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Will I be jumped for this one
#jennicatzies art-chive#epic the musical#epic the thunder saga#epic the musical fanart#epic odysseus#epic eurylochus#do they have a ship title. lmao#odyeury#sure#I mean its not necessarily shippy but shrugs#I know I said I would do a hamilton thing but. hey. close enough
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and also "putting everyone in a simulation will make it all ok 👍" and also "let's park next to this random system's sun" and also "we can't live on our own planet because of our own folly" and so on
#and also an inablity to accept the inevitable...etc etc#i thought of some more but then i forgot them 😋#originally wanted to post this with other sillies but then i was like. well i dont wanna spoil anyone on either a these games so erm. ya#nine sols#outer wilds#nine sols spoilers#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds echoes of the eye#echoes of the eye spoilers#echoes of the eye#if youve played nine sols could i recommend outer wilds: a space exploration game where u play as a cute and short lookin alien whos#unraveling the mysteries of their solar system although there isnt any combat and although there are horrors theyre not like. well.#nobodies bein harvested thats for sure. and its very much about the story#and if youve played outer wilds uhh. i. dont really know if i can recommend nine sols even though i Can summarize it as a game where u do#explore and there is space and u Are an alien (from a humans pov) and you Are cute and short (from a humans pov)(until u learn the horrors)#and there Are horrors but erm. well. shrug emote. it Is a combat game thats the primary reason#the horrors are less the horrors of space and how easy it is for you to die and the idea of said causes of death and also the unknown. and#more the sins of some REALLY fucked up cats. ethically dubious science sins. actual guts bein spilled. i mean i aint actin like the warning#of the game id recommend lookin those up. sure is a game tho (i cried)(just like w outer wilds)#feels like i could recommend a non combat game to a combat game player easier than the other way round#the theoretical combat game player would be capable of playing a non combat game right#feels harder to imagine the other way around. then again i Did find outer wilds mechanically difficult at times in a way that combat games#can challenge me. so. shrug#all that matters is if u enjoyed the dialogue n interactions in nine sols...if u didnt vibe w that then im unsure how much outer wilds woul#vibe for you. etc etc#idk why i started typing up a whole ass recommendation in the tags. anyway have at ye#idk who'd read this far but i salute you FSDHLFSDHKSFDH
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Lust doodles:3
#first time i draw in a while and the first thing i do is draw Lust sad and hating himself#i swear i love him#but isn’t he pretty crying?-#i’ll draw him happy#soon#probably#also i’m pretty sure im just projecting#probably but what can you do#[shrugs]#lust sans#undertale au#underlust#undertale#utmv#sans#lust!sans#sans au#underlust sans#micecandraw#also drawing in pen:3#bcuz as said before i probably hate myself
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#do i even tag them. I CAN ONLY TAG ONE OF THEM LMAO#katase#hisho#sure. why not. i personally keep wanting to call her mifumi for some reason but anyway#snap sketches#hey everyone </3 i drew something </3#join me for my next doujin called Our Bosses Fight Each Other Over The Same Man But Now We've Accidentally Fallen In Love#she's planning their next date <3#i was just gonna draw katase cause. Wife.#i love katase... petition for me to draw her more <- im signing it with all 70 of my alternative accounts#do not care she has a total of ten lines and is supposed to be heterobait i do not care. MY girlfriend now#BUT YEAH i shrugged and said Lol an made a matching AS doodle#also yeah i'm abbreviating her non-existent name i dont. CARE !!!#im hungry and a lil depressed and i should take my practice quiz but im gonna sit here until ten to do so#i should make dinner..... but i shouldnt...#i didnt even have a proper meal today tf i eat. korean corn dog a donut and half a bag of rock candy 🧍♂️ and a cake roll 🧍♂️#whatever please enjoy. i actually had plans to doodle AS at some point for a goofy comic/doodle#maybe ill do that real quick before i do my quiz..#ok bye i love women#WAIT SPEAKING OF WOMEN i was walking home from the grocers and this gal said my hair was nice :)#nothing else happened LMAO i just smile whenever people say my hair or my outfit look nice. its rare but its happened twice this month#so im takin what i can get i hoard validation anyway i can. my prof wrote a generic Good Job :) note on an assignment i handed in
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words do not describe how much im looking forward to dallas liu's teaboy arc in book 2
#natla#netflix atla#netflix avatar#avatar the last airbender#atla#dallas liu#zuko#atla zuko#thats where it was AT man#i pray to the gods and spirits each day so the writers actually show him serving tea#he is so sassy#i want his ass in customer service#and i want to see it#we all know the true zuko character ark happened due to having to go through being in customer service#yeah sure the starvation being on the run and seeing the concequences of the war helped or whatever#but the customer service is what broke him i would say#and i need to see it happen#to this version of zuko#on screen#i beg#(that being said if it doesnt happen i wont really care? i mean it wasnt in the og show there is no pressure to see it happen here)#(sort of a i will be gnawing it to shreds with my teeth in exitement if it happens-#shrug and prbly not even realise it wasnt included if it isnt type o deal)#(yfeel?)
