#and in my head he's aroace. or something. basically he has no interest in that kind of stuff unlike sunny who um. clearly does LOL
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im sorry for consistently making omori appear homophobic in my art posts. however consider: it would be funny
#JOKING. joking. but what if omori was partially influenced by internalized homophobia in sunny's min- *GUNSHOT*#i dont rlly wanna go into detail bcuz i like keeping it more ambigious but i tend to stray more towards treating omori as his own separate#person apart from sunny#and in my head he's aroace. or something. basically he has no interest in that kind of stuff unlike sunny who um. clearly does LOL#so omori's just running around with aubrey simping over him and basil calling him cute and scantily clad tentacle girls fighting him#and hes just like 😐#meanwhile sunny's like ueuehehehe O/////O#and then omori calls him a degenerate#im sorryyyy i just think it'd be rlly funny if omori was just so over that specific part of sunny's wish fulfillment LUL#jokingly. in reality he just wouldnt care - he doesnt get anything out of it but like yeah duh this is all for sunny#but for my funnies: he thinks its cringe and gay#serena.txt
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for once there is a Kai rotating in my head and the result is a sizzling hot take That being: Kai gives me more aroace vibes than Lloyd. There's something about Kai "liking" skylor and then not only never getting her number but it is implied he ghosted her LOL. He acts like a player but also has no game. It reminds me of when I was in elementary school and would pick a boy to "like" because I thought that's just how it works. So he does it to fit in to make up for basically not having a normal childhood. Essentially trying to act what he imagines a teenager is supposed to be like And While I have headcanoned Lloyd as aroace spec, the more I think about it the more I realize he has shown more romantic interest in someone than like half of the ninja lol. Look at it how you want but the oni trilogy is pretty loud that Lloyd has a crush at least and it sorely affected him I see it as Lloyd had the textbook definition allo people have told me when I ask what a crush is like lmaoo and simultaneously something I can't relate to as someone who is aroace myself
If you compare Kai's romantic situation with Lloyd and even Zane, they both have shown more romantic interest in a character than he has. which is ironic because Kai is the playboy and Lloyd n Zane are the aroace characters in fanon, despite canon This kinda fuels my opinion that the fanon view of Lloyd and Zane being aro ace specifically is based on stereotypes of aromantic and asexual people rather than taking a dive at how the characters behave in the show. That is a whole other conversation tho lol
#about to do a shuffle on my ninjago headcanons#maybe#i am attached to demisexual zane and gray-aro lloyd but who knows i can do whatever#totally incorporating aroace kai in some capacity into my belief system tho#unknownsigils was talking to me about aromantic jaya and let me tell you i was seated#also#this is just my opinion/observation about the characters and the fandom based on my own experiences in it and as an aroace person#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#lloyd ninjago#ninjago lloyd#ninjago zane#zane julien#kai ninjago#kai jiang#ninjago kai
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To celebrate Asexual Visibility Week (which Happy Asexual Visibility Week by the way omg), here is a list of characters who are now asexual because I said so:
Crowley and Aziraphale (Good Omens) I mean, this is basically canon for me already but their relationship genuinely means so much to me because it's not inherently romantic or sexual or even strictly platonic, they just have such a strong emotional bond and love each other in a way that I think could only be asexual. And being fairly new to my sexuality (not even a year yet) I really needed that. Maybe I don't want an allonormative relationship - maybe I just want what they have. Idk they're just really special to me.
Belle (Beauty and the Beast) Belle being ace removes the beastiality aspect of the story so I think this is best for everyone involved. (This goes for Tiana too, actually - ace!Tiana, let's go). But she literally fell in love with the Beast because of his personality alone after spending a long time getting to know him (and because of a library but ykw me too girlie). And it helps that I've had a strong attachment to Belle since like forever (I actually played her in a school production when I was 6).
Peter Pettigrew (Harry Potter) Right, so I do hate Peter and I wouldn't do this if I didn't have to, but omg he is so asexual. And definitely not saying that asexual people are going to betray and murder their best friends but I feel like not fitting in with his very allonormative group and maybe not even knowing what the term asexual means could be an interesting motivation for his actions. Peter feeling like he's broken somehow for not feeling what the others are feeling, thinking there must be something wrong with him since everyone else is falling in love, viewing himself as unloveable because platonic love isn't enough when everyone else has a brilliant romance, turning to the Dark Lord because he's been left behind but maybe this will fix him... and then losing that platonic love too and realising he didn't need fixing after all and his friends were enough, but now it's too late. So, anyway, ace!Peter makes me sad.
Katniss Everdeen (The Hunger Games) "There's never been anything romantic between Gale and me." This is 100% because Gale is a walking red flag but I'll take it as an aroace thing too. “Remember, we’re madly in love, so it’s all right to kiss me any time you feel like it.” The fact she didn't fall head-over-heels in love with Peeta as soon as he said this is honestly all the evidence I need. Also trying to act like you're madly in love with someone? I know it was for survival but, again, I'll take what I can get. "What I need is the dandelion in the spring... And only Peeta can give me that." This is not an allosexual relationship, I will not change my mind. Personally, I think Katniss is probably demisexual and I love her for that.
The Doctor (Doctor Who) If I had a nickel for every time David Tennant played an 'immortal' genderfluid asexual non-human who loves the stars and humanity, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice. But, yeah, the Doctor is asexual, that's just canon for me (and David Tennant said it too soooooooo).
Zoe Nightshade (Percy Jackson) The Hunters of Artemis are a sisterhood that requires you to swear off love and relations with men. Oh no, what a sacrifice! Come to think of it, she also has a connection to the stars - this is becoming a recurring thing.
Artemis, Athena, and Hestia (Greek Mythology) The fact there is a trio of asexual goddesses will never not make me so happy. In the Homeric Hymns, 5, To Aphrodite, Aphrodite is described as having "no power" over these three, which basically just confirms what everyone was already thinking. Artemis is quite literally the Maiden Goddess, who asks her father, Zeus, to forever remain a virgin and protect those who wish the same. Athena never took on any lovers (and in the Percy Jackson series, her children are conceived through her thoughts and born in the same way she was). And Hestia just wanted to be left alone with her hearth, also never marrying or having children.
Barbie (Barbie) "To do what?" Girlie literally has nothing going on down there (for the majority of the movie, idk what happened at the end) and doesn't understand why Ken wants to stay over because they're girlfriend boyfriend. The point of the Barbies is that they show women can be everything so, legally, no one can stop me saying she's an asexual icon.
Regulus Black (Harry Potter) I apologise to all the Jegulus stans out there but you can pry Regulus from my cold, dead hands. Asexual and Bi/Pan friendships are my absolute favourite (shout out to me and my bestie <3) and that is exactly what he's got with Pandora. Also, after Sirius was disowned, the responsibility of continuing the Black family line would fall to Regulus and that aroace pressure makes for some beautiful angst. And it means he's okay with sacrificing himself because at least he won't have to force a life he doesn't want. Why does the Marauders era always turn so sad so quickly?
Inej Ghafa (Six of Crows) Again with the Asexual and Bi/Pan friendships - I'm really just projecting myself and my best friend onto Inej and Nina, but who's going to stop me?
Elsa (Frozen) and Merida (Brave) Watch out, Disney; I'm coming for all of your princesses. I'm putting these two together because they could be asexual but I could also see them as lesbians - or maybe they're both.
