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does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like āits morally badā āits poorly structuredā like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.
#also if it wasnt clear this isnt āits bad its lazyā there is a level of like#completion consistancy i am thinking for with this#personally i really do not enjoy the like. vintage chic long red nails fur coats noir esque aesthetic HOWEVER š„š„š„#i can recognize that it is put together it is Intentional#i feel like a lot of people are going to say minimalism on this so LET ME SAY š«°āļø i recognize that minimalism is Considered an aesthetic#but i *PERSONALLY* do not consider it an aesthetic i consider it the void of one#it is a lapse in aesthetic or personality in the same way a silence in a song is still technically a ābeatā but no music is played#however the importance of Space or Breath in design is more akin to a purposeful silence in music#because that silence matters in the same way rhythm and breath in design do#so i guess minimalism is more comparable to like. white noise. the sound of a fan#very little effort and there is a comfort in it i suppose but its not. A Design. okay#TO ME š¤«#if minimalism has one hater its me if minimalism has no haters im dead
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āI donāt like that Sera is sharply dressed because it feels like a lesbian tropeā
Maybe she just likes being sharply dressed?
#txt#I enjoy reading the feedback but I found this one a bit odd#I was going to avoid explaining the designs but tl;dr Sera is high ranking so I wanted to give her an outfit that suited her character#idk maybe itās just me since Iām a lesbian myself but I donāt really enjoy being told a design is bad because it feels stereotypical#some lesbians do in fact like suits!
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too lazy to grab a ref whatever girl
#trigun#vash the stampede#checkadii#surprising myself because sitting down and drawing for an hour in fact. does make me feel better#like you like edrawing. you feel bored and bad when you dont draw because you have fun while drawing . why are you surrpised youre havng fu#sighhh#goodnight (unlikely will be sleeping soon) i dont want to go to uni todayy (its midnight)#have not been enjoying this class since the whole friend group thing#o well#we look forward to the vw roadtrip playlist mini anthology at the con and we ball
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CHAPTER TWO | The Scientific Method
FORGETTABLE-AU (page 73-77)
* His brother is annoying.
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#alahskwj FINALLY#okay so I HAD TO DO HALF OF THE COLORING AND SOME LINEART ON MY TABLET AND IT WAS SOO ANNOYING#BUT!!! I FINISHED!#akshwkdjwj#SAANSS#I missed making him talk with lowercase#It feels like a crime making him use proper capitalization sometimesšššš#just wanna clarify#Flowey knows Sans but Sans doesn't know Flowey#Flowey used to reset a LOT when it came to him so#in Sans memory he only know Flowey from that one time he tried to steal their souls and from what Papyrus has told him#He doesn't really trust the guy but#He does trust Papyrus#Flowey is so funny#He is SO bad at not sounding suspicious LMAOO#dumb#I don't know how Sans is using sunglasses eitherš¤©#he's trying to enjoy the sun#he spends a lot of time there lol#QKWGWKDJ#So glad the comic is back but I am SO BUSY rn#I think the next pages might come late too.....#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#undertale au#undertale#sans#flowey#sans undertale#undertale comic
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"I feel bad because i dont really like sucking dick honestly"
"I'm not a fan of eating pussy really, whichsucks because I wanna make my partner feel good"
that is actually completely valid!! you shouldn't feel like you have to do something you dont enjoy just to please your partners! there's lots of ways to make someone feel good, you dont have to force yourself to do ANYTHING that you dont enjoy or that makes you feel uncomfortable!! and if anyone tells you otherwise, they're wrong!!
#i genuinely really enjoy giving head so i dont relate#but it's always so baffling to me when someone says they just āpower throughā or they feel bad for not enjoying something like that#you have no reason to!!#colten yaps#actual serious advice#ftm dom#ftm nsft#ftm t4t#trans nsft#t4t nsft#ftm bunny#ftm sub#ftm bottom#nsft ftm
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domain expansion
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 264#yuuji#help she entered a fugue state and finished a painting in 7 hours again#I still wish with all my heart that wed gotten megumi but HOLDS UP YUUJI THATS MY BOYYYYYYY#god his face is Messed Up i feel so bad#but i do think this is how ill go about drawing the injuries from now on :'>#just a Mess of flesh tones on that boy :((((( maybe shoko can kiss it better#anyway towards the end of drawing this my llsif pilled brain supplied 'domain expansion: happy party train' and i think its a keeper#yuuji if u havent picked a name yet pls consider thank u <3#a train station tho......as much of a vibe as it is i SUFFERED#the high ceilings full of pipework...the parallel lines....thank god i make the rules and dont actually have to detail it all#i love u vague lines that convey Essence Of Room#i think it works !!! i feel like im waiting fr a train n watching time slow around me as the lights stretch#btw the rake brush is SO good fr making lil bits of stretched light like u r squinting . i love it i have fun#anyway enjoy !!! him!!!! we r truly in yuuji kaisen i never Once doubted my boy
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*Archives your Magnus*
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#melanie king#basira hussain#daisy tonner#fanart#alice tma#tarantula#PLEASEEEEE PLease please please I love them so much this relisten is wrecking me#messing with my brain so bad i start thinking about tma and my heart n brain get scrambled#(i am very normal about media)#This podcast means sm to me :Ā“) im so glad I came back to it <3#I have nothing new to say about the podcast i.e. literary analysis but oh man i am enjoying the hell out of it#makes me feel happy#myart
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With the Titanic tourist submarine gone missing I would once again like to say that every single person on that ship that night got their family torn apart in some way. Survivors had to sit in lifeboats and listen to their love ones die in the water. Many survivors went on to have severe mental health issues and committed suicide. After the incident the White Star Line sent out bills to living relatives of their deceased employees making them pay for the uniforms that their loved ones had died in. The people in Halifax who had to recover the deceased bodies were traumatized for life while also paying for funeral services for unclaimed bodies with money out of their own pockets.
