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okay, one thing about james. he is the only marauder (casting peter aside) who i just can't forgive. i like remus, and while i dislike sirius i can at least appreciate his strenghts and his good sides. but i can't forgive james for the swm incident and many people seem to have trouble understanding why this isolated event ruins his entire character. because i am willing to believe that he worked on himself and became a better person after hogwarts (mainly because i don't think lily would have ever married him otherwise). i completely believe that even at hogwarts, he was considered a likable person by many. that he was fun to be around and friendly to most. that he wasn't all bad or only a bully.
but here's the thing. there are things you only have to do once to be irredeemable, and what happened in snapes worst memory, to me, is one of those things. i do not care if james was an amazing person outside of this one incident. and i understand that everyone has different morals and that other people can forgive james - or not forgive severus. unlike james, severus got a chance to redeem himself and he took it. he was still a bully, but here's where my personal perception comes into play again. i had many awful teachers who were bullies and i know how much it sucks (in my country, teachers are insanely hard to get fired, meaning they truly can get away with almost anything including obvious discrimination). i can't justify his mistreatment of students, but to me his good sides outweigh it, so i can forgive and like him despite this flaw while others can not which is valid too. but sexual harassment is not something i can forgive no matter the circumstances or the person who did it. i would feel the same way if the roles had been reversed and james had been the victim - i wouldn't be a snape stan. ultimately we all have our own individual morals that play into how we perceive these complex characters.
tldr: it doesn't matter to me if james was a balanced character and a good person outside of swm because committing sexual harassment 'just once' is still one time too many and makes anyone permanently irredeemable in my eyes
#last post for tonight i promise#had to get this out of my system aswell#and honestly this should apply to sirius too#especially because he never felt sorry about it even as an adult#yea i lowkey hate sirius tbh#but he did live longer than james and therefore we got to see more of his good side#he did not redeem himself but i still find him slightly more likable than james because he had more chances to show his good side#and at the very least he was not the one who suggested taking off snapes underwear so thats something#pro snape#anti marauders#anti james potter#snapes worst memory#severus snape#of course this entire post assumes that the reader considers swm a form of SA which unfortunately we know not nearly everyone does
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Day 2: food play | wolfstar
smut
TW: NSFW oral (fem receiving), fingering
You just came back from your date in Hogsmade, Remus was carrying a heavy bag full of candies, while Sirius held your hand. You didn’t quite understand why they decided to buy so many candies, but you thought it only made sense: it was Halloween season, there wasn’t such thing as too much sugar.
Once at their dormitory, you sprawled on their bed, while they locked the door. Soon, they were on the bed, one of them on either side of you.
"You look gorgeous, love" Remus was gazing into your eyes, making you blush slightly. Sirius trailed his hand slowly on your arm, then brushing his fingertips over the exposed skin below your navel, making you squirm: you couldn't help it, when you were near them, you always felt a deep rooted need.
You saw them exchanging a knowing look, before casting a silencing spell.
"Now love, are you going to be a good girl for us and undress?"
You nodded, slightly confused: they usually started off slowly, but you didn't mind them ordering you around, it was quite hot honestly.
You obeyed, unbottoning your jeans and taking off your shirt. You felt slightly exposed, they were dressed while you laid there in your panties and bra: you had to resist the urge to cover yourself.
"You look like an angel"
"Me and Remus had an idea" Sirius cut him off, getting up to pick up a pack of his favourite gummies and one of chocolates.He looked at you with a devilish grin "Now, love, you will stay very still for us, and we will make you feel so good" You nodded frantically.
Remus picked up the bag of chocolates, opening it with his teeth. He then proceeded to work on the front clasp of your bra, exposing your breasts.
"So beautiful" You blushed, waiting for their next move. The fact that you didn’t have a clue on their plans made you even more aroused, the power dynamic making you nearly feverish with need.
Remus started to position the sweet treats all around your nipples and in the valley between your breasts. Every touch made you want to squirm, but you knew that you couldn't, they said to stay put.
Sirius covered the line from your breasts to your mound in candies. "We thought of a little game. We’re going to play with you, but if you let even one of these candies fall, your orgasm will be denied, so stay put, do you understand?"
"Yes, yes I understand"
Sirius fingertips grazed your clit slightly: you knew he was testing the waters, wanting to know how much you were willing to obey. You stayed still, even though your body begged to squirm, you didn't.
He then put a little more pressure on it, while Remus started to suck on the chocolate right next to your left nipple, then dragging it on your chest, writing an "R" on it. Every touch seemed to be amplified; the soft texture of the gummies being dragged on your sensitive skin made you feel on fire.
Sirius lowered his head on the candy right above your most sensitive area and sucked on it. Then, slowly, he dragged it right on your clit, applying even more pressure.
You knew you couldn’t move, and you hated them for this, because they knew how responsive you were to their touch. You’ve always hated being restrained, but now you wish you were, that way you wouldn’t be thinking about staying still and actually enjoy their touches.
“Now love, you seem a little distracted, we should do something about it” Remus then started teasing and sucking your right nipple, his other hand now pinching the other one. He knew how sensitive you were. He stopped to chew on the chocolate, winking down at you, then resuming to kiss your skin.
Meanwhile, Sirius had lowered his head on your core, and was beginning to suck on your clit, while his index finger teased your whole slightly.
If they kept this up, you were sure you were bound to come soon, the stimulation being nearly overwhelming.
“I’m… Sirius”
“Aw, you’re about to come already, love?” As soon as the words were out of his mouth, they both stopped touching you altogether, making you whine desperately. “Remi, she tastes sweeter than usual, you should really try��
Remus reached for Sirius collar, and they started to make out right above you, the sight of them together so hot, you thought you might come by just watching them.
After a while, they finally went back to focusing on you, switching positions. “Angel, you were so good for us, we’ll let you come now”
Remus started sucking your clit, while Sirius entered you with one of his fingers, and you soon felt the orgasm nearing, they sensed it. “Let go for us, love. You’ve been such a good girl, listening to us. Come for us, angel”
And you did, Sirius kissing you while they both worked you through it, stopping when you clearly got overstimulated.
As soon as you got your breath under control, you opened your eyes. "Wow, that was-"
"We know, we're the best boyfriends ever, you got so lucky, yada yada, now come here, we're going to have hot shower sex" Sirius picked you up, throwing you on his shoulder, taking off for the bathroom.
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Sirius Black: Hobbies and Interests
The second part of The Sirius Black Headcanons Series! Here, I explore what he would have loved to do, and I hope you enjoy reading these!
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Loves flying, and is outstanding at it. Does not play Quidditch, but he does play air polo— polo on flying horses, or brooms if horses are not available. He does not care which one as long as he gets to play the sport. He also did competitive broom racing in school, and won a lot of trophies because he was just so bloody good at it. When James' mother gifted him a muggle bike for his 18th birthday, he enchants it to fly, and goes for a ride at least thrice a week. (James tried once to get Sirius to play Quidditch, but ended up getting roped into air polo himself.)
Competitive Duelling before he graduated Hogwarts and joined the Order. He participated everywhere— open circuits, a lot of closed competitions, and invite-only events— all over Europe and the Americas. Generally he was out of Hogwarts twice a month for two to three days, and he won a lot of them. He is an excellent duellist and everyone knows it; he won the U-19 Europe Open at the age of fourteen, a tournament that had over 2000 participants.
Playing the violin. It is the one thing apart from Duelling that his mother didn't force onto him as a child— he asked for classes of his own volition after seeing his grandmother Melanie play a truly beautiful tune when putting baby Regulus to sleep. He was naturally talented, and he practiced for years and years, and even after his tutor declared his education complete, he practised for at least 20 minutes every day. He played for himself rather than performing, and especially he played to put baby Harry to sleep, so much so that Harry would refuse to sleep if Sirius was not there.
Reads everything he can get his hands on. Everything. He prefers the genres of mystery, thriller, murder, historical and political fiction and mythologies of different religions. He and James devour books like they breathe air, both of them possessing excellent memory and being able to recall everything almost perfectly after only one read. Reading is a hobby he got from his father; they used to spend a lot of time together in the Black family library, debating topics ranging from Academics to Practical Magic to Ancient Philosophy to Current Affairs.
He enjoys spellcrafting a lot. Most of the pranks the Marauders play are planned with the spells that Sirius and James create. It is a little... illegal to experiment, but honestly he does not care. There are loopholes in those laws, and he knows them— he has read his father's law books. As long as nobody is adversely affected by his experimentation, and he sticks to a few ground rules, he should be fine. Besides, all his inventions came in handy when he was messing around with his motorbike.
Pranking. Do we even need to expand on this? Sirius is a genius, and he gets bored easily. Classwork is too easy for him, so he sets his sights on something interesting; the practical aspects of magic. Pranking, for him and James, is not just about taking the piss out of someone; it is about pushing the limits of magic, about accomplishing feats in magic people tell them are extremely difficult. It is about figuring out what magic can do if the limits of imagination are pushed. For the two of them, pranking is a giant experiment on the practicality, uses and effects of magic. They research, they read theses, textbooks, dissertations, encyclopaedias, they take notes and attend the higher year classes, and then they apply their knowledge to creative magical pranking.
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constellation - wolfstar microfic - word count: 2055
Remus entered the room looking down, deep in thought.
“Moony! What’s with the face?” asked James, he got to the room a little bit before him and was heading to his bed.
Remus looked at him, really looked, James, one of his best friends, gigantic heart, patient like no one else, he was always on the front line for his friends, always a kind word, a soft look, a good ear. Figured if he could talk to anyone, it’d be him, and found out he was actually itching to get it out of his system.
So, he sighed and walked his way.
“Prongs, actually, can I talk to you for a minute? Where you going somewhere?”
“Oh, sure Moons! I was looking for my gloves before heading to the Quidditch field, but it’s only me practicing so I got time, what’s up?”
He took a moment, he was actually gonna do it, it seemed easier in his head, but right now, he felt suddenly nervous. James encouraged him to sit on the bed with him.
“Well? What’s on your mind?”
“Prongs, I-“, he licked his lips.
His friend frowned, “Remus, should I worr-“
“IlikeSirius”
A moment of silence.
“What?”
He took a deep breath again, closing his eyes and sighed heavily while opening them
“I… I like Sirius”
“O…kay? Me too?”
“No, Prongs… I… like him. As in… I’m a little bit in… love with him”
“You… WHAT?!”
He panicked, has it been a mistake? Should he backtrack and say it was a joke?
Seeing Remus’ face, James hurried to clarify
“Wait, no, I, sorry Moons, I didn’t mean to be rude, it just… took me by surprise I guess, umm, wanna tell me a bit more?”
Okay, maybe it wasn’t all lost, he could do it.
“I don’t really know when… I just…” he couldn’t find the words, hasn’t thought this far through honestly, and what exactly did he feel for his friend? How could he explain? “I really don’t know when it changed, one day he was just my friend, the next day I realised I was somehow upset? whenever I saw him with girls or whatever, figured it was because I didn’t want him to spend less time with us, and then, suddenly one day, I saw hip applying lip balm and thought ‘huh, how would it feel to kiss the strawberry off his lips?’ And stilled, because you just don’t think things like that about your friends; after that it all went down, I saw him everywhere all the time, and it… it wouldn’t stop, every normal thing he did was suddenly huge, I couldn’t stop staring at him, watching his hands gesticulate when he talked, his cheeky smile when he thought of a prank, the length of his bloody eyelashes, it was so frustrating, I started to blush whenever I heard him laugh, I think I’m going insane” he looked up to find his friend gaping at him with wide eyes “oh, sorry, I guess it was too much?”
