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Hi! How are you doing? I hope you're doing fine! ✨️💜

I've read all your headcanons so I was hoping if you could accept my request. ✨️

They have been dating reader in secret but their relationship gets leaked (You decide how for each member) and it could be angst?

Thanks you for taking time on reading my ask and hopefully writing my request 💜

Have a nice day! ✨️

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Hi there! 💜 Thanks so much for your kind message and for loving the headcanons! Absolutely adore this angsty request... I appreciate you sending this in, and hope you have the loveliest day too! ✨ - also I'm sorry for the late reply, but I hope its what you wanted and imagined 💜

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BTS (OT7) x Reader Secret Relationship Leaked 

NAMJOON

-“Not all rainbows need an audience.”-

HOW IT LEAKED

starts with a demo track

Namjoon had been working on a solo project

= raw, unfiltered piece titled “Monochrome Rain” 

inspired by the quiet mornings he spent with you

= the way you’d trace constellations on his back while he scribbled lyrics

= the way your laughter harmonized with his piano’s minor keys

he accidentally uploads an unedited version to SoundCloud, in a sleep-deprived haze

track includes a voicemail snippet of you whispering:

“Come to bed, Joon-ah. The stars can wait.”

fans dissect it within minutes

metadata reveals the recording date

= a night BTS was supposedly in Tokyo

ARMYs cross-reference his old VLives

finding the exact moment he’d glanced offscreen, smile softening as if someone had called his name

hashtags trend: #NamsSecret, #WhoIsShe

by dawn, Dispatch has your name

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Stage Persona

at press conference for the new album, he’s asked about the leak

adjusts his glasses

CEO-like mask sliding into place

“Music is a diary. Some pages are meant to be read aloud; others… are written in ink that fades.” 

room erupts in chatter

he doesn’t flinch

Weverse

posts a photo of a stormy sky

captioned:

“Not all rainbows need an audience.” 

ARMYs debate if it’s a metaphor or a confession

Damage Control

lets Big Hit release a vague statement about “private matters."

insists on no lies

“I won’t call her a ‘friend.’ She’s… more.”

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

he’s in his studio

staring at the chaos of papers and half-empty coffee cups

when you walk in, he doesn’t turn around

“They’ll dissect you."

voice hollow

“Your childhood photos, your family, the way you pronounce ‘bibliophile’… They’ll say you’re why the album’s delayed.”

you reach for him

he pulls away

pacing like a caged animal

“I knew this would happen. I’m… I’m not safe. I’m a curse.” 

his voice cracks on the last word

suddenly he’s 19 again - rookie leader who apologized for existing (too loudly)

Breaking Point

at 4 a.m.

drags you to Namsan Tower

city lights blurring through his unshed tears

“I wanted to protect you."

rasps, gripping the railing until his knuckles bleach

“But I’m just… a man who loves too loudly in a world that demands whispers.”

you kiss his trembling hands

he collapses into you

he's muttering into your hair like a prayer

AFTERMATH

Professional Life

Album

releases “Monochrome Rain” as the title track

rewrites the bridge

new lyrics gut you: 

“Love, a language too heavy for my tongue / I bite the words, let them bruise my lungs.”

Interviews

when asked about the “mystery muse” he smirks

“Art thrives in shadows. But if you listen closely… she’s in every breath.”

Personal Life

New Rules

no more lazy Sundays at Han River

instead, he rents a secluded cabin under a fake name

“Kim Namjoon? Never heard of him”

buys a vintage typewriter to write you letters

unsigned

Guilt

starts therapy

scribbles in his journal

“How do I love her without devouring her?”

Quiet Rebellion

wears your scarf to the Grammy’s

tucked under his suit

lets it slip during his red-carpet twirl

quotes your favorite poet in his acceptance speech

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

Nightmares

wakes up gasping

clutching your wrist

“I dreamt they… they took you.” 

lets you hum “Moonchild” 

until his heartbeat steadies

Playlist

makes you a mixtape titled “For When the World Feels Heavy” 

filled with Mitski and Epik High

hides a voicemail at the end: 

“I’d burn it all down for you. Just say the word.”

Ritual

every anniversary, he plants a tree in your name

“Roots are the original secrets, they grow deeper when no one’s watching.”

JIN

-“My only partner is this mic! And Jungkook’s credit card.” -

HOW IT LEAKED

a stray sticker on his water bottle during a Weverse Live

a tiny cartoon heart you doodled as a joke

fans zoom in

reverse-image search it

trace it to your Instagram story from months ago

within hours, screenshots of your matching couple bracelets (yours engraved with “Worldwide Your Handsome”) flood forums

Dispatch digs deeper

= a blurred photo of Jin leaving your apartment at dawn, a bouquet of peonies in hand (your favorite, bought after a petty fight)

headline reads: “BTS’s Jin: Secret Romance with Non-Celebrity Partner Exposed!”

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Deflection with Humor

at a fan meeting, a fan shouts:

“Oppa, are you dating?!” 

Jin smirks

flexing

“Why? Are you proposing? Don’t make Worldwide Handsome choose!” 

crowd laughs

his grip tightens on the mic

VLive/Weverse Damage Control

hosts a mukbang

casually showing his bare wrists

“Bracelets? Too flashy! I’m a simple man... just give me kimchi and WiFi.” 

fans notice his pinky ring

= yours, borrowed and never returned

he waves it off

“Family heirloom. My grandma’s ghost will haunt you if you ask again!”

