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myfictionaldreams · 2 years ago

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Hey, can you do something with where the reader is pregnant in mafia stucky and Bucky and Steve are super protective about her?

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Our Little Bean // Mafia!Stucky x Fem!Reader

A/N: Thank you for your request, this has been requested quite a few times by many people so I hope you do enjoy!

Important note for readers: I'm currently working within maternity services within the UK so the pregnancy side of this is all based on a UK perspective but it's set in the US so apologies if anything is different over there. Also, the signs and symptoms are based on my bestie's pregnancy so thank you for letting me use these!

ALSO: I'm sorry if I don't do any more pregnancy/baby fics, I wanted to just do this one and return to the normal trio we had before.

Tags: 18+ readers only, unplanned pregnancy, fluff (LOTS!), comfort, soft steve/bucky, protectiveness, pregnancy kink, pet names, pregnancy symptoms discussed in detail, crying, family/domestic fluff, tooth-rotting goodness!

Words: 6.9k

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Your nausea never seemed to settle, barely being able to keep down dry toast or sips of water and then there was the immense exhaustion, finding yourself to be lucky if you were awake for an hour before falling asleep again. This, paired with the dizzy spells and dull aches in your temples, it was safe to say that you were done with feeling unwell and you definitely blamed Sam Wilson for this. He’d turned up to work last week feeling unwell, slightly different symptoms to yours as he had a head cold but ill nonetheless and now, here you were, collapsed onto the couch in the living room, under a mount of blankets.

It wasn’t all bad however as Bucky had stayed home to look after you and he was doing a good job of it too, but he and Steve were always extra attentive when you were unwell and had been taking it in turns to stay home, with Steve having stayed with you yesterday.

Bucky today had helped you wash, changed into fresh pyjamas and then carried downstairs, tucking you into your little fort before sitting on the floor and reading the book you were halfway through reading. You were too tired to read and didn’t want to keep your eyes open so Bucky offered, which was hilarious to hear him trying to read along and then asking questions as to the type of books you’ve been reading.

“So who is this Rhysand guy? Just some hotshot king or something?” he asked, lowering the book to look at your resting face. You smiled tiredly at his question, opening one eye to look into his confused expression, he was already invested in your book, even though he had started more than halfway through.

“Something like that”, you replied, voice croaking from needing water which he was quick to notice, lifting the glass with the straw to your mouth and you hummed your thanks, taking a sip and closing your eye once more.

You fell back to sleep again and woke to be carried, noticing that it was dark outside with another day passing as Steve carried you up the stairs, having returned home from work. Your arms were trapped into the blanket cocooned you were being carried in so you nuzzled your face into his neck to let him know you were awake.

Steve tilted his head, kissing the top of yours as he placed you into the centre of your shared bed, “think you’re up for eating some chicken noodle soup?”

“Did you make it?”, your voice was full of hope as you blinked open your eyes to look up at him but made no attempt to move just yet.

“Of course, only the best for you”. Steve left to retrieve your soup, giving you time for another quick snooze, before he was back and shaking your shoulders. With his help, you untangled yourself from the soft blankets and attempted to sit up but were hit with a wave of dizziness, having to stop and close your eyes to get your bearings straight before it subsided and you could sit up properly. Steve was looking at you with a knowing glance as he sat on the edge of the bed, a warm noodle soup bowl in his lap that he began to spoon-feed you - something he insisted on. “You know I’m going to call the doctor, right?”

You release a frustrated huff, you didn’t need the doctor, “It’s fine though, it’ll pass. Sam said it took him 4 days before he started to feel better and I’m only on day 3”.

“Baby, you’re on day 4 and you said this all yesterday and it’s only getting worse”, he stated everything matter-of-factly but you were still shocked that you’d somehow missed an entire day. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to see a doctor and there was no use arguing with Steve when it came to your health.

So after you’d finished half a bowl of the soup before feeling queasy, Steve excused himself to call his doctor who just so happened to be a close family friend. Of course, you had fallen asleep before the Doctor arrived and being rudely awakened made you feel even more groggy and unwell as Steve whispered, “Sorry honey, but Doctor Banner’s here to check you over”.

Steve excused himself so the Doctor could check you over properly without feeling pressured by the mafia boss in the room. Doctor Banner put you at ease though with his warming personality and you’d met him on a few occasions anyway when Steve or Bucky were more injured through an event with work, but you’d never had him look after you before.

The two of you ran through the general list, ‘When did you start feeling like this?’, ‘What are your symptoms?’, before he began doing your vital signs, temperature and blood pressure, all just normal procedures.

“Could you be pregnant?” he casually asked as he velcroed the blood pressure cuff from your arm.

Frowning you answered, “Um no…no, I’m on birth control, so I shouldn’t be”.

“Do you mind if we do a quick test just to tick it off of the list? All you need to do is pee in this cup and I’ll dip a test strip into it”.

You wobbled to the toilet on unsteady feet, realising this is probably the first time you’d properly walked in days because the boys insisted on carrying you everywhere. As you used the toilet, you didn’t think anything of the test, leaving the cup on the side for the doctor and returning back to bed, wondering if he’s going to give you some antibiotics or just see how you get on over the next few days.

After a few minutes, your eyes were closed but you could hear the Doctor returning so you asked, “So, do you think it’s just the flu like I said-”

“It’s not the flu, your test was positive”.

Your eyes snap open to look at him, sitting up and feeling dizzy but ignoring it, “what? What do you mean it’s positive?”

Doctor Bruce held up the little white strip that had two purple lines on it. You looked between the test and his face as he calmly smiled, “You’re pregnant”.

“What if the test is wrong? Can we do it again?” Thankfully he didn’t fight you on this and gave you the packet of tests, you grabbed two and stumbled back to the bathroom. Both strips gave the exact result and now it felt like your heart was coming out of your mouth it was pounding so hard and loudly in your ears.

“Take a deep breath for me”, Doctor Banner calmly instructed as he placed a steady hand on your back in case you needed extra support. You took a few deep breaths, not even realising that you had been holding your breath. Gripping onto the bathroom side, you began to feel dizzy again so he helped you back to bed waiting until you were settled before continuing.

“This explains your symptoms, I’d say you were in your early stages of pregnancy so we’ll book an appointment with the midwife tomorrow and sort out things like a scan. You may feel that your symptoms get worse over the next few weeks and if they do, you can always call me back but otherwise, stay rested and take it easy”.

You were only half listening. Midwife? Scans? Symptoms getting worse? There was so much for your brain to process. There was an actual baby inside of your body right now, a part of you and… who? Your anxiety was increasing with each second as you tried to let the words sink in as the Doctor packed his stuff away. Did you want to have a baby right now? You had always wanted kids but were you even ready at this stage of your life but then again… was anyone ready for a baby when they were accidentally knocked up?

Then the knocked-up by who question echoed through your thoughts. You obviously didn’t know if the baby was Steve's or Bucky’s, so would they be upset about this? If it was planned at least there could be some way you could arrange who to have sex with to know for sure but now… you were all in the dark about the paternity. You didn’t care if it was Steve or Bucky, you were always a trio in every sense of the word but now that this was your reality, would they be pissed off? And were they even ready for kids? The business took so much of their time and was still very dangerous but this was bound to happen eventually as you all wanted children.

Bucky and Steve had always been very open that they wanted kids, especially Bucky with his affection name for you being ‘mama’, he often would talk about his fantasy of seeing you barefoot and pregnant with his kid. So, at least you knew they were on the same page about wanting to have children but now it was the stress of is now the right time and who was the father of the baby?

You were vaguely aware of the Doctor bidding his farewells, “I’ll speak to you tomorrow and I’ll let you tell your partners the good news”. You offered a half-assed wave to him as he left, before staring at your hands in your lap, completely petrified for the next few minutes.

Steve and Bucky wandered in a few beats later, sitting on either side of you on the bed but you couldn’t look them in the eye, trying desperately to hold it together.

“Everything ok, Doll? The Doc didn’t tell us what was wrong, just said you would explain”, Bucky asked, stroking a finger down your arm to try and soothe you but it was enough to make you break.

You burst into tears, hiding your face in your hands.

“Honey? What is it? Talk to us”, Steve encouraged, attempting to pull your hands away from your face but you held them there tightly so instead, he pulled your body into his lap, your legs over his thighs so that you could hide your face into his chest, the sobs building in intensity and everything was just so overwhelming. You were excited, scared, relieved but nervous, it was a lot to handle.

Steve and Bucky encouraged you to talk to them both, becoming more unsettled with your increasing hysterics. It took a few minutes to calm down, and it helped as Bucky held both your hands, rubbing circles into your skin and Steve wrapped his arms around your shoulders, holding you close to his body. You decided it was better to just tell them than keep it to yourself any longer.

With your face still pressed into Steve’s face, you whispered “I’m pregnant”, however, it was so muffled and quiet that neither man heard you.

“What was that sweetheart?”, Steve asked, trying to pull you away enough that both men could see your tear-stained face.

The words sounded strange coming from your mouth as you kept your head hanging lowly, mumbling, “I’m pregnant”.

You knew that they had heard this time by the way both completely froze, not even breathing as they processed the news. Bucky finally whispered, “What?”

You still couldn’t look at him, scared you’d see disappointment or anger in his eyes.

“Are you sure?” Steve asked in such a faint voice you were shocked it was even from him.

Nodding your head at his question you explained, “We checked a couple of times, he thinks I’m still in my early pregnancy but-ah!”

You jumped as Bucky all but tackled you and Steve, his lips kissing every part of your face that he could reach and when he pulled back enough to cup your cheeks, you took in the glowing grin on his face, his eyes twinkling with love as he shouted, “you’re pregnant! We’re having a baby!”

Steve then seemed to snap out of his initial shock and his arms tightened and lifted your body further up so he could kiss your face just as happily as Bucky before nuzzling into your neck, breathing you in, “I love you so much sweetheart, I can’t believe it! Wait, why were you crying, are you not excited?”

He relaxed his hold on you so that they could both see you properly and you had room to look at them both. “I... I am excited! I just wasn’t sure how you would both react as I don’t know which of you is the dad-”

Bucky leans across and kisses your lips quickly cutting off your sentence, the grin still broad across his face, “I don’t fucking care, if the baby has my genes or Steve’s, we’re all in this together, remember? That’s what we’ve agreed on”.

“So you aren’t upset?” you wanted to clarify.

“Fuck no hot mama… and you’re actually going to be a mama! This little bean is ours, all of ours!”

You were crying again with relief, “you really mean that?”

His eyes softened, kissing the corner of your mouth, “Of course I do”.

“We both mean it, I… I can’t believe it, I’ve always wanted to be a Dad”, Steve admitted, kissing your temple and as you looked up, you could see his eyes glistening with unshed tears which only made you smile and cry harder.

Steve made the move first, lowering his hand over your abdomen, resting over your stomach where there was no bump yet but knowing there was something growing inside you, he couldn’t help the relieved gasp. Bucky was quick to cover his hand and yours on the top so the three of you were feeling where the baby would be. “I can’t believe we’re going to be parents!”

The next few days were a whirlwind of excitement and unimaginable joy whilst also still feeling relatively unwell, especially feeling more exhausted as you wanted to buy every pregnancy book and read them all but soon fell asleep with it open in your lap.

Then there was Steve and Bucky who could not contain their excitement, going above and beyond for you, especially with you still feeling ill. They would cook and feed you, if you were too tired, refill your glasses of water, constantly ask if you were comfortable and more than happy to fetch another pillow if needed. Not only this, but their levels of affection had increased massively, whispering their love for you at any opportunity, holding your hands, and lots of kisses, it was so nice to feel this level of love when going through such a life-changing experience.

Both of them had been just as motivated to read about pregnancy, birth, babies, and the whole lot from A to Z, they researched everything that was possible and then gave you the rundown on what your bodily changes would be including what you couldn’t eat, vowing to not eat the same items until you could which you didn’t seem necessary but appreciated the gesture.

Then there was the excitement of going to the Midwife’s appointment and it all became so much more real again, especially being able to book the ultrasound scan. This was where you found out that you were 8 weeks and 3 days and the entire world seemed to pause around the three of you as you watched your baby's tiny heartbeat on the screen.

To say you all cried was an understatement, all of you not taking your eyes off of the scan picture that was provided, the little bean was so tiny, only just being able to tell the outline of its arms and legs. Now it felt official. You, Steve and Bucky were going to have a baby.

Many things changed including protection that increased tenfold. Security around your home doubled and you had not only Sam Wilson as your bodyguard but also Natasha. Not only this but if you attending the business or in public, Steve and Bucky would crowd around you, almost like a human shield, their overprotective instincts on overdrive, even from people who were just at the check-outs in stores. Sam and Natasha were confused by the sudden dynamic intensity and it was hard to keep it all a secret but you had all decided to wait just a little while longer and continue with your unknown illness excuse just until the baby had grown a little bit bigger.

This was something else that you had to get used to with adjusting to the many bodily changes you were going through to adapt to growing this baby. A few days following the scan, you’d come downstairs to Steve cooking you scrambled eggs which were your usual favourite breakfast but as soon as you smelt those cooking eggs, you were gagging and rushing to the toilet, throwing up violently.

Your eyes were watering as you finally stopped emptying your stomach but still gagging as you could smell the lingering eggs in the air. A warm hand rubbed circles over your back, Steve’s apologetic voice came from behind you, “Sorry, baby. No more eggs”.

This was the first instance of vomiting and it wasn’t just eggs, as every single day you would be throwing up and then feeling extremely tired afterwards that you weren’t able to do much throughout the day but be with your head in the toilet or lying in bed. The boys were almost glued to your side during this time, worried that you weren’t keeping enough food or drinks down and even had to call Doctor Banner back just to check you weren’t too dehydrated.

Thankfully you hadn’t needed to go into hospital as your vomiting subsided but the nausea remained for a while.

“You sure she’s ok? She’s looking a little peaky,” Sam commented to Steve one day as he came to help guard the house and was having his lunch with you all but he took one look at you and knew something wasn’t right, even as you forced the sandwich into your mouth, making sure to still eat for you and baby… not that Sam knew about the baby.

“Yeah, she’s fine Sam, thanks for checking though and we appreciate the extra hours you’re doing”, Steve responded with a thankful grip on his friend's shoulder.

“It’s no problem man, just worried for her that’s all, don’t really understand what’s going on with you all, especially with the extra security and whatnot and I feel like I’ve hardly spoken to her for a few weeks now. Just want you to know I’m always here if you ever need anything”.

