#and he flat out said ‘maybe i should date her since i cant date you’

[thebestofoneshots]

as promised it’s DEEP DIVE TIME BABY!!!

chapter 29 here’s my thoughts and things i noticed!!

first things first I WAS MENTIONED AGAIN!!! love to know i’m just roaming about in this universe fucking around. love how i was warned tho very nice!

i loved that when remus saw reader he immediately went “oh thank god HERE!!” like he trusts her skills enough to know that if anyone could do it it’s her like the whole “if anyone can do it,it’s you luv” LIKE OK I SEE YOU WITH THE NICKNAMES 🤭 but the trust not only remus but peter has in reader shows how their relationship has grown since they’ve met and i think it’s so cute how quickly she was accepted into the group!

also PETER HAS A DATE?!?? MY BABY!! (specifically your peter tho i only like your peter) I CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT HOW THE DATE WENT AND WHO IT WAS WITH!!!

AND READER BEING SEEKER FOR THE NEXT MATCH?!??? OH I CANT WAIT FOR THAT!! I CAN SEE THE TENSION AND EXCITEMENT THATS GONNA BE IN THE CHAPTER!! I KNOW READER IS GONNA PULL THROUGH AND FUCK EVERYONE OVER!! (barty and evan cough cough)

and reader having survivors guilt? she’s so me i hate watching people get hurt when i could have stopped it or tried to help! idk maybe it has something to do with me hating the feeling of being weak. like as a woman it’s hard to be seen as strong and competent so having men fight your battles against other men never feels as satisfying as the woman beating HIS ASS TO OBLIVION!!!

anyways! reader being selfless as always taking the punishment so james can have his little date with lily. love her with everything i have.

but remus offering to take james spot instead of reader but when sirius asks for remus to take his spot he flat out just goes “hell nah” his love language for both reader and sirius are so different yet so similar? like you can tell remus and sirius are obviously closer and so remus has no problem denying a request from him. but with reader he’s just met her and hasn’t figured out the boundaries of their relationship yet (friendships are still relationships) like how far he can go to tease her or what she’s comfortable with and not. don’t get me wrong for the amount of time they have known each other remus knows a LOT about her like mannerisms and her thought process but there’s still more for him to learn! like just how far she’s willing to go! (i have no idea if any of that made sense i’m sorry)

DIFFERENT TOPIC!!! READER FLIRTING WITH REMUS!!! even if it was as james i need more of reader teasing or like “jokingly” flirting with remus!!! please on my knees!!! honestly tho i do feel like reader teasing remus about the blindfold and him being “kinky” shows how comfortable she’s getting with him! like it took her awhile to get like that with sirius but once she started she never stoped and i want to see more of these with her and rem.

also reader wearing boxers? homegirl stays prepared! i swear she’s literally so smart! and clever i will never shut up about it. like the way she thinks ahead has saved her in so many different situations! clever little fox 🥰

love love love reader getting jealous with the thought of sirius flirting with other girls! (i think she should show him why that’s a terrible idea WHAT?!?? WHO SAID THAT?!???)

i loved how the “there isn’t any man’s work that i cannot do.” came to bite her in the ass so quickly. can’t even blame her men’s public restrooms are foul. what do they do in there?!?!!

reader as james calling mcgonagall minnie had me crying oh i know she was embarrassed (it’s ok tho because i would want to call her minnie too 😔)

I NEED MORE OF READER BEING INTIMIDATING!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! i live for intimidating reader! i eat that shit up! love to see men cower to a powerful woman!!! RAAAHHHH WOMEN!!!!

the whole random chick asking sirius to go to hogsmeade as if he doesn’t already have a girlfriend is crazy! like how are you gonna try and be a home wrecker??? the audacity to yell at james/reader i would be mad for james to because how do you have all of that attitude? like damn.

but i want to say this i know sirius and remus are gonna get together but i feel like right now their relationship is screaming “remus lupin wouldn’t mind liking boys if it didn’t mean liking sirius black. sirius black wouldn’t mind liking remus lupin if it didn’t mean liking a boy.” ya know? i thought of that when sirius was having his little sexuality crisis with reader being a boy

can i say this enough? MORE REMUS SIRIUS AND READER INTERACTIONS!!! i need them! i need remus and reader teaming up antagonist sirius! i need remus and reader having this wordless communication! i need reader and sirius to spend more time with remus! i need more remus freaking out over sirius! i need more of them together! I NEEEEDDD ITTTT

can’t stop thinking about how remus noticed reader was turning back and tried to stop her from getting hurt. how closely he was paying attention in order to notice that in the first place. how i can imagine him just admiring reader and sirius and noticing readers demeanor change slightly just enough for him to realize the potions effects were disappearing. yeah. can’t stop thinking about it.

gonna go to bed tonight dreaming i’m laying in bed with sirius and listening to remus read me the godfather. we all just cuddle together in a mess of limbs while remus’ voice lulls us to sleep. yeah….gonna dream about that.

ok that was my thoughts on this chapter. lord is it long? probably im sorry 😭 i can’t wait for the next chapter!!! literally in love with your writing! like i want it tattooed in my brain.

OK IM GONE!!!

Right? Peter is such a weird character bc we know what's gonna happen to him in the future and we know what he's supposed to do, but I still felt it necessary to flesh him out? Especially if Sirius eventually suggests using him as a secret keeper instead because let's be honest, they must have trusted him heavily to make that happen and it was really important for me to let that be seen. How much did he change due to his cowardice?

Remus and nicknames are a thing, he's always using them on her, but I bet he's gonna use them even further as time goes by and they become closer o each other. Who knows? He might start teasing him just as much as she teases him.

AND READER BEING SEEKER FOR THE NEXT MATCH?!??? OH I CANT WAIT FOR THAT!! I CAN SEE THE TENSION AND EXCITEMENT THATS GONNA BE IN THE CHAPTER!! I KNOW READER IS GONNA PULL THROUGH AND FUCK EVERYONE OVER!! (barty and evan cough cough)

I freaking love your excitement! And there's definitely going to be something very interesting happening in Chapter 30. Remember who's the Slytherin Seeker.

but remus offering to take james spot instead of reader but when sirius asks for remus to take his spot he flat out just goes “hell nah” his love language for both reader and sirius are so different yet so similar? like you can tell remus and sirius are obviously closer and so remus has no problem denying a request from him. but with reader he’s just met her and hasn’t figured out the boundaries of their relationship yet (friendships are still relationships) like how far he can go to tease her or what she’s comfortable with and not. don’t get me wrong for the amount of time they have known each other remus knows a LOT about her like mannerisms and her thought process but there’s still more for him to learn! like just how far she’s willing to go! (i have no idea if any of that made sense i’m sorry)

It 100% makes sense! Remus still has a lot to learn about her and it's part of the beauty of it. The realisticness of their relationship developing lays heavily on this, especially on those occasions in which Remus notices shit Sirius doesn't and at other times, he sees things that Vixen doesn't know about Sirius, bc he's known him for longer.

Like in this case, he's offering to help because he knows Vixen's arm is hurt and still feels guilty because of it, he doesn't want her to overwork. Meanwhile, with Sirius, he knows he's more than fine, and that he's just trying to get away from it by using his charm like he always does, which is why he flat-out refuses. Remus fell for Sirius' winning smile enough times in his first and second year, and our poor boy didn't even know why he wanted to help Sirius with his homework so much.

i loved how the “there isn’t any man’s work that i cannot do.” came to bite her in the ass so quickly. can’t even blame her men’s public restrooms are foul. what do they do in there?!?!!

I loved doing this because she really was all "Don't underestimate me, I can do anything a man can," and then they throw her in the dirty loo and she's like "I fucked up." This would soooo happen to me. I LOOOVE strong independent woman, if you haven't noticed, I always try to have her keep that personality with her. In fact, one of her character faults is that she struggles to accept help from others because she too, doesn't like being perceived as weak. And sometimes it's hard to understand that, needing help on some things isn't a weakness, but rather inherently human.

but i want to say this i know sirius and remus are gonna get together but i feel like right now their relationship is screaming “remus lupin wouldn’t mind liking boys if it didn’t mean liking sirius black. sirius black wouldn’t mind liking remus lupin if it didn’t mean liking a boy.” ya know? i thought of that when sirius was having his little sexuality crisis with reader being a boy

This really is them in every universe. And regarding Zia, I wanted to put her in there because well, the subject of adding Remus is already delicate enough. And that thin line between the three being in love with each other and cheating, is something I wanted to explore further. There will be no cheating on GC because I do not condone that at all and I value honesty above all, but I thought adding that bit of contrast in there was important.

Also just a mini reminder of what a hot shot Sirius is bc hot damn he's a total catch!

can’t stop thinking about how remus noticed reader was turning back and tried to stop her from getting hurt. how closely he was paying attention in order to notice that in the first place. how i can imagine him just admiring reader and sirius and noticing readers demeanor change slightly just enough for him to realize the potions effects were disappearing. yeah. can’t stop thinking about it.

My man's so in love it borderlines on obsession and it's hard bc good god he's in love with his two best friends who are also dating each other, how much more miserable must he be?

gonna go to bed tonight dreaming i’m laying in bed with sirius and listening to remus read me the godfather. we all just cuddle together in a mess of limbs while remus’ voice lulls us to sleep. yeah….gonna dream about that.

Dear lord, I also wish I could have Rem read to me asleep! He's just so sweet and soft and I feel like he would do narrations masterfully! Sidenote: Audible has a version of "The Portrait of Dorian Grey" narrated by Ben Barnes and it's the loveliest thing in the world, sometimes I go to bed and pretend it's Sirius reading to me.

I LOOOOOVE your analysis, you don't understand how much! Truly, they give me a whole week's highlight! They're so much fun to read and see how you dissect things that are deep within my brain. Things that happen in the story that I hadn't even gone into such depth but somehow knew? It's soooo cool because it lets me know how much of the story us coming across like I wanted it to come across and it really, truly, brings me joy. You always make me all blushie (இ﹏இ)/♡

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[leviathiane]

Guess who just realized they are living a slow burn mutual misunderstanding fic! I am in hell

**I LITERALLY RAN OUT OF TAGS TO RANT. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT COULD HAPPEN. I AM SORRY TO LITERALLY EVERYONE THAT EVER TRIED READING THE SHIT I SPOUT THERE.

[osamiiya]

Pairing: Tsukishima Kei x Reader

Requested by: anon

Summary: Tsukishima didn't notice until it was too late and you moved on.

Warnings: Angst

A/n: What is with y'all and requesting Tsukki angst?

You never think you're going to fall in love. It just hits you randomly and suddenly you're reaching for hope that they like you back.

It's been years since you fell in love with Tsukishima Kei. Walking home with him and cracking jokes, supporting him at volleyball games and scolding him when he gets hurt.

And you thought it was mutual. It had to be mutual. Your friend wouldn't intimidate other guys so that they wouldn't ask you out or approach you. Your friend wouldn't hang his arm over your shoulders as you walk home, glancing at you through the corner of his eye, pulling you closer when a bicyclist passes on your side.

Your friend wouldn't-

"Do you think that that girl from class 4 is cute?"

Your mind blanks, the pencil scribbling down math answers halting to an abrupt stop.

When you glance up, Tsukishima's blushing and Yamaguchi is snickering into his hand.

"Why? Develop a crush?" Your voice dosent sound like your own, the tone teasing and the proper response to that type of question.

"Well, I mean. She confessed and told Tsukki to give her his answer tomorrow." Yamaguchi's tone is light, but you can see the quick glance to your face as Tsukishima groans and tells him to shut up.

"Are you going to say yes?" Your heart beats so loudly you're scared they can hear it, the three of you huddled around your living room table, homework and notes sprawled around the area.

"Well, I mean, she's cute." His cheeks flush red and you smile, albeit tensely.

"I say you should go for it." Yamaguchi's eyes widen as he looks over at you, nervous chuckle bubbling out of his throat as he agrees.

The conversation ends there, Tsukishima deciding to change the topic by suddenly exclaiming that Yamaguchi did one of the problem sets wrong.

And time feels like its sped up, your mind wandering off to everything but the math, ranging from fantasies where you confessed right then and there, to how pretty Tsukishima looked, even under the lamplight.

Before you know it, they're leaving, Yamaguchi sending a crooked smile as Tsukishima just waves slightly, the two of them heading home.

