#and i was like ehat did i just do??????
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accidentally getting brutalities are so fun cuz its the jumoscare version if "oh shit what button input was that"
#spence rambles#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1#accidentlt did mileena's brutality and was like ????what?#like i was beating quan chi and his???? head just?????$ EXPLODED????#and i was like ehat did i just do??????#i took a screenshot and everything cux i was like wosh#babys first brutality#i also once accidsntly did a fatal blow and i was very confused#i didnt realize i was that low and than i saw the ghostface cutscene happen and i was like oh!#accidently doing moves in mk1 are my favs#like?? hows i do that
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I have the worst luck with nail salons dear grace, what I wanted vs what I got
#radiorambles#first time was a couple years back they did a horrible job#flashforward today they did a worse job didn't do what I asked for and The guy that did my nails massaged my hands and MOVED MY SLEEVES UP#to MASSAGE MY ARMS the hands I get BUT MY ARMS??#dude had gell fused to my skin so it was stuck then took off half the polish and wasn't going to fix it like I asked#I SAID hey can you fix this I don't like how it is I was polite and this shit happens#I don't know if there was like a language barrier or ehat but I almost had a mental breakdown in the nail salon#thankfully the day got better me abd moons got boba and went to Barnes and nobles#it was a nice day but I'm still peeved about the nail thing#GUESS WHAT THEY CHARGED? 35 BUCKS#like??? i was supposed to get fake nails n' stuff not THAT#I hate it so much#my mom and sister were pissed#my sister does nail stuff as a hobby and shes REALLY good at it and then this professional place just this#I could do a better job on my own like what the fuck anyways ramble over I needed to get that off my chest again AAA
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WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?! WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?! WHAT IS GOING ON?! WHY ARE PEOPLE BLOCKING ME?@
I wouldn't be freaking upset by this BUT IVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE UNFOLLOW AND BLOCK ME?! What did I do?! What is going on?! WHAT IS HAPPENIMG I AM SO FREAKING-
What is happening? What did I do wrong?
#i swear i wouldn't be this upset but a LOT of people blocked and unfollowed me#so like. did someone vaguepost? did someone say “i did a bad thing?”#i am just#idk#every single day its a new moot whos blocked me SO EHAT DID I DO?!#GENUINELY. WHAT DID I DO?!#I hate being this negative. im normally not this negative. so i dont know whats happening#lost moot after lost moot WHAT DID I DO.WROMG?!
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qhenever i use watercolor theres exactly one moment where it actually does what i want it to do and then it doesnt happen again and idk how to replicate it LOL
#i dont understaaaaand ^_^#talkys#i swear i need better paper but what can u even do#cold press has that good texture but is so hard to both draw and spread the paint on and#hot press is like dude what is the point of this#i have both...arches brand...and i dont get itttt#how do u get pigment without diluting it too much. like u need WATER to paint#its so easy to overwork...etc#i use big brush on big surface and it still doesnt go well....i dont get WAH#maybe id get better if i knew ehat to paint but idk i just barely did smthng bc its gift for friend#if im not making smthng for others idk what to do i dont wanna waste time on my own garbage#and when i do i can never take it seriously like ohhh ok i messed up. time to just fuck it up then
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Hi urgent question, what does it mean when the friend that left you five years ago remakes the playlist she made you for your eighteenth birthday with the description, "For all that which I needed to leave behind. Tall tales (which was the name of the playlist she made for your birthday), great mistakes, and the time of my life." And another playlist with the description, "My life as it is! Taller tales than ever before." And posts them both to the Spotify she knows you can see? What does it mean? Hello what does this mean??!? I need someone to please present the correct answer because I don't know what to think or feel but I can't stop looking at the playlists and crying, and I'm at work so that's not great, so I just need an answer please.