Company Statement

BigHit issues a vague denial

Jin insists on adding more

“Please respect my personal life. I’m still the same guy who forgets to water his plants!”

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

Night of the Leak

cancels your dinner date

citing “group stuff"

you find him at 1 a.m. in the kitchen

stress-baking songpyeon with twice the usual sugar. 

"It’s okay...” (you)

slams the rolling pin down

“It’s not.” 

his voice cracks

“They’re calling you a gold-digger. A distraction. I should’ve… I should’ve been smarter.”

Breaking Point

avoids you for three days

throwing himself into rehearsals

on the fourth night, he shows up at your door

hair messy

holding a Budae-jjigae pot

“I couldn’t sleep...”

mumbles

“Kept thinking… what if they hurt you? What if I’m not enough to protect you?” 

you hug him

he clings like you’re the last life raft on the Titanic

AFTERMATH

Professional Life

Fan Interactions

starts ending lives with:

“Love yourself! And… maybe don’t stalk your bias’s water bottles?” 

ARMYs laugh

tho the subtext stings

Variety Shows

hosts tease him about dating?

he leans into the joke

“My only partner is this mic! And Jungkook’s credit card.” 

later texts you: 

“Miss you. Will make it up to you with jajangmyeon.”

Personal Life

New Rules

no more public dates

rents a private karaoke room weekly

dedicating “Epiphany” to you off-key

“You’re my real audience" 

he grins, cheeks flushed with soju and sincerity

Guilty Pleasures

sneaks your photo into his selcas

hidden in phone case reflections

“Inside joke, with myself. Because I’m hilarious.”

Quiet Rebellion

Gaming Nights

livestreams under a fake account (“EatJin_SecretSnack”)

teaming up with you

“Noob_Queen? Just… a fan. A very talented fan.”

Food Wars

brings you to his favourite’ restaurants, introducing you as “my taste-tester”

chef friends side-eye him

"Seokjin-ah, why is she wearing your jacket?” 

he chokes on kimchi

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

Notes

slips handwritten jokes into your bag

“Why did the scarecrow win an award? Because he was out-standing in his field… just like you.” 

signed: “Your (secret) Worldwide Handsome.”

Protectiveness

buys you a panic button disguised as a keychain

“For my peace of mind. And don’t lose it... it’s Gucci!” 

Vulnerability

falls asleep on your lap after concerts

murmuring

“Jin tired. Just… let me stay here, okay?”

YOONGI

-“My music speaks for itself. If you’re looking for gossip, you’re in the wrong room.”-

HOW IT LEAKED

a producer’s slipup

Yoongi had been collaborating on a track for an indie artist

during a late-night studio session, he’d left his phone unlocked

voice memo plays accidentally over the speakers

= your voice, soft and sleep-heavy, murmuring

“Yoongi-ya, come to bed. You’ve been at it for hours.” 

other producer, thinks it’s part of the song

includes the clip as an “authentic, intimate vibe.”

track drops

fans dissect it instantly

within hours, the audio snippet is isolated

looped, and compared to your voice from an old YouTube video where you reviewed his mixtape

hashtags like #WhoIsSUGAsMuse and #AgustDGF trend

Dispatch digs up a grainy photo of you two from a year ago

= Yoongi’s hand brushing yours under a café table

his face unreadable

his thumb tracing your knuckles

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Cold Silence

ignores all questions

at a press conference, when asked about the “mystery woman,” he stares the reporter down

“My music speaks for itself. If you’re looking for gossip, you’re in the wrong room.”

Defiance

releases a remix of the track a week later

your voice amplified and distorted into a haunting echo

title? “No Comment.”

ARMY’s Clues

notices he starts wearing a black ring on his right hand

a subtle symbol

fans debate if it’s a coincidence or a middle finger to speculation

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

he’s in his studio

jaw clenched

deleting hundreds of hate comments aimed at you

when you walk in, he doesn’t look up

“You should leave."

mutters, voice gravelly

“I’ll call you a cab. Don’t… don’t come here for a while.”

you freeze

“Yoongi, we knew this could...”

he snaps

slamming his fist on the desk

“I told you I’d ruin it. I’m not... I’m not built for this.” 

his anger cracks

revealing the fear beneath

“They’ll eat you alive. And I’ll just… sit here. Useless.”

Breaking Point

disappears for two days

you find him in Daegu

in the tiny studio he built in his parents’ garage

walls are covered in scribbled lyrics

half of them about you

he’s asleep at his desk

head pillowed on a notebook open to a page titled “Ways to Disappear.”

when he wakes, he doesn’t apologize

just hands you a cup of instant coffee 

“I’m not good at this. But I’m not letting go.”

AFTERMATH

Professional Life

Music

writes a diss track aimed at the producer who leaked the clip

“You want a story? Here’s one about betrayal and bitch-made moves.” 

buried in the second verse is a line only you understand fully

“Her voice is my compass... you just noise.”

Interviews

when probed about “romance” he deadpans

“I’m married to my work. But my work has trust issues.”

Personal Life

New Rules

no more midnight walks

installs blackout curtains and soundproofing in ALL rooms

“Our world starts here” 

nodding to the tiny couch where you now sleep most nights

Guilt

starts donating anonymously to anti-paparazzi charities

when you ask why, he grumbles

“Tax write-offs.”