It finally feels like you can breathe once you close the door, a wave of exhaustion rolling over you.

And it's not even like you purposefully ignored his texts later when he got home, it's just... overwhelming. The feeling of guilt that you cant be happy for him mixing with the feeling of regret that you didn't confess sooner.

Because, how could you confess now?

The next thing you know, she's everywhere. Hanging off of Tsukishima's shoulder, smiling up at him as he smiles back fondly. Hanging off of Tsukishima's shoulder as the, now four, of you walk to your house to do homework. And again, hanging off of his shoulder as you walk into school, the petite girl sending you a glare, a warning to not get too close.

Really, it's not like you purposefully pulled away. It's just your schedules didnt match up... your parent said that they couldn't come over... you were busy... you.

It's lonely when you're by yourself.

Watching as the three of them laugh as they leave school to head to the convenience store.

It's like you've been replaced. The dynamic stayed the same, just, Tsukishima could kiss her.

And it's embarrassing when you realize that Hinata and Kageyama start to hang out with you because they see you walking past the gym alone, no longer going in to support them during their practice.

"I don't think I like her." Hinata's sucking on a popsicle stick while hanging off the front of his bicycle, Kageyama rolling his eyes at the smaller boy.

"You just don't like her because she dosent bring you snacks during practice."

Hinata just sticks his tongue out at Kageyama before turning to you again.

"We have a practice match with Nekoma next week, you should come see us play."

After spending time with Hinata, you realize it's really hard to say no to him, and even when you explain what happened and why you can't go, he's still insisting.

"Kageyama and I will protect you." You laugh as Hinata flexes his biceps, hitting Kageyama on the arm so that the dark haired boy follows and does the same.

And before you know it, you're sitting in the Nekoma High School bleachers, elbows on your knees and hands supporting your head.

You snort as you realize that Hinata really was like a basketball, bouncing from one side of the court to the other. Tsukishima's words replaying in your mid, leaving a bad taste in your mouth.

"You know, most people don't scowl when they watch volleyball."

You blink twice before realizing that they took a water break, Nekomas captain coming to sit next to you, a smirk on his face as he takes a sip of water.

"Kuroo Tetsuro." He's handsome, in a way that Tsukishima isn't, and it's refreshing how he gives you all his attention and expresses his interest in you.

"y/n."

Kuroo smiles down at you, brown eyes sparkling with mischief.

He wipes his forehead with his shirt and turns to you dramatically.

"You're from Karasuno aren't you." And when you nod, he continues, very dramatically.

"I'm fraternizing with the enemy, luckily they're cute."

When you laugh he turns pink, thinking his joke fell flat.

"That was so bad." He groans and tucks his face in his hands, laughing in embarrassment.

You talk with him for the rest of the break and all the breaks going forward, laughing at his jokes and even flirting to match his energy.

He captures all your attention, and you don't even notice the two boys staring at you from across the gym.

"He's close." Tsukishima's has sets, and he dosent even know why. You were free to talk to whoever you want. It's not like you belonged to him, he had someone else anyways.

"Just leave them be, it's not like they're doing anything bad."

Yamaguchi had kept in contact, he texted you from time to time and knew you needed this to finally get over Tsukishima.

"Yeah but he's so close." Yamaguchi's head whips to Tsukishima, eyes widening in disbelief.

"You're jealous."

Tsukishima scoffs and shakes his head.

"Did you get hit in the head during the practice game? I have a girlfriend." Even when saying that, he can't help that his eyes wander to where you sat with Kuroo, phone held out so that Kuroo could put his number in it, laughing as Kuroo makes a comment.

Tsukishima dosent get a chance to talk to you for the rest of the day, you leave before they do, taking the bus home instead of going with them.

But it's fun to text Kuroo, see him react to what you say and state that he's actually interested in you.

And maybe you like him, and why not give it a try?

The next day at school, all you hear is whispers as you pass, something about Tsukishima and his girlfriend breaking up. Not that it mattered to you.

Until he sat next to you at lunch, Hinata nudging Kageyama so that they could give you and Tsukishima a chance to talk.

"Hi-"

"I like you."

Your mouth hangs open at the declaration as Tsukishima's ears turn pinker by the second.

When you don't say anything, he clears his throat and trys again;

"Go out with me... please?"

Your mouth does dry, and suddenly it feels like you can't sit still.

Tsukishima's heart drops when you avert your eyes.

This wasn't supposed to happen. No, Yamaguchi said you liked him. He was supposed to confess and then you'd date. This is what you wanted, this is what he wanted.

"I'm sorry I-"

Tsukishima dosent want to hear Kuroo's name come out of your mouth, he can't hear Kuroo's name come out of your mouth.

"You've moved on?" Your heart clenches as you hear his voice break, shoulders dropping and jaw tensing.

"Yeah." You feel guilty for some reason, and Tsukishima sighs deeply.

"Sorry for not noticing sooner." At your confused look he just takes a deep breath and continues.

"I didn't notice how I felt until you moved on."

There's no room for you to day anything else as he gets up, swallowing hard and walking away.

And almost as if it was planned, Kuroo's name flashes across your screen, complete with the heart that used to be by Tsukishima's name.

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he’s not mine j.w | part two

warnings: just some plain angst, mistakes

1.3k words

part one

when jeff had finally worked up the courage to let a girl back in his life after his last relationship, he knew he was being selfish, he knew deep down in his brain he longed for his perfect family. y/n gave him the life he wanted, the life he longed for. she not only cared for him but for oliver as well. y/n made him forget about the past, polly was never even a thought when she was around, so when polly showed back up he was blindsided, jeff hadn’t thought about her in years so when she began to describe the life they could have together, his mind filled with doubt and a little bit of hope. she made everything seem perfect, the way it was meant to be, polly convinced him it was what was best for their son. the longer polly stayed the more jeff realized she wasn’t what he pictured in his future, y/n was, it was always her. y/n was best for not only himself but for oliver too but they weren't good for her.

her words have been replaying in his head since the day she left, jeff can only wonder what she's doing now, he tried to contact her a few times but there was never a response, she had just disappeared. none of their friends had heard from her, he just hoped y/n wasn’t living as miserable as he was. jeff spent most days thinking about her, reminiscing all the memorable moments they shared.

jeff had failed, he failed as a boyfriend and failed as a father. he thought he was doing what was best for his son but only sent him into a world of pain. oliver had more of a mother when polly wasn’t around. he just didn’t understand how he could be so blind, why hadn’t he listened?

march 9th, 2020

all the time jeff spent thinking of his reunion with y/n, he didn’t think it would be at two in the morning on a thursday. he was sitting on the couch when someone started heavily pounding on the door, he was irritated and confused, he had just gotten oliver to sleep and didn’t know why someone would here so late. when his eyes met y/n’s jeff was at a loss for words, he had so many things he wanted to say to her he couldn't seem to express.

“i’m not here to cause trouble, i just need something i think i left here.” y/n explained, setting her phone down on the counter before looking in the cabinet under the sink. jeff watched her dig through his stuff, speechless, he was mesmerized by her presence. she hadn’t changed, she was just as he remembered her only the pep had left her step. he did that.

y/n left to the bedroom, her heart ached as her eyes fell on a sleeping oliver, she wanted nothing more than to take him in her arms and never let go, play with him, teach him how to talk, take him to his first day of school. y/n despised polly, she envied polly,  she took everything away from her, living her life. y/n tore her teary eyes away from oliver, it hurt too much, the faster she got out of here, the faster she could try to forget.

when she emerged from the room, jeff was overcome with sadness, she could sense it all the way from the other side of the apartment. her phone was clutched in his hand, his eyes scanning over her phone case. y/n had changed it when jeff had kicked her out, it reminded her too much of the past. jeff's eyes trailed over her screensaver was a picture of her and oliver, he wasn't even a year old in the photo, it had been their first official date.

“usually i would have gone for a restaurant, but it's hard to eat a fancy dinner when there's a baby throwing it all back at you.” jeff teased, leading y/n up the many flights of stairs. he was finally ready to stop isolating himself, put himself back out there, at least that’s what he told himself this morning. y/n just happened to present herself in jeff’s life and it just felt too good to pass up. that’s why jeff and oliver are taking y/n on a hike to the best view LA has to offer, he stared rethinking the entire idea, though, as he watches y/n struggle to keep up with him. “we can always just pick up something if you wanna go back down.” he stopped, waiting for her to catch her breath.

y/n glared at jeff before walking off in front of him. “i’ll be damned if i go back down after all of this, i’m offended you’d think i’d quit.” she said as she turned her head back, watching him smirk at her. “i should get extra cuddles for that.”

“from me or ollie.” the grin on y/n’s face never flattered, she hadn’t had fun like this in a while, let alone with a guy.

“from the baby of course but…” her eyes fell on the picnic jeff had set up on the flat ledge of the hill. “depending on the food maybe both of you could be arranged,” she said, running to the edge of the hill, the city on display, it was beautiful. the buildings looked much different from this angle, the city didn’t seem like so much of a hell hole for y/n. was it the view or the new people in her life. she turned back to jeff, he had opened a few of the containers and let oliver play on his own blanket with a few toys.

the two of them talked for ages, oliver occasionally adding his own opinions, it all came so naturally. there was never an awkward silence or judgment in the conversation, there was a foundation of trust already set in their relationship.

“y/n, i-i, there are so many things i want to say to you.” his eyes were still on the phone while he talked, nothing could have prepared him for this, for loving someone so much it hurts. “i’m sorry, more than you probably understand, i’ve spent every day thinking about you, how all of this could have been different.” y/n went to speak but jeff cut her off. “wait, please let me talk, i need you to at least hear me out- when you left i thought i was doing the right thing, by letting you go, i told myself it was for oliver, for him to have his mother b-but it wasn’t, you were the best thing for him, i knew that and i knew exactly what polly wanted,” he explained, running a heavy hand through his hair. “i was selfish and scared you would realize we weren’t what you wanted and leave just like she did, at least i always know what she’s thinking. but you, y/n, i can never figure out what’s going on in that perfect head of yours and that terrifies me.”

“that’s not fair!” y/n countered, she wished he would have talked to her before jumping at the next opportunity to get rid of her. “why didn’t you say something? i would have easily told you exactly what i was thinking.” both of them had tears running down their faces, pretending to hate each was draining. “tell me to stay, jeff, tell me to stay and i will.”

he eyes were filled with dread, pure sadness, his heart was breaking all over again. “i-i cant. i won’t be selfish anymore. not with you.”

“what?” he placed her phone back in her hand before walking into his bedroom, whispering a soft goodbye. y/n’s eyes trailed to the email on the screen:

“congratulations y/n y/l/n, we would be honored to accept you to our behavioral science unit! we would love to get you shipped out to quantico as soon as possible…”

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[randomsevans]

LATE LIES

Steve Rogers x reader

Summary : your engaged , but somethings wronge , your spy instincts are final putting the piece together to hopefully solve why , Americas golden boy has been acting cold and distant lately .

It was morning at the compand and everyone was seated and began to eat the feast in front of them , after there morning work out. The conversation where flowing as usual, Tony making his terrible dad jokes , wanda and vis looking across the table at one and other , thor munching away on his pop tart. , bucky and nat flirting while she hits clint across the head of making a joke about her love life .Yes this was like every morning, and you were always content and being thankful for the family you never had before . But at this moment you couldn't help but feel lonely. The seat next to you remain tucked under the table cold ,waiting for his arrival. Its been nearly two hours he left you in bed this morning as he left for his daily run . This isn't like him , hes always on time of breakfast. But this isn't the first time you and the others have waited (well mainly you) for his arrival, but this was becoming the new norm the 3rd time this week , it was two times last week , its always 5 to 10 minutes but out of the ordinary for your finance . You notice these things you spy skill allow you to notice patterns and behaviour before they even happen (well that's what you should be able to do ).

The breakfast was soon coming to an end with you not spoken a word or a glance up from the plate in front of you has picked at .you kept up coming with excuses for him

'Maybe he just working out abit more '

'Maybe hes helping someone out '

You were just about to give up on the thought of him coming to the time , maybe he will explain it to you later . It wasnt until you heard further sound that's add to the volume of the room, when everyone was greeting steve into the room . Your stomach quickly became home to beautiful as his smile was strong , with his well fitting white (almost to tight ) t shirt clung to him . He looked like he had just finished a work out .he looked glowing, a glow you have seen many times , one that not many people get to see , but you couldn't quick figure it out .

