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Anyway I love being a tranny I love being trans I love being a man I love being a trans masc I love shedding my femininity and being a masculine man and I ESPECIALLY love being a man with a pussy! I love love love being a man with tits and a pussy. I love being a tranny with a pussy its so fun. One of my favorite features of myself to be honest, is my pussy. Because its MINE AND ITS A MANS. I have a great fuckin man pussy and no one can take that from me
#and if you cant handle that then leave#sorry is my transness making you uncomfy little bitch? aweee#cry about it actually#SEETHE#COPE#fuck off radfems#t slur tw#t slur reclaimed#t slur#also uh#pussy talk#bussy talk#nonsexual
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Everytime there’s an incident I think to myself “Luffy would not be happy about this”
#luffy if he ever found out about the extent of all their endeavors: ok that’s it!!! you two are not leaving my sight 😤#when your crewmates have a habit of trying to sacrifice themselves to save everyone#one piece#zoro#Luffy#sanji#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#against my will#monkey d luffy#thriller bark#wci#various points in onigashima#like PLEASE STOP I CANT HANDLE IT#jambles#zosanlu
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PART OF A BIGGER DOODLE PAGE. WHEN ITS DONE ILL TUCK THE LINK INTO THIS LITTLE X RIGHT HERE ----> [X] I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE TOM N JERRY DYNAMIC W EMIZEL N VEX. IMAGINE BEING SO SO HAUNTED BY A LITTLE GUY THATS JUST SSSSOO FUCKING ANNOYING.
#CW GORE#HEHEEH WEEEEEE I LOVE THEEMEMM#VEX JUST HATES EMIZEL SO SO SO MUCH AND I LOOOOVE IT. EVEN WHEN WORKING TOGETHER EMIZEL JUST FINDS THE PERFECT WAY TO#GET UNDER THIS DUDES SKIN. A VAMPIRE WHOS BEEN AROUND A LONG LONG TIME.#A VAMPIRE WHOSE COMMITTED COUNTLESS ATROCITIES AND SEEN MANY MANY TERRIBLE THINGS W A SMILE ON HIS FACE#HES A PROFESSIONAL!! HES AN ARTIST! HES A GROWN MAN THAT CAN HANDLE A LITTLE MISTAKE HERE N THERE!!#BUT THEN THIS LITTLE FUCKIN. WEIRDO. W ITS ILLUSIONS. AND TRICKERY. AND STRANGENESS. AND EVERYTHING HE SAYS IS SO SO STUPID#HES WACKY. EVERYTHING HE SAYS MAKES NO SENSE AND YET. AND YET. HE HAS FOILED EVERY PLAN. CAUGHT YOU OFF EVERY GUARD#HE'S MADE YOU PARANOID!!! CAMERAS EVERYWHERE. WE CANT LET HIM GET THROUGH OUR DEFENSES. LEST HE FUCKS UP MORE SHIT#HES JUST A REGULAR BABY VAMPIRE. THERES NOTHING INSIDE OF HIM THAT GIVES ANY CLUE OF HIS STRANGE MAGICAL ABILITIES. SO WHAT THE FUCK??#HES LITERALLY A MOUSE. MAKING YOU SHRIEK EVERYTIME HE SKITTERS ACROSS THE CORNER OF THE ROOM W HIS AWFUL LITTLE PITTER PATTERING. FUCK!!#HES SO SMALL AND SO AVERAGE AND SO SO STUPID AND YET. AND YET HE HAS UNRAVELED EEEVERYTHING AND TOOK DOWN THE STRONGEST VAMP YOU KNOW#SO WHAT THE FUCK????#I LOVE IT WHEN A SCARY VILLANOUS CHARACTER IS REDUCED TO SOMEONE WHO JUST WANTS THE PROTAGONIST TO LEAVE THEM ALOOONE. TO GO AWAYYY. PLEASE#HEHEHE WEEE ILL POST THE FULL DOODLE PAGE LAT3RRRR I GOTTA FUCKIN UHHH FIGURE OUT WHEN IM CATCHING THIS STUPID GAY BUS#I ALSO NEED TO FIGURE OUT HHOW MUCH ALCAHOL IM WILLIN TA DRINK B4 I GO HOME. I HOPE YALL ENJOY THIS ONE. I LOVE U GUYS
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BETA BW OPENING
ARE YOU GUYS SEEING THIS. ARE YOU LOOKING.
