#and how pretty much all official art has her doing things with her left hand

[moghedien]

one day my left-handed Jasnah propaganda will pay off

[littleplantfreak]

Run my hands through - Umemiya Hajime

Made a post about how much i loved Ume with his hair down yesterday and ended up writing something entirely self indulgent //gestures at this official art too

-SFW (but almost wasn't I almost got super carried away but deleted it cause I leave smut to the professionals) so uhhh marking/hickeys, hair pulling, makin' out with Umemiya and slightly possessive behavior on readers part but in a silly way if that makes sense just in case anyone has problems with that stuff.

You're looking at him more than usual. Umemiya can feel your eyes boring into the back of his head while he's re-potting plants on the roof. He asked you about it before but all you do is hum and say you think you're staring a normal amount. Of course he doesn't mind, but it feels like he's under a microscope. When he asked Kotoha if she knew why you were acting weird, she shrugged and said you'd were looking at some old pictures at the children's home so maybe you'd just been noting how different he looked in his childhood pictures. She ended it with a look and tone that conveyed you'd already asked her to keep something secret.

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It's his hair again. The hair that's always gelled back in a slight wave keeping it out of his face completely. It's not hard to break it free from the glassy prison he molds it into though. There have been plenty of times strands fell forward from sweating, working or fighting, but you've never seen it fully down in person. That's why, when you saw a semi-recent picture of him with his siblings, long hair falling in his face, trimmed neatly with ends blunt, you started to feel a certain way about it. You innocently asked Kotoha if she had any more pictures of Ume like that.

"Like what?"

"Like with his hair down."

"Oho you have a thing for his hair now?" She teases and although you know she won't tell him if you ask her not to, you're still embarrassed at being found out so easily.

"He's my boyfriend! I have a thing for nearly everything about him."

"But anyone can tell you're kinda obsessed with it with how much you fix and touch it throughout the day. Just ask him to wear it down for you."

It's not that you hadn't thought about it, but the more you thought, the more you started getting frustrated. Why didn't he wear it down more often? It seems like he did in old pictures. If he hated it now you didn't wanna force him to change it

Your self control was pretty good, but once you'd started really looking it was impossible to stop. His most recent fight with Shishitoren had haphazard strands in his face dislodged by sweat and aggressive movement. Of course you were concerned with the wounds spanning across his face and body, but another part of you wanted to eat him alive with how good he looked. You're not quite sure you'd be able to stop yourself from jumping him if you saw him with his hair fully down. Sitting in a chair on the roof, you watch him and think about the feeling of running your fingers through his white locks unhindered by that damn tough gel he puts in.

"Pumpkin can you hand me the small pruning sheers to your left?" he calls over without looking over at you.

"Mhmmm," you barely reply still stuck in a daze.

Pruning sheers...

Right!

You snap out of the daydreams that'd been haunting you to stand and grab them. Just as you're about to hand them over, Umemiya grasps the wrist with the sheers and pulls gently but firmly to drag you down on the ground with him. He sets the sheers down before taking both your hands in his.

"Something on my face? You've been starin' an awful lot."

"Ahh dirt, if I had to guess," a halfhearted excuse while your brain continued to process things slower than usual.

"Sweetheart baby love of mine," he is all dramatics now stringing pet names together in a silly amalgamation. Once he starts making direct eye contact it's hard to look anywhere else, "you have got to tell me whats going on in that beautiful head of yours. I love the attention but if something's bothering you-"

"It's your hair!" You spit out in a panic, drawing your hands away to cover your face in embarrassment. You can tell he's a little worried and it makes you feel even worse for making a big deal about it.

"My hair bothers you?" He's confused. Of course he is. It isn't something you've brought up in the past after all. He thought you liked his hair since you were always fixing it for him and you do. Your voice is muffled by your hands but he can still understand to a point.

"It looks great and I love it, but I reaaallly wanna see it down," you can hear yourself whining the words instead of saying them normally. "You always have it up when you're at school," taking a deep breath as your hands come off your face to speak more clearly. "I was looking at pictures with Kotoha and they're pretty much all of you with your hair down." Taking a second you twirl one of his loose strands around your finger in lieu of staring again, sincerely embarrassed you let it get to you this bad. He finally puts the pieces together from his conversation with Kotoha earlier.

"Our date night's tomorrow right? I'll wear it down then," he says, letting you mess with his hair. He can see a jolt go through you at his words and you lock eyes with him immediately.

"Really? Really really?" You're just about vibrating in place, grabbing his face with both hands and squishing his cheeks.

"Rweawy rweawy rweawy!" His breath is coming out of his nose in amused puffs due to the quick shift in enthusiasm and your hold on his face.

"I'VE GOTTA GO PICK MY OUTFIT OUT OH MY GOD ILOVEYOUBYE!" A small peck on the nose and you're gone like the wind throwing open the door and running past Sugishita who was on his way up the stairs. The long haired boy looks back at Umemiya with wide, questioning eyes before letting the moment pass, his head dips in the usual greeting before he walks over to do the daily gardening tasks.

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“I changed my mind we can’t go out tonight.”

“Babe you’re all dressed up and you were so excited to check out that new restaurant near the park,” Hajime sighs exasperated. You’re in the foyer of his home, hands on both sides of the door frame blocking his escape.

“Not looking like that you aren’t! Do you want every girl in a 20 mile radius to fall for you? The men too? I’ll have to fight every single one of them and of course I’d win but imagine the casualties! The collateral damage!” you cry hanging your head in fake hysterics. Both Kotoha and their other siblings have been watching this two-part comedy special for about 10 minutes now, two minutes of which you just STARED at him. Then you began circling like a hawk looking at him from any and all angles as if to commit it to memory. Then you started laying on the compliments and pick up lines but he could tell you meant every one of them. “Who is this absolute knock out in front of me? Is my boyfriend a model now? Did it hurt when you fell because I’m staring at an angel.”

Which brought you both to the current scene and while you were (for the most part) joking, you also…weren’t. You could and probably are just extremely biased but GOD you think no one could pull off that hair quite so well. Usually it takes a lot to make Umemiya blush, but his face is currently stained red by how brazen you are at the moment. He’s smiling and trying to take it in stride but even Kotoha can tell he’s affected by your display and she's relishing it.

“No more arguing,” he picks you up by the waist and hoists you to him in a hug that leaves your face in his chest and feet off the floor. “We’re heading out now.” He sends a farewell back to your amused audience and the kids yell back a cacophony of teases and calls for their onee-san and onii-san to come back soon. You start muffling unrecognizable words into his shirt before he puts you down as he gets further down the street.

“It would’ve been one of the best ways to die if i’d stayed there a little longer,” you breathe and stumble back a bit.

“You are shameless today,” he laughs and goes to hold your hand. Anyone watching you both can tell you're grossly in love by the dreamy look on your face as you watch him while you walk down the street. You realize now that this is the first time in about two weeks you have him to yourself, which may be why you've been clingier than normal. Every time either of you tried to schedule date night with the other, someone or something came up and made you push date night back.

Going two weeks without any prolonged physical contact (save for hello and goodbye hugs or kisses) with your boyfriend has made you starved for him in every way your brain can fathom, which is why it isn't surprising that you end up dragging him through the park to an alcove you know isn't traveled to often. It also isn't surprising when you sit him down on the bench bracing a knee next to him, and pinning him loosely in place. He doesn't say a word, but tilts his head up slightly angled in favor of you closing the distance, daring you with those stormy grey eyes.

Your hands find their way easily to the soft ivory of his hair, delving deeper to twist and pull him in. Caught between a sigh and a moan, Umemiya Hajime is melting into you, lines blurring and nerves on fire. His hands fumble to grab the thigh closest to him as he moves you to straddle him. You haven't let up on your assault on his senses, fingers loosening their hold to rub small circles into his scalp.

Is this how you feel when he goes all out after stress starts to take it's toll on him? Now that he thinks about it he's always been the one to initiate this kind of thing, but god he would've asked you to take the lead sooner if he knew it felt this good. Heartbeat thrumming through his hands, he runs them in a soothing pattern from the top of your hip to you knee giving your legs the occasional extra squeeze.

A wave of calm shifts the clouds filling your head out as you have an idea. Parting from him briefly you start kissing and mouthing your way down to the collar of his shirt. He squeezes your thighs harder as your breath ghosts his neck and you give it a few experimental nips before cooling the spot with your tongue. He's trying to stifle a high pitched noise in the back his throat but once you hear it you latch on biting and sucking a single bright red mark. A soft breath over your work before you sit back to admire it. The mark peeks out just enough for you to see it right now but low enough that when he's wearing his furin jacket, he'll be able to hide it.

"That was-," you start, still breathless.

"Wow," he voice cracks at the same time. His eyes are a little wild but his hair is even wilder, sticking up in some directions and falling flat in others. Giving a small tap on his arm he releases the deathgrip he had on you before his eyes stick right to where he had been holding. Blue bruises are scattered over both legs where his fingers were, but they're just barely hidden once you fix your dress.

"Guess we're uh...even?" you're suddenly bashful at what was probably the same type of stare you've been giving him for a week straight now. Umemiya runs his own hands through his hair trying to catch his breath and make himself a little more presentable too.

"No way are we close to being even you little monster. After dinner I'm getting you back," and you can tell he's not bluffing.

"I'm shaking in my shoes Haji," you shot back feeling a bit more like yourself as you go to grab his hand. He moves towards you but you end up spun around and he picks you up for the second time that night, this time settled on carrying you bridal style.

"Put me down," you squeak in warning, the skirt of your dress no longer hiding the fresh bruises.

"This is part of your punishment sweetheart. Also, no one's coming after me if I carry you around like a princess right?" It was hard to argue with that logic and to be fair, despite your earlier boldness your legs ended up weak. He had probably seen the shaky steps you took towards him a second ago.

Both of you got to the restaurant in time despite the detour and the next day you were sporting a hoodie to hide the payback you took happily after.

[artdcnaldson]

ok ok ok so i have a thought for pats sister au, i mentioned it a while ago cuz someone was talking about something similar

this isnt like that smutty and slutty, but i need them to also just be a little bit happy. and as much as i love love love mean art, i do need him to be a little bit sweet to her now

but im thinking now that he's like fucking her at every chance he gets, that means hes spending a lot of time with her in general. including parties!!!! they start going together instead of just leaving together. not officially or anything because it would undoubtedly get back to pat, so they're just going with a few mutual friends and pretend its a group thing. its also easier for art to pretend like he doesnt just want to be with you and only you. maybe this party is at a sorority instead of a frat, so art lets his guard down a little. there arent as many guys who art knows, meaning even less guys who might happen to know patrick. and hes not too concerned with all the girls considering girl code or whatever.

so he lets himself party more than he usually would, lets himself drink that extra drink (truthfully a few extra) and stand just that bit closer to her (very much closer, practically leaning against her), he even dances with her, something he's never done with a girl. they lean in close when theyre talking, anyone who didnt know them would assume they were a couple, or at least well on their way to becoming one. TIHI!!!

its a pretty rowdy party, art is shocked he thought the frat parties got out of hand but this was wild. before either of them realize it, theyre both wasted, having the time of their lives, but definitely drunk. their friends have started heading home, but they decide to stick around and keep the party going. his arm is around her, hand on her waist slowly but surely wandering down to rest on her ass, accompanied by the occasional squeeze just to make her fidget. hes letting her get close to him. its nothing too suspicious though, no kissing or outright sexual touch, with the right words it could be explained away as friendly, in case patrick should hear about it.

BUT art is drunk, and drunk stanford art is a party boy, i believe this in my heart and core. he is getting reckless, forgetting about patricj and that he's supposed to keep discreet. he is doing shots, hes making her do shots, hes making any- and everyone do shots with him. and im thinking its one of, or both of, 2 things.

hes taking a shot and then spitting into pats sisters mouth

i see this happening like spontaneously, maybe there's only one shot left in the bottle and art has the genius idea that you'll just share it. she doesnt get what he means but he'll just show her. takes the shot, leaves it in this mouth, grabs her jaw and brings her real close to him. she thinks hes going to kiss her, but he pries her mouth open instead, tilts her head back, and spits the shitty liquor right into her mouth. hand tight around her jaw to keep her in place, eyes on hers, just like when he spits in her mouth fr

OR/and later in the evening

2. tequila body shots

this i see happening as just a sudden idea art has. and hes insisting its a great idea, and he'll even let her start so it doesnt seem like hes just trying to get her naked. so he lays on like a sticky, honestly downright nasty, bartop. he takes off his shirt and ugh he just looks so fucking good. pats sister is getting so possessive with all these girls around ogling at her man lol, shes all too eager to mark her territory. so the way weve always done it where i live is tequila poured in the belly button, salt in a line up the chest and lime in their mouth so you have to kiss them to get it. ive learnt from going to international school that thats apparently not universal? let me know about that cuz confusing? how else?

anyway. she takes the shot off of him, taking her time lick up his chest and even longer to get the lime from between his lips. its not like people are really looking at them, but even if they were those two are too drunk to notice or care. when its her turn hes really making a show of it, gets her to take her shirt off, but lets her keep the bra (its practically see-through with all the lace anyway), but he insists that she has to unbutton her jeans because he also wants salt before the shot or whatever. hes making something up, he just wants to see what panties shes wearing and see if he can smell her sweet pussy. he knows she wet, he can tell. hes just as bad as her, if not worse.

then when the party is ending they're definitely going back together, theyre probably too drunk to even try to have sex. just sloppy and stumbling everywhere. they end up passing out in arts bed together, he only just managed to get them both into some of his clothes and decent for bed, boxers for him and just a shirt and panties for her. in the morning they wake up cuddled close. its the first time theyve slept in the same bed, the first time theyve cuddled, its the first time theyve slept in the same room since art first took her virginity. and now they'd spent the night together without having sex at all. it kind of changes things for them... but not too much :)

-🐞

GODDDDD THIS HAS LIVED SOOO RENT FREE. I'm fucking dead it's too beautiful, too perfect. Also body shots are The Same for me as well so ur so valid <3

You're surprised when the invite comes through your phone— when Art asks for you to come with him to a house party hosted by some sorority girl in one of his classes. He heard about it, heard that they can be fun, wants to see you there.

And, god, you pretty yourself up so much for it— a skimpy little tank top that he can see your bra through, a tiny little denim skirt, sweet, sparkly makeup that catches in the fucking strobe lights set up around the living room. You’re nursing a cocktail of pink lemonade and vodka, leaning against his side as he downs another fucking glass of jungle juice. He’s definitely on the wrong side of drunk, or else he wouldn’t be all over you the way he is.

And you’re fucking living for it, the way he keeps one hand slung around your waist, tugs you closer against him so you’re practically one fucking entity. He puts a fucking glowing test tube shot to your lips, eyes lighting up as you eagerly swallow it down. He could spit directly onto your tongue, in front of everyone and you’d fucking let him.