You felt guilty when Steve later told you what Sam had said, feeling bad that you were keeping it secret but it was only for a few more weeks.

Luckily, you had found the special trick to help your nausea as suggested by a friend: lavender! After sitting with a bag of dried lavender for a couple of hours and not feeling nauseous, Steve and Bucky were quick to fill the entire house with lavender-scented items including candles and sprays, even having some in the car and it helped to settle your nausea massively.

But, as soon as one symptom passed, another would be replacing the uncomfortable feeling. The next was your breasts becoming incredibly painful and sore, even if you accidentally knocked them when putting on a bra or rolling over in your sleep, it was agony. Your boyfriends were even more careful with you during this phase, getting ice to hold against them during particularly painful moments and being careful to give you enough room when asleep.

A couple of weeks later was the first day you noticed the little bean kicking, at first it felt like maybe gas, almost like there were butterflies fluttering in your tummy but then you finally realised what it was. The feeling grew stronger with each day as well as the size of your growing stomach which was something Steve and Bucky were going absolutely feral for. They would take pictures each week to show your progression and would constantly be placing their hands on your stomach, even if the bump wasn’t that noticeable just yet.

The midwife recommended talking to the baby at one point so every night, you would sit with a shirt off and Steve and Bucky would lie on either side of you, taking it in turns to tell stories, sing their favourite songs and lay sweet kisses along the growing bump. One day, Bucky was telling the little bean about the time he and Steve snuck into a movie theatre when the skin under his cheek poked out as the baby kicked him in the face. Bucky sat up with excitement, it being the first time he had properly felt the baby move as he cooed, “there's our strong baby, good job little bean!”

“You hit the right dad as well”, Steve joked causing Bucky to smack him in the shoulder.

“Don’t listen to Dad, listen to Pops, I’m right here to make everything’s ok”, Bucky continued to speak sweetly to your stomach.

Your heart swelled at the difference in names that he had seemed to pick, “is that what you’d like to be called?” you asked them both, stroking a finger across each of their cheeks, feeling the stubble beneath.

“It’s perfect”, Steve beamed, kissing your stomach again.

Now it was your 20-week scan, Baby was so much bigger, you couldn’t believe the difference those weeks had made since the last scan. Now it was really starting to look like a baby with longer limbs and you were even able to find out the gender, however, you had wanted to wait to find out, liking the thought of it being announced at the birth.

With these beautiful new prints of the scans, you finally wanted to tell people, beginning with your closest friends.

It was a casual lunchtime meal at the office. You sat at the large table in between Steve and Bucky, with Sam and Natasha sitting opposite, all idly talking and eating the take-out that Steve had bought. However you had opted for a different meal: 4 packs of salt and vinegar chips and a tub of tomatoes - both were your latest cravings.

Sam eyed your food wearily, “Interesting mix you’ve got there, boss lady?”

Your only response was smiling with your cheeks full of tomatoes as Bucky placed his hand over your thigh. You knew he wanted to put his hand on your stomach but you hadn’t told either of the people across the table just yet and even though your bump was starting to become noticeable now, you were trying to hide it behind baggy shirts but even that was becoming difficult. You were in desperate need of some new trousers as well as the button was digging into your skin as you shifted uncomfortably, looking at each of your boys, feeling antsy with excitement as well.

“Can we tell them? I really need to take off my trousers, I’m feeling really claustrophobic”.

Sam frowned at your random sentence, confused by what you meant however it was Natasha’s reaction that sparked your interest as she smirked, leaning back in her chair with a tilt of the head. You looked at her with a gaped-open mouth, pointing your finger at her, “You already know! Who told her?” you asked, looking between Bucky and Steve.

“Wasn’t me”, they both responded at the same time, holding up their hands as you eyed them both suspiciously.

Natasha leaned forward in her chair, “did you really think that I wouldn’t notice? I’m offended Sugar, it’s in my job description to be observant. In fact, you should be asking if Sam is right to keep this job if he can’t notice something this obvious”, she teased the man sitting next to her who still looked just as confused as before.

You laugh at Sam’s reaction, looking to Steve who handed you the sealed cards. You happily took them, standing from your chair and feeling Bucky’s hand on your lower back to help and then walked around the table, giving them both a card each. It wasn’t anything special or elaborate, but it had a picture of the latest scan with the statement: “Update to your job title; bodyguard & uncle/auntie”.

You’d never heard the high-pitched tone from Sam ever before as he quickly stood, his chair squeaking across the floor as he shouted, “What?!” He turned to you, looking between you, the picture and Steve and Bucky, “Really?!”

You pulled the back of your shirt so the material was tight to your front, showing off your growing bump, grinning as he shouted “Congratulations!”, before pulling you into a huge hug, careful of your belly but rocking the two of you on the spot a few times and kissing your temple, “I can’t believe I’m going to be an uncle again!”

Sam was then pushed aside, giving room for Natasha, “Move it, Wilson, I want to meet my niece or nephew”, Sam didn’t mind being moved as he rushed around to embrace Steve and Bucky.

Natasha hugged you tightly, and you were able to ask, “How long have you known?”

“A couple of weeks, you aren’t as subtle as you think at hiding things. I mean, you’ve hardly been awake enough to have a conversation, this is the most lively I’ve seen you in nearly a month. And that's without the new obsessive protecting from Steve and Bucky, how they’re always touching you and the weird food you’re eating, it’s more noticeable than you think it is”. She pulls back to put her hands on your growing bump, “how many weeks are you?”

“20 weeks and 5 days, I can feel the little bean moving more with each day, I feel so big already and I’m not even showing that much considering I’m only halfway through my pregnancy”. Natasha grinned hearing this, looking at your little bump. “Now you both know, I can take off my pants without being judged”, you groaned as you undid your jeans button, utter relief when they were completely removed from your body and felt free, your shirt was long enough that it stopped mid-thigh so you weren’t too unmodest.

Bucky had snuck behind you, his arms wrapping around to rest on your stomach as he kissed your cheek. Natasha smiled watching the embrace as she remarked, “Guess you got what you wanted all along Barnes, now you can call her mama and she actually is one”.

“Mmm absolutely”, Bucky nuzzled into your neck, the sensation making you laugh as it tickled, turning to shy away from his attack but he only held you tighter until you melted into his arms.

Steve and Sam joined your little gathering and Sam jokingly asked, “So if the baby’s a boy, can we name him Sam?”

You were so thankful for the news being out, especially as this meant that you could go baby clothes shopping with Sam and Natasha, finding little outfits that you could surprise your boyfriends with. It was one of the only things you were able to do for them to show your appreciation as they did so much for you throughout your pregnancy.

Your cravings continued to become stronger with each day and often found yourself waking in the middle of the night to find something to quench the craving for something acidic and sour taste you needed so desperately it felt like your world was going to end if you didn’t eat it right then and there. On multiple occasions, Steve or Bucky would come downstairs in the early hours of the morning to find you sitting on the kitchen floor, your belly round and exposed, hating feeling material against your skin, and a scattering of different foods surrounding you, a happy smile on your face.

“You ok down there beautiful?” they would ask with grins that matched yours and with your heightened emotions you would be crying before long, reaching for them to come and sit with you which they would do eagerly, pulling your body in between there legs and kissing away your tears, “don’t cry pretty girl, I’ve got you”.

If you ever run out of your favourite cravings, they would drive to the store and you were buzzing to go along for the ride in the middle of the night, fully awake and ready for the night time adventure only to fall asleep before getting to the store.

Entering into the third trimester, your belly was round and heavy, things for sure were becoming more difficult for you as the little bean grew. There were small excitements still like attending antenatal classes with your boyfriends who were taking their role as dad and pops very seriously, you’d never seen them concentrate so hard before.

“You’re doing the boss face again”, you whispered to Steve as he correctly wrapped the baby doll in a blanket. Steve's features softened immediately as he sheepishly looked at you from the corner of his eye.

“I’m just trying to concentrate”, he mumbled, eyes returning to looking at the doll, his fingers trembling slightly as he continued wrapping steadily.

Reaching across you grabbed his hands, keeping your voice low to keep the conversation between the two of you, “I’m scared too, but you’re going to be a great dad, Steve, you’ll be ok”.

This was a little pep talk you needed to have with both Bucky and Steve on numerous occasions as they began panicking that this was actually happening and whilst you reminded them there was nothing they could do to take back the growing baby in your belly, it was ok to have nerves, but everything would come to them with time, they needed to stay strong, especially as you were also sort of beginning to lose it.

Your body was really changing to accommodate the growing little bean. Your hands and feet were swollen until your shoes couldn’t fit anymore and god…the heartburn was excruciating, and nearly as painful as the kicks to the ribs. There was never a moment where you weren’t out of breath, even standing to pour cereal into a bowl took all of your energy and you’d be sighing in relief as you sat down. Your hips hurt, your back was in agony, and the pregnancy fun had well and truly finished.

This was where the boys really shined through as they would massage your hands and feet, they would be more then happy to cook or grab anything for you, picking things off of the ground, finding clothes that might fit and then there were their compliments which was one thing keeping you going.

Steve and Bucky could not get enough of seeing you pregnant, “you’re glowing honey, pregnancy suits you so much, my love”. You never felt like you were glowing and would describe yourself instead as a huge, hungry, tired monster but the way the boys looked at you, put those negative thoughts to the back of your mind.

From the moment you woke up to the second sleep would invade your consciousness, they would remind you of their love, needing you to fully comprehend how much they appreciated you growing their baby, you were doing so much for them, putting your body through it, for all of you, for the little bean.

Their words definitely helped when you began to feel needier in more than one way as your hormones caused your arousal to be one-minute non-existence and the next feeling nearly overwhelmed with how badly you needed to touch them and be touched. Thankfully with how obsessed they were with you during your pregnancy, they were more than happy to deliver. Hands would be all over, their lips leaving words of affirmation against your warm skin, being careful not to be to rough and more than happy if you wanted to take control and do whatever you wanted to them.

You had to be honest and say you never felt more loved up before. Even with the gang still in full operation, they were able to look after you as their number one priority, even through your emotional breakdowns, or weird pregnancy habits that had you thinking you were slightly insane but they never judged once.

For example, towards the end of your pregnancy, you had a completely immense craving to chew on your bath sponge every time you sat in the large bathtub. So when one day Steve walked in with a freshly warmed-up towel and caught you mid-chew with staring eyes, you expected his reaction to being anything but a soft smile, “You having fun in there, baby?”

Pulling the sponge out of your mouth slowly you nervously answered, “I uh… I don’t really know how to explain…”

Steve held up a hand, “You don’t have to explain anything, whatever makes you happy and I think I’ve read in a book that sometimes pregnant women can have cravings like this, whatever makes you happy”.

As your due date closened, you sat in the centre of the large bed, watching Bucky shuffle his way through your clothes, trying to find the right things to pack for your hospital bag. “What about this?” he asked, holding up a pair of your normal jeans.

“They haven’t fit me in four months, Bucky”, you laughed, shaking your head. “I need pyjamas or baggy shirts, things that can be easily taken on and off, maybe you should just leave Steve to do it”, you suggested whilst holding out your arms.

Bucky shrugged, dropping the jeans and jumping onto the bed, making you squeal with the bed moving up and down before he had his hands against your bump, kissing the tip of your nose. “Not long until we meet you little bean”, he was rewarded with a kick against his metal palm that had you wincing. “Hello baby, I love feeling you kick so much but be gentle to Mama she’s doing such a good job with keeping you safe”, he leaned down to kiss your belly as your fingers delved into his hair.

“It’s ready!”, Steve shouted from another room, catching both of your attention. Bucky jumped up first and then helped you to stand, keeping his hand on your lower back as you wobbled to the spare room that Steve and Bucky had been decorating as the nursery. It was something you had left them in charge of organising, not having the energy over the last nine months to even think about decorating and Steve and Bucky were more than excited to take on the job and so far had kept it secret from your prying eyes.

As you looked around the room, tears swelled in your eyes instantly, reaching to hold onto Steve and Bucky, praising, “It’s perfect!”. There was a beautiful baby cot, pictures of the three of you surrounding the ultrasound scan photograph on the wall, a painting you knew Steve had done, and a rocking chair in the corner that Bucky had claimed as his for the night feeds he’d volunteered himself for.

Now it was all just a waiting game.

“You’re doing it again”, Bucky commented from where he stood in the entryway to your home having returned from the office a few days later.

“No, I’m not, I’m just cleaning-”.

“Nesting… You’re nesting, Doll”, Bucky reminded you, taking away the cloth from your hands and throwing it to the side so he could hold your shoulders and kiss your temple. “Go and rest, you’ve only got a few days left!”

You roll your eyes as you leaned into his warmth, your bump touching him first as you hugged around his chest, “Bucky most babies aren’t born on their due dates you know, I just want to make sure everything is perfect around the house and ready”.

“Everything IS perfect, please just rest”. You relented to him, feeling tired already from the ten minutes of standing, moving to sit on the couch when a period cramp suddenly began in your lower abdomen, causing you to scrunch your face up in pain, especially as it was followed by a large kick to the ribs.

“Woah, are you ok?” Bucky asked, his hand cupping your cheek.

“Yeah, probably Braxton hicks or something, it’s fine”, you say, finally sitting down and putting your feet on the small table. Bucky didn’t seem convinced and continued to be a mother hen throughout the rest of the night, even though the pains subsided after you had a nice warm bath.

As your due date came and went, you were becoming restless, needing the baby out, feeling overwhelmed with how big you felt, wanting to meet the baby and hating waiting around. It wasn’t like you hadn’t tried everything either. Eating spicy foods, and going for walks, especially up and down the stairs which was incredibly uncomfortable with how low the little bean’s head was sitting in your pelvis. You’d even had sex a few times, Bucky was more than happy to hear that nipple stimulation could induce labour but still, nothing happened.

Those period cramps would come and go throughout these days as well, getting your hopes up before they disappeared and still, no signs that your labour was even happening.

On the fourth day following your due date, you awoke suddenly in the middle of the night to another period cramp that started in your lower back and spread around to your front. Even though this felt different, you didn’t want to wake the boys and get theirs or your hopes up as you tried to slide out of bed without waking them to use the bathroom for what felt like the tenth time that night.

“You ok, baby?” Steve asked, his eyes still closed but his hand reached for you in the darkness.

“Yeah I’m, ok, go back to sleep Steve”, you encouraged, touching the back of his hand before pushing yourself up and waddling to the toilet, using it and then realising just how wide awake you were and the dull ache of the pains still lingered so you decided to run a warm bath. During the time that it was filling up, you had another pain which took longer to subside but this was always how it started with the intensity increasing but after the bath, it usually stopped.

