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The Art of Surrender | LN4
âË°đŒâĄ summary âââââââ Y/N, dealing with back pain, reluctantly lets Lando, give her a massage. As his hands work through her tension, an undeniable chemistry builds between them. The massage becomes a turning point, revealing unspoken emotions and desires.
âË°đŒâĄ pairing âââââââ Lando Norris x she!reader
âË°đŒâĄ word count âââââââ 3.1k
âË°đŒâĄ warnings âââââââ +18, sexual content
The evening air was warm as Y/n sat on her couch, wincing every time she shifted. Her back still achedâfour days later, and the damn furniture delivery was still haunting her. Sheâd tried everything: hot showers, over-the-counter painkillers, even a heating pad. Nothing worked. The thought of calling for help crossed her mind, but who would she call? Her friends were busy, and her family⊠well, they were miles away. She sighed, leaning back into the cushions just as her doorbell rang.
She frowned. Who could that be? Groaning, she pushed herself up and shuffled to the door, peeking through the peephole. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw him standing there, his signature lopsided grin and those piercing blue/ green eyes. Lando.
âHey, Y/n,â he said, his voice smooth and teasing as always. âMiss me?â
She opened the door, trying to keep her expression neutral. âWhat are you doing here?â
He shrugged, holding up a bottle of wine in one hand and a bag of snacks in the other. âThought you might need some company. And, letâs be honest, I missed seeing your face.â
Y/n rolled her eyes, but a small smile tugged at her lips. She stepped aside to let him in, ignoring the way her stomach fluttered. Stop it, she told herself. Heâs just being nice. Lando had been nothing but persistent since they met a few months ago, always finding ways to show up in her life, always making sure she knew how much he liked her. But she couldnât let herself believe it. Not really. Someone like him? It didnât make sense.
âYou look tense,â Lando said, setting the wine and snacks down on her coffee table. âEverything okay?â
âJust my back,â she muttered, sitting back down on the couch. âI had to move some furniture the other day, and now Iâm paying for it.â
Landoâs brows furrowed. âWhy didnât you call someone for help?â
She shrugged, avoiding his gaze. âDidnât think of it.â
He shook his head, chuckling softly. âYouâre too stubborn, you know that?â He moved closer, sitting next to her. âHere, let me help. I can give you a massage.â
Her eyes widened. âWhat? No, thatâsââ
âCome on,â he interrupted, his tone playful but insistent. âIâm not taking no for an answer. Besides, Iâll go get some massage oil or cream. Youâll feel better, I promise.â
Before she could protest further, he was already heading for the door, leaving her gaping after him. âWait, Landoâ!â
âBe right back!â he called over his shoulder, disappearing into the hallway.
Y/n groaned, flopping back onto the couch. This is ridiculous. But deep down, a small part of her was relieved. She trusted Landoâmaybe more than she wanted to admit. When he returned, she hesitated again, but the determination in his eyes made it impossible to refuse.
âFine,â she mumbled, leading him to her bedroom. âBut just the back.â
He laughed softly. âSure, just the back.â
Y/n disappeared into the room, shutting the door behind her. She stood there for a moment, her heart pounding. What am I doing? Slowly, she undressed, leaving only a pair of short shorts on. She glanced at herself in the mirror, biting her lip. This felt⊠intimate. Too intimate. But she climbed onto the bed anyway, lying on her stomach and burying her face in her arms.
âReady?â Landoâs voice came from the other side of the door.
âYeah,â she replied, her voice trembling slightly.
The door creaked open, and she heard him step inside, the soft rustle of the bag he carried. Moments later, she felt the bed dip as he kneeled beside her. His hands, warm and gentle, pressed against her back, spreading the cool massage oil over her skin. She shivered, not just from the temperature, but from the way his touch seemed to ignite something deep inside her.
His fingers worked expertly, kneading the tension out of her muscles. She closed her eyes, savoring the sensation. It felt incredibleâtoo incredible. Gradually, his hands began to wander lower, skimming the sides of her waist, brushing dangerously close to her breasts. Her breath hitched, and she felt a warmth pooling between her legs.
âRelax,â Lando murmured, his voice low and soothing. âLet me take care of you.â
She nodded weakly, unable to form words. His hands continued to roam, moving toward her hips, then down her thighs. Each touch was slow, deliberate, sending jolts of electricity through her body. Her shorts felt damp, sticking to her skin, and she prayed he wouldnât notice.
But of course, he did.
Landoâs fingers paused near the hem of her shorts, his gaze fixed on the thin fabric clinging to her. He swallowed hard, feeling his own arousal building. Fuck. He hadnât expected this, but now that he was here, all he could think about was how badly he wanted her.
âTurn over,â he said suddenly, his voice husky.
Y/n blinked, lifting her head to look at him. âWhat?â
âYour front,â he explained, his eyes dark with desire. âIf you want, I can massage that too.â
She hesitated, her heart racing. This was crossing a lineâa line she wasnât sure she was ready to cross. But the way he was looking at her, the heat in his gaze⊠it was impossible to resist.
Slowly, she turned onto her back, her cheeks burning. Landoâs eyes scanned her body, lingering on her chest before meeting her gaze. Without a word, he applied more oil to his hands and began massaging her stomach, his touch feather-light yet electrifying. Every brush of his fingers sent shivers down her spine.
Then, without warning, his hands drifted higher, cupping her breasts. Y/n gasped, her back arching instinctively. Landoâs thumbs circled her nipples, teasing them until they hardened beneath his touch. She bit her lip, trying to stifle the moan threatening to escape.
âLook at you,â Lando whispered, his voice thick with desire. âSo beautiful.â
She opened her eyes, meeting his gaze. For the first time, she allowed herself to truly see himâthe way he looked at her like she was the only thing that mattered, the way his body reacted to hers. Her eyes flickered downward, noticing the obvious bulge in his jeans.
Lando followed her gaze and smirked. âLike what you see?â
She blushed, but there was no hiding the truth anymore. âYes,â she admitted softly, surprising even herself.
His smirk softened into a genuine smile, and he leaned down, his lips brushing against her ear. âGood. Because I canât stop thinking about you.â
Y/nâs breath hitched as Landoâs fingers traced the hem of her shorts, his touch feather-light yet deliberate. âShould I stop?â he murmured, his voice low and teasing, his lips still close to her ear. His warm breath sent shivers down her spine, and she could feel the heat pooling between her legs.
She shook her head, barely able to form words. âNo.â
His smirk returned, and his fingers slipped under the fabric, grazing the sensitive skin of her thighs. Her body tensed momentarily, but then relaxed as his hands moved higher, massaging the curve of her hips. âYouâre so tense,â he whispered, his voice laced with concern. âLet me help you relax.â
She closed her eyes, allowing herself to sink into the sensation of his touch. His fingers worked their magic, kneading the muscles in her lower back before trailing down to the small of her back. She could feel the wetness between her thighs growing, a testament to how much he was affecting her.
Landoâs hands paused, and she heard him draw in a sharp breath. âY/n...â he said, his voice husky. âYouâre soaking.â
Her face flushed, but she didnât open her eyes. âI know,â she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
He gently tugged at her shorts, and she lifted her hips slightly, allowing him to slide them off. The cool air brushed against her exposed skin, but it was nothing compared to the heat radiating from his gaze. She felt vulnerable, yet completely safe in his presence.
His fingers grazed her inner thighs, and she trembled. He continued his exploration, moving closer to her core, his movements slow and deliberate. When his fingers finally reached her wetness, she gasped, her hips instinctively arching towards his touch.
âSo wet for me,â he murmured, his voice thick with desire. He circled her entrance with his fingers, teasing her without giving her what she truly wanted.
She whimpered, her hands gripping the sheets beneath her. âLando... please...â
He chuckled softly, clearly enjoying the effect he had on her. âPlease what?â
âTouch me,â she pleaded, her voice trembling with need.
He obliged, sliding a finger inside her slowly, watching her reaction intently. She moaned, her walls clenching around him as he began to move his finger in and out. Her breaths came in short, uneven gasps, and she could feel herself spiraling closer to the edge.
But just as she was about to reach her climax, he pulled his hand away, leaving her yearning for more. She opened her eyes, glaring at him. âWhy did you stop?â
He leaned down, his lips brushing against hers. âBecause I want to taste you first,â he whispered before capturing her lips in a searing kiss. His tongue explored her mouth, mimicking the way he wanted to explore her body.
When he finally broke the kiss, he trailed his lips down her neck, leaving a trail of hot kisses along her collarbone. He paused at her chest, taking one of her nipples into his mouth, sucking and teasing until she was squirming beneath him.
But he didnât linger there for long. His lips continued their journey downward, kissing a path across her stomach before reaching her inner thighs. He gripped her hips firmly, holding her in place as he positioned himself between her legs.
She could feel his breath on her most sensitive area, and she shivered in anticipation. âLando...â she breathed, her hands tangling in his hair.
He looked up at her, his eyes dark with lust. âRelax,â he said, his voice soothing yet commanding. âLet me take care of you.â
And then his tongue was on her, licking a slow, torturous path up her slit. She cried out, her back arching off the bed as pleasure coursed through her veins. He lapped at her hungrily, savoring every drop of her essence, his hands gripping her thighs to keep her from squirming away.
His tongue flicked over her clit, and she saw stars, her entire body trembling with the intensity of the sensations. He alternated between swirling his tongue around her sensitive bundle of nerves and thrusting it inside her, driving her closer and closer to the edge.
She couldnât hold back anymore. With a final cry, she came undone, her orgasm washing over her in waves of ecstasy. He didnât stop until she had ridden out every last tremor, his tongue continuing to tease her even as she collapsed back onto the bed, spent and breathless.
He crawled up her body, placing a gentle kiss on her lips. âYou taste amazing,â he whispered, his voice filled with awe.
She smiled weakly, still recovering from the mind-blowing experience. âYouâre incredible,â she replied, her voice hoarse.
He grinned mischievously, his hand trailing down her body once more. âAnd weâre just getting started.â
Y/n lay on the bed, her chest rising and falling as she tried to catch her breath. Lando hovered above her, his eyes dark with desire, a small smirk playing on his lips. She could feel the heat radiating from his body, the tension between them so thick it was almost tangible.
âYouâre beautiful,â Lando murmured, his voice low and husky. His fingers traced a slow path down her arm, sending shivers rippling through her. âIâve wanted thisâwanted youâfor so long.â
Her heart skipped a beat at his words, but she still hesitated, her walls firmly in place despite the intimacy they had just shared. âLandoâŠâ she started, unsure of how to respond.
He leaned down, brushing his lips against hers in a tender kiss that made her head spin. When he pulled away, his eyes locked onto hers. âDonât overthink it, Y/n. I know you feel it too. This.â He gestured between them, his hand trembling slightly. âItâs real. And Iâm not going anywhere.â
She swallowed hard, her defenses crumbling under the weight of his sincerity. âI⊠I do feel it,â she admitted quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. âBut it scares me. You scare me.â
His expression softened, and he cupped her face in his hands. âWhy?â he asked gently, his thumb stroking her cheek. âTell me.â
Y/n took a deep breath, her heart pounding in her chest. âBecause youâre you. Youâre this amazing, successful, larger-than-life person. And Iâm just⊠me. I donât want to get hurt if this doesnât work out.â
Landoâs eyes searched hers, and for a moment, he didnât say anything. Then he sighed, resting his forehead against hers. âY/n, youâre everything to me. Donât you see that? It doesnât matter who I am or what I do. When Iâm with you, Iâm just a guy whoâs completely and utterly in love with this incredible woman.â
Her breath hitched at his confession, and she felt tears prick at the corners of her eyes. âYou mean that?â she asked, her voice trembling.
âEvery single word,â he replied without hesitation. âIâve never been more serious about anything in my life.â
For the first time, she let herself truly believe him. Let herself trust him. Her hands moved to his shoulders, pulling him closer until their bodies were pressed together. âIâm in love with you too,â she whispered, the words feeling like a release after holding them in for so long.
A wide grin spread across Landoâs face, and he kissed her deeply, pouring all of his emotions into it. When they finally broke apart, he chuckled softly. âTook you long enough,â he teased, his tone playful.
She rolled her eyes, but couldnât help laughing. âShut up,â she said, smacking his shoulder lightly.
He caught her hand, bringing it to his lips to place a kiss on her knuckles. âMake me,â he challenged, raising an eyebrow.
Her cheeks flushed, but she held his gaze, a spark of mischief lighting up her eyes. Slowly, she shifted beneath him, her hands sliding down to his waist. She could feel the hardness pressing against his jeans, and it only fueled her courage. âMaybe I will,â she murmured, her voice sultry.
Landoâs breath caught as her fingers grazed the bulge in his pants. âFuck, Y/n,â he groaned, his hips thrusting forward involuntarily.
She smirked, enjoying the effect she had on him. With deliberate slowness, she undid the button of his jeans, then the zipper, her fingers brushing against the fabric of his boxers. He hissed through his teeth, his hands gripping the sheets tightly as she slid her hand inside.
Her fingers wrapped around his length, and she savored the way he shuddered at her touch. âYouâre so hard,â she whispered, stroking him slowly.
âOnly for you,â he managed to choke out, his eyes blazing with need.
She pushed him off of her with a playful smirk, watching as he landed on the bed with a soft bounce. Sliding between his legs, she locked her gaze with his, the intensity in her eyes making his breath hitch. She smiled softly, leaning down to press a kiss to the tip of his cock before taking him into her mouth. Lando let out a strangled groan, his hand tangling in her hair as she began to move. Her tongue swirled around him, teasing and tasting, driving him wild.
âGod, youâre perfect,â he panted, his hips bucking slightly. âSo fucking perfect.â
Y/n moaned around him, the vibrations sending jolts of pleasure through his body. Her hands roamed over his thighs, her nails digging lightly into his skin. She could feel him twitch in her mouth, hear the way his breathing became ragged.
âY/nâŠâ he warned, his voice strained. âIf you keep going like that, Iâm not going to last.â
She pulled back slightly, looking up at him with innocent eyes. âAnd what if I donât want you to?â she asked, her tongue darting out to lick a stripe along his length.
Lando cursed under his breath, his grip tightening in her hair. âYouâre killing me,â he groaned, but he didnât stop her when she took him back into her mouth.
Her movements became more fervent, her lips sucking and her tongue caressing him in ways that left him utterly undone. He could feel the pressure building, his entire body tensing as he teetered on the edge.
âIâm close,â he gasped, trying to warn her again.
But Y/n didnât stop. Instead, she looked up at him, her eyes filled with devotion, and in that moment, Lando felt his control shatter. With a guttural moan, he came, her name on his lips as she swallowed every drop.
When he finally regained some semblance of composure, he pulled her up to him, capturing her lips in a searing kiss. âYouâre incredible,â he murmured against her mouth, his hands roaming over her body. Landoâs chest heaved as he pulled her up, his hands trembling against her skin. His voice was rough, still catching on the edges of desire. âI want to fuck you so bad, Y/n. But I need a minute to get hard again.â
Her lips curved into a slow, knowing smile as she shifted her weight, her thighs pressing against his hips. She leaned down, her breath warm against his ear. âI can wait. It doesnât matter how longâwhether itâs seconds or minutesâas long as in the end, I get to feel you inside me.â
His eyes darkened, a low groan escaping his throat as her words sent a fresh wave of heat through him. âYouâre going to be the death of me,â he muttered, his hands sliding up her back, pulling her closer.
She laughed softly, the sound vibrating against his chest. âGood. Then weâll go out together.â Her fingers traced the line of his jaw, her touch feather-light but electric. âTake your time, Lando. Iâm not going anywhere.â
He exhaled sharply, his body already responding to her nearness, her words, her touch. âFuck, Y/n,â he whispered, his voice thick with need. âYou have no idea what you do to me.â
Her gaze locked with his, unwavering, filled with a quiet intensity that made his heart pound. âShow me,â she murmured, her lips brushing against his. âWhen youâre ready, show me exactly what I do to you.â
Landoâs hands tightened on her waist, his breathing uneven as he felt himself hardening beneath her. âI wonât make you wait long,â he promised, his voice rough with urgency. âNot when all I want is to be inside you.â
She smiled, her fingers tangling in his hair as she pressed herself against him. âThen take me, Lando. When youâre ready, take me and donât hold back.â
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ooh two for in grief so I'll make this one a little longer :) thank you sei and anon!! <3 also I PINKY PROMISE this has a happy ending, okay? Trust! also very minor emetophobia warning!
12. ...in grief.
It's bad. Buck knows it's bad because Eddie's arms are around him and they're holding him back. His feet keep slipping on the dirt and his hands scramble against Eddie's forearms as he tries to break free.
"You don't wanna see that, man, trust me," Eddie's saying, his voice breaking.
"Fuck you. You got to say goodbye to Shannon," Buck bites back. It's mean, too mean for Eddie, who's just trying to spare him the sight of- of... of what's just beyond the yellow tape.
Eddie doesn't flinch. Just looks at him, thoughtful, drops his eyes to his feet, and lets Buck go. Buck stumbles a bit as he gets his bearings and sprints over to the scene, dodging the others who try weakly to stop him.
Tommy is lying on the ground, awake, barely, and coughing from the dust swirling around him still. A large slab of basalt is covering his body from the top of his thigh to most of his chest and up to his neck.
He can hear paramedics from the 226 talking around him, the words compartment syndrome and infection swirling around somewhere in his brain while he takes it all in. Tommy was just supposed to be out hiking with- with-
"Buck," someone grabs him by the arm, "I'm so sorry, oh my god, I'm so-"
Buck turns to Sal, his face is a grey pallor and his eyelashes are clumped together with tears and dust. In a few days, Buck will go over to Sal and Isabelle's. He'll thank him for calling 911 so quickly, for doing his best to keep Tommy talking and breathing while they waited, but right now he turns away again and makes his way to Tommy, lying down next to him.
"Hey, sweetheart-" Tommy wheezes out, sending him into a coughing fit again and jolting his body where it's crushed under the rock.
"Don't- don't talk," Buck says, breath hitching. "You're gonna be fine, Tommy, okay? You're- you're gonna be okay but you can't talk. I- if you talk then you'll just make it worse, and..." and it's already really bad.
Tommy smiles at him, tears sliding slowly from the corner of his eye. I'm sorry he mouths.
Fuck. Buck breaks down into heaving sobs. He's not- he can't-
No. He'll fix this. It's okay. His hands brush dust away from Tommy's face. He wipes his sleeve over Tommy's eyes, to clear away the tears, and he check's Tommy's pulse in 3 different spots. It's weak in his leg, but it's there.
"Buck..." someone is saying behind him.
"Evan."
Buck lifts his head from Tommy's ankle, lying down close to Tommy's face again.
"I'm right here, I'm right here," Buck says, grabbing Tommy's hand and taking care not to jostle him too much.
I love you Tommy mouths so much.
More tears flow from Buck's eyes. He's a mess of snot and dirt and he can't stop taking these gross gasping breaths instead of just breathing normally; and he thinks he might be on the verge of having a heart attack because his chest has never hurt like this, never felt like this.
"I love you," Buck says for the both of them. He leans in and kisses Tommy on his mouth, crying harder at the way Tommy can't find the energy to kiss back.
