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request. dream being confused when jealous!renjun is affectionate and teases him for touchin u up when he doesnt do it with them so he fucks u for letting his friends flirt with u and stuff đŠâźď¸
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âbaby.â renjun pulled you into his lap for like the fifth time that day. âbaby i miss you.â you chuckled, running your fingers through his hair. âjun iâve been here with you all day.â you smiled kissing the top of your manâs head.
âew oh my god.â haechan said, fake gagging on your couch. âget a room, no one wants to see you two be all lovey dovey.â you rolled your eyes, renjun mumbled a bunch of insults under his breath. âyouâre in my girlfriends apartment, i will touch her as much as i want, you get out.â he snapped, wrapping his arms around your waist. âjun stop.â you calmed him down.
âyou know yn you have to be one of the luckiest girls in the world.â jaemin said. âreally? why is that?â you questioned. âbecause youâre the only person in this room whoâs ever had the joy of renjun affection.â you chuckled, your boyfriend on the other hand wasnât amused. âshut up jaemin.â
âhey all im saying is youâve never held us like that.â the boy held his hands up in defense. âbecause you arenât fucking him thats why.â jeno said. âa pretty girl like yn, yeah iâd make sure to give her all my attention.â now you knew haechan didnât mean any harm, but this seemed to piss renjun off. âhyuck, shut the fuck up.â you rubbed his shoulders to calm him down. âbe calm im just saying youâre lucky to have a pretty girlfriend.â renjun knew you would never give him the time a day â but the way you smiled at the comment just made him mad.
âalright itâs time to go guys.â you could tell they were riling the boy up. âwhat? itâs still 15 minutes of the game left.â mark said, they all whined, complaining. âyeah, but if you guys keep going none of us will make it to the end.â they all groaned, getting up. âi know, i know.â you said guiding them to the door. ânext week bring duct tape for hyucks mouth.â chenle spoke up. ânext time we wonât fucking bring him.â you laughed. âis it a crime to call a pretty girl pretty?â you shook your head. âwhen her boyfriend is sitting right there?â jisung said. âyes.â
you closed the door on them; ready to turn to clean up their mess â instead you were met with your boyfriend. âjun?â he was standing there, and you could tell he wasnât happy. âdonât be upset.â you tried to reason with him, but you could tell in his eyes he was already there, which made your stomach bubble with excitement. âbedroom. now.â you already knew what that meant.
âyou think itâs funny?â he had your cheek pressed against your pillow. âwh-what junie?â he slapped your ass making you yelp. âdonât play fucking stupid.â he snapped. âsmiling at haechan basically flirting with you, smiling like youâre so desperate to be fucked by him or something.â
ân-not true.â you stuttered out. âis it? cause youâre soaked, thinking about him fucking you?â the feeling of your boyfriend's cock teasing your hole. âno!â you said. âjun please fuck me.â you desperately pleaded with him to fill you with his cock. âplease.â
you gasped feeling him enter youâ making you take him fully. âshit.â he hissed, gripping your hips. âyeah , fuck he canât fuck you like this.â he groaned , his cock dragging along your walls , bullying your gspot. âhe canât fuck you like the whore you are.â you moaned. âo-only for you.â
âfuck. thatâs right, this pussy is only mine to fuck.â he groaned. âno one will ever be able to fuck you like i can.â you moaned out, his hand coming up to your hair, yanking it back. âunderstand me?â he gritted in your ear. âfuck jun yes!â you squealed , clenching around him. âfuck im not gonna last.â
his balls slapped against your clit , his head thrown back as he fucked into you. âfuck im gonna cum.â he moaned. âcum with me.â he demanded. âcum.â your head fell against the bed, body convulsing as you came. âshit.â he slammed into you, a song of curse words flowing from his mouth, his stomach tightening as he came. âoooh shit.â he dragged out as he painted your insides white, his body slumped over yours as you both searched for air , coming down from your blissful highs, kissing your neck down to your shoulders. âmines, mines, mines.â he repeated into your ear softly.
âyouâre all mines.â
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STOPPP ITTTTT IM ACTUALLY ABOUT TO CRY
â To everyone I've had the pleasure of meeting here,
I just want to take a moment to say thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart. Youâve each been there in different ways, each of you bringing something unique and special into my life. Whether itâs a quick message that brightens my day, the way you listen and support me when things are rough, or the laughter we share that somehow makes everything a little easierâIâm so grateful for all of it, and for each of you.
Youâve all been a part of my lifeâs ups and downs, and I honestly canât imagine getting through it all without your presence and support. Some of you have been there from the very beginning, steady and constant, while others have entered my life more recently, bringing new warmth and joy. Each one of you has touched my life in ways I canât fully express, and I hope you know how deeply I value and appreciate you.
Thank you for being there, for being yourselves, and for allowing me to share a part of this journey with you. Whether we talk every day or just every so often, you mean more to me than words can say. Your kindness, patience, humor, and loyalty mean the world to me, and Iâm so incredibly lucky to know you all.
Hereâs to every laugh, every shared thought, every moment of support, and every memory weâve made together. Iâm beyond grateful, and I look forward to making even more memories with each of you. Thank you for being youâthereâs truly no one else like you, and Iâm so lucky to call you my friends.
With all my love and gratitude, always.
-Aly.
@starrveill :
Fawn,
Every conversation with you feels like stepping into a warm embraceâa burst of sunlight that seems to reach into even the cloudiest corners of my day. You have this incredible way of making everything feel lighter, brighter, and somehow more alive. I honestly canât remember a single dull moment with you; every time we talk, itâs like a spark that adds so much more color and joy to life. You bring an energy thatâs so rare and beautiful, and Iâm so grateful for it.
Talking to you reminds me again and again just how special you are. Thereâs this light within you, something deeply genuine, and itâs impossible not to feel its warmth. I could spend hours with you, listening, laughing, sharing stories, and it would never be enoughâIâd never tire of it because being around you is like breathing fresh air after being cooped up indoors for ages.
I love you in a way thatâs beyond words, more deeply than anything I could ever fully express. If I could, I would take away every single one of your worries, anything that ever brings you down, just to see you at peace and filled with happiness. You deserve nothing less than boundless joy, endless laughter, and all the good things that life has to offer. And please know that, if thereâs ever a way for me to make even a sliver of that come true, Iâll be here, always. Youâre worth the world and so much more, and Iâd do anything to see you smile.
@umgatochamadopercyval :
Clara,
Thank you so much for being such a steady presence in my life, even when we donât talk as often as Iâd like. I know Iâm not always the easiest to keep up with, but you somehow manage to be patient and understanding in ways that mean so much to me.
Even in the times weâre apart, I always know I can count on you, and itâs such a comforting feeling. You put up with my quirks, my silences, and my scattered attempts to stay in touch, and Iâm genuinely grateful for that. Youâre one of those rare people who makes life feel a little easier, even from a distance. Thank you for being you, and for being there, no matter what.
@romaritimeharbor :
Aph,
Thank you so, so much for always listening to my silly ideas and endless rambles, for letting me share my thoughts and dreams with you, and for being so wonderfully patient through it all. It means the world to have someone as understanding as you, who genuinely listens and never makes me feel like Iâm saying too much or being too much. Youâre not only kind beyond measure, but youâre also such a genuinely amazing person in every single wayâsomeone whose warmth, humor, and openness create this space where I can be completely myself.
Every time I see you on my dash, itâs like a little burst of joy, something that brightens my day without fail. You have this incredible way of bringing extra sunshine into everything you do, and it makes such a difference. Just knowing that someone as kind and wonderful as you is out there brings me so much comfort and happiness. Youâre truly one of a kind, someone whose presence is a gift, and Iâm so so grateful for you.
And on top of everything, youâre one of the most talented, creative people I know. The things you create are filled with this unique spark that only you could bring to them, and itâs inspiring to see. I hope you never lose that light, that beautiful spark in you that brings so much magic to your work and to everyone around you. Thank you for being youâfor all the ways you make life a little bit better.
@kopivie :
Cinna,
You are absolutely amazing, and I mean that with everything in me. Itâs hard to find the right words to capture just how much you mean to me, but Iâll try. You have this rare, incredible kindness and warmth that the world honestly doesnât deserve. You give so much of yourself to othersâmore than most people will ever knowâand you do it with such quiet grace, as though itâs just the most natural thing in the world. Even when life throws challenges your way, you somehow keep shining through it all, and itâs nothing short of inspiring.
It breaks my heart that the world hasnât been nearly as kind to you as it should be. You deserve so much moreâmore happiness, more peace, more of the love and care you so freely give. The fact that youâve had to face so much is a damn shame, because if anyone deserves the entire world, itâs you. The strength you have to keep going, to keep being this light for others, is something I admire deeply. And when things get tough, I just want you to know that Iâll be here, ready to tell the world to fuck off whenever it tries to dim your light.
Thank you for sticking with me through everything, for being such a constant, loyal friend. Youâve been there for me in ways I canât even begin to describe, and that kind of friendship is something so rare and precious. Your presence in my life means more than I can say, and Iâm beyond grateful to have you. Youâre one in a million, a friend that anyone would be lucky to have, and I want you to know that Iâll always be here for you, just as youâve always been there for me.
You mean the world to me, and I hope you always remember how loved and appreciated you are.
@papiliotao :
Rei,
Even though we havenât talked as much lately, youâre still so dear to me, more than words can capture. I honestly think of you as a sisterâyou have this warm, calming aura that just makes me feel safe, like everythingâs going to be okay. Knowing youâre out there, even if weâre not talking every day, brings me so much comfort.
Youâre so kind, and I can never be thankful enough for everything youâve given just by being you. Thank you for being such a light in my life. You mean the world to me, and I hope you know that.
@kazumist :
Aki,
Itâs been so long since we last talked, but I still think about how kind, funny, and incredibly talented you are. Youâre honestly one of the sweetest people I know, and every memory of talking with you brings such a smile to my face. You have this amazing way of lighting up conversations and making people feel genuinely good.
I really hope we get the chance to talk more sometime, if we can both find the time! It would be amazing to catch up, and I just know itâd be just as fun and heartwarming as always.
@yaminohimeyume :
Yume,
We havenât had the chance to talk as much lately, but I just want you to know how much you mean to me. You are, without a doubt, one of the sweetest people Iâve ever met, and the kindness youâve shown me is something Iâll always cherish. Even in the smallest interactions, you have this way of making me feel understood, valued, and supported, and I canât express how deeply that touches me. I hope you realize just how special you are and how much I genuinely appreciate every little thing youâve done.
Thank you for being such a wonderful presence in my lifeâa constant source of warmth and light. Your kindness and sweetness are rare and beautiful, and Iâm beyond grateful to have had even a small part of it.
@nordicbananas :
Shroom,
Thank you, truly, for being there for me in every way that matters, for standing by my side and offering your support, from the very beginning. Your kindness and warmth have been such an incredible gift, something I genuinely cherish and hold close to my heart. You've always been a constant source of comfort and encouragement, bringing light into even the darkest days, and I canât tell you how much that means to me.
I feel so incredibly lucky to have someone like you in my lifeâsomeone whoâs as caring, genuine, and thoughtful as you are. Youâre one of the sweetest, most understanding people I know, and the way youâve shown up for me time and time again is something Iâll never take for granted. You have this amazing ability to lift me up just when I need it most, and your presence has been a true blessing that I donât think I could ever thank you enough for.
Your friendship means more to me than words could ever capture. Thank you for being there, for every conversation, every laugh, every moment of support. Having you in my life has been one of the greatest gifts, and Iâm so so grateful for all the ways youâve shown me your kindness.
@lexisism :
Alexis,
I canât put into words just how much your kindness and warmth have impacted me. Youâre one of the most genuinely compassionate people I know, and knowing you has made my life so much richer. Whether in moments of joy or times of challenge, you've always been there with an open heart and a gentle strength, supporting me through everything with such kindness and care. There are so many ways you've helped and encouraged me, and I donât know what I would have done without you.
Youâre also incredibly talentedâeverything you create shines with your unique touch, and itâs a privilege to witness the brilliance you bring to the world. Each piece of yours is a reminder of your creativity, your dedication, and just how extraordinary you are.