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So as of Friday’s report I have technically tested positive for Lyme disease.
And I do technically experience occasional shooting nerve pains, and very occasional unexplained joint pain that comes and goes, and occasional headaches with very faintly stiff neck when they’re of a tension sort.
But. Like.
Look.
I know how that list sounds. But at the same time I am looking at the prevalence of false positives for this test, and the mildness of my own symptoms, and I am thinking that this is probably not the problem??
Anyway. The effort to diagnose my twitches/jolts continues, without much luck and with some side-tracks. 😂
#among other things sure I did Probably have Lyme disease once as a kid but that was treated#and OF LATE I have not had any incidents that would point towards a new infection#hmmngn#continued excitement in the world of doctors shrugging at me and ordering an array of blood tests#because their attempts to refer me to neurology because they know full well it’s not their specialty never seem to go anywhere ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I might go along with it but I will also be sighing heavily if I get stuck on a round of antibiotics during all of this#it’s going to feel very much like the time I went in with palpatations and dizzy spells and asked ‘do you think it’s my meds?’#and got stuck on a heart monitor for a month before — yep — just reducing my med dose#all of that said I AM very grateful to have doctors that are taking me seriously rather than going ‘eh it’s probably psychosomatic’#life flails#health flails#my stuff
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I was rewatching The Stone Forest and I really like to think that Hilda had to pass by the Bell Keeper’s outpost on her way out of the city limits. I like to think that idiot looked at what was happening, shrugged, and said ‘eh, she’s the scariest thing out there’
#“‘the scariest thing out there’?”the girl sends him a look that isn't quite a glare for once; it still conveys her opinion just as clearly#Edmund shrugs. Hilda is still within sight of his binoculars. he watches her run and can’t be sure whether she’s running *towards* or *from#*.He doesn’t think she knows either.#'I mean. it’s not like trolls can harm her at this time of the day.#Don’t tell me you believe in fairies kid.'#And there it is at last: the glare. Meiri looks up from her art project - her new therapist had reccomended it as a way to express herself#and since he'd been helping so much so far she'd decided to grudgingly give it a shot -#“*No*” she states pointedly; to anyone who knew her it was an affirmation. And Edmund knew her better than she cared for#'What I believe in is wolves and recluse spiders and ticks and nettle. And I believe that someone with the spine#to sabotage the Patrol wouldn't have the self control to not lick a pretty mushroom'#“Hey!” Edmund protested putting down his binoculars. “I sabotaged the Patrol! For *you* I might add!”#Meiri's smile turned mean; it was a regular expression for her yet it never conveyed any malice. Just the thrill of a game that never tired#her. “And would you?” she lifted one thick eyebrow; signaling to her dad that it was his move now#The dad in question was unfortunately thinking back to a time in his young teenage years when he figured he could eat anything animals bit#and gave himself a poisoning that had him taken to the ER. But she didn't need to know that. *ever* in fact.#“Obviously I would. Like I'd let a mushroom ruin my perfect sandwich diet”#Meiri groaned loudly. Some games were worth playing. But some wars she'd already accepted she'd never win#“Anyway” he turned back to staring at the outside of the wall as if it was of any interest to him (it wasn't)#“kid'll be fine is my point. And even if she isn't ya know what's the best think about this situation?”#They looked at each other with matching smirks. “none of our flipping business” he said at the same time as she echoed#“None of our fucking business”#He gasped immediatelly. “*Meiri!*”#The chastening was useless. She just shrugged innocently.#He'd really have to limit her library visits#the bell keeper hilda#meirdom#hilda the series#hilda netflix