#clai speaks#n harmonia#THIS IS JUST DROPPING ON A RANDOM SUNDAY AFTERNOON?????#him sleeping with a baby purrloin i cant do this rn. you cant do that to me. i cant handle this right now. leave me alone.#HE LOOKS SO HAPPY. I'M SICK. HIS WHIMSY AND MERRIMENT HAVE BEWITCHED ME#also the shadow triad appeared in the into which is interesting. i cant focus on that rn though N WAAHHHH
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Sometimes I think about how loustat are in a placage marriage and make myself insane.
#placage is a system of concubinage prevalent in pre 1804 Louisiana where wealthy white men would take black partners and oft have kids#who would then become the free black elite in the south especially in NOLA#it stems from french/ catholic “progressive” views on race mixing that made it ok in french/spanish colonies vs english colonies#so when i say louis is lestats concubines in canon do not get mad at me#they cant get married legally but everyone regards them to be in some type of relationship#lestat then leaves louis at home to cavort publically with white society#its so interesting#like this was my major in college i wanna talk about it so bad but you people cant handle someone saying lestat was dead wrong so i caint#like i love loustat#in canon yhe show is pulling from that history of interracial relationships in nola#and some of them genuinely loved each other but that racialized dynamic was always there even though the black person was 'free'#the white partner could always sell them or their kids into slavery so there was always that dynamic over the black partner#and then louis is most likely a descendants of one of these relationships like theres levels to this shit#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv 2022#ldpdl#loustat
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Look Kristen is a kid so its understandable and Ally is great and I'm sure has a plan for this. But Kristen should not be a cleric lol. I hope that after the wizard synogue incident Cassandra takes the Archfey deal to keep herself safe and Kristen loses her powers because honestly based on her RP that girl has NO wisdom. She has NEGATIVE wisdom. If you don't like the gods currently on offer but can't take responsibility for keeping a new one alive (because you're a kid) then you should just respec. Pick a charisma-based spellcaster class that doesn't require a bunch of work like the Int classes or responsibility like the Wis classes. Give up your soul to Fig (or just give it back to newly-Archfey Cassandra) for Warlock spells idk.
#like I know kristen is a vessel for exploring the experience of growing up in an abrahamic religion and like. developing as your own person#which is why they're working within the existing forgotten realms universe but foregoing the usual pantheon#and replacing it with Sol and Helio which are just God and Jesus metaphors#but that kind of self-exploration usually ends up in either atheism or non-abrahamic philosophies like buddhism no?#neither of which are compatible with the cleric class. like kristen clearly doesnt really like being a prophet. she cant handle it#have her awaken latent sorcery or something. I'd honestly accept her becoming a druid even though they also have a lot of responsibilities#but like shes GONNA kill cassandra if cassandra doesnt leave her first#and that'll be the second god that she created and then killed with her neglect. she may have been helio's chosen but shes a shit cleric#pretty much all teenagers would be shit clerics#maybe she can come back to it later#but cassandra girl you gotta flee. take your cat and your magic and run#d20#fantasy high#fhjy#kristen applebees#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20
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More of this wonderful fic by @madnessmadness
In reference to a specific scene in chapter 19 (click for better quality)
“I come undone as I am properly cycled for the very first time.
It's like priming only it lasts, it's like the vanilla extract but softer, sustained. and it starts as an unfurling between my legs and hitches up my center through my guts into my chest. Like a can opener. Molten. Like microwaved butter poured into my abdominal cavity as my insides fall out my body, all the way out, wide wide wide an unwinding three fold, outward, down, an unnatural drawing out sensation.”
I took some artistic liberties with the whole scene - I got brain blasted by this image while reading and had to put it to screen
More close ups since idk how to export the image in high quality
#i would've had this done in two days but instead it took me upwards two weeks because of the body horror#there would be more but my procreate file cant handle it (and i wanted to be done with it finally T-T)#angel vash#he sure is going through it#i know its more like his guts falling out and i also imagine him like almost turning inside out like when you open up a mango#but this image wont leave my head#of his insides just being pure energy at first and spilling out the same way you cant stop light shining out of a lightbulb with your hands#becoming eden#vash the stampede#vash fanart#trigun fanart#body horror#vashposting
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“So I’m going to tell you something because you’re probably the only person who will understand. I used to hate the world and I was happy when everyone died. But I was wrong, because there was one person worth saving. That’s what I did. I saved him. Then I protected him. That’s why men like you and me are here. We have a job to do, and god help any motherfuckers who stand in our way.”