Quiet Rebellion

learns ASL to communicate with you during events

“Love you” 

signs it under the table at the MAMAs

eyes locked on the stage like he’s bored

writes your name in tiny Hangul letters inside his Grammy trophy

“So they’ll never know who I’m thanking.”

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

Nightmares

wakes up in a cold sweat

clutching the collar of your shirt

“Dreamt they… found you. Took you.” 

lets you play his own “First Love” on the piano until he stops shaking

Playlist

makes you a mixtape titled “For the Bad Days” 

filled with angry rap and a single hidden track

= a lullaby he hummed into his phone at 4 a.m.

Ritual

every month, he buys a new plant for your apartment

“They’re quieter than people."

names them after lyrics he’ll never release

J-HOPE

-“Love… is the reason I dance.”-

HOW IT LEAKED

a moment of unguarded tenderness

happens during a live dance practice stream

Hobi pauses to adjust the camera angle

“Gotta make sure they don’t see...” 

before cutting himself off

but the mic picks up your voice offscreen

teasing

“Hobi-ya, your shirt’s inside out… again.”

clip goes viral

dissected for its intimacy

= the way his shoulders relax at your voice, the fond exasperation in your tone

fans stitch it with old content

= you wearing his hoodie in a 2018 Vlog, him slipping you a candy during a concert rehearsal.

by midnight, #Hope’sSecret trends globally

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Mask

at the next fansign, he cranks his sunshine dial to 200%

laughs off questions

“You know I’m married to dance, right?” 

his smile strains at the edges

posts a mirror selfie captioned “Alone but not lonely 💜”

a lie so glaring it aches

Damage Control

volunteers for extra schedules

flooding social media with dance covers

ARMYs praise his “relentless positivity”

you see the desperation beneath it

- he’s trying to outrun the storm-

Interview That Breaks Him

reporter asks him:

“Is love a distraction from your art?” 

Hobi’s smile falters

“Love… is the reason I dance.”

clip trends again with edits of him glancing offstage (as if searching for someone)

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

cancels your anniversary dinner

you find him in the practice room

shirt drenched

dancing to “Blue Side” on repeat

when you call his name, he whirls around

eyes wild

“Why did I... Why did I let myself need you?” 

his voice cracks

“I’m supposed to be… strong.”

Breaking Point

avoids you for days

then shows up at your door at 3 a.m.

trembling

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I keep... I keep ruining things.”

collapses into your arms

repeating “I’m sorry” like a mantra

= as if guilt could be scrubbed clean by confession

Fear

confesses in whispers

“When I was a trainee, they told me joy was my only currency. What if… what if they decide I’m bankrupt?”

AFTERMATH

Professional Life:

The Choreography: Creates a solo piece titled “Eclipse.” It’s all sharp angles and abrupt silences, his body folding inward like a flower denied light. Fans call it his “most raw work yet.” Only you know it’s about the nights he cried in your lap.

The Lie: Refers to you as his “cousin” in interviews. Laughs too loud, adds, “We’re super close!” The first time he says it, he vomits afterward.

Personal Life:

New Rules: No more public dates. Instead, he rents a secluded dance studio under a fake name. Teaches you choreography at 2 a.m., his hands lingering on your waist like a secret.

Guilt: Buys you endless gifts—designer bags, rare vinyls, a necklace with a hidden sun pendant. “You deserve everything,” he says, as if materialism could offset the loneliness.

The Quiet Rebellion:

Wears mismatched socks to rehearsals—your inside joke. When teased, he grins. “Fashion is chaos, right?”

Slips your initials into his next album credits under “Special Thanks to My Sunrise.” ARMYs assume it’s a metaphor.

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

The Ritual: Every morning, he texts you a sunrise photo. No words—just light. On bad days, he sends two.

The Playlist: Creates a secret SoundCloud titled “For Her.” Filled with jazz covers of BTS songs, slowed down and soulful. The bio reads: “Love is a dance no one else hears.”

The Tattoo: Gets a tiny sun behind his ear. “So even when I’m performing… you’re with me.”

JIMIN

-“If I had someone… I’d want to protect them. Even from me.”-

HOW IT LEAKED

a humid night in Seoul

Jimin’s live stream starts innocently enough

cozy, post-concert wind-down where he’s draped in a oversized sweater

hair damp from the shower

answering fan questions with sleepy charm

exhaustion makes him reckless

when a comment asks: “What’s your ideal date? 💜” 

he smiles absently

gaze drifting offscreen to where you’re curled on the couch

“Hmm… Rainy mornings. Someone who steals my hoodies. And… dancing in the kitchen at 2 a.m.” 

his voice softens

a secret slipping through

“Especially if they’re terrible at it.”

you laugh, unaware the mic catches it

a bright, familiar sound that ARMYs recognize from a cameo months ago

clip goes viral within hours

“WHO IS SHE?” 

next morning, a blurry paparazzi photo of Jimin’s hand brushing yours under a café table floods forums

your linked pinkies labeled: “Proof.”

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Mask

next fan sign, he’s all dimples and sparkles

laughing off questions

“Dancing in the kitchen? I was just… describing a drama plot!”

tho his smile doesn’t crinkle his eyes

he signs an album with “Love is patient” 

Social Media

posts a mirror selfie half shirtless

captioned: “Focus on the gains, not the rumors 💪🔥.” 

comments explode with “He’s deflecting!!” and “Protect him!!”

