#and i keep randomly crying
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#ignore this#i just have so much fucking anxiety#and my depression is hitting me like a feckin train#which is great bc it hasn't be bothering me for a while#but of course it's showing up bc my life is going to shit rn#so it's FINE#i have no energy#for anything#and i keep randomly crying#and i'm just#lmao i'm not okay#and the person i usually talk to about this stuff is#not really in my life anymore#so#idk i'm crying into the void i guess#everything kinda really sucks right now and i know it'll be better eventually#it can't rain forever or whatever#but god it really fucking sucks right now#and i really wish i didn't have to deal with this#i'm so tired#i'm so fucking tired god#anyways ignore this i'm just#complaining#i guess#personal rambles#not stargate
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History repeats itself
#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#meleanor draconia#twst spoilers#diasomnia spoilers#that update HAUNTS me I keep crying when i randomly remember details of it#and so many parallels happening gosh
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i love fluffy soft bingqiu kidfics, i swear, but i would love to explore a more insecure afraid terrified concerned worried etc binghe. especially if shizun is carrying. tlj is NOT done haunting him just because he turned out to be alive
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#this man would worry cry and shiver randomly dont PLAY with me#/lh#why the fuck do i keep calling sqq shizun im so embarrassing WHAT is this#.txt
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Hi, I woke up to this yesterday, and my brain is still exploding.
I don't even know how they came across my Ko-fi with how little traffic I got, but they did and were wonderful and I am so unbelievably grateful???
I can't even remember the last time I felt truly hopeful, but here I am. Feeling hopeful.
Wow.
What a world.
#art#comics#i don't even know what to tag this as#success???#how do you even properly thank someone for something like this#just saying 'thank you' doesn't feel like enough#they deserve a 'best person' medal to put around their neck#and also a 'best person' trophy to put up on their mantel or shelf or wherever they think it would look best#i'm still randomly crying just from the relief of not having this giant stressor weighing me down anymore#i've had so many stressors i just had to constantly live with that i didn't even know that was a thing that could happen#crying from relief??? what??? sounds fake - except it keeps happening#i don't know what else to say except THANK YOU and also I'M CRYING AGAIN AHAHA BYE
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to the person who commented "stories like yours make me wanna fall in love again" on one of my fics. i love you i love you i love you i lov ee you i love you i love you i love yuo i love you i love tou i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i lo
#i keep crying about it#thats. oh my god#holy shit#i dont even have words for that like what the fuck#that’s the kind of comment i will think about for the rest of my life#and you leave it on MY FIC?????#FUCKING BONKERS#i love you i love you i love you#i randomly remember this comment at least once a day and it punches me in the chest#GODDDD#fanfic
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like a lamb to the slaughter
#far cry 5#🥪⛰️☆° ゚- jacobmilo#jacob seed x deputy#fc5#jacob seed#oc: miroslav radojevic#far cry 5 oc#i keep feeling like i missed shading something? but we ball#inspired by this rkvl art i randomly saw i cant find the artist anymore tho#also lighting principles r a bitch#my art
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bitches love me for my Allister doodles
#liazrad talks#I'm the self proclaimed CEO of Allister#you can always count on me to drop art of him randomly 💜#he's been my blorbo since the moment i saw him five years ago...#it took me a bit to start posting fan art of him bc i was being a swsh hater at first but god. he bewitched me.#i tried to avoid swsh because of the glaring issues with it and its development but god. Allister. Allister....#that little guy has cost me nearly $400 since he gained blorbo status. and that number will increase. GUARANTEED!!!#i need to acquire cards of him as well as perhaps a poster#and a keychain if i can find one from a decent artist#....or.....i could make my own keychain...#did you know?? sometimes i look at his rare league card and literally cry because he's so cute. this is abnormal behavior for me#sometimes. you find a character that resonates with you so much that they stick with you forever#i think Allister might just be that character for me. my other favs change but Allister is always there#even when I'm deranged about other shit i keep him in the back of my mind#i feel like i might end up like my grandma who has a life long obsession with The Beatles. except I'll love Allister.
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guy who has to talk about interview with the vampire every 30 seconds or he’ll get sick and die: im getting a lot of ‘interview with the vampire’ vibes from this…
#it’s actually sooo bad you guys i keep randomly crying#i bought the first two books so. im sorry for the person i will become in 4-14 business days#as if im not already monstrously hyperfixated#i guess you could say i. could not control it#i meant prevent it btw im a fake fan#iwtv
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maybe I could get over the paralysing fear of any type of medical procedure or institution ever if it just meant they would rip this stupid unnecessary bitch organ out of me........
