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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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Frank O’Hara, “Mayakovsky”
#frank o’hara#poetry#quote#literature#lit#beauty#subjectivity#wound#trauma#self acceptance#this really brilliant guy brought up this poem in one of my classes today and i am just wowed by it#the class was medieval lyric poetry and the professor didnt really understand why he brought it up at first#but we were talking about the ways subjectivity in medieval poetry is different from modern literature#and he said this poem reminded him of the more flexible subjectivity in first person narration in medieval poems#while this is obviously far from medieval i see his point#and i am so glad he brought it up because it is such a beautiful poem!#english major things#insecurity#self expression#mayakovsky#writing process#writing
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images of riley savage that make me want to explode into a million pieces (positive)
#text#hivemind#hivemind tv#riley savage#sorry i know its 2 AM but im in a gay dead zone rn (no hot dudes on campus cus most people went home for summer)#so the only man on my mind is Him#last pic isnt super remarkable i just thought he looked cute :-)#riley DID see my gayass drawing of it in the discord. which felt a little embarrassing tbh i didnt know he lurked in there like thar#but im glad he liked it LOL
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he's such a fucking hater man
#i mean I'm no better but still#it's so funny#as soon as he gets a bigger office in a better city he just starts clowning on y.agami#honestly i missed seeing him be mean as hell sjdhqjsj he really does have his moments <3#the scene where he asks y.ui about her husband... that little smirk on his face... i think he just enjoys pissing people off#but yeah i cant really argue with him there#y.agami's office is pretty sad#the stack of dishes has been there for three years-#but i am glad to see him acting like this again#he's been kinda quiet this game#which I'm glad for because i know he just feels comfortable around the gang#but still akdjajs#ash rambles 💚#mask off 🎭#man.. i love him..#we're haters together <3#the other day my mom told me i was a 'hated since the day you were born' which i think is the funniest thing ever#he talks all that talk about wanting to be just like y.agami and how much he admires him#and then goes back to always clowning on him lmaaaoo#it's okay#i clown on y.agami too#grown ass man-#s.ugiura is obviously an adult but since the whole rest of the cast is like pushing 40 and 50#he feels so young compared to them (he's 25 in the first game 28 in the second) and ash is the same age#and it's so funny seeing both of them go 'man... you're old-'#even t.esso calls him kiddo#speaking of. ash has a little crush on him. nothing crazy but the 'OMG HOT OLDER GUY WOW HE'S SO HOT OMG-' kind of crush ajdhajsj#it's just played for laughs. there is absolutely nothing there (he also laughs and calls her kiddo)#and it's so amusing seeing ash whisper to s.ugiura 'wait.. he's so hot..' and him being like 'dude are you fr rn'#and ash is like 'lol you didnt deny he's hot' and oh I've hit tag limit- gn pals!
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getting sloppy drunk for the first time on accident: woo! i am going to luxuriate in the todays decadent win of the montreal canadiens, mes habs, over the florida panthers and the fact that our baby rookie baby goalie shut out said defending stanley cup champs! and also think salacious things about sam monty montembeault. olé
#only time ive ever been happy seeing snowbirds consume something back home!#it was only in becoming a habs fan that i realized all those french ppl i encountered at work back home were probably canadian#i always wanted to try n use my meagre french to say hi but i didnt have the right words todo my job..... need more mots de poisson. yea#anyway has anyone considered the beauty of potentially having an older very passive strong rock goalie paired with a very young slip on his#own shoes kinda aggro baby goalie#right before the arber fight dach was like fuckin w the guy n he shoved or near shoved dobes and dobes glove dhim alittle and i remember#being like omggggggggg#monty would NOT do that but youre so valid for this little big man#so fun to see him playin outta the crease i like the different styles i am becoming a conoisseur bro#i like. hockey#i wishhh they showed monty on the bench more. so glad he got rested. if u talk about him like hes a bandaid until fowler comes and hes fully#replaced by dobes do NOT talk 2 me. i like dobes quite a lot but u do NOT need to be shoving my boyyy out the door. respect your goalie#anyway in spirit of old homes. i hope he trounces the bolts lollllllll get it boy#did u know tumblr only allows 30 tags? discovered this last reblog. rude :(#i like that habs get 2 broadcasts because we get sneaky clips. sometimes gone on one but present on other#thank god bec otherwise we woulda missed half the dobes celebration.... sooo happy for that crumb of a guy#we love goalie success.#i wonder if the 30 tag limit is only for reblogs? feels like i msybe passed that but idk. not trying to but#anyway i wore the lovely habs scarf my beautiful talented girlfriend made me all around town. sports!#WILL i be hungover for the bolts game? i dont know. i have never been this drunk before#i had. 1.5 drinks. im a huge fuckin lightweight but TO BE FAIR the furst was really heavy on high strength baibooze#christ#at least i didnt wander into trafgfic how the fuck#dude i hope the habs kick asss tmrw. theyve been buildjng up so well. its ok if they dont i will forgivevthem but they should fight hard....#do it for sain loui#saint louis#do u think they know what benihets are#beignets. from new orleansx#not donuts#i think the habs deserve a crawfush boil. too bad its out of season :(((
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I'm actually going to gnaw my own hand off.
