#and i’ve neglected her :[
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one of the things that continues to strike me on reread is how much the character of Darcy, and Austen through him, finds Mr. Bennet dead. And how much Elizabeth, in growing and changing and discarding her past blindness, has to move past her way of seeing her father and thus of seeing reality, because the two are connected! Darcy’s letter exposes her father’s flaws to Elizabeth in a way she’d never been able to see before. Most especially the way his laziness and neglect of his own gifts have hurt his family and that ultimately he doesn’t. care. Not enough to change. It literally says that she comes home from Hunsford and tries to laugh at her sisters’ and mother’s folly (the way she used to; the way her father has taught her to by example for her whole life) and she can’t anymore! It sticks in her throat. She is grieved by the failures that she sees in him, all the more so because she IS his favorite and she loves him! And the thing about Mr. Bennet is he never changes. The Lydia/wickham situation exposes to him sharply his own conduct and the consequences and he feels it! Because he is neither stupid nor unfeeling. But he, like everyone, has free will. And he chooses not to change when the opportunity presents itself. He even jokes about how quickly his feeling bad will pass and how soon everything will go back to normal, to his laziness and his selfishness. He is set in his ways and he serves as a contrast to Elizabeth’s personal journey because he embodies a version of a person she could have become and was in danger of becoming if her only goal at all times was to laugh at and judge people from the sidelines.
#pride and prejudice#I’ve always loved his character because he IS funny and he is iconic!!! and his love for Lizzy is touching!#he’s not faking it.#but he is so flawed. a man of taste a man of ability a man of judgment.#a man who could and SHOULD have set a different tone for his children and chose not to!#and they SUFFER FOR IT#their house is a divided one. and every child feels the pain of living in a house where the parents neither respect each other#nor are on the same team#there is a crack running through their house for this reason and it’s how Lydia (and Kitty) came to be so neglected!#who is going to discipline them or guide them? certainly not Mr. Bennet!#he’s so important to teach too. because the boys LOVE HIM. of course!#and are always very struck by his failures and laziness once I point it out#and yeah Darcy one of the only people who can expose him. because Darcy is putting in the work a man should be doing#Darcy’s house IS in order. his love is active and protective. he is fulfilling his role!#Mr. Bennet’s gifts are so extraordinary—the wit. the insight into human nature. honestly the capacity for wisdom#but he likes his library. he likes enjoying himself more than he likes doing his duty#as either a father or a husband#he does fail Mrs. Bennet! I have compassion for her there#anyway I love to think about this: something no version I have ever seen has ever fully explored#but man is it on the page#yeah yeah sorry for all the words. teacher off duty etc.
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just remembered that i can draw literally whatever i want forever
#death note#light yagami#misa amane#yagamane#that’s like my first time using that tag 😳#i should draw more yagamane. like tbh i like it. they both suck and i love that for them#anyway everyone say rip to me and my laptop who died forever and now i’ve lost a bunch of my research and papers and projects#and now i have to find some way to finish my summer classes w/o easy access to all of my stuff while mourning the loss of thousands#of photos and a bunch of large projects i didn’t copy to flash drives recently haha wow life is full of fun surprises that don’t make#everything 100x harder for me haha i am totally not upset by these happenings and i totally don’t regret neglecting to make physical#backups of all of my work haha and i totally don’t regret not getting my laptop checked out before her hard drive fried hahahahaha#anyway. misa putting a leash on light should’ve happened in canon. 🫵 you agree
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➥ sir crocodile & crack-shot luna commission from @taco-tuseday
#THIS IS LITERALLY THE CUTEST THING EVER#that’s what happens when you neglect your girl shanks#is this a good time to say I’ve changed her love interest?#I cried#the eye contact#everything is perfect istg#MY GIRL IS SO CUTE#AND THEYRE PERFECT#the art style is gorgeous I couldn’t ask for something better tbh#i’m gonna be sooooo annoying about this#ty ty ty#please please commission them! it’s a 100% worth it#brass knuckle pirates#oc: luna shiranui#op verse#one piece#op#one piece oc#self ship#self insert#op oc#macs commissions#crocodile x reader#crocodile x oc#sir crocodile#one piece crocodile#crocodile one piece#x: lingering like a cigar on his lips
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i have this entire fleshed out shy reader lore for i guess a hypothetical universe where shy reader dated jj and/or pope first but eventually they broke up because of the whole season one treasure plotline not even because of a lack of love but mostly just her feeling neglected and alone. right at the end of all of that is when she would meet rafe just when he’s in that season two craziness/spiral and they become so insanely codependent and just around there somewhere when the pogues hate rafe even more they find out he’s dating shy reader and it’s just a whole other layer. so basically obx writers let me into the room.
