#and im gonna try to learn other stuff as well hhh

[foxstens]

i feel like rivulet is kind of underrated

[potatotrash0]

Hey idk if youve done this alreadh but im curious about your body headcanons for the sdr2 cast!! An anon sent some in for characters previously (the one where they said things like angie has vitiligo and stuff-i love them and they really stuck with me haha) and i wanna know your headcanons!! :D

Hmhmm this one I might be listing off the spot lmao. I feel like my hcs are mostly just. Common hcs but hey I never said I wasn’t basic skdjksjdks

cw for. Everyone. Yeah kdjfksjdks

Hajime…..I like to think he’s slightly buff? Maybe that’s not the right word. Toned? Idk, I hc that he jumps around hobbies a lot because he wants to find something he’s good at, so that includes sports. I like the idea that a few stick with him, like swimming and basketball. I imagine he also has light scrapes and scars on his legs from falling, both with skateboarding and general Clumsy Shit.

Also this one switches a lot but with Trans Hajime, I can see him with top surgery scars.

Oh ah, I like freckled Hajime!! It’s cute. This one goes with the sports hc, but I like the idea that he’s kinda tanned. Entirely unrelated but I also like the idea that he has calluses from playing guitar.

Chiakiii!! She’s soft bc I said so. Specifically her thighs, arms and stomach + some stretch marks. And moles all over. Projecting big time onto a cute fictional girl, call that self care <333 /j

uhh other than that, I imagine she has bags under her eyes from staying up late gaming. Also tan Chiaki my love. Shh I know she probably doesn’t go outside for days on end. In my defense I tan easily and I imagine she does too. Again with the projection. Shhhh

Oh oh!!!! I forgot to mention but!!!! Chiaki gets a ton of moles. I saw the boob mole and went !!!!!! fellow mole haver!!!!!! and went nuts. This is the one weird niche entirely irrelevant thing that can get me to like a character, just. Being able to point at them and jump up and down with joy over them also having moles. Idk why it’s just therapeutic <33

Nagito’s bony. Skinny mf. Could probably cut cheese with his elbows. Maybe grate it on his collarbones. Cuddling with him would be a fight to see if you can find a position that doesn’t end with something poking you in the gut. I mean this affectionately, he’s bony as shit but he’s my bony fucker <3

Pale asf, sunburns if he’s in the sun for more than two minutes. His eye bags could hold the entirety of his life’s trauma. Sharpest features ever. Sometimes I hc that he looks greasy, and other times I hc that he looks ethereally pretty in a ghostly way. Either way he always looks like he’s had the soul sucked out of him by a Dementor.

You can probably definitely see the veins in his hands. They’re. Very There. Also I’ve brought this up before but he definitely has big ass hands. L a r g e hands, all the better to head pat you with. This was originally so much more pining but I decided no I’ve exposed myself enough on this blog skfjksjdkd

Oh last minute thing, I think he’d be tall as fuck. Specifically 6’0 or taller. Also he probably (definitely) has at least a few scars from his childhood, particularly that plane crash. And I like to think he has glasses when he’s older. I’m so sorry that his section is so long I have so many thoughts about him ;;;;;

Okay uhh Imposter? Mmm. Idk actually. I do think they’d have callused fingers but soft hands. Probably from having to adapt to using a ton of different talents for their Imposter Agenda. Also stretch marks probably, all over their body.

Teruteru uhhhhh. God. Can you tell I don’t think about some characters ;;;;; Idk I don’t have much that differs from canon. I like him. Oh but he probably has cook hands? Chef hands, whatever you wanna call them. Probably faint scars from cuts and burns from when he was still learning how to cook from his mama.

Mahiru……hmm well freckles obviously dkjfksjd. I think she’s tanned as well since I feel like she likes sunlit shots. Idk I don’t have much. I like to think she’s got a stockier body type though.

Also not necessarily her body but I like her with an undercut!

Peko’s buff <3 it’s canon <333 /j

N ee way yeah. Buff Peko my love. Also she probably has a few scars from handling her sword when she was younger and less experienced. I also feel like she would have contacts she wears when she trains bc fuck exercising with glasses

I don’t really have anything for Hiyoko until she gets her growth spurt. Afterwards, I imagine she’s tall and kinda thin? Mainly bc of fast metabolism probably, though when she’s older maybe she’d be a little less spindly.

I don’t know if her hair would be bleached or not, but if it were, I like the idea of her letting her actual hair color grow in. If not, I think Ibuki might help her try a few sections of dyed hair? Idk I just like the thought

Ibuki is a fellow bony bitch. I mean this lovingly. She’s skin and bone. Skeleton rocker lady

Probably tan, I imagine she spends a lot of time in the sun. She strikes me as a summer person. Oh, I also saw some art of Black Ibuki with vitiligo and loved that!! Also calluses from shredding guitar, obviously

Hmmm I like the idea that she rollerskates? So possibly some bruises or scars on her arms or legs from falling on concrete when she was still learning. Oh oh I imagine she has a ton of piercings!!! On her ears, nose, lips, brows, tongue, belly button…….maybe she has a split tongue too idk. Also she totally gets a ton of tattoos when she’s outta Hope’s Peak, prove me wrong.

Mikan uhhh. I like tall Mikan. She deserves the height. 5’8 to 6’0 Mikan good 👍

Hmm she probably has scars all over, particularly on her arms and legs. Uh. Idk I imagine she’s curvy probably. What do I say for her I don’t have anything skjdksjdks

I’m not even gonna lie I don’t have a damn thing for Nekomaru. Or. Wait nevermind here’s a concept: buff Nekomaru but like. If you’ve seen those wrestlers who have fat on them that hides some fucking crazy strength? Yeah that’s him. Also hairy asf.

Gundham……tall vampire vibes. I’d say he’s a stick but also I feel like he’s the slim type of muscular. Idk how to describe it. Shigaraki type muscle? Male gymnast. No nevermind those guys have visible muscle. Shigaraki type it is

Hmmm I think this is canon but probably a few scratches from his pets. His arms and legs mainly but I’m sure the Devas have scratched up his neck at some point or another. Just a little though. Also piercing fiend Gundham my beloved. I also like him having a couple tattoos when he’s older. Ibuki probably helped him heheh

I’m torn between Fuyuhiko being skinny as shit and Fuyuhiko being tiny and buff. I like both………hhh

His hair is probably bleached. Peko probably helps him re-dye it when his roots start growing in. I also like him having glasses

Uhhh tooth gap Fuyu’s cute. I used to have a super small one before I got my braces, I imagine it’s the same for him. Him, Ibuki, and Gundham are probably Tattoo Buds.

Kazuichi…..I want so bad to say he’s a weakling just to make fun of him but he’s a mechanic that probably works with heavy machine parts a lot and he probably has some sick biceps. But he probably also smells like hair dye, oil, metal, and Monster Energy. Win lose situation I guess.

I like to think he has a couple piercings? Not as many as Ibuki, but maybe he’s got like. Second or third place in the class. Also he totally filed his teeth to be sharp like that

Akane!! Buff lady, could probably deadlift me or something. She’s definitely got some scars from running around, especially when she was first learning parkour. Ummm oh, I like to think she has a chipped tooth or smth like that from falling roughly as a kid.

Soniaa <33 in my heart she will always be tall and have at least some muscle. Novoselic is a war country if I remember correctly, she’s definitely got some military training in her.

Idk why but her with heterochromia just popped into my head. That pretty greenish blue gray that she has + maybe brown or hazel? I think that’d be cool. And hip dips.

[leejihoonownsmyheart]

hey brie! i know i said i would reach out to you like the other day or something but hhh i have no excuse i'm sorry. happy belated birthday! i hope you spend it with your friends and family ^^ ah the group is a big group near seventeen's members! they're named treasure and hhh really hoping that the janurary thing is just a rumor thing. BUT OMG NO NO ITS OKAY SAVE IT FOR YOURSELF GDHSG. oh also! i'm actually at michigan rn! my family is planning for us to stay here for a while because cali's cases are- whew. anyways, how are you? anything exciting things? i hope your classes aren't treating you as badly like mine ;-; (as in assignments and stuff) again, miss na miss kita! i'm really sorry for not sending messages to you frequently like before hhh -n

Literally don’t apologize!!! I was heavy deppressed so I wouldn’t have responded much either sidhdjd besides!! Friendship is a two way door and I know how to contact you, so if you’re apologizing I should too for not reaching out! So I too am sorry for not talking to you more.

Oh and thank you! I just spent it with my roommate and her boyfriend third wheeling but that’s okay! I turned 21 and worked and that was a lot of fun tbh!

OH TREASURE??? IM NOT LIKE STANNING THEM YET BUT THEIR SONGS ARE ALL INFECTIOUSLY GOOD I CAN NEVER GET THEM OUT OF MY HEAD!! Now I know who to go to when I am trying to learn their names- Oh and!! i know you’re kinda big into ENHYPHEN right?? I’ve been going THROUGH IT with Sunghoon! I keep watching videos of him ice skating and he is so gorgeous on the ice! And SUNOO??? sUNOOO WHEN THEY VOTED HIM TO THE GROUND I WAS LIKE “sUnOO DOeSnT DeSErVe ThIS” HE IS A RAY OF SUNSHINE AND HAS SO MUCH CHARISMA THEY’re such talented children!! I want to give them all hugs!