Charlie Weasley (Harry Potter) He is the blueprint. Mum wants me to get married and settle down? Yeah, okay, but have you heard about dragons?
Newt Scamander (Fantastic Beasts) He is also the blueprint. Yeah, okay, but have you heard about every beast to ever exist ever?
I could keep going but I won't (for now). But honestly, we need more asexual characters in media because we're so underrepresented and it's such a serotonin boost. Like in S4 of Sex Education, I actively gasped and had such a big smile on my face when O came out as ace (at the representation, not the being forced to come out). Anyway, Happy Asexual Visibility Week!
#asexual visibility week#asexual#aspec#asexual headcanons#crowley#aziraphale#good omens#belle#beauty and the beast#peter pettigrew#marauders#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#the doctor#doctor who#zoe nightshade#pjo#artemis#athena#hestia#greek mythology#barbie#regulus black#inej ghafa#six of crows#elsa#frozen#merida#brave#charlie weasley
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An Aroace Doctor Reading of "Rogue"
Disclaimer: I am not interested in proving what's "canon". I do not believe that canon exists. I am interested in formulating a reasonable reading of the episode wherein the Doctor is aromantic and asexual, and fundamentally believe that such a thing is possible in basically all contexts with enough determination. If that's not your thing, that's fine, but I don't need to argue in the replies about how this isn't canon). Also if it sounds like I'm arguing with someone, I promise it's probably not you, hypothetical reader, but the ghost of 2015-ish and the mean voices it left in my brain
I finally watched Rogue! It wasn't as bad as I was worried it would be, from an aroace perspective. I think I can reasonably view it as a combination of my already-established beliefs that:
The Doctor likes it when people like them, and does not like being rejected. How they handle this varies wildly - from preemptively rejecting people, to hiding everything so people can't reject them, to being aggressively fun and charming and interesting, which seems to be the fifteenth Doctor's approach. This approach from the fifeenth Doctor in particular can come across as flirty even in contexts where it clearly isn't meant to be, I think because many people aren't accustomed to that level of genuineness and exuberance from a relative stranger
The Doctor, at least recently, does not like outright rejecting people who are sincerely interested in them, probably due to the previously-mentioned desire for people to like them
The Doctor does enjoy banter, including banter that can be read as flirting, because banter and wordplay are fun
The Doctor does not view kissing the same way humans do, perhaps partially because of the touch-telepathy present in Time Lords, and tends to relate to kissing (even mouth kisses that humans would view as romantic) as a general expression of strong emotion or a telepathic tool rather than a strictly sexual or romantic thing. The Doctor is generally aware that kissing is romantic for humans, but how much they internalize this varies (see: the tenth Doctor remembering that kissing can be viewed a certain way and warning Martha they don't mean it that way, but not realizing it's so deeply ingrained in contemporaneous human culture as romantic that she won't be able to just turn it off in her head)
With that in mind, here's my personal take:
The Doctor is suspicious of Rogue, but also thinks he's interesting and aesthetically attractive ("hot" - a word that aroaces can also use without proving we're not aroace)
The Doctor banters with Rogue, enjoys the banter, and is friendly and charming to him because they want to learn more and because banter is fun. They don't trust him at first, but enjoy interacting with him.
Once it's been established that the Doctor is not the enemy here and they can work together, the Doctor is a) charmed by Rogue's proper admiration of the Tardis, and b) sympathetic to Rogue's Tragic Backstory. The Doctor's probably projecting a little at this point because "Bounty hunter who's lost people and is working to do something he thinks is helpful but maybe isn't for a mysterious boss" probably resonates for "Ex-Division-Operative/Ex-Time-War-Participant" reasons, even though they are deeply Not Acknowledging that they have issues, no thank you.
Near-kiss in the Tardis happens because of the Doctor's deep lack of personal space and generally being more accepting of touch in this incarnation
Nothing needs to be explained with the dancing/fake fight/fake marriage proposal, except the Doctor's "Oh shit" reaction to the proposal, which to my mind is that of someone reliving all the other times people have had Romantic or Sexual feelings towards them and it has caused Problems that the don't reciprocate in the same way, even if they care a lot. Also the Doctor's total lack of prior trauma around losing people or being rejected because they are Perfectly Well Adjusted Now
The actual kiss happens because a) Rogue needs to distract the Doctor and kissing is distracting, and b) the Doctor isn't averse enough to touch in this incarnation to dislike kissing on principle I think, and emotions were running high enough that I think they can appreciate it from an emotional/telepathic perspective anyways
The Doctor is sad when Rogue is lost because a) the Doctor hates losing people in general, b) it's another person sacrificing themselves to save the Doctor or their friends when they couldn't, and c) they did care about Rogue and saw potential in him to both grow and learn more and to be a fun person to travel and argue with
Other thoughts about the episode!
I'm glad Ruby didn't actually die this time, but this is a lot of almost-deaths for her now. Makes me nervous!
I really liked the designs for the Chuldur! It was neat that they all looked slightly different but recognizably the same species
I definitely feel like they left this hanging on purpose, and we'll probably revisit Rogue and/or his boss at some point. Whether or not I'll enjoy that depends on how they handle it, probably
(My actual hot take here is that I think Jonathan Groff is just okay, and although to quote my mom "Ncuti Gatwa could have chemistry with a popsicle", Jonathan just didn't feel like he had much chemistry with him to me I'm sorry. Even setting aside my canon-divergent bullshit he's just not as compelling to me as I think he is to other people. I think conceptually though it's fun to have a human from the future around)
I am such a sucker for scenes where someone does a medical scan on the Doctor and is like "Oh shit" so that was very fun. I also enjoyed seeing the Doctor described as a shapeshifter.
I really loved the scene at the end where the Doctor and Ruby are reunited properly and hug and she kind of calls them on their "I'm totally fine please ignore all the traumatic things that just happened" routine! It was lovely, and I really think their dynamic is coming together. Ruby was also great in her scenes with the lady whose name I forgot who went through a breakup.
#Doctor Who#I am talking#Doctor Who meta#Rogue#the Doctor#the Doctor is aroace#I'm sorry about the disclaimer I'm tired of it too#But I still see people commenting on other's posts about the Doctor being aroace with stuff like#'but the Doctor was in love with xyz'#So just to make it clear: I am not arguing about canon#I am fully aware that my reading is not the intended one by the writers. I am disagreeing with them on purpose because it's fun for me.
