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gossippool · 10 days

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okay but the agony of logan loving and having to kill his own universe's wade and then falling back in love with him in another universe

#user: gossippool 😝#FUCKKKKK #if i weren't already half crying over this other fic premise i'm working on rn i would write this #like i know this is kinda a happy premise overall but my brain makes everything sad so #goddd #okay #deadpool & wolverine #deadpool and wolverine #poolverine #wolverine #logan howlett #deadpool #wade wilson

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merlins-strawberriesandroses · 1 month

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The thing no one ever considers while writing up character analyses about Merlin is that. he must have been sooooooo sleepy.

#I see everyone talking about the nuances when you look at Merlin through [x] lens #BUT WHAT ABOUT THE SLEEPY LENS #WE CAN’T KEEP SLEEPING ON THE SLEEPY LENS #(can u tell I'm exhausted)#see this reads as if I'm joking but I'm actually being SO serious. I think the lack of rest was a significant factor in Merlin's conduct #IF he got a solid 8 hours of sleep + 2 hours minimum JUST to himself everyday uninterrupted... I just know things would turn out different #like it isn't even asking for much. decent sleep + a frankly sad amount of down-time. and yet. I know he didn't get that w those 3 jobs #ugh #he must have been TIRED do you hear me #even applies to morgana she looked tired tbh. those prophetic dreams probably weren't great for restfulness. sad what she did but #she did seem sleepy #okay ignore this I am going through it. extrinsic intrinsic coagulation pathways have gotten to me if u know what I mean #actually wait no if anyone sees this don't ignore it #HE MUST HAVE BEEN SO SLEEPY and everyone must understand. SLEEPy.#I hope I do not wake up and reread this and wonder why I posted this. but like I feel like I am the correctest person on planet earth rn #I've been thinking abt merlin's nap deprived state for years now tbh #merlin #bbc merlin

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thekittyokat · 5 months

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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starry-bi-sky · 5 months

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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards

*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then

#dpxdc #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc crossover #dpdc #clone^2 #danny fenton is a clone #like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a #few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but #you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device #they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause #nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to #keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter #raaa #and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs

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buttercupshands · 6 months

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Happy (almost belated) Birthday, Tenko Shimura!

wanted to draw something light after... you know 419...

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phant0ma · 20 days

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I know I'm literally just a mentally ill gay 18 year old but I wish sanji was real so I could hug him and tell him everything's gonna be alright

#this came about bc of sanji's damn sad eyes. THEY'RE ALWAYS SAD #I'm not okay #in my feels rn #sanji #black leg sanji #one piece

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softgothbabe · 5 days

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Pull up a chair in front of the full-length mirror, and sit me (naked) on your (fully clothed) lap facing the mirror with my legs spread. Make me watch you play with my sensitive clit until I'm whining and dripping and begging for you to put your fingers inside me. Insert one finger slowly. Hold my chin with one hand to keep my dizzy eyes focused on you gradually fitting a second, then third, finger inside my aching pussy. Pick up the pace. Move your hand from my chin to cover my mouth to silence me as I moan louder and louder. Make me climax so hard I'm shaking and squirting all over your lap.

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hercarisntyours · 7 days

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that's the love of my life 🥹🥹

#to think last year I was pissed off because she didn't have a lot of figures+ wasn't featured a lot 🥹 look at her now #I'm so sappy she's getting featured so much more if you told 2022 me that Elita would be a main in a movie with more figures coming out #I'd punch you im sad happy rn #crying in the club rn #im not the best at figure posing but that's okay :))#elita one #elita 1 #tf one elita #tf one #transformers one #transformers

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abyssalhuntersnerd · 2 months

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It's that time of the year again where I put the fish and Amiya in the washing machine...

#normal posts #specter and skadi will be next but by themselves #fyi I do this because these fellas sleep with me and this year they built a parking right besides my room #so the dirt and dust has gotten all over my room and my plushies are literally brown... so I have to clean them whether I like it or not #normally you don't need to clean them that often but these really need it and I won't wash them by hand cause #the dust and dirt is just stuck there so :/#I'm not a dirty gal I love keeping my room clean but these mf really got the whole house trashed #and that's not even just my room everywhere in the housr has to be deep cleaned #I have to clean my room but I'm still waiting for my dad to help me put up my ikea skadis... but at this point I'll have to myself so #I guess I'll have to watch yt vids lmao #so sorry for being out of socials I'm honestly just really tired and feel like rn things are pretty chill so my presence isn't needed here #and honestly I'm not legally allowed to talk about what's been going with me because I have some respect and would rather not shame people #online for the sake of it <3 #so yeah idk does anyone miss me here hsisjddi cause I miss being here but the energy is just not it #I'm tired but I wished I had more energy for things #sighs #but yeah I will post room stuff since I will be putting some arknights decorations around once I get stuff sorted out #I can't hide that stuff anymore you know #gotta face my fears and honestly? a gift isn't something that the gifter owns it's the gifted and it's okay to be sad about it but #gotta start facing shit and being proud of stuff even if my ak energy is very low because of my personal stuff #anyways sorry for the rant but I kinda just wanted to get it off my chest I know most people won't care and they just want fish but #thanks for reading and making it all the way down here I love you

