#and i dont just wanna be fwb either
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lol. lmao even
#how to tell your best friend you want to fuck their ass into the mattress without ruing ur friendship?#like deadass i want to fuck them so bad but im so afraid of ruining things bc theyre my only friend#and if shit gets weird or they want to stop hanging w/ me im along :)#*alone#but im tired of pretending i dont have a stupid ass crush on them#and i know they arent ready for any relationships bc they talk abt past ones and saying they dont wanna date for a while#and i dont just wanna be fwb either#ughhhhh#babe help me
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CAN ANYTHING GO RIGHT FOR ME. EVER.
#RRAAAAAHHHHHHH#roommates ride to work has covid and they cant drive their car. had to cancel with fwb.#on the off chance either of us have covid i dont wanna risk giving it to anyone else#no fucking jobs have replied to me#im draining my savings and i currently have no way to get anywhere besides the train#and that doesnt go everywhere anyways#i just need SOMEONE to give me a goddamn chance#i wanna be making money and have something to do all day#god.#my luck has to turn soon. right.#statistically i cant be unlucky forever.#mine
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Hes smart to keep the relationship purely sexual because I am unstable as fuck
#Dont wanma talk to the nice guy anymore bc im legit just Not physically Attracted and wanna take shit slow#While he wants to go fast#Not attracted much to my shitty fwb wb either im just a coward and cannot cut ties for sm reason#Seriously why do i keep having sex i have to dissociate through????? Why do i do that to myself
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in the mood for some angst so…pls enjoy and unwind 🙏
being fwb with zoya is all fun n’ games until one of you starts having feelings for the other, (lets say its you) but don’t wanna ruin whatever tf you both have going on so you just keep your mouth shut. you’d rather have a purely physical relationship with her than not have her at all.
you know she would stop initiating intimacy if you asked her to, but a selfish part of you wants her to yourself even though technically she’s allowed to fuck other people.
if reader ever confesses it’d probably go two ways
reader: *accidentally blurts out how she’s liked her for a while now while tipsy*
zoya: *stares for a moment then lightly punches her shoulder and tells her to stop fucking around* “you’re fucking with me, you’ve got balls i’ll give ya’ that.”
reader: *plays it off as a joke after seeing zoya’s reaction* “haha….yeah.”
(reader never confessed again after that)
OR—
reader: *can’t hold it in anymore and spontaneously confesses*
zoya: *stares before chuckling a bit* “you serious?”
reader: *tenses up and nods*
zoya: “hm, really you deserve better than a gangster like me. let’s just end things here, and forget any of this ever happened, yeah?”
(zoya leaves after that)
but either way that is just IF she doesn’t feel the same way, i’ll let you imagine how she’ll react if she does feel the same
also please take care of yourself, sevvy!! make sure to eat well, drink well, and get enough sleep <3 dont overwork yourself!
HDHDKSKSKDD RUELLA U R KILLING ME…… zoya is undoubtedly a confident woman, but she’s internalised so deeply that her worth is tied only to the violence she’s able to inflict that she can’t see or let herself be loved and it’s SO heartbreaking like girl come here let me give you a hug ??? i feel like even if she DOES feel the same, there’s a chance she might shove her feelings aside in favor of letting someone ‘better’ have your heart, someone who has more to offer than bruised knuckles and self-destruction. zoya’s the type to hear you say i love you and respond with you shouldn’t 😔😔😔
she’ll be affectionate or allow herself to feel those fragile feelings only when you can’t see or don’t notice. like when you’ve fallen asleep after several intense rounds, she’ll gently brush some hair out of your face and run her finger along the ridge of your cheekbone and imagine what it’d be like to be worthy of you. she guards this secret with her life—no one, not even you will know.
her legionnaires call her brave. but when she looks at you from the corner of her eye, all she can think about is how she wishes she was brave enough to love you.
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Omg so i had a request hear me out it’s a bit different but i was thinking
Being fwb with sapnap but you start to act like a couple and catch feelings so quickly for each other 👀
a little bit of angst and more so nsfw themes. also now realizing this is kinda fboy sap at first. fem!reader
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
nick didnt like the idea of being in a committed relationship. but he couldnt get enough of you. he would text you when he missed you. well... more so his dick missed you.