'That's probably why hes late lost track of time '

After his quick hellos and morning smiles and nods to people , Steve began to walk toward you his fiance. You put on the smile you always do when his around. You cant help, you are truly in love with this man . And consideing your past you never thought that you could love someone let alone be loved .

As you smile towards Steve your eyes never leaving him as he goes around you and pulls out his chair and takes the seat . It's at this point you expect a kiss on the cheek or lips along with 'morning doll ' or 'morning sweet heart 'or if you catch him on a good day 'good morning my soon to be wife ' . Steve was also cheesy like that, despite all your playful eye rolls and jabs in the side of his ribs to stop, you secretly loved it .

But that's not what you got . What you got was just a flat tone "morning" as he piled up his plate , not even looking at you. Your smile faded and you looked at Steve, "morning " you replied. It wasnt until now how sweaty steve actually was , you notice. You knew he never gets like this on his usual morning run . But then you quickly remember he was late this morning, so he was probably pushing him self more, not like he needed to .

You glance around the room still one seat free , next to nat , infrount of steve . You glanced at nat who was staring at steve as if she was assessing him like a target , her eyes soon become anger , as I notice her hand tighten around the knife in her left hand .

'What on earth is up with her this morning, must be that time of the month '

Your attention was quickly turned to the free seat next Nat pull backwards, and sharon carter took her seat . She was wearing gym clothes but looked like she had just woken up , with the back of her hair all tangled . Once she pulled her self in she glance up infrount of her with a shy smile , with a twinkle in her eye of admiration and mischief. You followed her gaze toward steve next you. Who looked infrount of him with a silly little smirk you adore (but havnt seen for a while ) the smile remained you for the smile he gave you on your first date . Now that you look at Steve more you notice he looks like he just woken up to , his hair was sticking up in all direction .

"Good morning sharon "Steve said in the sweetest tone , never breaking eye contact with her "good morning Rogers" she shyly said ,voice shaking for some unknown reason .

It wasnt till now you notice your legs were bouncing up and down and fist ready in your lap . You didnt know you were doing it .it was like your body was reacting to something your mind wasnt quite picking up yet.

'Was danger coming ' 'did you need to defend your self '

You didnt realise how tight your chest was and how glossy your eyes were . You glanced up to Steve, who was smirking and stealing glance at sharon . (When was the last time, he was like that with you? )

You heart shank .

You trained brain , realising the patterns, as if a problem to be solved .

Your brain quickly putting all the information you have currently received, aswell as the information of the last week , two weeks, month .

Your mouth began to get dry . You final glance up form you lap which was now trembling with ,what fear? Anger ?jealously?shock ?

You cant even look at them because you know you would either cry (which you promised your self long ago you would never do in public , it shows weakness you was always told to never let people see your weakness) or go full on assassin with the both of them.

Considering neither of them were an option since, you didnt want to make a show , aswell as you might be wronge . But when you glance at nat who is looking between them , like she is ready to rip there heads off with a passionate hatred . She slowly turns her head towards you , her yes soften, and become some what calm , a empathic look towards you.

At it's at that moment your whole world , future comes crashing down , on the dinning table .

It was like nat was sending a message towards you as she stars in to your eyes with sadness, you know shes came to the same conclusion and if the worlds best spy has , then you know it's true .

Its times like this you wish you didnt have your training. Times like this you wasnt intelligent above average, times like this you stayed oblivious.

Time like this you haven't just discovered the man you love , the man you was soon to call your husband was cheating on you with sharon Carter.

[shoujoaccent]

can you share your thoughts on kuro and iwanaga pls 🥺

ok first, i love them, so jot that down lmao i’m just going to be rambling w/ the information i have today!! which is ep7 of the anime & vol.10 of the manga!!

the first thing i want to touch on is this recent idea that kuro is with iwanaga by force, or her persistence, or not having romantic feelings for her... and even though i can see why people have that conclusion, i feel like a big factor to that ideal has been from 1) their romance has been subtext because of the genre and the fact that their relationship is established, and 2) the fact that kuro’s character, especially in the anime, is flat and often misconstrued... when he both has valid reasons for his characterization and has proven that he genuinely cares for her, her well-being, and their relationship. 

again!! i must repeat!! they are together in an established romantic relationship. this is not a budding romance, so we’re not going to get a lot of moments of them realizing their feelings/etc. he may have moments where he’s not prioritizing her, but he always makes up for it, and shows that he goes out of his way to make her happy. yes, he teases her relentlessly, and yes, he says he’s going to break up with her..... but literally all of his actions indicates his care.

also, the second thing i want to touch upon is that kuro and kotoko’s relationship is complicated because individually, they are complicated themselves. kuro’s lack of attachment can be explained away with the abuse of his grandmother, his strange relationship with rikka, and the fact that he’s immortal (like, why is he going to get legally married when he’ll never have a death certificate?). kotoko flirts, sure, but she’s distant herself. she’s shown that she has no hesitation of bending ethics to uphold the natural order, and that her job will always become before everything, even her health. before kuro, she’s described to being to herself and rare to any emotional outburst. nonetheless, she’s still a rich, protected daughter that was found dismembered... like she has her own rich backstory that doesn’t go away just bc she talks about being horny 24/7 lol

ok more things under the cut bc of spoilers and i cant be vague anymore:

THIRD THING!! another thing that gets brought about kuro’s feelings and it’s the fact that he has feelings for his cousin and saki still. therefore, his relationship with kotoko is strictly platonic... but that’s... that’s just not the case. i need to break this down into parts bc WHEW I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS

FIRST, if kuro has feelings for rikka, then there should have been no problem for them to be together. in the recent volume (10), she literally states that he was supposed to be hers... but what eventually ended up happening is the fact that kuro did get closer with kotoko. 

and see, the thing with that is..... if kuro has had nothing but feelings for rikka, then his relationship with saki wouldn’t have happened in the first place either. not to sound pro-inc*st, but they are immortal beings and the last of their family line. there’s literally nothing stopping them besides kuro not wanting to pursue a romantic relationship with rikka... and he didn’t. he got engaged to saki instead.

kuro has also stated that rikka was only in the hospital because she wanted to be mortal again, aka she wanted to die... but why? there’s events that we’re missing and won’t get to see into later down the line. regardless, it’s safe to say that kuro loves rikka to his full capacity as family and as someone who shared his same horrid past, but he doesn’t love her more than that. (he also said she was a monster beforehand anyway so.... idk, maybe that has something to do with that LOL.)

but that also brings us to the next thing: why saki?

it’s been clear that he dates saki because she looked like rikka. they were together to the point of engagement and talks of marriage, but nothing came into fruition bc he’s an immortal that scares off spectres.

but thats the thing too, their relationship would’ve never worked bc 1) he was always hiding the fact on who he was, and 2) again, he is immortal. maybe she was his attempt to be normal, but kuro’s very aware of his situation at all times. i don’t doubt he loved saki, but a lot of his residual feelings from the lady steel arc indicate guilt rather than lingering feelings.

and of course, he feels freaking guilty!!! he lied to her about his condition, and then scared her to the point where she couldn’t even eat certain meats. that’s a heavy burden to be at fault for. (luckily, they do resolve this and apologize to each other!! but that’s the thing too: be the end of lady steel, they aren’t letting go of their feelings. they’ve been aware that their relationship was over for a long time and that they both moved on. there were just some leftover wounds.)

AND AHHH!!!! i think its also to point out the fact that rikka approved saki (aka her clone), but she never approved kotoko. rikka said that she thought she could wait for kuro to get tired of kotoko, but he never did. that’s why kotoko became a bigger threat than she already was. not only was she an indicator that kuro wasn’t looking for rikka in people, but because his feelings for kotoko are genuine. it drives rikka to the point of insanity bc she literally is trying to create something to kill a god.

so to summarize: kuro loves rikka, but only as family. kuro dates saki bc she reminded him of rikka (aka probably the only he did know in his fucked up childhood), but it doesn’t work out bc he’s immortal anyway. kuro dates and ends up having actual feelings for kotoko, which brings us to the present and why rikka feels threatened to the point of violence.

GOT IT!!!

also, since we’re nearing the end, there’s something also interesting about kuro and kotoko’s relationship that i’ve thought about since their christmas chapter. kuro is a broke college student. kotoko is an heiress. they’re constantly going on trips and dates, but for the most part, kuro is going out of his way to treat kotoko. he’s thankful for her parents for taking in rikka, but there’s not a plot about him being indebted to her/etc... and i’ve been thinking about this since the christmas chapter bc he chose to work at his part-time job than spend it with her. at first, it’s easy to be upset about it...... but again, kuro’s a broke college student. of course, he needs to work a lot. he not only has school, bills, and groceries, but he’s trying to accommodate kotoko to a lifestyle where she’s happiest in (like a goOD BOYFRIEND) and it makes me wanna cry ok

in conclusion, i just think it’s dumb to act like these two aren’t together or that they don’t have feelings for each other. it’s there. in fact, it’s probably the only constant/consistent thing in a story with a lot of moving parts. they both lead incredibly complicated lives, but they’re there for each other.

i won’t lie, kuro talks a lot of shit lmao, but i don’t get how that’s different from kotoko being overly sexual/vulgar when she doesn’t mean it either. kuro literally told her that he needs her and her response was telling him to not think he’s hot shit lololol. i get also bc kotoko’s overtly sexual (and lbr, attracts a lot of lolicons), so if she’s not being praised/not being treated like a princess by kuro, then that makes him a worse boyfriend... but he doesn’t treat her poorly. hell, that pinocchio proved that she really takes for granted that he dies a lot of her sometimes to the point with other spectres (aka the things that want to see kuro die LOL) think she (aka their god that they praise 24/7) is harsh.

but that’s what being in a relationship too is. you’re not going to appreciate someone at all hours of the day, but the point is, you have to be constantly taking care of each other, even when you don’t want to. kuro and kotoko are constantly taking care of each other, and thinking of each other’s well-being first and foremost. they might bicker, but that’s a fact that’s always acknowledged by everyone around them, despite initial opinions.

and tbh, i feel like kuro also feels a lot of guilt for rikka. maybe not for returning her feelings, but because his happiness with another person (kotoko) was the catalyst of her running away and causing havoc. i think that adds another layer to his distance with kotoko, but it doesn’t mean he has feelings for her romantically. what i really appreciate about the story is the fact that as simple as things are presented, there’s always a complex reason/backstory for it. there’s never a single moving part for anything. there’s plenty of motives and reasons.

[remywrites5]

Hey I love your stories and kept reading older ones for the whole weekend. Could you by any means if you have time write a fluffy get together story with either Jegulus or Spideypool? Maybe something from the fake exes prompt list that I cant find anymore? Thank you so much for all the cuteness you're delivering with your stories! ❤

You’re very welcome! Glad you like them and thanks for prompting me!

           Peter groaned internally as he noticed MJ making a beeline for him across campus. If there were less people around he would have made a quick getaway, but since there were endless amounts of people milling about, Peter was stuck.

           He knew what this was about before MJ even opened her mouth. They’d broken up over a year ago, and while MJ was happily dating a girl named Gwen from her Women’s Studies class, Peter had yet to move on. It wasn’t like he was still pining after MJ because their split had been amicable, since Peter was a bit busy with his first year at NYU and being Spider-man. It was hard to find time to meet anyone new and besides there was the pain of keeping his secret from someone.

           “Peter,” she said, plopping down across from him. “When was the last time you went out on a date?”

           Peter couldn’t help smiling despite himself. It was something he’d always liked about MJ, her blunt honest approach to things. “Come on, MJ,” he said, rolling his eyes.

           “Peter,” she said sternly, not giving him an inch to wiggle out of this conversation.

           Peter sighed heavily. “I went out on a date last night actually but nothing came of it, so…” Peter shrugged and buried his face in his chemistry book.

           “With who?” MJ asked, raising an eyebrow at him, putting a hand on his book and forcing him to lower it. 

           Peter scrambled for a minute to think of a name, any name to get her off his back. It shouldn’t have been so difficult to come up with someone believable. Instead he grabbed at the only name he could think of sitting in the dark recess of his mind. “It was Wade Wilson.”

           “Deadpool?” MJ said, her nose crinkling. “Seriously?”

