#and it is 5:28 am. so goodnight

[shamemp3]

submitted my exam. that was the last ever thing to do for this undergrad 🚧 im free (inshallah, if all my grades come out good)

[horrortember]

Calling all lovers of darkfic, grimdarks, creepypastas, and scary stories! I had yet to see a monthly writing event themed around horror, so I made one! The event will occur in September, so you have plenty of time to get ready.

If you feel like participating, tag your fills with #horrortember2024, and I'll reblog as many as I can! Fanfic is strongly encouraged, but original fiction is accepted as well. And, depending on how many people join, I'll post a list of completionists or participants at the end of the month!

A written list of prompts is under the cut:

1. AND THIS HAS ALWAYS BEEN WHAT I DESERVE, FOR MY TEETH TO JUST FALL OUT: body horror, parasite, gore

2. BUT THEY SAW SOMETHING THAT’S REAL: pretending to be human, identical, visceral

3. WHO’S AFRAID OF THE BIG BAD WOLF: vampires, zombies, werewolves

4. IT’S ALWAYS BEST WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE OFF: music, silence, echoes

5. BURIED ABOVE THE GROUND: dust, overgrown, forgotten

6. WHAT HAVE I DONE: losing memories, possession, cursed

7. DREAMLESS SLEEP: sick, survivor, injury

8. NOW ONLY DOGS WILL FOLLOW ME: cannibalism, eaten alive, maggots

9. HAVE YOU HEARD THE STORY OF THE RABBIT IN THE MOON: meta, cosmic horror, forbidden knowledge

10. WE DIDN’T GO IN THERE ALONE: hunted, solitary, darkness

11. YOU CAN’T RUN FROM ME FOREVER: obsession, yandere, overpowering emotions

12. I WEEP AND SAY GOODNIGHT, LOVE, AS MY ORGANS PACK IT IN: doomsday, apocalypse, certain death

13. WHAT DO YOU KNOW: nightmare, prophecy, inevitable

14. I CAN MAKE THE WORLD SEEM SLOW: polaroid, motel, record player

15. DON’T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE: doll, reflection, facet

16. NEVER SHALL WE DIE: immortality, decay, cyclical

17. WHAT DID YOU BURY BEFORE THOSE HANDS PULLED ME FROM THE EARTH: oops, self-made monster, playing god

18. SHE’LL SAY SHE LOVES YOU, EVEN THOUGH SHE ONLY WANTS TO STEAL YOUR SOUL: haunting the narrative, inseparable, devotion

19. ARE YOU ALIVE, AM I AWAKE: chills, hallucinations, paranoia

20. IN THE RED, YOU’RE BETTER OFF DEAD: hunger, craving, unconventional needs

21. HOW DO I BREAK YOU BEFORE YOU BREAK ME: unreliable narrator, serial killer, manipulation

22. THERE IS NO END: help isn’t coming, final girl, trauma

23. LIFE CAN BE LIKE A DREAM: gone wrong, descent into madness, distrust

24. HEAR THEM LAUGHING UNDERNEATH: hollow, below the surface, remnants

25. I’LL SAY GOODBYE SOON: timeloop, lesson learned, consequence

26. NO CURE IS COMING NEAR: animals, rabies, primal fears

27. WHY DON’T YOU LET ME BE FREE: hanahaki, soulmates, trope inversion

28. AND THEN HE STARTED LAUGHING UNTIL HE CRACKED HIS JAW: butterflies, roses, sunshine

29. WHERE LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL ALL THE TIME: man-made, perfection, out of place

30. YOU ARE CALLED TO THE TREES: climb, descend, mass migration

[twocrabcake]

alright here’s the deal

i’m gonna make a percentage of how many trap victims/related persons survive

wish me luck this is gonna be tedious 🫡

it’s been an hour or two since i wrote that lol i got busy

idk i’m starting when its like 12am????

survived: iiiiiiiiii

not: iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

special (survived): iiiiiii

special (not): iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

special is either 1 the game was rigged or 2 they beat the game but died some other related way (ex: adam) 3 or if it was up to somebody else to save you as part of their game (ex: eric matthews, like a lot of them actually)

special good is when it was rigged/something was against them or different but they still beat it. hold on hold up i’m looking for an example rn. ok the secretary lady deborah or something she was in a trap out of her control but she survived.

(timing these for some reason) 1:12 am

dude idk where to put matthews bc his first game was a fluke and he survived but he was also like saved? idk man i’ll think about it (i put him in special died OH GOD NO LOOK AT NOTES)

i can’t put my headcanons/theory’s in here okay cowabummer dude (i have to put adam in dead i’m sorry ok)

1:20 (^im realizing now a shit ton of these fall into the special category whoopsies maybe i got too specific)

1:28 aw dude the fatal 5 are gonna suckkkk bc they’re all working together and linked and connected and shit fhhhghh

1:33 okay dude the steam lady is difficult bc the first half was a special but the last wasn’t. fuck it im just gonna say she could have survived the burns herself

1:40 can’t decide if the first and rebooted games from jigsaw should be put in together or if they should be separate. i just finished i smoked an entire bowl and i am trying my best here ok

1:50 the train guys is rigged they don’t explicitly say it but there’s no way

1:58 alright. fucking finally. that experience was just a downward spiral haha get it bc i hate that movie. also hate jigsaw the movie jigsaw. this was very unpleasant once i’m done with this shit i’m gonna fall asleep to saw 5 or smthn.

2:02 i have to use a counter online bc i’m too tired to count all those little i bitches

2:06 the fruits of my labor. my creation. behold

Pie chart

there we fucking go. a ratio. OH MY GOD THEY FUCKING SEPARATED THE 2 DEADS IM GONNA KILL. YOU. YOU WILL BE BOILED.

oh thank god

ok so there it is. the ratio of victims that survived and victims who’ve perished in jigsaws traps. you don’t know how much footage i’ve skimmed through. 1 like=1 ass kicking for to me because what was i thinking

me laying down in bed after this ↓

WAIT NO I FORGOT TO INCLUDE FUCKING ERIC MATTHEWS. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN.

2:18 ok here it is. the real true official one.

sorry for all that. thank you for accompanying me on this task. i did not have fun. except when i was watching 1-3d but then after that it sucked. 1-3d even took up almost all of the view time but the last bits were so unpleasant it threw that all out the window. gonna go watch one of the original saw movies. you can tell saw x will be good bc it has saw in the name. the title. oh my god oh god i’m realizing i forgot people. i think i forgot bobby. what the hell man screw this i’m going to sleep. i’ll deal with it when i wake up and wonder what the fuck i was on last night. thank you for joining me on this journey of a mental breakdown everybody. a mental spiral, even, if you will. i’m imagining cheesy ending scene music like the character/actor is thanking the audience. signing, logging off at 2:34 am. goodnight everyone.

[just-troy0-0]

Thought of the day (night) (2)

I am confused and torn between whether to hate or love xue yang. And yes, this is about him, xiao xingchan and song lan again.

Like, i will actually cry if i got to read about song lan's adventure. And i mean just because of xue yang, two perfectly good innocent people who were bestfriends, got torn apart and witnessed the other die.(indrectly)

But all i've seen till now is xue yang's and xiao xingchen's ships and i dont understand because xue yang literally drove him to the point of suicide.