"fuck," he said lowly as he watched you take off your shirt. he sat on his bed, raking his eyes over you. "come here."
you feel your stomach flutter at the way he looked at you with bedroom eyes. his eyes were almost sleepy but you both knew he wasnt in any way tired.
slowly, you made your way over to where he was sitting with his legs spread. you stood between his legs as his hands ran up and down your sides, looking up at you lustfully.
he slowly unbuttoned your jeans, sliding the zipper down carefully. you watched him slip his fingers into the belt loops and tug them down as he leaned forward to kiss the skin right above your underwear.
you sighed and placed your hand beneath his chin, pulling him away, as his hands still worked your jeans down painfully slow.
"do you ever take this off?" you ask as you pull his hat off his head. he licks his lips up at you as you run a hand through his messy hair.
"only if you want me to, baby," you roll your eyes at the nickname. just then, you shove him harshly to make him lay back on the bed before you step out of your jeans. you slowly move to stradle him on the bed.
"take this off too," you say hovering over him as you tug on his hoodie. "youre wearing too much for someone whos about to have sex."
nick starts enjoying your company too much for his liking. he sees you post on your stories about a shitty professor or repost something about being single. and he has to fight back the urge to ask you about if your day had gone any better or if he had to come over and fuck you for you to stop feeling lonely.
"youre not staying tonight?" he asks, regretting it immediately when you turn to look at him strangely as you look around for your shirt on the floor.
"no?" you sigh and give up on your shirt, looking for your pants instead. "what? do you wanna cuddle?"
"i was kinda hoping for morning sex," he said as he sat up in the bed, resting against the headboard as he watching you search his room for your clothes.
you stood up and crossed your arms with your pants in one hand. you pursed your lips at the sight of him shirtless with a top sheet over his lower half, leaving nothing to imagination. you thought for a second, shaking your head and licking your lips as you let go of your jeans and slowly walked over to the bed.
nick smirked, "you just cant resist me, can you?"
"shut the fuck up," you said as you leaned over him to check the floor on the other side of the bed to find your shirt in a sad pile. you grabbed it and unclasped your bra, taking it off, before throwing your shirt over yourself. "im just using you for your body."
nick laughed at the idea before pulling you into him, "whatever you say, peaches."
the more you two met up at night, the more the other one stayed the night, the more you two would wake up with eachother. this lead to either one of you rushing out or staying and doing your morning routines together.
it started out awkwardly, asking for a spare toothbrush, to shower, or for clothing (mostly on your part). then it became a habit to have things for eachother and falling into a weird morning routines. a lot of it starting with morning shower sex.
you moan loudly and grip onto nicks hair harshly as he sucks on your clit. he groans against you, stimulating every part of your pussy with the vibration of his voice.
recently, every morning, you expect a normal shower whether nick is there to begin with or not. but you seem to not learn your lesson when everytime, you end up writhing in pleasure because of him.
he pulls away and looks up at you for a moment, "whenever your ready," he says before going back in, licking you clit slowly.
"shut the-" you gasp at the way he barely grazed his teeth on the nub. he chuckles smugly and grips your thighs tighter, pulling them apart. "fuck-"
a loud moan rips through you as you reach the high nick had been working for you to reach.
he starts licking slower, licking up the cum that slowly seeped out of you. he sighed contentedly, slurping lewdly as you moaned, trying to push his head away when it started to get to be too much.
he pulled away, looking up at you drowsily as the water beaded down on both of you, "did you still wanna get breakfast? im not too hungry anymore."
staying over at eachothers places became a normal occurrence. somedays, it would be that you two didnt hookup, you would simply stay in bed and cuddle.
"do you think some actors like filming sex scenes?" nick asked you with his head on your chest as a movie played on your tv. displayed on the screen was a sex scene. fitting.
"maybe," you respond without looking away from the screen. "maybe just the gross pervy ones."
"i would like sex scenes if they were with you."
"dumbass."
then, he started asking you to hangout with him and his friends. it made you feel special when he would ask you to a dinner. and people slowly started assuming you two were dating.
"nick, im starting to like your girlfriend more than you," clay would say, a smile on his face from laughing seconds before.
your smile falters momentarily, glancing at nick nervously. he makes eye contact with you.