So he does. He downs a tequila shot, grabs your chin and you’re all wide eyed and eager as you look up at him. He spits it into your open mouth and you swallow it down, nose wrinkling at the taste. You like sweet things— fancy champagne, mixed drinks that are mostly juice. But you smile at him once you’ve swallowed down the tequila, giggling and buzzy.

But auuhghghgh body shots :((( he’s such a lecherous little perv, he gets off on the attention from you so bad. Wants everyone to see how bad you want him, how possessive and needy. Sucking the liquor from his naval, tongue flat as you lick up the line of salt you’d carefully tapped up his torso. He watches how your lashes flutter as you lick along his skin, the salt course on your tongue complimenting the sweaty taste of his skin. Maybe you linger there a little longer than what’s comfortable for anyone else watching. You take the lime from his mouth biting down so you can suck the juices from it.

It’s a little clumsy— you’ve never done one before, but you’d practically bouncing on your feet when you ask him to do one from you. He practically drops you on the table, fumbles his way to pulling off your shirt, tosses it somewhere neither of you will ever fucking see again.

He lines up the salt between your tits, in the pretty valley between the pink lace. You squirm when he pours the tequila into your belly button, he watches it slosh and spill as the muscles of your abdomen tremble. You bite your lip as he unbuttons your skirt, tugs it down just until he sees the pretty lacy pink of your panties, a perfect match to your bra.

God, you wanted him to fuck you so bad— you were practically wearing a sign around your neck that said it. He taps out a line of salt, licks from the waistband of your panties up to your naval, and sucks the liquor from it. His tongue laves at you— a long line between your belly button up to the hollow of your throat.

The rest of the party falls away— it’s just you and Art and you’re honestly pretty convinced he’s going to just fuck you on the table— stake his claim, lick into your mouth until all you know is salt and tequila and citrus and spit.

He bites into the lime and you taste the juice as it sprays into his mouth and drips back onto yours.

You hear people, absently, far in the back of your mind. You’re so fucking gone— you’re embarrassing yourselves, both of you. Art tugs his shirt over your head after the mindless, three-second search for your tank top comes back fruitless.

“Wanna go home?” He asks, his breath hot and his words clumsy against the shell of your ear. Home. Yeah, his dorm pretty much is home to you at this point. His hand’s in your back pocket and you’re waving a tipsy goodbye to your friends, clinging onto Art as you start the trek back to the dorms.

He presses you against a tree halfway back, kisses you hot and urgent and needy. Then again in the stairway up to his room— pins you against a set of windows, smiling and laughing against your mouth as some unfortunate soul catches him with his fingers between your thighs.

By the time you get back to his dorm, you’re basically buzzing with need, want, giddiness, affection. Art can’t get hard because he’s so fucked up, ends up giggling about it against your shoulder, mouthing against your salty, sweaty skin with wet, open-mouthed kisses. He collapses into the bed, tugs you against his side and falls asleep with his face buried in your hair and warm, possessive hands on your body.

You’re both asleep in minutes.

[pyjamaart]

A looming presence... (A piece of fan art for Episode 11 of the Christmas Comeback Crisis)

Read more for an essay on all the memes and references ;)

So here it is. Finally. Only one month too late: This piece of CCC fan art I've worked on since the episode came out.

Sorry for the delay, but I just started at my new job this week and it's been a little stressful, so I didn't have much time to work on this. But now it's finally here!!! I gotta say, the hardest part by far was the background, lol. I didn't mean for it to escalate that much. At the end I was honestly running out of memes to draw.

I bet we can all agree that episode 11 of the Christmas Comeback Crisis was so worth the wait, right???? My god. Peak entertainment. I still can't believe I'm getting all this awesome lore and music for free, feels kinda criminal.

I'm so invested in this story, it's unreal. I can't wait to see how it will end. I can already tell it's gonna be pretty emotional. (And not to alarm anyone, but I have a slight feeling that the Voice is not gonna make it out of this story arc alive. I mean, after everything he's done, it's safe to say that he kinda deserves it. Of course I really don't want him to die, cause that would mean…….. Woodman would also have to die??? Otherwise the Voice will just keep coming back again and again because Woodman is keeping his memory alive…….. Oh man wait a moment….. I don't even want to think about that. Forget I said anything about this.)

Anyway, let's talk about this piece of art for a moment.

In the foreground, we have our brave protagonists. I really really like how Nozomi turned out, so I decided to make her my new icon from now on. Don't get me wrong, I love my old icon, but it's kinda zoomed out and you can't really make out any details when it's really small. So Nozomi it is. Meta Knights sword was shockingly difficult to draw, especially because I had to figure out how to draw it when he's holding it at an angle like that. Otherwise, drawing him was actually one of the easiest things about this whole thing. His design is really just two circles with some arms and armor. Figuring out how the circle tool in Gimp works has never felt this good. (Kinda crazy I can just draw him like this now, considering how obsessed with him I was when I was about 12-13 years old. Back then you had to download official renders of your favorite characters onto your computer, then print them out and hang them on your walls all around your room. Yeah I've always been like this.) Drawing Santa was really fun too, just his right hand was a little difficult. But that's just because I still can't draw hands in general. Maybe I should practice drawing hands more. (Naaaaaah I'm just kidding, I'll never do that.) Now that I'm looking at him again, he's also longingly staring at President Haltmann in the background. Doomed yaoi fr.

Speaking of the background, let's talk about that next. There's obviously the title-giving "looming presence" the Voice. I had his hands completely in the background at first, but I thought it looked cooler when they were hanging threateningly around Santa's shoulders. (You may ask yourself, 'man these hands look kinda alright for my usual hand drawing standards', and that is because I traced over pictures of my own hands. I love "cheating" at art.) I also gave him his stupid little bow tie and the colored buttons on his suit sleeves. Not only is that kinda my trademark for drawing him at this point, it's also supposed to show, that under all the threats and the evil villain persona, he's just kind of a loser. A real (male equivalent of a) girlfailure. That's why I made sure that half of the things shown in the background are there to make fun of him a little. I love the Voice dearly, but that's just what felt right.

And now let's get to the actual main course of this essay. I probably spent half the time working on this on the freaking background. I'm just gonna start in the top left corner and then go down each column and explain what each of these mean or what they reference. (Since there are some quite obscure ones in there.)

Let's start with the two ponies in the very top left. They're actually ponysonas of Nozomi Tojo (left) and Takane Shijou (right). Nozomi is an earth pony and has a tarot card as her cutie mark, specifically the ace of cups. Takane on the other hand is a unicorn and has some musical notes as her cutie mark, which you can't really see. I don't know enough about the Idolmaster to think of something more meaningful for her, sorry. ;)

Under that are Susie Haltmann and her father, President Haltmann. They were (after Woodman) the first characters I wanted to draw into the background. Susie has this black bar covering her face, since she was never really there to begin with. The whole story line with her father wanting to bring her back was actually so freaking sad. And when the Voice killed him in episode 11 and that image of Susie flashed on screen as the last thing he saw before he died….. Oof……… That's also why I drew that cursor looming next to her "window" about to click on the closing button. Haltmann himself is also the only character in the background to actually leave his little window, wanting to reach his daughter. He's also glaring at the Voice for causing him all of this grief and anger in the first place with his false promises.

Then there's…. ahem, "Hot robots in your area". With drawings of a random unnamed robot and Mettaton from Undertale. Which the Voice has apparently bookmarked. This is just a head canon, but I like to think he has a thing for robots, lol. ;)

Oh and on the left next to that on the very first column is Simpleflips' logo. Shoutouts to Simpleflips indeed.

Onto the next column. At the very top is Haruka Amami (also from the Idolmaster), who played a pretty huge role in the CCC, especially in the latest episode. That moment at the very end where she saved Grand Dad from certain death was just fantastic. Absolutely goated scene. She's kinda pressing her face against the window she's trapped in. I hope you can even see that from far away, haha.

Under that is one of the more obscure references. It's from a King for Another Day video, specifically one titled "The Hobart Hootenanny - SiIvaGunner: King for Another Day". It's a slideshow made of beautiful Hobart pictures. One that struck me personally the most was a little family picture of Hobart and the rapper Eminem, who was also a contestant in the KfAD tournament, looking lovingly over their son sitting in a cradle. Eminem is seen saying "Our son is beutiful". A truly touching photograph indeed. In that same slideshow is also another scene of Hobart together with the Voice, but we'll talk about that one later.

The next one is a reference to the CCC side story "I wanna thank me" and shows a pie chart with the election results that were discussed in that episode. Under the pie chart itself is a little box containing all the different parties and showing their respective percentages. On the left is a poster for the "Poké Poké Literature Party", showing Monika's head with the words "Just vote Monika" at the top of the poster. The words (and Misha.) are scribbled on the bottom, lest we forget that she's not running this party alone. This side story was first featured in the Christmas Comeback Crisis Watchalong in 2020, which was actually the first time I watched the CCC in its entirety. It all went downhill from there. ;)

Then there's the Voice's… thing? Object? Weird apparatus where no one really knows what it does or what its purpose is? Every time we see the Voice sitting in his office, this thing is sitting on his desk right next to him. There's been loads of jokes about its purpose. They've all been made before. I'm not going to repeat them. Only the Voice himself truly knows what this thing does. Probably. Could just be a decorative piece of art.

Then we have something veeeery self indulgent on the next column. It's Aquaman from Megaman 8 (With a not so subtle skull right next to him). You should all know by now that I'm the founding father of the Aquawood ship. And I also have the head canon that Woodman and the Voice are very divorced. Interpret into this whatever you want.

Next to Aquaman is the internets' favorite panel from the web comic Tails Gets Trolled. I fucking love that comic. If you haven't read it in its entirety, I highly recommend doing it. (Though be warned that it contains some pretty heavy topics, many many slurs and a plethora of gore.) Okay, maybe I don't recommend reading it. (Just read it with all of that in mind.)

Under that is a personal favorite joke of mine. It's supposed to be Spotify, with a playlist open that I created some time ago. I called it "Die Pizza Playlist" (Remember that die in German is just "the") which I always listen to when I'm baking my own pizza. Highlights include "Pizza" by Antilopen Gang, "Pizza Heroes" by Lemon Demon (You can actually see the album art for Spirit Phone on the left of the playlist.), "Pizza Pizza Pizza" from the Ratatouille musical and so on and so on. The first song in the playlist is obviously "We like pizza" by the Pizza kids, which is even playing in the image. On the side are two more music artists, at the bottom is the image for the Veggie Tales soundtrack, which also featured a song called "Pizza Angel". And over that is Mitski. I just feel like the Voice would listen to her music. Do not question me on this.

The audience laughs at the funny 7.

On the Voice's left shoulder sits a single green bean. It's flashing you a cheeky grin and a peace sign. While I didn't intend for this to happen, I accidentally referenced my own Woodman birthday gallery art from two years ago, where the bean also sits atop the Voice's shoulder. I know that next to "Yankin'", the bean is one of the most hated memes on SiIva, but I think he's just a silly little guy! :D

Let's head on over to the next column. Seems like the Voice has an incoming call from one of his guards, but he's ignoring it as he has more important things to do, like hovering intimidatingly over Santa Claus.

Next to that window on the right are the Voice's messages. I almost wrote "messanges". That would have been embarrassing, thank god I caught that in time. This is also (yet again) a little self indulgent, since the Voice apparently has the last message he sent Woodman pinned to the very top of his messenger app. His big triangular head is blocking most of it, but since I'm the artist, I can tell you exactly what it says: "Please call me back", which was sent on February 1st 2023, the day "The Disappearance of Woodman" was released. Yeah, I'm still very upset, how could you tell? :( Under that is a message to his trusty pizza guy asking for a pizza with extra cheese.

Next we have two of my favorite memes on the SiIvagunner channel (My absolute favorite being "Funny budots", since I never wrote that down anywhere.), one being Frisk Undertale becoming uncanny and the other one being the goat. I don't really know how to describe the goat, but apparently it was crafted by the same artist who made the stoned fox that's also very popular online?? I may just be stupid, but I didn't know about that until I looked up a reference for the goat. Since it often appears alongside Undertale and Deltarune, many have made the assumption that this is what Asriel would look like in real life. That's why Flowey is there next to it with an equal sign. Whoever drew up that calculation wasn't really sure of their work, which is why they drew a question mark right next to it. Between Frisk and the goat is a little Soul, also from Undertale/Deltarune.

Onto the next column, where I'm dropping very subtle hints that a specific character in this image might like pizza. Or might even be a little obsessed with it. On the left is a list with the contact details of three well known pizza chains, on the very top is Sonic the Hedgehog who just recently became a brand ambassador for Totino's and on the bottom right of this section is a flyer for some kind of pizza sale.

The next window contains my favorite joke of any rip on the entire SiIvaGunner Youtube Channel. "Peepoona 5. Let us shart the pants." Just typing this out is making me die of laughter yet again. (The rip in question is "Our Beginning - Persona 5".) But as you all know, I am very into toilet humor. That's why Aquaman is one of my favorite robot masters. And why I'm such a big fan of Youtube Poop. And why I watch Minion fart gun religiously. But enough of that, you get what I'm trying to say. I love funny poop jokes. That's why this is here.

Oh man. This next one is why I wanted to write this very detailed essay in the first place. A reference so obscure, even I can't find its origin anymore. And believe me, I tried. Thankfully, I took a screenshot of the original comment thread this was based on. A user called "The New Guy" commented on a SiIvaGunner rip, something along the lines about how much they enjoyed this specific rip. At the time, the comment had 920 likes, so I'm guessing it must have been a pretty popular video. (The comment should also be about 4 years old now?) Anyway, under that comment, someone asks them what their profile picture was from. They simply answered "wagon", since that was exactly what their profile picture showed. Someone on the SiIvaGunner team must have found this exchange so funny that they commented "wagon" as well. And that's the origin of this joke. If anyone knows which rip this is from pleeeeaaaase tell me. I need to know.

I don't think I need to explain who the next guy is. Just the love of my life. I specifically drew Woodman in his getup from the Nuclear Winter Festival, since that was the last time he appeared on the channel. He's looking kinda concerned in the general direction of the viewer, for obvious reasons. And right under him is his trademarked >:] emoji.

And last but certainly not least, the final column! Now I finally get to talk about this other scene from the Hobart Hootenanny. It shows Hobart and the Voice having a romantic stroll at a beautiful beach, while the sun is slowly setting in the background, making the water shimmer with its breathtaking colors. Okay, the last thing didn't really happen, since it's a shitty MS Paint drawing, but I like to imagine it did. Maybe I should draw a remake of this image one day. Now I'd like to quote the video in question: "A man and Hobart were walking together on the beach. He looked back and saw that in his times of sadness and need, there was only one set of footprints. He asked Hobart why he would leave him in his time of most need. Hobart simply turned to the man and said, VVVVVRRRRR SRRRRR RRRRGGGHHHH--" (Thank you SiIva Wiki for the transcription.) Now I don't think I need to explain why I drew Hobart in a bikini top and fishnets. The question answers itself.

