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FNAF movie Mike and Michael compare nightmares,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#mike schmidt#michael afton#fnaf nightmare#fnaf#fnaf movie#fnaf 4#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#Michael once again sharing horrors beyond human comprehension to Mike 💜#tbh it’s been a second since I’ve last had a comic focusing on these two#it’s interesting how both have a deep connection to dreams in particular#though once again Michael is winning on how much worse his vers are#in the Survival logbook Michael does draw nightmare Fredbear#so those are his nightmares this guy can’t even get a break in sleep#I actually wonder if we’ll ever seen any of the nightmares in live action least for a dream sequence
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(They did not stop shredding the curtains)
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#Killer Sans#Trying out a new style for this one#I don't know if I'll do the boxes again but it was fun to play around with#Also I had this idea last night when I was awake and supposed to be sleeping#I told myself if I still remembered it in the morning I'd draw it so here we are#I wonder what troublesome creatures Nightmare might have taken in... hmmm...#Also the return of Freddie Purrcury#They found out she's a girl but they're keeping the name#She likes to hang around Nightmare for some reason even though he's still not used to pets
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New Age AU (Obtaining Killer)
Hey guys! Through with a bot of stuff for the day and I have a sneaking suspicion that this stress headache will not leave me until I finish some projects for work, so I *may* be m.i.a. for a hot second until they stop.
In the meantime, I want to drop this! (Unedited, unrefined, raw off the slab style)
Andddd @ancha-aus and @papiliovolens ! Hello! (Mutzelputz if u see this, the tags weren't working for some reason, I apologize.)
Hope y'all enjoy!
Ccino had convinced him to leave the castle. After nearly a year had passed since his last true public appearance. Since he'd stolen the apple from his brother. Nine months had passed since he'd sent Dream away. He tried not to think about it.
Nightmare had been finding out a lot about his magic. How it made him jittery, and how he felt like he understood so much more. How it made him deeply paranoid, quick to react.
How it made people listen to him.
He figured it was because he was scary now. The negative magic condensed over every inch of his bone wasn't exactly appealing, and the extra limbs which had sprouted from his spine now acted like his own personal weapons. If someone didn't listen, didn't give him an answer he liked, the limbs moved without him even thinking.
It had taken time to learn to better control them. Even now, they writhed in his wake. His nerves expressed through their lashing and twitching as they hovered just above the ground.
The streets weren't exactly crowded.
Upon word of the King's arrival to this small providence, Nightmare had found that many people fled from his path. His travel party of several soldiers, and himself on horseback. He'd always wanted to ride horses. The traitor twin was someone that every citizen wished to avoid.
Ccino had coaxed him outside with promises of fresh air. Apparently there were promising young members of the city guard that Ccino swore would be wonderful future knights. Young warriors for him to bring up loyally under his name, no fear of betrayal.
It had made sense, at the time, but Nightmare hadn't chosen to recruit any of them.
It wasn't to say he didn't want to. Several of the humans and monsters were very talented, and he did his best to give them praise, but he could tell. None of them wanted to work under him. They didn't like him. Rejection and hatred that had pierced him immediately, he could practically taste it.
Ultimately, they would do better here in their hometown. A place they were passionate about protecting, and with people they cared for. Night would not try to mold promising soldiers into his perfect guard. No matter how smart of an idea it may have been.
And so he'd moved on.
Night had visited several smaller shops, onces which couldn't afford to refuse him, and he bought some fabrics, a trinket, some small thing from each place he stopped by. He payed exactly the price he needed for each thing. He wouldn't bribe his people, either. The best he could do would be to remain neutral.
He did discover, against all odds, that he was enjoying this day out. Ccino was, in fact, usually correct about this sort of thing.
The travel had been enriching. Almost exciting. He'd never gotten out of the castle much at all, this was all new and excitingly mundane.
Good things do not last forever.
It was almost sunset when he noticed it. Torches being set up, a platform prepared. A crowd gathering.
An execution, came the mutter from one of his soldiers. Though he recognized the set-up, Night had never been in attendance to an execution. He was morbidly curious. The crowd held such a contempt. A broiling hunger for blood.
He wished he'd wheeled his horse away when a few people were ushered out of a nearby building.
The prison, maybe?
