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howlngforyou · 6 months ago

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my car is fixed 😍😍😍😍😍😍

#me #hallelujah #and it was cheaper than what i thought

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ivy-saurs · 3 months ago

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also!! i went to a charity shop today and there was a copy of pokemon white so i bought it yippee :D

#it was £39 which is cheaper than i've seen it anywhere else so i thought y'know what fuck it #i can have little an impulse purchase. as a treat #it was in a locked cabinet and when the cashier saw the price he said 'it must be a special one' and i nodded solemnly #they also had pokemon y and a fire emblem ds game #god bless the weeb who donated these games

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you-can-be-what-you-want-to-be · 2 years ago

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I think the reason trans girl mob goes off so hard is because… the show is inherently about a kid who’s an outcast learning to be his best most happy self. Like people always say be yourself yeah but that usually doesn’t actually mean anything.

Mob psychos thesis statement is you are NOT special, and that is beautiful because it means you can be anything. Just because you’re a good artist and a shit singer doesn’t mean you should do art instead of singing, you should do what makes you happy and strive to be as good at it as you can, because mediocre is an achievement when you aren’t special, it’s about self improvement, not being the best.

And then you get a kid, who’s constantly terrified of his own emotions and how they effect others and is seen as naive, who doesn’t fit the stereotypical masculine world well (weak as hell, cares a lot about emotions, pacifist) and doesn’t fit the stereotypical feminine world well either (reserved usually, in the body improvement club, horrible fashion, not able to read a room) and you say part of being the best, happiest possible version of yourself is realizing your gender, and it’s not a sad thing, and it’s not about anyone else, it’s about being the best you possible.

I don’t think mob in show is trans or would be any better or worse at being a girl than he is at being a boy, because it isn’t about that. It’s about the idea that when people do the things that are important to them without regard for what other people might think and only focus on being who they want to be (not who they think they should be, not on who they are, who they WANT to be, who would be both a good person and make them happy) that that is the best, happiest, most successful version of them. And I think that’s beautiful.

#trans girl mob #trans mob #Trans Sheigo Kageyama #mob psycho 100 #meta thoughts #trans #just thinking about if everyone’s not special then maybe you can be who you want to be again #and you’re the protagonist of your own life #might be because I saw the episode with the depressed room and the cultural fair again #and how they thought the one guys problem was being unable to grasp his own life #mob and serizawa both having breakdowns about possibly wasting their lives and mob deciding he doesn’t want his age #to be the only thing that changes #and how mob worked really really hard on the costumes and the result was no one said anything good but no one complained #and how he got 70 in the marathon which isn’t a lot but is over TWO HUNDRED places further than before #and body improvement club in general #the beauty in you don’t have to be special and aren’t and that’s fine because everything is still beautiful and impressive in its own way #like yeah I might be living in one room and sharing living space with people I don’t know #instead of my own apartment or house #but I’m still fucking doing it and I’m happy and it’s cheaper than my last place #it’s important to hold onto and chase what matters to you #without clinging to things just because you always have and it feels safe or like you want it bc it used to be important #and to not want soemthing so bad that what you have now doesn’t matter #but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t still reach for something better #anyway I’m rambling if you haven’t watched mob psycho go do it it genuinely changed my life for the better

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invinciblerodent · 8 months ago

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himh I'll make a Dark Urge that's so fucking scared

big scary bloodsoaked killer, tearing through armies with her literal bare hands? nah. a quiet, scared girl who doesn't understand why she does what she does, why she can do what she can, but is, at the same time, deeply disgusted by herself because she has just enough self-awareness to know to be repulsed.

maybe it's because I'm a tiny bit obsessed with clinging to the thought that people, at the end of the day, are fundamentally good, no matter what. that there is a fundamental human goodness in all people that makes them worthy of redemption, or at least of the opportunity for atonement.

maybe the way I want to play a story like that is with someone who, stripped from indoctrination and free for the first time to think for herself and embrace and be who she is, finds that in the deepest, most hidden pits of her soul, she is not the strong, kind, resilient person she might want to be. try as the might, she is not someone who can bear the weight of her own past, she's just a... a terrified, broken little girl, cowering in the shadows and unable to look herself in the eye. (which also gives me ideas for her relationship with Orin but that's a little bit beside the point)

cathartic self-insert who. therapy? what is that. is it on Steam or Epic.