James got out of his trance and looked at him softly smiling that warm James Potter smile “no Moons, not too much, just surprised you… felt that way, I can see you really need to get it out”
“I feel like vomiting, both literally and figuratively, are you… weirded out?”
He saw his friend think for a moment before shaking his head
“No, not really” he frowned a bit and relaxed “it actually makes sense, you two are very close, I know how people usually feel about umm queerness, but you’re my friend Moony” he grabbed his hand and squeezed it “you’re my best friend, how could I be weirded out by you? I know you, it’s not typical, yeah, but who am I to tell someone who should or shouldn’t fancy or love?”
Remus sighed again, he felt a huge backpack off his shoulders “thanks Prongs, you’re an amazing friend, you knew that?”
He saw him shrug confidently “so I’ve been told” and looked at him again in that soft way he had reserved for his friends “Moony, are you going to tell him?”
And there it was, his biggest fear, she shook his head sadly
“No, I don’t think so, how would you feel if suddenly your guy best friend confessed?”
“I don’t know, but I wouldn’t want him suffering in silence, I mean, I’d prefer to know I guess”
“Is not that easy, I don’t wanna ruin our friendship”
“You don’t think he can feel the same way?”
He snorted, yeah sure, as if Sirius Black could like him
“No way, first of all, have you seen how many girlfriends he’s had? And second of all, have you seen me?”
That put a deep defensive frown in his friend’s face
“What do you mean have I seen you? What’s wrong with you?”
“How much time do you have” he said rolling his eyes
“Moony, you’re amazing, and handsome, even I can admit that, don’t think so low of you”
“Well, still, I don’t think he likes blokes so…”
“Have you asked him?”
“Of course not”
“Then?”
He sighed “it’s… complicates Prongs, I’d rather keep his friendship intact, I really don’t know how could he react or what he could think of me”
“Give him more credit, he wouldn’t push you off”
“It’s easy to say when the feelings are not towards you”
A moment of silence, then James broke it looking at him
“Okay Moons, tell me then”
“What?”
“Whatever you want to, everything, take it off your chest, tell me everything you feel about him, what would you tell him if you could”
“That might really freak you out”
“It won’t, I promise, you need to let it out”
A moment
“Okay, I-“ he felt suddenly a bit shy, but he stared at his hands, it’d be just like talking to his journal, he thought, James was giving him the space he needed and maybe it’d help him, maybe if he wasn’t full of it he could actually look at Sirius and not feel like a ticking bomb. “You know summer evenings? When you’re just laying on the grass watching the water in the lake as still as it can get, feeling the warm breeze caress your hair, the last rays of sunshine in your face? Right in that golden hour when everything’s at peace, when the world stops for a minute and you feel the happiest you’ve ever been and will ever be, that nothing can go wrong and life is wonderful?”
“Yeah”
“That’s how I feel when I look at him, he feels like a summer evening every time I see him smile, I feel like I could do everything in life if say or do something that makes him laugh, like I’d trade everything I own for him to throw his head back and explode in laughter without other care in the world, he feels… safe, like home, like I could sleep in the curves of his curls. Watching his eyes go from blue to gray in cold days is like getting to know the best kept secret, I could trace by memory every mole, I could chart all his freckles and create the most beautiful constellations, I could listen to him talk about anything and everything like he’s my favourite record, I- as you can see I can become the sappiest idiot, I swear, the girls wouldn’t rival me” he chuckled.
A minute and he looked up to find James looking at him with the saddest smile.
“Moons…” he said in a whisper “that’s… you’re… that was beautiful. Are you absolutely sure he wouldn’t feel the same way?”
He opened his mouth to refute again, when the wardrobe door beat him, opening slowly. Everything stilled, the world paused, he was pretty damn sure even time stopped, because there, inside, was Sirius Black himself, looking fragile, face unreadable full of feelings, Remus thought he was going to die right then and there, he could barely speak
“Si-Sirius, I-“
A hand on halt and he closed his mouth instantly, next to him James held his breath
“Padfoot? What were you doing there?”
“Did you… mean all that?” Said ignoring James and holding Remus’ gaze
“I-“
“Did you?” Said hurriedly
There was no point in lying now, cards where on the table apparently, and if he was lucky, at least he might even instead of losing
“I- Yes Sirius I- I meant all of it” said closing his eyes “but you don’t- please I can’t-“ he opened them up again and grew wide when he saw tears in the corner of his friends eyes “Siriu-“
“I would…”
Silence
“I would feel the same way… just so you know”
“You… what?”
A chuckle
“I didn’t think you could feel the same way I did”
“You…?!”
“Padfoot you like Moony back?” Asked James excitedly, both friends looked at him then and he felt out of place “oh I umm, sorry, got carried away, of course you can talk about it without me here, I’ll just, uh, go” he went for the door when he heard Sirius calling
“Prongs”, as he turned, a pair of gloves flew to him, caught them just in time, “I was actually hiding to scare you the moment you came looking for them, I was about to jump when moony came in.
“Oh” he snorted, “well, thanks, I’ll be on the field if you guys need me, yeah?”
“Sure pal”
James left the room and suddenly, the air thickened
“Remus, look at me?”
He did, and oh he was doomed, those eyes held the entire universe in them
“Moony, my Moony” Sirius approached carefully and sit on the spot James left “how… how long?”
Remus took a breath “I really don’t know… Way too bloody much though” he chuckled “you… you really…?”
“Yes”, no hesitation
“How? When? How? I mean…”
Sirius shrugged, “I don’t know, I guess since the beginning but I didn’t notice until we grew up a bit more, I always found you handsome but… liking you? A while ago, I wanted to be with you all the time, and you’re the first one I wanna show a new song, or talk about my day, I think of you every time there’s chocolate cauldron and save one up in case you get late for lunch, it’s happened since forever. I just didn’t think you….”
“Yes”, his turn to be firm about it
A minute
“Could you really map a constellation from my freckles?”, Sirius joked, because of course he could
“I can”
“Show me”
“Well”, he started drawing lines in his face, slowly, softly, actually enjoying the fact that he could touch him this intimately “it starts with this one here, under your eye, right to this one on the top of your nose, up to the bigger one on your cheekbone, and back to the centre of your lower lip”
He stopped there for a second, and when he was about to move away, Sirius kissed his finger softly, Remus’ breath hitched as he looked at him, then Sirius grabbed his hand, opening it fully and kissing it
“Moony”
And that was it, he wasn’t about to wait any longer, Remus cradled his face, got closer but stopped an inch away, looking into Sirius eyes for something that’d stop him, he couldn’t find anything, just saw him closing his eyes and a second later the distance there was left.
Kissing Sirius Black felt like nothing he’s ever experienced before, his lips were soft and moved carefully around his, felt him open his mouth, and the moment he tasted his tongue knew there was no going back, he’d never feel this again with anyone, it was as if a supernova exploded in his chest, he felt like crying, and laughing, and breathing, and dying and living all at the same time, actually, he was probably doing all of it.
They separated a little bit, Sirius moved forward again and pecked him, and pecked him, and pecked him again, as if making sure it was real, Remus giggled and pecked him back, just because he could, and when their eyes met, they smiled
“If I’m your summer evenings, to me, you’re the rest of the days and nights”
And oh, he loved summer
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English is not my first language, so please forgive grammar mistakes, also idk if 2000 words count as “microfic” lol but thanks for reading 🌻
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The Way Things Go
Chapter 2: Don't Look Up
1996
Sirius felt like he had just fallen asleep when he was woken by screaming and Pomfrey scrambling to put an oxygen mask on him. His eyes widened with fear, realizing they were actively crashing. He grabbed Remus' arm for some sort of comfort or stability, shaking him awake. “Remus. Remus, please. Wake up. Remus.”
“Hm?” Remus looked around and he got startled as well, trying to unbuckle. Mary was hunched over in her seat and muttering to herself. Marlene and Dorcas held onto each other tightly. Regulus genuinely seemed scared more than anyone else and if Sirius wasn't frozen with fear, he'd go over and comfort him. But he felt glued to his chair.
“I… I don't - how'd this-” he was at a loss for words and was honestly praying that this was just some bad dream. That he'll wake up and they'll be safe in California.
“Just- just brace yourselves. Our pilots are doing everything they can.” Minerva spoke though her voice gave away that she was panicking too. “You're all wearing your masks so it- … it should be fine. We'll be fine.”
Sirius dug his nails into Remus' arm and screwed his eyes shut, willing himself to fall asleep again.
The next time Sirius came to, they'd already crash landed and this time, it was Remus shaking him awake.
“Oh, thank god. Come on, plane's on fire.” Remus heaved a huge relieved sigh as he helped Sirius up. Sirius noticed that his limp was worse and slung an arm around to help him walk. “You okay, Rem?”
“I'll be fine. Hope I can find my cane.” Remus put a lot of weight on Sirius to keep himself stable, holding on to the shorter man. Sirius nodded and brought Remus to the others, helping him sit.
“And if not, maybe you could use a branch.”
“Yeah. Maybe…. Probably.” Remus hissed as he shifted. Sirius watched with concern. He felt scared and like a trapped animal and in all honesty, wanted to run away. Wanted to hide even if he had little to no survival skills. Instead, he looked around to see if he could help anyone else. Peter was already tending to quite a few other team members, aiding them or advising how to. Probably best that way. The most Sirius knew how to do was apply band aids.
“Anyone seen Minnie or Poppy?” Lily asked. Her hair was singed in some places and there were several scrapes on her hands and legs, most likely from escaping the plane. She also had the same scared expression Sirius was feeling and that made him feel slightly better. He shook his head. “No… no. I mean, Poppy put a mask on me before we crashed. I'm sure she's fine.”
Lily smiled curtly and ran around to the other side of the plane to search for the coaches. Marlene jumped up from behind Sirius, making him yelp.
“You were in the way. Just gonna stand there?”
“Sorry for not responding better after we've just crashed.”
“Whatever, lover boy. Just move.”
“Lover boy?” Sirius raised an eyebrow.
“Like you're not? With all the times you ogle-”
“I'm not. Piss off, Mckinnon.”
Marlene cackled as she left. Sirius sighed and ran a hand through his hair. If they were stuck here, he wondered if his parents would miss him. Then he wondered if he'd even want them to. Walburga and Orion were by no means the poster children for model parents. Not even with Regulus who they blatantly favored more. That made him start crying again because everyone who would miss him was here too. No one back home fretting over him. He'd been just about to scream when he tripped over something. Letting out a gasp, he saw it was one of the plane wings and McGonagall was trapped under it.
“Hello? Who's there? Can you help me? Poppy?” McGonagall called out, only able to see so far in her trapped position.
“Guys! I found McGonagall!” Sirius shouted. “You’re going to be okay, McGonagall.” Sirius knelt beside her. Lily, Barty, Sybill, Peter and Dorcas came to help.
“Shit…. That looks painful.” Barty stared with wide eyes. Dorcas elbowed him and scoffed. “That's not helpful, idiot.”
“Ow.”
“We need to move the wing and her.” Sirius instructed. Lily went to McGonagall’s other side while the rest grabbed the edge of the wing and lifted. Sirius and Lily pulled McGonagall out from under it quickly and gasped when they saw her leg. It was red from the thigh down and practically not even there, mangled.