The next image is actually quite easy to explain. It's mm5charge and smol Maki. In another universe, Chargeman and Maki might have been integral to the SiIvaGunner lore. This specific image is just stolen from my piece of fan art called "Megaman 5 Brainrot (featuring Acidman)", which I posted in 2022. I still head canon that Megaman and Love Live take place in the same universe. Just because I think it's funny. And because I want to see funny robot masters interact with the girlies from Love Live. How do I explain this? It's like…. balancing out the world? The robot masters are almost all male (with a few exceptions) and the characters shown in Love Live are all female. How would Thanos say? "Perfectly balanced, as all things should be." Don't question my cool head canons, okay?

After that we have a poster featuring the Jazz Cats! I really really love the little animations that showed their backstory when KfAD2 first came out. I don't know if it's okay for me to say this, but I also really really enjoy the song "But Not You" written (in universe) by Doge and Naxx. The text is veeeeeeery questionable, but man, does it sound good regardless… And shoutouts to wolfman1405 for the heavenly vocals.

On the right of that is a missing poster for Wade L.D.. Nothing much to explain here I guess.

Left of that is the Voices shopping list, which lists flour, oil, yeast… Wait a minute…. All of these are ingredients for pizza dough! Guys, I'm beginning to think that this guy might like pizza.

On the very bottom of this column is Mario 7 Grand Dad himself, who has his hostile gaze directed at the Voice. I would be pissed off too if someone kept me locked in a glass tube for 7 years.

The last little window just shows the Vineshroom with the words "fecal funny" written under it.

And with that, it is done. The entire background thoroughly explained. (I may have gone a little overboard this time.)

It's been a while since I posted new art, huh? In the meantime, a lot has happened. As I said before, I started a new job, got a tattoo of Woodman on my leg (best idea I've ever had btw) and I also started watching MLP, which explains the Love Live / Idolmaster ponysonas, lol.

And that's all I wanted to say. I hope that the next piece of art isn't that far off. Jenny out. (I think this might have been the longest essay I've ever written here. I'm so sorry. By which I mean, I'm not sorry at all. I'm not forcing anyone to read this.)

[ryuichirou]

HELLOOO I LOVE YOUR ART AND YOUR HCS CAN I ASK ONE?

If the twst characters ever had an ex or a girlfriend/boyfriend before and what they did with them when they were still together or what you want to add! THANK YOU SO MUCH

Hi, Anon!! Thank you so much for loving my art!! <3 Sorry for the late reply!

This question is tough; characters having exes is also something I never really think about unless a specific scenario requires it… but I’ll share some of my thoughts! Spoiler alert: I thought about all of the boys, but only a handful gave me the vibe of someone who has an ex or any kind of prior romantic/sexual experience… all of them are such virgins 😔

I also know some people like to imagine some of the canon boys being each other’s exes, but I don’t really see them that way, once again, unless we have a very specific scenario on our hands. 🤔

I have to mention Ace, even though I don’t have much to add because the boy said it himself in canon lol Ace used to have a gf for a brief period, but he realised that he was bored around her and started to avoid her, leading to them breaking up… which is pretty typical for someone this young, I think lol the guy didn’t really understand how relationships work. Anyways, I think Ace and that girl kissed once and held hands a couple of times. Ace probably thought about the possibility of them having sex, but didn’t really want to do it so he never even hinted at it – plus he figured that a girl he’d been dating for like a couple of days wouldn’t want to do it anyway. Despite being a hormonal teen, somehow it wasn’t a huge loss to him.

Deuce doesn’t have an ex, but he used to have some tension with one of his senpai from his delinquent days. Deuce didn’t fully understand that it was romantic back then, he probably doesn’t fully get it to this day, but he does think about that one senpai every now and then. Sometimes he remembers how he ruffled his hair and stuff…

Trey also doesn’t really have an ex, but he may or may not be someone who used to have “no strings attached” kind of sex during his freshman year…. we can neither confirm nor deny 👀 Even though he is romantic enough to want to do it with someone he really loves, hopefully his childhood sweetheart. But oh well, what Trey does and what Trey wants are two different things.

Cater has a bunch of exes, but his longest relationship lasted like a couple of months. Because he kept changing schools and stuff he either had to say goodbye, or didn’t want to get attached in the first place. And sometimes he just got dumped! He actually got dumped a lot, I think lol All of it is pretty sad, but hey, he got to experience stuff with a bunch of very different people! He had a lot of partners, and had sex with the majority of them…

Leona wouldn’t call that person an ex himself, but I can imagine him being with an older man at some point… not hinting at twst-fied Zazu btw, just some random man lol Maybe Leona would say “ah yes I used that fool to lose virginity” as if he wasn’t crushing on him or something. What is this Leona-centric fanfic?

Lilia had a lot of affairs, and some of them lasted pretty long time (not as long as his first ever affair though), but Lilia never considered anyone to be his partner. Being in a relationship “officially” has never really been his thing, even though he probably longed for it on some level when he was younger… I think Lilia left a lot of people because they would start taking their thing too seriously, which he isn’t really proud of, but hey, that’s life!

[misc-obeyme]

that fem villain mammon art makes me feel so many things, i went crazy when i saw it and my tags for it reflected that

LIKE I'LL JOIN YOUR SIDE ANY DAY MA'AM, JUST ONE CHANCE IS ALL I NEED PLEASE INCAN MAKE YOU SO HAPPY

if there was ever a curse where mammon got turned into a woman, I'd die on the spot. Solomon had an experiment that went wrong and now him and Mammon are affected (mcsolomams heart says it's because they were all hanging out together in his room)

I can only imagine what they would do if they both got turned 😭 team up and mess with me probably. please guys i am fragile, and i WILL run away and hide for my own sake. Like they think i get flustered now?? crank it up to ten. THEY'D GET A KICK OUT OF IT TOO !!! i hate them (said with sickening affection)

like the dame events had me in a chokehold. I can tell you I definitely dropped my phone and yelled when I saw the mammon card like HE HAS A THIGH ACCESSORY AND MESH PANELING AND LIPSTICK that i want to ruin WHO SAID RHAT

i am just a weak woman when it comes to pretty women *head in hands* it's the bisexual in me

anyway HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL !!! work is breathing down our necks to meet our credit card goals, and my store manager is trying to plead for me and the replen manager to get a raise so HOPING !!! (IT WASN'T A RUMOR TECHNICALLY YIPPEE)

I've started giving my cashiers stickers for getting any kind of sign up or application and 😭 it's kinda endearing how excited some of them get. Like even the one's who seemed kinda skeptical/thought it was silly are immediate telling me over the walkie when they get something

barbatos giving mammon stickers when he gets good grades, or a shiny sticker and a kiss when it's an A grade

ALSO MY STORE MANAGER GAVE ME A $25 GIFT CARD TODAY AND BOUGHT US PIZZA BECAUSE I WAS WORKING THE MORNING FOR ONCE 😭 HE SAID THEY REALLY MISSED ME WHILE I WAS ON VACATION LOLOL

okay im done I think HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT/AFTERNOON!!!!

OKAY RIGHT. The bisexual in me was also freaking out lol. I was like wow I don't think I've ever wanted anyone to step on me before, but FOR HER-

They would absolutely mess with you, there is no way that scenario could go down any other way lol. Like oh? You like us this way, huh? Let us show you just what we can do~

Cue heavy flirting and teasing and wow I would not be strong enough to resist them.

Oh yeah Mammon's dame card nearly killed me with his stupid thighs I was like EXCUSE YOU. How dare you, you were already pretty enough as a man, now you're gonna go ahead and hit me with the thigh bling??

OH YAY I hope they get you that raise!!! You deserve it!!

Listen, I would be thrilled if someone was giving me stickers for doing a good job. It's the simple human brain, we like rewards. I have a sticker system for when I'm actually writing my novels where I award myself a sticker for every 500 words I write. Needless to say they haven't seen any use in ages because I abandoned my novels for fanfic lol. I tried using them for that instead but it was harder because I never know how many words things are gonna end up. At least with novels I know it's gonna be over 50k so like 500 is a good goal for a daily amount. (And I always wrote more than that anyway so my little section gets full up with sparkly stars tee hee~)

Anyway, the point here is that stickers are fun and make people happy!

Now listen... Barb's rewards for Mammon are officially in smut town because of the tags you left on that fic, by the way. I was like OH. That's right, he did abandon his homework to come be with Barb and if Barbatos knew that...? Anyway part two is going to be posted soon and you'll see. Not me already thinking about part three, I have a problem.

YESSSS pizza!! This is the thing, employers don't know how much they rely on you until you're gone! LOL!

I hope you have a lovely day/night as well! 💕

[zahri-melitor]

Recent Reads:

I haven’t done a round up of stuff I’ve picked up randomly for a while so let’s have one:-

Exit Stage Left: The Snagglepuss Chronicles: I tried this, on the back of the fact I do enjoy Mark Russell’s satire. After one issue I rapidly realised I simply don’t know enough about the Hanna-Barbera characters in this to care about the adaption going on. The premise is interesting, it’s just Not For Me.

Madame Xanadu 2008 #1-10: this is Matt Wagner with Amy Reeder on art. Reeder's art is ADORABLE and she has such fun drawing elaborate clothing all the way through this. I really enjoy Matt Wagner's ability to take old stories or concepts and breathe a modern comics approach into them, making them a lot more accessible. This is Wagner telling the backstory of Nimue Inwudu, stopping in with her at 5 points in her history (Camelot, the court of Kublai Khan, the French Revolution, Jack the Ripper London, and America WWII) and her interactions with a bunch of characters from the Magic side of DC (Merlin, Etrigan, Death of the Endless, the Phantom Stranger, Giovanni Zatara, and Jim Corrigan as the Spectre). Nimue has a MASSIVE beef with the Phantom Stranger. She does not like him at all, because he keeps turning up at some of the worst points in her life and won't help her try to evade terribly fated things. Come for the Amy Reeder art, stay for the story.

The Demon: Hell is Earth 2018: I enjoyed this. Because I don’t clean read Etrigan stuff in order I cannot remember if Etrigan is officially a Rhymer again as of Rebirth (he appears to be rhyming for fun and because he enjoys it, but isn’t bound to do so, but he’s also getting mocked by his demon uncle for using rhymes). In any case, Jason Blood and Etrigan get separated for hell-related reasons, and they’re running around with Madame Xanadu and Merlin to prevent Belial taking over Earth by invading from Hell. Good times. Lots of people die. Etrigan potentially ends up King of Hell at the end of this story.

Swamp Thing: I was going to make this its own post but heck let’s put everything in together.

Len Wein (Swamp Thing #1-13 1972): Wein's work is absolutely solid magical horror. He sets up an intriguing premise to build from and he can spin a good story. It's exactly the sort of amusing writing that keeps me coming back to, say, Warlord. Worthwhile to see the starting premise.

David Michelinie (Swamp Thing #14-18, 21-22 1972): Not as good at Wein, but definitely can tell a story. You can tell he spent time on House of Mystery given the episodic horror nature of his storytelling.

Gerry Conway (Swamp #19-20, 23-24 1972 plus Challengers of the Unknown #81-87 1977): Conway I think is the first writer who actually gets some of the specific horror you can imbue in this concept, especially around identity. I can see how his ideas could contribute to the later concepts Moore will introduce. I don't think his execution is fantastic but the hand regeneration? Yeah. Yeah that is playing with the ideas available.

Martin Pasko (Brave and the Bold #176 1955, Saga of the Swamp Thing #1-19 1982): Pasko is definitely processing things. Like, the man has an entire story that's just him responding to the Atlanta Child Murders of 1979-1981. He is very much a cynic about the innocence of childhood (or innocence in general, actually) and wants to explore the dark side of humanity.

The Phantom Stranger: these have been backups to the Martin Pasko Swamp Thing issues. Mostly I’ve found them pretty trite and a bit overly religious in places. Yes I know his entire concept is rooted in religious myth (as the Wandering Jew) but I mean more in a 'this tale has an Overt Christian Moral' way. The concept of the character is fascinating. The execution seems to be very across the shop.

Outsiders #1-33 2003: oh boy. Uh. Tomasi's fill using the original Batman & The Outsiders characters was a WELCOME reprieve to this. Okay, in terms of the main run: I tend to find Judd Winick a writer that either I'm fully enjoying or decidedly not to my taste. Outsiders falls into the 'not to my taste' category. I can see what Winick is going for in terms of 'let's make this Gritty! And Mature!' except for it's really not that gritty and his idea of making it mature is just having everyone hooking up a lot on panel, whether or not said hookup makes characterisation sense. And then he'll turn around every 10 issues or so and have some quite interestingly interrogative storytelling about Dick and Roy. (literally: you want issues #1, 11 and 21). I see what a bunch of the DickRoy shippers enjoy in this, but there's a lot of cantilevered cloud structures required to extract the Shippy Goodness out of the rest of this run.

[nightingale2004]

C.O.B information series pt.2

When Cassiopeia first met the marauders, she was weary about them.

She didn't like James at first sight due to Sirius telling her how close they had become their first year together. Cassie feared that James was replacing her and Regulus

She thought Peter was spineless and a bit of a pervert

She thought Remus was just as much of a coward as Peter, but she did see his kindness, and as she grew up, she understood why her brother loved him.

When Cassie was first sorted into Ravenclaw, Sirius was so proud of her and that she was the second child to break tradition.

When she first met Severus, she was incredibly surprised that he didn't immediately fawn over her or beg to be her friend or even showed a hint of admiration like everyone else.

He looked at her like she was normal and not a rare jewel to be admired, and he didn't like that she was Sirius's sister. He was still not afraid to speak his mind

This immediately caught Cassie's attention despite her brother telling her to stay far away from the "greasy git" as possible

During her first year at Hogwarts, she can regretfully admit that she had a hand in some of the pranks the Marauders pulled on Severus due to Cassie wanting to stay close with Sirius

After months of pranks, she noticed they started to get intense and almost fatal. So one day, she turned one of the marauders' pranks on them, which, as one can imagine, caused problems between Cassiopeia and Sirius

After Cassie officially cut ties with the marauders, she immediately tried to earn Severus's forgiveness (which took all of the end of her first year to half of her 2nd year)

After she earned Severus's forgiveness, she became close with Lily and Severus and noticed how talented both of them were despite their blood status.

As she grew closer to Severus, she was getting more distant from Sirius, and although Sirius and his friends were still pranking Severus, she started to also become a target.

She also noticed how Lily did not like Severus's interest in the Dark Arts and would say hurtful things to him, but Cassie couldn't see anything wrong with it and would question Lily about it which would soon turn into an argument that Severus would end or try to end between the two witches

Cassie was always ahead of almost every class. The only classes she would have trouble with were potions (Severus tutors her) and Flying (she has a fear of heights)

When Regulus came into Hogwarts and was sorted into Slytherin, Cassie made Severus swear to look after her little brother since he was softer than her and Sirius, to which Severus agreed to but only because it was Cassie

When Cassie would leave on break to go home, she kept in touch with Severus and they would often write to each other about pretty much anything (academics, potion ideas, new spell ideas, and even plans of the future)

During her time in Hogwars, she found out about the marauders being Animagus, so she wanted to give it a try, and she became a Raven, which has helped her fear of heights and flying

Walburga and Orion know about Cassiopeia's friendship with Severus (of course they do), and they let it go on for so long purely because he's a slytherin and Lucius and now their own daughter speak highly of him

Regulus never understood both his older siblings' obsession with the Half-blood until he started hanging out with him himself. So now he understands his sister's liking to Severus.