HE MADE HIM KILL THE BESTFRIEND WHO XXC GAVE HIS EYES TO

Like huh?!?!? Song lan's perspective is probably so sad... like imagine your living a good life, calm and all then suddenly you capture a guy and in revenge the guy kills your whole family(clan) and you go blind. Then you see again because your best bro gave his eyes to you but just as you wanted to say thank you, you couldnt. Then you waited more than 5 years searching (i assume) for him but in the end got killed by the person who never got the chance to say thank you or sorry to. Like, to know the person who you took on many adventures just killed himself like that and the only thing remaing is an artifact which used to belong in the memories of someone long gone.

Not to mention the look lan zhan has while giving song lan the sword because he knows the feeling of losing someone you loved...

And even though song lan has xiao xingchan's spiritual cognition, its so broken to the ppint he cant bring him back and i assume cant talk to him through the music notes too because of this.

So song lan basically travels the world with a peice of memory about someone who he will never meet again until his next life.

((BUT THAT TOO IN SOME CULTURE SAY UPON SUICIDE ALL TIES GET CUT OFF AND YOU NEVER BE WITH SOMEONE FROM PAST LIFE AGAIN))

Overall, THEIR STORY IS FUCKING SAD AND I WILL COMMIT SERIOUS WAR CRIMES IF IT MEANT TO SEE THEM REUNITE ATLEAST ONCE😭😭😭😭😭😭

Goodnight,

It is 11:28 pm

Buh byee

[clickerflight]

Challenges

Look, I have done lots of challenges in the past. I think I've done a challenge every October for 6 years now, but most of them were tied to single projects and are hiding within my other master posts. This year I am writing for whatever project comes to mind, and thus we have this challenge post.

Masterlist

Voltober 2024 @voltober

Part 1 - The Beast of Pirate's Bay - The Adventurers Part 2 - It's so Easy When You're Evil - Clove Part 3 - The Industrial Revolution (And How it Ruined my Life) - The Adventurers Part 4 - Goodnight, Demon Slayer - Fallen, Crestlen Part 5 - The Ship's Going Down Part 6 - Death Death Devil Devil Evil Evil Song - Warlocks Part 7 - USS Make Stuff Up - Forsaken Fields Part 8 - The King is Dead - Kindled Scales Part 9 - Friends in the Dark - Sonder Story Part 10 - The Soldier's Blade - The Price of War Part 11 - What Will We Do? - Sons of Billionaires Part 12 - Better Than You - Fallen Part 13 - I Laugh in the Face of Death - The Adventurers Part 14 - No Honor Among Thieves - A Construct in a Box Part 15 - The Ones Who've Hurt You - From Dust to Ashes Part 16 - When the Lambs Become the Wolves - Clove Part 17 - Medicated Girls' Brigade - The Adventurers Part 18 - Come Sweet Death - Sonder Story Part 19 - Captains All - Fallen, Crestlen Part 20 - Don't go by the River - FDTA Part 21 - Hate Lives in a Small Town - Crestlen Part 22 - Stubborn as a Mule - Clove Part 23 - Fears and Anguish - Sons of Billionaires Part 24 - On the Road - The Adventurers Part 25 - Out of Reach - FDTA Part 26 - Alchemy Mondays - Crestlen Part 27 - The Last Word - The Price of War Part 28 - Caught a Light Sneeze - Sons of Billionaires Part 29 - Monstrous Lovers - Warlocks Part 30 - Stakes and Torches - From Dust to Ashes Part 31 - Oubliette - Crestlen

[heliads]

Just out of curiosity, do you have a list of upcoming fics?

i do! these are the fics i have scheduled to come out:

requests:

7/16: carlos sainz x reader (reader is shy)

7/19: thorin oakenshield x reader (reader is a fairy and on the quest, fae i am obsessed with your mind)

7/22: goodnight robicheaux x reader (reader is a witch (!) and fights)

7/25: ben florian x reader (soulmates au where negative things you think about yourself are written on the skin of your soulmate)

7/28: charlie dalton x male!reader (headcanons for charlie realizing he likes guys)

7/31: peter pevensie x reader (peter and reader are trapped in a cave after a battle, reader is injured, they await rescue)

8/3: kaz brekker x reader (reader is a historian with knowledge of a location kaz needs for a job, but kaz develops feelings ! !)

8/6: thomas x reader (thomas has magic! in the maze he has magic!)

8/9: kaz brekker x reader (reader joins the dregs to save her little sister but kaz sees this as a prime opportunity for a resurgence of his brother trauma)

8/12: regulus black x potter!reader (they fake their deaths together and go on a horcrux destroying quest)

8/15: darkling x reader (soulmates au)

8/18: andrew garfield peter parker x reader (reader is a former hydra experiment with wings, now an avenger)

8/21: alina starkov x reader (healing from trauma after ruin and rising)

8/24: theo raeken x reader (theo confesses his feelings but reader has the distinct memory of when he tried to kill them all)

8/27: nikolai lantsov x reader (reader was on sturmhond's crew but anti monarchy so they cannot date !)

8/30: katniss everdeen x reader (reader is haymitch's daughter)

9/2: inej ghafa x reader (dirtyhands gets sick of the constant pining and uses the ol kazzle dazzle to get them together)

9/5: namor x reader (reader is a daughter of hecate)

9/8: nina zenik x reader (spies in fjerda!! but with love!!)

9/11: platonic natasha trace x reader (reader is a country singer and supported by the dagger squad)

9/14: charles leclerc x carlos sainz (soulmates au)

author's privilege non requests:

9/17: tom holland peter parker x reader (au where the avengers have strange cast a spell on all of them so no one remembers the real identities of the avengers after the disaster that was spiderman no way home, this is v convoluted but trust me it will hit)

9/20: lewis hamilton x reader (childhood best friends to potential of rivals to lovers)

[jaelvr]

Cupid ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Prompt list two!!

Home | Prompt Collection

I’m taking requests!

Respond to this with a member and number(s) and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

FLUFF -

1. “what are you do-” “look, now we match!” ( used here )

2. “You’re cleaning this up, right? Since this was your idea.”  

3. “Feeling better?” “It feels like I’ve been slapped but on the inside.” “So…no?" ( used here )

4. "I don’t think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it.”

5. “Shh- that’s just what you think.” “No, I’m pretty sure that’s what I know.”

6. “and why would I do this for you?” “Because you love me.” “Not enough- fine.”

7. “Who let you look so cute today?”

8. “Can we wait a second? I wanna take a picture of you right now.”

9. “I think I’m gonna fail this test-” “It’s okay, you pass in my heart.” “That means nothing.”

10. “Am I your favourite?” “I like your dog a bit more than you, I won’t lie." ( used here )

11. “This is unfair.” “I can’t help the fact you’re terrible at Mario kart." 

12. "since we’re dating, does that mean I can hold your hand whenever I want?”

13. “I’ve been looking for my hoodie-” “my hoodie, you mean.”

14. “I’ve always wanted to come here with you.”

15. “this song reminds me of you.”  ( used here )

16. “as much as I love food, I’m giving you the last piece just this once.”

17. “you’re cold?” “no? it’s super sunny right now-” “take my jacket anyway.”

18. “oh no, my head, it’s falling conveniently onto your shoulder!” 

19. “shut up and kiss me already.”

20. “i’ve waited for so long just to say that to you.”

21. “your hands are colder than the one time I lost a bet and I had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes.”

22. “you seem like you want ice cream.”

23. “mcDonald’s is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?” “it’s 3 in the morning.” “and?” “let’s go.”

24. “you love me?” “i always have.”

25. “what’s that even supposed to be?” “it’s a drawing of you, idiot.”

26. “here comes the airplane!” “i can feed myself.” “too bad.”

