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lacyberpatate · 11 hours ago

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for the wip game, what's 'S'just I thought', you know…? enquiring minds want to know

Soooo, I haven't ignored you anon :D I'm just going through it today and felt like shit.

I am also now publicly admitting that this one was written in Company Time and as such I had to wait Monday to retrieve it :D (side note, the WIP was called 'pistache' on my work computer, because clearly I am a very organised person when I create. Why pistache? well... I don't know either 🤷🏻).

This one is so random... I originally wanted to have it in another WIP (Boats and Birds) but I felt like Zeb was too soft with Kallus since it's supposed to be before Fulcrum-era. I'm still not sure what to do with it to be honest... I like it for my other WIP but I feel like it will never leave my rotten brain because I'm already doing too many different things.

General context: Zeb has not been able to find sex partners since Lasan and is quite depressed about it. The only people that tried to have sex with him either fetishised him or said he was too much in bed. Kallus grew up working in the pleasure districts. More so, he used to specialise in Big Guys because of his high pain tolerance. Zeb eventually learns about it and goes to Kallus to ask if maybe they could try together.

I intended the thing to be quite rough but somehow Zeb was a soft and insecure bean and Kallus someone deeply traumatised by sex and relying on dissociation to cope with it. Somehow it ended up being whump... [again, I know, I know... I'm working on it...]

Now please enjoy some snippet of it (some of my favourite parts). I wish you like it because I had to transcribe the whole thing in my note book because I resigned last week and as such lost my 'sending email to the outside' privilege 🥲 [Also, I am still sick and had to spent the whole day with neon lights so I cannot proofread this for the life of me. Please be prepared for a REAL wip, there's hole in the thing, there's typo, words that might not even exist, and my dyslexia 🫠]

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“S’just I thought, yah know…”

"I can't believe it, you want us to kriff" Kallus said with his usual arrogant laugh.

"You're the one that said you’re not against kriffing Lasats. Case you haven’t noticed, not that many people willing for the task… » Zeb said with a growl, not liking to be made fun of. Closing the distance between them, the imposing Lasat hovered over the human.

“Scared you can’t handle me? » Zeb said with a tinge of anger.

"Oh don't worry, I'm very confident in my abilities." The agent smirked in a new hungry way. Zeb had only seen the human arbor it once, when they had first fought one on one on Lothal many years ago. Although at the time it had sent a shudder to his spine by finally facing a worthy opponent, it was now to his middle part, feeling a wave of arousal on his seath.

"I just need to know what I'm working with if you don't mind?" Kallus calmly said, pointing down the Lassat's crotch with his head still maintaining eye contact with the taller man. Not knowing exactly what the human had in mind but too scared and aroused to ask any questions, Zeb only managed to let a deep breath out with a small node to give consent.

Agile hands quickly worked in his jumpsuit, and soon the human was crouching in front of Zeb, looking with interest at the display.

"A seath..," Kallus said in a curious but protocol tone. "I guess we'll have to see what's hiding inside..." The human said, absently scratching his beard thinking of all the eventualities. Zeb felt a tinge of fear at the statement, suddenly very aware of his body.

"However, be certain we'll make it work. As I said, when there's a will… there's a way." He looked at Zeb, and his usual arrogant smirk was somehow replaced by a warmer smile.

He could not avoid flinching when the first finger touched his sensitive bare skin. He didn’t know if it was because of the years without anyone touching him there or the fact that it was Kallus, the man that had almost killed him more than once that was touching him in such vulnerable position.

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When he turned back to the bed, Kallus had already completely removed his undergarments and was laying naked on Zeb's bed, lazily touching his own erection.

How human had everything just hanging out was still a weird concept. Karabast, what was he thinking, asking Kallus to do this…

Slowly approaching the bed, Zeb took a second to look at the sprawled human, curly blond fur covering his legs and midriff, creating a trail toward his red cock. Somehow the small duvet reassured Zeb, helping him not feeling too weird about the uniformity of the human’s skin.

‘So hum… How d’yah want to proceed?’ He asked a bit awkwardly, not really knowing what the human had meant by ‘preparation’. To the best of his knowledge, sex didn’t require preparation. The thing was usually quite simple. You had a cock, you had a vagina. At the same time, human had dangly bits so he wouldn’t be surprised if they had some other weird things around sex.

‘Well, Lube would be great start.’ The man said, looking around the bed.

Zeb felt his ears flatten. He knew what lube was of course. Still he had never really had any need for it, his sheath providing all the moisture he needed.

‘I can either do it quickly or I can make a show out of it if you prefer.’ The man continued, not bothering with waiting for an answer.

Zeb was still standing, naked, getting more and more confused by everything Kallus was saying. An uncomfortable twinging feeling replacing the warmth between his legs. He was feeling the strange urge to cover himself and leave the room, though he could not really leave the man alone in his bed. He had been the one to ask for it after all.

The human had stopped looking through the bedside table and was simply looking at Zeb. The silent growing heavier.

He could see the small eyes look at his now slowly retreating cock, only to snap back to him with a confused look.

Karabast, he had noticed. With a disappointed sigh, Zeb was bracing himself for the snarky comment from the ex-agent. Of course the man would have realised Zeb’s lack of experience and would most certainly make fun of him.

Kallus stood up from the bed, slowly approaching Zeb.

‘It’s fine Garazeb. I have an idea.’ he simply said. If the man always had a rigid stance, his movements heavily influenced by years of military training, Zeb could not avoid noticing how the human now seemed to walk with ease, his shoulders relaxed and a flirty smile on his lips.

‘I’ll definitely need your help though.’ The man said, one hand positioning on Zeb’s broad shoulders and the other circling around the base of his now softening cock.