“Oh God.”
“I'm gonna be sick.”
Dorcas rubbed Lily's back as she hunched over.
“What? What is it?” McGonagall demanded. She couldn't move to see the condition, much less even feel her leg and the way everyone reacted didn't reassure her. “One of you tell me! What's wrong with my leg?!”
“McGonagall, uhm-” Sirius started. Barty cut him off. He had grabbed a plane instrument and used it to chop off the mangled part of McGonagall’s leg. Surprised, Sybill screamed and attracted more attention.
“What the fuck, Crouch?!” Evan exclaimed, seeing him hold the bloodied metal.
“Her leg was useless anyways and could've infected her and made her sick.”
“And how the fuck would you know that??”
“Please stop shouting. Panicking doesn't help anything for Christ's sake.” McGonagall said shrilly. “Any of you got a belt or something to make a tourniquet?”
Sirius took his own belt off and followed McGonagall's instructions, fastening above her bleeding stumpy leg to stop the flow. His breathing was uneven and it felt as if this day just kept getting worse and worse. He'd be damned if they didn't save at least one adult.
“Thank you, Sirius.” McGonagall sighed. “Anyone know where Poppy is?”
“Haven't seen her yet. She'll probably turn up….” Sybill looked apologetic.
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Their bags had been found and 12 out of 13 people had been accounted for. At least those who survived the crash. No one wanted to admit out loud that Poppy most likely died too because then they'd have to relay the information to McGonagall and that was wanted least of all so they just agreed that she had to have fallen out somewhere else and would turn up by tomorrow. With McGonagall's help, they got a fire going and were huddled around it, all just processing the very real, very scary situation they'd found themselves in. It was quiet for a good while until Sirius broke the silence.
“What if it's karma?”
“What?” Barty struggled not to laugh.
“Karma. Like, the universe is trying to tell you to take your shot before it's gone. Lost forever. And getting stuck in some forest is the consequence.”
“Oh yeah? What shot would that be, Black?”
Sirius glanced at Remus. “I don't know. Nevermind.”
“I date guys without ever really feeling anything for them.” Marlene blurted out. Her cheeks tinted pink at the followed silence. “I think I might like girls but like, it's not as if I could ever confirm. I just- I wanna be like every other girl.”
“I steal things to get my father's attention. I don't even want or need them. I just miss him.” Sybill added.
“I used gorilla glue to hang up posters of male models to spite my father.” Barty admitted with shaky breath.
“I called Dumbledore a cunt once. In my head but I still felt bad.” Peter admitted. That made everyone laugh. Though not to be mean, more like they were just beyond scared and didn't know how else to respond to everything about the situation. Sharing the worst things they've done Incase they don't make it out.
“definitely why we crashed, Pete.” Sirius joked.
Remus spluttered, feeling something drip onto his forehead. He tilted his head back, curious since no other part of him was wet so it couldn't be rain. Sirius frowned, confused until he looked up too and screamed, jumping away.
Poppy laid face down on a tree branch, held up by a limb of the tree impaling her middle. Everyone else looked and screamed in horror.
#marauders#remus lupin#remus x sirius#sirius black#wolfstar#fyp#ao3#my writing#dorcas meadowes#marlene mckinnon#minerva mcgonagall#mary macdonald#lily evans#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#peter pettigrew#regulus black
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You know that thing that’s like HBP!Narcissa asking Draco where his father or his aunt is and him responding with something like “I don’t know, but have you checked Azkaban, where everyone in this room should be?” That honestly perfectly applies to the Black family gatherings too. Even better if it’s somehow the canon timeline, because Bella and Sirius (technically) should be in Azkaban then
So true.
#draco malfoy#lucius malfoy#bellatrix black#bellatrix lestrange#sirius black#regulus black#regulus deserved better#narcissa black#narcissa malfoy#andromeda tonks#andromeda black#anon asks#ask box#asks
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Heyyyy how are you ? I found your account and first thing I noticed is that you like Remus ( as everyone should honestly I love him) but anyway
Do you feel like sharing some head cannons about him ? Totally fine if you’re not but thought I’d ask at least.
Have the best day ever!!!
YES YES YES YES I'D LOVE TO SHARE SOME HEADCANNONS
here are some of my faves
He's Welsh (obviously) and is from Pwllheli. He lives in a flat above a pub that his mum owns (i have this whole headcannon where he and Dorcas are step siblings and he has an older brother too but it goes almost completely against cannon so i won't go into detail here)
He's left handed
He's always cold
He works really hard in school because one day in third year he saw a werewolf apply for a job at the three broomsticks. The moment the owner saw that he was a werewolf he kicked him out as the rest of the pub shamed him. From then on Remus knew that he couldn't afford to be average and worked extra hard in school so that employers would have less of a reason to overlook him
He secretly thought that he and Snape would make good friends but never said anything or acted on it because he valued his friendship with James and Sirius more
He fell for Sirius first when they were in third year
HE WAS BISEXUALLLL HE WAS SO BISEXUAL
He knew every defensive spell in the book because he taught himself all of them in fear that he would be attacked once his secret was out
He knew he wasn't getting through his life without being exposed. Especially as time went on and more and more people started finding out. His entire life he prepared himself for what could happen once everyone knew
He got on really well with kids and always wanted to adopt kids one day (he never wanted to have them biologically)
He was always preparing for the worst. He assumed that everything was temporary
He hated Sirius' motorcycle
He needed to start using a cane when he was in sixth year
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING!!!!!
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it always makes me cringe when people talk about sirius being an irresponsible adult in the hp series or that he's too harsh and should know at this point in this life how to treat house elves and the people around him, and i just...no?
i mean, think about it. sirius grew up with walburga and orion as parents. he probably didn't learn anything about compassionate/kind/gentle human interaction until he started at hogwarts (except maybe trying to figure out how to be a good brother to regulus), and he was still just a kid, trying to survive in a death eater household.
and while he may have figured out how to treat house elves at hogwarts, there is no reason he would realize he was supposed to apply that to kreacher. honestly, why would he even want to? kreacher was desperately devoted to walburga. he spouted all the same shit she did, and he probably helped walburga hurt sirius. so even if sirius knew better about house elves, the way he treated kreacher was probably a defense mechanism (don't get me wrong, i'm not excusing it. i'm just saying there's something deeper going on.)
as for the bullying, there's really no excuse for that. i will never support it, but snape gave as good as he got. and i have other thoughts on that, but i'll save that for another post.
and back to him being irresponsible - he went into azkaban at 22. he lost his entire life at 22. he was completely removed from society at 22. how the hell would he have figured out adulting by the time he was out of azkaban? plus, after azkaban, he spent two years on the run, again, away from society (15 years now), and then another year stuck in grimmauld place (16 years now), literally the house of his nightmares, with his dead mother even screaming at him occasionally, with the house elf that may have had a hand in his abuse that also served as a constant reminder of his dead brother whose death he still feels guilt over, unable to help his godson, who also serves as a constant reminder of his friends he was unable to save. plus - remus. literally a living symbol of all the years he missed, all the moons he was away, all the time they could have had together, but remus was forced to move on, and sirius hadn't even had the chance to realize the people who were his peers, had to move on (while he was sitting in a torture chamber). all this while peter is running free, the man responsible for most, if not all, of his misery the last 16 years. beyond that, in azkaban, all he did was relive his worst memories, most of which would be from his teenage years. looking at it that way, when he got out of azkaban, his mind was nowhere near mid 30s. at most, he had the mindset of early 20s. he never even had the opportunity to grow up, let alone be responsible for himself and his godson.
in my opinion, he was doing very well for what he went through. he was definitely doing his absolute best, and that's all we can ask of him.
#sirius black#regulus black#marauders#hp#harry potter#james potter#lily evans#azkaban#prisoner of azkaban#walburga black#orion black#kreacher#black brothers#noble and most ancient house of black#grimmauld place#remus lupin#wolfstar#anti snape#hp analysis
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ridi im sorry i need to rant and i think youll get it 😭 like not to be a bitch but this fandom kinda going off the rails and annoying the shit out of me https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRbYASpf/ everybody in the comments unironically loving it,,, i mean wtvr ship who you want but its kinda getting delusional like ppl are just operating on thin air and pretty fancasts atp and i do Not understand or emotionally connect with any of it. at least w wolfstar theres so much material and foundation to explore but what is all the rest of this?? just hot celebrity fancasts and crack. to be fair part of me respects taking a terfs canon material and making everybody gay but the way it seems to be so oversaturating fics and the fandom that characters dont even feel like their original selves .. atp its all just surface level OCs
hello! yes! i'll be honest talking about things like this always make me a little nervous, and i feel obligated to preface anything i say with a disclaimer that none of it really matters, nothing i say matters, and you should do what you like, because--who cares. i am not an authority on--anything, frankly. my opinion holds no more weight than the next guy's, and all i'm doing here is giving it, so. essentially what im saying is--people are perfectly entitled to disagree with me, but people are not entitled to be mean to me about it xx
having said that. it is my personal opinion that s x barty is one of the worst fucking things i have ever heard lol. who even is barty who is that guy. why would s be interested in him at all. i do not understand it it does not make sense to me. from where are we sourcing the character traits and personality that we are giving barty that would ever endear sirius to him, because it objectively cannot be canon.
overall i do not get the new interest in barty + evan + pandora (+ regulus, but we won't go there)...at all, other than guessing that people were bored with the marauders and wanted a new version of them (and new celebrities to fancast) while simultaneously changing next to nothing about them other than superimposing them onto the first slytherin side characters they could rustle up. i expect ive become a bit of a broken record in regards to my dislike of the popular meow-meow-ification + complete absolution of regulus as a character in order to make him a loveable oc (just as i think erasing all the negative traits that r/s have in order to make them more likeable is just as boring), and all of that applies to those other guys as well (with the slight difference that they are, somehow, even less interesting and significant than regulus in canon), so i won't get into that too much. but i think what you say about having no emotional connection to any of it is exactly right lol--it is a sort of shift? i guess? in the fandom that is simply of no interest to me. they are characters that i just have no emotional investment in and admittedly struggle a little to understand why other people do. i am emotionally invested in, like, five characters overall (and even out of those--there's only two i'm really here for innit xx) and i personally cannot extend that investment to a creepy little side character who is mentioned maybe twice in the entire series.
and that is okay! i do not need to understand it. i don't want to say it annoys me because honestly--i don't go there, its nothing to do with me. if i dont like it i just wont interact with it, and the fact that it doesn't interest me has no bearing on what other people are into or want to do, and i couldn't give less of a shit what people do with the canon material, which is largely garbage anyway. take the bits you want from it, play around with those and ignore the rest. in that respect we are all doing exactly the same thing. but yeah i think s x barty is genuinely awful lol. hate it. very terrible. he's already got a loser werewolf boyfriend and he loves him so so much. leave him alone.