There weren't many of them. Nightmare dismounted his steed, and much to the dismay of the soldiers at his side, he found himself sinking. Into the growing shadows cast by the dying sun.
He re-emerged beside the stage, where the few people were lined up. Ready for death by hanging.
That trick wasn't one that Nightmare quite understood yet, but he was always drawn to feelings of intense negativity. He knew that, now. Something about these prisoners were bothering him, even at a distance, and he found himself more curious as he stood before them.
His guards, at the back of the crowd, hadn't seemed to figure out where he had gone. He had the time, now, to loom over the small group of prisoners.
The city guards, the trained ones, had likely seen him earlier at their headquarters. They did not speak even a word against him as he stared.
Nightmare stared at these faces.
A dog monster, scrappy and scarred, black fur clashing against a few patches of white. One of her ears was missing.
A pair of humans, both men, one with long, curly red hair and another with short-cropped red hair and the beginnings of a beard. Maybe they were brothers?
A skeleton. His sockets dripped with black magic, and his soul was a piercing crimson, just infront of his chest.
A flame monster, small and stout. Their flames a flickering green and purple. One of their eyes had a patch over it.
Nightmare was not great at determining emotions yet. He was hardly versed in his own feelings, but there had been improvement recently. Understanding new emotions had been coming more naturally to him.
Sometimes it hurt, but he was learning.
Now, past the blossoms of a headache, he felt a bit baffled as he subconsciously picked through the negativity these monsters exuded. Their fear. Their pain. Their loss, and their anger.
Oh.
"Only one of you is guilty."
He'd said it without thinking, practically announcing it with a voice that still felt unnaturally deep. A voice which rattled his ribcage and seemed to force past the barrier of darkness around him.
The group before him seemed startled. Confused.
Well, all but the skeleton, who seemed to only raise his skull slightly. As though just noticing Nightmare was there.
"How could you have possibly been jailed in the first place?" He muttered a bit quieter to himself.
He knew, deep down, that there were many, many rules in place for situations like this. Laws which he could challenge. People he could speak to. He could appoint members of his court to each of these people and try to earn their innocence through the rites of the law.
Then again, he remembered the rage of the crowd. The frustration of the people waiting to see these killings take place.
He didn't know what to do.
Now the prisoners, especially the two humans, were staring at him hopefully. He'd managed to shatter the negativity a bit. He believed them. He knew this was wrong.
"I don't know..."
The mutter came again unprompted.
These people would not have the means to repay him for his help. He couldn't just waive fees, or risk his court turning against him. He couldn't afford enemies being made so close to his inner circle.
He couldn't just leave them, though. Not after he'd seen the injustice of it all.
Stuck in his own thoughts, he was drawn out of it by a snickering laugh.
"Just set them free." A voice followed, "You are our King, aren't you?"
Nightmare then found his eyes drawn to the skeleton.
The others had eased themselves away from him. He stood, now, almost alone. He seemed unbothered by speaking up, his sockets held in an almost lazy posture. Tension going completely un-held.
He grinned up as the King, and seemed to watch contentedly as the thought settled in Nightmare's skull.
He could do that. Simply waive their charges. Pardon them. He could do that, surely. Many royals had done it before him for less certain terms. His mother had plenty of times.
"And you are guilty. You'll still be hanged. You know this, don't you?" Nightmare asked.
That was when the Skeleton's lazy sockets seemed to tighten with a sort of glee. Some hidden joke Nightmare wasn't privy to.
"Hmm." This was a poor choice. This was a bad decision. "Tell me, quickly, how you came to be here. Before I proceed?"
Nightmare didn't know why he was asking. He was... curious. Just like he had always been.
Very few people would ever speak straight to his face. Ccino, that was the only one who'd done it since his change. Since the prophecy. This skeleton had done it. He'd spoken when no one else could muster even a plea.
The silence he seemed to bring to every room. Broken, just briefly.
The skeleton stared at him a moment.
"Name's Killer, your majesty." The tone was mocking. "A while back a buddy of mine got into hot water, and I decided to help them out. Now, plenty of bodies later, I'm the one stuck on death row."
Simple. An admission of guilt.
Nightmare stared at him some more.
Finally, it seemed his frantic guards had noticed him. Found him. They rushed to his side, though not as fast as he would've liked. He could feel the frustration seeping from each armored body around him.