27. “it’s a 4000 piece puzzle and you’ve finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?”

28. “i know it’s not the best but-” “i love it.”

29. “i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?” ( used here )

30. “I remember the first time we met.”

31.“I know it’s your favorite.” ( used here )

32. “Everything okay? You don’t seem like yourself.”

33. “Let me get that for you.” ( used here )

34. “I’m here to listen.”

35. “Let’s go out. Just the two of us.”

36. “I don’t have to ask, I know.”

37. “Fine, you can use me as a pillow.” 

38. “Well, I don’t, but you do.”

39. “I did it for you.”

40. “No one’s ever done this for me before…”

41. “Only you can call me that.” ( used here )

42. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” 

43. “It’ll take more than that to get rid of me.”

44. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”

45. “We’ll get through this together.” ( used here )

46. “Don’t worry, I knew what you meant.”

47. “I’m not going anywhere.”

48. “You shouldn’t see that jerk anymore. I’m worried you’ll get hurt.”

49. “Wherever you are, that’s where my home is."

50. “Look who’s under the mistletoe!”

51. “i want to spend the day with you doing nothing.”

52. “i saw something today that reminded me of you.” ( used here )

53. “you bought me flowers?” ( used here )

54. “i never thought i’d feel this kind of happiness.”

55. “i still dream about you even though you’re mine.”

56. “where’s my goodnight kiss?”

57. “can you read to me?”

58. “i feel safe with you.”

59. “you can stay as long as you want.” ( used here )

60. “my love for you only grows with each passing second.”

61. “a man could hold the weight of worlds, but he could never carry the love i have for you.”

62. “you know, even if you left me, i’d still be yours.”

63. “i have so much love for you i almost don’t know what to do with it.”

64. “i’m falling in love with you.” ( used here )

65. “we’ll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that.”

66. “kiss me harder.” ( used here )

67. “no, don’t stop. i like the sound of your voice.”  ( used here )

68. “you’re so cool.”

69. “you’re with me always.”

70. “i’d never turn down a kiss from you.”

ANGST -

71. “you didn’t just break my heart, you broke my trust.”

72. “i’ve waited a thousand hours to tell you exactly how i feel, but you don’t deserve an explanation.”

73. “i don’t have the energy to fight you anymore.”

74. “take what you want from me and just leave already.”

75. “i’m not ready to live without you.”

76. “i let you in, you and your poison, and now i’m no good.”

77. “you feel further away from me now than when you were a stranger.” 

78. “i don’t forgive you.”

79. “let me go.”

80. “it doesn’t matter how good the dream is, we always wake up.”

81. “you can’t be bitter now, this was your decision.”

82. “i lost myself the day i lost you.” ( used here )

83. “i wish i could love you, i know you’d be good for me, but i can’t.”

84. “please don’t make me go, i want to stay.”

85. “the sad thing is, i’d do it all over again even for the same outcome.”

86. “you said you’d follow me anywhere” — “you know i can’t follow you there.” 

87. “you’re the only mistake i don’t regret, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t a mistake.”

88. “you didn’t deserve me.”

89. “i loved you, you used me.”

90. “i’m allowed to move on.”

91. “i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you’ve done to me. ”

92. “ you gave me another chance to be a new person again, but you didn’t seem to trust me enough. ”

93. “ why did you betray / leave me ? ”

94. “my heart desired for your love then. ”

95. “ why did you love me now ? ”

96. “ i have given you all my love but you threw them away like it was nothing. ”

97. “ now you want me like i wanted you ? ”

98. “ you’re wasting my time. ”

99. “ i just wish that we both had the same feeling back then. ”

100. “ we still can fix this, but we can’t be together again. " 

101. ” i regret meeting you. “

102. ” thanks for the trauma, by the way. “ 

103. ” it’s best for us to be strangers again. “

104. ” maybe there’s another universe where we have a happy ending we’ve always wanted. “

105. ” i hope to never see you again. “

106. ” i’ve seen the way you look at them, if they are the one, then leave. be with your true soulmate. “

107.  "what am i to you truly ? a puppet to be used to get what you want? ”

108. “ what am i to you truly ? ”

109.  “you manipulated me into believing your bullshits ! ”

110. “i don’t care if you need me, it’s your own fault for breaking our relationship. ”

111. “ why should i trust you again ? ”

112. “ we can’t go back like we used to, take a look what happened to us now. ”

113. “our relationship / friendship ends now. ”

114. “we were never meant be. ”

115. “of all people, why it should be you who hurt me ? ”

116. “I believe in you. I always have. Maybe that’s my fatal flaw.”

117. “I never forgot you. I couldn’t.”

118. . “After everything, how could you not trust me?”

119. “ I wanted this to end differently. ”

120. “There was only one way this could go.”

121. “I miss you, more than I thought possible.” ( used here )

122. “I thought you loved me.”

123. “There was an accident, They’re in the hospital.”

124. “I just wanted to say I’m sorry.”

125. “I forgot you were like this.”

126. “ Do you think you could ever forgive me?”

127. “ It’s my fault that this happened. ”

128. “If you go through with this, you’ll be giving up everything you’ve ever known.”

129. “If I remember correctly, you never came for me.”

130. “I thought you left.”

131. “You left me.”

132. “I know you’re there, open the door.”

133. “I wanted to tell you I’m sorry.”

134. “Stop holding back, I can take it.”

135. “This wasn’t how it was supposed to go.”

136. “They are still in surgery, no updates.”

137. “ It was an accident, I swear.”

138. “I tried calling you. A few times actually.”

139. “I need to do this, why can’t you see that?”

140. “When will you let this go?”

141. “Everything I’ve done has been for you.”

142. “You were my best friend.”

143. “Why can’t you just listen to me?” 

144. “Please, just let me forget you.”

ENEMIES TO LOVERS -

145. “i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you .”

146. “you’re the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak .”

147. “will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?”

148.   “forget who we are , let’s make our new life together .”

149. “at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven .”

150. “ I’ll try my best to deserve you .”

151. “i seek for peace , until i found you .”

152. “tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?”

153. “though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love .”

154. “my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing .”

155. “ i’ve hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?”

156. “i’d rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you .”

157. “curse me with your love , darling .”

158.“what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?”

159. “ you’re so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces .”

160. “losing you is my worst nightmare .”

161. “i’m sorry for hurting you .”

162. “be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me .”

163. “why do you want me of all people ?”

164. “i can’t help myself from falling in love with you .”

165. “let’s have a peaceful life , shall we ?”

166. “i shouldn’t have given you the scar , i hate it so much .”

167. “be happy with me .”

168. “ i’ve always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them .”

169. “god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn’t he ?”

170. “i’m grateful to have you as my enemy .”

171. “i feel calm when i am with you .” ( used here )

172. “ teach me how to love , so i won’t hurt you .”

173. “all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you .”

174. “every second i have spent with you , i’ll treasure them to remember you .”

175 .“ you don’t have any idea how much i love you .” ( used here )

176. “there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you .”

177. “we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other .”

178. “i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through .” 

179. “let us move forward into something new .”

180. “i should’ve let you die , but i chose to protect you .”

181. “sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in love with you .” ( used here )

182. “it’s impossible , isn’t it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?”

183. “ let me protect you instead of fighting against you .”

184. “each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren’t i ?”

Enjoy !! <3

- Mars

[0nelittlebirdtoldme]

Kissy Drabbles Overview

So, I am following @alpaca-clouds example and want to write more drabbles for the Kissing Challenge by @grey-wardens-dont-have-dental and I thought I would do an overview over the drabbles I have done so far for it.

