#and i said okay im at [train station] and she went ...now?? and i was like lol yeah sorry i thought the shuttle would come

[gh0stsp1d3r]

Tangerines and deers part 8

Y’all this chapter is the best 🤭 got some action in.

Series masterlist

You and Ladybug decided to just chill out a bit. He went to the bathroom, and you stayed back.

A little bit after he came out, you cleaned up the snake bites.

“Thanks. Y’Know, I kinda wish we did leave the girl. Something’s off about her.”

“Tangerine said something about she’s a diesel. I didn’t know what the fuck he meant.” You said, while feeling somewhat dizzy.

“Oh.. fuck!

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Meanwhile, the prince and the man talked.

“Was that a snake?”

“Would you know where my son is?” He asked her.

Her cell phone started ringing, and he grabbed her bag with his cane.

“Wow. After everything.” She sighed and put her head on the back of her seat.

He looked through her bag, and he got up and walked closer to her.

“You are the person who pushed my grandson off the department store roof. Why?” He sat across from her, but still away.

“Your son. He was going to help me kill the white death at Kyoto station. And that was the only way to get him on this train.”

“The white death.”

“That’s right. But he couldn’t even do that. So he’s dead. Just a few cars back. They are both dead.”

“My grandson was pushed off a roof. What makes you think I would leave him unprotected?”

His phone buzzed this time, he looked at the message.

“My grandson is safe. And my son is not dead.”

“Listen, old man-“ she stood up.

“The only thing you know about an old man, young lady, is that he survived much more, and much worse, than you.”

She grabbed her bag and ran, passing you guys.

“I’ll fucking kill him myself.”

“Okay.” You shrugged, and looked where she came from.

“Should we..?”

“I guess.” You sighed and walked back to where you guys sat originally.

“Are you all right?”

“From that? You’re not gonna believe this coincidence. But I already got a dose of antivenom in me today, so I’m good. Probably.”

“Yeah, fucking lucky, otherwise that hornet bitch would’ve had me bleeding from my eye sockets.” You shuddered at the thought.

“The girl…”

“Her intentions with you were not honorable.” Ladybug looked to you.

“Hate to say this but I-“

“You told me so.” He sighed.

“A blind man could see you are the one in the dark.”

“I don’t know about a blind man. She was pretty convincing.”

“Manipulative bitch. Oh fuck, I think the hornet did rub off on me.” You gasped.

“What did you do to her?” Ladybug asked.

“I did not need to do anything. Fate will do what it wills.”

Ladybug scoffed and laughed. “Why do you laugh at fate?”

“Man fate for me is just another word for bad luck. And that follows me around like… I don’t know, something witty.”

“I swear to god, what did I say? You’re not bad luck.” You hit him on the back of his head

“Ow.” He muttered and sat up, putting his legs on the table.

“My handler calls me ladybug. She’s witty.”

“Very witty. Hah, that’s a funny word. Witty. Witty.” You repeated.

“Did you hit your head or something?” Ladybug asked, looking to you confused.

“I did indeed. Also, I’m pretty sure that the stupid little shot did something.” You said, gesturing to your arm.

“Ah, got it.”

“Ladybug?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m deer.” You chimed In.

“This is very lucky indeed.”

“No, she’s being ironic, she- ah never mind.”

“I’m going to tell you a story now.”

“Oo, I love stories.” You looked at the man.

“I don’t.”

“It’s short.”

“Really, im fine.”

“No, it’s very quick.”

“No, no.”

“It’s a good story for you, I think.”

“Lovebug, just listen to the man. He’s funny.. funny looking.” You snickered.

“Sorry, about her. I think she hit her head or something while fighting some guy a few cars back. That plus something that was probably in the thing that one girl stabbed her with. Hey, why don’t you go to sleep?” He looked over to you.

“Where’d tangerine go again?” You wondered out loud.

“He’s knocked out, remember?”

“Oh.. yeah. Someone should go wake him up.” You gasped “Maybe I’ll wake him up and he’ll love me.”

“Okay.. you go do that then.” He muttered when you got underneath his legs and crawled, he lifted them up instead.

“Byeee!” You said, leaving that car and going to the tangerine was in.

“Anyways, what were we saying?”

“Here we go. A long time ago, I made a promise to myself. That I would provide for my family no matter what it cost. I had risen to a highly coveted position within the Minegishi crime family. A man raised up to take my place. A man from the north.”

Ladybug was somewhat interested now, but silently wished you hadn’t left him.

“I asked Minegishi not to trust this man. Minegishi told me that I had lost my appetite. He was not wrong. But neither was I. I returned home and found nothing except ash and blood.” He remembered crying for his wife.

“The white death had taken everything from me. Almost. I went into hiding. I searched for a way to strike at the white death without endangering what I had left. But he remained forever out of reach. I did not think fate would ever give me a chance to make things right. Do you know what they call a ladybug in Japan?”

“Uh-uh.”

“Tentomushi. As a boy, I was told there is a spot on its back for each of the seven sorrows of the world. You see, tentomushi is not lucky. It holds all the bad luck so that others may live in peace.”

“I don’t wanna hold the seven sorrows.”

“Everything that’s even happened to you has led you here. Fate.”

“Well, that’s a shit deal. I’m only still in this job because of deer, otherwise I would’ve been gone a long time ago.”

“You and the girl both are important to each other, I feel. Deers are considered to be sacred in Japan. At Kyoto station, the white death will arrive on this train. I will finally be allowed to make things right. My son is a few cars up, if you could escort him off this train….”

“Yeah, I don’t see the white death letting any of us off this train.”

“You let me worry about the white death.”

“Okay.” He sighed and got up. “I just gotta call deer, and I’ll tell her to bring her boy toy over too I guess.”

“Mr. Ladybug. Your briefcase.”

“Thank you.”

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“Hey, wake up.” You slapped him. He didn’t wake up.

“It’s wake up time, dude.” You slapped him again, you checked his pulse just in case.

You felt better now, and you didn’t feel so drunk.

“Tangerine, if you don’t wake up right, you owe me a second date.”

He didn’t wake up.

“Second date it is.” You smirked to yourself, and pinched him, hard. And then slapped him repeatedly.

Finally he woke up, and slapped you back.

“The fuck was that for?!” You groaned.

“For slapping me, and knocking me out, you little-“ he tackles you onto the ground.

“Stop! We know about the girl. Sorry that we knocked you out before you could tell us.”

“I’m gonna fucking kill h-“

“It’s fine, just leave it alone. We’ll get our chance, eventually. Quite honestly I was annoyed by her.” You said, he still had you pinned on the ground.

“I really hope that you do kill her, actually. She’s very annoying, and she’s a manipulative little piece of sh-“

Your words were cut off when all of a sudden, he put his lips on yours. You were shocked but smiled to yourself in victory.

You grabbed the back of his head, and you both passionately made out. Sure, it wasn’t ideal, but it was good enough for you.

You both were practically animals, you didn’t stop until you needed to catch your breaths.

You both breathed heavily.

“Will you shut up?”

“If you kiss me again like that I will.”

[jadetheblueartist]

IM SO SORRY I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED YOUR TEGAN ASK

I feel so bad :( you said it took you three hours and also I had written a huge response and now it’s gone ;-;

Okay so I’m going to rewrite my response but I’m really sorry if I get things wrong since now I can’t review what you sent ;-;

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I LOVE THE IDEA SO MUCH!!!! And I would love to hear more about their training and life on the ship!

I may be obsessing over Talon and Megan a tad bit…

I love all the possibilities of how they passed the time in the car so much. It would be so awkward at the start and I’m all here for it!! I imagine Talon carried most of the conversation from the beginning until after they really got to know each other. I feel like at the start Talon would just awkwardly try to tell her what has happened to the earth while she was gone in hopes of starting some conversation. I’m imagining the parking lot picnic with them just drinking slushees and eating whatever gas station food seemed good (I’m assuming everything is kind of run down?)

Car karaoke. Oh it would be amazing. Talon trying to find songs Megan likes and trying to get her to sing along, windows rolled down, it’d be such a vibe.

With the race scene I can’t stop picturing the scene from princess bride where they both are rolling down the hill XD

Their relationship is so great, two strangers bonding in a long car ride… oh wait they already knew each other? They were already in love from book one? But Megan’s memory was wiped- WAIT NO THEY WERE IN LOVE AND HER MEMORY WAS WIPED!?!? Okay, okay, it’s fine at least they became close again, just a fresh start nothing to worry about… HER MEMORY WAS WIPED A SECOND TIME!?!? TALON THOUGHT SHE WAS DEAD!?!?!? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (this is so tragic but I love it so much)

Talon nooooo why the tragic backstory ;-; (I love it very much)

Oh and the art? I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! I love Talon’s design!!!!!! The drawing of him saying happy birthday to himself makes me so sad ;-;

Also question time!

Do you have designs for the sci fi ppl? Are they like aliens or just advanced humans chilling in space? Does Talon hide his tattoo? (I love that type of angst so much mhm hidden scars [in this case a tattoo tho]) and you said there was an image limit… could I see those drawing you couldn’t show? Also why is it called Tegan (is it bc Talon + Megan = Tegan…)? That should be all of my questions…

Anyway I absolutely love this story and please feel free to tell me more whenever! (I’d love to hear a lil more about Ivan too)

Again really sorry abt deleting the ask ;-; I hope you have an amazing day though!!

(I feel like I’m forgetting things I wanted to mention but idk)

Oh my I wrote out this whole thing and it deleted it for me hahaha let’s try this again

No worries about deleting the ask it happens hahaha and it doesn’t look like you got anything wrong so yay!

I’m gonna answer this paragraph by paragraph

-IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT and I’m pretty sure I have either the original google doc or a “Megan’s POV” doc that I can look into to give you those details :)

-I’m so glad you’re obsessing so we can be in the same boat

-I’ve been mulling over that car scene for years and somehow you managed to squeeze out even more serotonin for me to devour I thank thee. And I think it’s run down ish, like people are still there but WW3 is kind of happening/ just happened soooo you know

-it would be the vibiest ^^

-I’m so glad you said that bc I couldn’t connect the dots as to what that scene reminded me of but yeah that’s amazing

-IKR the mind wiping rocked my world. My friend was at the point where she was writing the post separation explosion and we were on face time and she casually mentioned “oh you know the cars weren’t the first time they met, right?” I went feral trying to get all the info out of her hahaha

-yes his backstory makes me so sad…

-I’m glad you like the design! It was our group’s “hot guy” design hahaha I’ve tried to make it more individualized to him over the years tho, and that happy birthday one gets me every time (especially since that’s probably how he spent most his birthdays…)

Yay Question Time!

-I believe I could at least get the designs for those people sometime soon. They are just random people who decided to work for big bad (aka the voice, bc they only heard his voice through speakers at first). The voice decided he could make some good money abducting children and forcing them to be assassins so he did that. The government doesn’t know about them bc they hide in space. The few organizations trying to take them down are the only ones who really know about it

-talon has a few different tattoos, the one he got initiated with is a tattoo/ permanent burn so it has to stay covered to protect it, the other is just on his neck and he leaves that one in the open (I can point it out in the pics below)

-and yes! Tegan is the ship name for Talon and Megan (it was that or Melon hahaha)

-Ivan didn’t really have much personality in the oh other than he was angry bc the scientist that snuck into the escape ship was dating his crush, I’ve made some personal modifications to him in my head though making him more protective rather than just angry (he’s also Megan’s cousin) and I just remembered I have a drawing of him? So cue the picture section :)

Picturesssss

Here’s Ivan, the permanent third wheel (he doesn’t know tho)

The first ever drawings of Talon and Megan 😬

Moving on… idk which of these are repeats so lemme know if they are and I could probably substitute them for new pics

And now the og Megan design vs the much needed redraw

Ughhhh the one on the left still haunts me…

I was struck by the limit again so I might reblog this with a few more, idk hahaha

But reading through this ask made me so happy you have no idea (insert the “I don’t normally feel things but that one got through” donnie gif)

Thank you so much and I’ll look into the daily life on the ship and the sci fi guy designs :)

[stargirlie25]

I found my fav Gwynriel parallall

We know that Gwyneth berada went through something horrible and because of that trauma it can make her uneasy around men or being somewhere unknown.