"Buckley, we gotta move him," someone says.
"No!" Buck cries, kissing him again and lying over the top of Tommy's chest. Tommy's not looking at him anymore. His eyes are closed and Buck has to fix this.
"Come on, Buck," Hen's voice breaks through the noise of his own sobs, her hands peel him away from Tommy, firm, but with enough give that he knows she's handling him delicately.
"We'll follow you," Eddie says to one of the paramedics not lifting the rock from Tommy's chest.
And then they're ushering Buck into the truck they showed up in, back when they thought this was just another call, a bad one, sure, but not this. He's shivering, shock invading his body like he was the one crushed, suffocating under rock.
"Hen," he mumbles when they're on their way, staying close behind the sirens of the ambulance ahead of them. He's not sure what he means to say.
"I know," she says anyway.
It's hours before anything changes. Tommy goes right into surgery and Sal and Isabelle show up to wait with him, holding his hands each time the doctor comes out to update them. He throws up twice and cries again right into Isabelle's cashmere sweater.
It's around 4 AM that he falls asleep, waiting in the ICU for any updates. It's 6 AM that he's shaken awake by Lucy Donato, smiling like a maniac in his face.
"Wake up, Buckley!" she says. "He's asking for you."
Chills break out over Buck's body and he sprints down the hall nearly running right into a nurse who's headed into Tommy's room with a pack of clear liquid.
She smiles at him, holding the door to the room open for him and then, god, then Buck sees him.
He looks terrible. He's got the darkest circles Buck has ever seen under his eyes, his hair is a mess. He's still covered in scratches and a bit of dirt. He's perfect. He's perfect.
Buck takes a gasping breath and feels relief flood his body.
"Tommy," he sighs, full of love.
#bucktommy#911 abc#bucktommy ficlet#my writing#my ficlet#sei đ#anon#ask games#actually I would love to write mcd but I'll do that not as a prompt fill lol because that seems mean to do haha#I really loved writing this one thank you both so much!
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(Dangerous monster!) Neglected Omnipotent fem reader x Yandere Batfam
Part 1
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(Your left eye is pink(like your mom) while your right eye is blue(like Bruce) and your eyes turn crimson red when mad)
Your life in the manor is absolutely terrible to say the least the moment you took a step inside the household with your father being nowhere around when you first arrived and how Alfred was the one who showed you to your room-a room that was the most furthest away from your so called âfamilyâ who right of the bat didnât like you and saw you as a parasite and an unwanted person inside their house
Bruce was just never there for you and would just ignore you and give you silent and blank looks and never supported you in any way since the day you arrived at the manor and gave the others more respect,love and affection then he ever did with you ïżŒ
Dick who payed you no mind and just continue on with his day and when you tried to talk to him he would brush you aside and say âsorry (name) maybe next timeâ but that time never came
Second was Jason who hated you and would glare when you got to close to him and always call you names and one time when accidentally bumped into him he retaliated by giving you a black eye as blood dripping from your mouth as he walked away from you (you sat in your room for hours crying as your wounds were trying to heal themselves) that day you did your best to stay away from him
Third was Tim and to be honest you never liked him when you first met him when you looked at you with a scowl on his face and dismissed you with a blank expression but you could see the anger and irritation behind his gaze
Stephanie And Cassandra would just Ignore you and pretend youâre not there like you were nothing more then dirt on the wall and when you to talk to them they just tone you out just like the rest of the house
The whole family didnât care about you and the only person reader trusted more then anyone was Alfred and when they felt comfortable enough around him you decided to show him a little bit of your power and how your eyes can glow red and letâs just say he was surprised and when you begged and made him promise that he wouldnât tell anyone and he agreed knowing that if anyone in the family were to know of this then it wouldnât end well at all (Bruce might even lock you in a cell in the bat cave and might try to find away to block out your power too)
For the next couple of years were horrible with you being ignored,glared at,passed by, left out of activities and final looked down upon and it got even worse once Damien the final person to join the family came to stay you had given up at that point with trying to get the family to love you
But Damien was the absolute worst and you hated him the most when you at first tried to talk to him and be friendly with him but he responded with grabbing his sword and giving you a scar across your pink left eye (you had to hold back from using your powers on the family and on Damien when they took his side and you were met with cold glare and disappointed looks as you ran back to your room to cry and scream in your pillow) you had to control your rage around him and stop your eyes from turning crimson red and the way your hands started to glow so you had to keep them in your pockets or behind your back as you quickly make a run back to your room to steady your breathing
You hated them so much you missed your mom and her gentle and loving personality and wised she didnât have to die that night
You clenched her scarf around your neck and softly cried while holding your unicorn plushie close to you as pink and black hair strings fall from your cloak you wore
I miss her
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Walking around the manor has always felt cold and lonely like every painting was glare at you and cursing you as you walk by and feeling uncomfortable and uneasy with the silence of the long hallways walking passed the bedrooms and looking outside of Gotham
Your mind preoccupied with thoughts in your head as you held your plushie closer to your chest clenching to it like a lifeline and as you pass by the kitchen you could hear loud talking and laughing as your so called family were having fun as you use your invisibly hide behind the wall listening to them enjoying life without you their indifference to your suffering was fueling your anger but you held it together so you wouldnât look like a monster to them
So you try and remember your momâs words about how to stay calm and relax when you feel your powers and emotions trying to take over you but even the thought of your mom made you even sadder then before and hear your familyâs happy attitude didnât help at all
You waited till they all left the kitchen to make yourself visible again and walk towards Alfred cleaning up and looked up at you with a warm smile once he heard you footsteps enter the kitchen
âGood evening master (name) I believed I didnât hear you come around the corner my apologiesâ he spoke with a gentle voice since loud ones scare me. I had always had gone to Alfred about my problems and go to him when I remember my mom and cry in his shoulder as he held me close and comforted me
âItâs alright Alfred I just waited till everyone else had left so I could talk to you in private â you said giving him a small and sad smile as you grabbed a small plate of food and started to eat next to him
After talking to Alfred and finished eating you said goodbye to him and headed back to your room where you stayed for the whole time and was staring to get consumed by your thoughts and feelings about everything but you couldnât think about that now since had school tomorrow and you were not feeling good about it in fact you hated the thought of it
But there was only one thing that made it better and it was the fact that someone was gonna be there waiting for you
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I canât request from my Lu account for some reason, so Iâll just go anon but you know who I am đ
him wanting curvy!female reader to sit on his face, but sheâs apprehensive and hesitant that she might âhurtâ him but she has no idea what kind of wild ride sheâs in forâliterally
⥠WARNINGS - Smut! Oral (fem)
⥠A/N - I just know he loves plus-size girls. His face is just so rideable. Ugh he would love to show off how strong he is by manhandling you. Heâd lift you with such ease, and heâd love your stretch marks and your bodyâs softness. Heâd love the way your thick thighs feel wrapped around his head. Fuck Iâm definitely writing more Lu with plus-size readers soon <3Â
Luigi reclined against the pillows, his broad shoulders relaxed but his gaze burning with intensity. He tugged at your hand, urging you closer as you hesitated by the edge of the bed.
âCâmon, amore,â he murmured, his voice thick with desire. âIâve been dreaming about this.â
Your cheeks flushed as you looked at him, biting your lip nervously. âLuigi, I⊠Iâm not sure. What if⊠what if I hurt you?â
He let out a low chuckle, his hands gripping your hips and pulling you to stand between his legs. âHurt me? Mi Amore, you have no idea what youâre doing to me just by standing there.â His voice dropped to a low husky murmer, sending a shiver down your spine. âTrust me. I want you on me. Now.â
Your heart pounded in your chest as he guided you onto the bed. You kneeled hesitantly, hovering above him, your hands braced on the headboard for balance. His hands slid up your thighs, squeezing and kneading the soft flesh as his eyes roamed over you with unrestrained hunger.
âThats a good girl,â he said, his voice reverent as his hands trailed to your hips, tugging you closer. âYouâre so fucking prettyâ
Still uncertain, you tried to keep some of your weight off him as you positioned yourself above his face. Luigiâs hands gripped your thighs firmly, holding you in place as he tilted his head back to look up at you. His brown eyes consoled you the moment they met yours. He was smiling up at you like you were a holy object.
âStop worrying, amore,â he said, his tone commanding yet gentle, a deep promise in his words. âIâm not fragile. Let me have all of you.â
Before you could respond, Luigi pulled you down, his lips and tongue immediately setting to work. Your gasp quickly turned into a broken moan as he devoured you with a hunger that made your head spin. His tongue traced and circled, each movement deliberate, as he expertly explored every inch of you. His grip on your thighs tightened, locking you in place as he dove deeper, his nose brushing against your sensitive clit with every deliberate stroke.
"LuâŠ" you whimpered, your fingers tangling in his curly hair, the rough scruff on his face brushing against your inner thighs. The sensation of it added to the heat flooding your body, the contrast of his roughness and the tenderness of his touch making you shiver. Your legs trembled, threatening to clamp around his head as he groaned against you, the vibrations sending shocks of pleasure through your entire body.
He pulled back for a brief moment, his lips glistening, a wicked smirk curling on his wet face as he looked up at you. His voice was thick with desire. âTold you I could handle it, didnât I? You taste so fucking good, baby..â
Before you could respond, he dove back in, his movements more urgent now, more intense. His tongue swirled and flicked, his lips sucking gently, then harshly, as he worked to make you unravel. Your hips moved instinctively, pressing into him, trying to chase the pleasure he was giving you, but Luigi held you in place.Â
âYouâre so fucking perfect, amore,â he muttered against you, his voice dripping with praise. âLook at you, canât stop shakingâdoes it feel good? Feels good to know Iâm the one who makes you feel like this, hm?â
His words only made the heat inside you intensify. Your breath came in gasps, your body rocking slightly in response to the rhythm of his tongue. He continued to feast on you, his groans muffled by your skin, sending an electric shock through you with every movement. You could feel the pressure building, your release so close, but Luigi wasnât going to let up. He wanted to push you further, wanted to make you beg for it.
âGod, youâre so fucking beautiful,â he groaned, his hands gripping your thighs so hard it almost hurt, his nails digging in as he held you still. âAll fucking mine. So soft, so perfectâ
Your back arched, and you gasped at the overwhelming sensation of his lips, his tongue working in ways that had your thoughts scattered, reduced to nothing but raw need. His moans vibrated against your core as he licked and sucked with relentless fervor, his grip on you tightening as though he wanted to pull you even closer.
âTell me how much you want it,â he demanded, his voice rough and low. âTell me you need me. Tell me you need me to make you come.â
The words sent another wave of heat flooding through your body, and your hips bucked involuntarily as the pressure in your core tightened. You couldnât think anymore, only feel, and what you felt was himâhis mouth, his hands, his entire presence consuming you.
âIâI need you, Luigi,â you gasped, your fingers pulling at his hair, urging him to keep going. âPlease, donât stop.â
He moaned into you, the sound almost animalistic, and the vibrations sent you spiraling further, your body trembling with the effort to hold onto your control. But he wasnât about to let you keep it. With a final flick of his tongue, he pushed you over the edge. The orgasm hit you like a tidal wave, crashing over you, your body shaking uncontrollably as your cries filled the room. Luigi held you in place, his grip unyielding, never stopping, never slowing, until every tremor had passed.
When you finally came down, your body still trembling from the force of it, Luigi eased you off him, his hands gentle now, guiding you to lie beside him. His lips and chin were glistening, and he looked up at you with a satisfied grin, his eyes dark with pleasure.
âYou were fucking perfect,â he whispered, breathless, his voice thick with pride. âDid you feel how hard I was for you? How much I wanted to make you come?â
You couldnât find the words, your mind still reeling from the intensity of the experience. He chuckled softly, brushing a strand of hair from your face, his lips pressing against your forehead. His hands found your hips, pulling you closer to him. He ran his hands around your soft stomach, admiring every curve and dip.Â
âYouâre mine, amore. You could never hurt me,â he murmured, his voice low and rough. He gave you another slow, tender kiss, the kind that made your heart flutter even as your body still hummed with the aftereffects of what he'd just done to you.
You let out a breathless laugh, a smile tugging at your lips. âYouâre crazy lu,â you whispered, your body still recovering from the bliss he'd just given you.
He grinned wickedly, the glint of mischief still dancing in his eyes. âCrazy about you,â he replied, and without warning, his hands were back on your hips, pulling you closer, his lips finding your neck as he pressed his body against yours. âAnd Iâll keep showing you just how much.â
#luigi mangione#luigi mangione smut#luigi mangione x reader#luigi x reader#luigi mangione x reader smut
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Kara Zor-El was sneezing out into a clump of tissues what sounded like heavy glutinous nasal discharge.
Clark was looking at her without much sympathy. The rest of the Justice League were looking at Kara with fascinated revulsion.
"You have a cold," Bruce observed.
"You are the world's greatest detective!" Kara replied, awed.
"How," said Bruce. "How did this happen."
"She was exposing herself to Kryptonite," said Clark, turning to Kara with a look that said she deserved every bit of what she was going through.
"To build my resistance!" said Kara." I'm not going to be vulnerable to and at the mercy of a puny green element!" She sneezed again for a long time into the napkin, and by the time she was done the entire Justice League looked faintly like they were about to throw up their breakfasts.
"So your compromised immune system got infected by an Earth virus," said Bruce calmly.
"He's a brilliant man," said Kara, turning to Clark. "I can see why you keep him around."
"If you die," said Clark, "don't you dare come haunt me. Let the record show that I tried to dissuade you from hurting yourself."
"Ghosts don't do rules. I will come haunt both of you," said Kara, pointing at Bruce and Clark. "Just for shits and giggles, and because I can."
Bruce was giving her a Look.
"Hey, don't you dare look at me like that!" said Kara. "It's not my fault I don't feel safe around you, Mr. Contingency Plans Consisting Mostly of Kryptonite."
Bruce was still staring at her, saying nothing.
"He's still giving me the Look," Kara said, pointing and turning to Clark. Clark opened his mouth and closed it.
Kara sneezed again, noisily and moistly.
"Take your disgusting mucus-filled sinuses elsewhere," Bruce snapped.
"Don't tell me you're a germaphobe." Kara smiled serenely.
"I'm an idiot-phobe," said Bruce.
Kara sighed. "I just want to be a better fighter. A better...whatever it is I do. If I get taken down everytime by a green glowy rock, it just...sucks."
Bruce steepled his fingers and leaned forward, and began talking earnestly. "When you joined the League, you signed a few papers, making your health and well-being a League monopoly. You do not own your person anymore. Your body is a Justice League asset, and what that means is, you cannot hurt yourselfâfor any reasonâwithout permission from the team. You do not so much as stub your toe without our say-so."
"That sounds deeply disturbing," said Kara.
"If you find it deeply disturbing, you are free to leave." Bruce's mouth was firm. Kara turned to look at Clark. Clark was looking at the table.
"Clark?"
"It's one of the by-laws," Clark said finally. "Technically the Justice League can hold you responsible for any self-harm. That's why I told you to read the papers before you signed them."
"What?!"
"Now the JLA can sue you for damages to League property."
"I don'tâI don't even have a legal presence, oh my god!"
"So, Kara," said Bruce, frowning. "What's it going to be? The door or the rules?"
"I wanna punch you both so bad right now!"
"Understandable," Bruce said. "But ultimately your health is a priority. You're not to do this again."
"I have to second that, Kara," said Diana softly. "If you had mental health issues that would be one thing. But you did this not to escape from any pain, but simply to...I don't know, prove yourself?"
Kara's face was white. "You people," she said finally, "are the world's biggest arseholes."
Hal Jordan huffed a laugh. "We can sue you though. So knock it off."
"I guess I have no choice?" Kara said hesitantly.
"None whatsoever," said Bruce. "The next incident of you injecting Kryptonite into your body, you will be suspended."
"Indefinitely," said Diana. "We are not a group of friends who hang out in silly costumes. We are a team, with definite goals and objectives. The fate of humanity very often lies in our hands. Being vulnerable isnât a weakness, not trusting your team is."
Kara felt guilty and relieved at the same time. The Kryptonite was humming in her blood. Weakness. "Fine," she said, sulkily. It wasn't worth it, getting kicked from the League just to be a cold-ridden Kryptonite-laden corpse.
"You'll have to do better than fine," said Hal gently. "Give us your word. No more idiotic experiments."
"I give you my word, dipshits," said Kara bitterly, and looked at Clark.
Clark looked relieved. "You'll be fine, Kara. It's okay to feel...like you've got to carry the whole world's weight on your shoulders. But sometimes you gotta let go, kid."
"Letting go is the story of my fucking life!" Kara snarled. She got up and tottered out of the room, slamming the door in her wake. The sound echoed silently for a while.
"So," said Hal once she was gone. "Whose brilliant idea was it to come up with that bullshit? About that clause in those documents?"
"She was hurting herself," Clark said dimly.
"And I knew," says Bruce, "that she wouldn't listen to reason. She needed a compelling...threat."
"You fucking a-hole control freak," Hal muttered.
"But Bruce, what if she goes searching the contracts for those by-laws?" asked Barry timidly.
"It's a long afternoon for me," said Bruce, holding up a sheaf of papers, "of retroactively editing signed documents."
"You mean forgery," said Diana.
Bruce smiled grimly. "Potato po-tah-to."
"So, I'm guessing," said Hal, "that I can sue you for that time you forced me to take my League salary on pain of expulsion."
"Youâd lose," said Bruce casually, getting up. "I have better lawyers."
#supergirl#superman#kara zor el#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#clark kent#kara danvers#incorrect justice league quotes#incorrect batman quotes#justice league#diana prince#crack fic#dc fanfiction#funny#wonder woman#barry allen#green lantern#humor#crack post#original#my fic#one shot#drabble#jla#hal jordan#flash#kryptonite
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Like Yanderes ( Jayce, Viktor, Vi and Jinx ) reacting to the reader always being desired by other people, to the point where people flirt with the reader?
Of course, because of the amount of characters I'm doing headcannons <3
TW: Possessive behavior, jealousy, manipulation, violence
ïŸâïž. If weâre talking about season one Jayce I can see him being cool with it, as I generally see him as a more laid-back type of yandere.
ïŸâïž. Heâs aware youâre hot, he has eyes. That's not to say he's pissed, but he's pissed inside.
ïŸâïž. "Yeah, my lover is so hot! And they have an amazing personality! I'm just so lucky, aren't I?"
ïŸâïž. Doesn't matter if you're not dating, you're still his. Don't forget that.
ïŸâïž. I think we forget that Jayce is basically the Elon Musk of Piltover, he has money. So I can also see him paying off someone to never talk to you again.
ïŸâïž. Now Jayce in season two is a completely different story.
ïŸâïž. He's already lost pretty much everything to Hextech and he is NOT about to lose you to some random guy.
ïŸâïž. Due to his SLIGHTLY deterred mental state he's not above killing anyone who flirts with you. The giant war hammer isn't just for show after all.
đđ. Viktor is a pacifist at heart.
đđ. I can't particularly see him hurting anyone who flirts with you, but they are getting a look that can kill a whole Noxian army.
