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i have a weird seesaw with myself
#like in the forefront of my brain i love myself. surface level oo im happy w appearance im proud of myself yadayada and i do believe that i#am all of those things. but i dont wanna mine too deep bc i know ill just find so much self loathing#i never sorted through it just pasted over it with overcomfidence and self love#and idk whats under there#amd i feel like deep down i hate myself so fucking much and hold myself so much lower than others#like ill have a thought and theres this little like ghost of a thought after that shuts it down#idk#its like. ill be sad then ill see someone be a little more sad then ill have this muted raging fucking storm in the back of my head thats#screaming at me that im so sefish and shitty for being sad when other people are worse than me#but at the forefront its a deadpan corporate ‘well everyones struggles are different’#wow rhat was longer than expected. haha#vent
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Saw a post about helping people that used the analogy of "if you see someone fall off a cruiseship and theres a life preserver ring on the wall next to you do you walk away or do you throw them the life preserver? Of course you throw them the life preserver." And i dont want to add to or tag the post with any sort of correction because its literally not the point at all but i am desperate to say that the first thing they teach you when you work on a cruise ship is that if someone falls overboard you Do Not Look Away
If theres a life preserver nearby but you have to turn your back to get it, tough luck. If theres someone nearby who can't hear you but you could run and get them, absolutely not. You see someone go overboard you point at them and never ever let them out of your sight because looking away even once could mean losing them forever, so you just have to trust that someone will hear you scream for help but you cant for any reason look away
And maybe that adds to the life preserver metaphor somehow but mostly i just need you to know if you spot someone in the water you point at them and you watch them close and you scream for help
#water safety tips with grinchwrapsupreme#what could the metaphor be#um#if you see someone struggling and they are seconds from 'drowning' make sure theyre not going to go under before working on a rescue plan?#idk#point and stare and scream babes thats the key
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#this isn’t necessarily based on creature or sanity levels it’s what would be funniest for the Bit#also the idea of muppet & human duos is amusing to me. false and ren. pearl and gem. bdubs and etho. do you see it#zed and cub as unethical scientists is fun it’d be solid enrichment for them both#mumbo is equal parts muppet and man. maybe he’s a muppet that got turned into a guy idk#mumbo being over the line vs under it doesn’t mean anything i just ran out of room and didn’t feel like changing it btw lmao#kaya posts#hermitcraft#1k
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Violence!
#fuckin... what did i name this#weary struts under bright sparks#apparently#well i mean it sounds alright so ig that's the name i'll give this crossover from now on#if i keep drawing it. idk.#you 🫵 that's right you 🫵 should draw ur fav with a slugcat NOW#idk if anyone will but if you do pls tag me i love scug#maccadam#transformers#tf sentinel prime#slugcat#rain world
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the sirens are turning red
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#megumi#animal horror/#animal death/#scopophobia/#hiiii i drew messed up animals again :>#i couldnt decide which ver i liked better between the white and black bg so i decided to playing card logic it#i think if i had to pick i Do like the black bg better but i spent a whole hour on that gd eye im keeping it#idk what came over me but im so glad it did i love drawing characters dressed in white surrounded by concerning animal imagery#gotta b one of my favourite flavours of fanart to make tbh#i saw a picture of a rabbit sculpture and something abt the albino red around the eyes ears feet mouth#made me think of blood pounding made me think of bruises scars Prey#and wld u look at that one of my fav characters ever just so happens 2 have a whole lot of rabbits :)#so i stuck megumi in what i can only describe as a vogue straightjacket n went to town#ik that the megumi + dogs/wolves gets a lot of love bc the characterization fits#but the rabbits.....but the [spoilers]#its SO good its so sososoososos good#anyway im proud of this piece hsfhgsfjs i love drawing rabbits i love white + Bruised blood-under-the-skin red this made me rly happy#i only care a Little bit that it took me forever <-lying#ill blame the rabbit skeleton smh
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*radioactive by imagine dragons starts playing*
YOU'RE LISTENING TO
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RADIOACTIVE BY IMAGINE DRAGONS FM
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WHERE WE PLAY RADIOACTIVE BY IMAGINE DRAGONS, RADIOACTIVE BY IMAGINE DRAGONS, AND MORE RADIOACTIVE BY IMAGINE DRAGONS
*radioactive by imagine dragons continues playing*
THIS ISN'T SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LISTEN TO IMAGINE DRAGONS' STATION
*Ravel's Boléro plays uncut for the next 17 minutes*
#196#rule#shitpost#imagine dragons#bolero#lmao Idk what else has ever been postes under the bolero tag and I'm not clicking it to find out
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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:
context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA
(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)
#in stars and time#isat#isat odile#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so#cw hospital#cw stroke#<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why#odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read#or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA#also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this#is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language#as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO#especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not#tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA#so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea#to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so#the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao#okay tag talk over#no stream time today because weather boooooo storms
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What’s megatron’s reaction to bee’s sparkling?? And that breakdown’s the father..? I’m curious.