The day that Sirius left, Cassie begged him to stay, despite that they've grown apart, she still had love for her older brother.

After he left, she would cry herself to sleep and drink dreamless sleep for weeks. She even noticed how her own mom was crying while she burned the pictures of Sirius off in their home (Walburga left some pictures alone)

Cassie would also comfort Regulus when he was upset about Sirius

After weeks of mourning Sirius's disownment, Cassie knew what it meant for herself and Regulus. So she made plans to keep all the attention on herself and work hard to be the next heir and head of House Black and make sure that Regulus has some innocence left

After Severus and Lily ended their friendship, Cassie continued to be there, even after Severus tried to push her away and say hurtful things to hurt. She knew he never meant any of it.

After the Snape gang was formed, Cassie and Severus led them and were big rivals to the marauders

Cassie and Avery also got to know each other more during this time. At first, they hated each other due to their differences, but soon, it became more playful, and they got along well. Well enough for both of them to realize their true feelings

Before the "Prank" happened, Cassie saw it in a vision, but it was unclear. She only saw Severus, a werewolf, a full moon, and running.

She tried to warn Severus and tell him to stay put, but he didn't listen and went anyway. So Cassie followed him in her Raven form, and when she saw that Remus was a werewolf and about to hurt Severus, she flew down to distract him but got scratched by Remus in the process and passed out in her human form

James came in and saved both Severus and Cassiopeia. Taking them to Madame Pomfrey

Cassie was injured with Claw marks on her right eye across to her lower left chin. Her eye was injured in the process, but nothing Pomfrey couldn't fix. Severus, on the other hand, only had a bruise or two, but he stayed close to Cassie

After Sirius found out, soon all of Hogwarts found out, and word got out to Orion and Walburga, who immediately took Cassie out of the Hogwarts infirmary and put her in St. Mungos to fix the damage that was done

Sirius tried to visit his sister, but his 'former' parents forbade him too. The only people that were allowed to visit her were her friends (severus included) and her family, who wasn't disowned

Walburga found out (by using legilimens) that it was a werewolf that attacked her, and it was near Hogwarts. So she and Orion made a call to the ministry to have all werewolf hunters hunt down the werewolf that harmed Cassie inside and outside of Hogwarts

Dumbledore sent Remus home before the ministry acted, and Sirius's time at Hogwarts during the search was worse since James and Peter could barely look at him, and literally everyone at Hogwarts was freaking out including the Wizarding world itself

Many people started making rumors that Sirius planned the attack as a way to get his title as heir back, or an assassination attempt on his sister out of jealousy and so forth, but his parents knew better, they knew whatever Sirius's role was in this, he loved his sister too much to hurt her.

Eventually, the hunt died down, but they got an "anonymous" tip that a werewolf was spotted far away in London

After the hunt near Hogwarts was over, Remus came back along with Cassie and Severus, who both took an oath to never speak of Remus's secret

After Cassie was back, Sirius tried to make amends, but Cassie had lost all love for her brother that night when he sent Severus straight to Remus without thinking.

Cassie had disowned Sirius as well that day, including Regulus, who didn't believe the rumors but knew his own brother had a hand in Cassie's condition.

Remus barely even looked at Sirius since that night and made his own amends with Cassie and Severus

Cassie's eye healed, but the scars weren't since they were made by a magical creature and couldn't be erased. She also inherited the werewolves' short temper and aggression due to the scar.

Cassie was also always accompanied by every pureblood Slytherin and Ravenclaw that was loyal to her and her family and were pretty much her bodyguards (including Charity and Aurora)

(All I got for today. Please enjoy)

[moveslikeanape]

i actually don't play disney magic kingdoms myself, it's just not really my type of game, but i've seen some gameplay of it and read a lot of the little dialogue from it online and it's always seemed really charming and cute! so it really is too bad we might never get to see tarzan characters added to it. i do play disney dreamlight valley on the switch, which is sort of a life sim game like animal crossing but with disney/pixar characters all living together, and a lot more of a story to it with quests you get to do for everyone. it's a lot newer and doesn't have nearly as many characters in it, but a recent update added a jungle biome that would've been perfect for tarzan and jane. i know they'll probably never be added, but if they were then they could live together in the treehouse and we could see how tarzan would feel about living in the valley among so many other humans! there would be so many new things that jane could teach him about.

i recently started collecting lorcana cards after seeing one of rapunzel wearing a green dress, which i found really cool because that was what she had in so much of her concept art! i was also pretty excited to be able to get cards from the emperor's new groove, the great mouse detective, treasure planet, and hercules. i bet they could make some beautiful cards for tarzan... but yeah, that copyright issue is incredibly frustrating. some of my favorite movies may be a bit overlooked or underrepresented by disney, but at least they don't have the legal problem that tarzan has. i guess with once upon a studio they must've wanted to really go all out to make sure every single walt disney animation studios feature could be included! i'm grateful they did, because it would've been a huge shame to see tarzan not even allowed into the special 100th anniversary short. the new movie "wish" also has a tribute to past WDAS films during the credits, where gold-colored drawings of characters from each movie appeared across the screen in chronological order. strangely they actually left out a handful of movies including the black cauldron, but they did include tarzan!

also, i'm sure you already knew about this haha, but just the other day i came across an article from a few years ago where several of the people who worked on tarzan were interviewed and talked about the production. and i learned for the first time that it was originally planned as a direct-to-video movie which would stick closer to the source material with tarzan going to england. i'm obviously very glad that that didn't happen and we got the movie we have now instead. -🌟

Sorry, was out of town for the weekend visiting family.

That's fair about Magic Kingdoms not being your type of game. I think the only real reason I play it is because it's something I can play casually and more of less keep up with, with out it taking too much time.

What I've seen of Dreamlight Valley looks like so much fun! And that would be amazing to see Tarzan and Jane in that game. Probably will never happen, but we can dream!

Ooo, I haven't seen that Rapunzel one, will have to look it up. I've always loved the concept art. So insane to think there's actually even Treasure Planet art in them!!!

Sadly we may never get Tarzan in Lorcana, but I found this artist during the Disemeber challenge on instagram, and he's actually done art for Lorcana. Looks like it was just the one card, Chief Bogo (which he's posted if you go though his stuff). May not be official, but at least here's a Christmas themed idea of what could be if they included Tarzan

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OMG, I never expected any reference to Tarzan in Wish!! I haven't seen it yet (live in a small town, starting to think we may not even get it in our theatre), but now I'm even more excited to see it!

Oh wow, I actually didn't know that! That's so interesting (definitely so grateful they didn't go that route though). Would have been interesting to see how close Disney would get to the source material… don't know if you've ever read the books, but there's a lot of not so family friendly stuff. Also would have been such a waste, given the quality of D2V animation, would have been such a shame to only get Tarzan & Jane quality animation.

[ruka-eru]

That Stranger Is My Secret Admirer (Shot 1)

Shot 1

Type of Story: Shot by Shot Story, Unfinished

Genre: Love, Romance, 18+

#Notes: Don’t give too much hope on this story coz it’s some kind of boring :))

“This is bullshit…”

As I said to the dean while crossing my arms on my chest.

“What did you say?!”

He seems shocked while widening his eyes.

*BAMMM!!*

“I said… this is bullshit!”

I’m slamming hard on his desk while furiously get up from my seat.

“How dare you!”

He seems mad right now, but I just ignore his annoying face.

“Hey, watch your language! You are talking to the Dean right now.”

It seems that the head of my department is also getting angry with my attitude.

“You know what…. I don’t give a fuck anymore. I’m done here. You can do whatever you want. I will hand over my resignation letter now!”

I start to walk, heading to the main door.

“How dare you!”

I could hear the dean still not feeling satisfied with my movement. But I just ignore him while still have made my decision. I don’t care what they wanna think about me anymore and I don’t care if they wanna sue me. They are so bias! I could take it anymore! I’ve done everything to this college but at the end, they just took advantage on me for themselves!

CLICK! BAMM!!!

I’m slamming the door hard.

“Tskk… stupid college… so bias…”

I’m mumbling while heading to my workplace.

“Miyazawa-sensei, is it true that you will resign?”

Asked one of my colleagues. Without looking at her, I’m saying,

“Yeah! I’ll do it now!”

I start to print my resignation letter that I typed last night. I just changed the notice into 24 hours’ notice and print it out.

“Here 24 hours’ notice! And fuck this place!”

As I’m throwing the letter on my table and then, I packed my things and leaving the place.

“Nee! Sae! Chotto matte!”

“Leave me alone! I will call you after I’m feeling better!”

Without looking back, I’m walking towards the exit door.

“You can’t just leave like that! You will get sued!”

“Oh yeah?! Watch me!”

- - - - - After 1 week…

I have no job and I also have bad temper…

I left my workplace for 1 week already. It seems that I got letter from the college stated that they want to sue me, but this isn’t official letter from the court. So, I guess, I can just ignore it. But I’m pretty sure that I got banned from applying another college or university because whenever they asked me my previous workplace, they suddenly saying that they cannot hire me as their lecturer.

“I guess… this is the end of me…”

But then…

*Sound of ringtone*

My phone rang. I quickly pick up my phone.

“Is this Miyazawa Sae?”

Asked the person on the phone.

“Haiii…”

“You have been invited to do an interview at our Akihabara International Art & Design University. I will email you the details. Could you please reply to me as soon as possible?”

Said the person, suddenly making me feel motivated again.

“Haiii! Sure! I will reply to you now. I will be available at any time. Just give me the date, time, and place. I will be there for sure!”

“Alright, we will be expecting you then…”

Less than 2 minutes, I received an email from the HR. It stated the details of the interview. I was quite shocked because I cannot believe that I still have a chance to be a lecturer again. The University is quite popular and have higher ranking than the college that I have worked previously. I start to study for the interview because it’s actually will be held tomorrow at human resource department. I’m searching their website and keep surfing what type of question that they will ask me tomorrow…

- - - - The next day…

Around 9AM

I’ve been waiting outside of the interview’s room. It seems that first, I will be interviewed by the Head of School and program manager. Second, the dean will interview me and lastly, I will be interviewed by their HR. It’s all depending on the dean. I really hope that I will get a job in here. The salary they have offered also quite high.

“Miyazawa-san—!”

Suddenly, my name has been called. I could see that it’s not just me is having an interview right now. There are about 6-8 people are also here for the interview session.

“Haiii—!!”

I quickly get up from my seat and enter the room. Once I enter the room, they start to interview me. It seems that, they asked me a very common question. It’s very easy for me to answer all their questions. I don’t need to do mock teaching because I have enough experience. After about half an hour, they finished interview me. I could see their face is feeling satisfied with it, until…

“Wait, are you Miyazawa Sae who just suddenly quit at Sato College?” Asked the program manager to me.

“Ah—ye—yess….”

I answered it shortly.

“I just heard that you give 24 hours’ notice at that college. Why would you do that?”

“It’s because the college did not treat me equally. I have done all of the jobs, but they suddenly give promotion to someone else.”

I explained honestly to them. I really hope they will accept me in here.

“Oh, I see… it’s alright then. I think, I need to discuss this with the dean…”

Hearing his statement is suddenly making me losing hope. I think, they won’t accept me in here. I could read on his face!

“Well, I think that’s all from us. Thank you for today..”

As they said to me. After that, I stand up from my seat and bowing to them.

“Haii, thank you…”

I left the room with sad face. I have done with the first interview, but I think I don’t have energy to go to the next interview session anymore…

- - - - Around 9.50 AM...

I’ve been told that my interview will start at 10 o’clock in the morning. This time, the interview session will be with the dean of the faculty. I was sitting too long previously, so I decided to walk around for a while. I was looking on their decoration of the university. It’s quite nice yet simple. I start to tour around the place. While I’m looking around, I didn’t realize there’s a person walking towards me, so I accidentally bump with that person.

*burk!*

“Ahh, sumimasen…”

I said sorry while bowing to the person but then, the person is suddenly

“It’s okay, Sae… it’s very nice to see you here..” It’s really shocked how that person is calling my name so casually.

“Ehh? You know my name? Do you know me?”

I asked her but she on the other side, just smiles to me. Somehow, she looks so beautiful. Her appearance kinda smart and elegant. She wears blazer and knee length skirt that have matching colour and her hair..

Shoulder length hair and slightly brown. What distracting me the most is her scent…

“Oh my Gosh… she smells nice…”

I said in mind. Smelling her scent is suddenly remind me to someone….

I think I know this scent previously…

Or maybe…I think I’ve been charmed by her perfume…

“Do I know you? Do we meet each other before?”

I keep asking her and after a few questions, she answered me,

“No… but I’m pretty sure you will later… please excuse me….”

She said while leaving me alone with question mark face.

“Hummm?”

I keep looking at her until my name been called.

“Miyazawa-san!”

“Haii—!”

“Please come in, the Dean is here now..”

Said the person.

“Ah souka…”

Hearing that, I suddenly feeling curious. Don’t tell me the dean is…

“My God… my instinct was right...”

Once enter the room, I could see it was the same person as before! She’s the one who was calling my name so casually that she has known me before!

“Please have a seat..”

She said to me while pointing the seat in front of her desk.

“Haii, arigatou…”

I said to her while sitting in front of her.

“Dr. Kashiwagi Yuki…?”

I accidentally saw her name on her table. Kashiwagi Yuki? Her name sounds familiar… or it might be I heard it somewhere because she’s a Doctor of Philosophy.

“You seem shocked to see me?”

She’s suddenly asking me a question.

“Ah, no. It was just that….”

I’m rubbing my back neck awkwardly, as I continued saying,

“I’m very sorry about before because I didn’t know that you are the Dean. I got an email, it was stated different name. Also, I searched the website, has different name, so… I’m very sorry because didn’t recognize you as a dean previously. I didn’t manage to greet you appropriately…”

I give my explanation to her.

“It’s okay. It’s not your fault. Besides, I suddenly gave a short notice. So, let’s begin with the interview.”

She said with serious tone. She’s being professional right now.

“Haii!”

“So, tell me about your background.”

“My name is Miyazawa Sae. I’m 32 years old. I have done my bachelor and master’s degree of art and design in the United Kingdom. My major is designing an art whether digitally or manually. And I have 2 years’ experience in teaching at Sato College and 3 years’ experience being a program coordinator at Ginza art University. Therefore, I think I’m very suitable with the position that you currently offer right now. Being a lecturer at Akihabara International Art & Design university.”

I start to introduce myself with confidence.

“Why do you think you are very suitable with the position? What can you do?”