#i cant ask her because we are no contact and have been for most of those five years#i dont know if its a way to broach breaking no contact or if its just her eay of coping#with the situation st hand#but then she couldve posted them privately if she didnt want me to see them#so did she want me to see them? it seems so because she referenced the playlist she made me and one of them is a remake#so it seems like a message for me. ehats the message?#that she wants to come back? that she never wants to come back and i need to get used to that?#that shes just fucking with me? but shes not cruel like that#she was never cruel like that. she wouldn't post them just to hurt me#and the description of the second playlist makes it seem like an attempt at connection. right?#like a view into her life#but the description on the first one sends a different message#i feel like im standing in front of an imaginary conspiracy board and wuickly letting it consume me#in a way that if i was a detective i would be taken off the case for getting too close#ive been trying to analyze the lyrics of the song choices and what they could mean#some of them on the playlist thats a remake of my birthday playlist are from the original birthday playlist#but when she sent me that birthday playlist she said the order mattered#and now the order is different and there are some different songs so does the order still matter?#if it does. which im sure it does because i knew her. then what does it mean?#im the meme 'what does it mean? what does it all mean??#this time of year and also every day is hard with missing her and such#but i thought i was doing a little better. getting iver losing her. internalizing that shes not coming back#and then i checked her spotify and found the damn fucking playlists and now im spiraling#and i just wish i could talk to ger about it but i cant break no contact#i feel like the guy in paper towns. but in that one the girl didnt want to be found. she left the clues to show she was alright#but didnt want to be found by the guy that cared enough to put the clues together#i am at work and spiraling and trying not to cry in front of coworkers but i cant stop going iver the playlists and#trying to analyze them#can someone please tell me what they mean beyond a shadow of a doubt so i can breathe again?
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When I first watched Merlin, I was entirely convinced that Gwen would find out about Merlin's magic.
Throughout basically all of season 1 and even into season 2, I was just waiting for the moment when Gwen would inevitably either found out by accident, or Merlin would tell her. It genuinely shocked and disappointed me to realize that the show wasn't going in that direction.
Like, obviously I knew that the issue of Arthur himself finding out would be a much bigger point of contention (although i still think it shouldve happened way sooner but I digress). But like... it just seemed so obvious to me that thats what should happen, right? Merlin has two guiding figures who know about his magic and provide him with advice. Hes got that fucking lizard, who is this ancient being with all this knowledge about destinies and magic and shit. Then ofc Gaius, who acts as more of a parental figure, warning Merlin to be cautious and helping him out from time to time. But it seems so clear to me that something is missing from this picture.... that being SOMEONE MERLIN IS ON EQUAL STANDING WITH!
Like hes got the older, more wise guidance figures. But what about a friend?! What about someone who can validate his fresher, more naive perspective while also providing a unique perspective of their own?! Am I going crazy here?!!!! Istg it boggles my mind that they didnt give him SOMEONE to talk to other than those two old ass crusty ass men 😭 and it so clearly felt like it should be Gwen too. She was immediately set up as a compassionate figure and I found it hard to believe she would ever turn merlin in if she found out, and in their season one era they were the besties of all time. I miss it so bad.
God and then they finally gave him a friend who knew about his magic in Lancelot. But then THEY FUCKING GOT RID OF HIM?? EXILED HIS ASS???? LANCELOT WAS SERIOUSLY IN LIKE 4 EPISODES TOTAL AND IN ONE OF THEM IT WASNT EVEN REALLY HIM. FFS. Bbc writers you will get whats coming to you i swear it.
#rant#merlin rant#im just angry as always#like its not unpopular to say lancelot shouldve been in it more#especially with how cute his dynamic is with merlin#and getting to see merlin actually show off a little and be playful with his magic#it was beautiful. ive seen this said before#but seriously in the 1st season it really did feel like they were setting up gwen to be#that friend thats in the know? the one he can turn to???#i cant be the only one who sees this. plus it wouldve given gwen more of a role#bc we all know they didnt know ehat to do with her and she suffered for it fr#gwen my beloved you deserved so much better#bbc merlin#merlin#bbc guinevere
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been watching mlp lately ... watching colorful horses on little adventures soothes the soul ... some rarity cuz she's adorable :33
#my little pony#mlp#rarity#fanart#it. it was meant to be a clean color doodle...#but while i was eating as i drew . the noodles spoke to me.#you have to make her serve#and so i put effort into coloring it now my back hurts#if i draw more mlp idk depends on my mood i only tend to draw my bigger intense interests so. i cant promise anything:333#bjt i would like to#colorful horses are fun to draw#OOOO I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A CHILDDDDD#I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT FOR MY LIFE HOW RO DRAW RARITY'S HAIR#she was a very xomplex figure to draw. i did not understand what was going on.#so i really didnt draw her . not that she was one of my favorites though#so i had to give her some respect for never drawing her as a child and make her the first to recieve a digital drawing after nesrly a decad#SHE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES NOW THOUGH SHE IS VERY CUTE#im still a twilight fan though . i went so crazy for her as a child until i had a brief rainbow dash phase because she emanated gender#rarity is just there tho .#wait ehat i just processed it what do tou mean almost a decade#what rhe fuck i still look 12 what do you mean its almost been a decade since i was 8. my life is falling apart
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a fellow english major, really happy to see someone who's proud of their degree <3
you know that "no love, no matter how brief, is wasted" line? i think the same applies for knowledge too - no matter how useless it may seem, knowledge acquired is never in vain.