#there’s so much more though I’m sure no one cares#this is my favorite shy reader plotline that I’ve never elaborated on#there’s so much angst and sadness about shy reader breaking up with pope or jj (I can’t decide which one)#because shy reader always loves with her whole heart and she thinks especially with pope/jj that it’ll last forever#sensitive/broken shy reader meeting spiraling/crazy rafe like it’s a match made in heaven#she takes his possessiveness and toxicity as a sign of love and attention after being neglected (sorry pope/jj..)#he thrives off of being able to fully control someone and actually have power in something for once#OH and then when pope and jj find out it’s just mayhem like so much angst#and in my 🩷💞💕perfect world of Shea🩷💞💕 rafe is locking this girl in#shy reader is carrying around the dead Cameron moms engagement ring like before the third season#ok I’ll shut up now
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Controversial take (maybe?)
I think we need more of mr. Payne being the good parent, like don’t get me wrong I adore all the good Mrs. Payne fics (definitely check out that tag) but she’s the only one who’s actually been described negatively, parenting wise.
Not to mention it also just balances out the group, Charles has daddy issues, Crystal has parental issues, so therefore it stands to reason that Edwin has mommy issues, right?
#i’ve always had a very clear picture in my mind of the different types of abuse they were all put through#like Crystal’s parents are completely neglectful they don’t care what she’s doing as long as it doesn’t get into the news and even then#the consequences are minimal#like I’ve seen some people write them as having big expectations for her but I just personally don’t subscribe to that#for Edwin I’m thinking distant but still incredibly high expectations like he might not see them for a week#but they’ll waste no time comparing him to his siblings if he falls even a little behind#we know a whole lot more about Charles of course but in my mind it’s the complete opposite for Charles his dad is over involved#always watching and judging for any mistake#anyway that was slightly unrelated but idgaf#edwin payne’s father#edwin paine’s father#edwin payne’s mother#edwin paine’s mother#edwin payne#edwin paine#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#our ghosts matter#best ghosts i know#Emi’s rambling fandom thoughts
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Rageoustober Day 2 - Velvet
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“Just let me run past you, Velvet!”
“I can’t!”
#Swap AU jumpscare#My beloved#This is the first time I’ve drawn Swap Velvet’s gold outfit shame on me#I neglect her so bad 😔#Blue diamond cause Veneer’s the lead <3#Bruce is in there#Rageoustober#tober challenge#yardikins art#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#velvet trolls#swap au#swap velvet#v&v swap AU#digital art#ibispaintx#artists on tumblr
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behold… my daughter
#i think the last time i drew aspen was like. last year.#whoopsies#i’ve been trying to draw her a lot but nothing looked right#turns out if u turn to oc neglect for a year everything works out#aspen southfield#ssoblr#sso#star stable online#star stable#sso oc#sso art
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getting ready — summer lovestruck edition
(Alt versions + close-ups below cut✨💜)
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Harumi — trying not to look like she really really really REALLY wants to kiss Vania
Vania — enjoying getting her make-up done (…and hoping for a kiss)
#‘It’ll just be a quick sketch’ she said. ‘Won’t take more than half an hour’#It was pretty quick anyways however: it’s the summer.#Didn’t have much time to draw for the last three weeks and I just know that I won’t have it in the following weeks either but I had to draw#My girls. If you have a request for any of your jadewing needs Id be very happy to cook up a drawing or Drabble for you :)#Might share my playlist for these cuties soon…. Maybe…..#jadewingshipping#princessshipping#ninjago#fanart#lego ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago harumi#princess harumi#harumi jade#ninjago vania#princess vania#I swear that I love Vania as much as I love Rumi I need to give her more attention :( I’ve been neglecting my sweetheart <3
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dunno why but orion black slapping the ‘best protective spells known to wizardkind’ on grimmauld place prompts the image of him knowing sirius ran away the moment sirius made the decision. like the house wakes him up all “MASTER!! MASTER THERE IS A DISTURBANCE!!” so orion goes to sirius’ room in his snork mimimi nightshirt and makes direct eye contact with his oldest son. who is halfway through the window with his school trunk and an ancient broom orion’s quite certain he bought for himself when he turned 23. and sirius lifts his middle finger to his mouth shush and flip orion off simultaneously and orion simply turns back around and goes back to bed. because that’s fair and most importantly something to deal with when he isn’t still half drunk from his nightly nightcap.