In Acosf page 291,

“So you’ll come back tomorrow?” Nesta asked. A glance over her shoulder revealed Gwyn walking to the water station, either to give the two males privacy or from discomfort at being left with them. Guilt pricked at Nesta for that abandonment, and she made a mental note not to allow it to happen again. Gwyn had been fine with Cassian these past days: she did not touch him, and he did not touch her, but she hadn’t shied from him as she did now. Nesta didn’t want to think about why that was, what scars had been etched so deeply in Gwyn that two of the most trustworthy males in this entire land couldn’t put her at ease.

Can we talk about how the first time Azriel came into training she kept on looking at him? Cassian said he could not read her expression and considering he has read fear on other peoples faces that is not what gwyn was feeling!

Gwyn had been distracted today—one eye on the other side of the ring. Cassian could only assume she was watching his brother

Im pretty sure if she feared him she would not look at him at all or if she was uncomfortable she would ´´stiffen´´

A lot of people are going to stay im romanticizing Grape. I am not and trust i will never. Although you cant control the character. Maybe gwyn feels at ease around Azriel because he was the one saved her.

Keep in mind it could have been anybody that saved her. Although for Gwyn it was Azriel. For her she possibly feels safe around him because he was the one who demonstrated humanity after the way she was violated. After the hybern men violated her she saw the greatest illyrian warrior with 7 siphons tear apart every single one of them with his bare hands. Yet she did not talk about Azriel with fear and i think its something that the book never mentions if she is uncomfortable around Azriel or fears him as it did with Rhysand and Cassian. It could be the fact that it was two large warriors standing near each other that made her feel discomfort although this never happened when Azriel and Cassian were together training them. Its probably because Gwyn obviously is fond of cassian but she had not spent time with the shadowsinger yet she is okay around him.

Through out the book we see that Gwyn challenges azriel and her eyes are bright around him or she appears to be distracted or competitive. We always talk about what things Gwyn made Azriel feel in the bonus chapter but can we talk about the way Azriel makes Gwyn feel?

Safe.

She met Azriel in the most brutal way the first time but still manages to laugh and joke with him?

Even if they are not endgame that´s is a beautiful friendship to me. What is?

When two people have seen each other at their most worst(gwyn) and brutal (Azriel) moments yet they manage to form a bond everyday that does not remind them of that. How they can laugh and joke despite those horrors.

Suffice to say Azriel feels Calm with Gwyn and She feels safe with him but strong.

After all, She was able to cut the ribbon after Azriel told her how and that is how she became the first Valkyrie of her time.

[yesyourstalker]

Ikkan:....................................

Neta:.......................................

Cirrina:...................... So like..... Are we at aunt K's house yet?

Neta: we're ......... We're almost....* Cough*......... We're almost there....... Just another hour.........

Cirrina: you good Dad?

Neta: yeah...... Yeah I'm fine....

Ikkan:........... ...

Neta: I'm just a little nervous. I haven't talked to my aunt in maybe 14 years or so....... Not sure she'll recognize me.......

Cirrina: I'm 14

Text

Cirrina: is dad doing ok?

Ikkan: he's fine he's just a little on edge is all.

Cirrina: he's shaking

Ikkan: mm ......do you want me to drive?........... Why don't you sit in the back and look up the window okay?

Neta: yeah alright....... think I might take a small snooze

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Kat: she's pregnant?

Neta: yes

Kat: and it's yours?

Neta: yes

Kat: are you sure?

Neta: what are you trying to imply about Sylvia?

Kat: I'm just asking.... Just want to make sure that-

Neta: what that she's not a whore?...... I know it's mine..... And I don't want to leave her... Not like this

Kat: and how are you going to take care of this baby? You don't have money. You don't have a job?

Neta: I can get a job!! I can get my own fucking place!! Fuck I can go to the surface-

Kat: do you know how expensive it is to live on the surface? It's hard enough to bring one person up there but two more! You don't have enough money or experience up there to make it out on your own-

Neta:oh so suddenly you give a shit!!! all of sudden aunt k wants to be fucking provider... woooow.... where was she all these years!!... I know my way around the surface! I fought on the surface and I sneaked up to the surface all the time!!

Kat: watch your tone with me

Neta: Why so you can drop me off to my dad!?... Hehehe you'd like that?! just drop me off at the fucking curb or fucking train station?! Wait for him there!? That certainly worked the last time right?! Fortunately for you, I'm old enough to be on my own so the cops won't have to show up at your door to drop me off at 5am!!!!

Kat:.................................... I'm sorry.......he told me he was

Neta: he was on his way. He says that all the time and I don't understand why you keep on believing it................*ugh*...... You know what..fuck you....... I'm going to take care of her and I'm going to take care of our baby........... I... I'll marry her and I'll get a job....

Kat: how? You barely know her!!.... I just want you to think about this!!

Neta:I NOT GOING TO FUCK UP THIS KID LIKE YOU! YOU TWO DID TO ME!! I'M GOING TO LOVE THEM MORE THAN YOU EVER LOVED ME!!!......... I know what I'm doing! I'm Taking responsibility for my actions. Unlike him.

Kat: Neta!! You! Are! A! Child!.... You don't know what you're doing and you can't do this by yourself!!

Neta: I'm 22 and I'm an adult-

Kat: you may be a adult physically and legally but mentally and emotionally especially right now........ baby you are not prepared for this responsibn-

Neta: im not your fucking baby....... don't even try that on me... Not anymore............. I've barely had any one in my life who I could trust..... when I did it didn't last very long........

Kat: Neta-

Neta: shut up! I'm done. I'm done with everything..... You never loved me.... None of you have........ I'm done being everyone's burden....

Kat:.... Neta.... You don't mean-

Neta: I hate you!

Kat: .................

Neta: I hate every single person in this Cod forsaking bunker! I never want to see any of you assholes again!...

Kat:.......... . ..*sigh*....... If that's how you feel..... I can't stop you. If you think this is the best for you and your child then go like you said you're an adult.

Neta:..............

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Cirrina: dad?.... Dad?! ... Daddy?!!

Neta: huh! Wha.... cirrina... Cici hi sweetie... Come here... [Kiss]

Cirrina: hehe

Neta:......*yawn*..... I went into a deep sleep.huh?.. Hahaha where's ikkan?

Cirrina: he's booking a room in the motel... I just want to see if you're okay dad

Neta: I'm fine sweetie. ....... [Kiss].... And I'll bounce back if I'm not.... You don't need to stress about me baby okay?

Cirrina: I just get worried sometimes.... I know you tell me not to......... But sometimes I see you and...*voice crack*... You look so tired...and- and upset and sometimes I wish I could do something and when I try it feels like I'm bothering you or that I'm making it worse... Like I'm being a burden..*crying*

Neta: come here baby girl..........[kiss. Kiss. Kiss] you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. Look at me. You are not and you never will be the burden to me.......... No matter how bad my day is and how bad I feel.......every time I see a little girl. And her sweet face. it makes everything worth it..................[hug and kiss]........

Cirrina: mmmm...*sniff*...I'm sorry Daddy.......

Neta: don't worry about Crab cakes..

Cirrina:........ Can you tell me something... You won't be mad or upset?.....

Neta: hm?

Cirrina: ............I used to hate you

Neta:............

Cirrina: when you were gone.... With squid squad..... I thought you left me and you didn't want me...... You were having so much fun on the surface. Making money, making friends, you left me behind......... I thought.......*crying*...... I thought you didn't love me anymore........

Neta: Crab cakes.... No.... Sweetie I love you..... I will always love you. Even before you were born, I loved you and the minute I held you I loved you even more.... And I would do anything to protect you and make your life easy..... I understand at the time that it didn't seem like it.... But I thought about you everyday, every minute and I couldn't wait to see you again............ I did all of this for you baby..... Every single choice I made I made for you. [Kiss]

Cirrina: I know that now dad hehe..... I just feel so dumb... I was so mad at you...... I thought you didn't care about me.... I hated you....

Neta: that's my fault... That's all my fault..... I should have reached out to you..... Wrote and called more. I'm sorry babygirl.......come here baby....Awww

Cirrina:hmmmmmm.[kiss]... It's ok. Love you dad

Neta:..I love you too......….............................. what's taking ikkan so long?

Cirrina:... I don't know hahahaha... He's not really good at talking to people.

Neta: hahahaha he really isn't... You should see him order food. It is terrible...if he can't order through an app he's doomed. Hehehe If it's not about a record label or scheduling shows he's a disaster when it comes to talking to people....... let me check up on-

Ikkan: I talked to the front desk lady and I got a room! I also ordered a pizza!... So there!! I know you two were talking shit.

Neta: aww babe! You did it!.... I wasn't talking shit... I love you. Right cirrina?

Cirrina: right! Hehehe we weren't saying anything

Ikkan: uh huh... Hope you enjoy shrimp and anchovies pizza

Neta: you know I do!!... Let's go babies! Get some food and some sleep.......................... Ikkan?

Ikkan: Yes

Neta: did you book a room with only one bed?

Ikkan: I said two beds but she put in one bed and I didn't correct her.

Cirrina:.*snort*hahahahahhaahhah

Ikkan: I'm sorry

Neta: [kiss] it's ok.hehehe... We can all share it.........for one night.. Aww it'll be just like when you were a baby Cici!! Remember when you were little and you had a nightmare? You used to sleep with me and Mommy?! Awww

Cirrina: Dad!.....*sigh*...... I'll take the left side.

Mahi? Mahiiiii?!...... Huh I guess they weren't in this one.. @fish-at-fish-fish-resort

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[carelessflower]

MALEC IN LONDON PART 4

They walked off the train with luggage in hand, the station was noisy, with a lot of people coming and going, the smell of food wafted in the air, which was mixed with the scent of body ordurs which lingered.

"Welcome to England." Stanley sarcasticly said, as they began walking towards the exit, the drizzel of rain hitting them as they made their way outside, the grey clouds dampened their mood.

"Typical." Magnus muttered, the weather keeps changing in England, like it cant mkae up its mind.

Magnus instisted that they drop of their luggage at Tessa's instead of booking a hotel, and waisting more money. They were all in agreement, they grabbed a taxi, and headed towards fleet street, the rain was now comig down.

"So are we going to the London Eye?" Alec was looking outside, passing London Bridge.

"The weather says its going to stop raining at 2, so hopefully you guys can go." Stanley smiled, showing Magnus pictures of his two cats.

"They've grown so much."

The taxi stopped, as they got out, a few old buildings lined the block, as Alec pulled his coat near his body. The pair stood outside a large old victorian house, with a flower bed outside, they rang the doorbell.

A small brown haired girl answered the door, she smiled, as she hugged Magnus and Stanley. She didnt know who the other male was, but she gave him a small smile.

"Hello Lucie, can we come in?" Stanley responded.

"You may." She smiled. Stepping back,

"Oh its you guys. Come in, out of the rain." Jem stated, Lucie went upstairs to call her brother down.

"Hey Jem, this is Alexander." Stanley responded.

"Hi, your Magnus's friend, I believe." Jem smiled at Alec, as they walked through the large hallway, portraits of the children, who were smiling. They enteted the lounge, which was connected to the kitchen.

"Magnus." Tessa came out of the kitchen, her hair wet, she hugged Magnus, Stanley, and Alec.

"Tess, im sorry for your loss." Its been four months since Will has died, Magnus went to the funeral, and mourned a loss of a close friend.

"Thank you, its been hard on all of us, especially the kids."

"I'll make some tea." Jem said, popping to the kitchen.

James and Lucie entered the lounge, James sat next to Alec, while Lucie, sat next to Stanley.

"How long will you guys been staying?"

"We came from Paris, so we may stay for a few hours, I told Asmodeus that i'll bring back his son in two days, so we be leaving to New York soon." Stanley said, they accepted tea from Jem.

"Okay, you guys can rest here, what were you doing Paris."

"Stan wanted to get some food, that only sold in Paris, Alexander and I went with him." Magnus took a bite out the biscuite.

The rain had stopped.