đđ. Once the whole flirting fiasco is over he makes sure to guilt you into feeling horrible for even giving the guy the time of day.
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For first time offenders Vi lets a lot of things slide. But she still needs to get the "fuck off" message across. So she'll fully make out with you, no matter where you are.
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Like Jayce she'll throw something in along the lines of "Yeah MY girlfriend is amazing and MINE." And hopefully that's all she has to do.
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If they don't get the message, then she's throwing hands.
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After the fight, that she effortlessly won, she tries to twist it so you think that she's the hero in this situation.
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"Calm down, Y/N. You don't know Zaun like I do. He was going to hurt you. Strangers don't really just come up to people like that down here."
ê© .á Completely riots.
ê© .á She has trust that you wouldn't leave her for someone else, but she didn't think Vi would leave her either. And look how that turned out.
ê© .á To give Jinx some credit, she tries to keep her cool. It's just difficult when that guy is so close to you, and talking so much, and having all your attention. And oh look she shot him! Silly her, right?
ê© .á Brushes it off, and if you don't she gets hysterical.
ê© .á "'M sorry...'M sorry.." She mutters endlessly, "Forgive me. Please. Don't leave."
#The hallowed long one that's so horrible#HATE VIKTOR MEN NOW#BRGEHBJWNA#HES SO HARD TO WRITE#Yandere Jayce Talis#Yandere Jayce#Yandere Viktor#Yandere Vi#Yandere Jinx#Yandere arcane#Arcane
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The cursed forest
"I'm sorry, Tanjirou," Kie looks at him with worry as she keeps cradling a very sleepy Rokuta in her arms. "But your little brother has a fever, and that flower is the only thing that can work on him this time. I wouldn't ask you to do this if there wasâ"
"It's alright," Tanjirou assures his mother with a sincere smile on his face. "I'll be back soon."
"I can go with you," Nezuko says, not even trying to hide the concern in her voice.
"You have to take care of the others while our mother focuses on Rokuta," Tanjirou reminds her. "Don't worry, I'll be fine."
But even as he says that, they both know the place he's about to walk in is really dangerous.
Tanjirou doesn't know if he'll be actually fine or that he'll come back at all.
He takes the axe before leaving.
All the Kamados have always avoided the cursed forest; the only one who managed to walk in and out alive was his father, but he got sick and passed away a few years ago.
Tanjirou closes his eyes and prays to his father's spirit to guide him through the woods.
At some point, he starts feeling as if someone is watching him... actually, there are nine scents in the forest, very close to him.
Tanjirou turns around for a moment, and although the shadows are fast, he notices a couple of tails and different pairs of pointy ears.
Wolves. He prays again they're not trying to hunt him as he keeps moving forward because he has no other choice.
He remembers his father talking about the forest and that particular flower; when Tanjirou finds it, he allows himself to believe that it's his father the one who's guiding him.
The problem is that the plant usually grows in boulders or cliffs, and they are always very difficult to reach.
But Tanjirou is not going to give up. The problem is that he has to leave the axe on the ground.
Carefully, he starts climbing, but the surface isn't quite ideal for that, so Tanjirou has to think where he's going to place his feet and hands before actually doing it.
He doesn't look down, but he knows he's pretty high now; if he falls, he'll probably break something (in the best case scenario).
Taking a deep breath, Tanjirou leans his body slightly forward as he frees one of his hands in order to grab the flower.
He feels the moment one of his feet moves because something underneath it breaks; he stumbles a bit, but he doesn't fall.
At least not then. He does fall when he tries to and succeeds in grabbing the flower.
That's when he falls.
But he doesn't actually hit the ground; he lands into a pair of strong arms.
"Should be more careful next time, pretty," a tall man with white hair and a very flashy headband says, smirking at him.
"Thank you!" Tanjirou smiles, feeling relieved. "You saved my life!"
"It was my pleasure," the man says before rubbing their noses together, prompting the redhead to blush and the wolves around to growl. "Come on! Don't be jealous!"
Tanjirou doesn't understand why a pack of eight wolves are gathered around them or why the man carrying him seem to be talking to them like they understand every single word he says.
But he doesn't have the time to figure anything out.
"I have to go, sorry! My brother is sick."
"I'll take you home, Tanjirou," the man winks. "Trust me. It'll be faster. I'm Uzui Tengen, by the way."
"It's a pleasure!" As Uzui begins to run with Tanjirou in his arms, it occurs to him, that he never introduced himself.
How does Uzui know his name?
***
He barely sleeps that night, he helps his mother make a tea with the yellow flower and encourages his little brother to drink it as he hums a lullaby; Tanjirou has never been good at singing, but a soft hum he always can manage.
He only goes back to his room when Rokuta shows signs of getting better and gets a glimpse of something waiting outside through his window. There are nine colorful wolves, although they seem to be calm, just sitting out there. Tanjirou worries for a moment, but when he turns to see again, it seems they're gone. He tells himself he's seeing things because he's tired so he heads back to his futon and immediately falls asleep.
Things go back to normal in the next weeks, although Tanjirou kinda wants return to the cursed forest and thank Uzui and his wolves for saving him. He shakes his head. No, they can't be his wolves; it's ridiculous, besides, those creatures he thought he saw were too big for normal wolves and the colors of their furs... he probably imagined that too.
"You can't go back," Nezuko pleads, looking concerned again. "You were lucky once, but you might not be next time. So please don't."
He doesn't, he goes back to the safe path he had always knew and cuts trees from another area of the forest.
However, fate eventually pulls him back into that place. This time, he follows Hanako's footsteps after Takeo tells Tanjirou she went missing a few minutes ago. They were playing near the cursed forest, even though their mother had told them not to a couple of times.
Tanjirou rushes inside, calling out her name and following her scent; bu there are multiple weird scents in that places, and it's easy for him to get confused.
But then, he sees him; a man with yellow and red hair, holding a scared Hanako in his arms. He gets closer to Tanjirou with a kind and friendly smile on his face.
"She's not hurt, Tanjirou," he assures the redhead before introducing himself as Rengoku Kyojuro.
"Thank you so much!"
"It was my pleasure, my boy!" Rengoku assures him before kissing the back of Tanjirou's hand. "We'll always be here to help you!"
That's the first night he dreams of wolves, but not any wolves, those particular wolves. And in his dreams, they can shape-shift into humans wearing beautiful haoris; they seem like warriors, all of them trying to keep people safe from all the thing that happen in that forest.
But it's just a dream.
"I don't trust them," Nezuko mumbles, after Tanjirou finishes telling her the dream.
"It was a dream," he reminds her gently.
"Dreams sometimes mean something."
"You should trust them," Hanako cuts in then, startling her older siblings. "Trust Rengoku because he saved me and he's in love with Tanjirou."
"He's not," the redhead shakes his head, feeling his cheeks suddenly hot. "Please don't say things like that. You... We barely know him."
"It was so obvious!" She giggles. "The way he looked at you. He couldn't hide it even if he wanted to!"
***
The next time, he meets Iguro Obanai and Kanroji Mitsuri as he's been chased by a man who got angry after Tanjirou pushed him away from his crying wife. It seems the woman left him for his violent nature and he blames Tanjirou for it.
Tanjirou doesn't want to fight him, so he tries to talk him out of it, but he's drunk and full of pain and anger inside his heart.
They rush into the cursed forest, even though Tanjirou tells him they should stop before anything happens, but that's when the man grabs him by the scarf and slams him against a tree. The redhead gets dizzy and confused, but when he regains his strength and manages to rise from the ground, the man is gone.
"It's alright now, darling," a beautiful girl with pink hair assures him.
"He won't bother you again," the man with mismatched eyes next to her says, although the tone of his voice sends shivers through Tanjirou's spine for some reason.
They walk him home and Iguro tells him a couple of things about Kaburamaru, the snake over his shoulders, as Kanroji makes sure Tanjirou doesn't have any serious injuries.
They're good people, he can tell.
***
He dreams of them again... well, just one of them; a woman whom Tanjirou has never seen before.
She wears a beautiful haori with sleeves that look like butterfly wings.
In the dream, she explains to Tanjirou that they all are werewolves and have been keeping an eye on him for a while now.
"We want you to be our mate," Kocho says, smiling hopefully at him. "We have fallen in love with you and we want to be with you forever, Tanjirou. But we can court you first."
Then she says something about a bite; they'll have to bite Tanjirou on the neck if he agrees to be their mate after the courtship, but all those bites will eventually change him. He'll be bound to them and turn into one of them too.
A werewolf.
Tanjirou wakes up a bit tired after that dream, but he tries not to think too much about it because it was obviously just that.
He has heard people talk about forest spirits, demons, and creatures so much that he somehow combined everything and turned it into a vivid dream.
***
A few days later, a young man with dark hair and deep blue eyes runs into him on his way back to the house.
Tomioka takes the empty basket Tanjirou's attached to his back and helps him carry it until they get to his home.
Tanjirou is not sure why he decides to trust him, but he feels safe around him and even though he doesn't talk that much, he certainly likes to listen to Tanjirou speak about his family.
When they're in front of the house, Tomioka gives him back the basket and bows in front of him before cradling his face with both hands and pressing their foreheads together.
Tanjirou can't help but smile at him.
"Thank you, Tomioka-san!"
"I hope to see you soon, Tanjirou."
Then, as he walks into his home and all his siblings greet him, Tanjirou realizes that Tomioka never told him his name.
But he's sure that young man is Tomioka Giyuu for some reason.
Although that's completely crazy. No, he must've introduced himself at some point, right?
Tanjirou just doesn't remember that part at the moment.
***
This is his fault; he doesn't listen to the woman in the village and rushes home instead of staying inside an inn for the night.
But Tanjirou needs to save enough money for his family, and he believes he can make it before the snowstorm falls all over the mountain.
He's completely wrong.
It gets so bad the snow doesn't allow him to see anything far ahead, and Tanjirou gets lost and so cold for a moment his bones start hurting. He knows he can't run, but he shouldn't stop because he'll probably pass out and die right then and there.
Tanjirou wishes he had put more clothes on that morning; those are not enough to keep him warm.
His eyes close for a moment, and he falls on the snow as his vision blurrs and turns black. He wakes up only to see a huge brownish wolf with white eyes looming over him.
Tanjirou thinks he's going to kill him, but something in his chest tells him he's completely safe with him.
He passes out again.
When he manages to wake up a second time, he feels so much better. He's inside a house, lying next to a fireplace and curled up to the wolf on the floor. Tanjirou is using the wolf's back as a pillow; his fur is so soft the redhead is tempted to lie there a bit longer.
But he needs to know what happened.
"Himejima-san?" Tanjirou blinks in confusion at his own words. Why would he know the wolf's name?
As soon as he gets up, the wolf does the same and his body starts shining.
It has to be a dream. Tanjirou is sure of it, especially after he watches the wolf turn into the tallest man he's ever seen. Fortunately, clothes appear over his body too.
"I'm glad you're feeling better, Tanjirou."
After a few seconds, someone else gets in the house; Himejima turns towards the sound and instinctively puts the redhead behind himself.
A very young man with long, dark and light green/blueish hair walks inside and is about to tell Himejima something when his eyes meet Tanjirou's.
Tokito smile turns huge as his eyes glimmer with joy.
"Tanjirou!" He beams, pulling the confused redhead into his arms. "You finally came to pay us a visit!"
"I found him freezing in the forest," Himejima cuts in, prompting Tokito's smile to fade.
As Himejima explains what happened, Tanjirou realizes that he's a bit hurt from when he fell outside, but he shouldn't be able to feel anything because he's dreaming...
Or maybe he's not.
"I need to go back home! My family must be worried!"
"Tanjirou," Himejima kneels in front of him before finding his shoulders and placing gentle, warm hands over them. "I'd do anything you asked me to, but right now there's a snowstorm outside and while my body can endure that kind of weather, yours can't. I don't want to risk your life so please let's wait here until the storm ends."
Tanjirou nods, knowing he's right. He also has the feeling that he only wants to protect and take care of him, which is weird because they just met... right?
"I'll tell the others!" Tokito says before rushing towards the entrance, Tanjirou doesn't have the time to stop him.
"He'll be fine. He's a werewolf like me."
Werewolves. Those people are werewolves and somehow Tanjirou is not dreaming.
***
They all are here. The people he's met, in reality and in dreams; they all rush towards him with worry and fuss over him like their hearts would break if something ever happened to him.
Something inside Tanjirou's chest clicks like a missing piece of a puzzle; he has the feeling that he's known all those people for a while, for a long time actually and that he loves them very much.
Even the wild one; the man with scars all over his chest, white hair and slightly terrifying expression, he's frowning at Tanjirou like he's mad, but the redhead feels perfectly safe around him, even though his brain tells him he hasn't seen him before.
"What were you thinking being outside during a snowstorm?" Shinazugawa growls, taking a few steps towards the redhead.
"Sanemi, stop," Kocho scolds him. "The important thing is that he's safe."
"YOU COULD'VE DIED!" Shinazugawa ignores her, still glaring at Tanjirou. "You're weak and fucking fragile and you haven't turned yet..."
The human is not afraid because he feels like he's know him his whole life and he knows this is how Shinazugawa expresses his concern. He is afraid... he doesn't want anything to happen to Tanjirou.
"I'm sorry, I'll be more careful next time."
Shinazugawa's expression changes to something more vulnerable then before he pulls Tanjirou into his arms. Then, as the others take turns to hug him too, he makes a tea for the human.
They sit in a circle close to the fireplace; Tanjirou looks at their faces, at Kyojuro's white, sharp teeth when he laughs, at Shinobu's smile and the signs that it's a genuine one, at the way Obanai sometimes leans closer to Mitsuri, but keeps staring at him like Tanjirou's precious to him too, at Muichiro's evident affection, at Giyuu's shy yet very expressive eyes, at Tengen's smirk and the way it changes into something more soft when Tanjirou's eyes meet his, at Mitsuri's insistence on sharing her favorite food with him, at Sanemi's obvious concern that often turns into overprotective mode, and at the way Gyomei keeps turning towards where Tanjirou's voice is.
His soul knows them, it has known them for a while. He feels safe and happy with them.
This is home too.
"Tanjirou, why are you crying? Are you alright?" Suddenly, Kyojuro is in front of him, wiping his tears away.
"I'm f-fine," he stammers, smiling at all the concerned faces in front of him. It feels so good to be so loved. "I just... I feel like I know you already, like I always have. It's a bit overwhelming."
"Of course you know us, darling!" Mitsuri beams. "You're our destined mate!"
"I know it's a lot to take in right now, Tanjirou," Giyuu cuts in, taking one of his hands. "But we can explain everything to you as many times as you need. The most important thing you need to know at the moment is that we love you, we truly do."
Tanjirou blushes to the tip of his ears, feeling like he does love them too, but he doesn't want to rush anything, so he just nods.
"Would you let us court you?" Tengen asks, smiling softly.
"Yes, I'd like that."
"It looks like the storm is finally over now," Sanemi comments, prompting Muichiro to pout. "We can take you to your family's home now. But we'll see you tomorrow for your first gift."
"Alright!"
They ask for a forehead kiss before going out, so Tanjirou gladly gives them one to each of them.
He has a lot of things to tell his family.
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And by the way just to add some like...angst to my sea beast s/i I guess đ I was thinking about the research I did into old selkie folk tales and how they typically tend to go and how it applies to my s/i with Batterbie stealing her coat.
1. She did it when she was still just a child and had lost her whole family, so she probably holds that over her head by saying she's lucky to have had a place to stay and food to eat at ALL and 2. That she could have it...a LOT worse đŹ
#jane journals#self insert talk#đ how deep is your love? đ#idk ive done a lot of research into selkie mythology and their folklore#among their traits is apparently being particularly alluring! must be that seal charm đ#but because of that their coats tend to be stolen by hopeful suitors to prevent them from returning to the sea#essentially FORCING them into a marriage they...probably dont want#and the whole time they have an INTENSE yearning for the sea#so batterbie forces my s/i into indentured servitude and shes bored out of her MIND#could be worse right đ#idk if thatd like...have an effect on her tho. at the risk of getting a bit too dark i have experience with these types of mother figures :/#theres a really mixed feeling that comes with it#i wonder if my s/i would have any kind of fear of other people or at least of intimacy in any real way#i mean she lives on a 'bad people' island so shes definitely not some shy demure figure#shes like...rapunzel but a little more jaded đ which is why it means SO MUCH to her when jacob gets her coat back for her#and DOESNT use it as a way to make her indebted to him somehow#he does it to make HER happy#and in turn she tries to GIVE it to him as a show of trust now that she has the freedom to do so đ„șđ„șđ„ș#idkkkk im rambling now#just on me mind tho
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Prescription For Pleasure
Warnings: MDNI, sex, masturbation, medical masturbation, use of vibrators, clit play, piv sex, use of latex gloves, oral (fem receiving), some praise, kinda slow burn A/n: I am not normal about this man in any way. Not really proofread. Please do not use my banners without permission.
Youâre seated in Zayneâs office, trying not to squirm as he sets up your appointment. Although this was now the third time you were seeing him for this regular inspection, it didnât alleviate your nerves the slightest. Each month, according to the Hunterâs Association regulations, every hunter needed to be seen by their primary care physician for 3 consecutive days for their health.
And although the association deemed it a necessity, it was an embarrassing requirement according to you. The Hunterâs Association had done a survey and discovered that many of their employees suffered from high levels of stress because they were isolated and lacked much-needed human contact. To combat this, they made it mandatory to get physical contact by a medical professional every month.
But when all the fancy jargon was pushed aside, all the hunters called it the same thing - medical masturbation. It had become wildly popular amongst both men and women hunters, eagerly marking the days on their calendar for when they could come in. When you heard about the rule, you wished the earth would open up and swallow you whole. You had tried talking to Jenna to insist that you were indeed taking care of yourself in that aspect, thanks to your trusted vibrator, but she had shaken her head no.Â
âWe need documentation. Iâm subject to it, and so is everyone else in my order.â Defeated, youâd walked out of Jennaâs office before remembering another mortifying fact with a jolt. Your primary care physician was Zayne.Â
Your childhood friend, your trusted cardiologist, stoic and calm, who remained reserved during your general checkups, was going to be your medical masturbator. You had almost turned yourself into a ball on the floor, tweaked out at the insanity of it all. Although Zayne was your general physician, you had a separate gynecologist, and apart from asking if youâd had your annual PAP smear, Zayne had left that part of your anatomy unquestioned. It didnât help that you were attracted to him, and sure, if heâd asked you out on a date, you would have been more than happy to let him inspect you all he wanted down there.
