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distinguished-rave-moth · 8 months ago

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I was a performer for many a year, but in 2020 I broke my knee and it meant that I couldn't perform for ages, and then the theatres closing in 2020 meant more of not performing.

I retreated to the tech box. I am now a very good followspot operator (also set designer and backstage crew)

I just had an actor in this musical I'm teching for tell me that I don't know what it's like to be on my feet all day acting because I get to sit up in a tech box all day....

Unbelievable.

#also because i manually operate this followspot #it means standing still #for the entire show #because if I wobble #the spotlight wobbles #because im the one who has to hold it still.#for 2 fucking hours #and i cant sit down #or take my eyes of the show #AT ALL #thank you for listening to my evening rant

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froggydraws · 2 months ago

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y'all send my girl marinette your thoughts and prayers 😔🙏

#I am back with another twitter meme. help her #had this doodle sitting around for a few days now. since it's probably gonna be awhile before I can sit down and finish something better-#-I figured I'd post it :) representation (all of season 5 really) was WILD. cant wait for season 6!!!#lots of fun things coming up aaaaa #adrinette #adrienette #marinette dupain cheng #mlb #miraculous ladybug #froggy shitposts

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sam-violet · 6 months ago

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chillin in the hot springs 🌱

+ a closeup

#ok so after drawing this i realized a major anatomical error that i compeltely overlooked and its bothering me so much that i cant unsee it #but i like how the drawing turned out so im not gonna change it #its bc if theyre both sitting down in the pool. there is no room for nemesis. but i hope you all can imagine that the pool is very deep and #they are actually standing #ok please imagine that for my sanity thank you #in my og sketch they were at the right edge of the pool and they would both have room to sit in this position but i moved them #cause i thought it would look better compositionally #and just didnt realize that the anatomy wouldnt make sense that way lmfao #anyway hope yall can still enjoy this melnem fanart #melnem #hades 2 #hades ii #melinoe #nemesis #fanart #my artwork #illustration #i need these two to kiss kiss fall in love asap #oh my god also i love the little detail of their painted nails on their in game artwork #so cute #melinoe has green nails and nemesis has red nails #im love them

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girldriveroscar · 24 days ago

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VEGAS GP up next so im forcing all of u to remember when oscar-drives a car for a living-piastri couldnt Act himself driving for 5 seconds bc there’s more important things to look at than the road

#galex in the car beside them honking bc oscars IN THEIR LANE #mowed down 5 mailboxes and 3 pedestrians he dgaf #everything abt him just screams I Cant Believe This Guy I Idolized Is Sitting Next To Me and Likes Me…#i miss mcl actively feeding us au content #vegas gp. rubs hands like a fly.#heart eyes piastri #landos no better btw #landoscar #oscar piastri #814

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trancegnder · 13 days ago

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go my scarab (tfem d16)

thank u @princepqul for inspiring me to doodle this

#ive been a fem d16 guy for ljike. a while but this is my first time sitting down and drawing these 2 LMFAO #must contribute to the heavy lifting of being the one other guy with a headcanon #i cant believe dee is a transwoman and so is starscream and so is jazz and #tf1 #transformers one #orion pax #d-16 #dpax #megop #my art #transformers

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fascinationstreetmp3 · 3 months ago

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I have what you're looking for. High quality. Befitting a man of my tastes. I have a room over on Divisadero, not too far a walk.

#iwtv #interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #daniel molloy #louis de pointe du lac #danlou #iwtvedit #tvedit #dailyflicks #*#dont know if i can articulate my thoughts well #but something about how daniel at first is so closed off from louis when he sits down near him #doesnt really want to talk at first but starts opening up pretty quickly #then louis is buying him a drink and it's easier to talk. mostly what he wants to talk about is his journalism work #because its so important to him. but when louis starts getting too personal (i know what you're here for danny) he starts backing off again #maybe some combo of shame for how quickly he felt attracted to louis and the flirting and the diminutive louis uses #the bartender uses it when asking if hes got money tonight. hes used to exchanging sex for things he needs but cant afford #above all it's like a sharp reminder of what louis wants & what daniel wants too even before the offer of drugs #and he's trying to hold onto the denial and excuses. it was a good place to score he did what he had to #sex with men has to be in exchange for something he can't just want it on its own #the lie he tells himself about himself #also these tags are getting long but i think you can see the moment louis decides he might not just fuck and kill this guy right away lmao

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choccy-milky · 6 months ago

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clora teaching her doggy some restraint 💞🐶

#its like when ppl train their dog by putting treats on their nose and the dog wants the treat SO BAD but they cant move yet BAHAHAHA #omg that makes me wanna do an inuyasha crossover now where clora yells SIT BOY and seb goes down LOOL #hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow x mc #sebastian sallow x oc #clora clemons #choccyart #i will never get tired of drawing pathetic blushy seb faces teehee #also yes theres still a spicy continuation of this dom clora series coming😇#also this is technically a scene from my fic but i forget which chap and im too lazy to go look LOOL

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eldrtchmn · 8 days ago

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oc time

#some quick oc drawing #just wanted to give them a bit different younger look this time #i cant draw these days nothing works out and maybe cuz I dont have the time to actually sit down and draw and just let myself enjoy it #cuz i always have to hurry or have other things to do #rl things sucks everything is so busy rn i want some quiet 😭#my art #eldrtchmn #their name is Rua 🫶 my oldest brain child!

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dykedvonte · 1 month ago

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I genuinely don't think Curly would be as caring for Jimmy as some people depict him in aus where Jimmy gets stuck and burned rather than Curly.