Please send more prompts! Leave me a Number and a Ship🖤🦇

…good morning.

…goodnight.

…goodbye.

…where it hurts. Hurting | Dracula/Jonathan Harker

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear. Tear Up | Louis/Lestat

…to shut them up. Shut Up | Louis/Lestat

…in secrecy.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief. -> Requested, Jonathan Harker/Mina Murray

…discreetly.

…casually. -> Requested, Harkula or Loustat

…passionately. Feelings | Dracula/Jonathan Harker

…lazily. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 1 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker

…to distract. Sealed | Dracula/Jonathan Harker

…as encouragement.

…for luck. A Kiss for Luck | Louis/Lestat

…on a scar. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 2 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker

…to distract.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger. Run Away | Louis/Lestat

…as a ‘yes’.

26. …as an apology. -> Requested, Louis/Lestat 27. …as a suggestion. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 3 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 28. …as a lie. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 4 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 29. …as a promise. 30. …as comfort. 31. …after a small rejection. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 5 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 32. …to wake up. 33. …forcefully. Force | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 34. …to pretend. Swallow Your Breath | Duke Sayan/Ilic 35. …to gain something. -> Requested, Duke Sayan/Ilic 36. …to give up control. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 6 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 37. …without a motive. 38. …because they’re running out of time. Dawn | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 39. …because time’s run out. 40. …because the world is ending. 41. …because the world is saved. 42. …out of pride. -> Requested, Duke Sayan/Ilic 43. …out of greed. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 7 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 44. …out of lust. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 8 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 45. …out of anger. -> Requested, Duke Sayan/Ilic 46. …out of envy or jealousy. Jealousy | Louis de Pointe du Lac/Lestat de Lioncourt 47. …out of spite. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 9 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker 48. …out of habit. Settled | Louis/Lestat 49. …out of necessity. -> Requested, Duke Sayan/Ilic 50. …out of love. Kisses for the Drowning Men, no. 10 | Dracula/Jonathan Harker

[writingbaddie]

Weirdly specific and unrelated asks to know someone well:

🌸 1. chipotle order?

🌸 2. thoughts on veganism?

🌸 3. a specific color that gives you the ick?

🌸 4. mythical creature you think/believe is real?

🌸 5. favorite form of potato?

🌸 6. do you use a watch?

🌸 7. what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?

🌸 8. do you change into specific clothes for the house when you get home?

🌸 9. do you have a skincare routine (and how

many steps is it)?

🌸 10. on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice?

🌸 11. anything from your childhood you've held on to?

🌸 12. brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?

🌸 13. first thing you're doing in the purge?

🌸 14. do you think you're dehydrated?

🌸 15. rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning

🌸 16. thoughts on mint chocolate chip?

🌸 17. an anxious compulsion you do everyday?

🌸 18. your boba/tea order?

🌸 19. the veggie you dislike the most?

🌸 20. favorite disney princess movie?

🌸 21. a number that weirds you out?

🌸 22. do you have an emotional support water bottle?

🌸 23. do you wear jewelry?

🌸 24. which do you find yourself using, american or british english?

🌸 25. would you say you have good taste in music?

🌸 26. how's your spice tolerance?

🌸 27. what's your favorite or go-to outfit?

🌸 28. last meal on earth?

🌸 29. preferred pasta noodle?

🌸 30. ask me anything!

The reblog made me do this- xD, anyway, I brought you some tea (if you don't like tea then pretend it's coffee, and if you don't like coffee either then...idk. It could be juice maybe?), since I know that's gonna take a while to answer! 🌼

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Why THANK YOU for le tea. I happen to be an avid tea drinker (Black tea, 5 sugars and French vanilla creamer) Anywho, onto these asks: 1. Steak and cheese quesadilla with chips and queso blanco.

2. I think it's a nice lifestyle, but personally not for me. I'm a meat eater 100%.

3. Not many colors, but I suppose neon blue. Especially on neon signs. It's so bright but dark it assaults my eyeballs.

4. Hm...possibly ghosts and demons. Spirits in general.

5. Potato chips!

6. Yes, it's a fitness watch too! It helps track my calories, heart rate, and steps.

7. Octopi/squids! Squishy, sloshy, tentacle bois!

8. Sometimes, other times I'll flop on my bed in my work clothes.

9. I do! (Though I am shit at being consistent with it) It is 3-4 steps.

10. Apple, though I've never been on a plane that offers orange juice just yet.

11. For your sake, I'll give the lighthearted answer. I have a bunch of plushies from my childhood, including a stuffed beanie baby lamb named Lamby, who I used to say goodnight to as a kid before going to bed.

12. Not really, tbh. I do like Urea Cream. it helped my KP and ashiness.

13. Locking my house the fuck down and arming myself. Sorry it ain't as fun as raiding 7/11, but I'm a black woman. We ain't scurrying the streets with the crazies.

14. Considering how little water I unfortunately consume, along with my high-mobility job and the recent hot, sunny weather, most likely.

15. Based purely on length of time, I'll say: Drowning, Freezing, Burning.

16. I prefer other flavors, but it's one of my favorites!

17. Overapologize for everything, even things that aren't my fault (working on this in counseling)

18. Brown sugar boba milk tea (I don't regularly order boba, so I don't know if this is proper boba terminology)

19. Honestly, I'm not a veggie girl in general, but I hate zucchini. I've despised it ever since I tried it.

20. Princess and the Frog, all the fuckin' way.

21. Those super-high numbers like Googol and Googolplex. Just the magnitude of them is so interesting but existentially terrifying at the same time.

22. Considering how little I drink water, no.

23. I used to, but I'm a tad too lazy to accessorize now.

24. American, mainly because I was raised by a New Yorker and a Jamaican New Yorker.

25. Good and eclectic taste, yes.

26. For a Jamaican, not really. More than your average white Midwesterner, but not enough for my ancestors.

27. Lol, scrubs. No, like, nursing scrubs. I work in a daycare, I'm sorry. I would say my favorite outfit is this black dress with white embroidery. I call it my prairie dress because it's so pretty and modest, so I don't feel self conscious.

28. Bacon cheeseburger with fries and fried chicken on the side with red velvet cake as dessert and Sprite for my drink.

29. Fettuccine or shells.

30. Which word would you use if you could only use one for the rest of your life?

[zalrb]

ok let’s see if i can make it through this -- bridgerton edition

1. skipping the recap because fuck that shit.

2. just do the voiceover already. i hate anticipating it.

3. oh maybe no voiceover??

4. oh my god, i don’t care.

5. of COURSE the writer is one of you, she’s writing ABOUT you, WHO ELSE would write about you? who else has access to you?? WHAT?

6. clare from derry girls is the writer person right?

7. “just remember to stay composed” isn’t that just supposed to be upper british society? shouldn’t this be second nature to her? they’re repressive AF.

8. shouldn’t this conversation be something they did BEFORE the carriage ride? it’s the queen.

9. i don’t think you understand how much i hate everyone talking.

10. i should be drunk for this.

11. jesus christ it’s only been 5 minutes.

12. there’s the fucking voiceover.

13. “is she truly that good a writer” no, they never are on TV.

14. when i see anthony i just see danny

15. the soundtrack is good but it’s more charming than the actual show.

16. why do i care about what danny, i mean, anthony wants?

17. i’m supposed to find him in this open white shirt attractive but it just makes me want to watch a kdrama.

