#and it makes me unwind
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The floor is now open for suggestions for video games that are story driven or fun that Do Not Require Too Many Brain Cells or Do Not Take Too Much Fucking Time To Complete (I.e. baldur's gate 3)
editor's note: OKAY FINE I WANT GAMES LIKE HI FI RUSH THERE
#i dunno what exactly im looking for here#tbh i really just do think of just re installing honkai star rail#because like here js my problem#i love rpgs really i do but i am a busy bitch with a busier head and that head needs downtime#so when everythint in my laptop is either#bg3#or the outer worlds#or two fucking visual novels (buried stars and THE ACE ATTORNEY SERIES GNDJD I WILL CONTINUE THAT I SWEAR)#like#my brain gets dry#i already have fall guys downloaded but hngg its not scratching the itch#i WANNA DOWNLOAD AI NIRVANA INITIATIVE I MISS MIZUKI SO MUCH but that requires braincells i currently dont have#of course its a fucking uchikoshi game#so um yea#thats my dilemma#look my brain is weird gjdjd#oki genuinely considering hsr again like gjdjd it has heavy parts but like its manageable so jfjxjd#personal shit#is disco elysium a good choice#OH WHO AM I KIDDING EVEN I KNOW THAT GAMES JAMPACKED WITH COMMENTARY THAT REQUIRES THE MOST POLITICALLY MINDED OF BRAINCELLS#okay what about hades#i actually do play hades on ny publication's gaming pc (its a work pc but um the publication's previous forefathers are gamers. so yay)#and it makes me unwind#oki yea maybe hades
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which jjk man could fix you 🎤🎤 realistically .
#see i’d like to think that gojo could fix me#but . it would take years and years and years to even get into a relationship with him…#and suguru could probably fix me but he would make me codependent in the process 💀 and he would enjoy it .#i THINK .#….. higu or yuji . could fix me#higuruma is so . kind. and so stable#he overworks himself which would be bad but. i feel like i’d help him unwind and he would fix my brain entirely in return#and yuji is just suchhh a sweet soul#a golden retriever bf …..#… i was also thinking nanami kinda but he would lecture me very gently and make me cry so 💀#ANYWAY IM JUST CURIOUS i would love to hear what everyone else thinks ….. !!!!!!#ari noises ✩
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teeny drummer boy doodle :]
"hey aly what's going on w the bottom half of the canvas there? 🤨" don't worry abt it
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#those are for me and the girlies#needed to unwind where I'd rarely be perceived so whoops been making doodles for priv again it's been fun#my art#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#drummer boy#fallout railroad#fallout 4 railroad
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WHAATT ??? SPOOKY MAKING ACTUAL ART AGAIN ??? thiz iz insane
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★ song : "Goodbye to This Meaningless Everyday" – Dobu no Awa
#wowza thiz one waz kinda really super mega hard#the background waz a huge pain to make but im actually so proud of how it came out#i felt like i needed to unwind after today . especially cuz tomorrow will be a million timez more stressful . but instead i made thiz ://#ive had thiz song stuck in my head for a few dayz and wowza i needed to make smth based on it – just had to get it out of my system#also i finally drew colin again !!!! featuring some kind of important lore related stuff !!!!#young colin !!!! wow !!!! feast your eyez upon him !!!!#.....#oh who am i even kidding#nobody will care about thiz#nobody botherz with what i make anymore#why should i#itz clear that i have to give up on making mediocre art and instead focuz on getting a good job – i have no worth az a living being anyway#so might az well make myself useful ...#i have no redeeming qualities – everyone i know doezn't care for me and thatz ok#itz fine#i don't mind#some of us need to be the primary pick for natural selection anywayz#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#bro itz literally midnight i should be sleeping#what am i doing with my life bro – a time such az thiz should be dedicated to studying . not for mucking around#im such a failure child#sigh
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update from the unwind trenches it is so bad. i will never be the same. i finished undivided last night and cried a little. ive been drawing and writing hayconrisa all week. i just finished my design for a radio free hayden logo... SOMEBODY SAVE ME
#radio transmission#GET ME OUT OF HERE#RATTLES THE BARS OF MY CAGE#I listened to hayden and grace's chapter of unbound while my roomie was in the room#grace went YOU'RE BISEXUAL and hayden went yes for connor and risa#(abridged)#AND I SCREAMED#And eli went “bisexual king”#anywya. i love you Hayden. to the tune of i love you jesus#i'll post my radio free hayden designs once i make the buttons also#unwind
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Hey so I ended up creating an unwind community, I don’t know how to share it yet so just comment on this post if you want me to invite you.