"i think i am too."
and it just makes sense. for you to be his girlfriend and for him to be your boyfriend. simple as that.
i dont like the ending. but whatever. -nony
#sapnap#sapnap x reader#sapnap x you#sapnap fluff#sapnap x y/n#dteam#anon#asks#smut#sapnap smut#dream team fluff#dream team#fluff#fwb
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heard we were making house ocs and ive had a dingus floating around in my head since january so i FINALLY got around to actually making a proper ref sheet. i present my silliest
Dr. Nanette "Ninny" Amesbury :3
more under cut !
big warning lore n backstory n stuff is very bare bones and not all the way there cuz im #lazy
birthday is vague but lets go with ~35 circa s2
if i had a nickel for every oc i had who had absent parents and was raised catholic by their grandparents, id have two nickels. unintentional that it happened twice i sorta forgor the other one's lore for a bit and now its stuck so ummmmm sorry laney. wont be going into childhood bc i havent come up w that yet and honestly i dont care to!!! yada yada yada catholic guilt but not in the chase way bc she hasnt left the church n likely never will
ummmm relationship chart + template
lets just quick go over some relationship highlights cuz some are def more important than others
wilson: mr president a 4th ex wife has hit the james wilson. when were they married? ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 😁
but they were married for like. 3 years? YES it ended bc he cheated but nin also wasn't the best either her ass was literally never ever there she was ALWAYS at work (like more than normal doctor amounts of at work - only came home to sleep and even that was only 4x a week(also worked at a different hospital))
tw suicide for next part bee tee dub
a big part of the beginning of their relationship was (big surprise) wilson's attraction to what he THOUGHT was neediness but was literally just nin wanting (and trying) to kill herself lol. once the magic of all that went away (perceived independence thats rly just #bottling shit up) he was just kinda like oh :/ its not cool to have a mentally ill wife anymore :/ i was expecting ramona flowers :/ or whatever. so infidelity impact font, hijinks and moving away for [amount] years ensue before nin being hired at ppth as the head of pediatrics. brief fwb situation w wilson Again b4 she finds out shes a lesbian at the end of like. s2.
oh yeah she also tries to kill herself again once she figures it out (see catholic guilt mention) but its cool she lives
cuddy: GAAAAAYYYYY GAAAAYYYYYYY GAY!!!!! DR AMESBURY WANTS TO FUCK THIS WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its one sided tho boooooo cuddys briefly like Wait ? just b4 nin moves away at the end of s6 roughly but shes already. thats done its not happening.
kutner: dont even fucking talk to me. i dont wanna talk about it. im gonna talk about it.
so kutner (like the slut that he is lowkey but society isnt ready for that) asks nin out just after he gets hired and shes like ermmmmmmmmmm! but sensing his loser aura she (still deeply closeted) is like hey haha i dont swing that way sorry !!!!!!! but its ok they become super mega best friends and get nerdy together
i like to think they listen to weird al together OH YEAH NINS THE BIGGEST WEIRD AL YANKOVIC FAN IN NEW JERSEY
and then nothing bad happens!
if youve seen this post about the little writing things kutner got after he croaked then hooray here's nanettes
they make me so fucking upset.
anyway as i stated above nin moves away after s6 for a bunch of reasons. 1) thanks obama 2) a big part of what contributed to her suicidal ideations n such was the fact that deep down she didnt ACTUALLY know what she wanted to do w her life. u may be like she doesnt. want to be a doctor ? NO she doesnt thats just what she did to get money to eventually do what she wants. whatever that is. something something feeling lost in life and unable to reach a goal when u dont even know what the goal is something something. also persistent depressive disorder but like spoon in kitchen.