And ohh!!! Hello then from msu haha! It’s freaking cold out there right now so I hope you’ve been staying inside and keeping warm!!

Things have not been... Good, necessarily with anything. But if I know anything, I know not to give up!! I was really considering dropping out of college tbh, cause i struggle a lot but i think the universe said a HARD no, and I think it’s gonna be okay even though it’s stressful!!

I love you too, and again don’t apologize at all! Are you doing finals and stuff anytime soon? I hope they treat you well at least!

[autisticstarseed]

if u could, perhaps, bless us with all the applicable symbols from that fic ask for hvh 👀

ooOoOOOoOO Rub s gay hands togehter omg ty friend 😍;;;;;;

💡 - What was the motivation behind the story?

hHH i hadnt written in 10+ years so when i latched onto this plot idea i just thought itd be a good time to jump the shark and try it again !! i just wanted smth really edgy and depthful bc im emo and the rest kind of snowballed

💎- What was your favorite part?

osdlfksd;lf it’s hard to pick a fav but the drunk scene was definitely the most fun to write at least

⛰️-  What was the hardest part?

THE SCENE WHERE THE GANG IS KIDNAPPED BY ENKI,,,, i debated toning down the violence but in the end i knew where the story was going (and where its still going) and that its gonNA be kinda dark so why hold back now ig

🎭- What was the feeling or mood you were going for?

BITTERSWEET AF,,, sort of just treading the line of ‘hopeful’ and ‘hopeless’ at all times to fully portray the feeling of being at your lowest, but with that classic tss ‘silver linings just around the corner’ kind of undertone

🏟️- Who was your intended audience?

mostly all the adults that watched tss as a kid and felt like spirituaLLY MOVED BY IT cuz i really tried to tap into that Emotion Tee Em we all felt when we found out that zak was [redacted]

🔬- Was there one scene you were building up to/knew you had to get just right?

hHH theres actually a LOT of scenes like that and i think a lot of my general motivation to keep going comes from that ‘WAIT FOR IT WAIT FOR IT’ vibe slkdf:SDF but the Plot Twist tm in the latest chapter was definitely a big’n, and theres a few more of those still to come :^)

🗝️ - What were you thinking when you wrote it?

kjdjFSDs:DF tbh whenever i start really writing, [’im shifting into soup mode’ seinfeld meme voice] im shifting into maladaptive daydreaming mode

🎥- Were there any tv shows, books, or movies that influenced this verse, if any?

:^) devilman crybaby pls forgive me for everytHing

📈- Was there a clear character arch you wanted____ character to go on?

i actually have a short list of what i somewhat consider to be the story arcs in my notes !! mostly just for organization and obvs i wont list the future ones but so far we’ve seen the kushtaka arc, the enki arc, and now we’re in what i call ‘the annunaki’ arc.

🎢- Were there any scenes you were nervous about? For audience reception or otherwise?

ALL OF IT JSHDJSKD, but again a lot of the enki scenes i was worried would be too edgy TM, and the whole annunaki plot as well i was worried might be too ‘out there’ for ppl, but it takes the story exactly where i always wanted it and lines everything up perfectly so i went for it lol. i was also ofc worried if people would like ila or not bc oc but most ppl love her actually which is so 😭❤️

☠️- Did you consider killing off any of the characters? Did you?

8^) [mickey mouse voice] this is a surprise tool that will help us later ,

✉️- Did you title your chapters? What title do you like best?

yes! the next one actually has my favorite chapter title yet, but so far i like ‘so strikes the harpoon’ since its a throwback to the first couple chapters

☀️- Was there symbolism/motifs you worked in?

o every single paragraph is an overly thought out middle school poem im entering in the talent show actually

🎵- Did you have a playlist/piece of music that went with this story?

Yes !! i have HVH insp part 1, Part 2, and an extra one for all those songs that have the vibes but just dont fit enough to make sense in a playlist

📜-Do you want to write something like this again in the future?

probably ! ive learned i definitely like the edgy/darker and emotionally driven stories with ongoing plot, so that trend will almost definitely continue. idk if ill write a dystopia again anytime soon, but i think my future stuff will at least retain that long and heavy vibe

💁- Did readers influence/change any part of this story?

oh yEA like basically i was ready to quit after the very first chapter before it was even written and kinda just got it all out on a whim of motivation but was expecting to flake on it like i tend to do with projects, but the invested response to it was just so uplifting that its what ive been riding on all ten chapters and im so grateful for it :’)))

✏️-Would you go back and change anything if you could?

hHHHHHHH yes and ok this is terrible but i actually tend to avoid re-reading my older chapters until i hAVe to bc i suffer from that sO much ,,, , its just little things like tiny words i wanna change or bits i wanna take out/put in and once or twice ive even caught a mistake or plot hole/smth i forgot to add that i rly do have to go back and edit and i just turn to dust every tim e

⭐- What’s a scene/paragraph you’re proud of?

i really liked the northern lights scene!! it was meant to be a pivotal moment of that ‘bittersweetness’ vibe i was talking abt and it was another one of those scenes i had been planning for a while;;;

“ I think of how much the rest of the family would love this. This isn’t like the moon and the sun, where I can see it and know that even if it looks different, they’ll see the same one soon enough, wherever they are. This reminds me only that I am not with them. It stings. It seems unnatural for something so gentle and natural to appear before us as if we aren’t in complete, total fucking chaos. After all we’ve been through, and the sky still dances. “

📣-What was the best piece of encouragement you got?

AVERY ALL OF UR LIVEBL OGS AND COMMENTS GIV ME SUCH L I FE, ,, ,, CRYIGN CAT FA ce

🔦-Did you learn anything while writing it? About yourself? Writing?

isdfhSDF YEs, part of my hesitation to write came from this thing where i always just assumed there was a wildly high standard of writing in fandom spaces like in original literature spaces, where you had to have like 10+ sentences to a paragraph and you had to describe every tiny detail of a setting and you had to follow every single grammar rule or it was unreadable but like. genuinely its like sculpting with words as long as you have a shape ppl get the idea which is such a weight off my shoulders lol, its still a lot of work but so much fun to know i can to an extent do what i want and ppl actually like it like that. i also learned that like most other writers i have to cause my favs emotional and physical pain,

🎁- Any writing advice for people who want to write something like this?

hhHHHH 1. please do it its so fun just give in to the edge my guy , 2. try to get comfortable re-reading your chapters, for me its like when ppl listen to themselves sing/act but im trying to do better bc its so much more consistent when i keep it fresh in my mind and it also boosts confidence when u can pick out the things u like instead of the things u dont, 3. trying to have at least one scene in mind for each chapter that ur excited to write so u can have motivation to update faster! for me it doesnt have to be smth i think would excite the audience either like it could be the most basic thing but just having an idea of it and knowing i want to see it come to life rly helps me stay on top of it all

TY SM FRIEND THIS WAS SO FUN x x )

[lovesickjoon]

gelid - 01

pairing: taehyung/reader

rating: sfw

desc.: reader is a hunter who, while on a hunt, finds a bit more than she asks for. she meets a faerie named taehyung and he promises to heal her. ;)

genre: faerie!taehyung, human!reader, paranormal/supernatural au

words: 5.1k (roughly)

warning: swearing, future smut, violence (its pretty minor tbh)

notes: hi. yes, this is my first /reader fic. this is unedited and rushed a bit towards the end. hhh im not the best af this whole plot stuff lmfao. so like.. this is essentially minor plot w eventual smut. (tbh theres probably gonna be only  one or two other parts after this?)

part one | part two | part three

Working for Owlaid, it was your job to think ahead and act as quickly as possible. Your work required you to be prepared, on guard, and always ready to use your wits against your opponent. Initially, accepting this position was something you had never dreamed you would do. It was considerably terrifying at first, too.

At first? That was a blatant lie. Frankly, you almost shit your pants throughout most of the cases you worked. To be fair, if you weren’t frightened while working for Owlaid, you were either the janitor or not afraid of death.

You, now, couldn't imagine yourself not taking on this job.

Catching monsters, simply doing your job, had become a way to cope.

For the longest time, you felt trapped. With your ex, there was no other option, no other choice. His way or no other way. He was the puppeteer and you were the puppet. During the opening act of the puppet show, the sky was a bright hue of blue, and the birds were singing as they flew past. In the course of the main act, the scenery changed and a storm began to roll into the picture. You learned you were not the only puppet to have been handled by the puppeteer. In the final act, you had managed to break the strings connected to the puppet master and outsmart him. You began to fall, not remembering how to live without being controlled, but Owlaid was there to catch you.

You finally had options.

Well. That was another lie-

You definitely were on a leash.

For the most part, you were free. Freer than you had ever been.

You were also incredibly lonely.

You had a roof over your head, clothes on your back, food in your mouth, and money in your pockets. You had everything but a social life. One point the company had made clear was that they would not allow was any kind of outside relationships or friendships. You could not speak to your family or friends outside of Owlaid without consent from your boss. When you were finally allowed to speak to them, it had to be recorded and under surveillance. Owlaid permitted you to have a friendship with those who work in the Owlaid building with you, but usually, everyone was too busy to concern themselves with you.

Why was Owlaid taking all of these precautions?

