#and i have to be at work at 8am

[dear-ao3]

anyway come talk to me

[gunstellations]

It all starts with this...

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Sometimes work mode just doesn’t turn off

Four, driving home from work: *notices it’s 8:05* Oh. Top of the hour. I need to get the intake and outputs of my patient’s drains, and that blood sugar, and—

Four:

Four: Wait

XXX

Wild: *swipes work badge at door to Lon Lon Ranch* *swipes again when nothing happens*

Twilight:…Whatcha doin’, buddy?

Wild: My badge isn’t—

Wild:

Twi:

Wild: Just shut up

XXX

Sky: *freezes mid step towards his bed because he swears he heard the tones drop for a flight*

Sky: *walks to the window* It’s literally raining, there’s no way we’re gonna pass the weather check to fly in this.

Time:

Time: Sky. You’re home.

Sky:

Sky: Well it’s still crappy weather

XXX

Legend: *dead asleep*

Legend, jolting awake: I FORGOT TO PAGE PHARMACY FOR THAT MED

[heartorbit]

i wanna make a prsk major arcana...

[thegatorsgoose]

I just read the new dp x tf fic by @playedcrowd5610 and instantly my artblock was shattered, I drew this in one sitting just in case the motivation went away😭 anyway this is my first time EVER drawing a transformer so if it looks wonky, no it doesn’t

The author has a few fics for this crossover and they are all peak, I would definitely recommend checking them out if that interest you! https://archiveofourown.org/works/60521740/chapters/154507732

[xxplastic-cubexx]

To be completely and utterly painful, my assumption was that Erik had either already died before Logan and Charles went on the run, or Erik was one of the people Charles killed during that seizure.

its actually wild how youve both decided to kill me today it's not even 8AM

[st4rstudent]

on tha computer

[payasita]

engraved

[blueskittlesart]

more of this spidersona ft. self portrait-ish style study!

[sulfurzee]

i really cannot tell if this is funny. </3

[sp00ky-scary]

Same anon from last ask, i need you to know i absolutely wrote that with cupid x blondie in mind (heartlockes is the ship name most used) and i am now on my knees begging you to make that fanart of them 🙏

your art? Immaculate.🤌

… I did it, idk what blondies talkin about but she's probably been going on for a while

also they are totally gfs who are incapable of communicating a dress code for a date

[lafseanchai]

AITA for asking my roommate to get her shit together and put her dirty dishes away??

Okay. This is what I text her today, cuz at the begining of the week, I told her, AGAIN, that leaving dirty dishes out overnight is a big ick I have, as we have a dishwasher. And it was the only big house rule I asked for since day one. But this morning...

"(Name.) I just asked you the other day not to leave dishes in the sink overnight. And yet there was a bunch of dirty dishes in the sink this morning.

And then there was dirty pan on the stove. And the stove dirty with overboiled pasta water. And the pasta wrapper left on the counter. And you had clearly gone into the clean dishwasher but did not unload it and reload it.

I am just frustrated and a bit disappointed. I am not asking you to do even 50% of the housework. I will even take the trash and clean the main floor bathroom if you can get your dirty dishes put away.

I know that ADHD makes it hard and I totally understand bad brain days, when you have bad brain days at least tell me or mention something. Cuz at this point is feels like you're being careless and disrespectful of the shared space and about the only house rule I have, and I have expressed from day one. Dirty dishes go in the dishwasher and do not sit in the sink overnight.

I bought a little whiteboard that I can put up with a bit of a chore chart again, as it would be more visible than the printed chore chart I made initially.

But at this point, I do not trust that to help a lot, though I am willing to try it if you are.

The last time I talked to you about this, you said you'd talk to your therapist about tools and ways to help you remember, but I am still having to remind you about taking the trash out; if I don't, it doesn't get done. Same with the dishes.

I don't want to have to nag to you do these tasks, as you are an adult, but if I do not give you reminders, it just doesn't get done. Or I dk remind you, and it still doesn't.

I don't want to be mean or harsh, but I am just very frustrated by the dishes thing especially. I have said from day one that is all I asked of my roommates to do, and it is something that does not get respected.

And honestly, I am working a lot of hours and am physically tired, and I know you have limitations, but the fact that you are at the house so many more hours a day than me and even the basic tasks can't get taken care of is so exhausting and frustrating.

I don't know what else to do or say.

Unfortunately, I will be at work literally all day today, a d won't be home until 10pm and I will not have the energy to do a face to face talk tonight.

I am willing to have the conversation here, or plan for it on Saturday. Let me know what you want to do."

