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pumpumdemsugah · 5 months
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Hello fellow negroes I am definitely not an incredibly upset racist white person that thinks Black people are too stupid to figure out obvious nonsense. People like this are always arguing about shit no one else is. So you're a book reader and you saw someone say some book readers are behaving racist and it pissed you off so now you're pretending to be Black on anon
Why do they love going for the ' you should be ashamed of yourselves?' ' I'm disappointed ' like we're dumb wayward children that need to be disciplined? Suck your yourself. Even while doing digital blackface they still need to feel superior and finger wag like their words are inherently deep or some knowledgeable guru
It's crazy when white people do this because nothing about the way this sounds comes across as someone that regularly talks to Black people or is good at thinking and they're probably 42
Booo! Corny! Lame! boo!, tomato, tomato, tomato I'm throwing tomatoes
" I'm finna quit" 🙎🏻‍♂️🙎🏼‍♀️🙎🏼‍♂️🙎🏻‍♀️🙎🏼🙎🏻
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vegacoyote · 2 years
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I posted 8,501 times in 2022
That's 5,460 more posts than 2021!
11 posts created (0%)
8,490 posts reblogged (100%)
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I tagged 354 of my posts in 2022
#unreality - 27 posts
#goncharov - 14 posts
#tumblr classics - 14 posts
#nice - 3 posts
#freya - 3 posts
#borb - 3 posts
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Longest Tag: 139 characters
#pump up its value by using your fox news bully pulpit to convince your gullible & insecure viewers that it’s the only thing with real value
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Currently am on the many sleeping drugs plus cold medicine and they are stirring my eyes around in a talky way so helllo how are you? I have been reading about komodo dragons with their heads in buckets and also people having hypothermia debated with the ice-water dunked and that all makes for a weird clacking noise in my stirry brain cocktail.
I appreciate the tungls yes I do. They keeps all my various ideations to a dull roar.
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#4
My dog is an underwear thief.
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#3
youtube
15 notes - Posted April 27, 2022
#2
Can we see the puppy
Yes, absolutely!
Here’s Freya milliseconds before realizing She’s Bored and It’s An Emergency
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And here she is immediately after:
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My #1 post of 2022
You know what I wanna see? A story about Gotham centered on, like, Gotham paramedics, social workers, legal aid & pro bono lawyers, stuff like that. Emergency services that aren’t the cops. People who help people past the point of ”OK who needs to get punched and/or arrested?”
Think of it, that shit would be wild. Like, how long does this city go between crises where entire city blocks get hit with aerosolized amphetamines? Someone has to deal with that shit.
Look, my sister’s a social worker, and she was telling me about this meme her coworkers found on facebook, some pro-cop bullshit where it was like, ”Well what if there’s some 200 pound naked guy running screaming down the street, you wanna send a social worker after that guy?” And every one of them was like, ”Uh. Yeah. That’s it, that’s the job.”
And like, not that the job doesn’t attract its share of bullies and abusers- I’ve been on the wrong end of shitty social workers before and it sucks- but at least it’s a profession that generally considers it a failure if the client ends up dead, injured, or in jail. At least there’s a potential there for stories that show the humanity of the people who would otherwise only show up to get rescued or have the crap beaten out of them.
Like. Tell us about a homeless shelter in Gotham. Tell us about a food kitchen. Who are the regulars there, and why? Who works there? What’s a day treatment meeting look like in a place where the supervillains cook up a new Crazy Debilitating Gas every week, some of which can fuck your shit up permanently?
What about people just trying to get to work in a situation like that? I bet after a while they just started selling gas masks at corner bodegas. (Probably mostly shitty ones.) Average Gotham Citizen has got to have so much PTSD about it.
I heard somewhere that DC has an editorial rule that goes, ”Gotham always gets worse,” and like. How can you hear that and not feel crushingly depressed? If you can’t tell a Batman story where Gotham gets better, where’s the space in there for hope? Isn’t that what escapist fantasy is supposed to be about? And ”Gotham never gets better” says the opposite of that, it says, ”There’s no escape, nothing gets better, let’s go watch some more civilians get blown up and then punch someone about it to show we care,” and that’s. Terrible. Like 40 cakes worth of terrible, OK?
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lumin3xe · 3 years
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Hq Characters and how they play Genshin Impact!
Love letter 💌: omg hey! So I’ve been obsessed with genshin impact and aswell haikyu so my sexy small brain though ‘what if the hq character played genshin impact?’ And here we are!
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Characters: Dachi Sawamura, Koshi Sugawara, Asahi Azumane, Chickara Ennoshita, Yu Nishinnoya and Ryūnosuke Tanaka
(Will this become a series? Maybe 👀)
slighty edited and fluff!
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˚ ↠ Dachi Sawamura ↞ ˚
˚ He plays sometimes, mostly with the other third years, he does play with the team tho!
˚ He probably plays it in his free time and if he feels like it
˚ Does he have a strategy? He kinda just plays it, really good on maining on a certain character 🥴🥴 (dw I’ll share it later HAHHSH—)
˚ Is he good? Yeah I like to think so! since he doesn’t play often he doesn’t really practice or grind but If he tried he could be a really powerful player.
˚ He does try to do his daily commissions but he mostly forgets it 🧍(someone has to remind him hehe, he’ll be like “oh shoot yeah— give me a minute” but he won’t play it when he’s practicing volleyball or doing hw or smt)
˚ A lot of Mora and Primogems— he knows how to wish but he just doesn’t do it often LMAO—
˚ One time he got a five star character on his first wish and asked ‘are they good?’
˚ Never has spent money on the game no, he was tempted but he’s like nah.
˚ I feel like he would have Jean and main her well.
˚ his team would be, Jean, Kaeya, Xiangling, and probably Aether (male traveler)
˚ ↠ Koshi Sugawara ↞ ˚
˚ He plays in his free time and sometimes during volleyball practice, plays mostly with the other third years and ofc plays with the rest of the team 😌😌
˚ Hmm I feel like he would try to have a strategy? Maybe when against a boss battle or smt, he looks up how to play certain characters and where to get a certain items, y’know just regular player tbh
˚ He’s an average player—nothing much. sometimes screams when one of his characters dies HSHSHD
˚ Does his daily commissions if he has time too, doesn’t mind if he misses or forgets them (but will be like “oh whoops, I’ll do them later haha” or something of the lines of that lol)
˚ Has more mora than primogems, he knows how to wishes and does it once or twice but sometimes when he‘s bored he kinda wishes alot and wastes his primogems LMAO-
˚ Same as Dachi, never spent money on the game...is what he says HAHSGH
˚ Funny thing is that he got pity once and got Ganyu IAJHAJAJW
˚ Hmm I could see him main Sucrose! tbh he really wants Albedo omg HAHA-
˚ His team is Sucrose, Ganyu, Yanfi, and Xingqiu
˚ ↠Asahi Azumane ↞ ˚
˚ To me Asahi would really like the game and try’s to play as much as he can but he feels like he would get made fun of poor asahi omg🥺Again he mostly plays with the third years and with the team 🥰🥰
˚ Yeah he would have a strategy, and he would be a good player! ( he would have a good strategy too omg)
˚ He would probably be the most best player besides someone else 👀
˚ You guessed it- he actually does his daily commissions! He either does it when he wakes up for school or when classes are done hehe ☺️☺️
˚ Decent amount of Mora and Primogems! He saves them up for new characters but he’s really tempted to just use them in a day LMAO-
˚ I don’t think he would no🧍
˚ Since he’s such a sweetheart, I feel like he would main Noelle! Her background almost made him cry but SHHHH
˚ His team would be Noelle, Barbara, Diluc and Keqing
˚ Wtf he has so many characters??? Like huh?? And he knows how to use them?? Wtf 😭😭
˚ ↠Chikara Ennoshita ↞ ˚
˚Since I don’t know much about his character—I might be OOC so pls bear with me YVGFGDRD—
˚ He plays when he’s bored, maybe when he’s walking in the halls or during volleyball practice breaks. He mostly plays with the second years and aswell the whole team!
˚ No he doesn’t 🧍HAHAHSHS— hmm he looks up strategy’s, play certain characters and etc etc but he doesn’t really do anything
˚ For some reason yeah he actually does his commissions but like,, its creepy weird LMAO?? IDK HAHSH—
˚Same as Asahi, decent amount of mora and primogems lmao, doesn’t use it often tbh, wishes once or twice, somehow gets five stars often???
˚ Nah he probably wouldn’t, if he really wanted a character tho? Yeah he would.
˚ Hmm he probably mains Aether (male traveler) or a five star character rlly good, like maybe even insanely good?
˚ His team would be Aether, Chongyun, Tartaglia, and Diona
˚ Yes he got Tartaglia HAHSHHS—
˚ ↠ Yu Nishinoya ↞ ˚
˚ This dude plays all the time I BET AGAHAHA (Passing time during class, volleyball practice breaks, during the halls etc etc!! Like I swear HAHA—)
˚ He plays a lot with Tanaka! And like try’s to play with everyone else on a regular, he wants to get better at the game and likes to grind/practice a lot on the game!
˚ Is he good tho? Hmm that’s up to you really!
˚tbh his strategy is too smash the buttons— IM KIDDING IM KIDDING HAHHS— I feel like he knows what he’s doing? But like not really 🧍but he’s trying!!
˚ Tho it’s really cute when he wins a battle with a huge boss 🥺🥺(Tanaka hypes him UPP—)
˚ He does like two of his daily commissions and forgets about it— he thinks he’s done them but no LMAO—
˚ A lot of Mora but literally no Primogems— he has like 40 or 60 but his boy Tanaka helps him save them up!!
˚ As much as he wants to spend money on the game, he doesn’t, he wants to get his Primogems fair and square.
˚ He mains Lisa. HSHSHSH— tho in all seriousness he’s really good at maining electro characters!! Like for example he really likes Fichel! He thinks she’s cool 😎😎
˚ Part of him actually believes her story’s HAHA
˚ His team is Lisa, Razor, Fischl and Keqing
˚ Tanaka was nice enough to gift Keqing to noya 🥺🥺
˚ ↠ Ryūnosuke Tanaka ↞ ˚
˚ Like Noya he plays alot! But little less more than him lmao
˚ Knows a little bit of what he’s doing, but just the same with noya but with a little knowledge :)) he’s not bad tho
˚ Yo ngl when noya and Tanaka co-op, there kinda insanely good 😳😳
˚ Talking about co-op they like to call eachother and do boss battles together and it’s like so wholesome?? (Ignore the screaming tho HAHA-)
˚ Surprisingly he does his daily commissions! He try’s to remind noya while he’s at it but kinda forgets lmao
˚ Nah he probably wouldn’t due to noya (fair and square my dude)
˚ Hmm decent amount but not a lot of Mora and Primogems, but he gets characters!! He gets a lot of four stars but somehow he’s good at maining them!
˚ My guess he mains Rosiaro! He thinks she’s pretty— pretty cool! (Shhhh, you didn’t see that)
˚ He also thinks Fichel is cool too, and yes, he believes the story’s she tells.
˚His team would be Rosiaro, Lisa, female traveler (Lumie) and Beidou
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HOLY SHIT—THAT TOOK A LOT OF BRAIN POWER TO CONTINUE THIS— YES I KNOW IM WEAK STFU SJSBJAHAH— ANYsways,, I hope you enjoyed this :))))
Also if you wanna play with me in genshin impact send me a dm or ask 🥴🥴 Btw if your wondering my team is, Lumie, Xingqiu, qiqi, and Yanfi!! I mostly main Lumie and Xingqiu hehe
Also my next part will include the rest of the Karasuno team so keep an eye out hehe! Also remember to take care of yourself ilysm!! 💖💖💖💖
reblogs are appreciated :))
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samthemarvelfan · 4 years
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Bloom for Me: One Shot
Summary: Bucky Barnes is number one on the list of people who piss you off. Good ole Cap doesn’t seem to care, and you’re sent on a mission at the behest of Dr. Banner. The tension is so thick, you could cut it with a knife. ...but what kind of tension is it, exactly?
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x OFC
Warnings: SMUT...with plot! Angst, and a lil dash of fluff. 18+ ONLY
A/N: SEX POLLEN FIC. I DID IT YALL. I finished a story I’ve held hostage for 3 months lol In honor of Seb’s bday...enjoy! <3
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“I cannot express to you how much I’m not going to do this.” You gripe, arms crossed as you glare across the conference room at Steve.
“Ella, please—it’s less than a day. Don’t make this harder than it needs to be.” He scolded.
You scoffed, “I’m actually making it quite easy. Send someone else, Steve. I’m not doing it.” You stand from you seat, with all intents being to walk out the door, when you hear a chuckle.
“Told ya, Pal. That’s a $20, fair and square.” He said.
He being James Buchanan Barnes; also known as Bucky.
Also known as a pain in the fucking ass.
You stop abruptly, spinning on your heel to face them. “What was that, Barnes?” You seethe.
“It’s nothing, Ella.” Steve said to you, before turning a glare to his friend. “Drop it, Buck...” He warned.
Bucky walked over to where Steve was standing, putting both hands on his shoulders as he passed by.
“Oh, come on now, Steve. I told you she’d whine about it—that was less than 40 seconds right? I’ll take my $20.” He joked with his friend.
You stomped toward Bucky. “What the hell are you talking about?”
He laughed again. That smug, sarcastic, arrogant laugh. “Me and my pal over here like to place bets on just how much whining we’ll have to hear from you; I do anyway. This time it was ‘Let’s see how long it takes Ella to start acting like a fucking toddler.’”
Your heart hurt a bit at his words. You expect this kinda shit from him, but Steve? Does he feel that way about you, too?
“Ella he doesn’t—“
Steve tried to speak, but Bucky cut him off. “I mean anytime—anytime you’re paired of with me for a mission, you’re always tryna get out of it. You’re like a kid bargaining to not eat their vegetables.”
He stood in front of you now, towering your small frame. “Being friends isn’t a fucking job requirement. Stop acting like a spoiled brat, do the work and get out. Ain’t that right, Steve?”
You and Bucky—believe it or not, were kinda friends at one point.
He’d been one of the only people to properly welcome you to the team, and for a few weeks you were starting to get to know each other well.
Until you had your first solo mission with him. Bucky hadn’t communicated his location, despite your attempt to find him for more than 20 minutes. You needed to blow the building before the targets escaped.
Unfortunately, you forgot to clear your surroundings and you ended up held hostage by a HYDRA agent. Until Bucky burst through the room like a maniac, saving you and the mission.
Since then, he’d been distant, even cold toward you. When you did see him, the two of you couldn’t get along. Passive aggressive comments, name calling, even down right fighting during training sessions were the norm now with Bucky.
You watched the two men. Steve, who’s head was hung low with embarrassment, and Bucky, who’s smug grin you wanted to wipe against the concrete.
“Fuck this. Fuck you both.” You strained. You wanted to cry, but you wouldn’t. Not yet. Not in front of him.
As you make your way out the door, you hear Bucky call out sarcastically, “What? Was it something I said?”
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“Why do you do that to her?” Steve asked him.
Bucky felt the shit-eating grin dissolving from his face. “Do what.” It was a statement, and definitely not a question.
Steve scoffed, “You know damn well what I mean, Buck. She didn’t do anything to provoke that.”
Bucky swallowed hard, avoiding his friends gaze. “She’s a fucking brat, Steve.”
Steve shook his head in disbelief, “Do you hear yourself? Would you wanna work with you?” He asked.
Bucky pushed himself from the table, “Look it’s not my fault she almost got herself killed the first time she was put in the field. So she’s got a complex about it, big whoop.”
Bucky didn’t stay to hear Steve’s lecture. Truth be told, he couldn’t stomach it.
He knows how he treats you is disgusting. The bravado he has to put on around the team makes him sick to his stomach, but it’s necessary.
When he saw your life was in danger that day, he fucking panicked. Why did he panic?
He doesn’t know. But the thought of you getting hurt...or worse, made his skin crawl. Bucky wasn’t use to feeling so attached to someone so quickly, and he hated it.