Owlaid is an international company that was founded in the 1700s.

During this time period, supernatural beings outnumbered the humans. Humans were used, snacked on, and tossed to the side. As the human population grew rapidly bigger, riots began to take place. Groups began to form against the corrupt creatures. Owlaid was one of the groups. Owlaid ended up securing themselves and is now one of the few remaining groups from that time period.

During the 1800s, things had changed for the better. The bonds between the humans and paranormals had been mended enough to let the paranormals take jobs in the company.

The incident happened so, so much longer after that. 1947 rolls around and there are always bad apples. For the most part, everyone is getting along. Things go down and one of those bad apples make its way into the Owlaid building. A human man had met a woman outside of work and slowly they became friends and eventually lovers. She was a siren, half-bird, and half-woman. She seduced him and lured him into letting her friends enter the company.

The building was set on fire and every ounce of paperwork was damaged.  Those who were working that night were slain or burned alive.

That’s why you were only permitted to speak to those who were sworn to Owlaid.

Recently, your feelings toward your job had changed.

You wanted out. It was no longer something you needed to distract.

Yet, here you are hiking up an empty trail in the middle of the night. Job after job had been coming up out of nowhere tonight. After you finished one, you were assigned another.

You never supposed you would be advancing up a deserted hiking trail at two in the morning, in search of a beast that could shred you apart in moments.

A ‘hunt’ would be a better term for what you were doing, not hiking. The moon was shining brightly, illuminating the path you stepped upon. At times, the trees were dense enough to cause the stars and moon to vanish. You had a lantern and even a headband with a light, but the gleaming moon made you feel it was unnecessary to have either.  The air nipped at your nose and brushed through your hair. Your eyes kept drifting up to the sky to stare. Even though you knew you should be watching your step, you couldn't refrain from gazing upwards.

The only times you were let out of the Owlaid building was for a case, and most of your work took place in the mornings or afternoon. It was a rare occurrence to get to see the dazzling night sky.

Not only did you have to be prudent about where you moved, you had to keep an eye out for what was lurking in the darkness.

You were not here for the scenery, but for the hellhound that was ripping people to bits.  

Strapped to your side, you had all the necessities: taser, tranquilizing gun, etc.

You were still unsure of why they sent you, a human, for this particular case. When hellhounds are moving fast enough, humans cannot detect them. A vampire or even a werewolf would have had a much easier time with this hunt. You assumed it had something to do with the fact that job after job kept showing up. Either Owlaid had a few employees get slaughtered or there had been a random outbreak of creatures. Owlaid may not have had anyone else to send.

The only movement was the trees melding to the way the wind was blowing and a bird startling in a tree.

You feel a tinge of relief flood into your veins as a camping ground came into view. As you moved closer to it, you could see that it was completely abandoned. The newspapers were presumably warning against going camping, which would justify why no tents were set up or a fire dwindling down.

You scanned the area and paused to listen before strolling towards the center of the campground.

The campsite was a massive circle of grass, with two small trails paved through it and a picnic table. In the very middle of the area, a sign was planted. You approached the sign and read about the two paths. One path would take your further in and to a scenic view. The other would loop you around to the area you had gotten dropped off at.

Another thing about your job that pissed you off?

You were dropped off, usually by a witch’s touch. It never failed to make you nauseated.

You stole one last glance at the sign and assumed it would be beneficial to explore further. You wouldn't get paid if you came home empty-handed. You crinkled your nose as a strong gust of wind slapped you in the face. The musty scent is peculiarly familiar and your pulse quickened. Acting on instinct, you linger, unmoving, but study the forest. A shadowy figure is standing on the route that leads further into the woods.  You hesitated, anticipating it to make the first move. You felt like you were having a staring competition and the grand question was, who would break their gaze first? You suspected your headlamp was blinding the red-eyed shadow creature.

Your gut was informing you that this was certainly the hellhound you were searching for.

Was there another one? Two more? Three?

That question was the most troublesome among the numerous amount of others that were popping up in your mind.

You softly took a step forward and kept the light focused on it. It’s breathing was harsh and could be seen in the air as huge fog clouds. Hellhounds had remarkably sensitive hearing, and when you stepped on a pile of loose pebbles, you knew you were fucked.

You scrambled backward but discovered you couldn’t move back any further. You twisted your head around to see nothing blocking your path. You pressed again, trying to step back.

As your head turned back, attempting to understand what was wrong, the light that was blinding the beast moved with your head. It’s black, gnarly fur vanished into thin air and you knew it was coming.

You yanked your taser out of your pocket and lifted your arm to point it at the beast, however by that time it had tackled you. You swung one arm over your face and aimed the best you could at the hound with your other. You hit the switch on the taser and the beast let out a cry. It didn’t seem to faze or affect him much, he only now seemed more anxious to end you.  He snarled and he latched onto your arm, sinking his razor sharp teeth into your flesh. You raised your feet from below and repeatedly slammed them into the monster.

The monster unhooked his teeth from your arm and dived for your face, determined on ripping you apart.

Naturally, your eyes closed as his teeth neared.

A yelp.

Followed by a thud.

The hellhounds pressure was lifted off of your chest. Your eyes pop open and you seek the source of the noise.

The tree is unevenly split into two sections and glowing. The hellhound lies at the base of the tree, motionless. Adrenaline was rushing through you and with your unharmed arm, you lifted yourself up from the grass.

Your headlamp had tumbled off during the conflict. You had likewise dropped your lantern when the hound had pounced on you. You left the electric lantern, which appeared to have lost the battery, untouched.

Your attention shifted to the tree when it cracked and the two halves sunk into the earth, absorbing the hellhound with it.

You reached for the headband, pointing the light towards the base of the tree that no longer was there, right where the hellhound had been lying. The grass was growing back over the area rapidly. The land was fixing itself, changing back to its undamaged state. You let the light travel along the edge of the forest and jumped when a slender figure stepped towards you.

A ‘tsk’-ing sound surrounded you, everywhere but nowhere all at once.

“Oh, my. You’ve been hurt quite badly, dear.”

You rapidly survey the area around you, finding no source of the sound.

A silvery laugh rings around you, “Don’t be afraid, sweetheart. I only want to help you.”

You pivot and cry out when you bump your arm accidentally. You flail around with only one arm, in attempt to stand up. You nearly make it to your knees but end up crashing down, a fragment of pain spreading throughout you.

“Show yourself,” you command.

“I’m right here.”

You're stunned by his beauty, inhaling sharply upon looking at him. In his palm was a white flame, the source of the light that had his features irradiated.

He began to move, sauntering around you cautiously. You could feel his eyes raking over every inch of you. “I had a feeling something had gotten trapped in my ring. I just didn’t know it would be something so cute.”

Knowing that any signs of distress could give the enemy an advantage, you put on a brave face. “What are you?” you hissed the words and your eyes narrowed.

“I’m a Fae, shouldn’t you know that, little huntress?”

You gulped, faeries were rare creatures. Intelligent and very powerful. The only way to control them is with their full first name. Beautiful creatures, commonly confused with fairies. The most obvious and well-known difference between a fairy and faerie was the size. Faeries and fairies are both playful creatures, but faeries stand at the size of an average individual. Owlaid never taught their employees about Fae’s, because they were extremely rare and often stayed in the shadows. No jobs ever came up when it came to Faeries.

You knew that Faeries could only be taken down with silver, just like with werewolves.

“What’s your name?”

He bends over to gaze at you closer,  “You can call me Tae.”

A feeling inside told you not to even try, that it was pointless.

“Tae, take me to the Owlaid building.”

“Ah, so I was correct in guessing you are a huntress. Did you really think I would give you my full name? Don’t try to play tricks on me, honey.” Tae paused, “--or you’ll end up upsetting me.”

The pet name spurred you to scrunch up your nose in minor disgust. You went silent again, trying to formulate a plan to escape. The rush of adrenaline was starting to fade and the sting in your arm was growing worse as each moment passed. You eyed the ground, now seeing what was known as a ‘fairy ring’. From what little you knew, they were traps, often made of plants or other materials. Tae’s happened to be out of smooth stones. When the ring is created, a transparent border blocks everything from escaping the ring.

It’s what you had collided with while striving to escape the hound.

You jerked in surprise when Taehyung stretched his hand towards you and lifted up your chin. “I can make the pain go away, just come with me until you’re healed.”

You instantly shook your head, refusing his offer. His touch was incredibly warm, almost to the point of being too hot, but not quite reaching that level yet. You couldn’t help but lean into his touch.

“You’re so cold. Aren’t you tired of being cold and alone? Being empty?” Taehyung’s eyes are pools of ebony, beckoning you to dive in.

“Let me assist you, come with me. When you’re healed I’ll take you home, I promise.”

You shook your head again.

But what was stopping you?

The words slipped from your lips before you could stop them from leaving. His lips curled into a smirk and he hunches down to wrap an arm around your waist. He raises you to your feet with ease, and the pain becomes more intense. The mystery man departs his hand from your waist to wrap his fingers around your good wrist tenderly. You relocated your hand to his hand and grabbed on tightly. You weren’t sure how traveling through the Faerie paths operated, but you did know letting go of whoever leads you would be a massive mistake. From beside you, you heard him murmur for you to close your eyes.

You raised your eyebrows but did so without question.