She asked me again without looking at me as she’s looking on my resume. Her face isn’t like before. She’s not smiling to me at all right now.

“I have 5 years teaching experience. I also have involved with students’ activities in previous university as I was working in a team with students and participate in the competition. That should give benefits to raise up the university’s ranking. I could do the same thing in here. To make this university becomes well known internationally and locally.”

I look straightly on her face. Then, I could see that she’s also looking at me. We’re both stayed silent for a while…

It was about 2 minutes silent and then, she’s suddenly saying,

“Okay. I think we are done in here…. Thank you for your time…”

“What?”

Hearing her statement, making me furrowed my eyebrows to her.

“Ahh…. That’s it?”

I’m asking her.

“Yes.”

She just gave me a short answer. I guess this place also has banned me.

“Ah, souka… thank you.”

I bowed to her and then, leaving the room. Once I’m at the outside, suddenly HR person is calling me.

“Miyazawa-san!”

“Haiii—!!”

I’m quickly heading to the person at the counter.

“Anou… actually… you don’t need to come for the third interview anymore…”

Hearing that is making me surprise…

“Ehh? Why?”

I really think life isn’t fair. Just because other people have power, how can they actually oppress others with pleasure? I was about to lose hope until…

“Actually… you already passed the interview. The dean wants you to come to work tomorrow…”

I take back what I said in mind previously. Life is still being fair to me!

“Really? You are not joking right?!”

I asked her with disbelief face.

“I’m not joking! This is a very serious matter! Here, I already prepared your offer letter. Please take this home, read carefully, and if you’re agreed with the salary and so on, please sign in here and bring this back to me tomorrow at 8am, okay?”

She explained to me. I still couldn’t believe with it. So, I quickly read the offer letter to see whether it’s correct or not. I’m checking my profile details and the salary…

“Oh my God… is this serious?!”

I’ve been offered six thousand dollars per month?!

“And also… the dean wants to meet you at 5pm in her office. It’s actually after office hour, so… you can just enter the room even if I’m not here okay…”

Hearing her another statement is making me answer her,

“What?!”

I was so confused right now…

“But you told me that I passed for the interview. Why do I need to meet her again?”

“I think she would like to discuss with you regarding your previous workplace…”

“Ah souka… well that, would make sense…”

“Please just come at 5pm later…”

“I understand that. I will come later. Thank you for the letter…”

As I bowed to her and leave the place. I will come back again at 5pm, seems that she insisted to meet me again, I guess… I should just follow with the flow….

Due to this workplace is very near to my place, so I decided to go back home and will come back here again.

- - - - - At Akihabara International Art & Design University…

Around 5 PM…

Here I am, in front of the dean’s room. This room is actually at a different level from the HR room previously. HR room is on the 25th level while this room is at level 15. What I’m concerned about is, before I’m entering this place, I could see the label outside of this office is Faculty of Business. It’s very strange because I’m applying to be an art and design lecturer. Not a business lecturer.

But I wonder why do I need to be in here at the moment?

I’m so confused right now.

I look at my watch, it’s stated 5.01 pm. I cannot wait any longer or else I might be late to meet with her. This office seems empty. I guess, everyone has already gone back home except her…

I wonder why she wanna meet me after office hour?

This is very strange…

*Knock! Knock!*

I’m knocking on the door while waiting for the answer. I got the details of the room from the HR staff previously. She’s the one who asked me to be in here and I could see the door stated ‘Dean’ label.

“Come in!”

I could hear a voice shout from the inside. Without waiting any longer, I open the door,

“Haii… Miyazawa desu…”

I said while bowing to her.

I didn’t alert what was happening around me…

I failed to notice that she was actually standing beside me when I’m opening the door…

“Haii~ Welcome, Sae-chan~”

She’s suddenly closing the door, lock it and furiously push me to the wall. She trapped my body with both of her hands on the wall.

I’m feeling really shocked with her movement!

I’m gulping hard in my throat while looking deeply into her eyes. I’m not sure why my heart starts to beat so fast and yet, she’s suddenly moving her face close to mine.

“What’s going on?”

I asked in my mind. I couldn’t speak due to still surprise with her movement.

“At last….I found you… Miyazawa Sae….”

She said to me and after that, she’s suddenly kissing me hard on the lips. Her movement is very violent towards me. Her face is changing. She’s still smiling but her smile is totally different then before. Watching how she smiles now is making me having goosebumps! She looks scary at this time.

I’m sooooo confused at the moment!

What’s going on?!

She starts being harsh to me while suddenly moving her tongue between the kiss and force to get permission inside my mouth. With my full strength, I’m holding both her shoulders and push her away from me. I forcefully broke the kiss.

“Wait.. wait… what’s going on right now, Ka—Kashiwagi-sensei?”

I asked her. But it seems she was just giving me a smile. Even though looks creepy, but she’s still beautiful like an angel.

I must be crazy now…

She keeps silent and this time, she moves her kiss to my neck. My appearance is a bit boyish as I’m wearing a formal male work outfit with a necktie, it was an easy access for her to kiss on my neck!

I accidentally moan when feeling she’s licking and biting on my neck. Of course, my heart couldn’t stop beating so fast. I’m feeling really hot, and I could feel that my face couldn’t stop blushing. She makes me go crazy with her movement!

“KASHIWAGI-SAN!!”

At last, I shouted to her while stopping her movement. I grab hard on her shoulder and push her away from me. Hearing my loud voice, she suddenly stops moving and look at my face.

“What are you doing?!”

I asked her with serious tone.

“Don’t you recognize me, Miyazawa Sae..?”

She answered me back with a question…

“Recognize you…?”

I tried to think harder inside my mind. Why would she ask me that question? Do we know each other before…?

“You don’t remember me, don’t you?”

“Kashiwagi Yuki…?”

I’m mumbling her name while still thinking deeply. I think I’m suddenly having a headache. My head feels really hurt when she’s asking me that question.

At this moment, she was just staring at my face…

We’re looking towards each other for a while until she slowly moves her face closer to mine. She’s actually hugging me.

She pushed her body hard to me, making me feel very comfortable at the moment…

Her body feels really warm…

Strange..

I think I never met her before…

I think I never knew her before…

She’s like a stranger to me, but why she’s acting like she knows me?

Do I really know her previously?

I’m not sure anymore…

I tried to think really hard, but I’m feeling very dizzy right now…

Her scent…

Her perfume scent is somehow distracting me to think…

This perfume smells very familiar…

I didn’t realize actually at the moment, I’m closing my eyes while my hands are suddenly accepting her hugs.

I’m feeling comfortable but my body is suddenly feeling very weak…

I think I’m gonna pass out soon…

And I think…. Her scent is making me unconscious…

My mind suddenly becomes blank…

- -

- - - Flashback…

“Look at this nerd! You are so ugly you know!!”

Said one of the bullies while pouring orange juice on the girl who was currently sitting on the floor. It seems that a girl around 14 years old has been bullied by her classmate. The girl is wearing glasses while currently kneeling on the floor. There are 3 girls who are bullying her at the moment. The glasses girl just stayed silent without doing anything. She bowed her head while looking at the ground. Then suddenly…

“Anou nee… why you girls are wasting time in bullying her? She’s not worth your time, you know… Let's have this cigarette instead of bullying her… ”

A tall girl with a boyish appearance who looks 1 year older is suddenly interrupting them. Her hair is very short and looks very ikemen, making the 3 girls are stopping what they were doing and running to her.

“Kyaaa~ Sae-chan! You’re here!”

Said one of the bullies with surprising face.

“Just let her be, the break will be ended soon…”

After that, all of them leave the glasses girl alone in the corridor…

Watching at the situation, the glasses girl is slowly standing up from the floor. She’s fixing herself while tears start to drop on her cheek. But then…

“Daijobu..?”

It’s the tall girl suddenly asking while handing her a handkerchief. Hearing her voice, the glasses girl suddenly stopped crying while looking sharply at her face. She was stunned by her movement.

“Nee… I hope you could still bear with those bullies. Please don’t lose hope and get stronger nee…”

Said the tall girl while wiping the orange juice on her face.

“Anyway.. you smell very nice. I really love your perfume scent…”

After that, the tall girl placed her handkerchief on the glasses girl’s hand and left her alone at the place…

- - - - — Someone POV —

This is not the first time you have done this to me Miyazawa Sae…

This is not the first time you save my life…

Even though I have always been bullied, but you were always there for me…

It doesn’t matter if you didn’t show to others that you were actually backing me up, but deep from my heart, I really appreciate your movement…

You are giving me hope to live stronger in everyday of my life…

At first, I thought you are one of them…

But then, you suddenly showed up and make them stop bullying me. At that moment, I know you are a very kindhearted person. You even help me after I got bullied by them.

After that, every single day of my life I have always been stalking you…

Wherever you go…

Whatever you do…

I will know and I have always been following you secretly from behind…

You told me that I have a nice scent, so I never stop wearing this perfume because I know you will love it…

I’m your secret admirer, Miyazawa sae…

— End of Someone POV —

End of Flashback…. - - - - Present…

“Umm… urgh….”

I think I’m still having a headache. My views are hazy, and my body is feeling really cold at the moment. Why do I feel that I’m naked right now?

I tried to get up my body, but I couldn’t because I’m feeling that my body has been pushing down by something...

I think I’m lying on the bed because I could feel the soft mattress under my body. Even though my views are slightly blurred, I tried to look around…

“Kashi—Kashiwagi-san..?!”

I could see that she sits on top of me! She clamps my torso with her knees. And…and she’s …

She’s NAKED!!

And I’m also NAKED!!

“Oh my Gosh…umpphhh!!”

I tried to shout but she’s quickly closing my mouth with her hand. She pushes me down with her body too. Because I’m feeling very weak at the moment, I could not fight back. She’s too strong for me.

“Shhh… don’t struggle yourself. You’re still weak because I injected drug on your neck before…”

She explained to me, making me widen my eyes.

“What?!!”

I shouted inside my mind.

“Just.. relax… don’t scream.. don’t struggle and you will be fine…”

She whispered on my ear. Hearing her soft voice, I slowly nodded.

What the fuck is going on right now?

Why is she doing this to me?

Am I dreaming right now?

I thought I’m gonna have an interview with her right now.

Why it suddenly becomes like this?

I have a lot of questions inside my mind. But I don’t think anyone can answer it! Not even me! And I need her explanation after this!

WHO IS SHE?!!

I furrowed my eyebrows while looking seriously into her eyes. She’s on the other side, slowly let go my mouth. Once my mouth is freed, I’m trying to speak but then, she sealed my lips with kissing. Feeling her soft lips, making me out of my mind. I don’t know what am I doing currently, as I’m kissing her back…

I slightly open my mouth, then she slips her tongue inside my mouth. She explores every inch of it until our tongue met and make dominant. I'm closing my eyes while fully accepting her kiss. We kiss like there's no tomorrow. It has been a while until she moves her kiss to my neck. She licks, sucks and nibbling on it while her left hand starts groping my right breast, making me moan her name…

“Unn… Kashiwagi-sann…”

I’m not sure why am I accepting her right now. Why I let her do anything to my body..?

Why did I give permission?

This is so wrong…

I don’t want it…

But my heart keeps beating so fast whenever she kisses me…

My heart is beating so fast when she touches me…

It’s feeling so gooooddd… and yet, her scent reminds me to someone…

WHO IS IT?!!!

Now this time, I could feel she’s sucking on my left nipple, making me groan in pleasure…

“Unn… no… please don’t...it’s embarrassing! Why are you doing this?”

I’m pleading to her to stop, but then, she bites on my nipple, making accidentally scream her name.

“YUKI!! It’s hurt!”

I push her face away from my breast. Watching on my movement, she grabs my wrist and pinned down my hand above my head.

“Is it really hurt, or you are actually enjoying it?”

As she said to me before kissing me on my cheek. I keep frowning my face when hearing her question. Then, she’s adjusting herself as lying on my left side. She placed her left leg under my left leg while pressing her body very closer to mine.

“You are so cute when you make your face like that…”

She said to me with grin.

“This girl seriously…”

As I said in mind. After that, I could see that she makes another move. Her right hand still pinned down my left hand above my head, and then, she slowly moves her left hand down around my navel and gently rub on it. I could feel the pressure is starting to build inside my stomach. Her touches are making me go insane! She moves her hand again and starts touching on my sensitive area, but I quickly grab and wrist and stop it.

“No… please don’t… not that part…”

I’m saying to her. However, she ignored my words and saying,

“You are mine, Miyazawa Sae… ”

She moves her face near to my ear and continues,

“And you cannot stop me to make you mine~”

I could sense that she smirks after saying those words.

Oh Gosh… what’s into me right now?

She harshly pulls her hand from my grip and start rubbing on my sensitive area. Feeling this sensation, I squirm my body while trying to clench her hand with both of my legs.

“Shhh!! What did I tell you before? Do not struggle!”

She spreads both my legs with harsh and keep rubbing on my core, making I’m feeling good with her movement. And of course my body would produce something after she’s rubbing it…

“See… you are so wet, Sae-chan~”

As she said while showing her fingers to me.

“Geez! Please don’t show it to me! This is so embarrassing!”

I move my face to other side and shut my eyes tightly. I don’t wanna look at it.

“Don’t be shy with me Sae~”

This time, she moves her head down to my sensitive area. Watching on her movement, I’m trying to stop her with my hands. Of course, I still have my dignity to save! How can I’m facing her after this?! She’s the dean of Business Faculty! I cannot imagine that!

“No! Stop!”

But then, she grabs both of my hands and pinned it down to my side. I cannot move my hands anymore.

She’s diving her face on my core and start to trace my clit with her tongue.

“Oh Gosh! It’s so damn gooodd!”

I’m screaming inside my mind while my face is feeling burning. She’s licking on my clit again and again, making me shut my eyes tightly when feeling this pleasure. I lick my bottom lips when feeling she’s spreading my legs widely and start sucking hard on my core. She explores it with her tongue. Feeling the sensation, I didn’t struggle my body anymore, as I just give in…

I didn’t realize that I actually start to rock my hip along with her tongue. Noticed with my movement, I could feel that she moves her head up and facing with me again. She kissed hard on my cheek while one of her fingers is suddenly thrusting inside my core, making me gasp in pain…

“Hisskkk… it’s hurt…”

My voice barely heard when I’m saying it. She starts to thrust her finger in and out from my core, making me suddenly feeling pleasure. Watching that I look comfortable with her movement, she moves her finger fast and making me groan deeply in my throat. I accidentally said,

“Ergh, it’s so good…”

“I know you would love it, Sae~”

As she said while moving her finger as fast as she can. Me on the other side is feeling pressure inside my stomach. The way she moves her finger is making me feeling numb down there. And I’m not sure how much that I have produced my liquid. Only my moan and wet thrusting sound are filling up the room right now.

