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Durge Redeemed - Latest Journal Entry (DurgexWyll)
“I have not said I love him, for I do not know what that means. I know he shows it to me, but love is a feeling as well as an act. I can return the actions, but I am perplexed by the feeling. But if it is my desire to protect him, to run to him when in doubt, to hold his hand, to keep him close, to let him leave once he realizes this is not a union he deserves, to protect from the shadows as he rules and marries and creates, then I do love him. I love him so much it hurts. It is so strong that it fights the Urge. He promised a target should my Urge arise again, but he does not know that he is already the Blade in my veins, warring against my Father. He made himself the target when he pressed his lips to mine. And I’ve warned him as such, even when my claws were at his throat. But he persists, and so do I. So that is love.
Yes?”
#Wyll of my life#bg3 Wyll#durge x wyll#Wyll Ravengard the man that you are#you’re already the blade in durge’s veins#he loves durge#and he knows he probably shouldn’t#but he does anyway#whew#no like when you ask him if he trusts you#and he says he does but gods know he shouldn’t#ooooof#something about that….#🔥
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As much as i want to be delulu abt the lestappen trading card fiasco, this is actually what happened. 🥲
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#he’s just being his usual menace self#JUST ADMIT HE’S HOT CHARLES#was he trying to open his own driver card?#probably#man KNOWS he’s hot#charles leclerc u little shit#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#cl16#lestappen#max verstappen#ferrari#1633#mv33#mv1#we shouldn’t spread misinformation guys#this is like charlie ive got space for u all over again 😭
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MacCready being one of the few companions to not lose affinity if you eat people makes sense when you remember the fungus in Little Lamp Light grew from decomposing bodies. Like the kids weren’t eating people directly but they were eating people adjacent things.
Not to mention how the Lone Wanderer can trick the kids at LLL into buying “strange meat” to eat which is just human so it’s more likely than not they have just straight up ate people so he’s either very desensitized, knows what food desperation can do to people or feels he really has not ground to stand on since he was in the same boat whether he wanted to be or not.
#like everytime I think of little lamplight and MacCreadys backstory it gets more fucked up cause like#children are kinda like not treated as such in fallout due to the nature of the wastes and that leads to such fucked up events#like of all the companions I forget that MacCready really has never like had stability and it sure as hell affects his confusing affinity#gains and loses but also like I just ate a person and that’s wrong but he can’t say cause I bet he found out in cases where the player gave#the kids strange meat what it was and was horrified but feels bad because it was probably the only good meals the kids had their in a while#he struggles with the idea that he knows it’s helped them live and that he enjoyed it#again like there’s always one follower with like a super fucked up backstory and like next to Cait MacCready takes the cake for fallout 4#just for how young he for all this to have happened and the responsibility he had#cause he’s like potentially the youngest next to piper? like he’s 22#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#robert joseph maccready#like he shouldn’t be at the club he should be idk playing madden or cursing at people in a Fortnite lobby#maccready
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Why is every Billy ship qualifiable for Rare Pair status or pedophilia
Like, there’s the obvious Beatuia and Diana (which is extra uncomfy for me bc I like them as sibling coded over anything else but that is just me)
Then there’s the characters he has so few appearances and time spent with, like Damian or Jon, and literally anything that isn’t him getting shipped with Freddy I’ve heard of seems like a Rare Pair. Or… maybe not since he’s not as popular a character and maybe this is just part of for the course with his status, but really, his love life is seriously limited
#I really don’t get the odd trend there was to have Billy crushing on Diana (or the weird elseworld comic that had that be a thing)#and his whole thing with Beautia is that he sees her as a great friend and ally while her affections are one sided#and for the most part she never KNOWS Billy and Cap are kinda the same person#Bea just finds herself loving a great hero and not knowing shit about why she Probably Definitely Shouldn’t#Billy really only spends time with adults or his family so if the issue comes with the territory#billy batson#shazam#dc comics#dc#rare pair#shipping
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If Ashlyn Banner was a character in a typical magic manhwa she would be the cool mage that remained isolated in the tower for over a decade without any sort of human contact until they were forced to due to the MC’s stupidity or in her case, Aiden’s shenanigans.
She would subsequently be roped into the chaos against her will, all while trying to figure out how to properly interact with real people after all this time and trying to protect this rag-tag group of people with varying backgrounds from certain death.