#i know most people are reasonable and thus it is perhaps overly cautious of me to insist on shrouding my unpopular#opinions in like. layer upon layer of placatory disclaimers but. well im a rather anxious guy i can't help it xx but im going to use these#tags to have a bit more of a consequence-less hater hour so. if you like regulus or barty or any of that lot i suggest you look away now#because i am about to express opinions about them that you probably wouldnt agree with + wouldnt enjoy reading!!#like full warning what im about to do is NOT any sort of analysis or defence of my opinion i will just be hating on them. is that clear.#okay. having said that. hater hour. barty and evan and honestly regulus were all cunts? like they were terrible people why do we care#about them now. regulus interests me solely as a piece of context for sirius' character. i could not give less of a shit about him as a#person in his own right. which leads me to my next hater moment: why oh why oh WHY on earth would canon james potter be interested#in canon regulus black. it makes sense in like a muggle au where they are virtually completely different characters but canon?#why would he be attracted to him. there is nothing. there is no chemistry i am ASLEEP and so is james. he would not give that#guy a second look. like it just baffles me it truly does. i feel like you have to bend over backwards to create a situation in which#james potter would ever show an interest in regulus. and i know jegulus is a fucking force to be reckoned with nowadays but god i just#do not like that ship. also i think the fact that barty and pandora and evan are essentially just oc characters who have been coloured#in by general fanon consensus shows in that what they have become is just. not interesting or complex or well fleshed out lol. like#idk i feel like they are just. very shallow. deliberately. so they are easy to like and easy to ship because that is what theyre there for.#god it feels so good to say all this. i will never be a hater again (<- lying) but i needed to be able to just. say this just once xx#also if you needed any more indication what barty and evan and regulus are here to do you just have to look at their#super-hot super-conventionally attractive celebrity model fancasts. like it all adds up its like but what if these death eaters were#not actually evil :-( what if they were really sweet and also? so so hot. like they were all so hot and actually really good#and none of them meant to be evil they didnt want to be :-( they were just hot good guys all in love with each other and the evil stuff#they did wasnt their fault :-( like that has to be. the most boring thing you couldve possibly done with these blank slates. surely.#anyway. im done now but i enjoyed hater hour immensely this was so fucking good for my soul xx thanks and goodnight xx#anon#telegram#scream hang on sorry. just looked at the comments of that tiktok where people are saying they were prison besties. girl. girl.#girl they were in prison for very different reasons baby. baby you know that right. baby look at me. look at me
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Imagine going to a party with Sirius
"Hurry up, Y/n!" Lily screamed from their room, into the bathroom.
"What? I'm ready." Y/n walked out, placing one hand on the doorframe, showing her outfit for the night. A tight black dress with some silver stones on the side of her body, hugging her perfectly and matching with some silver high heels.
Marlene applied some lipstick to her lips and looked up. She turned around and howled. "Merlin, look at you. Sirius is gonna eat you alive." She joked.
Y/n smirked about it. "mh, I like the sound of that." She told her honestly.
Marlene took her hand and sat her down in front of the mirror, applying some makeup to her face two, while Dorcas did y/n's hair, but not before giving her girlfriend a kiss, sharing the lipstick.
Y/n looked to them and rolled her eyes smirking. "You guys are sharing everything, aren't you?" She asked them.
"oh darling, we share a lot more. Trust me." Marlene explained smirking giving Dorcas a wink.
Y/n chuckled. "okay okay, I got the pictures already in my head. Now, do you guys finally wanna go downstairs to the party?" She asked them.
Lily nodded, sitting on her bed. "Yes please, you guys take ages." She stood up and opened the door.
"No wonder, you were blocking the bathroom the whole time!" Marlene told her.
"Oh fuck off, I was not." Lily added and all of them walked downstairs into the common room.
Everyone was already dancing and drinking. The couches were moved to the sides to have a little floor to dance, the music was blasting 'waterloo' from Abba and everyone was clapping to the rhythm. Some tables were filled with a lot of alcohol and the lights change very colour, drowning everything in it.
Y/n took a look around the party, trying to find her boyfriend and his friends but she couldn't find him. He's probably taking a lot of time for his hair, the thought made her smile a bit.
Marlene walked to the drinking table and got a few drinks for the other girls. "So a toast to getting drunk and laid, ladies." She joked and raised the cup.
"That's the plan for tonight?" Lily asked amused and drowned the drink.
"You've a better idea?" Dorcas asked her now and suddenly the music changed from the title 'waterloo' to 'angel eyes' from Abba too.
"oh god, I love the song." Y/n said excited and took her wand out, using it as a microphone and stepped on top of a couch table, followed by her friends.
All the eyes settled on them.
"Last night, I was taking a walk along the river"
"And I saw him together with a young girl
"And the look that he gave her made me shiver'
"Cause he always used to look at me that way."
Lily started singing and smirked, while everyone started cheering and clapping.
"Then I thought maybe I should walk right up to her and say"
"Ah-ha-ha, it's a game he likes to play."
Marlene continued and Dorcas joined her, four guys walked downstairs into the common room with a wide smile. The marauders of course.
"Look into his angel eyes"
"One look and you're hypnotized"
"He'll take your heart and you must pay the price"
"Look into his angel eyes"
"You'll think you're in paradise"
"And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise"
"Don't look too deep into those angel eyes"
Y/n started singing too, finally spotting Sirius. She pointed with her finger at him while singing and he crossed his arms, smirking about his girl.
"Keep thinking 'bout his angel eyes"
"I keep thinking, a-aaah."
The girls finished and everyone applauded for them.
They got down from the table again, while Y/n stayed on it, dancing to the next song.
"hey! It's bad luck when a stripper steps on a table with high heels on." Lily told her friend.
Y/n smirked and looked down to her. "Yes but what stripper got an ass like mine?" She asked her.
Sirius walked to the table and smirked. "No one, I've to admit that." He told her honestly and wrapped his arms around her legs, putting her down.
"Thanks very much." She smirked and kissed him.
"You look wonderful." He told her honestly, between the kiss.
"You looks perfect too." Y/n smirked and bite his lower lip a bit, pulling away then.
Sirius took her hand and they walked to the others, sitting together on a couch. Y/n sat down between him and Remus. The girl took a drink Remus already offered her. "Thank you." She smiled.
The older black brother leaned back on the couch and pulled a cigarette from his pocket out, giving one to Remus and took one for himself. He light it up and took a good whiff of it, blowing the smoke back out, handing it to Y/n.
"So how was your day so far?" Sirius asked her and put a hand on her bare leg.
Y/n took a whiff of the cigarette too and gave it back to Sirius. "It was alright, just the usual. I almost fell asleep in history of magic, again." She explained.
Sirius took it back and chuckled. "You should sneak out with James and me. It's definitely more fun and the professor doesn't even notice."
Y/n scoffed. "No wonder, he's a ghost and can't see without his big ass glasses, just like James" She joked smirking.
"hey! I can still see 30%, alright?" James cut in.
Remus chuckled. "Seems like his eyes are but his ears have the double power." He joked and they started laughing.
After a few more dances and drinks, everyone was sweaty from the hotness in the small common room and exhausted from dancing.
Sirius walked behind Y/n and leaned down to her ear. "You wanna go upstairs?" He asked her smiling and kissed her shoulder.
Y/n turned around to him and nodded. "Yeah, it's getting late and I'm really exhausted." She explained and they walked together up to his room.
The boy walked with his girlfriend in his room and closed the door behind them. "You're really out of energy or you've a bit left?" He asked and light up the second cigarette for the night.
Y/n took out her shoes and smiled. "I definitely have some left." She pushed him on the bed, taking the cigarette out of his mouth and sat down on his lap.
He wrapped his arms tightly around her and looked into her eyes.
She took a whiff from the cigarette and leaned down to kiss him, blowing the smoke into his mouth first and then kissing him.
Sirius smirked and took the cigarette away, throwing it out of the window and leaned with her back on the bed, not even thinking about breaking the kiss.
I recommend, listening to waterloo or angel eyes, while reading. :)
#harry potter#sirius black x you#sirius black imagine#sirius black x reader#marauders x y/n#marauders x you#marauders x reader#hogwarts#abba#padfoot#ben barnes x reader#ben barnes imagines#ben barnes#ben barnes x you
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Honestly, related to people trying to apply a Golden Trio dynamic to the Marauders and using Hermione = Remus, also ignores that Hermione’s die-hard loyalty to Harry and how ruthless she is in regards to that (I’ve seen some people compare her to Bellatrix in that regard, which is so, so interesting. Both utterly loyal to their people [Harry vs Voldemort] and both are utterly ruthless for their person), and using that, we’ve got Hermione = Sirius, because Sirius is fiercely devoted to James and Harry and Sirius is willing to do whatever necessary to keep his person alive (he’s willing to die pretending to be Secret Keeper to keep the Potters safe, Hermione sends her parents away so that she can help Harry without them being used against her and lies while being tortured by someone who previously helped torture 2 people into permanent insanity [I’m like 90% sure Hermione knew the truth of the sword when they got captured, but it’s been years since I read DH so maybe I’m misremembering and she was telling the truth]).
oooooh this is a new one!! usually u only see the james vs ron comparisons (which,,i’m not the biggest fan of bc post-poa ron is a bit. iffy) but never hermione. i feel like if people saw this more, they’d stop trying to pigeonhole remus into that mold too lol
personally, i don’t think we can juxtapose marauders onto the golden trio or the other way around purely bc they’re so different and also, the environment they grew up in was also,,,leagues apart. but if i had to, i think i’d go with sirius and harry being parallels. james would be like—a mix of ron and hermione, but that’s rly about it. i like hermione/sirius much more, i think. it’s also interesting seeing that, bc i do think hermione’s cold practicality should be more acknowledged and appreciated.
(i think, in a universe where james is alive and sirius has more time, hermione would be a marauder favorite. like just based on her loyalty to harry, yes, but also that her first instinct is to light snape on fire ykno?)
#hermione granger#sirius black#oooh also another point of comparison#hermione willing to be tortured in malfoy manor#vs sirius acting as bait for the potters/the cause#pen’s asks
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let's talk about lily evans and the marauders, aka moony, wormtail, padfoot and prongs. given that i didn't use their actual names, i think you can figure out where this is going. it's also long as hell, so. canon vs fanon, marauder edition, except snek is sleep deprived.
now, before we begin, i don't dislike the marauders. or lily, tbh. if I'm being perfectly, genuinely honest, i still go back and forth sometimes but they've been growing on me for a while now. the canon versions, at least. fanon does them real dirty, and that's part of why i'm writing this, because i'm genuinely tired of it. it's an injustice.
you can at least make excuses for james and lily, who were so undeveloped that jkr practically dropped a fill-in-the-blank sheet of character information in our laps, but sirius, remus and peter were around long enough for y'all to get real acquainted with them.
in canon, sirius black is an unhinged mf. genuinely. this isn't to say he's a bad guy, in fact, we see that he's still capable of doing good things, still capable of love, still capable of all the things that prove he's actually not bad at heart, just,,, severely traumatised and very steeped in negativity from his time with the dementors. what i'm saying is that this man is absolutely, no questions asked, no holds barred demented, and how could he not be? the guy sat wrongfully imprisoned in azkaban for twelve years, a good portion of which he spent as a dog in order to protect himself from the dementors. he certainly wasn't completely insane, but you cannot tell me that he was all there. he got out of azkaban fuelled almost solely by the intent to get revenge on pettigrew, tried to commit murder in front of three witnesses who were also children—one of whom was his godson—ate rats and was also malnourished, which i'm certain did not help the situation any. this man is off his goddamn rocker, and you know what? you love to see it. good for him.