"You don't have an aversion to it," Nightmare voiced, "Killing, I mean."
Killer nodded. Unashamed.
It felt strangely calm, still. Perhaps it was because the crowd was still chattering. They likely hadn't noticed Nightmare at all.
The king turned to the city guard, still stood on the steps. "Free these four people. My judgement decrees them as not-guilty."
And, before any time could pass in the slightest. "Killer, I would like you to accompany me, before you abscond."
He'd noticed it. Killer had undone his cuffs before their conversation. Completely freeing himself from his weak imprisonment.
Killer seemed amused at the concept of sticking around to chat.
"If you would, I would like to recruit your services at my castle. I need a man who is willing to kill. And kill swiftly." Ccino said to establish an image. It was obvious now that his reputation would remain in the gutter, no matter what choices he made. He was not Dream.
Killer's sockets narrowed.
"And what would I get for being your little hunting dog?" Again, it was bold. It was new.
Nightmare was sure his expression hadn't changed since he'd come before the group. That same angry glare that sat permanently along his skull. The magic had an image to project.
His tendrils flicked, slightly.
"Payment, room, Fresh meals, and any other amenities you may like, so long as it does not break our treasury." He replied, "All I ask is that you simply obey me. And Me alone."
Not true. He'd probably ask for him to listen to Ccino as well. Once he knew for certain he'd stay.
Killer seemed to be thinking. He eyed they king, up and down. He looked to each of the guard around the king. The ones who were back in position now, though Nightmare could feel their annoyance. Their confusion.
Then Killer turned.
Then he turned back.
"Mm. Can't be worse than the ol' noose." Killer replied. "Funny way to run a country, my king. Hiring the first murderer you spot?"
Nightmare didn't humor that with a response. He was honestly shocked the skeleton had even agreed.
Though, all of that negativity had been swapped out for a glee. Something deep in Killer had changed during their brief interaction. A hope. Night could barely grasp the edges of its existence with his subconscious. But it was there.
.
He ignored the crowds as they grew confused. He ignored the worry pouring from the criminals as he had them released and informed them of their pardon.
He did not ignore when his guards told someone to keep their distance. He glanced up. Killer was standing beyond the guards, looking bored.
Nightmare, trusting fool he was, didn't even ask a guard to watch him to ensure he stayed put.
"Stand down." He ordered the guard, who begrudgingly allowed the skeleton to smugly slip past.
His tendrils kept the monster at a distance Night preferred all on their own. He seemed to take the hint.
"They're all gonna be dead by morning, you know." Killer voiced easily.
Nightmare turned to him, confused. What did he mean by that? He'd pardoned them?
"Are you deaf? The crowd wanted us dead, especially me." He chuckled, "Leaving them here is definitely going to get them killed. If the crowd doesn't rip them apart the second you leave, then it'll happen at night. There will be no witnesses."
Oh... Night hadn't fathomed that these people could turn on the innocent once declared. It hadn't even crossed his mind. Did they have a home to return to? A family they put at risk?
The noose was a fast death, but being murdered? That would've been so much worse.
He could tell, by the way they evaded looking at Killer, that he was right. Nightmare would be sentencing them to a new sort of death if he did it like this.
But he didn't have time for a trial. Or several. The sun was going down, abd Ccino expected him back. The castle needed him present, or they might revolt.
Someone might hurt Ccino.
Oh, he was such a poor ruler. He did not know his people well enough. How he lamented the lessons Dream had taken about crowds and current issues abd how to be likeable.
Night didn't know how to handle this. He was still learning!
A trembled in his hand. He tucked the limb quickly away from where it had been lightly clutching his tunics thick fabric, now hiding it beneath his cloak.
"Killer is right. It won't be safe here, for any of you." He spoke. Thank the gods it didn't sound as shaken as he felt. "I extend an offer to you all. You may stay here, or you may come take up positions among my staff back at the castle. Unlike Killer, I do not expect any crime from you, but you will be paid and housed."
The offer was met with a roar of frustration from the crowd, Nightmare chose to allow his guards to handle it. He watched, carefully, as the four looked between eachother.
The brothers agreed first. (They introduced themselves as brothers as they knelt in thanks.) Then the Dog. She said she had no family left to watch over, starting a new life would be for the best.