However, even as you let the warm water settle over your body, easing your muscles but the pains continued but at least the little bean was lovely and happy as he or she gave you a powerful kick to your ribs. The next pain had you gritting your teeth, eyes clenching closed as you held onto the side of the tub, waiting for it to pass but this pain lasted for nearly a full minute, and you decided maybe it was time to take some pain relief.

Standing and awkwardly climbing out of the bath, you dried your body and picked up your night dress to pull over your head when another pain came and took your breath away, your stomach hardening and causing you to moan lowly, bending over to blow the pain away.

“Honey?” Steve shouted from the bathroom having heard your moan as he waited for you to come back to bed. You couldn’t answer him as the pain consumed you, and he was rushing to be by your side, Bucky following closely behind him. Steve rubbed your back slowly as your pain finally began to ease so that you could look up at them both.

“Wow, that one was strong”.

“You ok? Can we get you anything?” Bucky asked, stepping forward with worry etched on his face.

“I’m ok.... I think… I don’t want to get my hopes up that this isn’t contractions but fuck, it hurt like hell”, you muttered, bending over to pick up your dress from the floor and then a trickle of clear liquid dripped down the inside of your leg. All three of you noticed as you tentatively looked up, “Is it bad that I can’t tell if I’ve just wet myself or if that’s my waters…”.

Neither of your worried boyfriends had time to answer as another painful wave came and had you doubling over, leaning your head against the sink. Steve was quick to grab you and let you lean against his strong body, remembering what he had learned from the antenatal appointments to help you through the pains, “That’s it baby, breath in and out, nice and slow”. It helped to listen and ground yourself through the pain as Bucky’s cold metal hand rubbed against your lower back, helping to ease the intense pressure from the baby.

The pain lasted for the same amount of time as the previous one and the clear liquid, which was definitely not urine, had gushed out more, forming a small puddle onto the floor. “Ok, I think it’s time we call someone”, you decided.

Bucky kissed the back of your head as he ran to get the phone and Steve helped you to pull your shirt on, his thumb brushing your chin as he sensed your anxieties, “You’re going to do amazing my love, we’ll be with you every step of the way”.

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sleepysnk · 2 years ago

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a/n: i was feeling under the weather the past few days and i actually was able to get some inspo for some headcanons! i hope you all enjoy! 🫶🏻 also don’t ever get sick </3 it’s annoying as hell.

characters: manjiro (mikey) sano, ken (draken) ryuguji, baji keisuke, hanma shuji

warnings: fluff, reader is sick, sickness (nothing too bad just a cold), mentions of vomit, mentions of food, use of pet names (baby, my girl, princess, babydoll, doll, babe), very very fluffy content.

TAKING CARE OF YOU WHEN YOU’RE SICK.

manjiro (mikey) sano:

- oh boy, expect something a little odd from mikey of all people. he doesn’t really know how to take care of someone when they’re sick.

- you had woken up in the middle of the night shivering your ass off. it took you forever to fall back asleep, but when you woke up the next morning, you felt awful. you kept breaking out in cold sweats and your body just get terribly achy the whole time. you assumed you had caught something from someone at work, because many of your coworkers called out a few days prior because of illness.

- mikey decided to swing by when you didn’t show up at your usual meeting spot earlier in the day. he grew curious on your whereabouts, so he made his way to your place and found you swaddled in blankets and the most comfiest clothes you could find.

- completely dumbfounded. he honestly thought you were planning some kind of sleepover or something.

- “babe, why are you doing that? did you plan something without me?! your own boyfriend!”

- then when he noticed how uncomfortable you looked, he picked up on the fact that you were clearly unwell. there were tissues scattered along your bedside table and your skin looked a bit lighter than it usually would. you also seemed fairly exhausted and it made your boyfriend worried.

- you tried telling him to leave because you didn’t want him to catch whatever you had, but he refused. he told you time and time again that you were his girlfriend and it was his job to take care of you.

- mikey decided to go out and find you whatever you needed (with the help of draken of course). he found whatever he could to possibly make a person feel better. soup, medicine, gatorade for the electrolytes, etc! he also had to buy himself a dorayaki on the way, but otherwise he managed to find some pretty nice things for you to feel at ease.

- he actually makes a nice bowl of soup for you to enjoy. mikey also makes sure to lend you one of his sweaters so you don’t get cold at night. it’s super adorable and he honestly gets so worried 😭. he makes you call him every night before bed so he can make sure you haven’t somehow passed away or something.

- you guys can’t kiss, but he makes sure to give you a nice forehead smooch every time he swings by your place.

- he is so salty he can’t makeout with you :/.

- when you start to feel somewhat better, he comes over and watches movies with you. you find that his presence helps you sleep a little better. he probably rubs your head and let’s you lay on him so you can get a nice rest. it’s so cute and he sometimes whispers nice things in your ear so you can feel more relaxed. he’s such a sweet boy <3.

- he’s a sweetheart, don’t ever lose this man.

draken (ken) ryuguji:

- he’s such a good boyfriend. i can’t help but say this every time i talk about this goddamn man. i think you can expect the best from draken of all people.

- you had gotten home from work and you were honestly exhausted. you thought you needed a nap or something, but that wasn’t the case. you woke up the next morning with the worst headache ever, and your throat felt like it was sandpaper every time you swallowed. draken noticed your change in behavior immediately, and was very concerned by it.

- draken instantly went into protective boyfriend mode. he made sure that you were keeping yourself hydrated and getting lots of rest, because he didn’t want something bad happening to you. you were his baby. he worried for you more than anything else.

- i hc this man knows how to cook a good meal for you. he definitely went to the grocery store and picked up some stuff for you. he’d make a really nice soup that’d make you feel all warm and fuzzy. it’s all you really feel like eating during the time you’re unwell, so expect lots of soups and other things of the sort. other foods taste horrendous and you can hardly stand them.

- he’s like a total caregiver. he checks on you every chance he gets and always makes sure you’re doing okay. draken constantly reminds you to take your medicine and eat and drink properly. even if you hate it, he’s always making sure you’re okay. he could never lose you.

- “hey baby, how’s my girl doing today? you take your medicine? make sure you finish up your soup. i’ll bring you extra water too.”

- he LOVES to take showers with you. he knows you two shouldn’t be that close, but he also wants you soothe your worries. i feel like he’d be the type to give you massages and help clean your body. he wishes he could kiss you, but he knows that he’ll fall ill. he doesn’t want to burden you with that, so he makes sure to hug you from behind or kiss the top of your head.

- hoodies. hoodies. hoodies. he will give you all of them so you feel warm at night. don’t worry, he’ll also make sure to cuddle you if you have a chill from a fever. he knows how hard it can be to deal with one, so he’ll be by your side for all of it!!

- he so puts the blankets in the dryer so they’re nice and warm for you!

- HE SO WANTS A KISS.

- “no, no kisses.” “aw! come on :(“

- when you start feeling better, he is so relieved to see you back on your feet. you can finally eat regular foods and he’s honestly so glad that you’re back to your usual self. he’d honestly probably cook you something, like a favorite dish. you’d thank this man for everything because he was truly a savior while you were sick in bed.

- however.. he does feel a scratch in his throat later on.

baji keisuke:

- say what you want, but this man is kind of dense. i’m not saying he’s dumb or anything like that all the time, but he can be clueless.

- you woke up the previous night feeling horribly nauseated. your stomach was in knots and you actually ended up catching some kind of stomach bug. you also threw up in the bathroom and it was horrible. you weren’t sure how you had gotten sick, or where you could have gotten the bug, but it was hell. you could hardly fall asleep that night from the stomach pains you felt.

- baji knew something was off the next day when you didn’t come swing by his house like you usually did. he grew really worried so he took a trip and found you in your bed, curled up in a ball looking not so great.

- he honestly thought you were pranking him or something. you had done it before.

- “hey, get up. i know you’re messing around with me right now.”

- after sort of yelling at him, he quickly realized you weren’t joking. he could see how sick you looked and he felt guilty for not believing you. you explained that you hadn’t felt great and you were throwing up your guts the entire night. he wondered if it was because you had eaten at a new restaurant just a few days prior. however, that shouldn’t have been the main focus. he wanted to be a good guy and take care of you because he felt horrible seeing you that way.

- he went to the store and bought you things that could soothe your stomach. his mom had informed him that it’s best to eat soft foods when suffering with a stomach virus, so he bought you some soup and make sure to give you extra water.

- he’s the type to rub your tummy if it feels upset or tight. he knows how bad those stomach aches can be, so he’d make sure to massage you nice and well. also, if you do end up throwing up again, he will hold your hair back and clean up any messes you might make. he’s gonna deal with it all, and he doesn’t care about anything but your well being.

- “baby, drink your water. don’t forget to! i don’t want you feeling worse!”

- total worrywart. he hates to admit it but seeing you in such a state makes him feel so bad 😭. he knows he shouldn’t feel bad, but he just can’t help it. you’re his girlfriend and you mean the world to him. he wouldn’t want something bad to happen to you because he wasn’t there to properly take care of you. that’s why he’s sticking by your side as much as possible.

- he probably would lay with you in bed while you tried to take a nap. he’d be running his fingers along your skin and trying his best to soothe any pain you might have. it’s super cute and he sweet talks you the entire time to make sure you feel relaxed.

- eventually, the bug passes and you feel a lot better within the coming days. poor guy was so fucking worried but you managed to pull through it without any issues. baji probably reminds himself to never let you eat at that restaurant again 😭 and he also makes a note to never go there either.

- better thank him, because you’ll get lots of cuddles and kisses in return ;).

hanma shuji:

- hanma is a very busy man. he has shit to do and things to take care of, like you, but he was completely blindsided when you started to feel sick.

- you were a shivering mess the previous night when you were trying to fall asleep. you just couldn’t get warm and hanma woke up to you shaking like a leaf next to him. he assumed that maybe the heater had turned off or something, but when he awoke the next morning and heard you coughing up a lung, he knew something wasn’t okay with you. it was really worrying for the man.

- “hey, i’m taking you to the doctor, doll. put on something warm.”

- the doctor eventually revealed that you had the flu. your temperature was fairly high and he prescribed some medications for you. hanma was relieved to know that it wasn’t anything too bad, but he wanted to be a good boyfriend and care for you. he hated seeing his princess all sick and exhausted in bed, so he figured he’d help you with it all.

- such. a. fucking. king. he’d take a few days off of work and tell anyone who protests to go fuck themselves.

- hanma would definitely make sure you’re comfortable at home. he buys you plenty of tissues, ibuprofen, etc! he also lets you wear his clothes because he knows you’ll be more comfortable that way. he cooks you some nice food as well, and he even serves you tea for your sore throat. it’s all really sweet, so expect the real princess treatment if you’re not feeling good.

- he also doesn’t care if you get him sick. he’ll cuddle with you, kiss your head, hold you, everything. he’s like a damn furnace and his body heat honestly helps with the chill that comes with a fever.

- “just come here, babydoll. it’s just a little cold or whatever.. could care less about myself.”

- he makes sure you nap often. sleep is honestly some of the best medicine a human being could have, so he lets you fall asleep in his arms a lot. it usually happens after you’ve eaten some soup or watched a movie with him after a really long day. hanma will always make sure you’re well rested and taking care of yourself. it doesn’t matter how far he may be or what the risks might be.

- has probably teased you a few times for being sick 😭. he’d poke fun at you by cleaning up your tissues and making a gross face whenever he sees the snots all over them. you know he’s joking but you can’t help but throw a damn pillow at his head.

- when he does go back to work, he makes sure to call you and check in as many times as he can. he reminds you to take your medicine and that he’ll be home as soon as possible to take care of you. it doesn’t matter how much you reassure him, he will blow up your damn phone to make sure you’re not dead or anything. it’s super cute though. he always knows what to say to make you feel much better.

- once you do get better, he’s very relieved. your fever broke and you were feeling much happier within the coming days. hanma gave you all the kisses and lovings he could possibly give out. it’s super cute.

- he’s such a sweetheart ugh 🥲.

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antiquarianfics · 3 months ago

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Soon You'll Get Better

Desperate people find faith. Bucky's desperate for you to get better, so, yeah, he'll pray to someone else's god.

a/n: anngssst. angst. so. much. angst. this is not happy at all. sorry. or maybe not. idk. enjoy and be sad.

warnings: profanity, illness, seizing, mentions of canon level violence, not really proofed

note: I do not own the character Bucky Barnes or any other Marvel affiliated characters.

You do not have permission to copy, repost, or translate my work; however, feel free to like, comment, and/or reblog.

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Obnoxious beeping sounds from the monitors the doctors and nurses have you hooked up to, and the continuous noise is putting Bucky on edge. The super soldier clenches and unclenches his jaw, tightens and un-tightens his grip on the arms of his chair, and slowly blinks in some sort of weak attempt to ground himself. The beeping, the fluorescent lighting, the paleness of your skin: it’s all too much. It’s overstimulating and overwhelming. After all, you shouldn’t even be here.

Bucky raises his head up to the ceiling, closing his eyes and letting out a deep breath, and when he looks back down, his eyes settle on the table next to your hospital bed.

A bouquet of flowers and a “Get Well” card sit there, mocking him. Next to that is a jug of water that he and the nurses have struggled to get you to drink from, and beside that, four or five orange pill bottles with your name on them alert him—and any visitors��that you’re unwell.

It’d been almost a month since he brought you to the hospital in a panic, your unconscious body limp in his arms. A raid on an old HYDRA facility had gone south, and an armed HYDRA operative had managed to get the jump on you, jabbing a syringe into your neck and poisoning you.

The doctors, poison control, the Avengers... no one had a clue what kind of poison coursed through your veins, weakening your immune system, draining your energy, and eating away at your muscle mass. For nearly a month, you'd only gotten worse; the doctor's were starting to talk about a feeding tube because you won't eat, and you're rarely awake.

If Bucky Barnes were to say he wasn't scared for your well being, he'd be lying. If he were to say he wasn't terrified you might die, he'd be perfidious. The fear—the trepidation—that consumes him? He feels it making him desperate for a solution.

Staring at the orange bottles next to your bed, Bucky finds himself transported back to his childhood—back to a day where he sat stiffly between his mother and sister in the pew, in an itchy suit, and did anything but listen to the words of the preacher at the front of the church. Yet, something about that memory, despite having never truly having been religious, Bucky finds himself clasping his hands together and his eyes settling on the ceiling.

"I might sound like an idiot," he says quietly, "but, hell, if you're up there—if anyone or any thing is up there—please, please save her. Please save my girl. I'm desperate. I'll do anything—anything. Just. Please."