#video games are cheaper than therapy i know from experience #squirrel plays bg3 #oc: mara #watching my partner play his durge last night i had Thoughts #so far i'm thinking that this intense fear will be what initially draws my girl to Karlach #because karlach is so.... bright. and exuberant. and even chivalrous in her way #she's so LOUDLY good that her presence is louder than even the fear and... there is something really sweet about that #it'll be a bit of a change of pace for me to REALLY lean into playing a character who... isn't a protector in any way #someone who doesn't put their feelings last #not even out of pure obligation or self-preservation #but rather they are someone who NEEDS comfort and protection #and at the same time IS the danger itself yknow #(my default boys Arvid and Ray are sort of different flavors of a “kinght” archetype)#(the former is the “courage is overcoming fear”-type)#(the latter is the “fate's puppet; thrown at ever-increasing horrors until one finally kills him [and maybe he'll even welcome that]” type)#(Iona may be the most emotionally intelligent but she is in survival mode for a long time which complicates things)#(Petyr is selfish and kinda.... phlegmatic; performatively indifferent until he's yanked from it)#(but Mara will be... feeling ALL of her feelings. and I think Karlach will make her feel the closest to what she can think of as “normal”)#(there's perpetrator guilt. and shame. and fear. disgust at her own urges. intrusive thoughts and bodily reactions that disturb her.)#(i think she'll be pretty fascinating to play)#(holy tag novel dang)

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the-tenth-arcanum · 4 months ago

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why am I already stressing about the time I'll have to move out. girl you only just bought a wardrobe. chill

#let me explain my thought process:#I had to repaint a tiny section of a wall. because mould.#> it was a pain because i suck at this sort of things #> started thinking: oh god will I have to repaint everything when I move out. I need to check my contract #> my fixed term contract ends in january. now I'm worried about how much they'll raise my rent #> I go “what if I can't afford it. can I even move anywhere else in town”#> I go check rightmove. there's no single flat within my budget in town anymore lol #> now I'm stressed. thinking if I should buy a flat instead. would it be cheaper than renting #> not really lol. property prices have also gone up!#> and even if I found something I'm in a fixed term contract until 2025 #> what if I find a flat I could afford to buy but I'm stuck in a fixed term contract?#> I go on reddit to find some answers #> I do not like the answers I find. I am now more stressed than before #normal 20 minutes in my brain.#also I haven't actually checked my contract #oh god will I have to repaint everything when I move out...

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leona-florianova · 2 years ago

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Bought too much church myrrh.. so I think I will be giving it out to friends.. in little baggies like drugs.

#i had a bunch of little baggies with myrrh I got from church in Telč few years ago #just ran out #insane how pricey so many health sites and mysticism sites or what sell the myrh #extremely tiny amount #like ok.. myrrh is really pricey always has been #but i found a site that sells myrrh to churches and its insanely cheaper and bigger amount #so i was like kaching #but they have minimal limit so i had to buy way more than i need #text post #thoughts #myrrh #so hey irl friends youll get myrrh #once it comes from slovakia

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idontliketomatoesleavemealone · 1 month ago

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why is it always my fucking responsibility to take care of the fucking cats my GOD why did we ever even get cats

#og #I know why #kts because my mom can’t say no to my sister if she asks something more than five times #what about when I offered to do literally everything to get a guinea pig I personally knew #and saw grow up #because if we didn’t take him I’d never see him again #what about that. Why did we get the stupid fucking cats but not literally one guinea pig #which is SO much cheaper and easier and was actually extremely important for my mental health #but ooooooooo your sister wanted cats so bad #WHY DOES SHE NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THEM THEN #no I never saw that guinea pig again after he was given away it’s dead now even thought it would be barely middle aged

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unloneliest · 1 year ago

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the problem of the matter is i did internalize so much of what ex friend believed about me. even though i knew he was wrong and knew what was happening and tried to stop it and if i took more action to stop it would have been abusing power i held in a way i couldn't live with myself for.