The flame refused, saying they would leave town by morning, and try to stay safe.
And so, Nightmare left the town with four new party members. Each had been provided a horse, each tied to one of the guards. Aside from Killer, whose steed was held personally by Nightmare.
He figured Ccino would chew him out for this, for bringing criminals into the castle when he was sent to collect soldiers, but Nightmare had a good feeling about these ones.
They did not hate him. Or fear him. He was helping them. And it felt good.
#hoping this posts. i put it into drafts first...#new age au#Night is a little poorly written here. but I promise it's intentional.#i love making the narration feel just as displaced as the character it's followinh#also. might write smth for Killer's pov of this because I can promise you#90% of it is “this loser has no clue what the fuck he”#'s doing“#in a mix of awe and amusement#and he 100% started with ulterior motives and ended up having a change of heart because of the whole#him sensing vaguely that Night was a weird paranoid kid still#OH#and that odd bit in the middle where Night is doing stuff isn't fleshed out very well#but it's meant to be a show of Night making sure his presence is known + gauging how people react to him being perfectly normal#and more importantly#he lost track of his plans. he's actually not supposed to be doing that. he's still a kid and he wanted to explore!#mm#okay#one more note#Nightmare takes those people back with him right? his castle staff is like 20% people from before and 80% people he freed from#unlawful situations or took in when they had nothing#the public sees it as him taking in shifty#evil criminals. but really? these people look up to nightmare because they were at their lowest and now have stable lives + homes and even#families sometimes#it's just cool#inside the castle is a lot safer than outside#even tho Ccino is still the only one who prepares Night's meals I think a good hunk of the staff would maul anyone they found w/ poison in a#mile radius of the kitchen.#raughhhh#okay fr last thing#I love Killer :] Him being the first is so important to me and I think he deserves the happiness ever
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[ One-shot | Kaijou/Puppyshipping | Valentine's Day '25 fic ]
Summary: Seto knows what he has with Katsuya is a quiet kind of love, built upon small actions and passing moments. So, each morning he wakes, converging the essence of self in the stillness of the hour, and asks: what is it that he, Kaiba Seto, considers his centre? An introspection-driven relationship study of Seto and Katsuya. Note: Happy Valentine's to our boys! I decided to write them quietly happy for once (mostly; it's properly happy this time, really!) and living in bliss – because despite my withered husk of a heart, I only really want them to be (kinda realistically) happy c':
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It was 4.57am.
Seto awoke in the quiet, right on cue.
Whatever the impetus, this had been the single constant that followed him throughout his life. It was a habit he had cultivated from years of necessity – school, work, Gozaburo, stress. Once a product of authority and fear, Seto had since reclaimed its association, determined to cycle its rebirth from a past buried into a present of peace and rest.
Now, these hours he reserved for the anchoring of self before the ionisation of a day; a moment of him, for him – reflection rotated around the tightrope of interlude that separated his twilight from the awakening of the day.
It was one of the few luxuries Seto allowed himself.
He slipped, from his bed warmed by two into the embrace of quiet, footsteps light even though the bed hardly stirred. The shadow of his form the manual flicker against the slice of the city projected into the cover of their bedroom – constellations of city lights scattered across the corner of their duvet – gliding past the sliver at the edge of the curtains, one that fell just wayward of its seam against the corner of the wall. An imperfection, from when Katsuya caught the tail of the fabric a morning moons ago, sleep heavy in the clumsiness of his motions.
An imperfection that neither had rectified since.
(Read the rest of the fic here!)
