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hinamie · 1 month

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god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk 266 #jjk leaks #fr anon thank u fr the request i am once again emo thinking abt them #n denial fv....god end me put me out of my misery #itfs context makes the lyrics more . healing n hopeful as opposed to wistful and lonely :'<#'everything around me looks so different now / yet everything about me wants to show you around'#PLS PLS PSLPSSLPS ILL CRY ILL DO ITTTTT #anyway emo hours aside original plan was striped shirt yuuji but i gave up smile #put him in white t shirt jail yet again sighs i feel like i do tht with him so often.....#like kid megu that's just his canon outfit but yuuji i wanted 2 get a bit more creative. task failed :(#hes got mismatched socks n scuffed knees but thats abt it #i often think abt how in official art they always put gojo in a gd white t shirt and i go smh but then here i go #pot kettle etc etc #megumi voice whatever!!!!! white tshirt in sunlight Looks Good sue me #pls enjoy them :'> anon i hope i delivered

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lieutenant-fred · 1 month

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"I'll be your friend"

#local idiot unable to say how lonely he is #ends up fighting local puffball hero #seriously though I want to see bro actually get friends in canon kirby i feel bad for him #artists on tumblr #my artwork #art #kirby #kirby fanart #dark matter #dark matter kirby #dark matter blade #dark matter swordsman

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novantinuum · 1 month

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somewhere up above the stars the wreckage of a Universe floats past

an AU ancient lonely god Steven I have. his moniker is Astra and I am obsessed with him right now.

#his Most Basic Deal is that he is a steven who actually took the diamonds up on their offer of the throne in the movie #believing it to be the best way for him to enact lasting change and help fellow gems #and he Does! but the job pulls him away from humanity over time- and not only that but he Also suffers a horrible loss #when his connie dies in a freak incident and he's not around on Earth at the time to be able to resurrect her #he never works through the stuff he does in SUF and he also just Stops Aging at a certain point... entirely unshackled from his humanity #billions of years of guardianship over his dimension later he is still a Soft and Kind and Benevolent soul #just... intensely lonely. yearning for connection but terrified of actually being vulnerable again #desperate to find a means to feel Human again but too terrified of the idea of meeting his end without someone to share it With #if i'm quiet on tumblr lately this is bc This Guy is all i can think about rn so sorry #my sad mans....#su #su future #steven universe #su fanart #my art stuff

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artsymeeshee · 2 months

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one of those nights

#small vent #lately I’ve been questioning things a lot #and this overwhelming feeling of being lonely takes over #and I question myself and my feelings and thoughts on certain things #sometimes i end up thinking im a bad person #the guilt i feel because I don’t do ship art gets overwhelming sometimes #and i end up feeling like an asshole because of it #but I genuinely just can’t (at least not for the gf fandom)#family and platonic moments are just way too important to me #which might explain a small desire wanting to have that but unable to #maybe it’s the aroaceness in me idk #it just gets really lonely sometimes in your own corner #i’m sorry #I know things like this can be annoying but I needed to vent #some more light-hearted things hopefully soon #delete later

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ninjautizm · 2 days

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Today in spinjitsu brothers; Garm witnesses his future and becomes traumatized and anxious about the thought of becoming a lonely monster :(

#in the end.. Garms coping mechanism from feeling lonely is a GREEN PLANT #he says “its the only green in my life. i hoped it would one day grow and thrive. and one day forgive me.. but now its gone. and i am alone”#and the fact lloyd tried so much to help his resurrected father.. and in the garmadon comic he realises that his son never gave up on him..#Lloyd HEALS Garmadon and no one can take that away from me #ninjago #ninjago fandom #lord garmadon #ninjago garmadon #garmadon ninjago #ninjago lord garmadon #lord garmadon ninjago #ninjago spinjitzu brothers #spinjitsu brothers #young garmadon

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charlieconwayy · 1 year

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Top 50 OTPs of All Time ☆ #44. Naomi Campbell & Emily Fitch

"I’ve loved you since the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared about the way I felt, you know, loving a girl, so I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch to kind of feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn’t work. When we got together it scared the shit out of me. Because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault. But really I was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl, Sophia, to kind of spite you for having that hold on me, and I’m a total fucking coward because I got these… these tickets to Goa for us three months ago, but I, I couldn’t stand… I didn’t want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it’s horrible. It’s so horrible, because really, I’d die for you. I love you. I love you so much it’s killing me."