#A BAD PERSON TRYING TO RUIN YOUR LIFE WOULD'VE GOTTEN YOU FIRED AND EVICTED IN WINTER IN ALASKA YOU MOTHERFUCKER. WHICH I DID NOT DO #he was renting a room from my dad. for cheaper than he wouldve been able to find anywhere else. his brother was too #his brother didn't pay rent for over 6 months and my dad just forgave him the debt because my dad knew how much of a difference it wouldve #made when he was that age. and i had told him ex friend was family to me & my dad applied that to the brother too. bc he is a good person.#and one of the strongest parts of my support system. and i didn't say a word to him about what was happening until i knew he already had a #plan for when he would be ending ex friend's lease. so there would be no subconscious impact on ex friend's housing either #mgmt at work straight up asked me if i thought ex friend should be fired immediately multiple times and i'm in retrospect livid they put me #in that position but told them to go by the strike system in the employee handbook and to follow policy that ex friend knew perfectly. that #it couldn't be on me as acting assistant manager to choose #and after 10 months of workplace harassment i got a different job to save my life. ex friend didn't get fired.#he did saw trap shit to my brain!!!!!! jesus christ #he moved cross country to live with his long time gf he called his wife despite never having met irl. to a way more conservative state.#despite being gay. and she left him this summer lol #hadn't checked his twitter in over a year when it got pulled up frm an old link and i saw that. and when he was already at a low point too #me voice. oh no who could've seen this coming. from how you behave in every relationship in your life #may delete this in the morning. but i have to talk about it sometimes #i'm never reaching out for closure both bc he wouldn't give me any and because i know it would trigger him and i don't intentionally trigge #people. unlike him :)#vampire pit #like. i have to talk about it sometimes. i have to talk about it.#jam posts

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elytrafemme · 11 months ago

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i think i played sims 4 with my sister for six hours straight today?

#vixella + james turner's sale promo post convinced me #$33 dollars down the drain BUT it was for the two packs i'd most likely use anyway #we made ace attorney characters partly to captivate my sister's attention and also because it's funny as fuck #though i do have OCs in mind... yes it's 1:30 AM but i might just like...#write some more OCs. and watch more vixella :) i love her content sm #i also kind of wanted to figure out what sims traits my irl friends would have because i think it's funny #but i can't tell if that's the sort of thing i need to debrief them about #or to like never mention because who the fuck cares #ultimately i truly do not think any of them would give a shit but you know #(btw we got romantic garden stuff (free); city living ($16); and seasons ($16) + base game (free))#both city living & seasons would ordinarily be $30-40 so...#we also want to circle back to grab cats & dogs (~$30-40; $16 on this sale but it's only 24 hr)#but i thought that city living was more strategic at the moment #+ i would in the long run LOVE to have growing together or parenthood... and parenthood runs cheaper in general...#but i already have spent a lot of money this semester :/#mostly because Ooh Purchase Euphoria! and also because my college is located somewhere which. sigh.#has FAR higher prices than where i currently live #in a way that is truly horrifying but i do in fact go to college and need to get groceries somehow #so it's more of a desensitization thing because that does still need to occur #so like $33 dollars is very reasonable is my point

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melien · 4 months ago

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My swiftacy queue ran out and I wanted to go in game again and refill it, but then I got sidetracked a bit and just... casually got a last-minute Eras tour ticket for tomorrow's show🫢

#text post #I have a ticket for another german show already but am glad to experience it twice #I was actually supposed to go to the gelsenkirchen n1 before but sold my ticket #long story but it was like a couple months ago when my life wasn't very stable and I wasn't sure what my plans would be #and a friend of mine wanted a ticket to surprise their partner but they broke up like a month later and I lowkey regretted selling it #but last minute there was a ticket drop and I thought might as well get one for my original concert since I know now I'm able to go #and the kick is I got it for cheaper than the ticket I sold

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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