In the center of the camping grounds, a doorway of light had appeared. You kept your eyes tightly clamped shut, slightly afraid to open them.

The smirk never dropped as he tugged you into the doorway.

Tae remained to your left, guiding you. When the brightness you saw through your closed eyes somewhat faded, you let yourself take a glimpse of the path with one eye. Faerie traveling vs. witch traveling was nothing alike. A gasp left your lips when you examined the space around you. You unintentionally clutched his hand tighter, becoming slightly anxious. The floor and walls were not walls or floors. It was all just... white. Hospital white. With witches, usually they’d tap you, you'd feel sick to your stomach, and you’d blink and be at where you needed to go. This, somehow, made you feel even more nauseous than when you traveled with witches. You were in too deep to back out now, you had to commit. You closed your eyes again and blindly let him lead you. You put one foot in front of the other and did your best.

And then it was open, the air around you changed from warm, to cold.

Not subzero levels, but definitely on the frigid side.

The light was much softer here, and you cracked open your eyes to peak again. The light was emanating from a source that you could not see. The walls could be described as pale, solid, and made of a blue rock. The first thing you noticed was the lack of windows and the very obvious missing door. Luxurious furniture was placed at random. You got a vibe that it took hours to decide where the pieces should have been placed and that they weren't just placed at random. Grey, purple, and soft green fabrics decorated the home. Everything was either silk or velvet.

“Welcome.”

Fear suddenly crept up on you and you began to wonder how many countless girls Tae might have taken here.

“Y/n.” Your name in his mouth was like a caress. Goosebumps began to raise all across your skin.

You had never told him your name.

He raised his slender hand and motioned with a long finger for you to come over to him. You hesitated but let your feet guide you closer to him. He lifted his long arm and grazed his fingers over your throat. A wave of relaxation consumed you.

Taehyung roamed over to his sofa and sat gracefully. A small, claw-footed table near the sofa held two glasses and a crystal bottle. You followed him and sat beside him, still tense. Taehyung was tempting, it would be so easy.. So, so easy to request for him to enclose you in his arms and soothe the empty ache within you.

The sofa suddenly shifted and the heat became really close. “Y/n, stop thinking so hard. Let me see your wrist, now.”

You held out your damaged wrist towards him and he softly covered his massive hands over it, almost like a cuff. From underneath your hands, you swore you could see a radiating white light. The warmth traveled up your wrist and into your upper arms. You didn't know how to react, your free hand clenched so tightly in a fist it began to throb.

“Aren’t you tired of being hollow, don't you want the void to be filled?” Taehyung asked again, almost the exact question from earlier. You gazed up and into Taehyung's deep and eternal eyes. You sputtered, a blush making its way across your cheeks.

Your stomach flopped back and forth. His hand on yours was so warm. Your wrist was now burning from his touch, in such a pleasant way. The pain from the bites and tears was fading more and more as the warmth spread.

Why not give him your heart, your soul? No one else could have them or wanted them.

Taehyung could feel your surrender and pulled you closer with his free hand. He removed his hands from your wrist and twisted to pour a liquid into the two glasses on the table. “Drink?” He held a glass up to you.

You shook your head.

What the fuck were you doing?

No, no way in hell was this happening.

Coming to your senses, you scooted back down to where you originally were sitting.

Not phased, he drank it himself. You looked down and began to check yourself over, expecting for your entire arm to at least have a scar or two. Nothing was there, just unblemished skin and a lingering warmth.

“Hm. Well, I have to go.”

You gaped up at him in surprise, “What?”

Taehyung was already standing up and in the middle of the room. “I’ll be back later, rest well while I’m gone,” He beamed.

With a blink, he was gone before you could stop him.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

“Tae!” You yelled. “Don't fucking do this! Come back!”

You had hoped he could hear your pleas some way and have a tiny ounce of mercy on you. Your voice echoed off the walls, only being heard by you and you only. You stood up and began to tromp around his place, searching for some sort of a door. You had let yourself get distracted, blinded, by Tae. He had some sort of an effect on you, another thing you didn't understand. How had he enticed you so effortlessly?

You explored the vast maze that Taehyung called a 'home' until you found yourself back in the living room. You plopped on the couch, heart hammering in your chest. You wrapped your arms around yourself, imagining the comical look on the Faerie's face when you screamed thousands of horrible obscenities at him. You needed to find his full name. Maybe he had something in his home with his nam-

The air shifted and your heart went to your throat. You threw yourself upright, surveying the room. A short man, with black hair and thick lips, was standing a few feet away from the couch.

His head tilted to the sight upon you.

“You’re his.”

It was a statement, he wasn't asking.

“Do you know where he is?”

It was a question in which you had no answer to. You weren’t as phased by him, having already dealt with one other beauty. It was clear to tell he was someone like Tae. Your heart had returned to thumping swiftly and steadily in your chest at the sound of this man's voice. You shook your head and attempted to find words. You opened your mouth and an all that came out was a croak. You reached for the glass on the table and took a sip, finding it to only be water in the glass and not some sort of potion or poison.

"You’ve made a very bad choice, little human.” He winked.

“What’s your name?” You demanded, disregarding his comment.

He giggled, “I’m afraid I can only give you my nickname, maybe one day we will be able to be friends. Call me Minnie, even though it’s usually only reserved for people who care about me.”

You ground your teeth together in annoyance. Your fingers tensed around the glass, and you brought it up to your lips again.

“Don’t you know if you eat any food when you’re here, then you’re here forever?” Minnie pried.

You nearly spat the water out but swallowed it down instead. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

“I’m sure he won’t let you go that easily anyways. Well, I came here for Tae, but it was nice meeting his fated. Toodles.”

He was gone in seconds.

Toodles?

What felt like hours, was probably more like twenty minutes. In those twenty minutes, you had spent the majority of the time cursing the air and shouting for Taehyung to come back. Exhaustion consumed you as you heavily sat against the sofa. This evening didn't appear to be going to get any better anytime soon. Half-awake and ready to cry, your eyes nearly popped out of your head when Taehyung appeared in front of you.

“You.” You growled, raising up off of the sofa.

“I demand that you take me home right now. You healed me, I need to go home now. You said you would take me home once I was healed.”

Taehyung frowned and approached you. He moved his slender hands up to remove a piece of hair from your face.

“You’re not fully healed yet.”

You pulled up your sleeves, eyes glinting dangerously, “I’m fine.”

“Mentally.”

You paused, taking in what that one word implied.

“You’re healed physically, but mentally... You’re not in the best state. I promised I would heal you and you’re not healed yet.” Tae reached for both of your hands with his two hands, attempting to hold them. You jerked away from his grasp. Tae spoke quietly, “I don’t understand. Earlier your body was begging for me to touch you and heal your pain, now, that is not the case. What's wrong?”

You yearned for your taser.

“I keep my promises, Y/n.”

You snapped, lightly shoving yourself away from him, “I don’t want your help. Take me home.”

“I care about you, please. Just one day for me to fix you..”

“No,” You lowered your voice, trying to remain calm. “How can you care about me when you don’t even know me?”

“There is no one else for you, my love. Only I can fix you. Let me fill you.” Tae grabbed your wrist and the ache inside of you felt a million times worse.

You ripped away, “You’re such a freak, who goes around spouting shit like that? Being called a freak by someone who works for Owlaid says a lot about you, doesn't it?”

Taehyung's face grew dark, the glimmer in his eyes fading and dulling. “You will one day beg for me to touch you, and I will savor it. Shut your eyes and we’ll go.”

The second meaning behind his words set off a wild shiver through you. It took you a moment to determine whether you should or not, but you decided on closing them, not dallying around long enough for him to change his mind. The air shifted and Taehyung was nowhere to be felt. “Keep moving forward,” his voice ordered, traces of anger were evident in his tone. He was holding it back. You missed a step, and his warm hands grasped you, sitting you upright. He let go of you as soon as he saw you were steady and stable.

For some reason, a pang of guilt hit you.

The air shifted and you were alone in your room. The coldness you had endured on the Faerie path today made your normally chilly room feel like a desert. Yet, the heat of your unit was gelid compared to the warmth of the sun-kissed boy. Everything was in place. The room was the same, dull color scheme as the rest of the Owlaid building. Your eyes shifted to your phone, which was lying where you had left it.

You moved towards your desk and saw it only had 29%. Your eyes landed on the time, causing you to gasp. You were trapped in the Fae realm for hours, yet it had only felt like an hour.

You placed your phone on the charger and pushed open the door that led to the hallway.

You nearly jumped out of your skin when a voice behind you boomed, “It didn’t eat you!”

Arms were thrown around you, and you had to snicker.

The brunette released you from her grip and you twisted around to look at her. She gained her composure, “We have been trying to contact you for hours! Where have you been?”

“My scanner was broken. I lost my taser and pretty much everything else. So, I couldn’t contact anyone for transportation.”

“What happened to the hound? You were supposed to tranq him. We searched the area and couldn’t find him.”

You let your eyes bore at the floor, contemplating on what you should tell. Should you inform them about Tae? Your stomach twisted and your heart screamed for you not to say anything.

So.

You didn’t.

You shrugged, “It’s an odd story, really..”

Althea’s eyes narrowed, “Continue..”

“He attacked. I tried to hit him with my taser, he jumped and bumped into a tree.. And it swallowed him and sunk into the ground.”