"Me and Alec were going to The London Eye." Magnus responded, James and Alec were now playing Uno.

"As a date?" Tessa smiled, at her cousin.

"Well we will see?" Magnus went red.

double date!!!

[jevezyy]

Just need to vent

Like I miss my girl but she ain’t my girl no more cause we ain’t spoke 4/5 years last time we did she said was gonna kill herself by jumping infront of a train cause it seemed realistic to me cause she lived by a train station. I tried to talk her out it on the phone and over message and she said there’s no point but if anyone could it’s me but it’s to late she’s stop replying to me so I made my way to her family house (where she lived while knowing her).it’s about 2/3 in the morning and her car ain’t there i look up and down the street I can’t see it im checking car parks be I knock the door and I tell her mum everything and she drops to her knee she’s got 4 (17y-9y)kids in the house so I don’t want to panic her and it’s a knock on effect so I promise to find her and I still ain’t it keeps me up those words it’s eats me “if anyone could stop me it would be you” this girl was/is my childhood sweetheart my first crush my first relationship my first love 3 straight years being around and growing from 13-16 we broke up for 2 years but stayed in contact from afar and on a support and friend level in that time and we got to a a point it didn’t feel right we got back together and it felt like I was a 13 year old with the most beautiful girlfriend and I don’t just mean gorgeous looking cause that’s easy I mean this little 5 foot nothing genuine, down to earth, kind hearted outgrowing and mentally strong individual with a dash of a Scottish accent was back in my life honestly the things I went through with this girl was something else I lost my mum and gran. she went through somethings when we wasn’t together, and we went through things together I won’t say cause something are private but all I will say is the things we went through are U-rated nothing physical and nothing verbal. Like I still remember meeting her for the first time and she thought I was in year 10 and not “our” year (8) so I proved it I had to carry a u16 pass with my date of birth so when I was on a train or bus I could actually get a child ticket we work out I’m a month and week older then her so from then on I always said respect your elders. She saved me from so much trouble cause while people in was going prison or skipping school I was with her and she made me want to be smarter cause she was a very smart girl and it helped me and I’m sure we even made each other more smart. Honestly this girl was my girl and I just want to know she’s okay but Il never know iv messaged her now age appropriate sister about her and no reply I don’t wanna to case the family but I can’t move on if I know I should be grieving someone or moving on my life cause they I just want closure even if it’s you saying fuck off don’t ever talk to me atleast I know you’re okay fuckkkk

[babydinojojo]

Day 3/ Entry 3

Okay... maybe I've gotten way too mad at myself last night. I can't really sleep right now so i guess Imma write in here for a bit and then i'm gonna go back to sleep.

Okay forget what i said about the google doc, I will try my absolute best to remember to tell her shit alright, she still loves you Jordan you just need to let go sometimes yk. Okay anyway the Class 700 came out for Train Sim World 3 today so Im gonna be checking that out today. I wonder what skin i should Make for minecraft cause i need something completely original and no i don't wanna use AI cause that's gonna be the death of us Istfg, I don't know it's just i get a mega bad feeling even when i see AI chatbots and shit like they just make me scared for some reason and the fact that its ramping up faster and faster everyday makes me worry about the future... I DON'T WANNA DIE BY A ROBOT, I JUST WANNA LIVE A FULL LIFE AND SEE MY GF KRISY AND HAVE A LIFE WITH HER, NOT JUST DIE BY SOME DAMN ROBOT. Anyway tho I have an off day today surprsingly oh wait i forgot that i didnt have work today and i thought i overslept ;-; bruh, I keep forgetting shit. Which brings me to my next topic

I think i finally might know why i keep forgetting things, I just got way too much going on in the background to remember, I have a short attention span so it's probably because work is making me do more and more shit. Except the past two work days, where we did ABSOLUTELY nothing after my lunch break. That's time where I could have been texting Krisy and spending time with her, but its whatever tho. Oh yea funny story tho from Yesterday lol, Soooo i was on an R62A 6 Train right, and i was riding the City Hall Loop and everything went all and according to plan until we skipped the Fucking Uptown Platform, it went non-stop and i was lowkey panicking cause yea i thought i was on an Out of Service dehead, thankfully we stopped at Canal street, Yea im not gonna be doing the loop after that, speaking of the 6 Train, them R62As are extremely underrated as fuck, for trains that started on the 6 as Single units and then ended up on the 7 and then came back in 2015-2016, they are pretty fast and underrated for a local train.

While we are on the topic of my gf, I think i found some places I would like to show her around

-Brooklyn Bridge Park/Pier

-Barnes and Nobles in Downtown Brooklyn

-Ride around the City Hall Loop and show her the Abandoned City Hall Station which looks absolutely amazing to this day

-Dave and Busters TSQ/Gateway Mall

-Queens Center Mall

Okay yea that's a good list and a good start

Speaking of last night, like I said before i got way WAY too mad at myself last night. Damn.. I never realized how hard I am on myself especially for her. Okay I realize that i need to sometimes let things go, I can't be to hard on myself cause thats gonna end up destroying my confidence and make me start self harming, hasnt happened yet but still, i just gotta breath and chill the fuck out.

On a side note tho, im not sure why but for some reason i have a massive pet peeve when someone uses "Ok" or "K" or "Mk" instead of just saying "Okay" or "Alright. I don't know its just "Ok" or "K" Just seem way more cold and distant, and no in my opinion are not the goddamn same as "Okay"/"Alr"/"Kay"/"M'kay" Its just fucking not the same, like bro next person who "Ok" or "K" me im gonna end up getting pissed at them. Okay fine i'll admit i had way too many people, and no before you ask Krisy is not apart of those people, but still too many people try to pull that dry shit and it always send the goddamn wrong message cause i end up thinking something is the goddamn matter with them, like i said "Ok" and "K" are NOT the same as "Okay" and "Kay" or "Alright"/"Alr"

Well that's all i got for now, lets see where the day takes us shall we

[coleyo]

BITTW CHAPTER 17

SUMMARY;

As time flies, big mama grows more sicker, while new information about Donatello's ideals are revealed.. both mondo and Mikey also share a moment.

"-Donnie? Donnie!"

Mikey shouts,

his voice echoed throughout the solemn lab. Unfortunately, Donatello was nowhere to be seen. Usually, they'd be at their station; As they always were. Maybe he went out for a supply run? Michealangelo shrugs, until something caught their attention. The mutant creeped towards donnies table, where he did most of his experiments. There lied a blue print.

Mikey stared at it, in an attempt to make sense of it..

"-So much words.. eugh.." the boy mumbled he'd squint. All they could recognize was a drawing, a drawing of what looked like a can? No, it couldn't be... It was labeled..

"-Key..?" Mikey said aloud. A sudden whisper caused him to loose his train of thought. Michealangelo tore his eyes away from the project and approached the source of the sound.. oddly enough, it came from big Mama's room. Maybe she was here? Just maybe.

"-Big mama, im--" he'd pause. Yes, as he predicted, there was big mama .. with Donatello. He looked upset, big mama was hooked up to all sorts of machines. "What's Uh-- what's goin' on here?" "-mikey-- we weren't..expecting you here so early..." Donnie spoke. "what's wrong with big mama..?" Mikey said, stepping a bit closer. "-Mikey, i--... Didn't she tell you..? She's sick, okay?" "Sick?" Mikey repeated, "But she's going to be okay.. right?" "-Of course she will.. I..don't think you should stay for long. It wouldn't be so-- wise." "-but I have to make sure she's alright, just let me--" "-Mikey." Donnie furrowed his brows, causing Mikey to freeze. "..Fine.. B- but I have good news, great news!" "What is it, kid'." "-Well-- if you know those two gargoyle things or whatever they're called, and-- some creature named mayhem-- they're alive and well! April is happy so.. yay?"

".. They're,, alive?" "-Crazy, right?" Just as Donnie were to speak. Big mama let out a small yawn and opened her eyes.

".. Michealangelo?" The woman smiled. "-Big mama!" Mikey ran up to her,  all smiles. "-Im so glad you're okay!" Big mama smirks, "-Of  course I'd be fine, it takes more than a silly little sickness to get rid of yours truly.. oh and-- Donnie dear, may I speak to this one for a moment?" "-Of course, big mama." Donnie complied as he left the room..

Mikey tilts his head. "-So? What is it?" "-Mikey, sweetie.. if I happen to die one day.. you are allowed to tell Your sensei about my existence.. I'm sure my little battle nexus warrior would appreciate it." "...of course, but.. I don't get it, why can't you see them? They don't hold anything against you, do they? You never really told me.." "..Yes, I do think it's time. Leonardo-- well-- master Leonardo.. he.. doesn't..oh, who am I kidding. he doesn't.. like us all that much, so, a few years back, he separated me from the others. Donnie just came along." Big mama lied.. about well.. most of it. But it was all to keep both Angelo and Mikey happy.. "-Really? I-- I have so much to ask, i-" "-And I think it's time for you to run along now.. before it gets cold. Or dark.." "I-..Fine.. Get well soon, big mama."

   The woman flashed a smile before Mikey fled, closing the door gently. As he walked through the halls, he'd think about big mama and her condition.. this was, clearly not just a cold. Maybe Mikey didn't want to accept it.. Donnie would help her, right? Of course he would.

"Are you done here?"

Asked Donatello, startling the other. "-Oh-- yes. I have a question for you anyways." Said Mikey, passing Donnie. The boy would grab the blueprint found earlier, showcasing it to the man. "-Whats this about." They would furrow their brows. Donatello did the same.

"-None of your Business, kid." Growled the ninja, Mikey's expression softened. "What's the key for? Is it important? Can I help?" Mikey would ask a series of questions as Donnie snatched the blueprint away from Mikey,

"-Look, You have no idea what you're dealing with.." Donnie paused, looking down at the paper and clenching it.

"..And it's my own problem to fix. Alone." The purple one glared, striking fear into Mikey. He'd back down before sighing. "I-.. what if I can help --" "-Your job is to help my brother. And it looks like you're doing an alright job with that --"

"-Looks like?" Mikey stopped him.

Donnie froze.

Silence lingered throughout the room, Donnie bit his lip before shouting, "-This is none of your business! You hear?"

"-Listen to me, i-" "-You're just a kid you would never understand--" "-IM NOT A KID!" Michealangelo yelled, clenching his fist.. "..I..I have motives. I just want to be of use to more people-" "-How about being of use to yourself first. Stop putting others before.. you. That's what Angelo did and now look where he's ended up."

"I don't understand."

"..What's not to understand."

"How do you know who mondo is. I never muttered a work about him around you. What do you mean by it looks like sensei is doing well. I just want answers!" Mikey sighed, Donnie held his word. "I--.. Not all questions are meant to be answered, but.. I'll make and acception. This once."

Mikey's eyes lit up, a smile formed on his face.

Dobnie turned towards the mutant, demonstrating the blueprint. "-This key is what started the apocalypse. I'm trying to find it, harbor it, and destroy it. This is all you need to know."

"Thanks, Dee'.."

"-Dee'?" Donnie raised a brow. "-Oh-- sorry I.. sometimes compare you to my Donnie. Often, actually.." "-Ah' it's fine. Just-- run along." "-..Alright, I'll see you tomorrow. Mikey waved. Donnie nodded and placed the blueprint on the table, making his way back to big Mama's house.. Mikey would look around, snatching the paper and rolling it into a scroll before making his way out of the lab and back to surface.

Getting back to the base was quite a task, he'd have to stay low Since it was morning..well, afternoon. It always took a while to get to point A to point B.. they'd always get back with a few scars. Or cuts. It was alright though! How about we skip this dueling task.

After arriving back to the base, Mikey would jump through the window that led to Casey's room. Mikey was full of pride, but this was not long lasted. As soon as Mikey picked up his head, he spotted cassy and mondo, it seems they were in the middle of a conversation.

"Mikey?" The two gasped, "-Er' boy." Whispered the mutant.

"-What were you doing out there?" "N-nothing! Just-- star gazing?"

"-Mikey, it's like---- I dunno, it's the afternoon." Casey said with a Hint of suspicion. Mikey's eyes darted around the room for an excuse, but his eyes Suddenly landed on mondo.