idk what shes gonna end up doing after she moves but id imagine she shows up for house's funeral so i cant just be like lol nobody gets to know! im thinking painter but idk IDK guys her lore is ROUGH
thats it if u have questions ill answer thanks
#desire mona#media#listened to weird al the whole time making this shit#HEY like a surgeon#house md#james wilson#lisa cuddy#lawrence kutner#blows up procreate headquarters
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in fwb kakfa universe, is it canon that r never is updatdd with what is happening or like jist never checks the news cause how did bro not realize shes a wanted criminal. id think her crimes would be reported a lot. or i might be wrong 😭
ive actually thought about this cause i didnt wanna write just anything 😭 i think it honestly depends because the stellaron hunters never stay in one place. the intelligentsia guild works with the ipc but they’re not only based in one place either, they have a lot of different schools and likely more affiliated companies. the SH’s biggest heists are all on different planets except i think that they broke into pier point twice. plus that dude who works with the ipc, skott, didnt recognize silver wolf talking to him until another agent pointed out that she was a stellaron hunter + TOPAZ who apparently doesn’t know what they’ve done… so i feel like as “infamous” as they’re supposed to be, there are chances that people wont know how they look like. R has heard the name “stellaron hunters this” “stellaron hunters that” but since they’re interstellar criminals the chances of them coming to their planet specifically is really slim so they probably didn’t care enough to look them up LMFAO. they’re a normal person i dont think most people would know enough about the SH to recognize their faces because none of them bother to cover themselves up when they’re out and about. silver wolf helped firefly at the end of penacony but firefly was still wandering around with her real face, went and talked to IPC JADE, and no one cared… like 😭 but R did check the news, they came out after the deed was done but they were too preoccupied by kafka to check their phone until the morning el oh el
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hmmmm i genuinely don’t think older jk was cruel to oc afterwards tho😭😭😭 like what the hell was he even supposed to do? and it’s not like he left her on the couch EMPTY! aftercare was there😭 the sweet gestures too. like if i were at his place n remembering that i was basically groomed at such a young age by a 23 yo i would be like jk suddenly sad n down after taking ocs v card. this j my opinion tho😭😭 i dont feel liek a part 2 is needed AHAHAHAH loved ur work!!!! definitely need more oneshots preferably a fwb trope where oc is jks fav girl but he still fcks around n one day find out oc fcking other ppl too and- continue how u wanna hehehe
hi love!!! wow thank u sm for this <33 i agree with you! cruel is such a strong word, i feel like he should have acted like the mature man he is and talk to her about it, put some sense into both of them. but other than that, this is the only outcome that i can see for them, either if they talk it out or not. realistically!!! i think adding another part would ruin it?? i myself wouldnt know how to make them act, help.
also, idk if im stupid and reading this wrong (probably the case) but jungkook wasn’t groomed, he was just very young when he got married ! his ex wife is around his age
thank u so so much!!! and also im eyeinggg your request and will see what to do with it when i’m over with the one shots i have planned already 👩🏻💻 thank u again!!! 🩷
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STRAY KIDS ROLEPLAY
So basically i am looking for someone who is playing a canon compliant idolverse plot with me.
I am open to most plot ideas and would be happy if you guys come in with ideas and passion for it aswell. I play on discord most of the times but am open to play on here, whatsapp or whatever.
I do like plots that aren’t pure Fluff. I like Drama and Angst in a story. not only drama, but it still has to be part of the story to keep it interesting.
I am ok with nsfw as long as it is not the main part of the story and i will sometimes sum up and skip long parts, because it just gets boring with time tbh lol
Incase you wanna play but dont have any ideas so far, we can happily brainstorm together, those usually become the best plots, when both parties are involved.
I also saw the idea of a canon compliant rp online and thought it might be cute too:
The plot is secret dating/ friends with benefits
Two members (preferably from two different dorms) started a fwb thing behind closed doors. Obviously public can't know, company can't know and the other members shouldnt know either so they wont get in trouble with the Company.
Its getting hard, now living in two different dorms and permanently practicing and preparing for comeback, because it makes it hard to find alone time and they soon realise they have more feelings for each other than just being fwb.
Can go anywhere from secret dating to them being found out and outed in public. I just saw the plot idea and thought it could be nice because it opens many possibilities.
But as i said, i would happily hear your ideas.
I usually play jisung in a minsung ship or felix in a hyunlix ship
Maybe minho in a minchan ship. Only once so far but i am open.
but i am also open to all other ships aswell and play basically everyone you want me to play aswell...