Your safety was always in the front of his mind. Wondering if you were being followed or watched or tortured or—
Stop it, Buck. Stop it. She isn’t yours to worry about. He scolded himself.
Pushing you away was the easiest part. Making you hate him was second nature, but hurting you? Making you think he hated you?
It fucking sucked.
He walked back to his room. Every intention of showering and sulking until he fell asleep, when he heard your voice through the walls.
He stood a few feet from your door, hearing everything. Stupid super soldier perks.
You were crying.
You were crying because of him.
“Fuck.” Bucky seethed through his teeth.
He doesn’t know how or when it happened, but soon he was knocking on your door.
A moment later, it swung open. You stood there, eyes red and puffy. Cheeks wet with tears, and lips swollen.
Probably from biting them like she does when she’s trying not to cry. He thought to himself.
“Come to abuse me some more?” You ask with a pain in your voice he’s never heard before.
It snatched the wind from his lungs. How long had he been making you feel this way?
“Ella, I’m—“
“Save it. I don’t want your fake apologies. Get this straight, I’m not weak.” You growl.
Bucky wonders if your trying to convince him, or yourself.
“I’ll do this mission with you. I’m not going to let you turn this team against me, but after this? We’re done. I don’t wanna hear from you ever again. I’m going to request a transfer to work at the Tower instead.”
The Tower. Manhattan. 3 hours away.
Not with me. Bucky thought.
He couldn’t speak, couldn’t think. He didn’t want you to go, not like this. Not because of him.
“Nothing to say?” You quipped. “Thought so. Goodbye, James.” You said, and slammed the door in his face.
Bucky stepped forward, leaning his forehead against the door.
How did this get so out of hand? How did it get to the point where you’d be so desperate to be rid of his ridicule that you’d leave your home?
Bucky wasn’t sure, but he was going to fix it.
Whatever it takes.
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“Make sure to keep the rebreathers on at all times.” Bruce said, closing the hologram of the building.
You nod, “So what exactly is it that makes it so toxic?”
Bruce laughed, “Toxic is a strong word—potent...that’s more fitting.”
You peering at the case file; Votum Floreant.
“Got it, anything else we should know?” You ask, eager to get the mission over with.
Bruce shook his head at you and Bucky. “Don’t thinks so. Just seal it in the case the moment you get it, and keep those rebreathers on while you’re in the jet with it. I’ll take care of it when you guys get back. It doesn’t affect me the way it would you two.”
Bucky looked confused, “If that’s the case, why the hell are we going?”
He chucked, “Its a stealth op. I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but being subtle isn’t exactly my forte.”
You smiled, nudging him.
“I’ll keep coms open.” You say, exiting and heading to the flight deck on the roof.
Bucky hadn’t said two words to you since the briefing.
Good. You think.
But also, out of character.
Maybe he’d finally taken the hint that you were done being treated the way he treats you. Maybe he’d been relieved to hear you were requesting your transfer.
Maybe he really did hate you.
The thought tore at your heart in more ways than one. Before the whole mess of your first mission happened, you thought the both of you were on the same page.
The flirty looks during briefings, the waiting until it was just the two of you to have dinner or walk the grounds. The movie nights where he’d pick ones he knew only the two of you would like.
It must have just been one sided. No one feels the way you feel—felt, about him and just turns it off.
As the jet whirred into flight, you took a seat next to Bucky at the controls.
“Are you going to say anything? Or are we going to mime this whole mission.” You ask without looking at him.
He doesn’t say anything, or even look at you for that matter.
You scoff subtly, “I don’t know why I bother. I guess I’m just a glutton for punishment.”
Kicking up one leg, you keep it crooked up-right next to you, using it as a block between you and Bucky.
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You’d finally landed after a painfully quiet 2 hour flight. You were securing your clips to your holster when you felt him behind you.
“I didn’t mean to make you cry.” Bucky said suddenly.
It was almost impossible to look at him without sarcasm. “Really? What exactly did you think was going to happen? A person can only take so much, James.”
You move to walk away, but he grips you shoulder gently, turning you to face him.
“I...I didn’t like seeing you like that.” He practically whispered.
You paused before hitting the button to let the ramp down. You wanted to say something snide, but you didn’t dare give him your energy.
“Let’s go. I wanna get this over with.” You mumble, finally hitting the button.
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“Payload secured. Extracting now.” Bucky spoke into the coms.
With your gloves on, and rebreather secured to your face, you open the case Bruce had given you.
“Here, put it in.” You instructed.
This...plant? No. Flower, definitely a flower, was gorgeous. Bright red and purple ombré petals with a speckled green and yellow stem. The green leaves reaching off the stem faded to a black tip. It was stunning.
Bucky reached for the pot, that’s when you noticed the plant changing.
“Whoa, whoa. Did you see that?” You ask him.
The stem looked like it was pulsing. Golden buds began blooming within the petals.
“I don’t like this. I’m calling Bruce.” You said.
You tap your ear piece. “Dr. Banner, we’ve got some strange activity. The plant is...growing? It’s morphing and producing—“
“Get it in that case now!” He shouts, “It’s sensitive you temperature. The closer you get, the more it detects your body heat. If you’re not careful, it’ll pollinate.”
“Els...” Bucky called.
The flower was almost glowing. It’s was hypnotic, drawing you to it...the both of you.
“It’s...it’s beautiful.” You say mindlessly.
“Sergeant Barnes? Do you copy?” You hear Bruce say through the coms.
He doesn’t respond and neither do you.
“It smells like you. Like...summer rain, and strawberry shortcake.” Bucky says, walking closer to the flower.
The buds are growing. They look as though they’re about to burst.
He shakes his head, breaking the trance. “Shit.” Bucky grumbles putting the pot in the case, and slamming it shut.
You’re both breathing heavily. When did you get this close to each other? You’re close enough to see the beads of sweat on Bucky’s hairline.
“S-Sorry.” You whisper, looking down.
He tilts you chin up to look at him, “Don’t be.” He whispers in reply.
The realization of your closeness to him set in again, cause you to jump back suddenly.
“I’m gonna go...watch the controls.” You mumble.
When you sit in the seat, you finally feel it. Your elevated heart rate, the slick in your skin, and the undeniable ache between your thighs.
“What the hell?” You mutter to yourself.
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“I’m glad you made it home in one piece.” Dr. Banner says as you approach the door to the compound.
Behind you, Bucky wheeled the cart with the case on top of it.
“It was definitely something. What does that thing do exactly? The packet on it was pretty vague.” You ask.
Bruce hesitated, “It’s just...it’s a...it’s hard to explain.”
You quickly whip off your rebreather, enjoying the fresh air. “Try me.”
“Look out!” Bucky shouts from behind you.
In a flash you see Bruce’s face go into pure panic. No one was quick enough. The case tumbles to the ground, smashing open and exposing the plant.
Both you and Bucky rush for it. In an instants the plant glows again, pulsing quicker then before.
“Ella, no!” Bruce shouts.
You hadn’t noticed, but Bucky’s mask was off too. Neither of you looked at anything but the flower. “It’s beautiful.” You said mindlessly.
Suddenly there was a burst from the middle of it. Golden flecks of pollen floated through the air like glitter.
“Whoa.” Bucky said breathlessly.
Looking to him, he was bathed in an ethereal haze. A visible aura and smell drawing you to him, you couldn’t have looked away if you tried.
And you didn’t care.
Bucky’s eyes suddenly locked with yours, and you knew he felt it too.
You moved towards each other, before you felt yourself getting yanked back.
“Tony, get him into quarantine now!” Bruce shouted as he tugged you with him.
“No! Stop it! Bucky!” You shouted. A conscious part of your mind was being dulled; why did you need to be near Bucky so badly?
“Stark, I’m warning you! Ella! Ella!” Bucky shouted as he was picked up by Tony, wearing his Iron Man suit for safety.
You were pulled in separate directions, and brought into the compound.
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2 hours. 37 minutes. 46 seconds.
That’s how long it’d been since you’d seen Bucky.
You were currently on you bed, aching with a cold sweat. Your body was screaming at you, telling you to get out and go find him.
“What’s happening to me...” you groan into the space above you.
Between your thighs was throbbing, the heat emerging from your core was unrelenting. Your nipples were so hard, they felt like they could cut glass, and a glisten of lust on your skin couldn’t be ignored anymore.
Your own fingers did nothing to alleviate the ache. Attempting to pleasure yourself was in vain, because it wasn’t just any touch you needed. You felt like you would die—surely, you would die without his touch.
You needed Bucky, and you needed him now.
Stood from your bed, and practically running to the door, you relish in the friction it caused between your legs.
Pulling and twisting the knob in every direction does nothing. Of course it doesn’t...of course they’d locked you in here.
“FRIDAY?” You practically begged.
“Yes, Miss Monroe?” The AI replied instantly.
You cleared your throat, and pressed your sweat stained forehead agains the cool wood. “Please open my door.”
“I’ve been instructed not to let you out unless it was an emergency.”
“It is,” You say quickly. “it’s an emergency.”
She didn’t respond, the door simply clicked open. You yanked it back and revealed a sweat soaked Bucky on the other side; with bloodshot eyes, and his pupils blown out.
You’re sure your breathing mirrored his. Heavy and lengthy breathes passed your lips, chests heaving in time with one another.
Neither of you spoke as he took daunting steps forward, pushing you back into your bedroom.
In a flash, the door is slammed shut, and his hands find your hips. “Need you. Have to have you.” He groaned into the crook of your neck. “Had to smell you, touch you.”
Bucky hoists you up against the wall, and you’re seated perfectly on his thigh. “Please tell you want this—need this as badly as I do.”
The friction of his sweatpants clad thigh against your core makes you moan. “Yes, yes. Bucky...James, please.”
His lips are on yours before you can think.
Tongues take purchase of one another—it’s sloppy and rushed, and you don’t care.
You grind your heat onto his thigh, surely leaving wet patches—you’re dripping after all.
“That’s is sugar, get yourself off.” He practically growled.
“Bucky.” You moan. “More. Give me more.”
He doesn’t need to be told twice. Your back hits you’re bed with a muted thud, and he in you again, stripping you of your bottoms. You help him, and tear your shirt from your body.
Bucky grips your ankle, and makes eye contact as he starts peppering kissed up your leg. Soft, wet kissed that felt like fire against your skin.
He suddenly hooks your legs with his arms and waits, looking at you for permission. “Can I taste you?”
You nod, swallowing thickly. Soon, Bucky’s tongue is lapping at your clit, sucking and soothing the swollen bud, eating you like it was the man’s last meal.
“James, oh my...don’t stop.” You moan, raking your fingers through his hair.
Bucky hold your hips down, and your orgasm hits you like a truck. Cumming all over his face, but he doesn’t stop, he works you through it until your shaking.
“You taste like heaven, but now I need to be inside you.” He kissed you again, and you taste your juices on his stubble.
With new confidence, you push him back on the bed, and climb on top, lining him up with your entrance. In a smooth stroke, his entire length is in you. You gasp at the stretch, not expecting it.
“Look at you, sugar. Taking my cock so well, that’s it baby,” he croons as you start to ride him. “Take every inch, all for you, doll.”
You grind onto his cock, finding the perfect angle to meet your most sensitive spot.
“Oh, James.” You moan, throwing your head back.
“So tight, perfect. Mine, all mine.” He grunts, sitting up to kiss your chest. He swirls his tongue around each nipple, driving you mad.
You feel that rubber band stretching in your core, and Bucky feels it too.
He picks up his pace, thrusting up into you harder and faster until your seeing stars. Bucky repeats your name like a prayer on his lips until he stills, spilling his warmth inside of you, biting down on your chest as he came.
With the last scrap of energy you had, you roll off of him. Neither of you speak for a few minutes, you simply let your breathing return to normal.
“So that’s what that plant does.” Bucky says jokingly.
You throw your hands over your eyes, “I can’t believe we just did that.”
The mattress dips as you feel Bucky turn to face you. “Don’t get all shy on me now, Els.”
You move your hands, but refuse to look at him. Vulnerable is the last thing you want to be in front of Bucky Barnes.
Bucky’s hand finds your cheek, “Hey, I’m serious, talk to me.”
The sigh that you release is one of nerve and exhaustion. “What’s there to talk about? How I was just fucked into oblivion by a guy that hates my guts? That the only reason we’re in this bed together is because of some toxic plant that messed with our brains? There you go, there’s your talk.”
“I don’t hate you.” He says on the heels of your speech.
You laugh, full on chuckle. “Okay, Barnes. I get it, hates a strong word and all that, but you definitely don’t like me.”
Bucky swung his legs over the side of the bed, “You’re right, I don’t like you. I’m pretty sure I fucking love you.”
He says it as causally and easily as anything. In fact, it comes out with such ease, you’re almost inclined to believe him.
“Right, that’s why you ignore me while we’re at the compound, or make pick on me for fun, and follow me around like a rookie in every mission we’re forced to do together.”
He stands and pulls up his shorts. “I follow you because the thought of you getting killed makes me sick to my fucking stomach. I call out mistakes because I want you to be aware of everything so that I don’t have to kill people for hurting you.”
You prop yourself up on the bed, and shield your exposed body with a sheet. Buckys hands wash over his face before landing on his hips.
“I avoid you while we’re here because if I didn’t, I’d want to spend ever second of every day with you. You’re all I fucking think about, and frankly, it’s driving me crazy.”
You smirk at his humor, he always could make you laugh.
“So what do we do now?” You ask, sitting up on your knees, and allowing the sheet to fall.
Bucky’s eyes roam your figure, and he swallows hard. “I’d like to erase all the hateful things I’ve ever said to you, but I can’t. I can only ask to get a new start, sugar. A chance—give me one chance.”
His hand find your hips, and you feel the goosebumps prickle your skin. “After all, I am the guy that just fucked you into oblivion, right?
You smirk, leaning forward to place a chaste kiss on his lips. His hand cups your cheek as you pull away.
“Can we watch those old movies like we used to? Just you and me?” You mumble, looking down.
Bucky laughs, and pulls you into his warm chest, kissing the crown of your head. “You got it, honey. Just you and me.”
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lilxberry · 4 years
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You Owe Me 20 Bucks - Steve Rogers
Synopsis;
Steve just simply wants to protect you, you find it extremely annoying how his plans to protect you get in the way of you doing your job as an Avenger, and Bucky and Sam have a running bet.
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Warnings: A lil bit of language. Arguing. Mentions of violence. Mentions of betting. Wack ass stuff man. Fluff.
Words: 2,030
Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader 
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You walked into the meeting room, ready to be briefed by Fury for the next mission. This would be your first assignment in 2 months since your injury. Ever since you had woken up, everyone had babied you, especially a certain super soldier, which ticked you off to no end.
You took your place in-between Wanda and Bucky and prepared yourself for the droning voice of Fury and the nagging of Steve. “Hey, you good?”
You inwardly groaned at Bucky’s question. It was nice that the team cared so much but it was a bitch to deal with all their incessant babying and over protectiveness. “I’m fine, Buck, really.”
As if he could sense your irritation, he retreated and opted to leave you be. You signed in relief and sunk back into your chair. Just as you had gotten comfortable, Fury entered, followed by Maria then Mr. Patriarchy himself. “Avengers.” Fury simply greeted to grab everyone’s attention.
And so, the briefing had commenced and passed by, the only thing left on the check list was to discuss who will be part taking in the mission. “A team of 6 will be going in, the others will stay behind and only move out when needed. Stark, Barnes, Barton, Maximoff, Y/L/N, you 5 will be joining Rogers at the base.”
Before any body got the chance to voice their readiness, Steve had spoken up. “Y/L/N isn’t ready.”
You saw red as he had easily diminished your ability to be out in the field. “Like fuck I’m not ready.” You quickly stood from your seat so fast, the chair had scrapped against the floor before falling over harshly.
“If I say you’re not ready then you’re not ready.” Steve crossed his arms over his chest, standing his ground. Thing is, you were stubborn, every Avenger and agent knew that about you.
You walked towards in quick, long strides and stared him down, inches from his face. “It’s my body, I know when it’s damn ready.” You stepped back and looked towards Fury. “So, when we due to head out?”