"-Mondo! Nice hoodie, where'd ya get it?" Mondo looked over at Casey, yes, they were wearing a brand new hoodie, it was extremely baggy. "-..Um-- Leo. He gave it to me." Said the gecko, he didn't sound to happy.. Mikey hummed, was it something he said?" "-Whys it so baggy? Totally not your size, i-" "-Mikey." Casey Jr. Interrupted. Mondo pressed his knees up against his chest, cautiously. "i'll leave you two alone." Said the human, rushing out of the room.

"-What's up with him? And you?" Mikey pointed.

"-Look, dude, I just think it's time that I...maybe tell you something?" "-Alright! Shoot it!" Mikey sat next to the other.

"Like I said, Leo gave me this hoodie, and..you know how some people are like.. Guys or girls? But-- weren't always girls -- or guys.." "-Uh-huh.. what about it?" Asked Mikey, clueless. Mondo rolled his eyes, "-Im-- I wasn't..always like this-- I wasn't always a guy.. I just-- I don't know how to say this. You're so open about everything and I'm..not like that." Mikey froze for a moment, this was a pretty sensitive topic..

The mutant smiled and spoke, "-Awh, mondo.. that's completely fine, I'm not going to treat you any differently dude.." Mikey placed a hand on mondos shoulder.

"-It looks like you have something I want, if you know what I mean." Mondo stared at Mikey blankly before placing a hand on his and chuckling. "-Shut up dude.." the two stared at one another for a bit, until Mikey let go. "..On a serious note, I've always thought you were a guy anyways." "-Awh, I'll take that as a compliment.." the gecko spoke rather softly, his hand running over Mikey's. Mikey flashed a smile before looking down at their hands. A sigh escaped his lips. He'd grip onto mondos hand unexpectedly. Sitting a bit closer. Mondo squeaked, looking back at his friend..

"..Dude, are we about to kiss.."

The gecko asked, hesitantly.

"..Maybe." Mikey hesitantly inched closer, before someone Suddenly barged in the room, it was Casey! "Mikey, mondo, Sensei--...oh." he stared for a moment. "-Am I interrupting something?" "-No, not at all!" Mikey let go and stood up with mondo. "-Okay then.. sesnei angelo says it's time for your training."

"-Gotcha'! We'll be there in a second.."

Casey nodded and left, the two mutants stood in silence. "-You'll get another chance." Said Mikey, before leaving the room. Blush forms on mondos face as he follows.

[clumsyclifford]

bella bella bella!!! hello did you know your name means beautiful in spanish? because it does and i think that's cute and accurate <3 i don't have much to say that might distract you during your train ride because all i did today was go to work and then came home and watched a few episodes of the vampire diaries with my sisters (we never finished the show and now we're watching it again so we can see the final season, only two seasons to go!) the whole time i was wondering if 5sos was gonna do something today, maybe post another tiktok or another audio but they didn't because they like being unpredictable i guess. and messing with us! also, only 9 days left for march 2nd! hell yeah! im very happy about that! also very happy that is almost sleep time for me, because im tired lmao i hope you get home okay and you get some rest and that tomorrow treats you kindly!!!! hope this helped some -monse<3

hello monse!! i think i distantly knew that yes. i knew bella means beautiful in uhh. italian? maybe? and it's belle in french so i guess i figured. but it's bonita in portuguese so...now you know how to say beautiful in all the romance languages i guess! actually i think it might be spelled differently in italian. bela. no that looks wrong. okay so let me add that i don't speak italian and we'll move swiftly on. i didn't even accept your compliment jesus hdjddfjkdj thank you sweetheart that is very cute of you to say <3 perhaps a dumb question but: do you speak spanish or do you just happen to know the word bella?

can't lie that sounds like a real nice day. vampire diaries! i think my sister watched that. that's the one with mr somerhalder right. she liked it. and watching shows w siblings is always a fun time. so i'm happy for you that you got to do that.

i'm glad 5sos were quiet today cos i was out and busy all day djsldjdh but march 2nd approacheth so i'm sure they'll be back to commit more chaos crimes soon enough never fear

sleep sounds CHOICE rn i love that for you i hope to do the same within the next couple hours (first need to, y'know, Get Home) i wish you some good sleep. i appreciate you coming here to chat it did help it made me smile ily <3

[hugheshugs]

hihi can i request an blurb where jack spoils the reader for valentine’s day ? ty bestie

hi nommie ! of course i can write this for you, psa to anyone reading: this ask was sent in after vday, i promise im not just now catching up on my vday asks haha. this is more of how you spent the day but the end fits the request <3

it started with a kiss.

then your favourite breakfast in bed.

a new outfit to wear for the day.

roses and chocolate.

--

"jack, you didn't have to do all this!" you exclaimed, holding the bouquet to your chest.

"yes, i did. you deserve way more than flowers, it's nothing, really," he insisted, pulling you in for a hug before giving you a kiss.

--

jack wasn't.. amazing at planning things. at first, he didn't even want to try. but then he thought, she doesn't deserve that. you deserve more from your boyfriend, so he gave it a shot and failed just like he knew he would, but at least he tried.

"um.. this isn't exactly what i thought it was going to be," he cringed, scratching the back of his neck.

you were standing in what looked like a cave but was actually an underground restaurant. it was dingey and dark, kind of scary looking, but that didn't bother you in the slightest. it was the thought that counts.

"you didn't take a look at the place before booking a table?" you asked softly, not wanting your curiosity to upset him.

"well.. i kind of just read the description on the website. it said it was a 'perfect romantic getaway for two, minus the getaway,'" he told you, protectively looking around for any dangers.

"and that got your interest? it's okay, jack. i love this, it's cute." you gave him a smile and pressed a kiss to his cheek.

he grabbed your hand and led you to the sole table that sat in the middle of the.. room, for lack of better word. it looked like a scary underground train station.

"i rented it out.." he told you, pulling your seat.

"thank you. jack, you didn't have to do all this," you thanked while sitting down.

"well," he chuckled dryly. "it isn't much."

you didn't care what it was, it was perfect to you. he sat down across from you and there was a single candle standing tall on the middle of the small circle table, blocking your view of him. you smiled, moving it to the side so you could see his face.

the red cloth and flower petals on the table made things look fancy, even if they weren't. it looked romantic, though, you wouldn't lie. it was as beautiful as a light in the middle of a dark room.

"you don't understand how much i love this," you told him, grabbing his hand across the table and pressing a kiss to his fingers.

--

you went home from dinner in the best mood. the experience was a blast and it went way better than you both were expecting. he literally rented the place out for you and even though there was a bit of a rocky start, the restaurant lived up to its word. he did a great job and you felt like the luckiest girl in the world.

when you opened the door to your apartment you were met with gifts. everywhere.

"jack!" you gasped, running into the living room. "what's all this?"

he smiled, setting his jacket on the couch. "just some stuff."

"just some stuff. for me?"

"yes, all of it. come on, open up." he passed you a box and sat down on the couch.

you sat beside him and opened the box, eyes widening. "jack, what the fuck? you got me a birken!"

"happy valentine's day," he shrugged with a smirk.

"i love you, i love you, i love you!" you exclaimed, cupping his face and pressing your lips to his.

"okay, okay," he laughed after a couple moments, pulling you away. "as much as i'd love to kiss you, we've got some more gifts to get through."

"you're the best."

the next gift was a matching necklace and earring set.

you also got a ring. a beautiful promise ring with a huge diamond that made you cry.

a couple more purses and some clothes, and soon you were cuddling him with no intent to let him go.

"jack," you got his attention.

he squeezed your frame. "yeah?"

"did i tell you how much i love you?"

"a couple hundred times, maybe," he chuckled.

"i really meant it. today was the best day ever, thank you. i love you."

"i love you more."

[fandomlit]

neutral, chap. 4 (dream smp x reader)

series summary (in game!au) when an exiled tommy finally rebels against a manipulative dream, he finds safety in neutral territory, a place owned and guarded by you. staying in your safe haven opens up the younger one’s eyes to your way of life, while also revealing your deeper past before neutral; a past that involved a war for your love.

chapter summary after waking from a taunting nightmare, tommy expels some late night energy on some wandering mobs. you give him another lesson about taking care of himself, even when working hard, and tommy asks if you’ll teach him archery, which, of course, doesn’t go without entertainment.

warnings nightmares, mob killing

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he was running again. he didn’t know where or from what, but his legs carried him far and strongly, weaving him through trees and grass and other obstacles along the way. he didn’t know how in danger he was, but he wasn’t going to stop and find out.

then he tripped.

when he flipped onto his back, it was that goddamn mask staring down at him, the lips just under it laughing, “you’re so weak, tommy! did you do anything while you were in neutral?” then his axe came down and tommy braced himself for the pain and release of death.

he woke up instead.

sweating under his covers, tommy sucked in a harsh breath as he sat up. he threw the soft cotton off of him, running a warm hand down his face. it was just a dream; he was safe in neutral.

looking out of the window next to him, he saw the moon still high in the sky, casting a cool light into his bedroom. dream’s words rang through his head like a bell, and he rubbed at his temples with a sigh. was he actually getting weak? was relaxing such a bad thing? at the very least, some part of him must have thought so to conjure a nightmare like that..

with another sigh, tommy lifted himself out of bed and flipped open the ender chest. he drew out his sword before heading to the main floor of the house.

when he reached the bottom of the stairs, a voice called out to him, “tommy?” his heart nearly stopped for a moment, before peeking into the kitchen and realizing it was just y/n. she sat in candlelight, writing in a small journal with a slice of half-eaten pumpkin pie next to her. “are you alright?”

“yeah,” he breathed, his voice still heavy with sleep. “just gonna go kill some mobs.”

she nodded. she looked tired, and a part of tommy felt bad knowing that she was most definitely going to wait for him to return. “okay. have at it, kid.”

he nodded, turning to leave the kitchen. before he did so, he pursed his lips and looked over his shoulder to y/n. “you should go to bed.”

she gave him a smile, scribbling something down in the small journal. “i will, tommy. just gotta finish this up..” his natural curiosity was drawn to the small book, and he almost asked y/n what she was writing. but then dream’s voice rang through his mind again, and tommy silently headed for the doors of the house.

the night air was refreshing on his warm skin, cool and still as the moon illuminated the frontal beauty of neutral territory. he took a deep, calming breath of that crisp air before focusing on the task at hand: proving to himself that dream was wrong. that dream is always wrong.

after about twenty zombies, ten spiders, countless creepers, and a few endermen, tommy finally felt the burn in his arms become nearly too much to bear. he panted as he struck down one last spider, turning and finally deciding to return back to the comfort of y/n’s home.

he sheathed his sword when he finally entered the house, going straight to the kitchen to see that y/n was still awake and writing in her small journal.

“ready to go to bed?” he asked gruffly.

she looked up slowly before nodding, placing her quill down and capping her ink. “any trouble out there?”

“no,” he spoke, shaking his head. “wrote everything you needed to?” y/n blew out her candle and went to join the boy in the doorway to the kitchen.

“as much as i could, anyway,” she shrugged, smiling lazily as they began to walk toward the stairs. “what was your nightmare about?”

tommy was slightly startled, but a little too tired to react drastically to y/n’s deduction. “how’d you know i had a nightmare?”

“i’ve had them before,” she said simply. “and it seemed natural that you’d expel some energy onto mobs after such a thing.”

“you’re smart,” tommy credited.

“thank you,” y/n yawned.

they continued to climb the stairs in silence as tommy considered his words. “i was being hunted by dream again, but this time you weren’t there to save me. he called me weak and killed me.”

“so you wanted to prove to yourself that despite allowing yourself peace, you didn’t have to sacrifice your strength to get there,” y/n summed.

the boy half-smiled. she was spot on, as always. “exactly,” tommy breathed. 

y/n was silent for a moment as she thought. they stopped at the hallway to tommy’s room and it then occurred to tommy’s tired mind that her room was downstairs; she was walking with him because she cared about him. 