But this clinical setting, enforced by your organization was a little too much to bear. Wondering how to tackle this situation, you wander over to Tara who was humming as she made her medical bookings on her phone app. âIsnât this exciting?â she squeals as she sees you. âGod knows the dating pool is thin right now. This is just what I needed!â
Taraâs primary care physician was a woman, and you wondered if that was a pro or a con. On the one hand, dropping your panties for a woman doctor seemed less unnerving than for a man. But if you had a preference for men, would it work against your arousal? You shook your head at your ridiculous musings and focused on talking to Tara. âAre you really that excited about this?â
âYou have no idea!â Tara taps her feet as she talks to you.Â
âAnd youâre ok about having a woman stimulate you?â You probe, trying to gauge Taraâs reaction. Tara giggles and lightly pats your shoulder.Â
âI donât know but the idea is kind of hot. I mean, getting it on in a doctorâs office? Besides if I donât like it, I can change the doctor the next time.â
Her words hit you like a ton of bricks. âYou can change your doctor?â
âFor this yes, the app gives you an option since it involves showing off a lot of intimate areas. You have to be able to trust your doctor right?â
You logged into the app, finding the little button to request a change in doctors, but for some reason, the page kept refreshing and crashing. With a sigh, you decide to get the worst of it over with and call Zayne, hoping he can make the change for you on his end. His voice is cool and professional when he answers your call.
âYes?â
âSo, you must have heard aboutâŠthe new regulation?â you had put forth nervously.
âI am aware of it, yes.âÂ
âWell, for obvious reasons, I would like a different doctor.âÂ
Zayne smoothly says, âOf course. Patient comfort is always first. Do you have a doctor in mind?â
âMaybe my gynecologist? I tried doing it in the app but it keeps crashing.â Thereâs a moment of silence and you can hear Zayneâs fingers tapping away at his keyboard before a low hum leaves his end of the line.
âThere appears to be a problem.â
âProblem?â youâd parrotted back.
âYes. Because so many people are booking appointments at the same time, most of the available doctors are already taken. Including your gynecologist.âÂ
It felt like watching a bird crashing into a window in slow motion, that brief moment of hope that it wouldnât hit the glass shattering in an instant. âOh.â
Thereâs a pause before Zayne delicately says, âIâm sorry but it looks like you will have to make those appointments with me for this month. 3 of them according to the regulation. Hopefully, you can make the change for next month.â His voice sounded slightly apologetic.
âWonât it be weird given that we know each other personally?â The question had fallen from your lips before you could stop yourself.Â
âI promise not to treat you any differently than any of my other patients who are coming in for this inspection. I understand this may be a little unexpected, but I assure you I did a term of gynecology during my internship.â
A tinge of mirth carried over in his voice and you canât help but make a noise of embarrassment. âZayne, please!â His laugh was dry but not unkind, and you canât help but want to hide your face even though he couldnât see you.Â
âDonât worry too much. But I do advise you to make the appointments soon. My schedule is filling up rapidly.â
With those words, heâd disconnected the call and you were left wondering if an unknown god from another planet had cursed your existence.Â
And changing doctors had proven to be more difficult than youâd thought. The entire organization seemed to be having a single thought. They had made appointments in the app almost halfway into the year, essentially blocking you from being able to do anything about your situation. Now on your third month with Zayne, you watch as he checks his notes from your last session, feeling like you want to scamper from the room.
The last two sessions had been incredibly stimulating, your arousal heightened by the fact you were attracted to Zayne. Youâd never considered having someone watch as you touched yourself but found that youâd enjoyed it, at least, when it was him. He had remained professional, but youâd avoided him these last two months, save for when you had to get your monthly cardiac profile. He reads his notes from his computer as he prepares for your session.Â
âPreferred device for stimulation still a vibrator, with a large, rounded, flexible head?â His eyes remain on his screen and youâre grateful for him giving you this smidgen of privacy.Â
âYes.â
âPreference for the doggystyle position still?âÂ
Your face burns. âYes.â
âStill consenting for verbal stimulation?â
You nod your head.
âAnd still consenting for internal vaginal stimulation?â You make a noise of consent, squeezing your thighs together, your panties uncomfortably chafing against your already swollen pussy.Â
âAll right, I have everything I need.â He logs off and removes his lab coat, rolling up the sleeves of his shirt, revealing his well-corded arms, and your mouth almost waters at the sight of them. Clearing your throat, you shyly reach into your bag and pull out the vibrator in question, which he takes from you and clamps into a stand, adjusting it over the examination table youâd be on. A bottle of lube awaits on the tray next to the table and you swallow as he finishes the setup.Â
âWhenever youâre ready,â he says in that deep voice, and feeling like your fingers are wrapped in thick woolen mittens, you reach behind you to untie the hospital gown youâre wearing, and it falls to the floor with a swoosh, your nipples pebbling under the sudden chill. A small set of sensors were taped to your chest and on the sides of your forehead, essential medical devices to ensure your orgasm was satisfactory. Unperturbed, Zayne gestures to the table and you make your way onto it, letting your feet settle in the stirrups as he settles on a stool between your legs, pulling on latex gloves before gently spreading your folds apart. You stare up at the ceiling as he does his initial checkup.
âLabia look healthy, no signs of trauma or abnormal discharge,â he murmurs, then runs a finger down the edge of the fold that separates your inner and outer lips, causing your core to clench involuntarily. You hold still, knowing very well he saw the action, holding your breath, letting out a little sigh as he lets go.Â
âNormal reaction to stimuli, already semi-aroused,â he says, trashing the gloves and making another note on his computer. He glances over at you, leaning back uncertainly on the table. âYou may begin.â
You swallow, then carefully turn onto your hands and knees, crawling towards the head of the table, grabbing the bottle of lube and squeezing the viscous liquid onto the head of the vibrator, avoiding eye contact as your breasts sway under the motion, nipples painfully hard from anticipation. You could feel Zayneâs gaze but canât bring yourself to look up. Even though this was the third time, it hadnât gotten easier, stripping naked and pleasuring yourself in his office.Â
Once the rounded head of the vibrator is slick, you turn, the chill of the lube against your heated membranes causing more blood to flow into your already engorged nub, and run your moist slit across the surface to spread the liquid onto your slickened folds. Your hand fumbles for the little remote control and with a buzz, the vibrator turns on at the lowest setting. You click the button a few more times until it gets to the speed you liked, then fail to hold back a moan as the sensations pleasurably begin to take hold in your clit.Â
The first time you had done this, nervousness had made you set the vibrator on the highest possible setting hoping to get a quick orgasm and sprint out of the office. Unfortunately, the sensors relayed this information into Zayneâs medical record that your climax had been unsatisfactory, and you had endured being lectured by him with the medical gown loosely draped on your body, your rear open to the cold office air.Â
His tone wasnât unkind but it hadnât helped you feel better either. âIt helps neither of us if you rush this. The whole purpose of this examination is to ensure youâre relaxing. I know itâs embarrassing but if you fail to have a proper orgasm, Iâll have to make you repeat the process until I get data that says otherwise.â
âThe sensors are-â
âThe only way to measure anything. Without involving another person anyway.â
His words had left you gobsmacked and your retort had died in your mouth. After that incident, you had learned. Even with the chagrin of having him watch you, you had learned to take your time and let the feelings build, leading to incredibly savory climaxes that made your body squirm from the aftershocks.Â
Your hips sway, setting up a rhythm to brush your sensitive slit onto the head, letting it vibrate from cunt to clit, the lube aiding the frictionless sliding and making your core drip. Quiet noises of pleasure leave your throat as help yourself, arching your back and changing the curvature of your ass to maximize the sensations, then when the perfect pattern emerges, you let out a keening sigh, and try to remain still, letting the vibrator work its magic.Â
Zayne, who has been quietly observing the computer this entire time, observing the spikes relayed from the sensors, asks, âHave you found your optimal pleasure form?â
âYes,â you gasp, the timbre of his voice sending an arrow of lust into the deepest parts of your clenching core. You knew what was about to come next. The sound of Zayneâs desk chair moving, followed by the snap of latex gloves as he pulled a fresh pair onto those beautiful hands. He approaches the examination table and takes the bottle of lube you had set aside earlier, a wet squelching noise issuing from it as he squeezes it over his gloved hand, gathering the fluid on his index and middle fingers. He leans over to whisper in your ears; the verbal stimulation has begun.
The humiliating reveal that you had a heavy praise kink had come up during your initial session and despite your insistence that it wasnât necessary, Zayne, the ever-diligent worker, had made a note in your profile, and heâd been fulfilling it each time. A tickle of hot breath near your ear, before he murmurs, âAre you enjoying yourself?â
The hum of the vibrator in the background coupled with his voice makes your breath catch in your throat. You nod, knowing you didnât have it in you to form coherent words.Â
âThatâs a good patient. Good patients listen to their doctors you know. And youâre doing a wonderful job.â
Your hips snap back to push your clit against the rubber pad, letting out a whimper of pleasure, the action pushing your ass up higher, revealing your pathetically drooling cunt, fluttering with the dissatisfaction of being unfilled.Â
âAre you ready?â He waits for your consent and you manage a husky, âmm hmâ.
âGood girl. Take a breath.â
You inhale, trying to relax, then let out an uninhibited moan as Dr. Zayne inserts his middle finger into your needy cunt, the ring of muscles offering no resistance to the probing digit. He gently thrusts a few times, before curling the tip of his finger up into the delicate patch of nerves on your upper wall, the smooth come hither motion awakening a new level of pleasure in your body. Your fingers tighten on the edges of the table, sobbing, trying not to scream at the feelings that threatened to explode from you. He keeps up the gentle assault before asking, âAre you ready for another one?â
âYesâŠâ your voice comes out shakily, knowing you desired more than just his fingers, but that you would never get to experience it.Â
âPerfect. So well behaved, taking exactly what I give you.â Zayneâs sensual voice floods your ear before his index pushes into you, the thickness of both his fingers sending you into overdrive. Your walls clench welcomingly around him, inciting an exciting pull of liquid heat in your abdomen, the muscles tensing in anticipation for the exquisite release you knew was about to occur.Â
Feeling your inhibitions abandon you as you are stroked closer to orgasm your self-control slips and his name falls from your lips as he pushes over the edge.
âZayneâŠâ some partially functioning confine in the back of your brain registers what you had just involuntarily purred, but the spasms rocking your core, those gratifying waves of delight flooding your body made it easier to ignore it as your being is reduced to a pliant mess of pleasure. His fingers ease up as the fluttering in your pussy calms down, your clit pulsating weakly as the final vestiges of pleasure are wrung from your body.Â
With a wet noise, his fingers leave your moist hole, the glove coated with your juices and the lubricant. Awareness finally comes crashing around you as you realize what you had uttered in the throes of passion.Â
âIâŠI didnâtâŠI wasnât in controlâŠâ You try to find a way to explain, to let him know you had very little choice in the matter of sobbing his name as you orgasmed, but everything feels flat, almost on the fine line between explaining and insulting.Â
âThereâs no need.â Almost as if heâs read your mind, Zayne matter-of-factly redirects the conversation. âItâs not uncommon to blurt out things during climax. Some people swear, and others call out names. It was a very normal reaction considering I was the one in the room with you.â
He throws the gloves in the trash and goes to check the computer, to ensure the sensors had given him the information he needed before starting the second round of the appointment.
âOh.â You say quietly as he sits at his desk, feeling dejected. Although relieved he wasnât making a big deal out of it, you canât help but feel disappointed with his reaction. Shouldnât a man be flattered when a woman cried out his name when she came? Maybe he really was treating you strictly as a patient. And here you were, pussy exposed and spread after being probed by his dextrous fingers, mooning over him like a high school girl. Perhaps the limit of your relationship with him was in fact, doctor and patient, the childhood friends aspect fading.Â
So there was no romance here at all. You had a crush on him, and he was doing his job. Reality sucks. You sniff and suddenly feel cheap, and get out of the doggystyle position and try to find the hospital gown to preserve some of your modesty. Zayne glances over at your sudden movements.
âAre you cold? I can get you a blanket.â
âIâm fine.â You try to sound normal.Â
âYour records show that you usually rest about 10 minutes before you are ready for the next round. Do you feel like that will be the case this time too?â
You find the gown and drag it up to your chin, covering your body as you lay back on the table. âYeah. Actually a little sooner today maybe. I have somewhere to be.â
âYou canât rush these things. Your body will cum when it wants to. A forced orgasm doesnât promote anything beneficial.â
âWell can we find a way for this to happen quickly and in compliance with the sensors?â Youâre trying not to let your frustration show, the pleasantness of your orgasm fading. âI donât think I have the patience to do two more rounds.â
Zayne listens to you impassively, but those amber eyes flecked with green had an underlying intensity you couldnât place. âYou donât have the patience to do two more rounds?â He gets up and comes over to you. âYou want to just leave then?â He approaches the edge of the table and thereâs tension in his jaw. Perplexed, you look at him, his reaction unexpected.Â
âNo, Iâm sorry, I know I canât leave because of compliance and all that.â
âCompliance,â Zayne mutters under his breath before grasping your chin and forcing you to look at him, a gasp leaving your throat.Â
âYouâre getting frustrated because you have to do this a few times every month while being supervised? Do you have any idea what I have to do before you come in for these sessions?â His voice is a growl and you clam up, shocked by this aggressive display of expression from him.
âEvery month I have to remain professional as you come in, pleasure yourself, and then leave. I have to endure seeing your beautiful body bare in front of me and control all my impulses to touch you, to not overstep my limitations as your doctor. I pleasure myself remembering the noises you make and ensure Iâm well spent before coming in to do your appointments. You sit there, acting like itâs hard for you, but do you have any idea what you do to me?â
One of his knees is on the table, and heâs looming over you making you feel like a tiny animal caught in his fury. âItâs torture, to watch you. Youâre not like the other patients I see. You never have been. Because with you, I always feel like Iâm on the verge of losing control. Do you know how difficult it is to not do things to you that arenât specified on your medical record? To have my fingers so intimately inside you, feel every little drop of pleasure clenching around my fingers, knowing at the end I canât have you to myself? To hear you call my name and know that you only see me as your doctor?âÂ
Your face is a bright shade of red but you canât look away from his face. His teeth are gritted, and when you dare to glance down, you see the noticeable bulge that has formed between his legs. He follows your glance and clicks his tongue, letting go of your chin.Â
âI know I crossed a boundary today. Itâs all right. You can go. Iâll reschedule you with another doctor. I know you didnât want me in the first place.â
Your mind is a blur as you quickly reach out to grab his hand, your heart hammering wildly in your chest. His admission was like a prayer answered, and you werenât going to meek about this. His breath hitches as he feels you pulling at his hand and gives you a look of uncertainty. Your lips part but the words you want to say refuse to come out.Â
âDamn it,â he whispers ferally before his mouth captures yours in a rough kiss. It was wild and demanding, a contrast to the reserved, patient man he usually was. Youâre swept up in the feeling of his mouth on yours, the taste of his tongue, and the softness of his lips. When you break apart, his hand cups your cheek, his eyes searching your face.
âThis isnât just because of the session right?â He asks keenly and you realize what heâs asking you. Heâd been aching for you before this whole stupid policy came into place. The same way youâd been longing for him.Â
âNo, itâs not. I had a crush on you back when you became my doctor to check on my heart condition.â A sigh of relief leaves him before he tenderly presses his forehead to yours, and youâre caught up in the sweetness of the moment.Â
âI just had to be sure.â
Boldly, you raise your head, delighted when he meets you, pulled back into his kiss, your tongues sliding over each other, your fingers tangling into his hair, scratching the nape of his neck, pulling him closer to you.Â
You gasp as he breaks the kiss to drag his tongue down the column of your throat, pressing wet, open-mouthed kisses to the heated flesh, your blood humming in your veins as your eyes flutter closed. He pulls away the gown and pulls your perked nipple into his mouth, and you revel in the jolt of pleasure it brings you, each suckle felt in your clit which had already swollen up again in need. His fingers capture your other nipple, softly tweaking and pulling it and drawing little whines of desire from your throat.Â
Your hand finds the junction between his legs and cups the heavy bulge, drawing a groan from him, palming him through his slacks, feeling it grow and tent the fabric under your ministrations. A low guttural sound leaves him and he gets off the table, and you almost protest until you see him dragging the small wheeled stool from earlier towards the table. He settles down on it, looping his arms around the tops of your thighs and pulling you closer to the table's edge until your feet find the stirrups again.Â
âStay open for me darling,â he instructs, his eyes glittering and you shiver as you feel his breath against your swollen folds. You squeak as he pushes your folds apart with his nose, inhaling your scent, his eyes growing dark with lust. âYou smell delicious. I always wondered. Had to stop myself from sniffing my gloves after you climaxed. Not professional you know.âÂ
The musky tang of your pussy fills his senses, and his tongue darts out and dips into your slit, finding the swollen bud and licking it with just the right pressure that makes your toes curl and stars pop into your vision.Â
Your hand rests on his head, tugging his beautiful dark locks, his name falling from your lips without barriers. Your hips rock against him, moaning, then let a sob as his lips suction around your clit. His fingers, free from the gloves at last, probe your entrance, scissoring inside to prepare you for what was to come before they curl up into that gummy patch that he knew too well.Â
The sensations flood you, and the sheer knowledge of knowing you had Zayne touching you this way, unbound by the usual rules was sending you into a frenzy. Incoherent noises leave your mouth, crying out hotly as he teases the orgasm from you, your body shivering from the intensity.Â
He wipes his mouth on the back of his hand and takes in your appearance, so soft and satisfied on his table, a dreamy look in your eyes.
âAre you prepared for the after?â he asks, you nod, more than eager to experience him. A sly smile crosses his face before he reaches over into the little chest of drawers by the table and pulls out a condom.Â
âHospitals have free condoms. It would be impractical to not use one when itâs on hand.â He explains seeing your questioning look and stands to undo his pants. You watch curiously as his cock is finally freed, eyes widening as it faces you, so impressive and veiny, standing proudly with a slight curve in its length. His pubes were neatly trimmed at the base, ebony curls visible behind the shaft. As he starts to roll on the condom, you feel your whole body heating up in anticipation.Â
He leans down to kiss you before taking your feet and resting them on his shoulders, his cock at the perfect angle to enter you. As he sinks into your welcoming heat, you let out a sigh of longing, feeling the delicious stretch of muscle as he pushes up inside you, gasping as you feel his full length sheathe itself. As he bottoms out, his eyes close in bliss, hardly daring to believe that after all this time, he is finally getting to fulfill this private dream.Â
Each stroke has him brushing against your gspot and kissing your cervix as he paces himself, feeling the primal urge to take you roughly and selfishly calling at his self-control. A growl leaves his throat as you whimper, straining towards him as the both of you struggle to keep a grip on reality. He feels the seductive way your walls clench around him, hears the soft noises you make, sees your face contort in pleasure with every roll of his hips.Â
âOh you feel so good,â he pants hotly, glasses askew, almost at the tip of his nose as he thrusts. âClenching me so needily. Gonna milk me dry.â
Your response is a shuddering whimper, your back arching greedily to feel all of him, creating the perfect curvature to brush your clit against the base of his erection with each push of his hips. He feels the little bud on his heated skin, your combined fluids dripping onto his shaft, slickening the bundle of nerves with each stroke.Â
âBe a good girl and cum on my cock the way you do on my fingers.â Zayneâs voice is husky as he tries to hold on, damned if he came before you. âI know you want to. I can feel the way your walls are spasming. They always do this pattern before you orgasm.â
The fact that he had memorized this knowledge of you was too much and you let go, your voice filling the room as you climax. Zayneâs hips stutter as he feels you around his length, pussy fluttering so him. His pace quickens, the sound of slapping skin becoming more and more urgent, his balls hitting your ass each time as he chases his orgasm.Â
A shiver passes through his body as it happens and he buries himself in your warmth. You hum in satisfaction as you feel his cock twitch and pulse inside you as he spills his load. He pants, sweat on his forehead as he bends down to kiss you again, carefully lowering your legs which burn from the stretch as they settle on the stirrups.Â
Threading your fingers through his hair, you brush your noses together, smiling shyly at him as he smirks, his eyes closing as he catches his breath.