“In an hour.”
“Great, see you guys at the jet.” You quickly turned on your heel and headed towards your room, ignoring the calls of your peers.
“I guess that’s all. Dismissed.” Fury disbanded the meeting, sending the remaining Avengers to prepare for their mission or go back to lazing around, ready to be called out as back up. Steve sighed heavily through his nose as her closed his eyes and pinched the bridge between his pointer finger and thumb.
As Bucky passed his best friend, he patted his shoulder and flashed him a tight-lipped smile, sympathising with his friend. This is gonne be one long mission.
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The time came for the team to meet at the jet. You stepped on to the platform and headed over to the jet to meet with the others. Just as you placed one foot on to the flying metal contraption, the blonde of the 40’s due spoke. “I said you’re not ready.”
You rolled your eyes and chose to ignore his complaints. Ensuring your gear that you’re decked out in is securely strapped on, you made haste towards a free seat at the back off the jet, unfortunately getting blocked off by Steves’ broad and muscular form. You huffed and quickly side stepped him, proceeding to sit.
“No matter how much you nag, they’re still gonna tag along, dude. May as well give up before you’re driven mad.” Clint commented, eliciting a soft giggle from Wanda and a snicker from Tony, both trying desperately to cover their amusement up in any way available to them.
“He has a point. Maybe instead of butting heads, you could help her through this mission.” Bucky spoke directly to his friend.
“Or they could actually listen and not go.” Steve narrowed his eyes towards your ignorant and slouched form, folding his arms across his chest. Tony rolled his eyes before making his way through the jet to pilot it.
“Okay losers, can we all quieten down now. Daddy’s got a jet to fly.” And with that, Tony had the jet off the platform and heading to your destination. Steve huffed and sat opposite you next to Bucky. He stared you down whilst you continuously ignored him through the whole flight.
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“What the hell, Steve?! I had it handled!” You yelled at your fellow Avenger as you all boarded the jet, ready to head back to the compound.
“Didn’t look like it!” Steve had replied, matching your volume.
You scoffed and threw your arms up into the arm in exasperation. “You have a seriously fucked up hero complex, you know that?!”
The yelling match continued between you both throughout most of the flight. By this point, the others within the small confides of the jet had pounding migraines and are in need of about 20 Advils each.
As soon as the jet landed back within the grounds of the compound, you both stormed out of the jet, heading to your separate rooms, both slamming them shut as loudly as possible, hoping the other would hear and convey how pissed you were.
“Ah, young love.” Tony quipped as his suit disassembled from around his form.
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It had been a full week of you ignoring Steve. He had tried previously throughout the week, but you blanked him, simply as if he hadn’t existed. He knew he seriously messed up the second enemy after enemy headed towards you. He knew you could have easily defended yourself and have taken them out even easier but, you were right. He does have a fucked up hero complex.
But mostly, he always felt the need to protect you. Falling in love with a completely independent and able Avenger is a tough gig. Apparently.
Steve had had enough and decided he was going to talk to you, whether you wanted to or not. He marched with determination straight to your room and knocked brashly. He heard you groan from the opposite side of the door before the light patter of your feet pad along the floor. You swung the door open widely with a look of annoyance across your face, but it had quickly faltered as you tried to close the door just as hastily. He jammed his foot between the door and its frame.
“Leave me alone Steve.” He could easily detect the irritation and impatience within your voice. He pushed the rest of the way into your room and you groaned loudly once again. “You clearly don’t understand English, should I try Spanish? German? Ukrainian? Mandarin?”
“Okay, I get it, you’re pissed and you don’t want to see me. Well tough shit.” He stepped closer to you as you stood your ground. “We need to talk whether you like it or not.”
“Oh yeah? And what do we need to talk about exactly?”
Steve inhaled deeply before continuing. “About how you’re acting. You can’t act like a stroppy teenager whenever someone gives you a helping hand during a mission.”
You scoff, unbelieving of what he is saying. “That wasn’t a ‘helping hand’, that was undermining myself as an abled agent and my abilities to handle the enemy. That wasn’t a ‘helping hand’, that was throwing me to the side while you did all the work.” Your shoulders heaved up and down as your breathing became heavier the more anger filled you.
“Jesus Christ Y/N, I was trying to help! I led the mission that day and it’s my responsibility if any of you screw up. All I did was ensure none of you did.” Steves’ voice raised to match yours.
“NO! You ensured I didn’t screw up because “I’M NOT READY!”” At some point you had started to pace around the room in an attempt to calm you.
Steve ran his hand down his face as he groaned loudly. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath in, willing himself to calm himself down also. “I just care about you Y/N/N. Please, why can’t you just understand that.”
“Well, you should go care about someone else. I didn’t see you hounding Starks’ ass about being careful.”
“Jesus H Christ, I’m in love with you, alright?!” Steve had exclaimed loudly in exasperation. You froze on the spot and slowly turned, shock evident across your face.
“Wha-what?” You stuttered out in a quiet whisper. Steve registered what had just slipped passed his lips and opened and closed his mouth, attempting to come up with some form of excuse for what he had said. “What did you just say Steve?” You spoke, your voice raised, pronunciation clear.
Steve sighed and looked down before tilting his head in the slightest to gaze into your eyes as he spoke sheepishly. “I said I’m in love with you, I love you.” He searched your face for the slightest inkling of reciprocation in the mix of a million emotions displayed across it. It had been a good minute or so of silence as you comprehended what he had just told you. He began to feel self-conscious and paranoia presented itself within him deeply. “Please say something.” He pleaded, his voice quiet.
This seemed to have snapped you out of whatever trance had engulfed you and you swallowed thickly as you looked up at him with wide eyes. You willed yourself to be brave as if you were back out in the field. You charged forward and crashed your lips to his, the move bolder than what you were used to doing.
You grasp on to him tightly, afraid he would pull away, although, you knew that was not going to be the case for he instantaneously reciprocated the intimate action with as much gusto and desperation. His larger hands came to hold on to your hips, knuckles turning white from how tightly his hands balled up your shirt.
Sooner than you had liked, you both parted and laid your foreheads against the others as you panted, desperate for any intake of oxygen. “I love you too, Steve.” You whispered breathlessly, looking up into his beautiful, blue orbs. They had even seemed to have an extra shine in this moment as you gazed deeply into them.
He smiled a huffed out a small chuckle, his thumb rubbing up and down against your side in a soothing and loving manner. “God, you drive me crazy.”
You both continued to stand there for what felt like hours when in actuality, was only a minute or so. Suddenly, a loud knock at the door echoed throughout the room before opening and revealing Sam and Bucky on the other side. “Hey, you guys comin-oh, damn, our bad. We’ll uh, leave you to it.” And with that, Sam quickly turned and shoved Bucky out along with him as he closed the door behind them.
“I think you owe me 20 bucks.” You heard Bucky’s voice through the door which had muffled the sound slightly.
“Man, I was sure they’d go another week before one of ‘em confessed.” You heard Sam whine as you presumed while he fished out the bills from his pocket to hand over to his apparent betting partner.
Their interaction had caused both you and Steve let out a small bout of laugh before turning your attention back towards one another. “I guess we should head down for food, huh?” Steve suggested whilst he had a boyish grin etched upon his face.
All you could do was mirror his smile and release a near inaudible ‘yes’ as you nod and step back, taking his larger hand into one of your own. He quickly pulled you towards him to lay a final pure, sweet, gentle kiss upon your plump lips. “Let’s go.”
He led you out of your room and towards the elevator, ready to join the others for food. As you stood in the elevator, you felt Steves’ gaze on you. You turned you head and sent him a wolfish smirk. “Bet you 20 bucks that they told everyone.”
Steve threw his head back in laughter as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders and brought you closer into his side. “You’re on.”
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Those pants are nice, yeah, just the pants, definitely just the pants I’m admiring, nothing else... *definitely is looking square at his ass* ...yeah man, nice pants...
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I did a Steve fic, noice
I’ve been super sucky with fics recently but I mean, college stuff, losing family, this, plus messing my knee up badly yesterday after accidently yeeting myself down some stairs, it be like that 
I really hope you enjoy this
As always, constructive criticism and requests are welcomed and greatly appreciated :D
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fallout-lou-begas · 4 years
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Elevated Extras: Ranger Ghost Companion
You a Courier? If so, this might be your lucky day...if you don't mind walking a bit and your eyes are good. 
(Original sketch by @tarberrymentats / based on the OC Companion Meme by @falloutfandomeventhub / if you borrow this concept please tag it as #fallout elevated extras)
General
Name: Ranger Ghost
Location: Mojave Outpost
How to obtain: Complete the sidequest “Keep Your Eyes on the Prize,” then begin the sidequest “Giving Up the Ghost” to get her reassigned from the Mojave Outpost. Once freed of her assignment, she can travel with the Courier to monitor Legion activity throughout the Mojave.
Companion Quest: “Giving Up the Ghost.”
Ranger Ghost, like everyone else, is sick and tired of being stuck at the Mojave Outpost. Unfortunately, orders are orders. With the courier’s help, though, she just might be able to come down from that rooftop, but dealing with NCR bureaucracy might be a worse ordeal than Legion crucifixion.
Companion Wheel
I think we should travel together. You probably can’t tell, but that’d make me very happy. Let’s get the hell out of here.
Let’s talk about your tactics. Sure. Lecture the ranger on tactics. Go ahead. / What’re you thinking?
I want you to change your combat style. (humoring) Alright. / If you insist.
Use a melee weapon. Close combat, then. / Sure. We can hold their hands and tuck them in while we’re at it. / (Wild Wasteland Enabled) Try to remember the basics of CQC.
Use a ranged weapon. (stating the obvious) It’s what I do. / You going to spot for me? / (deeply sarcastic) Aww. Finally remembered I’m a ranger?
Be passive. Sure, give peace a chance. / Don’t go pacifist on me, now.
Be aggressive: Locked and loaded. / (mocking the company line) Right, and with “extreme prejudice.”
Enough about tactics. Agreed. Anything else? / Are we good, then?
Let’s talk about how close you’re following me. Is there a problem? / What are you...implying, exactly?
Wait here. Right. Things to do, places to be? / Holding down here. / I’ll keep watch here.
Follow me. Let’s roll out. / Finally. Don’t like waiting. / Right. Skip to my fucking lou.
Stay close to me. (sternly cautious) Define “close.” / Got it, on you. / Just don’t bump my gun.
Keep your distance. Positioning, got it. / Yeah, covering you. / (facetious concern) Don’t get lost, now.
Let’s trade equipment. Don’t get fucking handsy, now. / Just don’t hog the ammo.
(Overburdened). I’m not your fucking pack brahmin. / (exasperated) I’ve only got so many pockets.
(Sneaking). Staying low. / (wryly imperative) Quiet, now.
(In Courier’s iron sights). What the fuck is wrong with you? / (slowly, emphasizing) Watch your trigger discipline. / Don’t make me take that away.
(Courier lays mine). I’ve got my eyes on that. / You’d better have a plan for that.
It’s time for us to part ways. It’s because i’m a bitch, isn’t it. / Such sweet fucking sorrow, I bet.
I’d like you to go to the Lucky 38. Hm. Sending the Ghost to the haunted house. See you there. I’ll try not to spook the Securitrons.
We can meet again at the Mojave Outpost. (sucks teeth) Guess I’ll report what I’ve got back to headquarters. Hopefully by now they’ve got someone else watching the brahmins shit full-time.
Injured: (seething) SSShhit. / Didn’t want it like this. / (with conviction) I didn’t get off that roof just to fucking bite it.
Damaged Limb: (shout of pain) Fucker clipped me! / Sure could use a fucking medic.
Regaining Consciousness: What...what the hell happened? / (trailing off) Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck...
Death: (death rattle) / (weakly) Ghosts...can die, huh...ha...
Attributes
Aggression: Aggressive.
Confidence: Brave.
Assistance: Helps friends and allies.
Karma: Neutral.
Perks
Ghost of a Chance: When Ranger Ghost is by your side, so are the odds. In addition to gaining an extra 3% chance to critically hit, any single attack that would kill you may instead leave you just barely alive and invulnerable for a brief moment..
Drops, if killed
Ranger Vest Outfit
Ranger Grey Hat
Authority Glasses
Cowboy Repeater
Combat Knife
Iguana Bits
Grognak the Barbarian
Dialogue, Quest Details, and Ending Slides:
Dialogue
Why do they call you Ghost? What, don’t I scare you? Boo? Nothing? (beat) Well, if you gotta know, it stuck pretty quick back in basic. Not like there were many other albinos in boot camp. The all-white spooky bitch who shoots better at night? Yeah, that’s a ghost, alright. Pissed me off at first, but I came around when it started giving privates the heebie-jeebies. Just a little kick, is all.
What’s an albino? Albinism is a pigment disorder. You know, the color of your skin and hair? As in I don’t have color. Pale as a sheet.
[Medicine 35] A sharpshooter with albinism? Isn’t your vision affected? Done your homework, huh? Well, these big, bad sunglasses aren’t just for intimidation, doc. They only come off when I sleep. Sucks enough being photosensitive in the goddamn desert, but like I said. I’m a lot better at night.
What’s your real name? (the thousandth time she’s answered this exact question) If I told you that, I’d have to kill you.
Aw, come on. Curiosity killed the courier. Don’t push it.
[Speech 40] I’m just trying to understand my partner better. Then “understand” that I don’t owe you shit except loyalty. Just call me Ghost, and you’ll get that.
[Cherchez La Femme] Surely you’ve got a name to match that lovely personality. (flustered) Are you d-...I-...Yeah, I do.But you can just keep calling me Ghost. (quietly) For...for now.
What’s the deal with Ranger Jackson? Man hasn’t got a thought in his fucking head...which is why he’s such a good C.O., from the top down. He’s a nice enough guy on a good day. He’s...principled, for sure. But the man wouldn’t budge on an order from brass if it’d save his life. Stranded caravaneers get so bored and restless because of the impasse he’s overseeing that he’s started (excessive emphasis) “hiring” the rowdier ones for odd jobs off the grounds, which is why we’ve been “losing” supplies for a while. Gets shit done, I guess, but wish he’d show half that drive when bitching to HQ, but no. They tell him to sit tight, he says yes sir, and then he takes it out on us when we get frustrated at the frustrating bullshit.
Do you know Major Knight? (standoffish) Yeah. Good guy. Known him a while. Hell, he’s been at M.O. longer than I have.
What does he do? Repairs, mostly. With all the caravans backed up, we sort of have a monopoly on maintenance and upkeep. And believe me, he does damn fine work.
[Confirmed Bachelor] Is he...you know…? Is he...oh. Between you and me? Yeah. He and I are...alike. I mean, I’m the bitch everybody hates, so I don’t really give a shit, but beneath that…(thinking how best to describe him, ribbing him a bit)...accountant exterior of his, he’s really the soft, sensitive type. Needs someone to talk to sometimes. I’m that someone, sometimes, but if you get the chance...it’d do him good just to know he’s not that alone out here.
How can I best use your skills? Hard to find a way that’d be worse than all the wasted time at M.O., but I’ll make it easy for you: give me a target and let me shoot it. If it’s too close to shoot, I’m trained in hand-to-hand, and if it’s too far to shoot, it’ll never see me coming. Standard repertoire for a ranger.
What’s your opinion on the NCR? High enough to keep me enlisted, low enough to where I’ve got plenty to mock. We’re a good country, a damn good country. We’re the only real country actually left in the West. We’d be the best thing to ever crawl out of the bombed-out ruins of this war if it weren’t for all the bureaucratic bullshit, and the brass getting duller the higher you go. It’s all just song and dance and sloganeering to them out here. Whatever looks good on paper. They don’t give a shit what really happens to people out here, and if Caesar doesn’t kill us, that might. At least on the inside.
What’s it like being a ranger? Ranger training is the best, most brutal gauntlet this side of the Colorado. Hours and hours of days and days spent shooting, drilling, fighting, bringing the body to its breaking points, pouring blood and sweat just to get an inch past the wide-eye hopefuls who were always going to just wash out...and all of it just to stand on a fucking rooftop staring at ants and malnourished raiders on the interstate. I swear, if you gave headquarters a golden egg, they’d fucking cook it.
