#and if you hate me for tagging you I'm so so so sorry and it will never happen again:(

[wh1msic4lwasab1]

silent apologies ⋆. 𐙚 ˚ ⏦ﾟ♡︎

synopsis: After deciding to go out and protect the villagers under attack by yourself, your Husband must tend to your wounds.

tags: angst, comfort, mentions of wounds/blood

a/n:ii blonde vampire men 🚬

w.c: 0.6k

⏦ﾟ♡︎ You grit your teeth as Alucard pushes a damp cloth against the wound in your side. The gash burns, it stings, but not nearly as much as the guilt crawling up your throat and urging to spill upon seeing the state of panic you’ve put your husband into.

"Hold still," he murmurs. His voice is still soft, but laced with that familiar feeling of restrained emotion, something the both of you were rather accustomed to as of late.

"I am holding still," you snap, more sharply than you intend, or wished- like a dog who doesn’t know why it bites.

His eyes flick up to yours. His amber eyes, always glowing, now dimmed.

"You went out alone." He says, still tending to you and avoiding your eyes.

"I had to. The village it was-"

"The village has their own guards. I thought we agreed- you agreed-you said you wouldn't leave the grounds without me. Again.”

You flinch- not from the cloth pressing into your tender flesh, but from the disappointment that flooded his expression.

"I just… didn't want to bother you." You confess.

Alucard freezes, the cloth in his hand soaked red.

"Is that what you think this is? A bother?" His voice is low, not dangerous, but trembling slightly enough for you to detect. "Do you think watching you bleed is something l'd rather deal with?"

You look away, throat tightening. "I didn't want you to worry."

"Well, it’s too late for that darling."

You wanted to argue. You want to say that you're not made of glass, that you've fought before, that you can take care of yourself and you don’t need him to protect you from everything in the world. But the words turn to ash when you meet his eyes again, finally, full of heartbreak.

Alucard drops the cloth and exhales slowly, letting it sink down the small bowl of water.

"When I found you...for a moment I didn’t think you were breathing." He exhales.

"I was," you whisper, reaching to hold his thumb.

"You were barely," he shoots back. "There was blood in the dirt, yours, so much I coult smell it. I thought-" He cuts himself off, jaw tightening.

You tighten your hand, shaky and weak. "But I’m here now, Adrian…”.

He doesn't speak. Just brushing a strand of hair from your face, fingers ghosting against your skin.

"I'm sorry," you add, quieter this time. "I didn't think it'd get that bad."

He exhales through his nose, trying to cool the fire beneath his chest. "That's the problem.

“You didn't think."

Your lip trembles. "Do you really think I wanted this to happen?"

"I think you're reckless when it comes to your own life," he replies bitterly. "But not mine. Or anyone else's. You would die for anyone-but never let anyone risk themselves for you."

"You're not a burden. You're my wife."

You close your eyes, tears spilling over.

"I hate that you had to see me like that."

"I'd rather see you broken and breathing than not at all," he whispers, pressing his forehead to yours. "Please, listen to me now. It’s okay to need me. I want you to. As I do for you.”

Your voice is barely audible. "I don't know how to need someone without feeling weak."

"You don't need to be strong all the time," he murmurs. "Not with me. Let me carry you when you can't stand."

You nod slowly, finally allowing the weight of it all to rest on his shoulders.

"Im scared," you admit.

Alucard pulls you gently into his arms, careful of your wound. "So am I. But we'll be scared together."

He kisses your temple, your hair, the corner of your mouth. A thousand silent apologies.

whimsic4alwasab1 ™ - do not copy, translate, modify, or claim any of my work as your own.

[honey-bitch]

bye

tw: death, suicide, ed, sh. Me going over my problems so that's that - take this as me being the victim idc (if you're tagged skip to the bottom)

I've always had these issues lmao. It's always been there and tumblr and astrology was a means of a way to help me gain confidence and have something to be proud of. Since my real life isn't that amazing.

You can't imagine how it felt in the begining to read people's charts and listern to their story and geuinely feel so much happiness when people said that I've helped them in a way heal their trauma.

But as time went on and the real world kept dawing on me, tumblr was a little magical place where i could make friends and have fun.

Because the real world does suck ASS, bills, debts, school life sucks. I've always been into escapism through one way or the other and ultimately tumblr became an unhealthy coping mechanism, in replace of pior ones,

(saggitarius jupiter tinggssss) 🤪

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Hey guys, i hate to be this person and it's weird to be here. But as time has gone by I've been enjoying tumblr less and less and being here has become more of a pain. As the real world dawned on me.

... but after I've been recieving constant death threats and harrassment online. And it makes me sick that my actions have caused the same thing onto others and they're now also in pain.