"It always happens," a gentle, sympathetic voice breaks the deafening silence following Bucky's prayer. He turns his attention from the ceiling to the door where a young, 20-something nurse is entering the room.

"What?" He asks, voice gruff. He's aware he doesn't sound friendly, and he knows you'd scold him for it.

"The nonreligious start to pray when things stop looking good," she says, fiddling with the machinery that is tracking your vitals. She sighs. "Desperate people always seem to find faith, even for a moment."

Bucky hums in acknowledgement, slouching in his chair. He gets the feeling that if you were awake, you'd say something sarcastic like, "Hey, Buck! Hear that? You're acting like a normal person!" His lips uptick slightly at the thought.

"I prayed to Jesus, too," the nurse continues. "When my grandmama was sick."

"I feel like I'm screaming to a foreigner's god," Bucky admits. "Someone I don't believe in, but someone that someone else says can help. Not that I deserve help from any god, but she does."

The nurse nods in understanding. "Praying to someone else's god out of desperation is the purest expression of grief. It might not work, but, if you had any doubts, at least you know you love her."

The nurse finishes what she came to do, marks on your chart, nods to Bucky, and leaves. Bucky chews on the inside of his cheek as he lets his gaze settle back on you.

After a while, he scoots his chair closer to you and takes hold of your hand.

"Sweetheart, you're going to get better. You have to get better. Please. People need you. I-" Bucky chokes on his words and swallows before attempting to continue. "I need you. Please. You need to get better. You're going to get better. Soon. You'll get better soon. You'll get better." He repeats himself a few more times until his mouth becomes too dry to speak and he closes his eyes.

"I'll get better, soldier. Don't worry about me," you say, voice groggy as it breaks into his consciousness. He looks up at you quickly.

"Doll."

"Hi."

"You're awake."

"Mhmm," you hum, smiling softly.

He quickly stands to his feet. "Hold on, I'll get the nurse back in here."

Before you can protest, he has the nurse from earlier back in the room. She smiles at you as she enters.

"Rise and shine, sunshine!" The nurse greets. "How are you feeling?"

"Not too bad. Could go for a popsicle, though," you grin.

The nurse smiles as she double checks some things before leaving to go get you your popsicle.

"You know, I might be super fucking poisoned right now, but at least I get unlimited popsicles. I never get this many popsicles. I'm basically in heaven."

Bucky raises an eyebrow at your statement, but the way you smile at him, grinning from ear to ear, he can't help but smile back.

"If you wanted popsicles, you could've just told me. I would've gotten you some. You didn't have to go and get yourself poisoned," he says.

"Where's the fun in that?"

You open your mouth to say something else, but before you do, your eyes roll back into your head, your mouth falls open, and your body starts to shake. Bucky stands to do something, but he's not quite sure what to do. Luckily, the nurse enters the room with your popsicle just in time.

"Shit!" She curses. She turns and yells out into the hall. "I've got a patient seizing in here!" In just a few seconds, she and a couple other nurses are lying you all the way down in the bed and taking care of your person. Bucky thinks he hears someone call for a doctor as another person escorts him out.

As Bucky stands in the hallway, watching helplessly through your room's window to where the medical personnel are helping you, he can't help but feel selfish. If they don't save you, what is he supposed to do? Who is he supposed to talk to? If there's no you, then what is his purpose anyway?

"Come on, Doll," he says. "You've got to pull through. You've got to get better. You promised. You got to get better soon. You have to."

#bucky barnes #bucky #james buchanan barnes #bucky barnes x reader #bucky x reader #bucky barnes x you #bucky x you #marvel #marvel cinematic universe #marvel x reader #marvel x you #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky fanfiction #james buchanan barnes fanfiction #marvel fanfiction #bucky barnes angst #bucky angst #marvel angst

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sam-colby69 · 3 months ago

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Star shopping

A/N: This is just something short while I work on something big coming up, I’m also writing this like half asleep so it might be bad but I promise I’ll make it up with some good fics soon. Anyways I hope yall enjoy! (Sorry in advance if it’s too angtsy and this is super similiar to my other fic😣)

Pairings: Bf Sam Golbach x Fem!! reader.

Warnings: Angst, mention of sh, mentally unwell reader, mention of suicide, pet names, fluff at end, comforting, crying, mentions of abuse and sa and my english.

Summary: You had always been struggling with your life, you’ve had bad trauma since childhood. You’ve tried taking your life already at the ripe age of 14. But since you met Sam you slowly got better until you had these bad dreams.

GIF IS NOT MINE (Creds to owner)

You and Sam were sleeping in bed, but you had a little trouble sleeping. So you decided to get up and get some water. Getting up from bed and going out of his bedroom down to the kitchen.

You walked to the kitchen and got a glass of water, but when you looked at the counter you saw a kitchen knife. You had stayed clean for over a year now, but somehow knives always triggered you. But Sam was always there to stop you from doing something with it.

But since he wasn’t here and you were so close to it you just grabbed it, not even thinking before you looked down at your arm. putting the knife on your wrist before you slit it across, letting out a little whimper out of your mouth as you felt that similiar sting in your wrist. You couldn’t even control yourself anymore, you felt tears stream down your face. You slowly fell down to the floor, sitting with your back against the kitchen island as you cried.

You tried to be and quiet as possible, but you’ve always been loud while you cried. The trauma started getting back in ypur head, the times you’ve gotten taken advantage of only showing over and over in your head.

The times your parents hit you, the times your brother touched being the only thought in your head right now.

You brought your face to your knees, wrapping your arms around your head while you rocked back and forth. The tears only continue to run down your face.

You always felt like their hands still were on you, like you couldnt wash them off. You felt so ashamed about this. You reached for the kitchen knife again which you dropped on the floor, putting it against your wrist again. Sliding it across multiplie times, leaving many scars on your skin.

”I don’t want to be here anymore..” you whispered to yourself as you cried, you dropped the knife on the floor digging your nails into your knees.

You continued to cry but you heard someone walk down the stairs, quickly wiping your tears and trying your best to hide the cuts you just made. You looked to the staircase to see who it was and it was Sam.

You didn’t want him to see you like this right now, so you tried to hide that fact that you were crying but of course just more tears started running down your face as the thoughts still were in your head. You let out some crying noises which Sam quickly noticed, walking over to the kitchen to see you sitting on the floor. He could see how upset you were, the tears staining your face but luckily he didnt find out about the cuts yet.

”Y/n..why are you crying?” he said kneeling down on the floor right next to you, pulling you into a hug. He was clearly just waking up.

The embrace was tight and he pulled you even closer, running his hands through your hair. That was when you broke down, falling into his arms tears streaming down your face again.

”Baby what’s wrong..” he asked as he started rocking side to side, he really knew how to comfort you and how to make you feel better. Cause you already felt a little better just by his embrace.

”I..I don’t know..” You mumbled trying your best not to let the crying take over you speaking, you words slightly mumbled. He placed small kisses on your head before pulling slightly back to look you in the eyes, he lifted you up into his arms still not even noticing the cuts on your wrists yet.

He held you close as he started walking up to your guys bedroom again, holding you carefully and tightly. You continued to cry, though a little more silent this time as you had your face buried in his shoulder.

You and entered the bedroom and he went over to the bed to sit down with you, letting you sit on his lap.

He pulled you slightly away from him, holding your face in his palms stroking you cheeks with this thumbs. You felt him stop stroking your cheeks to grabbing you wrists, inspecting the one wrist you had cut on.

He could clearly tell that it was new, there was still some fresh blood and he knew he hasnt seen them before.

”Y/n..did you cut yourself again. You promised me you had stopped..” he said and you thought he was dissapointed but he looked more sad and upset.

”I..it’s just some scratches I got..” you tried to lie but he clearly knew you were lying, so he just looked you right into your eyes.

”Baby..please don’t lie to me. You know it makes me so upset when you cut yourself..you dont even have to do it. Your already perfect enough and the scars do give you the gift to be a little more special..but it’s not healthy for you..” He started just rambling on about how perfect you are, which made you tear up even more. He was just too sweet for this world.

”I know..can we please just forget about this and go sleep?..I’m tired” you say and he just nodded letting you go and letting you go to your side of the bed before laying on his.

He pulled you close to him, your back against his front and his head ontop of yours.

”I love you princess..goodnight” Sam said and gave you a small kiss on your head before hugging you closer. ”I love you too baby..goodnight” you said back with a smile, and you shortly passed out right after cause you were so tired.

A/N: I HURRIED THIS CAUSE I NEED SLEEP AND I ACTUALLY FORCED MYSELF TO FINISH THIS BEFORE FALLING ASLEEP BUT ANYWAYS I HOPE YALL LIKE IT AND GOODNIGHT🫶🫶

#sam and colby #sam golbach #sam golbach x reader #sam golbach x you

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takecareluv · 2 years ago

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hi hi, can you do something with vin where he’s just have a bad few days and he wakes up on day and is just clingy and soft spoken with reader all day, and reader is like ???? you’re kind of annoying me but more so freaking me out wtf is wrong with you???? and just something that ends super fluffy. i feel like i always see the guy take care of the reader when they’re sad or stressed but never the other way around and i think it could be cute

cuddle day || vinnie hacker x reader

vinnie had been having a rough few days. first, he was getting over a bad head cold that kept him from attending not one, but two events he had been looking forward to for several months. and now he just received word that something had gone wrong in the production of his upcoming collection for purgatory, and the release would have to be pushed back another six weeks.

to say vinnie wasn't in the best mood would be an understatement.

but one thing he would never do is take that out on you. in fact, you were his saving grace during times like these.

it was common knowledge that you and vinnie were an extremely affectionate couple, it was just how you showed your love for each other; but when one of you was feeling down or unwell, that affection grew to a whole other level. some saw it to be a little too clingy, but neither of you minded. all it meant was some extra cuddles and taking care of the love of your life, and how could you say no to that?

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you had woken up a little earlier than usual on this particular morning, wanting to get a head start on the long list of things you had been putting off and desperately needed to get done.

you expected to have an extremely productive day, that is until you felt vinnie’s strong arms wrap around your waist, pulling you close to his body so you were trapped by his warmth, unable to get out bed and begin getting ready for the day like you originally intended. “stay, please.” he mumbled into his pillow, not even bothering to open his eyes, probably still half asleep. and how could you say no to your adorable boyfriend and his raspy morning voice a total weakness of yours when he was begging you to stay and cuddle.

your to-do list could wait.

you leaned into his touch, wrapping yourself back under the covers, although you didn’t much need it from the way vinnie was like a human radiator, keeping you warm and cozy almost always.

“you okay, bub?” you hummed, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek before nuzzling your head into his neck.

“just need you today. stay with me please,” he faintly whispered.

“of course, baby. i’m not going anywhere, promise.” you cooed, your hands instinctively running through his curls knowing that always soothed him. “you wanna talk about it?” you asked gently, not wanting to press him.

he shook his head in response, “just want to cuddle.”

“okay, love. we can cuddle all day if that’s what you want. i’m here.” you felt his body further relax at your words. you realized he probably just needed a distraction from all the craziness going on from the last week, or more so last year, of his life.

you grabbed your phone from the bedside table, placing an order at one of vinnie’s favorite breakfast spots, getting his usual burrito and yourself a bagel. once the order was confirmed, you turned your phone to silent, wanting to devote all your attention to your sweet boy today.

knowing your boyfriend like the back of your hand, you knew exactly what he needed on a day like this.

cuddles, check.

his favorite foods, check. you even made a mental note to make a batch of your famous homemade chocolate chip cookies he adored so much, that is when he lets you out of his hold.

next thing he needed was an anime to watch; that was something that never failed to comfort him on his worst days. especially ones he particularly loved as a child. you quickly flipped on the tv, opening up netflix, and searching for his current favorite show. that’ll surely keep his mind distracted, you thought to yourself.

and the last thing he always needed on a day like this: family.

there was no doubt about it that vinnie was in fact a momma’s boy, and with that being said, you made sure to send a short message to maria letting her know how vin was feeling and that he might need a call from his beloved mother later that day.

she was quick to respond with a simple praise, thanking you for letting her know and always being so caring towards her eldest son. i’m so happy he has found someone who loves him as much as i do. thank you for being there for him when i can’t.

you smiled after reading the text, sending her a few hearts before turning your attention back to the ever so clingy boy next to you. “i love you so much, vin. i’ll always be here for you.”

you watched as he titled his head up to face yours, a small smile spread across his lips. “i love you too. thank you for everything.” he quietly responded, placing a soft kiss on the top of your shoulder before cuddling closer to you. neither of you moving for the remainder of the day.

#vinnie hacker #vinnie hacker x you #vinnie hacker x y/n #vinnie hacker x reader #vinnie hacker blurb #vinnie hacker fluff #vinnie hacker fanfic #vinnie hacker imagine #meg writes : ♡₊˚𓂃⠀◟

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the-dawn-star · 1 year ago

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hi, can I please request a romantic headcanon for yandere Elijah Mikaelson? Thanks.

A/N: Hi! You asked for some hcs and I am here to deliver them.

-S

+400ish words

TWs/CWs: obsession, drinking blood, yandere stuff and again some yandere stuff that are not okay!

Elijah didn’t mean to become obsessed with you. He just wanted to love you and be loved back.

But you were so perfect... Some would say it's too perfect for this world.

You had dated for a couple of months when you started to see the obsessive side of Elijah. At first you didn’t want to point that out to him, I mean he was a perfect boyfriend, so you could live with a bit of protectiveness.

The thing with Elijah is that he isn’t going to limit your movement as much as you might think. Actually, he loves to show off his lover but draws the line if someone who isn’t super close to you takes any contact to you.

Elijah understands that you would be distraught if you were taken from your life, even if it was done by your boyfriend. And Elijah knows you would never be able to love him the same.

But with all that I have stated, Elijah can be quite brutal at times. It starts as an accident, when he drinks from you and doesn’t stop before you are passed out in his arms. (He says that he meant to stop himself, but you both know it’s a lie.) Afterwards you will get a nice bath and an iron tablet.

Elijah loves to mark you. Vampire or love bites, it doesn’t matter. Bruises from more intense nights (wink wink). It makes him swell with pride with the idea that everyone knows that you are his, and only his.

Elijah can be really emotionally distant at times too. Most of the times when you are feeling emotionally unwell. He won’t belittle your feelings, but he just doesn’t know how to react in those moments.

One day he would love to turn you into a vampire. The only problem is that then you would be closer to be his equal in power. But of course, he doesn’t want you to die, which makes him feel like turning you might be the better option in the long run.