Stage Persona

at concert, he performs “Filter” with razor-sharp precision

hips snapping like he’s punishing the world for looking too close

during the ment, he whispers:

“Love… is a mirror. Sometimes it’s kinder to look away.”

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

cancels your date

citing “schedule conflicts”

then shows up at your door at 3 a.m.

eyes red-rimmed and hair tangled

“I’m sorry... I’m so sorry...” 

he chokes

collapsing into your arms

“I didn’t… I didn’t mean to… ”

fists his hands in your shirt

voice breaking

“They’ll hate you. They’ll say I’m yours and... and that’s dangerous.”

Guilt

avoids touchfor days

flinching when you reach for him

practices until his feet bleed

screaming at mirrors

“Control it. Control.”

when you bandage his blisters, he sobs

“Why won’t you leave? I’m ruining you.”

Turning Point

you find him in the studio

slumped over the piano

playing a mangled version of “Promise” 

he freezes when you enter

“I rewrote this for you” 

he whispers

“But now it’s… a cage.” 

you sit beside him

pressing a melody into the keys

= your song

the one he hummed while making breakfast

he crumbles

“I’m scared...” 

admits it, forehead against yours

“But I’m more scared of losing us.”

AFTERMATH

Professional Life

Comeback

releases a new solo track - “Veil” 

with lyrics about “hands that fit too perfectly to hide” 

dances with a blindfold during the choreo

fingers brushing empty air where you’d stand

Interviews

when asked about dating, he tilts his head, coy

“If I had someone… I’d want to protect them. Even from me.”

Personal Life

New Rules

no more public cafes

instead, he rents out entire movie theaters under fake names (“Mr. Park and… Mrs. Pancakes?”)

learns to cook your favorite dishes so you never have to risk takeout

Quiet Defiance

starts wearing your ring on a chain under his stage outfits

lets it slip during a jacket adjustment

smirk daring the cameras to notice

Healing

therapy

journals: “Love isn’t a sin. Fear is.”

takes you to Busan

introduces you to his parents as “my peace” 

his mom cries

his dad hugs you, asing how you like your coffee 

“You better deserve him” 

but slips you extra cake

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

Nightmares

wakes up gasping

clutching your wrist

“I dreamt they… they took you.” 

lets you hum “Serendipity” until his heartbeat steadies

Playlist

makes you a mixtape titled “For When the World Feels Heavy” 

filled with H.E.R. and old Bolero covers

hides a voicemail at the end

“I’d burn it all down for you. Just say the word.”

Ritual

every month, he lights a candle and deletes one hate comment aloud

“Your words don’t own us.”

TAEHYUNG

-“I wanted the world to see you like I do… but not like this.”-

HOW IT LEAKED

a photograph on his private blog

one he never meant to share

Taehyung had been curating a series titled “Light in the Cracks”

= glimpses of his world through fractured mirrors and sunlit dust

one image stands out

= a shadowy silhouette of you dancing in an empty studio

backlit by golden hour

your figure blurred but unmistakable to anyone who knows you

caption reads: “My favorite kind of magic: the unseen.”

fans zoom in

your necklace is a tiny moonstone pendant he gifted you on your first anniversary

matches the one in his latest live

ARMYs stitch timelines

tracing your shared glances at concerts

the way he’d hum “Sweet Night” when you entered a room

by midnight, your Instagram is flooded with comments

“Is this V’s muse?”

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Artist’s Gambit

doesn’t delete the photo

he posts a follow-up

= a close-up of wilting roses

captioned:  “Beauty is fragile. Handle with care.” 

fans dissect it as a plea for privacy

Press Play

at a movie premiere, reporters ambush him

“Is love your new inspiration?” 

he smirks

adjusting his beret

“Love is always my inspiration. Next question.”

Social Media Silence

archives all personal posts except the roses

changes his bio to “Guardian of galaxies.”

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

he is in his darkroom

red light casting shadows as he develops film

when you find him, his hands are stained with chemicals

trembling

“I’m sorry...” 

whispers, voice raw

“I wanted the world to see you like I do… but not like this.”

shows you a contact sheet of stolen moments

= your laugh caught mid-frame, your hand curled around his wrist, a tear he kissed away

“These were just for us, now they’re… theirs.”

Breaking Point

3 a.m.

he drives you to Daegu

speeding through backroads until you reach his gradparents old farm

sits you under a persimmon tree where he wrote his first song

“Hyung once told me love is a secret you plant."

murmurs

dirt under his nails as he digs a hole

buries a film canister of your photos

“Let’s grow it here. Where no one can dig it up.”

AFTERMATH

Professional Life

Artistic Rebellion

next photography exhibit features distorted self-portraits

= mirrors shattered and rearranged

he centerpiece?

= a single rose encased in glass

titled “Unreachable.” 

critics call it “melancholic genius.”

ARMYs know better

Music Clues

releases a jazz cover of “Someone Like You” 

with modified lyrics

“Don’t forget me, I beg… but forget the world.”

Personal Life

New Rituals

learns calligraphy to write you letters in Daegu satoori

sealed with wax stamps

signs them in red ink

Guilt & Protection

hires a bodyguard for you

then fires them when you protest

“Fine. Then I’ll protect you myself.” 

starts taking Krav Maga

“For art."

Defiant Love

wears a silver ring on his thumb

your initials etched inside

lets it “accidentally” face the camera during a fansign

quotes Pablo Neruda in a Weverse reply

“I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.”