Were you at the battle of Hoover Dam? Was going to be, but believe it or not, I sat out sick. Got the fucking flu right before and was stuck at McCarran the whole time, half-lucid. Let me tell you, the whole tent of coughs and sneezes crowding around that radio, listening to the reports...when Hanlon ordered that retreat out of Boulder City, we were grabbing our rifles and getting ready to march out on foot, even if we could barely stand. We thought that was it. Of course, it wasn’t, and we cheered so loud when they radioed about the explosion that I hope Caesar damn well heard it.
Do you wish that you had been there? Of course I do. If I miss the next one because I’m stuck at the Outpost or some shit, I’m deserting with a dozen fed-up caravaneers to flank his fucking fort myself, if only for some goddamn excitement.
How do you feel about the Legion? Love ‘em. Joined the NCR because I just wanted to meet them that bad. Their new Legate’s such a heartthrob, I hear.
You’re not serious. (sucks teeth, deep sigh) Look. You saw Nipton. It was just a taste of what they do. I’ve seen good men die on crosses, and that’s a mercy compared to the good women. I hear when women sign up now, they get about five extra “are you sures?” from recruiters. Not officially, of course. Brass would never let people back home know how bad it is. But it’s just another thing that makes me glad I’m a sniper, sometimes. Engage at range. Out of reach.
What about Legion society? Do you know anything about life across the river? There’s nothing across that river. Nothing. (beat, pondering) Do you remember the Enclave War? Bitter, bloody, big explosion at Navarro? And the Brotherhood campaign out here? Even worse of a shitshow, but still, we won that out, too. But the Enclave and the Brotherhood at least stood for something. They were societies, or at least promises of one, and if things had shaken out the other way for the NCR at least something would still be standing here. The Legion isn’t like that. They aren’t “something.” They’re one big razor across Arizona, shaving everything down. And if we don’t stop them here, we never will.
What about their Legate? (with contempt) Lanius, “The Monster of the East.” Caesar must’ve plucked him out of hell or something after his first legate blew it at Hoover Dam. Word from recon is that the only reason we’re all still twiddling our thumbs there is that he’s out making friends for Caesar someplace, and he’ll be bringing them all back for a whole ‘nother goddamn jamboree soon. (tension broken by a funny thought; spoken dryly) Or should I say a Damboree. Since it’d be at the Dam.
Do you know anything about Mr. House? No. Closest I’ve ever been to the Strip has been McCarran, where I was too proud to get wasted on expensive booze in the casinos. As punishment, I got stuck with nothing to do but get shitfaced on cheap booze at the outpost. All I know is Mr. House runs the whole Strip himself, and there’s one casino, the Lucky 36 or something, that’s supposed to be all his. No one’s allowed in, no one’s ever come out. Frankly? Just strikes me as fucking weird.
Companion Quest: Giving Up the Ghost
After completing the sidequest “Eyes On the Prize” (in which the Courier checks Nipton for survivors), Ghost will remark that the Mojave’s going to hell, and all she can do is sit and watch. The Courier will reply that she ought to stop watching and travel with them, to which she’ll respond that her orders are absolute—but if the courier can change her orders somehow, she’d be indebted. The quest then begins.
= = = Stage 1: Deal with Jackson = = =
First, the Courier must speak to Ranger Jackson and convince him to consider Ghost’s reassignment. They can do this through the following dialogue options:
[Speech 80] This outpost is just waiting to be overrun by Legion. You’ll be the next Nipton unless you’re proactive.
[Speech 55; completed “Can’t You Find It In Your Heart” beforehand] Maybe I could tell your superiors about where I “found” these “lost” supplies, then.
[Barter 80] Ghost is an exceptional asset to the rangers. Stationing her here is a waste of valuable NCR resources.
[NCR Fame] There’s work to be done for the NCR out there, and Ghost is who I trust to do it with me.
[Black Widow] I’ve ways of making men come around...especially handsome men in uniform. (The Courier must then sleep with Ranger Jackson)
Note that the Courier can not simply complete the quest “Can’t You Find It In Your Heart?” as a favor to Jackson for Ghost’s reassignment. While he’ll let a caravaneer go, it’ll take more than clearing some ants from the road to get him to compromise his standing force and let go of a ranger. 
Alternatively, Jackson’s death will advance the quest.
Kill Jackson. Similar to Cass’ companion quest, Jackson can simply be killed. However, Ghost is far less sympathetic to this course of action and will confront the Courier over the murder. If Jackson is simply killed, the Courier will either need a convincing alibi [Speech 90] to argue that they weren’t responsible or admit to the murder. If the Courier fails the Speech check or admits to the murder, Ghost will turn hostile (“Maybe you didn’t fucking think this through, but do you know what we call someone who kills an NCR ranger? An enemy of the NCR rangers. Now, eat shit.”). Alternatively, the Courier can intimidate Ghost into silence with a [Terrifying Presence] option, after which a shaken but seething Ghost will simply ask the Courier to leave the outpost and never come back. Passing the Speech check is the way to not fail the quest from this option.
Kill Jackson and frame Cass. If the Courier kills Jackson themself, attempting to loot Jackson’s body will trigger a message suggesting that they could frame Cass for the murder by splashing whiskey on the body (so long as Cass is not currently the player’s companion and is currently at the Mojave Outpost, not the Lucky 38). By adding a whiskey bottle to Jackson’s body without themself or the body being discovered in the meantime, they can successfully implicate Cass for the murder, and explain as much to Ghost. She’ll buy it, since Cass was one of the most frustrated residents of the outpost and was drunk almost all the time. Cass will then disappear from the game, and if Lacey, Major Knight, or Ghost (if the Courier left the outpost before speaking to her again) are asked, they will explain that Cass was arrested by the NCR.
Have someone else kill Jackson. A desperate, fed-up caravaneer named Paul by the brahmin pens is willing to kill Jackson for 5,500 caps. This price can be negotiated down to 4,000 with a [Barter 60] check, and 3,500 with [Barter 75]. At midnight that night, Paul will attempt to sneakily kill Jackson. Alternatively, Paul can be incensed into attacking Jackson immediately and for free with a [Hot Blooded] trait check. In either case, though, there is no guarantee that Paul will succeed, and if Paul is killed then the Courier must advance the quest another way (though they can loot their spent caps from Paul’s body). When spoken to afterwards, Ghost will remark that she saw the Courier speaking to Paul and ask if they had anything to do with it. By passing a [Speech 50] check, the Courier can convincingly lie that they were trying to talk him out of it. With either the [Black Widow] or [Cherchez la Femme] perks, the Courier can lie and say that Paul very foolishly did it to try to impress them. With [Low Intelligence] the Courier can earnestly say that they thought “taking care” of Jackson meant doing something nice for him.
Somehow allow Jackson to die. If Jackson just somehow dies in an unaccounted way, such as from a spawned-in deathclaw eviscerating him in his own office, Ghost will remark on the strangeness of the situation but won’t blame the Courier. This is a failsafe option to prevent quest breakage.
= = = Stage 2: Find a Replacement = = =
If Jackson is alive, he’ll agree with the Courier that he ought to let Ghost go, but he’s still under orders to maintain a standing force at Mojave—a standing force which includes a highly trained sniper. If Jackson has been killed, Ghost will mention that Major Knight is next in command and would be glad to give her clearance, but that he won’t be able to do so without a replacement sniper, either. Either way, the Courier is tasked with finding a suitable replacement. The Courier can ask her for advice:
Who should I look for to be your replacement? They have to be NCR, obviously. Ex-NCR might work, too, so long as they’re in good standing. Any Dick or Jane off the road is a no-go, since brass put the kibosh on officially contracting mercenaries. Oh, and anyone you get would have to be well-trained. Not necessarily a ranger, but good enough to replace one, even for a sit-on-the-shitter job like this. Only the best and brightest get to stare at this fucking road all day, apparently.
Where should I look for your replacement? If you checked out some of the ranger stations around the Mojave, they might be able to move some people around. Hell, take it all the way to McCarran if you want, or with Hanlon. If you’re going to give them shit on my behalf, by all means, go nuts. A lot of higher-ups can be greased with enough favors, anyway. Whoever you get just needs the right credentials. Legion attacks get dragged asses and twiddled thumbs, sure, but bad paperwork would set a goddamn fire at headquarters.
The following characters can be recruited as the Mojave Outpost’s new watch:
A generic ranger. By speaking to the commanding officers of at least three of the NCR ranger camps across the Mojave with sufficient [NCR Fame], the Courier can speak to Chief Hanlon to arrange for Ghost’s replacement with a generic ranger. This option is impossible if “Return to Sender” has already been completed.
Craig Boone. If the Courier has completed “I Forgot to Remember to Forget” in a way that makes Boone repentant over his past, he can be persuaded to take over Ghost’s position as a good way to put his skills to use. Otherwise, he will refuse, either preferring to stay in Novac where he lived with Carla or not wanting to be stuck as a watchman again when he could be out killing Legionnaires. If selected, Boone’s home marker will change from Novac to the Mojave Outpost.
Manny Vargas. Novac’s other sniper can be convinced to take up Ghost’s post, but only if the Courier has completed “One For My Baby,” “Come Fly With Me,” and eradicated the Legion presence from Nelson. Once convinced that Novac seems safe, for now, he’ll be willing to reenlist if paid a generous salary. The Courier can either pay Manny 5,000 caps to reenlist now, pass a [Barter 65] check to explain that it’s a provisional reenlistment and reduce their bribe to 3,000, or if the Courier has already passed the [Confirmed Bachelor] check in dialogue with Knight, they can tell Manny about the cute little major sitting behind the desk all day there by his lonesome. Once convinced, Manny will relocate to the Mojave Outpost and take Ghost’s place.
Bryce Anders. This keen-eyed ranger can be recruited to Ghost’s position if he is rescued from the Vault 3 Fiends by the Courier. Once spoken with in Camp McCarran, the Courier can explain that the Mojave Outpost needs a new ranger stationed there. He will defer to Colonel Hsu’s authority on reassignments, and with a successful [Speech 60], [Medicine 40], or [NCR Fame] check, Hsu will agree to the reassignment on the grounds that it’s a useful position still sedentary enough to not complicate the ranger’s recovery.
Little Buster. The listless bounty hunter at Camp McCarran is looking for another career path and would be willing to take over Ghost’s do-nothing position. However, the only way to recruit him is to fabricate both credentials and enlistment records by either stealing personnel files from either Colonel Hsu’s office at Camp McCarran or from the filing cabinets at Camp Golf, or speaking to Daniel Contreras, who “knows a guy” who’ll take care of it if the Courier has already acquired access to Contreras' expanded inventory by siding with him in the unmarked quest “Dealing with Contreras.”
Private Halford. The sole survivor of Camp Guardian mentions that he wants to head back home through Mojave Outpost after being rescued from the mirelurk caves, at which point the Courier can mention no one is allowed to leave through there, and ask if he’d like to take Ghost’s position there instead. At first he’ll refuse, but with a [Speech 45] or [NCR Fame] check he can be convinced that a quiet, do-nothing watch assignment would be a lot better than anything else after what happened at Camp Guardian, to which he’ll agree. He will also relocate to the Mojave Outpost after being freed anyway, getting stuck like everyone else so that the speech check can be re-attempted. However, Halford isn’t considered well-trained enough for a ranger’s job. The Courier must speak to Jackson (or Knight, if Jackson is dead) and pass a [Speech 80] or [NCR Fame] check to make a strong endorsement, or a [Survival 55] check to explain how impressive it is that he survived an attack from so many mirelurks. Alternatively, the Courier can fabricate impressive enough credentials through the options required to assign Little Buster.
Once Ghost’s replacement has been assigned to the Mojave Outpost, the Courier only needs to speak to Ghost again. She will explain that she’s been “reassigned” to open patrol across the Mojave, ostensibly to track Legion activity, so long as she does so with the Courier. She also gains an additional dialogue option dependent on your choice of replacement:
What do you think of your replacement?
(Generic ranger) For this job? Any ranger’s as wasted as any other. I almost feel bad, I doubt she’ll like that fucking roof any more than I did...almost feel bad. Doesn’t quite cancel out the relief.
(Boone) First recon is one hell of a pull. Took right to it, too, like he was already used to it. Strikes me as the...quiet, contemplative type. Likes to think. Not much else to do up there, anyway. I bet those brahmin pins have never felt safer.
(Manny) First recon is one hell of a pull. Took right to it, too, like he was already used to it. Seems like a nice enough guy, and seems to be getting along with Major Knight. Hell, you love to see it.
(Bryce) A good man. Heard about what the Fiends did to him, and after all that, he certainly deserves a break. Didn’t think of this shit job as much of a vacation before, but seems like it’ll do him good.
(Buster) Not sure where the hell you found this guy, but if (Jackson / Knight) gave the okay, then...okay. I would’ve put a goddamn brahmin in a beret up there if it could have gotten me another assignment.
(Halford) The mirelurk guy? Yeah, he seems alright. I’ve never actually seen a mirelurk, but after hearing his story, I don’t think I want to. I didn’t even know we had a camp that far up there.
Speaking to Ghost after her replacement takes her position completes the quest, and from then on, she can now be recruited as a companion. However, similar to Boone, she will only remain the Courier’s companion if they maintain good reputation with the NCR, and as an active-duty ranger, her intolerance for anti-NCR actions is even more strict.
Ending Slides
If "Giving Up the Ghost” is started, but never completed:
NCR Victory. Ranger Ghost remained at Mojave Outpost, dutifully, thanklessly, and restlessly. When the rangers there received word that the Legion had made their move on the dam, the entire outpost went silent. Waiting. From her rooftop perch, at least she was the first to see the bearer of good news come up the road. In the moment, at least, it was worth everything to be there.
Legion, House, or Independent Victory. Ranger Ghost remained at Mojave Outpost, dutifully, thanklessly, and restlessly. When the rangers there received word that the Legion had made their move on the dam, the entire outpost went silent. Waiting. From her rooftop perch, she was the first to see the NCR’s retreat, as civilians and troopers alike began fleeing through the Long 15. She was right: this whole time, all she could do was watch.
Ghost is dead. Ghost, bitterly, died as she lived...(deep sigh) at the Mojave fucking Outpost.
If “Giving Up the Ghost” is completed:
NCR Victory: When legionnaires by the score descended upon Hoover Dam, Ghost was proud to have been one of the many rangers in the battle that kicked their shit in back across the Colorado. She celebrated with the rest of them, even a smile creeping onto her face every now and then. Still, Ghost returned to business before long, as part of a squad out East tracking down the straggling remnants of Caesar’s retreating Legion.
Legion Victory: Ghost was among the many rangers who fought at Hoover Dam, but when the army of legionnaires led by the Courier, to whom she owed her very presence there, proved unstoppable, she was ultimately among its many casualties. Their advance was too sudden, too overwhelming, for a clean evacuation, and a grisly duel with a centurion trapped her near the front. Still, the Legion never took Ghost alive. She made sure of it.
House or Independent Victory: The arrival of the Securitrons at Hoover Dam was a surprise to every NCR trooper stationed there, including Ghost. Their sudden turn against the NCR, and their allegiance to the Courier, even more so. The triumph of vanquishing the Legion was short-lived, then, as Ghost joined the forced retreat, one pale face in a sea of many. 
Ghost is dead: Despite her name, there was no supernatural flourish when Ghost died. She simply died like a ranger, fighting to the end. That’s all that mattered.
(Bonus) Cass’s Ending Slide if the Courier frames her for the murder of Jackson:
Rose of Sharon Cassidy spent all of her time at the Mojave Outpost in a drunken stupor, which is why when Major Knight oversaw her arrest for the murder of Ranger Jackson, it took so long to get exonerated. By the time the alibi was pieced together and the evidence was admitted as circumstantial, the battle of Hoover Dam shifted NCR’s attention elsewhere, and the crime was never solved. For a few months in the clink, though, at least Cass got what she wanted: home, and finally away from the outpost.