18. oh a horse chase/race. how exhilarating.

19. jesus christ.

20.  SHE’S NOT LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS.

21. So much talking.

22. This is the fakest fucking market.

23. I need everyone. to shut up.

24. This is a long conversation.

25. “Just remember to breathe, Bon”

the latter was more fun.

26. These women are gorgeous and the men are basic ass white men, if there’s not going to be a single conversation about it then they should step up their game. 

27. Like, I knew what I was getting into but the complete absence of discussion about imperialism and colonialism and racism is just laughable.

28. I am struggling to not just forward through.

29. Oh, she’s going to put him in his place for his misogyny isn’t she?

30. “I take issue with any man” yadda yadda. BANTER.

31. “Your character is as deficient as your horsemanship, I shall bid you goodnight.” Good one, though.

32. Why is London suddenly a lion’s den? Nothing happened except she heard a man be misogynistic, which should not be a surprise. This makes me miss cdramas where, like, the harem and intended for the harem would sabotage each other, poison each other, cause miscarriages, get generations of a woman’s family wiped out.

33. Like this isn’t even intrigue, there aren’t any plots or manipulations, there’s just so much talking.

34.  Jeez, there’s usually a B story or even a C story I can find mildly interesting and hold on to and there’s none of that here.  I find everyone insufferable.

35. There should be stakes but I don’t feel any. Like I don’t feel anything for Kate or Edwina just because they’re talking about all the things they have to do so they could get money since their fortunes ran low. It’s just dialogue.

36. Oh thank God it’s done.

[kelseychiang]

DAY 28 - 13/5/2024

Hi! Monday, the start of the week. I do not really like Mondays because my class is relatively early. So I went to bed late and woke up early and only slept around 5 hours. After class I went to kerckhoff and enjoyed sometime with friends. I ate a chopped salad from epicuria at ackerman and it was actually really good. I kind of have picked up weight and lowkey its getting bad. My pbros can vouch as they tell me everyday. So gotta watch what im eating! Lol. Anyways, I headed back up the hill relatively early because I needed to actually do some work. To be honest I am kind of torn between saying it was productive or not but i dont know. I did my life science reading guides and thats probably it. I did watch a movie though and it did relax me a little. It was called 'idea of you'. very sweet movie. Anyways, I got ready for my meeting at night and had to practice a dance beforee so that was a big chunk of my evening. The meeting I had was kind of terrifying, idk. Not sure what to think of it. I ended up eating my leftover ramen last night and it was actually SO GOOD. i am glad I ate something. Additionally. My beautiful Chloe caught up with her roomies since they left her to go home last week. She also had a great meal with them! Anyways, I NEED to sleep. so goodnight guys. I rate my day a 4/10. (2:50am)

[heliads]

requests are open again!

so so excited. the time has finally come! fic requests will close when my queue is full two months in advance. i will keep an updated list with the requests taken so that you know how many spaces exist in the queue, and that list will be in this post under the read more tab.

a few things to consider before we start:

i will not be posting as frequently. as you may have seen from recent posts, my writing motivation has gone down a lot. this is due to school stress etc but also due to the lack of interaction (i.e. likes but no reblogs or comments). i'm not writing for notes only, but when i spend 45 mins on one fic and everybody just ignores it, it makes me not want to write anymore. the new posting schedule will be every three days instead of every two.

this timing change means that fewer requests will be taken before requests close. i am aware that requests are closed like 95% of the time. i am literally just some guy and i have limits. i cannot write all of the time.

fewer requests taken means i will be more specific about which requests i take. if you want a higher chance of your request being taken, please follow my rules and check my masterlist to make sure your request hasn't already been written. please just treat me with respect xoxo

there are more fandoms!! since requests were last open, my semester ended so i've had the chance to catch up on some tv, thankfully. i've now finished f1: drive to survive, the second season of bridgerton, and the first season of the originals. will keep you updated as i watch more things haha

thank you all so much for your continued support!! can't wait to hear your fic ideas >33

xoxo, lisa

fics in the queue:

7/7: brocedes angst

7/9: peter pan x reader (dreams as a plot device to take reader to neverland but mainly create problems)

7/11: leclerc!reader x carlos sainz (this one is going to be so good...)

7/13: four x reader (there is jealousy in dauntless)

7/16: carlos sainz x reader (reader is shy)

7/19: thorin oakenshield x reader (reader is a fairy and on the quest, fae i am obsessed with your mind)

7/22: goodnight robicheaux x reader (reader is a witch (!) and fights)

7/25: ben florian x reader (soulmates au where negative things you think about yourself are written on the skin of your soulmate)

7/28: charlie dalton x male!reader (headcanons for charlie realizing he likes guys)

7/31: peter pevensie x reader (peter and reader are trapped in a cave after a battle, reader is injured, they await rescue)

8/3: kaz brekker x reader (reader is a historian with knowledge of a location kaz needs for a job, but kaz develops feelings ! !)

8/6: thomas x reader (thomas has magic! in the maze he has magic!)

8/9: kaz brekker x reader (reader joins the dregs to save her little sister but kaz sees this as a prime opportunity for a resurgence of his brother trauma)

8/12: regulus black x potter!reader (they fake their deaths together and go on a horcrux destroying quest)

8/15: darkling x reader (soulmates au)

8/18: andrew garfield peter parker x reader (reader is a former hydra experiment with wings, now an avenger)

8/21: alina starkov x reader (healing from trauma after ruin and rising)

8/24: theo raeken x reader (theo confesses his feelings but reader has the distinct memory of when he tried to kill them all)

8/27: nikolai lantsov x reader (reader was on sturmhond's crew but anti monarchy so they cannot date !)

8/30: katniss everdeen x reader (reader is haymitch's daughter)

9/2: inej ghafa x reader (dirtyhands gets sick of the constant pining and uses the ol kazzle dazzle to get them together)

9/5: namor x reader (reader is a daughter of hecate)

9/8: nina zenik x reader (spies in fjerda!! but with love!!)

9/11: platonic natasha trace x reader (reader is a country singer and supported by the dagger squad)

[shculley]