Althea’s expression was blank. “Next time, don’t come back empty-handed.”

You stalked out of the hallway and back into your room, incredibly annoyed. You weren’t irritated with Althea, you loved her. You were more troubled with yourself. You had lied, why? It was obvious that Althea had seen through your lie,  but she had just accepted it.

When you got to your unit, you slid under the covers. A silver knife at your bedside, praying nothing would happen as you rested. You sealed your eyes and after a few moments, you were promptly out.

That night, you dreamt of your childhood.

You dreamt of your best friend from when you weren’t corrupt. You also dreamt of Tae.

The dream began with you sitting beside someone, coloring. You heard a muffled voice and shifted your eyes towards the voice. It was from the boy who was sitting beside you. He was speaking, but you couldn’t make out what he was saying. You squinted your eyes, zeroing in on his lips, trying to read them. You thanked him, feeling your cheeks grow warm. What has he said to you? The boy whispered beside you again. You nodded, “I won’t.”

The boy grinned, teeth proudly on display. You tried to read his lips again as he spoke, and couldn’t make any sense of it.

The dream faded into another.

You looked around and even in the dark, you could tell someone was with you and was in your room. It seemed familiar. Your heart began to thump, every hair on your body raising in alarm. A deep voice floated through the air, “Owlaid really has ruined you, haven’t they? You will soon call for my name, love. You will remember eventually.”

“Who’s there?!”

A familiar white flame began to glow in the corner of your room. You reached to your bedside table for the knife. “What do you want from me, Tae?” You gripped the handle of the knife tighter.

“I'm not the only one who will live up to my promises. I just want to restore you, fill you... Fix you. If something doesn’t change soon, then you must realize, you’re leaving me no other choice.”

Your eyes widened, and your voice got caught in your throat.

“I know I am not welcome right now. Until we meet again.”

The light dimmed and you swore, not wanting to be left alone in the dark with him. By the time you found the switch on the lamp, he was long gone.

You were wide awake.

Only one of those things were a dream.

You sat up properly and rubbed the sleep out of your eyes. Your phone lit up, notifications causing it to begin flashing, and you internally groaned.

Another case.

The message was from Althea:

“I have a job for you. (Sorry.) Meet me at transport ASAP.”

You threw your covers off of you and hurried to get ready. You stepped into the hallway, one shoe on, and the other in your hands. You slipped the untied shoe on while you moved. You stopped when you got to the center and tied it.

“Ah! There you are. I was just on my way.”

“What’s going on?”

“Shapeshifters in some small Texas town,” Althea replied, pushing a black bag towards you.

You took the bag from her, “I'm not exactly dressed to bag and tag.”

Althea shrugged, “You look fine. There’s new equipment in that bag, don’t lose or break it like you did last time. I have some errands to run. Contact us if anything goes bump.”

Althea. Always prompt and in a rush.

You gave a curt nod and took off towards transport.

[honey-baes]

ALL THE EMOJI ASKS PLS RACHEL

I DONT THINK U REALIZE HOW MANY THERE BLOODY IS THIS TOOK ME SO LONG AHGSJHAGSJHAGSJ

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be? @occultlike she looks like she’d be soft n squishy n im here for that

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why? litwick!!! idk its just so pretty!!!! i also love darkrai n jirachi cus those were two of my fave pokemon movies as a kid!!!

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like? p fucking gay ig uhh there would be flowers every fucking wear for sure

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had? i dont dream much?? the last dream i had all i remember is like,,, somebody ik dying?? idk

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend? idr have a best friend BUT i love all my friends for being the most TALENTED N CREATIVE people ever im. gushing

😘 talk about your crush or partner - dude i have a new crush every week but uhh but i kinda have a thing for my friend ajhdahdha

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back? def not!!!!! i hate confrontation n i usually just stay silent (although that never fuckin works n i really need to stand up for myslef ahdgahd) tho if its playful ill def be a bitch

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!) I’ve gotten through so much n im still here!!!!!! // i try to be kind to the people around me // 

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it? uhh this is dumb but really myself??? like, my paranoia is really shit n it makes me scared of alot of shit im fully aware isn’t a threat or anything 

🎁 what never fails to make you happy? flowers!!!!!!!!!!!!

💙 what annoys you about some people? people who are rude for no reason!!!!! it just annoys me when people say something in a rude tone for literally no reason yknow

😤 do you get angry easily? uhh yes unfortunately!!!! i have alot of pent up anger ahdhaajsdhasd

🐇 what do you always daydream about? alot of things!!! i’ll often daydream about mundane stuff like what i’m gonna draw later n that

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change? 

✈️ what is your dream city and why? hmm vancouver looks pretty cool!!!!!! idk im a lil bit sheltered n a lil bit bad at georgraphy

☕️ talk about your ideal day - i’d wake up n make some green tea and honey and then do some painting in my room, n have pasta for dinner!!!! i love pasta jadhajsdja

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert? introvert definitely!!! i love my friends but being around people, especially outside is really draining hh

💧 when was the last time you cried? uhh yesterday hjdgasd i cry p much every day HhhhH

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment - wetsuit // a lack of colour // drop pop candy // talk too much // if you’re over me

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why? i’ve always thought itd be awesome to be able to read peoples mind!!!! ig i really just want to know what people think of me?? ahdhags

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say? please for the love of god don’t eat that much icing at once it won’t end well

💚 who are you jealous of and why? idrk um i’m naturally kinda jealous of loads of artists??? just cus i think my arts been p bad recently n im really envious of others art hhh 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why? kindness!!! i’m none of those things except for kind so i might aswell go that route yknow ahdhadgaj

🙊 what are you ashamed of? dude alot of things honestly most things i do adjhadhass 

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn? i know english and welsh!!!!! i don’t think i’d be able to learn another language tbh hh

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be? hmm i love tomoyo daidouji n i’d love to be her friend!!!!! (she’s from cardcaptor sakura!!!)

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today? i’m in the proccess of drawing something for someone!!!! n fufilling reqs!!!!

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why? a siren bcs theyre pretty and murderous n i like that

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike - ash she’s a real dumbass yknow

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately - everything tbh hh ive been going thru a rlly shit rough patch atm but!!! im still here so 

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now? i wanted to be a artist, n i didnt for a couple years but i do again!!!!

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods? chocolatechocolatechocolate 

🍑 what are you obsessed with? currently bnha n kiribaku!!!!!!!! n uhh kamideku/tododeku/kamisero/ashido and happiness

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed? i uhh cry hh

😪 what are you sick of? it being so hot!!!!!! gahh

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker? nO

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person? i’m definitely trying!!!!!! i don’t know if i really am yet though ahah

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies? painting!!!! video games!!!! i love doing sumi-e/oil/watercolour/digital painting n i love nintendo games!!

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself? i sang Hot n Cold ahddgahdajadh

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it? me being a bit of a pushover hadahdsjjah im trying to stand up for myself but it usually just ends up in more grief HHH

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored? eyes!!!!!! i draw eyes all over my school books, and bloody hands!! // i like doodling blood hh

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams? i’m like uhhh 2 years old ig

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you? i havent,,, done that hhh

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why? off the top of my head i love jenna coleman cus uhhh shes a pretty lady

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person? o fuck yeah

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them. alices adventures in wonderland // ‘she generally gave herself very good advice, although she very seldom followed it’ | through the looking glass and what alice found there // ‘Thy loving smile will surely hail the love-gift of a fairy tale.” | the lion, the witch and the wardrobe // ‘She did not shut it properly because she knew that it is very silly to shut oneself into a wardrobe, even if it is not a magic one.’ 

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help? i listen to music!!!! 

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad? def my friends!!! i don’t acc like talking about things that are bothering me but i know they’d all be willing to listen and care about what i say n that makes me happy ahhh

🌍 which country do you live in? wales!!!!

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words - salty, tired, TIRED

💭 do you keep a diary? i have tried but alas i cant keep up w that shit

💫 who inspires you? so many people!!!! my science teacher is p cool n i wanna be like him!!

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why? idk but uhh i like buzzfeed unsolved so

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like? black, hoodies n sweaters n LEGGINGS

🎬 what are some of your favourite films? the captain america movies!!!!

[iimmcrtalis-archive]

DA verse

a summary post of all my active muses verse(s) in dragon age because i’m f EELING IT BOYS. except terry for rn bc it’ll be Hard. one day. gonna try and go in a from least knowledge bout their verse to extensive knowledge of ‘em so. ayy

this is a pretty long post i apologize to those on mobile!!

Nova; mage(???), human ( ? ), possibly a distant noble

probably a mage? because blue space magic is her jam. though she’s actually more of a combat & tech. she was like well rounded in that regard so i’m considering iunno??? battlemage maybe w/ lockpicking who knows. she’s a sneaky mage that can stab u real good.

would probably also assume she’s pretty good as inquisitor because she would treat it as her role and thing she still has to bare and takes it seriously. like nova is no nonsense as inquisitor but absolute nonsense when she’s not playing that role lmao. 

