#and how one of the Main Lyrics is 'i promise ill love you if you do it so do it for me'
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something something alice and celia are anagrams something alice is pulling sam away from the institute while celia is pulling him towards it, they're like the angel and devil on his shoulders, alice is his ex and he's trying to date celia now, parallels and whatnot aaaa
#ramblings with major#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#also i know the playlists arent exactly solid canon material but. as far as vibes go#i Do keep thinking about that one song on the celia pla#and how one of the Main Lyrics is 'i promise ill love you if you do it so do it for me'#and now that has me Worried#ITS NOT EVIDENCE. ITS REALLY NOT. BUT-#celia playlist* jesus christ
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whenever i read fics i always end up thinkin of a song for the fic or like, th chapter and then i canr stop associating the fic w/ those songs
#i listen to sm fckn music tht all the songs end up bein wildly diff too#ong i cld make playlists for multi ch fics#*stares at electric rebels*#actually u know what#i will#here r some songs:#our song by matchbox twenty is (early ch) electric rebels treemina coded#butterfly by bts (song is abt the fear of losing a person and in electric rebels this is very much true#everyone has the fear of not only losing their lives but losing their family(+found) as well#time is very much sacred n stuff like that)#humming by turnover (thr lyrics “with you ill make it out alive” sold me on this one)#viva la vida by coldplay specifically for the capital students because of how disillusioned theyve become due to the games#and forming relationships w/ their tribute#really good examples are vipsania and hilarius#rhythm of love by plain white t's makes me think of all the good moments treech n lamina have had despite their circumstances#(its also just a them song in general)#young volcanoes by fall out boy for the tributes!!! it seems light a more lighthearted victory song almost?#a “we will persevere” thing but more full of complete happiness#think abt the scene of teslee mizzen n treech running down the hill in jubilation (obvs before shit went down)#would that i by hozier just makes me think of when treech first met lamina up in the tree#which witch by florence + the machine is definitely for vipsania just before & after the bombing (aspen too but to a lesser degree almost)#“whos a heretic now” “im miles away hes on my mind” yeahhhh#love grows (where my rosemary goes) by edison lighthouse is jst a rlly good treemina song#rousseau by nerina pallot is a good fpr one of the main questions in the fic “are we really born free?”#(no. theyre not they have to work for that freedom. rousseaus main theory specifically the idea of it works really well for this fic#and the hunger games in general)#the promise by when in rome seems to work especially for treech and how he interacts with the others#he always seems to make promises - that theyll live - that he wont leave - that hell take care of the living for the deceased#this ended up sm longer than intended i reached the TAG LIMIT#basil.txt
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tag game! pick a song for each letter of your url and tag that many people (if you can)
thank u for the boop @maxkeplers <3 i WILL be flexing my listening range and overdoing the assignment (song blurbs!!!). additionally, all songs link to youtube + collected playlist at the end if anyone would like to listen to them all in one place :3
P - Perfect Blue by Macross 82-99. I used to stream my art years ago and one of my viewers linked some Macross, and I’ve never looked back. this is one of my faves from their discography. I hope that guy is doing okay!!
U - Uh Huh by TrippyThaKid. hehehe weed song . i confess this one’s on my ranked valorant hype playlist for when i need to Lock In <- duelist main (derogatory). the music video by itself is such a wonderful experience but also his flow is bizarrely sick and compelling to me <3
C - Cold Turkey by The Happy Fits. Everyone moved on from 2010s british alt rock but i’m still there and so are THF. theyre still releasing this type of stuff in the year of our lord!! there’s whimsy to them… they have a whistle only section in this song… u will have to pry this music from my cold dead fins…!!!!!!
K - Kiss Me by Sixpence None The Richer. i love rom coms so bad, and every time i listen to this song i am filled with the sweetest nostalgia <3 if you haven’t seen How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. please. it’s a batshit film about two deeply damaged people trying to play relationship chicken whilst torturing each other in an effort to get the other person to leave them. they simply do NOT make films like this anymore !!!
P - Pressure by Abhi The Nomad. he’s an Indian hip hop artist, he raps and sings and has this habit of slotting these gorgeous little electric guitar solos into his songs. there’s a pop twist to his music, and he collabs far and wide. this song is slow and buttery smooth and such a pleasure to listen to.
O - Oh Yeah! by Green Day. they’re still making music and it still fucking slaps and i will nevaaa move past my based punk KINGS.
C - Chocolate by Day6. alright so has anyone ever run into that problem of finding a song from an artist/band and it vibes with you hard and brings you joy and you go to check out their other music and it turns out the song you liked was some experimental B-side track and none of their other stuff is like that. well. this was me with this song except this song was a thing they wrote for the OST of a kdrama. i wish i was joking. </3
K - Karma Bonfire by Diablo Swing Orchestra. ill be real. this is theatre kid music. but its somehow not attached to a musical. it’s also got jazz and swing elements. yeah idk either.
E - Escape by Asta. just one of my faves. nothing smart to say i just love this.
T - The Dreamer by The Vaccines. this is not the first song from this album i’ve recommended. this is my album of the year. it’s about remembering a relationship, the end of it, the never-end of it. my favourite lyrics in this song are from the chorus, “I know the night has got two faces, there’s one that runs and one that chases, but if I caught you in between, then I would wait for you in dreams.”
E - Eternal Groove by Android52. what it says on the tin. i could listen to this on loop for hours. i have done so!
D - Dark Matter by Steve Vai. to round out our instrumental theme… Can we have him on a Hades 2 music dlc. pleek. steve vai i love uou <3 he writes music i would blast if i was condemned to running solo tank on a raid you know what i mean??
Here’s the whole thing on youtube in a handy playlist as promised! it’s not very coherent in terms of genre or vibes at all so caveat emptor BIGLY
tagging: @oensible <- if u find a way to include weezer i would simply perish from laughter. @em-ptynet @sevennone @brocksfaber @chownkie @mkaugust @larsnicklas @wheelsnipecelebrini as always no pressure to play!! and if you see this and would like to join in, consider yourself tagged 🫵💯🔥🔥🔥
#tagging people i’ve recently interacted with because my head is litchrally empty hiiii#tell me about your music taste… rattling u all like tictacs#tag games#music recs#<- i find myself doing that a weird amount on this blog
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Oshi no Ko my version✩ (rewriting series)
This is the part 2 of rewriting Oshi no Ko btw!! Hope you guys like it~
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Back to rewriting oshi no ko again cuz I still can't believe Ruby's character get outshine by side characters despite her being the main character and supposedly the next Ai. Yeah, this time we're going to talk about the poor little Ruby that character only revolved around her brother and the fact she's still in love with her doctor are not it. I get it she's in love with Gorou when she's still Sarina but when Sarina already in Ruby's body which mean she's already growing up and change mindset, I just think she should've get that her feelings for Gorou is just a platonic love.
✬Hoshino Ruby (1) : The beginning of Sarina's true life
Honestly, I don't have much to change for Sarina character itself but I suppose I never make Sarina in love with Gorou. Knowing Gorou has a wife, Sarina often asked him about his wife since from the story Gorou has told her, she thinks his wife is a nice person (she is though). Gorou's wife would be in awe when she heard about Sarina's view of her from Gorou which makes her often consider visiting her and eventually finds out that both of them are fans of Hoshino Ai. If you guys wondering why I make Gorou has a wife, it's because I just don't like the idea of Gorou being a fan of Ai (even though I already know his reason but I still don't like it) and I promise his wife will be relevant in the future though she's already dead. Gorou's wife has many times asked Gorou to just adopt her but he has denied her request since Sarina— despite her family not caring about her— still apart of the family by the government's data, it'll be a risk if Sarina's family know about this and would report for some reason. Other reason Gorou denied his wife's request is that he can't promise anyone that he could save Sarina from her illness. Sarina died before Gorou and his wife, the death impact Gorou mostly since he couldn't do anything about her illness nor how her family handled her medication. Another failure and this time he failed to save an innocent child with a big dream.
The day Sarina woke up as Hoshino Ruby, instead of feeling confused, she's absolutely aware that she's reborn like in those mangas she read (yes I hc her to be a manga lover). She got her conscious at the same time Aqua got his conscious, but unlike Aqua, she wants to try as many as possible things in her new life especially after knowing who's their mother was. She loves her hair, although she wish she had the same hair as Ai but at least she got a beautiful pink eyes she always wanted. As a child, she's way too energetic like how Aqua always describe her. She's the type to thinks that twins always look alike and have same style or personality and gender so when knowing that Aqua is her twin brother, she started to learn more about twins and was weirded out by the fact Aqua's interest is so different from hers. However, she likes the fact that she has a twin brother, even if her twin brother already labeled as a genius. But it doesn't make her sees herself lowly than him and determined to be as shining as her mother does to balance herself with Aqua. Ruby often annoyed Aqua to make sure her twin brother doesn't overwork himself. Ruby always thought that both of them were adopted by Ai, makes her never thought of who's their father was, completely oblivious of how similar she is with Ai. Ruby never wondered whenever Aqua tries to style her (not knowing his real reason) and actually likes it because at least she knew that Aqua doesn't completely have a bad taste of styling.
Aqua has noticed that Ruby made a lot of lyrics and some melodies whenever she was alone at the room, it was surprisingly a good one for a child to make. Ruby wasn't an airhead, she's actually quite smart like her twin brother for a child (especially at music) but she tries to be an airhead because of her past. I would love to make Ruby as one of Aqua's source information accidentally because Ruby often eavesdropping the conversation between Miyako and Ichigo or one of them with Ai or Ai with the other members of B-komachi. Some information she gets really intrigued her and she always told that information to Aqua since she knows Aqua would listen to her rambling about everything. Despite Aqua seriousness, he's quite sweet to his twin sister. As I said before, in my version, Aqua's personality is the same as his previous life (understanding, caring, supportive, and empathetic) but in his new life he's more quiet than before when he was Gorou. Back to the topic, in elementary school Ruby was viewed as a young idol by her friends and she loves to be known as that. Even though sometimes some of the students would call her "Ai's wannabe" but she doesn't care anyway. In this life as Ruby, she learned many things about music and idol. She finally felt what is like to have a family, even if it's an unexplainable kind of family.
The days before dome concert, Aqua falls into a high fever high caused a concerned for both Ai and Ruby. Ai would take care of Aqua and Ruby would be the one accompany him. She talks about random things and how she felt sad knowing no matter if she talks all night long, Aqua has already fallen asleep. The D-day has come, Ruby helped Ai and her twin brother to prepared as she's afraid that Aqua will have an illness even though it's just a fever. When Ai about to open the door for the unknown guest, Ruby was too focused on packing things for her mother to care for whoever knocked on the door. She heard a sound of a knife and immediately looks at Aqua to make sure, but then Aqua told her to stay in there. She could heard the voice of a man yelling at Ai. From his rambles, Ruby knows that it was probably Ai's fan, she already heard about how idols having a crazy stalker everyday but she couldn't believe that this stalker will ruin the relationship they have built all this time. The only mother she had, is she getting stabbed? that's where the sound of the knife coming from, is it? Ruby grabs Ai's phone and immediately calls the emergency number as she talks through the phone with an overwhelmed feelings, slowly she spoke to the phone with identity, address, and what happened from what she gets. When the officer told her to not hang up the phone, she obeys what they said as she tries to hold back her tears then multiple times asked to Ai and Aqua, "What happened outside?" As her voice shaking. When Ai proceed to hugs Aqua, she tells Ruby her true feelings from the other side of the room. Telling her of how Ruby was truly her own kind of star and more shining than she is because Ruby knew what is love and her love for music is more than Ai's passion as an idol, she claims. All of those were heard by the officer from the phone call even if it's slightly distorted.
Knowing Ai died makes her whole idea of perfect life crushed one by one. All her imagination about Ai and Aqua watching her perform was crushed immediately. More than Aqua, Ruby was more devastated, making Aqua be the one who comforts her even though he himself felt as devastated as she is. The day after Ai's death, Ruby often asked Aqua on why many people were that delusional and desperate. Every question she asked, Aqua will try his best to answers it even though he knew that Ruby's questions only lead her to grows hatred for stalkers like those. While Aqua was searching for the unknown, Ruby was several times being taken to a therapist but none of them really makes her enthusiastic self back again not until Aqua confronts her about that. Knowing how much of potential Ruby has as an idol, he doesn't want Ruby to just throw away her dreams. He couldn't save Sarina, his wife, and Ai, but he have to save Ruby this time and her big dreams.
Over the time, Ruby finally became the energetic and enthusiastic self again, even though her hatred for stalkers remains the same and hopes she could make a revenge one day even if that Ai's stalker already died.
But that was just a start of her journey to become the idol she always wanted to be. Will she become the perfect idol like her mother? Or she would outshine her mother? Or even have more rotten secrets behind her cute mask? Let's just wait and tell me if you're interested for more!
Previous :
✫Hoshino Aquamarine (1) : The beginning of Gorou's new life
Next :
✫Hoshino Aquamarine (2): The genius doctor in entertainment industry
✬Hoshino Ruby (2): The new ambitious star in entertainment industry
✵Hoshino Ai: The truth about the perfect idol
✮Arima Kana
✭Kurokawa Akane
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#oshi no ko my version#rewrite#anime#manga#tendouji sarina#sarina#ruby hoshino#hoshino ruby#hoshino ai#hoshino aqua#idol#child of an idol#my version#idol yoasobi#ai hoshino#disscussion#oshi no ko fandom#oshi#ko#spotify#part 2#Spotify
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Girl, girl, we assumed "Wildest Dreams" to be Jinhae's anthem, but what about other ships? 👀 Any thoughts on which songs would fit them?