Ps: i do love some drama/angst im rps sometimes to keep it interesting, so feel free to tell me your triggers
Hit me up if you are somehow interested and we will figure something out.
have a nice day, lovelies
#skz rp#stray kids roleplay#skz roleplay#stray kids rp#minsung rp#minchan rp#hyunlix rp#changlix rp#minsung roleplay#discord rp#kpop rp#hyunlix roleplay#stray kids#skz
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hi star my little moonlit angel 😔💖💖
aa im having like the most stressful week and idk where to talk abt it so i hope you dont mind me dumping for a sec :((
exams are killing me rn and idk if its finals week or my final week cs holy shit i am dying 😭😭
ive been pulling all nighters trying to get all my projects and group studies done and my exams are DEF not helping in my case and idk if ive even been eating properly there's probably a spoiled banana from last week in my bag somewhere atp 🤸♀️🤸♀️ (im going mentally insane)
i havent even properly been on tumblr in a while and my social media is blowing up w notifs and dms from friends and ive been too busy to check it either tbh
honestly im hoping itll all turn out well by next week cs is my winter break 🤧
on another note i wanted to dump on my exes when all your anons were doing it but i was too scared to but now i genuinely need to tell u abt this because umm
my fwb is like a super nice guy and ive been friends w him for a while but i recently found out hes rlly good friends with one of my exes ⁉️
basically i asked (my ex) out once and he said yes and i thought we were chill but a few friends ended up asking him if we were dating like two days later without asking me for confirmation first and he said no.. (??)
i assumed he js didnt want like a too public relationship with everyone knowing so to clarify i asked him what was up and he said he ended up having second thoughts on me because his friends called me a red flag and he doesnt like the fact that i have guy friends and im close with them.... (💀💀)
so then i said oh okay..? 😭 and was over it but almost a month later he asked me out and atp he just gave me the icks so i made an excuse saying that i wanna focus on academics and not do anything relationship wise and he said he would wait 😭😭 (he in fact did not pick up the hint!)
then a little over month later he asked me out AGAIN and i said no i dont think i like you anymore sorry and he said oh that's fine and i thought we were chill??
a week later my messages BLEW UP one day and my guy friends were all snitching on him telling me that he's gong around slutshaming me and talking shit abt me for no reason and he said i was desperate and asked him out 3 times when he said no and he was never interested in me in the first place.. and then proceeded to sexualize my body and say weird ass shit abt it to everyone and they believed that i was a desperate whore or smth 😭
this happened a year ago but i was walking down the halls around a month ago and i saw him with his friends so i just rushed past
and his friends were like "oh isnt that the bitch who liked you?" and i heard him say "oh yeah she liked me like a year ago" and then proceeded to sexualize me while i was right fucking there but i dont even want any more drama w him so i dont bother saying anything back or leaking messages or wtv i js hope karma gets back at him 😭
and now idk if i should tell my fwb abt this?? or maybe it doesnt really concern me but it bothers me that hes hanging out with a guy like that and im conflicted on what to do
its not like i have the right to tell him who to be friends with either so 🤷♀️
what should i dooo
-《as always, your occasionally appearing but always stalking ☘ annonie》
(p.s. do you have any spotify song reccomendations 🥺🥺)
much lovee
Pooooookie you can always vent here ily ily :(
I’m so sorry to hear you’re stressed from exams :(( I’m rooting for you okay !! Please make sure to eat whenever you can (even if it’s something small!) and stay hydrated :( what’s the use of doing good on finals if your body gives out on you :(
No I feel u on the social media thing I get SO stressed when I have DMs or texts or whatever I just flat out don’t check them. I think I have 200 unread texts rn (it’s been around 1000 at some point) and I know im such a shitty friend but I just cannot respond to them 😭😭 I gotta put me first you guys
WINTER BREAK NEXT WEEK THOOO hang in there baby it’ll get better soon 🥺🫶🫶🫶🫶
OH MY GOD???? Pookie that’s fucking disgusting I’m so sorry you’re dealing with men like that rn???? I had a veryyyy similar situation with a guy who my friend tried to set me up with at a party who kinda liked for a little bit and then when I said I was comfortable being in a relationship he started slutshaming me to everyone under the fucking SUN and apparently he had a discord group where I was just CONSTANTLY the topic of conversation and when I heard about it I cried so hard ☹️ in my case I also had people who were friends with him and I voiced to them that it made me severely uncomfortable. Like the people in my life should know about the people who wronged me (especially if I’m sleeping with them??) and it just made me feel safer. It’s obviously up to you but I would probably tell him just so that he knows that’s someone you’re weary about and you don’t feel safe around ☹️ your safety and your wellbeing is the most important thing pookie ☹️ keep me posted if you need anything at all okay I love you lots and I’m sorry you’re going through this ☹️🫶