oh, but, snek, that's what he's like as an adult. what about when they were at school? before azkaban? my guy, the reaction he has to grimmauld place is not the reaction of someone without trauma. i don't believe that walburga and orion were the type to physically abuse their children, but whatever happened in that house helped to fuck him up enough that he skipped the joke of part of practical joke, and pranked snape by telling him how to meet a werewolf that he knew would be fully transformed and dangerous to humans. more than that, the werewolf was remus, whom he's friends with, and who—best case scenario—would be facing a trial if james hadn't stepped in. you can say that maybe he didn't think about or understand the gravitas of his actions, but at the end of it, that's not how properly sane people react to people they dislike, and that's not how they treat their friends. if anything, it reads like he was in the middle of a breakdown and absolutely losing his shit and he wasn't thinking at all.
my guy went through some serious shit, and was in no way completely mentally stable. we can see pretty clearly that he's got a serious dark side to him that probably would have gone unbridled had he not disagreed with his family, and yet, fanon took one look at him and went, "teehee, uwu bad boi go vroom."
fanon said padfoot is a pretty boy with nice hair who is tastefully traumatised from his horribly abusive household. sirius rides his motorcycle and plays jokes and flirts with anything that moves, but he can do no real wrong and always comes back to his soft, bookish, chocolate-loving boyfriend remus, who will laugh about his lycanthropy and quietly disapprove but secretly laugh at his friends' antics while hiding his smile in his cardigan.
respectfully, what in the absolute fuck.
i'd put that meme in here if i could, the one that's like, "well done, you've broken _______ down to its bare essentials," but no. i can't bc it doesn't even apply. this isn't a meme, it's theseus' fucking ship.
fanon broke it down, and replaced the pieces one by one until we got to this point, where we need to sit down and ask ourselves, "is this even the same character?"
the answer is no, by the way. it isn't. when people talk about woobifying characters—you know, taking away every flaw they have, romanticising everything they do and making them only capable of doing good, wonderful, lovely things?—this is what we mean.
and it'd be one thing if it was just the one character, but, no. fanon went all in and made them all squeaky clean and boring, especially peter, who draws the shortest of the straws.
remus got fucked, too. not just because fanon insists on sticking him into a relationship with sirius. which, we'll tackle wolfstar in a bit, but that's not even the worst of it. here, we have yet another example of blatant, rampant woobifying. again, is he a bad person? no. we know he's a good guy, we know he's generally kind and well-mannered, we know that he wants to fo the right thing but hey, fun fact. did you know that you can be nice and a coward? did you know that you can be benevolent and good and kindly and have the greatest of intentions and still be shady as fuck? no? ask dumbledore. the man played people like chess pieces when he needed to, and he was a twinkly grandpa. these are things that can coexist.
teenage remus is a coward who, understandably, does not stand up to his friends, likely for fear of being ostracised, and doesn't uphold his prefect duties as he should and takes part in their bullying of snape as a result. he lets them romp with him in werewolf form while they are in their animagus forms and then, he lets them continue to do so even after they have multiple close calls, which, again, had anything happened, would have resulted in a trial in the best case scenario.
grownup remus is still a coward, he tells no one that sirius can move about the school in his animagus form despite wholeheartedly believing that he's a mass murderer, he tries to run out on his wife and unborn kid. he isn't deliberately making attempts to harm anyone, but he's content to sit back and let things happen to him and around him so he doesn't rock the boat, although he is capable of action, which we see when he is more than willing to help sirius merk pettigrew in the shack. he can be careless, he runs out to the shack knowing he hasn't taken his wolfsbane and ends up transforming in front of the students he, as a teacher, is meant to be protecting. of course, this doesn't negate his good qualities, it just bears repeating that his flaws do exist, and they're pretty serious.
fanon moony is always pleasant and kind and soft-spoken and bookish, and he always has to have his chocolate. he knows when to tell off his friends, and he'll do it, even if he's secretly amused by everything they do and laughs about it with his best friend, lily evans, who coincidentally spends all her time with them so he and sirius can go on double dates with james and lily and no one has to remember peter exists.
why. theseus' ship 2.0. does the actual character still exist or is this something entirely different thing bearing the same name?
as for peter, who needs peter pettigrew, the actual, legitimate, fourth marauder when you have lily evans? canon pettigrew is opportunistic as fuck. he's latching himself to the biggest bad on the block and he's going all in. for teenage peter, that was james and sirius, and for adult peter, that's voldemort. canon peter is good enough at transfiguration to master the animagus transformation, just like his friends, and he's good enough at potions to brew the potion that gives voldemort a body. and honestly, you can't say he wasn't brave. he could've run off somewhere and died, or changed his identity or something after he faked his death and framed sirius, but, no. he goes and resurrects voldemort. that's fucked up, yeah, but it happened and honestly, i respect that it. he stuck to his guns.
fanon wormtail is lucky if he exists beyond being a spineless sycophant for james and sirius, or an evil conniving little rat who's looking to toss his entire friend group to the wolves at eleven.
of course, this isn't meant to negate his bad qualities, he still murdered people and framed sirius and sold out the potters to die, but his good characteristics do exist, and james, sirius and remus genuinely were his friends.
and now, we get to lily and james.
we have hardly any information on either of them. they're a pair of cardboard cutouts that we can paint and stick flyers to and colour outside the lines however we want. we can do whatever the fuck, as long lily is brave and smart and somewhat kind and james is brave and willing to die for his family. we were essentially handed a pair of ocs.
and yet.
what little bits of canon we have are thrown out of the window regardless.
james is privileged and rich, and he throws hexes for fun. he's willing to hex lily when she disagrees with him, and then, he goes behind her back to continue hexing snape after she believes that he's stopped doing so. and that's all we know about him until he dies for his family at twenty-one years old. once again, say it with me: this does not negate his good qualities. he definitely had them, he took sirius in when sirius ran away from home, he became an animagus to keep remus company as a wolf, and he saved snape in the shack, thereby saving remus and sirius by extension. him having flaws does not make him a bad person.
fanon prongs is a feminist. he fights for equal rights for women everywhere, and he constantly treats his girlfriend, lily, like an absolute queen. he's the hottest boy in school and everyone claps when he walks through the halls. mcgonagall and dumbledore are always patting him on the back and making jokes with him. he has a built-in dark detector that helps him sense when someone is a evil and needs to he punished.
give me a break. the dude's cool and all, but was the gary stu treatment necessary?
...oh, he needed to match fanon lily? right, right.
canon lily is a contradiction unto herself. she's supposedly a great friend, but since we see her at a point where they were already drifting apart, we see her putting little effort into keeping their friendship afloat. she victim blames based on rumours, she doesn't seem to care over much about what snape has to say about the people who have been tormenting him since day one. and she's justified, of course, she doesn't have to stick around. canon lily is a bit of hypocrite, she says that snape calls everyone of her birth mudblood, but then that begs the question why she still hangs around with him if that's the case. he calls her mudblood, she retaliates by calling him snivellus, and finishes up with a dig about his underwear, which, sure, it's kicking a man with a rusty spoon and pouring salt in the wound, but she's, again, justified. i get where she was coming from. and then, of course, she dies for her kid after marrying the guy who relentlessly bullied her quote-unquote best friend for their entire school careers. but, like i said, canon lily is, in many ways, a contradiction.
lily is basically a plot device. she pushes everyone's narrative but her own, and does little else.
of course, this trend would continue in fanon. fanon lily exists to be the perfect girl who gets really angry over the slightest injustice, and of course, she gets to be one half of one of the oldest enemies-to-lovers "it was just sexual tension" cliche pairings in the book. she's just,,, a mary sue. in so many fics, so many headcanons, she's just pettigrew's stand-in, a girl to form a gang with marlene, mary and dorcas—who happen to be more undeveloped ocs who also get the woobify mary sue treatment—to parallel the marauders. there is nothing compelling about her character when she's presented as a saint, and even less when she's supposedly the other moral compass for the marauders that doesn't actually work because she thinks that james is cute.
and this brings me to the next topic. jily. what, why, how. this was supposed to be a healthy, happy relationship that would have lasted in the long run? absolutely not. even for its time, i can't say that i see it lasting.
first of all, jkr presents james' crush on lily as just that: a crush. a mildly obsessive one, but a crush nonetheless, which she tries to liken to the pulling of pigtails. and then, we see that james' way of getting her to go out with him consists of blackmail, and when that doesn't work, he resorts to threatening her. this could have been set aside if he had actually, genuinely changed when they started spending more time together, but as we're told by sirius and remus, he didn't. he just got better at hiding what he was up to. and it has to be that he hid it, because if she knew, this further damages the character that she's set up to have and paints her out to be either unable to stand up to him or an enabler.
regardless, they get married. and while i have trouble believing that it was out of genuine love, there are scenarios that could make some semblance of sense. it's wartime, after all, and maybe lily is worried about her stability in the wizarding world, so why not marry into an established family whose son is already showing interest? or perhaps, she falls into the trap of every bad boy cliche ever, and she thinks to herself, well, i got him to be better then, maybe i can get him to do even better in the future. or maybe, she doesn't get into a relationship with him immediately and sees him on and off, until eventually, she accidentally gets pregnant and they scramble to have a shotgun wedding so as not to leave lily alone at nineteen with a baby. or maybe they marry each other because they're there and sure, neither of then is ready and they don't know what love even is but what else is there to do when there's a dark lord about? anyways, the point is, they get married.
and then what? if we count pottermore into canon, he goes on to further damage her relationship with petunia and vernon, to the point where she ends up crying. if we don't, she fades into the background enough that nobody has anything to say about her. she's harry's mum, she's james' wife, lily potter, she was kind and smart and brave and that's it. her agency is gone, anything else we have of her personality is gone.
jily just,,, wasn't built to last. and, yeah, this,,, this is a hill i'll die on.
same with wolfstar, honestly. there are so many reasons why it wouldn't work, but fanon has made it so fucking prevalent that it's literally everywhere no matter where you look.
first of all, i've said it before and i'll say it again. sirius is more likely to get with james that he is to ever end up in a relationship with remus. their chemistry is just,,, underdeveloped. net zero for a relationship.
secondly, sirius instigated the werewolf prank, and lupin would have paid the price for it. this could have been overlooked, but he doesn't seem the slightest bit guilty about any of it when it's brought up in poa. he could have been responsible for lupin losing the security of his place at hogwarts in the best case scenario, and in the worst case, his life. and he seems to look forward to full moons, even though they clearly aren't pleasant for remus, which,,, yeah, you're going to have fun, but like, maybe be concerned about the fact that your friend undergoes excruciating pain and it isn't a pleasant time for him? read the room, my g.
thirdly, they don't trust each other as much as fanon seems to think they do. they were both willing to believe each other the traitor before ever suspecting pettigrew. sirius thought remus gave away the potters, hell, he thought remus was a spy for voldemort, and remus was convinced that sirius was a mass murderer. neither of them needed to be convinced.
fourthly, maybe i'm reading too much into it, but like. sirius had money. remus had no money, since, yk, he was a werewolf and struggling for cash and still, sirius,,, did not leave him any money. i feel like if you had money to spare, you would give to your friend who is literally poor. but, again, maybe i'm reading too much into it and this isn't as valid a point as i think it is.
and ehh, the fifth reason is that it's,,, actually very much not the representation for the ltgbt community that fanon says it is but y'all aren't ready for that conversation.
anyways, just,,, even when you set the couple shit aside, the power dynamics between everyone here is fucked. like, james and sirius are clearly at the top of food chain calling the shots and egging each other on. then there's lily, who isn't even a marauder, but is always ever-so-slightly above remus but still not on their level, because, well. neither of them actually listen to her. remus is the novelty friend, the friend who's,,, alright, i guess, but you keep them around specifically because they're funny or they can dance or they have something that you can either show off to other people or keep as your little inside joke, your little secret, yk? and peter is just sort of there. like, yeah, he can do what we can but does that make him as good as we are? no. does he have a funny little something about him that we can exploit? nah. therefore he sits at the bottom. and like, yeah, james and sirius are on the same level, but james is yanking sirius' chain, not the other way around. anyways, like i said. power dynamic's fucked and it bothers me that we were given all of this, and fanon decided to take it all and throw it away so they could give us flamboyant!badboi!sirius black x softboi!motherhen!remus lupin going on double dates with feminist!trustfundbaby!james potter and saint!lily evans while ignoring peter pettiwho?
theseus' fucking ship, indeed.
anyways, this needed to be said. it might not make as much sense as i want it to, considering it's 4:12 in the morning as i'm posting this, after taking a break from writing to do some research and coming across way too much content about fanon marauders, but it's here and it still makes enough sense that you can read it and understand what i mean. and like, at the end of the day, you can go ahead and headcanon whatever you please, you can write fic and make art and do whatever you like, just,,, remember that they're exactly that. headcanons. stop presenting fanon as canon. please. i'm literally begging. we actually have evidence against it. just,,, acknowledge that they're headcanons and stop putting them forward as though they're able to fit into canon. please.
