#and i got itne marks only because my 10th was great and it caught me up

[asterinunfathomed]

Rant time:

I am scared. Out of my mind scared. Like I'm gonna cry at any moment scared.

I know we keep complaining about our education system every second day, but honestly what the fuck.

We were told all along tenth ke marks don't matter, and that 11th is not as important. And then they're using these marks to see if I get into a college or not. I am not complaning about the system of marking this year, as weird as that is. I am complaining about how fucking unfair college admissions are this year.

A prestigious college in Mumbai just released their cutoff and its frikking 99.17!

The problem is that my marks aren't even that bad. I got satisfactory enough marks, and I shouldn't be this worried about getting a college. This is not supposed to be as stressful as it is.

I know this is not the end of the world and that eventually some college will lower their cutoffs enough to get me in, but right now I am so so scared.