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i know nothing about mashup week but i do wanna hear ur thoughts on trans scott
first of all: thank you for indulging me!!
second of all: obligatory LISTEN/READ MASHUP WEEK: MEGAMIX!! ill probably make a separate propaganda post anyway but plsss. mashup tournament that scott won three years ago that he now has to host and interview every1 and i like how he’s written better than most collabs (where hes not just. himself obviously.) write him. host says the tournament is a lot more like wii sports resort now and doesnt elaborate.
third of all: ooooooooookay so. This really got away from me im gonna put the rest under a readmore.
i’m gonna refer to them w/ they/them just for simplicity, but let the record show i don’t think they care that much either way/i switch up pronouns whenever i talk abt stw AHDHDJ (my main hc for a while was no pronouns scott just bc of how the descriptions are written hahahahahaha get itttttttttt)
i’ve Alwaysssss thought scott (the character obvi. do i have to keep clarifying that here too, im always gonna be referring to the character in this postSHDJDJ) was trans ever. since i joined the fandom in late 2021. Partly because borderline forever reminds me a lot of how i realized i was nonbinary (realizing somethings wrong and then course correcting by just… doing the opposite and wondering why that couldnt possibly be the solution.) but mostly because borderline forever is just Like That. . But more on that later
OUTSIDE OF THAT so much of how they act is sosososo deeply trans to me, or at the very least very egg-like and in denial deeply. THE THING that got me deep into stw initially was gifts of gaming because what the fuck man. scott’s very public breakdown because they feel extremely alienated from their peers and that this isn’t an isolated incident!!!!!! (finding other people unrelatable that is (and that’s probably also an autism and/or aroace thing but it can be all of those at once. Smile.) like so often is scott self deprecating abt how nobody cares abt them or their interests or how desperate they are for attention. dude.)
and like. okay so i made an entire nonbinary dysphoria comp already but there are so many. weird throwaway jokes. that aren’t… you know directly about them being trans/dysphoric but about how they hate facial hair or their voice or hated that they couldn’t have ‘girl toys’ growing up or that they shower fully clothed or that they’ll just. roleplay as a girl.
(and i was gonna have a whole bit about… i think you could make some kind of point about how scott ‘roleplays’ as a girl in specifically romantic/flirting contexts (tinder + speed dating) and how that could play jnto their dysphoria, but i also do just think they’re aroace. but there’s something there)
and no matter the intention of the jokes they’re still like. canon. (and i was gonna do a whole thing abt how scott the woz (the show) treats continuity basically being that. jokes + ‘throwaway lines’ establish canon things because they keep being brought back, and that lore is (with few exceptions) consistent. it’s fun. and meaning that these things are (assumedly) things scott thinks/does/how they act even off screen.)
and also i guess if im gonna talk abt trans scott i could At Least dedicate an entire paragraph to borderline forever because holy shit man. Before i rewatched a bunch of episodes this year, i of course had it in my head that borderline forever was totally trans coded but i sorta reasoned that that was my own headcanon clouding my perception and that it wouldnt be that blatant (<in quotes because im sure The Man Himself didnt intend for it to be read this way, but its fun to interpret it as such) but no it really is.
what do u mean theres been an unseen force in your life that’s always been there but you hadn’t noticed until you experienced internalized transphobia talked about something tangentially related, that’s now preventing you from living your life and doing the things you want to do. That isn’t directly harming you, and that other people can’t notice so they dismiss you. What do u mean.
Closing in is literally a song about how they can’t believe they’ve been living their life like this and how they feel like they’re suffocating from the idea of continuing to live like this. They saw the border glow. If you will (sorry.)
The ending of borderline forever is pretty… its… well i guess for me to really have definitive thoughts on it i would have to decide on what i think the allegory is because scott taking the border back serves different purposes for different ones, good and bad. In terms of the trans allegory, I initially considered that it was like him. Accepting transness as part of themselves and learning to live with it and move on from that (effectively transitioning just not. Outwardly (?)). Until my boyfriend (forced to watch every scott the woz lore episode for (for the most part) the first time with me) pointed out n. No it kinda just seems like they can’t imagine themselves as any different/better and thinks This Is As Good As It Gets so they retreat back to their status quo. And like. Huh. Yeah. 100% it’s still affecting them negatively and they hate it but they’re ignoring it now they saved the world and they never have to succumb to the horror of being understood and perceived i mean no one else has to worry abt this ever again.
like… two years ago i wrote a fic about nonbinary scott called Abiura Di Me (it’s never getting finished, i was originally gonna do a little comic to end things off but it felt kind of ehh. the only way i’m finishing it is if i completely start over. which who knows.) and, despite not rlly having this interpretation at the time, i did want to kind of explore scott like that, thinking they’re ‘content’ with their life now and wondering why they still feel unhappy/unfulfilled.
In general scott feels like a character that’s so… rigid and strict with their identity/attributes of themselves in a way that, often, makes them miserable, or at the very least in a way that they’re self deprecating abt like i said b4. (i.e. their virginity, and how it oscillates something they take pride in vs. something that they’re ashamed of (b4 accepting it in barrel blast)(youtuber slash tumblr user prim m, in description of their barrel blast mashup did a rlly interesting lil. few sentences of analysis abt this in particular!!), but is, to them at least, a key part of who they are that they have to keep asserting + how they talk abt themselves liking video games and how, similarly it oscillates between smthn that brings them a lot of joy and again, smthn that they’re ashamed of thats another reason they feel isolated, but is nonetheless. Probably THE defining thing about scott.)
And while this^ feels like a general internalized transphobia thing, it’s probably THE reason i think they’re nonbinary specifically, although i fuck with transfem scott severely. I really like the idea of scott unburdening themselves from any kind of labels and kinda just being happy Existing, it’s essentially what they already want/think they already have just with less expectation put upon them to perform. You could say. Preventing themselves from being put into a box or. Or yknow… some kind of blue borde-[i am killed.]
But anyway to answer your question trans scott is my lifeblood i love them a lot. I like… half joke their egg has been fully cracked now bc of the bits they’re pulling now (mainly. Changing their name in same name, different game and. all of gamer products.) (and side note even though i can glean Transness from any1 of these jokes and that… in a lot of cases scott Is the butt of the joke in them they don’t rlly feel meanspirited most of the time. whether thats bc im in denial ro theres smthn to it thats any1s guess. Tee hee.) i think they’re figuring stuff out and how they want to be perceived and if this is really something they want for themselves (is, but going abt it weirdly/making a joke of it and not taking it seriously (again, goes w the whole self deprecating rigid identity thing!!)
I don’t think scott changes much upon transitioning. Even though i think in the stw universe hrt/gender affirming surgery does… pretty much whatever you want it to and none of what you don’t want (i’m going off the… one ama where he said smthn along the lines of the stw universe is a perfect bubble where nothing bad happens + being able to get treated for murder + how i think scott the real person would think that kinda stuff works AHDNDIJDDJ and also cus i think its funny) i dont think scott would Want to change much physically. But i really like the idea of them keeping dyed blue bits framing their face (get it.) + slightly longer hair. and boobs cause i think thats awesome. personality wise they’re exactly the same and still suck though. But w/o shame and i love them
#SORRY THIS REALLY GOT AWAY FROM ME BUT TY SOSOSO MUCH FOR ASKING#all stream of consciousness btw so. sorry for that too.#nonbinary scott rlly important to me genuinely and that sucks. i love them#scott the woz#stw#trans scott
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Dart if you gotta talk about your sona, consider this ask a free pass to do so, he looks like a snazzy guy ✨
Okay, as much as i love rambling about my OCs, sadly, there really isn't much for me to tell about them without revealing too much about irl me. We're actually barely different aside from some changes. So i guess i'll focus on those and some basic info.
Name: Dat Age: Unspecified Gender: None (any pronouns) ((For the sake of comprehencibility, i'm using "they" in this post)) Sexuality: Aroace
Appearance: Blonde wheat-coloured hair and extremely pale skin, usually wears a black vest with a white/black dress shirt underneath, dress pants and ankle-high boots that are designed to be akin to dress shoes.