Hey! Do you know there's another song that can be Jinhae's anthem? Not Letting Go — You caught me at the end of all my rope. Show me all the light I'd never known. And I'm not letting, not letting go. Every wall I built for years you broke. Black and white world, you're a whole rainbow. And I'm not letting, not letting go~
And for other ships? Hmm, I have some ideas—
Choibaek:
"Strawberries And Cigarettes" by Troye Sivan → this is just a personal choice of mine. Particularly because of the "cigarettes" part which is associated with Jong-in a lot. And also, part of this song is a fic I will never get to write 😅. Plus, it's the whole ✨ vibe ✨ — Yoon-ho smelling strawberries and cigarettes in his suit after being in a car alone with Jong-in to release some pent up stress from work. Them realizing that they're more than just rivals, yet don't know how to act on it until they almost kiss, leaving Yoon-ho pray to give his heart a holiday. Plus, I'm a firm believer of Choibaek pining over each other intensely:>
"Taste" by Stray Kids → I BLAME STORM ON THIS ONE. She posted a video for the Solo Leveling Boyband AU, and since then, I can't imagine Choibaek having the same tension as this song has. Jong-in is literally a fire mage, don't you think he can make anything he touches hot?
"Don't let me love you" by Stray Kids → Storm sent me this when we were brainrotting about the Choibaek exes AU. I can imagine both Jong-in and Yoon-ho being in denial of their feelings because they're still stuck in the mindset of their rivalry and how much they hate each other.
Minlee:
"Enchanted" by Taylor Swift → this is technically my go-to Minlee anthem. Minlee is what I call "beautiful what-if" — two souls with shattered pasts had been brought together and healers who learned to heal each other. Romance between hunters is amazing and cool and breathtaking, but a romance between healers? It's like you're stepping into a shrine and you hear a distant echo of someone singing. I forever live with the fact that both Ju-hee and Byung-gyu will feel "enchanted" of meeting each other — can you imagine meeting someone who mirrors your soul and understands the pain you've gone through? Someone who won't let you break down again? Someone who won't make you worry?
Woozhi:
"Taste" by Stray Kids → need me to elaborate?
"Midnight Rain" by Taylor Swift → ZHIGANG IS SUNSHINE JIN-CHUL IS MIDNIGHT RAIN—
Sungyoo:
I can't remember a lot of songs that share the same vibe as Jin-ho and Jin-ah. Though, I imagine songs that are similar to "Paper Rings" — cute, sweet, fit for youthful romances like Jin-ah and Jin-ho.
Sungpark:
"Betelgeuse" by Yuuri → I'm not going to place the entire translated lyrics, otherwise the post would be too long than it should haha! Anyways, one of the stanzas that fit Ill-hwan and Kyung-hye: "we found each other, pulled towards each other, under the same sky. When we shine, we'll do it together, so we promised. Far and away, a never-ending Betelgeuse. Magic that connects one to another." — I don't think this needs to be elaborated either:')
Heeseok:
Yes. I can't get enough of this couple now! The more I think of Eun-seok, the more canon he feels. He's not some forgotten SL character to me anymore. Pairing him with Hee-jin just came out of the blue, but it's not like I'll be sorry when they already stole my heart from brainrots!
"Can't Stop Loving You" by Toya Takase (ft. Emi Noda) → fun fact: this is the song I used for inspiration in my 1st Heeseok fic under the same title. It gives me the idea that regardless of whatever Eun-seok is, Hee-jin can't bring herself to stop loving him, especially when he's still that cute gentle and kind hunter in spite of his flaws. You might not understand the whole lyrics, but you can feel the main point of the song, as well in the title:).
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welcome to septgram!!
ive wanted to make an fangram for the longest time, i'm so happy i finally got around to it!!<33 my main is @penguin--person :] ill put a quick rundown of how things will work here under the cut
also: this blog is very much inspired by @linagram - its so so cool and awesome!!! had i not seen it, i probably wouldnt have made this blog - at the very least, it would be very different. so, go check it out, show them some love!!!!!<333
things here will work like they do in most fangrams, but i thought a guide would be nice. so!!
voice dramas
i'll do a transcript of the warden's and prisoner's conversation. there's not much to say here.
songs
i'm not one for making lyrics, so the prisoners will basically 'cover' songs. i'll choose songs that fit them and the trial, and i'll write out a description of the mv. if i feel like it, i'll draw 'screenshots' from the mv, or i might animate a bit of it - i cant promise that, but i'll try to..!!
interrogations
ill be using a mix of the canon milgram questions and my own. if you have any questions for the characters, send to me and i might include them:3 !!!
voting
i'll just use the poll function on here, i'll always set it to a week. also, if you shared any thoughts, theories, etc on my ocs, i'd be very happy!! not only that, but knowing what the audience (you hehe) thinks would be very helpful in deciding what direction to take the story in!!! even if its something very minor, like "omggg nastyas so cute" or "i want to bash volkovs head in" itd be very appreciated:)
if you have any suggestions on what i should add here, lmk!! ill make a masterpost and add it Someday..
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be aware this story deals with sensitive topics!! it's nothing worse than what's in milgram itself, i think - nothing here that isn't already there. jic, i've included a list of possible tws here!! i'll remind you of them again when they're relevant, too
this story contains discussions of child abuse, bullying, suicide, sexual themes(??) - also the obvious stuff like murder and violence
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Hello. This one is going to be a bit different. I wanted to test these subjects with a deck of mine and the energy seemed very...fluid. Like the beginning and the end are the same but checkpoints might be different, therefore this reading in particular will have to be written differently. After reading notes will be written: like this, meanwhile the reading at the time will be written normally.
Chapter Four's Subject: Scooter Braun and...Everything?
Decks Used: White Numen & Haunted House (wanted to just use haunted house, got called to use two)
Who is Scooter?
Someone who lacks balance but seems so motivated and focused that it can seem the opposite. If you look at the seven of cups all the fish are swarming this one cup so this could speak to someone hyperfixating on something new or shiny — or something that they do legitimately take interest in, but once they lose interest then they move onto the next thing. I think ultimately there is an issue with sticking to plans that he’s already placed or communicated to someone. So you could be on step five of this 20 step plan and suddenly he’s doing the same thing with a new interest and you’re left to figure it out, but he also wouldn’t want to let you go either because eventually he’ll come back around to you. I don’t get direct ill intentions (I am actively trying to harm you), it’s more like…childish lmao. It’s like someone who got pets or plants. They get bored of them and expect the life to start taking care of itself but then get upset if it gets taken away from them because like what the heck they still Wanted it hello? Just general imbalance and lack of implementing plans are the key qualities here. Does he lack earth or have stellium in water/fire houses lmao. (Oh just checked the back: page of swords reversed, poor communication)
checked his chart after this; gemini sun & mars, cap moon that is It, cancer venus and retrograded mercury. a shit ton of squares to his jupiter, harsh aspects to neptune And uranus (plus too many to make up for the soft aspects to saturn). his mercury makes no harmonious aspects and then it's retrograded. cannot comment too much but yeah it's making some sense here
How does Hollywood see him?
Very short and sweet lmao. Someone who is the ‘trusted choice’ if choosing to sign with a label (can promise good deals, long history, etcetc). However once you get past that you start to realize there’s a…I get hot and cold/on and off for some reason? There’s a song playing and the lyric I keep picking up is ‘Whether you love me or hate me’ and the rest of the song fades out. So it’s like some days you’re a favorite, some days he’s distracted. It’s like you have to keep paying attention to the fire and keep it fueled when it should be the other way around. The Moon wanted to be the last one pulled and by itself, I feel like this is background industry stuff, but something about him got found out and is not the best — I’m not really being allowed in for what it is but it’s the idea of a mask being uncovered of wolf in sheep’s clothing? Something like that.
Why is this happening? (truth or deception)
I’m just repeating myself at this point. Also some cards fell while moving them back, and two of cups reversed was under the king. So. It’s the same stuff again; a new fixation so his priorities are lying elsewhere, but since this is a common theme it’s a feeling of being tired. If you look at the art within the lovers, the main female is watching it go down. I think there was an attempt at some sort of discussion about concerns or frustrations, but this seven of wands seems to be from his point of view? It’s a bit of both; not backing down and letting him know that they’re upset, but also not backing down to complaints and feeling attacked in a way (because you could say these complaints are coming from ‘beneath’ him I guess). This page…I weirdly feel like it was a choice. She’s smirking and holding an orb. It’s kind of like an ultimatum. Like either you get it or we aren’t doing shit for/with/under you anymore. Lack of motivation/energy but it’s purposeful. Which leads us to Judgement. There’s just a lot of criticism or critique but I’m not sensing any malice? It feels very calm. Honestly this card kind of feels like Scooter walking in with his new project and they’re all the people in the back. Regardless, the overall energy is that greediness and lack of balance again. Wanting to have it all, possible worry about financial/material safety which leads to this ‘gimme’ energy. I’m curious though now soooo
Long thoughts here; the lovers + 2oC can speak to affairs, and that's what I thought but it got brushed off. A lot of things got brushed off. It felt like someone didn't want me to actually figure stuff out but I was still being allowed in, so I can see something being thrown out to the public that isn't actually the problem. What I think is happening is that an affair was spotted and it dug up a lot. Too much and accidentally dug up something deeper, which is the previous moon issue that I can't get to. So the lovers issue started this, someone thought they could use it as like, ammo? (7oW), but it didn't work. PoW might be someone else plotting therefore the sneaky yet patient energy? However judgement stays the same. KoP is having a disgusting grip of a situation leaning into a shitty ego.
How does ____ see Scooter (with many afterthoughts lmao)
Taylor: Blunt. Petty tiresome arguments, a man of financial gain and someone to work with, but not a good mix in the end || Is this current energy? I can't see why there would be current petty attacks between them because that would be more swords energy? Either way, plenty of disagreements.
Demi: Not good. Might have started off nice but eventual control issues and overbearing tendencies leaded to a lack of emotional happiness. Getting a feeling that they understood when to let people not good for them slip through their fingers and move on. They want to speak a lot about this but that’s for them to say on their own time lol. || They wanted to say a lot. They are probably going to speak up first or when they do they're not going to shut up. I also kept thinking of Kesha when reading for Demi so?????
Ariana: ...I think she was too busy with other stuff and could not. He was not her main focus LOL. She understands that she needs to do a lot of work for herself in a way, cause I’m getting this skeleton is him. Which is why he’s not like..coming up. This Tower feels more like ‘I’m already dealing with a lot are you serious’, it’s not like it’s a surprise but it’s more like, it was bound to happen but it’s just inconvenient, as the tower always is. I can’t remember her rising, is it earth lmao || Objectively, the tower is supposed to be someone who brings an unpleasant change to your life or isn't supposed to stay anyway and you know they weren't meant for you. I don't know their connection I'm only familiar with the issue of Taylor's. Was she with him and tried to leave and it didn't work cause that's the only thing I can think of (unstable), or this could just be speaking of the personal affairs going on in her life as I mentioned. Hanged Man in this case seems like someone who stays in the same situation for so long that they've turned to dust so in general, not a compatable person to her and it just is what it is
Justin: Again like explorative but scatterbrained. Not getting that Justin is very emotionally involved or distressed just like. Done. Whatever option was less annoying he would’ve chose. || I always pick up on a...unattached energy from Justin, even looking at his chart. I don't know what he's experiencing right now but he's very much 'I just don't want to think about much'
Bighit/Hybe: Uh. Um. Either he has unfinished business with them that’s he’s ignoring because he’s in child mode or they heard all this news about him and maybe he’s shirking off responsibilities and Bighit/Hybe is kind of like ‘what the heck we’re supposed to be doing these deals or running these albums through these months’ and he’s just. Not responding. Not looking too fun. A bit of it feels like, because of the visuals, he could’ve had a long deal with them but they’re probably going to also cut him off after this unless something changes (keys to the castle but it’s blocked right now). || Could also have something to do with just cutting off contracts due to appearances if the moon issue is that bad.
Overall, Demi and Taylor feel the most emotionally invested. Ariana just seems tired and wants to move onto other things. Justin does not care lmao. Bighit/Hybe is just business.
Outcome
Before I even get into this, "One Of Us" from lion king 2 is playing while i fix this up. this is a fucking joke lmao, so maybe we will find out.