Song recs song recs yes here are some I’ve been listening to on repeat all week (there’s only like one kpop song in there but it’s my fav kpop song of all time so TRUST it was gonna make it to the list) I’ve been listening to Glass Animals, TV Girl and M83 on repeat for the entire year I think 😭😭
I love you endlessly okay keep you chin up better days are coming for us !! 🫶🫶🫶🫶 soon it’ll be winter break and you can just sit back and drink hot chocolate and tell me all about it and say you lived through it. Hang in there my love
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honestlyyy my bf is lucky to have me!! bc ive seen and heard things that i feel like another girl would probably not give him more chances or go off on him out of frustration. even his sister told me she’d do things differently. idk im not trying to shit on him at all bc hes a really good person and i love him very much and want to be with him for the rest of my life. i just know that if it was the other way around with all the things we both have done, he would notttt trust me and he already has trust issues. i mean im not perfect either..yes i have done some small things before, but it was without any personal feelings and any intimate physical touch. now, there is a lot of context and things for part of what he did and the situation we were stuck in so like its not as bad as it sounds.. but STILL lol im just thinking. like i know if one of us had to break up with each other it would def be him breaking up with me. i just know. theres already been times where he would sound like he would and he’d make all these confrontations feel so serious. also, hes still a man. yes hes he/they, masc presenting, but he still thinks like men. im not trying to offend anyone pls if literally anyone reads this far so ill explain what i mean. he did not have good luck with girls in hs and so he worked on himself to look better and then got the attention from girls he craved back then. got some experience, got a gf, got cheated on, got dating apps again but stayed fwb with his ex until calling it off when we started dating. i know he can move quickly with things and act on his high sexual drive. if anyone whos considered attractive gives him attention, he could entertain the idea or like he starts to compare me and itll make me feel like im not enough and dont match his lifestyle. i feel like its easier for him than me to start seeing people in a sexual way and want to get in their pants. idk if it could be like the female attention since he doesnt always feel good about himself and now that a pretty girl shows interest its like it gets to his ego. again, i sound like im shitting on him but im not, im just thinking i can type it all out and leave it here bc ive never talked about this or wrote about it. i found out today that he did stuff with his friend ~3 yrs ago while me & him were on a break and me and her are like friendly acquaintances and we went to her baby shower, gender reveal party, & he went to her wedding, all after they did it. he really only told me now bc her husband i guess just found out somehow and msgd my bf about it and said he’ll go msg me about it. he didnt want me to find out first thru someone else, which i appreciate that he was able to tell me first, but its also like okay damn they really did that. and yes it was years ago so i honestly didnt feel hurt about it i was just more shocked. like.. he was on a break with me and felt single and he says shes cheated before so it just happened with them and they didnt do it again. funny thing is that her husband was already suspicious of him years ago and thinking he was only friends with her to do stuff and now shit, he was partially right. honestly, thats a dumb mistake on her end, like she was engaged or almost engaged at the time. also, for the record, he hooked up with (for what i know now) 2 other people during that time period, so 3 within our 1 month break. one didnt involve any feelings i presume and the other one had a shit ton bc they went on actual dates and shit and she ended it bc they both or just she didnt wanna settle. she was 3 yrs younger than him and yes.. i did stalk her a bit bc i needed to know, why her, who she is, etc. and i could already tell she got around..but whatever, i already coped from that lol. back to his friend, he knows she was with someone & he knows her man already didnt like him. even tho she didnt care, he still went along with it bc hes been wanting to do that since the day they became friends. it all makes sense. he met her in school when he was still with his ex so i dont have anything to say about that part but like, again…
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🫵🏽 daddy long dick monroe and hooper pls
(i don’t have a specific question tbh. what’s going on with them)
OKAY SO CRACKS KNUCKLES