#joukai#kaijou#puppyshipping#katsuya jounouchi#seto kaiba#yugioh#violetshipping#ygo#yugioh fanfiction#ygo fanfiction#joey wheeler#my writings#valentines day#I ALSO FINISHED THIS IN TIME I CAN'T BELIEVE IT#a proper vday fic written for these two wow /looks at the tens of vday kaijou wips I've abandoned over the years#again another happy fic because the depression of my reality actually makes me want something light and soft#it's also a fic I've been floating around for ages and finally got around to writing#and yes so much for a short fic 5k is not short for me my brain is dead each time I even have time to write#still on a half-inactivity thing due to work being an absolute nightmare#I miss my january level of OT this new level of work is bloody ridiculous I barely sleep 2-3 hrs daily lasmf;asm save me#had this done last night but I was out from 12pm to 2am so ha ha ha
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school is back in session. free time is 100% gone. 😀
#i knew this would happen but it’s still sad to experience#i quite literally have no time because of studying/homework/reading/lectures#and I’m also working my normal job#and when i DO have time i’m so fucking exhausted that all i want to do is be Not Sober and rot on my comfort youtuber’s channel#i don’t even want to watch shows in my free time because that brings about too much emotional stimulation that i’m too tired to experience#that doesn’t even make sense but it’s true#i also recently just experienced something rattling that i can’t really talk about bc it’ll give away too much personal info lmao#but it was Not Fun#but it was also eye-opening in a good way? but nothing about it was good#i wish i could make private posts for my very close mutuals who i could trust to tell#i kinda want to get it off my chest and i’ve told a few of my irl friends but like… this shit is still haunting me#had a nightmare about it last night. kicking and sweating and full-on panic kind of nightmare#luckily my alarm woke me from it. unluckily i then had to get up and go to work#anyway. i really wanted time to write this weekend but there’s just so much shit i have to do#i have an interview for a research position and four (YES FOUR) group projects i need to start this weekend#god help me#this is my own fault for pursuing a STEM career#but yknow… women in STEM 🥳✨🫶🏼🤩#fay talks
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Untitled Excerpt - E, NSFW
Established relationship, post time skip
sakuatsu wip
#ru.writes#sakuatsu#skts#sakusa kiyoomi#miya atsumu#um so its been over a year since I wrote anything#but i had a dream last night - it was more of a nightmare and well i needed to write it#posting only the good parts - hopefully its good?#its been over a year since i wrote but even longer since i wrote smut and well#this isnt really full blown smut but i am.. low key embarrassed to post this so be kind pls yall lol#if ya wanna know more then just ask or dm me on twitter#kiyoomi is gonna ask atsumu to marry him but sad happens ofc#bc who would i be if not the person to give you everything and then take it all away
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re-maxed out yugo and yuri on duel links and finally maxed out ruri :D these three have my favorite decks to play so I'm happy I finally leveled them all :) I'm working on serena and rin next :3
#*holds lyrilusc + speedroid + predaplant in my hands* I love you guys ... so much ...#I had been using ruri a ton on ranked + used her to max out KC cup this month#and last night I switched to yuri and went on a win streak :3 I love my silly evil plants 💜🩷#obviously we all know the nightmare that is dragonic contact rn. and I thought. wait a minute. rainbow neos splashes perfectly in predap#and why should hero players have all the fun? I want a big board wipe boss monster too. and it is very funny to hit them with their own bit#they don't expect it either btw. I've started summoning chimerafflesia (heyyy) alongside dragostapelia on my turn 1#and they ALWAYS destroy chimerafflesia with sunrise. and u know what chimerafflesia does when she goes to the GY?#she searches anyyyyy fusion spell 🤭 even one called neos fusion. that one.#it's very funny and a lot of fun. hero players you aren't the only ones who can summon rainbow neos you better start running boy#with all this being said dragonic contact still gotta go I've never wanted a banlist so bad in my LIFE#soulburner gotta go too I'm so sick of that deck. luckily I've seen it so much I know where to break the combo#well anyways. yuri coming back next month (it's not confirmed but it is in konami's best interest that he does 😁)#making me wait 5 months for my boy and then putting me through ranked hell in the meantime.... you're on thin ice konami 🖕🖕#I hope he gets cute accessories for his rerun maybe a mat with him and yuya- *gets booed* ok sorry#duel links#ava.txt#girl i just had to go back and edit these tags cuz i spelled chimerafflesia wrong a bunch of times. it's literally my url. embarrassing!