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spectral-honey · 2 years

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Tim never becoming robin but his parents still dying and him taking over Drake industries as a teenager which turns out to be actually very successful somehow and then uses that exclusively to fuck up lex luthors evil plans

“Oh, did you want that weapons contact? Turns out I made a deal with those guys last week, better luck next time!”

“Lex! You wanted to hire that tech specialist? I just set him up with a great job working on a project overseas, oh I can't quite remember where he's located now! Looks like it'll be a while until you can get in touch with him!”

“The company I just bought was producing an important machine piece for you? Unfortunately we had to discontinue that item due to some errors, you know how quality control can be.”

“Guess what! I just bought the rights to a very important type of laser technology and I'm suing everyone who uses it without permission! Just business, you understand!”

And of course lex tries to kill him but he keeps being saved just in time by various superheros (he probably has someone's personal cell number or an alarm he wired to go to oracle & the watchtower)

Just civilian Tim doing mental warfare with lex and heros being like "stop antagonizing supervillains!!!!!" And Tim being like "what? I can't hear you over the sound of lex coming to kill me again because I outbid him for his security chief"

#tim drake #red robin #batman #without a secret identity in need of protecting tim fully commits to being a chaotic force as CEO #the heros are like WHY are you doing this #and Tim is like well I'm emotionally stunted and walking on the wire edge between bad decisions and dying makes me feel alive #the bats are like okay that's valid #and the rest of the JL is like 'NO!! ITS NOT!!'#personally I like Tim being rescued the most by the bats and core 4 (3?) YJ bc. Batfam and also core 4. Also timkon. Or timbart.#I don't ship Tim/Cassie but I love them being close friends who get sad and emotionally vulnerable together #Mostly bc I always think of them hardcore trauma bonding when Bart and Kon die #But tim casually calling heros civilian phone numbers like hi flash im in keystone rn and some guys beat me up and threw me in a trunk #I think they're gonna drive it into a river could u come pick me up #also I'm sure Tim could fuck with other villains too #I just was thinking abt how funny it is to have a teenage tim as CEO and being peers w lex bc of it #tim keeps copywriting symbols/color schemes Gotham villains #he buys some carnival grounds the joker likes and turns it into a water park instead #silly au where tim is kind of op #but in a fun way #dc

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dogboner · 5 months

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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"

#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol #anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n #like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills #n my support network now #idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night #n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions #because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore #it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore #sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide #and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed #but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself #n give myself time #n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too #growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time #it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine #despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself

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rapidhighway · 3 months

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not to be the mood swing king rn but god I feel like absolute shit

#im so sad and angry rn #i understand that not EVERYONE in the world has depression but it feels like it with my family #what's the point if everyone needs pills to even feel okay it's like if the whole world was on life control just for the sake of carrying on #ugh #idk it's been taking a toll on me i guess -.-#i feel like such garbage whenever I'm reminded that literally no one is happy around me

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hero-of-the-wolf · 3 months

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You reminded me I often actually write Twilight with depression, I forgot it isn't necessarily canon lol. Glad to see you also have fine taste XD

-Sky Floor

I REMEMBER YOU WROTE A FIC WITH DEPRESSED TWI AND I THINK ABOUT IT LITERALLY ALL THE TIME

When you finish playing his game you (or at least me haha) definitely walk away with this poignant feeling of grief and bittersweetness and I'm actually so obsessed with that. Like yes Midna leaving after everything like that is so heartbreaking 💔 but it's also interesting, and I'm really glad that Nintendo decided to take the story in that direction.

And him having depression really fits his character so well?? like I can't even really put it into words, it just fits, and I really need to write him dealing with that too actually—

@skyward-floored

#maybe interesting is not the right word but I'm still fighting this headache and I can't think of a better one rn skahajsbka #I love when stories let themselves be sad tho I'm actually so obsessed with that #btw you continue to be one of my fav writers of all time I really really love the way you write Twilight #and all of the others too of course #but Twi's my guy y'know?#and I love the way you write him 💙#also I hope the tag is okay!!#hero of twilight #lu twilight #LU #asks

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ressq · 27 days

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