Talking to you, spending time with youâit lifts me up and reminds me of the beauty in simple moments. I feel so incredibly grateful to have someone like you in my life. Thank you for being such a radiant presence, for always showing me what it means to be truly kind, and for making the world feel like a brighter, better place.
@milk-violet :
Mirei,
You are honestly the sweetest person ever, and I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Talking to you is like a burst of sunshineâit feels effortless and fun, like the world just gets a little brighter whenever youâre around. You have this beautiful, bubbly energy thatâs so contagious, and being around you always lifts my spirits in ways I didnât even know I needed.
Every conversation we have, no matter the topic, is something I genuinely look forward to. You make everything so much more enjoyable, and I love that we can talk about anything and everything without missing a beat. You bring such a joy and warmth into my life, and I feel so lucky to know someone as incredible as you.
Thank you for being you, for every smile you bring, and for being such a wonderful presence in my life. Youâre an absolute gem, and Iâm beyond grateful for you.
@floraldresvi :
Vivi,
I donât think I can express just how much youâve meant to me this year. Youâve been one of the main reasons I could keep going, and Iâm beyond grateful for all the kindness and support youâve shown me. Youâve been so sweet and understanding, never once judging meâonly ever encouraging me, lifting me up, and being there through everything. I truly donât know what I would have done without you by my side.
Youâre so, so talented, and itâs incredible to watch you shine. Seeing the things you create, and the way you put your heart into everything you do, is such an inspiration. And somehow, even on my roughest days, you have this magical way of cheering me up like no one else can. Just hearing from you makes everything feel a little easier, a little brighter.
Thank you for being the incredible person you are, for believing in me, and for being a constant source of light. Iâm so grateful for you, and I hope you know just how much you mean to me.
@strxnged :
June,
You are honestly one of the kindest and most talented people I know. Every time we talk, Iâm reminded of just how much I cherish our conversations. Even though we havenât been able to talk as much over the past year, each conversation with you feels special, like Iâm talking to someone who genuinely understands and cares. I canât tell you how much that means to me.
Your talent never fails to amaze me. The way you approach things with such passion and creativity is inspiring, and I feel so lucky to witness even a glimpse of it. Youâre one of those rare people with a warmth and openness that makes it so easy to talk to you about anything, and every moment shared feels like a gift.
Thank you for being the incredible person you are. You bring so much kindness and beauty into the world, and Iâm grateful for every chance I get to know you better.
@meimeimeirin :
Meirin,
I donât think I can fully put into words just how much you mean to me. You are, without a doubt, one of the kindest souls I know. Your kindness is something rare, and it shines through in every interaction we have. Even though we havenât been able to talk as often as Iâd like lately, I think about you so often, and I just want you to know how much youâre appreciated.
You have this sweetness that makes talking to you feel like a breath of fresh air after a hard day, like a reminder that there are truly good people in the world. And your talentâit's something Iâm constantly in awe of. Everything you create seems to have a piece of your warmth and beauty in it, and itâs such a joy to witness.
Thank you for being such a positive, comforting presence in my life, even when weâre not always in touch. You make a difference, and Iâm super grateful for every bit of kindness youâve shown me. Just knowing youâre out there makes the world feel a little brighter.
@camvrin :
Oliver,
Where do I even start? Talking to you is like stepping into a whirlwindâin the best possible way. Youâre so wonderfully chaotic, and thatâs exactly what makes every conversation with you so much fun. I never know where weâll end up or what twists the conversation will take, but thatâs what makes it feel so refreshing. You keep things lively, spontaneous, and full of laughs, and I wouldnât trade that for anything.
Youâre not only hilarious, but youâre also genuinely one of the kindest, sweetest people I know. Youâve always been there for me, supporting me in ways that mean more than I can put into words. Somehow, no matter what kind of day Iâm having, you always know how to lift my spirits and put a smile on my face.
Talking to you feels like one of those rare, easy connections where I can be myself completely, knowing Iâll always have someone who gets it. I could talk to you for hours on end about anything and everything, and it would never get old. Thank you for being such an incredible friend. Youâre truly one of a kind, and Iâm so lucky to know you.
@mlkbwunnies :
Ying,
I canât say it enoughâyou are truly kindness personified. From the moment we met, youâve been nothing but incredibly sweet, thoughtful, and supportive. You have this gentle, genuine warmth thatâs so rare, and just knowing someone as kind as you makes the world feel a little brighter.
Youâve been there for me in ways Iâll never forget. Whether I needed advice, a kind word, or just someone who would listen, youâve always been right there, ready to help. Itâs the kind of support that sticks with you, and Iâm forever grateful for it. I honestly feel so lucky to know you and to have had your friendship in my life.
You deserve the absolute best in this world, because thatâs exactly the kind of goodness you bring to others. Thank you for being you, for every act of kindness, and for the countless ways youâve been there for me. Youâre a treasure, and Iâm so grateful for you.
@thestarswhisper :
Zee,
You are one of the most talented and sweetest people I know, and Iâm so grateful to have you in my life. Youâve been with me for so long, through thick and thin, and knowing youâre there has been such a comfort this past two years. Even though we havenât had the chance to talk in a while, I think about you often and appreciate you more than words can say.
Your talent is something Iâm constantly in awe of. You have this incredible way of bringing so much beauty and meaning into everything you do, and itâs inspiring just to see the amazing things you create. Beyond that, youâre genuinely one of the kindest people I know, and that kindness is something I treasure deeply.
Thank you for sticking by me all this time, for being such a wonderful friend, and for all the ways youâve supported me. Iâm so lucky to know someone as remarkable as you.
@glacialheart :
Mika,
It feels like forever since we last got to chat, and Iâve missed seeing you around. I know life has been super busy for you lately, and I just hope youâre taking care of yourself and finding moments to breathe. You deserve all the rest and peace in the world, and Iâm really hoping things ease up soon so you can take a break.
Youâre genuinely one of the sweetest people I know, and I donât think you realize just how talented you are. Your creativity and kindness leave such an impact, and everything you do seems to carry this beautiful spark thatâs so uniquely you. Thank you for all the times youâve been there for me and for being such a steady source of warmth and support.
I hope the days ahead bring you a fresh start and all the happiness you deserve, because you truly mean so much to me. Sending all my love, and know Iâm always here if you need anything.
@strryskys :
Avery,
I just have to say how much joy you bring into my life. You are genuinely one of the funniest, most talented people I know, and every time I see you on my dash, it feels like a little boost to my day. Thereâs something about your humor thatâs so effortlessâyou know exactly how to make me laugh, and itâs such a gift. Itâs like you have this natural way of bringing lightness and fun wherever you go, and Iâm always so grateful for it.
Not only are you incredibly funny, but youâre also so talented. Every time you share your work, Iâm blown away by the skill and creativity you pour into it. Youâre one of those rare people who seems to have this spark of inspiration and creativity that just canât be contained, and itâs amazing to see. I feel lucky every time I get to witness even a piece of what you create.
And beyond all of that, youâre so sweet. Youâve always been so kind and supportive, and it means the world to me. Knowing I have someone as wonderful as you around makes everything feel just a little bit better. Youâre a true gem and I hope you know how much youâre appreciated. Thank you for being you, for sharing your humor, your talent, and your kindness. Iâm so glad I got to know you and be your friend.
@ruruumin :
Rurumi,
Itâs been a while since we last talked, but I wanted to let you know how much you still mean to me. Even from the very beginning, you were nothing but kind and warm, and I canât tell you how much that meant. I was in awe of youânot only because of your talent but also because of the genuine kindness you showed me right from the start. Thereâs something so rare and special about that, and itâs something Iâll always cherish.
Your work left such an impression on me; I still remember being completely captivated by your creativity and the incredible skill you put into everything you do. You have this unique talent that feels almost magical, like youâre able to bring your imagination to life in a way thatâs truly inspiring. Every piece you create feels like a small masterpiece, and itâs clear that you pour so much of yourself into it. Being able to witness your talent is honestly an honor.
Thank you for being such a sweet and thoughtful friend, for your support, and for all the kindness youâve shared with me. Even though we havenât talked as much recently, youâre often in my thoughts, and Iâm so grateful for the time weâve shared. Youâre truly one of a kind, and I hope you know just how amazing you are.
@oceanreveuse :
Anastasia,
It feels strange to put this into words, but I just need you to know how much you mean to me, even now. Even though itâs been a couple of months since we last spoke, I still think about you often, and I canât help but miss you. I keep replaying our conversations in my mind, remembering how much brighter things felt with you around. It feels like thereâs this empty space where you used to be, and itâs hard to ignore.
Youâve left such an impact on my life in ways I canât fully explain. We may not have known each other for long, but somehow, in that short time, you managed to find a place in my heart, and Iâm not sure that spot will ever really go away. You brought so much joy and comfort into my life, and I canât thank you enough for that. I remember feeling truly happy for the first time in a long while, and that was because of you. Knowing someone like you exists gave me a reason to keep going, to hold on to the hope that there are people out there as wonderful as you.
I wish I could tell you all this in person, to let you know just how much I appreciate everything you did for me. Iâm grateful beyond words for the time we shared, for the support you offered, and for the kindness you gave so freely. Even now, I find myself wanting to tell you about my day or share a small thought, hoping youâre doing well and finding your own happiness. You were someone who made life feel a little lighter, and Iâll always be thankful for that.
So, even if we donât talk anymore, please know that you still hold a special place in my heart. Youâre unforgettable, one of a kind, and Iâll always be grateful to have had you in my life, even if just for a while. Thank you for everything. I miss you, and I hope you find all the happiness you deserve.
@femivi :
Femi,
Even though we just met not even a week ago, I already feel so lucky to have crossed paths with someone as wonderful as you. From what Iâve seen so far, youâre incredibly sweet, and you have this amazing talent that completely blows me away. Itâs rare to meet someone who can leave such an impression in such a short amount of time, but somehow, youâve managed to do exactly that.
Iâm genuinely looking forward to getting to know you better. I can already tell thereâs so much more to discover and appreciate about you, and I hope this year gives us plenty of chances to connect, share laughs, and build some great memories. Hereâs to what feels like the beginning of something really specialâI canât wait to see where our friendship goes!
â Here's to new beginnings, friends.
#happy birthday aly!!!#i am wishing you the best of days because you are amazing and you deserve it#you're too kind to me#like. i dont know what to say but thank you so much <33#im so grateful to have you as a friend#you're such a hardworking and kind person#not to mention resilient#i admire how you kept on writing and posting even after getting those hate anons last year#that truly takes courage.#even if it was completely undeserved a lot of people would just have quit altogether but you kept going.#and im so happy you did because now i still get to see your amazing writing. like you are so talented in how you can just ++#++ effortlessly weave a story together. your ability to write emotion especially is what made me fall in love with your posts.#i hope you continue to do what you love because i know you will do amazing at it.#and i hope that we keep being friends because im so happy i met you#you truly make my day better by just being here#mwah mwah ilysm <3 /p
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My deepest, darkest shame as a feminist, is that I sometimes daydream of a "normal" life (normal as in what the heteronormative society consider that to be)
Im nearing 30 and have never had a partner and I feel so incredibly lonely. I think I would be better if I had a strong female circle, but most of my friends are in relationships; they are moving in with their partners, getting married, having children and I realized that I will never ever again be a priority in their lives.
I know I wont ever be a mother, and that I probably will never be a wife, but I cant help of wish that I was able to just have live that normal life that everyone else around me is living.
Its hard to prioritize the women in your life and a life without men, when those women wont do the same.
I understand how you feel and the biggest way to escape isolation is to not be around men, or women who belong to men. And when I say that, itâs not about women who are in relationships, itâs in their mindset. Even women who have been single for years can be boy crazy, itâs super toxic and will make you feel lonelier than even being alone.
Finding women that prioritize themselves and other women and cultivating that network will help so much. For me, outdoor activities like surfing or female hiking groups were the best places to find these women, but you can tailor it to your interests.