This will highlight some issues within himself for him to see, so there’s a chance he’ll kick his ass into gear to fix them. Some of them. There’s a chance that he won’t be facing said issues and approaching it with the ‘well I’m aware so that’s half the battle’ mindset. So implementing the change when it shows but not completely changing himself for the better. We will not be seeing this at all, and probably no one besides those that he feels comfortable venting to? So to everyone else it’ll look like he’s ignoring all of this, which will cause some frustration and more critique, some probably more harsh than it needs to be? Is the energy I get. The four of wands feels more public than close community, so if The Moon from way before gets out to us in some way, then I can understand the need for apology because I keep getting people demanding explanation or apologies from him. This’ll just cause him to pull back more or be more selfish — it’s the normal reaction you always see in public figures where they get defensive because they feel like nothing they do is right so then reactionists come to coddle them and they prefer that company even if it goes against their inner values? Think JK Rowling. I don’t believe that will literally happen, but that’s the best comparison I can get. To get dramatic because apparently thats the energy here, The Bird & the Worm by The Used wanted to come out during this part. So definitely has something to do with that Moon from the way beginning.
and look at that, even in that song (even though it's more about mental illness), theres a reference to a man crawling away from their problems and i kept getting it in a pathetic way during the live reading, so? I would love to say that maybe scooter would be a sacrifice to protect more big bag evil dudes but honestly the energy was pretty pathetic and brat like while trying to read so
This was. Annoying lmao. I remember saying I wanted to be nosy like everyone else but goooddd I forgot how much this energy is just....blergh. As much as I like deciphering stuff and understanding people, entertainment is a bit too much for me I'll stick to listening to others or doing smaller stuff lmao
#tarot#tarot reading#pop culture tarot#waterpoptarot#will i probably do this again against my better judgement?#ask me again in a month idk
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OKAY GONNA START SCREAMING
I think wish you back, like volcano, contains a deeper meaning besides missing a lover. THE ENTIRE SONG IS A EUPHEMISM FOR WANTING YOUR OLD/CHILDHOOD SELF BACK SHSHDJDJEK TELL ME IM WRONG
firstly, the chorus. "you were my story" is his younger self, his past self, which is why it's his story - it's his life. he gathers those memories and looks at the photographs of him when he was younger, and cherishes them because he can't go back. he's reminiscing about the past, the good times that he once had, when he had no worries and was happy.
the first verse is even more obvious: maybe he's going through something, or in the process of growing up, he slowly lost the sense of carefreeness and happiness he once had. and it makes him think back to those times when he still had those feelings. he wonders if he'll lose that memory, too. "put your small hands together" is an even more obvious hint that he was a kid then. "in the days when every moment was beautiful and splendid" is EXACTLY the feeling you have as a child where you're not consumed by worries and anxiety. "you were the main character in the movie called me" JUST CONFIRMS IT. because ONLY HIS PAST SELF CAN BE THE MAIN CHARACTER OF HIS MOVIE AHSJEKKEKE
and he says that even if he travels around the world, fill his mind with other thoughts, he can't outrun it, because this feeling is inside of him. he can't escape it.
he wishes his old self back. he's tired of "sitting in a room all day long and turning off the light". he doesn't feel okay, but he knows that he can't go back to the past. you can't rewind time, and even though maybe his past self made a promise to himself to not be defeated, it falls forfeit when he had to say goodbye to his past self as he grew up.
and even though he knows this, he's still holding out for a chance that one day, he can be as happy and carefree as his past self was again. he looks at the picture of his younger self and himself right now, and he wants to be able to see himself smile so brightly again in the mirror. he doesn't want to feel this way anymore. so he holds out hope, and waits.
IDK IT COULD BE A SONG ABOUT A LOVER THAT GOT AWAY OR STH,, but idk the lyrics are kinda way too ambiguous for me to think that way, especially the parts about the main character of his movie ajsjsnsm
OKAY BUT ALSO IF WISH YOU BACK IS ABOUT HIS PAST SELF CLOSE COULD BE ABOUT HIS FUTURE SELF AHSJJSKWKS OK ILL STOP
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE AND I ADORE YOU FOR THIS. I CANT TELL YOU YOU ARE WRONG!!!!!
I absolutely love this analysis. Because I truly believe Jisung is very good at self exploration and introspection HOW CAN HE NOT BE. This man overthinks everything I'm pretty sure about it and his medium is song writing. SO DEFINITELY!!!!!!!! That makes so much sense I don't even know what to tell you except stand up and CLAP
i think all of his songs have double, triple, multiple meaning, it's the beauty of his story telling, he writes about so many things so you can apply it to what speaks to u. that's also just good narrative skills in my opinion. if your story is too obvious it can be good but for me somethng that is open to interpretation is even better, and ji does that so perfectly he understands that i think. or if he doesn't he's just a genius WHICH IS ALSO TRUE
like definitely a past self. his past self. but also his other selves?? all the people he could have been?? and sometimes you change but you want to get that person back??? "the photo engraved in my heart"... i also love how he's able to portray that when we miss someone (or ourselves) it is triggered by things in our day, it doesn't happen in the same manner. it's about being haunted by something but also "you're on my mind MORE TODAY" like. some days you wake up and you're inhabited by something. and that speaks to it SO MUCH. and THE WAY HE SINGS THAT DESPAIR AND FEELING HIS VOICE SENDS ME EVERY GODDAMN TIME THERE'S SO MUCH IN IT AOISFHASF
i also love that he talks about missing something and that it hurts and that we accept this hurt because missing someone also means we care, we love, we are human. and that's so beautiful. THE HUMANITY IN HIS SONGS
I mean I can imagine how someone like Ji could miss previous days... it must be a tough life sometimes, going back to being "carefree" or being "no one"... I get that. That makes me emotional because it's not that he doesn't like his life now, missing our younger self is not about hating our life now, it's just about nostalgia and that's so ok. ANYWAY WOW I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS FOR SO LONG IMMA STOP NOW but thank you for sharing that. truly. i appreciate it so so much, thank you for trusting me with your thoughts
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you know, this is ruri's first cherry blossom, since she joined school last summer. so when kaho-chan and sayaka-chan say stuff like "its already been a year..." she can't help but feel a bit jealous. but the spring in california was fun too! studying abroad definitely helped, and she made friends there. but as a high schooler, she's seen one less cherry blossom than everyone else. she wants to cherish it. she's gonna join the first years in seeing the cherry blossom for the first time!
isnt this swing great? it looks like a cherry tree and has a totally natural feel! ruri likes swings. you can swing on them standing up or just casually sitting down, especially on a such a fashionable swing like this. considering how the outfit looks like cherry blossoms, and the swing looks like a tree, isnt it kinda messed up that ruri is like a cherry blossom? if she leaves kaho-chan in charge of flowers, won't she get mad? ...no! she'll probably say, "let's bloom together!" she thinks she's really gotten to know kaho-chan over time. since they've been together for a year now, ahaha. wait, ruri hasn't even been here for a year yet!
murano sayaka is now a second year. now she has a kouhai of her own, she thinks she has to work even harder. this doesn't go only for herself, but kaho-san and rurino-san as well. they all have a new kouhai, so they've all been busy. she's been so disorganised she almost forgot, but she managed to sort out this cherry blossom outfit just in time. she left the details to kaho-san, and it turned out like this. ...does this hairstyle suit her?
let's talk about her kouhai. her name is kachimachi kosuzu, and in short, she's a hard worker. sayaka thinks all of the club members are working hard, but kosuzu-san is... very earnest. it's like looking at herself from last year. that may be a little selfcentred, but she does see similarities. she wants to achieve something, and if she can't, she wont be able to acknowledge herself. of course, working hard is common, but the work itself is rarely appreciated. sayaka thinks that's quite lonely. that's why she wants kosuzu-san to work hard, and she wants to support her efforts. she wants to do her best as a senpai this year
harukaze buranko kaho: ginko-chan, please! ehehe, yay! i love shops like these since i visit fabric shops with kozue-senpai! oh, but ill be quiet, promise... yeah, quiet observation only...
spring is here! so kaho tried blooming on this swing! she's a cherry blossom! the main point of this outfit is of course the pink dress, but she loves the socks too! the flower accessory is so cute! she's gonna bring spring to everyone with this outfit full of flowers!
big announcement! hinoshita kaho has become a second year! so she's decided to wake up five minutes earlier than she used to! "that's it?" no! five minutes a day for 365 days adds up to around thirty hours of extra time! hinoshita kaho is gonna be a bit different this year, so look forward to it, everyone!
reflection in the mirror was originally a song called "sakasama no uta," and written in the days of performing arts club. its a song ginko's grandmother loved and hummed often, and now ginko has sung it on stage just like her grandmother did... she's so, so happy. she's going to sing it over and over until everyone understands her feelings
the lyrics of the original sakasama no uta were quite different to how they are now. it used to be a song to encourage oneself. but it was changed to reflection in the mirror, a song about believing in oneself when with someone special. this may be just ginko guessing, but she thinks the person who first changed the song did it to encourage someone extremely dear to them. they even changed the lyrics of a traditional song for that person, how selfish... school idols are. they were probably just like kaho-senpai, weren't they?
hime loves identity. the first time she saw it was megu-chan-senpai and ruri-chan-senpai's version of it last year. hm... its like she could feel their stubbornness. but after finding out its a traditional song, it was fun wondering how much of their feelings they put into it. from megu-chan-senpai's lyrics to where ruri-chan-senpai sings "ichiban no fan to shite," she loves it so much. maybe it was a solo song, but she can really feel megu-chan and ruri-chan's bond in the way they divided the parts. that's why she was so worried about singing that identity with them. when they discussed what to do with the parts, megu-chan-senpai said she could do what she likes. and so hime wanted megu-chan and ruri-chan to sing about their feelings, and for herself to support them. she was worried about whether her interpretation was okay, but she wanted identity to be like this this year. they accepted her idea, and she was so happy
identity's tune is completely different this year, isn't it? it's probably changed a lot up til now, but this is how it is this year. hime was selfish with the lyrics, but didn't know what to do for the rest of the song, so she left it to megu-chan-senpai and ruri-chan-senpai. they told her they wanted to show off the evolution of mirakura park's fun now that she's joined. they respected her so fast... they're so nice... they added something like the fun of gaming to the song for some explosive power, which made her really happy. a stage where she can sing with and wear the same outfits as megu-chan-senpai and ruri-chan... she's super nervous, but she'll do her best so she won't mess up. this is her first step, towards her dream, and towards her identity too. so she's gonna do her best to show it all!
sparkly spot kosuzu: make flowers, make flowers, make flowers... please wait, sayaka-senpai! kachimachi won't give up! huh? ive made too many? oh no! ive failed! tsuzuri-senpai said i can hand out the extras to everyone! so its okay!
after the fes×live kosuzu was so out of it she didn't even know if she had successfully completed the challenge. she was doing her best to do what sayaka-senpai had told her, her mind went blank, she managed to move her body, and somehow it was over. tsuzuri-senpai poked her on the cheek, and she realised the lights of her first performance had been turned off. tsuzuri-senpai just told her, "that was good," and she nodded in her daze but didn't understand what she meant. she was worried about it, so she went to see her again that night, and she said, "suzu did her best. that was good." was it really? she still doesn't really understand what tsuzuri-senpai means...
kosuzu made too many flowers so she handed them out after the performance. it made her happy that tsuzuri-senpai called them "proof of her hard work." three of the best flowers she made were the ones that her senpai wore, and that made her happy too! she successfully completed this challenge! she was able to puff out her chest a little, and tsuzuri-senpai praised her! but on stage it's different... sayaka-senpai's performance was of course so cool. she's so reliable and has such a large shadow. and tsuzuri-senpai sparkles like she's a different person when she's onstage. kachimachi was glad to stand on stage, but she doesn't think her performance is a success yet, so she's going to work even harder! it's okay as long as she works hard! she'll keep working hard until she thinks she's succeeded!
the seiran no koi nagashi outfits were made by the first years based on the [kunpuu no shirabe] outfits the senpai made last year. hime-san is good with her hands, and she seemed to have learned quickly. and kosuzu-san was... certainly enthusiastic. and of course they also received help from their senpai. as expected from such a prestigious school. they were all good at needlework, especially kozue-senpai and sayaka-senpai. if those two were to keep working at it, they could surpass ginko in no time. all that is needed is diligence. for both sewing and for being a school idol
ginko just found out kaho-senpai used to be sick... oh no... what if she said something rude to her by accident... senpai, are you still unable to move your body properly? you're better now? right...! so you simply didn't have strength...! good... ah, being relieved your senpai is healthy is perfectly normal, there's no special meaning. rather, you have to take responsibility after inviting her to cerise bouquet. not that kind of responsibility! please don't misunderstand!