Top 100 Albums of 2023

100. Ibex Clone - All Channels Clear

99. Squirrel Flower - Tomorrow's Fire

98. Wild Nothing - Hold

97. The Natvral - Summer of No Light

96. Mutual Benefit - Growing at the Edges

95. Belle and Sebastian - Late Developers

94. White Reaper - Asking for a Ride

93. bar italia - The Twits

92. The Hold Steady - The Price of Progress

91. The Tallest Man on Earth - Henry St.

90. Water From Your Eyes - Everyone's Crushed

89. Danny Brown - Quaranta

88. Drop Nineteens - Hard Light

87. Luggage - Hand Is Bad

86. Parannoul - After the Magic

85. Beach Fossils - Bunny

84. Youth Lagoon - Heaven is a Junkyard

83. CIVIC - Taken By Force

82. Squid - O Monolith

81. The Lemon Twigs - Everything Harmony

80. Kevin Morby - More Photographs

79. Frankie Rose - Love As Projection

78. Gorillaz - Cracker Island

77. Unknown Mortal Orchestra - V

76. Helena Deland - Goodnight Summerland

75. Country Westerns - Forgive the City

74. Greg Mendez - Greg Mendez

73. Pure Bathing Culture - Chalice

72. Andy Shauf - Norm

71. Aesop Rock - Integrated Tech Solutions

70. Woods - Perennial

69. Jessie Ware - That! Feels Good!

68. Wilco - Cousin

67. The American Analog Set - For Forever

66. Slow Pulp - Yard

65. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - The Silver Cord

64. Protomartyr - Formal Growth in the Desert

63. Daniel Bachman - When the Roses Come Again

62. Indigo De Souza - All of This Will End

61. Overmono - Good Lies

60. Yves Tumor - Praise a Lord Who Chews but Which Does Not Consume; (Or Simply, Hot Between Worlds)

59. Stuck - Freak Frequency

58. Blur - The Ballad of Darren

57. Alan Palomo - World of Hassle

56. Home Is Where - The Whaler

55. Ratboys - The Window

54. Avery Tare - 7s

53. The Hives - The Death of Randy Fitzsimmons

52. Shame - Food for Worms

51. The New Pornographers - Continue as Guest

50. Hotline TNT - Cartwheel

49. Feeble Little Horse - Girl With Fish

48. Keep - Happy In Here

47. Devendra Banhart - Flying Wig

46. Oneohtrix Point Never - Again

45. m83 - Fantasy

44. MSPAINT - Post-American

43. The Men - New York City

42. Fever Ray - Radical Romantics

41. Caroline Polachek - Desire, I Want to Turn Into You

40. King Krule - Space Heavy

39. Grian Chatten - Chaos for the Fly

38. Roosevelt - Embrace

37. Tim Hecker - No Highs

36. Gia Margaret - Romantic Piano

35. Terry - Call Me Terry

34. The National - First Two Pages of Frankenstein

33. Deeper - Careful!

32. Mitski - The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We

31. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - PetroDragonic Apocalypse; or Dawn of Eternal Night: An Annihilation of Planet Earth and the Beginning of Merciless Damnation

30. James Blake - Playing Robots Into Heaven

29. Cindy - Why Not Now

28. Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Weathervanes

27. Cut Worms - Cut Worms

26. Julie Byrne - The Greater Wings

25. ANOHNI and the Johnstons - My Back Was a Bridge for You to Cross

24. Westerman - An Inbuilt Fault

23. The Clientele - I Am Not There Anymore

22. Fiddlehead - Death Is Nothing to Us

21. Yo La Tengo - This Stupid World

20. Albert Hammond Jr. - Melodies On Hiatus

19. Home Front - Games of Power

18. Wednesday - Rat Saw God

17. Slowdive - Everything Is Alive

16. Mandy, Indiana - I've Seen a Way

15. Thee Oh Sees - Intercepted Message

14. Sufjan Stevens - Javelin

13. Young Fathers - Heavy Heavy

12. bar italia - Tracey Denim

11. Nation of Language - Strange Disciple

10. Militarie Gun - Life Under the Gun

9. Bonnie Prince Billy - Keeping Secrets Will Destroy You

8. Animal Collective - Isn't It Now?

7. Geese - 3D Country

6. The Golden Dregs - On Grace & Dignity

5. The National - Laugh Track

4. Lewsberg - Out and About

3. Beirut - Hadsel

2. The Tubs - Dead Meat

1. Billy Woods, Kenny Segal - Maps

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

28 April 2023 Friday 3:31 pmpt

The blackberry plant 🪴 was covering a fence. It was probably 6 feet 🦶 tall and maybe 🤔 10+ feet 🦶 in length? It’s been years since I have seen it in Santa 🎅🏾 Clara. 3:33 pmpt it was at my moms best friends husbands house 🏠. 3:34 pmpt I remember I was wanting more money 💰 and I didn’t realize how long it was going to take, and I was like you need vacuuming? I tried to start moving the vacuum and he laughed at me and stopped me. 3:35 pmpt

3:36 pmpt what

3:40 pmpt what was the walrus looking for when he went to the Tupperware party 🎉? A tight seal 🦭. 3:41 pmpt

4:26 pmpt I n

5:36 pmpt we need to do a survey of every maroon 5 music 🎶 video (Brain 🧠 gum pain 5:38 pmpt). How many does the incubus roll around with, kiss 💋, Et Cetera.

5:41 Pmpt from memory:

Sunday morning: no

this love 💗: yes - Kelly?

she will be loved 🥰: ...yes

goodnight goodnight?: Candace Bailey- yes

makes me wonder 💭?: yes

Wake up 🆙 call ☎️: yea

misery: Anne v - yea

pay 💰 phone ☎️: no?

one ☝️ more night: hmmm 🤔 no?

stay in this bed 🛌: Anne v - a little

.... 5:49 pmpt does including your current gurlfriend serve as a memory device for him for who he has been with? (Brain 🧠 rough acid hot pain 5:51 pmpt) if there is an established pattern showing that can we assume including Melissa cuen might be a hint of that? Me and Melissa are around the same height. We both have dark hair. Both were in the same clique in school 🏫. The mutual friend we had (acid throat pain 5:54 pmpt) gave me the Nick name “Tiny.” We all went out somewhere with a public restroom 🚻. Our mutual friend called out “Tiny” while I was trying to pee. I’m very shy 🙈 in public restrooms 🚽 that I feel I (acid throat pain 5:55 pmpt) can’t or don’t want to speak 🗣. Melissa responded to her as if “Tiny” was her name, and then our friend said “oh you respond to that name too” in a very kind surprised reaction. 5:57 pmpt so it’s almost as if Melissa cuen in that music 🎶 video is my stand-in. Incubus likes 👍 to fake me out and punished me, for stuff about Q. Makes me believe I am a slave decoy for Q. Bcz incubus likes 👍 to play decoy fake out games, we should believe the same about his friends carter and Scott and Nick V./B. Friendly unicorn 🦄 means incubus likes to be magical 🧙‍♂️ and mysterious and have the first turn in trying a young woman 👩🏼’s vag first. Nick V./B. And NSYNC no strings attached album 💿 was a... catalyst???? A path to “Brendan.” Psychologically possibly a man’s ego wants to be stroked. He probably wants me to think 💭 he’s the best. Better than Nick V./B. He wants me to want him for actual attraction but he doesn’t want me to know his face. He already decided hiding his real voice later on is easy. After one of the nights we had phone ☎️ s*x, (I wrote many posts ago:) I heard 👂 a car 🚗 pull up 🆙 near our place and I make believed in my imagination 💭 that it was “Brendan.” I maybe 🤔 fell asleep 😴 with my legs 🦵 butterfly 🦋 position (my legs 🦵 went down to the mattress flat in this position) 6:08 pmpt. So I was probably ready for s*x in that moment. 6:08 pmpt I was 16 years old. 6:09 pmpt

6:22 pmpt unfortunately for me Q lived close to south San Jose blossom hill. But I did not meet Q until 2004? And then Jessica and then Scott. It’s possible the chronology of events was I scowled at Scott then incubus showed up 🆙 at my place and scowled at me. If men like a “tight seal” 🦭 popping Cherries 🍒 it’s probably possible that he used us all as whores. I heard 👂 in Victorian times even if a man 👨 was married he would still go to the whore house 🏠 to have fun 🤩. 6:27 pmpt do little women provide tight seals 🦭? But taller women have safer pregnancy 🤰? 6:28 pmpt

6:30 🕡 pmpt did garrido look 👀 for a tighter seal 🦭 in dugard? Did Carter in Ruth? 6:31 pmpt

6:54 pmpt unfortunately they attacked my heart ♥️ with massive heat after I typed last. I was born to be a sacrifice to make them look 👀 good 😌 to people they want to manipulate. But they are not genuine about it. It will probably go on hidden. 6:55 pmpt