#FICTIONAL BLONDE MAN HAS ME IN A VICE GRIP I AM NOT OKAY#THIS IS NOT ENJOYMENT THIS IS MY BRAIN GOING ASUHDNJHGJSHMAIKJDGMDKJMAKSDFKMLJSMGKJKJSMLKJSDHGKMJSHFLKADDKSGJMLSKJGSKHLGJM#like I am going to eat my own LIMBS he is giving me MENTAL ILLNESS I DIDNT KNOW I HAD IN ME#I AM CAPTIVATED BY HIS SWAGLESS LOOKS AND CRINGEFAIL PERSONALITY HE IS EATING MY BRAIN#he is going to give me HEART PALPITATIONS.#I need to kill him. violently. but also give him a hug. but first kill him violently.#hE'S JUST LIKE ME FR AND IT IS TELLING ME THINGS ABOUT MYSELF I DIDNT WANT TO KNOW#I've never wanted to strange someone so badly before and that's saying a lot.#LIKE I LOVE HIM. BUT I ALSO DESPISE HIM WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING I NEED HIM TO BE DEAD.#BUT I LOVE HIM I need him to get cuddles :(#but also I need to stab him repeatedly.#I need him and his boyfriend to be happy but I also need them to kill each other.#WHEN IM PLAYING WITH FICTIONAL CHARACTERS LIKE FUCKED UP BARBIES I DIDNT THINK THEYD START FIGHTING BACK#if any of my irl friends see this I promise I'm so stable and I'm so normal and I'll shut up about him. but like only irl.#I HAVE NOT HAD BRAINROT THIS BAD SINCE I FIRST DISCOVERED FSA AND LOZ.#this might be WORSE. THIS FEELS WORSE.#this might force me to WRITE AGAIN.#hhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#IM GOING TO BITE SOMETHING. HARD.#really glad I stalled on getting into this fandom for three years I don't think I could've handled the level of ALL CONSUMING DISEASE#that this man has inflicted upon me.#ahem#anyways#raven rambles
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EVERYBODY SHUT UP RIGHT NOW I FOUND A FLATHEAD WORM



TELL HIM HES HANDSOME!!!!!!!
#I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEY LIVED BY ME#FIRST TIME EVER SEEING ONE IRL#SUPER sticky tho#I didn’t touch him but he crawled (?) under a leaf and when I picked up the leaf he STUCK TO IT#I’m glad I did not touch him idk what affect that would have on him or me lol#absolutely magical experience#VERY LONG BOI TOO!!!!! maybe like 6 inches. it was nuts#bug#bugs#worm#worms#flathead worm#wait there’s no existing tag for that? am I calling it the right thing??#like I’m not wrong lol. he head flat!!#also I like his stripes
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im very interested to see how different davrin is in datv compared to vows and vengeance since afaik the writers of the podcast are unaffiliated w the ingame writers. same goes to all the charas in general !
