#and i keep randomly crying
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#ignore this#i just have so much fucking anxiety#and my depression is hitting me like a feckin train#which is great bc it hasn't be bothering me for a while#but of course it's showing up bc my life is going to shit rn#so it's FINE#i have no energy#for anything#and i keep randomly crying#and i'm just#lmao i'm not okay#and the person i usually talk to about this stuff is#not really in my life anymore#so#idk i'm crying into the void i guess#everything kinda really sucks right now and i know it'll be better eventually#it can't rain forever or whatever#but god it really fucking sucks right now#and i really wish i didn't have to deal with this#i'm so tired#i'm so fucking tired god#anyways ignore this i'm just#complaining#i guess#personal rambles#not stargate
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History repeats itself
#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#meleanor draconia#twst spoilers#diasomnia spoilers#that update HAUNTS me I keep crying when i randomly remember details of it#and so many parallels happening gosh
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i love fluffy soft bingqiu kidfics, i swear, but i would love to explore a more insecure afraid terrified concerned worried etc binghe. especially if shizun is carrying. tlj is NOT done haunting him just because he turned out to be alive
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#this man would worry cry and shiver randomly dont PLAY with me#/lh#why the fuck do i keep calling sqq shizun im so embarrassing WHAT is this#.txt
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dreadwolf jorkin it?!?
#dragon age#veilguard#dav spoilers#da4 spoilers#i keep randomly remembering this as i run around and crying#solas
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Hi, I woke up to this yesterday, and my brain is still exploding.
I don't even know how they came across my Ko-fi with how little traffic I got, but they did and were wonderful and I am so unbelievably grateful???
I can't even remember the last time I felt truly hopeful, but here I am. Feeling hopeful.
Wow.
What a world.
#art#comics#i don't even know what to tag this as#success???#how do you even properly thank someone for something like this#just saying 'thank you' doesn't feel like enough#they deserve a 'best person' medal to put around their neck#and also a 'best person' trophy to put up on their mantel or shelf or wherever they think it would look best#i'm still randomly crying just from the relief of not having this giant stressor weighing me down anymore#i've had so many stressors i just had to constantly live with that i didn't even know that was a thing that could happen#crying from relief??? what??? sounds fake - except it keeps happening#i don't know what else to say except THANK YOU and also I'M CRYING AGAIN AHAHA BYE
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to the person who commented "stories like yours make me wanna fall in love again" on one of my fics. i love you i love you i love you i lov ee you i love you i love you i love yuo i love you i love tou i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i lo
#i keep crying about it#thats. oh my god#holy shit#i dont even have words for that like what the fuck#that’s the kind of comment i will think about for the rest of my life#and you leave it on MY FIC?????#FUCKING BONKERS#i love you i love you i love you#i randomly remember this comment at least once a day and it punches me in the chest#GODDDD#fanfic
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like a lamb to the slaughter
#far cry 5#🥪⛰️☆° ゚- jacobmilo#jacob seed x deputy#fc5#jacob seed#oc: miroslav radojevic#far cry 5 oc#i keep feeling like i missed shading something? but we ball#inspired by this rkvl art i randomly saw i cant find the artist anymore tho#also lighting principles r a bitch#my art
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guy who has to talk about interview with the vampire every 30 seconds or he’ll get sick and die: im getting a lot of ‘interview with the vampire’ vibes from this…
#it’s actually sooo bad you guys i keep randomly crying#i bought the first two books so. im sorry for the person i will become in 4-14 business days#as if im not already monstrously hyperfixated#i guess you could say i. could not control it#i meant prevent it btw im a fake fan#iwtv
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i wish so bad that 4kids got to dub through skypiea. it would've been awesome. the random tarzan noises as a running bit is already a 4kids level joke. Come On.
#muñe talks#every day i think about the “zolo brain” “luffy calling his own name isn't a diss!!” “...usopp brain” clip#or the “try backing it up. sword boy”#OR THE FACT THAT ZORO RANDOMLY CALLED SANJI CHEFFY BOY THAT SHIT HAD ME CRYING#i think they said no more mr. nice guy like several times#why did they like calling characters [insert thing here] boy#shit was crazy#and the fact they called crocodile a creep at least 5 times per episode#i mean they're right. but Good God#one piece#<- sorry. for blog navigation#wait i forgot. the “IF YOU KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YOU JUST KEEP SUCKING ON YOUR CANDY!!!!”
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maybe I could get over the paralysing fear of any type of medical procedure or institution ever if it just meant they would rip this stupid unnecessary bitch organ out of me........