To Elijah it’s not going to matter if you want to turn or not. He is so much older than you after all so you should assume that he knows better.

You are his and his only. You are too precious for this world, so why don’t you let him take care of you.

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rodolfoparras · 1 year ago

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Alec I'm so severely unwell over that drabble you wrote, I'm like super emotional about it please-

I wanted to make Nik into catty asshole who is trying to push your buttons and make you jealous maliciously but like...the idea of him just teasing both you and John is better almost.

Like sure part of him is jealous and he can't help but to be little petty but for the most part he is just pushing your buttons for the sake of riling you up. Even better if he sees that you and John are in love with each other but neither you or John see it. And he's little hurt sure, he doesn't exactly see why John would pick some punk ass rookie over him but as long as John is happy...

And he knows John most likely won't make the first move because John is probably all types of upset because he fell for someone he took under his wing to keep safe and take care of so Nik does everything he can to make you jealous (he totally plays into your hot-headed nature) so you'll finally confess.

At some point absolutely everyone is aware it and is just waiting for something to happen because holy fuck can Captain and rookie just fuck already? Why do they keep dreamily staring into each other's eyes while we're trying to have mission briefing?

For extra angst, imagine you finally finally deciding to confess, probably after drinking and getting all hyped up and you come to John's office and you're about to know but... John is there with Nikolai and maybe they're fucking, maybe they're just having sweet moment, maybe it's just misunderstanding on your part. Whatever it is, it doesn't mean anything but to you it does because it just reaffirms that John isn't yours.

I imagine it's not until everyone gets hammered or near death situation that confession finally happens tbh.

-🔮

Okay hear me out

Nikolai wasn’t stupid. He was aware that Price likes you, not because he had told him so, because the Russian is sure that the other man would rather die than answer honestly to that question

But he could see the way price acted around you, the way he talked to you, the way he behaved nothing like when Nik and him were together.

Price and Nik had met in their early teens, Price thought Nik was his first and last love Nik, simple put, didn’t feel the same.

Sure he loved Price, dont get it wrong, but there was so much to the world than being bound to one person for the rest of your life.

So they decided to break up, only ever hooked up for the sake of old times or the surge of adrenaline that came after a mission.

Price was so hung up over Nik, the Russian never though he’d get over him but one day the rookie became all he talked about, most of their hm-meetings got called off because he needed to be with rookie for the night.

Nikolai was sure Price would fess up any time soon but Price didn’t, instead he played stupid every time he got asked about it.

So he tried another approach, targeting you by making you jealous in hopes of that being enough to make you fess up but instead it pushed you further away.

Nik almost pulled his hair out, flying a plane was much easier than getting two people together so he gave up, let universe handle it instead.

In the meantime 141 was up your ass about it, telling you that it’s so clear that the captain reciprocates your feelings.

For one second you had allowed yourself to believe it. With one too many drinks in your system you had stumbled over to Price’s office in an attempt to confess your feelings.

However what you saw had shattered your heart.

Stupid, stupid so stupid you think to yourself tears trickling down your cheeks as you sprint to you room, far away from Price’s office.

Of course Price didn’t return your feelings he was busy getting fucked by the man he was actually in love with.

Yet you had allowed yourself to be persuaded, had let 141 convince you that Price reciprocated your feelings.

However what you don’t see is Price’s attempt to run after you only for Nik to stop him.

“What is he going to think? Fuck!” Price says kicking the trash can laying around in his office, still half naked.

“John cal-“ Nik tries to say but gets interrupted by the older man.

“Don’t Nikolai just please leave, please? I would like to be alone for a moment”

Nik wants to argue but instead he lets out a sigh and picks up his clothes off of the floor, quickly dressing himself before walking out through the door.

“You should tell him you know?” Nik says with a smile on his face. Price doesn’t even get to spit out an impromptus lie about how he doesn’t like you in that way before Nik is walking away.

The opportunity to talk doesn’t come around. His days are filled with missions and his nights are filled with paper work that just seem to be piling up and when the two of you have some sort of interaction Price doesn’t even know what to say because it’s not like the two of you are anything in the first place.

He did nothing wrong by fucking Nik he was just lonely and tired of pining for the man who doesn’t even seem to noice him. But then that very same man walked in at the wrong moment and everything came crashing down on him.

Stupid stupid so stupid, Price thinks to himself as he sulks in silence.

Weeks have passed after that incident, the two of you are distant as ever.Price thinks that maybe it’s meant to be this way, you weren’t even anything in the first place.

But just as the thought pops up in his head there’s blood - your blood splashing across his face and you’re falling to the ground while he rushes towards your bleeding body

You’re muttering i love you’s while he’s carrying you to the emergency room and Price is repeatedly saying that he won’t say it back not yet because this isn’t a goodbye and if you’re going to confess your love for him you have to ask him out on dinner first, you have to be alive and well when you do it, goddammit!

Spitball w/ me?

#alec answers #🔮 anon #call of duty #john price #john price x reader #john price x male reader #captain john price #captain john price x male reader #captain john price x reader #x male reader #male reader

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emojellyace08 · 1 year ago

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"Lookism Men x Reader (When you're sick/not feeling well PART 1) J-High Main Boys"

Warnings: getting sick, over fatigue, colds/fever, passing out, overall not feeling well Genre: fluff ☁️Reader is gender neutral (and in an established relationship with the character of choice :)

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Daniel Park (Park Hyung Seok)

It's super obvious that he'll get super worried about you. As you boyfriend, he needs to take care of you all the time and make sure you're doing well (not like he babies you too much but he still loves you y'know).

What's the reason why you got a cold? Well you and Daniel were dancing in the rain and you forgot to shower later on because you're too tired (dumb reason I know but still...).

He'll be super guilty on why he let you get soaked in rain water in the first place while he didn't have caught one (it's because of his strong immune system gimme some of your durability Danny). Daniel will also scold you for being careless, though he wouldn't go to far to scream at your face since you're already miserable in your state. He doesn't want you to also feel mentally unwell. "I told you to go shower when you got home Y/N". he flicked your forehead as you pouted at the raven-haired boy, him almost giving you a glare for being naïve again. "But I forgot to 'cause I was so tired." you protested as you tried to justify your stupidity making him sighs at your statement. "Well, don't forget about it next time. You're making me worried". He advised again as he placed his palm to check your temperature, you can see the distress on his face obviously him being concerned about your health. Though you're not feeling well, you smiled at Danny knowing that no matter how stubborn you are, he's always there to take care of you. "Wow, I didn't know that you actually cared for me". you teased as he chuckled at your joke, finally seeing a smile form on his lips. "Of course you're my partner dummy. You really are a goofball even when you get sick". he ruffled your hair as you laughed along with him despite your throat already feeling sore. "Well, nobody can stop my goofiness even if its a cold I guess".

Expect Daniel to take care of you most of the time. Considering how he's used to living alone and being independent most of the times, he'll cook ramen (or what ever food you want as long as it's healthy) and check on you. He'll also ask for his mom about effective medicines for him to buy on the pharmacy and he'll also make you warm tea or soup so you get better soon (I love this man so much don't blame me). And he'll also give you massages if you asked him! He used to take care of his mom after her work and especially when she's tired so he's really good at it :). He'll also give you advice on how to take care of yourself because at times he's usually either studying or getting involve with criminal and gang drama which can be disappointing on your part. But you know that despite him being your partner, you still need to properly take care of your physical and mental well being.

He'll also insist to sleep on a futon while you rest on the bed since he's used to sleep on the floor. He wants you to get more comfortable while you recharge your energy and he'll definitely scold you again if you protested lmao. Also expect him to clean and sanitize the place after you got better (he also doesn't want to fell ill so...)

Zack Lee (Lee Jin Sung)

He's the definition of a protective and caring boyfriend. He'll panic 24/7 if you got sick. He hates seeing you feeling unwell.

I headcannon that Zack secretly likes being pampered and being taken care of by his someone. Like when we see Mira feeding him when he had a arm injury. So it can be a disadvantage in your relationship if you're the one who needs it. (not like he completely sucks at it).

But doesn't mean that Zack won't try providing your needs. He wants to be supportive and be the best boyfriend especially when you're not in your best condition. He'll definitely ask help on Mira and even Jace when you started showing signs of being sick. "Mira, Y/N's having a headache what should I do?" he bashfully asked while he scratched his hair out of worry and nervousness. "Oh, Let her/him sit and give her/him water since standing can be a dangerous when you're feeling dizzy!" He'll definitely take you to the nearest clinic possible even if your head just aches a lot or if you're feeling a bit dizzy.

He'll also willing to give you a massage if your body hurts so much and if you consent to it. "Does your shoulders hurt?" he'll ask in concern as your face scrunch because of your muscles feeling sore. "No, I'm fine Zack don't worry." you lied to him while giving him a forced smile as he sighed knowing that you're trying to act okay. He knows you don't want to be a burden to him even if it's far from the truth. "Please, let me help you?" he pleaded as you sighed back knowing that you can't do anything with your boyfriend whose trying to help you. "Okay. if you say so". Surprisingly, Zack is also good at giving massages so trust him about it.

And if you catch a cold, he'll also scold you, his voice will have a bit higher-pitch on it with a mix of concern (it's a bit funny if you asked me especially when his voice cracks along with the lines lmao). "Y/N! I TOLD YOU TO CHANGE YOUR CLOTHES AFTER YOU EXERCISE! NOW YOU CAUGHT A COLD!" "S-sorry, next time I will." And he won't let you eat your junk food when you're sick lmao. Then he'll apologize for almost screaming at your face but you know that he's just being worried about your health. He's not the best at cooking and cleaning but he'll order pot lock food and your prescribed medicine for you especially hot and fresh soup so that your cold will be gone soon :). He'll also buy you lots of vitamins so your immune system will get better.

Vasco (Lee Eun Tae)

Like Zack, he'll definitely in a state of shock about you getting sick. His mind will travel into different dimensions because of you acting so off today. "Did I do something wrong? Is Y/N angry at me? Did I pushed her/him so much on our daily exercise?".

Considering how a bit dumb Vasco is, he doesn't know what to do when you get sick even worse if you passed out lol. But don't blame him, he's definitely trying his best! (He'll be the type to cry when you're blacked out since he thought your heart stopped beating and y'know 💀😭🤚) "Y/N LOVE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! REMEMBER WE'LL ADOPT BABY PUPPIES FOR OUR 1st ANNIVERSARY!" Your boyfriend panicked as he catches you on his muscular body preventing you falling on the floor. "Vasco, let's just take her/him on the school clinic she/he probably just passed out". Jace replied back as he's also in a state of panic and he tries to make Vasco calm down. "Oh yeah, Jace let's take her/him there!".

He'll also cry his balls out once you woke up on your sleep. Considering how strong this man is, he'll unconsciously crush your body as he hugs you on your bed. "Y/N! You're finally awake! I was so worried about you!" your boyfriend cried as he hugs you, forgetting that your body feels so numb and tired as you tried to wiggle out of his literally breathtaking embrace on the hospital bed . "E-Euntae, y-you're crushing me..." "Oh sorry!".

His mind will also malfunction like a computer crashing as the doctor explains to him how to take good care of you, what you should eat and what's bad for you. Good thing Jace will help Vasco out and handle your prescriptions since his friend can be confused in buying medicine and he might probably buy the wrong pills lmao. He will also ask for the help of other Burn Knuckles members to take charges in monitoring your condition if they're alright with it and when they are free. But Jace might consider wearing a facemask too to prevent the risk of getting sick too along with his crewmates and Vasco incase you have a cold or cough.

Vasco's not really good at giving massages since his strength will probably crush your shoulders off lol. But since he's so gentle at touching you like a fragile glass, he'll probably do the job done. He's not also good at cooking. But he'll definitely buy those salmon soup dishes for you or something hot and warm for you like tea if you're allergic to fish and seafood. He's doing his best so please appreciate it and be patient about him.

Jay Hong (Hong Jae Yol)

Jay will dedicate his time and life for you 24/7. He might even be your personal nurse if you asked me.

He'll also be worried and you can see that frown on his face when he notices you having a cough or cold, when you're feeling dizzy or when your body sores so much. But after for a few minutes, he'll compose himself so that he can take good care of you.

If you're injured, he'll definitely have reserved band aids and ointment on his Gucci bag so it won't be a different when you need cough syrups and cough menthols. He'll also lend you his alcohol/sanitizers and facemasks (he's always ready for disaster unlike the other 3 lmao). Though he still can't help but to be deeply concerned about you even when he's in school and he mostly notices if you're absent or not. So he'll let you rest even when you're working on something important or when you're studying and doing your homework he'll do it for you instead if you don't mind (I swear this man is a people pleaser😭).

He's not a professional cook since his servants/maids do the household chores but he's also a decent one since he does not rely on them too much which is a great advantage. If you live in the same apartment, he'll make food for you like soup and bread which actually taste good (and it's made with expensive shit/ingredients so better gobble it up don't waste his money lol). He'll also give you lots of good massages. It's gentle, relaxing but has that force to kill that stinging pain on your body. And he'll also lock all the cabinets and pantry where you hid your unhealthy sweets and snack lol.

And if Jay's busy he'll let his assistant (even Daniel) to look after you. And expect him to buy your medication and a healthy food for you the time he comes back home with that cute smile on his face :).

Also expect him to sanitize the place once you get better lol. And he'll even cuddle with you after you got well <3.

Part 2 will be Hudson, Eli, Warren and Johan :)

#lookism x reader #lookism x y/n #lookism x you #daniel park x reader #jay hong x reader #zack lee x reader #lookism fic #vasco x reader #euntae lee x reader #park hyungseok x reader #hong jaeyeol x

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milgram-tournament · 10 months ago

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MILGRAM Best Song Tournament, Round 2, Match 1 WEAKNESS vs. THE PURGE MARCH

Propaganda for both options under the cut!

Propaganda for WEAKNESS:

"This is definitely more of a personal anecdote. However, I’m neurodivergent (like Haruka) and struggle with knowing it causes quite a bit of disappointment for my mother. I cry about it a lot. But I find that putting on Weakness is soothing for me. Knowing that there’s a character out there with the same issues…. I don’t know. Just my experience."

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"why weakness should win over umbilical: - THE SINGING THE HIGH NOTES - this song set the tone to what to expect for the trial songs to come (or what we expected) - the part where the song gets all slow paced and then picks up louder at the end it just done beautifully - it's haruka. - the singing sounds like a mix between of course singing and crying. the 'AHahA' sounds like manic laughing until the end when he's crying and it almost feels like he's sobbing while laughing. - the guitar and the drums complement his soft/sad-ish voice perfectly, especially at the beginning - very emotional, even if you didn't see the music video you can tell he's crying and mentally unwell I'm bad a propaganda, but vote for WEAKNESS!!!!"