(seiran no koi nagashi ginko's live start line is "beautifully, like spring" while kunpuu no shirabe kaho's live start line is "lively, like spring")
it's been a month since hime joined hasunosora. there's been so much fun. she's become even more obsessed with mirakura park... but not only that, everyone's been working hard together. her classmates, ginko-chan and kosuzu-chan, are both hard workers? but in different ways. ginko-chan has been working hard for tradition from the beginning, while kosuzu-chan has been working hard... in all directions? when hime sees them she feels she has to work hard as well, and she thinks they're really good classmates she wants to keep working with
oh yeah, hime tried to properly spread the word of gaming to ginko-chan and kosuzu-chan. ginko-chan had a hard time moving with the keyboard while looking at the screen, and it was funny how, if you only watched her face, she seemed like a pro gamer. kosuzu-chan was really talkative. hime was watching her from behind, but she was controlling the camera so wildly she couldn't even tell what was happening. if it isn't a bother to them, hime would like to continue hanging out and teaching them until they think gaming is fun. that might be her goal these days. oh, she tried spreading the word of mirakura park to them too, but that didn't go very well... everyone just really loves their own senpai
kosuzu successfully completed the tamagoyaki challenge on her fifth try! huh? aren't there fewer sides? tsuzuri-senpai! don't eat those!
this is a story from a month ago, but when kachimachi started high school, she wanted to do everything she could to find something she could do, and to never give up no matter how many times she failed. but now... its a bit different. she doesn't know how to word it properly, but there's this really amazing person called sayaka-senpai. kachimachi's senpai and classmates all have things they want to do that they're working towards, but when she looked at it like that, she thought continuing to try to achieve your future goal after already failing once is really cool. kachimachi may not have a "future goal" of her own but... she wants to be just like sayaka-senpai one day. huh? maybe that can be her "future goal"!
one month... one whole month passed in no time at all! this is the first time kachimachi has ever felt time passing this fast. it always felt so slow at home and school. like it felt it was almost lunch when it was only ten minutes into first period. she never had this many challenges either, but she was able to leave home and come to this boarding school where she has so many things she wants to try out! and its definitely because of everyone working hard on so many things! everyone is doing things kachimachi wouldn't be able to think of on her own! every day is so much fun!
it is said that you pray to the god of school idols at kanda myoujin. kozue came to visit again this year. she's glad she was able to visit on her school trip. she prayed for the success and safety of the live [she went during hasu 1st=tokyo lives as well]
the song they performed, 365 days, is a traditional song passed down in the hasunosora jogakuin school idol club. for this important milestone of a live for their new beginning as nine, they borrowed this song left by their senpai, and and conveyed their thoughts in order to connect the past and the present, and the present and the future. kozue would be very happy if they were able to touch the hearts of everyone who listened
there will never be a day like today, or yesterday, or all 365 days of the year again. the passage of time is cruel and not something we can turn back. everyone should understand this, but kozue can't help but wish... that today lasts forever. she thinks school idols write songs because of that same wish. even after everyone and everything has passed on, the songs and the memories remain here. "surely no matter how many years go by they will continue to shine for eternity and never fade." please remember this the next time you have a bad day. thank you for the short time you spent with them today. itll shine forever in their hearts [quote from 365 days]
megu-chan is having fun in tokyo! she's going to harajuku with her friends today! well, she comes to tokyo all the time but... a school trip is completely different! a scout? sorry, not right now. megu-chan is currently off limits!
thanks for the encore today, everyone! this song, 365 days, is a traditional hasunosora song thats been passed down for ages! but of course they changed the lyrics and rearranged the music a little for themselves. how was it? a masterpiece, right? actually, this song had never been on megumi's radar, but listening to it after becoming a third year got to her. its tricky like that, the passing of time. no matter what she tries she ends up getting all emotional. today was a super good live! make sure to remember it forever and ever, okay?
personally, megumi doesn't believe in something like "an eternity that never fades no matter how many years go by." memories are forgotten, and if you listen to a song over and over again, you'll eventually get over it. a painful reality? no! its exactly why megumi wants to deliver brand new fun every day! but, well... no matter how unattainable, impossible, or unrealistic a dream may be, school idols are the ones dreaming and singing about it. so let's watch this dream together for now. besides, maybe if everyone who came today believes, she'll be able to find it. "eternity." and then she'll apologise. "sorry! eternity is real actually!" ...hey, you'll remember them, right? you can forget but, she wants you to love her for at least the moment you'll remember! [same quote from 365 days as kozue but paraphrased]
tsuzuri decided to buy kosuzu an oden bowl as a souvenir. she'll be happy. maybe she'll hug it as she goes to sleep. cute
365 days, mainichi no uta. they didn't forget about february 29, don't worry. actually, tsuzuri knows why this song was left behind as a traditional song. at first the lyrics didn't resonate with her, so she left it alone. at the time, she thought it was because she wasn't a school idol yet. that's why she couldn't understand a song that her school idol senpai had left behind. but she knows now that wasn't it. this is a song that goes hand in hand with her experience as a school idol. when she sings it, she remembers. this past year. this year she recognised herself as a school idol was so warm and colourful and fun. it doesn't resonate with you? it will someday, she's sure. that's the kind of song it is
tsuzuri sang hoping this year will be fun, even more fun than last year. it was megu who suggested they do this song. when she saw the lyrics again, she said they were really good, and tsuzuri thought the same. it made her happy. she could say she was happy because she felt the same way as megu, but the main reason was because megu thought the lyrics were good. this past year megu must have had a lot more struggles than she had had, but she was able to love the year again. yeah. tsuzuri thinks this year will be even more fun than last year
you know, kaho's mom called her earlier to say happy birthday, and said she had found a letter kaho had written to her future self when she was younger. she doesn't remember what she wrote at all. let's see... "hello to my seventeen year old self! how are you doing?" she thinks she's doing better. "i wrote in my elementary school essay i wanted to be a wizard. did you become one?" that probably would have been difficult... "can you eat peppers now?" she can! "i hope you're having fun every day! please do your best!" yes. she has her friends, her senpai, her kouhai, and everyone supporting her, so she's not lonely anymore! she's having so much fun! so kaho-chan, please don't worry about your future, okay?
sayaka realised something for the first time when she saw her kouhai chasing her back. someone watching her means her presence has more of an impact than she thought. even though she herself had done the same with her sister and tsuzuri-senpai, she had never really thought about what it would be like to be someone somebody admired. she tried chasing after her sister, but failed. she thought she wanted to be just like tsuzuri-senpai, but was told she wasn't. so she had learned that's just the way things are. but just because it was like that for her doesn't mean it's the same for someone else too. kosuzu-san's honest feelings sparkled as they were, and sayaka learned a lot from her. she's glad kosuzu-san is her kouhai... kosuzu-san may not think of that as a compliment though
ladybug. this song was completed over the course of one month, with the mission of creating a song that showed off kosuzu-san's colours- no. that's not true. sorry, please let sayaka retract that. almost everything she had worked on over the month was scrapped, because she had misunderstood kosuzu-san's colour. her dreams, her aspirations, her feelings, they all stuck with her, so she rewrote it all the day she learned of kosuzu-san's true feelings. therefore, she is personally very attached to these lyrics. especially the last two phrases, which she had wanted to add at the very last moment, so she decided on them right before the performance ["i realised we're dreaming the same dream"]. kosuzu-san seemed she was having fun singing it, but sayaka wonders if she understood... that she saved her
kachimachi wanted to tell sayaka-senpai she admired her, she wanted to be like her, and that she wasn't wrong to. she's probably wrong about a lot of things, she knows that, but she didn't want to accept she was wrong about this so easily. she wonders what she should have done back then. she's sure that if she had been someone else, she wouldn't have hurt sayaka-senpai like that. kachimachi couldn't do anything else besides what she did, so she'll do her best next time to convey her feelings a bit better!
instead of talking about the useless kachimachi, let's talk about sayaka-senpai instead! sayaka-senpai is amazing! when she gave kachimachi special training, she matched the choreography perfectly! at the time, it was so natural she didn't notice, but kosuzu realised later how amazing that was! after all, she was acting as her mirror! she had memorised kachimachi's choreography and did it in the opposite direction to kachimachi, but she was dancing like it was normal! wow... she's so far ahead... but you know. sayaka-senpai told her she had started out by looking up to someone too. so kachimachi will continue doing her best without abandoning this feeling! she hopes sayaka-senpai will be proud of her one day!
tsuzuri thought it was a good idea when she came up with it, but saya seemed to be having a hard time, so she was a bit confused. the lyrics of a new dollchestra song, showing off suzu's colour. she had wondered if she'd be alright, but saya said she'd do her best, so tsuzuri decided to leave it to her. before saya and the others went to tsuruga, when she asked how it was going, she said she'd have it done soon. but it didn't feel like saya was very responsive. since saya and suzu were going to have a live in tsuruga, tsuzuri hoped it'd go well. but it was interesting. after they got back from tsuruga and she showed her the song, the lyrics were completely different to the ones she'd heard before. she really likes them. suitable choreography came to her immediately, so it must be a really good song. everyone's looking forward to it too
it was a shame that she, kozu, and megu couldn't make it to the tsuruga live, but after coming back from tokyo and seeing all the first and second years, tsuzuri thought maybe that was a good thing. the third years had fun talking among themselves, and the first years all became even more sparkling school idols. she's sure it's because their good senpai were with them. of course saya, but kaho and ruri too. this year's school idol club will be even better than last year's. the more people you come into contact with and the more friends you make, the more things you will notice, and the more fun things there will be, is what she thinks. not only the school idol club, but the more people support them, the better school idols they will be. don't you think?
today is the hasunosora jogakuin sports festival! kaho will be taking part in the bread eating race with all of her team's expectations on her! look, sayaka-chan, rurino-chan! just for today, she'll be switching from a rice person to a bread person! [kaho says she's a rice person in fortune movie]
the next performance will be a cheer routine by the school idol club! look, look! a special ohisama-iro cheerleader outfit! aren't all the ribbons so cute? and everyone's icons are on the chest and hips! okay, let's cheer on everyone working hard! let's go, ginko-chan! let's go, kozue-senpai! ready, set, let's go, let's go, hasunosora! go, fight, win, hasunosora!
by the way, these outfits were made for everyone by ginko-chan and kaho-chan! at first, ginko-chan said, "outfits with such little fabric..." but once she started making them she was really particular about the positioning of the ribbons, and doing a lot of trial and error to make sure the fluttery part of the skirt came out perfectly. kaho realised she really loves making outfits. she was really smiling! but, you know, ginko-chan, that's not allowed! trying to make only your skirt longer or trying to hide your tummy! what's cute about this outfit is that everyone matches! hey, ginko-chan really suits the cheerleading outfit, doesn't she?
it's the sports festival season again at hasunosora. kozue was put on the relay team again this year, and as the anchor too. she does like running, but when it comes to competitions, she gets nervous. what place did she come in...? um, well... first... she wanted to show her good side to her kouhai supporting her...
at this year's sports festival, the school idol club will be doing a cheer routine. kozue's never realised it before, but cheerleaders and school idols are quite similar in some ways. they both dance with a smile and cheer up the people watching them. it feels just like a live. ...well then, let's go! ready, set! let's go, let's go, hasunosora! go, fight, win, hasunosora!
kozue is often told she is good at both school and sports, but when it comes to physical activities, it is very clear what she is good at and what she is bad at. at first, the only thing she was confident in was her long distance running... but... when she joined the team everyone had such high expectations for her... she didn't want to hold them back, so she did lots of practice in secret... as she kept doing it, she was able to do it just as well as everyone else. running, ball games, and others. if she were able to lead the red team to victory because of that, she'd be very pleased. it would seem her desire to put on a good front can be useful sometimes
fujishima megumi of the red team, let's go! even though its the sports festival, she's not the type to get super into school events and stuff. that'd be so tiring! hm? red team's gonna lose? hang on, what have you all been doing? okay, whatever! leave it to megu-chan!
now it's time for the super cute school idol cheer squad! you can hear all those girls scream, can't you? every time megu-chan winks, all of hasunosora becomes megu-tou! if you'd like, everyone, come and hang out with us at a live or a stream! new first years are very welcome! let's have some fun with onee-san! and now she's properly plugged everything... ready, set, let's go, let's go, hasunosora! go, fight, win, hasunosora! yay!
the sports festival is now over! well done everyone! it's fun to get serious sometimes. people always get this wrong, but megu-chan doesn't really care about winning and losing. obsessing over victories and defeats are hime-chan's thing. in the end, megu-chan is fine with anything as long as it's fun, but of course she'll aim to win if its more fun that way. if anything, its more important to have fun in the moment! so after they take off the cheerleader outfits, it's time for some super fun practice! mirakura park ended up captivating the world again today! at today's sports festival, she gained thirty thousand new megu-tou! so they're just a little bit closer to the whole world!
when kozue was a child, each time her birthday came around, she'd say, "im going to be a school idol one day!" but eventually, she noticed it made her mother look a little upset, so she stopped saying it. as the heir of the otomune family, there were times where she wondered whether she ought to pursue a career in music. but in the end, she couldn't give up on her dream, so she properly talked to her mother about it without hiding her true feelings. and so it was on her fifteenth birthday when she was told, "if you're so determined as to say that, then go ahead." it's been three years since then, and she's celebrated with so many people at hasunosora, all thanks to everyone. she doesn't think it was a mistake to show courage on that day. she's... truly happy
ishikawa is the prefecture with the highest precipitation rate, as it rains nearly 30% of the year. it sort of... calms ginko down. come to think of it, doesn't kozue-senpai feel like rain? she's so calm and graceful. maybe ginko likes the sound of rain
bloom the dream is a new hasunosora song made by the second years of the school idol club. ginko thinks its a wonderful song, with a bright and beautiful melody and everyone's voices harmonising together. she was given some solo parts too. there was a part where all nine of them sang consecutively, which made her really nervous. well... not like she's any less nervous for unit songs... kozue-senpai is so beautiful and a very good singer... and kaho-senpai... whenever they're on stage she always catches her looking at her... she really makes her nervous...!
ginko thinks it's truly amazing that the second year senpai can actually make songs. rurino-senpai is very school idol-like, but in a slightly different way to kaho-senpai. it may be rude to talk about her senpai like this, but... she's so small and cute... in addition, when she was writing the music, she explained to ginko what she was doing. but then she'd say, "im running out of charge..." ginko completely understands the feeling of not wanting to talk to anyone. when she talks to kosuzu-san or kaho-senpai, she sometimes wants to be by herself too. hm? she knows a lot about rurino-senpai? actually, hime-san talks about mirakura park all the time, so she may have ended up subconsciously relating to her...