#I know I’m the admin but honestly do whatever#I just thought it would be nice to have a community#muh social anxieties are making me immediately regret making this thing#unwind dystology#unwind#unwind series#connor lassiter#risa ward#lev tashi'ne#cam comprix#roland taggart#hayden upchurch#mason starkey#bam covalt
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hayden makes everybody in the graveyard fail whamageddon on the first day of december. the clock strikes 12am december 1st and last christmas is on loop 24/7 on radio free hayden.
hayden would be SUCH a wham! enjoyer. can anybody hear me
#I DON'T CARE IF THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE WITH THE TIMELINE#JUST HUMOR ME OKAY?????#hayden upchurch#unwind dystology#bro listens to fucking frank sinatra and wham! what the hell is wrong with you boy#comprehensive list of hayden's favorite artists coming SOON + a playlost#hayden#cal has thoughts
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This came to me in a fit of exhausted delerium
#house md#Hilson#house#hate crimes md#stupid hate crime show#is this anything?#I was so exhausted when this came to me#I had been up since 5am#and was just unwinding with my boss/bff#making him watch episodes of House and explaining why each one gave me#brain rot#or worms lol#and this is what my brain came up with
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Mickbell Tomas it seems I’ve grown quite fond of you you come to me as a long lost friend whom I once picked apples with in papa’s orchard
I headcanon his nose scrunches up and he bites his tongue sometimes when he’s reallyyy laughing… And he’ll snort sometimes of course. Free serotonin. Yk I connected the dots recently that since my twst 2nd top fave is Ruggie it was truly only a matter of time before the Mickbell brainrot got to me. Little "shhh-shh-shhh" laughs please and thank you
#Process pics/alt in reblog#Just a thing i did to unwind and practice my painting style rendering. I loooove painting skin my favorite thing to do. Oh the hair……? Um….#I’m still working on my mickbell omodoki plush btw and omfg his hair color is so hard to find an accurate fabric for#Mickbell Tomas#Dungeon meshi#The hands here are really emblematic of how inconsistent I am in style both lineart and rendering ueghhh… but both look fun……#Don’t mind his pose. I wanted it to be like lightly grabbing his stomach from laughter and a hand going to his mouth in ~disbelief#But it kinda just looks like nothing lol. He has his beautiful beautiful sneer which is most important tho#Still dunno how to handle lips while rendering tbh….. trust the process tho. The face was took quite a while and reworking my approach#after my third attempt of his skin making him look like a buttered smoothened baby lmaoo#Should have added more lineart to the hair… gnawing on my handkerchief. Anyways this was always meant to be loose free me#I really do prefer the noticeable opaque splotches shading painting style as opposed to just smooth and gradients is what i confirmed#I should paint a portrait traditionally i want to sooo bad rn. I missed many character bdays….#Omg right. Inktober right. I am definitely on schedule for inktober yes#Dunmeshi fanart
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it's my birthday tomorrow! it is always a strange vibe. for like a decade I've had an unconscious fixation on turning 27 (you can guess why). so it should be fine, but I also feel deeply weird not acknowledging how much 27 has stuck in my mind and how I am finally there
#I saw a killstar shirt referencing it as a teen and it just stayed in my head as Significant#and it's hard to ignore it is making me extra jumpy#so I am making a post to acknowledge it and moving on. and also its my bday. wheeeeeeeee.#I'm. look. the unwind script is my longest yet. lack of videos means lack of money which means more frantic worry for me. sorry for the del#my life and stuff I guess
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But truly stanning real life idols is so wild to me... they dont even have a narrative purpose, thats just a person...