I feel like the realization would truly hit in that moment of what Jimmy did and how bad it was as Curly desperately tries to get him out of the cockpit. He's trying to break in to save Jimmy, but is he? All the thoughts in his head; Jimmy's trying to kill them all, Jimmy's trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy raped Anya, Jimmy's going to die trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy trying to kill them all because of what he did to Anya, and sort of a final Jimmy did this. Is he trying to save him or trying to figure out why? Trying to finally make him take accountability? You can't hold trial for a dead man. Does he want Jimmy to die? Not really, but it'd be easier than figuring out where they go after this. After they drag him out and get his set up in medical and Jimmy refuses to look at anyone but him.

He's the only one who is truly willing to care for Jimmy. I don't think he's keeping him alive for the same reasons, just he can't bring himself to put him down. He wants answers, he wants to be mad. This is the first time he can talk to Jimmy and not have anything spun back at him but he can't get a response. He's never really been able to but for the first time Jimmy actually has to listen and he'll never know if he's actually listening to him this time. It reminds him too much of not understanding Anya. Anya has to care for him and he doesn't want her too, she shouldn't have to but they can't just let him die, can they? Should they? It's easier than hearing him in pain but that's a reminder he did this... even if Curly allowed it to happen.

No one seems to have thoughts on it but him and Anya. They know the reason he crashed the ship but they don't get the logic. Anya does actually, but Curly has to admit he does to. Has to admit he's always known Jimmy's logic behind things, things that need to be "fixed" but he's always taken responsibility and fixed it himself. The first time he really let Jimmy take responsibility and he couldn't, he can't fix anything and Curly know he can't either. He looks at Jimmy and sees every mistake but now he's wondering how many of Jimmy's he's been tacking on to his own. How different are they?

What should he had done to stop it? Maybe this should've happened to him...

Curly doesn't like those thoughts and how they only come when he's stuck with Jimmy, like he's always done to himself. He's way too gentle when he gives Jimmy his pills, too mindful of teeth that always gave him hollow smiles. A tongue that always told half truths, while he held his own. He holds his jaw too kindly and thinks about all the times he's clenched his and smiled for his friends sake. For Jimmy's sake. Jimmy still swallows the pills and struggles, whines like it's not his fault.

He hoped it hurt.

And he's a little scared that he's a little too okay thinking that.

#just i dont think hed sit and that med bay and remines hes staring Jimmy down with anger for the first time in their friendship #whatever tatters of it are left hes letting himself be angry at Jimmy and he cant even give a consequence he doesn't even know how aware or #lucid or able Jimmy is to really grasp all this the sentimental part of him hopes not at all but the part of him thats taken his crap for #all these years that let him get away with so much to him and sadly to others? He wants him awake and aware for every moment like I feel #like hed get close to hitting Jimmy like this and stop himself as he realizes he needs to talk to someone cause he has very no healthy #feelings about himself and Jimmy and the situation and the whole scenerio is defined by him being scared to do the same things that Jimmy #does and just trying to accept that Jimmy was never there for him and he was there for him too much and trying really hard to do right by #everyone else but espcially Anya who'd he have more guilt about than Jimmy obvi but how much of it is him taking responsibility for Jimmy v #the already extreme guilt of not knowing if his crew will get out alive is debatable like he'd want to kill himself but not think he's #deserving and its just him being like okay guys captain curly's got this and then crying while he locks himself in the cockpit #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #captain curly #curly mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #nurse anya #jimmy mouthwashing

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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axolotl

#covers my face. this is dumb theyre dumb idk what was going thru my mind making this.h #i like this brush tho i think ill keep using it #i had this thought awhile ago that axolotls kind of remind me of macs ears. and i had a nice thought that if wukong ever saw one #he'd say the same thing. and thats why im sitting here with my head in my hands #macaque doesnt know if hes embarassed amused or straight up smitten. its all 3 #i have such a hard time drawing necks and shoulders.. mac is supposed to kind of hunch up his shoulders #the way some ppl do when they bow their neck down kind oflike. defensive-tucking in position when theyre making themselves small #i cant really get it to look right so it kinda looks like his head is sunken too close to his shoulders. so i guess ill keep practising #maybe if i brought his head closer to the collarbone it will look better. but i struggle with foreshortening so theres a chance itll #just look like his neck starts at the collar. ughhh #god have mercy if i ever draw hugs. i hate positioning the shoulder i hate hate hate it. 10 dead 17 injured #i have new design note ideas for em but ill post another time #myart #doodles #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #shadowpeach #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk liu er mihou

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chronicowboy · 2 months ago

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i needed to take a moment. she sat with me.

#sami rambles #i cant remember the quote verbatim i hope this is it #BUT AHHHHHH #WHEN WILL THE HORRORS CEASE #if there is a scene where both buck and eddie are struggling and one of them is already wallowing and the other just comes and sits down #next to them without a word and a bit of tension melts out of each of them. you will be seeing me on the news.#911 spoilers #911 show #buddie #buck x eddie

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quinns-art-box · 9 months ago

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assorted ronpa sprite redraws and such <3 i needed to draw miss danganronpa herself at LEAST once!!! and i love the cast of the first game, i need to stop being busy so i can get back to markatoto's playthrough

#danganronpa #junko enoshima #sayaka maizono #makoto naegi #aoi asahina #sakura ogami #chihiro fujisaki #celestia ludenberg #mondo owada #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #idk why i cant just get myself to sit down and doodle characters i like LOL #its like my number one thing i struggle with. any fandom any character. wanna do it a lot more but i CANT

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gunsatthaphan · 4 months ago

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