#and if you ever want to just chat

[elvendara]

I know the Mystic Messenger fandom is dwindling (even though there has been a recent resurgence). Yooran fans are even smaller. Yet I continued to write for it because I loved the characters. I unfortunately feel that I am being left behind as well. Nobodies fault, the fandom is just a lot smaller.

That being the case, I have decided to drop out of posting my Mysme fics. When I post, I am lucky to get a handful of notes, and if it makes it into the 10′s, wow! It’s heartbreaking really and I’m tired of getting my heart broken. I know most people on Tumblr won’t care, and I suppose that’s part of the problem. Yes, I write because I have those stories in me, but I also want to share them! But it seems that less and less people actually care to read them, let alone like and reblog or even interact with me.

I’ve seen so many posts where people practically beg others to reblog fanart/fanfic because it’s important. The comments are always full of people saying absolutely they will do that! Yet, here we are, still. Then again, maybe I’m just not good enough to get people’s attention.

Anyway, I’m still going to try and finish @mysme-fictober ‘s October fic list if only for myself. I might even do the days I’ve already missed. It was a last ditch effort to see if there was still a significant amount of people interested in my writing. Turns out, there isn’t

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.

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[risingsunresistance]

wha... hey for those of you who have told me you've never played minecraft, or you have bedrock but not java... minecraft is. on sale? this thing NEVER goes on sale-

[jakeperalta]

I'm curious what's everyone's favourite new release album of the year so far? if you had to only pick one

[merakiui]

Nerdy Vil definitely pushes thkse glasses up his nose before calling you both ugly *and* stupid 😭 but before you know it, he's taking them off to rest them on his nightstand and suck your soul out of your coochie 😭

AAAAAA OTL nerdy Vil……… Vil who always has his nose in his potions book…… spending most of his time in the alchemy lab mixing up all kinds of poisons and whatnot. You think he’s so uptight and annoying, always so critical over everything you do. To think that smart mouth of his can leave you a sobbing, shaking mess as he coaxes yet another orgasm from you.

Maybe the both of you are academic rivals.... oh, to be competing alongside Vil for the spot of Pomefiore Housewarden........ the two of you trying so hard to best the other and make the strongest, most effective poison. Maybe the competition doesn't even matter to you anymore. You just like feuding with Vil.

Academic tension so grand it leads to the best hate sex of your life.

[miabrown007]

the summer after finishing university in New York, Marinette gets invited to a camping trip with Alya and Nino and his best friend. which, honestly, is for the best. at least she has more time than the four years she's already had to figure out how to reach out to her one-time superhero partner, with whom she fell out of touch after the reveal.

only, it's Adrien Agreste waiting for them on the meeting point, beaming so hard at her that it's blatantly obvious they know each other well. in her panic, what is Marinette supposed to tell Alya and Nino to protect their identites, if not that they used to date?

(fake exes AU x there was only one tent)

[moonlit-orchid]

These two lines in the movie make me the most mentally unwell.

"I should have been the one to go. You needed your mother more than you needed me."

The amount of layers to this, oh my god. He's blaming himself for being alive. He probably wants to die. He genuinely thinks Adrian needs Emilie more.

And it's been YEARS since Emilie's passed away. Look how tiny Adrian is over there, he only just about comes about the bedpost. Gabriel still looks like he did in the pictures of when Adrian was little. It's been literal years. It could have literally been a full decade ago.

And Gabriel breaks the narrative here. He's supposed to be telling a story, he's supposed to be saying what happened in the past. But at this point, he doesn't say "your mother was taken from us" or anything like that referencing Emilie's passing. The story breaks, he's using a statement. I should have been the one to go. It's completely out of the story, because he isn't saying what he felt then, there's no "I felt like I should have been the one to go". It's just "I should have been."

Because he still thinks this. It's been about a decade, and his opinion, his feelings about this, is still "I should have died". It interrupts his storytelling because of how strongly he feels this way, almost like it's a fact to him.

And then he follows it with "You needed your mother more than you needed me." Again, he says this like it's a fact, like Adrian actually did need his mother more. Because he believes it himself. And this could be because of so many things. It could be because of the way people consider the mother to be the one supposed to care for the children much more than the father, or it could be that Gabriel himself didn't see how much Adrian needed him, or even that Gabriel didn't see himself as useful to Adrian. Especially because he said he should have been the one to die. He's essentially saying he was useless. That he was expendable but Emilie wasn't. He literally is implying he doesn't see any worth in himself regarding being a father.

And then it's not just his grief, it's Adrian's grief that has him desperate to bring Emilie back. He literally doesn't care about himself, he wants his son to be happy and doesn't see himself as able to do that. He loves him to the point of being suicidal and self-sacrificing if it would give Adrian what he need, all while simultaneously not seeing himself as what Adrian needs because he doesn't think he has that much worth regarding him.

[percki]

loveybug is too busy thinking about kissing to fight supervillains... anytime an akuma shows up she hits it with a comically large hammer harley quinn style until it's flat and she can go back to unsubtly flirting with chat noir

[kyouka-supremacy]

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[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

[rheakira]

Everyday I'm so sad knowing not many people share my headcanon that Starlo and Ed are exes.

Tempted to be the person to make this a thing.

[huellitaa]

girls we might have a problem (i couldnt sleep last night because i was thinking about her, i havent stopped thinking about her since yesterday, ive been rereading our texts for the past hour)

[sntoot]

doodles of bnuuy trinity... (i just think it would be funny if they were the mysteriously aged viera msq occasionally gives us, specifically alvis for showing up and spouting nonsense that no one in the party understands)

also bonus xb1 friends in ffxiv classes

[thebirdandhersong]

I think the problem. the problem is that I have always been afraid of not being invited into the inner circle. and am always wanting to be part of the inner circle. inner circle being the circle of love and companionship and communion. of course being a TCK and a bit of a sheltered homeschooled oddball child has nudged this further along over the years. but I didn't realise how STRONG that desire still burned. to actually be wanted.

[faaun]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

[thekitsandthekats]

no no what you don't understand is that he loves him. he loves him so much he can't stand it. he loves him so much he hates him. he needs to protect him from the evil and abusive humans. he can't imagine letting his brother, his precious brother, be used and abused by pathetic human beings. they're disgusting, terrible and self serving. they use plants for nothing but resource. and to have existed in a world where humans will push plants to the point of Last Run. no, i need you all to understand that knives wanted vash to be safe, to be at his side, to help him save their race of being, to be set free from the use of humans. but. BUT. trauma is a sick and twisted joke, one no one has ever laughed at. he loves him but he can't. he can't seperate his need to protect from his need for revenge, for retribution. in this he has lost vash, he's lost his brother and has embraced only an idea of him. he is a plant and nothing more. he is a gate and nothing else. he is a means to an ends and not an end in himself. knives loves vash so much, it's not vash he loves at all. from the very beginning, all he's wanted is to free his people, all he's wanted was to protect his brother. but remember that knives knows the wickedness of humanity, and unfortunately he only knows the wickedness of humanity. outside of rem, he's only ever seen how cruel humans are. and even in that, when he finds tesla, his idea of rem and her love and care is shattered. so of course in his need to protect vash, he has no understanding of how to actually do that without becoming the cruelty he's always known. he loves him and that's the worst thing he could've ever done.