#saw a thread of 'kpop idols with the most natural personalities' and it made me think...reflect i guess#i like the music i just dont understand the appeal of caring for musicians personalities#i tried to force myself back in my bandom days but i couldnt make myself care enough...#i did have actual parasocial relationships with youtubers but that feels different#will be reflecting on it further as i unwind for the day...#i think the yt thing mightve been related to the fact that i was 13. but i got into the emo trinity then too musically so#theres something else#hmm#i suppose i did watch yt as if they werent quite real but a form of entertainment whereas i saw musicians as artists?#not sure
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who’s ready for more yakumo trauma talk-! *i am forcibly removed from the stage before i can begin speaking*
#something something yakumo is the type to try and push down and ignore his trauma#and focus on happy moments and the fact that his life is generally better now#but quincy knows from experience that just constantly ignoring traumatic events and pretending like you’re fine#(or even convincing yourself you are fine in yakumo’s case)#is just a recipe for disaster and an invitation for all of that trauma to come bubbling up to the surface#in a way that’s impossible to ignore and extremely distressing#yakumo so badly wants to pretend he’s not affected by the cult situation or being kidnapped#or almost seeing eiden and olivine bleed out in front of him#he can’t.. function normally if he thinks about it so he is Not thinking about it#quincy can tell something’s wrong tho. he can always tell when something is wrong with his loved ones#so he invites yakumo to spend time at his home to kind of relax and unwind but#yakumo just takes it as ‘oh mr quincy is inviting me over to his home i can’t be annoying and act visibly traumatized’#because that’s just the type of person he is. he doesn’t want to be a burden to anyone#so eventually quincy just has to hold him and tell him as firmly as he can without making yakumo more upset#that pretending everything is fine when it isn’t is never going to work#nu carnival#yakumo ♡#quincy ♡#quincamo#mouser muses
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i have a personal hc that leo is actually an introvert but everyone thinks he’s an extrovert due to how he tends to act. i like to think he tends to just act that way either due to reflex when he put on an act around others or when he’s comfortable around people and can act as loud and crazy as he likes. however, he prefers spending time either alone inventing or with his closest friends, piper and jason.
#pjo#heroes of olympus#leo valdez#headcanon#pjo headcanon#he reminds me of my kpop ult bias (who is very much an extroverted introvert)#extroverted introvert supremacy#seeing how my ult reacts with his group vs with strangers just gives me leo vibes yknow?#like he has a lot of friends and can make friends easily but prefers being with ppl he’s comfortable with#and that he needs time alone (most likely inventing) to get back his unwind and get back his energy
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Me, talking about Unwind: —and then it all works until Connor fucks it up a little bit and hits Lev with a stolen police car.
My friend, also named Connor: Sounds like something I would do.
#unwind#unwind dystology#i have no idea why he puts up with my book rants but he’s only told me to shut up once#we make good college friends here lol
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my prof should've never trusted me to read unwind for my YA course. guys i'm cooked i fear
#it's so much worse than i remember it being in middle school#as someone who made their internet friends of 5 years from the scythe series#its a little. um. jarring. to be reading unwind after being fixated on scythe for so long LMFAO#but it's so bad that it's so good#and i can steal hayden and make him my own. he's mine now#i mean to be honest he probably is one of thr only characters who actually has a personality#BUT I LOVE HIM OKAY#anyway yes it is embarrassing for me to be fixating on unwind in the holy year of 2024 but do i care? no#radio transmission#unwind#sorry *wholly year
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listen i know that the star rail girls suffer from "same character design" but i got mildly obsessed with a bit of ruan mei's design because of one particular detail and that is:
it's this particular bit where the DNA strands are joined together by the plum blossom she's named after.
in order for DNA to be replicated, it has to be unwound by a protein called helicase which then allows for the reading of the DNA to create the new strands. I felt like it was fitting that like the plum blossom unraveling the DNA in her design, she's also trying to unravel the truths of the world and get to its essence.
#was it actually intentional? who knows! but i do like the thought alskdjfahl#like idk#helicase is the first step on DNA replication - it unwinds/unzips the DNA so that another protein can read each nucleotide and produce a ne#strand#in a similar fashion ruan mei does the same trying to unravel what makes an aeon or life or etc and tries to reproduce it#utterly fails but YOU KNOW YOU GET THE POINT#anyways i like ruan mei but i think she does the same thing that a certain other scientist does for me#where im holding my head in my hands like mAAM WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING STOPPPPPP STOP GIRL STOPPPPPPP#snow plays hsr#anyways i finished the first new trailblazer continuance (finally) and i have cats :) weeeeeeee#ruan mei#ngl i wonder just how many geneticist jokes are in ruan mei's design/abilities/etc#i would crunch on them if possible but alskjdfhal i probably shouldnt fixate#hsr#im just tagging these two for myself but its fine
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