#and im chronically online so im there all the time
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Gosh i am so obsessed with you in a very normal and non stalkery way
thank you 😌 i am incredibly self obsessed so feel free to stalk me more. im @/tranquil_as_a_forest on instagram
#and im chronically online so im there all the time#should i open an instagram account that is just me reposting things that remind me of the blorbos#and rambling about them and also me???#i want to#it sounds fun actually#ask
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Gonna be honest I'm a little worried for you and toffeebrew 😅 /gen/lh because when I'm awake, you're on. When i go to bed, wake up and you're on, and when I'M online, you're also on. Which, since I don't have a job anymore, I spent like 18 hours online so I'm just a tinyyyy bit worried about how much sleep you're getting /silly but also /gen/concern ^^"
REST IS IMPORTANT! 🌙
Oh i have no clue how much rest im getting. I just don’t really feel any urge to sleep until it becomes super obvious and I can’t ignore it. Today i think i fell asleep around 5-6 AM, woke up around 1 pm.
So that’s at least 8-7 hours today. I don’t have a steady schedule so that number fluctuates though. I’m usually awake in the afternoons and up all through the very early morning hours of the next day. I also don’t have a job or school or anything important to doing, so I spend most my time online here 💀
{ @thelunarsystemwrites }
#howlsasks#thelunarsystemwrites#im chronically online#need to get a job or learn how to drive or something#but im honestly always too tired and exhausted to do anything#and im. not sure why#got no reason to be so tired all the time.
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CHEERS TO THE WEEKEND !!! good morning friendz i hope your saturday is going well !! im excited for the day ahead and hoping it is kind to us all ! 🤍
#even tho september and i don’t get along i will keep trying to do my best !#i’m on a girls trip with my mama and we have a fun few days planned so i shall see you all when i have downtime at the hotel#need my daily dose of my buddies here at tumblr dot com ofc !#(see also: i’m chronically online i fear)#i posted on insta for the first time in like 6 months and hated every minute of it so i am staying put right here#anyway i am going on a food tour today & im v excited to eat 🙂↕️🤍#will get to the rest of the sweet asks once i can :’) i love u all sm thank u for being here with me#i hope you all have a wonderful day !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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the same chronically online leftists who talk about "building community" as a blanket solution to every issue, but always bitch about emotional labor or unpaid domestic labor don't realize that a foundational aspect of building community is volunteer work. lmfao.
#like i dare the average chronically online leftist to interact with the community they're always talking about#i'm not articulating this well bc it's 5:30 am i haven't slept#because obviously unpaid labor is a separate argument im not a capitalist wagecuck#but building community involves volunteering your time and your effort for no personal benefit#and somehow this is a foreign concept to those who wanna say community is the solution to every problem#like if you think that then put your phone down and go volunteer somewhere#that post about how a conservative person helping in a soup kitchen is doing more for their community than leftists talking about theory#on the internet is so relevant lol#and these are the same people calling for a revolution#if you want revolution you're gonna have to actually leave your bedroom and talk to people you don't like and god forbid...work#like do you think that if the revolution comes you're going to help by 'spreading awareness' while marginalized people continue to do all#the real work???