“honestly, tommy, if this is a real concern for you, then there is no harm in taking time out of your day to work out and train,” y/n spoke. “but the most important thing is to recognize when enough is enough, and when enough becomes too much. you’ve allowed yourself peace and care for the last two weeks, and achieving such a state doesn’t mean you have to sacrifice fighting or training; it just means that you need to be more aware and in tune with yourself as you’re doing it.” tommy nodded.

“don’t overwork yourself, is the summary here,” she said, picking a cobweb off of his shirt. “let yourself do the things you want, but make sure it’s not wearing you down. that’s taking care of yourself.”

“alright,” tommy spoke quietly. “thank you, y/n.”

“of course, kid,” she smiled. “get some sleep, alright? if you have another nightmare you’re free to bother me.” tommy nodded again. “good night, tommy.”

“good night, y/n,” he yawned as she turned to head down to her room. he made sure he heard her door shut before finally heading to his own room.

...

“can you teach me archery?” tommy questioned the next morning at breakfast. it was a question that had bugged him since y/n had first revealed her skills just a few days prior, and since he was going to start training, he figured that might be a good place to start.

“sure,” she chuckled as she scooped some more fruit onto his nearly half-eaten plate of french toast.

“why the laugh?” he questioned through a mouthful of berries.

she shrugged to herself. “your curiosity is showing.”

“i’ve been wondering about it since you took out the mob,” tommy admitted. “if i want to get stronger.. i think this is a good way to.”

“perfecting a skill is the perfect way to get stronger,” y/n voiced. “of course i’ll teach you, kid.” she smiled and he turned back to his breakfast with his own grin. “finish up your food and meet me in the basement; we gotta get you a bow first.”

tommy hadn’t been in the basement of the house yet. he opened the heavy, dusty trapdoor and assumed y/n didn’t go down their often either. he slid down the ladder easily and was immediately hit with heat.

y/n had a welding station upstairs in her shop area, but the basement had a more broad and intense version of that area. several anvils, all cracked and rusted and adorned with different materials were scattered in a sort of pattern amongst the space, a fire burning high in a fireplace at the far side of the room. seeing no sign of y/n, tommy moved to the room to his left.

the next room held a large nether portal, as well as a small farm for netherwart. the dark room felt empty to him, and he had to remind himself that he was in fact in y/n’s house still. he remembered she had said that she didn’t like going to the nether.

“i’m in here, tommy!” she called out. he took another left into a small storage room, where y/n was rustling through a chest. “how tall are you, kid?”

“6’1”,” he answered.

y/n smiled. “you’re a lot taller than i’ll ever be.” she took out a pretty oak bow, slightly scratched and obviously old. “you’ll have to use this for now, until i can make you one that’s your size.” he took the bow from her hands, shrugging.

“it’s fine.”

“good,” she hummed, still shuffling through the chest as tommy took the time to look around the small room.

“what’re the dispensers for?” tommy asked, staring at the wall that held the three stone tools.

“im nothing if not prepared, tommy,” y/n spoke as she took out a quiver and began to fill it with arrows for him. “in case of emergency, those dispensers will set off flares to let others know that im in trouble or that neutral is in danger.”

tommy nodded, still looking at the obviously unused dispensers. “smart.”

“i hope so,” she sighed, handing him the quiver of arrows. he strapped it around himself as she continued, “let’s just hope i never have to use them, yeah?”

“yeah,” he chuckled. she gave him a smile, hoisting her bow higher in her grip.

“you ready to shoot some things?”

...

“relax your shoulders,” y/n reminded. tommy did so, his fingers still white with effort against the taut string of the bow. “don’t pull so hard, tommy. you’re shaking.” he sighed as he let the string and arrow go limp, lowering his bow as y/n approached him closer.

it was his second day of archery training, and he was still missing nearly every target. y/n was a calm and collected teacher, offering him advice that was pointed directly for him and reassured him that there was no rush in the learning process. but after missing fifteen or so shots in a row, tommy was getting frustrated.

and it didn’t help with sapnap and george staring at him through the kitchen windows.

“doin’ great, kid,” sapnap encouraged weakly, taking a drink of the lemonade y/n had lovingly prepared for the boys. just watching the older man sip made tommy’s mouth dry, but he was determined to make five shots in a row before taking a break.

tommy glared at the man before turning his gaze back to his mentor. “ignore him, tommy,” y/n spoke gently. “nick couldn’t hit a target if it was three paces away.”

“that’s a lie!”

“im kidding,” y/n laughed, placing a hand on tommy’s shoulder and turning him away from the distraction that was sapnap. “but seriously, there’s almost always going to be someone watching when you shoot. the more you can tune them out, the better. just focus on your aim--and make sure your grip is looser. you’re gonna snap that string in no time otherwise.”

“loose grip, focus on aim,” tommy breathed and she patted his shoulder as he turned back to the target ahead of him. he hoisted the bow up slowly and pulled the string back just enough that it wasn’t fully taut. he made sure his aim was a little higher than his target, and released the whizzing arrow. the arrow pierced just outside of the center ring.

“perfect,” y/n smiled. “now, do it again.” and he did, taking another deep breath and allowing himself to focus in on the feel of the rough wood on his fingertips, and the tight string he was pulling. the arrow hit just beside his last. she nodded encouragingly. “keep going.”

tommy could feel his heart start to thump in his chest from the excitement of his accurate aim. he took another calming breath and watched as the arrow lodged closer to the center.

“great aim,” she complimented and he grinned as he pulled another one back, trying to contain his shaking as he aimed. the arrow shot lower than his previous, but on the target nonetheless. “still a good shot. one more?”

“yeah,” tommy nodded, licking his dry lips as he retrieved another arrow from his quiver. heart still thumping with utter excitement and pride at y/n complimentary words, he quickly released the arrow and his smile dropped as the arrow lodged into the ground before the target.

“hey, that’s fine!” y/n assured as tommy groaned and dropped his head. “four in a row is an amazing improvement, tommy. you should take a break and reward yourself.”

tommy sighed, looking to the shameful arrow. “yeah. alright.” he dropped the bow to the ground along with his quiver. he looked to his slightly splintered fingers. “im gonna go.. wash up.”

“alright,” y/n smiled as tommy scampered away. she entered into the open kitchen, smiling at her guests. “you boys doing alright?”

they nodded. “when did you take up parenting, y/n?” george giggled. she rolled her eyes as she went to pour her and tommy their own glasses of lemonade. “no, seriously! you care for that kid a lot, it-it’s not a bad thing!”

she sighed, leaning against her counter as she sipped at her lemonade. “i know you two haven’t always agreed with him in the past, but i think tommy’s a good kid. i like his ethic, and i think he has a lot of potential. but that being said..” she shook her head. “he’s so young.” the boys nodded. “he’s been thrown into such a life of chaos and destruction, and im not saying he’s at all innocent, but.. i think it’s good for him to learn that there’s more to this world than just war and enemies. there’s...”

“neutral,” sapnap finished for her. she let out a laugh.

“yeah, neutral,” she agreed, tapping her fingers against her cold glass. “but, yeah, if teaching him peace and self care is motherly of me..” she shrugged. “then i guess im alright with being a parent.”

“that’s sweet,” sapnap nodded. “i hate it.” the three of them laughed, y/n laying a light slap on the man’s arm before tommy’s voice called out to her.

“y/n! can i have some help?”

“im coming!” she called back, setting down her glass of lemonade.

“go help your poor son,” george teased, resting his head in his hand as he gazed at y/n amusedly. she rolled her eyes.

“behave, you two,” she laughed before leaving the kitchen.

there was a moment of silence before george spoke, “i do think it’s quite sweet how y/n’s taken tommy in. i think it’s good for both of them.”

“you say that now,” sapnap sighed, leaning back in his chair. “but just wait until tommy’s back to feeling 100% and y/n’s going around saying “pog” all the time.”

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[violetnotez]

HC: The Boys Taste Their S/o’s Chapstick

Anonymous:  could I request headcannons for shinso, mirio, denki, sero, and bakugo kissing their s/o and tasting their chapstick ? Or if you want or when they realize their s/o takes care of them in really subtle ways that they didn’t really notice it at first ? i love your blog so much 🥺❤️

Hey babe omg Im so happy you like my blog!!!! Also this ask OMG I have been wanting to write it for so long!!!! Im a sucker for these super cute and fluffy headcanons, so thank you so much for the idea!

Pairings: Shinso x reader, Mirio x reader, Denki x reader, Sero x reader, Bakugo x reader

Warnings: some might get suggestive, but none of these are full blown NSFW! Just a sprinkle of spiciness, thats all!

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S H I N SO U

Flavor: Cherry Vanilla

Your currently trying to get ready for bed with Shinsou, his purple hair cascading against the pillow as he’s scrolling through Insta

defintely looking at cat vids

Youre just BEAT from the day- work, school, practice, whatever your life entails it just felt so incredibly tiring today

Of course, Shinsou seems to have other plans

Once he sees you come out of the bathroom, your hair wet, your skin dewy from washing, your body only wearing one of his oversized shirts and some small shorts....

man is gonna wanna be allllll over you

“Damn, kitten who allowed you to look that hot,” he’d purr, his eyes drinking you in as he propped his body on his elbows to get a better look

You’d roll your eyes, a smile on your lips-

Lowkey a perv for his s/o fight me on this

Once you sit down on the bed, its over

Shinso’s hands are all over you, his palms trailing under your shirt as he leaved lazy kisses on your neck

“Cmon, baby, lets have a little fun before we sleep....”

Just tell him your tired, and he’ll comply, turning super fluffy and cuddly in a matter of minutes

Reluctantly tho this boi is horny when hes horny

“Ahh my kitten’s tired? Fine then, you need your rest.”

He’ll lean in to give a sweet kiss, unknowingly of how flavorful you taste now with your chapstick

And OHOHOHO after that its OVER

The taste of vanilla bursts in his mouth, the scent of cherry becoming more prominent-

When did you start tasting so good?

He honestly wont know how to react- he’ll shake his head and blink a few times, “The hell-?” spilling out of his lips

He grabs you buy the chin, his thumb swiping against your lips gently

Once he sees the faint red sheen on his digit, it kinda dawns on him whats going on

You catch on to his confusion, a small giggle spilling out of you as you tell him its just chapstick you bought since your lips felt dry

He’ll just give you a lazy smirk, his lilac eyes a royal purple as he eyes you

This man cant HELP HIMSELF

He’ll lean in for another kiss, this one lasting much longer and more passionate as he tried to capture that taste again

“Do me a favor and keep wearing that kitten,”

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M I R I O 

Flavor: Birthday Cake

Im so proud of fidning this picture im sorry it just matches so well

Anywaysssssssss

You had just gotten out of the locker room, your UA uniform a little wrinkled from being balled up while you were training

You walked out the metal doors, your lips feeling much softer than usual- you were in desperate need of chapstick after that particular lesson

Thanks UA for having training grounds that blow up every 5 seconds and spray dust everywhere

But thankfully Neijire is the best person ever and hooked you up with some super cute chapstick

Since it was new and just sitting in her book bag, she just told you to keep it

NEIJIRE WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO SWEET?

You had to admit though, you really liked it- the packaging was pretty cute, it was nice on your skin, but the SMELL

OMG

You felt like a bakery was near you every step you took

And everytime you licked your lips it tasted like sweets, which was an amazing addition

Makes ya wonder how safe it is to consume makeup 👀

Mirio is the cutest boyfirend though-wherever your class is, he waits for you outside and walks with you until you have to go your seperate ways

So, as usual, he’s waiting for you outside the locker room, a wide grin plastered on his face

Once he sees you walk out of the doors, he’s already bounding over, his arms swinging cause hes always just so happy to see you 

“Hey sunshine!” he greets you like any other day, his voice just radiating happiness

Some days though, Mirio will kiss the top of your head as he grabs your hand and walks you to his class

Other days, he’s a little more bold, instead leaning down to give you a kiss on your lips as he snakes his hand around your waist

TODAY BABE 

IS THAT DAY

You can tell he’s feeling a little more *frisky cause he’s got this mischievous glint in his eyes

ehhhh why not indulge him?