Like, I know she's AuDHD, and young, but 22 is certainly old enough to be able to put your dirty dishes in the dishwasher yes? She's been living at the house for like 6 months now, which you think would have been long enough to at least start figuring out some systems and tools to help.

Am I being a bitch? Expecting too much? Being too Neuro typical/ableist?

Any advice? Cuz the next step is telling her she's paying $20-$50 more a month in rent to make up for the fact I am cleaning up after her.

[somegrumpynerd]

what even is your timezone it’s not even 3am for me and you’re up on a monday….

Evil hell timezone, they won't put me in a normal timezone until I pay for my crimes

[epersonae]

I was thinking about this recently; I don't think of myself as a "morning person" but I do have a peak of energy etc at midmorning, and alas I do wake up early, even without my alarm. but also it takes me a while to get from upright to functional. so:

[prince-liest]

My first patient today made me so happy. She's this relatively young woman that I've seen a few times now who came in with this story of really debilitating, recurrent episodes of nausea and vomiting multiple times a week that were getting in the way of work and life and leaving her collapsed in the shower for hours a day. She had irritable bowel syndrome listed in her diagnoses, and was tearful for most of her first visit because she was so tired, stressed, and had basically been told repeatedly that she just had to lose weight. I was like, cool, weight can definitely be a goal for your long-term health but right now I'm more concerned about your immediate quality of life.

She's also had migraines with aura since she was a kid, worse the past few years.

Now, don't get me wrong: I did a thorough work-up to make sure that the nausea and vomiting weren't from some other underlying pathology. Thyroid, ultrasound, the words. Results were all pretty much perfect.

Anyway, started her on sumatriptan as an abortive medication for the migraines, it helped partially but not fully, so I nixed the sumatriptan and started her on daily venlafaxine as a preventative and stacked Nurtec on top as an abortive medication and she came back looking happy for the first time I've ever seen her. Like, every single other visit she's ended up crying in the office, not even out of active upset but just because she was so stressed and tearful at baseline. Also, guess what? No more debilitating nausea and vomiting.

I've started several people on antidepressants and one of the things I've been realizing fairly swiftly is that more than half the time I'm starting people on them, they do have depressive or anxious symptoms...but the main thing I'm gunning for is actually either migraines or chronic pain. And I get two birds with one stone: improved pain, and improved mood because, well, antidepressant, but also because not being in pain makes people happier.

Antidepressants woooooo

[stanfiction-withsoos]

sorry if this comes across as insensitive (not a system, but i do find psychology fascinating and i love seeing it get explored thru character interactions) but i’m curious: what would it be like for poindexter to learn how he and ford are different?

you mentioned he sorta had a delusional belief that the portal beamed ford into stan’s mind, and that he initially freaks out but learns to accept ford. sorry if i’m taking the term delusional too literally, but it isn’t common for delusions to be logically irrational, but still feel deeply real.

so, even if poindexter accepted ford Being There, i’d imagine it’d still hurt to see the ways he and ford were different. or, alternatively, poindexter kinda just. jumped into “alright ford is here i have to get used to that time to do research” and got really into studying source separation, so, if anything, it’d feel freeing. maybe both, hurt followed by research?

HELLO!!

it doesnt come across as insensitive, dw!!

poindexter really struggles with source separation, and initially after seeing ford, feels the need to " one-up " him. he starts being really competitive and... well, aggressive, to drown out the more complicated feelings of the whole thing

taking stuff ive seen from anti-double fictionkin/irl/fictives for poindexter!!

he calms down around ford sometime after they depart on the stan o' war, but it still hurts. in the au i imagined poindexter as kinda... always? source attatched? like he source separates just enough to understand that he isnt actually ford, but he still allows himself to find comfort in mimicking him.

taking inspiration from our own introjects

ford makes him feel better about the whole source thing. initially, ford wants to play into it but is informed by 8ball that that is harmful to them. i believe that ford would like to research it more than poindexter, as poindexter is. very emotionally stunted, even moreso than ford. this is because poindexters main job was to stay up and work on the portal, and when he fronted during the day, he rarely talked to anyone as he is TERRIBLE at masking.

poindexter just needs a little bit of soft treatment. trust. and ford is mroe than happy to help him

i did mean a literal delusion. tbh im mostly going off of my personal experiences with being a system, and that includes alters having fantastical but real-feeling delusions. but ive gone through very different trauma than stan in this au (and also have a very different system structure) so i am #sorry if some things are inaccurate/uncommon /gen