Aiden would be the crown prince who hated his position and responsibilities after the war so much he decided to become an explorer. It was a risky business with so many unexplored magical lands so it was right up in his alley but his parents only agreed to let him go if he brought his cousin Ben with him as a companion. Ben would be the powerful knight who was heavily traumatized and rendered mute during the war, working on finding himself once more while he and Aiden explored the world together.
Tyler would be the promising young knight who's trying to gain some prestige in order to take care of his family. Taylor would run the repair shop their dad left them but struggled to find a lot of customers due to the stigma that a woman couldn't possibly be strong enough or smart enough to do good repairs. The repair shop was incidentally right across the flower shop Logan's parents ran while he studied something with math or science at a fancy school and occasionally came by to help.
And the Crane Cult are the Big Bad™ that are using a blood sacrifices to call on the power of a higher being or something like that. And they wear bird masks of course.
Ashlyn vs Maverick in a magic duel, when?
Kinda Part 2: Here
#school bus graveyard#school bus graveyard webtoon#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#ashlyn banner#aiden clark#aidlyn#ben clark#tyler hernandez#taylor hernandez#logan fields#maverick sbg#crane cult#manhwa#Someone draw witch!Ashlyn with a cool dark green cloak and giant magic staff like frieren's#Aiden: *messing around with something he shouldn’t be touching#Ashlyn: *sensing a disturbance in the force and just banging her head against the table because she knows she's going to have to deal with#another idiot touching things he's not supposed to#The ghosts of Mike and Emma: *cheering because their daughter is going to Socialize#maybe not successfully and probably against her own will but whatever#it’s the thought that counts#taylor could also be a blacksmith#and she forged Tyler's sword as a gift when he finally went to become a knight#I actually kinda like that idea more
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I’m really curious as to how the general public in inanimate insanity react to steve cobs death. He’s runs a pretty large buisness. They are going to notice if he’s gone. I know people famously aren’t too upset when a ceo gets killed but i want. to see. what happens. His death is going to affect something in some way and I want to know how. Curious. Also not related but when mephone3gs and mephone4 hugged it KILLED ME /silly they both deserve so many good things and I love them so much.criess. They’re free
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#I think I remember seeing someone say that like#since only really the contestants and the products REALLY know what he was up to#there’d probably be people mourning this horrible guy#who they just think is some regular ol tech ceo. and that thought has stuck with me#ALSO YEAH THAT SCENE MURDERED ME IN THE BEST WAY IMAGINABLE#IT WAS SUCH A JUMPSCARE /POS WHEN 3GS JUST??? WALKED INTO FRAME???#I love my little phone guys… my silly phone brothers… they’re freeee..#okay i’m done rambling now#this is why you shouldn’t let someone mentally ill over meeple run a meeple confessions blog#ii steve cobs#ii mephone4#ii mephone3gs#ii meeple#meeple confession#inanimate insanity#the queue-ture is so yesterday
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You know, I think I just had a realization about one of the reasons I prefer original Garmadon over resurrected Garmadon
So you know how there’s the trope of “one of the big bads is actually one of the main characters’ dad (or mom, but it’s usually dad, at least in my experience)”. And usually alongside it, the evil parent either doesn’t care about their kid and/or is willing to get rid of them for the sake of their evil plans, or they want their kid to be evil just like them and join the dark side
Garmadon however, in the first two seasons, differs from that. We’re shown that he loves his son dearly and doesn’t want harm to come to him, at least whenever possible, and he literally states that he never wanted Lloyd to be like him
He differs from that aspect of the trope, and honestly I don’t feel like I’ve seen other evil parents have that angle. Likely because in Garmadon’s specific scenario, evil was forced upon him and he literally can’t help it. But regardless, it’s unique to the trope and it makes him more interesting than just a generic menacing villain
But when he comes back, he has that aspect of his personality erased, and so now he’s just doing the trope straight
Yeah, in Season 8, he’s supposed to be brought back super evil, and it makes the fight in Episode 9 devastating for Lloyd, and we get glimpses that somewhere deep down, he does still care about Lloyd, even if he’s convinced he isn’t or shouldn’t, but that doesn’t change the fact that he is now just the evil dad
I feel like his and Lloyd’s interactions in Crystalized are exactly this trope, or at least that part of “embrace the evil side of your heritage”, in terms of the Oni stuff. And similarly, Lloyd doesn’t want to be anything like his evil dad
The nuance and angst and tragedy that I really liked is now gone, and replaced with something more generic
#they did sometimes address that Garmadon used to be nicer and loving#but when taken at face value that’s how it is now#or at least feels to me#I know the writers for the future seasons aren’t the same original writers#and I personally theorize that in some aspects they took more from the movie than the original show#the Lloyd and Garmadon relationship being one of them#and that personally ticks me off because Garmadon was probably my second favorite character other than Zane in early seasons#specifically because of his relationship with Lloyd#even if I was excited at the time that Garmadon was returning in Season 8 maybe they shouldn’t have#I assume the only reason they brought him back was because he was in the movie#oh well#I at least have the first 5 seasons#ninjago#lord garmadon#lloyd garmadon#rant#personal opinion
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Phantom’s whole “human’s don’t like classical music anymore” pisses me off. Vinyl City is a music based city, you’re telling me there’s no old people living there? There’s no elitist music snobs in that bitch? They don’t have orchestras or ballets (which are common in cities like NYC, which…I think Vinyl City is based off) happening?