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

Midnight Piano

plays “Winter Bear” on loop when he’s anxious

fingers stumbling until you sit beside him

 “You’re my melody...”

mumbles

resting his head on your shoulder

Sketchbook

fills pages with your eyes

...“the left one’s brighter when you lie”

hides it under his bed

lets you find it with a sticky note

“For your eyes only.”

Code

develops a tap system for crowded events

three squeezes = “I love you” 

two = “Let’s run” 

uses both excessively

JUNGKOOK

-“You said… you wanted normal. And I… I couldn’t even give you that.”-

HOW IT LEAKED

happens during a live

Jungkook, half-shirtless and sweaty post-workout

rambles about his gym routine

you call out from the kitchen

“Kookie, did you eat the last mandu?!” 

he freezes mid-flex

eyes widening like a deer in headlights

live cuts off abruptly

but not before 2 million ARMYs hear his panicked: “Uh… no?” and your laughter

fans dissect the clip frame by frame

someone enhances the background noise

isolating your voice from a BTS fanmeet Q&A three years prior

by midnight, your Instagram is flooded with side-by-side comparisons of your hands

visible in an old VLOG and the “mystery girl” in his live

HIS PUBLIC REACTION

Silence

Jungkook ghosts social media for 72 hours

unprecedented for the man who once posted 10 gym selfies just a few days before

Deflection

returns with a thirst trap video captioned “Focus on your gains, not my snacks.” 

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Protective Fury

when a paparazzi shoves a mic in your face, he snarls

“Touch her again and I’ll end you” 

voice so low it trends as “Demon Jungkook.”

HIS PRIVATE REACTION

Immediate Aftermath

he’s a mess

you find him in the gym at 3 a.m.

punching a bag until his knuckles split

“I ruined it.”

chokes, sweat and tears mixing on his face

“You said… you wanted normal. And I… I couldn’t even give you that.”

Breaking Point

that night, he crawls into your bed

shaking

“I’ll quit."

whispers

“Fuck the fame. Let’s move to Jeju. I’ll fish. You’ll… sell seaweed. We’ll be nobodies.” 

you laugh

he’s dead serious.

Guilt & Growt

buys burner phones

creates coded playlists (“Strawberry Milk” = I miss you; "Banana Milk" = I love you)

forces himself to watch the leaked clip 100 times

“To remember how stupid I was.”

AFTERMATH

Professional Life

Music

releases a solo track

“Seven (Silent Nights)” 

lyrics about “loving in the dark, counting heartbeats instead of stars.” 

ARMYs sob

you know it’s about the nights he held you

terrified of dawn

Interviews

when asked about “dating rumors” he just smirks

“I date my dumbbells. They’re very loyal.”

his knee presses against yours under the table later

Personal Life

New Rules

learns to cook mandu from scratch and YouTube tutorials

leaves them on your pillow with Post-its

“Proof I’m learning.”

Symbolic Gestures

gets a tattoo of your initials under his ribcage

“So even if they take everything, you’re here.”

LITTLE THINGS ONLY YOU SEE

Nightmares

wakes up clawing at his chest

convinced your initials vanished

makes you trace them with your finger

until his breathing steadies

Chaos

drags you to Namsan Tower at 4 a.m.

both of you in disguises

“We’re tourists! From… Canada!”

Softness

whispers “I’m sorry” into your skin every time he kisses you

= a mantra, a prayer, a promise

[linoxpudding]

Hellooooooooo!!! 💋 Anon here, I got quite busy for the past few days and I've missed you lots 😿 how are youuuuuuu???? I hope you're doing well, star!! Can i call you that? Star? Cause I wanna create a nickname for you!!

If you're wondering where the hell did I get that star, it's me putting the N in your "linox" and adding it to the ING in your "pudding"!! So it's basically, ning right? Once you doubled it, like, ningning it means "shine"!! Sooooo, you're shining like a star!!! (this ask should've been sent like a days ago, but my tumblr is being a bitch removed THE ASK ANONYMOUSLY KIND SWITCH.)

- 💋 anon

Hiiii 💋-anon, hope you're doing well, i missed youu too 🥺

and omg this is the cutest thing ever 😭 like you made a nickname for me?? 😭 honestly I come to tumblr to escape reality for a bit and you guys shower me w sooo much love (we have the loveliest fandom)

yess you can call me star 🙈💜

[ninadove]

Hi! I think you're very cool. That's all, have a nice day!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!!!!! I hope you have the loveliest day too!!! ❤️💜💚

[nowritingonthewall]

Hi Chrissie!!

I hope you have had a wonderful fall so far and that you're bundling up well for the colder months! ✨️

How have you been? I have to admit, your page is one of the few I scroll through for a moment whenever I come back to tumblr after a while. You always have nice things and positivity around so I hope your life is kind to you! 💜

Cece 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Hearing that my little blog is able to provide some positivity is one of the loveliest things ever, especially if it is for someone as wonderful as you are 💜

Things have become a little crazy (or crazier 🙃) in real life for me as I started to work nearly full time again last week! So my time on tumblr has been pretty limited over the past couple of days, too.

