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dokjaism · 7 months ago

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i saw a job on the british council but i got SO overwhelmed by the applying website that i gave up lmao

#and it put me in a bad mood lol #also why are some desciptions so adhd unfriendly like no paragraph break. too wordy. all in one same paragraph. the font size doesn't help #genuinely makes my brain turn off just by seeing it :-/#jo.txt

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mystery-star · 1 year ago

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Russell Crowe as Jack Aubrey in Master amd Commander (2003)

Jack + getting ready for duty

Due to our 'talk' earlier, @woman-with-no-name

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luvuwite · 3 days ago

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(no spoilers to arcane s2 just sharing thoughts)

did anyone else feel kinda weirdly bittersweet abt the ending of arcane

like yippe but also ok... as one usually does i feel like the first season just stuck out more to me

as my gf put it, season 2 was like a bunch of "OH OKAY!" LMAOO

#post #Luvu's mood #IM NOT SAYING S2 WAS BAD #IT WAS FANTASTIC DONT GET ME WRONG #but i cant put my finger on why it just felt kinda off for me #IT'S NOT A BAD OFF THAT'LL MAKE YOU HATE THE SEASON #but idk. when i told my gf abt it i was like "idk if it was like the pacing of the seasons but idk i just couldnt get AS invested as id get #-with season 1.#idk but im open to feedbackJUST LIKE #DONT SPOIL THE WHOLE SHOW FOR PPL WHO HAVENT WATCHED IT LOL

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buttercup-art · 2 months ago

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hey

#so i've been dealing with some irl stuff recently #nothing too bad. it was just really frustrating and exhausting for me. and really putting a damper on my mood and my art #and i'm sorry if i've been acting a little weird or not saying too much or anything #or if i've been kinda inactive for the past few days #but i'll be okay!#i just wanted to let you guys know what's been kinda going on #i'm slowly working on something really sweet involving Hugo and Noa. so that's been making me feel better #i need something happy and soft between them lol #also! I've been playing The Quarry recently!#the writing is kinda stupid and almost all of the characters act like they don't have a brain. but that's what makes it so fun!#and i'm pretty sure the devs did that intentionally. to make it seem more like a campy monster flick #i'm really enjoying it so far! the werewolves are really cool!#also it's really funny to me how they just pop like balloons whenever they're transforming #i thought it was gonna be a slow transformation. but no. their skin just immediately explodes off #and then they somehow get it all back when they turn back into humans? idk how that works but it's pretty rad #also also! the thing with the tarot cards is really cool!#i missed a lot in the beginning because i didn't know what i was looking for #and the fortune teller lady in between chapters kept getting mad at me for not finding any #but i eventually started to get it! when the game decided to really put one in my face in chapter 3 lol #and the thing with the tarot cards representing the different characters in the game got me thinking about what card Noa would probably be #i think Seven of Swords would be right up her alley #because it's associated with deception. dishonesty. betrayal. and acting strategically #and it could also signify self-deception and confessions. which is all very true for her character #aaahh now i wanna make a tarot card design for her!#but that's an idea for another day #anyway sorry for sorta rambling a bit #i hope you all are doing okay

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strangewiggles · 5 months ago

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practice comic strip since i havent done a finished one in a long time.

what did i learn?

1. i should use more layers

2. i hate procreate

micky - black footed cat - she/her

bertie - bearded dragon - she/her

#my art #comics #ocs #micky #bertie #procreate hates pixely art which goes against everything i stand for #finishing this put me in a bad mood LOL #enjoy otherwise

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heybaetae · 8 months ago

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hi

#hi #i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full #so i think i might have to unpause it soon #maybe tomorrow idk yet #just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless #please keep using my tracked tag for your creations #i will be back for real eventually #my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time #it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage #i’m still not getting a ton of sleep #my brain is just Bad things all day #it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃#i hope you are all well i miss you #i will respond to messages at some point too #there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol #it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally #hopefully i get there #bye again for now 💕

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moonchild-in-blue · 6 months ago

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Oh.

#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time 🥺#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them #and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual #and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it #i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha #it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing #that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before #my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved 🥹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up #is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop #and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it #maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but #man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc #idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later #probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void #anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#🤍#darya talks to herself

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milfygerard · 6 months ago

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hey actually im not cool with this. This feels extremely flattening of the many societal aspects that went into fascist germany and italy and the many societal aspects going into the current wave of fascism in the US and europe.

Despite what my blogging might show I dont have totally nailed down opinions on voting vs not voting and the morality of either, its complicated and muddled, but shit like this? Shit like this is what genuinely pisses me off. It wasnt "abstentionism" usually it was voter suppression or rigged elections or coup d'etats from militarized police forces that allowed for fascists to gain power. Blaming "abstentionism" for nazi germany is insane and borderline insensitive to both the people suffering under fascism then and the people suffering under fascism now. Fuck you.