#skinsedit #forbescaroline #naomi x emily #naomily #naomi campbell #emily fitch #50otps #gifs: skins #*#the first f/f ship i was ever super invested in (not counting minky bc it ended up being ultimate queerbait)#the lone skins fire gif bc i despise that season but i still love that quote #they were so good for each other #it's such a shame there was so much bs in 4 but it gave us that GOATed scene #so i can't rly complain #w all of the canon f/f ships on here they are here bc of how influential they were to me figuring myself out #“when i'm with you i feel like i'm a better person” is my own personal definition of true love #otp: i'd die for you

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guardian-angle22 · 1 year

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TK/Carlos + Touch

↳ 4.18 In Sickness and In Health (Deleted Scene)

#911 lone star #911lsedit #tk/carlos + touch #tarlos #tk strand #carlos reyes #i'm playing a game called 'how many individual wedding sets can i stretch this series out to include' lol #the way tk gently cradles carlos' head while trying not to get cake in his hair at the same time #and his face in the end too #he couldn't NOT touch carlos' face while kissing him even though he has cake all over his hands #so he does his best lmao #my gifs #queue it up #(i'm feeling mid about this set so i'm posting it in the dead of night when i don't have to think about it lol)#tarlos touch series

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goemon-fan · 7 months

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fujigoe

#this will likely be the last of my recent twcfm posts #but i did love goemon's (and fujiko's) depictions/relationships #all goemon wants is a friend like him since he feels so alone in the world #but he fell in love with a person who doesn't exist #and he keeps setting himself up for failure by hoping for fujiko to change into the woman he thought she was #only to end up more lonely since before meeting fujiko (the ending of twcfm “resolves” their relationship but it felt wrapped up too soon)#also i'm specifically thinking of the scene where they're on the beach and goemon interprets her actions as having been good and honest for #once only to end up disappointed when she hadn't changed for the better to be more in line with his values #as for fujiko she got closure from her trauma but her relationship with goemon went nowhere #she was too traumatized to understand that goemon was trustworty and genuinely did love her unlike all the other men in her life so far #but it was interesting to see her being comfortable “alone” after she dealt with her trauma as well as her new outlook on life #but i still feel bad for goemon; he deserved better and all he wanted was for someone to want/love him and make him feel he belongs #lupin iii #lupin the third #lupin the 3rd #goemon ishikawa xiii #goemon #fujiko mine #twcfm #the woman called fujiko mine #fujigoe

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ruvviks · 9 months

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Mikhail and Vitali were inseparable; when they weren’t studying or getting into fights, they would hang out at Mikhail’s place to smoke and get drunk on cheap rum and vodka, to then pass out in each other’s arms and sleep most of the next day away. They promised each other— no matter what would happen— they would never leave each other’s side. Yet after starting university and college respectively, they did not see each other for a little over six years, leaving them both heartbroken and wondering what went wrong.

by lucas expedidor // catch me if you can; eden // clementine von radics, from 'courtney love prays to oregon' // sam sax, cruising: a broken tiara // 'ceramic home' by heavensghost; quote from john murillo // 'something's changed' by laiikastears // i don't want to watch the world end with someone else; clinton kane // fortesa latifi, from 'the truth about grief' // audre lorde, the evening news // frank o'hara, biotherm (for bill berkson) // heading home; ruben // 'preface to a dream' by alessandra casini // tokyo; caroline kole // langston hughes, poem // haruki murakami, norwegian wood // julie buntin, marlena // by lute // by aleksandr popov // anyway; noah kahan // christa wolf, cassandra: a novel and four essays