Morgan; mage?? human af ye. defo a noble blood t BH. 

i unno man. iunno. is he a mage? yeah probably. would he be a legit battlemage + arcane warrior? probably. Would i say he uses a real sword? pro b ab ly. like listen he’s a beefy mage who wears normal armor and probably looks like a fckn non mage but bOOM SUDDENLY LIGHTNING FROM HIS HAND W H AT 

iunno he’s a mage and he’s aggressive as FUCKKKK. aggro as fuck. probably sides withhh iunno both he’d want both and think it’s wasted potential to only have one lmao. iunno he’s hard to figure out man. he’d ultimately probably be like templars because actual ppl who know how to fight. but also wouldn’t wanna condemn the mageS??? so who knows who knows. 

anyways he probably likes blackwall and the iron bull and viv and cass?? and just ye. chills w/ them a lot probably. probably would flirt w/ cass tho god. butw/e no he’s uhhhh real aggressive as a fckn inquisitor like every body getting beheaded. except a few probably.. he would probably make uh... whats his name... tranquil tbh. worse fate than death that yes he would wish on his enemies bc otherwise they get what they want & too risky otherwise. 

Igne; old af elf, probably an assassin combo w/ magic??

like listen if you tell me that they can’t be both ima fckn punt u bc really that’s dumb. defeats the point of multiclassing in the fantasy genre of g am es. anyways really tho they’re old. old as balls. probably? iunno. probably served like... andruil for a while or somethin! got a lil lil corrupted but didn’t want it and wanted freedom so they were like FUCK THIS SHIT IM OUTTIE 

how’d they live? no idea. not a single clue bc i just don’t know jackshit bout ancient elf shit anymore (when did i ever) but honestly. it’s probably a thing right? old af elves everywhere. but no no they’d probably even annoy sera bc like they’re literally?? nonsense. violent af nonsense. hanging off a roof with a fckn potato in their mouth & lookin ready to murder. 

it’s a look™  but nah thinkin that u hhh corruption shit is probably what gave them a red eye ayyy

inquisitor igne is like dagger eyes at solas but doesn’t snitch on him ever not even once. she’s got his back man. she’d be like cool i’ll plaY BOTH SIDES SUre. sure. no mercy run on ppl tho god 

EVELYN / ISENE; old af elf. got that fckn combo again

it’s a theme really, combo classes. all my muses? multiclassed fuckers.  for a detailed everything, please refer to her old blog bc this is gonna be a stupid summary of it so ayyy.

old as dicks dude. lost her arm in the rebellion, against the rebellion. served elgar’nan because he fits her the most tbh. still sort of serves him i guess. like if he showed up she wouldn’t hesitate to follow his orders is what i mean here. otherwise she keeps up the facade of being a former dalish elf mercenary. and definitely doesn’t shy away from admitting she’s got magic. never calls herself a mage because  like lmao 

she has a fckn big ol sword she carries around one handed? and if ur like UR JUST A MAGE she’s gonna use said big ol sword to chop ur head off. not a fan of modern mages tho lmao. at all. like not a lot of sympathy for them. but she would also just kick a circles door in and be like cool leave gtfo you weaklin lil fucks jfc go learn somethin. 

would fight solas in a denny’s parking lot at 2am if she knew jack shit. but she really doesn’t so she’s like ur weird and i dont trust you  butyeah lm ao

Eludysia; ngl i unno if she’s old old but she’s Old. Old seer lady. 

honestly i think she’s not gonna have much of a da verse in general but it exists enough that i feel like i should cover it here. but essentially she’s an old elf seer in rivain. leader of a port side town. No chantry or qunari around its a lot of elves tho. refugees and what not from kirkwall and stuff. 

i unno if she’s an ancient elf but i know she’s old. like real old. so who knows

if she is ancient she probably woulda been like a priestess to ?? falon’din or dirthamen??? because seer shit but like even in a current state she’s fairly devoted to on e o f them or both? probably both lmao. so it’s w/e. 

she’s the former keeper of the clan revas got sent to, which is where revas’ mom is also from and how she gets to that clan. but she was keeper of the clan for like.. a long time like a long time. like that bald fuck from da:o  but without plaguing people with a curse. iunno how she did it but magic and better than that shit. 

more important if revas is inquisitor because lmao she’d probably be like.. welp im gonna come guide you?? probably.   shit she’s probably like emerald knights old tho shit but no fuckin!!! probably comes to be an advisor. 

i think if u go revas as commander/advisor or inquisitor in a thread eludysia’s probs gonna show up and be like sup  but otherwise she’s mainly just a contact in rivain for info and resources!! no special quest or anything u can just contact her for stuff. 

Warren; half-elf, half-qunari. big man w/ a bow.

&& a thick af accent let’s be real here. 

i haven’t made a post about his shit yet so! this one might be a lil longer!! 

grew up in/around starkhaven. in an alienage somewhere really! but he’s got that starkhaven accent. probably just fumbled his way there because honestly he got fucking ditched by his people and has no idea who his parents are lmao. just knows his mom died during child birth and he was fuckin cursed essentially via his?? clan or something. that qunari bit of him is real obvious as his horns grew out and probably had a harsh life in an alienage. 

because he’s not an elf. but he’s not human. and he’s not a qunari. so he’s just. him. 

eventually falls in with some ppl who teach him to steal. so he does a lot and then gets busted and they fckn break his horns off and chop his ears!!! and throw him the fuck out. as you do. but they taught him to use a bow so he’s good with that. and knives. good at close quarters and a long range.

gets better with a bow. real top knotch stuff. ends up in a mercenary crew (same one as qunari inquisitor? probably.) enjoys his merc lifestyle ya know has a good time killin shit 

anyways. companion warren is p much like ‘Strength & force.’ because he has no tact and doesn’t care about politics. like one day i’ll have his approval / disapproval shit. but today is not that day.

but the same applies to his inquisitor shit. he’s fucking brutal as an inquisitor. cares about the little people but FUCK the rich. takes the well for himself ( tho if i would also say revas is there bc i can and she’d take it) but generally just!! give him power and let him kill shit!! that’s all he cares about. tho he wouldn’t kill samson or calpernia bc he doesn’t see them as enemies or villains truly? just pawns in a big scheme and he’d probably stare corypheus in the face and be like get fucked you saggy fuck 

he’s great, great guy. 

Revas: Keeper. Dreamer. Dalish elf. 

literally like most people know Revas’ Dragon Age basics!! but if you don’t i’ll just direct you to her old blog, so you know what’s up.  i’ll put it into a summary the best i can tho! 

Backstory: short and simple? #fucked.  expanded? she was born to the lavellan clan to one of the head hunters & warriors. ended up having magic so she was sort of training to become second, or first, till her moms old clan was like hey we need a new first so uhhhh help us out. and they traded some goods and revas went on her way. ended up being a fucked up situation where the previous first was murdered by two clanmates who eventually tried ( and did) murder revas but she came back bc lmao spirit help & ended up killing them and leaving for her actions.

Dragon Age: Awakening:  full page about it Takes place shortly after this event happened. she lived on her own for awhile, protecting people as much as she could from darkspawn during the blight. ends up going to the wardens because someone doesn’t appreciate her help since she’s a Mage.     The choices made by the warden in regards to her effect how she becomes a warden and the rest of the timeline. Sort of a branch off feel. highly recommend taking a look at the page and also this post. 

DA 2:  If not in the Awakening verse, Revas travels around to the clans. becoming a traveling keeper & helping the clans the best she can. As well as finding ruins and exploring man memories from lost objects. Eventually finds her way to Kirkwall to actually speak with Merrill. But some other shenanigans play out and some stuff goes down. Ends up helping in the fight at the end and leaving with Zevran ( @allurfavesrqueer‘s zevran only lmao. )

DA:I     Companion: Shows up in fereldan with some tree peeps. gets some elvhen shit. offers her services to the inquisition bc that’s what her spirit told her to do. and ya know real fucky. shares some approvals as solas but usually has some pretty contrasting opinions on things! Will defo take on the role of like older sibling or sibling figure with the inquisitor if they’re close enough. Be kind to elves & mages and you’re good.  ( also she’s an option to take the well if the inquisitor doesn’t want it) 

   Advisor: Takes up an offer by the inquistor to become an advisor which is more or less her using her network with the elves around the countries to do certain objectives and what not. acts a bit like an ambassador for the elves & mages in the meetings to give them a voice and remind the human board of trusteeeess that they’re fucking not the only ones around :)) 

  Commander: Mainly with @desiderrium‘s Cullen. Basically Revas takes over for Cullen? at his request kinda because she’s like what the fuck you’re whAT. and gets pissed at everyone else for keeping him on when he’s Not Okay even if she’d rather kick his teeth in 99% of the time. why revas take over? because she’s actually p fuckin qualified, gestures vaguely towards being a first and the advisor au. like she knows how to lead ppl so ayy. 

  Inquisitor: Same ish backstory happens except her parents died to the blight and she left the clan for the other and ye same shit happens. but the clans ask her to go check shit out for them and shes like of course and gets caught up in the mess so. 

ALRIGHTY !! 

so that got long but yea!! hopefully this is a more condensed version of stuff and good for reference later. 