it's been warm lately, so kosuzu thought she might be able to go out without an umbrella. the raindrops were bigger than she thought they'd be and they really hurt! but she managed to get there! for the way back... she'll just hope the rain has stopped by then!
bloom the dream is amazing, isn't it! the songs kachimachi knew up til now were ones that tsuzuri-senpai had made smoothly or ones that already existed, so this was the first time she'd been able to see the song being made. she was so impressed, like "so this is how it's done!" while rurino-senpai was composing it, she watched her like, "wow...!" and while kaho-senpai listened to it over and over and wrote each lyric, she watched her like, "wow...!" as well! at the end, sayaka-senpai received the baton from them both and came up with the choreography! as the three of them discussed it and it gradually came together, she thought "that's so cool...!" kachimachi was just cheering them on, but she wants to try making a song too! kachimachi really likes how a song created by combining strengths is also a song where everyone's strengths are combined... she doesn't really know, but something about how songs are made matching your feelings... but maybe she's completely wrong about that!
the rainy season is here. if there are lots of rainy days, it can be a bit difficult for kachimachi. after all, its still dark in the mornings! she thinks, "oh, it's not time to wake up yet," and since she's so gullible when she's just woken up, she ends up falling back to sleep. its bad when you trick yourself isn't it? she overslept again today and had to rush to leave, but it was pouring down! she should have gone back to her room to get her umbrella, but since she was in a hurry she just dashed to school as she was! everyone was really worried about her and it was a bit embarrassing... she won't challenge herself to not use an umbrella in the rain no matter what! unless she can avoid all the raindrops... ah, maybe she could do it when it's only drizzling...
whoa... look at all that rain... itll take ages for it all to load in... just kidding. when hime zones out, she only thinks about games, so she forgets to listen in class... yikes
hime got to watch her second year senpai make a song. since megu-chan-senpai told her itd be helpful. hime thought creating a song was something that you could do only after lots and lots of practice, but she changed her mind after seeing ruri-chan-senpai working hard and humming to herself as she thought. after all, if you never decide to start, you'll never be able to move forward even a single step. kosuzu-chan told her immediately that she'd do her best next time, and that kind of aggressiveness is pretty motivating. ruri-chan-senpai has actually written a few songs from the beginning, and she really respects her for that. she wants to learn how to write music from ruri-chan-senpai. since it'd be nice to be able to turn her feelings into a song. songs are one of the best parts of school idols, that power to convey things you like
the rainy season has begun, hasn't it. when hime listens to bloom the dream, she thinks of how flowers can bloom in both cold and hot seasons. they won't bloom just because it's nice. dreams are the same, they won't bloom if you're just having fun. well, she said something like this to herself when she was sucking in her game. because even when times were hard, she always believed victory would be hers one day. so in that sense, they're really moving, kaho-senpai's lyrics. amazing... there can be a today because of all the days that came before. its the same for everyone
this is the mirapa of right now at full power! they're gonna get even stronger! you know, ruri really messed up with himecchi, and she's really sorry about that. she was so enthusiastic, and ruri knew she was looking out for her. but ruri tried to do everything on her own. but himecchi forgave her. she feels like she's finally figured out how to get along with kouhai, or rather, how to face them. actually, she was probably the least used to all this senpai kouhai stuff. she really didn't know what it meant to consider her kouhai a partner. but she doesn't think her relationship with megu-chan has changed. if there's something missing, they can make up for it. she wants to build that kind of relationship with himecchi too!
ruri was able to do the thing she wanted. ruri helped everyone do what they wanted, which is what she wanted too, but she was glad she was able to do something fun she thought up herself. everyone liked it, and she feels like she was able to cherish every day leading up to the nadeshiko sai. ruri wanted everyone to have fun doing the preparations too. of course, she can do her best with the motivation from thinking to herself that although its a pain now, the festival will be fun, but she's sure that's hard for some people. she's super super grateful to himecchi for helping her do it, and to megu-chan for pushing her forward. megu-chan knew what she wanted. and himecchi told her she'll support her even more from now on! mirakura park are great!
they performed miracreation! this is a song by the mirakura park of the 104th year! mirakura park... of the 104th year... hime had been so stupid. megu-chan and ruri-chan are the best, so cool and cute... but that's only the part of them she could see. its amazing that that's the only part they show of themselves, but if she were a real member for real, she should have done her best so that she can see and support the parts of them that aren't like that... but today was the first time she realised it. hime will do everything she can to follow up on the things ruri-chan-senpai wants to do, just like ruri-chan-senpai did for her!
oh yeah! let hime tell you all about her beloved ruri-chan-senpai! ruri-chan-senpai fills the things she wants to do with love! her feeling of wanting to do what she can for everyone working hard! she's literally a modern day saint...! that's what she was thinking while helping out on the radio. her supporting hime with everything she had was proof of ruri-chan-senpai's kindness. while she was grateful, at the same time hime decided she shouldn't burden ruri-chan-senpai's cute little back. after all, she's also a member of mirakura park! she's gonna do her best from now on to increase ruri-chan-senpai's capacity as much as possible so ruri-chan-senpai can do even more when her hands are full!
mirakura miracreation! that's what they performed in their 104th year nadeshiko sai classroom mini live! megumi wasn't just taking supplementary lessons you know! songs can be born whenever! if you have a notebook then you can write lyrics! mirakura park became three when hime-chan joined, and they clashed with each other and became stronger! well, relationships get stronger after fighting after all, so she's glad! ruri-chan and hime-chan have gotten closer! this is exactly what she'd hoped for from hime-chan!
hm, you know, megumi didn't really think about what would happen after she graduated when she invited hime-chan. well, she didn't not think at all... but she wanted to make the current mirapa the strongest ever! she thinks that's the best thing for everyone. she knew that ruri-chan was holding back with hime-chan... ruri-chan's always like that at first. but in the end, she believed. she believed in ruri-chan's passion for school idols and the words ruri-chan had said to her up til now. she wants ruri-chan to believe in her too, and in herself. she can do anything! no! she will do anything! because she's their ruri-chan!
103 <-|-> hasu 104 voice lines
ginko is now a member of the hasunosora jogakuin school idol club, which she's admired since she was a child. this is the first step, the beginning of her story. she hopes one day she will be somebody to be proud of
its so cool that dream believers is a song that has been passed down from generation to generation of the club! when kachimachi first saw the sheet music, she felt she was seeing something big. not tall like tsuzuri-senpai or kozue-senpai, but like a building! its really big now, but for the people who first built it, it must have only been a one story building. um, you get it? she doesn't think she's very good at analogies...
dream believers is a traditional song, but hime thinks she's someone the total opposite of tradition... gaming isn't old, and the games she plays feel newest of the new. but it seems starting from this year, they allowed applying for hasunosora through gaming. so she's grateful. thank you for letting her join tradition. she and gaming are new, so she wants them both to become part of tradition one day. she wants to cherish what has been built so far and to be able to build upon it in the future. uh, maybe she's being too serious... nyahaha
the road to completion for a piece of embroidery is a long one. only a small amount of progress is made a day, but if you keep working on it, it'll be completed with time. that is, it will never be completed if you wait. you must create your dreams. no matter how many times you fail, unpick the thread and start again. no matter how long it takes
kachimachi isn't good at anything... whenever someone asks her what she's good at, she thinks of someone else who's better. whenever someone asks her what she likes, she thinks of someone else who loves it. kachimachi wants to have something like that, but no matter what she tries, she can't. dollchestra is the only place she has. she was happy when they told her she was working hard. she was happy to have accomplished something. maybe no one would be envious of her crossing the lake, but its still the only thing she's proud of. she wants to do as many things to be proud of in the next three years as possible! she will believe in dreams so that kachimachi will be proud of kachimachi!
hime applied for hasunosora so she could learn from megu-chan-senpai and ruri-chan-senpai from up close. she wanted to be a streamer that brought fun to everyone, just like them. of course, she did a lot of research first. looking at megu-chan's cute poses and ruri-chan's casual warmth... for research! but she couldn't help going back to rewatch the archives over and over again... megu-chan-senpai seems to have noticed her streams, and she was so happy, but she has a long way to go. she's still learning how to be an original and fun streamer! but in the best place! she's gonna do her best, so that one day she can show she's worthy enough to be in mirakura park!
ginko's skirt is so short you can see so much of her legs... she doesn't normally dress like this, so its embarrassing, but she's been prepared for this ever since she decided to join the club
there's a big difference between seeing something and doing it for yourself. ginko's always wanted to join the performing arts club, because of her grandmother, so she's admired the cute costumes and the singing and dancing... but now it's her turn, she sweats a lot. during the performance, she has to focus and she feels fine, but when they review the video after, with her serious expression, she doesn't look like a school idol at all... she'll have to practise smiling properly for the next live
what do you think of kaho's live outfit as a second year? cute? thank you!! ah, she's a senpai now. a proper senpai would smile elegantly instead
the school idol club is said to do everything themselves, but in fact, they are helped by many people. they are taught about outfits from the costume design club, and get help from the art and drama clubs for their stages, and ask people from the music club for feedback when they're worried about their song writing. they are able to stand on stage thanks to everyone's help. kozue will continue to work diligently and never forget this
kachimachi came to hasunosora to change herself. its difficult to be somewhere she has to do everything on her own, but she's going to do her best. her senpai tell her she's a hard worker, so thank you! she's gonna do her best! chesto!
oh, "chesto" is something kachimachi's grandpa told her to keep herself motivated. he's amazing. he's old, but when he goes fishing he's the one pulling up nets and shouting chesto more than anyone else. kachimachi's family are all fishers who all work hard from early in the morning, and he's the leader. when she was a kid, she wanted to help out too and tried lots of things and ended up doing something dangerous... since then, she hasn't been allowed to do anything. its not like she's good enough to do anything anyway though... that's why she wants to try her best. sayaka-senpai and tsuzuri-senpai are really nice but kachimachi wants to find something she's good at so she doesn't depend on them so much!
this year, dollchestra has become a three person group. tsuzuri-senpai, sayaka, and a new student, kachimachi kosuzu-san. sayaka likes hard workers. no matter whether their goal is specific or vague. sayaka realised her specific goals were quite vague, so she doesn't see much value in specifics. she just wants to reward hard work
last year tsuzuri met saya. its been a year since then. april is full of new things. she was thinking about that, and ended up in saya's classroom by accident. she doesn't know if they're using the same desks, but saya was sitting where she sat just a little while ago. she doesn't know if they're using the same desks. maybe she will if she asks. the desk she's going to be using this year was probably used by someone last year. good luck to everything. spring is the season of farewells and meetings
this year tsuzuri met suzu. she thinks she's the only one who think she's like a mirror. suzu got mad when she asked though. saya was smiling for some reason. suzu probably doesn't know yet. tsuzuri is different to the tsuzuri of before. it was painful not being able to do anything. so she decided to do something. that's what she did last year. so she's definitely going to be rooting for suzu more than anyone else
hime's favourite phrase is "having fun is the most important!"
hime used to just be a middle schooler who was good at games, but now she's in high school she started being a school idol. she loved mirakura park, and dreamt of being someone who brought fun to everyone just like them. she applied to hasunosora non academically, and was worrying whether to be a streamer or a school idol like mirakura park, but when megu-chan and ruri-chan invited her, she decided she was ready. she's gonna give back to her beloved game through her beloved mirakura park!
last year, hime won a student tournament and got into hasunosora because of it. its amazing how she got into school because of a game. she thought hasunosora was quite modern because of that, but it seems it only started being allowed this year. she was saved by the good timing. but it also means gaming has only just started being recognised, so she can't do anything weird and ruin gaming's reputation, so she has to study hard and be on her best behaviour. uh, her grades? theyre average
ruri's been a school idol with megu-chan, oh, her childhood friend fujishima megumi-chan since last year, but actually they only started in the summer. until then, she was studying abroad, so this spring ruri feels she's still a first year. she's gonna do her best along with the new students
first years joining the school idol club means there's also first years joining the other clubs too. so, there'll be a lot of kids watching ruri this year! mirakura park is a unit where "having fun is the most important!" so ruri wants to have more fun than last year. she's also grown a lot since last year! besides her height... she can do loads more now! except reach high places... anyway! please support her this year too!
megumi's always loved entertaining people. she even used to be a talent on tv! she was pretty popular and had a regular programme, but due to some minor reasons she ended up at hasunosora, and her career as a talent suspended. just when she was wondering what to do, she found out about school idols! at first it was a casual thing. like, she knew kozue, tsuzuri, and sachi-senpai were interesting girls, but before she knew it school idols became something so important to her! and she bets... its all because of... you ♡ hey! did your heart skip a beat?
its interesting, after they changed into their outfits, all the senpai were talking about how they could make them even cuter. such as changing their hairstyles or accessorising. ginko thought their outfits were complete once they were finished making them, but she was wrong. she learns something new every day
what ginko does on her days off? well, she likes sewing in her room, and taking walks outside. if she sees a store that seems interesting, she'll have a look. yes, by herself. why doesn't she go out with somebody else? somebody else? who? oh... right. now she's in high school, she should try her best to make friends. she'll do her best to make friends with her fellow 104th year students to begin with, kosuzu-san and hime-san
kaho spends her days off reading and watching cute animal videos. oh, but after joining hasunosora she started watching school idol streams. and going out to kanazawa with her friends and senpai! the shopping mall being just one bus away is the best! the big city of kanazawa is amazing! but she hasn't given up yet! if there's a mall next to school, you can go shopping straight after!
