model of good behavior! Why is she not exceptional?!
“One of your conversation partners adamantly say 'no' with a plethora of exclamation marks,”
……That purple haired little brat—
#{You may call me Sothis. But I am also known as… “The Beginning”. — IC}#{I’ll lend my strength! — Ask}#toaLoveHypothesis2024#cremisii#//sothis vc: ERK. ERK WHEN I CATCH YOU ERK. ERK WHEN I CATCH YOU ERK. ERK WHEN I CATCH YOU ERK—
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i may not be the best artist but i want to draw a germany miku that is actual traditional clothing and not the shit the nazis stylized (and partially made up) to make a “cohesive” germany
#if you don’t know the dirndl is a very stylized version of bayern clothing#and nazi shit#so i might make one that is actually historical cause the dirndl always erks me as a jewish german
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frost-bitten fangs
An overnight outage to the stables’ heating system results in the deaths of several wyverns, personal mounts and beloved lesson drakes alike. In their grief, passionate students vowed to sleep overnight in the wyvern stables to help them keep warm through the night. [Grants Flying +1]
#in character: there is work to be done#support: phila erk / flames of resolve#((OGH writers block has been getting me so bad lately))#((just. no ideas))#((soory if this is shit :sob:))
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sorry for the ranty rant but while i do like teacher set up videos each time i watch this my eye twitches because like SO many of these videos arent putting function and accessibility at the for front. like yes make your space beautiful we spend so much time inside these classroom but don’t value aesthetics over accessibility !!
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📖 + Fire Emblem
((Instinctively I know the answer to this one: Florina, from Blazing Sword.
Blazing Sword in particular was one of my favorite games as a kid, and Lyn is still like a childhood hero to me. But because all the respect I have for her, I never tried RPing as her? I have a similar situation with other characters I loved at the time, too...
But you know the best way to guarantee you get to interact with any Lyn in a given FE community, and get to be really gay for in-game reasons? It's by playing Florina. So aside from the fact I already love the character for who she is, she plays really well into what I like for other reasons.
... and no, I swear a character doesn't need to be gay-coded for me to like/play them, it's just... I dunno, IT HAPPENS--))
#mysticalities#☲Darling-Messages!☲#☰Out-of-Wifeys☰#((I love Serra and Erk in that game too so also them#I also briefly played Rebecca and Eliwood before#I have played a lot of other FEs but that one keeps me coming back))
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You know, whatever else anyone may have to say about the Ahsoka series, I have say I very much appreciate its aesthetic in the form of Ezra Bridger. 😏🔥
He's come a long way from the little blue haired kid from Rebels. xd
#...Rebels which I still have yet to fully watch because the animation style erked me and the characters just didn't hook me at all :/#someday I'll try to watch it again I swear *sigh*#Ezra Bridger#Eman Esfandi#Ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#Star Wars#my random ramblings
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You Have No Name patch update for the week: Erk has Fuchs Dystrophy ✨
#lowkey obsessed with giving my head children ailments and disorders ✨ nobody here is healthyyyyy#just pav things#Anyways this is my way of reconciling the fact I’ve always seen Erk with grey-ish eyes :3#motherfucker can’t see half the time and honestly good for him 👍#That makes for 4 head children with bad eyesight :> (Inigo and Daisy and Dism (very mildly) too)#I’m reading about Lymphoma and seeing that Idyllia is in palliative care I’m wondering if I should incorporate that into her backstory too#I mean… she’s sick enough to be IN a hospice (ignoring the fact her sister is holeing her up in there on purpose 😋)#Like I’ve done me/cfs for so long (practically since Idyllia was born) but I’m just wondering if there’s something more fitting for her :3#Especially since she would fall into the same camp as Archie for having Version 1 inhibition#And we know what Version 1 inhibition also induces in people *cough* potentially fatal diseases *cough*#Anyways that’s a very depressing fun fact here’s some actual fun facts about my viscomm duo#Child Cynthia barely looks like her teenage counterpart! She got much louder and fatter 💖#Her natural hair colour is a sandy brown~#Inigo’s room has a section of the wall dedicated solely to photos and polaroids of him and his friends :3#Good luck finding any of Archie though before he rejoins the party in Arc 4 adjkshsj#It’s definitely one of the ways he’s hypocritical! Calls Idyllia out for trying to forget and assume a different persona#And yet Minty himself cannot bear to look at any photographs from his time with Archie… clinging only to his PERCEPTION of reality 😌😋#But that’s also how you can tell he means it when he says that he always treated Dism like a friend ^^
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Like i get were in the era of being edgy and talking about how much we love nasty gross bad things now but I just feel like acting like youre better then other people for having the courage to ship the guy who's whole thing is being a rapist with the guy who watched him rape someone is like embarrassing at best
#guys im so edgy im ignoring all the themes of the text to shio these two fake guys#ok its been so long since ive read bers!erk egg on my face if something crazy happened and now theyre together in canon.#rape mention#if anybody sees this and thinks im making up a guy to be mad at youre luckier then me and i hope#you remain luckier.
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I’m genuinely so happy that me just. mistaking erk for a girl the first time I saw them and that evolving into this new lil hc is so important to you!!!!!!!!!! im glad you like it so much!!!!! thank you!!
No, thank you bean
Honestly I've always liked erk but it's always felt like there was a missing ingredient, and you making a """""""""""mistake""""""""""" found that last piece
#I'm so happy it happened#if you told me a couple of days ago that I would be thinking this much of erk I would not have believed you#asks#beantothemax#crab emblem#transfemme erk
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♡ ˚· @adalrikr asked:
He's a bit late with his gift giving, but he hopes that it will end up being the thought that matters. (Perhaps he shouldn't have spent so much time deliberating on what exactly she would like, given the odd looks the merchants had started to give him.) "Lady... Lady Ishtar...!" He shouts, running over to her. He quickly shoves the glass bottle in her hands without any further delay. He didn't know anything about women's scents, but hopefully it would be to her liking. "... Happy... happy holidays, Lady Ishtar..."
Stunned for a moment, Ishtar can only blink down at the little thing in her hands. It is small, far from ornate, but she recognizes its purpose in an instant. Her fingers don't dare shake, handling the gift as though the most precious thing she has ever come into contact with.
Once she had been so well accustomed to the art of receiving, to the smiles and thank you's for one beautiful thing to add to her collection of a hundred. She had thought herself well versed in the concept of gratitude then, for what else could a girl who had everything be than grateful?
She realizes now, faced with a boy she watched die and a little glass bottle, that she hadn't the slightest idea until now.
"Erk... I..."
Tears prick at the backs of her eyes. No matter how well trained she has been to swallow them, to let no soul see that she is fragile enough to cry, she cannot stop them fast enough.
One beautiful thing to her collection of none. She will cherish it with her life.
"Thank you."
#♡. — 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰���𝐫𝐞𝐝#♡ ˚· ( erk ).#adalrikr#OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHGHHHHHHH#former rich girl experiencing being poor and possessionless in the sewers...........this is the best day of her fucking life#THANK YOU SO MUCH ;w; ERK THE WORLD TO ME
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