Lacks their right wrist, and uses a prosthetic of their own making instead. The prosthetic has a matte finish and is coloured in various shades of metallic grey.
My sona's appearance is based on my irl appearance and is very close to it, with some minor adjustments, like hair length. (Yes i am the whitest boi to have ever boied, whatcha gonna do about it?)
The most interesting part is, perhaps, the prosthetic since, as you know, i have two fully functioning hands, so i will go a bit into it below the cut as i will raise some heavier topics there.
But yeah, since they're just me with a bit of alteration, there really isn't much i can tell, regardless of how much i would love to.
Now onto something... not as fun.
To me giving my sona a prosthetic just felt as the most fitting way to convey all the struggles i had to go through to get on the road to recovery and the feelings i felt throughout the process and eventual happines at "I now have a new hand. And i made it myself." But if you want more details, you can go below the cut and read it for yourself.
TW: SH
So... The reason my sona lacks their wrist is because they quite literally cut it off themself.
You see, i had to struggle with wrist pains for 5 years and there were many instances where i just wanted to get rid of my hand as a whole, to cut it off. I knew how painful it would be, but a short instance of a ton of pain felt better than this slow lingering pain that is always at the back of your head. I didn't do it. My sona did.
I ended up getting myself medical help and going through a surgery that restored my hand's full health, even if everyone around me was doubting me or just openly against it.
My sona, through a ton of struggles, ended up creading themself a new hand that worked just as fine as their old one.
We both got ourselves new hands and did so against all odds. In spite of everyone and everything.
This prosthetic is a reminder of my determination, pain, fear or unknown, anger, achivement and, last but certainly not least, happiness.
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Kinks, limits, and a little about me!
First things first, basic info:
My name is Max
I’m 26
I use they/it/he in my day to day life, but she/her and anything else are totally fine in a kink context!
I’m a nonbinary butch lesbian (but also gray-aroace. The overlap is a mystery even to me.)
I was on T from June of 2022 to like, February of 2024 and now I’m back on it as of mid September 2024!
I’m 5’10” and around 250lbs (which is to say, I’m a fat bitch and if you have a problem with that, move along)
I’m very submissive, and I’m a verse (don’t ask me to dom you, it won’t happen, I’m bad at it, and it’s really difficult for me lmao)
Now, the kinks and limits!
Hard kinks you will likely see on this blog:
Orientation play/dykebreaking, or otherwise being forced or coerced into being with men
Incest/fauxcest
“Hard” cnc/noncon/rapeplay
Less frequently, misgendering and forcefem as tied to my being a butch on T
Also less frequently, misogyny/patriarchy play, but after the results of the 2024 US Presidential election this will probably be very, very rare, at least for a while. Just got too real.
Absolute favorite kinks:
Orgasm denial
Edging
Anal
Piss & omorashi/piss desperation
Humiliation/degradation
Other things I’m into:
Bondage
Exhibition/voyeurism
Free use
CNC
Gangbangs
Fisting (even though I haven’t gotten there yet)
Body writing
Objectification
Forced orgasm/overstimulation
Breeding (I may share posts or fantasize about pregnancy occasionally, but I do not actually have any real world desire to become pregnant)
A wide range of pain play including pussy & clit torture
Squirting (which I’ve done one (1) whole time and have yet to replicate, unfortunately)
Blackmail
Monsterfucking
Oviposition/alien pregnancy
Transformation (particularly gender fuckery, like gender swap pills)
Trans supremacy, particularly transfem supremacy
Things I’d like to try:
Hypno
Dumbification/bimbofication
Somnophilia
Catheter play
CNC around kidnapping
Intox play
Soft limits/maybes:
Piss drinking
Enema play (I am EXTREMELY mess averse when it comes to butt stuff despite having a huge anal kink so uh… yeah)
Anything that might risk getting caught by non-consenting party
Food in holes that aren’t my mouth (more likely to agree to this if it's going in my ass than my pussy, I don't want a yeast infection)
Tickling
Firm limits/almost definitely no:
Ass to mouth
Pet play
Blood
Diapers
Hard limits:
Feet
Scat
Intentional vomit (because I know gagging makes your body do stuff sometimes, and I’m hard to gross out; I just don’t want it to be taken out of me or put on me on purpose.)
Race play
Toilet play (ie licking the toilet or putting my head in toilet water or anything like that)
Some irl public stuff (depends on context & risk lol)
Cutting
Necro/snuff (just not my bag)
IRL bestiality (I am into monsterfucking and have plenty of knotted dildos so y'know)
Weight-based humiliation/degradation, food control, weight control, etc
Underage (which should be assumed, and also isn’t a kink, but I take this extremely seriously.)
This list is not exhaustive, and I'm sure I'll find new kinks I like and hate as time goes on. If something isn't on the list, just ask me, chances are I haven't even thought about it. If you have any questions at all, just ask! I don't bite (without consent).
A little bit more about me:
I'm a huge nerd, and if you follow my main, you know this. Star Wars, Mass Effect, LEGO, a litany of other interests because I have ADHD, you know how it goes.
Tangentially related, one of my long-time interests has been sex education, kink education, and sexual health. So, while I love being horny on the internet, I also love to answers questions about that kind of thing, so feel free to ask!
I'm typically pretty introverted, and I'm really terrible at keeping conversations going. If I haven't responded in a while, it isn't you, it's because I'm bad at being a person. Just nudge me.
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the OFFICIAL sonatchet propaganda post from the REAL ceo of sonatchet
are you a fan of sonic the hedgehog? perhaps ratchet and clank is more your style? or maybe you like both? well, have I got the ship for you.
now, why should YOU ship sonatchet? it's simple: the franchises have so much in common. now, sonic fans, when i say, an anthropomorphic creature has to stop the evil capitalist baddie from taking over the world with his little buddy, smart as a whistle. along the way, he grinds rails, he follows his own path, not exactly good, but certainly heroic. he does this all with an absolutely brilliant soundtrack. and yeah, maybe the more recent games haven't been so good, writing and gameplay-wise, but hey, we're getting back on track.
what i have just described to you is ratchet and clank. initially created a year after everyone's golden child of sonic games, sa2, by ex-members of sonic team, ratchet and clank has been a vital part of my upbringing, more so than sonic has. for me, sonic is a more recent thing. i've been a fan since i was 5. when did i become a fan of r&c, you may ask? well, my first memory is my dad playing it in front of me, to give you an idea. i couldn't walk or speak properly, sat in a high chair, presumably eating soggy toast, one half marmite and the other of bovril. but, by that point, i was used to the experience - i can't even remember the first time i watched him play.
for any sonic fans who havent yet got the gist, imagine shadow the hedgehog (2005) with good writing that sounds like how actual people speak and less goofy weapons. edginess for the sake of humour rather than for edginess. oh also there is actual genocide in r&c1 quick heads up.
so, r&c fans, with it being far more mainstream, you're probably well aware of the overlap between the two franchises. hell, most of you reading probably are sonic fans. so, of course, i probably wont have to explain sonic in ratchet and clank terms. i want to but i wont. at the end of the day, all you need to know is that sonic is a hedgehog who runs fast and is kinda like ratchet.