#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I CANT STOP CRYING#IM SCREAMING LIKEE WHAT#WAHT??????#THIS IS IT#THIS IS THE SHOW#I HAVE TO LEAVE I CANT HANDLE THIS#tlou spoilers#tlou hbo spoilers#tlou hbo#the last of us
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al suffers in relationship with talon because al IS a pet name enjoyer and talon hates 99% of them
#sometimes when im imagining interactions between them al will end a sentence with a pet name talon HATE HATE HATES#like abhors. specific ones that just make him feel sick to hear#and i feel the stopping-self-halfway moment in real time and have to figure out how he handles it#and if talon will tolerate it or leave the area immediately#talkys#also i hate i really cant spell al with the capital a anymore bc it looks like ai LOL#oc text#anyway as of right now i think he'll only accept being called handsome#and then in general you also have to be careful with your words of praise lest you get hit with that Disgusted stare
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you are still responsible for your behavior! hope this helps ✨️💖💞
i didnt say i wasnt! hope this helps 🫶🫶🫶
#personally in that post i was referring to telling someone before committing to be with me that i have bpd and i will be very clingy#and need reassurance constantly. and if they cant handle that they should leave now bc i have bpd and will continue to have it#and when i was clingy and asked for reassurance (shocker!) they told me i was exhausting and annoying and unloveable 🫶#disorders dont necessarily make actions ok. its an explanation. it doesnt make any wrong you’ve done suddenly a-ok#but i can see how it could come across that way in that post.#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder#like i explained to you!! how i would be!! just cut me out in the beginning it wouldve been so much easier#also with bpd. emotional dysregulation is like the thing of all time. i literally cannot control my emotions#ofc if i hurt anyone i’ll apologize and try to make it right bc i was the one who hurt them#but also what did you expect i told you im insane and emotionally unstable 💀#zinniask
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please ignore this if you disagree. this is just me thinking out loud but i keep coming back to this impulse shauna had to EAT the ear and of course there's been all this talk about how she wants to consume jackie. how it's wanting to destroy her how it's wanting to be as close to her as possible. but i'm interested in the physicality of it. like there is the metaphor of cannibalism and then there is the REALITY of it
i read about mortuary cannibalism in the past and i believe it wasn't even the close loved ones eating the dead usually because often it would be too hard for them and even those who weren't as close and were the ones to consume the dead would sometimes throw up while eating. like let's put aside for a moment everything this means narratively and metaphorically. there is the physical act of putting a real uncooked half frozen eat into your mouth and the fact that that's the ear of a person you LOVED. the ear you may have whispered secrets to during class and one you felt against your cheek when the two of you hugged. and shauna does that after gently caressing the ear in her pocket for an entire day
i think there's an interesting component to how she's interacting with dead-jackie. some part of her brain acknowledges that jackie is dead while a much larger part of her refuses to. and i think at least on some unconscious level she's aware of the way the cold preserves jackie's body. after the initial shock of finding jackie when we see her sit in the same room with her now she's keeping her distance. there's this feeling people usually get from seeing their dead loved ones especially if it's been a little while since they died - a feeling of alienation. the muscles are no longer animated, the skin no longer warm. a feeling of this person being foreign to you in some way suddenly. and so a part of me wonders if on some level she wanted to stop the ear from rotting now that it's not frozen, warmed by shauna's hand and safe in her pocket. i don't think it would be a conscious thought but it's just. walking around with that ear in your pocket. not wanting to part with any part of jackie. wanting to consume her yes but also wanting to preserve her in a very physical way in a sense
#i literally just wrote this didn't proofread its its feverish obsessive thoughts SORRY#anyways idk im just rotating this in my head and trying to Understand#yellowjackets#cause lets be real i dont think any of us ate our dead best friends#and having seen dead loved ones in the past its like. look its very complex weird feelings#in a way they dont feel like the person but they also do and i cannot stop thinking of whatever was going through shaunas traumatized brain#yellowjackets spoilers#i feel like this needs trigger tagging but at the same time what are you doing watching cannibalism the show if you cant handle this post#so im leaving it as is#shaunajackie#yellowjackets blogging
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get you a girl who can give you everything
this started a long long time ago when I made a joke about how sega should put ringo in more dresses, and then my friend reminded me that oh yeah!! I can do that instead!!! and then one thing led to another and we joked about punk ringo and I drew that too. using ringo like a dressup doll is so cathartic it's kinda crazy
some bonuses (original designs, timelapse) under the cut bc I like these designs!! I might do some more with them!! please disregard the band poster in the first second of the timelapse that's something else!!!