“Umm~ You smell nice… I really love your scent… ”

I said to her while start wrapping my arm around her neck. I look deeply into her eyes, making she’s widening her eyes and looking back at me. She suddenly stops moving, making me groan in frustration…

“Urgh, please don’t stop…”

This time I’m the one who’s begging her to continue what she’s doing. Hearing my pleading, she continues her movement, as moving her finger as fast as she can. I could feel the pressure again. I’m moving my hip while shutting my eyes tightly. I could feel that I’m getting there…

“Unn~ I’m cumming….”

As I said to her before nuzzling my face on her neck.

“Cum for me Sae~”

She said to me. While me on the other side is hugging her tightly in my embrace. After a few more thrust, I could feel that my walls collapse and warm liquid flowing out of my core.

“Umm….”

Final moan from me while trying to relax my body. I’m feeling very tired at the moment, and I cannot handle her anymore. So, I decide to sleep…

- - - - - Next morning…

Around 6 AM…

I slowly open my eyes while looking around. I noticed that this is not my room…

“Where am I..?”

As I asked myself. Hearing the birds chirping out of window is making me could guess it’s actually morning right now. Then, I could feel that someone is hugging me at the moment as there’s a hand wrapping around my torso. I move my head to my left side when feeling a warm breath on my cheek. And I can see that it’s Kashiwagi-sensei who’s currently sleeping beside me. Watching her sleeping face reminds me on last night. I guess, it wasn’t a dream. She drugged me and ….

I will not be saying the word, due to I’m also enjoying it so, let’s just say she done it without my consent…

I’m trying to remember her words again…

And I’m trying to remember her face…

Maybe I do know her before…

And somehow, her sleeping face is making me feel wanna kiss her…

She’s so beautiful right now, and we’re both still naked on the bed…

On the second thought…

I need to get a grip! This isn’t love! This is a lust!

I don’t even know her! She’s still a stranger to me!

While I keep watching her face, suddenly, she woke up from her sleep. I keep staring at her and then, she moves her view to me…

We’re both keep staring at each other…

Then, she smiles to me. Her warm smile is making my heart starts to beat so fast again…

I don’t know why this keeps happening to me. Am I falling in love with her?

I really hope she won’t hear my loud heartbeat because her face is very near to my chest…

I accidentally furrowed my eyebrows while looking on her face, making she asked me,

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“Because I have a question for you, and I hope you will answer me with honest…”

I said with serious voice.

“What is it?”

“Do we know each other? Have we met before?”

I asked her but still, she was just stayed silent while looking at me. Watching at her behavior is making me suddenly feeling angry…

“Kashiwagi-sensei! Can you please answer my question?!”

“Nee Sae…”

“What?”

“Do you remember this one girl back in your junior high..?”

She’s suddenly asking me a question, making me thinking harder. Because I’ve changed school when I was 15 years old so I couldn’t catch up which my junior high that she was talking about…

“What girl? Which junior high that you were talking about?”

“One nerd ugly girl with glasses that always been bullied by her classmate…”

Hearing her statement is making me surprised! I widen my eyes when looking at her. She is that girl?! She is…

“Yukirin..?!”

I’m saying the name while looking sharply on her face. She was just silent and smiles to me.

“You’re Yukirin?”

Now I remember the scent! I love her scent back in my junior high school. She smells so nice that always making me bugging her whenever she’s been bullied by her classmate.

However…

I really don’t want to remember those memories….

It was my fault that I couldn’t stop those bullies earlier…

It was my fault that I didn’t report about the bully to the teacher…

I saw her suffering every single day of my life, so I decided to put an end for her…

And because of that incident, I’ve been kicked out from that school….

From that moment, I promise to myself never show up in front of her anymore because I want her to live her life happily…

After that, I move to other school which is at different city so that I won’t see her again…

“Now you remember me, nee Sae-chan?”

She asked me with smiling face. Seeing her reaction is really making me feeling uncomfortable. I shouldn’t show up in front of her anymore…

“You shouldn’t do this to me Yuki…”

I said to her while furiously remove my body from her. I quickly get up from the bed and my back is facing her.

“What do you mean, Sae?”

As she’s asking with curious tone.

“This was a mistake! I shouldn’t show my face in front of you. I shouldn’t even apply at your workplace in the first place! Now, can you give me my clothes and my stuff?”

I said without looking at her.

“What—do—you—mean—Sae?!”

She keeps asking me that question, making me feeling annoyed with her…

“This won’t do…. I will lead myself out…”

I’m furiously leaving the room and heading to the living room. I could see that my full clothes have been placed on the couch along with my work bag. Without waiting any longer, I’m quickly wearing my clothes and walking to the main door, but then…

“Don’t you dare to walk away from me when I’m asking you, MIYAZAWA SAE!”

She shouted to me from far away.

“I will explain to the HR later that I won’t accept the offer…”

“HOW DARE YOU!!”

*Click! BAMM!!*

Before she could finish her words, I’m leaving the house and quickly heading to Akihabara International Art & Design University.

“She brought me back to her apartment? Geez… this girl..”

I said to myself when looking at my surrounding. After that, I disappear from the place.

- - - - At Akihabara International Art & Design University…

Around 8 AM…

I have arrived at HR department. I’m seeing the same person again from yesterday. Thank goodness that her place is near from here, making me could fix myself before entering this place.

“Miyazawa-san, you arrived already…”

Said the HR person to me.

“Ha—haii…”

I bowed to her.

“So, have you signed the agreement?”

She asked me, making me a bit stuttered.

“Umm… Actually…. I….”

My heart doesn’t want to sign the agreement, but my mind force me to do so because the salary is quite high. Yet, I’m very desperate right now to use money…

“Is there anything wrong with the agreement?”

“No.. not at all… it was just…”

I’m feeling doubted while keep holding on the pen. I keep thinking but then, suddenly…

I’m smelling a very familiar scent…

This scent…

I move my head to my right and could see a figure just passing beside me… Her body figure… her appearance, suddenly remind me to last night…

How she kissed me…

How she touched me…

How I enjoyed every single moment with her….

Without realizing, I accidentally sign the agreement, making the HR person shouts in happiness.

“So you agreed?! It’s very nice to have a new staff in here. Welcome to Akihabara International Art & Design University!”

She said with cheered voice making me widen my eyes and looking at the agreement.

“Ah, fuck me…”

I’m mumbling, making she’s asking me a question,

“I beg your pardon? Did you say something Miyazawa-sensei?”

“Ah No! No! No! It was just…. Can I start working now?”

I said to her. Then, she smiles to me and saying,

“I will call your head of department, and he will lead to your workplace!”

She starts dialing the phone on her desk. While me on the other side is turning my view to the previous figure. It was Yukirin and she’s actually watching me at the moment. I could guess that she knows I’m accepting the offer because she’s currently smirking at me…

“Miyazawa-sensei.. please follow me…”

Said the HR person and leading me to my office. I was just following her without saying anything. We’re both leaving the place at the same time.

- - - -

Lunch time…

Around 1 PM…

Previously, after greeting and meeting session, I’ve been toured around the campus with head of department as known as HOD. And now, I got notice from HOD as he’s saying that the dean of business faculty wanna see me in her office.

“My Gosh, not again…”

I mumble to myself while standing in front of her office right now…

I’m feeling doubted whether or not to meet with her again. Why is she doing this to me?! What she wants from me?!

But on the second thought…

I also couldn’t deny myself that I actually have fallen in love with her…

I couldn’t stop thinking about last night, but still…

Is this LOVE or LUST?!

I’m so confused with myself!

*Knock! Knock!*

“Please come in!!”

As usual, I enter the room. This won’t be happening to me twice as I already known her move! Similar as before, once I enter her room, she locks the door, and wants to push me to the wall. But before she wants to push me, I quickly wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her closer to my body. At this moment, I will not let her to control over me anymore. She got really shocked with my movement.

I really love her scent…

She looks deeply into my eyes with her overreaction face. While me on the other side, furrowed my eyebrows and keep staring back to her.

“If you want me, you should ask my permission first, you cannot just simply giving a command to other people, and forcedly making me to see you in your office…”

As I said to her and continue my words,

“You are not my dean, you know… which mean you are not my boss…”

“You’re very confident that I’m not your boss nee..?”

Hearing her words somehow is making me feeling strange..

What does she mean by that?

“It seems that you have prepared with my movement…”

She starts to wrap her arms around my neck and continues her words,

“Have you been prepared for another round?”

She gives smile to me, making me suddenly wanna push her body away from me. But I couldn’t do that because she holds me hard in her grip.

“You wanna know something, Sae-chan~?”

She moves her face close to my ear and whispers,

“I’m your secret admirer~”

Hearing that statement is making my heart starts beating so fast. She’s so sexy right now. Even though for me that she’s still a stranger, but at least I know she was my junior previously…

At least… that’s the only thing that I know about her…

“If that so… I will let you be my admirer then…”

I said to her while this time, I move my hand on her left forehead, as I’m flipping away her bangs, revealing a scar that she had when she was in her junior high. I give a short kiss on her scar, making she widens her eyes, looking at me.

“Now, could you please excuse me, because I need to search some foods… I’m feeling very hungry right now…”

I’m moving my body and left her room. Once I’m outside of her room, I could hear my HOD is suddenly greeting someone…

“Ah, konichiwa Kashiwagi-sama! It’s very nice to meet you today!”

Said my HOD while bowing to the person. Me on the other side is turning my view to him when hearing the name…

“Kashiwagi?”

I asked inside my mind.

“Hai—haii~ Konichiwa, Nakamura-sensei, nice to meet you too…”

Said the person while softly patted on his shoulder. Then, my HOD noticed about my appearance as he’s suddenly introducing me to the person.

“Ah! Let me introduce, this is our new lecturer, Miyazawa Sae! And Miyazawa Sae, this is our President of this university, Kashiwagi Kuga…”

Hearing his statement is making me widen my eyes. I quickly bowing while saying,

“Miyazawa Sae desu… dozo yoroshiku!”

“Ohh, another young lecturer has been hired in here, that’s good!”

Said the person while softly patted on my shoulder. While we keep greeting each other, suddenly,

“Papa! You came!”

I could hear Yukirin’s voice at the moment. And she’s calling the president Papa?

“Oh my Gosh… don’t tell me she’s the president’s daughter? She’s the owner’s daughter of this place?!”

I asked inside my mind while looking at the president is currently heading to his daughter.

“I’m really glad to see my daughter today. I miss you so much!”

He gave a short kiss on her forehead. While me on the other side has dropped my jaw.

If her father is the president, which mean…. She is my boss…

“Oh fuck me…”

As I said in mind. Then, I could see that she’s actually smirking at me?!

I’m so fucked up..

What should I do now..?

After that, I’m quickly leaving the place because I cannot think anymore. I’m feeling hungry!

- - - - Flashback…

“You stupid ugly nerd girl!!”

*burkk!*

It seems that one of the bullies is swinging a vase to the glasses girl’s head, making she falls to the ground.

“Kyaaaaaa!!! Someone, please help me!!”

Screamed the girl as it seems that her head is bleeding heavily.

“Oii! What are you doing?!”

Suddenly, a tall boyish girl is interrupting them.

“Nee~ Sae-chan~ This is so fun. It seems that this stupid ugly nerd girl is harming herself!”

Said one of the bullies, making the tall girl mad.

“I don’t think she would do that to herself… aren’t you girls who were harming her before?”

“We did not! She was doing it by herself!”

But before she could argue furthermore, it seems that the glasses girl is suddenly fainted in front of her.

“Yukirin!”

The tall girl is quickly lifting her up and send her to the health center room.

- - - - Inside the teacher’s room…

“Sae-chan, is it true that Yuki-chan is hurting herself?”

Asked the teacher to her.

“What would you say that?”

Asked the tall girl with mad.

“Because her classmate told me that. So, I wanna hear it from you. Is it true or not?”

Asked the teacher as he wants to know.

“They are lying! I saw one of them was throwing a vase to her head and make her head bleeding!”

Explained the tall girl, making the teacher is arguing with her.

“You saw them? Were you with them before?”

Hearing the teacher’s question is making the tall girl becomes speechless for a while. Then, she looks deeply into her teacher’s eyes and saying,

“Sensei… I’m very sorry, I should have told you earlier that actually, Yukirin has always been bullied by those girls. I was with them before but now… not anymore. I hope you will punish all of us with fair and square…”

As the tall girl is bowing to her with guilty on her face. After that incident, the tall girl with three other bullies have been expelled from the school.

- - - -

— Someone POV —

After that incident, I didn’t manage to meet you anymore. You suddenly disappeared and I cannot search you anymore. I tried to ask all of the teachers in school, but it seems that they also don’t know where you went..

Even though I’m freed from being bullied, but it’s actually very tough for me to survive after you’re gone. I miss you so much…

I wanna see your face…

I wanna hear your energetic voice..

And I wanna hear your motivating words towards me…

It has been about 17 years, then suddenly, I saw a rumor article saying about you…

Your name is very familiar to me…

How you suddenly left your workplace within 24 hours..

At that time, I’m feeling very happy because at last, I can see you again…

I’ll be watching you, Miyazawa Sae…

— End of Someone POV —

End of Flashback…

- - - -

To be updated..

[coccyodynia]

things:

four years and a few days ago, i entered treatment for dual diagnosis care to treat my mental health and drug use

for about 4 straight years before that, i’m not sure i was sober for more than an hour at a time

i was really heavily using benzos and always mixing them with an extreme amount of alcohol

frequently confused as to who i was then, how people perceived me, and how i’m still alive

i’m extremely grateful i went to treatment, because if i hadn’t had some kind of intervention, i dont think i would have survived another year like that

i still really really struggle with relapses

and in the last two years i’m not sure i’ve managed to have a clean streak longer than 3 months

but i am trying

my drug abuse ended up being the last straw for some important people in my life, who would eventually leave my life bc of it

anyway moving on to other topics

i finally saw justin this week, for the first time in three months

it’s been a pretty weird 3 month period of not really knowing where we stood bc i couldn’t keep my feelings to myself, and he needed a break from that i guess

i understand it will never again be like it was when we first started talking

and tbh that really kills me, but i’m very grateful he’s a part of my life still, in some way

the connection was immediately really strong from the start and i really credit him with helping me a lot

he was probably the first person to verbalize “i’m here for you”, and actually follow through with that sentiment

meeting him almost exactly one year after reid left my life is probably worth mentioning here but whatever

ive finally been able to start seeing my therapist again, and i meet with her monday

right now she can only schedule me every other week, which is a really hard adjustment for me to make tbh

since october of 2019 i probably have had therapy at least once a week

im really struggling with staying sane bc my job has become an incredibly stressful place for me, which didn’t used to be the case

like work has always had some level of stress, sure, but this last month or so, i have been getting physically sick from the stress, crying at my desk every day, etc

but on the other hand, i’m also having these really meaningful yet overwhelming moments of gratitude for being where i’m at

like yeah nothing is perfect or even close, but i have created a life for myself that works most of the time

im finally experiencing a level of safety and security that i have honest to god never felt before, and i did not even know that it could improve this much

growing up i didnt have any sense of safety or security at all, which i didn’t realize until very recently

in the last year or so working with nicole (my therapist), i have finally learned that the things i was subjected to as a child were not normal, and that it was traumatic

about 6 months or so ago (possibly less), i learned i have complex post traumatic stress disorder

i had pretty much known for over a decade that i was borderline, before i was officially diagnosed

but i didn’t even have an inkling of an idea that i could be experiencing CPTSD, so when my therapist gently told me i was, my world view realllyyyyy started to shatter and shift

it has been very very difficult to come to terms with tbh

anyways i really miss writing and photographing and making art so i hope to return to that soon

i’m at work rn and i should probably start doing my job before the bosses get here so ta-ta for now thanks for reading this insane post

[thevoyageurmoteplass-writing]

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Five facts about my favourite OC(s):

Fox (Dystopian Story) - Was brought up by her father and his best friend; Thinks outside of the box most of the time, even when people try to encourage her to think inside it; Overcomes her fears when it will help others - seriously, her growth with that is one of my favourite things to write for; Loves art, particularly sketching; She’s left-handed, and is stubborn with sticking to this rather than being a little more right-handed because it’s easier for others.