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I think something a fem!Light would find really fascinating about fem!L is how she doesn't seem to have much of an internalized sense of inferiority or self-consciousness about her gender, because that would just have been SO ENGRAINED in Light's entire upbringing since day 1
#speaking from experience as i was sent to a school that was very much extremely paternalistic and traditional#and like#women are vessels for men to make babies in basically#and women should not be allowed to be leaders in institutions because thats what god said etc#I'm sure light would have grown up hearing very similar things#so L just being like im awesome and powerful and competitive and sometimes rude af and i am a woman#would just make light go 🤯😍😲#i don't know if they'd ever outright discuss it a lot but#light might bring it up in semi indirect ways with L similarly to how he talks about how L sits#and L just would shrug and explain her views and light would be like 👁👁#'i am see'#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#fem!light#fem!l#fem!lawlight#genderbend#p
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Woe, angst be upon yee
Think about this plot for more than a minute and it'll start to fall apart probably but just uhhh please don't think about it too much😞🙏
So Sosu has been frozen for over 210 years, they came from a world that wasn't as irradiated as the Commonwealth is currently, so, why not give them radiation poisoning?
They feel fine when they first step out but even still, they can just feel things are different, everything, even the air, feels contamimated. Over the many years, most of the radiation has disappeared, people of the Commonwealth have grown a tolerance to the low amount of radiation that still persists, but Sosu being completely new to this world has no such tolerance and even with a radiation suit slowing the process, the poisoning still seeps into them, slowly starting to kill them. At first it's barely noticeable but the closer they get to their goal, the weaker they seem to get.
First true problem presents itself, the Dimly-lit desert- I mean the Glowing Sea. Even with the power armor taking most of the radiation, by the time they get to the insitute, they're severely ill. The fatigue, the effects of the radiation, it's all obvious. Despite never knowing them it pains the Father to see them in such a way, perhaps it was cruel to let them out of their frozen prison.
Nonetheless the institute is smart, has people to deal with what radaway can't heal, and so with time Sosu is cured but it's made clear to them; any trips to Commonwealth are risky, simply put their body can't handle the radiation.
Obviously there are companions that want the Institute destroyed, but I wonder how they'd react to this? Going off of the assumption that they're close to Sosu, just how willing would they be to write their death sentence by demanding them to destroy the only thing that can help them stay alive? The thing that'd let the companion keep their close friend, maybe their lover, alive? How willing would they be to sacrifice the person whose been there for them this entire time, despite Sosu having their own struggles to deal with?
And with X6? Oh with X6 just think about it. Time passes and he's, dare he say, attached to the future leader. Slowly, without his notice, he's started to truly care. How would he take it, hearing other companions, or faction leaders, demand that Sosu does the "right thing" and destroy the Institute, destroy the only place where they can roam free without a hazmat suit, without having to worry about radiation?