THE SIMILARITIES
quickfire round! if it's in blue, it's headcanon, if it's plain text, it's canon!
transmasc and bi
somewhat morally grey, however definitely on the good side and classes themself as a hero
has a younger brother-figure/best friend who's good with electronics and can let him fly
has to fight robots
the biggest baddie is usually capitalism or actual cosmic horrors
space is vaguely related
sci fi
both quite calm and laid back but can get very serious and angry if you let them
adventurous travellers
fairly flirty but never seem to settle down (aroace reference?)
from what ive heard stc sonic is basically slightly angrier 2002 ratchet (i havent read stc though)
both almost the exact same age, with ratchet being 14-16, depending on which game, and sonic being 15
THE DIFFERENCES
ratchet LOVES weapons, with the vast arsenal being one of the main selling points of r&c1/sonic is known for spin dash
ratchet canonically has negative rizz (though i believe has had canon love interests iirc?)/sonic is attractive to almost everyone
ratchet has explored multiple galaxies/sonic has only explored a single planet and the odd space station
sonic is probably more likely to do the right thing
sonic is a giant environmentalist, literally has befriended nature/ratchet cares more about saving people than planets, unless it's an actual planet blowing up. like, the planet will cease to exist from quark's super laser piss or something
all of this ties together to create the wonderful ship we call sonatchet, a real and true yearning across franchises. truly, god made them in different game studios because he knew they would be unstoppable as canon lovers.
for any sonic fans wanting a really good comparison, id say the best i can give you is sonadow with a sonknux dynamic? though, not entirely. obviously, if there were a comparable ship, i wouldn't bother tagging in another guy from a completely seperate franchise, so please, please, understand the joys of sonatchet.
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Ok so first of all i love reading your guys' tags always and forever, second of all @chocottang HIII CHOCOO (please do tell me if tagging annoys you!) You turned my braincell on, you asked such a simple and normal question and now you are gonna get lore'd about spring im so sorry- ok ok so answer here and then i start ranting about all the things ive done to this poor man if anyones interested:
He is not on the aro spectrum he just never really thought about romance for the LONGEST time. Rubbing my hands like an evil fly why would that be? Read to find out
Also while spring himself is not on the aroace spectrum i do present cami, owynn, bonnie and puppet to you humbly, the silliests ever
Basically, as you MAY have noticed, the guy has a lot of burn scars (shocking), that's because when he was little his house burnt down and his parents died and he got super fucked up, he's been in the foster system since he was like 10, no family wanted to take him in because his parents had him when they were super young and thus were disowned. So we start off strong with that, and it gets worse!
I wanted to make spring a little more unhinged because wowzers the sprintrap animatronic is evil, however his chill attitude captivated me, so i decided to make the unhinged him be his younger self, children are cruel adults are scary people in the foster system get treated as "a way to give people who cant have bio kids families" or "charity cases" instead of normal children with a lot of unnadressed issues who deserve a change to grow up with a semblance of normalcy. He was alone and scared and angry at life and thus tended to get into a lot of fights and to stealing stuff and such. Problem kid status + visibly scarred led him to never really finding a permanent home, not that he wanted one, because most of the adults in his life scared him and also wanted him to have a "new" life, AKA forget his parents and accept these new strangers as parents, horrible!
This little kid who is very scared and alone and wishes for nothing more than his parents calming him down again meets 2 even smaller kids and just, projects onto them. He started coping with all the stuff in his head through taking care of children and pretending it was also him who was being taken care of so softly and tenderly, the children being meg and fox. He just starts taking care of them and subconciously growing up really fast to get them the support and whatever they need and then out of literally nowhere hes 18. He's like "oh crap wth" Gets send off to the real world having BARELY graduated from highschool and with some money, he cannot bear the thought of losing any more people and just looks into becoming the other 2's legal guardian and gets them out of the system to live with him in the worlds cheapest house he could find
So what I mean is that he hyperfocused on being a caretaker and getting money and growing up and getting ten thousand things that the thought of romance was not even anywhere near his head, having FRIENDS was nowhere near his head. He had to find a job he had to enroll the other 2 into school he had to find another job he had to make sure their house didn't fall apart by the seams. Also fun fact, the more he grew up the more he realized he is a literal carbon copy of his dad, but visibly scarred! have fun looking in the mirror buddy
In his head, he does not really see himself as a full grown adult even though hes 24, and his weird thought of "adults being scary" still persists even though he himself is one, he doesn't like talking to grown people and that isn't helped by how he spent most of his life with Fox and Meg, he is not used to talking to people his age or older and he was too busy to actually process that romance might be something he wanted when he was just drowning in ten other thousand things already. As he got older and fox and meg also got older and got partime jobs his burden was lessened a lot and he was allowed to CHILL a little
So those 2 idiots in the drawing are vincent and leti,,, they might look like ocs and at this point they kinda are but they ARE based on the bg characters of Camarero and "Novia", they both also have their own can of worms to unpack it's insane.
Spring met Vincent at work, new coworker new hire and then Leti just stopped by sometimes to talk to vincent and he went thought ten billion crisis because "having a crush as an adult is so embarassing i need to be paying taxes"
So TLDR he had his first crushes ever at 24 because at that age he was actually allowed to chill a little and his brain finally had the room to process that romance was in fact, real. He also had to go through the "i like men???????? Im poly??¿¿" thoughts at 24, he shoulda've been at the club/ref
#ask response#NOT REALLY BUT FOR SORTING THINGS LMAO#sorry i went crazyyyyy so sorryyyy i love spring#anyways hes much chiller now hes so chill and clear pilled#fnafhs au#theres always a character people thought was an adult pensive emoji#he shouldave been at the club/ref
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✨💘💫🌈💌 for the writer asks!!!!
writer asks
thanks bestie 🥰🥰
✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)
The Calm After The Storm, it's a fic i wrote focusing on elizabeth and her reaction to the events of the storm/the eye and her being worried about rodney and honestly i think it's such an adorable elizabeth and rodney friendship fic (bc u know i love them as besties) and idk it's my least read fic and i feel like it deserves more love
💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?
not really? although i do sometimes think about reworking Not Dating, but More Than Friends to make it explicitly an aroace!john fic where him and rodney are in a qpr. that was the general idea of the fic when i wrote it but i think i could make it more specifically queer
💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
i've said before that any time of comment makes me smile, but specifically comments or feedbacks from my friends. nothing makes me smile more than posting a fic i know a mutual was excited for and then getting excited texts from them while they read it 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with?
lmao all of them? basically anything that includes Actual Plot i will struggle with, i'm a lot better at coming up with emotionally charged one shots 😅
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
oh my god there's so many uhhhhhhhhh okay i'm gonna go with one i'm struggling to find motivation to finish so if you're interested feel free to tell me to finish it 😂 basically the concept is an au john comes to atlantis and immediately realizes that rodney is into him and just takes advantage of rodney and canon john has..... issues with it 😅
"You're not going to shoot. Not when you risk hitting your precious McKay," Sheppard sneered, a cocky grin on his face. John's eyes narrowed.
"I'm not aiming at him," John said calmly before pulling the trigger. The shot rang out, and John supposed he should have felt worse about killing himself; another version of himself at least. But all he could feel was relief as he grabbed Rodney and pulled him towards him.
"Are you okay? Did he- did he touch you? Hurt you?"
"I'm fine, I'm fine John, I- you-" Rodney had blood splattered on his face and was just staring down at the other Sheppard; a perfect hole in the centre of his forehead. Rodney looked back at John. "You killed him."