kozue came to hasunosora, the most prestigious school idol club in kanazawa, to follow her childhood dream of being a school idol. she's met some precious friends, and many of her dreams have come true along the way. but there is still one dream that has not yet come true. she would appreciate if you would cheer her along on her path to her dream
the pressure of performing live in the same outfit as kachimachi's senpai was honestly tough, so even though she was nervous, she felt bad for her senpai who told her they could work together. so she has to do everything she can! she's probably gonna fail a lot. and every time she does, she's probably gonna think she's no good after all, but she's determined not to give up! she's really glad that her challenging herself is being recognised. she's being supported to do her best just because she's working hard. so she's gonna keep working hard so that one day, her senpai and everyone else will think they're glad she's here!
there are two girls in the same year as kachimachi in the club. ginko-chan and hime-chan. they're both amazing. ginko-chan has a clear idea of what she wants to do, and she knows what she has to do to achieve it. hime-chan has already done something amazing. she's a champion! and she says she's gonna do her best with the things she wants to do now as a streamer with mirakura park! with her two classmates working hard to achieve their goals, kachimachi's feeling a bit tense. her goal is to be a cool school idol like sayaka-senpai. she can do things easily that kachimachi would challenge herself to do but fail at. unlike her, when she gets tired with school idol practice she goes to practice her figure skating instead. she's so cool. she really admires her
when she thinks about it, expressing herself to others is something sayaka has been working on the past year. whether it be to the people supporting them, or to her friends. actually, there isn't that much of a difference. she'd like to learn together the importance of expressing yourself and the difficulty of applying it to a performance. fortunately, her kouhai-san is a hard worker, so this shouldn't be hard. ...well, each of her failures are quite dramatic so it's her job to follow up on them. ...that, that's hardly a change from last year, isn't it?
the school idol clubroom is amazing. there's always someone there no matter when tsuzuri goes. since there are eight of them now. oh, nine including her. that means the time where nobody's around is basically zero. a club where you can see the people you love without having to message them. she likes school idol clubs like that
the more people there are the more laughter there is. tsuzuri doesn't know what's funny sometimes, but it's fun seeing everyone laugh. there's still a lot she doesn't know about suzu, gin, and hime, but she'd like to find out. she feels she could laugh more if she does. she's looking forward to this year
this year, hime will be learning a lot from megu-chan-senpai and ruri-chan-senpai! megu-chan is bright, fun, and cute, and she has a mysterious charm that makes you like whatever she likes. ruri-chan is warm, fun, and kind, and she has this amazing vibe that whenever hime sees her makes her want to do her best! that's what hime wants to learn from them. oh... she forgot to call them senpai... megu-chan-senpai and ruri-chan-senpai. she has to be careful with her mirapa otaku habits...
hime's big sister is her only family, and she was the one who worked and raised her. she's already amazing for that, but she also bought hime a pc since she worried she wouldn't have anything to talk about with her friends. that's how she got into games. hime got good and started entering tournaments, so that her sister would be proud of her
ruri has moved up a year, gained some kouhai, and megu-chan has become a third year too. it feels like everything's changed all at once, but that's just how april is. man, she's pretty nervous. this is her third time being a second year but its actually the first time she's gotten to be with kouhai properly, since in california she didn't have club activities. it seems hime-chan has known about them for a while. she's really excited about having joined mirakura park, but this is a tough one for ruri. can she keep up being the "ruri-chan" hime-chan respects so much?
ruri said to megu-chan, "isn't disillusionment scary?" ruri's glad that hime-chan loves megururi so much, but isn't that just stream megururi? megu-chan didn't seem to care at all though, saying they can keep being the same as usual... ruri actually apologised up front, saying "sorry if i disillusion you," but then hime-chan started apologising too, like, "no! i should be the one whos sorry!!" like, huh? man, she's a funny kid. ruri's gonna do her best
oh yeah! so, for any newcomers in the audience, megu-chan's gonna explain it from the beginning! megu-tou are like megu-chan's cheer squad, and there are fifty million members in the country! everyone loves megu-chan soo much! megu-chan wants everyone around the world to love her even more! of course, megu-chan loves the megu-tou. so its totally mutual!
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jem carstairs // 不忘
warning: long post!
a/n: i spent way too much time on this. is finding essays fun a red flag?
lyrics and translation, sourced from: https://radishtears.home.blog/2019/07/23/lyrics-bu-wang/
jem carstairs, a boy with a tragic past who came to london with nothing but his violin, a terminal illness and his kindred soul, is arguably one of the best characters ever written, hands down. despite his hardships, he makes sure that everyone he cares about feels the deep love he has for them, and would be the type of person to smile when you walk past, no matter if he knew you or not.
one of the main parts of jem’s story is when he is forced to undergo the ritual to transform him into a silent brother for his own survival, at the cost of never marrying the love of his life, the bond between him and his parabatai being forcibly tethered and being separated from his five year home of the london institute. for over one hundred years, he had to watch the people he loved most die, while he was forced to serve the greater good for the shadowhunters. none of these deaths affected him like the death of his parabatai, will herondale.
keeping this in mind, the song 不忘/bù wàng (translation: don’t forget) was sung by singer, wang yibo, for the chinese television series, the untamed (陈情令). it is a beautiful song with such meaning, entirely sung in mandarin (jem’s first language), composed with a combination of chinese and western instruments, violin included.
now, let’s go through the lyrics that i think are linked to jem:
云深夜微凉
皎月清风拂心绕
一人对雪望
望尽前尘事过往
The night in the Cloud Recesses is cool
The bright moon and clear breeze winds around my heart
Someone watches the snow
Gazing into the days long gone
NOTE: cloud recesses refers to a location in the untamed tv show (you should watch it)
this can be interpreted as jem reflecting on the days of when it was just will and jem. jem often reflects on his time with will and with tessa, so he doesn’t forget how he felt for them, but the runes of a silent brother nulls his emotions. “the bright moon and clear breeze winds around my heart,” can be interpreted as a representation of this experience, having to associate his emotions with objects so he remembers what it is to be human. “gazing into the days long gone” is quite self-explanatory, as jem always has his two favourite people in the back of his mind (annoying the rest of the silent brethren.)
你还在问吗
问尽古来世人的痴狂
谁又在远方
再问世间故人
黑白毁誉几多量
Are you still asking?
Asking after all the relentless fools that came before
And who is there in the distance?
Asking again the departed people
Black and white, praise and blame, what is it all worth?
one of jem’s most frequent lines, an automatic reflex of his, is the question “will, is that you?” sadly enough, i would only imagine that this reflex doesn’t leave him. the first part of the chorus can be interpreted as an internalised monologue, telling himself that will is gone (because will is indeed a relentless fool). “asking again the departed people:” constantly imagining will in his mind, giving him some sort of sarcastic remark or some genuine advice. and the last sentence, “black and white, praise and blame, what is it all worth?” refers to jem’s inner turmoil towards the end of his time in the silent brotherhood.
还能忘记吗
云深共许一诺人茫茫
君又在何方
相望不忘
Can you still forget?
In Yun Shen, amidst the crowd, we made a promise together
And where are you now?
That exchanged gaze, unforgotten
maybe, not in yun shen, but remember this?
“Will rose slowly to his feet. He could not believe he was doing what he was doing, but it was clear that he was, clear as the silver rim around the black of Jem’s eyes. “If there is a life after this one,” he said, “let me meet you in it, James Carstairs.”
“There will be other lives.” Jem held his hand out, and for a moment, they clasped hands, as they had done during their parabatai ritual, reaching across twin rings of fire to interlace their fingers with each other. “The world is a wheel,” he said. “When we rise or fall, we do it together.”
Will tightened his grip on Jem’s hand, which felt thin as twigs in his. “Well, then,” he said, through a tight throat, “since you say there will be another life for me, let us both pray I do not make as colossal a mess of it as I have this one.”
yeah, that’s all i’m saying on the matter.
还能忘记吗
看客散去唯你我不忘
与君在身旁
别来无恙
Can you still forget?
The world passes by but I remember only you
You are by my side
Unchanged since we last parted
okay, this is the last verse of the last chorus. jem finally returns to the shadowhunter world, as jem carstairs. he is free from the restrains of brother zachariah, which ironically is the name he chose for himself when joining the brotherhood as it means “remember.” he finally has a chance at a normal life, without yin fen, without weird steampunk things walking around, without a dark war occuring (for the time being), and yet he still thinks of will. he only got to have will for five years, and for a love so big, jem had mourned his entire lifetime for all the time he lost.
the great andrew garfield said, “i hope this grief stays with me, because it’s all the unexpressed love i didn’t get to tell her,” which has links to the relationship between jem carstairs and will herondale. will won’t see jem marry tessa, or meet jem’s children, or grow old with him - will did that all years and years ago, while jem was trapped in his eighteen year old body for 129 years.
this song, despite being sung by a different character for another man, perfectly describes jem’s life experiences, in particular his relationship to his parabatai. although jem’s character is not limited to just being will’s parabatai or tessa’s husband, the lyrics represent the love he felt for them both and his disconnection to the shadow world, once his eyes and lips are sealed shut.
honourable mentions:
满足 - xiao zhan
heavenly - cigarettes after sex
always forever - cults
#potato jams#music#comfort character#character concept#shadowhunters#the infernal devices#tid#ghosts of the shadow market#jem carstairs#james carstairs#parabatai#silent brothers#brother zachariah#jem#tsc#shadowhunter chronicles#song analysis#song association
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no chances - scaled and icy
okay so i did a full breakdown on this song and i figured that i should share it with you guys. hopefully you guys can help me out with this and we can bounce theories off of each other.
(btw i stole stuff from genius lyrics thats why it’s formatted like that)
these are just my personal theories don't come for my throat if you disagree with me pls it's not that deep i promise you.
okay this is gonna be kinda long so
okay my main theory is that this song is between the bishops and the banditos, possibly fighting over tyler and josh.
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[Intro] We come for you, no chances We come for you, no chances
i think the really deep voices are the bishops speaking. these voices appear multiple times throughout the album and this song specifically.
they are telling tyler/josh/the banditos that they will come for them and they have no chance of escaping them
sai is propaganda directly corresponds with this because we only hear what the bishops want us to hear through tyler and josh.
[Verse 1] In my house shoes in a foot race In this house we got feng shui Get the door to blow you away Flamethrower, you a switchblade
the only connections that i could really make with these lines is in the last one.
Flamethrower, you a switchblade
in the song levitate tyler says “ And ever since the seventh grade I learned to fire-breathe ” we know that the banditos like fire as well and use it as their main source of light at their camps. we also see that nico has a blowtorch looking thing to heat up the glass.
i cant figure out much about the switchblade part, since he might have just added it to rhyme or something but if i do i will reblog this post with what i find.
Feet planted on grip tape With my shoulders squared, and my back straight Got a good base and a loose tongue Notorious in the octagon, now
i used to take tae kwan doe, and these are just basic things that you learn while practicing, so maybe he is getting ready to fight something or someone.
Notorious in the octagon, now
okay i might be reaching with this one but hear me out. how many sides does an octagon have? eight right? okay how many bishops are there (minus nico)? eight, that’s correct. also when you look at the city of dema
if you look the right way those little buildings around the center nine, are divided into four sets of two or whatever. this image is a bad example but i don't care enough to look for the right one LMAO.
anyways, to the point. i think notorious in the octagon is a reference to how well know tyler would be in dema, since they all know about twenty one pilots because of the feature performance event.
[Chorus]
We got people on the way We want you home in one piece now (Run away, run away)
i think this is actually the banditos trying to reach tyler and josh, not the bishops. why would the bishops tell tyler to run away? they already have him. I also think that home for tyler and josh is with the banditos, not the confines of dema.
the banditos are also telling tyler and josh that they have people on the way to come and save them like they went to save tyler in NATN.
it could be the banditos but i severely doubt it because it is tyler singing and not the deep voice symbolizing the bishops.
We get bodies every day We want you home in one piece now
okay the bodies everyday part is throwing me off but my best guess is that they may be talking about clancy. we know that scaled and icy is an anagram for clancy is dead, so this could be alluding to that. they could also be talking about the residents of dema that lose their fights in dema and pass away.
“we want you home in one piece” again i think that this is the banditos telling tyler to come home with josh safely and to avoid trouble as best as they can while doing so.
[Verse 2] How'd you get the location? Put together pieces? They say they sell the information In those terms of agreement
this could be about the banditos or the bishops. let me explain.
if it was from the banditos they could be asking the bishops how they got the location of their camp to snatch tyler (levitate music video) in the first place since they cannot see the color yellow.
maybe the banditos sell the information on the bishops and other things to the people trapped in dema (or possibly others???)
if it was the bishops they could be asking the banditos how they get the locations of the residents and how they know to get into dema in the first place.
maybe a dema resident sells information to the banditos (like clancy? we know keons is the nicest bishop from his letters)
We spent some weekends on the grind Surveillances outside, we see when you arrive
this could connect to the outside. we know that the bishops have some sort of surveillance system because on the control center for the live stream it is set up like an old fashioned surveillance system. (i will do a breakdown on that too)
maybe the bishops are telling the banditos they see when they arrive because of said security system.
