#and i thought it was just bc i puked
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tallymali · 1 year ago
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sooooo we think we might have covid
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strangerhands · 8 months ago
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mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.
#it was so good tho#like so cool i was internally freaking out about how cool things looked#the fight scenes🤌#the environments/settings🤌#all of the fuckin machinery🤌#the acting🤌#the everything🤌#yum#also i dont find austin butler attractive but funnily enough feyd was the only time ive found him hot😭 yes i have issues. but like. okayyy..#i watched it alone and i wish doing things alone wasnt seen as such a weird or sad thing like. theres nothing wrong with it#sorta vent->#but basically ive been feeling like an annoying piece of shit so ive been staying off of here for the most part#because ive been convincing myself no one likes me and everyone in my life would be better off without me😝😝#just tee bee ehch#and idk i was just feeling like ass and was doing nothing and when i finally would go to use tumblr i was already too tired to do shit#so i just went to sleep#and i was busy today#yesterday*#and ill probably be a bit busy today too but idk maybe hopefully ill catch up a bit#idk ya boys just been hating himself like usual but not as usual bc it was worse but it is what it is#i felt a bit better yesterday though#and also my new antidepressants ive been on havent been doing shit for me so im going back to a previous one i used to be on so yea#hopefully that helps soonish idk#i never vent on here so i feel kinda bad for doing so but i just wanted to puke my thoughts here#also since im already here complaining ive just like. not written at allllllll basically like i got into my head and made myself discouraged#so. that sucks. but also nothing out of the ordinary there#why does Everything i say sound so embarrassingly depressing and pathetic hhhhhhhgggggggggggggghhhghghg#anyways yea i was doing bad im still not doing good but hopefully will be a bit better so ill be back and caught up later today or tomorrow#idk if anyone gave a fuck or noticed but i just like complaining into the void so yea#talkin shit
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apomaro-mellow · 4 months ago
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the POINT of Harold and the Purple Crayon and whole ALLURE of it is the dream-like quality of a young boy making things with his crayon and the little adventures he goes on. It's timeless and sparks the imagination.
Giving the crayon to a grown man in what is undeniably a modern setting takes away all of the charm
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cuntstable · 1 year ago
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oh my god i forgord that people genuinely ship pucci with dio sons especially donatello. what the fuck like they do that for real not just jokes…………. what would they even talk about i genuinely cannot imagine an interaction between them that isnt pucci just being annoying and condescending and donatello going KYS old bitch🖕
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shmothman · 1 year ago
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well. today was harrowing.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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cannibalisticskittles · 7 months ago
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i'm sick of feeling nauseous in the morniiiiiiings
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shitty-kinda-doodles · 8 months ago
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Zilla is the Flotsam and Jetsam to Velvette's Ursula lol.
Lmaooo kind of? In a song where they manipulate an innocent person she would be for sure
#ask#hazbin hotel#velvette#oc#ive been thinking of their dynamic lately actually but i'll hide my ramblings here in the tags for the poor souls that don't care at all#so the funny thing about them is that they dont need each other at all#they have their own thing in different rings and theyre fine with it#but they do have a blast when they hang out#which is kinda torturous for them specifically bc theyre so self centered and controlling and selfish#that admitting that they JUST LIKE someone with no ulterior reason is humiliating#and any excuse they can make to see each other is flimsy at best#like 'hey help me get more souls and you can throw darts at them later' they can do that on their own. they dont need the other to do that#i imagine they try not to bring up it to preserve their own egos#in a more playful moment zilla would be like oohh you like meee and velvette would deny deny deny#in a more serious moment they both have rock hard evidence that the other likes her too and they both know it#if one ego goes down the other does too#this would be like...the first stages of liking each other i think#and when they get together theyd be like 'ok i have soft mushy feelings for this one person but that aside#im still the greatest overlord/murderous mastermind whatever'#until theyre defeated by the good guys i guess#what can i say i think evil friends to lovers to losers is hilarious#soooorry if you read this long ass thing#im hyperfixated and i have so many zillete thought and so much zilla lore in my pocket#i needed to puke a little bit out
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cheekblush · 8 months ago
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woke up early and took a bath, got my nails done and took a walk around the lake soaking in the sun but i still feel horrible 😔
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termitesisagrandslam · 11 months ago
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anyone else ever have that thing where you'd actively downplay unhealthy attitudes to casual friends/acquaintances bc you dont wanna be too "heavy" with people you arent very close with but then it backfires bc those people think you genuinely dont take any of it seriously and distance themselves from you because they think youre a mess with no self awareness?