#cp2077 #edit:mikhail #edit:vitali #nuclearocs #nuclearedits #happy birthday to my two boys :^) yes they share the same birthday what about it. it's essential to their whole. thing #whatever it is. they're like soulmates but also they are NOT dating. i need you to understand that. because it makes everything funnier #you guys remember when i first introduced them here and people thought they were together. good times honestly #but yeah no vitali is officially dating vincent and mikhail is just their eternal third wheel. their relationship can't be defined #they also reunite of course but i LOVE emphasizing their grief. they didn't know they'd ever see each other again #and they've known each other since around age 12. imagine spending almost every day with someone who CHOSE you #and then suddenly not seeing them or talking to them for YEARS. what do you do with that grief. that pain #sure they've found each other back but what do you do with that. where do you put it. it makes me insane!!!#they both were so lonely in their own way. vitali getting lost in vices and crowds but ending up all by himself at the end of the day #and mikhail drowning himself in studying and pushing himself far over his limits just to distract himself from the hole in his chest #night city in my head is much more massive than what it feels like in game. like yeah it feels big but not. BIG big #and i think mikhail and vitali's story and them losing contact while only a district apart really emphasizes how like #how HUGE this city is not only in terms of actual land it covers but also just. how overwhelming it is. how it can swallow you whole #anyway if you've read all of this hi. wanna make out

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midnight-mismanagement · 2 years

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I watched season 3 and rewatched season 1 and 2 of the umbrella academy and what I can gather is:

Five (season 1): Denial, anger

Five (season 2): Bargaining

Five (season 3): Depression, acceptance

#usually he's a colourful fruit salad of denial anger bargaining depression and more anger though #season 3 five just makes me especially sad though #like he was done #he could retire #have a nice road trip #figure himself out as a person for once #breathe a little #but nope #and he still explores all options until he finally gives up #cause he would rather die with his family all together rather than a sad lonely old man in a tube #or at the mercy of whatever reginald had in store for them #but even at the very end he still can't shake the instinct to protect his family #and beats allison to the last sigil in the floor and figures out the sigil in the first place #also jesus what was season 3 I feel like I had a fever dream lol #the umbrella academy #five hargreeves #tua #im not saying he passed through these stages instead they just layered on top of each other like a sad gooey cake

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maple-leifarts · 3 months

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#lonely again YAYYY /sar #i hate this hour or two at the end of the day when theyre not on and im still awake #why cant we be in the same timezoneee #WHY CANT WE LIVE NEAR EACH OTHER 😭#i keep fucking checking to see if theyre on when i know theyre not #god im not obsessed right?? is it so wrong to want to be with them all the time??#im just like aranboo frfr <3 #i really need to cherish every time we talk cuz i dont and then end up feeling awful by the end of the day #i feel like such a bad partner :[#this was a long one sry pfft

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strawbebbiesart · 4 months

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201km 🏘️💕🚌

#artists on tumblr #illustrators on tumblr #digital art #digital illustration #sasha's art #a few months ago i got asked to make a few illustrations for a poetry book that got published in my home county #the book dealt a lot with the imagery of home and nostalgia and homesickness and moving away #which are all themes i know so so well lmao #i never thought i would miss my home town but ever since i moved to a different country i get homesick so often #it is mostly about missing my family but it all of course also gets projected onto my home town #which is a place i know i wouldn't survive cos i don't Fit In like that and i spent many years there being so incredibly Lonely it almost-#-killed me #but nostalgia is a powerful drug i guess #i often think of all those places i spent so much of my time growing up #different kids walking those roads #different kids having different memories of it #something about it makes my heart ache profoundly #i hope they have a better life there than i did #i will always love my home town so so dearly #but in the end i am glad to be where i am now surrounded by friends and feeling safe <3

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lunarharp · 9 months

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figured i'd do this again..bit early i guess..