I just read your Thoughts on 25. I am so kriffing happy to hear that things are looking so bright for you and I hope that your happiness will only continue to grow 💜

Sadly I cannot hug the whole world but I am sending you the warmest and most love-filled hugs in the universe 💜💜💜💜💜

[cookinguptales]

Hello! I'm going through a couple things right now, but do the cards have any insight in matters of the heart? I'm trying to figure out what I really want out of my relationship with a specific person and keep going in circles. Either way, a reading is always good fun! (Sorry if this is too specific)

For music, I've been listening to Therefore You and Me by si-o

I wish you the loveliest of days <|:]

I'll do my best!

Therefore You and Me (si-o)

(Ten of Swords, Judgment, Four of Cups)

Oh dear... Well. I'm not going to lie to you. They're not great cards.

Almost all tarot cards, even when they speak of destruction, have a glimmer of hope to them. I think the Ten of Swords might be the only exception to that rule. There is a sense of deep finality to this card, and this ending is paired with pain, sadness, betrayal, and regret. It is a card of utter defeat, and it's probably my least favorite to see in a spread.

The only good thing about the Ten of Swords is that it gives you a chance to come to terms with what has happened. There is often a sense of self-pity or denial that comes with this card; understandable, considering that something has just come to a very painful end. But this card calls on you to understand what has happened -- and that it is done. And now that it's done, it's time to move on.

It gives you permission to grieve, but tells you that nevertheless you must acknowledge what happened and keep going. You've been thrown down and stabbed in the back and you'll need to heal... but you can't just stay down there on the ground, okay?

Next we have Judgment. I think a lot of people mix up Judgment and Justice. Judgment isn't about being judged as good or bad. It's judgment as in discernment, or perhaps a sort of Final Judgment. The idea is that you are at the end of a journey of self-discovery and now you're learning who you finally are. You are ascending to a higher form of yourself. You're finally starting to understand who you are, what you want, and what you're good at. It's not a bad place to find yourself in after a disaster like the Ten of Swords described. Like... maybe the worst has happened, but at least you've learned some important lessons about what you really need. Or... you know, it could even be the other way around. You've had revelations about what you want, what you need, and what you can do... and that's leading you to realize that the environment you were in was not serving you as well as you'd hoped.

Either way, I think the best thing you can do here is do some self-reflection and figure out yourself before you make any decisions on your relationships. Because make no doubt, Judgment also tends to imply that you're about to have to make a decision, a really important one. You will not be able to go back, and it will have long-reaching repercussions. So be very careful what you choose.

Finally, we have the Four of Cups. This is another card about decisions. You find yourself with a lot of choices right now, and none of them feel right. It's not an enviable place to be, honestly. But you do have at least a little bit more time. Now is the time to really meditate on what you really want. And once you've done that, you might find that one of these choices is actually exactly what you need.

Or you might find that none of them are right for you. And it's okay to walk away from them and wait for something that feels right.

It's not for me to know, really. All I can advise is to take a little bit of time to really understand your past, your damage, what you want now, and what you need.

Don't settle for good things or bad things if they're not what you need. And good luck. I can see that this one's gonna be tough. 💜

[stormyoceans]

All these gmmtv shows with dancing has me hoping for a puentalay dancing moment in their our sky special episode. I suspect that puen knows how to dance (maybe he learnt for a role) but I bet talay doesn't. Imagine if we get a scene of puen teaching talay, and maybe talay is a bit clumsy but he's trying his best, staring down at his feet while counting his steps all serious, completely missing how Puen hasn't stopped gazing at him with adoring wonder ☺️

Anyway hope you're having a nice day

NOT TO BE UNABLE TO EXPRESS WHAT IM FEELING BUT LIKE SFJKSGDKSGDKSFJKSHDKSG [SCREAMS]

LOVE HOW YOU ENDED THE MESSAGE WITH 'I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A NICE DAY' AS IF YOU DIDN'T JUST PUT ME THROUGH INCOMPREHENSIBLE LEVELS OF EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL DAMAGE

i seriously haven't been able to stop thinking about this even for a second during the entire day. i desperately want this to happen now that gmmtv has learned the existence of ballroom dancing and at the same time im honestly terrified for my own well-being if they actually gave that to us, but GODDDDDD I CAN SEE IT SO WELL

of course mr. puen 'one thing im not good at is love. it's because i can do everything else' pranon knows how to dance!!!! like you said he probably had to learn that for one of his roles and always loved the intimacy and connection it creates, so of course he would want to share that kind of experience with talay. and talay would refuse at first because he feels embarrassed and doesn't know how to do it, but eventually puen would manage to coax him into it and talay is just so worried about stepping on puen's feet or doing something wrong that he keeps his head down to look at what he's doing the entire time, until puen gently takes his chin between his fingers and lifts his face. "eyes on me," puen says, and he's looking at talay with the softest smile and eyes infused with so much tenderness and love that talay just gets completely lost in it

IF ANYONE NEEDS ME I'LL BE IN MY ROOM PERFORMING MANIFESTATION RITUALS AND HAVING A BREAKDOWN

[jung-koook]

skyyyyyyyy you're the loveliest person on this site i hope you have a good day💜

what did i do to deserve such a sweet message like this 🥺 thank you sweetheart ♡ please you too! you are the sweetest ♡

[diminuel]

hello! i just wanted to tell you that your art (and fics!) spark so much joy every time i see them ✨💜 hope you're having the loveliest day! 💙

Thank you ;w; ♥♥

I hope I have time to draw again soon! I hope you have a great day too! (I'm so glad it's Friday!)