#vows and vengeance#vows and vengeance spoilers#overall i rly liked ep3 !!! i was a bit worried after ep2 but i feel like ep3 brought it back#one thing im SO glad abt is that davrin didnt have assan with him atp#bc presently i am a little ... norvus... abt what ive seen discussed irt dav. how his character arc seems to revolve completely around#his weird dog..... like im hoping his identity and story is more than just him giving the player access to a cute pettable griffon#and this ep reassured me a little :3#we'll see !!!!!#god. words cannot express how excited i am for a taash ep.....
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thinking about my left behind 60s villain to the creeper proteus
#they were kinda gay.#the problem with getting into older comics is that now theyre largely irrelevant#like what do you mean the creeper is actually a demon. thats just jack getting into acting wdym#i am glad though that the proteus storyline got wrapped up before beware the creeper got cancelled#read beware the creeper 1968 its only 6 issues#also for his backstory read showcase 73 beforehand cause they do not explain his deal lol#it seems a lot of stuff afterwards makes the creeper into this wacky guy as a whole#but really the things that make him unnerving like his laugh and how he acts is literally jack acting#you can see him thinking in the moment about what would freak out other people i like it. hes kinda discovering he likes acting? in a way?#like ofc they dont go in depth or anything but in the issues he kinda gets into the swing of his acting and having it come more naturally t#him. i feel like the creeper could be used as like. another side to him hes discovering that he didnt know was there and accepting#IF one were to go in depth and do a whole character study. on. 6 comic issues. but the basis is there!#theres also. his whole costume. yeah he has genders. theres something here. READ HIS COMICS.#i speak#dc#jack ryder#proteus
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when i was seven and our trailer burned down, i thought about leaving my father there, grabbing my brother, and getting us the hell out
i didn't. i ended up waking our father and we all ended up at the neighbors' house
but i should have
i fucking should have
because the minute he had a chance to be alone with me (after we got to my grandma's trailer) guess what he did! shortly after our fucking HOME burned down and the firefighters gave my brother and i teddy bears and wrapped blankets around us for shock!!!!!! fucking christ i hate our father more than anyone on this earth
#haha :) feeling normal abt this!#all i cared about was my brother being safe. thats all. i still remember holding his hand and walking him to the neighbours house#i couldnt see because i left my glasses in the trailer. they put on the little mermaid cartoon for us. i even remember what episode it was#but i genuinely considered leaving my father there and honestly that scares me#honestly i was afraid to wake him up bc i didnt want him to get mad at me. if he got mad at me i would always suffer for it later#milo murmurs#fun fact we lived w someone & his son and his son ended up becoming my cousin when his mom married my uncle#i am so so glad neither or them were home that night#he was so young. im several years older than him & he was so little that he doesnt even remember we lived together#csa vent#tw csa vent#csa tw#also feeling fucked up abt the fact that my father wld put his cigarettes out on me when he was pissed#sometimes i wonder if the fire started because he was smoking smth and passed out while doing it but my brother slept in his room#i feel like they wouldve been much more worse off if the fire started in their room#anyway im pretty sure that the fire was set intentionally bc he had some ties to the wrong ppl#and either they didnt know me & my brother were also there and were only going after our father or they didnt care we were there#to this day even bonfires make me nervous if i can only smell them & cant see them. i hate smelling smth burning & panicking#we live in the country now so its very common for ppl to burn leaves and wood and what have you. its still scary sometimes#i think abt this a lot actually bc any fire still makes me lowkey nervous. less so if i know where/what its coming from but still nervous
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He is like an angel to me <3