I also thought maybe I should try living a normal life and wondered if Iâd be happier, a few years ago. Met a great looking man, started dating, met his family, got along well with him⌠still wasnât happy. Still felt alone in conversations with him, and could tell heâd never understand me in the way that I needed to be understood. Sometimes what is appealing is only so because it seems far away and unattainable. Once you finally have it⌠it loses its luster. Hope you find a way to build your life in a way that cultivates the most growth and happiness for you, Iâm rooting for ya girl! â¤ď¸ No one has it figured out but we just need to keep trying and what is good for us will stick
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. anyway after writing the tags 4 this post i told my research partner i will no longer follow his dreams lmao. still helping w it but i need to engage in research that i find satisfying
#i think ive been waiting for something for a while and i will spend the next year waiting for it too#i thought i felt panic but i have decided to read it as anticipation. the thrill of rejection or of moving forward or the latter as#a result of the former. i left you with your backpack unattended in the cafe because on fridays i am done#putting my life on hold for another whim-without-a-warning#this cross country service is delayed by 26 minutes so i will grab a bucket and start shovelling the water away from the tracks#everyone is moving on in some different way and im sorry if you think im mean for telling you getting so drunk will disable you from#recording your brainwaves effectively but it seems like you think i owe you an awful lot. one year ago in four days my friend got me hegel's#science of logic for my birthday and i thanked him for proving to me the existence of things this is what i do he said#and then he will spend the rest of his life breathing philosophy and i dont want to spend the rest of my life#breathing someone elses dreams i wait for the moment of realisation. this is now a 30 minute delay. i was supposed to worship beautiful#things and that is what i will do. i think i have a best friend and i know i have a lover and i know to#restrict my love the way you have. im sorry. i hope you understand when i tell you. i am now sitting on the floor in the luggage section of#this incredibly busy train and i saw a photo of her with her boyfriend and her hair in braids smiling like a fool this is the#except a week ago you told me you almost took too much this time to live. you are a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul and you know you#have already changed the world and it somehow was not enough. now you are smiling without any makeup on next to him#and yesterday you cried in an airport in the states when you were too full of love. this is the most extraordinary human being i have met.#tomorrow he heads off to princeton while his best friend heads to harvard. he goes there to make the world a better place. he is the most#extraordinary person i have ever met. the issue with human beings is that we are incredibly good at almost dying and keeping going.#you try to kill yourself and publish a paper and give a talk. you negotiate the seperation between your own parents and submit another#phd application. i am surrounded by extraordinary people with extraordinary minds and incredibly broken happy hearts.#i only see you smile when you talk about robotics. i still dont know how manifolds work and i love the concept anyway. i dont know.#i do know that i refuse to live unsatisfied.#you can keep drinking. im going to drink this reality up#i think i was a horrible person and i refuse to engage with that mentality again no matter what it takes.
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I am so, so thirsty for neighbor!Konig and I humbly beg you for the following request; reader has secretly been hard core cramming online German lessons, and Konig says some stuff (lewd or otherwise) that she ends up understanding. Maybe she teases him by saying something back to catch him off guard and make him flustered? Idk but I just spent an hour reading all of the series and im heart needs more to survive
I'm so happy that you're enjoying the series! I liked this idea so much! But I ended up changing it a little bit, I hope you don't mind!
Nothing really happens, but KĂśnig does say something a little horny, so I guess this will be [rated Mature 18+]
âWhat, are you going back to school?âÂ
You jolted from your studies and looked up just in time to see a friend join you at the table in the break room. You laughed as you greeted her. She was almost right, it certainly felt like you were in school again! Your lunch was pushed to the side, nibbled on, while you were hunched over a notebook and your phone.Â
She leaned over the table a bit and took a glance at your notes. âWhy German?â You sighed, you needed a break anyways, and started to pick at your food. âJust trying to impress the hot neighbor.âÂ
âOoh, is he German? And how hot are we talking?âÂ
âAustrian,â you answered with another laugh. âAnd very.â Sort of? Well, even if you had never seen him without some sort of hood or mask on his face, he was still a fine specimen of a man.Â
âWant me to help you?â
âYou know German?â
âI studied German for years in school and spent some time abroad in Berlin.âÂ
You narrowed your eyes and hummed as you tried to translate her words. âYou said: I something, German, something something, Berlin.âÂ
Now it was her turn to laugh. âOh! I know just what to teach you!âÂ
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Bzzt!Â
You picked up your phone and rolled your eyes before sending a quick text.
KĂśnig didnât like it. All night you were half paying attention to him and half paying attention to your phone. âWho keeps texting you?â He finally slipped, unable to hold back the slightly envious (ok maybe a lot) question anymore.
âSorry,â you winced at how rude you were being. âJust a friend from work. She started to help me with a project and thinks sheâs sending helpful tips.âÂ
Just a friend from work! It didnât sound like someone he had to worry about (though he wasnât sure if you were also attracted to women, and so didnât completely write off this friend just yet). âBut her advice is not helpful?âÂ
You scoffed and shook your head. âNot really. Sheâs jumping the gun. Sheâs thinking way too far ahead.âÂ
"Hm. Well, perhaps I can help you?" Anything to get you to pay more attention to him.Â
"Oh, KĂśnig," you were about to tell him that it was unnecessary, after all you wanted to surprise him, but your phone buzzed again. "You know what, that would be great." You tucked your phone between the couch cushions as if that would stop your friend from texting you.
"Yea? What can I do?"Â
You hummed before smiling at him, an idea coming to you. âCan you say something in German?âÂ
âWhat? How will that help?â
âWell, it wouldnât really help so much as distract from-â your phone buzzed, a little quieter now between the couch cushions, just on time. You smiled and gestured to your phone, âfrom that.âÂ
He chuckled and nodded, âalright. But, what do you want me to say?âÂ
âI dunno, somethingâŚnice?âÂ
KĂśnig glanced away from you to the television, whatever was on was long forgotten by both of you, as he thought about what to say. Something nice? He could write a whole book of nice things to say about you. In whatever language you wanted: German, English, maybe even a bit of Korean that he picked up from Horangi. But what to say? That you were one of, if not the, kindest people heâs ever met? That he noticed how you were frightened of him at your first meeting but you pushed that fear aside because of that kindness? Or that he noticed you liked puns, and would seek out the corniest puns just to hear you laugh? No. Maybe he should tell you that you are the most beautiful woman heâs ever laid eyes on? Yea, that was nice, right?Â
âHey,â you interrupted his thoughts in a soft voice before you settled a hand on his knee, which he hadnât even noticed that he was bouncing his knee a mile a minute until you stopped him. âI was just being silly. If you donât want to-âÂ
âWhat! No!â He shook his head, âitâs not that.â He paused and looked down at the hand you were still resting gently on his knee, then looked back up at you, eyes shining underneath his hood, and took a deep breath before words began to quickly tumble out of his mouth.Â
âThere is simply too much for me to say, I could not decide! Everything about you is perfect! Even the not perfect things! Ever since you moved here, I have not been able to stop thinking about you! You are on my mind all of the time and I donât know what I would do without you!â âWhoa! Whoa!â You jerked back at his sudden outburst. âSlow down!âÂ
He shut his mouth so quickly and hard that the snap of his teeth was nearly as loud as the tv.Â
It was quiet for a moment, the two of you just staring wide eyed at each other, before he started again. âI am sorry! I-â âNo! No, Iâm sorry. Like I said, I was just being silly and wanted to see if I could understand anything. You know, after hanging out with you so muchâŚâÂ
âOhâŚâÂ
Another beat of awkward silence.
âDid you? Understand anything?âÂ
You laughed a little sheepishly. âUhm. Iâm pretty sure I can guess what âperfektâ means, soo,â you looked around, trying to spot something perfect and snapped before looking back at him with a grin. No you hadnât understood much, but you could lighten the mood with an overly ridiculous answer. âSo you must have been talking aboutâŚdinner? My stroganoff is great, I mean I wouldnât say perfect, but-âÂ
He started laughing, dragging you into fits of giggles too, and leaned in a little closer to you, elated that this time you did not pull back.
âSo, was all of that actually nice?â You asked once your laughter faded out, though you still smiled up at him.
âYes. I can only think of nice things to say about you.âÂ
Oh! Nothing could stop the goofy smile that crossed your face, not the butterflies in your stomach, or the way your heart sped up, not even the blush that heated your face. Still you decided to cover up your sudden over acting nerves with a touch of humor. You played up your reaction, one hand over your heart as the other tapped his arm playfully. âAww, KĂśnig, youâre so sweet!âÂ
He gently caught your hand, running his thumb softly across your knuckles. âShould I try again?âÂ
âHm?â âThis time I wonât speak so quickly.âÂ
Him holding your hand like that was not going to return your heart rate to normal! Still you smiled at him, a bit shyly, and gave his hand an encouraging squeeze. âSure.âÂ
âYou are very beautiful.â He started, but your soft smile turned into a grin and he paused.
âAww, you think Iâm pretty?â You tried to downplay just how intimate this was starting to feel.
âBeautiful,â he corrected as he took his hand from yours and gently held your chin so that you were looking directly into his eyes. âStunning, actually.â You were especially cute when you looked so flustered like that. He gently traced the bottom of your lip and leaned in even closer, his voice dropping to barely above a husky whisper. âAnd I want to see these pretty lips wrapped around my cock.âÂ
You squeaked out a tiny little gasp and pulled back from just enough for his hand to drop.Â
KĂśnig froze. âDid. Did you understand. That?âÂ
âNo!â You quickly shook your head, eyes darting all over the place before settling back on him, though you could no longer hold eye contact. âWhat, uhm. What did you say?âÂ
Oh. You were a bad liar. Good to know. He wished he hadnât said that. He wished he hadnât said anything! Maybe he should have never come over in the first place! Why was it so hard to say no to you?Â
âNothing!â He abruptly stood up. âI have to go.â He rushed to the door and nearly ran out, but at least stopped himself long enough to wish you a good night before fleeing.
âAh, KĂśnig!âÂ
But he was already gone. For a guy that big, he was certainly fast.
âOh, shit.â You muttered to yourself, heart still loudly pounding in your chest as you dug your phone out from the cushions.
You pulled up your texts and scrolled through the many, many, English to German (or vice versa) raunchy translations your friend had been sending you. Sure enough, between her translations and KĂśnigâs words fresh in your mindâŚ
âAHHH!!! I THINK HE JUST ASKED ME TO BLOW HIM!!!!â You sent off a text to her and finally remembered to breathe.
Bzzt. Bzzt. Bzzt.
âLol! Are you sure? What did he say? Iâm calling you.âÂ
Itâs a whole week before you see KĂśnig again. And you both awkwardly pretend like your last encounter never happened. And you both desperately wish that it hadn't ended.Â
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i freaking love your writing aaaa đŤśđŤś
im kinda biased here but leehan doing sumn under the table or blanket and continuing conversation like the menace that he is đ¤
also rlly honored to have been ur first ask đ
stoooooppp, you're so nice :(( i'm glad that you like my writing and tysm for being my first ask, it was greatly appreciated <33
and you are not biased !!! i am honestly the same so we are kinda sharing one braincell tbh, the leehan brainrot is rEAL. hope you like this!