It's not everyday Megatron meets a bot who's not already aware of every wrong he's ever committed. It's not everyday he meets a bot who isn't terrified of him at first, but instead looks at him with awe and wonder.
You can't just reform your entire life/ideals and not go a little soft...
Though, it's important to note that Megatron still has a lot of relationships to repair. Not just with the autobots...
Megatron isn't the only one trying to turn over a new leaf. However, having some recent experience in trying to become a better person, he assumes he can maybe share some advice. Perhaps it was a moment of hopefulness, that he too could be looked at so fondly as Optimus; that he could be looked upon as a guidance figure.
#basically megatron is a little jealous of Optimus and Bumblebee's dynamic#and wants to maybe take breakdown under his wing because he sees so much of himself in him#and maybe if he becomes this fatherly figure to breakdown it will prove that Megatron is capable of being a good trusting person#a small problem is that he wasn't exactly the kindest to the stunticons#and he's not quite sure how to repair that#and Breakcheck is here being cute because I said so#I think Breakcheck could lead to a lot of healing with the Decepticons#like... as a little ambassador baby. a cross-faction proof that peace can exist between them#breakbee#transformers fanart#transformers#transformers bumblebee#maccadam#tf earthspark#tf fanart#tfe bumblebee#tfe breakdown#tfe megatron#megatron#tfe#earthspark#breakcheck#tfe breakcheck#tfe breakbee#breakbee fanchild#idk what to call this au lol#transformers earthspark
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Arcane ships ranked, for fun
The main ships and some rarepairs I've found, I like pretty much everything in the first 4 rows. I probably missed some but idk what they are and I'm too lazy to add more rn.
feel free to add your thoughts or ships but again its just for funsies :)
#you can probably tell which characters I like most by how many ships of them I know lmao#ignore the many tags im legit just rambling abt my thoughts on each ship#caitvi is in its own rank cause Im not playing with caitvi fans they are correct that is the best ship even if I like other some ships more#arcane#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#caitvi#jayvik#timebomb#lest arcane#whats the ship name for mel and lest?#lestel? idk im not calling them melest lol#mel x lest#catcouncil#oo is that it? it came up when typing. thats kinda cute but also vague#vilco#ik that one for sure#vanco#jaymelvik#mel x sevika#idk the ship name for that one either I actually just found out abt it but editing the pic for them convinced me to ship them#idk if anyone else ships ambessa and viktor there were only 4 fics on ao3 under it but i ship it cmon he's her type#she would eat him for protein#jaymel#melvik#i actually like both of these ships but they're infinitely better as poly imo#dont know how many people ship viktor and vander either but i saw a lot of potential in act 2 for it with all their astral plane connecting#sevika x ambessa#that would be hot but also hate sex probably#I love sky but i do not ship her and Viktor he just is clearly not interested and she kinda lets go of her crush on him before dissolving
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Maybe it's the eternally distrustful loveless child in me but idk something about the way DC has been writing familial relationships in recent years rings so false to me. There's no room for the complex, nuanced, unnamed relationships Batman and Nightwing used to have, nothing like the warped mother-daughter-sister thing Barbara Gordon and Cass Cain had, nothing like Superboy's weird obsessive hero worship/bone-deep dread of his clone fathers or Max Mercury's weary undefined protectiveness of Bart or Wonder Woman's dogged loyalty to her little "sisters". Cause — for me, at least, I know I actively seek little moments of connection in stories; when I write or when I read it is to seek comfort. I think that's why DC has made this shift. Readers like me gravitated to those little warm moments, and DC noticed that we did without stopping to think about why.