monroe is a relatively old (not the OLDEST) splatoon-originating oc i have! hes so old i shipped him with my exes oc YUCK!!! i'm still in the process of revamping his current storyline but hes very silly goofy :) hes a bit cursed in canon (like literally cursed. and no i dont know the source of the curse yet sadly) to where if he makes physical contact with somebody they both get hurt from it.. it hurts much MUCH worse if you're a supernatural/magical creature (of which we (me and my boyfriend) have plenty in our universe) but thats not going to stop him from getting w/ my boyfriends oc whos an angel descendant LMFAO
he runs a "magical" artifact pawn shop (theyre debatedly magical lmfaooo hes got some duds mixed in) that humans + supernatural creatures frequent all the time.. hes very social and outgoing but hes the type to not really go out of his way to make friends either! just charismatic and good at keeping a conversation going + keeping the other person talking.. hes very intelligent but mostly keeps it to himself and tends to deflect conversations/questions about him .. he also might have a bit of a drinking problem he picked up from his ex but idk about all that yet
HOOPER IS MY CRAZY BABYGIRL they're half of an eggsec VP duo me and my boyfriend made (his character tinsel is shown but not linked on toyhouse). theyre so silly they have a erm Interesting backstory i have yet to fully flesh out + share yet but just know being eggsec 680 was not their first career choice okay? okay. they ARE good at their job though (in our splatoon canon they're a full time grizzco employee w/ their own job guidelines that differ from the in-game stuff) and tend to do a lot of work clearing out lessers that make it easy for their teammates but cant resist a good egg dunk every now and then.. theyre very volatile and have a pretty quick temper but quite enthusiastic and confident in their ability to work :) they clash w/ tinsel every so often (see toyhouse pics) but its usually only about work LMFAO also they're FWBs if you care.
also pics of the 2 babygirls for my followers who dont wanna go to toyhouse
#sorry ik you probably saw these pics but im a visual learner (loves looking at ocs and my own art)#mailbox#dooxliss#i luv ocs :)!
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opened up to some friends about what ive beeen going through the last couple weeks and i have never so badly wanted to eat every word i put out there, i feel so hella uncomfy being seen with what i talked about and i want to vaporize myself from where i sit so i dont have to deal with the aftermath of having to talk about these things ive already started to talk about because it makes me feel like less of a me given the things i talked about like. i dont wanna talk about these things anymore, and i think i revealed WAY too much when i was poked and prodded to and now people are """"worried""" and im just like man im just here, i aint going anywhere, im doing fine! its all fine :D im fine, right? im fine, and i am way too nervous and afraid to bring them back up and i really hope no one does a follow up and we can all let this be buried in the past
not to mention the one to get the most out of me cut our conversation short to go be with his fwb who ended things the following day and im just :)
i dont wanna make folks worry, and i dont wanna be a bother? others have a LOT on their plate, and some other friends wouldnt want to hear it, and the few ive talked to about the more major pressing details i feel like im either bothering or unloading too much on them so i kinda just wanna. hide. until things get better. or disappear til they dont.
on the flip side of it not eating anything but a few taco bell tacos in a 72 hour timespan has made my jawline look fucking amazing right now, like. i get it now. i get it??* *starving youself is very unhealthy, do not do this please go eat something and drink water if someone is reading this, i am currently making food so this is not a thing i am actively doing on purpose
#to be deleted#i needed to vent so its just a lotta depression stuff! scroll past it probs or read it idrk#ill probs delete it within the hour but i needed it out there
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Rosalie plot page
TRIGGERS ON PAGE: Mental Health
Name: Rosalie Lauren Cooper
Age: 29
DOB:08/09/1994
Pronouns: She/Her
Sexuality: Straight
Hometown: Cleveland, OHIO
current home: Los Angeles
occupation: Photographer/Model
3 pos traits: Super Loyal, Loving, Reliable
3 neg traits: Insecure, self deprecating, Defensive
Bio: Rosalie grew up as an only child and was raised by her dad and grandmother due to her mother being ill and in and out of the hospital alot of her childhood, causing her to have quite a bit of issues with a hard relationship with her mother. She moved to LA when she was 21 and has made her way up in photography and modeling. she is unfortunetly very defensive due to being more sensitive than she will ever admit, and she can be very closed off with other people when it comes to letting them in. She has a huge heart and would do anything for those she loves but doesnt like letting anyone help her she is stubborn, heard headed exterior with a soft interior.
