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elspwthdarkwood · 2 months ago

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Okay just heard me out on this one:

Potters never died. Harry is not an orphan. He was raised by his dads (Reg and James).

So since Potters didn't die there was no betrayal. No sirius going to azkaban. No Remus being lonely because all his friends eventually left him as he thought they would. And all of them sticked together.

Remus and Sirius got married and they live in beautiful house next to the forest where they can go on the full moons. They have a daughter and by looks she's all like Pads if not her chocolate addiction and infant love for books.

Oh and Pete became that sweet uncle who gives you cookies when u visit him on Fridays.

Okay wow my first post

#moony #all the young dudes #jegulus #remus x sirius #marauders #remus loves sirius #sirius orion black #sirius black #remus lupin #my life is a mess #and im trying #to convince myself that everything is fine

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alteredsu · 21 days ago

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What happened?

At the beginning of the year, I was like this committed growing egirl. I was doing youtube stuff, taking selfies, talking to people, trying super hard to be cute. I did so much, I tried so hard.

Now I'm sleeping on a corner of my bed because the rest is covered in laundry. I don't know what day or time it is. Haven't even brushed my hair or teeth.

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guitarstringed-scars · 6 months ago

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I NEED TO WRITE!!!!!!! but its not wokring in my head rn :(

#I AM SO READY TO WRITE #and i want to SO badly #and im trying #but how to lose a guy is so hard to write idek #maybe ill just plan other stuff

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cuteteacakes · 3 months ago

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Is it okay that I don't really like the way acotar is written? It reads like a fanfic to me so far and tbh I'm not really seeing the appeal???

#my work besties encouraged me to read it #and im trying #but it reminds me of something id write in highschool and it hurts #outofcakes [ooc]

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imthatwannabeauthor · 6 months ago

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#no one ever touches me #and it bugs me a little #my friend who insists over and over he is very touchy and thats how he engages with the people he likes #does no touch me #no hand on the shoulder #no bumping into me without apology #no poking #or interacting #I think about how I have not had a partner in person in years. not since. 7th grade. 6 year ago.#and and thats not to . degrade on my relationship at all i love my partner #but i just #sometimes it worms its way under my skin that no one has actively chossen to hold me in a long time #that no one touches me at all #it feels sometimes like there is this horrible horrible plague within me and theyre afraid they will contract #that they simply must keep a distance #I think about the fact that in a group of friends. they made a fat joke at me #and i brushed it off and we all laughed and i know i know i know and im sorry im sorry i look like this #im sorry #and im trying #i eat less #i do #Ive been watching every calorie #Ive started throwing up recently #some of its involentary ive been like reacting to grease but some of it is less so #i think too long about how my body looks. about how many people around me refuse to touch me #and it jsut. leaves #im carefull #Im so so careful #I track every calorie like its bible study #I try so hard to make myself into something that people will want to touch

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blonde-tori-spring555 · 10 months ago

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i actually hate school sm

#dont recommend #like they do realise the impact that school has on us teenagers #like i just cant anymore #im so tired #and so stressed #like i wanna have a future #and go to univerisity #and im trying #but i also wanna have fun #private school is shit bro #private school

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isaaaa101 · 10 months ago

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and i'm truly sorry for what we have done

#and im trying #sorry for whining #we have always lived in the castle #im done

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sunshineandlyrics · 4 months ago

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Women supporting women!

#lol #women supporting women #Pilates #im not ready to try it yet #mine

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justnoodlefishthings · 5 months ago

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The way people demonize seagulls is actually unreal. Almost all of their natural habitat has been destroyed (almost all coastal areas have been developed, destroying natural sand dune ecosystems) and they're doing their best to adapt. They're literally just trying to survive. You're in their home. The vitriol some people have for these gorgeous sea birds just because they're not shy about snatching food if you're not cautious is insane

#im malding bc i read an article about some guy who beheaded a seagull for trying to steal his kids french fry #what the fuck is wrong with you

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sleepygaymerdisease · 10 months ago

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#'who was this about' dont worry <3 #EDIT hi i didnt realize this would get notes LOL. um everyone reblog with what character ur thinking of because im NOSEY i WANNA SEE #edit 2 to everyone trying to guess what the character i made this for was. youre all wrong. this was about kamen rider #youd think lupin because of my profile picture but alas i have other interests as well...#anis gaymer moments

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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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obsob · 11 months ago

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i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy

#and also. am a ilittlel kitty :3 #mine #cats #brain empy. felt tip cats ONLY #we were promised snow today n then they decided actually :) rain all day for u #i bought new wool for a cardigan today im SO excited its gna be so colourful #i was going to do some sort of Thing on the back like a heart or something but im still too scared to do colour changing stuff #maybe....maybe next time #i think i will try a patter w like. an actual grid with it first rather than just rawdog it #bc i . do not know what im doing :3

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napping-sapphic · 3 months ago

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take your clothes off and get on the bed what no we aren’t having sex right now we’re cuddling and pressing every inch of skin together as close as possible for the next six hours

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #sometimes you just need to be CLOSE ya know #also i went to bed really early last night and slept So Well #and i just woek up and im still realllll sleepy #which is why i seized the chance to post this #because i get too shy and embarrassed to whenever i try to do it when im not half asleep #pointign and laughing at fully awake me rn🫵#lmao loser ass🫵🫵🫵#now it’s posted and there’s nothing you can do about it #im gay and i like sleeping

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0sbrain · 7 months ago

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alternatives for ai to design ocs

hero forge

picrew

the fucking sims 4

your local furry artist

bitmoji

shitty photoshoped collage

DeviantArt bases

zepeto

making edits of your favorite character

searching "dress up game" on the app store

learning how to draw

#anti ai #“but im an uwu soft bean and i don't know how to draw”#then learn?#you know you can create right you are capable of more than just “consuming”#im not saying you need to train to be the best artist in the world or that you need to pursue a future in the art industry #you don't need to be perfect you just need to try #that feeling of needing things done right now only works to alienate you from the labor behind the things you love

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wired-for-weird · 6 months ago

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man if i could shapeshift the stimming potential would be Unlimited

#catch me popping my fangs in and out while im trying to think #wires original

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