âCan I see you outside of my office sometime?â he asks and you laugh at the invitation.Â
âAre you asking me out on a date after having sex just once?â you tease as he grips the base of the condom and slides out, your pussy feeling the loss keenly.Â
âI have been wanting to for a while. I was just wondering if I was misreading the signals. But I think I have a solid answer now.â He helps you sit up and cradles your body against his, idly stroking your skin, before gently removing the sensors off your body.Â
âLetâs get dressed,â he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your forehead after a moment of cozy silence, and the both of you hunt down your clothes. As he fixes his tie, Zayne passes by his computer and lets out an amused huff.Â
âSomething funny?â you ask as you button your blouse.
âThe sensors definitely gave enough information to make anyoneâs head spin.â You walk over and snort as you see the window, full of sharp spikes.Â
âWell, at least I am guaranteed you had a good time.â Zayneâs eyes sparkle mischievously as he pulls you in for another kiss.Â
âIâm not changing my doctor,â you reassure him as you pull away. Thereâs amusement in his gaze when he replies.Â
âOh, definitely not. I think if the Hunterâs Association ever sees this record, theyâll heavily advise you to remain with the same healthcare professional.âÂ
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Found this while going through my fanfic files, and i absolutely had to share.
Danny: i want in
Red robin: âŠwhat?
Danny: your bat family. I want in.
Red robin, blinking in surprise: i dont know what you think you know about my associates, but we're not-
Danny: dont be obtuse. I know youre the smart one. And i also know that your all one big relatively happy family. I want in.
Red robin: âŠwhy?
Danny: because you guys are the first people ive found that are wealthy, intelligent and powerful enough to take on my fruitloop godfather and win AND are decent enough human beings that i can be assured that when all is said and done, my well-being will remain a top priority.
Orphan, appearing out of nowhere: new brother!
Danny: *stares in shock*
Danny: *sudden uncanny grin* well that's one convinced. How do i win over the rest?
Orphan: no need. New brother!
Red robin: *pointed glance of betrayal* fine. Who is your godfather?
Danny: vlad masters. He's a fruitloop.
Red robin: for real? B's been investigating him for years! Tell me everything! *genuinely excited for a new lead*
Danny: well, he's tried to murder my dad and marry my mom, gained his wealth illegally, committed voting fraud to become the mayor of my hometown, has a secret underground lab where he does unethical experiments, and he's abducted me more than a dozen times even before my parents disowned me to make me his evil apprentice or whatever. Now that im homeless, he's literally out to get me. Oh! And he's cloned me too! She's cool though, we're buddies now.
Batman, who just arrived but heard everything over comms: hn. (Translation: who are you?)
Danny: my name is Danny. No last name anymore, but im hoping itll soon be Wayne! *winking suggestively*
Batman: hn? (how much do you know?)
Danny: enough to know that youre a much better alternative to vlad.
Batman: âŠhn (i dont know anything about you. What if youre a spy for vlad?)
Danny, giving his salesman pitch: i was a teen vigilante in amity park before i had to run away from home for my own safety. Vlad is one of my rogues. I know how to fight and defend myself, how to minimize collateral damage in a fight, and ive gotten really good and escaping kidnapping attempts. Ive also managed to reform and/or make allies out of approximately half of my rogues and can talk down about 30% of all rogue confrontations before they turn into a messy fight. The other things i can bring to the table are: one, i can teach all of you guys proper liminality self care; two, i can probably minimize and possibly cure red hood's anger issues; three, i can get along with stabby robin because i consider fighting a friendly social interaction - he can even stab me and i wont be injured by it; four, i can be your go-to guy for supernatural cases so you no longer have to deal with that sad trenchcoat man; five-
Red robin: *blurting* youre hired.
Batman: hn (i am deeply concerned)
Danny: if youre concerned now, wait until i tell you about the anti ecto control act
Nightwing, who showed up in the middle of the sales pitch: ive never seen anyone crack B's grunt language so quickly
Danny: grunt language? He's just using ghost speak - which will be covered by the liminality self care lessons
Robin, who arrived with batman: what is a liminal?
Danny: all of you, of course! Otherwise you wouldnt need to learn about it, obviously
Robin: and why would we trust you?
Danny: did i mention i have a pet ghost dog?
Robin: âŠyou drive a hard bargain
Danny, fist pumping: yes! That's three!
Nightwing: four, you got me when you could understand B's grunting
Red Hood, arrived with nightwing: five, assuming you arent lying about the pit rage
Danny, hand to his chest: i would never!
Orphan: honesty. Earnest. New brother.
Oracle, over comms: six. The anti ecto acts are legit and im terrified for his safety, assuming he's phantom, who is the vigilante of amity park
Spoiler, arrived with orphan: seven, as long as youre down for a few pranks
Batman: hn (ive been outvoted)
Batman: hnn (i dont wanna hear any jokes about adoption habits when you all forced my hand)
Batman: hn (that said)
Batman: welcome to the family
Duke, the next day: man, i miss out on everything exciting.
Duke, blinded by danny: and who the fuck told bruce he could adopt the fucking sun?!
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that 141 x reader you just did was so good! i need to know what happens next. like after reader is better, do they stay in the military? stay in 141? or do they take a discharge? Iâm not the original ask but it was just so good.
love your writing btw!
thank you! hereâs part two :)
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you were beginning to hate the infirmary.
the white walls. the moans of pain. the smell of bleach and blood.
the reminder of why you were here. of who put you here.
your friends. your family. your team. john. johnny. kyle. simon.
youâd told the doctor to not let your teammates in, and she had tried, but there was only so much she could do. she couldnât monitor the door all the time, and so a week after waking up from your coma, john price is sitting at your beside once again.
his hands are clasped together, knuckles white with the intensity of his grip. heâs leaning forward, elbows resting on the bed, hands under his chin. his position conveys his regret and worry. he looks like he should be in church, knelt between the pews and spewing silent prayers to a god that isnât listening.
you havenât spoken to him since he sat down ten minutes ago. the second you saw him step inside the infirmary, you knew he was there for you. there to try and speak to you, to apologize.
fuck him and his apologies.
you turned your head to the side, eyes staring at the white curtain separating your bed from the next. you studied the stitching while you listened to him breathe next to you. he hadnât spoken eitherâ just sat down and watched you.
it made your skin crawl, how he thought this was okay. how he thought this would be the way to get back into your good graces.
he clears his throat then, a sound youâve heard a million times before. it makes you want to gag now.
âlove,â his voice is soft, caring. you want to hit him in the jaw.
âcan we talk? please?â
you donât turn over, donât even spare him a glance. you keep your gaze trained on the curtain. the only giveaway that he has your attention is the fists you clench at your sides.
he takes the silence as an invitation, that bastard.
âwhat happenedââ he begins, then grunts. stops. takes a second, then begins again.
âwhat we did,â he says, and you roll your eyes. âit wasnât right. the intel was from a trusted source. weââ he sighs then, and you can tell heâs rubbing his temple. he did that when he was stressed. when he was anxious.
âwe were wrong to believe them over you, love. and imâ im sorry.â
silence ensues. you donât give him any indication that youâve heard what he said. he sighs again, inhaling deeply.
âyouâre still part of this team. johnny and gaz, theyâve been sitting outside this damn room like sentries. can barely pry âem away for drills.â he chuckles then, but itâs sad. pitiful. mournful.
âthereâs nothing we can do to make this right,â he tells you. youâre still mulling over what he said about johnny and gaz. still hung up on the fact that he didnât mention simon at all.
simon, who did the most damage to you, both psychologically and physically. simon, who shared your bed. simon.
simon, who is too much of a coward to face you for his crimes.
âbut we want to try,â price is speaking again. âif youâll let us.â
he stops talking. waits a beat, then two. then, you hear his chair scrape. heâs getting up, and thatâs when you turn your head to face him.
he looks bad. bags under the eyes, skin pale, beard overgrown. you think he deserves this. deserves worse than this. his eyes meet yours, and they widen the tiniest bit at the attention youâre showing him.
your voice is full of venom as you speak.
ânothing,â you seethe, angry tears blurring your vision. âwill ever undo what you did to me. what he did to me.â
price knows youâre talking about simon. the whole team knew you were a thing. hell, when theyâd strapped you to that chair and debated who would âinterrogateâ you, they hadnât even thought to include simon. why would he want to torture the person he loved?
to their surprise, he had volunteered to take point.
âwhen i get out of this bed,â you continue. âim gone. and i never, never, want to see any of you again, or else im putting a fucking bullet between your eyes.â
the captain doesnât speak. you can see the remorse on his face. you couldnât care less about his feelings.
he gives a short nod, and without another word, he turns and leaves the room.
after johnâs visit, no one else tries to visit you. you no longer catch glimpses of kyle or johnny outside the infirmary door. youâre glad theyâre starting to get the hint.
but youâre still getting flowers. you donât know where theyâre coming from. sometimes theyâre dropped off by a nurse, other times they appear in the morning after a restless sleep. thereâs never a note. never anything to suggest who would be leaving them.
you know itâs one of the 141, but you donât know exactly who. you feel certain itâs not simon.
but, unbeknownst to you, it is him. he knows you donât want to see himâ to see any of them. price had told them all about what youâd said to him during your talk.
price had also told them that heâd already started preparing your transfer papers. that had caused an uproar from soap, whoâd quickly been quieted by a saddened price.
simon had expected it. expected worse, actually. he knew that if the roles had been reversed, he wouldnât have been as merciful as you. it made him hate what theyâd done to you so much more.
there had been the tiniest doubt in his mind when all the evidence pointed to you. he hadnât believed it at firstâ and then things became damning. everything pointed to you. trusted sources were pointing their fingers at you, and everyone listened. he had listened.
he had volunteered to torture you because heâd been angry. rage he hadnât felt in years bubbled to the surface of his skin, and he wanted to tear you limb from limb. how dare you come into their livesâ his lifeâ and betray them so substantially?
simon didnât trust easily. he was battered and broken and scarred. shattered and malformed pieces hastily glued back together. he let the team in. let you in. let you see his face. let you into his bed. let you into his fucking heart.
and you turned around and drove a dagger into him. or so he thought.
he thought his anger and actions had been justified. thought he was doing the world a favor by butchering you. but he was wrong. the team was wrong.
he finds himself regretting how he hadnât listened to your pleas, but thereâs nothing he can do about it now.
he knows the chances of you forgiving him, of letting him back into your life, are slim to none. but how could he not at least try?
youâd know each other for years. been together for years. all of it thrown away because he still knew the hurt of betrayal all too well. because it was too easy to fall back into the mindset that it was him against everyone. that the only person he knew, the only one he could rely on, was himself.
so he left flowers. your favorite ones. and he did so without making you face him, without apologizing or groveling. it was the least he owed you.
a month after your coma, you were finally allowed out of the infirmary. you were still healing, skin still tender and bruised. pink, jagged scars lining your skin; eternal reminders of the pain youâd been subjected to.
youâd been given a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, which youâd pulled on with much fuss. every time you struggled or stumbled, you found yourself getting angry. angry at the men who did this to you.
the anger was going to eat you alive, at least thatâs what the psychologist that had been dropping by to see you had said. sheâd told you you need to let it go, and youâd laughed in her face.
how do you let something like this go?
you didnât know. you didnât think you were strong enough to do that. not a good enough person to forgive the men that had carved into you.
once you had dressed, you shuffled out into the hallway. youâd profusely denied an escort, and the doctor had reluctantly acquiesced. sheâd let you go, with just the promise that youâd keep your iv hooked in.
so here you were, trudging down the halls of the base, iv pole rattling along behind you.
you could feel eyes on you, but no one dared to get too close. you were glad. you didnât want more empty apologies and sympathetic words.
you still remembered the way to priceâs office like the back of your hand. you doubted youâd ever forget it.
time and time again youâd found yourself here. sometimes, getting reprimanded. others, congratulated. a few times youâd shown up in tears, and price had let you in without a word.
now you were standing outside his door, trying to contain the rage in your veins.
you raised a hand. knocked once, firm and loud.
âcome in!â price called from inside.
you were already twisting the door knob, pushing into the room.
your eyes found price first. he was leaning against his desk, arms crossed over his chest. his hat was absent from his head, instead resting beside him on the desk.
and then you noticed simon.
he was wearing all black. his hands were covered, bones decorating the black gloves. gloves youâd seen many times before. gloves that had been pressed to gunshots, trying to stop the bleeding.
the lower half of his face was covered, allowing you to see from his eyes up. his sandy blonde hair was ruffled.
you quickly turned your attention back to price.
âlove, what are you doinâ here? you should be in bedââ he began, but you waved a hand as you stepped further into the room. you pulled your iv pole in behind you, then kicked the door shut.
âdonât talk, just listen. i still mean what i said when you came to visit. the only reason im here right now is because you havenât put in for my fucking transfer.â you hissed.
the captainâs eyes widened, his face taking on a sheepish expression at the revelation that heâd been caught. simon stood quietly beside him, eyes trained on you. you ignored him.
âlove, i didnât want to do anything before you were readyââ he began. you cut him off.
âbullshit! you didnât want to do anything because you donât want me to leave. you want me to forgive you, right? hear you all out? come back and be a happy little family again?â
the room fell eerily silent as you stared at the captain. your heart was roaring in your ears.
âput in the fucking transfer, john.â you finished.
he reluctantly nodded. he inhaled, his eyes glancing at his lieutenant briefly, before he spoke again.
âof course, love. âm sorry.â
you didnât say anything else. you turned to go, your back to the men, when simonâs voice cut through the air.
âyou should be respectful to your captain, sergeant.â
you froze as you took in his words. was he fucking serious?
you didnât turn around. you trained your eyes on the door as you spoke words through gritted teeth.
âyou should watch your tongue, lieutenant, before I fucking cut it off.â
with that, you pulled open the door and stepped into the hallway, slamming it loudly behind you.
authorâs note:
apologies for the wait! I hope everyone enjoyed! (this is being posted before proofreading, so I hope itâs okayâ Iâll read through it later, itâs just late and im tired lol)
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đŒ ME MISS YOU . . àšàš !
summary đŻ which he followed you because he missed you ê° đ§Ÿ ê± fluffy life with husband
The eerie silence and the harsh wind whispers weaving through the cool night air, though it's only 5:30 in the afternoon. Crouching low, I fisted my hands through my victim's hair and chopped his head off as my breath steadied, eyes locked on the faint rustle of the bushesâa promising sign of tonight's catch.
It's been almost a year of this endless cycle, by day cuddling and having a blissful life with Mr. Crawling as you give him endless affection, or he will whine to death, and by night- killing humans to feed him. As your eyes wandered through your vision toward the unmoving dead body, your mind wavered toward your husband even though you weren't married officially.
You two are together and bonded by our souls, obeying you and listening to you even though there is a gap in speaking, never ceases to stun you every day. He waits at home, is always patient, and is always trusting. The thought of his joy warms you as you tighten your grip on your crowbar and knife.
Back at the apartment, it feels unbearable still. Mr. Crawling gazes through the doorâwaiting for your return. His fingers relentlessly tapped the tatami board as it echoed through the room. It's been almost an hour since she left him, she always does every day for him.
He still remembered her voice firming when she told him to stay.
He watches her moving to gather her things, his legs tucked close to his body. He knows her too wellâthe same command she gives every time. Stay. He doesn't think about it but wants more of her touch, only about the moment before her absence, and he clung to her as his large frame wrapped around her waist. He chirped in a low tone, full of worry and protest. His grip tightened slightly, enough to make his point without holding her back.
He pressed his face into your legs, his arms curling towards your leg, "stay" he told her as he snuggled to her, not wanting to let go, â youâre so stubbornâ she murmured, stroking his head. The gesture was a silent reassurance for him to stop worrying though she knew it wouldn't stop him from worrying.
She turns to face him as his face is still smothered to her thighs, his cold lips puckering into her skin. He doesnât need words to tell her how he feels; the way he clings to her, his body trembles faintly, caught between his instinct to obey and his need to protect her.
As her warm fingers tangled into his hair, brushing it calmly, she told him, " Me back soon; I find food. " she promised, her voice softer now. âYou donât have to worry.â
With a final sigh, she gently pries him off, his cold finger reluctant to let go. âStay here,â she says, her tone firmer now, though her heart aches at the look he gives her. He didn't move and obeyed her, as she smiled one last time and crouched to his level to kiss his forehead, " I'll be back soon. I Promise," She said one last time to open and lock the door, leaving him in a trance with determination to follow her.
He was hesitant to disobey her requests and always did, lowering his head in submission. But now, in the suffocating silence, he feels the weight of her absence like a stone in his chest. He tried to wait, his attempts to distract himself with television, watching shows that helped him understand her language more, but as soon as his face glimmered when he saw the heroine with her lover cuddling in a scene. It was no use. missing her so dearly that his pull to follow her was too strong, an instinct older than obedience.
She is his world, his reason, and the thought of her out there alone, facing whatever dangers the night might bring, fills him with unease. Even though he knew she was capable of handling herself well, killing those people for him joyed him. He knew she loved him as much as he loved her.
Making his decision wasn't easy for him, he knew he would face the consequences of her ignoring him though he shook his head, he wanted to see her, he needed her now.
He moves swiftly to the door. His movements are precise and quiet, the art of going unnoticed. He knows where she has goneâheâs watched her enough times at the window to remember the path she takes. He follows her scent, a trail as familiar to him as the rhythm of his footsteps. With every step, he feels her grace like a taut thread, pulling him closer to her.
Its darkness yawned wide like the mouth of a beast. He hesitates for a moment, hearing her voice in his mind, Stay. Wait for me. But he presses on.
He moved carefully, his body blending into the dark foliage as his fingers gripped the pole lamp. He saw her gripping tightly to her crowbar and massively hitting her victim, he watched in awe as pride swelled in his chest at the sight of herâstrong, capable, everything he admires.
Though he knows the facade she's been growing through back there in his world, he saw her unreality in a tick of time, and by the hanging thread of webs-he had been with her, and he knew she was close to insanity. Was she close? Or she's already been insane nevertheless, he will always be there with her.
She didn't notice him at first, focused on the task ahead. But then a chitter of a familiar voice captivates your attention as you whip your head, your coat shadowing your expression of bloodlust to confusion. There he is, his head tilted with his adoring smile. She shook her head with a giggle, he never listened to her as she pointed him to get closer to him.
He lowered his body as his smile creeped out to his ear, he skitters toward her, his movements quick but careful as he came faster to her and clung to her lower body as his face smothered to her bloodied coat "I miss you, I love you. " he said with a chitter as his cold hands hold her bloodied ones and directly placed into his head.