#barry.txt #blaming people “abstaining” as if voter suppression isnt the biggest tool in any given governments pocket #but especially the US govts #is so pointless and tackles none of the issues that lead to people abstaining except for slapping them on the hands #and saying “bad citizen! your subjegation in your own fault!''#whatever. maybe this is dumb #but im standing behind it bc this is tumblr. who cares.#this put me in such a bad mood lol im logging off and watching my adventures w superman

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skitskatdacat63 · 7 months ago

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Can someone assure me it's okay that I haven't finished any drawings in over a week 😭😭

#apathy :)#its like. impossible to assure myself its okay to take a break #yknow you see other people post so frequently #and you somewhat feel like you're falling behind #i cant keep up waugh #lol tho i wonder if I'll have a sudden desire to draw once finals week starts in a couple weeks #i assure you that when i have to work on a bunch of big assignments #my brain will suddenly be like DRAW DRAW DRAWK #its just annoying when you have a good amnt of freetime and you cant kick your brain into gear #I've been sketching but ahhhh just a lot of concept stuff #i have an idea for a chibi comic but i want to pair it w a full drawing #so uhhh thats never happening dhfjkg not happening for a bit ig #i need to come up w more chibi comics #easier and faster to draw and they dont kill me :)#it just feels lesser idk why #tumblr is my diary atp sry djfkkglg #i used to write down on paper or my notes app when i was in a bad mood #but god that shit is sooooo bitter and i cant reread it at all #theres smth about knowing im putting myself out there that keeps it a bit calmer #and it feels more comforting :)#catie.rambling.txt

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sickgraymeat · 1 year ago

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I love how two of the best lines in all of AT (“Finn this is literally serious” and “see this is a good example of why I want to kill you”) are in the same episode

#adventure time #dentist #is that what the episode is called I can’t remember #princess bubblegum #Tiffany oiler #Finn the human #finn mertens #bonnibel bubblegum #jus talkin #I’m at work and I have to pee so fucking bad but this baby never stays asleep when. I put her down 😭😭😭😭#also my body is so mad at me rn so just like. sitting. nerve pain :( I can’t sit right in this chair when I’m holding her #I need to go back to PT but I don’t want ppl to touch me :///////#love you baby please wake up #but like in an ok enough mood that I can put you down once you adjust to being conscious #that tag before that one reads like my wife is in a coma lol #I hope I quoted those right #this was in my drafts #(I’m a nanny)#I have a terrible cavity rn I can’t stop thinking ‘this is literally serious’ at myself

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savetheghost · 6 months ago

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wanna be put in a room with craft stuff for 10 years

#i cant focus on anything rn but the stuff i wanna make and its turning my brain into mush #the weird brainfucked fear that if i dont get these things started Soon ill forget it #my memory is so fucking borked man and my brain runs too fucking fast to hold on to anything #i make so much that i went and made my own hell lol #the two jobs thing i think is probably the crux rn cause ive got even less time than i used to and my time blindness gives me troubles #ill get adjusted to it #sometimes with all my fucked up processing issues makes me feel like im kind of stuck in a weird bubble #like i have no idea whats happening or whos around me or what people are saying and i just have to stumble through it yknow #shouldve been born as a tiktokers pet snail #not tryna be complainy or in a bad mood or nuffin im fine i literally just want to be making stuff rn #even though works like a big Thing its also been understimulating the past week because theres nothing to do i just gotta Be Here #i need to be put under pressure i need squeezed i need smushed and i aint getting that #if i ever make something for u plz hound me about it #so i can explain in excruciating detail what step im on and how im doing it and what still needs done and how ill do THAT #i should make tutorials #i feel like im way too stream of consciousness to make anything actually helpful #idk i want a toast chee

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charmac · 8 months ago

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seth i just wanted to let u know that your fic not only got me to revive my tumblr after probably 3 years to follow your blog + sunny content, but i actually dreamed part of the next chapter of said fic last night.

i dreamt that mac found dee and dennis having lunch together and went up to ask dennis how they knew each other and dennis totally freaked out and basically broke up with mac on the spot - i don't really think you'd write it that way but that's how my brain dreamed it and that is the grip your fic has on me. this is my formal request for an update (thank u for writing it its the best fic i've read in years)

Well that's awesome to hear! Welcome back to Tumblr, happy to have you here :)

That's very funny... Unfortunately not how it's gonna go down with the Reynolds-relation reveal, but I love that that's kinda like, a universe now where it happens like that.