#honestly like. idk what your age is but when i was attending uni i kept getting told that i shouldve gone for IT. because the future#- and the money - is there.#now look at the IT companies. the whole thing is crumbling#not to mention the arrogance. that IT degree didnt make you immune to the same old scam tactics did it. how are your nfts doing btw#honestly i never really expected it myself that a humanities degree would prove useful in a daily life type of way#like. sure i knew it wasnt useless but still. its entirely different to experience it in real time yknow#and the whole new wave ''it isnt that deep'' trend is honestly pretty dangerous bc there usually IS something deeper.#a narrative an agenda a propaganda etc.... or simply just capitalist greed#so its needed to read between the lines and see what the point/intention really is#- and thats what literary and other art analysis is making you do! it makes you stop and think#this is all not even mentioning all the political historical and cultural stuff we learned about all the anglo-saxon countries#which all prove to be pretty useful in light of recent events......#so yeah. anyway. dont listen to all those who say its useless (and theres a lot of those even among the ones who chose this major too)#its clearly not. but even if it were it wouldnt matter ehat they think#(i do wish tho that i couldve attended it already on the right meds bc i feel like i forgot A Lot bc of my mental state at the time#but oh well. what can you do)#thank you for the ask it was really nice of you 💞💞💞#ask#anon
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I wrote so many words last night im worried if I'll be able to do it again
#i say so many it was like 400#i did just crank them out super fast tho it was great#but thats because it was all establishing paragraphs i can explain facts pretty quickly#but now i need to THINK and i dont know ehat my thoughts on this really are yet#well i think i do maybe#enough that i could argue for it probably#but i need to write like a thousand more words and its due monday morning#so i have like tonight and tomorrow to finish it#WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#ill be fine tho if i can be equally productive as i was last night tonight then ill basically be done today and then i can just edit#id love to get the rough ideas of the body paragraphs done tonight so tomorrow is just intro conclusion and improvements#like i already know i need to split a paragraph and make it flow better and i need to add to another#but first SAY IDEAS *THEN* make improvements
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man I do one fully colored and not basically speed ran art piece and my body is screaming in pain this sucks so much
#there's a reason i don't do a lot of big fully colored drawings anymore#this is why#they cause me to be in so much fucking pain#my entire right arm hurts so fucking much#i wish i could do this more often again#i really like what i made#it feels nice to take my time getting things just right instead of trying to get it done as quick as possible to be in less pain#but ehat doesn't feel nice is my body#and I'm sure at least part of this is because i just did a full three day convention#but i was feeling pretty fine before i started drawing so. yknow.#the yappener
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If you want to rim me why are you running away?