           “What?” Peter asked defensively. Fuck, he should have just made up someone. This was going to get him into so much trouble. In the past few years, Peter and Wade had struck up something almost like a friendship. And although he’d never told anyone this, he’d spent an alarming amount of time thinking about the Merc in ways he probably shouldn’t have. Like Peter, it wasn’t like Wade’s suit left much up to the imagination and damn all those muscles. His shoulder to hip ratio was nearly as impressive as Captain America’s. And sure, Peter had seen what was under the mask and it wasn’t exactly pretty but it was fascinating in a way Peter couldn’t really explain.

           “I’m sorry, Peter, it’s just a little difficult to picture,” MJ said, chuckling. “Why didn’t thinks work out?”

           Peter hated himself for lying to her. Now his lies were snowballing and there was nothing he could do to stop it. All he could do was continue to tell fibs. “He, uh…he wanted to go a little faster than I did.”

           MJ frowned. “He didn’t take things too far, did he?”

           “What?” Peter asked, his jaw dropping when he realized what she was implying. “No, of course not!”

           “Okay, good,” MJ said, letting out a sigh of relief. “Why don’t we give him a call?”

           “No!” Peter said, shaking his head emphatically. “I don’t…I don’t want to embarrass myself any further than I probably already have.”

           MJ reached out and took Peter’s hand in hers. “Peter, you have nothing to be embarrassed about. Now hand me your phone. I’m assuming you have his number?”

           “Yes,” Peter said dejectedly, handing over his phone to her, knowing better than to argue. She typed in the code from memory and Peter made a mental note to change his passcode. She scrolled through until she found Wade’s number.

           Please don’t pick up. Please don’t pick up, Peter silently prayed. The last thing he needed was Wade answering the phone and telling MJ he had no idea what she was talking about.

           “Baby boy!” Wade said, answering the phone after the third ring. Peter cringed as his stomach fell out his ass with dread. “This is a pleasant surprise!”

           MJ gave him a look at the pet name. Maybe she just didn’t know that was what Wade was like. “Actually this is his friend, MJ?”

           “Everything kosher?” Wade asked sounding slightly concerned. Peter was thankful for his super hearing so he could listen in on Wade’s side of the conversation.

           “Yeah,” MJ told him while grinning at Peter. “Peter’s fine. He told me you two went out on date last night.”

           Peter held his breath.

           “And what, you’d like all the details you saucy little minx?”

           Peter struggled to hide his complete and utter shock. Wade was actually playing along with this? Why? How?

           “Peter said it didn’t work out,” MJ informed him. “Because you were pushing him into a physical relationship.”

           “Oh, was that why he bolted?” Wade asked. Peter had to admire his performance. For a moment he actually believed they’d been on a date the night before too. “I would never have done anything my baby boy didn’t want.”

           “I’m glad to hear that,” MJ told him. “If you get a second chance please take good care of Peter, okay? I promise he’s worth the wait.”

           Peter felt himself blush furiously.

           “Oh, I’m well aware of that.”

           “Do you want to speak to Peter?”

           Peter waved his hands around signaling that no, he absolutely did not want to talk to Wade. Instead he had his phone pushed into his hands and with trepidation he brought it up to his ear. “Hi Wade.”

           “Petey, I’m not sure what just happened, but I’m pretty sure you owe me.”

           Peter rubbed his forehead. “Yeah, I think so too.” He risked a glance over at MJ who was nodding encouragingly at him.

           “My place tonight,” Wade said, the grin evident in his voice. “Eight O’clock. Wear something sexy. Just kidding, you look sexy in anything.”

           “Wade, I – “

           Before Peter could protest, Wade had hung up the phone. Peter closed his eyes and counted to ten before opening them again.

           “See!” MJ said, looking smug. “You get a second shot. No point in putting him in the exes pile after one lousy date. You have to give people a chance, Peter.”

           “Yeah,” Peter said, looking down at his phone and wondering how he’d ended up so utterly screwed.

                                                           ***

           Peter got to Wade’s apartment in the Bronx by 7:55. He figured he might as well be punctual since he couldn’t sit at home dreading this night for another single second. He rapped his knuckles on the door and waited.

           Deadpool opened the door and grinned. “Hi Petey,” he said, stepping back and letting Peter enter the apartment. The place was a fucking mess, bullets scattered around, empty pizza boxes, Taco Bell wrappers, used cups on the coffee table. Wade Wilson, it seemed, lived like a god damn Ninja Turtle. 

           “Couldn’t manage to clean up a little?” Peter teased, crossing his arms over his chest.

           Wade shrugged. “Wasn’t sure you’d actually show.”

           Peter actually felt a bit bad about that. He knew Wade had asked him to hang out before and Peter had bailed on him several times. In his defense though, it was usually either school or Spider-man related. You just never knew when a bad guy was going to rob a bank or kidnap your Aunt.

           “I want to thank you for playing along today,” Peter told him, scratching his cheek nervously. “MJ means well but she has a tendency to overstep. It’s probably how she found out I was Spider-man so quick.”

           “No need to thank me, Petey,” Wade told him as he went around the room and started to clean up. “You’d do the same for me if any of my exes were butting into my personal life. The next time Nathan shows his ugly mug in this timeline I’m expecting you to answer the call.”

           Peter laughed. “It’s a deal,” he promised.

           They fell into a companionable silence as they tidied up the room a little bit. Once all the trash was away and the bullets found their way back into the boxes they’d come out of, Peter and Wade made themselves comfortable on the couch. Wade put on some rom-com from the 90’s but Peter made him switch it because the main characters looked like Mr. Stark and his Aunt May and that was just too unsettling. Instead they put on The Breakfast Club with Wade doing the “No dad what about you” speech verbatim with the film.

           “You’re a dork,” Peter mocked, playfully kicking Wade with his foot.

           Wade grinned at him. “You’re just jealous.”

           Peter laughed. “Extremely.”

           It was a surprisingly fun evening and Peter enjoyed not having to study or fight crime, he could just sit with Wade and be. It was a rare thing these days to just be able to take a night off. Being around Wade was relaxing and fun, both of them talking a bunch of shit throughout the film since they’d each seen it plenty of times.

           It was a rare thing to see Wade outside the suit and Peter was enjoying all the different facial expressions he’d missed when Wade wore the mask. All the subtle little smiles and facial ticks that he normally wouldn’t have been privy too were almost intoxicating to behold. Peter found himself categorizing them all, which meant he spent more time than he probably should staring at Wade.

           By the time the movie was over, Peter had his feet nestled under Wade’s thigh with Wade’s hand on his leg, rubbing it absentmindedly. They both stretched and Wade did a comical yawn. “So, will there be more fake dates or are you going to come up with another reason why we shouldn’t be together?”

           Peter balked at him for a moment. “I-I…” Peter’s words fell flat, as he had no idea what to say in response.

           “Don’t worry about it, Petey,” Wade said, letting him off the hook. He stood up and started to walk away. Without thinking, Peter shot out a web and hauled Wade back until Wade landed unceremoniously in top of him. “Petey?” he said in surprise, his eyes searching Peter’s, his hands bracketing either side of Peter’s head.

           Peter swallowed thickly. “Maybe I don’t wanna play pretend,” he whispered quietly.

           “This doesn’t have to be anything, Peter,” Wade murmured, still giving Peter an out if he wanted it.

           Peter was more than a little shocked to find he didn’t.

           “Wade if you don’t fucking kiss me soon I’m going to have MJ call you again and give you a stern talking to,” Peter growled, wrapping his legs around Wade to lock him in place.

           “Oh god, anything but that!” Wade said, feigning terror as he tried not to smile.

           “Well?” Peter asked, looking up at Wade expectantly.

           “Baby boy, you don’t gotta tell me twice,” Wade said, lowering himself down and capturing Peter’s lips in a kiss that was downright Earth shattering. “Not going too fast for you, am I, Petey?” Wade asked him tauntingly. “Wouldn’t want to blow this again.”

           Peter couldn’t even find it in him to be annoyed by the jibe. “M’good,” he said, feeling better than he had in a long time, having the comfortable weight of Wade on top of him. “Kiss me again.”

           “Bossy,” Wade chided but complied.

           Peter started a new list in his mind, categorizing all the different wonderful and devastating ways Wade W. Wilson could kiss him. He was looking forward to continuing the list on his next date.

[thoughtfulpaperback]

Charmed 2x12 Review SPOILERS!!!!!!

Okay let's do this. Sorry I skipped one but times are hectic. For entertainment I give it an 8/10. Same format. Dislikes, likes and highlights

Dislikes

1. Macy Kneeling to Abby.

Let's just get this one out the way. I can see where they might have been going with this.

They maybe are trying to move away from the ambiguous route with abby (trying to make her sympathetic with her whole patriarchy thing and her dead mom) I mean she is progressively becoming more predatory with Harry so with that in mind, this was possibly one of the "abby is really a bad person not a feminist as she is only out for her own gain and not the empowerment of all women". And I can get that maybe they were also trying to show "look Macy is willing to do the most degrading thing possible just for the chance at rebuilding that power of three/charmed bond with her sisters for the protection of the magical community".

But listen.....

We all know Abigael isnt a star feminist. We already know (although we dont exactly know) that she has some sort of plan up her sleeve to be weary of.

There has been too much attempted ambiguity and the main characters letting her get away with terrible things that the message isnt coming across.

Plus Maybe yes showing Macy being willing to do something that really probably hurt all of us (epecially those of us who are minorities) to watch, may have been to drive home the differences between her and Macy and play up Macy's love for her sisters

But like we know Macy and Abby arent similar (as much as you writers tried to play that up at first). And you know just adding more sister bonding moment and just the fact that Macy was willing to go to abby after all the previous stuff was enough to show she was desperate? Maybe just add more sister bonding moments so we can see how dedicated they are to each other?

Maybe? Just saying.

If the writers are finally going to commit to Abby being a full on villian then I guess the seen was worth cementing that she is horrible (sort of).

Here's my question though as I consider whether the scene was worth it. Who is this show for and what is it trying to show? I mean if it is for minorities and women then i can see how showing these historical and current issues (conflict of power and consideration among women where race is concerned) then I guess showing it and having that controversy makes sense. But like we live it.

As minorities we already know. I know I struggle between wanting my experience shown and also wanting to watch something where for once the minority characters arent subjected to that experience. Charmed did better at addressing controversy and women's issues in season 1. I dont care if it was "obvious" or "heavy handed" because when it is not you basically get the kneeling scene where you dont know what the point was, if it was necessary, and are left feeling hurt or bitter about it.

2. Hacy Kiss.

Listen Brenda/on, this is on my like and dislike list. I will mention what I dislike about it.

The first thing is that it was a fantasy. I mean yes I like that we get full on confirmation that Macy has romantic feelings for Harry and not just considering that she might have them, but I honestly hate the fact that they would tease us like that. Especially when Macy is at a low moment. Which I will get into.

They are kinda ruining Macy for me. Listen, at this point they havent given us enough insight into Macys feelings or thoughts to understand why she isnt pursuing Harry. We can speculate and infer based on previous seasons and some of what the writers or showrunners say on twitter, but this season itself hasnt done much in showing Macy's thought process and so it falls flat. It isnt her reluctance to let people in or not wanting to get involved with someone after Galvin since she does pursue Julian and gets serious relatively quickly. She, at least now we it is confirmed, has those feelings for Harry, but is still choosing to be with someone else inspite of those feelings. I hate that. Harry is obviously tempted by abby and is being naive with her, but he isnt pursuing her and has blocked her advances (except the kiss) so far which may change who knows, but the point is if Macy was just casually dating and enjoying Julian's company I would be like okay, still hate that she would lead someone on when she has feeling for someone else, but if its casual there is less of a chance of the other person being hurt.

I cant get behind Julian x Macy, not because of Julian (who so far is perfect and probably going to be a villian or some how connected to the villians because it is a common trope) but because of Macy. Julian x Macy isnt Healthy because Macy knows she has feelings for someone else. She is using him. That isnt to say she doesnt genuinely like or care about him, but at the end of the day she is using him. Which is crappy because Julian so far seems like a great guy and doesnt deserve being the "distraction". I mentioned this all the time but my least favorite love triangles are the ones where one person is using the other.

Healthy would be Macy and Julian being friends while she works through her feelings and then decides who she wants to be with. Not being with someone while having feelings for someone else.