TY for the high praise :) My free time has been a little pre-occupied with other Sunny stuff recently, so the next chapter is unfortunately not sitting waiting to be reviewed or published, but I am taking your formal request into high priority!

#ask #ty fr #sugar daddy au #i mayyy be updating my other fic before this one again but #we'll see!#its the world series chapter so ig it just depends like..#if im in the mood to write sex (other fic) or baseball lol #but i am also putting way too much time into another project rn so writing fic is on the backburner of meta rahhh #my bad canon takes a huge grip on me every time i meet these men

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a-concert-just-for-me · 7 days ago

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Focalin 20 mg review: Eepy. Thirsty. Head hurts. But no longer tempted to get a good grade on the C-SSRS 😌☝️

#about the good grade thing iykyk lmao #sillyposting #adhd #I’m chill again at least #took a FAT nap #I have a feeling tomorrow is actually going to be productive. this was the same pattern with starting the 10 mg. so I’m tentatively hoping #but I think I might manage to get a bit done tonight too as it doesn’t sound TOO bad #I’m also starting therapy with a new therapist on Monday that my NP recommended #which I begrudgingly agree might be helpful esp if he understands this kind of thing and doesn’t just tell me to try harder #like all my other therapists in the past lmao #we’ll see #the one thing I will say I’m proud of with all this is that I’ve put on my big girl pants and I’ve been actually asking for help #despite the shame #instead of crashing and burning on my own like usual #my professors and NP have all been so kind and understanding (I want to throttle them for it) but at least it works in my favor #FOR NOW (I do NOT trust this stable mood yet lol) I have some hope #anyway enough monologuing #back to memeing for a bit before attempting to work on a project #thanks for coming to my ted talk #just wanted to update y’all since I have been unhinged on main lately #thanks for the support y’all have given me I really appreciate it

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housewifemd · 27 days ago

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having one of those days where i feel deeply resentful of other people's autistic experience

#conversations about 'unmasking' just #naturally put me in a bad mood lol

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leadendeath · 8 months ago

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fellow adhd people (or people who get extremely excited about something for other ND reasons, i'm gonna let u in too for this one):

what do YOU call it when you're vibrating with enthusiasm/love for something/thinking rlly hard about stuff that makes u extreme happy and u gotta wiggle about it?

there is electricity inside ur body and u need to scream on the internet about it or smth or u will be overcharged battery explosion &fire ????? this u when:

i could call it ecstatic. that does not quite cover it. there is so much energy. too much for one word.

#this is about hyperfixation #and i didn't wanna say anything because i wanna kill the part of my brain that berates me for finding compromise; but...#i heard about a 'budget' version of the scanner i want. so much more affordable. i went ahead and got one.#in a couple of days i will be able to share SO MUCH more art with you all #and it will look better. nothing ever turns out right because it looks so much better in person‚ really. thats not just Bad At Art cope lol #i have a bunch of reqs on my new shiny t//f//2 blog after putting a post out; which i am so happy to be getting!#engagement!!!! connection!!! eventually pleasing people with the thing i'm supposed to be good at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#(=art in case it wasnt clear lol)#i wasn't depressed before lately but this has really boosted my mood #it feels like a chance. at what? i can't quite place it. but it feels like Something. something good. positivity.

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bmpmp3 · 3 months ago

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when drawing i spend a lot of time. like a LOT of time blurring my eyes because I used to be a huge perfectionist and doing that helped me picture what it might look like to someone who is not me (especially to someone just passing by or not super familiar with art in general) AND it does help a lot with that but I've also noticed sometimes I focus so hard on what my art looks like blurry and from afar that I forget. what it looks like normally. it's made me really pay attention to tonal distinction at least LOL

#like sometimes if a drawing doesnt pass the grayscale value test i'll be like hmmm...#(not even the real grayscale test like taking a pic and setting it to b&w. my weird fucked up ver instead where you put the drawing several #feet away and blur ur eyes. i guess people with glasses can do that by taking em off)#if the tones arent distinct when blurry and far away WHATS the point #which is a silly thing to worry about. sometimes a monotonal drawing is what you want to give a specific mood #literally tho sometimes i'll be like thinking huh this drawing was alright and then like a teacher will gush about my linework #and i'll be like what linework. unblurs my eyes. oh right it aint half bad #i do like doing linework tho. so im glad my linework seems to be liked! i should look at it more often #sorry im starting my final year of my fine arts degree. i have to do a hashtag undergraduate thesis #(TWO ACTUALLY im a double major because im insane) so ur gonna see me get all like #introspective about my art process again LOL hopefully i wont get as deflated as i did earlier this year this time!!

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