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kittenshift-17 · 4 years
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Your hermione is nothing like book hermione. Sorry don't like your fics. Call her self insert OC instead of hermione lol.
Reread the actual book and not fanfics, and I think you'll see that you're a little off base there, but that's okay. 😊 Our girl is tough and mean and often ruthless in the books (see her permanent disfigurement of a fellow student for tattling on them and her setting Snape on fire as a means of distraction 😳😳). If anything about the way I write her is OC, it's because I dont have her cry as often as book Hermione. @canimallow what was your count on book Hermione crying, throughout the series, again? Its over a hundred times, I think? *shudders* I can't stand the blubbering. That and, you know, often writing her as a young woman who survived a war and has outgrown her high school persona. I know lots of people in the HP fandom in their 40s and 50s who haven't done that yet, though, so I can see why some people might consider the notion that teenagers eventually do gain a little marurity as a foreign concept worthy of the "Self Insert OC" sticker slapped on it. Don't worry, I'm sure one day life will whack them upside the head with something demanding they stop acting like petulant brats. 🤫🙃🤭 Karma is a bitch like that.
But what can you do, eh? Ya can't please everyone. I've stopped trying. Ain't nobody got time for that! 🤷‍♀️🤣 But I please enough readers with my fics that I'm not broken up that you think this, to be quite honest. Like I saw the email notification for a new anon ask, and I my thought process was literally "Ooh! Hope it's another lovely soul sending me a drabble prompt.... Bet it's actually someone being rude, but oh well."
I might be more broken up if I knew who you were (or less so if I'd know your pename and don't get along with you 🤷‍♀️). It's cool, my dude. You don't like my stuff, don't sweat it. I won't. Likelihood is I'll share this, write another drabble, maybe start the next ToMT chapter today, and forget you sent this in all before dragging my butt outta bed for some breakfast... think I'll have crumpets 🤔
You don't have to like or read my stories, chika. Hit unfollow and go forth to find other works that do appeal to you. I 10000% don't mind. Everyone's got a little too much grownup shit to worry about to spend time reading things or talking to people they don't like, amiright? 🤷‍♀️😊🤭
Good luck in your search!! There are a lot of great authors out there, @freyaishtar @canimallow @shayalonnie @colubrina @curiouselfqueen @lucefray27 to name but a few, though I suppose you'd label them the same way?
In any case, I'm sure that someone, somewhere, can cater to whatever twisted little desires your shipper heart wants. Bless it, honey. Bless your heart.
Toodle pip!
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neenahnah21 · 4 years
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Find my Way Back Home XII
Summary: Bucky Buchanan Barnes is smitten to a four insignia military officer—you. How do you think things will unfold? 
 Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
 Word Count: 2,232
 Warning: Swearing?
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When Bucky left your office you felt like your body triple its weight and you can no longer stand. You can't help but bring your self to reminisce your time back in the days.
"Sergeant Barnes? What the hell are you doing in my tent at Zero dark thirty?"
"Scratch that, you're not even allowed in here unless something is urgent and important? And do you even know how to ask permission sergeant? You even forgot to render a salute" you reprimanded. On Bucky's defense he can't really render a salute considering that both of his hand were occupied.
Instead of feeling guilty and bad though Bucky only plastered you a cheeky smile.
"Thought I might bring you a coffee" he simply said, like this is the most casual thing to do when in fact this is highly inappropriate.
"You've come here at this godforsaken hour to deliver a coffee?" you asked incredulously. Bucky waited no further invitation and took it upon himself to sit on the chair opposite to your table offering you the mug which you hesitantly took.
There was a comfortable silence embracing the surrounding, in all honesty you appreciated the coffee—and the gesture. And him.
"Well I thought I might pay you a visit General, you were freakin' glorious in the field so I figured out you might be restless" you could feel his solemnity and sincerity through his words and you were glad there was a table between you two, giving you sufficient distance that disables him from hearing the thumping of your heart— how it was beating so fast that you could swear it will breaking your ribcage.
"Don't worry, 'probably the only one noticed it. You still look hot as hell" he remark and winked at you. How bold of man he is to say it to you—his superior. Nevertheless, it is one of the those reason he manage leave a mark of himself to you, make you cease from relinquishing his wake on you. Perhaps, it's one of Bucky Barnes' charm.
You playfully glared at him and reprimanded him from his vulgarity but his expression was never altered.
"That was indeed a very bold of you to say to your superior Barnes"
"Hmm, wouldn't have it any other way though, or else I won't be your favourite Sergeant" you couldn't help but laugh. He was certainly not your favourite Sergeant, you don't have favourites, but you can't deny the certainty of your fondness to this ocean blue eyes Sergeant.  He's someone you will certainly remember.
Bucky cleared his throat and brace himself, gathering all the courage he might to execute what he really came for— or main reason why he came into your tent.
Bucky might be a confident man but when he is before you he was weak on his knees.
"We're are being deployed tomorrow" he asseverate. This is something you knew already, prior to the other soldier. Something you're aware before the memo could even reach him.
You hum in understanding. It doesn't mean that you knew it beforehand it will ease the anxiousness you were feeling. It baffles you to be honest, this was part of your job, sending troops, battalion and  crops on the field, deploying them to make them do what they're made for—but for some reason deploying Bucky and his troops feels like something else; something different from the rest. You almost felt fear and resort to being irresolute, like you almost wanted them to stay at where they are—safety. But a soldier was never a soldier to feel safe. A soldier must be the one to feel anxious for him to secure the safety of others—their self were the last receiving end of their deed for they were the Forlorn Hope.
Bucky gazed deep into your eyes almost pleading and begging that whatever he was about to declare you may be in his favor.
"And I thought I might ask you on a date" certainly not what you've hope nor anticipated for. You didn't really know what you were expecting but definitely not this. In your career field, there's no room for these things.
"Come again soldier?" you reaffirm. You saw him swallowed deep and once again muttered "Please go a date with me, tonight, today , right of this moment" he said boldly.
"I know I should've of have asked you earlier, spend time with you longer but I was a coward mess and I can't find my shit to asked you out" you looked into his eyes to look for some sort of trace of ridiculousness but it was all solemn.
"This might be the only time I could do it so I'm taking my chances" he said hopefully.
You have to put down the mug of coffee in your hand or it might slip from your grasp.
"I'm sorry Buck, but I must refuse your offer" you said pitifully.
"It's just not the place" you added.
Bucky prepared himself for all the possible scenarios that might occur and this was one of those—he brace hisself for this. He prepared to armoured his ego and his heart for this, the possibility of you crushing it; and he thought he did enough but it wasn't. He thought that he was ready for the blow but he didn't expect for the actuality of it to hurt this much, just the thought of it was excruciating and he didn't thought experiencing it raw can make it ache any further.
You saw the hurt and disappointed crawled his feature and it wrenched your heart beyond words you could muster.
"Oh" was all he could respond and you understand. "I'm sorry for bothering you ma'am, I think I must keep going now" which you only replied with a court nod.
When he was about to reach the opening of your tent, back facing you, you decided to bid him your good-wishing.
"Sarge" you called last minute and Bucky was quick to turn around. You get up from your sit and walks towards him. Bucky knows the drill. At every deployment, a general would usually bid their farewells, and good tidings. Bucky couldn't be ungrateful though, he knows he would take anything from you any day even it as a small nod or attention—as long as it was from your. The dame he desperately yearned for, like a star in the sky which he couldn't quiet reach but he knows he would still gaze up on it and dream of it, quiet satisfied with even gazing upon it. That's all enough for him, he could work for that.
"Put you head on the swivel Sergeant Barnes, stay alive and come back home from the war" Bucky could only smiled at this, still flustered even to the smallest trace of concern you would display. Flattered even, that you would spare him even a modicum time of your day.
"I know you're a green eyed beast so come back home and consider it a date" you said smugly, the smirk on your face never ceasing to leave.
Bucky couldn't explain the delight he was feeling and he literally leapt his way towards you closing the distance between the two of you. Without second doubting he crashed his lips to yours, full of passion and promised, the feeling you were sure to cherish till the dawn of time. Bucky deepen the kiss and there's nothing left to do but to let him have his way on you, completely savouring this moment with him. After the kiss he gaze deeply into your eyes, unspoken pledge and sweet promises were made, you know the risks of it being broken but you were willing to held unto it will all your might and faith.
This will surely hurt you, not that you could care as of the moment, Bucky Barnes was worth it all.
"You bet I will" he said and his remarks makes the both of you chuckle and that was the last moment you shared with him before his departure.
In the year 1945, nothing devastated you more than the news that reached your quarter on the day of January; the news that bear about the fall of the Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes.
The only promised fulfilled on the night of your sweet pledges for one another was the heartache you've anticipated.
You wanted to take his offer earlier. You really do. It was extremely tempting to do so but as much as how selfish it is you wished that he would ask you to go on a date because he remembers that he promised you in the 40's the he would. But looking back at him earlier you knew just right away that he didn't.
You need to be honest when you hear about the Winter Soldier escapade and when you saw him, you wished that he would finally come back and go look for you, but he didn't. And you figured what they have done to him. How they've racked his brain to forgot and manipulate him you beat yourself for the first couple of months, blaming yourself for not being able to save the love of your life from the hands of those monsters.
Then this mission came, you thought and highly hoped that maybe if he will see you he will finally remember, Steve did, so maybe he would—but he didn't. Yes, you could see his eyes lingers to you, you can notice how he purposely let his body and skin touch yours every chance he got, the concerns in his eyes, but never the trace of recognition.
So when he asked you, you refused. Until he remembers, he's nothing but the Bucky of the 21st Century and not your Bucky back in those days. You don't necessarily want him to be the same man, no. That would be hypocritical of you. You just want him to recognize and remember you. Know that after all those years and decade he still remembers your like how you haven't forgotten him even a single day.
Your silent reminiscing were halted when Bucky immediately barged in into the room without knocking nor saying anything. Because of the intrusion you were jolted and now standing. When Bucky got a glimpse of you he waste no time at ceasing the distance between the two of you, crashing directly his lips into yours and enlacing you with a bone crushing embrace. His left arm immediately snaked at your waist and the other one holding your face gently but firm like an instinct.
"Well that was such a bold move Sergeant" you said in between the kiss when you were trying to grasp up some air to make up for the air lose during the kiss.
"Didn't even bothered to knocked. That was a left hand salute"
"Well are you gonna reprimand me?"
"Are you gonna finally listen to me?" you've retorted.
"That depends, do you want me to be a good soldier because I think I knew you prefer me bad" he answered back, his smug never leaving his face. But a moment pass and it was altered by a loving and adoring one.
"Well aren't you such a bold and vulgar, Sarge"
"And I think that's why I'm your favourite" he said proudly which earned a chuckled from. Definitely.
"I thought you forgot" you said solemnly looking in his eyes longingly, not really fully grasping that you were finally in his arms once again. Never you've thought this dream of yours will still come into a reality.
"And I couldn't believe I didn't remember"he said sounding so regretful.
"How could I forget" he stated—more to himself.
"It doesn't matter though, you've come home, you've finally came home and remembered" you said placing both of your hand unto his face, reassuring yourself that you were not dreaming, you need to feel his warm skin that always comforts you to reassure yourself.
"Yeah, I'm home, and I think I owe you a date" you couldn't help the smile that is creeping its way to your face.
"You're late" you release and laughter that lingers fondness. Oh how music it is to Bucky's ears.
"Almost a century late" you said feigning solemn.
And then a smile breaks again "but that's fine, I can probably make an exemption . Like a certain soldier asserted, you were my favourite Sergeant" and laughter from the both of you were emitted in the four corners of the room.
"Who would of have thought you would make a dame such as I to wait for less than a century for a date" Bucky chuckled at your remark and stare at you with all fondness, making up for all the time he loss and failed to show it.
"In my whole long century life, never have I met such a remarkable women as you are"
"And in my whole century being never have I met a century old man that still possess such virility"
And Bucky could only laugh at your vulgarity, remembering how cheeky you were back in the days. Oh how he have longed to be in his dame's arm. After a century long, he have finally found his way back home. He is finally home— and you're his home.
Always and forever—till the end of the both of your times.
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glowinggator · 4 years
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Hi there! First of all thank you for the short haired reader Headcanons, it was so sweet !
I’d like a matchup please! She/they, INFP, curly short hair+ freckles, rosy checks, chubby/curvy hufflepuff, 5’9, shy but friendly, Loud w friends, nerdy, like memes, books, animated movies, painting, n’ artist stuff. My friends says I’m very funny but also very naive, I have one of those obnoxious funny laughs you don’t see it coming from a mile away ( bc im usually kinda quiet ) but those that it makes others laugh from just hearing it? So yeah abbrjgkdkdn, a softie not gonna lie, hopeless romantic, affectionate, but I hide my love side out of fear for being rejected, I’m very good with kids and animals, I get flustered SO easily ( it’s a pain. In the ass bfbgjdksks) got depression and anxiety, but I love hanging out with friends, I’m always down to comfort ppl, listen, give advice if they need to, extremely supportive and kind. I sometimes need my space but at the same time I think I kinda need someone who reassures me I’m not a bother or that they still like me, ( friendships and relationships ) otherwise I will crate conspiracy theories against myself and slowly drift away shbfngjdkd also understand non verbal language cuz it’s hard for me to open up, I Hope this is enough? thank you!
I match you with...
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Leonardo!!
Your caring and loving nature is a huge factor in drawing him in! Kind to kids, kind to animals, nerdy, a lil shy... he’s SO in. He realizes he’s in love with you the first time he really makes you laugh. Dorky & infectious laughter... his weakness <3
He’s the best reader of nonverbal cues, hands down. He picks up on that shit so quickly, sometimes before you even realize what you’re feeling. He’ll give you a little bit of time, to see if you want to bring it up, but he’s not afraid of bridging that gap if you’re unable to. He’s also the KING of reassurance. He’ll kiss your forehead, hold your hands, and tell you all the things he loves about you. Sweetest motherfucker on earth tbh 
He’s a bit taller than you! You already know he’s gonna do the thing of holding something above your head so you have to get on your tiptoes and lean into him to grab it. 
Send him your memes... he always has like, a billion saved on his phone to respond with. (He’s also started saying “___.....my beloved...” out loud recently about the most mundane stuff. he’s so dumb <3 also most of his texts read like shitposts its so funny. he’s your boyfriend, but it’s obvious that you two were very good friends before you started going out together. It’s really cute.) 
At least once a month, he sends you a video of him trying to get Splinter to say Ratatouille quotes. “Dad, dad! I need you to say something for me.” “What is it?” “Anyone can cook, but only the fearless can be great.” “No.”  It never works :( He’s not gonna stop trying though. 
ADORES how flustered you get... he plays into it so much. He loves to pepper you with kisses and watch how flustered you get. He’s also done the Gomez & Morticia kiss up the arm hundreds of times. 
He’s a hopeless romantic and proud of it! He’ll do it all. Flowers, candlelit dinner dates, watching the sunrise & sunset, making dinner together, everything. 
He likes to lay his head in your lap while you read. Oftentimes he’ll fall asleep, especially if you trace patterns on his shell with your free hand. 
He loves crystals a lot! He could spend hours inside of gem shops, to be quite frank. His favorite is Blue Tourmaline, and he’ll buy little bags of it in the Hidden City so he can make necklaces & bracelets for you out of it. Every time you look down at your wrist or at your necklace, it makes you think of him :) 
One way to make him really flustered? Trace his stripes! He practically melts into your hands, and he gets the sweetest smile on his face. His eyes close as he leans into your touch and it’s just... MUAH. 
He tries so hard to make you laugh!! Your laughter is his favorite sound in the world, and he’ll do damn-near anything to hear it. If you’re ticklish... godspeed </3 
Fellow lover of animated movies!! He’s always down to watch them with you, and chances are, they’re a pretty common pick on movie night. (He also FREQUENTLY sends you the “I wish all american animation studios a very make 2D movies again or else” meme. If he has to watch one more CGI remake again he’s gonna DIE.)