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i feel like it would happen when you too are hanging out with the other guys, you dressed up so prettily since it was a big night for sungho, he just got that promotion that he wanted for years. it was a celebration! but leehan just couldn't wrap his mind over the fact that YOU had to dress SO cute AND hot when sungho was nothing more than a friend of YOUR boyfriend leehan. was he jealous? yes. not because he saw sungho as a menace but more because everyone was looking at you whenever you laughed or said the most basic things, being pretty obvious that they just found you as beautiful as he did. but what actually made him grin a little bit with disbelief was the way you tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear and looked down while laughing, were you really flirting back? "y/n, what's up with you?" he whispered to your ear, his right arm grapped around your waist before you asked him what he meant "what's so funny about what riwoo said?" you were not stupid, not even a little bit, so you backed up to look into his eyes, suddenly all the fun left your body when you were just met by his blank stare. "he has a great sense of humour, baby, nothing personal" excuses was all leehan heard coming out your mouth so he just ignored your words, his free left hand (that was not around your waist) going up your tight instead and making you panic when he looked back to the front, joining the conversation with the boys while his fingers dangerously ghosted the front of your underwear. and he was kinda rough the moment he threw your panties aside and entered a finger without warning. "fuck, leehan" you called under your breath so the others couldn't hear you but leehan ignored you again and just moved his finger, joining another one after a few seconds; it was so embarrassing to be feeling this good while your boyfriend fingered you right in front of his friends, just under the table, the blanket being the only thing keeping the obscene action covered as the table was made of glass. "stop it" your hand went to grab his but you wished you didn't say or did anything when he finally payed attention to you again. "did you say something, baby?" he would ask you, accelerating the movement of his fingers, not being in and out but now just curling them up inside of your cunt. "guys, i think y/n wants to say something" you just couldn't believe it, he was such a bitch, such a tease, and well shit, you were up for the challenge. your pussy clenched around his fingers and your cheeks flushed when he laughed at you being so nervous, and how could you not be when all the other boys were looking at you in expectation. "c'mon, baby, tell sungho what you wanted to say" leehan better sleeps with an eye open from now on, his fingers not stopping at all when you tried to gain composure and smiled to the party boy "i'm so happy you g-got this promotion, sungho, you definitely deserv-" but your words got lost when your boyfriend got his finger's pace faster inside of you "you deserve it, congratulations" and you thanked god for letting you finish that sentence without moaning in front of all of them, certainly traumatizing woonhak if it happened. the boy sitting next to you just removed his fingers from your pussy and laughed a bit at how wet you were and the pout you made by not being able to come, he leaned in to your ear and whispered "next time you make me feel like this i'll vent you over the table and fuck you in front of them" you were kinda mad, yes, but tbh your pussy throbbed at the thought. maybe leehan wasn't the only one that was kinda crazy.
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and there goes again another leehan thought again of my system, it's like a plague, they just keep coming back đ
#boynextdoor imagines#boynextdoor scenarios#boynextdoor smut#boynextdoor x reader#leehan smut#leehan x reader
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ethan edwards x fem! reader
warnings?: cursing, angst, fluff, kisses
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you hopped off your bed to the light taps on your door. you opened the door expecting to see your mom but instead are met with the presence of your long time close friend.
âethan?â you question, scanning the look on his face. to you, he was never hard to read and you could tell something was wrong.
âcan i come in?â he asks.
âyeah yeah of course.â you say back up and letting the boy into your room. you sit back in your spot on the bed as he stands in silence after putting his bag down, typing something on his phone.
âwhatâs wrong with you?â you ask, noting his unbreakable frown.
âhuh?â
âwhatâs wrong? are you okay?â you ask.
âyeah i just-â he starts and pauses, trying to think of what to say. you could tell he was holding back.
âjust spill, you know i wouldnât judge you.â you say, hoping to soothe the boy, something youâd figured out years ago.
âwell, you know it was my last day of classes and iâd been talking to one of my classmates, in class of course, and we were kinda like getting close and flirting whatever. like an in class crush type of deal and i was gonna ask for her number today but then. fuck.â he pauses, pressing his lips to a thin line.
âand then?â you urge him to continue.
âshe fucking asked me if luca was single.â he sighs out.
âwell thatâs just rude of her.â you say, seeing how he would react.
âi gave her his snap and stuff but like, i donât know. it made me feel really terrible.â
âi mean thatâs fair, but why?â
âbecause y/n. this shit always happens to me. every single time i think i have a shot at a girl, she wants one of my friends. like am i not good enough? not attractive? like whatâs so wrong with me that i canât be wanted.â he breathes out.
âoh eddy.â you frown, beckoning him to sit on your bed.
âiâm sorry, that was a lot you probably didnât wanna hear.â
âno no, keep talking, i know thereâs more. itâll make you feel better.â you say placing a sympathetic hand on his arm.
âi just want someone to love me and to want me. iâm 21 for christs sake. all of my teammates and my friends have girlfriends. i just feel left out and it sucks. iâm happy for them of course but i just want someone for me to love and they love me back. i really donât feel like im asking that much.â he says, trying to hide the tears that fell as he spoke from his heart.
âno one will sit and listen to how i feel, ever. the feeling of being unwanted is like this endless fucking void that canât just be filled by hookups, i just feel myself slipping deeper everyday.â he continues, less shy about his tears now. you lean up and wrap your arms around him in his fragile state, causing him to release the damn that threatened to break. you lean back, holding the brunette to your chest. the two of you were never very physical but at this moment it was the only thing you could think of to help him.
âiâll listen ethan, iâll always listen to you. iâll always be here for you. itâs gonna be okay.â you say, hugging onto him tighter. you hated seeing him this upset, youâd never seen him like this before and it broke your heart. you found yourself shedding a few tears yourself. he sits up from your grip and observes your state, tears dampening your cheeks.
âwhy are you crying y/n?â he perks up, wiping the tears that fell.
âbecause ed, i canât stand hearing you say this. i canât believe YOU feel unwanted and unloved. people are stupid to not see who you are. ethan, youâre so lovable and everyone is a fucking dumbass for not wanting you. youâre the sweetest guy iâve ever met, and i know weâve been friends since forever ago but i feel awful. i feel like i could do more to make you feel better.â you say remaining strong on your statement, the urge to cry fading away.
âhow about this, you stay the night with me. we have a movie night and stay up and talk and then tomorrow we have a lake day. just me and you.â you offer as he nuzzles back to your chest. an unfamiliar feeling.
âyour dad will let us take the boat?â he asks.
âi mean he wonât let anyone else drive it except you so.â you giggle.
âfor real?â he says sitting up.
âyes.â
âsick.â he replies, getting comfortable on his side of the bed for the night. the two of you sat in a soothing silence as a movie played on your tv. as the a/c kicked in you grew cold, goosebumps littering your skin. you buried yourself under your comforter, trying to avoid making your discomfort being obvious.
âyou good?â he asks.
âyeah, just really fucking freezing.â
âcome here.â he says pulling the covers over him, pulling you to his side. you drape your arm over his toned and shirtless abdomen, you heart rate spiking at the contact. you didnât know why you felt so nervous. well you did, but you werenât going to admit it.
âthank you eddy.â
âof course y/n/n.â he smiles, placing his chin on top of your head. you could get used to the feeling of being in his warm embrace. as the night continued, you hardly lost contact with each other. talking and laughing in the comfort of his arms.
âyou think we should go to sleep?â you sit up checking the time on your phone.
âprobably, we got a busy day tomorrow.â he giggles, shutting your tv off and laying down getting comfortable.
âgânight ethan.â
ânight y/n, sleep good.â he says quietly as the two of you drifted off to sleep with the thought of each other on your minds.
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âyou ready?â you ask standing on your back deck.
âas iâll ever be.â he smiles, taking the bag from you and walking down the deck. he steps onto the bought tossing the back to the ground before reaching out a hand to help you onto the boat.
âthank you kind sir.â
âof course madam.â he replies and a smile spreads widely across your cheeks.
âalright letâs get this shit show on the road.â he says turning the key, the engine kicking on.
âplease donât get me beat up this time.â you say grabbing onto his shoulders.
âiâll try.â he smiles as you sit in the co pilot seat.
âgood.â you reply, relaxing as he cruised off smoothly. you loved watching him drive as he smiled, bringing the two of you to corners of the lake you hadnât seen before, your heart fluttering as he talked about all the good memories he had with his buddies there, but the feeling of sadness oozing its way in. he hasnât been with them much outside of hockey in months, let alone here on the lake.
he slowed the boat to a stop, shutting off the engine and tossing the anchor off the edge. you were in a quiet area, no other boats anywhere to be found. he sat back in his seat without a word. you stretched your arms out as you got comfortable in your seat, ethan taking your hand in his from across the walkway. your face slowly turning pink as he adjusted his grip on your hand as he sat on his phone. his thumb brushing back and forth on your knuckles gently.
âhey eddy.â you say and he looks up not letting go.
âiâm glad youâre here with me.â you smile, squeezing his hand.
âme too.â
âiâve never seen these parts of the lake before, theyâre gorgeous.â you say, taking in the territory around you.
âi was hoping i could make some new memories here.â he smiles turning his head to look at you.
âwell i hope im doing an okay job.â
âyouâre doing more than okay y/n.â he giggles, a blush spreading across his face. you stand up out of your chair, sadly letting go of his hand.
âshall we?â you ask, holding up your life jackets.
âwe shall.â he smiles. moments later, the two of you jumping into the water.
âjesus itâs cold.â you say re-emerging from the water.
âa little yeah.â ethan giggles, shaking the water out of his hair. you swim over to him, wrapping your arms gently around his neck, resting your chin on his shoulder from behind.
âi think thatâs a little better.â he says quietly.
âyeah.â you sigh. the two of you remained in the water for a while longer swimming and talking, laughing. it felt nice to be out on the lake alone with your best friend, who you soon hoped would be more than that.
âshould we go find a new spot?â ethan asks, helping you back onto the boat.
âyeah we should.â you reply, wrapping yourself in a towel and sitting on the bench seat, ethan plopping down right next to you.
âtoday has been really fun y/n.â he smiles at you.
âyeah it has.â you reply.
âfor the first time in a while iâm not worried about anything else. i havenât felt this content in so long.â
âme either ed. iâm so happy to be here with you right now.â you smile, taking his hand back into yours. you say in a comfortable silence for a brief moment before he takes your cheeks into his hands, bringing your lips to his for a moment. he pulls away as your face burns red. you were scared he would regret it.
âiâm sorry that was-â he starts and you interrupt him by pulling him back to your lips, melting into the kiss instantly, his hands placed delicately on your waist as your hands rest comfortably on his cheeks. you pull away giggling as heâs forehead lands on your collar bone. you kiss him on the temple as he sits up.
âletâs go to a new spot yeah?â you ask, brushing his hair out of his face.
âokay.â he smiles softly, the two of you taking your place back in your seats.
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you say freshly showered on your bed as ethan returns, brushing his hair dry with his towel. he tosses the towel in your hamper and hops back onto your bed, finding his way cuddled to your side.
âhey ethan.â you say, twisting his damp locks between your fingers.
âyeah?â he asks leaning up a bit.
âseeing you so fragile yesterday was honestly really hard for me, i wasnât really sure why but, i know now.â
âwhat was it?â
âbecause all this time i wanted you.â
âwhat do you mean?â
âi want you ed. i want to hold you, kiss you, love you. it broke my heart hearing how unwanted you felt. but it hurt me because i had gone so long feeling this way and ignored my feelings.â you admit and he smiles.
âiâve liked you for years, i was just scared youâd never feel the same way. i just wanted female attention to replace how i felt about you. i didnât wanna ruin our friendship.â
âi love you ethan. so much. please let me love you, the way you deserve it.â you say as he pulls you into his chest.
âthank you y/n. god, i love you so fucking much.â he replies lifting your chin with two fingers and bringing your lips back to his, the two of you now more inseparable than before.
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THEREâS NO CHANCE!
âIf I know what love is, it is because of you.â
HARRY STYLES + ACTRESS!READER SOCIAL MEDIA AU
Itâs Oscars night! We donât know if theyâll interact, but weâre hoping! Fingers crossed, who will win?
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username LLOYD IS LIVING THE DREAMÂ
username another day of wanting to be lloydâŚ
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harrynews âBeing on this stage and kissing YN LN on the cheek? I could die happily.â â Harry after YNâs speech at The Oscars.Â
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username BECAUSE HE KISSED YN LN I WOULD TOO IF I WAS HARRY
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yourinstagram From the depths of my heart, thank you. Thank you for believing in me, and for being the driving force behind everything I do. Your unwavering support, dedication, and enthusiasm have touched my heart in ways words can hardly express. Thank you.Â
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username âfor everything you do and everything you areâ IS HE TRYING TO KILL US????
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username If theyâre dating, I want her to be the one đ
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i fucking love the miya twins x reader. Can we get something where another character, maybe kita ends up revealing his childhood sweetheart (unknowing that the first love he fell out of touch with is currently being locked up in the apartment of the twins he just told the story too) im sure there'll be quite the punishment for her when the twins get home đ¤
They would be so jealous.