#I DON'T WANT THIS USELESS UTERUS IT DOES NOTHING BUT TAKE UP SPACE AND FUCK MY MOOD AND BLEED RANDOMLY?????#is there some kind of pill that makes you not have a period ever but that also isn't the actual pill because the actual pill is horrifying#i just want to get rid of this thing i don't need it i have never needed it i HATE IT#i'm not even on my period yet but i keep feeling like crying whenever someone even looks at me and i KNOW THAT'S HER FAULT#rayrambles
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Having some issues getting my meds refilled, so I am feeling sick as shit and dizzy and fainty…. I can tell the dogs r bored bc we haven’t been out in a couple days but they r still cuddling with me and that’s true friendship
#I a#buying them the biggest meatiest bone ever#I love them so so much#I keep crying randomly bc my brain chemicals r bad rn#the dogs r so good to me I know they want to be out for a run and yet they’re so well behaved and seeet
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The Thoughts(c) are getting to me so I should probably go to bed but I have to say hmm maybe I should go to therapy
#teach says#not that im feeling at my lowest#im not im okay even if a bit frustrated#but i havent been to therapy in a while and the therapist ive had until now only focuses on issues related to childhood and family#they helped me so much and im grateful for that but ive kinda outgrown my problems at this point#which is good!#but i feel like i should look for someone that can help me put things in perspective in my adult and neurodivergent years#i clearly dont really know how to Feel stuff so i keep getting to a point every few months where all the negative emotions come together#and create the Final Breakdown (to the tune of the final countdown)#like now theres the dentist#the fact that i couldnt go on vacation#my friends live far#and then other stuff#and it doesnt matter if its big or small it will always combine like a megazord and come bite me in the ass#and then i become insufferable and i cry for a week straight without solving anything!!!!!!!#like bro i have zero free time i need to stay focused i cant just randomly cry in the office and not even know why!!!!!!!!!!!!#thats unprofessional as hell!!!!!!!!!!!#and i dont even know why im doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah#except having zero free time also means having no time to go to therapy#much to thonk about
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you ever sit and think about all the color symbolism in hunters labyrinth runners outfit
- the green flyer derby uniform (Willow)
- the blue cloak (Gus)
- with a red patch on his shoulder (Flapjack)
- the face mask from hunting palismen (Luz)
- the yellow bag (him) with the blue ribbon (child abuse prevention)
#toh#the owl house#labyrinth runners#toh hunter#hunter the owl house#ive been thinking about this since the episode first dropped#i keep remembering it randomly and crying#HE HAS A PIECE OF ALL HIS FRIENDS WITH HIM#FOR COMFORT#WHEN HE NEEDS IT MOST
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kinda fucked up that the only pokemon realistically stopping me from completing the blueberry dex are the violet paradox trio
#pokemon#pokemon scarvio#indigo disk#indigo disk spoilers#kinda but also not really#like i dont even have an iron leaves i never got one#bc my social anxiety stops me from randomly entering other peoples raids#like what if they hate me and want me to die if i joined??? what then??#idk i dont have everything else filled in but any potential version exclusives could be traded from shield/legends#excuse me#AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#also listening to the hades soundtrack and i swear i barely remember the current song except for certain sections#despite the fact that i have like over a hundred hours and also one hundred percented it on steam#and yes this post is indeed a cry for help#like i dont even want to keep the other paradoxes i dont need to keep them#i just need them filled in pls
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waaah i'll love my hero forever
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just got out of work!! now dinner & dessert* (*the new libs album)
#no bc I'm freaking out and I haven't even had the chance to listen to it yet#too many things are happening at the same time aaaaaaa#also I keep randomly crying so I expect tears tonight#libs
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i just finished a random lawl.ight comic and i so in agony. where is MY immoral, borderline toxic but willing to work on it, HORRENDOUSLY obsessed with each other kind of relationship where we enact our will on the world instead of killing each other because we've realized that one of our deaths would kill the meaning of our lives,,,,, like what about me???? 😭 😭 😭 when is it my turn,,,,,,,,,,,,,
#cries into my pillow#WHO WILL RANDOMLY WALTZ WITH ME WHILE WE TALK ABOUT THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS OF OUR UNPROFESSIONAL RELATIONSHIP HUH#and also who will make out with me and worship me and keep me on my toes for the ready of my life............. *MORE CRYING*#FANON LIGHT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW GOOD YOU HAVE IT... SHAKES FIST AT THE SKY...... AT LEAST *YOU* HAVE AN ARCHNEMESIS 🙄#i can't believe im posting this just excuse me for being cringe im inconsolable right now#ari.stuffs#this is the only way we could have met.♡
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