Propaganda for THE PURGE MARCH:

"Despite the shorter length, the Purge March has several distinct sections in its structure.

It starts with a rolloff, and then… they don’t follow it. Amane isn’t here to follow the beat.

There’s the spoken-word intro and the upbeat first verse listing the tenets. The prechorus (“dou shiyou mo nai…”) has an amen break. The most-sampled four-bar drum beat. Well, there’s half of it. Is it supposed to mean something? Can I get an amen?

The chorus is so, so cheerful… unless you’re actually listening to the lyrics (“I’ll crush your throat too”) or watching the video. And it’s super catchy.

The second part of the verse dials things back. Now we’re in reality. This is how Amane breaks her tenets. All the while, those tenets are spoken into both ears over the singing. Get some good headphones. She sounds different in each ear.

The music picks up again with the amen break as Amane happily strolls back home, and then-

Oh.

The somber second chorus, with Amane’s lower singing voice and mournful spoken words, leads into the final chorus, with new lyrics and a more forceful tone. The once-meaningless chanting now has real words. “You’re sorry? I don’t care! Please go ahead and die already.” You can hear Amane’s anger despite the cheerful melody. She harmonizes in the final phrase, as if to say “we’re in this together, me and my little color guard troop.” And finally, it’s just her. Speaking. "Oboetemasuka?" Accompanied by only a single drum.

She is both Amane Momose and not. She upholds the doctrines that she was raised with, but she can’t."

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"Purge March is geniunaly one of my favorite pieces of fiction both in and out of the context of trauma. Its fantastically directed and composed. The batton twirling is spetacular and energetic, the set and character design of Amane conveys a lot about the world she’s in and the story she’s telling. Purge March contextulizes a lot of Magic in both expected and unexpected ways (insert the entire cat symbolism thesis here) Purge March casts Amane in the role of a scary child. The glowing eyes, the framing of Amane as Above the viewer, the brutality and catharsis of it all. It seems tailored made to make you Scared of her. It’s a continuation of the cycle of abuse that we the audience repeated in T1 when we gave her that verdict. A red flashing warning sign about the Inhumanity and Monsterous qualities of Amane Momose. But Amane as a monster is fufilling and freeing. Again, its deeply cathartic. I would write more if I wasnt so sleepy at the moment but its just some Fantastic work overall. Purge March is also just fantasitic vocally and also hids electricity sounds in the instrumental which I think is evil and awesome."

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-Amane’s vocals and how they slowly get more and more off the deep end is both really sad and cool to watch.

-The symbolism of the marching band and the flags. Ifykyk

-The beginning where it sounds like a propaganda TV show… really shows just how far Amane’s thinking is rooted in her cult and how that’s shaped her perception.

-The LYRICS. They work so well but it’s also creepy AF considering it’s a child who’s singing it.

-“So there is no second time, I’ll give back the judgment that you gave to me!”

-The overlapping part… gives me chills everytime.

-Building off the last point, the last “I’ll crush your throat too.” Ouch.

-“Remember MY cries, MY repents, MY words of “I’m sorry” that I said to you?”

-The song also does a great job of showing how much the guilty verdict messed with her.

#milgramtournament #milgram #haruka sakurai #sakurai haruka #amane momose #momose amane

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silentstaresfanficandfanart · 4 months ago

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every single day the wataru blimp gets more obsessed with Keito, we've come to the conclusion eichi can only 'define' the universe into stabalizing if he gets a keito of every single type organized into a singular universe where they can be stored under the same parent node (aka MamaKeito who acts as the 'parent' to the keitos under him) which means we can make ANY kind of keito and it makes perfect sense in universe, after al lhe has to define *everything* right? of course- we just follow the adventures of our favorite keitos in the keitoverse. Currently we're mulling over delights like the beef between mothman keito and cryptidcore keito

teapot keito's boiling hot sneezing problems

fruitiger aero keito

and of course early 2000's edgy oc keito who can shapeshift fly and has a werewolf and vampire form and also hes super powerful and original oc do not steal. (he is suffering deeply from 'randomness' and sometimes, he'll just spontaniously do something wildly out of character for the sake of the bit, he has no choice. ) he's like, dont worry pup i will protect you from the horrors of the night with my powerful teeth and to everyones horror he legitimately 100% can hes 100% serious and also hes just super op and rediculous, howevever hes a *lone wolf* so he doesnt join the patrols that deal with the 'bugs' in the system so he never actually shows up in time to deal with any bugs making him effectively useless. He hangs out with the incredibly unwell tumblreito who is as you can surely imagine...is not doing great.

this started as a joke and its gotten wildly out of hand and we are way too entertained feel free to come up with your own keitos our hope is that hapyele is left as confused as possible by creating an incredibly unreasonable number of keito's to love and cherish. i just think thatd be fun- and even if not- MAXIMUM KEITO is always a good thing we are just getting increasingly less normal about Keito hasumi and i think thats beautiful lets take this poor green bean and make him the main character he was always meant to be. lets make him the character of all time.

#keitoverse #ensemble stars #enstars #keito hasumi #akatsuki #au #ensemble stars au #enstars keito #ensemble stars keito #fandom #enstars fandom #memes #funny #alternate universe #happy elements

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the-words-we-sung · 6 months ago

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Thoughts and pictures - S3E3

The great rewatch of season 3 continues! And we're halfway through with episode 3. As usual, it's probably gonna get a bit long so proceed with caution 😁

And we're starting off with some big big pressure on Wilhelm, for a change... "I don't know if I can handle it" => ma'am, you're the queen, you're an adult, you're his mother. Get a fucking grip!!

How can she put so much pressure on her son's shoulders? I understand that she's unwell, she hasn't grieved Erik's death properly in season 2 so this break down was bound to happen I guess, but how can she (and Ludwig) just abandon Wilhelm like that? And not so long after his speech (and the "trial" with August). Did either of them talk to him about it? About this huge coming out he just did? About how brave he was? One day I'll write a post just about Wilhelm and his parents because I have A LOT of feelings.

And I don't know a lot about how a monarchy works but would Wilhelm really have to step up and replace his mother if she was suddenly unfit to lead, despite being 16? That doesn't make a lot of sense, does it? Especially in this case when Wilhelm has been Crown Prince for very little time (and even needs a special Crown Prince school during summer to learn his duties).

"You wouldn't have been able to handle it. That I can fuck up too" => oh Simon, my sweet sweet boy... I have to say that I really like his scenes with his mother this season, I really needed to see Linda actually act like a mom, and Simon to become more "real" with her. So I love their scenes and dynamic this season!

Is Wilhelm still seeing Boris? Or is he really all alone in dealing with his mother's health and everything else? My boy needs help...

I'm sorry but Simon with helmet hair is just the cutest thing!

But gosh their communication is just so awful this season... On one hand Simon frustrates me a tiny bit because I didn't think he would be so "naive". I mean, of course it must feel truly awful to receive to many hate comments, but he's a teenager who knows how to use social media so I would have expected him to know that these people are trolls and responding to them would lead nowhere? The people writing these are not interested in knowing him or the truth or anything, just in being nasty because it's easy to do so anonymously. But also I guess he's 16. He's super young, I'm probably expecting too much maturity here and not being super fair ><

And on the other hand, Wilhelm also frustrates me because he barely stops to listen and to actually see what Simon is going through. And yeah, he's got the crazy pressure from his family and his mother being unwell but still, he's being very selfish. And he has always had a tendency to be, but it's 10x worst this season ><

(Also why did he not say anything to these mean girls mocking Simon's song when they entered the music room together??)

I'm realizing now that truly, these Boris sessions with Wilhelm and August are really fucked up: the sessions with Boris helped Wilhelm so much last season, he felt safe enough to talk there, to be honest, and he was able to work through the hard stuff in his life. And now they put August there? The person who made him feel unsafe, who recorded him and leaked the video online. They put that person here in his safe place with him? Which might explain why there's no more therapy sessions for Wilhelm this season (outside of the ones with August). It's so fucked up...

Wilhelm is feeling so cornered...

And Simon is breaking my heart... Omar is such a good actor, he portrays sadness way too well, I wanted to cry almost every time I saw Simon in this episode. He's so depressed, thinking everyone hates him, it's hard to watch... Why did season 3 have to be so cruel to him?

It's hard to enjoy the sweet moments between them (this scene for example, which I forgot was gonna happen there :p) when we just had a sad Simon, bad communication between them, Wilhelm being mean to him... It makes it hard (for me) to enjoy the cute scenes because it just feels like a small band-aid put on a gaping wound ><

I really liked that we got to see Felice's dad again, and this scene is so important! I love Felice's decision to go without her dad and to be honest in the end. I still think she should have had a stronger storyline throughout the whole show. She's a great character and she deserved more!!

Sara and Micke singing in the car: 💛 "I'd rather have a papa with bad spells than no papa at all" => I don't know August... I guess it's the eternal dilemma..

Just because he looks so incredibly beautiful here 💜

This Sara and Micke conversation was so important and needed! I really liked that we finally got a bit more information about Micke and what happened to their family.

And another scene that I forgot was happening in this episode ^^' I got too used to seeing the cute (and hot) scenes from this season with gifs here that I know them without the context around :p

Why is it that every time something good happens to Simon this season, it backfires immediately and Wilhem makes him sad about it? 😩

3 more episodes to go, wish me luck >< This season is even more depressing than I remembered ^^'

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tartigglez · 2 years ago

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"i know it hurts..."

headcanons of some genshin boys when you have your period (pt.1??)

kaeya, diluc, thoma, childe, zhongli (separately) x afab!reader (pronouns not mentioned)

genre: fluff

word count: 800-ish

tags: periods, no distinct mention of blood, wholesome boys (for the most part), a lottttt of physical touch + petnames, kaeya is teehee, diluc is clueless as shit, thoma is absolutely whipped, childe is also clueless, zhongli is wayyyyy clued in

tw/cw: zhongli is written as genderfluid, mentions of foods/drink (soup + tea), kisses in zhongli's, i don't think there's much else to add here, lmk if i missed smth

a/n: surprise? hi! i've had a very emotional night, so its time for something extremely self indulgent. i wrote this mostly for the genderfluid zhongli agenda. also i'd like to remind everyone that i am genderfluid, my pronouns are they/she/he!!! ty, enjoy.

kaeya’s personality seems to go through some sort of shift when you’re on your period, seriously! he’ll go from being a flirty, unserious captain with an eye catching smirk to a kind, gentle, soft spoken man. he will quietly hold you if you’re in pain, and try his best to distract you. will kiss you softly and assure you that it will pass, without ever making you feel like you’re exaggerating. strokes your cheek and does whatever you want to do in order to stay distracted.

“darling? are you alright? are you sick?”

“no, just cramps.”

“ahh, here.”

“how does this feel? you okay? comfy?”

“yeah, I’m okay. thanks kae”

“not a problem at all, lovely”

“so, how was work?

diluc is lowkey confused at first in your relationship. he’s never spent much time around anyone who has a period, let alone having to live with one, so it makes sense (a little) that he really doesn’t understand anything that’s happening to you, or what hurts, or why, or how he can help. the first time he finds you curled up in his bedroom in dawn winery he’ll be really confused and awkward, run to adelinde and try to very discreetly ask her what to do (he doesn’t do a good job), but eventually she gets what he means, and tells him to just ask you, which he builds the confidence to do after hyping himself up for like twenty minutes.

“hi”

“hi, 'luc”

“uh… are you okay?”

“ish?”

“uhm… may i talk to you about something?”

“yeah, of course! what’s up?”

“what is… happening to you right now? it’s painful, i know, but how do i help? what do i do? what do you need? how can i make you comfortable? i don’t want you to be in pain.”

“pah, how sweet. come, sit, i’ll explain”

thoma knows exactly what is going on, and when its going on. keeps track of your periods (with your knowledge and consent ofc) just so he knows what days to bring you whatever you may need. he’s a BIG BIG acts of service and gift giving kinda guy, because he’s always in the city, so he always picks things up for you. this happens even more when you’re on your period. of course, sometimes, his estimates of your starting days will be a little bit off, so he might end up randomly doing something and it seems like its out of nowhere, and he tries to play it off like it is too.

“thoma? what’re you doing home this early?”

“oh, I thought i’d come home and make you soup!”

“make me… soup? that’s a little strange…”

“no it’s not! it's just because i thought you liked it, especially when…y’know”

“hah, your guess was off darling, you’re two days early. still, i appreciate the thought love. let’s eat?”

childe is clueless. extremely clueless. but he’s also super duper sweet, and a very fast learner. he tries his best to understand what’s happening and what to do, but unfortunately he doesn’t really have anyone to ask about it. so he’ll literally read a book, which is rather rare for him but he would literally do anything for you. if you’re feeling really unwell, he will insist on taking the day off work to look after you. he’s extremely attentive and gentle, which is the side of him his “co-workers” don’t get to see.

“morning baby! how’re you feeling?”

“mmhh,, morning chi. ‘m okay, a bit crampy”

“okay, i’ll stay here then.”

“what? no, you have work. you gotta go!”

“i’ll call in sick, they can live without me for a day”

“chi you can’t do this agai-”

“i’d do anything for you”

zhongli. understands. everything. okay hear me out. zhongli can take any form he wants, so sometimes out of curiosity he would change into another body. he’d get completely, utterly shocked the first time he got a period whilst in this form (it was unexpected.), but learned how to cope with it, because he wanted to be able to fully understand the struggles that some mortals might go through.

he knows exactly what to do when this happens to you, speaks to you calmly and holds you if you get cramps. will brew tea for you, and get the latest herb combinations for pain relief from baizhu. will snuggle up to you, place his hand on your stomach because it’s warm, and hold you close. kisses your neck gently and asks if you need anything, overall just a big sweetie. if you want him to, he’ll go into his half-dragon form, so he can wrap his tail around you. loves you more than anything and will do anything to make you comfortable. you need something? it’s yours, no matter the extremes he has to go to in order to get it. constantly making sure you take your time with everything, and making sure that you don’t overexert yourself.

“my love, i know you’re in pain, please don’t push yourself”

“i know, i know, i just have a little more work to do”

“i trust you, but i’m staying here with you, just in case. have you eaten? are you comfortable? do you need any pain relief?”