7:37 pmpt isieone98i@aol.com. Search 🔦 MySpace to see if Brendan behan. /sieuno ? is still there. 7:38 pmpt

7:41 pmpt b4 they attacked me with massive heat my heart ♥️ they want me to believe I make weird environments. They made me weird first. 4 years old? Humping mickey mouse’s plush toy 🧸 head? Da me cabeza *sshole. He wants me to think 💭 that’s my fault 🤦‍♀️. He is a true jerk. 7:44 pmpt probably (Ionesco what???? 7:45 pmpt autocorrect sh*t) I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ anymore. I’m tired 😖😭😫😩😤🥵😤🥵 7:46 pmpt

7:47 pmpt this is serious. I feel my heart ♥️ is weak. 7:47 pmpt

7:48 pmpt https:// Instagram.com /p/gJzCO8Ow71/

sie1mih. 7:50 pmpt

7:59 pmpt October 31 2013 post

8:14 pmpt 8:27 pmpt can not add pictures. Acid throat pain left eye acid after sharp pain. Stomach? Burn 🔥 pain 8:28 pmpt

8:41 pmpt a lot of acid in throat pain minute ago. I did graffiti is art 🖼 thesis for señior project in high school 🏫 Bcz “Brendan” made me think 💭 Sieone’s graffiti art 🖼 work was his back in 2001. I proved to him that I authentically knew his website was on geocities and I recalled a “Mina” but he didn’t respond to everything I wrote. Spencer billman a cop 👮‍♂️ did graffiti art 🖼 during his high school 🏫 years I guess, someone mentioned it to me, and then we ran into each other the night at the library 📚 and I held many graffiti research 🔬 books 📚 in my hands 🙌 and he chose to talk to me Bcz of this to which I couldn’t give an intelligent reply Bcz I got nervous and my confidence and self esteem dipped. 8:47 pmpt

8:48 pmpt Spencer billman is one of Scott’s friends. 8:49 pmpt

Put Scottservo@aol.com in to your search 🔦 engine 9:53 pmpt he formerly had a YouTube channel but I can’t find it anymore. I think 💭 incubus instructed him to hide or delete it. 9:54 pmpt

9:59 pmpt YouTube.com. /@scottservo. 10:01 pmpt

Pinterest too 10:02 pmpt

11:10 pmpt I feel extra stupid now. I’m missing a lot of bones 🦴 from my groin. Bcz there are still men around like this, it really does mean I will be sacrificed. 11:12 pmpt I was in denial still. Tried to fight it. They were also being manipulative saying stuff back to me when I thought 💭 a bunch of times that I was wrong that there’s nothing to fight for. They would say yes there is something to fight for, but they never elaborate when they say statements like that so they can easily turn around and say I misinterpreted what they said. Or they will play the card of harder to breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ and say you didn’t listen to me 👂. 11:15!pmpt they are twisted and tell you things you want to hear 👂 to everyone. But it’s usually the guy who wins and the girls who lose. 11:16 pmpt ultimately.

11:16 pmpt how much more blessings and fun 🤩 did Scott have compared to me? ☹️😖😢😤🥵😤🥵😖😭😫😩 more right hip bone 🦴 pain. 11:17 pmpt Bcz rapists are still around that’s a sure sign 🪧 you know the apocalypse is going to repeat 🔁 when I’m dead 😵. Nick carter knows which is why he named his son Odin and he has the ki (katakana) tattoo with like a sunflower 🌻 surrounding it. Odin Norse god of the hunt in the sky 🌌 11:19 pmpt

[mushrubes]

Cupid ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Prompt list two!

Masterlist | Prompt Masterlist

I’m taking requests!

Respond to this with a character and number(s) and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

FLUFF -

1. "what are you do-" "look, now we match!"

2. "You're cleaning this up, right? Since this was your idea."  

3. "Feeling better?" "It feels like I've been slapped but on the inside." "So...no?" 

( used here) 

4. "I don't think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it."

5. "Shh- that's just what you think." "No, I'm pretty sure that's what I know."

6. "and why would I do this for you?" "Because you love me." "Not enough- fine."

7. "Who let you look so cute today?"

8. "Can we wait a second? I wanna take a picture of you right now."

9. "I think I'm gonna fail this test-" "It's okay, you pass in my heart." "That means nothing."

10. "Am I your favourite?" "I like your dog a bit more than you, I won't lie." ( Used here )

11. "This is unfair." "I can't help the fact you're terrible at Mario kart." 

( used here )

12. "since we're dating, does that mean I can hold your hand whenever I want?"

13. "I’ve been looking for my hoodie-" "my hoodie, you mean."

14. "I’ve always wanted to come here with you."

15. "this song reminds me of you." ( used here )

16. "as much as I love food, I’m giving you the last piece just this once." ( used here )

17. "you're cold?" "no? it's super sunny right now-" "take my jacket anyway."

18. "oh no, my head, it's falling conveniently onto your shoulder!" ( used here )

19. "shut up and kiss me already."

20. "i've waited for so long just to say that to you."

21. "your hands are colder than the one time I lost a bet and I had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes."

22. "you seem like you want ice cream."

23. "mcDonald's is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?" "it's 3 in the morning." "and?" "let's go."

24. "you love me?" "i always have."

25. "what's that even supposed to be?" "it's a drawing of you, idiot."

26. "here comes the airplane!" "i can feed myself." "too bad."

27. "it's a 4000 piece puzzle and you've finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?"

28. "i know it's not the best but-" "i love it."

29. "i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?"

30. "I remember the first time we met."

31."I know it's your favorite."

32. "Everything okay? You don't seem like yourself." ( used here )

33. "Let me get that for you."

34. "I'm here to listen."

35. "Let's go out. Just the two of us."

36. "I don't have to ask, I know."

37. "Fine, you can use me as a pillow." ( used here )

38. "Well, I don't, but you do."

39. "I did it for you."

40. "No one's ever done this for me before..."

41. "Only you can call me that."

42. "I don't know what I'd do without you." ( used here )

43. "It'll take more than that to get rid of me."

44. "Are you sure you're okay with this?"

45. "We'll get through this together."

46. "Don't worry, I knew what you meant."

47. "I'm not going anywhere."

48. "You shouldn't see that jerk anymore. I'm worried you'll get hurt."

49. "Wherever you are, that's where my home is." ( used here )

50. "Look who's under the mistletoe!"

51. "i want to spend the day with you doing nothing."

52. "i saw something today that reminded me of you."

53. "you bought me flowers?"

54. "i never thought i'd feel this kind of happiness."

55. "i still dream about you even though you're mine."

56. "where's my goodnight kiss?"

57. "can you read to me?"

58. "i feel safe with you."

59. "you can stay as long as you want."

60. "my love for you only grows with each passing second."

61. "a man could hold the weight of worlds, but he could never carry the love i have for you."

62. "you know, even if you left me, i'd still be yours."

63. "i have so much love for you i almost don't know what to do with it."

64. "i'm falling in love with you."

65. "we'll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that."

66. "kiss me harder."

67. "no, don't stop. i like the sound of your voice." ( used here )

68. "you're so cool."

69. "you're with me always."

70. "i'd never turn down a kiss from you."

ANGST -

71. "you didn't just break my heart, you broke my trust."

72. "i've waited a thousand hours to tell you exactly how i feel, but you don't deserve an explanation."

73. "i don't have the energy to fight you anymore."

74. "take what you want from me and just leave already."

75. "i'm not ready to live without you."

76. "i let you in, you and your poison, and now i'm no good."