You sighed in intent and ruffled his hair as you looked down and cupped his face with our bloodied hands "You didn't listen to me, But I forgive you. " You crouched to his level as his hands wandered to your body and cupped your face and smothered a messy kiss on your lips, his cold lips puckering your bottom lip leaving a chitter from him. "Me love you, " he told you as he came closer to your body, his large frame almost hugging your smaller ones. You giggled to him as you corrected his grammar, always forgetting the "I", " I love you, too. "
He chirps, leaning into her touch, his body vibrating with relief, he clung to her like a baby as his face looked at the bloodied streets. "Food?" He questioned her, as his hands never left hers. "Yeah, food for you. " As she pointed to the dead body beside them.
As she stands up to place the chopped meat in a plastic bag with blood, "Let's go home." her hands directing him to hold her, he stands up, his towering silhouette blending with the shadows of the city. His mind is clear, his resolve unshakable. He is with her, the love of his life, and with every consequence they will face, he knows she will be there with him as she is with him.
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In the past I've shared other people's musings about the different interpretations of the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice. Namely, why Orpheus looks back at Eurydice, even though he knows it means he'll lose her forever. So many people seem to think they've found the one true explanation of the myth. But to me, the beauty of myths is that they have many possible meanings.
So I thought I would share a list of every interpretation I know, from every serious adaptation of the story and every analysis I've ever heard or read, of why Orpheus looks back.
One interpretation â advocated by Monteverdi's opera, for example â is that the backward glance represents excessive passion and a fatal lack of self-control. Orpheus loves Eurydice to such excess that he tries to defy the laws of nature by bringing her back from the dead, yet that very same passion dooms his quest fo fail, because he can't resist the temptation to look back at her.
He can also be seen as succumbing to that classic "tragic flaw" of hubris, excessive pride. Because his music and his love conquer the Underworld, it might be that he makes the mistake of thinking he's entirely above divine law, and fatally allows himself to break the one rule that Hades and Persephone set for him.
Then there are the versions where his flaw is his lack of faith, because he looks back out of doubt that Eurydice is really there. I think there are three possible interpretations of this scenario, which can each work alone or else co-exist with each other. From what I've read about Hadestown, it sounds as if it combines all three.
In one interpretation, he doubts Hades and Persephone's promise. Will they really give Eurydice back to him, or is it all a cruel trick? In this case, the message seems to be a warning to trust in the gods; if you doubt their blessings, you might lose them.
Another perspective is that he doubts Eurydice. Does she love him enough to follow him? In this case, the warning is that romantic love can't survive unless the lovers trust each other. I'm thinking of Moulin Rouge!, which is ostensibly based on the Orpheus myth, and which uses Christian's jealousy as its equivalent of Orpheus's fatal doubt and explicitly states "Where there is no trust, there is no love."
The third variation is that he doubts himself. Could his music really have the power to sway the Underworld? The message in this version would be that self-doubt can sabotage all our best efforts.
But all of the above interpretations revolve around the concept that Orpheus looks back because of a tragic flaw, which wasn't necessarily the view of Virgil, the earliest known recorder of the myth. Virgil wrote that Orpheus's backward glance was "A pardonable offense, if the spirits knew how to pardon."
In some versions, when the upper world comes into Orpheus's view, he thinks his journey is over. In this moment, he's so ecstatic and so eager to finally see Eurydice that he unthinkingly turns around an instant too soon, either just before he reaches the threshold or when he's already crossed it but Eurydice is still a few steps behind him. In this scenario, it isn't a personal flaw that makes him look back, but just a moment of passion-fueled carelessness, and the fact that it costs him Eurydice shows the pitilessness of the Underworld.
In other versions, concern for Eurydice makes him look back. Sometimes he looks back because the upward path is steep and rocky, and Eurydice is still limping from her snakebite, so he knows she must be struggling, in some versions he even hears her stumble, and he finally can't resist turning around to help her. Or more cruelly, in other versions â for example, in Gluck's opera â Eurydice doesn't know that Orpheus is forbidden to look back at her, and Orpheus is also forbidden to tell her. So she's distraught that her husband seems to be coldly ignoring her and begs him to look at her until he can't bear her anguish anymore.
These versions highlight the harshness of the Underworld's law, and Orpheus's failure to comply with it seems natural and even inevitable. The message here seems to be that death is pitiless and irreversible: a demigod hero might come close to conquering it, but through little or no fault of his own, he's bound to fail in the end.
Another interpretation I've read is that Orpheus's backward glance represents the nature of grief. We can't help but look back on our memories of our dead loved ones, even though it means feeling the pain of loss all over again.
Then there's the interpretation that Orpheus chooses his memory of Eurydice, represented by the backward glance, rather than a future with a living Eurydice. "The poet's choice," as Portrait of a Lady on Fire puts it. In this reading, Orpheus looks back because he realizes he would rather preserve his memory of their youthful, blissful love, just as it was when she died, than face a future of growing older, the difficulties of married life, and the possibility that their love will fade. That's the slightly more sympathetic version. In the version that makes Orpheus more egotistical, he prefers the idealized memory to the real woman because the memory is entirely his possession, in a way that a living wife with her own will could never be, and will never distract him from his music, but can only inspire it.
Then there are the modern feminist interpretations, also alluded to in Portrait of a Lady on Fire but seen in several female-authored adaptations of the myth too, where Eurydice provokes Orpheus into looking back because she wants to stay in the Underworld. The viewpoint kinder to Orpheus is that Eurydice also wants to preserve their love just as it was, youthful, passionate, and blissful, rather than subject it to the ravages of time and the hardships of life. The variation less sympathetic to Orpheus is that Euyridice was at peace in death, in some versions she drank from the river Lethe and doesn't even remember Orpheus, his attempt to take her back is selfish, and she prefers to be her own free woman than be bound to him forever and literally only live for his sake.
With that interpretation in mind, I'm surprised I've never read yet another variation. I can imagine a version where, as Orpheus walks up the path toward the living world, he realizes he's being selfish: Eurydice was happy and at peace in the Elysian Fields, she doesn't even remember him because she drank from Lethe, and she's only following him now because Hades and Persephone have forced her to do so. So he finally looks back out of selfless love, to let her go. Maybe I should write this retelling myself.
Are any of these interpretations â or any others â the "true" or "definitive" reason why Orpheus looks back? I don't think so at all. The fact that they all exist and can all ring true says something valuable about the nature of mythology.
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During a patrol in Gotham one night, Red Robin comes across a strange sight.
A young woman stands over a crumpled body with a sling shot primed and ready, aimed a man with a rather large hand gun. Itâs clear sheâs protecting the woman who looks like sheâs been hit over the head and had her bag nabbed, as itâs ripped and contents are spilled everywhere.
The girl sits shaking, she isnât scared at all, standing strong with a shard of glass aimed at the manâs crotch.
Tim jumps down and disarms the man smoothly before turning to the young girl, who upon closer inspection seems to be around thirteen years old.
âAre you hurt?â
She shakes her head and stares at him for a moment with awe in his eyes before her eyes widen and she turns to the person behind her, âBut she is! That guy was cornering her and I tried to help but he hit her and-â
âAlright, I understand. Would you like to help me get her to the ER a few blocks away?â
The girl nods with a determination Tim remembers seeing in Dick and Jason in their Robin days and he smiles.
He doesnât ask her what her name is because side he knows heâll follow up and find something to feel guilty about, but the girl seems to have her own plans.
She shows up a couple of days later, standing on a tall building with a cheap Robin outfit on.
Tim is confused before he drops down and she gives a big grin and mock salute, âHow can I help?â
Tim smiled a little before shaking his head, âTaking the title of Robin, are you?â
She nods, now more bashful, âWell, I want to help people. I donât want to fight exactly, but⊠well, sometimes you bats are too busy with the villains to notice the little guy and- bro to say youâre a bad hero-â
âYouâre right, itâs okay. We can only do so much and sometimes preventing more damage being done saves more lives, but there will always be a cost.â
She smiles, bright orange, and impressively curly, hair getting in her eyes and sticking to the poor quality glue of her fake domino.
âI want to help. I⊠can help, please.â
Tim answers after a solid minute of silence, âWhat is your name?â
She frowns, âArenât I supposed to have a secret identity?â
He smiles in answer, âYes, but I know what you look like and I can find out, Iâm asking out of politeness.â
The girl looks like she could pout and Tim feels strangely old at the sight, even if heâs still got a few months before he can even legally drink.
âCarrie. Caroline to be specific.â
Tim smiles, âWell, Carrie, hereâs the deal. I will meet you here or somewhere like here every night and until, and only until, you can land a hit on me will I agree to let you help.â
While Carrie doesnât look pleased she nods, a clear sense of hope in her eyes even as she looks nervous.
She looses the first fight, and the second and third and fourth, but she gets better and better.
Tim doesnât tell anyone about Carrie Kelly, nor does he tell her that he does end up doing a back ground check and finds two dead beat parents more focused on weed than their incredibly skilled daughter.
When she proves to be relentless in her desire to save lives he sends her to a teacher to help her stay hidden and safe. Heâs not like Bruce, he doesnât send her overseas to some dangerous people, but close by and to someone he trust to not hurt her nor tell anyone else about the strange young girl whose managed to give him a taste of his own medicine.
Selina Kyle is more than happy to take in the girl when she watches her sling shot fire crackers at muggers.
When Carrie comes back and meets Tim on a rooftop, she not only manages to hit him but knocks him off his feet.
Tim grins at her, pride filling his mind and making him understand Bruce just a little more.
But unlike Bruce, he isnât throwing her into the fight at all.
Tim Drake is the one who pays for her school pills while her yippie parents refuse to work or spend money on her, and sends her real time footage of medical lectures in various collages across the country.
Carrie doesnât become Robin, nor did she even wear that suit after the second night and he gave her a basic training outfit that properly covered her eyes and hair, but she does become something else.
She becomes Cardinal, the vigilante that swoops in to save civilians and provide the medical care that saves hundreds of people and allows the ambulances and hospitals to have a chance.
When she makes her debut the other bats worry about a new kid making bad choices, probably inspired by them, but Tim ignores it if only because heâs actually proud of her and trust her in a way he hasnât trusted teammates in years.
After a year of this, a young girl asks for a meeting with Mister Tim Drake at his company and, purely so he wouldnât have to do more pointless numbers, he lets her in after she passes the security check.
The girl who comes into his office is barely ten, cute little clips in her dark bob hair and a big book bag almost half her size behind her.
Tim recognised her instantly once he sees the bright yellow shoes sheâs wearing.
This little girl, name Mia Mizoguchi, has been stalking him and Carrie for a few months now.
After he enrolled Carrie at Gotham Academy, the young girl nicknamed âMapsâ had been asking Carrie a lot of questions. Carrie had been good at avoiding incriminating answers, but had fallen for the younger girls clever trap as she casually spoke out infomation that could help with cases and Carrie delivered it back to Tim.
As soon as he realised that Maps had done exactly what he had done and figured out who Carrie was he was impressed. Because even if Carrie was new to the game, she had a skill for tricking people into looking away from her and had done well to stay low.
Maps had made the connection back to Tim, apparently.
Luckily, unlike Bruce, he wasnât ignorant to their little stalker and actually knew her family from a few galas and charities. To be fair, Tim also wasnât clouded by grief, but as he lets the girl explain how she totally doesnât know who Red Robin is but if she did know who he was she would want him to know that a new drug trade route was actually being covered by a cotton candy company and she has over sixty pages worth of proof.
When he shows up to The Nest (named by Carrie) with Maps behind him, he finds Cardinal waiting with an excited gleam in her eyes.
Due to her being so young, Tim doesnât allow Maps to go into the field until sheâs the same age as both he and Carrie were, but sheâs quick to show her worth taking over coms and doing an insanely detailed level of detective work that Tim canât help but be a little jealous of.
Just like Carrie, who has been trying with Selina about only becoming Catgirl if Catwoman stops being a criminal for a few weeks now, he sends her to someone else for mentor ship.
Maps is a sweet girl, but she loves to talk and has a lot of friends who have most of the same interest, so he sends her to the one bat member he trust most.
Cassandra Cain immediately tells Tim that he has to adopt both of them and canât quite understand why them both having living parents matters.
Itâs Cass who gives Maps her vigilante name, Sparrow.
#batfam#tim drake#bat family#dc comics#batfamily#dc universe#dc#tim drake is red robin#tim drake is a menace#carrie kelly#mia mizoguchi#mia maps mizoguchi#maps#Caroline Kelly#Tim Drake adopts people like Batman#but he tries to do better#Selina kyle#cassandra cain#cat woman#catgirl#orphan#batgirl
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Thinking about this post by @jymwahuwu....what about Capitano with a darling who wouldn't even tell him she's pregnant in the first place?
Warnings: Pregnancy, not sfw, angst, mentions of abortion
Capitano inquires about your recent doctors visit and you just shrug off his concern. Insisting it was just âa mild flu" and âI'll be better soon.â Never one to pry he doesn't push you for more details, even if your marriage is unconventional, he trusts that you would be honest with him considering he's never done anything to make you mistrustful of him. As far as he knows.
Your husband considers going over your head to confirm your condition with the doctor, but he knows that would only upset you. And regardless youâd bribed the doctor with your allowance to keep your pregnancy a secret.
You tell only your trusted ladies maid. Who diligently helps you keep up the ruse, she lets your bodices out and makes sure you don't show in the early months and makes sure you're never offered wine with dinner.
Capitano isn't around enough to notice the small but tell-tale signs that you're expecting, however, for the others who live in the manor it could not be more abundantly clear that you're pregnant.
So imagine his outrage when he hears of your pregnancy, not from your lips as he would have expected, but from one of the maids. It happens late one night when he's in the library reading, trying to find a moment of peace is an endlessly hectic month, while a maid dusts quietly on the upper level. You've made your self scarce recently and begrudgingly Capitano gives you space. Early in your relationship you told him that he was smothering and he accepted the criticism, and they two of you had found a balance, but now you are cold and aloof. You were never one to be vulnerable, and it was precisely a sort of quiet ferocity that you possessed that captivated him, but he was at his wits end. He thought that the two of you were making progress, but he supposes not, the last five months have been a regression. He would need to talk to you soon, the matter has become so distracting that he tunes in to the whispering happening on the upper levels. Another maid has joined the first as they chat languidly about house gossip when the subject turns to you.
"Her ladyship is so fatigued as of late. I'm not used to her being so torpid. It's disheartening." The first maid whispers almost imperceptibly, her words laced with worry.
Capitano stops focusing on his book entirely. They speak quickly and almost inaudibly quiet in their native Snezhnayan tongue, but his keen ears are able to focus perfectly on the conversation.
"Don't worry, I was the same way with my first, energy always came in bursts, though it left almost as quickly as it came." The other maid, older and a mother herself tries to assuage her colleague. "Poor dear, it only gets worse from this point." She sighs.
Confusion twists Capitano's features. He has in inkling of what the maids could be referring to, but if its as he expects he will be utterly irate that you did not tell him. He needs to hear them say it. Say the word and confirm his suspicions.
"Pregnancy sounds so scary. Ah, I still can't believe she hasn't told his Lordship."
"Oh, that I donât understand at all, my husband would be furious ."
"Indeed." Capitano says aloud, shutting his book with a violent snap and storming out of the library.
He hears the maids gasp before leaving. Both clearly forgot about his presence. Another unexpected symptom of your influence, the staff have become entirely too comfortable.
Capitano ascends the stairs to your shared chambers. You should be getting ready for bed at about this hour and indeed he finds you in your shared bedroom. When he pushes the door open you startle, stopping in your tracks as you cross the room, but you quickly recompose yourself. This lie you've protracted has likely left you completely on edge.
A fire rumbles behind you in the hearth and your nightgown while not normally so visibly transparent became sheer in the light, it was subtle, but your silhouette against the firelight revealed the slightest protrusion of your midsection. You follow his gaze and turn away from him, without so much as a word.
For five months youâve hardly let him see you naked not to mention you rejected all his attempts to initiate sex for the past three.
If you apprehend the hostility radiating off your husband, you do not acknowledge it. You were surprisingly stubborn and endlessly poised, keeping your cards quite close to your chest until it was time to play your hand. It would likely upset you but he would force you to show your hand, he'd been far too accommodating of your deceit.
You open your mouth to speak but Capitano wants none of your deflections.
"Pregnant? He questions. His tone, assured and firm. No room for argument, but Capitano can tell from your expression that your're willing to try it anyways.
The audacity that you would give him an incredulous look only incenses him further. He has to wonder why you are working so hard to hide your pregnancy from him.
Unless....it wasn't his.
No. You were many infuriating things, but you weren't disloyal...at least he thought.
"What? No--" His anger surges along with another dagger into his heart. Now he knows youâre lying. Or at least attempting to, but Capitano is having none of it. He has never lied to you. How could you so easily try to deceive him? It was dishonorable at best and a betrayal at worst.
"Don't you dare try to lie to me. The maids have already confirmed as much." He bats away your rebuttal with a terse reply.
As you come to realize the gravity of the situation, of your husbands rage, all color drains from your expression. The look of terror that paralyzes your features is out of place. As long as he you have been his wife, you have never even pretended to fear him. It is one of the qualities he admired about you. Now your wide frightful eyes and rigid frame are making him lose his nerve in the confrontation. An incredibly rare occurrence, the last thing Capitano ever wanted was for you to be afraid of him. However you had crossed a line, you had lied and actively misled him about a matter most important to you both.
"You didn't think to tell me?â He questions, the words curt and cruel.
"Well there's nothing you can do about it now." You reply, your tone defensive and your hackles raised. âItâs too late toâŠ.to do anything. The baby is coming.â
"Is it mine?" He questions, unfeeling and entirely unprepared for a negative answer.
"⊠how fucking dare you." You turn around to curse at him and Capitano is taken aback. He thought your eyes couldn't get any wider.
"Of course it is!" You cry, your expression equal parts outrage and hurt.
"Then why did you hide from me!" He matches your anger, raising his voice and stepping closer as you try to sidestep and evade him. The tightly controlled anger he bottled now sparking and bursting.
"I needed time to prepare." You implore exasperated as if Capitano should have understood your machinations perfectly.
"For what?!" He shouts.
"What if you didn't want it?!" You yell back. No tears have spilled but your eyes are wet and your face feels hot.
Capitano narrows his eyes at you, looking down on your defiant posture equal parts terrified and indignant. Then it all comes into focus.
You want this baby and you...thought he would make you get rid of it. With a gasping sob, you speak up again, your emotions now starting to get the better of you.
"What if you didn't want it....then what would I do?"
As intimate as you two have become in the past half year, Capitano remembers that you are both essentially strangers in many ways.
"Never assume my thoughts." He scolds, his tone terse but with much less bark. He closes the space between you, reaching out a tentative hand to you. Capitano is heartened when you take his hand, slender fingers curling around his broad palm. He begins to relax, but his rage has not subsided fully.
"You think I wouldn't want this child?" He questions, his voice much softer, but a slight resentment still colors his words.
"I didn't know what to think and I-I needed time." You replied, rubbing your tears away with your opposite hand. This is the first time he's seen you like this, so vulnerable. Capitano can't confidently say if he'd ever seen your cry before.
âTime for what?â Capitano urges you for more details. Your reasoning still alludes him. He would have gladly helped with any and all preparations for the baby. Seeing how things unfolded he regrets not being more forthcoming with his thoughts about having a child with you.