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hi everyone I miss you 🥺
#work has been so fucking overwhelming lately :((( had to report this Incident to HR now im waiting for them to talk to me#and im thinking something more serious might happen to the guy i made the report about cause he has other complaints#that are all quite serious#and i keep feeling really guilty cause i think it might lead to him getting fired but also#bro said multiple slurs AT WORK and then defended why he should be allowed to say them and he 'does it all the time' outside of work#so yeah fuck you dude. hope you get fucking fired.#i just hate that i had to be the one to say something cause now im like well. hes gonna know it was me. cause it happened twice#and the first time i was the only other person in the room other than his gf and obviously she doesnt care so she wouldnt say shit#and he has way more friends there than me so if he DOES get fired i have a feeling theyd all find out#which almost made me not say anything cause i really fucking like my job and i dont want it to become a hostile environment#but like ? bro defended himself for like 15 whole minutes about how much he doesnt give a fuck#so guess what dude ! i dont give a fuck either !#im hoping next week this gets resolved and i can be less stressed and come on here a bit more i miss looking at Images :(((#been missing all my friends' gifs and edits !!!! need to be more chronically online !!!! STAT !#i will catch up on my tag soon i prommy <33333333333#j.txt
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the rumors that theyre going to be separated except while on stage making me lowk nervous ngl they need to say sth NOW
#i never thought id miss liam running his mouth every hour of the day so badly. please we need ur chronically online posting back king#we're lost without u#idgaf about oasis really ive said this so many times if theyre not in it together id rather have nothing seriously#if they worked things out between them and then decided never to do oasis shit again id have been just as happy. idc about the band#it feels totally and utterly empty to have them back on stage performing if its purely business and they dont speak. like its nothing to me#i just wish theyd be ok again. idk sigh maybe that's parasocial of me and maybe im jumping the gun#maybe these are just bullshit rumors but its sounding kinda too real to be all bullshit. im TWEAKINGGGG#challenge be normal about those brother guys failed i guess
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haruka and his tbh eyes. his autistic stare.
#im insane abt his donut eyes. he is everything#hes literally tbh creature#also i always think abt how haruka takane and shintaro are like#chronically online#haruka would be obsessed with tbh creature he just sends that shit all the time#and ayano IS online but not as much so she's like Yeah the little guy haruka always sends looks so much like him doesnt it??#like she thinks its another sona he drew.#and shintaro and takane are like LMAOOAUUGGGHDJDKCOEMDLEKKD#sorry. im normal.#kagevinnie#headcanons
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I'm so pissed at you for making me attracted to the doctors. How and why?
Sourcery
(I'm a horomonal girl with the ability to draw old men)
#its truly my greatest trick in the book let me just *throws sketchbook at you*#also im kinda chronically online and home all the time so im slowly pefecting my skills * be wary*#joy doctors#whf#we happy few
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I never really got sick as a child, or at least never really missed school because I was sick. I would roll my eyes whenever my sister stayed home for what felt like the littlest things to me. Like you have a headache and it hurts a lot? Wow, we all do, get over it. But I'm realizing now that I did get sick. Not a lot, but the normal amount y'know? But I thought that it wasn't that bad, so I didn't tell anyone, and just continued on. If no one else noticed how much pain I was in, then I must not really be in that much pain. And this has kind of stuck with me throughout life? Like take the incident that happened a little over a month ago now. Looking back, I'm pretty sure I was sick to some extent for nearly a continous month, which explains why I had no energy at all during that time. I simply brushed it off as not enough sleep, despite my habits having not changed in months and it only just now affecting me. It all came to an head during this two week stretch. I would be out sick one day, and immediately force myself back the next, despite not actually being better. This continued for a while, until I actually fainted for a second and was forced to take the rest of the week off. I was most definitely sick than, and likely had been for a while, but I just didn't notice and didn't tell anyone because I thought that was normal. To always be in pain. I'm sure having chronic pain hasn't helped with this at all, but I'm also always sore when I shouldn't be. Everything hurts and it's just so fucking hard and I can't bring myself to tell anyone because little baby me ingrained it in myself that it really isn't that bad if no one else mentions it, so it all must be in your head. It hurts so fucking much.