Macy was shown in season 1 to be rational and could be rational to the point of compartmentalizing and coming off as cold. So maybe that is where they are drawing from, but again little effort has been made on the part of the writers to show what's going on in her brain other than that fantasy kiss. And again I am still like....okay so what does that mean in the long run you butts!!!

3. Helen's suicude

I am so iffy about how shows portray people completing suicide. Like on one hand I get that them showing her exercising free will, but suicide portrayed as a positive rather than a tragedy is just....ugh for me. I still am not sure how I feel overall about it.

Lore wise I hate that they use it to explain why Harry and jimmy couldnt kill each other, because in an interview rupert claimed Harry was immortal now because of the elder thing and the show said it in that first episode. So like are both true? So if harry tries to stab himself like Helen will he just end up back in the coffin and alive since she is immortal?

I mean we are 12 episodes in and have about 10 to go so we really should be working towards a cohesive lore and storyline not adding confusing or not well explained layers. The world building they did in the first half was a lot better which makes me wonder what they heck is going on in the writing room.

Likes

1. Parkerita

Let me explain. While I fancy Jordan x Maggie together. I'd prefer that be a slow burn and steady friendship first. Parker seems to be Maggie's first love. It makes sense that she is still grieving and holding on. While I kind of wanted to be done with Parkerita in fairness to all the season 1 romances that where tossed out, I like the nod to Phole. I felt the OG Phole relationship was not healthy, but I liked the tradgedy of it. I think if new Charmed wants to wrestle with that and do it better (although my faith in the writers is low right now) then I wouldnt be against it. I love a good tradgedy and I sat through Phole so I'll sit through this one.

2.Hacy kiss

I love that the writers finally did something to show us what is going on in Macys brain. I need more (not necessarily Harry fantasies but I wont complain if we get more of those). I do hope a real Hacy kiss is a bit different because one one hand the fact Macy wanted to kiss harry when she was feeling down says something to me about how she feels about him and that she still trusts him (but it could, If I wanted to be cynical, just be more evidence that Macy skews towards using people when she is repressing or feeling down although she didnt actually kiss him, if she had I think I would have not liked it in that particular moment given it would have felt more like using him that expressing feelings)

Highlights

1. Abby really thinks no means maybe 😒 . . .

2. Mel is a lesbian magnet and I'd be fine with her just casually dating while all this other crap is going on as long as she is happy

2. Helen

3. These horror movie vibes though!!

[moderatelydarkfantasies]

Lunch with the family was an event that all three of the girls couldn't care less about. It was something zeen had to hide from Drew because it was just too soon for him to deal with her parents have not so long ago met her notorious sister.

she saw him walk into the apartment at 10:30 after finishing his morning run. She had freshly gotten out of the shower and was getting ready to go to mass in a lovely plum jumpsuit while he looked like a gorgeous mess in his slightly sweat slicked hair and almost wet clothes making him look even hotter.

Good morning darling she says to him a smile on her face.

Walking up to her he hands her a cup of coffee with a kiss to her fore head. She closes her eyes and breathes his neck.

I missed you.

Me too. He answers back.

He hands her the coffee and sits down next to her.

What are we doing today.he asks enthusiastically.

Umm I have to go to mass and then a thing I have to attend .

Ohhh. What thing.

Just a small personal thing nothing important.

He looks un sure but tells her he might go into work later since she went be here. However she tells him to not change his plans at his account

.

Later during the day.

He nodded slightly and felt the colour draining from zeen's face. Was she embarrassed of dating him. As far as he knew he was on the satisfying to look at spectrum and sure she didn't exactly know how much money he had he still didn't expect it to be an issue.

Having had enough he walked up to the table to introduce himself. Reaching the table he saw the couple who were unmistakably her parents. He put on his charming smile and introduced himself.

After she left her house he decided to go to one of his hotels that was closest to her house and work in that office . He dresses in a blue pinstripe suit. One of her preferd ones and worked for what seemed like 40 minutes.

once done he walked outside to the grounds to sit by the pool for a while when her laugh caught his ears. He turned to the source of that sound hoping she had surprised him at work only to see her at a table with 4 other people. Two of whom he he met before and one he was sure he hated. He sat close by observing her behaviour. She looked relaxed and at ease. But upon further inspection he concluded all three of the girls having stif postures and talking about random things and at an extent things he was definitely sure she hated. Tirza looked around and caught sight of him before elbowing her sister slightly.

Good afternoon. My name is Andrew Knight, I own the hotel and the restaurant.

I apologise for interrupting his fantastic meal but I had to come say hello.

Not at all Mr. Knight .The man replied.

Christina looked at the tazeen but was wise enough to keep her mouth shut.

He went to speak but was interrupted by tazeen.

Mr.knight works in the building of the firm Christina works for. She says. The parents immediately start to coo and talk about how proud they are of her and her accomplishments and both the sisters share a fleeting look. After about 5 minutes of meaningless conversation and recognition for the terrible relation zeen and her younger sister he decided to excuse himself. Irritated and mildly hurt that she still hadn't introduced him.

Mr.vincent he said looking at the father. Might I please borrow tazeen for a minute I have a position in my management team that might be available and would like to introduce her to my manager. Christina had spoken fairly well of her. Te father nods and she cautiously steps up and follows me I turn and smile at the family before walking away with her following me. I grab her forearm as soon as we are out of sight and hear her flinch. I turn around to look at her and for the first time our relationship she seems unsure of my reaction.

Would you like to explain that.

She remains quite.

Are you embarrassed of me. He asks flat out.

Of course not. she sounds genuinely surprised he would think that.

Why hide it then.

He reluctantly agrees and walks her back to the table but she stops him before reaching and plants a chaste kiss to his lips.

A promise .

I don't know. Can we please discuss this later. He knows what that means, she'll avoid the topic now and ignore it completely later. He looks around noticing people are out of earshot and whispers in her ear.

Alright but take care of yourself.

He sits down in his previous spot and she joins the table. Telling them that the previous spot had been filled already and she is happy with the job she has. He hears her parents tell her she should have worked and talked harder or have been more persuasive in order to get the job and he hears christina say she is happy she didn't get the job. A statement which the parents completely ignore. He makes to get up and walk towards them again but she shakes her head at him. Thee parents start talking in a language he doesn't quite understand. By the end of the meal he realises why they have such a terrible relationship. The parents do nothing to stop Christina's antics while they argue amongst themselves trying to up one another. Tirza pays the bill while tazeen walks the family out. The parent get into a car and Christina gets in the driver's seat they hug goodbye and she walks back to see tirza and Drew talking. She notices Tirza Pat his arm and tells him not to be harsh. He let's out a deep breath and walks over to see tirza off. He kisses her cheek and closes the door for her. Telling her to convey his greeting to Oliver. (Tirza's boyfriend and a very good friend of his)

She leaves and tazeen starts walking inside only stopping when she realise she doesn't know the way

She falls limp in his arm and quietly agrees to talk about it later.

He takes her hand and guides her to a path that leads to a calm secluded section of the garden where no one is.

What the fuck was today. He asks her.

Nothing.

That's not only the real problem

It didn't look like nothing to me.you had lunch with your family. I get that but why did you not talk about us.

What do you mean.

Why won't you let me protect you. I have to watch your parents complain and talk about their lives without once asking if you were okay or needed help.

Look you don't know what they're going to do if they find out we're together.Dad has told us since day one. No one white and I know this was kinda weird but that's what's up and let's say If this does happen and they're okay with this the constant questions of are we ready for marriage will start and I don't want to put you through that.

Oh really. I agree but it's clear enough that I don't like what I know and have seen. I'm just saying I still don't like the fact that Christina was with you .I don't trust her and since you won't tell me why I feel that , there isn't nothing much I can do about it.

. Look I really don't want to talk about this and I hate to say this but I need space I feel overwhelmed and crowded.

With that she walks away.

Later that night around 8 30 the concierge rings the intercom telling him that zeen is here.

You don't know anything about them.

He feels slightly vexed knowing that she is one of the 2 people on the access list other than him. But still instils on announcing.

He is sitting in the living room still in his suit from this afternoon working away as she walks in.

Hey she says.

Hello he greets back. Setting his laptop on the table he stares at her as she figets. Somehow finding a slight sence of pleasure at making her nervous.

Have you though about today.

She nods .

Would you like to discuss it. He offers still not having touched her. He sees her fingers twitch slightly before setting in her lap. She draws a deep breath

I'm sorry she says. I realise the position I put you in and apologise for this afternoon. I know you're angry at me not introducing you and I'm sorry I just cant deal with them. They have a very superficial place in my life and that's all that is important.

He nods once more.

Please say something she asks him.

He looks around noticing people are out of earshot andThere isn't much but I will say that is your decision to tell me when you are ready but that isn't my problem. She feels the immediate change in his body language before she feels one single finger caress her face.

I trust you you know. More than you might believe it. My parents had the strongest marriage in the family. But by their 34th anniversary they were done with each other

With us

With life in general.

Ultimately I decided that I couldn't deal with something like that and I'm not scared of it because I want something like that. I'm scared because we might have a chance and I don't know if I want that

you don't trust me.You not trusting me doesn't make me feel bad he tells her looking directly in her eyes.

It hurts right here he says putting her hand directly over his heart and here he says dragging it slightly upwards towards his windpipe. I need to provide for you and protect you because you've already had enough shares of bad experiences In life and it makes me feel like maybe just maybe you'll care about me.

No she let's out with a sob. I care for you more than you know.

He pulls her to him and she stays there for a moment before pulling away and getting up. She starts walking towards their room. And he follows her into the shower striping as they go.

She let's out a breath and turns the shower off while he grabs them towels

They're both standing under the hot shower holding onto each other he grabs his soap from the shelf and begins to scrub himself and her paying special attention to the scars on the left thigh. They go back to holding each other before she starts speaking.

He wraps one around he hair and gives her her robe. In her mind she whispers I love you to him and she whispers it back. In reality a slight fear settles in that he might let go once he finds out the truth

But that isn't important now.what is important now is that we're together and i won't let anything hurt you

[mcxbobbyx]

Highschool Reunion: The Party (A love island fan fic)

Theres a knock at my front door after i see my best friend pull up in the driveway. I open the door and immediately get pulled into a hug. "Are you ready for tonight's party??" Chelsea asks. "Its going to be so epic! Everyone from highschool's gonna be there so..." her gaze lingers to my outfit "what in gods name is THAT?" Im wearing my cherrygate shirt with rubber ducky pj pants. "What? They're comfy!" She giggles and walks inside. "Lets get you ready!" After hours of doing make up and

hair, I stand in front of the mirror not even recognizing the girl in front of me. Chelsea lingers beside me "You look amazing!". I grab my purse and house keys before leaving. "My car? Or should we go in separate?" She asks. "Lets go in yours. Im pretty sure one of us needs to be able to drive" I reply. We both giggle and hop in her car. The music starts as we head down the road. "Gosh! It's been so long since highschool. Do you even remember anyone? Like its been how long?" asks Chelsea. "10 years," i replied "and of

course i remember a few people. There was Hope from science. Elijah from the football team" I continue. "Oh yeah," chelsea cuts in "i remember him! He was so cute back then... I wonder how he looks now." She says seductively. We both look at each other and burst into laughter. "Is Bobby going too?" I ask. Bobby and I had been friends since kindergarten. Highschool was a blast together but since then we've all just been so busy with our careers. "I wonder how he is.." i mutter. Chelsea smirks and

says "i think the last time i heard of him he moved to Glasgow and was catering at the hospital there. He might've got the word about the party. Im pretty sure noah sent the invite. Why? Is there something i should know??" she then looks at me suggestively. "What?? No! Definitely not! Come on! We were best friends. Its only curiosity." A low giggle escapes her as she pulls in front of the house. Noah's place is HUGE! "What does he do again?" I ask. "I think he works for a library.." she replies. "Yeah!