And you'd have no idea why.
It's not really a betrayal because you haven't seen Kita for years at this point, but it still stings as if you had plunged a knife into their chests. (Yes, Atsumu is that dramatic as he tries to explain why your childhood antics hurt them.) To know that you held hands and promised to marry another person, yet still shy away from their touches and never try to deepen your relationship with either of the twins is a thorn in their sides that isn't easily removable.
You might have been... seven at the time of the promise with Kita, but you never even asked to go steady with the Miya twins!
Still, despite their broken and aching hearts, they know they can't reasonably punish you for having been a silly child. You didn't know better. You probably didn't even love Kita! Right? You couldn't possibly have known what love even meant back then... right?!
The two of them only met you in their teens as well, so it was bound to happen that you might have had friends before them. However, they notice that spark in your eyes when they say Kita's name. As if you remember him, fondly even. As if he was a bigger threat than they had anticipated. It does hurt their feelings that you'd regain some of your liveliness at the mention of another man. One that you've been apart from for so long, no less. One that gives you back a glimmer of... hope.
It's not like they like you better when you aren't happy. It's just that they really hate it when you are happy, but not because of them.
Mealtime will be boring and basic the next few days while Osamu doesn't feel like cooking for you. He keeps making snarky remarks about how you'd probably prefer Kita to cook you rice from his rice field. Or how you'd like Kita to stock up your bathroom supplies and snacks. Kita could bring you much better movies you'd actually enjoy watching for sure, yadda yadda yadda. You really start to notice the effort he puts into taking care of you when he stops doing it... but you get to enjoy some baths alone and in peace! They also don't steal bites from your plate anymore. And they might sneer, but you can rearrange the room, and they won't stop you for onceâthey just follow you around and watch your every step silently and with great displeasure.
Atsumu, on the other hand, is annoyingly moody as he shuns you. Oh, you were watching something? He's home now; hand over the remote. No, you cannot have some of his pudding that you didn't want. (Then again, at least you don't have to fear suffocating from him trying to feed you). He keeps whining about not getting enough love from you, but he steals your pillow and blanket at night, demonstratively facing away from you. (Osamu lends you his arm to sleep on and pretends not to enjoy it if you inch closer for warmth to him. Jokes on him because he's not stopping you from getting under his blanket either, but your neck hurts from how tense he is all throughout the night.)
It's almost adorable that they think taking their love from you will hurt you.
However, even the funnest and best of times in captivity have to end. You are due to run out of something that you realize you need desperately. Not least because the twins will start taking things away from you here and there. In this twisted codependency, there's no other way but to seek them out and ask for your toothbrush back or inquire if you'll be having canned carrot soup again tomorrow, too... like the other three days before.
That's where they get you. Now you'll have to play to their tune, apologize, assure them you want nothing from Kita and don't even like him after all this time. It takes some convincing on your part, but how could they not melt for their sweet little darling, clinging to them and begging to go back to how it was before?
Atsumu will coax some more (fake) confessions about your feelings for the twins and make you promise to always love them (and to share your dessert with him). He'll whisk you away before you have a chance to make it up to his brother, taking you back to the room to have you "show" him just how much you love him, baring you to show all your vulnerability and sincerity. He'll have you moan and scream his name so fast, considering he's been preserving his energy for the last few days. But after ravaging your body and befuddling your mind, he'll go back to how he was before, making up some dearly missed cuddle time with you where he can talk about his day and unwind, finally having you back in his arms and lap. With his hands reaching for every inch of your body, kneading and memorizing the feeling of you as if this was the first time he got to touch you, kisses littering your neck and teeth nipping at your lips until his desire is finally sated.
Eventually, with great effort, you'll have to free yourself from Atsumu, who can't get enough of having you back. Still, you'll need the rest of your strength to make up with Osamu without letting too much time pass. He's still cold and dismissive, working or cleaning up, but the kitchen already smells like freshly cooked miso soup, so that's a good sign. Osamu is satisfied with you coming to him, touching his arm, or taking his hand, swearing you never meant anything you said to Kita seriously and that the twins are the only ones you want to be with. He'll seem a bit pouty, so you should consider cuddling up to him or giving him a good ol' smooch, even if he doesn't reciprocate immediately. But who could be mad at you? With a big sigh, Osamu will welcome you back into his embrace, kiss you on the head, and tell you where your toothbrush is, handing you a bag with all the necessities they've been hiding from you. However, he still got them (he knew all along what you were running out from and when). Osamu will admit he was planning on restocking your things slowly anyway (it hurt him to see you were struggling). All's well that ends well, but Osamu will want to have a taste of what Atsumu already devoured, so get ready for that.
And with that, the argument will be over (for now).
Hopefully, there won't be any shows on TV featuring farmers, and the twins won't meet Kita again for a while, so they won't be reminded of what happened. You wouldn't want them to start doubting the lies you told them, right?Â
#atsumu#osamu#yandere atsumu#yandere osamu#yandere!atsumu#yandere!osamu#Haikyuu!!#Haikyuu#HQ!!#yandere haikyuu#yandere!haikyuu#yandere#yandere imagines#yandere headcanons#yandere scenarios#yandere fanfiction#yandere writing#yandere stories#yandere oneshots#yandere oneshot#yandere drabble#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#Yandere TW
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hey ! may i request some fluff with ethan landry where he thinks sheâs asleep so he whispers i love you to her but she was actually awake? (can either be established relationship or not) you can decide how she reacts :))
im so glad i found your blog because you write for many of the things that i like and it honestly felt like i hit jackpot seeing your masterlist. feel free to turn down this request/change it up !!hope u are having a good day/night <3
aw well Iâm happy you found me! đŤś
writing this as a quick drabble/ficlet bc I like the idea but canât think of a whole fic lol- enjoy!
Whispers (Ethan Landry x Reader)
You werenât going to the party at first, but all of your friends were going and you didnât wanna feel left out.
Getting drunk wasnât exactly the plan either. However, you were already getting your ass kicked by classes and you wanted to let loose.
Your friends encouraged you as they did the same, all of you keeping an eye on each other.
Except, you got a bit too far ahead and ended up having to leave your friends Tara and Mindy behind on the dance floor (aka, the frat house living room floor). You ended up on a couch nearby and closed your eyes, trying to zone out and not focus on the headache-inducing music.
Did it have to be so loud?
You felt someone sit down next to you and you heard a familiar voice ask you a question.
âYou alright?â
You didnât have to look to know it was your friend Ethan. You could tell his voice anywhere, the two of you were pretty close. You and Ethan liked a lot of the same stuff and it was easy to talk to him about pretty much anything.
You met him a while ago and coincidentally, his roommate was the brother to your friend Mindy. You all ended up hanging out in a group after realizing that.
âA little too drunk,â you admitted, your head lolling to the side. You opened yours eyes and found him watching you curiously. âAnd very tired.â
âIf youâre tired I can walk you back to your place.â
You made a noise of disapproval.
âItâs so far off campus, Iâd rather just sleep here.â
Sinking into the couch felt like a really good idea.
âMy dorm isnât that far,â Ethan suggested with a shy smile. âChad wonât care and itâs a weekend so you donât gotta worry about class.â
You did take him up on that offer.
âYouâre so sweet,â you told him as the two of you entered his apartment. You laughed to yourself, feeling quite lightheaded. âAnd cute.â
Ethan smiled at that. âYeah?â
âYeah, but itâs a secret, so shhh,â you told him. You had a pretty huge crush on him, but youâd tried to keep it under wraps in order to maintain your friendship. But your words were coming out before you could stop them.
God, you were tired.
âWell, youâre pretty cute too,â Ethan said, then quickly changed topics when you didnât respond right away. âYou can take my bed, Iâll crash in the chair.â
He pointed towards a sad little beat up recliner.
You snorted. âNo way, we can share.â
Ethan and Chad didnât have bunk beds, so it was easy to kick off your shoes and climb into his bed. Another day you mightâve been more graceful, but it looked so comfortable and you couldnât resist. Ethan did the same, not even changing into pajamas.
The two of you laid side by side and you tried to bite back a smile at the thought of being in bed with Ethan.
You rolled to the side, facing the wall, and closed your eyes. You were insanely exhausted and drunk, and really, really wanted to sleep.
âGoodnight, Ethan,â you mumbled to him. âAnd thanks for this.â
âYou donât have to thank me,â he responded. There was a moment of silence where you thought he was going to say more, but he didnât. Instead, he just said, âGoodnight.â
You started to drift off to sleep, getting comfortable. Maybe ten minutes passed and you shouldâve been asleep, but you werenât.
âAre you awake?â Ethan asked softly.
You were right on the edge of falling asleep finally and you knew if you started talking, that would never happen. Whatever he had to say, you two could talk about it tomorrow.
âI guess you are asleep⌠and now Iâm just talking to myself.â Ethan laughed a little and you tried not to smile. âThatâs okay, you need sleep. I just wanted to say⌠Iâm glad you trust me and that I can be here for you. I like being your friend, and IâI like you, yâknow?â
It was quiet for a long moment. Your breathing remained steady and you thought maybe heâd closed his eyes and drifted off.
Instead, he rolled onto his side and wrapped an arm over your body.
âI really like you, actually. Like I lot⌠as more than just a friend,â Ethan continued in a whisper. You could feel his heart racing against your back and you tried to not let on that you were awake. âMaybe even love you, but thatâs crazy, right? Weâre not even dating and I think Iâm in love with youâŚ
You really wanted to open your eyes, but you didnât want to embarrass him. Heâd just poured his heart out, it didnât seem like the right move to surprise him.
âIâll tell you for real someday, if I can ever get the courage to ask you out.â
You hoped that was a promise that Ethan could keep. You liked him tooâa lotâand hopefully that day heâd ask you out would come soon. You really wanted to see how things would go because you had a feeling that you could be in love him too.
#ethan landry x reader#ethan landry x you#ethan landry#scream 6#scream#quin-ns writing#request#ficlet#asks
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holaaa!! (dr rant + just an appreciation post)
(TW SLIGHT HINT TO GROOMING)
soo iâm shifting soon and i decided that im going to make my first album when i get there (LIKE START JT, DUDE. START IT. IM SO EXCITED) thereâs going to b an ep iâm going to finalize when i get there and it will be released on the 26th of the month i get there (as it is kinda a diss on a MAN who was 26 when we dated⌠i was a minor still.)
iâm also gonna make a family tree because iâm really bored (and i also kinda js wanna see all my siblings yk? im gonna draw them all soon bc like AUGH AJAJDKDJ I MISS THEM!!!)
omgz iâm so excited dude!!
(appreciation below!!)
also i saw billie eilish in my dream last night. one of the funniest and sweetest people i know đ SHARK WAS ALSO IN THAT DREAM HES SO SWEET âźď¸âźď¸ god i wish i could hug them today, just right now. yall donât understand how much billie and finneas have been through together, and im so proud of how far they made it. i love you both, and although you wonât see this post in this reality, i know you will when we r together :DDD u guys make me so happy, so inspired, and just a better person overall. also huge thank you to billie in helping me with directing my music videos and being featured in one of my favorite songs â ripple effect. thank you finneas for just đ for keeping her alive, giving her a passion, and being so protective and supportive of her.
iâm so excited to b friends w both of them n js talk to them daily â itâs so fun.
iâm also super duper excited to meet one of my closest friends â nile â in person finally!!!! itâs been like 3 years of shifting together, and i know sheâs excited too. i know sheâs reading this, btw so i love u sm nile and thank u for being such a great and perfect friend throughout this whole journey. i truly donât think i would still be kicking without you. i owe you the world, and i know youâre going to be blessed with many MANY things in the coming months, and the years following will be some of your best, but thatâs only a taste of what is truly to come.
iâm so proud of you, and iâm also so round of everyone that has been clinging onto shifting even though it hurts. iâm always here for you. i love you all so so much. i want the best for you, and i know youâre going to get it. iâm always here to help in ANY way i can. ask me anything, i promise you i will answer with the wisdom God and the universe has given me!!
i cannot express my gratitude to my father, loki, enough. i donât know how to even put it into words. heâs been there at my hardest, heâs been there at my best. i donât think i would actually even be this far without him either. heâs one of the silliest and sweetest people ive ever met. i canât believe heâs my FATHER you guys!! ITS SO COOL AUGHH
i also have so many people here i need to thank, thereâs more that i can think of right now but just know i love and appreciate every one of you guys.
staring with @smellofemale!! you were such a sign when i met you. i donât think iâve met a christian shifter â youâre the only one i still talk to if i have! im just so so sooo blessed to have met you. i donât know what to say, dude! i love you so much. youâre so sweet, so kind, and so inspiring. i love you!