"I had to."
"But he's, he's *you*."
"No," John said desperately, shaking his head and squeezing Rodney's arms. "I would never use you. I wouldn't ever hurt you. You do- you know that right? I wouldn't- not on purpose. *Never* on purpose."
#y'all idk what it is#but i am OBSESSED with the concept of an au john that hurts rodney#meeting canon john who just. immediately chooses violence over jt#ITS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOS#anyways#thanks bestie!!!#asks#ask game#kinda stargate
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Would you give me some headcanons about Seth? And some about his “ kids? “ because l platonically love this man 🥰
Well. I mean. any headcanons I make are basically canon cause it's my au but yeah I'll share some small things about the guy and his found family-
(I rambled a bit whoops uh, read more)
-Seth is. a walking trash can, if you dare him and give him enough money he'll eat nearly anything. as long as it won't kill him-
-I've established he plays acoustic guitar, though he also likes woodworking, even though he never has time to pursue that hobby
-Knows a lot about guns. like. a lot.
-ALSO knows so much about cryptids and monsters, he'll ramble about them for hours if given the chance
-Doesn't draw much but he's pretty good at it.
-Stims by shaking his arm by his side or bouncing his leg. also just paces around. if especially stressed he'll hit his head though-
-He. sometimes forgets to take care of himself. like he needs to be reminded to take a shower or eat sometimes.
-Fucking. loves his friends. (platonically of course.) They're the family he never had and he'll kill for them.
-Speaking of which he's very good at fighting and is strong enough to knock someone out with a punch so. yeah-
-Has. like. no clue he's not straight nor completely cis (aroace, and He/They) cause he just doesn't know the terms. he's supportive definitely but man he has no idea. took him being told by either Gabriel or the rest of the BPS for him to realize that-
As for his "kids":
-Cesar's actually a decent cook. could be because he worked at a diner but he also learned some things from his mother.
-He's the closest to Seth. He never had a father figure in his life so Seth really took that role for him.
-Actually a bit of a goofball. loves joking around, though it also means he's a bit reckless at times. Sometimes not recognizing danger.
-Freezes when scared. he's had to have been saved by friends multiple times because of this.
-Struggles with frequent nightmares.
-Knows how to play piano! also is a pretty good singer too-
-Sarah has an interest in the supernatural and paranormal. which is why she joined Seth in the BPS to begin with.
-A great artist! She took on the hobby from Mark.
-A bit demanding at times, and once she has her sights on something, she'll want to get it done no matter what-
-Sometimes bosses Seth around. Mainly to get him to clean the apartment or even take care of himself. She scares him occasionally-
-Also pretty damn strong. won't hesitate to punch someone.
#asks are neat#tmc alternate au#seth greer (tmc)#cesar torres (alt au)#OKAY stopping myself here before I list basically everything about them- /lh#They're funny :) I like them :)
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Hehe
silly little welcome home heacannons
First voice heacannon
Wally sounds like (atleast in my head) like whizzer from the falsettos
barnaby IS violent J or jack black you choose
eddie is Brian from Avenue Q (but with a country accent he also slightly sounds like earl from tremors)
frank sounds like marvin once again from the falsettos
Julie sounds like gretchen wieners in the musical
sally IS FUCKING MARCIE (marceline)
Poppy sounds like dolly parton (cus i can)
Howdy sounds like nicky from avenue Q
TRANS WALLY >:)
Barnabys dad is fozzie from the muppets
Sally has two moms gabi and nova starlet
julie and wally are monsters (think avenue Q)
I forgor about age
Wally is 35, reason? I don’t need a reason
Frank is 34 Wally constantly teases them about this
Barnaby is 37 or something
Eddie is in his 40s cuz dilf
Poppy’s also in her 40s cause milf
sally is 36
Same with Julie
Wally and barnaby fanchild
Wally acts a lot like a cat (its basically cannon) so I think his pupils dilate based on how interested in a topic he is
Barnaby had a country accent (it’s shines through at times)
Howdy is fucking ripped
Frank is Gay (cannon lmao)
Frank got them They/he pronouns
Sally with them matchin they/she pronouns + some neos
Julie got dem she/they/he
Barnaby keepin it simple with he/him
Wally comin in strong with them he/him/it/its
Poppy with dem she/her
Eddie with he/him and sometimes they
Wally not only has top surgery scars but multiple scars from home (or some one else) fucking him up ex: his fore arm got fucking ripped off then reattached
One time Wally scratched barnaby (or he just hit his head on something) really hard this resulting in eyebrow scar
Barnaby was kinda a bully when he was young so his brother (I headcannon he has a brother) wouldn jinx him just to get him to shut the fuck up
Also another barnaby one bb! He slammed his face into a telephone poll when he was like 8 and lost one of his teeth, he replaced said tooth with a gold tooth
Race!
Julie is blasian (specifically black and Japanese)
Wally’s Mexican Filipino and black
Barnabys afrolatino just cause
Sally is Hindu! (Reason being I do what I want)
Frank is British Indian
Eddie is a white appearing native
Poppy’s black
Howdy is dominican
Howdy is also oriented Aroace! (+ under the trans umbrella)
more later
#welcome home arg#wally welcome home#barnaby b. beagle#wally darling#welcome home julie#julie joyful#sally starlet#sally welcome home#frank frankly#YES I KNOW THEY HAVE CANNON VOICES IDGAF#poppy partridge#welcome home poppy#eddie dear#eddie welcome home#frank welcome home#Howdy pillar#howdy welcome home#wow gay people are real
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Monkie kid headcanons for fun
Red son headcanons:
Red son has bad memory and he only calls MK and Mei Noodle boy and dragon girl because he legit cannot remember their names to save his life.
Red son's glasses are shades, which aren't normal for prescription glasses which makes me think he actually uses them to control light intake due to his pupils not adjusting to light properly.
Red son has chronic pain but doesn't even realize it because He's lived with it for centuries so it's basically just the norm for him. His pain is mostly centered in his back and joints.
Red son has neurodivergent swag. Idk what kind but he sure as hell has it.
Red son doesn't like being touched. He probably has to be the one to initiate the touch to feel comfortable. (You could read this as him being touch starved but tbh i don't really read him one way or another :P)
Red son has the nonbinary swag. Source: trust me bro.
Red son can't cheat on anything. he legally is not allowed to cheat. this may or may not be related to the fact he feels the need to prove himself. Source: he tried to win the great wall race fair and square instead of just stealing the peach or cheating to win.
Red son just genuinely finds racing fun. Source: His truck literally turned into a race car before he ever had to race. he just likes going fast and building cool cars. also the fact he chose to race in the great wall race when there were other options to get the peach.
Red son has low empathy.
Red son isn't very good at comforting and instead is someone who tries to find a solution to a problem. He struggles to realize that sometimes there is no solution and some people just need comfort.
Red son is non-partnering aroace. He used to just say that romance got in the way of his work because he didn't realize that romantic interest wasn't just something you could turn on or off at will.
Red son actually doesn't have any bull-like features and he is rather self conscious about the fact he doesn't look like his father at all.
Red son is a cat person. Cats tend to flock to him due to being a living heater and he just accepts his fate and gets buried in them.