If you have freckles on your shoulders/arms, you already know he’s gonna trace them. He thinks they’re so pretty! He likes to connect them with markers to make little constellations. 
He has your hair products MEMORIZED. If you ever run out of something, he’s the first to track it down for you. He also likes to draw cat ears and whiskers on the products in your bathroom <3
On your first year anniversary, he wrote you a really sweet song. He ran across the rooftops of New York with an acoustic guitar slung over his shoulder to get to your apartment, and you still remember the way he smiled as you grabbed his hands to pull him through the window. (He’s a good singer, too! It was the sweetest thing in the world <3) 
He’s SUCH a nerd... talk to him about your latest interest, do it!! He gets just as passionate as you do, even if he had no idea what it was beforehand! He loves passion. 
He has Houdini’s history memorized forwards and backwards: both his personal life and his performances! He gets so excited when he talks about Houdini, it’s cute. He’ll lay his head in your lap and ramble for ages, if you let him. His eyes light up like supernovas, it’s adorable. He talks with his hands, too. 
Super supportive of your art!! He frames/hangs up anything you give to him. And if it’s too small, you bet its going in his treasure box. (He keeps it under his bed, and it’s full of little things that remind him of you.) 
Speaking of which, he’s cool if you ever need a bit of space! It doesn’t hurt his feelings, I promise. Everyone needs a little bit of space sometimes, and that’s okay! So long as you know you’re loved, he’s cool with it. 
He’s a huge fan of personality tests!! Both serious ones like Myers-Briggs and the silly ones that you find on like. Buzzfeed. He’ll stay up for HOURS taking them to avoid going to bed. (He’s an ENFP & Gryffindor, for reference! He barely skirts into ENFP-T, [Around a 55-45, maybe 60-40 split] if you wanna be specific.) He loves sending them to you, too! 
Literally the sticky note KING. He’ll stick them everywhere. Having a depressive episode? Sticky note reminders to eat & shower if he’s not there. Loving little stickies with encouragement! Declarations of how much he loves you, and how proud of you he is! He’ll also do it when you’re feeling a-okay, but you can bet that he increases them when you’re not feeling well. It’s a nice way for him to tell you that he loves you and is proud of you when he isn’t there. You keep all of them in a box of your own :) You guys also have a giant sticky note trail on your fridge. You both keep stacking responses on top of one another. 
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hopefully i remember all the ones i did ,,, 40 (do people look up to them) for raini. its probably yes bc mfu famous but hows she feel about it tho?, 62 (something repulsive) for brilliance, 72 (do they like to read) for cog, and 67 (meanest thing they ever said) for anyone and everyone whose answer is spicy
Alex I see you out here asking everyone 67 and I Love it. Messy bitch. 
40. Do people expect a lot from your character or look up to them for something? Why or why not? Raini: sdlfjsldkf they better not look up to her! When Kiya told her she had a little protege Raini literally. Could not comprehend that? Like yeah she kicks ass and is super hot and good at magic but. She’s also violently unpleasant to be around? How has this guy not noticed. Very, very strange. I think generally, pre-wipe, Raini knew people expected a lot from her and was confident in her ability to live up to those expectations if she was interested in doing so. Also, there’s a Big Important difference between “expecting a lot” and “looking up to” so let’s make a note of that too. I think also, aside from just knowing she could knock whatever people expected her to be able to do out of the park, I think she took a certain, smug pleasure in it! People didn’t question her abilities, because they knew she kicked ass. People still don’t question her abilities, but rn we’re only running at like 85% capacity so 15% is a front. Which is stressful, but nothing we can’t handle. 
62. What’s something that really repulses them?  Brilliance: Bugs!!! Brilliance! Fucking! Hates! Bugs!! We had to fight a giant scorpion at one point and she said “Nuh uh! No way! No thank you! Fuck that! I’d much rather fight more minotaurs thank YOU” and she’s valid for that. Honestly, for an Oath of the Ancients paladin, she’s pretty anti actual nature. Bugs are gross. Do you know what nature should be? Flowers. Sunrises. Deer. Nice tall trees with no bugs on them. Thank you! 
72. Do they like to read? If so, what’s their favorite genre? Favorite author? Favorite book? Cog: Cog? Cog can’t read! She can’t fucking read! She’s the worst student ever you think she learned how to read? No ma’am no sir! She looks at a textbook for even a moment and she needs to nap for at least two hours. This, while a relatable college mood, has not been wildly conducive to her studies. Neither has leaving school entirely to go adventuring, but that’s fine.  (I would like to clarify: Cog can read. She’s literate! She just derives no joy from it. It’s the sitting still that gets her, I think. Not interested)
67. What was the most acidic remark your character’s ever given to someone? And their reaction? Raini: Either her sending to Octavia or her tirade against Ana. This may be shocking information; Raini doesn’t take being questioned or undermined very well. The results are not her most shining moments. I don’t remember everything she said to Ana, but I think the high points were: “You are an asshole and a motherfucker. You’re the worst, and I don’t like you. Roll your eyes at me again, and I’ll turn you into something with a brain so small you’ll forget you have eyes to roll. Remember your place.” Which!!!  She was also really mean to shitty Crownsguard Damien in Girls Night because he deserved it. Hit him with something to the effect of “You’re either too stupid or too drunk to understand what I’m saying, and I’m feeling uncharitable enough to assume that both are true. You’re making Relentless uncomfortable and me unhappy, and you do not want to learn the consequences of the second one. Go away.” Ryker: After taking a bandit captain from freshly bloodied to single digits in a single round, just a simple, bone chilling, “Stand down. You’ve lost.” He did, in fact, decide to stand down. Smart man!  Cog: Bet you didn’t expect her to be on this list! But she is. Because she got real fucking fed up with the captain of the guards in the Crossroads because this dude was Lawful Neutral as Fuck and Cog’s Neutral Good ass could NOT comprehend having the power to help people -your people!!!- and doing nothing because a piece of paper told you not to. Dude said some shit like “We have laws for a reason” and he was SO condescending like she didn’t understand what fucking laws were and so she snarked under her breath “Yeah, because they’re doing such a good job keeping people safe now, huh?” because she was Fed UP.  Motherfucker. Also can I just say, when the party was fighting her mom and they all looked to Cog for direction on whether or not they should kill her? It wasn’t acidic, but Cog’s quiet “...she deserves it” I feel like is under appreciated for how chilling and heartbreaking it was. 
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Sanders Sides High School AU
Roman Prince:
-16, Sophomore
-Drama geek, almost always gets leads in the school musicals/plays
-Best friends with Virgil
-Very very very gay. Out to the school but definitely not his parents.
-His parents (or at leas his father) are very homophobic
-Lives only a few blocks away from the school
-Has a major crush on Logan
-His mom is Cuban
-Father is very white
-He speaks Spanish but avoids doing it around his father
-Loves Virgil’s dad
-has very bad anxiety
-Loves make-up/dressing up
-He’s usually a huge charmer until someone calls his bluff *cough* Logan *cough*
-Always has impeccable outfits
-Mama’s boy
-good cook
-His friends mean the world to him
-Dreams of going to Broadway
-unfortunately he lives in the middle-of-nowhere Indiana
-On the swim team
-His dad wanted him to be an athlete and said he could only stay in theatre if he joined a sport
-Actually adores being at school
Virgil Windsor:
-16, Sophomore
-Roman’s best friend
-Demisexual
-Stylish emo
-purple hair obviously
-Out to everyone
-Adopted
-Adores his father
-Also drama geek, usually stage-managing 
-Lives a ten minute walk away from Roman’s house
-Enjoys teasing Roman about his crush
-Often has sleepovers at his house with Roman, Grace, and occasionally his little sister will join
-Would literally die for his sister
-History whiz
-Eats lots of gummy worms
-really digs dragons?
-Can’t cook worth shit but he can bake for days
-Sometimes has nightmares about his birth parents dying
-Calls Roman Princey
-has throwing knives
-has really good aim
-Lowkey has a crush on Remy but would never admit it (not to be confused with Remus)
Logan Addison:
-17, Junior
-Debate team, yearbook photographer, runs school instagram, Mathlete 
-Super gay. Not officially out to anyone but his mom but it’s not like he’s hiding anything. Everyone knows.
-Dresses kind of like a hipster
-Had dark blue hair a in middle school so now he has a few blue streaks leftover.  Barely noticeable unless you’re looking for them
-Lives kind of far from the school so he drives there
-Drives a blue Ford Fusion
-He has doctor who stickers all over it
-He’s a sucker for Neil Gaiman
-His only sibling is in college
-His older sibling is Joan btw
-knows all the science 
-mostly just psychology actually
-he aspires to be a psychiatrist
-eats a pretty healthy diet, but he really enjoys brownies
-Pretty infatuated with Roman
-Terrible at expressing emotions
-His debate hoodie has “Data” on the back
-Enjoys the paranormal
Patton Windsor: 
-35, works at the local library
-Asexual/aromantic
-loves books, animals, and hot cocoa
-he also likes dying his hair different colors
-his favorite so far has been pink
-Dresses exactly like Jim Hopper in ST3 but like everyday and times 100
-Drives a minivan even though he only has two kids
-He has hippie/rainbow bumper stickers
-loves his kids with his entire heart
-Loves easy to enjoy books, such as Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, the like
-Loves carbs.  Always makes some kind of pasta or comfort food for dinner.  
-Adopted Virgil when he was 5
-Virgil’s favorite that Patton cooks is Potato Soup
-Patton also adopted a baby girl when Virgil was 10
-The baby girl is named Isabel
-Adores his kids
-Very openly emotional
-Has lots of #1 Dad paraphenalia 
-Loves Roman, too
-Absolutely 100% willing to adopt him
-The sweetest man you will ever meet
-Wears large, round glasses
-has freckles literally everywhere
Remus Prince: 
-15, Freshman
-Roman’s half-brother
-The result of Mr. Prince having an affair
-aromantic homosexual
-Lives with his mom
-Doesn’t meet his father/brother until he’s about 7
-Doesn’t have many friends, he’s a little bit odd.
-While he doesn’t often hang out with Roman, his brother is there for him when he needs it
-Dyes his hair green
-Dresses very dramatically
-He’s really good at chemistry
Dee Harper: 
-17, Junior
-On the debate team with Logan
-Asexual, homoromantic
-When they were sophomores, he had a crush on Logan, but he was never interested
-Dee is very good at math
-likes the color yellow
-dresses very well
-Logan and Dee are good friends
-No one ever actually catches Dee’s eye, but he’s okay with being single
-He lives in the rich part of town with his wealthy grandparents
-Loves old classic books.  Like Charles Dickens, Jane Austen, The Anne of Green Gables books, Oscar Wilde, all of them
-He also loves The Lord of the Rings
-He has a pet snake named Legolas 
-and a rat named Gimli
-he plays the sims a lot
-volunteers at the zoo
-Dee is a very good singer
Remy (Remington) Gray:
-16, junior
-hella gay, out and proud
-extremely intelligent
-and intuitive
-most people think he’s a psychic
-honestly he never denies it
-he plays along
-thinks school activities are dumb
-but he does work at the local art museum
-he has a great appreciation for art
-he’s also a really good artist but no one knows that
-he likes to draw people
-including his friends.  He’s very close with Logan and Dee, and eventually will be with Virgil and Roman
-Virgil is his favorite to draw ;)
-its rumored that he’s from another planet
-really he’s just eccentric and mysterious
-likes birds
Mr. Sanders, Thomas: 
-30, drama teacher
-really, really gay
-connects really well with his students
-he’s very empathetic and just a sweet man
-He always dresses super eccentrically and nobody questions it because that’s just Mr. Sanders
-Sometimes he bets with the other teachers about which students will end up together
-he usually wins those bets
-perks of being the favorite teacher
Characters that aren’t sides: 
Grace:
-16, sophomore
-Roman’s other best friend
-raging lesbian
-she’s very sweet, but she can also be very scary
-do not piss her off
-she enjoys hiking, travel, and theatre 
-she aspires to be an anthropologist 
Mr. Prince, Fred:
-40, lawyer
-Roman’s father
-he’s extremely homophobic
-he had an affair with a 30 year old woman
-also kind of racist but he married a cuban woman??
-he doesn’t let her speak spanish
-he’s also borderline abusive to Roman and his wife
-He doesn’t like Virgil. or any of Roman’s friends for that matter
-Honestly he’s an all around shitty person
-he’s not going to have an arc okay
Mrs. Prince, Estrella:
-35, works at the library with Patton
-Roman’s mother
-Not homophobic, but if Roman ever came out to her it would take her a bit to get used to it. She wouldn’t hate him at all though. She would still love him equally
-She wants to leave Fred, but she hasn’t been able to make enough money to get her and Roman out of there.
-sweetest mother
-always worried that Roman isn't eating enough
-she even thought Virgil had an eating disorder, but he’s just skinny
-delightful woman
Isabel Windsor: 
-6, 1st grade
-she only cares about Voltron, Mickey Mouse, and rainbow crayons. 
-her brother is her best friend
-she adores Roman
-all of Virgil’s friends are also her friends
-Sometimes Virgil and Roman pick her up from school and they go get ice cream. 
-She loves cats
-she thinks unicorns are real but not santa
-she’s a very bright kid, too
-she loves coloring books
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All done! Man that was longer than I expected. This is based off of my Logince fic.  Feel free to send asks about this!
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You know what I wanna see? A story about Gotham centered on, like, Gotham paramedics, social workers, legal aid & pro bono lawyers, stuff like that. Emergency services that aren’t the cops. People who help people past the point of ”OK who needs to get punched and/or arrested?”
Think of it, that shit would be wild. Like, how long does this city go between crises where entire city blocks get hit with aerosolized amphetamines? Someone has to deal with that shit.
Look, my sister’s a social worker, and she was telling me about this meme her coworkers found on facebook, some pro-cop bullshit where it was like, ”Well what if there’s some 200 pound naked guy running screaming down the street, you wanna send a social worker after that guy?” And every one of them was like, ”Uh. Yeah. That’s it, that’s the job.”
And like, not that the job doesn’t attract its share of bullies and abusers- I’ve been on the wrong end of shitty social workers before and it sucks- but at least it’s a profession that generally considers it a failure if the client ends up dead, injured, or in jail. At least there’s a potential there for stories that show the humanity of the people who would otherwise only show up to get rescued or have the crap beaten out of them.
Like. Tell us about a homeless shelter in Gotham. Tell us about a food kitchen. Who are the regulars there, and why? Who works there? What’s a day treatment meeting look like in a place where the supervillains cook up a new Crazy Debilitating Gas every week, some of which can fuck your shit up permanently?
What about people just trying to get to work in a situation like that? I bet after a while they just started selling gas masks at corner bodegas. (Probably mostly shitty ones.) Average Gotham Citizen has got to have so much PTSD about it.
I heard somewhere that DC has an editorial rule that goes, ”Gotham always gets worse,” and like. How can you hear that and not feel crushingly depressed? If you can’t tell a Batman story where Gotham gets better, where’s the space in there for hope? Isn’t that what escapist fantasy is supposed to be about? And ”Gotham never gets better” says the opposite of that, it says, ”There’s no escape, nothing gets better, let’s go watch some more civilians get blown up and then punch someone about it to show we care,” and that’s. Terrible. Like 40 cakes worth of terrible, OK?
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1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I am confused how someone has stolen my identity and has started making accounts in my name :( so shit.
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? No, mornings aren’t good haha
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? Yeah weed just makes people so unproductive. It would annoy me. If it was a social thing I wouldn’t mind buttttt would rather they didn’t. 
4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Yeah once the trust is earned or I’ve got to know someone well. Some people are very open and easy to trust 
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Watching the Hobbit
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?  Probably Steven lol 
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Leave, block, delete and never talk to again. There’s not much you can do when you’ve been cheated on other than pick yourself back up again and have time alone.
8: Are you close with your dad? Not really.
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? I did not babes
10: What are you listening to? Just got peep show playing in the background :P
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Tea
12: Do you like hickeys? Hate them. Ew.  