Some library." I mumble. We park the car by the street and begin walking up. "Okay, so when we get in there dont forget we have to leave by midnight. I HAVE to be back at the office tomorrow before 9 or i could get fired. So we'll meet back here by then okay?" she says. I nod in approval as she takes the door and opens it to a gigantic crowd of people. They all look at us and we begin to get greeted by tons of people. Theres that guy from math! He looks horrible! Oh wow! Its Jo from chemistry, geez she

got fat! We make our way throughout the house. The place is enormous inside. 3 stories, huge outdoor pool, flat screens on all corners of the walls and a big island in the middle of the kitchen filled with chips, wings, and plenty to drink. "Noah!" Chelsea squeales, pushing her way towards noah who stands by the stair way with a drink and hope close by. We exchanged hugs and begin to chit chat. "You guys remember hope from Mr. Tansey's science class right?" Hope reachs for our hand and gives it a good

shake. "She's actually going to be my date this evening so my apologies to you both." noah says. They both pull each other close to their side. "Aw" i begin "its no problem. You're a lucky guy." I suddenly feel my hand get pulled behind me and find myself pressed against a green buttoned down cameo, smelling a faint hint of cologne all on top of someone's incredibly muscular caramel chest. My eyes linger toward his face, "Not as lucky as I am." say Bobby. His golden hazel eyes beam at mine. In this

moment if his hand wasnt pressed against my lower back, i swear i couldve melted on the spot. For a moment its as though we were frozen in time. He was no longer the dorky bestfriend i used to know. The cafeteria banter was long gone as i can only see a man. Maybe not as tall as noah, but just enough to keep my head in a swoon. I suddenly feel chelsea brush my arm "any chance i could catch a hug too?" Bobby releases me slowly and gently hugs her "hey Chelsea. Still got prep, i see" he says. "Of

course!" She begins "How else would I have gotten all those cheerleading trophies?" Another figure steps into the picture as i see queen bee Lottie walk around the corner. "Hi chels." she says warmly. She glances at me for a moment and then smirks as if something was funny "hey y/n, got rid of the glasses i see." I roll my eyes. Same old Lottie. "Yeah, i guess you can say some people change. But you look nothing different lottie." She huffs out a laugh and says "aw thanks! I knew i could stay young

forever." Her eyes move past me towards Bobby. "Hi" she says, putting her hand out "im lottie, i dont believe we ever met." She looks him up and down, almost drooling at the mouth. Bobby shakes her hand and says "oh ive met you, but you just wouldnt remember." a small smirk spreads across his face. She hesitates before continuing "well maybe a second time will be better-" before another word could be said, Noah bangs on the counter "Can i have everyones attention please? Now that we're all here, i just

want to say that since highschool ended, these past few years have been the best of my life. However tonight is about remembering the years that began where we are today. Its good to have everyone back! In a few moments we'll be playing man hunt and after is 7 minutes in heaven. You guys are more than welcome to join either or simply pig out in the damn kitchen." The crowd chuckles as he continues "I hope you all can have a good time, and here's to another 10 incredible years to come." He finishes off the speech by raising his

glass and everyone cheers him on. He hops off the counter and walks towards us. "Aye Bob's! Up for some man hunt in the dark?" Noah asks, pulling bobby in a man hug. "Hell yeah man! Sounds sick!" They continue the bro talk as chelsea asks "you wanna join? We need more people for the girls team." Without question, lottie pulls you in and says "Of course she does! Cant wait to get down and dirty again right?" I hesitate to answer "sure, why not?" The girls smile as we all head outside and i catch a

glance at bobby who's eyes seem to follow for a moment. We all stand in the street for a mintue until noah and hope walk inti the middle. "Alright, so pretty much the basic rules of tag. One team hides and the other tries to hunt us down. The boys have decided to hide first so girls, you'll have 10 mintues until you can begin. Everyone ready?" The group shouts as the boys begin to jet off. Bobby's eyes still flickering at you. You watch as he walks past a few houses and turns the corner. The few moments pass

and you begin to dart towards his direction. After a few miles of running, you begin to feel out of breath. Leaning against a tree to catch up. Suddenly you hear a scream from one of the girls and see two figures run past you. You watch, but then you feel a sudden jerk from behind you again and the same hint of cologne from before "Bobby!!" You laugh "stop doing that!" You both chuckle for a moment. "I knew you'd come tonight. Its been forever since i've seen you." We had see each other a few years ago when i

went to the hospital in Glasgow, but i barely remember it. "How's your head? Better?" He asks. I smile at how he remembered. "Much" I reply. His hand still holding me by the arm. For a moment we stood there in the woods. Just looking at each other. Gripping me softly and almost pulling me towards him. His hands find my cheek as he caresses it. His thumb skimming my lips and this eyes follow. "You're so beautiful" he whispers. With a low chuckle he pulls away "i can't believe it's been this long

since i've seen you. I still remember you sitting in math class. Biting on your pencil till it broke in two." I chuckle "Hehe, i remember that. You called me a gofer for a whole week after that." He laughs again before raising your head towards his. "I know" he whispers. His warm soft lips brush against yours, his body pressing against you as you cling to the base of the tree. The moonlight glistens on his face and down his chest, peaking out of his cameo. He sees you looking at his chest and pulls you back in for a kiss.

Slow and tender at first, but eventually intensifies as you can taste the sweetness of his lips. Bobby's hands lingering from your hips to your thighs. He wraps your leg around him as he begins to slowly move his tongue against yours. Savoring each warm touch you both make. A gentle moan escapes him, he moves his lips from your mouth down towards your neck. Massaging your thigh with his thumb. You bite your lips to keep from moaning. A small smile spreads across his face as he kisses your chest one last time before returning to

your lips. The kiss is passionate. Hard but still so tender as he lowers you back down. Barely wanting to stop he whispers through a kiss, "Come on, i think we should probably head back before the send out a search party." He smirks a bit as you grab each others hands "I'm pretty sure they could find us. You arent exactly the best hider." Bobby playfully makes a hurt face and places a hand on his chest "my pride". You both walk back, filling the streets with warm laughters and heavy smiles.

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[towine]

Yo how awesome was that last chapter!! I cant believe after 39436 years they're giving us precious soumegu content again ahhhh and your works are sweet sweet cherries on top ilu

AHHH THE SOUMEGU IS KILLING ME [SHAKES YOU] and thank you so much that’s so nice of you to say!! ;-; and please, i am always open to talking headcanons. i like to think that souma realizes his feelings much later than megumi, and when he realizes, he wants to tell her quickly because he’s not one for keeping things bottled up. but they’re both such busy ppl that they don’t really get a chance to talk until circumstances push them together and their feelings come to a head and they both confess at the same time in a dramatic fashion AHHH. but it doesn’t really change much because they’ve always been close, they’re just. cute. and embarrassing really. THAT’S ALL.

so for a marriage proposal, this fic takes place oh i don’t know… 4-5 years after graduation probably? i don’t have a definitive timeline but that’s where i’m tentatively setting this. thanks for the ask! this one was fun x)

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“So, I was thinking I’d take her to dinner and—”

Erina holds a hand out. “Stop right there. It’s already boring and unoriginal. Next.”

“Uh,” Souma says. “There… There is no next, that’s all I’ve got.”

She touches a hand to her chin, brows knitting in concern. “Then the situation is more dire than I thought.”

She types something quickly on her laptop, her eyes flitting over her screen as she reads something Souma can’t see through their video call.

“What are you doing?” he asks.

“Looking at weather reports for the next month. We need to wait for a day where it’s going to rain.”

“Why?”

“Erina thinks rainy days are the most romantic,” Alice chimes in, pushing in from the left side of the screen, Erina squawking in surprise when she does. “Though she’s wrong of course, because everyone knows snow is the most romantic.”

“It doesn’t really snow much in Tokyo,” Souma points out.

“Boo,” Alice huffs, pouting, before Erina shoves her out of frame.

“I don’t think there’s anything wrong with going traditional,” Hisako adds from somewhere off-screen, her voice distant and crackly through the video.

“But Megumi-san deserves better,” Erina argues. “Listen, Yukihira-kun, here is what you do. Wait until a rainy day. Then when night falls, you suddenly appear on her doorstep, drenched, ring in hand, and—”

“Sounds like a perfect way to get sick and ruin any proposal plans,” Alice says loudly, appearing back in the frame. “I have a better one. Wait until she’s about to board an airplane, then you dramatically run to her gate, begging her not to go because you’re in love with her, then you get down on one knee—”

“That doesn’t make any sense.” Erina crosses her arms haughtily.

“It makes way more sense than waiting in the rain—”

The camera suddenly shifts to the side as Erina and Alice argue with one another and an apologetic Hisako appears.

“If you’d like, I can book reservations for you at one of the finest restaurants in Tokyo,” she says, already opening her tablet. “There are many popular ones for proposals and I can organize them into a chart sorted by cost, cuisine, location, and atmosphere. Within a few hours I can—”

The call suddenly drops, and a message saying Connection Lost blinks in the middle of Souma’s laptop screen.

-

“Proposal ideas?”

“Yeah.” Souma drags a hand over his face, the other holding his phone up to his ear. Behind Takumi’s voice are the sounds of a busy restaurant—he feels a little bad calling in the middle of the day, but the time difference between Florence and Tokyo makes it difficult for him to find a spare moment to talk. “I tried asking others for advice but… Haven’t gotten a whole lot of help yet.”

“And you thought you could ask me because I’m Italian and surely I know the ways of romance,” Takumi finishes for him, sarcasm thick.

Souma flushes a little, embarrassment hot on his cheeks. Takumi had his own fan club back at Tootsuki and always paid more attention to class and charm than Souma ever did. He figured he was a safer bet than any for advice on his current dilemma.

There is a rustling sound, like Takumi moving or shifting the phone away. Then the distant sound of talking in quick Italian that Souma’s rudimentary understanding of it doesn’t catch. Then Takumi’s voice comes back more clearly. “Take her somewhere nice. Surely you know that much.”

“I’m not that hopeless.” Souma frowns.

Takumi huffs an amused sound. “Take her somewhere you know she’d love. Cook her dinner—all her favorite foods, the best cooking you’ve ever done. Then go out for a walk when the moon is out. A park is nice, or maybe a beach.”

Souma nods as he takes all of this in. This sounds like something he can do. Takumi seems very certain of himself, like he is nothing less than an expert.

“Then at the right time, the right moment, you get down on one knee.”

“Wow,” Souma says. “Have you proposed a lot or something?”

“What? No!” Even through the phone, he knows Takumi is blushing fiercely. “I don’t just propose to everyone, you know, it’s supposed to be special.”

“You sound like you really know what you’re doing.”

There are scuffling sounds on the other end, making Souma raise an eyebrow. Then the familiar chime of Isami’s amused voice lilts through the line. “Nii-chan has been reading a lot of romance books lately because he just started dating someone new. He’s already head over heels for him.”

“Isami!” Takumi’s voice is outraged in the background.

“Is that so?” Souma says, grinning.

“Give me the phone, Isami—”

“Good luck proposing to Tadokoro-san,” Isami says cheerily.

“Thanks! I’ll let you guys know how it goes.”

“Don’t worry, I’m sure it’ll work out.”

“Isami, I said give—”

Isami hangs up.

-

“How did you propose to mom?”

Jouichirou rubs his chin, a smile curling onto his face at the memory.

“She proposed to me, actually. It wasn’t anything formal at all. I didn’t keep to one place very well when I was younger, but when I met her, it was the most at home I’d felt in a long time. I still left every now and again to work jobs that were offered to me, but I’d always come back here.”

Souma listens quietly, hands cradling a mug of tea as he sits across from his dad at the dining table.

Jouichirou goes on, “After a while, there wasn’t anywhere else I wanted to go. So she said, ‘Let’s get married and stay here.’ And we did.”

“That simple, huh?”

“Yep. Then you were born.” Jouichirou reaches out to ruffle Souma’s hair, laughing when Souma swats at him.

When the laughter subsides, he asks, “You gonna do it soon?”

“I think so.”

His smile crinkles the corners of his eyes. “Good.”

“But I haven’t decided how exactly I should do it.” Souma swirls the tea in his mug, watching the stray tea leaves spin circles.

“I don’t think you can go wrong with keeping it simple.”

“I just… want it to be special. Because she’s special.”

When he gets no response, he looks up from his mug and finds Jouichirou’s grin greeting him.

“Nevermind,” Souma says immediately, starting to get up from his seat. “I’m leaving.”

“No, no, wait!” Jouichirou waves him back down. “Come on, I’m just happy for you.”

“Thanks.” He takes a loud slurp of his tea.

“I mean it. She’s a good one.”

Souma swallows, the tea burning a warm path down his throat. “I know she is.”

-

Megumi is running late but Souma doesn’t mind. She texts him well ahead of time, explaining that her cooking class has gone a little long but she’ll be there soon.