#sirius isn’t it breakfast (or anywhere in the house) the next morning#walburga is freaking out because what do you MEAN sirius is gone kreacher?? orion do you know where our son is???#and orion’s like ‘i’ve no idea dearest’ because it’s true#sirius black#orion black#the noble and most ancient house of black#i like it when orion (neglectful absent father) doesn’t actually give one flying fuck what his kids do#as long as they use their brain properly#like oh sirius you like the mudbloods now? whatever just be clever about it#ah regulus you want to join the dark lord and die horrifically? sure have fun#deep down he cares but on the whole he’s got no interest on what they’re doing whatsoever#he’s the type of dad who forgets your birthday and the way your name is spelled#he didn’t even want kids he just had to have them bc of tradition#meanwhile walburga is screaming her head off in outrage ♥️ and orion goes and locks himself in his study#at least the family ledgers give him less of a headache
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I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.
they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.
teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.
#random thought but. yeah……#I mean think about if crystal happened to be killed somehow pre-demonic intervention#she would’ve been deemed deserving of hell by the standards we’ve seen. no doubt about it. if the dragon guys were pulled to hell then yeah.#she would be as well. simply put- she was a bully#she was also a teenager. not a fully developed person. a very damaged and neglected teenager at that#it’s kinda like the criminal justice system right. it’s like. hey you really think sending them to be tormented is the most humane and#efficient way to heal these kids of what makes them act out and allow them to grow and improve?#Crystal’s such a good case to look at because she’s. well. to compare to The Good Place which you can probably already tell I’ve watched 800#times and adore with all my heart. she’s kinda the michael of the group#no one knows it at first but she’s actually kind of a terror to people most of the time. but she’s put in a situation where she#suddenly has a support system- people who care about her and want the best for her- she’s given a purpose and realizes how much better it is#to use her powers to help rather than hurt (well. sometimes helping can involve hurting but you get it)#and by the time she’s regained her memories and has a place in the agency it’s much easier to reflect on her life and be like huh!#this system kinda fucking sucks!#not that edwin wasn’t an example unto himself but he was a ‘clerical error’ not a ‘rightfully’ condemned person#with his situation someone could argue that the problem isn’t with the system being wack as a whole- it should just be maintained better so#these ‘errors’ don’t happen and all the good kids go to their afterlives and the Bad Evil Kids go to hell.#yes yes I know they’re not in hell forever (hopefully) but uhh Simon was still there for over a century and for fucking What?#gay self-loathing and catholic guilt? his intentions were clearly not Truly Evil and more than anything he seems to have been punished using#how much he hated himself for being gay and how guilty he felt for it all. like shit aren’t those feelings enough of a punishment? if he had#lived through that ritual and edwin hadn’t– do you think he would’ve been Okay? I think it would’ve crushed him. chronically#man. anyway#this was an especially long ramble huh#rambling#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives
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I am now officially a whole two decades old
Everybody congratulate me on my two decades
#venting in tags#every birthday#I remember when I told my sister#when she asked me what I wanted to do for my (thirteenth? I think) birthday#and I said kill myself#I did not want to reach my teens#I was genuinely terrified of getting older#still am#because it meant that I had completely wasted another year#no normal teenage activity’s#no learning to drive#no proms or other dances#no first kiss#I’ve had only one friend since I was around 12 or so that I only talk to every few months#because I started pushing my childhood best friend away because being around her made me insecure and feel like I was immature and stupid#she was the only friend I had and she had so many#I remember feeling horrible for myself at her birthday party’s being surrounded by her school friends#and feeling like I wasn’t real#not a real person not a normal kid#like I was stupid immature and like she only spent time with me out of pity#I still feel most of theses things to be honest and it’s so embarrassing#being around people my age makes me feel so embarrassed#even with people younger then me#I was homeschooled and neglected if it wasn’t obvious#I’m so fucking insecure over everything#and im so embarrassed that I can’t even blame my parents anymore#I’m twenty I should have figured this shit out years ago#but maybe they should have fucking helped me#I’m so fucking embarrassed being alive#I don’t feel like a real person when I’m around other people like I’m walking on eggshells and everyone else is flying or something
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Today i have mustered up the courage to ask you:
If Sly got a sidekick spinoff like Daxter and Secret Agent Clank, would it be a Bentley or Murray game?