#harry potter#marauder fanon#canon vs fanon#lily evans#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#peter pettigrew#the marauders#severus snape is mentioned a few times#but this isn't about him#i'm just#so sick of fanon#i need to like refilter my tags or smth bc istg i see more fanon marauder posts than i do anything else#anyways this is my take#and yeah it is 4:11 in the morning and i'm tired#i can't remember when i started this but yeah#point is i am so done#anti jily#anti wolfstar
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I’m still obsessed with 5SOS5, so I want to focus on Bad Omens for the Marauders’ era. It can even apply to platonic relationships, like Lily and Snape because we canonically know that Snape was hurling slurs at other Muggleborns and Lily was justifying her friendship with him to towers (“It’s too late. I’ve made excuses for you for years. None of my friends can understand why I even talk to you. You and your precious little Death Eater friends—you see, you don’t even deny it! You don’t even deny that’s what you’re all aiming to be! You can’t wait to join You-Know-Who, can you?”), so Lily ignored the signs of what her best friend had become until she no longer could (“Can't help the way I keep ignoring every omen / Every omen / Heaven knows I should let go / It's nothing that I don't already know”), that song is ridiculously fitting for the backdrop of the war and how it’s tearing apart every relationship (romantic relationships [like Jegulus if that’s your ship, Wolfstar where Remus and Sirius canonically distrusted each other, but probably tried to ignore the signs until they had to acknowledge “there’s a spy, and I think it’s the man sleeping beside me right now”], platonic relationships [Peter and the Marauders where none of them realized his betrayal until far too later, Lily and Snape], familial relationships [Sirius with his family depending on how one views his relationship with them in the years before he left.]) People who tried to keep their relationships, hoping that eventually they’d go back to the way things were if they just ignored the warning signs, but eventually they were no longer able to pretend and had to acknowledge that this was irreparable.
Also, unrequited love (“I cried in your dark brown eyes for the thousandth time / 'Cause you love somebody / I died when you left that night for the thousandth time / 'Cause you love somebody else”) fits great, so Snape/Lily from Snape’s perspective in Seventh year, where he utterly destroyed his friendship with her but still is in love with her, and then watched her fall in love with James. Unrequited relationship set during the first war are honestly perfect for this song, because it’s got the distrust element and the “watching the person you love be in love with someone else” aspect; 5SOS decided the First Wizarding War was the theme of their 5th album (note, this is a joke, they have not made any comments regarding Harry Potter, the album just has great vibes for it)
It's fine, I'm not hyperventilating or anything.
Look, I've actually listened to this album (at least the songs i like from it) a lot since it was brought to my attention after its release. And as I've said before, I've never been a follower of 5SOS. I think before someone actively began passing me their songs, I'd listened to one by choice and knew it was them, and that was only because I came across it on the radio one day.
But it's like they really did craft the perfect album here for the First War years within HP, and I love that so much. I could rant on and on about several of these songs in relation to headcanons for that era/ships/characters, but Bad Omens is a BIG ONE. It's actually become one of my favorites, right up there with Caramel. And then I was guided to the music video, which was admittedly a trip, but it was also so very perfect.
I think in my initial review, I compared it to Wolfstar (also Jegulus), but I think I remember saying it gave me strong First War vibes in general, and it definitely does that. It can honestly apply to every relationship during that time period, whether platonic or romantic, no matter what side of the war someone fell on.
I love your comparison to Lily's and Snape's friendship and how it fell apart. I have...some issues with Snape that I try not to vocalize to often in a serious way, mostly sticking to joking headcanons that don't amount to much, the him watching Lily slip away from him and fall in with James, fall in love with him as he stood back and was forced to watch must have hurt so badly. I think Snape was too obsessive to a degree that any relationship between him and Lily couldn't have been sustained for long, regardless of his meddling with the Dark Arts and who Lily considered to be bad people, but the song fits so well because of that and everything else.
The whole Peter betrayal thing as well. None of them saw it, not a one. Peter was that good. He blended into his surroundings that well and was so easily overlooked that no one had the slightest idea of what he was truly doing. But you can't tell me that somewhere in him there wasn't guilt. There are numerous substantial reasons to dislike JKR, but the fact that she never once even tried to explain why Peter did what he did will forever be one of mine. Those were his best friends all through school and beyond. No, we don't know what happened, how they treated him, and maybe it's a fandom thing (though i don't think it completely is) but I've always thought James cared a lot about Pete. I think he kept Peter close because he liked him. They must have liked him, otherwise why stay his friend? Why trust him enough to give him the responsibility of keeping your family safe?
Say what you will, but they loved Peter, and he must have loved them at some point. It makes no sense why Peter would have betrayed James of all people. Sirius, maybe. That actually lines up because I think Sirius was cruel to Peter when he wanted to be, had little patience for him overall, so him framing Sirius is sort of like his just desserts. He didn't do anything to Remus that we know of, and I think that's because Peter likely always idolized Remus just as much as he did James and Sirius, but Remus was always far kinder to him in the grand scope of things. So something must have happened at some point to make Peter think that betraying James and essentially being the cause of his death was warranted. Was it because he drifted away, focused on the war and his family more than his friends? I don't know, but I'd like to, because there are gaps there.
(sorry. that was a tangent i didn't initially intend. oops)
Back on the main point, Peter must have had some sort of guilt for what he was doing and what he did. You can't be that cruel after spending half your life with people you claim to like/love and then blow everything up with one action and decision. So relating this song back to him and the way everyone circled around him and never focused in on his true nature is so very fitting.
I could write an entire ten page essay on this song in relation to Wolfstar. I've been thinking about it a lot and trying desperately not to do so, because I know the more I do, I'll want to write a fic about it. And that's the very definition of been there, done that repeatedly, not just myself, but the Wolfstar fandom as a whole. The entire Remus/Sirius distrust, slipping away from one another but still clinging on out of desperation has been done so many times and I'm trying incredibly hard not to add more to it unless it just won't leave me alone.
What I really want to talk about with this song is Jegulus. And I'm no expert. I'm only just pushing my toes into the water with it, trying to acclimate myself with the whole thing because I actually really like it in a way I thought I wouldn't we I jumped back into fandom and found it to be this large, growing thing that I'd never even seen mention of back in the day when I was writing before. It was a bit baffling, but...I dunno. I'm coming around to it more and more. But my point is don't judge anything I say to harshly because I'm only going off of the small amount of things I've seen/read.
But just think about their relationship in relation to how we know canon goes. James gets tired of chasing after Lily, falls in with Regulus somehow at some point, possibly before he gives up the ghost. Maybe it's Reg that makes him see reason and that James is being a knob, I don't know. They gravitate to one another, fall in love, but it's never the most stable of relationships because it can't be. Regulus is still a Black, James is exactly who he is in every way, that golden boy, head in the sun, pure to his core no matter what you want to say about him bullying (which has two completely different sides, but that's not the topic at hand here). Regulus is a Slytherin, James a Gryffindor. Tensions are mounting higher because of the growing war. They're constantly being tugged apart, in different directions, but they try so hard.
They ignore the signs when they can, they focus on one another as much as possible, but it's never enough to avoid the outside world circling around them like vultures. Regulus takes the mark and James can't sit by and watch his life go up in flames because of his decision, so he finally says enough and pulls back. He dives into his Head Boy duties headfirst, sways Lily to him in the process, but maybe him and Regulus continue to drift to one another because they can't help themselves and James still holds onto the hope that he can convince Regulus to turn his back on his choices. It doesn't work. James finally says enough, sets off into a life with Lily instead, fully committed, and Regulus can't tell him why he has to stay where he is, why it's so important, but he goes after the locket for James, to try and make it easier to put an end to the war. And we all know how that ended.
#and now i'm sad#how dare you#bad omens#first war#wolfstar#jegulus#lily and snape#jily#headcanons#anon asks#ask#answer#lovely anons
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"well my legs are jello, so i'd have to disagree"
ok this definitely is no where close to my best writing, i originally wrote it when i was like 15 and i didn't want to start over so i did a shitty revision job. regardless, please enjoy this slightly shitty fic :)
"Alright, everyone. Let's take a shot to start us off," Sirius held up the bottle of firewhisky. It was another Friday night, and tonight the James and Lily got their friends together for a classic game of truth or dare. However, in their version, you take a shot of firewhisky for every dare, and for every truth, a person drinks a little bit of veritaserum, the truth potion. It was brewed by Remus and Sirius (who were quite brilliant if they actually applied themselves to their work), and the ingredients were stolen by none other than Mary and Marlene. James had offered to go with Lily to do it under the cloak, but Lily swore she would never go under that thing with him. Sirius managed to bewitch the potion so that it only lasted a couple minutes, just long enough to answer the truth.
It was the middle of their sixth year, and Lily and James had gotten to the point where they got along quite well, both stubborn and oblivious enough to refuse to think about the apparent tension and feelings between them. Lily was refusing to admit that she was attracted to the git, much less falling for him, and James didn't think that she would ever like him in that way. Regardless, everyone knew that they were bound to get together, and when they did, it would be a historically firey moment.
The group did as they were told, passing the bottle around the circle and taking small swigs. James tried to ignore how Lily's skin glowed in the firelight, and Lily tried to ignore how James's hands looked with the bottle in them.
"First off- James," Sirius faced the boy, who messed up his hair as per usual, "Truth or dare?"
"Dare," James said dauntingly, leaning towards Sirius and smirking.
"Okay. Kiss Dorcus," Sirius said, handing James the bottle.
James took a swift swig, and Lily felt both his and Dorcus's nervous eyes on her. Set in her ways of defiance, Lily gave the subtlest of nods to Dorcus to give her permission and then tried her hardest to fight off the feelings of jealousy as James's hand reached Dorcus's cheek, kissing her softly. After a couple seconds, James pulled away and looked again at Lily, whose face seemed a little too red for someone who "wasn't interested in the slightest for a single date, you insufferable twat." Regardless, James smirked at the idea that Lily didn't seem to like him kissing other girls. Maybe his friends were a bit right after all...
"I've just about kissed everyone here now," James said pridefully. Of course, he was proud of something like that.