He'd be kinda angry about it I think
#I feel like Preston might be the one most likely to try to look for a different solution? Very possibly Nick#like said I feel like this plot doesn't make THAT much sense but idk it's been stuck in my head for a looong while and wanted to get it out#fo4#fo4 companions#fo4 x reader#fallout x reader#fallout 4 x reader#Preston is a kind man. He'd probably try to figure out something that'd keep his friend alive. Mans lost way too much to loose them too#with Nick I just feel like he'd be another to *really* try to figure out some other solution besides just shrugging and saying 'tough shit'#I'm not entirely too sure about the other companions...#oh right Curie and Codsworth would definately try to figure out something too#but with the rest? I'm just not sure at all 😭#Gage would probably suggest to raid the whole place so Sosu can just live there without the Institute-#Sosu: Without the Institute... I'll die#Gage: Boss listen. Lets just break in. Kill everyone there. You live there. Problem solved#God can you imagine raiders with Institute technology#just able to teleport in and out with no issue?#terrifying. In killing the boogeyman you'd create another#but I doubt the nuka raiders would want to live inside the institute
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me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time
#First chapter I changed the opening bc I always thought it felt off/abrupt and wanted to have it be prince pov from the start#I wanna get in his head more ok sue me#Beyond that tho it was just some wording edits#Specifically with the internal dialogue moments I helped them flow more/feel more like thoughts#Also mj gets a bit more of their usual edge/pessimism bc the prologue they always felt a bit too “ówò sad poor smol bean” or whatever#That’s it tho chapter 4 I didn’t change bc it’s peak#Did add some teases to later things tho like snatch senses mjs soul at the end of his chap but doesn’t realize it#Or like I added the Not Now running thing in the earlier chapters bc it was more of a chapter 4 thing so I wanted 2 set it up more so boom#I think that’s all the notable edits ig like I said just description additions the only actual new thing is the opener for chap 1 👍#Also also I got to include a hc that I have that I neglected to do before but I hc a!prince used plural internal dialogue#Because lol we love dramatic irony in this house#Grace post#this reminds me tho one of these days I should look through heart strings chapter one to look for editing things#Bc I think I did that recently but I don’t remember it much tho#Mostly just when the Hat stuff starts that was the parts I never directly rewrote I just edited them so they feel out of place in my brain#Also I’d wanna edit her dialogue bc it *was* in character (after rereading her diary’s to confirm) but I wanna have her be a bit more snark#Hat is Hard bc i Need the balance of cute little kid and also smug little shit (affectionate) like she is a pain to write man cries#This is just me rambling lol ignore it I just wanted to spam aau thoughts#In other news I made shapes redesigns but I’m on the fence on posting them bc idk if I wanna spoil or not hhhhhhhhh#Nowadays I’m more chill w spoiling things than I used to be#But there are a handful of things I’ve kept shut about (ex being princes name or mjs species stuff etc)#So I’m not sure if this thing with shapes i should keep secret or just post bc I used to spoil it but idk now#Shrugs#maybe I’ll do a poll later I dunno#Ok yapping over byeeeeee
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I probably have BPD but I’m in my last year of high school so idrc about that rn
#꒰🥀꒱ ❝ Tragic Prose ❞#I know I said I’d try to hold off from venting unless absolutely needed#but ehh… venting here as opposed to my priv for stuff like this might be better to get a second opinion y’know?#so a few months ago I was wondering ‘hmm I wouldn’t be surprised if I had BPD’#so I talked about it with some friends and one of my friends who was in the same boat as I said you shouldn’t self diagnose BPD#I shrugged it off and didn’t think much of it until tonight#tonight has been one of those Classic Joey Nonsensical Mood Swingy Nights#but I did some thinking. sure it could be one of my other untreated Problems buuuut#given my paranoia frequent mood swings and fear of being abandoned (among other things)#yeah uh. chances are these aren’t just mood swings and I’m probably just splitting without even thinking about it 😭#but again I really don’t know if looking further into BPD is a good idea#1.) because of how my friend mentioned it’s a REALLY bad idea to self diagnose yourself with it#and#2.) I don’t wanna come off as one of those people who self diagnoses themselves with something life ruining for Quirky Internet Points#hm. much to think about
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there is something actually demonic that awakens in me when someone continuously repeatedly fails to comment on what has been said to make it about themself. few things peeve me like someone whos just not good at acknowledging & engaging with others. i do too get the "whoaa just like xyz" reactions yknow but you cant be doing that. all the time. otherwise youre just speaking over other people. & it feels like you dont give a fuck what they said. & i dont fucking like it!