The kids miss you, she writes, and would love to see Souma-sensei again.

He grins at that, typing out a reply. He should have time this week to help out with a lesson or two, and he’d be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy seeing her students.

He waits on a rooftop garden where they agreed to meet, a bouquet of white carnations resting on the table he’s seated at. As the evening sky changes from pink and orange to cool purple and blue, the lights strung up through the garden blink into life like stars dangling from the tree branches.

In his pocket, his phone buzzes with a million texts from everyone he’s spoken to about his plans for tonight. It would be impossible to answer all of them so he’s long since stopped trying, but he hopes to have good news to share with them later.

He doesn’t feel scared. When every day together has felt like a journey into something new and wondrous, all he can really do is look forward to the next step. He wants to believe Megumi feels the same.

The entrance to the rooftop garden opens, and when Souma turns to look Megumi is there.

Loose strands of her hair sway in the evening breeze, and when she tucks them behind her ear Souma can see the glint of earrings, the birthday present he bought for her while he was in Paris working for Shinomiya. She’s wearing a yellow dress and white flats and her eyes light up when she sees him.

“Souma-kun,” she says, a smile spreading across her face like a warm sunrise.

She is beautiful.

He loves her. He really, really does.

“Megumi.” He grins back.

There is a little velvet box in his pocket dying to be taken out. But he waits. There is dinner first, waiting on the table set just for them in the center of the garden. And before that there are flowers and conversations because he wants to know how her day has been. Patience is difficult to hold onto when he wants to ask her right now, but there’s no need to rush.

When he holds out the flowers for her and Megumi gasps, taking them and laughing in delight, reaching out to squeeze Souma’s hand in hers, he knows they’ve got all the time in the world.

[angrykpoprants]

I don't think I'm gonna support the next comeback in August. It's mainly due to armys being terrible the accusing winner's mino of pedophilia, Hatred towards got7 and rampant racism towards black fans and the recent racism the k army directed to black fans over fan cafe photos and bts continues to be silent on it has rubbed me wrong way and I don't feel right supporting the next comeback as a black fan myself

I don’t really think its wrong to not fully support the comeback, you still have every right to call yourself a fan/army. Truth be told I haven’t fully supported their comebacks since B,S,& T. I still buy their albums and watch the music video once but that’s about it, if you don’t want to watch the music video or buy the album also, that doesn’t mean your less of a fan either. I kind of stay away from watching the live performances and all that stuff because there’s just so much negativity that their fans put out their. 


For the people that don’t know whats going on about Mino I’ll explain it below since it can be a sensitive topic and I don’t want to trigger people. But for the TL:DR he is not a pedophile. 


The armys never fail to surprise me. Don’t you remember during their second Mama performance when they collaborated with got7, armys went around supporting got7 just because they performed with bts and they said that they were friends with them… They even supported Jackson because Jackson said that he’s friends with Rap Mon, yet now that got7 is stealing the spotlight from bts they all of a sudden hate got7. I feel like armys wake up angry and wanting to fight people everyday. Got7 has been around for a while, people supported them even when they were featured in an episode of who is next. Got7 is very talented and they work hard so they deserve to get attention. I’m sorry armys but there are a plethora of very talented kpop groups, bts is not the only one of its kind… heck, bts isn’t even “original” there literally Bigbang mixed with B.A.P B.A.P has been around a about 19 months before bts and bigbang has been around 7 years before bts. 


I know you said that they fan cafe thing is synonymous with racism and I full on believe you but I’m going to address them as separate because both of them are a major issue in and of itself.

As far as the racism thing… there are a lot of accounts of armys of all kinds of races being racist towards other fans… I’ve even experienced blatant racism from their fans at both TRB and wings. At wings my friend who is full Asian and I were waiting patiently in line, we were keeping to ourselves and we were one of the last people to arrive. In the line that we were in the people in front of us kept looking back and they said that “I thought they just came to America for their white fans“ and I was thinking “did I really just hear that?” who knows what else they said when they got in the venue… It’s just sad that those two girls have that much hatred inside of them, at TRB I attended with my mom as I was only 15, and my friend was 13, both her and my mom are full white. People assumed that my friend was my moms daughter which is understandable, I’m not mad at that, I don’t really look like my mom either. As soon as the heard me refer to her as Mom and my friend refer to her as Miss.P for anonymity… its not that me or my mom have a problem with remaining anonymous but its more like I don’t know who follows me and for what reason… mainly it because I don’t want any retaliation from bts fans maybe someday I’ll be less anonymous, they started treating both me and my mom super rude and weird. Even during TRB, my mom had went upstairs to go to the bar, there was another mom there but she was talking about how awesome Asia is and how her two children younger than me are going to go to Korea and blah blah blah, it was basically this fantasy-land view of Asia and Asians. My mom then told the lady that being married to an Asian isn’t all lollipop and rainbows and living in Hawaii my mom dated a few other Asian men before she married my Father. After that her behavior towards my mom changed, as if she was disgusted over who my mom chose to marry, yet she created that same-like fantasy in her head for her daughters. I had also gone up there to get some water and to get out of the crowd I have asthma and I forgot my inhaler, hot/lukewarm water helps sometimes and the look on her face she she saw me looked was a real look of disgust, she was extremely rude to me too. 
If that’s the type of prejudice that I face, being a hapa… I cant imagine what you go through.

Now with the fancafe issue, ever since they opened up the fancafe, the photo have been share left and right. Am I saying its okay? No, it’s against the rules. They have said that they were going to shut down the fancafe or ban people if content gets shared but it seems to just be empty threats from bighit. What’s not cool is that they put the blame on black fans. Fans of all races have been sharing fancafe photos. If they truly want the sharing of the photos to stop then they should report it to bighit… but at this point are they even going to do anything? Its just like how they say that legal action will take place of the content from their dvd’s gets shared but does anyone actually get sued?

Yes, your right, bts and/or bighit should step in at this moment because there is way too much toxicity in that fandom. It’s not hard to tell the fans “hey dont be mean”. “dont be racist”, or even “be nice to other fandoms”. B.A.P has said all of that to their fans, just take a look at BYG’s speech in Atlanta. Bigbang has even said something along the lines of “its okay for you to like other groups, we dont really care” which i believe somewhat help die down the fanwars in the VIP fandom. Although, I dont think that’s what bighit cares about anymore. Yes, bts should be able to come out and say it themselves but like i have said previously, we dont really know what their contract entails, we dont even know if they are aloud to say anything that could potentially jeopardize the money coming into to bighit, and that’s all bighit cares about now, I dont even think bts has freedom of speech at this point, they seem to manufactured as of now. Although, bts has been subtlety dissing their fans lately and I think that this fandom needs it at this point.

Below will be the controversy with Mino.

Now about the Mino pedophile issue, no… Mino is not a pedophile and he didn’t commit pedophilia. Mino was following an instagram account that was ran by a photographer called prettypuke. I’ve know about this account for a while because he had been following since 2015, although some fans say that he was hacked. Now that photographer was also the co-director for CL music video Dr. Pepper which was released in 2015. I also believe that he had worked with other YG artist before and other people from YG were also following him.

What happened is that there was this article in published saying that Mino was a pervert… not a pedophile which, in some cases can go hand and hand but not all perverts not pedophiles. The reason why that made headlines in Korea is becuase of their online censorship and pornography ban which its more like anything that can be sexual is banned, Then this Army got a hold of the article and “translated” it but she flat out called him a pedophile. The reason for that is there was this picture that was uploaded and it was a boy with a buttplug on is forehead, what seemed to be him pretending to be a unicorn. However, just because there was a sex toy in that picture that did not make the picture sexual. There are a ton of videos and pictures where children find their parents toys. It got so bad to the point where Mino unfollowed everyone on his Instagram and the photographer had to make a statement. He said “Here is context to the image causing so much controversy in Korea. I fucking hate that it has come to this. This is my son Casper two years ago. Children are extremely inquisitive. My job as a dad is to be present, educate him, and protect him” along with that he said “My son happen to find his mother’s toy and began to play with with it. To him it’s just a found object, disgusting adults are the ones bringing negative connotation to such a simple image that shows no sexual intent“ 

The army then tweeted out a half-assed apology, she really didn’t apologize to Mino per se but more apologizing out of embarrassment because there even were a group of armys attacking her. Its just so sickening that she thought that that was okay to say because forever his image will be messed up due to people deeming him a pedophile and it seems like people just started to forget about the whole SMTM controversy. There are no accusations that they can use to even make him seem like a pedophile. This could potentially mess up his solo debut. No matter what, when a man gets accused of being a pedophile, rapist, molester, etc… and hes proven innocent that label will forever be on him for the rest of his life, not necessarily though the legal system but through out the street.  Part of me is also think that she did that to try to tarnish winners name because after Everyday their fame has been increasing like crazy.

[axelsagewrites]

Santana Lopez*Heartbreak Girl

A/N: ALL CREDITS TO THE SONG GO TO 5SOS. No, I didn’t write the song, glee didn’t write the song, it was all 5sos. But for the sake of this imagine they didn’t write heartbreak girl.

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“Dean, what were you thinking?” I yell frustrated at the screen when my phone starts buzzing.

Normally I would never pause supernatural but when Santana’s name flashed across the screen it was an instant reaction. “Whats up?”

“Not much” Lie. I can hear the sadness in her voice.

“Whats wrong? Are you crying?” She stays silent. My heart clenches but I ask “Is it, Brittany?”

“How could she move on like that?” She sobs. It hurts to hear Santana upset. It breaks my heart. Just as much as it breaks my heart that she loves someone else.

Santana complains and I try to console her but it's like a broken record, saying that her heart hurts.

“I'm never gonna get over her getting over it.” She sniffles.

“Don’t say that,” I tell her “You will. Time heals all wounds.”

 Whenever she phones because of Brittany she ends up crying. When they were still together I’d end up lying, saying that Brittany didn’t mean to hurt her, that they were great. Now I lie and say I'm happy for her when she gets another date.

And when the phone call finally ends, she says, "Thanks for being a friend," “No problem,” I tell her. But it feels like we're going in circles again and again when she says she’s going to get Brittney back,

then I'm left with silence when she hangs up. Why can't she see I could take away her pain. I don’t want to force her to like me but at least I can try and make her happy.

 The next day at school I see the two hanging out. It's sickening. I want to scream out that she could be with me. Later on, at lunch, she pulls me aside. “Do you think Brittney would give us another chance or am I being crazy?”

I put on a fake smile “She’d be crazy not to.” I tell her what she wants to hear again. Her face lights up and I don’t know whether its worth it.

“Thanks. I need to find her then.” It's so frustrating. Especially since Brittney doesn’t deserve her. All she does is string her on. It's not fair. But I cant make someone fall in love with me.

 Later that night, she calls me again. “Hey, guess what?”

“Mmm, you finally started watching Supernatural?”

“You wish,” she huffs “No, I'm going on a date.” She squels.

My face drops. “That’s-that’s amazing!” I tell her, trying to sound excited.

“You don’t sound too happy?”

“Oh, um my otp are going through a breakup thing, no I'm happy for you.”

“Great.” I can hear the happiness in her voice. How am I meant to say something when it would take away her happiness?

Santana starts asking what she should wear and other things about her date. Luckily it isn’t with Brittney but I still don’t trust the girl she’s going with. I mean I'm pretty sure she's straight.

“Thanks. You're the best friend someone could ask for.” She tells me. My heart drops. Friend. What a cruel word. “Call you tomorrow to fill you in.”

At least I have the whole weekend to eat ice cream and feel sorry for myself “Yeah have fun.” I hang up and fling myself back onto my bed.

 The next day I don’t get a phone call. Or the next. When I try phoning her it goes to voicemail.

On Monday when I see her her face is like stone. “Hey,” she says but in a flat voice.

“What happened?” I pull her to the side of the corridor. “The date go badly?”

She shook her head “She’s straight. She also has a boyfriend who was there. If you get what I mean.”

“People disgusting.” I scrunch my nose up at the idea.

“At least I've got you.” I wrap my arm around her shoulder and she leans on me.

I nod “Yeah, you’ll always have me.” Just not in the way I want. I think but never say.

 That day in glee I sat with Santana, as usual, but make sure we sit away from Britt. As Mr Shue talks Santana and I pass notes. We actually have this notebook we pass notes in. Its so we can look back at the end of the year. Plus if you have a notebook on your desk its a lot less conspicuous than a folded up piece of paper.