His story says he got kicked out clubs and bars for playing classical music but like wouldn’t he be more of a conductor? What is he playing fucking Tchaikovsky in a club? People who make and arrange classical music would be conductors.
#also a lot of djs shouldn’t be djs in the first place#Lyte and Vinyl are probably the only ones#fuck ass game#gw dj phantom#fuck kinda club Xavier DJing at?#he’s like in his 40-50s#Xavier: alright y’all this is one y’all might know#*proceeds to play classical rock or whatever dads listen to*#no wonder everyone commits crimes in Vinyl city#all they djs can’t play good music for shit
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who else up having their heart broken by the Prost documentary, btw,
#IDK WHY LIKE. i know what happens but THERES SO MANY MOMENTS THAT JUST MAKE ME SO SAD#a tumblr post will never be enough for me to express everything I want to say but like#idk I’m obviously biased but it’s been thirty years can we stop no nuance observing alain prost circa 1988-89 itgfjfkfkfjd#like i think definitely if nothing else we should look at some of his off track behaviour#as a reflection of some of the stuff he went thru when he was in Renault ya know#even he wouldn’t say he did everything perfectly n that he’s faultless so I won’t#but it does annoy me that even 30 years later people still act like ayrton was perfectly reasonable and shouldn’t be blamed for any of it#because oh so n so reason from off track or whatever#and then can’t see that like….the very same reasons can apply to many of prost’s actions too#ANYWAYS apart from that (how sad it is making me for alain and how much he went through) I am rlly enjoying it#it’s very beautifully done and although it is obviously biased / there’s a few things I wish they dug into more so far#I don’t rlly mind especially since from one angle it’s like I’ve seen sm stuff biased towards ayrton atp on that especially#that having this be kinda alains biased version doesn’t bother me since it feels like it’s just making it more level#also:#alain prost i love you 🥰🥰🥰#just because it’s making me feel even more strongly on that front#probably missed a million things I want to say but 🤷♀️#alain prost#f1#prost documentary
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so i’m getting top surgery some time between the months of february and august of this year (would rather february obv but seems like summer might make more sense logistically). the thing is my extended family does not necessarily know that i have any kind of gender thing going on, not because they don’t have access to this information, but simply bc they don’t care enough about me to think about any aspect of my identity (because the world revolves around my cousin and i have always been peripheral). which means there is a very real possible future this year when i roll up to a week long extended family beach vacation like….. sans tits and with two new massive scars……… i don’t plan on explaining anything in advance bc i’m sure my cousin will be emailing everyone her own personal accommodations beforehand and i wouldn’t want to get in the way, but like…. surely at least one of them will notice? even if i don’t go shirtless and i wear a bikini despite not needing one, they will notice, surely? and from there, what happens? it’s a mystery, but also has the potential to be very fucking funny in my opinion
#my grandma and one of my uncles would normally ask my dad about it nervously except idk if they’ll know how to phrase it this time?#it won’t stop them from asking but it will throw a wrench in the works for a little bit as they figure out how#then that uncle will ask ME a bunch of questions and that will be the most awkward and unpleasant part for me#(i do not want to share my gender journey with these people)#my other uncle and his ?wifepartnerpereon? may not notice and will not ask anyone about it#and my two cousins + their parents clan? honestly no idea how they’ll react#the cousins will notice obviously. they might ask me about it#the older one will tell her parents#her dad will probably mention it to my dad but be super weird about it. not in a transphobic way but in a condescending misogynist way#(bc he still sees me as a little girl with no autonomy or common sense)#and then me might make weird comments at me which is whatever#and my cousins mom will probably be sacharinely excited for me and give me a hug and say that’s great!#which does not make her any less of an insane liberal rich white woman or any more of a good mother but i’ll appreciate the sentiment#and my younger cousin will be cool but surprised#except less surprised bc i’ve always done weird shit to my body as far as they were concerned when we were growing up#so i think they’ll see this as just an extension of all the hair dye and piercings and tattoos#my cousins shouldn’t be surprised at ALL bc they and their goddamn parents all follow me on instagram and my pronouns on that app have been#they/them for like 5 years at this point they’ve just never bothered to notice#such is life#i won’t even pretend to know how my one uncle’s girlfriend and her shit daughter will react#they are both as unpleasant as they are utterly fucking baffling#so god only knows.#anyways it won’t change much in the long run bc family vacation will still end up being all abt my cousin anyways <3 god bless