I 100 percent believe that itās important to study the ship as it continues to deteriorate but in no way should it be used as a fucking tourist attraction and the fact that itās gotten to this point is straight up disgusting. If one things goes wrong down there that itās your dead. Simple as that.
Robert Ballard who discovered the ship has even said that he has regrets about discovering the ship because of the damage that submarines have caused to it.
#titanic#I feel bad for the relatives whose loved ones were lost in this incident#but it shouldāve never been a tourist attraction#enjoy the photos and videos that the trained professionals bring up
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#sketchbook#acrylic painting#my art#desperately trying to scan around the cat on my lap who will not move#this is mostly for me#2 days. until i get a new gp and can get meds that wont make me feel so physically bad in exchange for a little less dread. hpoefulli#just like the angels i draw arenāt nightvale or magnus archives or whatever else people tag it as fanart of#but at least those are media i have heard of and enjoy
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#why do i feel guilty bc i found a nice song#that has a part which sounds exactly like the unreal <10 second music from that one phineas and ferb episode#and it's like why do i get this random bit of joy when my sister's friend literally died#and this was the song i was listening to when i found out as well#so now this song will always be associated with that#and i feel bad for enjoying it#like it's a really good song (late spring true love by sadness)#but why does a good thing happen to me when my sister has to hear that one of her uni housemates is no longer alive#idk i always feel guilty when someone dies bc I've gone 23 years only ever experiencing one death when i was 10 and idk#it feels like watching lightning from a safe distance but sometimes it gets a bit too close#and my sister's friend dying feels like a lightning bolt striking right outside my house#like just close enough for the realisations to settle in#but yeah#she was an absolute legend though i'm glad i got to meet her twice#it's weird though the last time i met her it never even crossed my mind that less than a year later she might not even be alive#but. yeah#ramble#death mention
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Happy Halloween! I drew a haunted house reaction photo with the Bad Batch~ š±š
#the bad batch#tbb#tbb tech#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#tbb wrecker#tbb omega#sergeant hunter#tbb hunter#tbb crosshair#happy halloween!#their armor was tricky but I feel like I learned a lot and I really enjoyed making this so yay#my art
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Iā¦ donāt really see myself continuing with the Amazing Digital Circus anymore.
#txt#itās not a bad show#the recent episode was also pretty alright#but I donāt know. itās just not clicking for me ya know? even though I really want to#I love the designs and the premise. I love that it has girls that are weird in not that condescending modern writing kind of way#the last episode just confused me. it felt purposefully aimless and then the last 3 minutes suddenly it was about Gangle wanting to be like#butā¦ has anyone explictely shown any dislike for her other than Jax? everyone seems very friendly with her#I feel like it would have made more sense if Gangle felt mistreated or neglected#because a lot of terrible shit does happen to her (specifically from Jax) and nobody intervenes#whatever. Iām happy that other people are enjoying the episode though. Iām just not feeling this show anymore
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can't believe fnaf brought me out of art hibernation man what a turn of events
#my art#clou's art summary#dca fandom#fnaf security breach#art summary 2024#ayo rant in the tags#like everyone else on this planet my 2024 was tough haha#but it was really good artwise#ngl going back to drawing and being unapologetic about it irl was liberating#fr i met some real irl grinches since going to uni#the kind that make you feel bad about liking stuff other than work#i sorta felt ashamed at first and toned it down to focus solely on work#the fnaf dca worms were too strong though lmao#ngl this fandom is awesome#like#last time i checked what was going on in the arcane fandom and this place is a straight up warzone#also it turns out people work a lot better when they're happy how bizarre#no but really this fandom gave me a good deal of confidence in general :D#like YEA i love robots they're so cool how could anyone not like them#YEA i watch arcane every weekend even though i have mixed feelings about s2 it's a literal work of art#though some irl peps used to make me feel bad about enjoying stuff now whenever i meet one i feel sorry for them instead#especially when you ask them about THEIR hobbies instead and they answer 'idk tiktok?' like bruh#hey you#yeah you#if you're reading this don't feel ashamed of your interests#it's not worth it fr#go crazy have fun#draw that character you like#make a playlist for them#draft that fic you were thinking about
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spoiler and batgirl (?)* fancams uploaded onto the citizen app
*users unsure if batgirl exists.. unconfirmed...
inspired by this art <3
#wow i enjoyed drawing steph so much#will be doing it more#batgirls#stephanie brown#spoiler#cassandra cain#batgirl#i feel bad tagging her bc u cant.. see her#my art
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Red Dead Revenge (low honor Arthur)
#Watched my dad and twin play rdr2 as good Arthur and now I'm playing it myself as bad Arthur. Which I'm enjoying#Just feels like it fits him. If anyone has seen high plains drifter I'm playing it like that in my mind#(if not pls go watch it for a good cowboy ghost film) but I love the idea of Arthur being vengeful spirit#Coming back to do it all again with the knowledge somehow. So he's not being nice this time cuz fuck them all#Enjoy dressing him up in all red too tho anyway#red dead redemption 2#Red dead redemption#Rdr#Rdr2#Arthur Morgan#fan art#art#sketch#character art#Cowboy#Western#Read dead 2#Red dead
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the gang & butters post covid evolution + hair versions
#south park#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#eric cartman#kenny mccormick#butters stotch#sp fanart#south park fanart#sp post covid#south park post covid#victor chaos#my art#i actually enjoyed doing this a lot#also stan looks so miserable i feel bad for him bruh#butters looks so cute i wanna hug him#he's so little šš„¹š„ŗ#i like drawing kenny unhooded so that will be the default for him#VICTOR CHAOS IS SO HANDSOME
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