#and i catastrophize like a bitch

[unhingedselfships]

Oh hello anxiety spike. I didn't need you today.

[transmechanicus]

Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.

[emberglowfox]

me when the project i put an absurd amount of work into still fails to reach my ludicrously high, literally impossible-to-hit standards

[funky-dealer]

have you even watched iterator logs because I feel really bad giving you a false idea of what the actual thing is like

nope 😊

[fingolfinwiththesteelchair]

Headcanon based entirely on this exchange that when Murderbot uses a response from its buffer, the response is completely pre-recorded in the most obnoxious customer service voice known to man

[moe-broey]

I DO hc that Alfonse likes to cut his own hair, that is the ONLY explanation as to why he's Like That LMFAOOOO (said w love as a guy who also cuts his own hair and has had some questionable styles about it) BUT. What if. Shortly after the disappearance of Bruno he just fucks it all up. Just the worst anyone has ever done it. Sharena tries to save it but he's too far gone. He would be stuck like that with the worst haircut you've ever seen for at least two or three months until it grows back into something they can work with again.

Very minimal artistic rendition.

[americanrecord]

the problem is i want to return to tumblr but it feels purposeless when im not blogging about what i used to ☹️

[unganseylike]

my anxiety has been ridiculous the last two days for a stupid reason, and i just rewatched the trolley problem episode of the good place and why do its vibes feel just like my anxiety. u are put into incredibly stressful situation. some people are moderately bothered by this, but no where as much as you. someone is telling you its just a simulation, so why are you so upset? you have blood all over your face. also, someone adds, its just a simulation, but the pain is real to give it stakes, btw. you already knew there were stakes. you are a fundamentally bad person.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[jabberwockprince]

going thru mammon's cards to see what i missed since i last stopped playing and i think i hauve covid

[muppetsnoopy]

venting to the classmates vs. venting to the girlies <3

[crimsonmonsoon]

Chapter seventeen is up on ao3 and Wattpad now. I realize that top image looks fucking weird out of context. Julerose pulling the cliche fairy x vampire trope (except that Juleka is a witch), Mylene is just chilling in mouse pajamas... and then Luka. Luka is bloody. So go read my fic for context you swines.

But *cough* Julerose is happening!!!GI!NYDSF

[cockyroaches]

My newest uh. Psych/evaluator/whatever told me my horrific intrusive thoughts r bc of anxiety and I'm like ok could be. But the pattern of violence and deranged thoughts that come about doesn't seem to be Just Anxiety.

I literally can't eat or look at pumpkin seeds anymore bc of SMTH my dad said in passing once and it haunts me Every time I see one, and get so fixated on the wrong way to picture something simple (that post about not being able to stop thinking about a cow spinning is basically how my brain works) that it frustrates me to death. I don't think anxiety should do this to you but ok

Maybe it's bc as an example I cited how I got struck with the thought of being t boned while my dad was driving out of nowhere that I was pratically shaking, which sounds more like a common worry.

Nah man the real horrible thoughts didn't let me sleep alone for more than a decade 👍

[thesnacken]

I really feel like people don't take my sensory limitations and sensitivities seriously.

I'm not just being picky, actually! Strong scents cause my respiratory system to flare up!

I actually CAN'T tune out stimuli. Its just A Thing. I've never been able to do it in my whole life because my brain Just Isn't Wired Like That

So when I say "Can you not smoke here?" or "Please only get unscented trash bags" or "I really need you to be using headphones, please" I am expressing a Very Real Need and if you're just going to ignore that I have to resign myself to the fact that I just can't trust you.

[mariesoliver]

My coworkers are asking me if my famiky and friends are ok which i really appreciate. I also love that my friends are checking up on me and saying they're thinking of turkey and syria

[dutchwinter]

i should scream and be abitch to everyone ever and everyone hates me!!!!!!!!!!! < what my brain is thinking