#I DON'T WANT THIS USELESS UTERUS IT DOES NOTHING BUT TAKE UP SPACE AND FUCK MY MOOD AND BLEED RANDOMLY?????#is there some kind of pill that makes you not have a period ever but that also isn't the actual pill because the actual pill is horrifying#i just want to get rid of this thing i don't need it i have never needed it i HATE IT#i'm not even on my period yet but i keep feeling like crying whenever someone even looks at me and i KNOW THAT'S HER FAULT#rayrambles
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I'm so sad today and idek why
#i keep crying randomly#i was in the car and just started sobbing#and my dad pulled to the shoulder lane to ask me what was wrong and he was so panicked#bc it was SOBBING not just crying#and i just said inhad no idea why i was acting like that. i just felt sad#and now im home and I'm crying again#i miss my boyfriend#and im also sad about my mental illness for some reason#and everything just feels.. sad..#idk#a
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Having some issues getting my meds refilled, so I am feeling sick as shit and dizzy and fainty…. I can tell the dogs r bored bc we haven’t been out in a couple days but they r still cuddling with me and that’s true friendship
#I a#buying them the biggest meatiest bone ever#I love them so so much#I keep crying randomly bc my brain chemicals r bad rn#the dogs r so good to me I know they want to be out for a run and yet they’re so well behaved and seeet
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bugs me that there are definitely people out there who will judge brothership on whether or not previous characters like cackletta or fawful show up
#i saw some hype centered on characters who have Passed Away. spent. had a satisfying narrative and end.#we do not need to keep bringing something back to milk it until it is simply a husk of the original. we are not disney.#crying smashing my head into a wall repeatedly. it is such a charming game and i love the new guys.#btw. it is so fuckin good i am legit gonna be sad when i beat brothership and there is no game left.#it is exactly the ideal outcome of the series randomly making a comeback#i think i hold some weighted opinions since this series was my entire autism thing as a larva#like how i should get a medal for being the first to hornypost about one of the bosses. pre-release. lol#I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY. but im sleepy#fluxpost
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The Thoughts(c) are getting to me so I should probably go to bed but I have to say hmm maybe I should go to therapy
#teach says#not that im feeling at my lowest#im not im okay even if a bit frustrated#but i havent been to therapy in a while and the therapist ive had until now only focuses on issues related to childhood and family#they helped me so much and im grateful for that but ive kinda outgrown my problems at this point#which is good!#but i feel like i should look for someone that can help me put things in perspective in my adult and neurodivergent years#i clearly dont really know how to Feel stuff so i keep getting to a point every few months where all the negative emotions come together#and create the Final Breakdown (to the tune of the final countdown)#like now theres the dentist#the fact that i couldnt go on vacation#my friends live far#and then other stuff#and it doesnt matter if its big or small it will always combine like a megazord and come bite me in the ass#and then i become insufferable and i cry for a week straight without solving anything!!!!!!!#like bro i have zero free time i need to stay focused i cant just randomly cry in the office and not even know why!!!!!!!!!!!!#thats unprofessional as hell!!!!!!!!!!!#and i dont even know why im doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah#except having zero free time also means having no time to go to therapy#much to thonk about
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you ever sit and think about all the color symbolism in hunters labyrinth runners outfit
- the green flyer derby uniform (Willow)
- the blue cloak (Gus)
- with a red patch on his shoulder (Flapjack)
- the face mask from hunting palismen (Luz)
- the yellow bag (him) with the blue ribbon (child abuse prevention)
#toh#the owl house#labyrinth runners#toh hunter#hunter the owl house#ive been thinking about this since the episode first dropped#i keep remembering it randomly and crying#HE HAS A PIECE OF ALL HIS FRIENDS WITH HIM#FOR COMFORT#WHEN HE NEEDS IT MOST
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kinda fucked up that the only pokemon realistically stopping me from completing the blueberry dex are the violet paradox trio
#pokemon#pokemon scarvio#indigo disk#indigo disk spoilers#kinda but also not really#like i dont even have an iron leaves i never got one#bc my social anxiety stops me from randomly entering other peoples raids#like what if they hate me and want me to die if i joined??? what then??#idk i dont have everything else filled in but any potential version exclusives could be traded from shield/legends#excuse me#AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#also listening to the hades soundtrack and i swear i barely remember the current song except for certain sections#despite the fact that i have like over a hundred hours and also one hundred percented it on steam#and yes this post is indeed a cry for help#like i dont even want to keep the other paradoxes i dont need to keep them#i just need them filled in pls
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