âTo get a plan in place. If you told me to get rid of it.â Capitano can't even concieve of what you could mean. Would you attempt to leave him? Surely you weren't thinking something so idiotic, but he attempts to reserve judgement when he asks, "what would you have done?"
"Run away." You confess quietly, but Capitano only scoffs and rolls his eyes. The idea is preposterous. You will never leave him, Marriage is a bond that should be upheld and besides he is far too attached for you to leave now.
"I would never allow such a thing. You must honor the vows you made to me." Your husband asserts.
"I would still try. For my baby I-" You insist.
"Our baby." Capitano corrects. You pause, your tears dry and breathing calmed.
"I will not allow the child to inconvenience you." You plead, bringing a hand to his chest and searching his eyes, desperate for validation that he wants what you want. That he wants this child growing inside of you.
"No child of ours could ever be a burden to me." Your shoulders drop with relief and Capitano encircles you with his broad arms.
"You honor me most highly, by having my child." Capitano pauses before continuing, "and our child is already blessed to have a mother who would protect them so fiercely."
"You're not angry?" You question, shocked by his benevolence.
"Oh, I'm livid, but not about the child. At that news, I am delighted."
"I'm sorry," you whisper his name and nuzzle into his chest. "I just couldn't face your rejection. Not with this." You clarify and Capitano begins to see your perspective.
A child changes many dynamics in a romantic partnership and though the two of you seemed relatively stable in your young marriage. He can understand how your fear of his rejection would prevent you from being forthcoming. Especially with a matter so sensitive. Not that even remotely agrees with your actions.
"Is this why you have shied away from me these past month. Why you wouldn't let me touch you?"
You nodded.
Capitano picked you up and laid you on the bed, pushing your night gown up and spreading you legs. He licked his thumb and immediately began to caress your clit.
"You will not hide yourself from me in the future. I must know your thoughts."
You shuddered at the contact.
"Then you must do the same.â You demanded. Capitano could only smile at your gall, to be beneath him legs spread, pussy exposed and still you make demands of him.
"Behave this evening, sufficiently demonstrate your contrition, renew your devotion to me and I will give you anything you ask for." You consider his words before agreeing.
You nod again.
âSay yes husband.â Capitano requests with a raised brow.
"Yes, husband." A rare act of obedience. It suits you well.
Good. Capitano thinks. "I'm glad the terms are agreeable to you." He says lowering himself briefly to press a kiss to your lips, one much deeper and needier than any shared in recent months. Archons, how he's missed being with you like this.
Reluctantly Capitano parts from you and begins to undress himself, one hand working the buttons of his shirt while the other remains steadfast teasing your sex.
"You can start your penance by tending to me as I lick your cunt." Capitanoâs smile grows wider as you shiver at his words, clearly aroused an eager. Despite the small pout that lingers on your lips. He heard that the libido of pregnant women was often more intense. You stubborn thing, denying yourself what you so clearly want. It is good that Capitano is in a forgiving mood. Your husband helps you out of your nightdress before laying beside you. He helps guide your hips to his face and keeps a guiding hand on your neck as he leads you to where he aches most. Capitano presses his nose to your dripping sex and inhales deeply. "It's been far too long since we last did this." He all but groans, and despite everything thatâs transpired this evening, you're inclined to agree.
#yandere capitano x reader#yandere capitano#capitano x reader#capitano#il capitano#genshin capitano#genshin imagines#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#capitano smut
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16 stuck with you â im so obsessed with your ex !
scaramouche x gender neutral reader
âItâs finally happening,â Yae sighs with a gleam in her eye, practically floating into the dorms. She sits next to Scara on the couch, her excitement palpable. âThe three mystery guests are arriving! Finally, some drama!â
âI feel like thereâs been enough drama,â Aether mutters.
âThis will take the cake,â Yae giggles, clearly delighting in the upcoming chaos. âTrust me.â
âI think Iâll just stay here then,â Scara mutters, sinking deeper into the couch, his arms crossed tightly as he tries to resist the inevitable.
âNot so fast,â Yae says, âI need you there, especially.â
âSheâs scaring me,â Yoimiya pipes up with a nervous laugh, inching her way toward the bedrooms, clearly trying to make a quick exit.
âCome on, enough chitchat,â Yae declares, standing up. She grabs Scara by the shoulder and yanks him up off the couch, practically dragging him by his feet. âI think the guests are situated.â
As you all make your way down to the beach and head toward the kitchens, you can't shake the uneasy feeling sitting in your chest. Youâd known guests were going to join the main lot for the show, but no one ever told you who they could be.
âOh my god, is that Diluc?â Lumine pipes up as Childe begins to fix his unkempt hair in response.
âOh, hell no,â Scara mutters, his face immediately twisting with disgust as he takes one look at the scene in front of him. His instinct is to turn and leave, but Yae grabs him by the shoulder and pulls him forward, much to his annoyance.
âIs that my ex?â you say in disbelief, glancing at the table. His burgundy hair was recognizable even from how far you were standing. At the same time, everyone in Delusion turns to you, their eyes wide.
âSince when did you have an ex?â Aether asks, genuinely curious. Even Scara looks over at you now, his gaze lingering a little longer than you expected.
âHeizou and I had... a thing for a while,â you murmur, suddenly feeling awkward. âIt was more of a situationship. How did you find out, Yae?â
Research, baby,â Yae says smugly, clearly enjoying this too much.
âWhat kind of research?â you ask, eyebrow raised.
âXiao. We asked Xiao.â
âShe loves to gossip,â Xiao adds offhandedly, giving a shrug that seems almost apologetic.
âThis is great,â Yae exclaims, her eyes lighting up as if sheâs already imagining the chaos. âLetâs have some jealousy arcs!â
âI need to drown, I need to drown right now,â Scara mutters in exasperation, visibly agitated. He pulls his arm away from Yaeâs grasp. âPlease, just let me go.â
Even youâve never seen him that agitated around you.
âHush, it wonât be that bad,â Yae says, pulling him along like a petulant child despite his protests. The rest of the group follows hesitantly behind.
The tension in the air thickens as the group walks into the dining area. The three figures sitting at the table come into full view. Mona is sitting nearest to the door, her posture more relaxed than you would have expected, while Heizou is across her, looking just a bit too calm for comfort.
Her eyes immediately fall on Scara, and she offers him a gentle smile. Itâs sincere but carries a hint of hesitation.
âScara,â Mona begins softly, her voice almost tender. âItâs been a long time since weâve met, hasnât it?â
Itâs clear sheâs trying to be civil, maybe even friendly, but Scara is having none of it.
âYeah, not long enough,â Scara mutters as Yae pushes him into the chair beside her.
Meanwhile, you sit yourself next to Heizou, which is coincidentally also right across from Scara. Heizou looks as unbothered as ever, though you notice how his gaze flicks between you and Scara.Â
âSo... long time no see,â Heizou says, speaking in a neutral tone, trying to ease the tension in the room. He flashes one of his smiles, pretending not to care about the undercurrent of discomfort between everyone. âHow have things been? You know, outside of... whatever this is.â
You canât help but chuckle at how easily you slip back into conversation with him. You canât help but notice the way he leans just a little too close when he says that last part, like heâs testing the waters.Â
âThings have been fine,â you reply, your tone playful, âAnd you?â
âI'm doing better now,â he smiles, his eyes trailing you for a second. You feel your ears burn under his gaze.
Meanwhile, Childe, whoâs been awkwardly sitting beside Diluc perks up, âHey, uh, I like your music,â Childe says, his voice unexpectedly shy as he glances over at Diluc.
Diluc, whoâs normally a man of few words, gives a rare smile, his expression softening. âThank you,â he replies in his low, gentle voice, making Childe shift in his seat.
âSo... uh, you like being an idol?â Childe continues, his words tripping over themselves in an effort to keep the conversation going.
Aether, sitting next to him, raises an eyebrow, clearly amused by the sudden shift in Childeâs usual extroverted self. âWow, youâre really wooing him, huh?â
âShut up!â Childe hisses, elbowing Aether in the ribs, his face flushed. âIâm trying!â
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The rest of breakfast goes on in a strained silence. Scara refuses to even glance at Mona, his arms crossed tightly and his eyes fixed on his plate. Heâs not engaging with anyone.Â
On the other hand, you and Heizou are catching up, your easy back-and-forth making the tension at the table feel a little less suffocating. So much so you donât even realize Scaraâs listening in on it.
Heizou, with his usual calm smile, picked up a blueberry tart and slid it across the table toward you. âI remember you really liked these,â he said, his voice warm and casual. âSo, I asked them to bring some for you.â
Scara, who had been uncharacteristically quiet all morning, suddenly spoke up. His voice was flat, and his gaze remained fixed on his plate. âYn doesnât like blueberries.â
The words hung in the air, and for a moment, the room fell silent. Every eye turned toward Scara, the unexpected interruption making the tension in the air feel even heavier. Scara, clearly aware of all the attention, slowly lifted his eyes, his expression unreadable.
Heizouâs polite smile didnât falter, but there was a hint of confusion in his tone. âYes, they do. I used to gift them to them during our trainee days, right?â
He looked at you, his eyes searching for confirmation. But you, suddenly feeling like the weight of the room was on you, couldnât meet his gaze. You shifted uncomfortably in your seat and looked down at the tart in your hands.
âActually,â you said, sheepish, âIâm not very fond of blueberries.â
Heizou blinked, clearly surprised, and for the first time, his smile faltered. â...Oh.â
Scara, whoâd been content to stay silent up until now, couldnât help the smug grin tugged at the corners of his lips. âTold you.â
âAnd why do you care?â Heizou asks, raising a brow at Scara.
Scara, leaning back in his chair with his arms crossed, looked entirely unbothered. âI donât want to see them gag at the dinner table,â he said dryly, glancing at Heizou for the first time. âIâm already losing my appetite sitting across from you.â
The table fell silent again, the weight of Scaraâs words hanging heavy in the air. You couldnât help but notice the way Heizouâs smile tightened, as though his polite exterior was beginning to crack. He leaned back, trying to brush it off, but you could see the slight strain in his shoulders from the tension Scaraâs jab had caused.
ââŠWhatever,â Heizou muttered, though you could tell Scara had bothered him, turning back to you. âWhat did you do with all the tarts I gave you then?â
âI gave them to Venti,â you admitted, still feeling a little awkward.
Venti, ever the enthusiastic one, raised his hand with a mouthful of tart. âThey were good!â
For a moment, the tension in the room dissolved into awkward chuckles, but you could feel the remnants of discomfort still lingering. You couldnât ignore seeing the flash of hurt in Heizouâs eyes upon realizing you didnât enjoy his gifts. That man had bought you a lot of blueberry related snacks.Â
On the other hand, Scara seemed less tense after his squabble with Heizou.Â
The awkwardness lingered, but before anyone could say anything further, Mona, who had been quietly watching the scene unfold, spoke up. âYn, I also donât like blueberries that much.â
Scara scooped his plate forward, pushing his untouched blueberries onto Monaâs plate. Without a word, he walked out of the room, leaving a trail of silence in his wake as everyone wrapped up their breakfast.
Mona remained unfazed by the small act of defiance, simply getting up from the table and following suit.
After breakfast, Yae gathered everyone around outside with her usual enthusiastic flair. Well, gathered might be too generous a term since she practically herded you all together. She had to ask the film crew to chase down Scara who was surprisingly athletic when it came to escaping Yaeâs stupid games. Well, game was a strong word for whatever this was. It was all rigged from the start, Yae wasnât about to pass up an opportunity to get you and Scara paired with your exes on live television.Â
"Could you at least pretend to smile?" Yae sighed, pointing to her lips in an attempt to show him as Scara leaned back, clearly not interested in playing along.
"No," Scara deadpanned, scooting further away from Mona.
âFine, if you wonât sit by her, at least go sit by Yn,â Yae quipped, clearly amused at his indifference.
Surprisingly, Scara did exactly that, stepping over to your side. Seems he found you more tolerable than her.Â
Yae clapped her hands, clearly pleased with herself, and shot a thumbs-up toward the film crew. "Alright, are we all set?" she asked, the microphone in her hand now buzzing with static. "Okay, contestants!" Her voice rang out, louder than before, making everyone jump a little. "Weâll have a quick challenge to see which two couples get to go on a date at Paradise's carnival!â
She lowered the mic, cupping it with her palm and muttering, âObviously, we need those four to win this,â gesturing at you, Scara, Heizou, and Mona. She paused before continuing with a sigh. âBut Iâll get everyone else catering to make up for it.â
"I keep getting my hopes up and forgetting this is all rigged," Childe moaned dramatically from the sidelines, earning a laugh from Diluc, who patted him on the back.
Yae rolled her eyes but wasnât fazed. She raised the mic again, her voice returning to its enthusiastic pitch. âAlright, time for a little competition to earn your prize! You guys are going to participate in a quick trivia game about each other!"
You didnât want to win this, especially not when it involved a fake date, but it was becoming clear there was no escaping it.
The teams were set up, and you ended up paired with Heizou, while Scara was stuck with Mona. Yae started her rounds, and the questions were as ridiculous as you expected. It wasnât a serious trivia challenge, but that didnât make it any less awkward whenever it was your turn. Everyone else was having fun answering, unlike you. You shouldâve known most of the answers about Heizou, but your mind was surprisingly blank on all the details you used to remember.
âYn, whatâs the name of Heizouâs first album?â Yae asked.Â
You blinked, then grimaced. âOooh, can I get a new question?â you asked, trying to deflect.
âItâs called After Hours,â Yae instructed, her voice a little too chipper. "Just say that, and we'll move on."
You hesitated, then awkwardly repeated, âAfter Hours.â
âCorrect!â Yae singsonged, moving on without missing a beat.
You shot Heizou with a sheepish look. âSorry. I swear I did listen to your album... it just... slipped my mind.â
Heizou chuckled, though there was a hint of hesitation in his smile. âItâs fine. Honestly, I wouldnât have remembered the title of yours either if I didnât see it sitting on my shelf every day.â
You blinked, surprised. âYou bought my album?â
Heizou shrugged casually. âYeah, why? Did you not buy mine?â
You pause, âI was broke when I first debuted,â you awkwardly reply, suddenly feeling rather guilty.Â
âDonât worry about it,â Heizou answers, looking the other way.Â
Meanwhile, Scara was making a game out of trying to tank his answers, but Yae didnât even bat an eye. She was too busy setting up the drama.
âNow, Scara, whatâs Monaâs stage name?â Yae asked, shooting him a smile.Â
Scara barely looked up, âStardust?â he says with a bored tone, flicking his gaze to the ceiling like he couldnât care less.
âCorrect!â Yae cheered, almost too enthusiastically.
Lumine, sitting nearby, raised an eyebrow. âWonât people know this is fake? Itâs Astra, isnât it?â she pipes up, âThat wasnât even close.â
Yae waved her hand dismissively. âWeâll voiceover the correct answers later. Donât worry about it.â
âOkay, bonus points for anyone who gets this!â Yae announced with a sly grin. âIf any of your four, apart from Scara, can answer this right, Iâll cut your awkward date short on the island.â Yae adds, looking at you, clearly not expecting you too.
âWhat was Scara going to originally name his debut album?â She asks, grinning.
âHow the hell are we supposed to know that?â Mona muttered, glancing at you, only to be interrupted by your sudden answer.
âMeet Me at Midnight,â you said, almost instinctively, before you even realized what youâd said.
Yaeâs eyes widened, a look of disappointment on her face. âThatâs correct!â she gasped, then immediately slapped a hand to her forehead. âWait, why did I bet on that one?â
Scara turned to look at you, genuinely surprised.
âHow do you know that but not my debut album?â Heizou asks with a surprised laugh.
You shrugged, trying to play it off. âI remember because I told him it was a terrible name for an album,â you said, looking at Scara. âNow itâs just called Midnights.â
âIt was an alright name,â Scara mumbles to himself.
âSure it was.â
Yae, already over it, clapped her hands with exaggerated enthusiasm. âAnd that wraps up our trivia game!â She paused for dramatic effect. âThe top four contestants are... Yn, Scaramouche, Mona, and Heizou!â She feigns a gasp as everyone rolls their eyes, âWhat a twist! You four will be off to the island soon for a double date!â
As everyone else started discussing what food to get Yae to cater, you could feel the weight of your fate hanging over you.
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After the game, everyone else heads back to the dorms for some free time, while the four of you are left to awkwardly prepare for your double date. You couldnât think of anything more awkward as Yae explained how you guys would be spending the day at the carnival on Paradise. Just great.
Once everyone is gathered outside, Jean approaches with a clipboard in hand.
âSo, we need to figure out if you four want to take the helicopter or the boat with the crew to the island,â Jean announces, his voice carrying her usual professional tone, unlike Yae who was having a little too much fun.Â
Your heart sinks at the mention of the helicopter. You try to act casual, shifting your weight from one foot to the other, but you feel your stomach knot. Scara notices the subtle change in your demeanor.
Heizou speaks up with an excited grin. âWouldnât the helicopter be a nicer view? Plus, itâs quicker.â
Mona, standing beside him, nods in agreement, her smile sweet and sincere. âI think the helicopter would be lovely,â she says, her eyes flicking toward Scara. Itâs a small, calculated glance. You canât help but feel a pang of discomfort.
You force yourself to keep a neutral expression, trying not to give away how uncomfortable you feel. You hate flying. The last time you were in a helicopter, you barely made it through without a panic attack. And Scara had been there to witness it. You donât want to relive that embarrassing moment, especially not with Heizou and Mona around.
Clearing your throat, you try to sound casual, although your voice betrays you with a slight tremor. âIâll just go on the boat, if thatâs okay,â you say, not looking at anyone directly. There. Perfectly played. Totally.
Heizou gives you an amused look. âOh? Your loss,â he says with a grin, his tone light and teasing. âThe helicopterâs way more scenic.â
But then, to your surprise, Scara speaks up, his voice flat as always. âIâll take the boat too,â he mutters, already turning away as if the conversation had never mattered to him. He starts walking toward the dock without another word.
You blink, taken aback. Mona looks at Scara in surprise, clearly expecting him to choose the faster, more fun option. But Scara just keeps walking, his footsteps heavy with disinterest. He doesnât look back.Â
Jean shrugs, unfazed. âAlright then. Weâll all meet at the carnival on the other island.â She gestures for the crew to follow you two, and the tension seems to dissipate as everyone moves on to their respective transport.
You follow without saying anything, still processing Scaraâs response. It wasnât like he had to take the boat. He couldâve gone with Mona. And yet, here he was, going with you.
Once aboard the boat, the sunlight shimmers across the water, making everything feel a little more serene. The boat rocks gently beneath your feet, and you settle in, stealing glances at Scara, whoâs staring out at the horizon with his usual unreadable expression. His posture, though, seems stiffer than usual.
âThanks for coming on the boat,â you say, breaking the silence. Your voice sounds too loud against the stillness of the water, and for a moment, you regret even saying it. The awkwardness of it hangs between you like an unwanted presence.
Scara doesnât answer immediately. His eyes stay fixed on the water, but after a few beats, he finally shrugs. âDidnât wanna sit next to Mona,â he mutters lowly, as if the answer is self-explanatory.