#childe fluff #zhongli fluff #thoma fluff #kaeya fluff #diluc fluff #genshin headcanons #genshin impact #genshin x reader

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Oughhh, I miss Hybrids AU all of a sudden, it makes me so unwell /pos :) :) :) I’m thinking about the potential bad ending, in which Hybrids!Dream reclaims his little fledgling, hehehe :) He would certainly be infuriated, but wouldn’t it be fun if he pretended to be understanding and took his precious time to make Hybrids!Tommy believe that he was safe, only to reveal his fury in the end, and punish him in the cruelest way imaginable?

At first, Hybrids!Dream would hit Hybrids!Tommy on the nose, causing it to bleed, and smearing blood over its face, before harshly pushing the boy to the ground. Taking notice of its trembling lips, tear-stained eyes, and its desperate attempt to suppress an alarm call, the hybrid hunter would grin cruelly, anticipating the rest of this beautiful spectacle, before saying, “Aww, did it hurt, Toms? If you hadn’t foolishly escaped, you wouldn’t have to suffer… this much.”

Then, Hybrids!Dream would beat Hybrids!Tommy into the ribs, each blow harder and slower than the last, until they break with a satisfying crack. After all, these protected the boy’s lungs as he escaped from his owner…

Next, the man would pull out an axe, and break his legs with the blunt side. After all, these let the boy escape from his owner…

At this point, the poor fledgling would be in so much agony that he’d be lost in dissociation, but still incredibly responsive to every single blow, and fearing what might happen next.

And finally, Hybrids!Dream would painfully slowly pluck a couple of feathers from Hybrids!Tommy now freed wings (thanks to Hybrids!Emeraldduo, hehe), before pulling out a dagger, roughly clipping his wings, and cutting out his initials as a sign of ownership.

Omg, I miss Hybrids AU as well! I'm so proud of it, and I'm honoured you adore it too <3333 A bad ending would hit super hard and be heartbreaking in the best way, hehe :) Ohh, Hybrids!Dream would definitely be the angriest he's ever been, and Hybrids!Tommy would have the worst time he's ever had. The concept of Dream taking some time to lull Tommy into a false sense of security, only to spring a nightmarish punishment on him once the trauma bonding is back in full force, sends me utterly insane /pos >:3

Starting with an abruptly broken nose without any warning is absolutely something Hybrids!Dream would do :) And of course, you're right about him loving Hybrids!Tommy on the ground at his feet - where the avian belongs. Tommy would slip back into the habit of suppressing his vocalisations immediately, despite all the work Hybrids!Emeraldduo and others did to decondition him >:3 Grgrrgrrrr Dream's taunts never get less chilling, I love it!

The ribs, I imagine, is Dream's favourite area to injure on Tommy regardless of the AU :) There's just something so intimately agonising about it. Hybrids!Dream would definitely drag it out like you said; Hybrids!Tommy doesn't deserve a quick punishment after all. Every second of pain would hammer home the point that running away was a terrible mistake, and Tommy would regret it immensely >:3

Broken legs is such a wonderful whump trope, I adore it! Of course, it would make sense for Hybrids!Tommy to be unable to walk without his owner's assistance. Hybrids!Dream would ensure his little fledgling couldn't move a single inch without his discretion :)

Tommy falling deep into dissociation but still reacting viscerally to every blow is a brilliantly heartwrenching image! Those repressed memories of all the (torture) punishments would bubble to the surface like pus in a wound, and he'd drown in them >:3 Hybrids!Dream would take great pleasure injuring Hybrids!Tommy's wings, knowing exactly how traumatic that is. The effort Hybrids!Emeraldduo put into deconditioning the avian and helping him feel comfortable letting others touch his wings would all be for nothing :) The concept of Dream carving his name into Tommy will never not make me insane /pos, regardless of the AU!

Thanks so much for this ask and the other two Jesse, they mean a lot and I'm overjoyed to discuss these things with you <3333

#daffodilduo <3333 #ask #dsmp #dsmp hybrids au #c!primeboys (derogatory)#c!tommy #c!dream #tw abuse #tw torture #tw manipulation #tw dehumanisation

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owlwithanapple · 9 months ago

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Fate Chapter 04. — Law

Roronoa Zoro X OC X Trafalgar Law

The story tells about the encounter between Yuki and the Straw Hat Pirates from different worlds and different eras.

After disembarking, you looked around to see the island was filled with a carnival atmosphere. The cities on the island were decorated with colorful themes and there were super-large street markets.

The city looks very lively and bustling with crowds of people. Various large-scale activities are held in the town. Many stalls have games to play, just like a cultural festival held by your school.

Nami said that this island holds a large-scale carnival once a year to commemorate a special festival. Of course, it is also a famous attraction, so it attracts a lot of people.

After hearing this, you followed them closely, fearing that you would get lost in this situation. This place is not like your world where you can report on missing children in the city center. If you get lost here, the consequences will be disastrous.

There are several fishing boats near the pier where fishermen gather. A little further walk is the location of Thousand Sunny. You can rely on the key points of those fishing boats to remember how to get back.

Nami put her hands on waist, "Okay! Now go have fun. Remember not to get into trouble!" She pointed at Luffy fiercely.

Luffy looked away and pouted, "IIIII know..."

"Yohohoho...Then I'll hang out with Luffy, Ussop and Franky." Brook followed the other three.

"Chopper and I are responsible for buying supplies." Sanji lit a cigarette.

"Then...Zoro, come with us. We need to buy some clothes for Yuki, also need help with getting things and escorts." Nami named Zoro to go with her.

Zoro crossed his hands and sighed impatiently, "I won't accompany you."

Robin said in a calm tone, "Zoro, I think it would be better to come with us."

"Yuki-chwan~Nami-swan~Robin-chwan~, I am willing to be your escort!" Sanji's eyes were full of love and he raised his hand to volunteer and recommend himself.

Chopper pulled Sanji and jumped around, "Hey! Sanji! We agreed to buy supplies together!"

Zoro's expression is impatient now, but Robin said that he is no sense of direction, so you should keep an eye on him, especially in crowded places.

There are many people here, and the place is large and crowded. It would be very troublesome if really lost. There seems to be no lost children center in the world to report. You also agree with Robin's suggestion it would be more peaceful for Zoro to follow.

You pulled Zoro's sleeve slightly, "Aren't you coming?"

You actually just asked him with a normal expression. But he turned his head, he saw you looking so cute for some reason. Could it be that he was influenced by Sanji to beautify women? He shook his head to dispel this fantasy.

Robin approached the two of you "Zoro, are you feeling unwell?"

He stretched out his hand said, "It's okay, I'm just a little dizzy from the heat."

"Ha! Marimo who drinks too much will have brain problems." Sanji laughed at him by spitting out cigarette smoke.

Zoro looked down upon him unconvinced and said, "Say it once."

The two of them started to quarrel as soon as they disagreed. Although they didn't fight, they expressed their dissatisfaction in words. Nami couldn't bear it and punched them both on the back of the head.

"What are you two idiots doing!" Nami was numb to their incompatibility, and punched them without hesitation.

Nami is sweet on the outside but terrifying on the inside. Her position in the Straw Hat Pirates is a navigator. Her strength cannot be underestimated. Look at the areas where they were beaten were all swollen into lumps.

Chopper was biting on Sanji's feet because he was going to be your escort and abandoned Chopper. Robin bought a marshmallow and handed it to Chopper to please him.

"Robin~You're the best~" Chopper ate the marshmallow.

Robin touched Chopper's head and said, "Hehehe, it's best if you are happy."

On the side, Nami is giving a harsh lecture to the two people. You know that the enemies they are fighting are very powerful, but you feel that Nami is particularly difficult to deal with in the Straw Hat Pirates.

"Nami, calm down." You stood in front of Nami tried to calm her down.

Nami suddenly regained her fighting spirit said, "Yuki, don't pamper them."

You put your hands in front because you were scared,"I didn't..."

The job was a simple job for Zoro, because he had nothing to do. Seeing you being nagged by Nami, he was a little impatient, but still compromised for your sake.

"Let's go." Suddenly Zoro walked towards you ignoring Sanji.

"Really?!" Your eyes lit up.

After he finished speaking, he just smiled at you. Although his expression didn't look very happy, since he was willing to come, you were very happy.

"Let's go Sanji." Chopper grew bigger and pulled Sanji away.

Sanji's expression was full of despair, "I want to be~" He wailed but still pulled away.

It became a little quieter after Sanji and Chopper walked away without hearing his screams. You know Sanji volunteered to be a guard, but as a chef, he still prioritized replenishing supplies.

You and Zoro looked at each other, he just glance at you and avoid your eyes. You didn't pay much attention to it, but you pulled Zoro's sleeves and followed behind Nami and Robin.

He was walking behind while you holding his sleeves. From the back, your petite figure and short height were very different from his. There was simply a height difference between the two of you, as if you were as cute as a little girl.

"Cute." He just thinking but accidentally let it slip.

"Huh? What did you say?" You turned to look at his face.

Nami stood at the clothes stall shouted and waved to you two, "What are you doing? Come here!"

"Okay!" You run away quickly.

He crossed his arms and followed slowly. He breathed a sigh of relief was glad that he no longer has any undue thoughts about you. He knew that you were a brave and lovely girl, and it was normal to have wrong intentions when looking at your face.

He didn't get close to you, he just found a cool place to stand aside and wait, his eyes never leaving you. After all, there could be danger at any time due to the crowd, so he was alert to the people around.

But don’t understand what’s going on in his heart. He is obviously used to all kinds of women, but you are like a rare girl. He just has an inexplicable feeling affecting him.

You are special, people from different worlds, it is good to be different and fit in with them. But when he thought you might go back any time, his heart ached and sad, he didn't know what was wrong with him.

If you really choose to go back, it is your decision and destiny. He has no right to keep you. He can only live with you now and cherish every moment.

"Zoro! Look! This one looks good!" You showed him a light blue dress.

Zoro just smiled softly "Yeah, it looks good."

Your smiling expression felt so sweet to him. Everyone has a smile, but only your smile makes him happy. Maybe this is your charm that can lift his mood.

"Take it." Nami handed a pile of purchased clothes to Zoro.

Zoro was dumbfounded "Buy so much?!"

"Hehehe, it's cheap and affordable." Robin chuckled.

He really admired that girls could buy so many clothes. It was only one or two sets of clothes a day, the purchases were piled up. In desperation, he still obediently helped you carry a bunch of bags full of clothes.

Robin gave you a straw hat with a bow. You were very happy and put it on. In such a hot weather, it would be extremely cool to wear a hat with an electric fan. The temperature here is still hot compared to the summer in your world.

At this time, the crowd was surging, like something was about to happen. Some people wearing colorful costumes pass by you and heard people saying there will be a wonderful performance later.

"The performance is about to begin, please take your seats quickly!" Someone wearing a colorful performance costume shouted loudly.

As soon as the crowd heard this announcement, they suddenly started to make a noise and ran towards the stage with great interest. Before you knew it, you were already overwhelmed by the crowd and could not control it.

"Yuki!" Zoro yelled at you.

You heard Zoro kept calling you, when you turned in his direction, you were already separated by a distance. You were squeezed into the crowd couldn't get out.

In the chaotic situation, you have no choice follow the direction of the crowd for the time being and wait for a while before finding a way. This performance is really attractive and can make everyone run to watch it with excitement.

After a while, the crowd was no longer so crowded, you took the opportunity to sneak out and breathed a sigh of relief. Although you didn't know what the performance was, it should be very exciting and attract everyone's attention.

When you reached out to fix your hair, you found that the hat was missing. Robin had just given it to you and you lost it by accident. You began to look around nervously for the hat, which was probably lost in the chaos.

"My hat..." You reflected on yourself in frustration, how could you be so stupid that you could even lose a hat.

When you were still depressed and lost, someone approached you, you didn’t notice that someone was standing next to you, only focused on your own unhappiness. The person approaching you called you several times but you didn’t give any response.

He poked your shoulder with his scabbard "Oi..."

"Ah! Sorry! I didn't notice!" You were startled.

A man wearing a white hat with black spots, black coat, backpack, a long katana on his shoulder, unique style tattoos on his hands and chest stands next to you .

"Take it..." He handed a straw hat to you.

It was a bit scary to face a stranger alone in this strange place without their company, but when you saw the straw hat in his hand, you swallowed hard and took it, "Thank you."

You accidentally saw that even his fingers were tattooed with the word "DEATH". Why do you feel that this guy is so sinister, and whole body exudes a punk and gothic charm.

Is he a swordsman? As far as you know, the swordsmen of the Straw Hat Pirates include Zoro and Brook. Even if they are the same swordsmen, their temperaments will be completely different. You know that Zoro is a strong and muscular type, and he feels like exudes a strange aura.

He noticed you were staring at him "What are you looking at?"

"Eh? I'm sorry!" You bowed to him to apologize. Although Robin told you there was no need to do this here, you still did it naturally as an instinctive reaction.

Although he is stern, his appearance is a little scary, which is his unique side. You feel a little scared and quickly apologize then leave immediately. Without paying attention, you are suddenly hit by a passerby running over and fall to the ground.

"Sorry." The person who bumped into you apologized casually and ran away.

"Oi..." Someone reaches out to you.

You looked up and saw the man who had just helped you pick up your hat was reaching out to you. You were a little shocked, but still held his hand and stood up slowly, brushing off the stain on your pants and sighing.

"Thank you." You bow politely to express your gratitude.

"No need." He looked aside and said coldly.

You looked around still didn't see anyone else, hoping that Zoro hadn't gotten separated from the others. You were really worried when Robin said he was a super roadie.

"You are not a local." Suddenly he spoke.

Did he see through you? After all you're acting strangely "What do you mean?"

"Nothing..." He lowered his hat to cover his eyes.

You have no choice but try to ask him for directions, "How do I get to the pier?"

He sighed and pointed in one direction, "Go to the road sign ahead. Turn left there and you can see the sea. That's the pier."

So glad he’s willing to show you the way “Thank you so much!”

After you finished speaking, you immediately turned around and left. There was a man moving boxes at the same time and heading in the same direction as you. When you almost bumped into him, a pair of hands pulled you back.

"Oi...be careful when you walk."

The tattoo with the word DEATH on the hand resting on your shoulder came from the man just now. You was very embarrassed when he saw you confused and twice , you wanted to drill a hole to hide.

"Erm... I'm causing you trouble." You clenched your hands in embarrassment.

He let go of his hand and said expressionlessly, "Watch the road when you walk."

"Okay..." You are still in an awkward situation.

He sighed put his hand on the back of his neck "Are you alone?"