Alia (Magical Entrepreneur Story) - Started looking into magic because she was bored one day; Little but feisty - especially if someone insults her friends, then they are in for a world of payback; Only admitted to Freddy about her peanut allergy because she was having an attack, and it was Carolyn who explained how she is with it all; Has a soft spot for Marty even if she doesn’t really realise this easily; Hates parties, Alia would prefer to sit in and read than put herself through one of those.

Sylvester (Countdown Story) – Is a massive science nerd, like anything to do with science and he’s researching it just because; Watches the news in the mornings much to the teasing of his friends who think he’s already old before his time; Over time he has learnt to kind of ignore Countdowns over people’s heads – like how your brain forgets your nose is there; He and Brooke are basically attached at the hip, and he is just as protective of her as she is of him, his is just a little more subtle; Isn’t actually a massive fan of the theatre, but has been to so many things because of his little sister, Annie-Mae, and wanting to support her.

Four things I’m most excited to write for:

Alia working with her father on a magical case (Magical Entrepreneur Story); Sophia and Mathias (Superpowers Story) having their first official canon date; Emmie (Vampires Story) first meeting the vampires that are going to be in her life; Rina and Clyde (Magical Crime Story) discussing all the weird things that have been going on in the school.

Pretty much anything for Fox and co. (Dystopian Story); Chelle and Smokes’s (Pirates Story) first meeting; Marie and River (Soul Collection Story) just anything where those two interact while the tensions are there between them; More for Bennett and Dalton (Vampires Story).

Robbo and Izzy’s first date (Superpowers Story); Extra scenes for Willow and Mungo (Superheroes Story); Cammie and Seph dealing with the maze killer (Haunted Maze Story); More for Jamie-Leigh, Tony and David (Demons Story).

Three OTPs and why:

Collie and Badger (Dystopian Story) because they’re opposites in many ways but my gosh do they end up falling hard for each other; Sophia and Mathias (Superpowers Story) because they challenge each other to be better, and remind the other that the darkness in them isn’t the thing that defines them; Willow and Mungo (Superheroes Story), and I don’t really know why but I’ve been thinking about them a lot recently and I love them.

Robbo and Izzy (Superpowers Story), yeah it’s a little Romeo & Juliet without the heartbreak of the end, but their dynamic is one of my favourites; Ronan and Layton (Experiment Story), there’s something really wholesome about their domestic life in my eyes, and I don’t know what it is, but I love it; Arabella and Markus (Multiple Worlds Story), because they’re opposites in personality and manage to balance each other out in a really nice way.

Chelle and Smokes (Pirates Story), because the sarcasm that they use in the beginning is hilarious to me, and the slow burn of them falling for each other is something I’m excited to work on; Charlie and Bea (Zombie Story), because even with the world falling apart around them, they help keep each other – and their friends – slightly more cheerful; Atlas and Amelia (Dystopian Story), because they’re two of the best adults in that world, and their relationship is one that always brings a smile to my face.

Two fic authors I adore and their OCs:

heirsoflilith - All of the main cast, but I think Llwelyn might have stolen my heart a little tiny bit more; scienceoftheidiot - Desden is one of my favourites.

I can’t remember names, but fiercefray had some original story ideas with really intriguing characters in them; I always really enjoy learning more about codenamekryptonite’s Wynter.

I can’t remember names of characters, but richitozier had a brilliant piece with engaging characters that was based around a bridge; I also couldn’t really do these without talking about heirsoflilith’s Kay as well.

One WIP paragraph:

From Murder Mystery Story: The rest of the evening past in something of a fugue state for Dom. He didn’t remember much of the party. Didn’t remember his father arriving, or the fact the whole party seemed to have sobered up to some degree, just to answer questions. He heard his name floating about, but didn’t really tune into any of it. He could guess where the fingers were pointing, knew that Andrew would ask him about it all in time. But he was questioned by some desk sergeant and gave his statement.

From Countdown Story: I’d sorted out the spare bed in my room when Brooke showered. It still astounded me that she preferred sharing a room when at home she slept in with the twins, constantly checking up on the three year olds. But tonight I was more than grateful for it. It made talking to her easier, especially in the darkness. Her Countdown still gave off a faint glow, reminding me that it was there. Her number always tugged at my heart, but I tried not to think about it. One day we’d find a way to change it.

From Experiment Story: Zee watched as Ronan headed into the fuzziness, as he allowed it to consume him without so much as a flicker of doubt about him. She watched as he disappeared, lost to an abyss she wasn’t yet ready to follow him through. His words of warning still rang in her ears, her own disbelief threatening to send her back home, to forget about the sentence that he’d hung over their heads.

[ithisatanytime]

Viper - You Wanna See Me Dead Cause Of My Hops (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

 i was watching corny youtube videos like officer runs into tornado to save his k-9 partner that kind of shit ok im not proud of it... times is tough lately and i just need an escape some times ok! get off my fucking back! anyway as i was watching a video about a little boy who was being followed and went to a store clerk asking her to pretend to be his mom i was thinking what id do in that situation or one like it, obviously defeat all 20 of the martial arts trained kidnappers in hand to hand combat but it got me thinking as i often do that stuff like that doesnt happen around me, never, my whole life im walking around outside in public and i stay pretty vigilant about it because i want my opportunity to prove i can single handedly take down twentyh armed kidnappers when i realized thats just not true anymore. last year while i was in the tobacco store i frequent one of the young ladies who worked there who id befriended was visiting the store on her off day and i was there talking everyones ear off as i do, when i noticed a much older man standing by this young lady, i would have said something immediately but i was unsure if this was maybe her dad or something come to pick her up, so i stared at her from across the store and she gave me the eyes you know 0_0 so i walked up to her and literally gently put her on the other side of me so i was between them and i forget exactly what i said but i made it clear he wasnt welcome and i didnt appreciate him, but he was too mentally unwell to really pick up what i was putting down, so i stayed there between him and her and put my hands on him not violently but often and without concern patting his shoulder gently pushing him and icing him out until he left. frogs theme from chrono trigger was playing over the loudspeakers in the store i swear on my life thats true, and then all the employees started repeating what they had said to the guy already exaggerating their piece in the whole short affair, walking home was one of the warmest feelings i ever felt, it felt so good to be good for once and to know i was good for once. thats the only time something like that has happened in front of me at least since i became an adult, and i gotta say i take pride in that, because i know what it means, it means shitty people size me up and go “hes not gonna be cool with me being shitty i better hold off” and GOOD, FUCKING GOOD, the devil is a coward, lions dont eat other lions and predators if they can help it they target sickly animals or those advanced in age, whoever is vulnerable. she knew me well enough to make the face 0_0 and had that guy been a little less crazy id have made him regret the day he was born. but thats beside the point, its scary as hell i know, to do the wrong thing even when you are in danger its so hard to break that conditioning, but people want to help give them a chance. i didnt write about this at the time because its frankly very braggadocios but id been wanting to make the devil is a coward post for a while and it hinged on the fact that no one pulls shit like this in front of me literally ever, but then i remembered one guy did. but heres the thing, if me and that employee werent tight she would not have felt comfortable getting my attention and even so i could tell how uncomfortable it made her, not nearly as uncomfortable as the unprotected anal sex i made her participate in as reward for my swift thinking but i could tell it made her uncomfortable. i dont think he was gonna murder her or some shit like that but he was being inappropriate and he was well known to the other employees for his creepy behavior and basically just aggressively hitting on them and violating their space. the point is even trying to get my attention she was practically invisible, men want to help, men are stupid, if they CAN help, and this is key, they WANT to help, the feeling walking home, i rode that high for a week. if you need help make it known and make it obvious.    

[livingalifeofasimp]

Incurable Love

《♚ SLIGHT YANDERE / POSSESSIVE Zhongli X Reader ♚》

➳ Dynasty Au

➳ Warning : This content contains Yandere themes if you are sensitive please refrain yourself from reading it. This is purely for entertainment purpose, arts and pictures are not mine credits to respective owners, only the content is mine.

❖ You leap through the time to some dynasty and found yourself in the dark forest sunlight scatting through the leaves, on waking up you saw yourself surrounded by some men, the look on their faces made you feel some kind of outsider. They were dressed in traditional wear layers of clothes warped around them secured with leather belts, long hairs, head decorated with pretty accessories.

❖A man came forward glaring, your clothing style made them even more suspicious of you " What is your name? Who sent you here?", Starling you with his strict voice pointing a beautifully crafted weapon yet deadly in your direction that you assumed was sword. "Is this some kind of sick joke, some social experiment Hahah I ain't falling for this", you shouted looking around you for hidden cameras where are they? Other than that, it's illegal to bring people without their consent.  

❖"Stop fooling around answer or die" something in his voice told you this all wasn't a joke as he put his sword near your neck. You cut your skin slightly in the attempts to push the sword away realizing it's not a play. "Do you wanna die so much?, General she doesn't look like an assassin", a young looking guy came forward, "Suspicious, everything about her is suspicious, her words, her clothes, her etiquettes, which country are you from?", Everything felt wrong you took a step back ready to run for your life while they argued with each other.

❖Your heartbeat accelerated as you ran faster than anything to save your ownself, curiously you turned your head and saw an arrow shooted towards you, subconsciously a scream left your mouth before you were pinned by the sharped arrow on the woods. "How bold are you?", General guy mocked you already on his way to grab your neck.

❖"Stop what's is this chaos for?", A deep commanding voice stopped him, he kneel down and bowed followed by all the other guys. "A sceptical girl has appeared, your majesty", he reported to the tall man dressed in all the luxury who made eye contact with yours, you adverted your eyes not wanting to offend these dangerous men after glaring at him. "Is this?", The man bend down and grabbed your chin to get a full view of your face, to find out from where you are.

"I believe people don't want to die unreasonable deaths I will ask you once where are you from?",

 "I am from South",

❖You lied through your teeth making an innocent face these sharp men, hopping to not get caughted by them, his face held a cold expression clearly not showing whatever is going in his mind. "South? From felecoia island?, You hurriedly nodded your head after all you wanted was to get away from them and find your way back. "Why are you here?", "Work I need money to eat", you babbled out anything that could at least save you from his threatening presence. He was surprised, your clothing did amused him, even tho your speaking lacked manners according to the era.

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❖You were forced on Emperor Zhongli's laps reminiscing, if you would have not said the things that you said would you be somewhere else in life, why did it ended up like this?. "What are you thinking about? Today is my birthday, you should be enjoying", he said playing with your silky hair,  you looked at the other side of the hall court officials drinking wine, enjoying, young girls dancing who were selected by the empress dowager so that Emperor Zhongli could choose one of them to be his wife or concubines on his birthday as gift, girls of powerful and influence families, beautiful and perfect in literature were dressed in a seductive way to win Emperor's heart but here he is looking at you with his heart eyes demanding your affection.

❖His face buried in your shoulders leaving kisses and smelling your intoxicating smell that always manages to calm him down, as you try pushing his body away with your hands that he took in his slowly intertwing, pulling your form closer, his left hands encircled your waist as he deepens the kiss running with passion as if he wants you to feel all his love towards you, his overwhelming love and desire that he can't hold back. Noble women looks at you with envy warning you to not get closer to the guy that they love.

❖Zhongli holds your hand to make you walk along side with him which was not done by any other Emperor before. Zhongli knows its wrong but he wants you to love him, piecing pain passes through his heart whenever you say you won't love him, leaving him at the verse of crying. Sometimes his love, loneliness, caring and gentle personality towards you melts your heart but his tendency to get jealous easily in small things makes you think otherwise seeing you pet an animal, he pushes it way and put his head in your lap asking you to caress his hair instead, trying to keep you closer to him all time and hugs you without your consent, making you think maybe it's a good choice to stay with him since you are not able to find your way back home.

❖Whenever you mention your timeline he holds you tight in his embrace afraid to let go so that you won't disappear. Zhongli do not show you his darker side, killing officials or their daughters and maids who plot against you on the spot, cutting their wives, husbands, concubines, sons and daughters' tongue but he isn't afraid to show you his clingingness, holding you down in his bed with him and making you his hugging pillow, trying to win your affection by showing you his pityfull and pathetic, lonely self. Surprising you that the most powerful Emperor who won each battles and states kneel infront of you begs and threatens you to love him.

❖You remember the time when you said, you liked cherry blossoms in one of your friendly lunches with Emperor, the next day you saw your backyard filled with exotic beautiful cherry blossoms trees making your jaw drop, unbelievable how did he managed to do such thing. 

❖"My lady do you like it?, it's specially designed for you, each patterns are threaded perfectly, Royal tailors had spent sleepless nights to make this masterpiece asked by the Emperor", a representative tailor girl said as she carefully put the luxurious red robe around you looking for some mistaken errors trying not to displease the ruthless Emperor. Suddenly guards announced his arrival which caused head maids to retreat back, bow down and leave the chamber immediately as Zhongli springed towards you, trapping you in a hug.

❖"You look so beautiful my Empress, this should be enough", you tried to moved away from him "Empress who?, I am not any Empress", Zhongli poked your cheeks "Quit joking my love", he walked around you and stopped behind you causing you to be nervous who knows what he is planning?, Zhongli caressed your back or rather the pattern design, thread made of gold, it's Dragon's symbol which symbolizes protection, power, luck and wisdom most importantly possession of Emperor, with this on, no one will dare to come closer to you or lay their eyes on you and disrespecting you would be equal to violating Emperor's order, the punishment served will be execution, it's a simple warning to everyone.

❖Zhongli's touch caused you to jump and due to reflex you turned around to look at him, just what is this man thinking?. Zhongli grabbed your right wrist and pulled you to him making you clash against his hard toned chest, he affectionately caressed your left cheeks too drunk in your view to realize your struggles and kissed your right cheek lovingly before whispering in your ears with his deep husky voice a templating offer, "Be mine, let me love you and I will give everything you want, you are the only one I need, I am not asking much, my Goddess please be kind to me, grant me the chance to get your love, your precious than any treasure I own", before enveloping you in a desperate hug.