77. "you feel further away from me now than when you were a stranger." ( used here )

78. "i don't forgive you."

79. "let me go."

80. "it doesn't matter how good the dream is, we always wake up."

81. "you can't be bitter now, this was your decision."

82. "i lost myself the day i lost you."

83. "i wish i could love you, i know you'd be good for me, but i can't."

84. "please don't make me go, i want to stay."

85. "the sad thing is, i'd do it all over again even for the same outcome."

86. "you said you'd follow me anywhere" — "you know i can't follow you there." ( used here )

87. "you're the only mistake i don't regret, but that doesn't mean it wasn't a mistake."

88. "you didn't deserve me."

89. "i loved you, you used me."

90. "i'm allowed to move on."

91. "i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you've done to me. "

92. " you gave me another chance to be a new person again, but you didn't seem to trust me enough. "

93. " why did you betray / leave me ? "

94. "my heart desired for your love then. "

95. " why did you love me now ? "

96. " i have given you all my love but you threw them away like it was nothing. "

97. " now you want me like i wanted you ? "

98. " you're wasting my time. "

99. " i just wish that we both had the same feeling back then. "

100. " we still can fix this, but we can't be together again. " 

101. " i regret meeting you. "

102. " thanks for the trauma, by the way. " ( Used here )

103. " it's best for us to be strangers again. "

104. " maybe there's another universe where we have a happy ending we've always wanted. "

105. " i hope to never see you again. "

106. " i've seen the way you look at them, if they are the one, then leave. be with your true soulmate. "

107.  "what am i to you truly ? a puppet to be used to get what you want? "

108. " what am i to you truly ? "

109.  "you manipulated me into believing your bullshits ! "

110. "i don't care if you need me, it's your own fault for breaking our relationship. "

111. " why should i trust you again ? "

112. " we can't go back like we used to, take a look what happened to us now. "

113. "our relationship / friendship ends now. " ( used here )

114. "we were never meant be. "

115. "of all people, why it should be you who hurt me ? "

116. "I believe in you. I always have. Maybe that's my fatal flaw."

117. "I never forgot you. I couldn't."

118. . "After everything, how could you not trust me?"

119. " I wanted this to end differently. "

120. "There was only one way this could go."

121. "I miss you, more than I thought possible."

122. "I thought you loved me."

123. "There was an accident, They're in the hospital."

124. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry."

125. "I forgot you were like this."

126. " Do you think you could ever forgive me?"

127. " It's my fault that this happened. "

128. "If you go through with this, you'll be giving up everything you've ever known."

129. "If I remember correctly, you never came for me."

130. "I thought you left."

131. "You left me."

132. "I know you're there, open the door."

133. "I wanted to tell you I'm sorry."

134. "Stop holding back, I can take it."

135. "This wasn't how it was supposed to go."

136. "They are still in surgery, no updates."

137. " It was an accident, I swear."

138. "I tried calling you. A few times actually." ( used here )

139. "I need to do this, why can't you see that?"

140. "When will you let this go?"

141. "Everything I've done has been for you."

142. "You were my best friend."

143. "Why can't you just listen to me?" ( used here )

144. "Please, just let me forget you."

ENEMIES TO LOVERS -

145. "i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you ."

146. "you're the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak ."

147. "will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?"

148.   "forget who we are , let's make our new life together ."

149. "at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven ."

150. " I'll try my best to deserve you ."

151. "i seek for peace , until i found you ."

152. "tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?"

153. "though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love ."

154. "my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing ."

155. " i've hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?"

156. "i'd rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you ."

157. "curse me with your love , darling ."

158."what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?" ( Used here )

159. " you're so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces ."

160. "losing you is my worst nightmare ."

161. "i'm sorry for hurting you ."

162. "be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me ."

163. "why do you want me of all people ?"

164. "i can't help myself from falling in love with you ."

165. "let's have a peaceful life , shall we ?"

166. "i shouldn't have given you the scar , i hate it so much ."

167. "be happy with me ."

168. " i've always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them ."

169. "god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn't he ?"

170. "i'm grateful to have you as my enemy ."

171. "i feel calm when i am with you ." ( used here )

172. " teach me how to love , so i won't hurt you ."

173. "all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you ."

174. "every second i have spent with you , i'll treasure them to remember you ."

175 ." you don't have any idea how much i love you ."

176. "there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you ."

177. "we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other ."

178. "i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through ." ( used here )

179. "let us move forward into something new ."

180. "i should've let you die , but i chose to protect you ."

181. "sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in with you ."

182. "it's impossible , isn't it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?"

183. " let me protect you instead of fighting against you ."

184. "each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren't i ?"

Enjoy !! <3

- Mars

[callmey1]

ykw. So bored I’m not even doing this as an ask game.

1: it’s complicated. Kind of? My mom better than my dad

2: my amazing beautiful gf

3: oh god yes. too personal but many things

4: kinda, used to be way more

5: taken :}

6: either peacefully like in my sleep or doing something good to be remembered for. Like saving someone

7: a baked potato. I needed carbs

8: I play volleyball, it’s very fun. On middle rn but usually an outside

9:yes. Too much

10: uhhhh a while ago. Can’t put a date on it, but depends what you count. Last “real” fight was when me and some friends made an underground boxing ring years back for fun. Like yesterday if you count really small stuff

11: yes, my beautiful girlfriend

12: yeah. no big story I just forgot

13: not really, I dislike a lot of ppl but there’s nobody really specific that I hate

14: my gf ;-;

15: 2 dogs, an Aussie shepherd/swiss mountain and a labradoodle

16: bored and missing my gf

17: not yet

18: no I love spiders

19: no. The things I regret made me who I am today.

20: school

21: get good sleep

22: en este economia?

23: unfortunately none, gonna get at least my ears

24: math science and engineering

25: Not really, I guess I had more time to spend w friends that have drifted a bit but idk

26: hugs

27: god I hope not. Not to my knowledge

28: no

29: uhhhhh not in a bad way I hope. let’s go with no

30: my damn itchy volleyball jersey

31: yes :}

32: green! I’ve also become partial to cyan recently ;)

33: not anymore! shoutout my therapist

34: your honor i plead the fifth

35: touchy subject. I cry exclusively when I have a mental breakdown (not good) so my mom prob.

36: yes.

37: the whole point is you gotta do both

38: I like to think so. I’ve worked on myself a lot recently

39: 15

40: yes, for good reason

41-50 are blank lmao

51: Ooh tough, gotta be my grandmas tacos with fresh homemade tortillas.

52: the thought brings me peace so yes

53: texted my gf goodnight

54: there’s always nuance but I don’t think so.

55: generally no. used to be way more

56: oh. maybe 8. bc of siblings and the afformentioned boxing ring mostly

57: I do now :} keeping my private life private is getting hard

58: rain. love the rain

59: yes I love the snow. It’s so fun

60: yes. I like the idea of that connection w someone

61: I’m neutral on it. as pet names go it’s good and I’d like if my gf called me baby but it’s a tad overused

62: the people I surround myself with

63: maybe? I’ve no real attachment to it but I wouldn’t want to change it. Even if I am trans (I’m some form of queer idk I’m too tired to think abt it) my name is gender neutral so I’d just keep it for convenience

64: no. In fact I’m going to tomorrow.

65: politely decline but stay friends, like they did

66: yes. Both my gf and my best friend are women and I can be myself around them

67: my friend at my vb tournament

68: not for tumblr

69: I do now :)

70: there is now :)

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?