So you get on your tippie toes, leaning in to him and planting a quick kiss on his lips

But thats when Mirio gets confused- did you eat something?Is it cake? CInnamon roll? Cookie? But whatever it is, it tastes GOOD

��Sweetie, did you buy something from the vending machine?” he asks, a confused grin on his face as he eyes you

You laugh, not realizing that Mirio would be affected by your new chapstick too, 

“Oh no, its just a chapstick Niejire gave me, I think its cake batter flavored- do you like it?”

Mirio licked his lips , savoring the lingering flavor on his skin

“You batter belive it!”

*cue the groaning

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D E N K I

Flavor: Pina Colada

So Mina, bless her little music crazed heart, somehow won a pack of tickets from a radio station to a new water park opening up not too far from UA

It was superrrrr expensive to get in, but the music station hooked all you guys up with VIP tickers, a private cabana, food, THE WORKS

You had been running around with the group all day

(except Bakugo- he either went to the lazy river or the surfing simulator thignie cause Kaminari said he would wipe out and wanted to prove him wrong)

Everybody else wanted to do everythingggg, from ride the craziest rides to trying all the food the park had

By the end of the day, you were completely beat and just wanted to rest

Mina was sitting beside you in  the cabana (again, thank you radio station for hooking some teens up!), just searching it for snacks the boys hadnt eaten

“Aww cmon, really?! We have chapstick but no food?!”

Your head instantly perked up at the sound- chapstick? God, you could deifnitely use some right now from all that chlorine and sun...

You asked Mina to toss you one, the pink skinned girl throwing you a tube as she grumbled about how “piggy” boys were

You checked the flavor on the tube, the fruits on the side label instantly telling you it was something tropical

As you were putting it on, the boys of Bakusquad were bounding up the steps, their feets covered in sand-

“Guess what?! We got Bakugo to go in the wave pool! Isnt that crazy! It had sand on the bottom, like a real beach-”

Kirishima was just gushing and super excited, Bakugo looking like a pissed off wet cat next to him

You sat up quickly, happy to see your boyfriend, his spiky hair all wet from the day and his boxers dripping

As Kirishima and Sero were messing with an extremely annoyed Bakugo, you went and grabbed the boys some towels, giving the last one to your boyfriend

“Aww thanks babe,” he gushed out, his hands grabbing the towel gingerly as he leaned to kiss you

But wait- you tasted- really sweet?

Kaminari pulled back slightly, a small smirk on his lips, cause damn, that tasted really good

“Did you eat some fruit or something? Cause you taste super yummy babe-”

You  pointed to your lips as you told him how Mina found some free chapstick lying around in the cabana

Kaminari just gave you this really blissed out stare as he sneaked one more peck from you- he was kinda wishing his friends weren't here, cause hed totally be making out with you with that yummy stuff on your lips...

“Do me a favor and dont take that stuff off, okay? Until we get back to the dorms,”

He sent you a small wink, weaving behind you inconspicously, and giving your bottom a playful pinch

WHY YOU GOTTA BE A FLIRT KAMINARI

(Also before you left Kamianri most definitely dumped the whole jar of chapsticks into his backpack)

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S E R O

Flavor: Peppermint

You and Sero had just gotten coffee from a little cafe when it starts to rain

Like alottttttttttt

And of course it happens when your right outside, waiting for your ride to take you back home

So you two are just standing there like weirdos with the rain POURING, Sero holding up his jacket over both of your heads

But honestly, it’s not doing much to block out the rain, so honestly-why not have some fun?

You run out of the fabric, instantly feeling your whole body get drenched as you start twirling and laughing

“He-hey wait, babe!”

Sero’s gonna be laughing, and now y’all playing a wierd game of tag

Aghhhhhh so cute tho 🥺🥺

He catches you pretty quickly, his tape grabbing your waist and pulling you to him,,,

You instantly collide with his chest, your cheeks rosy from running around so much and your hands resting on his chest

Sero gives you the biggest grin, his finger under your chin and raising it to look at him

“You know your the biggest tease I know?”

“Yup!”

He laughs, placing a kiss on your lips-and omg why are you minty? and it feels soooo good to him, cause honestly mint isn’t a bad flavor-

“Hey babe whatcha got on your lips? Did you eat-gum or something?”

You just laugh and tell him it’s some chapstick you got (imagine the mint eos U KNOW THE ONE)

He asks if it’s the egg chapstick OML 💀

Yes Sero the egg chapstick

His lips are parted a little, his eyes wider than usual cause he’s lowkey confused on how he liked that so much

But he send you another huge grin before he kisses you again-

“I think your gonna need to wear that more for me, yeah?”

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B A K U G O

Flavor: Cinnamon

Bakugo has ben practically forcing you to wake up at ungodly hours with him to train

He says its cause “youre getting weak” but really he’s a total simp for having such close contact with you

Also he’s a little brat and put his all into it  so you cant ever beat him, which boosts his ego for some reason?

“Hah, that really the best you got?” he scoffs down at you, his calloused hands pinning you to the ground as his body cages you in for the umpteenth time

Honestly, its hard to fight when your 1) annoyed about loosing and 2) have your hot as hell boyfriend pining you to the ground

But thankfully

THANKFULLY

He was starting to overheat, his breathe coming out in low pants as  strands  of hair began sticking to his forehead

You felt one of his palms begin to slip ever so slightly near you, and on instinct you knew you had to do something, you finally had an opening-

so you caused a distraction 

Your hands quickly flew to the nape of his neck, pressing his head down to your so you could kiss him square on the lips

Bakugo was completely confused in the best way possible- he didnt expect that to happen, but hell, hes not complaining-

until his lips start to tingle

“-the hell?!” he sputters out, his mind trying to figure out what was going on just before you successfuly flip him over, with you now on top

You stared down triumphantly at your boyfriend, not knowing how well that worked- until you noticed how shiny Bakugo lips look

He begins mashing his lips together, trying to rub it off since you had his hands pinned down

“The hell is on my lips? Agh, dont tell me its that weird ass lip stuff that supposed to make your lips bigger or something-’’

Ummmmm how does he know about lip plumping lip gloss? Question for a another day-

“Its chapstick silly,” you giggle, “-cinnamon”

Honestly, he’s gonna like it-this boy likes spicy things and the fact that “spicy” sensation came from his s/o....shoooottttt he is in love

But

Of course

He’s gonna act like it’s wierd or something, cause HES wierd

“Cinnamon? You couldn’t get something normal like cherry or grape?”

You scrunch up your nose, cause yeah your not for those flavors AT ALL, and Bakugo finds his chance

He quickly flips you over, your back now against the floor and his body on top of yours

“Cmon, baka don’t tell me thats seriosuly all you got-“

Don’t remind him that you were able to flip him over tho he’ll turn red and tell you to shut it

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[yourstarvic]

Everyone was outside near the school gates, in many groups as they talked about whatever came in their minds. You were in the group with Itachiyama managers and Tendo, talking about anything you had watched recently. As you were talking to them, you kept thinking about the events last night, making you slightly blush. 

Where you were standing, you had a good view at looking at Suna. Seeing him talking to the twins with Yuna attach to Osamu, Sakusa, and Komori. You would glance at him, seeing him look un-bother as if the events last night didn’t happen.

Does he not care? Or is he just acting like that?

You continued to look at Suna, seeing if you can get any hints that he was thinking. Suna slowly turned his head in your direction, making the two of you having eye contact. You tensed when you saw Suna looked at you, gulping as you felt your cheeks feeling hot. Your face became worst when he gave you a wink, making your face completely red. You quickly turned your face away, remembering what his lips felt like and trying to hide your red face. “I’m going to see if Kita needs to do anything else before we leave,” you muttered to your group.

They all nodded at you as you slowly walked away from them. Your head was down and you were biting down your lower lip. Quietly walking up to the group, you stand nervously next to Kita. “Is there anything else we need to do?” You asked him quietly.

“No, we already have everything in order,” Kita looked at you, “we are waiting on the coaches.”

You nodded your head and fidgeted with your fingers. Kita went back to the conversation with the captains but he keeps glancing at you, sensing something was wrong. With a sigh, Kita offered you his arm, silently telling you that you can hold on to him.

You muttered a small thanks and softly taking his arm. You gently hold onto his arm, squeezing it as you listen to their conversation.

He has to be acting… Unless he isn’t… Does it not matter to him? He did say it wouldn’t change anything… But then why ask if we are dating now? 

Taking a deep breath, you gather your courage as you turned your head towards Suna direction’s. You caught him looking at you, seeing he was already looking at you, and gave you a wink. You tensed up with wide eyes and looked back forward, biting your bottom lip nervously as you felt your cheeks heating up once again.

Okay….He’s acting normal… Or maybe… He’s acting like it doesn’t bother him! That has to be it! He wants me to ask about it first! I’m not going to give him that satisfaction!

Perking up with a proud look, you smiled and started to enjoy Kita’s arm.

At the same time with Suna’s group, Atsumu was teasing Sakusa about something and Komori was laughing along. Suna and Osamu would occasionally make comments, but they were towards Atsumu and teasing him. Yuna was surprisingly quiet, only clinging to Osamu’s arms. Everyone could see Osamu was uncomfortable with Yuna clinging onto him and gave him a questioning glance to which Osamu ignore. Suna was watching them interact, smirking whenever a comment was towards Atsumu. 

Taking a glance where you were, Suna couldn’t help but think about last night. The kisses that you two shared and those words he said to you. Suna instantly flinched, his whole body consumed with embarrassment and panic.

I’m an idiot! Who says that after a kiss! She’s probably got secondhand embarrassment… That’s why she won’t look at me…And when she does look at me, she gets tense and looks away so fast…

“Oi,” Atsumu looked at Suna with an annoyed look, “didn’t cha hear what I just said!”

“No,” Suna said plainly, looking at him with a boring look.

“Ya need pay attention!” Atsumu yelled, “What’s with ya anyway? You have been acting weird.”

“He was acting weird last night,” Komori noted with a thoughtful look.

Osamu hummed, thinking back to last night, “He did come back to the room late last night and wouldn’t stop mumbling about something.”

“What did ya do last night, Suna?” Atsumu teased the middle blocker, nudging him with his elbow, “Did you do something naughty?”

“Shut it,” Suna's eyebrows twitched in annoyance. “Nothing happened.”

“Ohhh,” Atsumu smirked, “he’s trying to hide it! Komori, tell me what happened last night!”

“He just returned the projector back to me last night,” Komori smiled, “and he had a far off look.”

Suna let out a tired sigh and looked back over to you. He saw that you were with Kita, holding onto Kita’s arm now and looking down. As if you could feel his stare, Suna saw you slowly turned to face him.

She’s looking at me! I should do something to test the waters…

Sending you a wink, thinking you’ll roll your eyes at him normal and laugh at him, Suna felt relieved for a moment. But it disappeared when your eyes widen and your body tense when he sent the wink. With you quickly turning your head away, Suna felt the embarrassment creeping up at him. Making a fist with his hand, he quickly raised it to cover his mouth, trying to stop the small whimper of embarrassment coming out.

Dammit! She probably thinks I’m a creep now!

“Oh?” Atsumu smirking as he saw Suna’s ears turned red from looking at you, “Did something happen to you and (Y/n).”

“He did say he wanted to use the projector to show (Y/n) something,” Komori nodded thoughtfully.

“Who’s side you on?” Suna asked the liber with a betrayed look.

“Justice,” Komori smiled at him. “But what did happen?”

“I just embarrassed my-”

“Can we stop talking about her?” Yuna said with her pitchy voice, hugging Osamu closer to her. Everyone looked down at Yuna with a disgusted look. “Besides, we should be talking about how my honey bunny is an amazing ace!”

“He’s not the ace,” Atsumu said, looking down at Yuna weirdly, “so, stop talking.”

“Don’t be so rude ‘Tsumu,” Yuna laughed awkwardly.

“It’s Miya,” Atsumu glared at her.

Before Yuna could say anything, the coaches returned and gathered their respected teams. Everyone walked to their repeated coaches, circling around as they started to talk. “Is everything ready?” Coach Kurosu asked Kita.

“Yes, everything is ready,” Kita nodded, trying to ignore you squeezing his arms.

“Perfect!” Kurosu smiled, clapping his hands together, “Let’s say our goodbyes and head off to the train station!” 