13: What time do you go to bed? Usually 11:30 - 12pm
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? No, I don’t tend to stick around when someone continuously does that
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? Who cares? XD
16: Do you always answer your texts? Yeah leaving them unread is so annoying
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? Nah, hate is a strong word and it happened a long time ago. All water under the bridge now.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? An hour or so ago
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? Yeeeeeah all my friends do 
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Probably something old like “my back still hurts”
21: Is anyone else in the room with you? Nah bare alonez right now
.22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yeah
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? I’m about the same
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Not really
25: In the past week, have you cried? I shed a little tear reading Kingdom of Ash but I couldn’t have a full on cry in the middle of the train XD 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Red
27: Do people ever call you by your last name? No its so rude when people call someone by their last name. I don’t like it
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? I dunno?
29: Do you have a best friend? No I’m not 5 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Wouldn’t be hard but I wouldn’t want to see it
31: Who was your last call from? EE - sorting out stupid identity theft shit
32: Are you mad at anyone? I’m a little annoyed. I have a friend that barely contacts me at all (which is fine, we’re all busy and have our lives) but when they do contact me its to talk about their problems that they don’t ever sort out over and over again.  I also don’t think it takes much of their time just to say “hey, what’s up, how’re you?” 
33. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yeah I think most people have been a little older
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? I don’t know, 29? 35: How many more days until your birthday? I am not counting, soz babe
36: Do you have any summer plans yet? Probably book a holiday to Greece, haven’t thought that far ahead 
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Yes
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? I guess I’m keeping my feelings about the friend that barely messages me. I think I’ll have the conversation at some point but they get very anxious and upset whenever I voice a concern.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? Not that I can think of
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Probably, some have been so bad XD
41: Do you think age matters in relationships? If you’re both consenting adults and there isn’t some weird power control then I guess its okay
42: Are you available? Available for? ;) 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?   Two people
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Lip
45: Do you believe exes can be friends? Yeah I think they can. I think if nothing awful happened and it ends okay, you both need some time apart to get used to having that distance between each other and do your own thing. Once you’re both in the same space mentally it can work.
46: Do you regret anything? Not really
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? Thinking about what is on my mind xD
48: Did you ever lose a best friend? I’ve drifted from people, yeah
49: Was your last kiss a mistake? Not a mistake, I liked him at the time but it didn’t work out. Oh well.
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? I got over the person I liked cos he didn’t want anything serious. I’ve been single for a while so, I don’t really want to mess around
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? No
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Yeah sometimes, mostly just send each other weird memes
53: What was the last thing you ate? Homemade bread
54: Did you get any compliments today? No
55: Where are you going on your next vacation? JAPAN AND SOUTH KOREA :D
56: Do you own anything from other countries? I mean my whole wardrobe is mostly from Japan xD
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? Half and half, but I’ve always got on better with girls
58: Where have you lived most of your life? Good ol’ Billerz
59: When was the last time you took a long drive? I don’t know
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? No I don’t wanna kiss gross people xD
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? I’m not American so Idk what that is
62: Who do you text the most? Faun
63: What was the last movie you saw? The Hobbit
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? The fact that I don’t have a boyfriend/girlfriend right now xD
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010? 1
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? No
67: Do you curse around your parents? Yeah
68: Are you happy with where you live? S'ight, three stops from London so I ain’t complaining : P
69. Picture of yourself? Just check my profile lol
70. Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? I’m 100% monogamous
71. Have you ever been dumped? Yeh
72. What do you most like about making out? It leads to spooning which leads to forking
73. Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? Ye.
74. When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? The other, I’ve noticed I’m really bad at initiating anything physical. I get kind of nervous? I’m not really a touchy person haha
75. What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? The face and hair
76. Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? Mum 
77. Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? >___>
78. Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? >____>
79. What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? When someone messages me something really sweet, or take the time out of their day just to speak to me. I think a little effort goes a long way
80. Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Honestly depends on how strongly I feel about that person. I don’t want to say no because until I’m in the situation I don’t know
81. Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? Yeah
82. Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? Noooooooo I don’t tell anyone until I’m actually with that person. Idk I just have this paranoia that voicing my feelings to other people will ruin it or something will go wrong. So I just keep it to myself until things progress between me and the person I like
83. Do you miss your last sweetie? My what?
84. Last time you slow danced with someone? Never xD
85. Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? No, how does that work?
86. How can I win your heart? Make an effort, sense of humour, be respectful and kind and sociable 
87. What is your astrological sign? Gemini
88. What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Watching peep show and using my massage machine. My back has been in a lot of pain lately. Getting old init xD
89. Do you cook? Yeah gotta to stay alive 8)
90. Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? Yeah they got in contact with me. To be honest most guys end up getting back in touch, its either for a booty call, cos they’re feeling shit and lonely or they have a lot of apologising to do.
91. If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? I don’t wish for it, but if it happens then okay :B
92. Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? I’m not really into modern dating to be honest. I did it for a while and its a lot of effort and not much pay off. People stop talking for no reason or they don’t give a reason even though you get along. Then you need to build it back up again with someone else. I prefer to just get to know someone after time
93. What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? Dark hair, baby face, nice fashion style, tattoos
94. Name four things that you wish you had: A long 3 month holiday My own house A cute guy to cuddle ;) Aaaand a million pounds yeah 
95. Are you a player? lol no, I’m very direct. Cba with wasting time
96. Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? Yeah
97. Are you a tease? Again, I’m very direct so if I want something I’ll say
98. Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? Yeah
99. Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? Yeash
100. Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? Nah no one is on here lol
101. Hugs or Kisses? Both :'3
102. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Not really
103. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Cute face, dark hair dark eyes ;) 104. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? Everyone should be called babe
105. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? No I wouldn’t even bother speaking to them
106. Do you flirt a lot? Not at all xD 107. Your last kiss? What about it?
108. Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2011? Up until now? Yeah xD
109. Have you kissed anyone in the past month? Yeah 110. If you could kiss anyone who would it be? TOP
111. Do you know who you’ll kiss next? Nope
112. Does someone like you currently? Nah
113. Do you currently have feelings for anyone? Nah
114. Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? Serious, flings are a waste of time for me 115. Ever made out with just a friend? No thats weird
116. Are you happier single or in a relationship? If the relationship is right, i’ll be happy but Im also happy being single
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bighitnoona · 5 years
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(yn) is a heirs of her family’s business and soon to found out that she was arranged marriage with kim seokjin, the youngest billionaire in the world.
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pairings: seokjin x reader
genre: fluff, angst,
current status: ongoing (10 chapters perhaps)
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”sweetheart, you need to come with us..” your dad said for a hundred times forcing you to come with them on a business occasion that gets to happen on wednesday, the day after tomorrow to be exact.
”dad, i dont want to..you and mom knows that i get bored easily on the other hand you’ll end up sending me home anyways..” you despised, you got used to this lifestyle.
”this time its different..” your mom interfered while walking down the stairs. you dont know what she means by different but in any case..
”fine fine.. but in one condition...” you smiled devilishly and your parents had nothing to do with it. they been knew you always have conditions in terms of forcing you to get involved on something you dont like.
”alright, speak it up..” your mom gave up.
”bring back my bank account” you raise your eyebrows up and down, silly girl. they took down your bank account when they find out that you’re spoon feeding your friends, fake friends, is the right term i guess..
”okay fine. just make sure not to cause trouble on the occasion..” you almost jump out of happiness. you hugged your mom and dad and hurrily went upstairs to pack your things.
”lets go, tokyo!” you screamed mentally.
by the time your plane got landed, there were many people in the waiting area who brought signage to be recognized easily. your mom went straight to the direction of a foreign 40’s woman. they peck each other’s cheeks like they’re bestfriends.
”so is this (y/n) already? woah you grew up so fast and you turned in to a fine young lady! i remember the time when my husband and my son visited you, you were still small..” she started to tell you stories when you were small like she knew you since you were born.
”are we staying on their house or are we booking on a hotel?” you asked referring to the woman’s house
”we’re staying on hotel since they’ll be staying there, too!” your mom responsed happily and you just shrugged about it.
when the program started, the guests were called out by the mc and thats the cue for the entrance. your family was called out first thing when everyone was settled its not new anymore.
you were smiling confidently showing off your shimmering and sparkling long evening gown colored in black. everyone is dressed in formal, ladies wore dresses and gowns with accesories, gentlemen wore their tuxedo’s and americana suit’s pairing with their clean hair-cut.
you admired everyone, honestly speaking you’re not one of those brat who had so much pride and ego in herself, you atleast know how to appreciate small things. what makes your night more enjoyable was seeing the tall guy with brown under-cut hair, thick eyebrows and lips, broad shoulders and fascinating long neck.
he caught you staring at him, he smirked. and that made you flustered. he was obviously older than you. 26 perhaps and you’re like 21. you took your eyes off him and made yourself busy with other things like making friends with your dad’s business partners but let’s be honest your only friend right here is your cousin and his friend.
”so.. what will you do after this?” your cousin, jungkook asked you. he looks miserably bored and you know it.
”sleep. what else? there’s no fun here.” you said, atleast keeping the fact that you were intrigued on the guy you saw earlier.
”there’s a club on the roofdeck, would you mind to check it out later?” he wasnt really asking at you, he was pleading.
”yeah. i actually agree with jungkook. c’mon (y/n) it’ll be fun!” taehyung butt in to your conversation.
”okay fine, you’ both will keep me company alright?” they happily nodded on you, however you know that’s a lie, you know your cousin is a fuckboy cannot deny the undeniable fact.
after the program, everyone went out as well as you but you were not with jungkook qnd taehyung anymore. you halted when you saw your mother with the guy who glued your eyes earlier.
”oh hey! that’s my daughter right there. i hope you still remember her.. come here (y/n)!” you were supposed to take a detour but oh no, your mom started to call you. you politely joined them with an awkward smile.
”goodevening gentleman..” you shyly spoke and lightly bowed. you saw your mom bringing up her proud face that she taught you so well.
you hardly gulped when he took your hands and kissed it. that was the most respectful way of greeting a lady. oh it sucks, he looks hardcore. you erase the thought that has been bothering you.
”hello m’lady.. it’s nice seeing you again..” he smiled and you giggled when he’s puffy cheeks showed. sure he was confused why did you giggled but it gave him the right satisfaction. hearing you giggles is like a music to his ears.
you didn’t have the chance to ask if you have met before because you barely remember anything from your childhood you were flustered when a hands were wrap on your shoulders. ”goodevening, seokjin. goodevening, auntie..” jungkook greeted. you saw how seokjin’s jaw clenched.
”hey, kid..” he smiled devilishly, fair enough you both have something in common.
”don’t kid me, you old-man!” jungkook hissed and at some point that made me laugh, i see how my cousin made seokjin taken aback.
”Auntie, I will borrow your beloved daughter for a while!” jungkook said to your mom and pulled you out on the most awkward conversation you ever had to your mom knew she couldn’t disagree so she let jungkook took you away.
”god, thank you for saving me..” you could almost kiss your cousin’s cheeks for feeling relieved.
”yeah.. i see how tense you were..” he chuckled. funny thing is he whistled something with a rythmn and taehyung suddenly went out on the room before you.
”woah what sorcery was that?” you laugh.
”something you can’t do..” they both laugh and mock you on your way to the roofdeck.
the moment you got inside.. the room was half filled of people and mostly its adults. the sounds of glasses clinking, the crowd’s noise and the background music that has been played of the DJ. you can already taste the alcohol just by smelling to it.
”lets get wasted!” taehyung shouted and started to dance while walking to the dance floor. he looks insane. but cute.
both of you and your cousin jungkook directed to the bartender. he ordered for you apparently you’re not good in this and he knows.
”what is this?” you asked and smelled it when your drinks has been served.
”that’s an americano. its just equal parts to amaro and sweet vermouth, built over ice and topped with soda. its like a negroni with soda to make it even more refreshing plus the perfect balance of bitter and sweet in addition with this aperitivo, you can drink it before or after dinner and still be able to make good conversation afterwards..” he explained.
”i am honestly thankful that you are the one who’s with me right now and not taehyung he might order me some hard drinks.. and make fun of me whilst wasted” you laughed.
”I bet you really are.. anyways i also need to get myself comfortable with ladies so... cíao” jungkook excused himself and joined every tables where women are.
”i bet he’ would have a good fuck tonight..” you mumbled and sip on your drink.
”yeah, i bet too..” you almost choked on your own drink when you heard his voice. this fucking guy.
”you’re here????” you awkwardly laugh.
”and so you are.. one irish bomb please..” he grinned at you and made his way to the bartender.. seeing him right now he didn’t got to change his clothes like you but atleast he got rid of his americana. he’s currently wearing his white polo, tucked in until his elbows and first three buttons were unbottoned. how freakin’ hot!
you shook your head immediately, you’re not supposed to fantasize of him again. not him. he screams danger and wildness.
”one irish bomb..” the bartender served his order and he drank it smoothly.
”cool, so you’re used to this?” you asked out of curiousity, you saw him fvking finished the irish bomb for 0.1 second
his adams apple moved harshly. ”yeah. you could say that..” he moved his bangs upward and made his forehead more visible.
shit. you mentally screamed why is he doing this to you? he can’t be this good looking! oh my god i could’ve kneel down.
”so -uh have we met before?” you finally had the chance to ask him. you are a bit surprised since he is not talkative like what you’ve imagined.
”yeah. when we were little, my family went to vacation on your place..” he responsed while nodding his head, he’s literally spacing out like reminiscing a familiar dramatic story.
”cool so have i ever knocked you out before?” you sudden asked that stupid question made him laugh.
”so you’re really knocking out boys don’t you?” he laughed so hard that he had to touch his stomach.
”yeah. i didn’t know why, i dont really remember what happened before that but jungkook said someone taught me to knock the boys out..” you smiled remembering the boys you punched and kicked.
you accepted the fact that you are honestly the weirdest and roughest girl on your childhood, boys are mostly frightened of you except of jungkook and your dad.
”that’s great and cool of you..” he smiled. honestly the reason why seokjin smiled and looks proud because he was the one who taught you to treat boys like that.
jin can’t deny the fact that he had a crush on you when you were kids. he correctly remembers that you always tells him secrets and so on, even the boys who confessed that had crush on you.
thats the reason why he had to taught you how to punch and kick someone specifically boys, he was 13 years old back then and you were 8. he knows that he was very protective of you.
”so how’s your life now? do you have a boyfriend?” he suddenly asks you and surprisingly out of the topic.
you shook your head. ”nah. my parents doesnt allow me to have boyfriends, officially speaking but yes i had.. a lot of hidden and secret relationships..”
he clenched his jaw and you noticed but just shrugged it away. ”why wont they allow you to have a boyfriend?” he continues to ask anyway.
”they said someone was already destined for me.. like they knew who is meant to me already..” you smiled and played with your glass.
he nodds ”so... are you fine with it?”
”i am always fine of their decisions.” you shrugged and sighed undeniably sad, you can’t despise your parents, not even once.
”no, i mean what about you? i want to know about your own feelings and opinion. are you really fine with that?” he repeated his question, seeking for the accurate and sincerest answer.
”i didn’t actually have a serious relationship before.. so as long as he’s not interested with my family’s riches, and accepts and love me for who i am.. i might be inlove with him already before i could ever know..” you said in a fantasy way however there is no such man and you know it, reality speaking.
”you’re a sweet girl, a loyal friend and an obedient child to your parents, (y/n).. you deserve everything in the world and that includes someone who will love you for the rest of your life..“ his smile was like the assurance of everything bout’ what he said. you felt comfortable.
”thank you, bro..” you responsed.
”you bro-zoned me that shit hurted.” he touched his chest and pretended to be hurt and laughs eventually.
”crackhead..” you mumbled and laugh.
how fast the time have passed you cant clearly remember how did you get back on your hotel room, seeing both jungkook and taehyung wasted on the other bed made you smile.
that seokjin is quite a catch.
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a/n: hey everyone! this is my third ongoing series! i know its kinda hard to write 3 stories at the same timr with different plot but i will hopefelly get to finish any time soon! i wanted to fill up my empty list on my masterlist library tho.
anyways, honestly speaking i am not expecting anyone to like my works, I just happen to wrote whats on my mind and most especially this written one since english is not my first language and im still figuring out how to enhance my writing skills especially how to be good in describing things, events, places, people and so on.