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ship discourse my beloathed
#god why can’t people like. leave other people alone#“i can’t believe you’re a proshipper you have such young impressionable fans!!1!1!1” girl. shut up#such “young impressionable fans” probably shouldn’t be on the tumblr/twitter/whatever anyway.#also like. if a creator has sufficient warnings it shouldn’t???? matter????#just block the tag and move on lmao you antis are fucking crybabies#don’t doxx or harass people over FICTIONAL SHIPS#one of the things that drives me fucking crazy in the utmv fandom is ship discourse. like good fucking lord#it’s okay to be disappointed in people for being proshippers. i was disappointed when i found out zu was.#do i care? no! i still love her other content. i just blocked the dreammare tag and moved on#it’s not like she posts about it everyday anyway. grow up utmv community.#nash talks#probably delete later#nashdoesstuff#this is exactly why i’m so tired of this fandom’s bs and have considered leaving as many times as i have#you guys don’t know how to fucking behave.#will i leave? probably not considering utmv is my special interest#but my point still stands. grow the fuck up.#fandom discourse#ship discourse#i think the only proshipper i’ve ever blocked was flowey because he’s weird in other ways. it wasn’t even because of proshipping :/
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wallpaper is insane like u find a product w an ugly print ? wallpaper it. just multiple uncoordinated things put together ? wallpaper it. ugly door ? wallpaper it. ugly wall ? landlord won’t let me wallpaper it
#stream#tumblrs aging demographic etc but this was actually abt diys#the years of getting very stoned & watching the sorry girls & not even remembering what the original video was have prepared me to diy#everything#like ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKAA i love pullin shit out the trash like u don’t want it ? i do ‼️#i can REPURPOSE IT#i think it’s so funny#like the way i was raised was to recycle or whatever but my father also raised us to save everything bc what if u need the parts u know dads#so i just do. one of my core memories from ‘a child’ i was probably in like 8th grade at this point was when the hubcap of my fathers car#fell off his old as dirt hunk of junk older than me automobile & he was too cheap to pay like 25$ for a new 1 so he took my brother & i to#this like drainage ditch expecting US to go poke around in there & get it & i said absolutely fuckin not#bc this same man would tell us - bc we had to buy our own toys so like we u know saved whenever we got money from bday or christmas or u#know manual labour in exchange for money bc ok yea at least he taught us to demand what ur worth w that but it was like 5c ea pinecone 1c ea#stick or like ‘help me repair the roof’ ‘pressure wash the fence’ i was like 9 ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAAKS - he’d take us to the toy store &#we’d bring our money but instead we’d go to the hardware store & do all the errands & force us to do everything w him then he’d just say#‘yea it’s too late for that sorry’ like it was just. captive audience. this man is the reason i don’t go anywhere unless i know i can leave#on my own or when i want somehow bc girl …. I DONT TRUST ANYBODY HES A LIAR & A SCAMMER LIKE#but that’s just family heritage it’s genetic we’re a long line of liars & scammers but the buck ends here bc i’m not having bio children#or any children#lord knows i’ll be dead long before the chance could arise#i shouldn’t say things like that but ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA WE KNEW WE’D DIE YOUNG#this started w wallpaper#i’m so high#also very very bored#i’ve to do dishes & i absolutely 100% do not want to i hate dishes so fucking much i hate doing them i hate being around them i hate seeing
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I use to not like shin getter dragon but recently it’s been growing on me more however if there’s one thing that still bothers me about it being used in SRW with arma it’s the fact that like- of all characters Ryoma shouldn’t be the one to have it.