BASIC PLOTS
FWB (0/3)
BEST FRIENDS/PARTNER IN CRIME(0/3)
POSSIBLE HALF SIBLING (0/1)
PLOTS BASED ON SONGS:
(0/1)MORE THAN FRIENDS BY LUKE NELSON AND LAINEY WILSON-Let’s “pretend we’re more than friends tonight,Let’s pretend and let each other Forget tomorrow ”- someone that Rosie is good friends with that maybe both have feelings for one another but dont want to ruin their friendship along the way but then one night happens and well we can go from there.
(0/1)THICC AS THEIVES BY LAUREN ALAINA-’Thelma and Louise and some faded blue denim’- this is basically Rosalies Ride or Die and she is theirs, someone that she would do anything for and is her entire best friend/life and knows everything about her.
(0/1)SHE NEVER CRIED IN FRONT OF ME BY TOBY KEITH: ’How was I supposed to know,She was slowly letting go,If I was putting her through hell,Hell, I couldn’t tell,She could’ve given me a sign,And opened up my eyes,How was I supposed to see,She never cried in front of me’- maybe this is where your muse was closed off in a relationship with rosalie and they were on and off for awhile before she finally has enough of it and let them go.
(0/1)HELL OF A MAN BY ELLA LANGLEY:That somethin’ about me can’t stick around,He’s all the way in, and I’m on the way out,Am I just a runner runnin’ from another?“- being closed off makes it harder for Rosalie to trust someone else, so this could be someone who is actually a really good person and tries hard to show her that trusting can be an okay thing.
(0/1)INSIDE YOUR HEAD BY WARREN ZEIDERS-I wanna know what’s goin’ on inside your head,Are you thinkin’ about him when your clothes are on my floor?”- rosalie had a bit of a rough past and made some decisions she isnt proud of, but this could be someone that rosalie cheated on a partner with in the past or they cheated on theirs or both, this could be someone who is her kryptonite and she falls into the same pattern whenever they are around.
OTHER PLOTS BASED ON PLOTS:
(0/1)**MARRY ME under the stars- Rosie moved to LA when she was 21 and was sort of just surviving trying to find her identity and escape her past, this could be a muse who she met and things moved quickly, to one night they just decided to get married at a small chapel somewhere and then things ended and either they signed divorce papers or have just been seperated for years we can brainstorm things for this~
(0/3)Best friends to enemies- This could be someone whom rosie trusted with all of her heart, but they lost her trust and she turned cold and maybe both did things that they didnt find themselves proud of.
(0/2)ENEMIES TO LOVERS-this could be someone that Rosalie literally despises and they also despise her but the chemistry is insane and the sex is better, but maybe they can work out their differences .
(0/1)**BABY DADDY PLOT: This could potentially be a one night stand type of plot, or added to any of the above plots, even the husband plot they could have a night of reconciliation, again open to brain storming this!
(0/?)Colleagues- this could be someone that she coordinates her photography with and can be anyone!!
ESCAPE THE PAST: Rosie grew up with a dad who worked to much and a mom who was in and out of Mental Health hospitals (TW mental health) and a grandma who raised her alot of the time, but they didnt have alot of money so when she was18 she started as an escort going on dates with men for money, to help her dad with the bills. she doesnt tell people this and maybe this is someone who actually knows the truth about her life before she got it together.
Exes
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I need new friends
Niggas think i want to make my ex my fwb and like nah.
Sex is cool and all but fucking.
That was like the first time i was in love with someone. And i fucked it. I fucked everything so tremendously. I've been fucking up from jump and thinking we were making it when in reality i was just draining them. I dont wanna drain him. I wanna be his cute bf and go on dates in either his city or the place i wanna move to rn. I wanna get lost in his eyes again. Rest my head on his. I'm working on not being so co dependent but even with that i still want them in my life like that. Maybe we try flirting again idk, but fuck i hate this shit every second. Yeah im experiencing cool shit, im making a little here and there and learning good skills but man do i not care about thaf shit. I'm still trying to not kms when i gotta go back to Arkansas, to fucking send all this shit back and split shit. He could have anybody he wanted. I'm not even showing up as a maybe atp. I wanna lay on the floor but im supposed to be doing more shit later.
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