‘If that’s still fine with you?’ He asked, carefully with an eye brow raised in question.

Zeb broke eye contact, not knowing where to look and what to say. The hand on his shoulder was somewhat reassuring and he simply nodded with his head, hoping that would be enough confirmation for the other man.

‘I need to hear you Garazeb.’ The hand on his shoulder moved to his jaw, slowly caressing his fur. The grip on his shaft relaxed slightly, and Zeb could not contain the soft whine at the loss of pressure. Already missing the touch.

‘Yeah’ he finally managed to say, his voice deeper than usual.

‘Perfect’ Kallus almost purred, his tongue perfectly rolling the R’s, his usual articulated accent softening slightly.

The pressure increased anew, Zeb breathing heavily at the sensation.

‘Come with me’ the blond gently ordered, moving away but not releasing his cock. The movement was inviting, leading and Zeb simply followed, sitting on the bed and letting the other man straddle him.

Kallus soflty pushed him against the wall, their bodies flushed due to the limited space.

‘You’d think they’d give you more space, Big Boy’ Kallus grumbled, more to himself it seemed. Still the name big boy did some funny things to Zeb’s sheath, moisture building between his legs.

Zeb settled one hand on the man’s hips, trying to show he was ready to help if he could. To think that a few minutes ago he had still thought human’s eyes to be creepy with all this unnecessary white space. Now looking at the blown pupils of Kallus, he could not advert his gaze.

Suddenly the small hand reached for his cock, fingers circling around the nubs, collecting pre-cum and pushing more moisture out.

After a few seconds, or minutes, he was not sure anymore, Kallus moved the soiled hand to his back, a soft moan on his parted lips, his other hand reaching for Zeb’s torso. His thin fingers digged in his fur, slightly pulling at it. Zeb could only looked, mesmerised, their cock rubbing against each other, the sensation so foreign. It finally hit Zeb. Kallus was opening his arsenal with Zeb’s sleek.

Karabast, that’s what Kallus had mentioned.

‘Is it good?’ He finally asked, not really knowing why. The man clearly seemed to enjoy himself.

‘It’s okay.’ Kallus responded, a smirk back on his lips.

‘You’ll need more than your fingers to open for me.’ Zeb said, concerned at the prospect of potentially ripping the man apart.

‘It’ll be plenty enough. I need you in me, now.’

‘Now who’s impatient?’ Zeb laughed with a soft smile.

‘It’s not everyday that a charming Lasat asks to fuck you. I want you in me before you change your mind.’

‘What’s telling yah I won’t change my mind after?’

A small hand reached for his face, thumb drawing small circle on his jaw. The movement was slow and tender and Zeb could only melt at the touch. A soft whine leaving his mouth.

‘Oh Garazeb, there’s no turning back once you taste me’. The human murmured in his ear, Zeb knowing full well it was twitching at the dangerous words.

[I have actually a lot more written with Zeb knotting Kallus by accident and the morning after😅 but I'm too tired so I need to go to sleep and try not to overthink about my writing :D Hope you enjoyed!]

#Not gonna lie #I felt like a copyist monk #writing down on my notebook what I had already written on my corporate computer #only to type it back on my personal computer #thanks anon!#hope you liked it :D #wip game #Please don't judge my writing :')#I swear everyone else writing is so good and polished in their wip challenge #and then there's brain dump racoon mode from me #I already reworked all of them to try to make it presentable #it's fine #:D at least I'm trying

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storkmuffin · 24 days ago

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(DC anon) last summer when Towards the Light was in the U.S., i saw them at the D.C. venue for my birthday! it was my first ever kpop concert... i was not expecting to see only 5 other men in the venue the whole night 😅 unfortunately my show was also the one Wooyoung hurt his shoulder at and had to sit out for part of the last stage :(

i had seen videos of previous concerts so i thought i knew what to expect, but i was still blown away at the dance breaks- it really felt like a solid fusion of a concert and a musical. one of the funniest intermission parts was San making Hongjoong do his floor move from 'It's You' and Hongjoong immediately going "you know... my parents [went] back to korea this morning..."

ive been seeing a lot of videos from the European stops, and WOW, i don't know what's in the air over there, but every time a group i follow goes to Europe they're always going wild. like Mingi was definitely not that bold at my show 😅 I'm curious if it has anything to do with European tours usually being the last ones before they head back home or start up their Asian tours?

the pattern I've noticed in some groups is that the Asian tour stops follow i guess a more "standard" show format, the U.S. stops are usually more relaxed (like breaking more from the choreo to mess with each other or fans), and the European stops usually have the most videos of members going wild on stage. it being a pattern could also be a concept thing of getting in tune with the different audiences and what they expect of the group, maybe?

Thank you for sharing all this!! So you're seeing what I was sensing too - that the European tour seems wilder! Is it Europe?? Is it the fact that they've been doing this show for ages already? Is it the (inevitable? if so -sob!) reining-in they're going to have to do when they come back to Korea that's making them do everything they've wanted to do?? Because for them the European tour is the final leg, and then they have the 'closing' performance in Seoul. But it'll be at the biggest venue they've been at home (lucky me that this is my first show with them) so I'm hopeful that they'll go big, even if they're home.

Also- interesting that the gender imbalance for male Idol audiences holds true in America as much as Korea. But then I've seen footage of at least one group (sorry to say, dunno who they are) where a male fan hollered at a singer who was trying to talk during the concert, asking to marry him. I'm wondering what the gender balance will be at the Korean performances - the stereotype is that it's 100% women, but we'll see!

#a little bit jealous of the european atinys #not gonna lie #will to power 2025 #ateez us tour 2024 #dc anon

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