Red son doesn't know how to handle compliments or people being nice to him so he usually mistakes his confused feelings towards them with anger.
Red son is able to get "burnt out" in which he uses too much energy and his fire dies out for a while, in which he is only able to produce smoke. Usually after resting he is able to use his fire again.
His fire responds to his emotions. It can become hard to control when he is emotionally unstable.
When angry or stressed Red son turns to work. usually he will lock himself up in his room or workshop until he's calmed down or finished what he's working on.
Red son talks to himself and thinks out loud often. he finds it easier to work through his thoughts when he is able to verbalize them out loud as compared to them floating vaguely in his head.
Red Son doesn't really have a filter and will reply bluntly with his exact thoughts. he struggles to take into account how his words could upset others which has made him come off as rude.
The only time he is aware of what he is saying is when speaking to his parents. Source: Red son will seem to speak without filter until his parents show distaste in what he said in which then he will backtrack and try to change what he said to make them happy. (the "I have made it's power my pow - our power" scene in the pilot)
Red son doesn't eat beef because of his father being a bull. (more of a silly headcanon rather than serious)
Mk Headcanons:
Mk has the transmasc swag. Source: trust me bro. Also just him mentioning how he used to go by something before MK, how he wears a shirt when swimming, and how much he screams about being a monkey MAN. Very transmasc of him.
Mk has ADHD. He is SO ADHD you guys have NO IDEA. Source: IMPOSSIBLE DELIVERY THAT IS THE ADHD MOOD ALL THE TIME.
Mk cries over movies all the time. It's basically expected that every emotional scene in a film will end with him sobbing.
Mk is Gay AroAce. I imagine him being Demi or gray aro and then just plain ace!
The more power MK uses the more he shows monkey-like features.
Mk was actually decently strong even before he got monkey king's powers. basically he's got a bit of muscle on him.
Mk has a war form like Wukong, he just hasn't activated it yet :) (iirc Wukong's "war form" is really just Wukong's power to multiply his limbs so MK can do that too)
Mk will make weird noises as he does things, usually as sound effects to the task he is currently doing.
Mk can't swim. Source: He has monkey floaty :)
MK is sensitive to sound and uses his headphones to help control that. He often uses music as a stim and to help him focus. Source: he wears headphones a lot. also trust me bro. it's the adhd
MK talks to himself a lot, usually as a way to sooth his nerves to talk his way through a problem. He will also talk to plushes and other inanimate objects as a way to talk thought his thoughts as they get all jumbled in his head.
He tends to stay up incredibly late, even when he is tired. He can't ever seem to go to bed at a reasonable time.
MK is unmedicated for his ADHD. Not for lack of trying he just keeps forgetting to go get it prescribed.
MK can't drink coffee has it has the opposite effect on him in which it causes him to crash intensely. he tried to use it as a sleep aid once to go to bed earlier but instead it made him late for work as he slept way longer than expected. source: very common for ppl with ADHD to consume caffeine and become sleepy instead of energized. ofc this isn't how it is for all ppl with ADHD but it's common enough that i put it on MK ;)
MK tends to snack as a stim. He often will find himself missing full meals because of hyperfocus and his snacking stim making him forget he's hungry.
Mei Headcanons:
Mei also has the ADHD swag sorry I don't make the rules.
Mei is Lesbian Ace. I feel like she is either Demi-Ace or Gray-Ace.
Mei has a physical dragon form as well as the energy dragon. The energy dragon is a lot easier to summon compared to turning into a dragon - plus takes less energy.
While Mei likes cats, She is more of a dog person overall.
Mei used to be pretty shy as a kid mostly due to her trying to fulfill her parents idea of her. She only really came out of her shell when she became friends with Mk. Hence why Mei's parents, specifically her mom, didn't really care for Mk all that much. if anything they found him to be a bad influence for a while. also why Mk was never invited to Mei's house until S1E3
Mei has a better relationship with her father as compared to her mother. While both her parents are more traditionalists her father always was a bit more lenient and supportive of his daughters eccentricities.
Mei met Mk when out in town with her family. She saw him trying to win a crane machine and ended up helping him get the monkey plush he wanted...even if it was cheating the system. (also yes the plush he is seen with I headcanon to of been won by Mei and gifted to him)
Mei was a late bloomer when it came to her dragon powers which just added to the stress she had of being the family disappointment.
Mei often speaks without a filter when around the rest of the monkie kid group as she feels like she can truely be herself with her friends as compared to her family where she feels constantly stifled.
Mei is a variety streamer. She most often streams video games but sometimes will do vlogging streams along with MK as they go around the city. She has definitely streamed MK fighting a demon before.
Mei has raced illegally at least once and she totally WON.
Mei made the upgrades to her bike herself, such as the ability for it to come to her when she calls it. It made it easy when she has the sudden burst of motivation to drive it.
At first Mei was incredibly polite when meeting Pigsy and Tang, not fully coming out of her shell right away. At first Pigsy thought Mei would be a good influence on MK - he was proven wrong when Mei became more outgoing and starting causing mischief with MK.
Mei definitely crashed through MKs window while in her dragon form at least once (she was probably trying to visit him while he was grounded lol). Pigsy was not impressed.
Mei went to private school when she was a kid meaning that her and MK were only able to hang out after school. Though as she got older she had a tendency to start skipping class to go crash MKs classes instead.
Some mixed headcanons that don't belong with one character or another:
Mei and Mk are literally the only friends each other has. MK always struggled to make friends due to kids finding him obnoxious. Mei struggled to make friends due to her upbringing along with her ADHD making her rather abrasive.
#monkie kid#headcanons#monkie kid headcanons#long post#tumblr should shorten this automatically but tagged as long post just in case#this is ignoring s4 as i refused to watch it lmao#so if anything wrong then sucks to suck i guess!#but also i'm always right so#if others can blatantly ignore canon for fanon then so will I!#but my headcanons are better than fanon#this is a bit all over the place and tbh i could probably add more but my brain is blanking so#this is what u get#sorry not sorry the red son section is so big he's just the best character i dont make the rules
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Im in the stage of the hyperfixation where I analyze anything and everything about this media.
the media being moral orel is. in and of itself something I am more than happy to analyze bc I know it's gonna be an emotional and moral rats nest /ref
also being aroace and being strict with the difference between attraction and love. will come in handy when screaming from the rooftops on why Bloberta and Clay's marriage is strictly based on some attraction and trauma. haha this'll be fun /hsrs
I'm. gonna put rambles abt that specific topic bc I have nowhere else to infodump abt my stange interest.
I'm telling you rn: this is all my opinion, so if something seems misinterpreted, then it probably was.