[matan4il]

Alice 💜💜 joyeux anniversaire 🎉

Wishing you the best birthday! I'm so glad I started commenting on your fics because even though we don't talk often you're always the loveliest. I hope everything will turn alright for your health. You deserve only good things so here's to another great year for you 😘

Caro, mon amour! Merci beaucoup, comme toujours tu me fais sourire! It is such a lovely birthday, and it's also thanks to you, today and every day you make everything so much better! I'm still so floored by anyone reading my fics, that someone as amazing as you also liking and commenting so beautifully on them just takes my breath away, because I'm so surprised, honored and grateful, not to mention just filled with more joy than I can contain. So know how precious it is to me, every single time I've posted a fic and you liked it! And thank you, I have no doubt that if things were easier in rl, I'd be here much more and we get to chat so much, but even so, I'm so incredibly grateful for every chance we do get to! I hope you have a fantastic year too, you deserve nothing but joy and fulfillment, and I love you so very much! xoxox

[moonb-eam]

Hi my darling 🌟💕 how are you doing today?

I was rereading "maybe it starts now" series these last few days and even when I know many parts and lines by memory, I enjoyed it so so much, so I wanted to thank you, again, for sharing your amazing talent with us 🥺❤️❤️. I also screenshotted every art piece you described in the story, thinking about creating them myself (I'll maybe annoy you in private asking about how you imagined some of them 🙊🙈). For now, I only managed to make one - the Valentine's card Lucas gave Eliott with otters holding hands.

I also noticed in your tags you didn't feel very well... Are you alright? Can I help you, anyhow, with anything? Sending all the love in the world: ❤️💕💓💗🌻🌼💗🌷🌷🌹🌼🌼🏵️🌻🤍💜💙🧡❤️💚💛💚❤️💛💐💐 take care love 💕 (don't forget you're magical)

barb BARB 🥺🥺😭😭😭😭

how do you always know??? whenever I’m having a bad day, you appear in my inbox and instantly make me feel better 💗💗💗💗💗 this is the loveliest message ever first of all!!! I hope you’re doing well too 😚 secondly, the otters are SO CUTE!!!!!! I can’t believe you drew the card!!!!!!! 😭

If you wanted to draw some of the other pieces from misn, I would be so so flattered!!! Of course you can ask me about them, but I’m also certain your interpretations will be beautiful ✨

I’ve been having a very hard time with work for the last few months, so I’ve been really stressed out - but believe me when I say this sweet message helped me so much 💕 thank you so much my love you’re the best!!!!

[btscreatorscorner]

Happy Birthday <3 — Ash

To: @jimilter — On behalf of all our staff at BCC, happy birthday! We love you and want you to know that we not only appreciate you as an admin, but as a friend too. We hope you have a wonderful rest of the year <3

From: Lexi — Heyyyy ik it hasn’t been a while since we’ve known each other but I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday and that it’s been amazing to have you here in the net! Thank you for everything and I can't wait to spend more time together 💜!!!

From: Melody — Even though we have yet to speak much outside of nets, it’s so clear that you're such a sweet and loving person and I love you🥺 Happy Birthday Ash! You deserve all the love and anyone who thinks different will have to face moi >:(

From: Yannie — Ash bb, happy birthday again you sweetest and most caring human being. You're one of a kind who truly cares of the people around you. I wish you nothing but happiness for this year, ilysm 🥺💖

From: Levi — Happy birthday Ash<3 I know it's a little bit late but I love you with all my heart and I treasure all the moments we've spent and all the conversations we've had together. I know I'm bad at texting back and sometimes I forgot, but I truly do adore you - no matter what. Remember that I'll always be there for you and that you're an absolutely amazing person. Thank you for being my friend and I hope we'll be able to be friends for a long time. 💖 Levi

From: Rid — Lovely Ashkoo, since all good things come in threes (or something), I want to wish you a very happy birthday again! <3 I know I tell you every day how much I love and adore you, but since you deserve every piece of affection, I think not even that will ever be enough. Thank you for being one of my closest friends here, always supporting me, always being ready to help and for writing amazing fics, creating incredible graphics – and for just being you. I luff you mucho and I hope you have the happiest and loveliest year ahead ✨ Your Ridzie 🥰

From: Jords — my sweet lil ash, the biggest and warmest of birthdays to you angel. from everyone ive come to know, you've become a true friend — someone i know i can come too when i need to talk. you're always there and ready with a shoulder to lean on, and i could never thank you enough. there are not enough thank yous or I love yous in the world to conjure up just how incredibly thankful i am for you. thank you for the laughs and love, whether it's 3pm or 3am! you're so supportive to everything, you never have a bad word to say and to be quite honest, you might be the sweetest person tumblr has produced. thank you jimins dick for providing us ash and her ever so horny beautiful writing. knowing you has made my time and experience on dumblr a hell of a lot more meaningful. enjoy your day, i hope you're spoiled to no end. & have a wonderful new year <333 forever n always , jords 🌹

From: Marinette— ASH BABYYY love of my life, apple of my eye, I can't even begin to describe how much you've come to mean to me in such a short amount of time. You’re such an amazing person and an amazing writer, I’m so glad to have found each other in the immensity that is the internet. This year I wish you the very best for this new year that is beginning, I hope this new trip around the sun brings you nothing but joy and fulfill meant and everything you could possibly want from life itself. I wanna shower you with love today (and every day after that tbh) have the happiest birthday baby! 🥳 -Marinette