@eneablack although youâre one of my newest friends, youâre another really really inspirational one. youâre so open about your struggles with shifting, even though youâve had success time and time again. it shows me and many others how shifting sometimes is a hard thing to get used too, even with successes under your belt!
@daisys-reality! if you donât know them, FOLLOW IMMEDIATELY PLEASE OMGGJAJSN she gives some of the best and most accurate readings i could ever ask for. also her drs (specifically her mermaid one) have inspired me so much!!
@kanachaka UR AO COOL BRO I JS LOVE SEEING UR POSTS AJSJDKDJD
@kazylynn i love u sm!! u rlly show me i can be an inspiration to others, and thatâs something iâve hoped for all my life. i want to be a good, helpful person â and i love you for showing me i can be.
@babybearthepsychic a few months ago you gave me a free reading that was just so accurate and so real. i donât know if i would still be on this spiritual journey without it, because i was at one of my hardest points then. i cannot believe how just truly accurate and kind you are. i love you so much, youâre doing amazing. i wish i could give you the biggest hug, and i could donate like a million dollars to u rn but i literally donât have a job đ
@zipperrants i donât think i rlly need to explain this⌠dude i thought u weâre so cool even when u weâre js interacting with @maddies-chronicles and i rlly wanted to interact w u so bad but i was so so scared bro!! and thank u hale for giving me the opportunity to meet them!!
@accidentalshifter YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MANY PEOPLE U REPRESENT IN THIS RESLITY â YOURE ONE OF THE FIRSR ADULT SHIFTERS I SAW ON HERR AND IM SO SO SO SO SOOO FUCKING HQPPY YOURE SO OPEN ABOUT IT! youâre just so free and itâs beautiful. i love you so much
and there are so many more but i just.. im gonna cry i love you all tooo much.. please know u all mean so much to me and i canât wait to tell u so many stories when i get back, and help u guys shift. i am working so hard to post more, and i pray this post can help me become more active.
so so so much love, to everyone in this community, youâre so wonderful. may the gods bless you.
so much love, peace and joy
the abyss
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(joking) CW: AGGRESSIVE SUPPORT AND LOVE FOR CLOWN FROM THE MOD TEAM AND MEMBERS OVER AT OUR DISCORD SERVER !!
I have found joy in your little show that I rarely find in things. The overwhelming love and care I have not just for these specific characters but for your art and talent as a whole is astounding. I want you to know that your community, the good parts of it, support you in any endeavor you choose to take. Although this project may have blasted your popularity you are 3-dimensional, you are much more than the creator of welcome home. You are a multi-medial, skilled, talented, and strong artistic being. Throughout all of this I have had nothing but the utmost respect for you. I will continue to no matter what. Just know we over at The Welcome Home discord server have been following your art closely and appreciating every detail! Do what is best for you clown, and continue to do so! -Reggie
It's been a while since something has grabbed me like this... Welcome Home is one of the most precious things I have ever seen, the creation has and will it always have a place in my heart. Thank You creator for sharing this piece of you heart with us. But your safety is more important, I hope that you'll be safe. -Jax
"dear clown, from the heart of one fan to many others, i find so much comfort in your project that i hope that even when things just like now are awful, you know that there's people simultaneously supporting you in every step of the way! We can wait however long you believe is necessary, you deserve to feel respected with your own passion project! And with that to a close, i wish you well! Thank you for giving us a grand welcome home!" -gremints
dear clown, you don't know me. i don't know you either. but everything you've been working on? it's changed my life. and i know that sounds cliche and silly, but it's true. you've inspired me to keep working on my own passion projects, to keep going. because of you, i have found a little community to call home. because of you, i have rekindled my love of silliness and color and creativity. i cannot thank you enough. without you, i would not have found the friends i have now. whatever you do, i want you to know that we're here to support it. and i hope that wherever you go, you also find home. - moth
Hi you dont know me but im Bug, one of the mods^^, I just want to start my message with this, Before I found welcome home, everything for me was going downhill, I had lost so much that was important to me in less than 2 weeks, I couldn't get out of bed and I wasn't doing my favorite things anymore. I couldn't even smile, My eyes were tired and heavy from crying. But thanks to you, Clown. Wonderful you..and your beautiful vibrant creation. With characters I saw and adored right away. I've smiled, danced, sang my favorite songs again, met new and amazing friends & began to draw again. I felt happiness faster than I thought I would again. A peace from your life helped heal some of mine and I'm grateful. Your creations bring me and so many others joy, But even then it as not as important as you. Yes It brings many smiles to people and i hope that doesn't sound to overwhelming.. But although we can't fix the issue people have caused you, we can't apologize for those who don't respect the boundaries you've set and we can't take back what others have done we want you to know that no matter what, the good of the community will always Have what's best for you in mind, in our server we make sure all rules are followed and you're privacy and mental health is respected. Take as much time as you need to take it all in, relax, do what's best for clown. đ take care of yourself before aything else. We thank you for all you've done already. -Boogerbug
EVERYTHING BELOW WAS SUBMITTED BY MEMBERS !!
Hi Clown! Just another rando passing through! While I have known about your artwork for a few years now, I never dove into it until Welcome Home became popular, and I genuinely love the vision you have. Your other artwork is also phenominal and genuinely inspires me, and it always has, even before I discovered the Welcome Home website. Your character designs are impeccable, the way you portray the muppets is genuinely awesome and brings back a lot of good memories, as I grew up watching puppet shows. Explains one reason I enjoy your work doesn't it?Despite making godly artwork, people forget that you are a human like the rest of us. Most people who become famous or popular because of something they have done experience this and it is unfortunate, but there are some of us that know you have a life and are already struggling. Take the time you need to rejuvinate yourself and try not to let these people get to you, as hard as it is to do, as even I still struggle with this daily. These are your creations, and you deserve to have control over what happens with them, and the disrespect this slowly growing fanbase has for your requests is terrible. Hoping that things eventually improve on your end, especially since you already aren't in a safe environment, something I also understand. I've already planned on throwing some bucks at you through Ko-Fi once I open my new bank account, and even if I cant, I still want to help prove that you are worthy and deserve better than this. You are incredibly talented and I hope to see Welcome Home and all of your other works of art flourish over time! - Sunnie/Mizo
Now onto the big reveal....
Our server members as well as a few mods all banded to together to create a collage showing our appreciation and support for Clown during these rough times. I hope this can serve as a reminder that despite the shitty people out there, there is a large community who still very much respects and enjoys every aspect of Clowns artwork.
An art collage put together by the moderators with art submitted by members.
Below are more signages as well as the usernames of everyone who participated:
Micah
Maximus
Beans
Wynn
Avery
Global
Vinnzhe
- and lastly, the rest of the welcome home discord server đŠˇ
@partycoffin
#welcome home#welcome home discord server#welcome home puppet show#welcome home community#clown#partycoffin#support clown#sending our support#support#respect to artists#respect#sending our love#wally darling#eddie dear#Barnaby b beagle#julie joyful#frank frankly#howdy pillar#sally starlet#home#love and respect for clown
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â I admire the stars from afar with closed eyes
i love my mutuals đ¤đŚ˘ ( appreciation post )
. alphabetical order
aly @soleillunne
we dont talk all that much, but i see you on my dash and smile, like, every single time. im so nervous to talk to you and i dont even know why DJUSHSJ your just so cool and friendly and literally a superstar to me idk đ your sososososo awesome and i admire you a lot!
ceru @ceruleancattail
so awesome, literally such a star. your talent is out of this world, and the kindness in your heart is above all. your one of the most friendly people ive met, and your so so loved and admired, especially by me!! Seeing you on my dash is always such a highlight, and seeing your work is even better. Keep doing what you love because i know you can never truly fail đ your just too talented..!!!!!
faera @atsdlura
faera âšď¸đ i love you so much/p, your so light, and full of just love for so many others. your probably one of the most genuinely sweet people i know, and I adore your art. everything about you is sweet and so uplifting! whenever i talk to you I feel better and ready to finish the day! your genuinely sooo awesome and Im sososososo happy we met.
hana @haismie
one of the sunshines of my life. i can never truly put into words how much i actually care lmaoo, your my friend from before the platform, and Iâve seen you grow so much, in both terms of writing and drawing. your so utterly talented and the way you weave words leaves my heart burning! ughhh the boy you are!!! thank you for making my day, everytime you send me a message.
khoi @khoipyan
I MISS YOU BROTHER. everytime i see you pop up instantly my mood is lifted!! your very talented, and awesome, and amazing, and i love seeing you talk about your interests!! THINKING OF YOU đ take care
kei @keii-starz
oh kei, i always adore seeing you on my dash. you are so loved, and cared about đ, im so happy i met you because our conversations always brighten me up. your so supportive and kind, and i just want to cover you in soft blankets as you deserve. thank you for always being so kind!
lei @trappolia
lei, the loml⌠your so fun and always such a highlight of my day⌠i love talking about everything ever with you, and dont forget about the birthday fic you wrote me?!?! hello?!?! still look at that consistently btw bcs of how sweet it is! your so talented and i adore your writing so much! your super awesome and im grateful ive got to know someone as bright as you.
millie @poppurini
millie you have to be one of my favorite people on the website tbh, we dont talk as often but literally your so fucking talented and i just want to hang everything you do up in a museum and explain it to passerbyâs. your personality is so wonderful, and always cheers me up. your so cool, and fantastic as well, i can find no negatives at  all for knowing you! I appreciate you and your work a lotâŚ!
mika @mikacynth
mika the sweet girl that you are omg. your not online as much anymore but every time you are I can just feel the positive vibes uplifting đ you mean so much to so many people are your very cared about i hope you know. your very talented and super intelligent. i appreciate you a lot!
misha @mishantics
MISHAAA i hope you know everytime i come across something you reposted on tiktok i scream your name in my head!!!!!! your such a talented artist and someone worthy of inspiration! I appreciate you so so much, and you deserve the best!
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skylia oh what a flower you are. YOUR SO AMAZING AND KIND!!! your one of the people iâve known for longest, and i appreciate you so much for all the kind words you throw at everyone. i love seeing you on my dash, and i appreciate you silently đ even if i dont message you a lot i hope you know i do see you
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. vi, to me your everything good in this world. your always there for me no matter how small or big and you always make me feel included, make me feel worth something. I admire you a lot, and i think your plenty awesome with everything you do, your totally lovable! im sooo grateful i met you, genuinely, you make so many of my days full! đ
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YING YOUR SO COOL⌠your such a big sibling figure to me and I look up to you so so much, more then you could know. If your the sun, im a star taking in your light in the hopes i can shed that much love on others you do with your warmth. your so admirable and i want to be like you!
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1. I remember that fic â lwg accidentally killed wwx and then raise Wen Yuan. JYL live in it. Sorry for mistakes â english is't my first language. Also it first time when I use tumblr too đ
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FOUND? A Little Fall of Rain by Just_a_Girl_in_a_Crystal (T, 47k, WIP, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Somebody Lives/Not Everyone Dies, Grief/Mourning, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fix-It, Golden Core Reveal, Protective LXC, Protective LQR)
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2. A friend and I are hoping you can help find a fic for the next fic finder. It's a modern AU and LWJ is on the autism spectrum but wasn't tested until he was an adult because LQR either didn't want him tested or was in denial about it when LWJ was a child. There was possibly an aunt that was on the spectrum too. We can't remember anything else about it and have gone through the autistic lwj tag and our bookmarks on ao3 but none that we found sounded right. Thanks in advance!