Everyone did their final goodbyes and wishing everyone good luck on their preliminaries. Once everyone was done, your team started to walk off the campus and headed to the train station. You stayed close with Kita as you all walked to the train station. Suna was walking behind the two of you, trying to think of ways to get you to talk about what happened.

Finally, inside the train, you sat by the window as last time and Suna sat next to you. This time, Kita sat in front of you and Atsumu sat next to Kita, giving you a word look. You gave Atsumu a confused looked but shrugged it off. You felt the train started to move as you laid your head on the window, thinking of ways to make Suna talk to you about it first. But something stops your train of thought when you felt your phone buzzed.

MASTERPOST-PREV-NEXT

FUN FACTS:

Every Christmas Eve, Suna would spend it with (Y/n)’s family and on Christmas Day (Y/n) would spend Christmas with Suna’s family.

Atsumu and Osamu would surprise Aran at his house. Aran has tried everything to stop them but Aran’s mom loves the twins so much and thinks they are hilarious.

(Y/n) once made Kita smile and it was her greatest accomplishment.

Sakusa once laugh at Atsumu’s joke. He was glad Atsumu didn't heard him laugh. 

Komori saw Sakusa laugh at Atsumu’s joke and thought the word was ending.

Notes: HEY GUYS! Sorry for not posting for two weeks... but I hope y’all like this chapter! Stay warm and don’t forget to drink water! Stay safe love y’all!!

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[sunaswife]

A Suna Rintarou series

Summary: Suna was the best boyfriend you could ask for, after fighting with your inner demons that screamed you were ugly, worthless, and annoying. You finally decided to go the next step with your boyfriend, only to find out it was all a game.

A/N: PART 14 kagsiakwiaksksks ughhhh GUYS ITS ALMOST TIME LAIIAISEHHDUEISJS

Warnings: underaged drinking, smut, guys talking badly about women, heartbreak, messed up shit that you shouldn’t do and a bit of fluff if you squint

Disc seven-slide two: Kageyama Y/N 🤍

You shouldn’t have done that.

You were sitting on the bed and you checked the time, 3 am.

You turned to find Oikawa laying next to you.

How can he sleep so peacefully?

You groaned and rubbed your face.

You were sore all over.

You heard the curtain open and the nurse came in. “You need to go to the pharmacy and get this prescription and then you should be fine in a week.” She smiled and you nodded. She handed you the brace and you thanked her and shook your head when she asked if you needed help.

“Tooru-Senpai.” You shook him gently, “Iwa-Chan marry me~” he mumbled and hugged the stiff hospital bed pillow.

“Oi, I’m not 𝓘𝔀𝓪-𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓷. I’m Y/N remember? The person you almost killed.” You flicked his forehead and he groaned. “You heard nothing.” He immediately said as he sat up with a sigh.

“Never again.” You mumbled and winced when you moved your leg. “Hey now we match!” He exclaimed but you just gave him and bruh face. “Seriously?” You asked and he apologized. “I shouldn’t have made a bet with you. Now you’re hurt. Just stick to being a setter.” He patted your shoulder.

He mentioned that your skills were hella rusty and you bit back that you haven’t played in two years. He said that you sucked at receiving and you couldn’t be an ace even if you tried. Obviously you are a Kageyama and you are very competitive and decided to prove him wrong. One bad jump and you landed on your knee and now Oikawa was running with you on his back to the nearest emergency clinic. You’re on the phone with your aunt explaining what happened and that you’ll be home late.

The wait was so long and when you were finally seen it was so quick. You slowly took a step on your bad leg and winced slightly but you managed to walk it off. Tooru-Senpai was giving you advice on how to care for your knee and how to walk. His older sister managed to drop you off at home and Tobio was still awake in the room you two were sharing for your stay.

“You didn’t go to sleep? I thought you have practice in a few hours.” You asked and he scowled. “I do but how can I sleep knowing my favorite cousin got hurt because of Oikawa.” He asked and you apologized and sat on his bed, you whimpered and gripped your thigh. He sighed and stood up from his futon. Yes he was forced to give you his bed and he was stuck sleeping on the floor.

He helped you take it off and rub cream to help with the pain. He even gave you some pain killers. You gave him a small thanks but he muttered a “whatever I’ll walk you to the station. I’ll go to practice after.”

Just walk off the pain

Just walk off the pain

Well it didn’t necessarily hurt but there was a discomfort. You could walk but when you had to go up the stairs? Yeah no thanks. Especially in the skirt you’re wearing.

You usually wore black tights with your uniform but because of your knee, you decided not to. You wore the small brace and made your way to your locker. Some boys in the basketball team were near your locker waiting for their teammate and they kept laughing loudly and tossing the basketball to eachother. Right when you closed your locker one of the boys bumped into your side causing you to bump against your locker and the apple of your knee kissed the locker perfectly. “Fuck!” You winced and fell back on your butt. Your textbooks scattered everywhere and everything in your bag fell out.

You cried silently as you quickly gripped your thigh due to the pain. “Holy shit I’m sorry are you—“ “IM FINE!” You raised your voice. Before you knew it you saw the familiar blonde and grey haired boys as they picked up your stuff and your boyfriend easily lifted you in his arms and asked if you were okay. “Rin I’m fine put me down.” You assured and he gently set you down like a fragile piece of china. “Kageyama, I’m really sorry...” the guy said and you looked up and smiled softly and wiped your tears. “It’s okay, just be careful next time kay?” You said and he nodded and immediately turned around with the rest of his friends. Hmm weird...

“Did you guys miss me?” You teased and turned to the three boys only to find them glaring at the poor boy who hurt you. “Don’t start. It was an accident.” You said and pushed the twins while linking arms with your tall boyfriend. “You sure you’re fine?” Osamu asked and you nodded. “This is what happens when all your life you train as a setter only to turn into a middle blocker to prove someone wrong.” You sighed and they literally looked at you and sighed in sync. “You need to be careful. What are we going to do if you die?” Atsumu said seriously and you gave him a look. “Uh..people don’t die in volleyball.” RIP Daichi You told him and he sighed once again. The bell rang and you tried to grab your bag and books out of the twin’s hand but Suna beat you to it and took everything with you trailing next to him. “I can carry that, Rin.” You told him and he shook his head. “If I could I would carry you too.” Suna said and went at your pace which was slower than usual.

He walked you to your desk and like a good boyfriend set down your bag to the side and place the textbooks on the desk. “Did the doctor say you need to sit and rest?” He asked worriedly, “No she actually wanted me to keep walking around.” You replied and he nodded. “Okay cool. I’ll be taking your bags and books so don’t take them after class. Okay?” He asked and you nodded. “I’ll talk to you after.” He said softly and leaned down to give your head a kiss and he made his way to the other side of the classroom.

Your face flushed and you looked down at your desk. You felt eyes staring and you looked up to see almost your whole class staring. This is probably weird to them. At the start of highschool Suna always kept this silent but deadly persona then all of a sudden he’s dating the smartest kid in class. What is this a fanfiction? Yes.

“What are you looking at?” Suna spoke up and the class looked away and sat in their proper seats waiting for the teacher to arrive and start class.

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A/N: kwhqiwiwoaiwbs next chapter is going to go down kind of lol

A/N part 2: ngl the beginning sounds like Y/N and Oikawa did it lmao

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Spectacular- mark lee

mark never intended on getting bit by a spider on his was home in the subway, he also never intended on saving you from falling in front of the moving train car either. it was all just some sort of sick coincidence. mark had never believed in super powers, yeah what he saw on TV and comics book was cool but it was never realistic. ‘someone just can’t magically change over night’ he thought to himself all the time.

that was, until it happened to him. after his little run in with you he went home and took a nap, shook up a bit on how well his grip on your jacket was, almost like his hands were stuck to you. ‘crazy...’ he chuckled drifting off to sleep. when he woke up his found his upper part of he bunk covered in spider webs.

“ew” he said quietly trying not to wake his roommate haechan up. ‘maybe if hyuck would be a cleaner we wouldn’t have this issue’ mark struggled to sit up something making him stick to his bed. he flopped all around his bed, webs confining his arms to the bed. he finally broke one and somehow tripped off of his bunk. he prepared for his body to hit the ground but something caught him. a string of webs wrapped around his ankle and attached the top bunk. he was confused, but he was mostly relieved. “mark?....” haechan opened his eyes wondering why he saw his roommate dangling from what seemed to be the ceiling. with that the web snapped causing mark to fall on his head.

“dude...” haechan observed mark like he was some foreign species. “did you do that?” he pointed to the the webs covering marks bunk. “n-no!?!?” mark looked at the younger boy like he was out of his mind “do i look like a spider to you?” haechan stared at him for a long minute. “...there’s a fucking web growing out of your wrist right now....”

“HUH?” mark flung his hand somewhere, flinching in a way. haechan grunted loudly his head banging aganist the wall. his body was taped to the wall with one big web. “MARK” he yelled in amazement and extreme pain and discomfort. “I promise i didn’t do that....” mark didn’t know what to do with his hands, he stuck them in the pockets of his shorts fearing himself and what he’d do. haechan eventually broke free, examining the web pattern closely. He had a thing for spiders.

“this is completely unique...your webs have a little M in them. we should take to these y/n, you know shes a science freak” mark completely shut down at the thought of you seeing him shoot webs out of hands. what if you thought he was some kind of freak? “THATS NOT AN OPTIO-“ then you walked into their dorm room, unannounced and unwarranted. “i heard my name from outside the hallway, why are you all so l—“ you were confused to see that mark was no where to be found. “uhhh?? i thought i heard marks voice”

“you di—“ haechan did a double take “oh haha, yeah we were on the phone he’s in the bathroom— he got stuck in the toilet”

haechan shoved you out the room nervously. “yeah so y/n, we’ll see you in class okay?” once you were successfully pushed out the room, mark was sitting with his legs crossed his head in his hands. “bro what the fuck was that?” haechan slammed the door and locked it. “what was what?”

“i don’t know your little disappearing ac— YOU CAN TURN INVISIBLE”

“haechan are you on drugs? you have to be on drugs only people with POWERS can do that and that’s not possible be—“

haechan clamped a hand over marks mouth.

“dude you’ve done the impossible for like 2 hours now, you have powers” the younger boy slid on his shoes and grabbed his jacket. “where are you going?” mark asked laying back down. “you mean where are WE going” he threw marks slides at his head.

“we’re gonna go see what you can do.”

mark and haechan went out to a abandoned parking lot. haechan was good at making something out of nothing figuratively and quite literally. “okay mark pick up that big ass tire over there” mark walked over to it, absentmindedly picking it up “this one?”

haechan pulled a clipboard out his backpack “okay superstrength...check”

after many trials and errors. mark and donghyuck found out that he was very agile, very fast, and very sticky. mark couldn’t go 3 seconds with out sticking to something.

as mark and haechan were walking back to the dorms, mark heard something his ears turned up as he looked around. “do you hear that?” mark pulled his hoodie up and walked a bit faster. “no what do you hear? is everything oka—“ mark took off running in the opposite direction past the parking lot, leaving his backpack and a confused Lee Donghyuck behind him.

mark turned the corner the feeling that was rushing through his body, it was more than adrenaline it was like an itch that so desperately needed to be scratched. he had to find out what that noise was. he found himself in the subway again. the same place his was now 24 hours ago. his head was now spinning the same place he was bitten now stinging more than ever.

his balance was off and his body felt weak. mark blinked harshly, the itch slowly fading away. but everything was fading away he slipped into darkness, passing out on the grimy new york subway floor.

“mark” a familiar voice called out to him. “yes y/n?” he responded, a swirl of neon colors surrounded him, his skin was no longer slightly tan it was neon red with some swirls of blue. he was still in the subway but it was empty. dead silent his own thoughts, and spiders the only things in the station. you were in the form a beautiful pink tarantula crawling all over marks body.

“you know what you have to do right?”

“what do i have to do?”

“save new york” you brushed against his cheek lovingly “save our friends, save me, and most of all” you had somehow reappeared in front of him crawling down from her own line of webs. “save yourself.”

“how do i do that?”