I just rimmed you, I mean let's pray you're fair
#oh these bodily function memes#not counting the venom from Chernobyl#dig this rob base song.#it's a staff meeting#I felt bad for you doing it for ehat it is worth#I didn't understand why you were so nice to me#I'm not saying we have reptilian eyelids but I'm not saying we don't either#it's hot when he squats his eyes and fuckeses in on you#ahem#there is nothing I won't make you fo#once the bump show up#look I don't care how fucked up you are that's your problem#like....#I can show you how that happened#yeah I like Dilly's too ok#if they are breast served#with blow#don't agonize me about Folgers#your ass is practically a granny#jessica? she has three kids how about you#she is ashamed of herself that is how fucked up I am#mother fuckers fuck up then they stop talking to me#like jess.....did you consider abortion?#or you just gonna keep fucking that greased pig you live with
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bead rings/bracelets will likely become the headspace shifting activity now :3
#it’s too difficult of an activity to be small while making them but like right after it’s the doing a good job and possible praise#and having a cute new thing to show off and have ^¥^#so now m in a nice middle vut I could see one ‘good job’ pushin me over th edge#(almost did today but I started the ‘good boy’ stuff in m head and then came back to big when I eandomly thought ‘cringe’#snywayss now I have a gsrfield an a nrmal an just made a hcica :3#cosniderin one more b4 bedtime but I dunno ehat t make
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It's so weird to meet extended family at events and be reminded that everyone except you is kinda rich
#like what do you mean you can just travel on another continet for months on end without it being a big deal#ehat do you mean you can move to a big city for university without having to get a job to afford rent#why did i have to be in the part of the family where i didn't get any inherited wealth?#like i wouldn't change it for the world#but that's just mean#mine
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Hehe. Yeah.
Yeah, that smile. It kills me a little. The genuine, even in the down. The warm, the sparkling and glittering.
"Sunshiny boy" i couldn't have said it better myself. My sunflower. My oak. My towering Cinci path. My winding brown river through tan, dry plains.
My keeper.
#fang rants#love tag#system love#actually plural#self love#the keeper comment knocked us out#keeper of the plains#it actually made us cry#dont even touch me#we're writi f this for her as she tells it to us so im trying not to cry in front of customers.#ehat do you MEAN MY KEEPER YOU CANT JUST SAY STUFF LIKE THAT#mitten now- yeah so i love my host so so much. host being anyone in the body that isnt me.#i just. i have reasons for latching on the way i did and we aren't perfect but. this man is incredible and I'd genuinely do anything for him#he's ACTUALLY so sweet and caring and good and kind and i want things to get better for him so he doesnt have to like#make joy. he can just have it.
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Hot take, but everyone should be taught the symptoms and signs of a stroke. This should be a mandatory lesson in school.
Anyone could have a stroke, at any time, including you, the person reading this! If you were having a stroke wouldn't you want someone to be able to quickly identify it and get you help before it got really bad? Brain damage is fucking serious, and yet it's the butt of so many jokes and ehat most people know about it is the "burnt toast smell" which can be caused by many things.
So, as someone who has forced my mother to let me do her annual stroke test assessment to make sure she still knoes the stroke signs and everything, here are some things you can do to try and determine if someone is having a stroke. (Yes I passed the test everytime I did it and my mother would watch it with me)
Has their face drooped? Ask them to smile wide and if one or both sides of their face are drooping, they may be having a stroke. Call 911 or whatever emergency services
After this, ask them if you can touch their arms and legs to see if they can feel it. If they do not say yes or some affirmative DO NOT TOUCH THEM. Consent isn't just for sex, and this person is most likely going through a very traumatic sscenario. If they say yes, have them close their eyes and tell you which body part and or side you are touching them on. Let the 911 operator know your findings, and if they say no move on to the next step.
Test their speech. Have them say "I want my mother/mama" Can they say "a cactus is prickly"? If their speech is slurred then this is a sign of a stroke. Tell the 911 operator how severe the slurring is.
Have them try to raise their arms and legs. Let the operator know if they can or cannot raise any of their limbs, or if they have any difficulty.
Finally, ask them what year it is, what day it is, who's the president, where they are, etc. If they answer any of these questions wrong (especially if it seems like a really random answer) let the operator know.
Hopefully this helps someone. And please, for the love of fuck, treat stroke patients and survivors and people with brain damage like normal fucking people. Don't baby them and shit, and treat then like how you'd treat anyone else.
#soulless speaks#posts to come back to#stroke#stroke recovery#stroke prevention#important#how the FUCK do i tag this#not a stroke survivor so I'm not going to tag it as such
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oh my god i put the wrong date on my signature on that lockjaw drawing. its not march!!!!
#i put 03 SO CONFIDENTLY.#thought id do the cool kids dated signature art and i fucked it up IMMEDIANTLY#u know ehat . its just like march 33rd. when did i post it. whatever who cares im not editing the post#ITS MARCH FOREVER NOW. LOCAL MAN FUCKED UP.
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