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ahhh angst to fluff moment where we have a nightmare about FL going feral and attacking us and we wake up next to him scared shitless. FL tries to chitter and buzz at us in a way that says it’s okay but bc you just had a nightmare about him you bolt out of bed and he immediately starts whining cause he thinks you’re leaving him :’3
Then he finds us in a corner of another room just curled in on ourselves and we’re scared shitless of him like a cornered animal for a hot second before he’s super gentle in trying to soothe us. it works and möth cuddles in the corner with you :’33
ehehehehe *rubs my silly hands together* angst to fluff is my JAM let's DO THIS
you're not thinking properly when you finally claw your way out of the nightmare and lurch awake, wheezing in horror. the jostling wakes your dear Foul Legacy, chirping tiredly and sitting up to nudge you curiously. he whines in concern when you jump, slowly turning to face him and oh- oh he hates the look on your face, the look of someone scared out of their wits. he tries to hug you, to tell you that everything will be okay, but all you can think of are claws and fangs and tearing flesh and bone, your mind going a mile a minute
with a yelp of fear you scramble out of bed and rush down the hall, away from what your frazzled mind sees as danger. Foul Legacy wails as your footsteps become fainter and fainter, untangling himself from the covers to run after you- you're not leaving, are you?? please don't leave!!
but when Legacy does find you, huddled in a corner with your head buried in your knees, he softens, slowly kneeling beside you and letting out a quiet trill. he whimpers when you initially flinch away, holding out his hands but not touching your skin, and when you hesitantly lean a bit closer he moves to gently ruffle your hair. you let out a hiccupping laugh, playing with his fluff in return, and Legacy eagerly presses his face into your palms, purring like a motor when you scritch behind his horns. he ends up curling around you, his head in your lap as you lean against the wall with a yawn, eyes growing heavy. the nightmare has been chased away, replaced by comfort and warmth, your hand wrapped loosely around one of Legacy's claws
you fall back asleep as the sun rises in the distance, but this time, it's with a smile on your face
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#chit chat#anon#happy (or not so happy) coincidence: i just had a nightmare last night!#so i remember what that type of fear feels like!#the paranoia of having the nightmare become real even if it's nonsensical... arggghhh#you and foul legacy help each other with your nightmares and that's a fact#short scenario#other's stuff#good evening :)#also 'möth' is so funny to me and i don't know why
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If I could stop having wild dreams that would be great. Part of my dream last night I was being chased by a bear and had to climb fences and sheds running through folks gardens. I've been dreaming like this for a week now and I keep waking up feeling like there was literally no point in sleeping 🥴
#every day its me waking up every hour but also having these dreams in between#waking up panicky and out of breath#im used to these sort of dreams every now and then but this is a crazy amount#let a pup sleep peacefully instead of running for their life or fighting people 😩 every night#i usually like my weird dreams since i can tell its a dream but for some reason the last week theyve felt more real#i know if that bear had actually caught be it would turned into a full blown horror nightmare since it didnt feel like a silly dream#im so tired and its making me all panicky when im awake 🥲#sorry this isnt hot and sexy im just confused and would like my fun dreams back or even a couple nights with none would be grand#also its a different dream every time
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It was one of the rare nights that Nightmare decided to actually retire to his room for the night. He didn't need sleep, with enough flow of negativity he could easily survive without it, but sometimes it was nice to just lay down and rest.
He had a dream. They were rare too, if only because he slept so infrequently, but this particular one was common for him when he did. It was about killing Dream. The ongoing war between them was constant on his mind, so it made sense it would invade his unwaking hours as well. In it, he finally managed to crush the life from his twin, in the process gaining unwavering control over the entire multiverse as he watched the other's eyelights dim.
He sat up in his bed.
He was panting. His tendrils, slowly reforming from behind him, were trembling as they hung uncertainly in the air. He realised slowly as he returned to reality that he was gripping the sheets tightly with both hands.
Panic was an emotion Nightmare had rarely been on the other side of for centuries. It took him a few long moments to even identify it from within his own soul, rotten and imprisoned under the corruption. It took him even longer to identify the part of him that he had long assumed dead, which was crying out for nothing more than to cling to his brother for comfort.
For the first time in hundreds of years, Nightmare wasn't sure what he wanted anymore.
