borntolivelivetodie

[borntolivelivetodie]

[borntolivelivetodie]

mentally ill & horny

[borntolivelivetodie]

Definitely about .2 seconds away from being in my smoking cigs, popping pills, hitting vapes, smoking weed, fruit ninja slicing on my body, and overall treating myself like shit era😍

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[borntolivelivetodie]

I will never understand people who call traumacore "problematic" and a bad coping mechanism tbh. Because when you're so far gone that art therapy of rainbows and kittens doesn't cut it, sometimes you NEED an outlet to make something creative out of an ugly thing that happened to you

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catholicism is wild like it can be so traumatic to be raised in that church but. its fine. like its not actually cult or anything so its fine. i barely remember being taught the bible but it still dug under my skin and dictates most of my life over a decade later but like. whatever. its fine

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[ID text — i begged God to save me and he shoved more torment down my throat to keep me quiet]

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Gonna start referring to all my past traumatic experiences as "lore"

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this this this stfu i wish ppl stopped claiming neurodivergency and mental illness related words for their silly memes. Im gkad you got to know a new useful word but for the love of god stop using it like that

I hate hate HATE what the internet has done to mental health language. You don’t have intrusive thoughts about fucking McDonald’s for four hours Bethany, they’re about incest, rape, murder and all other kinds of disgusting things you don’t want. That’s why they’re called INTRUSIVE. They’re rapid and scary and horrible. You’re not “triggered” cause a moron on tiktok said something you don’t like, it’s when your PTSD recognised something that could be dangerous to you that’s similar to a traumatic event and shuts down to try and help you. It’s panic inducing and the worst feeling. Disassociation isn’t “zoning out.” For a bit in class, it’s walking around like an emotionless zombie because you can’t feel anything as a symptom of severe mental illness or trauma. Shut the fuck up!!!

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[borntolivelivetodie]

To anyone who was suicidal at age 14 or younger, here’s your permission to grieve. Here’s your permission to not joke about it or just flat out ignore it. Here’s your permission to acknowledge that lost child who felt way more pain than any child should ever feel. You’re allowed to cry for that child, whether you healed or are still suffering the same thoughts. Finally allow yourself to grieve for that child filled with undeserved hurt.

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Woo demigirl here

Reblog is this is a safe space for the identities theses flags represent pls follow too

Hehehe I’m a demiboy <3

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dude it’s so depressing that i’m gonna have to pee, shower, brush my teeth, EAT, drink water EVERY DAY for the rest of my life.

it’s not like a one and done kind of responsibility. it’s every day forever. that’s so disheartening. life is too fucking much.

when do i get to rest?

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it’s so relatable

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the comfort of a blade warming my skin is something so surreal.

[borntolivelivetodie]

love cvtting then hoping on xbox right after just to feel the ache in my wrists while i play 💕💕