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dangeroustaintedflawed · 1 month ago

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liaprinces · 23 days ago

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secretangel555 · 1 month ago

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vampyrdolll · 6 months ago

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therealcallmekd · 3 months ago

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Like Mother Like Child, I Look Into The Mirror And See Your Face. It Disgusts Me.

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AND I WONDERED WHO CREATED THIS VIOLENCE? THIS RAGE? FROM WHERE DID IT ARISE?

I GAZED UPON MY OWN CLAWS BLOODIED AND CRUEL

#tw blood #tw mild gore #mild eyestrain #corru.observer #corru.observer oc #corru observer #oc art #DullDreamMachine #I will keep posting backlog until I actually make anything #really like this one tho!!!#You will never get anything other than esoteric bullshit from me when it comes to the lore of this story unless you ask me personally #giggles... i love making this stuff seem way cooler than it actually is #o' child of golden light¸ how do you face those demons within yourself?

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hoofpeet · 2 years ago

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perpetually suffering the tortures lately

#don't ever make a very complex/esoteric story based around a pre-existing fandom .worst mistake of my life #<-(the tortures)#half joking but the autism has been extremely agonizing lately in almost every way imaginable #.mostly just in the typical way of. it being impossible to believe i can actually be welcomed in any sort of fandom/community #and feeling horribly embarrassed about continuously pushing my posts into tags where people are trying to enjoy themselves #so. been spending the last month or so trying to beat my brain out of being hyperfixated on the blorbos to the point of embarrassment #<--putting this here mostly as an apology/explanation ig for not posting much lately .#trying to exile myself from the fandom + in general. it has been hard to do literally anything but lay in bed all day #also as well as just like. summer sensory hell + sadd moments #ough . the tortures

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scorpiomoondoll · 3 months ago

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jadedgirlxo · 1 year ago

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ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.

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queseraphita · 6 months ago

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I've made yet another orv playlist

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #this one leans super heavy into video game and battle music which for creative decisions i feel like represent what that book meant to kdj #I TRIED TO TASTEFULLY ORGANIZE THEM OTHERWISE YOU'D GET A FULL BLOCK OF DDS MUSIC LOL #mikh talks #music #Spotify #my other thoughts is that twsa is about surviving and felt like alot of the battle music from post apocalyptic games really fit #i tried to make it like a companion playlist to my orv one haha #playlist #and my esoteric ass likes smt music alot

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esotericas-sims · 2 months ago

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Legend has it, if you wish hard enough on a full moon, and harvest your oversized produce at just the right time, a fairy will appear to grant you your heart's desire.

Bon and Wolfgang wanted kids, but couldn't agree on how to have them. A pumpkin fairy will suffice!

They name her Anne, in honor of her ginger braids.

(She isn't technically a science baby, but I was inspired by this mod which I realized I forgot to delete from my game... gave me a laugh when I was digging through RPO interactions)

#HI ANNE HI ANNEEE #I LOVE HER SO MUCH U GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND #im making this post after playing like two weeks with her shes the loml shes the cutest thing ever #absolute nugget of a child #also wolfgang wanted kids but refused EVERY option thru RPO so i had to just invent a new one #riddle save #bon riddle #anne riddle #gameplay #esoteric sims

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iii-days-grace · 11 months ago

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my wrestler name is Lunar Caustic and im a tiny goth faggot who seduces all the jocks in the ring

#original post #if you consume too much it makes your skin blue #so is my signature move some sort of choking people?#i can think of lots of punny stuff like that but unfortunately its a little esoteric #still cool though

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gynandromorph · 2 years ago

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this needs a Lot of cleanup to make it less buggy, but i added in crawling today and i’m VERY happy about it

#need to make the game wait for like 2 seconds before it will allow a transition from crouching to crawling #need to add a stationary crawl png for when you're in a tunnel and not moving #need to strengthen the code for animation states so they don't glitch out #need to smooth out whatever's going on with the trigger here cuz going backwards doesn't revert to walking #even though it's in the code to revert to the walking animation if you exit this trigger box #need to re-enable the standing hitbox post-crawling #then i'll need to test tunnel crawling in a more curvy tunnel #then it's onto starting to figure out how to do cutscenes #wish i had a better way to capture gifs!!!#super annoys me that you can only have one trigger block and one tag per object #good thing no one has ever wanted to trigger multiple things in one game #like there are ways around it but holy shit why make such a core feature of modern games so esoteric

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liaprinces · 1 month ago

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I would be happier if I had big, strong arms around me at night when I sleep :p

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angelmaxxing · 10 months ago

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#my writing #nervy to share but if y’all like it i’ll post more #also i love making them into cute little edits w pngs #poetry #corecore #sotce inspired #web weaving #esoteric #girlhood

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cescalr · 1 year ago

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The mcyt sims project is coming along. Slowly.

#very. very slowly.#there are 20+ hermits over a dozen dsmp + yogs + esoteric randoms like batclone........ and multiple versions of each......... trust me this #has already taken Multiple Years #i need a mod to make sm ppl gods too dont have that #so many things. so little time.#do a progress update.... soon #eventually gonna have to post abt this on simblr main. not gonna enjoy that terror #being open about my enjoyment of semi-scripted improv storytelling? aleays. and yet. the horrible ordeal of being known strikes again

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aeolids-zenith · 2 years ago

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i hate posts that are supposed to be positivity for people who lack friends or that say that social connections are like unexpectedly inevitable/straightforward to make or something, but then like. don't elaborate on how that is possible. it always just makes me feel more hopeless

#space chirrup #idk. i suppose even if there was actually anything theoretically actionable in those posts i still might not feel like it'd work for me #i mean i've tried googling for actual advice but for some reason ''how to make friends as a chronically online socially stunted #possibly autistic barely-transitioned transgender young adult introvert with esoteric interests'' doesn't turn up anything useful #(idk if ''possibly autistic'' is accurate all the self-assessments i've done plus the psychologist i went to said i probably wasn't)#i suspect that i might be unnecessarily limiting myself with all of that #but i have absolutely no idea what is a reasonable amount to step outside of my comfort zone/interests #i don't even have anything that i want out of basic social interactions the thing that compels me is intimacy.#but i don't want that with someone i don't know already.#but how do i get to know people when there's nothing i want to do with them and i have trouble feeling like i want things in general #does that mean i'm depressed. i've had conflicting feedback on whether i am. what is the productive course of action if i am #bc i keep thinking that like medication wouldn't be worth it if i didn't have a plan to actually improve my life but that if i had a #plan i could just do it without medication #but idk maybe medication would allow me to identify an actually viable plan. ggggggg #ALSO does it make a difference that i only feel strongly about this when it's late at night #people always say not to trust how you feel at night but it's not like i feel GOOD about my life in the daytime it's just kinda neutral #like there's enough for me to survive without significant effort and i'm not completely joyless but idk what it's all for #and night is the only time i feel motivated to do anything about it.#though usually that thing is just writing a vent post on tumblr or something equivalently unproductive lolllll

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