#update on my mom asking me what ace attorney is: we’re playing it together#we finished Turnabout Sisters last night and she’s excited to finally play a case where the culprit isn’t revealed in the opening cutscene#but she didn’t connect with Mia#and she hated how Cindy Stone carried a clock with her to Paris#she also said ‘Edgeworth’s kind of a worm isn’t he?’#and you know what mom? yea he kinda is#lmao#i’ve been neglecting to tag posts because when this blog was in its prime i was pumping out content daily#so i feel like you already know the drill but even so;#sly cooper
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Soooo what are y’all’s hcs on the Tweak family 🤔🤔🤔
#lowkey I like to hc it as a generational trauma type of thing for Mr Tweak#I feel like Richard was a LOT like Tweek when he was little#very anxious and unsure of himself#he mentions in the gnomes episode I believe that his business has been going on 30 years#and was passed down to him by his father by his father before him#growing up I think that he too was given a lot of this coffee by his father#and over the years he was conditioned and manipulated into accepting this as the norm#in hopes that he would one day take over the business#when he was finally old enough his father shared the family recipe with him and at that point he had pretty much been brainwashed#I think he sees a lot of his younger self in tweek which is why he’s so condescending towards him and so determined to steer him down the#same path. Repeating the cycle and all that#and when Tweek is old enough he plans on sharing the family’s secret as his father did with him#MRS Tweak on the other hand is an interesting one#we know so little about her but I feel like her personality also says a lot about her#she’s definitely better than Mr Tweak but she’s still very complacent and neglectful#I think what stands out to me the most about her though is the way her personality can completely switch up at times#most of the time she has this eerily calm almost docile personality#but other times she’s a LOT more attentive and caring#yk like a normal mom#COMPLETELY different from how she usually acts#but the episode that gets me the most is “Gnomes#where she actively goes against Richard’s attempt to manipulate the kids and use them for business ventures#yet this is the same mom that actively poisons her son? presumably for the business??#like it doesn’t make sense to me#I’ve seen someone suggest that Richard has been drugging her too#and BOY would that be a twist#definitely would explain the sudden shift in personality#i definitely think it would be interesting if she was in the dark about a lot of this too#not using this as an excuse as I still do think she is SOMEWHAT negligent on her own but I do think it could explain some things#south park
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Oh well since I know my luck in HSR has become dogshit due to me being pity broken with standard 5 stars since 2.4, at least I take comfort in ZZZ’s gacha since they have an indicator on the rolls I do and no indication of powercreeping just yet.
Besides I’m gunning for these two and not anyone else unless they release a new limited S Rank guy or Agent who would stay in the meta for a very long period
#rubi’s post#honkai star rail#zenless zone zero#burnice white#lighter#meta#rant#honestly I feel like the powercreeping in HSR is one of the game’s biggest downfall if I’m being honest here#like how many ppl do I see still use asta in this day and age?#or even 5 stars like gepard or bronya for that matter#OR even Seele#tingyun pela gallagher are at least lucky to be still used because of how versatile they are#I’m just so mad at the powercreeping happening in HSR because of how they’re neglecting the units who could’ve had potential to shine#at least herta and himeko were saved by pure fiction where both were given a chance to shine due to their kit#not so much for units released back in 1.1-1.6 like jingliu for instance who I’ve heard is declining due to her self-sustaining kit#anyways sorry for the rant just need to get some things off my chest
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Sorry for not posting much, have some yuri as compensation o7
#chdoodles#artists on tumblr#original characters#jerboa reeves#chester#oh? a new signature? let me explain-#so I usually don’t put my tumblr mark on stuff I make for discord#but I’ve been making A BUNCH of stuff on there and neglecting my tumblr#and I felt kinda bad#so… while I forgot to put my tumblr on this. i did sign my current name to it! Nicholas#which I’ve started going by starting Now lmao#anywho#WAAHOO! enjoy me and my friend’s ocs who are in love <33#he/she for the one in the red pants and she/her for the one in the dress
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