"Of course you have" Lily rolled her eyes, feeling the slight buzz of firewhisky.
"Yeah, we kissed one time," Sirius smirked as the boys laughed, "It was last year after a gaome. Best day of my life."
"And we accidentally kissed, so I don't think it even counts," Peter ran a hand through his blond hair.
"He came out of nowhere for ours. I was giving him an answer, and suddenly his lips were on mine," Remus shrugged, a soft smirk on his face.
"I got excited. We had been working on a figured out a terribly difficult problem in Arithmancy," James said, a happy smile on his face. James was many things: annoying, obnoxious, prideful, but one thing that Lily really admired about him was how much he loved all of his friends. He was insanely loyal and treated them like family. She knew he would die for them, and Lily couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to be someone that James would die for.
"Yeah, I'm a super good kisser in case anyone was wondering," James joked as he looked at Lily, who failed miserably at hiding her blush.
"I think it's your turn to ask," Lily said, trying to fight the intense attraction she felt at that moment. As if it didn't keep her up at night and distracted during her classes...
"Alright. Truth or dare, Lily," James said, winking at her, "I can think of a few good dares."
"Looks like I'll have to pick truth then," Lily said, rolling her eyes.
"You're no fun," Mary elbowed her gently.
Everyone laughed, Lily included. She then sighed, grabbed the bottle of veritaserum and took a shot, the honey tasting liquid burning her throat slightly.
"Who's the most attractive one here?" James asked after she swallowed, Besides Pete, of course."
"Oh James, we all know I'm the prettiest here," said a very offended looking Sirius.
"James," Lily sputtered out uncontrollably and then immediately blushed.
Everyone had a physical reaction to what she said, whether it was Marlene's giggle, Sirius's gregarious laughter, or Mary's "Oh, shit!" Everyone was shocked at the sound of James's name coming from her mouth, including Lily herself. James was smirking, his suspicions slightly confirmed. While this didn't mean that she liked him, per se, it at least told that she enjoyed looking at him a little bit. That was a step in the right direction.
"Shit," she said, still blushing, "You're never gonna let me forget that I told you how hot you are."
This got a loud roar from everyone, and James smiled wide, "What can I say, Evans, I can't help it. You know it's quite difficult being this sexy all the time. Don't even get me started on everyone who just uses me for my insanely hot bod-"
"Shut up," she said, glaring at him, the veritaserum was beginning to wear off, but not before her following sentence, "Just because you are insanely attractive does not mean that I like you at all. You're still insanely difficult to be around."
"Well, you admitted you're attracted to me so I think we should give you veritaserum more often," James winked at her.
"Alright, let's keep this moving," Peter said, clearly as over this situation as Lily was.
Lily inhaled and then looked at Mary, "Truth or dare?"
"Hmm, I think we have far too much sexual tension in this room for me to be comfortable doing a dare, so," Mary smiled, "I pick truth for my own dignity."
"You're boring," Marlene snickered as everyone laughed.
"I'd rather be boring than have to snog any of these idiots."
"That's rude," Remus said, trying to hide his smirk as he and the rest of the boys tried their best to show their offence. The looks of pouting and hurt went right over Mary and Lily's head, though.
Lily and Mary giggled as she asked her if Mary had ever had a sex dream about anyone. Mary laughed, saying that she, Sirius, and Dorcus had a threesome in her dreams the other night. Sirius shuddered, saying that there were "too many boobs" involved.
After a few more rounds, Sirius was dared to snog Lily.
So that is how she ended up straddling Sirius on the couch, giggling like a maniac. She was feeling slightly tipsy, and something in her was excited at the idea of maybe making James a little jealous.
"Can I be honest with you?" Sirius whispered in her ear.
"Of course, Pads," She smiled. While Sirius was just as obnoxious as James was, she honestly enjoyed his company. She had gotten to know him as he usually hung out with Remus as they worked on Prefect paperwork. He had a sweet side that he rarely showed.
"Clearly, I don't even like women. I'm only doing this in hopes that you and James stop dancing around each other and just fuck or something," He smirked, still whispering.
Lily glanced over at James, who was biting his lips, scowling slightly. So he was jealous already, and they hadn't even kissed yet. Good to know.
"I doubt that this will work if that's what you're trying to achieve," She looked at him.
He shrugged, "Worth a shot. Besides, I have a theory that we're the best kissers here, so how about we find out?"
"Sounds great to me," She said as she leaned in, her lips softly to his. Sirius's hand found its way to her lower back, the other on her jaw. She felt his tongue tap her bottom lip, and she copied his motion, her hands entangled in his hair.
His hands traced down her spine and on her waist as she pulled him closer. He kissed down her jaw and neck, and she caught a glimpse of James halfway across the room, frowning and looking at his hands. While Lily was kissing Sirius, all she could think about was his best friend. About how it would feel to run her hands through his hair and down his back. How his stubble would feel against her skin. She imagined his hands on her body-
This was ridiculous. Lily forced herself to focus on what was happening currently instead of daydreaming about that idiot.
Sirius's lips returned to her's, and she felt his grip tighten as the kiss turned more passionate. He moved his hand down her waist and to her bare thigh, touching and squeezing as he went. She moved her hands from his hair to his ears and jaw, feeling as they rhythmically moved together, tongues slightly teasing here and there. He kept one hand on her thigh and then moved the other from her waist to her butt, squeezing softly and then back up to her thigh, causing a laugh from both of them.
"Did you like that?" Lily asked, smirking.
"You got quite the ass, Evans," Sirius giggled.
They walked back to the circle, both still laughing. James wouldn't meet her eye, as the fire next to him was suddenly the most interesting thing in the room.
"I was too sober for that," Lily smiled and took another swig of the drink.
"Agreed," Sirius said as she handed him the bottle and took a drink. As he exhaled, he turned to James, "Truth or dare?"
"Dare," he said, looking a little annoyed still. While he didn't like what Sirius did, he knew that it was an attempt to get him to act on his feelings with Lily.
"Take off Lily's shirt," Sirius said, smirking before adding, "But do it as seductively as you can."
The group giggled and gasped while Lily's whole body heated up, "why am I getting brought into all of these?"
"You can say no," Dorcus took another shot of firewhisky.
"Well, I didn't say that I didn't want to," Lily mumbled slightly and stood up. She watched James take another shot and then walk over to her, swallowing to try to hide his nervousness.
"How about this," he grabbed her biceps and guided her to the corner of the room. Her back hit the wall, and their faces were close, less than an inch apart, and the smell of firewhisky and cologne filled Lily's nostrils. Feeling his hot breath on her lips made her feel things she both wanted and didn't want at the same time. Lily focused her eyes on the table in front of her. This was where she usually sat to do her homework or Prefect paperwork.
"This place seems familiar, doesn't it?" James whispered as his cold hands traced her biceps, making her hot skin even hotter. Although he was doing well covering it, his hands were shaking slightly. The only thing separating skin on skin contact was a small, thin layer of Lily's shirt sleeve, rolled to the elbows like James's.
Lily looked up at the ceiling. He was too much of a temptation, and looking at him, particularly his lips, would make her want for him grow exponentially, and it was already hard enough to fight her feelings off without inhaling his cologne and breath.
"This is where I do my Prefect paperwork with Remus."
"Right. And here's my plan," James said, still whispering as he moved his mouth to her ear, causing chills to cascade down her body, "From now on, every time you sit down to do your work, you'll look at the exact spot that I made you want me."
Lily swallowed as she moved her head straight forward, inhaling as his hands moved to her waist and hooked in the belt loops of her skirt, "How do you know that I'd want you? Or that this memory could possibly hinder my focus on my work?" she asked.
"Because now, every time you sit down to work here, you'll start to think of me instead," he rubbed his nose behind her ear as he slowly untucked her shirt, "and I think it's my turn to act as a distraction now."
Her breath hitched as he moved his hands onto her bare waist. They were calloused and traced their way from her stomach to her lower back repeatedly.
"Also," he added, inhaling and bringing his face in front of hers again, his voice dropping its seductive tone, "I'm sorry."
"S-sorry?" Lily sputtered. It was harder and harder to remember how to breathe normally, how to think. She knew he was right, partly. Lately, whenever she looked at him, she was starting to realize how he had matured. How much he cared about people and how much she admired him. She hated change, and perhaps that's why she hated how she felt about him. He was already enough of a distraction, and so this moment was only going to make it worse.
He brought his hands out from under her shirt to her hips. She was fighting to not reflect how she was feeling inside, fighting to keep herself from closing her eyes and biting her lip, to release under his grasp or run her hands over his body. She was fighting the instinct to release her head back and exhale harshly.
"I don't want you to feel objectified. I would rather do something like this at a time where we both wanted it," James said, moving his head to the crook of her shoulder and then to her ear again, "when it's not really forced."
"Well," Lily bit her lip. She was caving. James knew how to tease a girl, "Who says I don't want this?"
She didn't have much time to wonder if that was a good or bad decision to say what she just said. She felt James stop breathing on her ear before the corners of his mouth turned up slightly. He brought his lips to her ear and whispered, "I knew it."
He softly nibbled her ear, moving a hand up to her hair, moving it out of the way as he started planting small butterfly kisses down her neck. She tightly gripped her skirt, forcing her hands to stay stuck to her side.
"Evans," his kisses turned longer, more passionate, and his hand was on her neck, gripping her hair and the other on her waist. She closed her eyes, fought to breathe and then bit her mouth shut, "You're a bit tense."
"O-oh?" She stuttered as his hand moved from her hair to her jaw.
He nibbled the skin at the bottom of her neck, near the front of her shirt.
"And we haven't even gotten close to what the dare was actually about."
She had forgotten entirely about the dare. She also had forgotten there was a small group across the room; it felt like they were the only two people left in the world. She often felt that way with James.
Her hands were clinging to her skirt for dear life, knowing that if they were released for a second, they would be tangled in his brown curls.
"Well, this is just-" She inhaled every few words, "This is just basic- basic human instinct."
James moved his hand from her hip to her bare waist again, squeezing softly and making her fists clench tighter, "Oh, for sure. nothing else."
She closed her eyes and inhaled sharply as he moved his mouth to the top button, undoing it with his teeth and then kissing her chest. He rubbed his nose up her neck as she felt his hot breath breathe against her ear.
"Fuck it," she said, releasing her skirt and bringing her hands to his muscular shoulders, feeling one of the many benefits that quidditch brought James. She really didn't stand a chance resisting him in the first place and honestly felt proud that she had pushed through for that long.
"Hh, hey," he whispered and nibbled her ear again, making her shudder in his grasp. He snaked his hand from her waist over the top of her shirt and undid the second button, "I think we should play this more often."
"I'm sure you do," Lily ran a hand to his messy hair, grabbing a fist full and then released after a second. Her fingers played with his curls while the other moved to his broad back.
He kissed down her neck again, softly nibbling here and there as he made his way to the third button. As his arms moved to her shoulders, he again undid the button with his teeth, "I also haven't done this before, so I hope you know that I'm feeling pretty proud of myself."
"You're pretty talkative," Lily replied. The third button was undone, and he kissed the top of her cleavage, making her instinctively grip his shirt and hair.
"And you're pretty hot," he brought his face close to hers, and they looked at each other. They were both sticky with sweat and had pink faces that showed how quite excited they were. Lily's lip was in between her teeth, and she brought her hand out of his hair and to his neck.