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call me, beep me, if you wanna reach me: chapter two
‘did you really just send me off with the kim possible theme song’ ‘if you just call my name!’ ‘wow, you’re a bit of a dork, aren’t you?’
dedicated to @twiggy242 because he promised me a review at the second chapter and i would like it the second he finished reading.
Hiccup is plain. Astrid is italicized. Ruffnut is underlined.
(10:11) knock knock
(10:15) really?
(10:15) this is how were gonna start the day?
(10:17) knock knock
(10:17) alright, fine
(10:17) whos there
(10:18) annie
(10:18) annie who?
(10:20) annie-thing you can do, i can do better!
(10:21) i can tell knock-knock jokes better than you!
(10:21) nice clapback.
(10:23) thanks, i try
(10:23) knock knock
(10:25) doctor
(10:25) DOCTOR WHO????
(10:26) nope, just the regular doctor!
(10:26) but then how will we time travel?
(10:27) wait, hang on
(10:27) before we go on
(10:27) i have to ask you something super important
(10:29) yeah?
(10:29) youre not…..
(10:30) a superhwolockian, are you?
(10:30) cause that is make or break for any possible friendship here
(10:33) okay listen
.(10:34) ...you didnt
(10:34) how could you do it?
(10:35) individually, those are some good shows!
(10:36) also
(10:36) for me
(10:36) it was
(10:36) uh
(10:38) dont do it
(10:38) superavengewholock
(10:39) oh my god
(10:39) I was young and impressionable!
(10:40) youre dead to me
(10:41) well then I guess this friendship is over before it even started.
(10:41) i wouldnt call us friends
(10:41) more like
(10:41) mutual joke tellers?
(10:42) at least before that god awful knock knock joke
(10:42) you don’t hold back, do you?
(10:46) nah, id rather not
(10:47) your dorkiness has terminated whatever this was
(10:48) you have gotten EVERY reference I’ve made so far.
(10:48) and I will bet 20 bucks that you are as big a dork as I am.
(10:50) nope, im one of the cool kids
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(10:50) fine.
(10:51) but I hate when friendships end.
(10:52) like in the harry potter books
(10:52) when luna and neville stop being friends to date instead.
(10:54) what?
(10:55) luna and neville didnt end up with each other in the books, neville married hannah abbott
(10:55) and luna married rolf scamander
(10:55) HA
(10:55) THAT WASNT IN THE BOOKS.
(10:56) YOU JUST KNOW THAT
(10:56) BECAUSE YOU’RE
(10:56) goddammit
(10:56) A
(10:56) DORK
(10:57) ugh
(10:58) victory is sweet, viking.
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(10:32) hey so you know how i borrowed your hw that one time
(10:35) you dont wanna do this, ruff
(10:37) i may or may not want it again
(10:37) RUFF
(10:38) i dont wanna read the articles suuuuuue me!
(10:39) trump did blah blah and idiots are everywhere i dont need articles to tell me that
(10:58) it might do you some good
(11:00) wow respond late much
(11:00) i was texting someone else
(11:01) tuff?
(11:01) no
(11:01) that girl in your physics class?
(11:02) no
(11:02) your mom?
(11:02) no!
(11:06) who else do you have to text? i should be your one and only priority right now
(11:06) that guy i texted by accident yesterday
(11:07) he could be some serial killer or stalker you know
(11:07) eh, whats he gonna do, track me through my texts?
(11:10) yeah, thats EXACTLY it, dummy
(11:12) hard to believe teachers like you so much when you sound like an idiot half the time
(11:13) oh, relax, were just talking and joking around
(11:13) and if youre so smart, you can do those articles on your own
(11:14) nooooooooooo
(11:14) i promise not to say anything more
(11:14) text as many weird boys as you want
(11:14) do you want me to search up numbers for you
(11:15) will that make you give me the answers
(11:15) im not giving you jack SHIT, ruff
(11:19) what if i agree to hook up with you
(11:19) oh my gosh
(11:20) you make one passing comment and suddenly you friend thinks youre in love with her
(11:21) its okay, astrid, i know im hot
(11:23) youre not that hot when youre bugging me
(11:24) shall i whisper seductively in your ear instead
(11:24) *whispers* give me your homewoooork
(11:26) astrid
(11:28) are you texting your boy again i swear astrid
(11:28) aaaaastrid
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(11:24) hello gorgeous what is your name
(11:24) you have about three minutes to explain
(11:25) ajhgjhegfh
(11:25) rugerhgggggggggr45
(11:25) uh…
(11:25) dork?
(11:26) oh gods, i’m sorry.
(11:26) my cousin got my phone and he
(11:26) well, you know.
(11:27) is this the same cousin you were playing chess with?
(11:27) bingo.
(11:28) he seems like quite the character
(11:29) oh, he is.
(11:30) it’s always “look at hiccup and how small he is” and “hiccup is a loser but i am the benevolent cousin and i still love him”
(11:30) aww
(11:32) wait hold the fuck up
(11:32) okay, potty mouth.
(11:33) your name is HICCUP????????
(11:33) ah
(11:33) shit.
(11:34) tell me your name is not hiccup
(11:36) would if i could, viking.
(11:36) omg tell me your name is NOT hICCUP
(11:37) MY PARENTS THOUGHT IT WOULD WARD OFF GNOMES AND TROLLS
(11:37) gnomes and trolls?
(11:37) holy shit
(11:37) youre not from berk are you?
(11:38) uh, yeah.
(11:38) how’d you know?
(11:38) (creep).
(11:39) oh shush
(11:40) youre a few towns away from me everyone talks about you guys and your weird traditions
(11:40) YOU TOTALLY GO TO HOOLIGAN HIGH DONT YOU
(11:41) seriously is this information just common knowledge or
(11:41) YOUR TEAMS SUCKS AT TENNIS
(11:43) more of a basketball person myself, wouldn’t know.
(11:43) this is the greatest day of my life
(11:44) is this pick on hiccup day?????
(11:45) yes, HICCUP, it is
(11:45) oh gods.
(11:45) what do you call it when you have a stomach spasm
(11:46) NOT ORIGINAL.
(11:46) A HICCUP
(11:46) HA
*********
(11:48) his name is hiccup
(11:55) oh my gosh, what a loser
(11:56) oh noooo, youre into losers
(11:56) youre fucked
(11:56) were all doomed
(11:56) oh yeah i got the homework from an obscure website
(11:57) so suck on that hofferson
(11:59) (you nerd go get the weirdo)
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Are you kidding me?! Part 7.
Bucky x Reader
Word count: 2064 Warnings: Swearing? Slow burn af
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I stayed with Clint for the rest of the weapons training getting pointers on how to stand properly, what to aim for when targets are moving and so on. I hadn’t realised how much time had passed until Tony told everyone to pack up and head to the gym for hand to hand combat portion of today. Okay I’m not going to lie, I’m very excited to watch this.
When we arrived Bucky was already there beating the shit out of a punching bag, he either has breath-taking rage issues or something had pissed him off. I couldn’t help thinking that I had done something or that he genuinely didn’t like me, which confused me to no end. I haven’t even done anything yet!
“Barnes front and centre, we are splitting up into two teams for the first bit to show Y/N what it would be like on the field, kind of like a battle royal.”
Tony said the last part to me so I nodded to show I was listening, Bucky had made his way over to the group, leaning against the wall with one foot upon it and arms folded showing of a ridiculous amount of muscles. Honestly his looks are a fucking gift to women- scrap that a gift to everyone. Tony’s voice brought me back to the room.
“Me and Cap are gunna choose teams, I’ll pick first cap?”
He gestured to Steve, who just nodded.
“Come on Nat, get your butt over here.”
I cringed at Tony’s words, does he have a death wish? Nast seems like the person who would kill for less but to my surprise she just gave him a shit eating grin and stood beside him then turning that grin to Bucky, who returns it. Wait is that a thing? Nat and Bucky? That would explain a lot.
Steve nodded over to Bucky.
Surprise Surprise. Bucky sauntered over to stand next to his best friend and I can’t help but watch him walk over to him, he is going to be the death of me I swear.
“Wilson.”
“Clint.”
“Seriously the God gets picked last?”
Thor grumbles but walks over to team Iron Man, I realise then the numbers are odd. Well I suppose on a battlefield it wouldn’t be even numbers either. Wait do battlefields even exist anymore? Lord I need to stop watching TV.
“Rules: No weapons just hand to hand, Thor no lightning inside please”
Cap pointed a finger at Thor who just rolled his eyes.
“Three second pin or a tap and you’re out, got it?”
Everyone nodded at Cap making their way to separate ends of the room, lining up against the wall.
“Wanna do the honours Y/N?”
Tony called over to me.
“Right um yeah okay. 3. 2. 1. Go?”
I half shouted, before I even finished saying go they were sprinting at each other. Clint and Nat engaged and it was like they knew exactly what the other was planning, it looked more like a dance than a fight. Neither had got a hit on the other when my eyes got pulled to Cap who was in between Thor and Tony taking them on his own, how on earth is he doing this? A crash nearest to me caught my attention, Bucky had Sam run into one another. Bucky’s metal hand came straight round Sam’s throat and slammed him to the floor with such force that Thor turned around to see what had happened letting cap get a really good hit on him. Sam looked out for the count, Bucky looked at me smirk still on his face.
“Wanna count him out for me кукла?”
“I’m pretty sure he is well and truly out Bucky.”
“Got to go, I have a fight to win.”
He ran back into the fray to help Steve who is still going strong against Thor and Tony. A kick to Tony’s chest by Steve sent him flying into Clint and Nat. In the second that that had happened Bucky had basically sent a drop kick to the back of Thor’s knees, sending him straight into a sucker punch from Steve. Both super soldiers jumped on his back counting to three.
So it takes two super soldiers to take out one god. Good to know. Thor walked away from the fight grabbing Sam on the way over to me.
“I’m going to take young Wilson to the med bay Y/N, see you later.”
Another three count sounded the hall, I turned to see Nat on top of a face down, struggling Clint. Not missing a beat she turns and jumps on Steve’s back, leaving Tony to Bucky. At this point the fights are so intense I don’t even know where to look.
Eyes darting between the two I see bits and bobs from each fight.
Tony side stepping Bucky’s punch.
Nat sliding between Cap’s legs.
Tony getting Bucky into a choke hold.
Nat’s legs wrapping around Steve’s neck.
Bucky grabbing Tony by the back of his neck.
Then almost like they had planned it, at the same time Steve and Tony hit the floor with an almighty thud.
3. 2. 1.
With Both men now out, Bucky and Nat turned to face each other, tensions rising. Nat gets herself into a fighting stance waiting for Bucky to do the same, but he just stands there, arms crossed waiting. My god if looks could kill. She ran for him and he side stepped her with ease, bouncing on his heels. She goes for him again and repeats the process. God is he playing with her? What is he thinking?
I can tell she is getting angry now, fist clenching and unclenching, mouth set is a grim smile.
“Come along now Natalia.”
Bucky taunts, slowly stalking towards Nat. Without warning they meet in the middle, a whirlwind of fists and kicks. The pace is set so fast sometimes I don’t know if the hits have landed or if they missed.
Somehow Bucky manages to get his arms around Nat’s torso so she can’t move, his body flushed against hers. Our eyes locked as he leant down to whisper something in Nat’s ear to quite for anyone to hear. I can’t help but wonder what he said, was it a lovers remark? Why is he looking at me? It was quite clear there is something there between them.
A smile came to her face as she hooked one of her legs around his foot and pushed him back to the ground, freeing me from his stare. Quickly straddling his waist she raises her fist in the air to bring down towards his face, but he caught it with his metal hand. Grabbing her other hand, bringing it up to be held in his metal hand too, Bucky spun them over, legs holding Nat to the floor so her bottom half couldn’t move. Metal hand pinning both of hers above her head, flesh hand wrapped firmly around her neck Bucky slowly counted to three.
My god I know it’s wrong but I can’t help being jealous of Nat right now. Remembering the feel of his metal hand around my neck makes me shiver, I need a cold shower and to get some self-control back. I mean I guess I’m not doing anything wrong right? There isn’t a rule that I can’t look. Nat would most probably kill me if she found out though.
Bucky helped Nat off the floor as Cap told us to break for an hour and meet back here for the next part of training. I quickly left before I could get myself in trouble. Right I need to set rules for myself:
1.      Stop drooling over the men here, especially taken one.
2.      Do more training than necessary because otherwise I am going to die.
3.      Train with everyone so I get different styles.
I liked my list. It is a good list.
Aimlessly walking round the tower I decide to go back to have a look at what equipment there is in the gym, I go to the gym regularly plus I take pole fitness classes so at least I’m kind of in shape. I bet they won’t have a pole, maybe I could see if they could get one?
By the time I get back to the gym everyone has dispersed to where ever so I talk a slow walk around. All the stuff is pretty self-explanatory and as I suspected there is no pole. Looking at my watch in see I still have half an hour until everyone comes back so I decide to go on the treadmill for a bit as I wore gym clothes today.
“J.A.R.V.I.S can you play the some music please? Top 40 or something?”
“Of course miss L/N”
Some form of music I haven’t heard yet comes through the speakers.
“Thank you.”
Emptying my mind, I start running. I really must have really zoned out because everyone was walking back into the gym. Slowing the machine to a stop I ask J.A.R.V.I.S to stop the music.
“Look at you starting to train already.”
Tony quipped handing me a bottle of water, I took a swig dipping my head in thanks.
“Okay so Sam has to stay for observations as he has a possible concussion.”
Steve gave a pointed look at Bucky who wouldn’t meet his eyes.
“So Y/N you are going to put us in pairs, watch us spar and then tell me one thing you noted about each of our styles okay?”
Brilliant a test, I suck at tests.
“Okay, so um first I want to see Natasha and Thor spar? If that’s okay?”
Thor actually grimaced but walk to the centre of the room, Nat fast on his heels. Steve mentioned for them to go, Thor lunged but Nat quickly grabbed his arm, twisting it behind his back, kicking the back of his knees and pushing him forward to the floor.
“Okay Y/N observations?”
Steve said effectively ending the match.
“Right well that’s the second time Thor has been taken down by kicking his knees out, I presume not a lot of people get close enough to do that normally ya know with the lightening and hammer? So he seems pretty good either way. Natasha is very fast on her feet and knows how to use someone’s weight against them?”
Nat looks kind of proud at my summery.
“Well observed фазовращатель.”
Both she and Thor make their way back to the wall.
“Um okay Tony and Clint?”
That fight went on longer than I expected, but Clint in the end got a win over Tony.
“Okay well Tony has his suit normally, I kept seeing him raise his hand as if he wanted to blast Clint. Clint fights dirty.”
I shrugged, that was all the explanation I was giving. Both Clint and Nat laughed at that.
“I guess its Steve and Bucky now then?”
The super soldiers walked to the middle of the room. Remember rule number 1 Y/N. The fight started and they are pretty evenly matched, Steve does some weird-twisty-air-flip thing that astounds me. He is so big and beefy, how can he be so nimble?! Bucky gets the upper hand when he sweeps Steve’s feet out, putting a foot on his chest. Steve holds a hand out, pulled up seconds later by Bucky they embrace in what I like to call a bro hug.
“Well?”
Steve puffs clearly out of breath, waiting for my assessment.
“Okay well Steve you are surprisingly fast for a man of your height and stature, if they didn’t know you that would surprise them. Bucky is pretty observant and officiant, like he will find out how you are fighting and find the best way to combat that?”
Steve nodded at me, again Bucky wouldn’t look at me, I mean straight up ignoring me. Like seriously I know I haven’t done anything this time! Why is he being a dick? I am a fucking delight! He may be gorgeous but if he keeps acting smug and shitty we are going to have a problem.
Bucky is the first one out of the room when Tony calls time on the day, so I walk with Steve instead. I will not let anyone take away my excitement for this. Not even Mr I-Have-A-Metal-Arm. I can do this.
I think.
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