#everyone look at my girl isnt she so pretty#puyo puyo#ringo ando#my stuff#please look at the timelapse it nicely packages a week of suffering into a minute :)#you cant tell at all from the recording. but all those teeny tiny scallops on ringo's dress? i drew all of those by hand#because the scallop brush i downloaded didnt look right. it never does why do i have that#plus the lace cutouts on the bottom i also drew by hand because i wanted them to look kinda like bunches of apple seeds#but thats not really a thing you can search for- 'lace brush that looks like apple seeds' is wildly specific#there's probably an identical brush to what i painstakingly drew by hand but dont tell me about it i want to think i did that for a reason#punk ringo on top was a lot less work on the lineart bit except for that godforsaken guitar#i had to make sure it looked right and it took forever#but what punk ringo gave me the most trouble with was posing#i knew i wanted an arm out to mirror lolita ringo but thw initial draft was meant to be her holding the guitar the opposite way she is now#(as in her hand was gonna be backwards)#and do you know how hard it is to balance a guitar like that. i had to grab my guitar and do a photoshoot to see what was most natural#while still having leg up arm out#this was fun to do even if i had about three crises in the middle of it#i tried doing my old rendering style again after a while and it was fun too#lolita ringo gave me a bit of trouble in the fact that my brain couldnt handle the dress being shaded but the apples being flat#but we got it lmao. i dont know if ill ever do this again it took too long#but maybe half of the time was because suddenly halfway through everybody needed my help for something or other that required me to leave#anyway wow thats enough rambling. i should go to bed now
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youtube is experimenting with server side ads... the internet is actively hostile. why should i have to pay for the privilege to not be exposed to your shit moderation system. im constantly served homophobic political ads and cult religious shit, gambling is apparently too risky to show to kids but it's fine if the advertisers pay you, alcohol is great and fun and couldnt possibly cause someone to relapse, black and white one frame strobes are awesome, the real mr beast will give me $10k if i take this quick survey, and the young kids staying at my house get served TWO HOUR LONG ads because these vultures know the kids dont know how to skip. fuck you and fuck your website, im not paying money just because you cant do your damn jobs and actually keep this place safe
#relevant here bc if this isnt easy to block out i will straight up abandon youtube#im not giving myself constant headaches with these fucking horror movie ads that HAVE to use strobes all the time#im sick of alcohol and drugs and gambling#homophobes are allowed to tell me to kill myself but if a pro-gay ad gets dished out it's indoctrination#constantly get ads about the fucking border. about abortion. whatever talking point they have this week#im trying to watch mario can you leave me the fuck alone#chat#throwback to when tumblr mobile had that sirius xm ad that had the really bad strobe#i reported it every single time. took a few weeks but it eventually got vaporized#i can handle an ad or two but can they just be for like. candy or something. a cleaning product. idk something normal#why are these ads trying to force me into bad habits or scam me or make me kill everyone including myself#why cant i just watch a fucking coca cola commercial
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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Hiii guys.
I've already been out of my mind busy for the past few months, and with midterms happening and my thesis defense soon I may not be super active here for a bit.
As it stands now I'm not leaving this blog. This has been my home for the past few years and I love the story too much to let go. I will assess how I'll talk about Tommy/Phil/Tubbo etc going forwards based on their responses, lack thereof, info on what is and isn't allowed to be said legally, etc.
If you're reading this I love you so so so much. I am at all times overflowing with love for the dsmp/mcyt community and what it's done for me. Some of the happiest moments I've had in my life were because of you all.
Also, if you're rebranding or moving blogs or w/e and we're mutuals I'd love to follow your new account even if we share 0 interests in common now, feel free to lmk where you're headed to (if you want) ❤️
#i think i need to be less on Tumblr for a minute because well.#i have an unhealthy attatchment to this community. i like get physically sick when i see a blog i loved has deleted.#and i cant really take the stress of watching ppl leave and checking for updates/statements on this situation rn so. may take a short break#i am coming back though. promise. probably wont even be a week.#(disclaimer 1: supporting shubble should always be everyones first priority. not trying to make this situation abt me just posting an update#on my blog about how my blog will be handling things.)#((disclaimer 2: if you see me post this ans a few days later im back here that means i failed in my attempt to not doomscroll 💔))#doodle.txt
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steddie secret dating (or just sleeping together) high school au inspired by wildest dreams WHEN?!
“he said “let’s get out of this town””
“he’s so tall and handsome as hell / he’s so bad but he does it so well”
“i said “no one has to know what we do” / HIS HANDS ARE IN MY HAIR HIS CLOTHES ARE IN MY ROOM”
tell me thats not eddie “the freak” about his secret fling “king” steve….
#eddie thinks it means nothing to steve and that steve will leave him someday#meanwhile steve is wildly in love#they get their shit together and run away after graduation#because i cant handle unhappy endings#if anyone wants to write it i’ll name my first born after you#steddie ficlet#steddie#steve harrington#steve harrington x eddie munson#eddie munson#steddie prompt
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