I know WHY he does since where its originally from (Daikessen) where it was a unit of his so it’s not originally even related to arma getter dragon and it is cool to see arma Ryoma use dragon since the only time we see him in it outside of Michiru’s death is a audio drama-which most people wouldn’t know exists LOL-but like- it just makes way more sense to me if shin getter dragon either belonged to Go or Saotome given canon.
#meg text#getter robo#super robot wars#i know I shouldn’t be so pressed about SRW doing SRW things when they did this shit with other shows#like giving shin tetsuya a cool ass unit but that’s not in the show and he’s BARELY present#so arma in SRW lying about shit even if it’s a bad experience for a newbie who doesn’t know getter isn’t a getter exclusive issue#but like you’d think with adapting arma they’d give this dragon- to someone who actually uses dragon#I know the excuse in T is shin becomes it even if I’m not gonna question how that fucking works#but idk it would make more sense as either a enemy unit Saotome has if they never use metal beast dragon#or something go has instead of shin dragon cause even as is Kei and Gai don’t get many attacks💀#I know the SRW mobile game before DD actually did that and they still managed to do shine spark#we need that in a actual fucking SRW maaaan (and noir team but that’s a different can of worms)#but shin getter dragon probably gonna stick with ryoma cause he’s more popular ig#they want the cool guy to have the exclusive unit and not a character who would actually make sense
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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:
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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.
Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….
spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]
@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit
#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like#“…a banana??? You keep bananas in…. there? You good man? A—are you okay?#What the hell are y—” [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] “Oh— oh honey… you’re not right are you?#No you’re not right. Uh…. Why don’t you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like you’re gonna die…#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] “Oh— oh ouch. No no no— I’m not laughing at you I just— I like your actor…#a lot… too much probably#and he’s just good at what he does and the timing of it all… this is exactly how I act when I’m home alone#I swear I’m not laughing at you… I just— PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOU’RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF”#John Hurt#stage acting#Krapp’s Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett#Yeah… funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike#[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls#I am unwell#Ough ough ough#It’s not difficult for me to watch per se#but I’m very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someone’s having a hard time doing something#— especially if they’re old or otherwise infirm — or I’ll feel like a piece of shit for weeks… and this fucking man#this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I can’t reach into the screen and help him#It’s like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table#then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat you’ve ever heard#AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HE’S MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED#Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette#And I know I write whump and I shouldn’t be this sensitive#but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME#Youtube
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craziest thing about mew telling himself he is completely over top is that his face is telling a different story, and it’s so obvious. it’s really all over his face, whenever he looks at top, whenever he lets his guard down around him like in the kitchen scene at the party, when there is no one else around that he has to pretend for—he looks at top like he created the fucking moon just for him. it’s insane, actually. top has that kicked-puppy-in-love look, but mew is just. if i loved you less, i could talk about it more. he doesn’t even have to say a damn thing because he looks at top, and it’s written all over his face that he’s fallen so irrevocably for him. he can’t even control it, it’s just there.
#the feelings will get them again and again#but at least top is aware he’s head over heels for mew#mew knows he should be hurt (and he probably is) but all the lashing out etc#it’s really just a front#something something he knows he shouldn’t be in love with top after all that but he still is#kaz talks#topmew i will go down with you. <3#only friends the series
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Honestly the more I think about it the more I want to say and explain and I hate that we’re not talking because all I want to do is talk about it and express myself even if it’s not the same between us anymore which is fine and well and something I’ve come to accept I just can’t help but feel like I’m being devoured by the unsaid words that all I wanna do is pour out.
#I never meant to make you feel as if you’re the main one in the wrong#with further thought and evaluation I’m also majorly wrong and I really just want to tell you that and apologize#I’ve thought about texting you quite a few times but I know you’re better off#I also know you could care less given the history and also given your huge ego#you’ll probably read this and ignore it bc you’re not the type for communication and I know it’s been a while since we last spoke#and I know you’re the type to stalk peoples shit 🤭 which is hella weird I might add#because I have a funny way of knowing who looks at my stuff but yeah for what it’s worth I’m terribly sorry and I hope you’re happy#because you deserve it and I miss you as a friend and I know it will never be reciprocated because you clearly hate me or hate women#it’s really difficult to tell but given our last encounter and your confusing ass feelings it shows you hate me so much so that….#forget it you don’t care and you never will care and it is what it is#I shouldn’t be saying any of this and I’m not surprised and idk why I care to write this out when it’s not even reciprocated#like girl get a grip he was never your friend to begin with and it shows#;-;#happy birthday to me
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