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#Had this in my head the other night when I was trying to fall asleep and only just remembered to type it out#This is set before any kind of truce is even thought about#Just the first inklings of Nightmare's passive wants finally shining through#I like to think any kind of truce or dadmare or friendly content of any sort with this guy#comes with a slow but steady arc of passive Nightmare wrestling back control from the corruption#He doesn't ungoop but he slowly returns to feeling love and wanting people around again - especially Dream#And it's probably terrifying at the start for him#Imagine having one goal and gunning for it for literally hundreds of years#and then one day waking up and thinking ''do I actually want this...?''#Like what do you even do when that's all you've known how to do for most of your life#The good news is so help me god he will be happy in the end if it's the last thing I do#But boy it's a rocky start to get there
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#i had nightmare last night thts left me very very on edge all day n idk how to snap out of it :c#its makin me overthink everything aaaaa#like it wasnt even that bad compared to other nightmares bc like it actually happened so i shouldve been able to handle it#but now brains tellin me to push everyone away incase same thing happens w them too and its all messy and confusing in my head:c#love tht getting close to tht one person has ruined so many things in the future for me thts so fun :33#i luv bein terrified of getting close to anyone now :333
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I was really pumped to go to a local concert that I thought was tomorrow, where a really good band is playing, and I found out AT THE TIME THE CONCERT STARTED that it's tonight and not tomorrow. I looked through concert tickets and shit and tried to find the length of the concert and band order for way too long and then finally decided to go and by the time I was ready, it was 45 minutes past start time and I would still have to drive across town and find parking. And not a single place online told me the band order. I HATE that shit. Idk where everyone finds that info bc i can fucking NEVER find it. So I didn't even know if I could still see them or not if I showed up late, and then it was so late that it's not even worth going. And the concert goes SUPER late and I work at 7 am and the tickets are $50 and I don't really have that right now. I am so sad and angry. I thought they were the headliner and I'd get to see them tomorrow. But I don't get to see them at all bc I've been so fucking busy and tired all the time that I didn't have the bandwidth to look for tickets until tonight. So now I'm going to bed without a shower even though I'm STICKY bc I spent the last HOUR trying to decide whether or not to try to go to this concert. I fucking HATE this shit. If I could have found this info earlier and more easily then I could have made it. But no. I don't get to go at all. And I don't know if this band will ever be in town again. I've seen them once and they were AMAZING, but that was years ago, and I was excited to see them as an adult. I had fucking PLANNED for this concert but my plans were wrong. And now I don't get to go at all. Bc this internationally recognized band is playing on a fucking THURSDAY NIGHT. Why the FUCK would I know they were put on a THURSDAY. And the websites are so impossible to navigate anyways, esp on Mobile. It is SO HARD to find the most basic info about this shit. And now I don't even get to go. Because it took me half an hour to find the info I needed in order to even make a decision, and that half hour started AT CONCERT START TIME. I'm so fucking sad and angry. I have had kind of a rough week, and I was really looking forward to this. The concert tomorrow doesn't have ANYONE I recognize bc I only know older musicians in this genre and I have NO IDEA who any of these people are. So I don't know if I even want to go to the one tomorrow. Because the one I wanted to go to was TONIGHT. A fucking THURSDAY. And I can't even just get my shit together and go anyways bc the concert will be halfway over and my bedtime is right fucking now. I'm so fucking sad. This event happens once per year and it changed dates a few years ago so I never fucking know when it is anymore, and now in the year when I DO know when it is and have a job where I can conceivably afford to go, and I fucking PUT IT IN MY CALENDAR AND TRIED TO BUY TICKETS, I actually can't go. The rug wasn't even pulled out from under me, I was trying to run over it and tripped on it and landed face-first on the ground. What the FUCK.