[primadonnatartuffe]

RYAN: *it's time to face the music... she said she'd talk to russet later, so here she is, later, dropping in at russet's place unannounced. maybe because she hopes she'll miss her to avoid doing this just a LITTLE bit longer... but ultimately she does want to, she's just scared. taking in a deep breath, she knocks on her sister's door.*

RUSSET: *No such luck Ryan, she happened to be home in her small little town house on her day off. She had been sipping tea and looking over her outline plan suggestions for the next Odimist fund raiser when she heard the knocking at her door. Mmm, it could be a few people really, but Russet had a bit of a hunch as she gets up from her table and goes to open the door.*

RUSSET: Oh hey =8I *She looks Ryan up and down.*

RYAN: hellooo... *says a little meekly and sheepishly* you busy?

RUSSET: Not really *She hesitates a moment before stepping aside.*

RUSSET: You wanna come in?

RYAN: yeah. *nods before she slowly starts to amble inside, looking around at the interior with interest and awe. russet must be doing well for herself...*

RYAN: i just wanted to... you know.

RYAN: follow up on what i said id do.

RYAN: and talk about... everything?

RUSSET: *Her etsy shop does do well to help fill out her bank account after her usual paychecks. Who knew so many people would want fridge cozies? The main room is rather minimalistic in design style, but just so you know her bathroom is space/galaxy themed.* Mm. Thats cool.

RUSSET: *Shuts the door behind the both of them.* I can reheat tea if you want any.

RYAN: yeah okay i could go for some tea i guess. *despite feeling antsy, she plops herself down on a couch or chair just so she's not standing around.*

RYAN: ... i like your place.

RUSSET: Thanks. *The couch is covered with pink and gray colored thick cableknit blankets, very soft and comfy. Russet briefly vanishes into the next room and a few minutes later she returns with two mugs, one being hers reheated, and another fresh cup for Ryan.*

RUSSET: *She wordlessly sets the mug in front of Ryan and then takes her on seat on the soft swivil chair to the right.*

RYAN: *by the time russet comes back, ryan is completely consumed by this fluffy cozy couch. but she can still reach out to grab her drink.* thaaanks...

RYAN: ...

RYAN: im not... super sure where to... start...

RUSSET: *She sighs over the top of her mug.* I guess I can start. Probably should say sorry for how I was being at the party. Wasn't really the place to hash this out anyways.

RYAN: *shrugs* i mean... its not unwarranted.

RYAN: i know it had to suck seeing me there before anything else.

RYAN: like not to throw a pity party for myself or nothing but i was just really stressed out about coming back.

RYAN: i thought if i just showed up at shindig itd be easier somehow? i guess i didnt expect to see you and finn AND jack all at the same time. the only thing that woulda made it more overwhelming was if dorian was there too. *wilts thinking about dorian... she really made an ass out of herself around him ages ago, and now he's nowhere to be found.*

RUSSET: *She too droops her shoulders at the mentions of Dorian. Why is their whole family troubled with disapearences?* Yeah well. You probably could have thought that through better yeah.

RUSSET: *Sips tea.* ...You said you're staying with dad?

RYAN: *nods slowly* yeah... i dont really know where else to go.

RUSSET: Im sure hes happy to have you around.

RYAN: ... i think hes still pissed at me. *sips also and keeps her mug close to her chest*

RUSSET: Well duh. A lot of people are gonna' be pissed. But even if he's mad hes got to be happy you're back home and safe and not gone with the wind.

RUSSET: Unless you plan to run away again. Not sure how well that might go over. *Sips at her.*

RYAN: *stares down at her mug* no...

RYAN: theres no point in me trying to leave again.

RYAN: there was no point to begin with.

RYAN: it was stupid...

RUSSET: Yeah. It was.

RUSSET: But you still did it.

RYAN: ... im sorry.

RUSSET: *She looks down into her cup, pulling her legs up into the chair with her so she can sit cross legged, and goes silent for several moments.* .............

RUSSET: Why did you do it?

RUSSET: Why did you run away again?

RYAN: i dont know i-- *draws in a sharp breath*

RYAN: it was so long ago now i barely even remember what was going through my head.

RYAN: of course i might remember it better if i hadnt completely fucking fried my brain lmao.

RYAN: *huffs another sigh* i just know i was like... overwhelmed...

RYAN: between jack and me... and with all my bullshit.

RYAN: i just know i wanted to hide from it.

RUSSET: *She listens, and tries to find ways to sympathize with Ryan. Her little sister did have a few problems, and Russet could wrap her mind around feeling overwhelmed by stuff, but running away for years? That was too much.*

RUSSET: You know there are other ways you could have handled it. Without ditching all of us.

RYAN: *eyes start watering. no... she's wearing mascara, she can't have this.* i know that... i know that /now./

RUSSET: *heavens not the mascara. See this is why Russet likes her circle shades, they do well to hide too much emotion.*

RUSSET: I guess at least you learned that much. *Produces a napkin and holds it out to Ryan.*

RYAN: *takes it* ... yeah. *she learned plenty more than that, but she doesn't want to make it seem like she's fishing for sympathy. she doesn't deserve that. she just tries to think of ways to update russet without it coming off that way.*

RYAN: i got into a lot of shit.

RYAN: i made a lot of mistakes.

RYAN: i had to go to rehab. *shrugs*

RYAN: thats why i came back.

RUSSET: Wait... What?? *Sits up more in her chair, frowning pretty harshly.*

RUSSET: Rehab?

RYAN: ... yeah. *dabs at her eyes with the napkin* i got really fucked up and this girl i was seeing made me go.

RYAN: and then she you know broke up with me.

RYAN: but again i dont blame her.

RUSSET: Thats...

RUSSET: Mm. Wow. Sorry I'm trying to like.

RUSSET: Form the right words to respond to that.

RUSSET: ......Thats rough, Ryan.

RUSSET: *Nailed it.*

RYAN: *shrugs* you dont have to say anything its fine. it is what it is.

RUSSET: Yeaaahhh but its still shitty. I mean, I'm mad at you but still thats difficult to go through.

RUSSET: Does your mom know?

RYAN: *nods slowly* yeah... i told her and dad first.

RUSSET: Thats good. I'm glad you told them.

RYAN: kinda have to tell people. you know... to reconcile and all that?? its all part of the program.

RYAN: but i want to anyway.

RUSSET: Oh. Well thats better then just coming back to complete the program.

RUSSET: .......I'm glad youre back. Even if it doesn't seem like it.

RYAN: *hearing that makes her eyes water more and her voice squeaks a little when she speaks* cool. yeah...

RYAN: im glad im back too.

RYAN: and i really...

RYAN: i really am... really sorry.

RUSSET: *Ryan you better not start crying, gdi. Russet is too much of a bleeding heart for this.* Thanks. I believe it.

RUSSET: I um... I dont know how long I'm going to be mad at you about this. I forgive you but also dont at the same time its really confusing. And its hard not to still feel hurt because until now I didn't have any idea why you ran away, and I didn't get to think about it too much because I felt like I had to pick up the pieces of everyone else, so I'm kind of bitter? *Says it like a question, shes figuring it out as she goes and just holds her mug closer to herself to feed off the warmth.*

RUSSET: I want us to be okay again, eventually. Because I thought we were getting to some sort of level of okay with each other until you ran off.

RYAN: yeah... i know i fucked it all up. *she's crying, she can't stop it now. she's bottled it up too long, and if there's one person she really feels guilty about, it's russet, for all the reasons she just mentioned.*

RYAN: i wanted things to get better... i was just--

RYAN: fuck...

RYAN: im just so sorry. i dont wanna be dumb or petty or awkward anymore.

RYAN: i missed you... i missed you nagging at me and i missed your cute little craft things and all your motherly lil habits.

RYAN: i didnt realize how much i needed people like that in my life to keep me grounded.

RUSSET: *Well heck. Shes turning a little orange now, a combination about Ryan saying all these nice things about her meddling, and then there is the whole choking back emotion because if Ryan is crying shes NOT going to cry. Because if they both start bawling it will never stop she knows it.*

RUSSET: Well shit. =B'I

RYAN: *wheezes out a watery laugh at that response.* i know... damn... really unexpected hearing ryan get all sappy.

RUSSET: *Nods and sniffles just a little.* It is. I think someone might have to pinch me to make sure this is real.

RYAN: would... a hug work?

RUSSET: *She thinks about it and then places her mug on the glass coffee table before opening her arms wide.*

RUSSET: Yes. =B''T

RYAN: *HHH she puts her mug down as well, wiggling out of this couch and then shuffling over to fit into her big sister's arms.*

RUSSET: *Wraps her arms around Ryan and gives her a big squeeze. This hug is pouring in the warmth and love of all the hugs she hasnt been able to give Ryan in years. Enjoy Russet's watery, emotional, bug chirps in your ear because its too much!!.*

RYAN: *the chirps are a comfort and she responds with more soft giggles. she sighs, relaxing into the hug and letting the warmth comfort her and convince her that things might finally start to be alright...*

RYAN: is it okay if i hang out here for a lil while...?

RUSSET: *She nods into Ryan's shoulder.* Mhm. I'm not doing anything today.

RYAN: okay cool cuz im gonna impose like hell for as long as i can get away with it. *pulls away, smiling softly as she flops back onto the couch*

RUSSET: *When she and Ryan part Russet breifly sneaks a finger under her glasses to wipe at her misty eyes.* Fine by me. But you shouldnt stay too long past dark unless you are getting a ride somewhere.