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monstraduplicia · 2 years ago
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remembering the time i tried to write a short story set in a conversion therapy camp so i was doing a lot of research and reading shit written by "doctors" doing conversion therapy and read shit like "oh gayness always has a psychological root. many gay people were assaulted as children and that's why theyre gay now :)" and ever since then I have this intrusive thought that's like oh :) the reason im gay and trans is bc my first abuser was a girl that made me pretend to be a boy when she hurt me :) it all makes sense now :) and i have to kill myself
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ourlordapollo · 1 year ago
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I try not to whine about having a garlic intolerance too much bc it's like. Girl people are literally dying but AUGH I HATE HAVING A GARLIC INTOLERANCE
I keep accidentally eating it and because it's in fucking EVERYTHING and it can ruin like the next 10 hours of my life. And I miss pizza 🥺 and I feel like a stupid asshole whenever I bring it up bc it's not like I'm deathly allergic to it so maybe everyone thinks I'm just desperate for attention
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enevera · 2 years ago
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finally had time to watch the new csm episode. what the fuck
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mx-paint · 2 years ago
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rollercoasterwords · 2 years ago
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regarding, cannibalism: have you ever read tender is the flesh?
very very very interesting piece of cannibalistic literature
yes, actually! i read tender is the flesh almost exactly one year ago, so it's not exactly fresh in my brain, but from what i remember i...was not crazy about it lol.
maybe i had just seen too many people raving about how groundbreaking it was before i read it and i went in with somewhat unrealistic expectations, but i think a lot of the social commentary fell a little flat for me. like, i think the concept was interesting, and i definitely think the book brings up a lot of interesting points to think + talk about, but i almost felt like it was biting off more than it could chew (ha ha). like, from what i remember, there were a lot of really interesting issues brought up throughout relating to sexism, classism, etc, that would be touched on without actually delving deeper. i think i went into it expecting like a really poignant and incisive social commentary that was gonna challenge me to think really deeply, and instead it sort of felt like an overview of a broad swathe of blatant social issues taken and put into this setting where the dial is just turned up, if that makes sense? sort of reminiscent of naomi alderman's the power, which i remember people raving about as really deep and feminist back when it was having its moment, but essentially the book is just taking misogyny and inverting it and going "imagine if that happened! isn't misogyny bad?" like, i sort of felt like tender is the flesh was just taking a lot of social issues and going "imagine if this was worse!"
idk, maybe i'm not giving it enough credit and maybe i'd feel differently if i re-read it. like i said, i didn't think it was bad, i was probably just mostly disappointed bc i'd seen it hyped up so much before i read it, which isn't the book's fault.
one thing i will say is that i really, really liked the ending and honeslty that sort of like...brought the book back for me lol. like i was sort of rolling my eyes by the end going "why are so many people acting like this is so groundbreaking? is part of it just the shock value of the graphic gore?", but then i got to the end and i felt like i'd been sucker-punched and i was like oh. ok....yeah. definitely some stuff to think about here. so!
those are my thoughts on tender is the flesh for u
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witchothewest · 2 years ago
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I truly don’t understand how people are just…normal about driving. Like. You are in control of a metal death machine, responsible for its movement as if it is an extension of yourself, but you just have to like know how far out from your own body it extends. You’re going 60 mph along with everyone else, they can’t be trusted to be any good at what they’re doing so you have to monitor and be aware of their movements. You’re having to pay attention to 360 degrees around you at all times via multiple mirrors while navigating other drivers, pedestrians, fucking BIKES, the road, know where you’re going and how to get there and turn at the right time and change lanes all while following a complex set of rules and not killing anyone or dying. Just…excuse me? You all just…do this? Every day ??? I feel like you’re all lying to me honestly. Like cool invention you got there but what the FUCK
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