#vent post#sorry. im... im noy doing great right now. this post kind of spiraled as well.#i hate that my body is like this. that i have to be in so much pain all the time. that no one believes im in so much pain.#because i dont act like im in pain. at all. ever#because im used to it. this has been my entire life but its gotten so much worse lately and i keep getting fucking more emotionally mature#and realizing “ph hey thag isnt normal” and it suck so much. its just to much sometimes.#sorry i just#its easier to talk about it here#because this is where i first learned about what chronic pain really is. and thay othed peopls hurt like me too#and... the whole hiding behind a screen thing.#its a lot easier to dissappear online than it is to in real life.#sorry.#this post is sponsored by your local kiwi
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not to be rude but 99% of the time people with rentrys have the worst fucking vibes on the planet
#text#like 90% of the time i see a rentry and im like Oh god what horrors await me#and i click and its the most inaccessible monstrosity graphic design is my passion of an about page ive ever seen#compete with about 30 signifiers that this person is so chronically online theyve forgotten what ‘tweet’ means outside of twitter#and their dni list is half incomprehensible and filled with toxic waste#DONE NOW. SORRY.#this post is NOT about connor though he can do whatever he wants forever#my mutusls in general can have remtrys all they want. everyone rlse though…
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man. i changed so much these past years
#im different from last years me who was different from 2021 me who was different from 2020 me and so on and so forth#it feels kinda weird thinking about it bc i went through *so much stuff*#all of it in just the past 4 years... insane#i found out i was trans. i went on lockdown. i started posting my art online. i made online friends.#i went through three different relationships. every single one of them changed me forever.#i started writing. i finished middle school. i read homestuck. i used discord everyday for 2 years.#i found my personal sense of style. i started going tk school again. i made friends irl. i lost all the online friends i had.#(thay wasnt bc of any scandal i just left the friendgroup and then started to slowly interact more with ppl irl#whi sorta made my online interactions dwindle especially one-on-one interactions#i think i feel better like this go be honest with you. the connections feel stronger and i feel closer to the friends ive made#not saying i dont like the people i know and befriended here just saying that not being chronically online anymore really changed how i#go through with internet interactions)#damn. really feeling the passage of time now.#also this is not a sad reminiscent post im *really* glad im in the place i am in life right now#i have a qpp i have an irl friendgrouo that i feel 100% comfortable with for the first time in my life im doing ok at school#i have a vision for my future my relationship with my parents is sooo much better#idk man. compare that with 14 year old me eating alone at school bc i was too scared to talk with the other people on my class and like.#yeah man. im doing a lot better#i DO have to update my art blog though. its been too long sincd i posted anything#talk
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I wrote a fyolai fic that shortened my lifespan by at least ten years (/j) what I mean is that I poured my whole heart into it. I included so much of my reflection on their relationship and philosophy in general and I did a lot of research and put in a ton of symbolisms and motifs…and ofc it’s not perfect or remotely THAT good but I’m really proud of the work I put into it. However, bcs the censor system on Chinese fanfic websites is rlly strict and my fic has some concerning themes (these two r Russian terrorists can u blame me rlly), I could only link that fic in my blog for ppl to read. And most ppl just. Read it and left no feedback, no likes or reblogs or whatever. I’m just so upset and discouraged like I know I’m overreacting but this is the favorite thing I have written I just feel so sad that it’s not getting any attention at all…sorry for the rant I just don’t know where else I can ramble abt my feelings but this is making me feel so bad I need an outlet
#Libby babbles#perhaps im just chronically online so I focus too much on these trivial things…#i shouldn’t stress out abt online attention#but it’s not just a fic to me it’s a thing I’ve written that I love so much#its 20k words and I considered every one of them carefully#maybe it’s just vanity….#I’m so upset for no reason at all. this is ridiculous. ppl aren’t obligated to comment on or like my work#i love fyolai - my own interpretation of them which is miles away from the popular characterization#creating content for them is a self-indulgent activity to the core#i should feel happy just because I’ve completed what I’ve set out to write…but I’m just so sad#i don’t think I can stay on this ship any longer#it brought me so much pain#I’m so lonely seeing them in a way others don’t see them as#and I know the others are right#i love their image in my head. obsessed over it#maybe it’s time I end this obsession#it must be done or else I would go insane
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okay i'll seriously stop now (just a maybe) anyways please get into milgram listen the songs watch the mvs and all! <3
but just to ramble a bit: fuuta really is. so similar to the viewers/es