#theres just places i dont talk anymore bc i got drowned out too many times by people doing this to me. shrugs#i do love to like. draw parallels & compare what other ppl & i are doing. but bare minimum acknowledgement is bare minimum#even if you are making it about yourself bc what has been said got you excited youre still speaking over people.#when im talking about something surprisingly i dont want the convo to be made about smth else entirely the moment i start it!#& like everyone does this from time to time im sure but if its something that happens all the time i just gotta go man.#sorry just pondering. im often getting spoken over it has always been the case its why im so hesitant to talk a lot of the time#im very scared of doing this to other people bc ppl used to do it to me constantly. skgh.#whatever runs around in circles thsts all i haev to say#i havent slept enough my body is just evil & tormenting me
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hey did you have a source on justin from motion city soundtrack being in support of palestine ? not that i don’t believe it i just can’t find anything on google :(
i was just about to say that i had no solid proof because he posts a lot of his support on his ig stories and i never had a reason to screenshot any of them lol but i looked back and he does have this one post showing support! (but he's shared many stories about it in the past)
and off topic but he's worth giving a follow he posts like a dad and it amuses me greatly
#CRUD wait my original link didnt save i had to edit it it should have the POST now sorry anon lmfao#afaik justin has always been the coolest. every account of someone meeting him has been nothing but positive from what ive seen!#and im aware that patrick is Not Online but boy would it sure be nice as a band if they said something yknow. instead of silence. shrug#ask#ty for the ask!!!
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Back to an earlier point about Buffy Season 7 having way too many Potential Slayers, tbh, last night I learned that there was a Colleen and Caridad who also became full-fledged Slayers and survived the battle of the Hellmouth.
And in reading the "Chosen" novelization, I remembered the Potential "Shannon," and in Googling her, I guess she survived, as well.
I feel like when people are talking about the Potentials who survived season 7 as full Slayers, we always talk about Kennedy, Vi, Rona, and Chao-Ahn (but I think even Chao-Ahn is sometimes forgotten about), but I've never seen anyone mention Caridad, Colleen, or Shannon.
There are also some unnamed ones who made it, too:
#the chosen novelization also mentioned a 'kelly' but in googling her nothing came up#so either the chosen novelization was wrong and there was no kelly or there's just been no wiki page made about her#buffy the vampire slayer#potentials#the potentials#buffy season 7#buffy season seven#buffy the vampire slayer season seven#buffy the vampire slayer season 7#btvs#buffy#and. i mean. it's weird to say. but maybe the book got the kelly thing wrong. it got wrong that the one potential's name was anabellE not#anabellA#and in the book it said kelly and caridad or colleen (i forget which) were the slayers xander dreamt about#but the wiki says it's caridad and colleen that xander dreams about#the book mentions caridad colleen and a kelly. but the wiki has caridad and colleen but no kelly -shrugs-#...i'm assuming the wiki was right and it was anabelle and not anabella. i'm not sure since i've only s7 once thus far and it's been a whil#also the only reason i know about 'injured girl' is because i recognized her actress lisa ann cabasa:)
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yesterday i spent 45 minutes of my life watching a video essay criticising the use of cheap shock values and crossing of taboos for a video game and i went from "he has a point even if he's explaining it in a really inflammatory way" to "oh umm... i can see how he thinks that way even if i don't agree" to "oh this guy's just straight up using people on tumblr as material for an audience to get mad at like other outdated people on the internet. nvm he's just an asshole"