“22nd street my love”

mark heard that laugh he always loved to hear, then a sharp pain in his arm again.

“FUCK” he yelled when he woke up, surprised to see that it wasn’t the “pink tarantula” that hit him, but an IV going into the underside of his wrist.

“calm down mr.lee it’s okay, you had quite a scare there” a nurse rubbed his forehead “anything i can get you? some water? some juice you had a pretty bad panic attack there”

mark sighed

‘how am i supposed to save new york with anxiety?’

☀︎☂︎☀︎☂︎

“hyuck” mark said as they walked home from the hospital. “yeah?” he responded taking one of his headphones out his ear. “have you ever been to 22nd street?” haechan shrugged “yeah i’ve been by there, it’s nothing but some apartments...why?”

“i think we have to go there”

that piqued haechan interest, not in a good way though. “you’re not tired i mean...i know you have super stamina but you just had such a bad anxiety attack you passed out” he blinked “i don’t see how you’re not exhausted, fuck— even IM exhausted” mark shrugged and walked in the other direction in hopes to catch a bus, “you coming?”

“so am i like your agent or something” haechan said smacking on the lunchable from his backpack loudly, so loud that mark couldn’t even hear himself think. between the homeless people, the bucket drum line, haechan obnoxious chewing, mark couldn’t hear himself think. “OKAY JUST SHUT UP” he snapped, all attention on him. “oh— uh not you guys i—“ mark quickly became flustered looking at haechan for some help. “OH— uhhh, my friend here has a disorder. sorry about that” haechan rubbed mark on the back, watching as heads turned back to what the were doing. “thank god” mark sighed in relief as they reached their stop. “i feel something...” the same ringing in his ears was back, becoming quieter as he walked in different directions dragging haechan in zigzags along with him

finally, mark and haechan arrived at their “destination”. all it appeared to be was just a regular apartment building. “what the fuck?” mark huffed slamming his fists aganist the wall, accidentally triggering something.

the small alley way they were in between revealed a door, the two boys looked at each other in pure amazement as they jumped through. “what is this?” mark said in awe staring down the walls. “don’t touch anything” an older man said swatting his hand away “you’re the new guy?” he looked mark up and down “the standards must be in hell”

“hi nice to meet you too!” mark sarcastically said. “i didn’t ask.” the man simply replied. “follow me though.” the boys did as they were told. “i believe that we were all put on this earth for one reason, to wreck havoc and help when havoc wrecks things” the older man laughed at his own terrible joke. “that’s why some people their genetic code is different, they’re products of some very expensive experiments, and my favorite” he chuckled “wrong place right time”

“so where do i fall?” mark wondered out loud. “the third one sweetheart” the older man bent down into a mini fridge and got out something to drink. “so basically what i’m saying kid.” he slurped it loudly in marks ears “help when havoc wrecks, whenever it does”with the snap of fingers, haechan and mark were back home and mark was dressed in a red and blue spandax suit. a black spider embroidered on the chest. “bro? you look—“ mark raised a brow, thinking he was still in his regular clothes. “you look like an actual superhero!” haechan danced around the room. “i do?” he stepped infront of the mirror “oh— I DO”

“what should i call myself. tarantula boy?—no too weird spider boy? no too immature”

“spider-man” haechan suggested

“spider-man...” mark said to himself in the mirror.

“i guess i’m spider man...”

[arhvste]

next stop iwa-chan!

“now i know we’re not dating, maybe soon by the way things go, we’ve been talking for ages, take it step by step slow it down we just need to be patient, if the love feels good and it’s real, it’ll all work out”

y/n panted as she ran up to iwaizumi and oikawa’s shared apartment. not bothering to want to wait any longer to see him, y/n opted to take the stairs not willing to wait for the elevator.

4 flights of stairs weren’t too unforgiving to the girl especially with the adrenaline running through her. nothing else mattered other than getting to iwaizumi.

after what felt like a whole expedition, y/n finally reached iwaizumi’s door and waited a moment to gather herself before knocking. 

swiftly, the door swung open revealing a freshly showered (fuucckkkk he's so hot i’m so jealous of you 😔) iwaizumi with his dark hair damp and a few water droplets hanging at the ends of the short strands. his lean figure complimented by a white tank and black sweats, and oh his arms. the arms that had gotten y/n into the mess way back when. y/n knew iwaizumi looked good but to look this good after a casual shower? that should be illegal.

“y/n.” he spoke softly as he stepped out the doorway to let her in. 

the girl smiled slightly and cautiously entered the sleek and modern apartment. the tension was thick but not in a overwhelming and heavy way. no negative feelings towards each other in the air, just anxiousness and concern for the conversation waiting to occur.

“let’s go sit yeah? your legs might give over by the time i’m done telling you everything i need to if i make us stand.” he joked slightly as they made their  way over to the inviting couch.

“i’d rather you make my legs give over in another way rather than making me stand for too long.” y/n joked back earning a snicker from him.

this was good.

the mood was being lifted ever so slightly. y/n didn't want iwaizumi to feel obliged to vent to her in a completely serious atmosphere.

the two sat and iwaizumi anxiously began to play with his hands.

“so obviously you know what i’m going to tell you. just tell me if im going on too much yeah? i don't want you to feel like i’m just dumping this all on you to make you feel bad or anything like th-”

y/n grabbed iwaizumi’s hands into her smaller ones and gave them a light squeeze as she held them.

“tell me anything and everything you want and need to.”

he smiled and took a small breath before continuing.

“so, you know shitty- i mean oikawa. you know oikawa the boy who gave you my number at the train station. he’s been my best friend for as long as i can remember. the piece of shit was always getting himself into all types of trouble, he can be so reckless sometimes... but that’s why we work well together. i call him out on his behaviour and help him fix it and he keeps me grounded. it’s always been like that.”

iwaizumi stopped for a brief moment to look into y/n’s eyes. her only twinkling and gleaming with pure genuine and care. 

“so when we got to highschool, he uh, started getting a lot of attention. from girls i mean. they flocked him everywhere we went, sometimes i even had to go out of my way to look for him when he was late to practices or lost out of our group. his fangirls were... irritating and shallow. none of them saw or wanted to get to know oikawa for who he was. believe it or not y/n, sometimes i hate to admit it but he's a good guy really. he just has a funny way of showing it sometimes so it’s not the clearest.”

the girl laughed slightly as she nodded for iwaizumi to continue.

“so the end of second year, oikawa had been dumped by his girlfriend because she said he was too absorbed with volleyball even though she knew what she was getting into from the second she asked to date him. oikawa was bothered by even more girls after they learned he was single again and that's when my uh... ex was introduced to me.”

the word “ex” didn't seem to sound nice coming from iwaizumi’s mouth. it was almost like he had to force himself to say it.

“she wasn’t a fan of oikawa’s, well a clear one anyway. i’d never seen her in the huge groups of screaming and shoving girls whenever we had matches or practice so i just assumed she wasn't interested in him. i met her in the halls one day and helped her carry some books from her locker to her class.”

y/n felt iwiazumi’s hands grip hers ever so slightly tighter. this relationship must've affected him more than y/n thought.

“after that we spoke more often and became good friends. she was different to oikawa i didn't have to babysit her or scold her. she was easy to be around.”

iwaizumi had to stop himself from ending that sentence with “like you”. y/n and his ex were not the same. y/n was easy to be with in a different way. a better way. it was unexplainable, but y/n really was something else and iwaizumi meant this when he said it.

“months later and she confessed. i accepted and things went from there. things were good for ages. i felt happy? yeah, i felt happy with her. things were great between us. for once in my life i didn't feel inferior. i know i don’t show it but sometimes it can get a little... much? being stood next to the school’s idol your whole life will give you the automatic label of second best.”

he laughed at this slightly. a choked out laugh.

fuck he was already having to hold himself back from allowing the flood of emotions to break through the mental dam he’d built up over the years.

“we dated for over a year. i loved her. i really did... it just- it just wasn't reciprocated apparently.”

y/n leaned forward to caress the struggling ex ace’s face as he scrunched his face slightly to stop himself from breaking down. iwaizumi wasn't a man of too much emotion. his manly persona had led others to believe he was incapable of feeling hurt and iwaizumi just fed into this expectation not expecting anyone to call him out on it.

“she- no, i came out of practice and she was pressed up against oikawa’s locker with another boy from her class. i-... i didn't hear much of their conversation just bits. she said something along the lines of ‘if i can’t have oikawa the next best thing is to be done against his locker.’ fuck, i didn't even feel like second place.”

tears were now gathering in his eyes as he turned to look away for y/n who only looked at him with sympathy. wasting no time, y/n pulled iwaizumi’s head into the crook of her neck as she let him vent out all the pent up emotions that had been building up for months on top of months. she ran her fingers through his dark hair not caring that it was still damp as she drew circles on his tense back muscles to calm him down.

“take your time. i have all the time in the world for you.”

iwaizumi sighed after a few more minutes of quietly crying.

“s-sorry i just- everything became too much. i’m being stupid aren't i? getting upset over not even being second best to oikawa but his locker instead.”

“haijime.”

the boy’s head snapped up to meet y/n’s challenging gaze.

“you are anything but stupid. you have every right to be upset. i can’t even begin to try and understand what you went through. don’t you dare hold back, let everything out i want you to feel okay after all this and even if you don't, i at least still want you to get it all out your system.”

iwaizumi nodded before continuing.

“after that i broke up with her. she said that she was only dating me to try and get close to oikawa but that had gotten her nowhere apparently. she had been seeing that other boy for t-three months before our relationship ended. i should've seen it coming i feel so idiotic for not noticing sooner.”

“what did oikawa say when he heard about this?”

“he was livid. even i didn't feel like i could stand against him, then again i never really could in some sort of sense anyway.” he laughed dryly as y/n frowned.

“stop that.”

“stop what?”

“calling yourself second best, putting yourself as second best. you’re not second best and you never will be. fuck haijime, you know you’re the only one who’s ever managed to occupy my mind so effortlessly. since you, there’s been nobody else on my mind so i’m hurting knowing that you think you’re anyones inferior because for what it’s worth you’re not and never will be mine. you are your own person and you’re the person i’m so so helplessly in love with. everything about you. absolutely everything. you’re my person so please stop thinking you’re second place because nobody with a sane mind thinks that.”

iwaizumi was left speechless. he looked into y/n’s eyes and as always, nothing but sincerity shone in them. oikawa had been the one to indirectly end his relationship but something in iwaizumi’s mind told him that the universe had also allowed oikawa to bless him with something better. a chance for a better relationship with a girl he could openly and genuinely allow himself to fall in love with. oikawa tooru had given him the chance to be with y/n and there was no way in hell he was going to pass up what the universe had offered him. 

“y/n. thank you.”

the girl smiled as she raked her fingers through his hair and laced one of her hands into one of his own.

“don't thank me. this isn't something you should need to be told.”

“no, thank you for not ignoring oikawa’s antics. thank you for giving in and texting me. thank you for not complaining when i dragged you all the way to miyagi at 12am. thank you for giving me a look into domestic life with you. thank you for letting me into your life. thank you for letting me fall in love with you. thank you for falling in love with me. just- thank you y/n. im stupidly in love with you and i want to make sure i do things right with you.”

now it was y/n who was rendered speechless as tears of her own pricked into the corners of her eyes.

“you idiot.” she huffed as she pulled herself into his chest.

“your idiot.”

“my idiot.”

the two stayed like that a little longer. relishing in the now lifted tension. iwaizumi felt like a huge weight had been lifted off his shoulder and y/n felt nothing but relief that he’d finally managed to let go.

he was still healing, that much was obvious and both of them knew he wasn't ready for a title yet.

the two were ridiculously in love.

and for now that was enough.

‘just a little longer y/n i promise.’

next stop iwa-chan!

iwaizumi haijime x reader

masterlist

an - after oikawa found out about what had happened with iwaizumi he tried to convince his older sister to cyber bully iwaizumi’s ex (she said no so he told his fangirls to give her dirty looks in the halls instead fuevdhs)

akaashi’s playgroup || two pretty setters and co

part 24 - im telling her

part 25 - my person

part 26 - labels

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