#on a fucking THURSDAY#a THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's not like i can spend any more money this month anyways. i've pulled from my savings twice. but i put this in my fucking calendar.#i was going to go this year. i haven't gone in YEARS. i wanted to support the community and enjoy music by musicians i love. but i can't.#i was too poor for this shit for SO LONG and now when it's an option i don't even get to go. because life shit never ends and i haven't...#...had any real space to breathe even when i'm 'relaxing'. i feel like the treadmill never ends. i'm running and running and getting nowhere#this week has been ROUGH for mental health shit for me. i kept having daymares (flashback-type nightmares but while awake)#i'm so fucking tired. physically and mentally. and i've had so many difficult things happen this week. and then this shit.#even the shit i try to do for FUN. like this isn't even actually important. it's just important to me. but it's gone. there's nothing i...#...can do.#sure i can go to the concert tomorrow and spend $50 to see a bunch of great musicians i've never heard of.#but it isn't [band i want to see]. that was really what i wanted. i don't super care about anyone else.#there's just a lot of white people in this black-culture genre and i don't care. i want to see the people who made [genre] what it is.#i'm so tired. but it just couldn't work out today. i've almost cried a BUNCH of times this last week for various things but i didn't...#...actually shed more than a few tears until tonight. it was just too many things. i'm so fucking sad. i LOVE [genre].#and if i go to the concert tomorrow then my ticket goes toward a bunch of bands i don't care about AND i have to spend $50 i don't have...#...AND i have to skip Karaoke. which has been the fucking leaning post for my life this last year.#i'm so tired. i hate crying at night. i'm going to have more nightmares. if this shit happened at a different time it wouldn't be such#...a big deal. a bummer sure. but after these last two weeks and the news cycle and my personal life and my loved ones having all...#...the shit they're dealing with right now? it was just one thing too many. my period is over and i still feel like shit. i'm so tired.#personal#not tagged
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dont usually have the kind of dream that i could post on tumblr about they're mostly esoteric and hard to define. I did have one about Chris a week ago that made my blood pressure skyrocket when i woke but it wasn't a traditional nightmare by any means he was just there knocking on my window as i sat in the car in a parking lot(?) and he asked me for directions very politely
#and that was it nothing even crazy happened i guess it was just the implication. got scared. because of the implication#stabtxt#last night though i had a nightmare that everyone i knew simultaneously disappeared and i was stuck in a daycare(?) for grown people(?)#very odd
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I literally get heart palpitations and my chest hurts when I play Silent Hill 2, but I’m still convincing myself I’m having a good time.
#rambles#shymoob#silent hill#silent hill 2#I’m convincing myself I’m having a good time#even though I have nightmares#literally had a bad dream about nemiseis last night#horror#horror games
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I feel like people don’t talk about Chloe’s prophetic dream stuff enough (I know why it’s because half this fan base hates bts)
#but as we’ve established yesterday night I’m before the storm’s biggest fan so fuck you im talking about it#if you believe the Rachel had powers but didn’t know it theory it’s so interesting too#cus they share that together#Max’s powers are something so obvious they of course she’d known them immediately#but with something like dreams with cryptic meanings and imagery that predict the future#or nature getting influenced by your emotions#it’s so much easier for it to slip under the radar#especially for Chloe because she had no one she could’ve talked to about them anyways#before the storm makes a point to show how isolated she felt it’s why she clung so hard to Rachel#so who the hell would she talk to about them especially when they’re so easy to dismiss as not actually prophetic or just coincidences#did she ever stop having them?#do you think she maybe gets them sometimes post the storm if you sacrifice Arcadia bay?#even her dreams that had some good stuff in it being predicted always ended up being nightmares#do you think she ever just had good prophetic dreams?#do you think if it ever clicked with her she’d be paranoid to even fall asleep cus they’d already make her paranoid enough to-#-think about it they mean anything?#did she ever dream of storms and butterflies and deer at any point?#do you think maybe that day in the bathroom before max saved her one of her last thoughts was remembering Max’s text in that one dream#where she says she’ll see her when she’s dead#it’s so fun to think about oufh before the storm I adore you sm#snails ramblings
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Redux Cast
all my sims/ocs from my personal project, “Redux”.
Note: These are from July so the sims are a little outdated but the info is the same… I will post about them more later.
Other note: This is a lore heavy post Ion expect people to care or read it lol..
[Portraits, then a short summary for each character, tried to keep them short and understandable. Each picture group is comprised of ‘related’ characters]










Yes many of these characters derive from mythology of some sort, that’s the point… And if you’re wondering, yes this is 57 sims. Unfortunately couldnt add a handful of characters because they are make able in the sims (the Angels- cough)… And yes I did shove them all into a single household, no it was not fun, might post my few pics of it sometime…
Idk what else to say but if you read, ANY of that thank you♥️
#sims 4#the sims 4#my sims#simblr#sims oc#sims4 oc#the sims community#ts4 simblr#ts4 cas#ts4#it took me a week or two to make them all and i already had like 10 premade#I reopened the save last night and im#honestly surprised it even opened#havent touched it since july cuz#omfg it runs like ass and thr food situation#was a godamn nightmare trust me#i think I have recordings of it too#If i can did them up i might share them too#khaos redux
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