#akira nishikiyama#every time i see a gifset of this scene and it's THIS quick moment JUST before he slicks his hair back THIS to me is his pinnacle of beauty#look at my beautiful bloodstained koi. succumbing to the darkness but honestly he held out longer than i would so we gotta respect that#also Matsushige. my guy. my dude. why did you think talking shit to a guy JUST after his sister died was a good idea. ya shoulda run#but also thank fuck ya didnt cause i fucking hated ya and im glad pretty koi her fucking gutted ya. absolutely eviscerated. like goddamn#this rewired something in my brain lads#cw blood#almost forgot that bit lol. also the other day i posted this pic and caption in a Discord server im in#yknow with the intention of basically swooning over him because yeah im in love with him right. and one person responded to me#and props to her she was reacting like. properly i suppose? like 'oh it's so sad what happened to him#when it all came crashing down </3' but im here like 'yes the scene is VERY tragic and rips my heart out but thats NOT what im doing here#today lmaooo' i am happy to focus on the tragedy of his character and often do#but right NOW i am trying to sexualize a man covered in the blood of his enemy as his psyche shatters so like <3#theres probably nicer pics of this bit but i dont have them on hand. i might start a 'pretty Nishiki pics' folder on my phone too
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collapses to the ground and destroys everything within a 5 mile radius with how distraught and heartbroken I am
#vark posts#v live blogging#HOOOOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COPE#i cant even put my thoughts into words#i am just all emotion and nothing else#oh my god#Arthur........#ohhhhhh my goddddddd#im about to start tearing up the drywall#fuck man he literally gave his all to save who he could#literally every last bit right until the end#him laying on the ground wheezing actually crushed my soul u dont understand#AND HE DIED ALONE#im glad he was able to save who he could and help john get out and shit#knowing Arthurs character and how self sacrificing he is im sure he was happy to die to keep them safe so at least theres that closure#IM SOOOOO MAD MICAH DIDNT DIE#SOOOOOOOOOOO MAD#I CANNOT BELIEEEEEVE HES MADE IT OUT ALIVE#and theyre just gonna TIME SKIP?#LET ME SEE THE OTHERS AT LEAST#im gonna crumble into a million pieces what happened to charles and sadie and karen and tilly#i hope to fuck im gonna see them again in however long this whole playing as john thing goes#i cannot fuckin believe I didn't cry#if theres anything to prove im near incapable of crying its this bullshit cause i felt like my soul was leaving my body#i did tear up DEFINITELY#fuck man i just want Arthur back#i need him to just fuck off on a self care run and for him to be genuinely happy and not used#extremely good story telling 11/10 i feel like i got ripped apart but its ok im ok im normal#such an incredible and heartbreaking ending for such a complex caring man#the doomed by the narrative trope written in literally the best way ive ever seen
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I've wanted to write a dissertation on the localization differences in Sawashiro's Chapter 13 scenes FOREVER you have NO idea, thank you so much for pointing that out.
I did experience the full game back when it was only out in Japanese so I've certainly got Thoughts on both in comparison to the original as well. Although it's not exactly what you were talking about, I do personally think the playfulness is 100% purposeful and the more accurate take in this case! Not just in a literal sense, but in terms of authorial intent.
Chapters 1, 2, and 13 specifically are full of homages to and subversions of his character as seen in RGGO. Playfulness, unpredictability, and an off-putting sense of humor are central to RGGO!Sawashiro. He also happens to be particularly fond of fake-outs like that. Obviously a lot has changed between games, but there's a lot of fascinating interplay as well, even with 7!Sawashiro's much more subdued presentation. Yokoyama has said he was going for a story that doesn't require RGGO's context to understand or enjoy, but a story that's nonetheless made more interesting by taking RGGO's context into account. The effects of that approach are of course going to be apparent in RGGO's main antagonist.
So I don't think it's far-fetched at all to say there's a sense of humor there we just don't get to see much of, being Ichi and being in the situations we're in when we encounter him. I think that kind of works for him as a character whose idiosyncrasies are conveyed equally by what we see and what we don't see.