Ride or die, my son
reminds me of the song ride, whos bishop is listo. so he could be talking to one of his subjects. this could be any bishop really i think that its the bishops and not the banditos because the second time that they repeat this it’s in that super low voice that definitely signifies the bishops speaking.
- from then it is just the chorus and the outro which is the same as the intro.
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anyways that was just my take on the song, feel free to let me know what you think i love hearing other’s theories.
i will also be doing this for all the songs on scaled and icy and may do it for some on trench and how they correspond to sai.
i will definitely do other theories and breakdowns because i really enjoy going through everything and piecing it all together. as i work ill make a master post and a tag so you can search my account for it and find it easy.
i will also break down the live but that will take longer because its literally over an hour long and not a three minute song lololol.
(p.s. i dont care enough to proof read this because i just watched the live and im tired)
#twenty one pilots#scaled and icy#trench#scaled and icy songs#dema#nico#listo#keons#clancy#clancy is dead#banditos#bandito#dma#dmaorg#tyler joseph#josh dun#no chances#i already did redecorate i just need to type it out#have fun with this it took forever do i regret it? no#honestly it was kinda fun#i will be listing to redecorate on loop now#also ill edit this as i find mistakes#no beta we die like men
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𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞!
if i spend all my time saying thank you, ill literally be here all day, but i really am so so appreciative of you all, especially the silent readers bc i know how scary it can be to interact FBJSBFKJBSDFJK
anyways, there will be 5 slots for this event (moots not included mwah) as the one for 50 followers is still up and running until this friday! send in requests for those if you haven't, bc these are gonna be a lot shorter
anyways, the main premise of this event will be a lyric prompt list (shoutout to @lyrical-panic for the idea!)
pick one prompt and ill do a smau (social media au, texting in this case) or a short drabble based on the lyrics to the song. ill do almost all the bnha boys, not including villains, or i can just do a general bf/partner if you want instead! pls specify what genre you want this to be, or ill pick and it will most likely be fluff lmao
unfortunately i will not be accepting nsfw requests for this specific event. the most it'll be is suggestive
once the slots are filled the event will be over so send in those requests! everything from this event will be tagged #peachiileaf100!
now onto the prompt list! now you guys get a glimpse into my music tastes
𝚕𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜!
1. "but if we can kiss and just cut the rubbish, then i might be onto something" kiss me more- doja cat
2. "the sun is nearly gone, I've been awake for way too late for way too long" 21- will paquin
3. "i just called to say i love you, i just called to show how much i care" i just called to say i love you- stevie wonder
4. "loving is easy, you got me fucked up" loving is easy- rec orange county
5. "lonely, but not when you hold me" one of one- duendita
6. "and sometimes you don't hear me, but you don't have to be near me to know that im singing" my song- labi siffre
7. "how do i be your baby?" normal girl- sza
8. "i don't want to be yours, im not even like that" idwtbh- the booyah! kids
9. "its bittersweet to think of all the damage that we do" favorite crime- olivia rodrigo
10. "i like the way that words come out of your mouth" prune, you talk funny- gus dapperton
11. "hey man we all cant be like you" rose colored boy- paramore
12. "was it part of the plan, to fuck it up so bad?" now you know- will paquin
13. "the way you're looking at me you've got me mesmerized" loverboy- a-wall
14. "i wish i could be with her instead" face to face- rex orange county
15. "when he loves me i feel like im floating, when he calls me pretty i feel like somebody" cloud 9- beach bunny
thank you again so much for the support! im gonna try and get all the general requests i have done really soon they're just gonna take a bit bc of the writing break i recently took and some other general life stuff, so if you requested anything and youre bummed bc i didn't get back to you, i promise its in the works!
#peachiileaf100!#[🍑]peachiimilquetea#peachiileafsfw#[🍑]peachiiwrites#thank you so so so much#BFKSFBDSJKFDSBJK i dont even know what to do with myself#i hope i explained this well
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ok :33
first im just gonna get all the ones lament of the fallen kiamei ones out the way
vampire empire (big thief) -> i think its just so so angry and that w this scene is oughhh... oughhh.... even if it doesnt fit very well.
i don't smoke (mitski) -> also doesnt fit if you think about it BUT DEAR GOD.... IF YOU SQUINT. i think the combination of fight ultimately being a culmination of their intense emotions and naiveity believing there was no other way to convince the other (kiana literally trying to break mei's leg so she cant leave..) and both of them being the type to repress their emotions is getting to me....
love like you (steven universe) -> listen. listen. this fucking chapter killed me okay. and this song works so fucking well w this particular chapter because mei keeps talking about how she's not good enough to protect kiana the way kiana protects her and how the world is so cruel for putting someone as good as kiana through this......... ouGHHIUGHHHHHHH..... FUCK.
ok :3 sorry for putting taylor swift on your dashes <//3 i promise i have good reason ok.
i think this is. cardigan? by taylor swift + elymei <- this song w elymei has haunted me in particular bc of my favorite honkai edit bc the application of "knew youd linger like a tattoo kiss" w them is soooo..... wait ill elaborate later
cardigan (taylor swift) + main trio <- MY FAVORITE EDIT ONLY FOR THE FUCKING LYRIC APPLICATIONS OH MY GOD. "stepping on the last train" for kiana (the train)..... "tried to change the ending" for mei (fucking lotf and the elysian realm)........ "leaving like a father" for bronya (her father dying, maxim dying, welt being in star rail)...... "knew youd linger like a tattoo kiss" elymei (mei's authority of origin + the impact elysia's story left on her to the point where her color is still on mei to griseo's eyes)...... "knew youd haunt all of my what if's" bronseele (my god. a big part of bronyas mission being to save seele and having to leave seele alone because seele asked her to and promised theyd see each other again and her decision ot sacrifice herself for seele in the seele cg) ....... "the smell of smoke would cling around this long" KIANA AND HIMEKO (sun and moon imagery. himeko being represented by fire and kiana taking up those flames as a part of her growth/healing because of himeko's influence on her. himeko being the biggest reason why kiana chooses to stay alive)............ FUCK.
once more to see you (mitski) + elymei <- "and i wouldnt have to scream your name atop of every roof in the city of my heart. if i could see you. once more to see you."
my love mine all mine (mitski) + kiamei <- I FEEL SICK I HAVE LIKE 50 OF THESE SAVED..... wont elaborate bc i talk about them and this song enough.
[FLASH WARNING] please, please, please, let me get what i want (the smiths) + sakukallen <- my god every time i remember they reference each other w dreams i feel like dying. also wont elaborate bc i talk about them and this song so so much.
[FLASH WARNING] norman fucking rockwell + kallen and otto <- MY GOD. he can be so so shitty to her i love their friendship so so much it makes me sick i feel ill i miss kallen so much.
[FLASH WARNING] christmas kids (ROAR) + fu hua <- i think the only times this song is applicable to a honkai character its like. fu hua, welt (hsr timeline), bianka, kiana (arc city arc). BUT MOSTLY FU HUA OH MY GOD :(( she makes me so sad can we talk about her i think we should talk about her. i also like that this one uses the actual "oh no" lyrics bc yeah. Yeah. fu hua's compartmentalization of her past Is a problem that she runs into over and over and over again :( AND USING SHATTERED SAMSARA.....
ikanaide (sohta) + kiamei -> i had to. also they used the clip where you can just barely see mei stepping forward as kiana discreetly enters the train and it makes me ill i feel so so sick did you know before this they literally promised that this time they would go home together?????
i take it back this is the only honkai edit
NOOOOOO THE AUDIO OF MY FAVORITE HONKAI EDIT GOT TAKEN DOWN.
#putting flash warnings loosely but just to be safe yk.#anyways a bunch of them were deleting and i dont remember what they are but im so fucking sad bc#i knoooow one was a himeko and kiana one.#and the welt and bronya nobody's son nobodys daughter one is gone#and elydenponia ma cherie malice mizer is gone :((#also theres barely any bronya ones bc im too scared to search her name in tiktok.#<- actually saying that i think i saved a cyberangel one but its gone :(#hnk3#also. my god i want an iris bronseele edit so so bad my one post is literally all i have#personal#save tag#<- sorry.#ok sorry if this was disappointing.#suicide ment
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would u ever analyze disloyal order? it is my favorite fob song but much of the verses honestly confuse tf outta me, particularly the second one. lol
of course! ill do that for you now. fun fact: disloyal order is the song that 100% sold me on fob
to begin with the title, it is a reference i am far too young to get and have just figured out after years of puzzling. its a reference to an elite boys club in the flinstones. disloyal order of water buffaloes as a title is just saying "society is made for a certain kind of people to succeed and its fucked up" and that makes all of the lyrics make so much more sense. its been so long.
the prelude describes the persona coming undone, and turning themself into someone elses ideal. trying to do so leaves them feeling empty inside, since this isnt what they want, this is whats expected of them. this fits nicely into the overarching theme of the album, which is [joker voice] society and how it shapes us for better or (more often), for worse. in fact, disloyal order, as an opener, is an introduction on the essay that is folie à deux, painting broad strokes of a lot of what it covers. the prechorus also touches on this, painting the persona as just a single malfunctioning part of a whole intricate system.
the first verse points to the persona waking up, dazed and covered in wounds, and covincing themself this is normal, and that they wouldnt remember it even if they tried. it goes on to talk about them bein arrested, and them needing medical attention, and that theyre certifiably insane, but also taking care to mention how sensational their story is. this verse tells us about the exploitation of sick people, and about people running themselves into the ground for fame or money. they dont need to be sold as a story, they need to be helped as a person.
the second verse gestures to themes of sex and romance. theres a moment where the persona misinterprets something innocuous as an advance (little girl got me staring odd/or is that just a telescopic camera nod). they then goes on to talk about soliciting sex workers– they can only really interpret woman in the context of being attracted to them. one could argue the line "all the rookies leave your badge and your gun on the desk when you leave the room" could be about inexperienced young lovers being told to sit this one out.
and then, the chorus, which asks people to embrace apathy (boycott love) and to stay ignorant and repeat the same old mistakes (detox just to retox). the line "id promise you anything for another shot at life" implies someone promising to fix everything in exchange for another chance. the last two lines, however, i think are most interestingly read from a meta perspective, ie its the band saying 'no one wants to hear celebrities sing about peoples problems'
i think disloyal order points to one of the main problems i have with folie, which is that its way too ambitious. they wanted to do so much, musically and lyrically, gave themselves too little time to do it, did the whole citizens fob thing, they stuffed a lot onto every song, and i think the albums is worse off for it. dont misconstrue me, folie is a beautiful album that explores a lot of ideas in a genuinely thought provoking manner, and musically i think its extremely well put together. truly its an experience of sound. but i think the concepts dont work together in the way they could. lyrically i think its among the weakest fall out boy albums, because unlike ioh, which is specifically about fame, or mania, which is just about mental health, or futct, which is about a specific relationship and the feelings it evoked, this album is about everything, and it gets that across really well sometimes but just as often it gets that across really okay-ly.
like, in this song alone, which summarises the album, we have 3 very distinct themes– exploitation of vulnerable people, sex and relationships, and apathy being exploited for power. theyre definitely connected, but this one album feels like it shouldve been a triptych, or that one of these themes shouldve been dropped completely (i think number 2 wasnt that necessary). i love it, i really do, its genuinely amazing and its a masterpiece and is so worthy of being anyones favorite. this is just my purely technical (as in based in technique and execution) criticism.
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#dils declares#dils dissects#if youd like my longer analysis of folie please feel free to ask!#i really cant stress its very much a good album!#i just think it really couldve been better in a few places#disloyal order of water buffaloes#folie
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Destiel Trope Collection Day 18: Magical Realism
Runs in the Family | @deansrightfulangerissue
Rating: General Word Count: 1497 Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe, Fluff, Kid Fic Summary: Dean's new boyfriend, Cas, has been wary about him meeting his child, Claire. Dean gets it, they've only been seeing each other for a few weeks. What Dean doesn't know is that Cas might have more reasons for worry than just a premature attachment.
The Magic of Mistletoes | @Destielshipper4Cas
Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 1610 Main Tags/Warnings: Witch Cas, First Kiss, Fluff, Christmas Fluff Summary: Dean has been coming to Cas’ witch shop for a while now. (Not because of the pretty owner, but to buy things he needed for a hunt, of course. That was the official version, in any case.) When Christmas time rolls around, and an enchanted mistletoe appears in the shop, will Dean get up the courage to act on the magical bond that is forming between them?
secret of the sea | @saltnhalo
Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 2465 Main Tags/Warnings: Creature Castiel (Supernatural), Selkie Castiel (Supernatural), Kid Dean Winchester, Kid Castiel (Supernatural), First Meetings, Injured Castiel (Supernatural) Summary: Dean is ten years old when he finds the injured seal, exhausted and adrift in the moonlit ocean.
Memory Lane | @thebloggerbloggerfun
Rating: General Word Count: 4421 Main Tags/Warnings: Witch!Castiel, Love Confessions, Cursed!Dean Summary: Dean's best friend Castiel is a genuine, bonafide witch with potions and magic spells to prove it. You'd think he'd have learned by now to be more careful around Castiel's things.
A Different Kind of Magic | @thebloggerbloggerfun
Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 4775 Main Tags/Warnings: Cursed!Dean, Witch!Castiel, Shop owner!Castiel, Summary: Castiel is a witch that prides himself on his healing spells and Dean is that one customer that keeps coming into his shop with a different illness that needs curing. - Castiel looked up and raised an eyebrow. “Well, Dean, you’ve been cursed.” Dean’s eyes widened at the buzzword. “Cursed? What do you mean?” Castiel looked at him sympathetically as he pulled out a small, square bottle. “You either made a witch very angry or made someone that knows a witch very angry.”