#to cheer me up.. i feel bad atm.. these things don't even make me feel very good tho bc i'm such a narrative/sketch-based artist..#but Proper Beautiful Finished Pieces are what grab attention and look good at the end of the year all neatly lined up lol.....#so looking at a “yearly review” where i can only choose 'the best image of the month' (??) is like...What have i even been doing...#i did a month by month look back on twt for myself instead..but even that doesn't express the quantity of comic-based stuff..#that i do put a lot of time/heart into..but alas i feel bad bringing even them back..RTing/reblogging my own art simply feels bad lol..#AND WHY IS IT ALL B&W...trying to accept that i LIKE doing that and sketching and scribbling..not like i'm trying to like..Get Artist Job..#this year was so profoundly lonely at times bc i spent all my time drawing instead of socialising and trying to find friends....#please please please have achieved more of your dreams in the future so you can look back at 2023 and think..#It was good that happened so that it got me further to the future. Or whatever i guess.....................#regardless i did have a great amount of fun drawing and improving this year and dwelling deeply & heavily on witch hat atelier.#art-wise and emotionally....march july & september were the best months i think..AUGUST WAS SO WEIRD SUMMER IS SO EVIL ALWAYS.#thank you very much if you are reading this for enjoying & leaving nice tags & such like <3 i've realised how fulfilling that is to receive #really keeps me posting stuff here instead of keeping it all to myself in my head #i wish everyone in this world could have a safe and happy end of year. i wish living in this world were easier

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purplecatghostposts · 10 months

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Obsessed with the fact that while Hoody does wield a gun at a point in the series, his actual main weapons are a fuckin’ lead pipe and his fists. He may operate behind the scenes through most of the series but the second he doesn’t have Masky/Tim to fight for him, he’s not hesitating to beat the shit out of someone.

He full on WACKS Alex with no hesitation and drops him like a stone in Entry 67. He beats the shit out of Alex in the tunnel in Entry 76. He throws some punches at Tim during their fight in Entry 83.

Hoody seems so cold and calculating for most of his TTA Videos and appearances, but put him in any situation where he’s forced to make split decisions and he does not take long to choose violence.

#marble hornets #back to remind you that my Brian Brainrot never quite ends #I just need to get inside his head. what’s going on there #there’s so many sides to him. he’s ruthless. he’s protective. he’s cold. there’s something sad and lonely about him #one of my favorite Hoody entries is what I think is Entry 68?#Where it shows where he lives in the woods. and it’s so fucking sad.#you live like this??#it’s not even cleaned up a little. even if it’s just one of many places he lives in it’s like #you still spend time there. and if you’re willing to live like that for weeks and months and years on end without making an effort to clean #it can speak to your mental state #I dunno maybe I’m projecting but there’s a difference between an organized clutter and just a disastrous one #you feel?#I’m rambling #SB Speaks

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guardian-angle22 · 2 years

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TK/Carlos + Touch

↳ 3.08 In the Unlikely Event of an Emergency

#911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes #tarlos #tk/carlos + touch #i just have a whole lotta love for this episode in general but ooof man that running hug #can you name a better hug? idek #(there's a rando man who walks in front of them hugging in the shot and i don't condone violence but gtfo man wtf)#the way tk rubs carlos back to reassure him and just holds his face... ah shit man #these two are just the best #up in my tarlos feels #my gifs #i also just love how this episode starts with carlos being so caring and gentle with tk and supporting him #then ends with tk so lovingly reassuring carlos that he's ok and he's safe #bookending the episode with how well they balance each other and hold each other up #episode: s03e08 in the unlikely event of an emergency #tarlos touch series

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hadesknockedupintheunderworld · 7 months

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What if what if I what if if I what if if I could what if I went crazy what then what then what then

I know Sonic does manage to turn into Super Sonic just in time to save everyone after that idw panel, but at the time of reading all I could think was how Classic Sonic had arrived in the nick of time to save him before in Forces

But that this time there is no Sonic to show up out of nowhere to defend him or comfort him🥲😭

#sonic the hedgehog #tails the fox #miles tails prower #sontails #unbreakable bond #idw sonic comics #sonic forces #idw sonic issue 29 #For the record I think the scene in Idw is more in character or makes more sense at least compared to the forces scene #Especially since Tails' situation is more actually hopeless during this part of the idw issue #But by god when I read that part I thought immediately back to Classic Sonic showing up in time to defend Tails #I wish so badly Tails was able to be more emotional towards the end of this arc #or that we'd at least gotten to see some inner turmoil #The metal virus has fucked me up emotionally for the record #Sonic feeling so insanely lonely whenever his little buddy hangs up emotionally devastates me too #shjsjsjsns idw team really like stacked apocalypse trauma right on top of the existing Sonic Forces trauma and I need to watch the #characters (especially Sonic and Tails) buckle #i just be ramblin

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