... I guess I kind of ended up writing a dissertation anyway lol sorry
this is like getting a letter from the president thank you so much for your dissertation and your work in general im actually framing this on my brain walls
#fave#snap chats#ON THE REAL THOUGH LET ME. TALK NORMALLY FOR A SECOND#i DID actually want to make a note bout sawashiro's dialogue during chapter 1 too in my initial post#but i didnt think it was anything super noteworthy- tho now im glad my thinking's been validated in a way#weeks back when i actually did take the time to read through the old RGGO chapters and familiarize myself with RGGO jo#RGGJO if you will AHA--#but on the real when you mention it i DO remember his personality feeling#saying 'relaxed' feels hyperbolic/inaccurate but he definitely did not feel /as/ uptight as Y7jo comes off as#maybe cause his portrait art has him smiling for once ☠️#but its due in part because we got to see RGGO jo more For Obvious Reasons and we got to see him interact with others more#that he got to feel a LIL more personable. not OVERLY friendly but yk. Just Enough to notice in comparison#in the way that i like comparing eng and jp texts it IS really fun looking between RGGO and Y7 jo#obviously they would borrow aspects from RGGO to put into Y7 but it is real neat being able to point them out/see them#i wish i could use my words better to express how much of a fan i am of reading this but just know i am#just very cool and interesting insight all around thank you again for writing in
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#covid mention#long time no see#not to come on here just to rant but i am here just to rant bc apparently im not over this (it happened yesterday)#im sorry to my irls if u read this i just need to keep talking about it till im over it#my roommate just tested positive for covid and i wish her a speedy recovery bc it is Not Fun#but she 100% got it from her bf who didnt test when he was sick a few days ago...#and she texted me shortly after she tested positive saying her bf was going to come over tonight (last night)??? and spend the night???#however the alternative was him picking her up to spend the weekend at his place...#but she phrased it like “if it would make you feel better”#like IM SORRY#YOU WANTED TO BRING YOUR BF OVER WHILE YOURE POSITIVE FOR COVID??? AND YOURE STILL HOPING THAT I WOULDNT GET IT??#oh but its all okay bc if would make me feel better if you did the alt#how kind of you#make it make sense!!#im glad she has him to take care of her and me to take care of her cat bc i had no one and no groceries and a cat who i had take care of#:)#that's slightly passive aggressive but its the truth#anyway im baffled and shocked but thankfully i feel fine and i hope i dont get it (again)
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OKAY OKAY I SAW YOUR MOST RECENT ART POST
AND I LOVE IT
BUT BUT
I'M SORRY BUT
SUNNY LOOKS LIKE HE'S PROCESSING THAT THIS BLONDE GAYASS GUY LIKES HIM
HE GOT NO THOUGHTS
AT ALL
BEHIND THOSE EYES
I'M SORRY DON'T KILL ME PLEASE
Sunny's like "oh shit when he said he liked me he meant it"
#answering asks late sorry i am still. diseased#ask#dyesprout0ysphoria#the 'no thoughts head empty' look was the INTENTION btw so im glad youre seeing it like that#sunny's processing. his brain hasnt caught up with whats happening yet#nick just grabbed him and sun's brain made the fuckin. w.d. gaster noises#its also way funnier to say that kind of stuff without adding ''please dont kill me''#because that implies youre saying something you know is bad or i wont like or smth#i do like what youre saying! you dont need to apologise!#you dont need to say it like its the wrong interpretation or like i drew it badly and made it accidentally funny or whatever#it was the intention!! sunny's head is EMPTY dude is REBOOTING he's Stunned#hes like ''what . wh at is happening right now''#im sorry if im misinterpreting what you said i am. not doing great#part of why i didnt answer many asks yesterday was because im tired and sick and my body doesnt have the energy for emotions right now#let alone good ones#you guys are really cool and nice and i love and appreciate all the asks and everything else i am OVERWHELMED by your positivity#i didnt want to get mean on accident#im just terribly sick.#arsenic
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Idk if i looked particularly 'metalhead' today, but i had my first time!!!
First time some rando asked me "Do you really like them or that t-shirt is just for show?".
So exciting.
#jinn contemplates life. metallica and life.#like. i basically always wear a tallica tshirt??? 5/7 days a week and it NEVER happened to me before#and today i was wearing a super 'basic' one. the one with rtl guy on the electric chair that i love SO much that i wear it backwards#bc on the front there is the album art but i want the guy up front!!!! i wanna see him!#anyway unfortunately i am not one of those quick witted ppl so i didnt give him the biting responses that im thinking now#im glad it took so long to have a 'fan' interaction like this one#AND HE WASN'T EVEN A FAN. WHY ARE YOU DOING THE FAN POLICE IF YOU ARENT EVEN A FAN#and he tried to push me to talk shit abt metallica#good luck with that#now name me 3 tallica cover songs that are not on garage inc or you are not worth my time#ah btw. i fully support buying tshirts of bands you dont know. who cares. if you like the art or the vibe go for it#i know it's an unpopular opinon but these ppl dont do any arm. they juat think that the tshirts are cool. that's it#i find more annoying the gatekeepers#i said it sjsksksksks
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