FOUND! together, weâre just enough  by lulu_kitty (E, 134k, wangxian, past WWX/OFC, modern, younger LWJ,  bartender LWJ, older WWX, rich WWX, fluff, yearning, smut, bottom LWJ,  LWJ has scoliosis, slow burn) Â
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3. Good day to all! There is a twitter fic that I wanted to read again but I forgot to save it (or like it). Can you help me find it?
Its about foxxian who goes into heat and he spend his heat with dragonji. Foxxian got pregnant and the jiang keep asking who is the father. Apparently, foxxian doesnât know who is it. Then, when he gave birth, 3 eggs came out. The jiangs are shock. And when the eggs were hatch, all of them are dragons. So the jiangs knew now that the one who impregnant foxxian is a dragon from Lan Clan.
Thank you so much!
FOUND! Foxxian/Dragonji thread by @/cerbykerby (wangxian, cw: dubcon, mpreg, memory loss) Â Â
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4. Hi! I wanted to know if anyone remembers that wangxian time travel fic where lan xicheng goes in this little sidequest where he adopts Xue Yang and Meng Yao??? I think??? And helped them have decent childhoods while wwx fixed everything else
FOUND? And Time Is But a Paper Moon  by sami (M, 138k, WangXian, XiChengQing, Time Travel, Fix-It, Everyone  Lives/Nobody Dies, Healing, Mental Health Issues, PTSD, Hurt/Comfort, Depression, BAMF WWX, BAMF JC, BAMF LWJ, BAMF JYL, Getting Together) Lan Xichen is shown the future by Wwx via empathy. He finds XY and MY when they are still kids and brings them to Cloud Recesses.
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5. hi!! Thank you for all the hard work you are putting! I'm looking for fic where wwx is in the hospital after a car accident. When he wakes up he doesn't remember lwj because he has a six years memory loss and the two of them met five years prior to the accident. They were also about to get married. Lwj played the violin for a living and composed music for Disney if I'm not mistaken. Wwx was an engineer for prosthetic parts and he was working with wq. That's all I remember. If you have the time, I would love if you looked for it!
FOUND? High On Information by Latigra (M, 110k, WIP, WangXian, XuanLi, Hurt/Comfort, Amnesia, Established Relationship, Injury Recovery, Family Drama, Set in USA, Shitty US Healthcare System is Good for Fictional Drama, Modern AU, mild body horror, Traumatic Brain Injury, Warnings at End Notes, Past Drug Use, ADHD, Jealousy, Dom/sub Undertones)
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6. Hello! im looking for this wangxian fic that ive been missing for awhile now. I dont remember much but it was modern and everyone was a hitman or assassin (?) all i remember is that people were involved in the killing business. the only scene i remember is that JGS or JGY dies in the bathtub by being shot by LWJ or LXC. Oh thats another thing im pretty sure the way LWJ killed was by clean shots to the head. I know there's smut in it. It frustrates me so much that i cant remember more this was one of the first wangxian fics i remember reading
FOUND! 𧥠modus operandi by synonemous (E, 21k, WangXian, Modern AU, Serial killer WangXian, Eventual happy ending, WangXian's Canon Kinks, Smut) Not everything fits - they are serial killers and jgy dies in a bathtub, but he wasn't shot / I think #6 is modus operandi too! HGJ kills with headshots, but JGY gets taken out by ZWJ, who comes out of retirement just for that one personal hit.
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7. i have been remembering a fic where at the start wwx is engaged to jzx and lwj is engaged to jyl and obviously in the end they switched partners đ but idk the title or author, does this ring a bell for anyone? thanks in advance!!!!
FOUND? Neatly Arranged by thunderwear (T, 45k, WangXian, Arranged Marriage, Angst with a Happy Ending, lwjâs mother is here but only briefly, RIP, Shenanigans, Fix-It, of sorts, Canonical Character Death, but not all, did i forget to tag pining, because this fic is like 90 percent pining, Hurt/Comfort)
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8. Hi iâm looking for a fic that I read a while ago but canât find. Wei wuxian gets sent back in time after his death to the cloud recesses lectures. He ends up in the middle of a lecture and starts crying. He canât handle it and attempts suicide by jumping off a cliff at cloud recesses but he is found and saved. I think he gets sanctuary or something but iâm not sure. Thank you your page is a life savor!! @st3wartladleâ
FOUND? Without end by barisan (M, 70k, wangxian, major character death, time travel, suicide attempt, hurt/comfort, depressed WWX, protective LWJ, good uncle LQR, bad parents JFM & YZY, not YZY & JFM & Jiang friendly, implied/referenced child abuse & self harm, BAMF WWX, WIP) The scene you mention is right in the beginning of the fic.
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9. Looking for a vampire WWX/Hunter LWJ fic, that started with LWJ kneeling for the marriage ceremony and being bit, then the rest after that involved LWJ trying to keep away from WWX for his own good before they both get together. LWJ stays human. I think I found it on AO3? @bcaugust
It's not the right one(though it is one of my favorites and really close to the same vibe.) I also remember that the vampire bite would scar to indicate a spouse, if that helps anyone.
Not FOUND I Think Sunshine Would Treat Me Kind by vassal101 (T, 24k, WangXian, Exorcist LWJ, Vampire WWX, Human/Vampire Relationship, Fantasy, Vampire Bites, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Protective LWJ, Pining LWJ, Jealous LWJ, Pining WWX, POV LWJ, First Kiss, First Love, Hurt/Comfort, Love Confessions, Assassination Plot(s), Undercover Missions, Breaking Up & Making Up, Blood Drinking, Consensual Blood Drinking, horny vampire drinks from equally horny human, Falling In Love, i would say this is more angst than fluff, but it's not too too sad dw, Happy Ending, POV Third Person) reminded me of this one? Doesn't start with a wedding though, lwj simply arrives as a peace offering
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10. Hi!
So I'm looking for a fic that I can't find where I can't remember what exactly happened, but it goes something like this;
Lwj and Wwx are sleeping, Lwj gets a nightmare, and he doesn't tell Wwx about it, but he figures it out anyway and then Wwx waits to see whether Lwj will go back to sleep or have sex. They have rough sex in which Wwx specifically requests that he doesn't want to come. And then they talk (I think it was just outside on a porch or something?) And then Lwj fingers him and gets him off.
I'm sorry I don't remember more, I think it was one chapter and I'm really desperately trying to find this fic. If you could find it it would be much appreciated!!
Thank you!
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11. Heya mods, I'd really appreciate it if you could find this fic. It was about God Lan Wanji and him trying to find fellow god Wei Wuxian after he went missing. LWJ found him with the Dafan Wens and was living happily as a mortal with them. He wondered why WWX wasn't leaving or even thinking about his position as a god, but then it's revealed that his robes (which all gods need) were torn apart by the bad Wens. WWX also gives the robe to a'Yuan iirc. Read it on ao3, might've been a oneshot. @yetusagi
FOUND? Three Worlds, One Life by limedumplr (T, 9k, WangXian, Angels & Demons, Heaven & Hell, fairytale AU, Eternal Love Spinoff, Pining, happy ending I promise, Arranged Marriage, Forced Marriage)
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12. Hi! Iâm looking for a fic where the jiang and wwx test their blood relation (not modern btw). I remember the rumor about sect leader jiang and wwx being father-son are just really just rumors because it shows that they are not related. However, when they test out madam yu and wwx blood, apparently they are related to each other. It turns out CSRâs parent is a sibling of Madam Yuâs parent (I dunno if they are really siblings but I know they a family) making it CSR related to Madam Yu (counsin ig)
Hi! Iâm the #12 requester in the recent fic finder. Thank you but unfortunately it is not the one Iâm looking for. I think the revelation of the blood related thing happened early chapter because as much as I can remember, madam yu treats wwx better after knowing they are related. She actually treats him as her nephew.
NOT FOUND! All Things Belong by kuroi_atropos (M, 64k, WIP, WRH & WWX, WangXian, WWX is a WÄn, Abuse, Whipping, Manipulations, Warning: WRH, Smart WWX, Possessive Behavior, Warning: JGS, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Past Rape/Non-con) it turns out in the later chapter that wwx is somehow related tu mdm yu via his grandmother (who was cssr's mother). And said grandmother was a distant cousin or just from yu
Unstoppbble by Immortal WangXian (Mr_Pervert) (M, 47k, wangxian, JC/LXC, JYL/JZX, immortal WWX, immortal LWJ, good parent YZY, good parent JFM, good uncle LQR, good XY, evil JGY, yin & yang cultivation, time travel fix-it, WN lives, MXY lives, WQ lives, supportive NMJ, YLLZ WWX, possessive LWJ, protective LWJ, fluff & smut, crack, action/adventure, mpreg, WIP)
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13. Hello, first I want to thank you for your service! I am looking for a fic where there's a scene where Lan Xichen sets up a dinner date to introduce Lan Wangji to his boyfriend Nie Mingjue. However, Nie Huaisang came to the restaurant because he lost his apartment keys and he was looking for his brother for help. NHS brought his bestie Wei Wuxian with him so LWJ mistook WWX as LXC's boyfriend. @ksoostrauma
FOUND? Man on My Mind by brooklinegirl (E, 50k, WangXian, Modern AU, Sex Cam Worker WWX, Identity Porn)
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14. just wanted to find a specific fic. It is one where wangxian time travel, and everyone is suspicious of them in the sunshot campaign. Jin guangshan suggests using a magic ball to spy on them, but it turns out they just end up combing each other's hair of something intimate but not shameless?
FOUND? lan xichen is very concerned (and confused) by theninjacat (T, 3k, WangXian, POV Outsider, Time Travel, Canon Divergence, Sunshot Campaign) I just read it, and the hair brushing spying thing was fresh on my mind and in my AO3 history!
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15. Hi! Please help. I lost some of the fics I was reading, and cannot remember where I first saw them (was using incognito at work, but there was an update and pcs got restarted). It's about the cultivation world punishing ppl, especially Wens, at the BM. During war, they see only Yiling is not attacked, and the guardian, who wears a mask and talks through WQ, accepts to help them if he gets married to a clan heir, as a warranty they won't turn on him. There's a scene where an assasain gets to the camp and is about to kill JYL, but Yllz saves her. Do you know it? @allthoselhb
FOUND? Tumblr post by ShanaStoryteller I think this is 15
15 sounds very familiar but I can't find the fic. If it helps, I think it's the one where YLLZ is walking around with a swirling mask of resentful energy all the time and never speaks, and Wen Qing is his voice. Everyone thinks WWX is dead
For 15, I don't THINK it's these, but have similar elements, so maybe, or at least interesting? I forget the name, but there's one fic where wwx and lz never met before the war, and wwx and the lans insist on an arranged marriage between him and a main clan member after the war (they live on burial mounds, not quite a sect kinda big household vibes) to kinda legitimize themselves to protect their people, thinking anyone sent by the clans to the "evil" yllz must be abused/not valued, so they'd actually be saving someone from a bad situation and into a married in name only respected guest situation. Only they get lz instead. Lxc is very worried for awhile thinking lz must be getting abused meanwhile yllz is a masked but perfect gentleman who proves to be a kind dedicated family leader/lord of the area and lz becomes sympathetic/supportive and ends up falling HARD for him and adores ayuan
there's also another one. Idk about a mask, but in it I think jgs? Tricks both wwx (backed by the bm wens) and the lans into thinking that each other are insisting on some sort of forced political marriage with each other, with the Jin being a "neutral party mediators" when actually the Jin are threatening and pressuring both sides into it/lying. Wwx lz and Co find out when they meet for first time on Jin grounds and unite against the jin.
there's also another fic featuring masks, where the yllz is more spooky unknown who always shows up wearing a full face? Silver mask, with the designs changing every now and then. You later find out that the identity of yllz is being shared between wwx, the wen siblings, and I think mxy? And this is during sunshot campaign after the sects asked for their help (tho they might of also offered it as a strategic move for themselves?)