"I got separated from my friend..." You looked at his expression as if he was thinking about something.

He stamped his feet, crossed his arms and frowned,"You don't look like a local. It's your first time here?"

You blinked and thought about how to answer him so as not to sound suspicious, "Yes..."

This man feels so cold but very considerate. You are just strangers but he is willing to help you. You are so lucky to meet him with kindness. You really don't know how to thank him.

If in the previous world, you were alone in a strange place, you would encounter people with evil intentions at any time. In a world with poor public security, there were some thoughtful people, so you should really pay attention to your own safety when you go out.

He rubbed his chin tilted his head, curious that you had no reaction to him. "Do you know me?"

You also tilted your head said, "Which celebrity are you?"

"Celebrity? What is that?" His expression showed that never heard this word.

You were so panicked and waved your hands to change the topic, "It's okay! I'm leaving first!"

This time you carefully turned your head to make sure no one was passing by before leaving. The tattooed man seemed to notice something strange in the way he looked at you. He did not expose you directly but observed in a low-key manner.

With an uneasy mentality, you followed the route he told you, hoping to reach the pier without any problems. As you walked, you looked around see everyone enjoying themselves.

You want to enjoy seasonal activities but afraid if get into trouble or forgotten by them, it will really be over. You looked around and there was no sign of them. Now all you can do is wait at the pier.

"Miss, are you alone? Do you want to play with us~" Suddenly someone grabbed your shoulder.

Several men surrounded you. You had an ominous feeling and tried to break free. "I'm sorry, I have something urgent to do and I have to find my friend."

"Just for a moment~" He grabbed you harder.

"You're so popular." The tattooed man approached you.

"Want to join us?" The person who captured you showed a sinister and cunning expression to the tattooed man.

You gritted your teeth and panicked, looking at their conniving looks, "Are you on the same side as them?"

"How is that possible?" The tattooed man raised his hand made a movement to create a hemispherical space to surround you and those people.

Suddenly your shoulders felt a lot lighter. In the blink of an eye, those few people and the hemispherical space also disappeared. Could it be that he has the same special abilities as Luffy.

Thanks to his rescue, otherwise the consequences would have been disastrous. But when you look around, those people are no longer in your sight. What on earth did this tattooed man do? Where did those people go?

"I can't repay you now, I only can say thank you." You said simply with a smile on your face.

He scratched his head, "You're welcome. I'm just curious something."

You listen carefully "What?"

"Where are you from..." He looked directly with a serious expression.

His expression has already revealed his doubts. If you want to change the subject, it might be difficult. There is no other way. You can simply tell him something first and ask him how he noticed something strange about you.

"Let's sit down and chat somewhere." You looked at the street stall not far away.

After you and the tattooed man walked to find a seat and sat down, you did not put your hands on the table but clasped them together under the table. You were not a sharp person, unlike him who could immediately detect something strange even though his eyes were fierce.

He took off his backpack and placed it next to the chair, placed his sword on the table. The scabbard was engraved with a small "cross" pattern from top to bottom, tied with a red drawstring, and had furry protectors on its handguards. .

Without hesitation, you spoke first, hoping that he could answer your doubtful question clearly, "Did I do something that makes you weird?"

He crossed his legs and hands, "A little."

His reply left you speechless, "I understand..."

"You don't know me?" He asked calmly.

You shook your head, "I really don't know you. Did you recognize with the wrong person?"

He tilted his head and stared at you "Have you ever seen Bounty?"

"Is there a bounty in this world? Where can I see it?" You were excited and curious to hear because there was no such thing as a bounty in the previous world.

His brows raised slightly, "This world? You don't understand bounties?"

Realizing that something was wrong, you clenched your hands and put away excitement and curiosity. You already made him find something suspicious, "I..."

The tattooed man showed a sinister expression, "Who are you?"

"Would you believe if I were from a different world and era?" You asked him vaguely, showing a serious attitude.

"Interesting." He said with an evil smile on his face.

You have aroused his interest and attention, so you take advantage of this and say, "If you want to know who I am, basically have to introduce yourself first."

"My name is Law..." He still kept his evil smile.

His name is Law? Doesn’t Law mean law? His image doesn't fit well with the law, but you are somewhat interested in him. "My name is Yuki."

You looked around saw Sanji's back in the crowd. You were so lucky to meet him in the huge crowd. You could finally return to everyone. You stood up and said goodbye to Law without hesitation.

"Law, I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I found my friend. Let's talk next time if we have the chance." You winked at him left your seat and ran into the crowd.

"Oi!" He stood up looked at you running into the crowd and shook his head, "When is the next time?" He secretly rejoiced that he was interested in you. He was a well-known figure in the pirate world, regardless of the bounty or reputation.

When you met him, you didn't run away, but looked confused and clueless. He was very sure that you were definitely different. What do you mean when you say you are not from the same world? He once heard an ancient legend that can bring people from another world.

He felt a little regretful before he could stop you from continuing to investigate the truth. If that ancient legend was true, it would be worth researching. But now that you have run away, he is very upset that there is no opportunity for research.

“Minamina shima wa atakai～Paina-puru puru～”

"Mugiwara-ya..." Law happened to pass by Luffy humming a strange song and Usopp nibbling food.

Usopp immediately pulled Luffy when he heard it, "Oh, what a coincidence."

"Torao!" Luffy jumped up excitedly.

Usopp was curious that there were no other crew members around Law, "Are you alone?"

"I and the other crew members are temporarily separated to deal with matters. I would temporarily join your ship." Law put on his backpack, picked up the scabbard and left his seat.

"Okay! Welcome!" Luffy jumped onto Law's shoulder and smiled.

"Come down! Mugiwara-ya!" Law was trying to get rid of Luffy.

Usopp didn't stop them but just stood by and watched "Hahaha!"

At this time, you finally saw Sanji and Chopper who have bought supplies in the huge crowd. You hurried to follow because you were afraid of getting lost again, and you didn't want Nami and the others to worry.

"Sanji! Wait for me!" you yelled.

He turned around saw you squatting on the ground panting, "Yuki-chwan?! Aren't you with Nami-swan and the others?"

You hugged your feet shook your head, "I got lost just now. Are you going back?"

Sanji knelt down in front and caressed your head, "Yes, let's go back together."

Chopper took a bite of marshmallow and gave you a little bit. "Would you like a bite?"

"Thank you, Chopper." You cried while hugging Chopper.

"Yuki?! Why are you crying!" Chopper panicked and struggled to comfort you.

You finally got rid of the uneasiness in your heart. The image of you being alone has been circulating in your mind. You are really afraid of being overwhelmed by loneliness, tears are filling your eyes and flowing down unconsciously.

Sanji panicked and caressed your back, "Did someone bully you? Or are you feeling uncomfortable?"

You buried your face in Chopper's furry back. "It's okay. I just feel relieved that I found you."

"It's okay. Let's go back together." Sanji stood up and stretched out his hand to give you a hand.

You held his hand and stood up slowly, holding Chopper in your hands. "Yeah!" You smiled brightly.

You carry a bag of supplies and Chopper follow Sanji to the pier to gather. The three of you were talking and laughing along the way, but Sanji couldn't bear to see you holding heavy objects, so he took what was in your hand.

"Yuki-chwan...I want to say something." Sanji said with a serious expression.

You took a bite of Chopper's marshmallow "What's wrong?"

He blushed a little and looked at your face, "We seem to be a family of three..."

"Hahaha, it looks true from the outside." You laughed.

"If Sanji is the father, then I want unlimited marshmallows." Chopper waved the marshmallows in his hand.

You rub your cheek against Chopper's back, "Be careful of cavities~"

"Hahahaha! Don't rub against me! Stop! It's so ticklish!" Chopper laughed and struggled as his back was tickled by you.

Sanji looked at the two of you playing gently, "Hehehe, I'm so happy at this moment."

"Huh?" Sanji said something make you care.

He shook his head looked ahead, "We're almost there~" and smiled.

In the situation just now, you cared about what Sanji said, but his expression was particularly gentle. It must be something good happened to him. You didn't mind and didn't pursue it, you just happily followed Sanji to the pier.

After arriving, everyone except Luffy and Usopp sat together and waited. Zoro stood up immediately when he saw you, his expression seemed tense and worried.

"Yuki! Are you okay? Did you get hurt by the crowd just now?" Nami ran towards you to check if there any injuries.

Robin came over and said, "It's great you're back safely. We couldn't find you just now."

"Yohoho, Yuki-san is fine." Brook patted your head.

"Su~per~" Franky drank a soda.

The sudden concern made you hard to get used to, but you were happy in your heart. The corners of your mouth raised slightly to show a smile, "I'm back, everyone."

"Then let's move the things onto the shit first." Nami raised her hand and suggested.

Brook suggested, "Zoro and Yuki-san, please wait us here for a moment."

Except for you and Zoro, everyone else has loaded the supplies onto the ship. While waiting, you sit down to rest and fan yourself with your hands. The combination of the hot weather and carnival is really exciting.

You fanned yourself with your hands, "Luffy and Usopp don't know what's going on..."

"It should be fine." Zoro's expression was calm but slowly approached you.

A bit inexplicable "Zoro...do you have something to tell me?"

He stamped his feet and hands on the back of his head, as if he was worried about something. "As long as you...are safe..." His cheeks were slightly red.

He was always silent but always cared about people in his heart. Your heartbeat suddenly accelerated for a moment. Maybe it was because the weather was too hot and emotions were a little confusing so you didn't care so much.

"Hehehe, thank you for your concern." You swayed your legs.

"Yeah." Zoro raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

During the waiting period, the two of you fell into a state of silence and no communication. Zoro's expression could not reveal his inner thoughts at all. You started to be in a daze when nothing to do. Zoro suddenly stood in front of you and looked down at you.

You looked up at him "What's wrong?"

"This is for you." He handed you a blue hairband with a flower pattern.

You stood up and faced him. "Really? It's so beautiful! Thank you Zoro!" You took care of it carefully.

"Do you like it?" Zoro was a little nervous because you were face to face with him, and despite the height difference, you were so close.

"I love it so much!" You tied on your hair.

Zoro's hand unconsciously caressed your cheek "It looks great with you."

For some reason your heart skipped a beat again. "You're so sweet."

The two of you are in a subtle relationship and not very familiar friends. It happens that you are together because of Nakama. It is a bit strange not to hate the current atmosphere.

"Zo~rooo~" Luffy's voice came.

"Yahoo~" Usopp also greeted.

"Luffy! Usopp! You guys bought so much!" You ran towards them excitedly.

Zoro was a little embarrassed by the sudden interruption, but he felt relieved when saw you were genuinely happy. His heart was healed when your reaction receiving the hairband was so cute.

"I'll buy you two some local delicacies." Usopp handed the food to you and Zoro.

"Thanks." Zoro started eating.

"Hehehehe! The roast chicken here is delicious!" Luffy took a big bite of the meat.

You mustered up the courage to try the food Usopp bought, which looked like a sandwich. There is a layer of bread filled with vegetables, a few slices of unknown meat and a secret sauce. You take a bite and slowly chew it in your mouth before swallowing. The appearance of this meal is somewhat similar to the cuisine in your world.

"How does it taste?" Usopp was a little nervous, worried that it wouldn't be to your liking.

"Usopp, what kind of meat is this?" You pointed at the bread curiously.

The bread has a rich buttery aroma, the grilled meat tastes delicious with the secret sauce, but the bite of the meat is a bit rough. What kind of creature has such a texture?

"The crocodile meat at this stall is so delicious! You can smell the meat when you walk by!" Luffy said loudly.

"Crocodile meat!?" You looked at Luffy then the sandwich in hand.

"Have you never eaten?" Zoro came over.

You gulped when heard the ingredients, "I don't eat or see crocodile meat in my world."

"Your world?" Suddenly a familiar voice.

A man came up behind Luffy, it was the tattooed man Law! Could it be that he followed you all the way, but it should be difficult for him to find you in the crowd, but now he is standing in front of you.

"Hey, Torao..." Zoro greeted.

"Roronoa-ya..." Law nodded and greeted back casually.

"Do you know each other?" You felt uncomfortable and curious.

Usopp explained awkwardly, "Luffy's friend is also a member of our alliance."

Law sighed expressionlessly, "Is this the new Nakama you're talking about?"

A loud laugh came from Luffy's mouth and he pointed at you "That's right Torao! That's her! Yuki from a different world!"

This guy really didn't expect that he was actually Luffy's friend. Since he is his friend, Law should know about you if Luffy explains in detail.

"Hey, we meet again." Law walked towards you step by step.

Subconsciously, you stepped back step by step. Although you knew who he was, he exuded a fierce aura. "I... I really didn't expect it."

As he got closer to you, Zoro stood in front of you, "Hey, what do you want from her?"

Fortunately, Zoro is in front of you, so you don't have to look at Law, otherwise you should talk. You grab Zoro's clothes from behind and poke your head out. Law has stopped and tilts his head to look at you.

"Are you traveling here?" Zoro asked directly.

Law raised his hat and revealed his eyes, "I and the other crew members were temporarily separated for some reasons. I just mentioned to them that I would temporarily join your ship."

"I see." Zoro crossed his hands.

"What's wrong?" Luffy ran to your side.

The sharp Usopp used his special insight: "There is a possibility that Yuki was frightened by Law's face when they first met."

"The second time we meet." Law pouted and retorted coldly.

"Huh? Have you seen her!? I still want to show off!" Luffy pouted curiously.

Law didn't answer Luffy's question because he just stared at you and ignored the existence of other people around. Sure enough, he was a smart character and he could tell you were different from them.

Zoro in front of you glanced at you and Law without realizing it. Although he didn't understand why Law kept staring at you, his intuition told him that Law was interested in you. After all, he was interested in researching everything.

You avoided Law's gaze and hid behind Zoro to continue eating. Since he was Luffy's friend, he was not an enemy, but his image really didn't match his name. He looked like a villain.

"Where are the others?" Usopp interrupted the strange atmosphere.

Zoro pointed back with a thumbs up "They are sorting supplies."

"Zoro! Let's sneak away!" Luffy was so excited pulled Zoro away.

"Hey! Idiot!" Zoro yelled.

Ussop ran to keep up "Yahooo!"

You are still hungry so you continue to finish the food and then throw it away. The three left you and Law alone, you looked at each other in an awkward state. You are a little troubled and hesitant whether you should follow them because their pace is too fast.

You glanced at Law waved to him, "Hi..."

He came and stood in front of you and smiled evilly "Yo, Yuki-ya."

To Be Continued—

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