"You're a bit tense, Potter," she joked as she felt his arm muscles, feeling how nervous he actually was, although she found it quite cute.
"Well, my legs are jello, so I would have to say that I disagree," James said, smiling. He brought his face back to behind her ear. His hands found their way to her neck and thigh, softly massaging each.
Lily chuckled as he ducked down, kissing her chest and undoing another button, but instead of bringing his mouth to her skin, which was more cleavage, he moved on to the next, crouching down slightly. She brought her hands to his hair, both of them getting tangled in his messy brown mop. She figured that since her bra was beginning to be exposed, he wanted to stay as respectful as possible. Her stomach felt a flutter at that thought. He respected her enough to not use her for her body... While that shouldn't be such the big deal that it was, she still smiled at it.
He moved his way down, undoing every button as he went. As he reached the bottom, he brought both of his hands to her waist, making her breath hitch as his cold skin touched her sticky skin. He planted a small kiss just above her belly button, then slowly straightened up, eyes closed as his nose and forehead never broke contact with her skin.
When his face was close to hers, she moved her hands from his hair to his neck. His lips were parted slightly, and her lips tingled as his hot breath hit them.
"Lily," he breathed softly.
Her breath hitched, and her stomach twisted when he said her name. This was a normal reaction when he called her by her first name anyway, as it was more sincere; however, when he said her name like that...
"Y-Yes?" she responded, closing her eyes. Her fingers softly played with his hair.
"You are so beautiful."
The moment those words breathed onto Lily's lips, it felt like everything stopped. Time, her intense heartbeat, her breathing. The only thing she could do was smile softly and put one of her hands on his cheek. His hands felt up her bare skin, over her bra and chest before going over her shoulders, sliding under her shirt. Finally sliding her shirt off her shoulders and arms and onto the floor.
She moved her head into the crease of his neck, not surprised at her feeling of disappointment, "I guess we need to return to everyone else now."
"Oh yeah," he said, wrapping his arms around her, "I completely forgot about them."
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⌗ MARAUDERS OC NICKNAME IDEAS!
so, i've made a bunch of oc's for the marauders era in the past, a lot of them being animagi. and it's REALLY hard to come up with ACTUAL good nicknames for them. that's why i decided to make this list. both for myself, in the future, aswell as others who struggle picking the right name
anyways, i always like the name to have something to do with a body part of the animal, as that's what all the boys (except remus) did.
WHISKERS ゚✧
- this one is definetely for a cat.
- honestly, this one's probably the best out of the list. i mean, it checks all of the boxes. it's one of the more recognizable features of a cat, looks good and sounds good
- and it can be used for any cat. if your oc is really mysterious and then prob is a black cat, it fits! if you're a brown/orange cat with a down to earth personality, it fits! if youre a girly girl and a white cat, it fits!
-i lost count of how many times i've used this now.
CROOKSHANKS ゚✧
- btw, if you dont know what the fuck this name means, because neither did i, crook is bend and shank is the part of the leg from the knee to the ankle. (the words can mean other things in other context tho) anyways yea, thought you should know that lol.
- but so like, i remember reading this fanfiction on wattpad, i think it was actually called crookshanks? (i could be wrong though) but this woman who was james' twin sister is crookshanks (so like crookshanks, hermione's cat is an animagus in secret) and i dont know i was just amazed at how creative it was.
- so basically, what i'm trying to say is: you could have your oc be hermione's cat and like watch over harry and help sirius and idk it's just so genius.
FANGS/FANG ゚✧
- this one can be for both cat like animals and dogs (+ wolfs) OH AND BATS. YEA. I LOVE BATS. (not sure if it's a great animal for an animagous tho)
- and yea yea yea i know it's also the name of hagrid's dog but who cares! people re-use names all the damn time. i mean i swear, in my country, EVERYONE calls their dog max. heck, MY dog is called max
CLAW/CLAWS ゚✧
- the next one could apply to a bunch of different animals since most, or at least a lot, have claws
- it would also be fun to add another word onto it like; hairyclaw, sharpclaw, angelclaw. these are really bad but you get what i mean (sharpclaw slays though.)
CLAWDINE ゚✧
gosh i love this name.
- i'd imagine a female black cat like animal (panther, cat idk just black cat things)
- and i know she'd be so cool in real life aswel. everyone wants to be you, be your friend, date you.
- this name radiates 'that one hot and attractive female every man simps for.' and idk it just makes me excited.
COTTONTAIL ゚✧
- this one is SUPER cute,
- although i'm not sure if it really fits in this post, seeing as it's for a bunny, although maybe you could just use it for different animals too?
- and yea, i know it's a bit like peter's name but who cares! it's just too cute.
FEATHERCLAW ゚✧
- i'd suggest this one for a bird.
- again, not sure if anyone would choose a bird as animagus for their oc (maybe a bigger bird?)
- but like, it's yet another great name
GIGGLES ゚✧
- this one just randomly popped in my head one day. it doesnt refer to an animal's body part.
- but i mean, moony doesnt either so who cares right
- this name would definetely resemble the person's human personality. bubbly, cute girly girl, always smiling and obviously, giggling
MITTEN ゚✧
- just like at the start of this post, i didnt know what this word meant when i first saw it. but it's like a glove where all your fingers except your thumb are together, instead of separated.
- imagine if you have an oc who's known for always being cold, going out in a thick coat and scarf and always has mittens/gloves on.
- and then they'd be a cat animagous so that the boys, ESPECIALLY sirius, can call them kitten 24/7
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October 23, 1981
Today was… so much. I’m not even sure where to begin. Honestly, this may just be a bit of a ramble as I try to collect my thoughts.
Dumbledore came by today. So did Sirius, Peter, Mary, and Remus. Our house hasn’t been so full since Harry’s birthday. I just wish there was a happier reason for it.
It’s this damn prophecy again. You-Know-Who knows about the prophecy. I mean, we knew that, of course, but we never really knew what that meant, or what he would do about it. Until now.
Maybe I shouldn’t be writing this down. Is it dangerous? I mean… I guess if we are going to be hiding like this, no one will see it, right?
Continue reading on page 3.
Dumbledore told us that he was approached by a Death Eater with information about the prophecy. This Death Eater says that You-Know-Who has become obsessed with the prophecy, and he has determined who it applies to.
It's Harry. He picked Harry. He is coming for us.
James asked Dumbledore how he could possibly know that it was Harry, but Dumbledore says it doesn’t matter. You-Know-Who has picked Harry, and so it must be Harry. He will mark Harry as his own, and it is Harry. James also demanded to know who the source was, but Dumbledore wouldn't say.
I hope he’s wrong. He must be.
There’s still a chance he is... right?
Please let him be wrong.
Dumbledore says that there is a new protection spell that has been created. Someone in the Order has been working on enhanced spells, and I guess they were finally successful.
The spell is a powerful, complicated charm. Casting the charm locks a location—in this case our house—into a magical secret. The secret is then locked inside of a living person—The Secret Keeper. Once completed, the house will be hidden entirely—invisible, intangible, unplottable, and soundproof. The only way to find us is for the Secret Keeper to share our location. If they don’t share, we cannot be found. Even if You-Know-Who knows our exact address, he can’t walk into the house unless the secret is shared with him. We can be safe, though we will be locked inside.
Does it seem too good to be true?
Dumbledore explained the spell to me. It’s complicated, but I can do it. I’m the best of us at charms, aside from Dumbledore himself, so it has to be me. The only question that remains is who our Secret Keeper will be.
The Secret Keeper is supposed to be someone we trust implicitly, according to Dumbledore. Someone that we have no doubt in, who will protect our secret, who will keep us safe. They will need to go into hiding as well, and will be in great danger.
I wonder if Dumbledore knew the real reason his words made all of us shift uncomfortably in our seats, or if he just thought that we were worried about putting one of us in danger. I mean. We are worried about that too, but the question of trust hit us particularly hard.
Is Dumbledore suggesting one of our friends cannot be trusted? Does he know who the spy is?
Does he know the spy is Remus?
Dumbledore offered to be our Secret Keeper, but something feels wrong about that. I'm sure he would keep us safe, if for no other reason than Harry seems to be the impetus for the end of the war, but I think our Secret Keeper should be someone who wants to keep us safe because they love us, not what we can do for them.
After he left, the discussion was actually relatively quick. There really is no option other than Sirius. Even if we were not paranoid and doubting each other, Sirius would still be the obvious answer.
We decided to wait until Sunday the 25th to cast the charm. It gives us a few days to prepare, as best we can.
A chance to say goodbye.
Mary left first. It was a quick goodbye. More of a see you later than anything. I'll see you after this is all over. I'll see you when the storm clears. I hugged her, long and hard. My closest and dearest friend. My first real friend in the wizarding world. I hope she stays safe. She left before the tears could overtake her.
The boys dawdled a bit. Remus asked to play with Harry, and I couldn't find it in my heart to say no. He sat on the floor with Harry, playing with toys and talking to him. Remus read him a couple of books, and promised to send him more books for Christmas. He hugged Harry closely, and Harry was receptive to the hug. I was surprised, honestly. Harry is so hit or miss with hugs, especially if the alternative is playing. I wonder if he could sense something in the air. Maybe he could tell that this hug was important.
Maybe he could tell it was goodbye.
Remus handed Harry off to Sirius, who hovered nearby the entire time. Remus and Sirius didn't speak or so much as look at each other. It was like Harry was the one connection left between them, and the only acceptable conduit.
Remus came to me next, and we sat on the couch and talked. He's going on an extended mission, and he doesn't know when he will be back. Or so he says. There was something off in the way he said it. I don't know if he's not actually going on a mission, or if he is telling me so that I do not worry about him feeling excluded, or if he is just worried that we won't see him again.
Is this the last time I see Remus alive?
Is the war going to take him away for good?
Remus hugged me, then, and the contact honestly made me cry. I wish a hug could erase all the distrust between us. I wish the circle of my arms could determine if he was lying. If they could, I think if learn that he is nothing more than a scared little boy who is slowly losing his friends. Or maybe I'd learn that he really is the monster that we all fear.
Remus went to James last, and they spoke quietly. In this tiny cottage, it wasn't really quiet enough for us to avoid hearing them.
Remus told James the same thing that he told me—that he would be away for a while. Probably at least a couple cycles of the moon, he said. James asked him to be careful, to take care of himself, to come back safe. Remus smiled, and promised he would.
James tried to talk about plans for the future. Remus would miss Halloween and Sirius's birthday, but surely he would make it to Christmas, or New Years? They could have a joint party for their birthdays in March, and surely he would come to Harry's birthday next July.
Remus smiled with that small, tight, uncomfortable smile, letting James push forward into plans that Remus couldn't make. He gave noncommittals and platitudes, and James went on. The rest of us shifted uncomfortably.
Plans so far in the future are a luxury that we are no longer afforded. James knows this too, but he needs to feel like there is an end and a tomorrow. We all let him.
Finally, Remus stood, and he and James hugged. I could hear the whispered murmurs. The thank yous and I love your that growing boys may have shied away from but soldiers cannot afford to forget.
They are soldiers first, and boys second, and this is the way of war.
Finally, Remus turned and headed for the door. He looked back, as though trying to take in everything one last time. When the door snapped shut behind him, it left an emptiness in the room that I'm not sure we have the ability to fill.
Sirius and Peter left soon after, both promising to come back in the next few days. As they left, a shroud fell over the house, and for the rest of the night, no one said a word.
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