RYAN: *she's gotta dab at her eyes some more too...* yeah okay that can be arranged. *AND SO she gets settled in, drinking tea and catching up on some of the more positive things that have happened.*

[humble-butter]

suddenly long ramble abt language learning

i'm on a language kick rn and also procrastinating from hanging my laundry so im writing this :)

for japanese, i finally got out of 'taking a Horrendously long time to learn kana' limbo and its nice finally doing actual lessons even tho its basic asz i eat rice i go to school at 8 oclock stuff but yknow its a start. and honestly theres still some katakana i dont recall and i still dk how to write ふ but its whatever. also i got the jp keyboard on my phone which is rly nice, but takes some getting used to. idk how to get it on my laptop yet 💦.

im also trying to get back into spanish. i forgot i did one of those checkpoint tests and i actually passed but i know there were a bunch of concepts i should go back and review 😶 also i've been using the drops app to build vocabulary and it's been pretty nice! but it seems like ur daily 5 minutes is tracked on the same device even if i disconnect my account bc i got jp drops first but when i do sp i can't do jp i think until it resets. but honestly sp drops will probably be better for me bc while itll be a lot harder for me to retain all the kanji for jp drops though at least theres the pronunication ig. i did food section for jp at first and a lot were just katakana so it was fine but i got to another section w more kanji and was like hhh? anyways im gonna try to make flashcards for preterite tense, both regular endings and common irregular ones bc i litrally keep facking forgetting it 😔😔😔😔😔 and probably command / imperative (??) form bc i also forgot that

i also....... started the indonesian duolingo course on impulse. idk if there's a glitch or smth but a bunch of the new words aren't highlighted for lessons which is strange. the vocab and grammar is also kind of new to me so its a little hard to retain but yknow ive only seen them a few times. i find myself having to page through addendums / tips / threads a lot more than the other lang courses;;; idk if i'll stick with it, but i thought i'd try it since i've heard indonesians somewhat similar to tagalog/filipino (which i'd be more interested in learning if there were more sources or at least an actual dl course 😢😢😢) n i have some friends who speak it + see theres a bunch of fics written in indonesian so <:) if i do stick with learning it'd be cool to be able to understand them but idk rn

i am. very sad that tinycards is going away esp when im getting in a language kick recently and i rly need to make flashcards for the kanji ive learned + other tings 😔😔😔😔😔 i'd really prefer using flashcard software vs making physical ones bc it's more time consuming and ll probably just create more clutter for me aaaahhhg . i have anki but im more used to the tinycards ui which i like so i'll really miss it. idrk why its even going away but oh well

[grubhivemind]

SAGE: -its later in the night and no one is on the beach right now, but she is, sticking her bare feet in the sand and watching the tide rise and fall in the moon light.  it's peaceful. it's white noise. and maybe it's a little lonely, but it feels better than trying to fall asleep in a room alone.-

JACE: -it seems easiest to slip away from social situations when people aren't really paying attention... he was able to go off on a walk by himself while the others seemed distracted. now he's back, but he doesn't feel like he's cleared his thoughts much at all.- 

JACE: -he notices sage alone and feels much more comfortable approaching someone one-on-one, and especially his cousin. she has an energetic presence but in a way that's similar to his own, so he relates to it more than he stresses about it. he shuffles over, taking a seat beside on her on the sand.- 

JACE: Hi.

SAGE: -she hears jace approaching and smiles at him as he takes a seat- hey!!!! can't sleep either????

JACE: Well... I havent really tried... But I doubt Ill be able to. -pulls his legs up to his chest and hugs them.-

SAGE: -nods, understanding- sometimes it's scary to try when there's some awful things going on...... 

SAGE: -looks at him- have you been able to talk about it???

JACE: -pauses and rests his head on his knees.- Not... really.

JACE: Its um... I dont know. -already feels himself getting upset.- 

JACE: Im not sure what Im supposed to say.

SAGE: -puts a very gentle hand on his shoulder- you're not supposed to say anything..... but if you want.....i wouldn't mind listening

JACE: -squeezes his eyes shut, focusing on the contact.-Um... 

JACE: Its just-- 

JACE: Complicated... 

JACE: I dont feel like I can talk about it.

SAGE: that's okay 

SAGE: i get that 

SAGE: -pauses- sometimes it's nice just to have some kind of white noise you know 

 SAGE: like this

JACE: -swallows the lump in his throat, trying to listen to the sound of the ocean past his heart thumping in his chest.- 

JACE: Did... Did Joel say anything about me?

SAGE: -looks over at jace- what do you mean????

JACE: ... I mean... 

JACE: I know he wants to say he told me so. 

JACE: About... going into the woods. And about K... -sniffles. ugh.- 

JACE: Kougah.

SAGE: -her expression softens- i think maybe....he wants to be in control of the situation????? so you don't get hurt...... 

SAGE: and maybe he's a little scared too......because he cares about you 

SAGE: and from his perspective things are going in a frightening direction 

SAGE: when for you your relationship feels really good 

SAGE: before all this stuff happened i mean

JACE: Hhh... -hides his face. it must be really obvious why he was running around with kougah like he was. he feels so predictable and transparent.- 

JACE: I know, but... I dont know... 

JACE: I didnt want to disappoint anybody.

SAGE: that's pretty impossible jace..... 

SAGE: i hate disappointing people too but.....sometimes you can't avoid it

JACE: -tears start leaking past his palms, despite his attempts to hide his face.-I dont know what to do now... I feel so lost. 

JACE: Everything hurts so much.

SAGE: -moves to hug her cousin tightly- i think.......you're supposed to feel lost 

SAGE: and it's okay if you do...... 

SAGE: do you um..... 

SAGE: would you rather be here or there for the trial????

JACE: -leans into her, resting his head against her shoulder- Im... not sure. 

JACE: I get this feeling like... He wouldnt want me there anyway.

SAGE: where is he being kept do you know?????

JACE: -sniffles and nods.- Yeah... They have a little police station on Avalon. I watched them... take him in. 

JACE: And I had to fill out a report...

SAGE: -pauses for a moment- ....... 

SAGE: how secure is that police station exactly?????

JACE: .... -turns his head to look up at  her- Ummm....... 

JACE: Well, its not exactly... the most fortified place Ive ever been in.... 

JACE: ... Our vacation home is probably more secure. 

JACE: Why??????

SAGE: -looks around a little- well............ 

SAGE: i'm just wonderingn if.....there's a way he can get out early

JACE: ............... 

JACE: You mean like??? Break him out????????

SAGE: well you don't have to say it like THAT...... 

SAGE: but maybe!!!!

JACE: -HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THIS, aside from some weird excitement... he doesn't like that he feels that way about it though. whoops.- 

JACE: We cant do that..............

SAGE: we can't?????

JACE: .... Well, we absolutely could... 

JACE: I just mean we shouldnt because thats!!! Not legal. And... probably immoral.

SAGE: i mean.......i can't name any avalon laws off the back of my hand that say that's illegal....

JACE: ..... I didnt realize you were so well versed in avalonian law. >_> 

JACE: -HEAVY SIGH...- Sage....... I appreciate it but right now Im... 

JACE: Its hard. I dont even know if I can... forgive what happened... 

JACE: Do you.... Do you think its forgivable?

SAGE: -smiles a little- there's always somebody who's going to be able to forgive something no matter what it is.....everybody may not agree but i guess you just gotta think about what's forgiveable for you!!!!

JACE: :( 

JACE: .... You really think so? And that... thats okay? 

JACE: I...... 

JACE: I know hes not a bad person..... He doesnt just hurt people..... 

JACE: But I dont know if I believe in... an eye for an eye!!! Its-- 

JACE: Its so complicated.....

SAGE: i know that you see good in him..... 

SAGE: and i know you're pretty awesome at finding your way in and out of things!!!!!! 

SAGE: so there's really no way to say if it's right or not but i'll be damned if we can't do anything about it!!!!

JACE: -despite all the conflicting feelings, he manages to smile at that.- 

JACE: I think Im going to need time to figure things out with Kougah... Um. If I even have an option. 

JACE: But I know there are other things I need to do. On Avalon.

SAGE: -nods- yeah??? like what?????

JACE: Theres no one to look after the spirits in the forest with Kougah gone... They need someone who. Uh. Kinda knows what theyre doing.

SAGE: i'll go with you if you want.....i wouldn't mind learning!!!

JACE: -peers at her, grateful...- Maybe. I mean... its dangerous.

SAGE: -puts her dukes up- i'm dangerous!!!!!!!

JACE: Hehe. I know you are. 

JACE: Well... if my plan takes off, then Ill give you a call. 

JACE: -starts gathering himself and stands.- I... think Im gonna try to sleep now.

SAGE: -she smiles at him and looks up as he stands- okay!!!! 

SAGE: if you need anything just give me a call okay?????

JACE: -smiles softly and nods.- I will, Sage. 

JACE: And... thank you for listening to me. I really appreciate it. 

JACE: And the support.

SAGE: of course lil cuz!!!!!! 

SAGE: -holds out her fist for a bunp-

JACE: Heheh. -goes in for the bunp. contact MADE.- 

JACE: Ill see you later... And good luck getting some sleep. -waves, but only as he's walking away does he realize maybe he should have asked how she was doing too... UGH. STUPID JACE. he scurries off, embarrassed about his CLEAR blunder.-