But there's a point at which I notice diminishing returns of comfort from fluffy writing — it ceases to register as real. It's too good, too saccharine, too empty of any of the pain and frustration it takes to express genuine love for the other person. It's all hand-holding and no sweaty palms. It's so easy for someone to say they love you. It's so easy to see when it's all just words. And part of this is, yeah, bad writing; all that stuff about show not tell. They're trying to tell us these characters care about each other without giving us any real proof. but. idk. I need my love to be real. I need to feel the bones behind each embrace. I can't accept affection without struggling my way into it. Honestly I'd rather get a grim gritty Batman who forgets he HAS kids until they throw themselves into the line of fire than a milquetoast helicopter Batdad who tells his kids exactly what they mean to him without actively being in a state of bleeding out.
#idk don't listen to me i haven't read any comics closely since they killed alfred#but what i see in screenshots makes me. incredibly dissatisfied#maybe love is all about the striving!!!! maybe it's about the blood under your nails as you claw your way back to your beloved!!!!!#maybe it's hugging your dad and all you can think about is how stiff and unwieldy it is around the body armor and utility belts#y'know#and i DO enjoy wayne family adventures. it can be nice. but yeah i can tell that i would not endure it if that was all i had to read#dc#oli rambles
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inspired by this tweet
#darkest dungeon#darkest dungeon 2#reymas#dd highwayman#dd crusader#dd dismas#dd reynauld#dd reymas#idk what to tag my memes under#boop's meme#made this in like 2 min in photoshop
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Who said I can't wear my connverse with a dress.
They were suppose to be in suits but man drawing sharp suits are harderr. Very not for quick doodles for me. Hm I would really like to work on Steven more but I ran out of time in this warm up.
#would've love to have given him hand accessory too.#Idk what's going on with the design but was lowkey thinking nudibranchs and eels while scribbling XD#Connie would be more subdued and Steven would be more flashy just imagine I made a better design haha#Doing commission while watching Kaycem stream#Don't know if it was luck this time but methinks I got faster doodling so I might be able to draw that thing I wanted to draw. 🤞#my shiz#su#steven quartz universe#connie maheswaran#connverse#skedoobles#steven universe#Connie was suppose to have a knife peeking under the dress
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hey, don't cry
tumblr is the new pdf! ok?
#tumblr#tumblr is the new pdf#personal#sbs rambles#art#idk what other tag to put this under but this is definitely a thing I made#the big blue rectangle is 2013-era tumblr blue#the dark blue triangle and text shadow are the current ''true blue''#and the lines and blue corner are what we call ''classic blue'' or ''old blue'' but at 69% opacity#(nice)#in this way I have combined all the eras of tumblr into one#so that I might imagine#just for a moment#that .tumblr is the new portable document format#thank you for coming to my ted talk#graphic design is my passion#anyway hey remember that time yahoo said they wanted to make tumblr ''the new pdf''#wild#bizarre thing to say#but hey#I think it could still happen#we just have to believe
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Blind macaque by @rebeltigera
he was to eepy for me to not draw him 🥺👉👈
#lmk macaque#lmk fanart#digital art#bleh#His hair gave me carpel tunnel I swear#Idk what under the mask but btu but thurjr
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i love the interpretations of Any of the pines being trans but to me mabel and dipper Are fraternal twins they are just also both trans. they just swapped names and ‘pretended’ to be the other. i know dipper being transmasc is like the most popular trans hc in the fandom, so to me this is why dipper’s name is mason but he always wanted the name tyrone
#mabel is wearing sweaters in the summer. idk kinda transgender#unless oregon is cold in summer. but last episode i think soos mentions it’s like 80°#(saying it’s too hot for stan to be wearing a sweater(the one mabel made him)(bc he says he’s wearing it bc it was cold)(lying)#anyway she’s still wearing a sweater there#and ford !#i think it’d be funny that they’re all trans.#like the more trans people in a family it just gets funnier imo. what are the odds#<-i say this lovingly. i am under the transgender umbrella#also imagine w me Stan who was there when the kids were born meeting them again now age 12 and at some point going#’wait i thought mabel was the one with the birthmark’ and they’re like ‘wow you confuse siblings even when they’re different genders. smh’#the kids probably dont know stan is also transgender. or maybe they do. is it funnier if they do#gravity falls#words from the monarch
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i really did not know Daud could move in Stop Time and stands still for a couple secs only to jumpscare
or that he's immune to sleepdarts
what a bastard lmao
#dishonored#i put every whaler to sleep and stole all your sh!t that's what you get for jumpscaring me like that#tbh i don't care about achievements i just wanna play stealth bc i suck at fighting :P#i remember i didn't get StopTime 11 years ago but i don't remember how i got him back then#i lurked under the tables i think?? maybe?? idk#fanart#sketchbook and stuff#corvo attano#the outsider
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