From: Maya — hi ash! wishing u a very hapi borf from the bottom of my cold, icy heart ♡ thank u for always making me laugh and also, making me wonder myself into an existential crisis. ilysm and i hope your day is amazing! - luv, may

From: Anita— Hey there Ash. A little burst told me you are a december baby, so I HAD to congratulate you. Both on your birthday - ofcuz - but also for being born in the same month as me, muwhaha (I’m joking btw). But for real; congratulations, I hope you had a wonderful time and with more to come. Hopefully we will spend more time together in the new year, cuz you seem so cool fan girl scream. ❤️

[nabearrie]

happy birthday ana dear !!! i hope you have the loveliest of days today you're super sweet and wonderful and you make me really happy and i love you a whole lot !!! i'm really grateful for you and i'm always wishing the you the best !! (kisses your forehead and gives you a big hug) 😊💙✨💗💜🌸💖🎉💛

aww thank you for this sweet message dear emma!! I hope today can be a wonderful day for you too!! full of happiness and smiles just like what you bring to others ❤️❤️ (gives you a hug and a kiss on the head back) 🥺❤️🎉💕💫

[nowritingonthewall]

I totally understand! And actually I was not aware that such a take has actually been discussed, otherwise I definitely would have specified, I only didn't because we were already speaking in the context of religion. I completely agree that it is very important to be careful on the internet especially as things can spiral out of control and be misinterpreted. Thank you for being so conscientious, the internet needs more people like you. I hope you have a lovely day!!

Hello Nonnie, thank you again for reaching out 🥰

That is so sweet of you to say 🥺

It's so easy to misunderstand what someone is trying to say online. Native speakers can't even agree on the meaning of a simple word like "pants" 😁

So add English being your second/third/fourth language on top of all the different cultural backgrounds on this site and the fact that it's so much harder to derive tone from plain text? It seems like a bit of a miracle we're able to communicate at all 😆

I hope you're having the loveliest of days, too 💜

[reputayswift]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! quick reminder that you are the loveliest, kindest, sweetest, funniest, most well-read person i know!!!! you deserve (a terrible soulmate) so many wonderful things this year of girls who got frozen 💖🥺 hope you're having a very lovely and relaxing time on international apprecitaytion tay.... best day of the calender year!!!!!!!!! mwah mwah mwah

YOU’RE TOO NICE TO ME!!! 😫💜 Ty for letting me send you my every horrible thought and for encouraging me to read and write more (like you 😍💜) AND FOR THE ART I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU WORKED THAT IN AROUND YOUR CRAZY WORK/INTERVIEW/APPLICATION SCHEDULE!! Anything nice you say about me applies to (and probably was stolen from <3) you :*

[bangchanswolfpelt]

yes!!! lucked out with the mots code lol i have a terrible seat but at least i’ll be there 😌 haven’t seen them since the wings tour so i am so very excited!! best of luck to you and your roomie getting tickets! the ticketmaster queue took me like 2 hours to get through so have patience and keep hope alive!! hope to see you there 💜

and ohdhdjjdmfrf i cannot express to you the UNHOLY SCREECH i let out reading your tags. you joke about writing this. but i think you’re actively manifesting it. (also tealblood chan hellO,!? and JOSHUA. YEAH) 💋

WE DID IT YOOOOOOOOOOOO

it was actually amazingly painless, i have the army membership, but roomie handled the actual purchasing process because this kind of thing is how she feels alive, and she was fully prepared to be like, kicked back into the waiting room a couple times, i think? but it all moved really fast, she was only in the queue for thirty minutes 😅 she says she's not disappointed, but i think she was honestly excited for the challenge 😂

hahahaha, come find us!!!! 😈💜 (forreals, tho, if you're not familiar with the area, it can be—kinda rough? if you're going alone, and maybe even if you aren't, find some fellow army to roll with for the day and stay safe!💜💜💜💜 that goes for you, my sweet anon, but also anyone else who's reading this who might be going💜💜💜💜💜💜💜)

the more i talk about it, the less it becomes a joke and the more it becomes a real thing i'm really writing 😭

i wasn't expecting Shua to get to you!! i feel like he'd be the type to be really lowkey when you're chatting in trollian, his text is like greyed out or super desaturated, so when you finally see him in person—much too tall and long, curving horns just adding to all that height—it's genuinely terrifying 🥵

for your consideration, i would also like to offer up:

tealblood Jeonghan who is going to be an absolute menace of a legislacerator

tyrianblood Wonwoo who just wants to float around the ocean and hold hands with you like an otter

goldblood Hoshi with one orange eye and one black eye and nightmarishly chaotic psionics

cobaltblood Hongjoong who is all needle sharp fangs and jagged horns and terrifying four-pupiled eyes, who can break your brain beyond repair but very sweetly won't

tealblood Chan who tiredly and exasperatedly sets up death traps when his friends won't stop fighting :(((

violetblood Hyunjin with beautifully frilled ears and gills, who cuts through the water like the loveliest, sharpest knife

adorable gang of rainbow drinkers Jisung, Felix, and Seungmin because nearly 50% of Stray Kids is made up of virgos 😭

[louvelylouis]

Babyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! Congratulations ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥳🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉🎉 have a wonderful day 💕💕💕 I've always been second place it's the loveliest position don't worry you know you're the best in lots of different ways💜💜

omg merry tysm 🥺🥺💗💗 that does make me feel better hahah i hope u have a fantastic day too !!!!! 💐