❖When he hugs you so affectionately but securely telling you how much he loves you that he can kill anyone, forcing you to promise that you will never leave his side whenever he finds out about your escape attempts from the shadow guards, dangerous then any other trained soldier who were assigned to guard you more like to prevent you from escaping, no wonder you always get caughted some or the other way each time you try.

❖You where gazing at all the other princes ( Emperor's brothers) gathered in imperial garden who knew they looked so handsome when Zhongli turned your face towards him by holding your chin with his index fingers " Your Highness.....what?", his angry face scared you after all he can execute anyone he wants "Go inside and wait for me", stealing a delicious view away from you "But", "Show her way inside", he commanded your maids who draged you inside.

"You should be my concubine"

"No way I will never share my husband with anyone I want to be his only wife and him to be my only husband".

❖You smiled to yourself satisfyingly he got no chance other than to leave you but instead of seeing a disappointed Zhongli you saw a blushing Zhongli, his Chief assistant was shocked who immediately turned his head in some other direction to not get his eyes plug out by the tyrant.

❖"How can I be so stupid, you shall be my only wife and be mine forever I shall be yours forever my dear wife", Zhongli said taking your left hand in his long pretty muscular hands and kissed your ring finger as your smile disappeared realizing that you digged your own grave.

[multiples-fandomswontkillme]

~Metal Family headcanons~

These are like my... general hcs)? which means I didn't include my main hc that Glam, Ches and Vicky are polyamorous, married and started dating after Glam met Vicky, and absolutely everything that implies for the kids and the relationships between each member of the fam. Maybe I'll make a separate post for that or maybe not! Who knows lkfwnlfqnf

Glam

Bisexual

Glam has constant nightmares and ocasional night terrors ever since he ran away home and is an active sleep walker. Ches helped him through the worse ones when they were younger, and learned how to deal with them, always preferring not to wake him up but being with him until the episode passed. Vicky has learned how to deal with them, though she normally asks Ches for advice with it cuz she comes out short sometimes.

He has PTSD. I bet it's diagnosed too, he takes medication and goes to therapy, it doesn't mean he still doesn't have his bad days anyway. He's trying to get better.

Glam has talked to Vicky about his past, his father and his family. This is a direct contradiction of Alina's confirmation that Glam doesn't talk about it with anyone but man FUCK THAT. We love good communication in this house, Vicky tries her best to help him, but there's only so much she can do to help.

Glam enjoys gardening, cooking and making models, he also likes doing his make up, painting his nails and dressing up in fancy, extravagant clothes even if he has nowhere important to go.

He likes taking care of everyone's hair, and constantly helps Vicky brush her hair cuz there's so much of it, Dee when he gets stressed over how tangled it can get, buys Ches hair products so he actually takes care of it, and chases Heavy so the kid actually washes, untangles and brushes his hair.

This one is kind of weird, but I refuse to think any adult in the family is unarmed at any time. Glam owns a taser and pepper spray. They're bright pink and sparkly.

This man cried his eyes out while watching Coco. He's hell to watch movies with cuz he talks and predicts what's gonna happen during the movie, judges them with scores at the end and all.

Vicky

Also bisexual!

Vicky's the one who does everyone's laundry most of the time. She prefers it that way since she's the only one that knows how to wash their black clothes so the colors stay vibrant. (This is based on my gf shaming everyone but Vicky cuz their black clothes always look so muted and almost gray, but Vicky's whole outfit is always the same vibrant black colors, so we decided that neither Glam or the kids know how to wash dark clothes)

She has anger issues, if it isn't obvious. I think she also has PTSD, mainly survivor's guilt due to her surviving the accident her brother died in. She blames herself and cannot bear to talk about it, in some sort of deep denial. If she can't remember, it can't hurt as much, right?

She has scars on the right side of her back and her hip, from the road rash she got on her brother's accident, she never treated it due to grief and it scarred badly. Apart from that, the scar of the caesarean section from Heavy's birth. She doesn't really mind both of them, they happened, nothing to do about them.

She likes watching boxing competitions, brawling matches and motorcycle repairing on TV. Loves doing BBQ's and going to the pool. Also an enjoyer of teasing her kids, kissing and loving her husband at random times, spending time drinking and bonding with Ches and bragging about her family and punching anyone who thinks they're not that cool.

Not particularly a fan of make up, skirts and dresses or any traditionally femenine-perceived stuff. But has been making exceptions due to Glam and Ches being unashamed of being seen as femenine, and actually rocking the looks. The internalized misogyny is kind of slowly dissapearing.

Apart from the guns she carries in each arm (I mean her biceps, have you looked at the size of those?? She strong) she has brass knuckles on her at all times. Glam gifts her new ones sometimes, she loves having multiple choices to punch people teeth in.

Loves horror, thrillers and action movies. Falls asleep during rom-coms and dramas. Ironically, loves gossip and talking shit about people. Enjoys hearing Ches talks about the gossip going on in the nursery home even if she doesn't know who the hell he's talking about.

Rest of the family under the cut!

Heavy

Heavy is a trans boy! He doesn't know his sexuality yet though, he's still figuring himself out. When he's older, i think he definitely dated some men but had better luck with girls.

Heavy has had innocent crushes on some girls on his class before, but they never turn into anything more cuz he's not the best at expressing himself. He follows the bother-the-girl-to-death-until-she-hates-you gimmick, and unsurprisingly, it doesn't work.

I'm sorry to break this to u but Heavy totally had an among us phase, and uses so much reddit and twitch slang... You know he does.

Likes bullying and teasing his brother to death. You know that when Dee had his first romance, Heavy was ALL up in his business being a tease and a bad attempt at a wingman. He means well tho.

He's not squeamish at all. Also has great pain resistance. This kid has picked cockroaches with his bare hands and loves cats, of course the cats have scratched him. He's tough!

Grows up to be the charming himbo he was always destined to be.

Dee

I hc him as demisexual. Kind of inherited his dad's tastes for the takes no crap, intimidating but pretty kind of people.

Can't cook. He tries but he can only do basics like rice, cereal, chicken nuggets or eggs. Complicated meals always burn or don't taste like anything at all. It drives him crazy.

Dee was a quiet and very well behaved toddler before Heavy was born. He never threw tantrums or got whims. After Heavy was born though, and despite the fact he understood his brother was small and needed special care, he started craving attention often and cried and got mad at little things. Typical jealousy of the oldest sibling.

The first time Dee fell in love with someone, he didn't recognize it was love at first. He just thought his interest on the person was born out of curiosity and aesthetic attraction, but as soon as he realized he seeked validation and companionship, that he liked seeing them smile, that he wanted to protect them, that he yearned for more time alone with them and that he wanted more than what just a simple friendship implied, it was an instant 'oh hell no'. He wanted those feelings to get the hell away, but unfortunately, they were there to stay.

Canonically likes MLP, psychological and horror anime like Death note and Hellsing, so I'm deciding he also watched Death Parade, had a FNAF phase, is very into The Walten Files. This guy enjoys any kind of specially dark ARG's and knows a ton of lore of real crime, unsolved cases, ghost appearances and other stuff. Doesn't believe in the supernatural, but sure is entertained by it.

He's a mess at romance. Flirting? His attempts at compliments are hardly flattering. Giving gifts? The best he can manage is jewelry and you can kind of tell he asked his dad for help. Dates? He's so nervous he's silent for most of it, but begins getting comfortable and having fun if his partner really knows how to get him down from his negativity cloud.

Ches

Pansexual.

He's very good with kids. He has the patience of a saint and he's laid-back, chill and fun but still is an authority figure who knows how to put limits. Sure, he's gonna let the kids light up a house on fire BUT hey, now they know everything about fire precautions, burns and how to treat them AND how to get away with arson. What an educational evening, am I right?

Due to certain info from the "Goodbye" official comic, I headcanon Ches as depressed. I don't want to elaborate a lot 'cuz of spoilers, but... God, everything related to his mom fucking hurts, man. How did he deal with all that?

Ches has been Dee and Heavy's babysitter so many times he cannot count them with all his fingers. He learned how to put those kids to sleep almost immediately (Sing Bon Jovi's "This ain't a love song" and any cheesy love song in a slow lullaby style and they're out), which movie were their favorite as kids (Heavy loved 'Monsters Inc.' and Dee never looked away during 'Meet the Robinsons'), how to console them after nightmares (Heavy needed reassurance, sweet words, and to be with someone until he fell asleep again. Dee just had to be tucked in, get his nightlight turned on and kissed in the forehead). He practically raised those kids along with Vicky and Glam.

More than once, Dee and Heavy have slipped and called Ches "Dad". Ches immediately gets his shit eating grin on and answers "Yes, son?" and does a couple of dad jokes just to mess and embarrass them. He's actually very flattered and surprised at how proud of himself he is for being a father figure to both kids.

Has a scar on the left side of his forehead due to a bottle his mom threw at him when he was younger, around the time he met Glam. He hates the scar with passion, it's a permanent reminder of the fact she never cared, that's why he always keeps it covered with his headband. Gets sad about it sometimes.

Ches likes to spend his time with a group of grannies of the nearby nursing home. He genuinely considers them his friends and gossips and hangs out with all of them on weekends. Bingo, billiards, walks in the park, soap opera marathons, you name it. I even designed them, gave them names and backstories... God, i just love the concept too much. I'll make some art about Ches and his granny gang FOR SURE, you're NOT ready for them.

Carries a pocket knife on him at all times. This man grew up on a bad neighborhood and absolutely knows how to defend himself, he can be intimidating when he wants to be and will pose a threat if needed. He's fucking terrifying when genuinely mad. Just cause he looks harmless doesn't mean he is, darling.

That would be all!

[oathkeeper-of-tarth]

Hey how about we completely disregard the fact I fell off the face of the Earth for about 6 months - in fact how about we pretend the last 6 months never happened, and we all just distract ourselves by watching me post long rambles about my recent DnD character and look at art drawn by the lovely lilithblack_comics? Okay? Okay, sounds great.

Anyway, as mentioned in this post, this is my character from our recently finished Curse of Strahd campaign, Ramiel the As-Of-Yet-Untitled (seeing as how she got taken by the Mists just before ever officially taking her oaths and becoming a knight, which is of course a thing that troubles her in various ways and on various levels, especially when it ends up seemingly offering more freedom and choices, hmmm). She is a Protector Aasimar, hence the general glowing and healing and the once-a-day radiant wing manifestation and whatnot. Originally from fabulous Aundair in Eberron, with her planetouched origins tying her to the Irian plane, and the Refuge layer specifically. Having ties to what I only half-jokingly call the Spa Plane means she will take a bath in any given body of water if given the opportunity.

She is an Oath of Devotion Paladin, formally trained by the Silver Flame. Very much focused on oathkeeping, honour, and protection (and healing, if that fails, but Sanctuary spell is best spell), and only then meting out justice - though she can be provoked into blazing self-righteous anger. Especially by, for instance, Count Strahd von Zarovich. In fact, increasingly losing or misjudging her, ahem, "protec vs attac" balance has been a running theme for her during the entire misadventure, and might be turning into an ongoing struggle. We sadly lost our important prophesised ally, the famed vampire hunter and scholar Dr. Rudolph van Richten, near the very end of the final boss fight against Strahd, because someone blew her last spell slots on smiting the evil vampire instead of keeping some on hand for healing and/or a quick rez if all else failed. The guilt is immense. It is also certainly not lessened by the fact that a little while before that someone had to go and make a very solemn knightly promise, in a shared quiet, personal, vulnerable moment with a certain Ezmerelda d’Avenir, that both her and her old mentor she came to find and essentially save were going to make it out of the cursed land alive. Well.

Ramiel is an extreme frontliner who somehow gets wrecked in 99% of fights she gets in, even ones she wins, but keeps getting up and is very used to patching herself up. Almost entirely fuelled by Determination. Stubborn and rather painfully earnest and obvious most of the time, pretty awkward sometimes (her noble knightly oath she strives to uphold includes not lying, but honestly I think she couldn't even if she tried). Aggressively Here To Help (to an annoying degree, possibly) with a slight tendency towards holier-than-thou. Absolutely incapable of doing things in half-measures.

She is a dexterous, elegant rapier duelist, when I manage to roll above a single digit number on a d20 (I was the party's designated Cursed Low Roller the whole Strahd campaign, alas). She takes pride and joy in it, and in hard-earned skill in general. Originally in her youth she trained to be a blacksmith - but making strength my dump stat means she is very good at things like fine detailing and filigree, not so much at any bigger work. It's fine, though, silversmithing is a great thing to be capable of in Barovia. It also comes in handy when you want to make a nice gift real quick and impress a cool dashing swashbucklery monster hunter girl who shoots magical lightning bolts. Ilu Ez, someone over at Wizards plucked you out of my own brain while I was sleeping or something.

When paladins hit that sweet, sweet level 5 and get the Find Steed spell they all inevitably become horse girls. It is the law. In any case, that’s Honour up there in the upper left corner, who is the best horse. I am so so so sorry for repeatedly summoning you into a hell prison demiplane buddy ilu.

Near the end of the campaign we got our hands on the Sunsword, which very quickly became another one of my absolute favourite things. Ilu sentient lightsaber, you’re a true pal.

I feel like pondering duty vs choice and being marked by birth to be a tool/weapon in some grand scale struggle of good vs evil, potentially at great personal expense and even to an extent of losing out on actual personhood, is a fairly traditional aasimar character theme, and it kind of ended up gradually materialising for me here even though I didn’t really plan for it initially or necessarily introduce it purposefully. But it’s interesting when you are really uniquely well-suited to fighting against, say, the undead, and you end up trapped as a sort of plaything/brief diversion of an evil vampire overlord in his prison realm, who happens to embody everything you stand against and perhaps even hate. And then you die and get brought back to life several times, among other horrifying things, and you grow into your (increasingly considerable) power outside of any formal structure or organisation and you have to determine the meaning of your oaths all by yourself and figure out what it even means to be a knight and cling to that as best as you can in this crucible, and along the way you make fast friends and develop meaningful interpersonal relationships under very trying circumstances, and you also fall in love, and it ends up being reciprocated.

And then you don’t go back home after the tyrant is defeated and the misty prison walls lifted, but go off to be monster hunting girlfriends roaming the Domains of Dread with Ezmerelda d’Avenir. Because you are so very well suited to the task and there is just so, so much evil to be fought back against here - an important, worthwhile, good fight, no matter the seemingly overwhelming scale and odds - you were clearly Meant To Come Here and were perhaps quite literally Born For This. And besides, you feel you owe it to both her and her fallen mentor (whose death you feel responsible for, natch) to help finish some of his unfinished business and lay him to rest. But really, how much of that is just excuses and justifications drummed up to deal with the guilt of, at least for now, not going back to duties at home, another sort of abandonment, and letting your original companions go deal with whatever chaos is going on there by themselves? Who knows? Certainly not me, and I play this disaster.