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚#he's a twt user and kinda chronically online LMAOOO okay but to be serious. he doesn't really realize the#real world consequences of his actions until it's too late. and in the mv he so obviously shows regret and all#there's a scene where he's looking at his self from before doing the spraypaint again and tbh yeah dudes sadistic w that kinda thing#sadistic but in sort of a good way in a sense that he wants to deliver justice. but then things escalate too far as well#<- probably starts calling out people for the smallest things. not anymore about justice#or it still is about justice but even in the littlest of things... anyways yeah he likely starts it but then the others r the ones#who put more flame to the fire. i think he has problems w attention too so this kinda yk. makes him feel seen... or idk how to phrase it#bcs dude spends most of his time online right? the whole gaming thing might be an escape from reality in that he#likely doesn't have much friends if any at all (he also doesn't really get along w anyone in the prison. but i think he is a good person bc#he cares for haruka bcs hes younger). hmm. fuuta knows what's the deal with milgram#anyways yeah i think it is all just so interesting. he's definitely regretful and feels guilty and also... he's hinted at stuff#uhm. worrying. stuff. if yeah? idk how to phrase it but i think it is safest to really vote him innocent (also he deserves it imo)#he still needs to improve w some stuff but then again i dont think we should be Extremely Harsh#yk scruntinizing everything. voting him guilty again for a 'small' yk. not that what hes doing is negligible but i mean that he's#starting to improve (even if his... mental state is getting worse it seems) and it feels wrong and is exactly what he calls out#es/the viewers for if we vote him guilty for the smallest of mistakes/injustices even when he's yk. getting 'better'#sorry for terrible explanations here i hope it makes sense oml#i dont think fuuta meant anything bad fr. and then the drama audio w es like... agh wait im putting that aside for now bcs goddamn#i think there's smth to do w. Pressure. ofc. duh. LMFAO. maybe peer pressure to join in the cyberbullying#he likely didnt mean for it to escalate but maybe he started losing himself in it all w a sort of hero complex#ahhh trying to tie together stuff from the 1st trial and 2nd trial is complicated bcs the two have similar but different themes
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still losing it over the perfect timing of internet yamedo coming out THE DAY AFTER i 100% and get the secret ending for needy streamer overload AT THE PEAK OF MY CATEGORY 7 AUTISM EVENT while (unsurprisingly) taking everything i love about breakcore, vaporwave, and whateverthefuck other genres to create a music video that scratches an itch i didnt know i had like 2 weeks ago
#ngl the sicktock parts are my fave#THE LIL DANCE IS SO CUTE#raincandy my beloved#im easily amused by all the funky sounds and pretty flashing lights#to be fair this character/song/game were always up my alley#just getting into this at the perfect time of struggling with being CHRONICALLY ONLINE#it even touches on my special interests#like hallucinogens#and the affect of such drugs on reality#like the DPH overdose / depictions of delirium#VERY ON POINT#...the needy girl overdose ending really smacked me with some ptsd flashbacks#ALKGAHJLDNGFGK ive learned a lot from this game#the pop-up parade comes in next month EEEEEEEEE#my bs
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sometimes I wanna slap some sense into people of my own age group / a little bit younger than me and tell them to go outside
#thinking about things that have made me irritable#ruckis rants (?)#anyways#people wonder why I have a hard time socializing w people especially w people younger than me or in the same age group#its cuz a lot of them (not all) are toxic chronically online snowflakes#people with their heads on straight are far and few in between#I have met them though and for that I am greatful#but I've had people younger than me try to chastise me for something that isnt even wrong to begin with#how the fuck you gonna talk to someone older than you like that about something thats a nothing problem....#Im not usually this quick to complain but Ive seen it happen so many times before and it has me in a foul mood as of recent#hopefully I can find the energy to draw again so it can help take my mind off of things#I plan on making something really cool for someone <:)
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im having a bad time !!!
#im fine im going to bed o just have no one to talk to even tho i have ppl messaging me but they dont care about . this.#like i just need someone to hold my hand its not something that can be done online. i guess.#like i would have to have something to say.#i guess imcould say im lonely but what are they gonna do about it? say oh so sad im so sorry ? who cares. who cares#i hate being on my fucking period and i hate being alone for so long. i want to meet up with people but nobody wears a fucking mask so i#cant relax because i have to keep my mask secure while talking and my nose is chronically stuffy because of mold in my flat and#i run out of air while talking and#look. im just having. a bad time right now goodnight. love you#(also the problem w holding hands is that i don't trust people at all and i dont want them getting ideas. i dont like anyone. ugh.)
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