A Sacrifice Worth Keeping | @saltnhalo
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Into the Dark | @nickelkeep
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 7092 Main Tags/Warnings: AU - Creatures & Monsters, AU - Modern with Magic, Witch!Castiel, Cambion!Dean, Summary: Castiel looked at Dean's hand and started towards taking it before realizing what was in front of him. ""How did you get in here?"" ""Little bit of B and E. Nothing's broken. I promise."" Dean smiled, and Castiel found himself enchanted a little. But not that much. ""This place is warded against Demons."" Castiel turned his head back towards Sam and focused on him. ""How did not just one, but two of you get in here?""
Flowers in the Snow | @MsJojo96
Rating: Mature Word Count: 8141 Main Tags/Warnings: Witch, witch!cas, barista!cas, familiar, au, alternate universe, destiel Summary: Dean did not plan his christmas to be this way. Snowed in with a total stranger and his two creepy cats. But destiny has a funny way of bringing people together, especially when one of the two people has it's hands in the bowl.
Stone Bline Love | @nickelkeep
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 8823 Main Tags/Warnings: AU - Modern with Magic, AU - Creatures and Monsters, Blind!Dean, Demigod!Dean, Gorgon!Cas Summary: In modern society, creatures are accepted among humans - assuming that the creature can pass as human. Enter Cas, a Gorgon who moved to the city to get away from his judgmental clan, only to find himself judged for the crimes of the ancient past. With the help of a Siren named Charlie, Cas finds home, and a handsome Demigod named Dean.
Burn Out this Love | @spnsmile
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 9389 Main Tags/Warnings: NonCon, Curses, Dubcon, fluff, Romance, jealous Cas, Top!Cas, Bunker Summary: Complete blackout in the Bunker during a stormy night has TFW 2.0 setting up candles in the war room except Dean accidentally lights one of the cursed candles that extracted a part of himself that believes he loves Castiel. A shaman comes to help but not really, resulting in the angel’s short temper and taking matters in his own hands to make Dean remember. Dean did not forget his name after. #written for supernaturalpromptchallenge March prompt: candle:fire
Touch Bonded (WIP) | @Destielshipper4Cas
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 9600 Main Tags/Warnings: Witch Castiel, Alternate Universe - Magic, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Touching Summary: Whenever Dean gets hurt on a hunt, Cas (his witch friend he has a crush on) heals him with a gentle touch that Dean secretly cherishes. When it happens more and more often, the witch gives him a protection amulet that is supposed to keep Dean from getting hurt. Suddenly, Dean notices injuries appear on Cas, and the witch’s explanations for how he got them don’t make much sense. Being touch bonded to a witch can have its perks too, though, and soon Dean finds a way to turn the tables on Cas and show him how good the right kind of touch can feel.
Ensnared | @saltnhalo
Rating: Mature Word Count: 10359 Main Tags/Warnings: Shipwrecked, Creature Castiel, Sailor Dean, Siren Castiel, Fluff, Angst, Masturbation, Desert Island Summary: As the current pulls him a little closer to the island, the singing grows stronger. It’s deep and lyrical and the most beautiful thing he’s ever heard and he’s suddenly overcome by the desperate, searing need to be closer, to hear it in all its intended glory. And as he passes a single spur of rock that juts out a little further into the ocean than the others, Dean sees him.
No Man's Waters | @envydean
Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 21092 Main Tags/Warnings: merman!cas, merman!Dean, merfolk, Angst, Fluff, Happy Ending, Minor Character Death, War, Treason, Touch-Starved Summary: When Castiel is cast out of his territory for disobeying orders for war, he’s left to perish in No Man’s Waters, the treacherous depth between the Garrison Territory and the Huntsman’s Territory. Nothing survives there, and Castiel is barely holding on to life when one of the Huntsmen Merfolk comes to his aid.
Bards and Buskers | @mrshays
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Magic in the Moonlight | @ialwayscomewhenyoucall
Rating: Mature Word Count: 26143 Main Tags/Warnings: angst, fluff, happy ending, dean has anxiety, mechanic!dean, baker!charlie, bird!cas Summary: Once upon a time a boy named Dean lived with his mother, father, and little brother in a world filled with magic. When tragic circumstances left the young brothers without a mom, their father declared that no magic would touch their lives ever again. Years later Dean’s brother has learned to live with magic again, but Dean still lives on the outskirts of town, choosing to befriend the birds in his backyard rather than try to build relationships with people who use magic for nearly everything in life. But then, one ordinary February morning, two things happen that turn Dean’s world upside down: a magical accident leads to him making a most surprising new friend, and a very out-of-place bird--bright blue with messy black feathers on its head and a rather captivating gaze--shows up in his backyard. Suddenly Dean is facing magic again, in very unexpected ways. Can he fly these turbulent skies to find his happily ever after?
Gardens Of Elembor | @navajolovesdestiel
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Contracts and crosswords | @wingsandimpalas
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 45657 Main Tags/Warnings: Warnings: graphic depictions of violence Mentions and flashbacks to child abuse Tags: Enemies to lovers, Angel Dean, Demon castiel, Lawyer Castiel, Bigotry & Prejudice, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Alternate Universe - Magic realism, Hate to Love, Social Worker Dean, Drunk Sex, Misunderstandings, Angst with Happy Ending, Eventual Smut, Slow Burn, Background - Rowena/Sam Winchester/Gabriel, Background Kaia Nieves/Claire Novak Summary: After years of working as Claire’s Guardian angel, Dean's getting ready to let his Charge go. It’s time to let her make a life without him being there to protect her. He probably would have done it too, if he didn't discover that Claire went behind his back making a deal with the infamous lawyer Castiel Gladius. With his past experiences making him wary of demon deals, Dean offers to take Claire's place. Working for a demon he hates, just so his kid doesn’t have too. But will spending 66 days in the presence of the alluring Castiel lead to more than he ever bargained for?
so bitter and so sweet | @pomegranatedaffodil
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 57205 Main Tags/Warnings: Modern with Magic, Magic User Dean, Cop Castiel, Ghosts, Possession, Minor Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, Curses, Past Dean/Benny, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean, Referenced Switching, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary: Dean has known about the family curse ever since it claimed the life of his mother: anyone who dares to love a Winchester is fated to die. When he takes a chance on love and loses his husband Benny, his belief in its power only grows stronger. Two years later, a late-night phone call from his brother Sam sends both of their lives spinning wildly out of control. Then Officer Cas Novak arrives in town, looking into the disappearance of Sam’s girlfriend Ruby, and starts asking questions Sam and Dean can’t answer. Complicating matters even further, Dean feels an immediate, overwhelming connection to the intense, blue-eyed source of their problems. Dealing with all the secrets, the lies, and a brother slowly crumbling under the weight of his guilt doesn’t leave much time for romance, but as Cas gets closer to the truth, he also gets closer to Dean. Inspired by the film Practical Magic.
Lifetime Piling Up | @mittensmorgul
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 58916 Main Tags/Warnings: modern AU, tattoo artist!Dean, trauma surgeon!Cas, canon typical violence, fluff and smut Summary: Cas is having a bad day. He burned his bagel, missed his ride to work and had to run to the hospital in the pouring rain, and then witnessed his attending accidentally kill a patient during a routine surgery. Now he might be on the hook for his boss’s mistake, but was it really a mistake, or is he the next target of Dr. Nick Morningstar’s sick mind games? Dean is also having a bad day. His brother nearly set his kitchen on fire, he’s training a new apprentice in his tattoo shop, and then he gets a mysterious call that Sam needs a ride to the hospital after a freak accident in the pouring rain left him with an injured shoulder. A chance encounter at the hospital leads Dean and Cas to each other after a decade of coincidences and premonitions, and suddenly their worst day might become the foundation for all of their best. A story of choice and destiny, and the power of found family, foretold through uncanny tattoos.
The Closest Thing We Have To Magic | @ellen-of-oz
Rating: Explicit Word Count: 221231 Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate universe - university, Alternate universe - magical realism, Professor Cas, Grad student Dean, Slow Burn, Enemies to Lovers, Mutual Pining Summary: Dean Winchester is a graduate student at Stanford University’s School of the Occult. A naturally-talented mage but a lazy professor and student, he figures he’ll coast through his final year the way he always has: with charisma, charm, and a natural aptitude for magic. All that changes when his thesis advisor, Dr. Castiel Novak, turns out to be the strictest and most challenging educator on-campus. Unfortunately for Dean, the uptight professor is nearly his age and infuriatingly gorgeous. But Castiel is keeping a secret, a powerful talent that’s more a curse than a blessing when he’s targeted by seditious parts of magical society. Can Dean and Cas put aside their animosity—and undeniable chemistry—long enough to instill real change in the magical community? Or will sinister plots and hidden agendas keep them apart?
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I Remember You
A/N: Buckle up and grab your tissues because this WILL hurt so read at your own risk 🤭 I love me some angst. Hid some lyrics from Reminisce about All (다 추억) in here. Also the writing in italics are flashbacks. Enjoy!
“It’s y/n! If you’re listening to this, I can’t come to the phone right now but if you leave your name and number after the beep then I promise to call you back later!” your cheery voice rang through his ears.
A loud sob wrecked his body upon hearing your voice. In a wobbly voice said, “It’s Yonghoon. Call me back please”
He layed on the floor, holding his body in his arms. The ground was cold but he didn’t even notice. He just wanted to be with you. He picked up his phone and dialed your number over and over. Promise. You promised to call back. You never broke a promise so he’d keep trying. Even when his fingers became numb, he didn’t stop. When his phone ran out of battery, that’s when he finally set his phone down.
Hyungu entered the room at that moment looking for Yonghoon, “Hyung?” he called out
He saw Yonghoon crying on the floor, his body shaking as his tears fell uncontrollably. Hyungu sat on the floor next to Yonghoon comforting him.
He embraced the tall boy with a warm hug, “what should I do with you. Why aren’t you answering your phone? Everyone is worried about you. You have to move on and let her go. She’s not going to come back. Why are you torturing yourself like this? She wouldn’t want you to do this to yourself.” Hyungu spoke poliely, not scolding him on purpose because he could see Yonghoon was hurting.
Hyungu took his hand and helped Yonghoon stand up, “Come on, we’re going home. You can’t stay at her house forever and it’s doing you more harm than good.”
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Yonghoon woke up and stared at the ceiling. He was home, in his bed. His arm fell against the cold bedsheets. He was alone in the room. Alone.
Your giggles echoed through the room. “Yonghoon~ you have to wake up” you nudged him lightly
“Why?” he hugged you tighter
“because i’m bored without you. You have to wake up so we can do something fun together” you kiss his cheek
“like what?” he asked
“um...anything!” you giggle
“then let’s sleep” he cuddled further into you and closed his eyes
His eyes filled with tears once more. It hit him that he wouldn’t wake up next to you anymore. He clasped a hand over his mouth to muffle his sobs as he curled into a ball and cried himself to sleep again.
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“Happy birthday baby!” Yonghoon walked into your kitchen
He handed you a bouqet of your favorite flavours, camellias. He kissed you lightly and turned on some music. He set his phone down on your kitchen cabinet, facing your way to film you.
“Thank you but why are you filming?” you asked
“That’s a secret” he winked at you
He took your hand in his and slow danced for a while. Both of your bodies moving to the rhythm. Your laughters echoed through the kitchen. When the music slowed down, he got down on one knee.
He took the ring box out of his pocket. “y/n y/l/n, I love you so much. I want to wake up next to you every day. I want to make you smile when I do dumb things. I want to be there to comfort you when you cry. I want to make you mine forever. Will you marry me?” he opened the box, looking up at you expectantly
You clasped a hand over your mouth, nodding your head. He stood up, sliped on the ring and picked you up. He spun you around and kissed you. “You made me the happiest man on earth!”
Yonghoon closed his phone. He wanted to see your face again but it hurt too much when he watched old videos or photos. He felt like crying again but no tears would come out. It’s been 4 months since you left him.
He didn’t know how to keep going. He wanted it to stop hurting but it only hurt more. How was he supposed to keep living without you in his life anymore?
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“It’s been a year. Wow, a year. Since you left. I hope you’re doing well. I blamed myself. ‘Why did I not know’ ‘I could have helped you’ I had these kinds of thoughts often. You were in pain every day. You should have told me. I would’ve still loved you the same. I miss you so much and i’m still not fine. I remember you everyday and not a day goes by where I don’t think of you. I cried uncontrollably that day, that night. I cried every day. I still do. I love you. I haven’t dated anyone. You were the one for me but now that you’re not mine anymore. I have lots of good memories with you that i’ll cherish. I’m sorry for all the hurtful things I said to you, I take them all back. I love you so much.” Yonghoon wiped away his tears and set down a bouqet of camellia flowers on your grave.
He touched the stone with your name engraved. He wised you had told him that you were sick. He wouldn’t have left if you told him you had a terminal illness. He still wasn’t alright even though it’s been a year.
He went to a bar to have a drink. There was a lot on his mind but you were the main topic. He thought of you every day. He smiled with a drink in hand, he could finally talk about it now.
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