I don't know everything but the things I've read and the hate people are recieving because of me. I feel so bad, like no one deserves this and no one deserves their trauma and pain to be used as a catalyst for others to hate.

Like all of you guys are adults and are cyberbullying people! Like these people are in their 20s to 30s harrassing and telling others to kill themselves. LIKE ARE YOU FR, WHY ARE WE ACTING LIKE SCREENSHOT WARRIORS AT THAT GROWN ASS AGE!

Like it's pathetic of me to be saying this because it's tumblr but I swear not even blocking the notifications, inboxes. It hasn't stopped, I've been now getting fucked up emails now.

I've done everything, and it's been affecting me.

Like again ... I'm a cap moon i should have thicker skin but idk i haven't been able to eat for like the past week and have lost a weird ammount of weight- AYEEE SKINNY QUEEN. 💃

Again these problems existed prior to tumblr and everything ... so yeah.

But the people in my real life have now become worried for me.

So I think it's better if I leave tumblr.

I love everyone and you don't understand how happy it made me that people like my observations and content in which i poured my heart out to make. Like i geuinely have so much love for you guys in the astro community.

Hopefully this page provided you with a little bit of happiness in this fucked up world. It definately did for me, however I don't think I'll ever find happiness if i don't fix whats fucked up with me. Lmao

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I'm sorry for leaving and I wanted to give thanks and all the love to my mutuals and people who have supported me. ( there are more people ofc )

@mxrcurysb1tch - lmaooo i remember when we first met through one of my free giveaways and i was shocked that i got so many things right. Talking to u was always a pleasure and I love you so much and good luck with your next step in life.

@1010-ase - again we met because of the free giveaway and i really love talking to you. I hope you find a place in life with ur new boo lmao where you're safe and happy aswell. You're so smart and so lovely i'm so grateful to have met you.

@danihodgs - mwah mwah love you so much. You're such a kind and caring person who deserves all the sweetness in the world. I'm so happy that what i wrote made you so happy

@kitkats444- mwah mwah you're also so very lovely and kind and sweet and you do deserve the best in life and stand your ground on thoes matters.

@astrology-by-sita - your work is so gooddd and you have helped me and the people around me grow. AND YOU SERIOUSLY UNDERCHARGE. LIKE EVERYONE GO BUY A READING AND FOLLOW HER.

@bitdemonic, @aphrodicci, @nihilisticking and people in the server - despite everything you've been so kind to me and I'll always remember that. Again i'm so sorry for all the pain and harrassment that came your way, you all don't deserve any of that.

@profoundmiraclebanana - good luck with your sci-fi novel/movie you've been planning on - you never told me but I've stalked ur accounts lmao. You've always been good and kind to me and you're really smart. All the love.

@emmasyn-ew-no - LMAOO the first time we met we overshared. But i geuinely do love your brain and how wonderful it is. Good luck with your life and how astrology will guide you. Although we do have moon opp saturn I support you 1000%.

@milkcavities - you're a sweetheart and an aquarius stellium queen. your page is so pretty and thank you for always being so kind to me

@thoewe - you're too kind and i'm so happy and glad that my readings resonated with you so much and helped you. <333 Wish you the best in life and you deserve the best.

@karmicbitchastro - you've been reblogging my content from day 1 and i appreciate you. <3333

xoxo honey-bitch

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[fridgrave2-0]

hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au

turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else

now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident

also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out

[trixxedheart]

It is amazing how the "people that love and uplift transwomen" website will instantly fucking maul a transwoman if she even remotely insinuate that using radfem rhetoric harms trans people

[brodyfoxxsmassivetits]

it's all edd all the way down!!

he's fun 2 draw that MUST be why it's his world..surely

been really into drowning stuff in effects recently can't wait for THAT to get annoying

[beeduoo]

i really like that one tiktok

[snarkspawn]

some KoD/Spirealm sketches

[rin-sith]

*Different Beast motif plays*

Odysseus: *raises trident*

Odysseus, in the danger voice™: You're going to be my b*tch now, Poseidon.

Poseidon:

Poseidon: ... Alright, please...!

... 600 Strike in a nutshell, right?

[lemons-pears]

"The rumour is spreading, not only among the people of Gotham, but also among foreign nations, that in these courts as they exist now, no wealthy man, however guilty he may be, can possibly be convicted."