#yuu rambles#it was about the coffin of andey and leyley btw - i agreed w him on the first half of the video about how it felt rather noncommittal to it#concepts and themes but i recognise its not really *trying* to be serious which means its not a reasonable#framework to judge the intention and execution of its work - an apple pie does use butter in it but just bc it does#doesnt mean you get to compare it to steak; a dish that also uses butter. this is intuitively easy to understand for me#but nonetheless it was like 3 am i had stuff to do so i just put it on my background to listen#he makes a diss at “people on tumblr” early on that i just raised my eyebrow at but shrugged it off bc its such an old joke#its lost its zinger; and im p sure its just confirmation bias from going into the tags of the thing you dont like lol if you use tumblr#normally you wouldn't come across things you dont like bc you'd have blocked them. But Anyways#then at the end he got sooo self righteous about how people on tumblr are insane and weird and showed screencaps about how twisted everyone#who likes the game are. there were some screenshots of people's post that were like “incest is bad and shouldn't be explored in media.#paragraph break‚ me who is an incest survivor and finds it helpful for working through my trauma: lol”#those types of post. but then lmfao he started going out of pocket and just mentioned the lists of other people he doesnt like which are#a screenie of a video essay about how kink is important at pride#and then some other stuff i dont remember anymore w the tumblr screenies#it was very mockingly written and said and at the end of it i felt sad i couldnt#block people on youtube lmao. like its not i dont want this guy to comment on my videos. i dont want to see his channel involuntarily#recommended to me ever again. just resorted to the most base sort of trolling behaviour he accused and judge other game devs for in his#video essay. good fucking god. the psychological projection is unreal#i dont have any strong feelings towards the game at the end of it even though i thought i would be like Eugh at first#but my bleh for any cheap gimmicks is overshadowed by my disdain for this guy's reliance on self righteous rhetoric#i discovered another new channel i really like tho after that vid!! bc i had to watch smth else to cleanse my palate lmao#they're jacob geller and freddydude! ive only seen one vid from freddydude about his essay on#detention‚ the horror game set in taiwan during the era of white terror under new cn leadership after ww2#im personally quite jumpy so his humour and the way he edits his videos to make it silly even though its Scary#made me like it a lot!! im going through jacob geller's other vids but ive watched three specific types of terror#and the one about pinocchio which made me go :00 wow his scripts are super good!#again everything at your own discretion esp w the whole james somerton shit‚ but i enjoyed what I've seen so far#i just wanted to end this in a somewhat positive note JSHDKSJDJD the ramblings Continue...#theres a pedantic error in one of ky tags but im gonna update it when im on comp bc mobile sucks smh my head
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so guys um. really fun update as a result of me once again being really good at understanding and responding to social situations. im pretty sure the friend im seeing is convinced we r like in a relationship or About to be and im just now realizing the extent of that and how quickly im slamming the brakes/going to attempt for smth more casual. um.. girl help
#soooo once again i hate gay people#abby talks#KIDDING. obvi. but um. some reflection has certainly been interesting.#like things got so intense so fast. why were they like telling people including a PROFESSOR about us going out on a single date#and when it initially happened i was just like well... idk shrug. and. yeah just all very fast#i think they had or have developed a serious crush which is like sweet and theyre still very sweet. its just very intense#like the amount they texted when i just didnt answer overnight....#OH MY GOD and i forgot when i split from my friends last night im like 80% sure they were on campus#and tried to like hide their face. like... why. it doesnt have to be this odd huh???#just cause i wasnt rlly answering while i was out?#idk. idk!#anyway im going to be very kind and respectful when we have this conversation but. yeah. nervy#wish i could do it over text but i dont think that's right idk... also we have so many mutual friends and just circles#i really dont need it to get weird. and it really really doesnt have to be yk. im hoping theyre chill and obv i dont want to hurt them#ok yeah doesnt help to stress so much over it. it's just creeping up on me the signs i sorta missed#thinking they also were open to smth casual. well i suppose really long dates and my general nerves abt trying to date again didnt help#oh my god when they said they missed my face after not hanging out for like. a day. and i was just like haha cool#not literally but LOL
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