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I think it's a bit obvious that Clay and Bloberta's marriage is NOT based upon mutual love. it's based on trauma both of them have. Bloberta's being feeling useless and unhelpful. she finally finds a guy that she has helped in some positive way. she immediately jumps to the conclusion of "this is it. this is the one." without thinking about anything else other than "he was the first one that has seen that I've helped, so obviously I have to get with him." and it's. a trauma response. she does have an attraction to him, bc obviously he's a handsome guy. but she doesn't know him. all she knows is that he said that she helped him. that does it for her. she doesn't need anything else.
and what she ultimately did was set herself up for disappointment. getting him drunk was a bad idea, obviously. so when he acts up and starts showing bad signs/red flags, she ignores it. or at least she tries to. leading to a sort of coping mechanism; cleaning. she thinks Clay is "filthy" so she goes to cleaning as her outlet.
this leads to her knocking Clay out, bc she can't take it anymore. once Clay wakes up, she helps him clean up, and talks to him abt what happened and proposes that they get married.
my genuine thoughts on why she did this so quick is, she doesn't want to get to know him. she doesn't want to see the red flags, or the bad parts. she also doesn't want him to say no. Clay is the first person that she had "helped" and she will not let this go. she won't let him go.
when Clay declines, she drops his head. this shows a bit of manipulation going on. a power imbalance. she's keeping him comfortable and safe, and once she lets go, he's not safe anymore. she did this on purpose, as I said before; she will not let this opportunity go. she has to marry him so he can make her feel wanted. that's all she's ever wanted. to feel helpful. to feel wanted by someone else. someone who would care about her and tell her she's useful.
when he finally "agrees" to her "proposal", she openly cares for him again. happy with the response.
they get married a bit later, the two having a service. you can see the emotion gone from Clay's face. Bloberta looks happy, but as soon as she sees Clay's deadpan face, her emotion drops as well. this shows that she might have genuinely liked him, in a love-ish kind of way. but we all know that they didn't know each other very well at this point, so she was probably hopeful for a happy wedding. and a genuine shared love with her husband. but she overlooked the possibility that maybe he didn't love her the way she loves him. because I think she did love him, at a time. at a time where she could look at him and love the man she saw. someone she barely knew.
this was probably the opposite with Clay. he barely knew Bloberta and he couldn't feel any real love for her. he doesn't try to fake this for the sake of a wedding because why would he? there's no reason to pretend to love someone you don't. and he was basically forced into this. being married to someone who practically manipulated you into saying yes isn't going to be the happiest decision of your life.
but I'm not saying she meant to manipulate him in this way. she probably just thought he liked her. and she liked him. so why not get married? two people who like each other. and when that takes place is a prime decade of unhappy marriages just because you liked someone and decided to get married. not getting to know them before holy matrimony is a fatal mistake, even now.
Clay's trauma is being worthless. this leads to him saying yes in the first place. hes told he's worth something. someone cares. someone is gonna marry him because he's worth something. and being very sensitive to any type of care, he'll take anything he can get. this specific scenario, a woman who is helping you is telling you that she wants to marry you. and you're supposed to say yes. you feel you have to. because she cares about you. she thinks you're worth it. who would say no?
also being hungover and not thinking straight, you're obviously not gonna have time to think before she leaves your life forever. and he doesn't want that. she's the first person to think he's worth hanging around and being with. it's a weird situation to be in. saying yes was the only logical thing for him to say, yk?
him being deadpan at the wedding. he knows he fucked up. he knows he didn't do the right thing, because he doesn't love her. not like you would love someone you genuinely want to marry. one: because he doesn't even know her well enough to grow and make a connection. two: because he doesn't want to be emotionally vulnerable again, being forced into something because your heart told you to.
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BUT YEAH. that's my little. ramble I guess.
take all this with a. grain of salt. all of this is my opinion and how I view this!
#ramblings#my ramblings ����#moral orel#moral orel ramblings#this was very interesting to write so. hope you enjoy the read!#rambles
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oh, since it is sunday, my contribution is part psa and part headcanon. not that anyone has asked, so this is just me putting this here to be reblogged as needed down the line, but thra/wn.... is not easy to romantic ship with. this probably surprises no one, but to clarify, here is a bit of elaboration.
and this got very very long so thus the cut. XD
i don't think he's impossible to ship with, and i definitely am not taking that tack, but it will take a lot of talk and plotting to make work. he's not terribly inclined toward the romantic or sexual in the first place, so with likely few exceptions, i won't have a definite answer for you, at least in a positive direction.
i also don't really agree with or see as they are presented any of the popular ship dynamics or combos for him that are out there. that's not a no, never especially for the latter, but it is just a heads up that if you pop in an ask for one of those, i'm more likely to say no or this is something that would require even more working out.
basically, anything with him romantic shipping wise would need to be a slow burn, and i mean a sloooow burn with a lot of lead up to when even a bit of romance can come in with at least a decent amount of that written out so i can figure out if he's going for the bait.
what can i tell you about him in this department if you're wondering about shipping? i don't really have a label for him but after a few friends and i have either mentioned or talked about this, he verges on aroace, but more so is extremely demisexual (there will never be instant attraction of the romantic sort basically), but is very open to pretty much any gender or species, so you might also call him pansexual. smush all that together and he's... him on that front.
i don't really see him being interested in someone in the same line of work as him (aka the military), though that isn't a definite, just makes it HIGHLY less likely. i do think he would be more attracted to someone with similar interests (so think art, history, music, etc.) as some measure of understanding where he gets his ideas is an absolute must. i doubt he could fall in love with someone if they didn't understand how he pulls his ideas from art. and perhaps most importantly, in many ways, probably someone with a fairly different personality than him. certainly, he doesn't want someone flighty, very manipulative personally or politically, or apt to panic, but rather softer in some way than he is, more personable, etc. all of these are a lot harder to find in his line of work (but not impossible... just harder, thus the bit about the military), and also probably not amongst the elite.
all that to say you're always welcome to ask. for someone who is selective in general with them, i really love to ship and always like to try to find some way to make it work if there's even a chance.
#ㅤ『 ɪ'ᴍ ʙʟᴜᴇ... ᴅᴀʙᴀ ᴅᴇᴇ ᴅᴀʙᴀ ᴅɪ 』 \ ooc.#ㅤ『 ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴅᴇꜰᴇᴀᴛ ʜᴀꜱ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ‚ ᴀ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴡᴀʀʀɪᴏʀ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛꜱ ɪᴛ‚ ʟᴇᴀʀɴꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɪᴛ‚ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇꜱ ᴏɴ 』 \ headcanon + meta.#i didn't mean for it to get long and i'm still mulling over all this so don't let it stop you but yeet
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5 & 6? 💜
Greetings!!!
5- A fan work I'd like to make with queer themes? There be so, so many!
The main one revolving in my head at the moment is a longer fic about John. I want to explore about being aroace, particularly around growing up with it before you have a word for the experience. And maybe gender too, I've got a few hand wavy ideas around John being NB, trans, genderqueer?? something somehow.
I also strongly head canon John as autistic. (I could write an entire thesis about this and maybe I will, because his character is very autistically coded, in TAG and in plenty of fics, obviously and likely completely unintentionally.) So that has some interesting intersections with being queer, and feeling different.
Mostly I just want to poke around in his head, because to me John is endlessly both relatable and fascinating!
(I think I've rambled long enough here :) )
Also another work with genderfluid/queer Gordy, because he is definitely very gender. With some supportive FishTank too! And the added bonus of a legit excuse to infodump about sea creatures that change gender 'cause I sure do know some facts!
6- I don't really have any queer OCs for Thunderbirds :( but that's mostly because I've been having so much fun playing around with the canon characters!
I've got a lot (who am I kidding, it's basically all of them) of queer characters in my original works, though! It's the write-what-you-want-to-read situation, and I need stories about brash lesbian knights, aroace mages, trans hackers, queer engineers and genderfuid astronauts!!!
Thank you for the ask, because I really like talking about this stuff!!!
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