âAlright,â you reply, though the simple response feels like it doesnât quite cover the weight of the situation. But still, you canât ignore the fact that he chose to sit with you instead of her. âBut still.â
You had been disappointed when Heizou boarded the helicopter without you, but you didnât blame him. Things had been rather awkward since breakfast, and there was no way to get around it.
Scara shifts in his seat, his eyes flicking toward the water as he says, âWhatever. Itâs fine. You donât have to thank for shit like this.â His voice is as nonchalant as ever, but you can sense thereâs more to it. You donât push it though, choosing to remain quiet, happy just to have the ground beneath your feet. After all, not dangling thousands of feet in the air is a small victory.
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You arrive a bit later than Heizou and Mona, who are already waiting for you both on the island, standing near the carnival entrance.
âAlright, Yae and I will be on the boat while you four go on your date, in your ears,â Jean explains, skimming through what was on her clipboard. âJust go explore the carnival together, and please, try to keep it civil.â Her gaze lingers on Heizou and Scara as she says that last part.
âActually, I think theyâre adding some good drama,â Yae whispers to Jean, her voice carrying a playful note.
âThereâs a line between drama and full on fighting,â Jean sighs, clearly unamused.
Once the film crew is situated, Yae starts her spiel again, her voice ringing out through a mic.
âAlright, the winning pairs have arrived and will be having their double date here at Paradise's carnival!â Yae says enthusiastically. âYou four must stick together as you explore the attractions! No running off now! Have fun!â she singsongs.
âWhere to first?â Heizou hums, his eyes scanning the map board in front of you all.
âMaybe some games?â Mona suggests with a bright smile.
âSure,â you reply, even though the idea of spending the day with your ex and Scara on a date makes your stomach twist in awkward knots. Scara, as usual, hangs back, his hands stuffed in his pockets as he follows behind the group with no real enthusiasm. You donât blame him.
The smell of buttered popcorn and sugary cotton candy drifts through the air as you walk through the carnival. The place is mostly empty, though you suspect the company rented the space out just for you all. Itâs quiet in a way that almost feels like a trap.
âThis one looks fun,â you say, pointing to a ring toss game in front of you.
âWould you like to win something for your date?â The man working the booth asks Heizou, waving some rings around.
Heizou grins, catching your eye. âSure, which plush is catching your eye, Yn?â
You glance at the display and point to a penguin plush. âI guess the penguinâs pretty cute.â
âFive tries,â the worker explains, handing Heizou the rings, âThree to win.â
Heizou takes the rings and tosses the first one, missing by a wide margin. One miss. Two miss. Three miss. Four miss. Five... another miss. Heizou manages to miss every single one, which, frankly, seems impressive in its own right. You start to wonder if the game is rigged.
Scara, who had been watching with mild amusement, canât help but chuckle at Heizouâs pathetic attempts. Mona pats him on the back sympathetically, equally entertained.
âSorry, Yn,â Heizou says with a sheepish grin, clearly embarrassed.
âItâs fine,â you say, rubbing him awkwardly on the shoulder.
âHow about you?â The worker asks, nodding towards Scara. âWant to try and win your pretty lady something?â
âWin me the cat plush,â Mona says, folding her arms with a smirk as she glances over at Scara.
Scara rolls his eyes but takes the rings with a lazy flick of his wrist. His first throw barely makes it off his hand, landing miles away from the bottles.
âOh no. I lost,â he says in his usual monotone voice, clearly throwing the game on purpose.
Even so, Heizou seizes the opportunity to provoke Scara. âSee? Youâre no better than me,â he teases, his voice light.
Scara gives him a glare as he raises his hand again. âActually, Iâll take another round.â
One. Two. Three. Four. Five. He easily lands all five rings around the bottles. The worker blinks, clearly surprised.
The man reaches for the cat plush Mona had pointed to earlier, but Scara interrupts.
âThat one.â He points to the penguin plush you had chosen earlier. His voice is flat, but you wonder if heâs doing it to spite you.
Instead he grabs the penguin and tosses it over to you without a word.
âAt least one of us can actually win a plush,â he says, smirking at Heizou before walking off towards the next stall. Mona sighs and follows him.
You look down at the penguin in your hands, still processing what just happened. Heâd won, but heâd also given it to you.Â
Every game after that is a repeat of the same pattern: Heizou trying (and failing) to win, and Scara effortlessly collecting plushies. By the time you leave the stall, youâre carrying an absurdly large pile of stuffed animals. Youâre forced to hand them off to one of the cameramen just to be able to walk around. You almost feel guilty, offering Mona the cat plush sheâd wanted earlier.
Soon, the date devolves into nothing more than Heizou and Scara making bets with each other as you and Mona trail behind, quietly watching them one-up each other in a strange unspoken rivalry.Â
âHey,â Mona says, nudging you gently. âLetâs sneak away.â She nods towards the rides you havenât touched yet. âYou were eyeing the swings.â
You look over at Heizou and Scara, who are too absorbed in their competition to notice anything else. The worker at the fishing game is giving them a look of horror as they try to fish rubber ducks out of a tiny pool.
âYou know what?â you say, relieved by the chance for a break. âYeah, letâs go.â
She grabs your hand and tugs you along toward the swings, placing the cat plush between you two as you hop onto the ride.
As the swings start to rise, you glance over at Mona. Sheâs screaming with excitement. You canât help but smile at her, but the smile quickly fades as you find yourself wondering about something. What happened between her and Scara? You know the basic gist of it from what your fans post on social media and from what gossip Xiao has passed on to you, but the Mona youâre seeing now feels oddly different from the one whoâd dated Scara.
The ride slows, and you look down to see Heizou and Scara finally noticing that youâve gone missing. Scara looks up, and you and Mona wave at him as the ride speeds past.
Once youâre off the ride, you suggest grabbing some snacks before Heizou and Scara catch up.
âChocolate churros sound good?â you ask, already feeling the weight of the strange tension between the group. Mona agrees, walking up to the food stall to ask for a few.
You find a bench to settle on as you wait, the stillness between you and Mona only slightly alleviated by the warmth of the churros.
âThanks for dragging me away,â you say, looking over at her. âI had fun.â
âNo problem,â Mona hums, her voice light as she takes a bite. âBesides, I wanted to check out the rides too. And bonus, got to make Scara upset.â
You glance down at the churros at that, having the urge to ask her about what really went down between her and Scara. But it isnât quite your place to ask.Â
Your train of thought is interrupted when Mona reaches out, brushing some chocolate off your lips.
âYou got somethingâŠâ she murmurs, her face much closer to yours than you expected.
You blink, caught off guard by how close sheâs sitting to you. She seems so casual about it, but you start to wonder if she has a different intention than just being friendly.
âHuh?â you murmur, turning towards her.
âShh,â she whispers, her palm caressing your cheek as she pulls her hand back. âHeâs watching.â
Out of the corner of your eye, you spot Heizou and Scara making their way toward you. Scaraâs gaze is unreadable, but his stare is piercing.
âJust wanted to make him jealous,â Mona smiles mischievously, her hand gently pinching your cheek.
You try to mask the surprise that rises in you as you look up at Scara. His expression remains neutral, but thereâs something unsettling about the way heâs staring. Mona seems to notice too.
âSorry for abandoning you guys,â Heizou apologizes, looking sheepish as you hand him your extra churro. âGot too caught up in competition.â
Scara says nothing. He doesnât seem at all sorry for leaving you both. He takes the seat next to you, not Mona, whoâs holding out a churro for him. His eyes flicker over to her before settling back on you.
âWe should all ride something together before we leave,â you suggest, trying to shake off the tension. âHow about a coaster?â
âSure,â Heizou hums, though you can hear the hesitation in his voice.
Scara shrugs, nonchalant as always. âWhatever.â
The rest of the night drifts by in a blur of rides and laughter, though itâs hard to tell just how much fun Scaraâs actually having. He never fully cracks a smile, his face as unreadable as ever, but thereâs something about the way his posture relaxes just slightly on the rollercoaster that makes you think heâs enjoying it at least a little bit. Heizou, on the other hand, is the opposite and makes it known how much fun heâs having. Heâs as animated as ever as he throws flirty comments your way between rides.Â
The weirdness from earlier fades between you and Heizou, especially as he ends up sitting next to you on every ride, his easy smile gradually putting you at ease.Â
But Scara? Heâs hard to read. He follows along without complaint, occasionally joining in on the banter between you and Heizou, but when heâs not pulling one of his usual stony expressions heâs somewhere else. You catch him staring off into the distance as the carnival lights flicker in the fading sunset, his gaze fixed on something beyond you. Itâs moments like these that make you wonder whatâs really going on in that head of his. Something you never used to care about before.
Before you know it, the night sky has fully taken over, the bright carnival lights casting long shadows behind you. You pause for a moment, just long enough to breathe in the cool air, the faint smell of popcorn and sweets still lingering in the breeze.Â
Mona and Heizou end up walking ahead, chatting about something or the other. Meanwhile, Scara trails along beside you. He doesnât speak, but he doesnât walk ahead either. You almost feel like you should say something, if only to break the silence, but youâre not sure how to approach it.
âThanks for the plushies, by the way,â you pipe up, the words feeling almost too casual, but you donât know what else to say. Your hand instinctively grips one of the stuffed animals, the penguin that Scara had won for you. Youâd given the rest to the crew, but you wanted to hold onto this one. The soft plush feels comforting against your palm.Â
Scara doesnât immediately respond. You can feel his eyes on you for a brief second, before he looks back down at the ground, his expression unreadable. âNo need,â he says in his usual flat tone, like itâs no big deal.
âDidnât think Iâd see you giving out prizes, Scara,â you say, the words slipping out before you can stop them. You try to make it sound lighthearted, but your voice catches a little on the last word. âYou seemed pretty determined to win... for Mona.â
âIt wasnât for her,â he immediately says. But then, after a beat, he answers, his voice a little softer than usual, âI just didnât want to hear Heizou gloat.â
âBesides,â he adds, eyeing the plush in your hand, âit looks better with you.â His steps slow, just slightly, and for a moment you think heâs about to say something else, but then he just keeps walking towards the dock.
You stand there for a second, a little caught off guard by his words. The air between you two feels charged. He said it so nonchalantly, like it didnât matter, but there was something in the way he said it that made you wonder if it did.
With a small sigh, you hurry to catch up with him. As you walk alongside him, you canât help but glance at the penguin plush in your hand, still unsure of what to make of this strange, quiet moment between you.
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Since you and Scara had chosen to go by boat you two had to wait a while longer for it to arrive. Mona and Heizou were already off to the island as you stood by the beach. You look over and see Scara sitting by himself.
He was sitting by the edge of the dock, legs dangling just above the water, his posture tense as he stared out at the horizon with a detached sort of focus. Â
You werenât stupid, you knew he was trying to be alone. But with the way heâd been acting off all day and was now sitting out here by himself you felt your chest twist with something. Something that made you carry your feet over to him.Â
You hesitated for a moment, watching the way the wind tousled his hair and how he drew circles in the water with his feet.
"Scara," you called out, your voice quiet.
He didnât respond.
You sighed, stepping closer. "Kuni," you tried again.Â
This time, he turned his head, his eyes flicking toward you, just enough to acknowledge your presence. He said nothing, but he scooted over on the small dock.
You hesitated for a second before taking a few steps and sitting next to him at the edge of the dock. The tension between you two was still thick and unresolved.
âSoâŠâ you began, trying to break the silence with casual ease. âItâs weird with our exes, huh?â
He let out a low, almost inaudible sigh, his eyes returning to the water. âYeah.â His voice was flat. He was frustrated, whether it was with Mona, with Heizou, you, or himself, you couldnât tell, but you figured it was a mix of all of it.Â
You watched him for a moment, then took a breath, deciding to ask something that had been nagging at you since breakfast. âHow do you remember the blueberry thing?â you asked, eyes narrowed in curiosity.
Scaraâs gaze flicked to you again, and this time, he raised an eyebrow, as if the answer was obvious. âWhy wouldnât I remember?â
His tone was casual, but there was a sharpness to it that made your chest tighten slightly. Youâd never really considered that all the times youâd argued, all those little details, would stick with him over the years.Â
The silence stretched between you two, and you looked down, finally noticing the cigarette hanging loosely from his fingers.
âI thought you quit,â you said, offhandedly, trying to push the knot in your chest aside.
He didnât even glance at you. âDonât worry, I did,â he muttered, voice as indifferent as always. âI just carry one around.â He doesnât question how you know about him quitting.
You were unsure if you should press further, so instead you just hummed in acknowledgment. Youâre about to stand up and leave when Scaraâs voice breaks through the quiet once more with a question of his own.
âSo, you and Heizou?â he asks.Â
âYeah, a long time ago,â you say, your tone more guarded than you intended. You didnât think heâd ever cared about it. Then again, maybe he was just being nosy, as usual.
âWhy didnât you date him?â Scara asked, his eyes still trained on the water, watching the waves as they lapped lazily at his feet. He absentmindedly twirled the cigarette between his fingers, but you could feel his attention on you. You always could.
âI donât know," you said after a long pause, your voice quieter. Your throat tightened. You hadnât thought about Heizou in a long time. "He switched companies, and then... I debuted." You shrugged slightly, trying to make the words sound casual. âNo time, or whatever.â You hated how unconvincing that sounded, but there it was.
Scara didnât look at you, but you could feel his gaze. Then, after a moment, he said something that made your throat tighten even more.
âYou have the time now, donât you?â
You blinked at the question. For a few seconds, you didnât answer. Three years had passed since then. Three years of nothing. You could have found the time. You could have sent a message or tried to find him after a concert, maybe even crossed paths at some industry event. You could have tried. But instead, you were caught up in everything that had come afterâŠyouâd been occupied with Scara.Â
You spared a glance towards him, but he wasnât looking at you. He never looked at you when the questions got too close to something real. He was staring at the water, still twirling the cigarette between his fingers, but there was an unreadable expression in his face.
âI was occupied, to be honest,â you said, your voice unsteady.
He scoffed, âWith what? Your other ten exes I donât know about?â
âWith you.â
There was a brief, charged silence. The weight of your words hung in the air, and you didnât even understand what you meant. He didnât respond immediately. Instead, he continued twirling the cigarette, his fingers moving mechanically. But you could feel his gaze shift towards you, sharper now. The unreadable expression on his face faltered just for a moment, but it was gone before you could place it.
Finally, he huffed out a breath, leaning back slightly, âWhatever. Not my problem,â he glances at you, âCanât blame me for that.â
"Yeah, sure." You paused, your voice softer now, tinged with frustration and something else you couldnât quite name, âBut arguing does take up a lot of time.â
He didnât answer right away. What was there to say? You could feel the unspoken weight of the past between you two, the years of frustration, of unspoken words.Â
All of the time that had slipped away, together but apart.
But instead, he just exhaled sharply, pulling himself to his feet with a lazy, practiced motion. He tucks his unlit cigarette away as he reaches his palm towards you. He hoists you up with ease, and you stumble a bit on the dock. His other arm grabs your waist to steady you before letting go, his touch lingering for a moment longer than he needed to.
âThe boatâs here,â he murmurs, eyeing you.Â
You stare at his hand, your waist still warm from the brief contact, and then at the boat approaching in the distance. The night is settling in, the world around you dimming as the sky deepens to purple and dark blue. The quiet between you is thick, like the air before a storm, and for a moment, you canât tell if youâre relieved or frustrated that heâs not saying anything else.
You swallow, a mix of something bitter and sweet twisting in your chest. âYeah. Guess we should go.â
But as he walks, his pace a little faster than before, you catch the faintest of glances over his shoulder. His gaze meets yours for a fleeting second, almost like he wants to say something but stops himself.Â
And just like that, heâs gone, stepping onto the boat with the same indifference he always carries.
[00:00:00] GUEST INTERVIEW TAKE ONE
YAE: What's your name, my beautiful queen?
JEAN: Oh God, cut!
[00:00:03] GUEST INTERVIEW TAKE TWO
YAE: [SIGHS] What's your name?
MONA: [LAUGHS] It's Mona! You all know me.
JEAN: How has your first week on the island been?
MONA: Honestly, weird. Scaramouche has been giving me the nastiest side eye but I still want him to at least acknowledge me, and Y/N is so socially awkward it kind of hurts andâ
YAE: Haha, so funny! [PAINED LAUGH] What about a good thing?
YAE: [WHISPERS] This isn't a good look for you, Mona.
MONA, STILL TALKING: - and you know, Fischl is beautiful, but how am I supposed to talk to her? I know I'm a bad bitch, but I can't fumble this one. It'll be so bad for my image and-oh, sorry, did you ask me something?
JEAN: What's... what's a good thing about your first week here. [SOUNDS PAINED]
MONA: Oh! Getting to tan. I'm so pale being inside all day as an idol, it's nice to get some sun. [SMILES]
YAE: Cut!
[00:00:00] POST DOUBLE DATE INTERVIEW
YAE: So, how are you feeling about our guests?
YN: You are an evil woman for bringing them here.
YAE: [GIGGLES] Right? Iâm so good at this.
YN: Seeing Heizou was a little awkward, but I think weâre okay now?
YAE: Any sparks flying?Â
YN: Iâm not sure, I donât think so.
YAE: And what are your thoughts on Mona?
YN: Well, she was nice�
YAE: [RAISES A BROW AND GESTURES FOR YOU TO CONTINUE]
YN: Well, she was nice on the date. But looking back I think she was just trying to get a reaction out of Scara [SIGHS] I still had fun though.
YAE: I see all those plushies your not date won for you [WIGGLES HER EYEBROWS SUGGESTIVELY] That was romantic, right?
YN: [WAVES HER OFF] He was just competing with Heizou!
YAE: [GROANS LOUDLY]Â
JEAN: Donât mind herâ
LISA: [ALSO GROANING BEHIND THE CAMERA]
YN: Archons, sorry.Â
YAE: Yeah, you should be. Open your eyes.Â
YN: Theyâre open I swear! [PUTS HANDS UP]
YAE: Hmph. CUT!
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btw chapter eleven is when yn mentions they donât like blueberries, told ya it would come back (and sorry again if u actually like them, replace it with a fruit u hate)
also typo slide 27 itâs supposed to say yn weverse update
me tryna figure out how to do backstory: twitter thread! more scaramona backstory next chapter so be patient xx
i cudnt fit the written text below pic in this as much so make sure u read all the written parts!
also scara only saying his body count after yn shows interest i know what u r
pls comment or send me an ask if u enjoyed i need motivation đ€
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notes â wow 3 updates in one month merry christmas also btl easter egg who caught that
synopsis â after the disaster that was the live award show, where you and scaramouche got into an argument on stage after both of your groups got a tie for top artists, your guys' PR teams have been in shambles trying to scrape up your mess. that's when the idea to send you both off with some other idols to a remote location for a survival dating show to mend your public image comes up. before you know it your bags are packed and youâre on a plane to a remote island. the only obligation is you need to end up with scaramouche at the end of the show, whether you end up liking him or not doesnât matter to your managers as long as the showâs ratings stay high. whatever you do in between to get there is up to you!
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