-🪙-

i don't suggest studying classics and fixating on harvey dent too much. this is unfinished - i'm going to re-render this. woah tumblr killed the quality anyways um i'm paying my two face tax

[aihaloos]

Tempted to write a replaced au twst fic where Yuu (or alternatively, I'll use my Yuu, Riyuu, who is basically who I'm writing this for) used to be the cutest girl around, the cheery one who's always around everyone, the one you can't seem to dislike even if your crush falls for her because she earnestly says sorry (even though it's not her fault) and will always help you out if you need her back in her old school. But one day, a new girl comes around and her whole reputation got destroyed. She helps the new girl adjust, tells her all the rumours and introduces her to all the popular kids. But the girl ends up backstabbing her, telling the popular girls rumours about how she intentionally plays up the act to steal their crushes to her, and lies to the boys, telling them she's just playing with their hearts and that she's a horrible person.

Yuu ends up alone and excluded, being seen as "annoying" and only having a few close friends who doesn't really interact with her in public in fear of their reputation being ruined. She ends up miserable at school, and wishes to not go anymore. But one day comes a saving grace, she gets whisked by a mysterious black carriage into Twisted Wonderland, or more specifically, Night Raven College. She doesn't mind working if it meant she doesn't have to deal with her old school, there was still 1 and a half years left of school and she doesn't want to deal with all ghe group projects to be assigned that will inevitably end with everyone not wanting to team up with her. Plus, as annoying Grim is, he's like the animal friend all of the anime and storybook protagonists she knows has, and she doesn't mind him too much.

Some things did change after she and Grim got officially enrolled, but she had no problem adapting to the social expectations of the world, part time jobs with Sam -- and occasionally the canteen -- paid enough to get her tools for cooking basic but delicious food, and new friends without the weight of her past helped her get settled comfortably.

The existence of Overblots stunned her for a bit, but a peek into Riddle and Leona's memories helped her understand the concept, even if just a little. However, things began to change eerily simlarly to her old school when a new girl comes, also in a similar position to her, getting transported to a new, unfamilliar world, and seemingly hailing from a similar world to the Earth she knows. She warmly welcomes her, eager to finally befriend another girl, but it seems that the girl does not share the same enthusiasm.

The girl only barely responds to Yuu's attempts at forming a friendship, and always seems to talk her in a condescending way, and often dismisses her, and especially so whenever there are any boys around.

Yuu will not deny any statements claiming she's an attention seeker or that she plays up her sweet innocent girl act, but she knows to never, ever sacrifice a bystander for it. But if someone insists on war with her... well that's another, different story. She's learnt her lesson of being overly optimistic, and she will not make the same mistake twice. She will not let her make her life a living hell more than it already is with Crowley's irresponsibleness.

Aaand thus begins the story. Or well, however you wanna continue it. I'm honestly in favour of most Housewardens (Kalim, Vil, and Idia in particular. I'll put my reasoning in a few paragraphs down) Adeuce, Tweels, and Ortho for team Yuu. Why?

Well, first of all, Adeuce. This is mostly because the duo is like. with Yuu since Day 1, as much of a bitch as Ace is, I think those two are the most likely to trust and know Yuu well enough to not believe the lies R (< Replacer) tells. Especially Deuce, he doesn't want to betray a friend he knew for quite a while, that would not be very honor student-like of him!! And she helped him out in a lot of situations too! He doesn't want to hurt you after all the trouble you go through to help him, and also knowing how horrible your living conditions are. Ace would most likely give in to peer pressure if the student body is overwhelmingly in favour of R, but as of now, he maybe enjoys your company just a bit more than R. Just a bit, promise.

Tweels I feel like is self-explanatory. Those two are perceptive as fuck istg it scares me. Jade especially. I feel like the two would just toy with R for a bit despite her facade and lies before dropping her after she bothers them for attention and favours one too many times.

(Ortho ties in with Idia so I'll explain him in Idia's paragraph)

Kalim is actually very emotionally intelligent. He can come off annoying and stupid, but from all the scenes I see of him, he's actually really good at dealing with people. Have you seen how he deals with the Scarabia residents after Jamil's OB??? The way he phrases his sentences?? He didn't force or even plead with them to forgive Jamil, he simply asks them to wait before making permanent judgements, and I think he's gonna be uncomfy with how condescendingly R talks to Yuu, and even if he's used to people going after him for money, I feel like R mostly eyeing him for money and how she "secretly" sighs in annoyance everytime she goes out of the party for a "bathroom break" will only solidify his dislike/discomfort, even if he doesn't show it.

Vil is also kind of self-explanatory if you read into his character and not just the shell the official English localization makes for him. (I could rant for hours about how the official tl portrays his character istg. He's hardworking and he actually didn't attempt to poison Neige out of pure jealousy, he did it because he felt like all his efforts to be beautiful will never be able to surpass Neige, who, in his eyes, always seemed to be innocent and naturally beautiful. He feels like the villain in Neige's story. He feels like he is reduced to what he often plays as, a snobbish, overconfident villain obsessed with overthrowing the hero. And because of it, it became a twisted self-fulfilling prophecy, pushing him to, in a fit of despair, be that same villain everyone sees him as.) I really don't think he will take well to R's condescension to Yuu, who genuinely wants to befriend R. (I actually have a whole thing in my head where Yuu and Vil occasionally have sleepovers where they do skincare together after the whole VDC thing happened. I feel like this is also a "vent sesh" of sorts for the both of them, just to air out their grievances without much seriousness, and I think Yuu would admit to wanting a fellow girl in the school that she could befriend, since no matter what, being the only girl can be exhausting.) Ik Vil's not a girl but he is such a girls' girl istg.