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16. ive been looking for a fic where for some reason wwx stays with the nie after the ssc. nmj threatens to cut off wwx's tongue if he does demonic cultivation but wwx just depresses his life away instead. jgy blocks letters from everyone so hes really isolated. eventually nhs brings him out of his shell and hes eventually allowed outside his rooms. Later, lxc comes to play clarity/rest, and in the training grounds wwx has a panic attack after being accused of cursing jyl and her second pregnancy whoch he hadnt even known about. Now that i think about it, it probably actually takes place after qiongqi pass.
follow up for the imprisoned in the nie fic, im fairly sure that in the summary, nhs is like "you used to be so confident and happy..."
FOUND! Always walked a very thin line by tucuxi (T, 22k, WangXian)
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17. Hi, can you help me find these fics? I've been going crazy! They were on ao3; I hope they haven't been deleted!
A) I think wwx was a ghost, & found himself at the Cloud Recesses in the aftermath of lwj's punishment. Lwj was in bad condition and almost died (a couple of times?) Eventually there was some sort of ritual to bring wwx back into a physical body, & he was in the adjoining room bc he was also very weak. (NB: this is not the fic where wwx is actually astral projecting from Baoshan Sanren's mountain, it's a different one).
B) Lwj stayed at the Burial Mounds, & his health was very poor, he kept getting very sick quite often. At one point there was an epidemic in Yiling; some of the Wens died, and then they went to go help in the town bc of their medical knowledge. Lwj had to stay separate bc of his fragile health; he had to tend the fields alone and he couldn't attend the funerals.
Hi, I messaged recently for help finding 2 fics, so naturally I finally find one of them again not 24 hours later đ The one with Lan Zhan in poor health at the Burial Mounds/the epidemic situation is Over the Rotted Bridge by vailkagami! I can't believe I forgot about the necromancy or Lan Zhan being mute!! I would still love your assistance with finding the other one đđ Thank you!
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FOUND! Over the Rotted Bridge by vailkagami (T, 314k, WangXian, Temporary Character Death, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, LWJ dies, Wei Wuxian doesnât die, neither do (most of) the  wens, JYL also lives, Original Character(s), outside pov, YLLZ WWX,  Canon Divergence, CQL Verse, Illustrated, Grief/Mourning, Non-Consensual  Resurrection, mute LWJ, Hurt LWJ, Slow Burn, canonical death of a child  (mentioned), Survivor Guilt, PTSD)
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18. hi!! for the next fic finder, i have been looking for a fic for a few weeks but since it's been some time ive read it, its lost in my history. it was a time travel fic, where wangxian get back into their bodies during the wen indoctrination. the pov was actually jc's if im not mistaken, but i remember clearly that in the end he accuses lwj of seducing wwx into demonic cultivation, after wx kill the wens there and wwx raises an army. thank you <3
FOUND! Iâm pretty sure this one is â¤ď¸ Wen Chaoâs Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day by Shializaro (T, 2k, wangxian, time travel, BAMF wangxian, outsider POV, Mojoâs post)
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19. Hello! For the next fic finder, can you help find this fic? It's a sickly WWX because of his live in the street before. I dont remember much but there was a horse riding lesson, he learn about strategy, and when he make a journey alone to make his sword. In his journey he met with imperial soldiers that patroled around capital and befriend them. I think he calmed a resentful mother cat too i think. It's a WIP story. I read that recently in this year but i think it was a fic from around 2019-2020? Thank you @idontknowwhattowriteforusername
FOUND! A Burning Cold by MountainRose (G, 29k, Chronic Illness, Pre-Canon, Nirvana in Fire Fusion, Character Study, Wen Bullshit, Snow Beetle Poison) is a sort of Nirvana in Fire fusion called A Burning Cold by MountainRose locked to archive here / but it's restricted for logged users;
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20. Looking for a fic where the focus iirc was more on LWJ teaching/raising lan juniors to express their emotions healthily.
Sorry, I don't think it's To be of use, I remember it being something shorter. Also WWX came back towards the later part of it.
not FOUND To be of use by Erisette (Not Rated, 53k, LSZ & LWJ, Found Family, Accidental Baby Acquisition, (kinda), Father-Son Relationship, Missing Scene, Good Teacher LWJ, Seclusion Lite(TM), Fluff, Worldbuilding)
FOUND? Gathered Herbs & Sweet Grasses by hansbekhart (Not Rated, 19k, LSZ & LWJ, WangXian, dad wangji, LWJâs Questionable Parenting Skills, Grief/Mourning, Recovery, Injury Recovery, Hopeful Ending, Canon-Typical Violence)
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Ponyboy Curtis, the boy that sits behind me in English. He had the most beautiful eyes and nice hair with or without grease. I always thought he was so handsome since we played in the Elementary School Musical, Cinderella. He was Prince Charming but I got stuck with being an evil stepsister since I wasn't as good of an actor to be Cinderella like Stacy Lang.
Man, I was so jealous you could've seen steam coming out of my ears. After that, I found out acting was my true passion so I practiced till I got better. Over the years, my crush on Pony only seemed to grow but I just couldn't face him. I was an actor but I couldn't even act confident to confess to him.
I decided to keep my distance from him and give even more into my acting . Soon enough, the Spring Musical rolled around in school. The PTA ironically decided on Cinderella and I immediately signed up for a audition as Cinderella. As the day moved on, I felt as if someone was staring into the back of my head. I turned to find Pony staring at me.
Once he noticed me looking back at him, he walked up. I look at him hesitantly as he gives me a small smile. I decide to speak up first, "Hi, Pony, haven't talked to you in while !"
He smiles even brighter and speaks, "Yea, did you hear about Cinderella, its just like old times."
I let out a giggle and smiled lightly, "I know right, are you going to audition again, Prince Charming?"
He playfully rolls his eyes at my teasing and replies, "I think I'm just gonna go for stage help this time. You're gonna make great Cinderella though, catch you later y/n!"
I waved him goodbye with the biggest smile on my face. I looked at my watch and saw it was time for my audition. I rushed to the music room to find Mrs. Coleman waiting for me. She smiled and welcomed me in, "Hello Y/n! You may begin." I walked up to the singing stand and began. I closed my eyes to calm myself and try my best to hit every note and run.
After I finished, Mrs. Coleman told me good job and called the next person for auditions. I walked out then turned the corner to find Ponyboy and his buddies, Keith and Johnny. They seem to talking privately so I decided to keep moving till he stopped me.
He gave me that same old smile, "Hey Y/n!"
I smiled at them "Hey Boys!"
Two-bit and Johnny said their hellos as me and Pony start to talk. He gave me hesitantly gave me a hug as if he wasn't sure if he should. I immediately wrapped my arms around him inhaling his scent of Bergamot, Vanilla, and a hint of Tobacco.
We let go with smiles and I asked, "So what's up?"
He chuckled and said "I saw you coming out of your audition, how'd it go?"
I laughed nervously, wondering why he asked, "I feel like it went great, did you apply for stage crew yet?"
He nodded, "Yeah I actually did, I'm excited to see you act, haven't since 4th grade."
I giggled and formed a blushed hoping he can't see, "Thanks Pone! I'll talk to you later!"
He said goodbye and walked away with his friends.
**Couple Days Later**
The day was finally here, Mrs. Coleman is finally putting up the casting roles. I basically jumped out of bed this morning to get ready because of it. Once I got to school, I immediately ran to the music room. I saw the poster and scanned it.
There it was! Cinderella: Y/N L/N. I got the role!
After that, I ran down the hall in excitement, yelling and shouting for everyone to hear. Everyone was staring at me as I did but I was to happy to care. I stopped when someone tapped me from behind. When I turned I was met with a mildly confused Ponyboy.
He looked a little confused, "Y/n, are you ok? What's going on?"
I beamed at him and replied "Pony I got the role! As Cinderella!"
He gave the biggest smile and pulled me in for a hug, "I knew you would, Im so happy for you."
I wrapped my arms around him excitedly, bouncing up and down lightly. We stayed like that for what seemed like hours and hours on end. He then pulled away to look me in my eyes, "I really want to kiss you right now" I blushed deeply at his words before nodding "I really want you to kiss too" He pulled me in closer and closed the gap between our lips.
I'm Cinderella and I've finally got my Prince Charming.
#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#the outsiders ponyboy#ponyboy michael curtis#ponyboy imagine#darry curtis#steve randle#dallas winston#johnny cade#sodapop curtis#two bit mathews#the outsiders smut
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I joined the hobby with my sister in early 2003. We both got our first dolls at the same time but I hated my doll (she arrived blank) and I decided to not join the hobby because I hated the doll so much. My sister stayed active, but passed away in 2016, in which I got my first doll back when they were passing the inheritance and arranging everything. That was my reintroduction into the doll hobby, to connect with my sister in a way.
Enjoyed making friends with people in the community, generally found the community peaceful and positive. I liked playing and taking pictures of my dolls and was interested in trying OC and the biographies people posted because it looked fun.
in 2022 the rest of my family passed away in a car crash. Its been difficult for me to accept this and I keep going into states of "if this" or "if that", and I tried to connect to the hobby but I couldnt escape reality. It didnt help that my fathers side of the family were relentlessly trying to put a conservatorship on me, have me put in a mental hospital and seize control of me, my assets and finances forcing me to go to a psychiatrist and take medication just so I can have freedom and avoid them.
I decide to try and cheer myself by going to a doll event on holiday and get a chance on a doll that is coveted by a niche in the community, as in limited to a few dolls a year that you can only get in person in a certain location on certain dates by a lottery. This is a doll Ive been obsessed with getting, having won two YJA auctions for her (you arent supposed to buy them secondhand or sell them), only to have the sellers always refund the proxy. I won this doll, on my first lottery entry and I feel nothing.
I met two people and one was extremely kind, and the other that I thought I had a connection with was just disappointing to meet in person. Gossiping about people the whole time, including the person that was also there with us, always talking about why they were better than so and so because they did x. Talked about entering the lottery many times but always losing and not to get my hopes up because they dont pick nonresident foreigners. She also suggested I bring in someone to increase my chances, but I said I wanted to play fair and she shocked me when she said good answer; like it was a trick suggestion or she was waiting for an aha moment.
The pure anger on her face when I was called the winner, and then the comment about them picking the lottery winner like I was supposed to feel bad that I was picked instead of randomly chosen was weird to me. I just brushed it off as me being paranoid. Its not jealousy of the doll, but I think anger that they picked someone she saw as unworthy (me). She even called me a whale, but I just ignored the comment because I know Im not even remotely chubby back then.
Then she said something about how maybe this was the universe giving me a present because my whole family passed away a few months ago (at that time). This was the first time I told someone in the hobby about my familys passing and I felt completely emptied? deflated? by the comment. They may have not meant it to be negative, but I felt repulsed. TBH, I havent even taken the doll out of the box since getting her because I keep remembering that comment made. They probably didnt mean much, but it stuck to me. I cant even look at the doll's box without feeling sick. I just remembered this because its been a year + and I saw someone being annoyed that a oneoff winner didnt post an opening even though its been a few months, and now I feel worse because its been a year of her in the box.I was just waiting until I felt happy again so I can at least have the box opening be special. I dont know what to do because that comment; the universe giving me a doll in return of my whole family dying? I cant disassociate it and I wish I never met that person because I feel like it has made the doll hobby unenjoyable to me, but I also know its unreasonable to think this way because Ive met so many that are so nice and kind. I think Im reading into the comment more than its worth. I honestly feel pathetic for letting it affect me this much.
Sorry for writing all of this. I just wanted to get it out of my chest so I can maybe get back to normal. My friends dont like listening to this, because Im a man and am supposed to be more mature, and I also dont like holding on to anger, and I dont usually do, but I feel angry and sad all the time, when I know I should be grateful because I have a lot of blessings. Some might know who I am, and I hope they dont take it as a sign of me needing help, and more of just me venting if they read all of this, that my disinterest in a lot of things isnt them, its just Im not back to normal and I want to be.
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Mod: I'm so sorry anon, you've been through so much. đ
This person sounds insecure and jealous and imo you should dismiss everything they said to you, it was not coming from a good place. You deserve to have joy and happiness in your life.
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