Idia... this mostly ties into Ortho and The STYX Incident, but like,, I think we can all agree on this one,, Idia is smart and capital V Very pessimistic. Would you rather trust the girl you've known for a while, who saw your memories, who helped you in awkward social situations when she can and is besties with your brother or some random new girl who trash talks said girl behind her back? The former, right? Plus, even if Yuu did only hang out with him and his brother because she likes to secretly laugh at him behind his back, there's mo guarantee R wouldn't do the same, given his experience. And he would rather have someone who actively helps him and his brother out than someone who wouldn't.

I didn't put Malleus in because of how canon him actually treats Yuu. I feel like the fandom kind of put on rose-tinted glasses on with his character, and kind of ignored some things like, idk... him just leaving them to fend for themselves homeless during Octavinelle... maybe he thought Crowley would offer them a place to stay but like... I'm still bothered by how didn't atleast offer a spare room in Diasomnia. He's a housewarden goddamnit. He's not as distant or scary as the rumours say but like. still rubbed me the wrong way.

Anyways I don't think my attention span will let me write it to completion so if anyone likes this and wants to write it feel free. Pls tag me if you do tho. I would love to read it :3

[starry-bi-sky]

how do you clone a fey? that's trick question; and fey love those!

@the-navistar-carol (<333) brought up a good point while I was talking about my changeling danny au with her -- Dani! How would she exist in this au? Danny's a changeling - a fae. How would Dani, a clone of him, be created? How do you make a fey? Not through any means that Vlad is doing; you can't make a fey through unnatural means, considering the Fair Folk are nature. And Vlad's not a fey himself -- he's a halfa, even if he could make a fey, it's not in his best interest too. He's a powerful ghost, but even the weakest fae can overpower the strongest ghost. He won't want a clone of Daniel to be more powerful than him.

(In a three tier hierarchy it goes Ancients -> Fae/Mythos -> Ghosts. They all live in the Infinite Realms, but on different Planes. The fae live above the Ghost Zone in the Fey Wild, while the Mythos live beside the Wilds or down in the ghost zone depending on where they are. Places like the Frozone, the Athens Acropolis, and other such large islands climb throughout all three Planes.)

(While Ghosts can travel into the Fey Wild, its generally advised against as the ectoplasm tends to manifest differently there due to close contact magic. It can make it rather disorientating for a ghost, and as human spirits, the Fae living there would jump them faster than they could blink. So unless you're willing to play mind games with 'steal thy name eat thy face' fae, most ghosts keep out of the way of the Wilds. Fey can travel down into the Ghost Zone, they just don't bother.)

That's of course, not taking into account if Vlad even knows Danny's a fae himself. Vlad doesn't ring me as someone who really cares much about ghost culture or the going ons of the GZ. He might be aware that fae exist, but the moment he realizes he can't use them for personal gain he just doesn't bother with them. The risk is greater than the reward, and he'd rather not get eaten. But lets assume he's aware by now that Danny is fey, and has to take that into account while cloning him.

So, how does Dani exist? Good question! Honestly; i'm not sure. She might not exist at all, or if she does, she's more halfa than fey. Vlad would need a lot of human dna and ectoplasm to balance out all that fae magic. He manages to steal DNA from Jack and Maddie to do it, and since Jack's fey ancestry is very dormant its much easier to use alongside Danny's DNA.

In turn, it results in a little girl whose more human-ghost hybrid than clone. With that little extra boost in fey magic making her not a fey, but still relatively powerful. Dani is less of a clone and more of a lab-grown little sister. It's a rather tedious, complex process that has Vlad tearing his hair out trying to figure out. But he does eventually figure it out.

[katblazeparttwo]

magma tma sketches <333

[sincerely-sofie]

Quick, post Hollow Knight sketchbook art from circa five years ago and go to bed before anyone notices (but a second time because Tumblr is being weird about the first attempt)

[bumblingbabooshka]

Deanna Troi Cooldown Art [Patreon | Commissions]

[luna-loveboop]

Anon asks are off, asks with media are off. Only people who I follow can mention me.

I'm not trying to make this a more private account, and I have a lot of friends outside of those I follow. Tags.

...sorry. tags.