I don’t really pay much attention to Mr Shue but something that he says snaps me out of the notebook. “What about an original song?”

Suddenly my interest peeks and I find myself listening to every word carefully. I’d always liked the idea of writing songs. I don’t know why I just think it would be cool.

Most of the glee club disagree. “Isn't that a bit risky?” “Why change what we’re good at?” “Who here can even write?” Where just a few of the objections.

“Think about it” He yells over the scabbling club “It was just a suggestion. But I want every one of you to at least try. In fact, that’s this weeks assignment,” Mr Shue grabbed his marker and wrote on the board ‘write a song’. “At least write a lyric or a dance move or something.” He pleaded as everyone seemed to glare.

When we were walking out of glee everyone was complaining “How does he expect us to write a song? In a week?” Kurt whined.

“I don’t know but it seems kind of cool.” Everyone's head snapped towards me “What? I'm just saying, it might be fun.”

“I think your mistaking fun for annoying,” Quinn said.

“Forget I even said anything.”

 The week went by without anyone mentioning the songwriting. No one tried and if they did they aren’t admitting it. I did give it a go and I think it went ok.

As sappy as it is I based it on Santana. All week she was stuck in my head and it was therapeutic to write it out.

When Mr Shue asked if anyone tried you could hear crickets chirping.

 At lunch, I snuck away from the group to Mr Shue’s office. “Whats up (Y/N)?” He asked when I sat down.

I flipped through the pages of my notebook. “I wanted to talk about the songwriting thing.” He raised his eyebrows but didn’t say anything. I never get this nervous. “Can you check this out? And be honest.” I handed him the notebook.

As he read it my stomach churned. After a couple of scrutinizing minutes, he said something “You wrote this?” I nodded “Its great” He grinned. I couldn’t stop myself smiling “If we just tweak a few things it will be perfect. Is this your first go?”

“I've tried a couple times but they never turned out that great.” I took my notebook back.

“We might be able to get Brad to help us with the music. Maybe some of the music clubs will help with the guitar. But I think this could be great.”

For 2 weeks I gave up half my lunch time to work on the song. Perfecting the lyrics, creating the melody and music. “Are you going to do this at glee?” Mr Shue asked after we finally finished the song.

“I don’t know.” I played with my fingers “ Won't they think its kind of lame?”

Mr Shue thought for a moment. “I've got an idea.”

 The next week the assignment was already on the board when we walked in; heartbreak.

The plan? Perform the song in glee and don’t tell them its an original. If they like it, tell them, if not say its from some weird band I found on youtube.

“(Y/N), your up next.” Mr Shue told me. I walked up, hiding my shaking hands, and handed the music sheet over to the music kids, despite them knowing it.

Mr Shue nodded to me before the music started.

“You call me up, it's like a broken record, saying that your heart hurts, that'll you'll never get over him getting over you.” I changed the pronouns about Brittney. I didn’t want Santana to know it's about her.

After the song, they all seemed to love it. “That songs amazing. How have I never heard it?” Rachel asked.

I rubbed the back of my neck “That’s cause I wrote it?” It sounded like a question. Being the dramatic group of people they were they gasped. Loudly. “What?”

“You wrote that song? For real?” Puck asked, clearly not believing me.

“Well, Mr Shue helped with the lyrics. And they,” I gestured to the music kids “did the music. Brad did the melody but yeah technically. I wrote about it.”

They kept asking questions for the rest of glee and everyone forgot about the assignment.

As everyone was leaving glee I heard Mr Shue call my name. “Whats up?” I ask as the last few people trickled out.

“When are you going to tell Santana?” He asked once the room was empty. My eyes widened. How did he know? “You kept looking at her. Plus everyone kind of knows you like her.”

“Everyone?” I groan. “Fuck.” I mutter “Wait no! Sorry, I mean-“

“It's fine.” He cuts me off. “I’ll let it slip if you tell her.”

“I don’t know. What if she doesn’t like me?”

“What if she does?” I look at the ground “You said it yourself, you could take away her hurt. Is it not selfish not to try if you think you could make her happier.”

“I don’t know.” I sighed.

“Think about it.”

 When I walked into the corridor it was mostly empty. But Santana stood, on her phone, leaning against the wall by the glee club. “Hey. What did Shue want?” She asked.

“Just talking about the song.” We started walking towards the exit since school was over.

“About that, whose the heartbreak girl?” I instantly went to start denying it before she cut me off  “Don’t even try it. Tell me so I know who to beat some sense into.”

I sighed and looked anywhere but her. “You.”

“What?”

“You!” I said louder, almost shouting.

She stayed silent for a moment “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because you were happy. I didn’t want to ruin it. I didny even know if you liked me. Do you?” I looked at her, trying to be hopeful.

She looked confused, bewildered even “I don’t know. I hadn’t thought about it before.” I looked at the ground but she put her hand on my arm “But that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t try. What do you say, want to go on a date sometime?” She smiled lightly.

My face lit up “Yeah I’d love that.”

She chuckled. “Good. We’ll be like Cashton but better.”

“Impossible.”

[moonlit-nightingale]

.:RP-Void Crystal Arc:. A Friendly Visit

Characters:

Saranqerel Qalli (male Xaela), Dain Kotodama (male Xaela)

Rating: Nothing scary, general. 

Origin Date: 10 May 2018

Tired, sore, and immersed in something he’d always wanted to avoid, Sari is paid a visit by a trusted friend and brother.

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Shigiyama Dataqkahkol had meandered through the camp, blade at his side, in search of the smaller Qalli. It was almost entirely awash before he spotted the man in the corner of a war map. Masked head canting to the side as he approached. <Such a big map. The Alliance is silly.>

Saranqerel Qalli was taking a break from the stuffy tent, looking over the table. It was quiet, especially in wake of the latest attacks. Rest was needed. <D-dain! What are you doing out here?> He slowly stands, hands on the table for support.

<I was making my way to the kitchen. I have become very, very, lost.> It's said so simply. As though he were serious, the mask cutting off facial expressions didn't help one bit. <You look ragged. You aren't sleeping. Are you eating at least?>

Saranqerel Qalli tilts his head to the side, tired state making him miss the joke. <The mess hall is that way...> He points to his right near a bunch of tents. <The local innkeep helps quite a bit, we're blessed to have him.>

<Sari. You know I live in Hingashi now, yes?>

Saranqerel Qalli is quiet, mind slowly putting things together. <Oh.> Is all that is said. Slow, computing. <A...anyway, you shouldn't be here. The combat is a bit too close to this place as of late.>

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol stared at Sari. Though his right hand, as the left was still actively missing, reached up to slip the plate of the mask away. Clipping it to his side. <I won't be long don't worry. Family is visiting the dojo soon... but family is out here as well and I was concerned, reading your notice.>

<Family at the dojo? And I’m fine, just a few bruises and bumps.> He'd honestly forgotten about his own mask, it had been such a habit to wear it as such.

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol nodded once. Fingertips tapping against the porcelain seeming plate. <The seven - my masters other students. I haven't seen them since the war ended.> Though with a shake of his head, he didn't tarry there. <I'm more concerned about you, especially after seeing you like this.>

Saranqerel Qalli smiles a bit at that. <It seems you have your hands, um, hand, busy. Too busy to worry about me. Zen and the knight fellow...Roi, I think? They've both lent a hand.>

<I've heard, and truthfully... If it weren't for my arm and my mind, I would offer my blade as well. Currently I'm being kept as Botan's body guard, far away from actual fighting.> A deep sigh left him at that. Though his hand reached to a satchel, tossing it to Sari, landing atop the map and certainly scattering any little pieces it hit! <Dried meat and a preserved fruit bread. Traveling food... as close to home as I could do. Really, I had help in the kitchen.>

Saranqerel Qalli gives a small yelp at the scattering of pieces. He spent so long making sure they were perfect! He reached over the long table, nearly laying on it to try and put them back. <T-thank you. I wouldn't want you here anyway. Nothing personal but it /is/ best for you to recover. Thank you for the food though.> A brighter smile under messy bangs as he was still splayed over the table, tail giving a weak swish. <How is everyone back at Quill?>

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol was probably proud the pieces went everywhere. Destruction, making a mess of tables, he could appreciate these things. <Safer now. The mission against Monsutra was called off, from my understanding no survivors had been found. Botan has her voice back as well! Though people have entered a state of silence in home and hearth.>

 <Oh!> A blink behind that Wailer mask as he rights a piece near a depiction of the river. <I'm glad to hear she's doing well!> Though the news of that terrifying fight in the Ruby Sea was not fondly remembered. <I wonder what she sounds like...>

<It is adorable, but I wouldn't tell her that. I'm in enough trouble with the whole arm being destroyed bit.>

<Maybe I'll make sure to tell her that when I next write as payback for messing up my map!> The pieces were finally finished being set and Sari slid off the the table, both feet flat on the ground once more. <You still haven't gotten that fixed...? That had to make things difficult.>

<We are busy with things, so I haven't pestered her actively about it no.> The man sheepishly reached up to rub the back of his head. <I can wait... I am not a valuable pawn right now anyways.>

<Value isn't something that should be attached to people in a priority fashion, brother. If I had the knowledge, I'd do so myself. It would be a welcome distraction.> The bag was pulled over the be browsed through, familiar scents making him smile.

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol waved the thought off. <If a pawn cannot help it's master achieve their goals it is bereft of value. Though I am somewhat harsh, as I am not a useless piece. Just... not as useful as other concerns.>

<Your presence here this evening is most valuable if you want to put weight on such things. Seeing a familiar friendly face that /isn't/ in the Alliance is more than welcome.> The sack is sealed again as he looks over with a happy but tired tail swish.

<So if I joined the Alliance it would then ruin your evening.> A thoughtful hum follows this; but only for a moment as even he laughs. <When this is over you must come visit us in the East. You have family worried about you there.>

<I'd like that. It feels like it's been some time.> The pack is held close to his chest, the gear worn and dirty. <And I want you to take care of yourself and get that hand fixed!>

<It has been... Though, if I may say, you seem somehow less heartbroken now?> A small sound leaving the man as his fingertips brushed along the mask again. Like his attire something carefully put together to better represent his master. <Purpose has done good things for you.>

<Ah...well.> The masked gaze looks to the table. <I've come to terms that perhaps I'll never find someone in a way I want. But I have friends and family I hold dear and I need to stop forgetting how much they care.>

<It is best to build first into the love of family, everything else will follow as Nhaama ordains it.> A small nod is given, a brief smile. <You know... I find it hard to determine the moment you became a man. I had known a growing boy, but look at you now. For whatever it may be worth I am proud.>

Saranqerel Qalli tilts his head to the side, looking back up. There may be the slightest of a blush visible under the half-mask. <...I wasn't aware I came off as anything less when we met.> A curl of the long scaly limb in embarrassment, scraping the stone gently.

<You were a bright eyed son of the Steppe, like a much more mature version of myself when I left!> As though he was all that much older. <In any case. You've grown well. I can't wait to see whom you yet become.>

One hand left cradling the gift of food to scratch near the edge of the mask. <...t...thank you, brother. It's appreciated. You as well. The new gear suits you.>

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol smiles a bit broader to this. <I think so too. Though not fitting for my duties as teacher I felt it more... 'doll like?' And that fits the one whom I serve.>

<I wouldn't say like a doll.> The description can't help but make him smile. <It's very distinguished.>

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol hums a moment. <I suppose back to my tailors? But...> The man shifted, bowing deeply to Sari. <A matter I may have you help in when you come visit. A reason to pressure you into following through and doing so.>

<I'm afraid I know nothing of clothes, that's why they issue me this.> The Qalli chuckles with a shrug, the golden of the cloth muted with sandy dust. <Though there is no need to pressure me. As soon as I do my duty here, my first stop will be to see everyone.> He returns the bow slightly, not wanting to accidentally klutz and spill the contents of the bag, even if tied.

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol was only disappointed he didn't get Sari to bow and knock over his figures. <I see. Then I have nothing to worry about. Ah! Perhaps you will even be in time to meet my family? But I digress. I should be returning soon.>

Saranqerel Qalli's smile is a bit more saddened at that. <With the way of things here, likely not. We have to clean up the mess in this region and /still/ have to make it to Ala Mhigo.>

<It's likely this will go on for awhile... If nothing else I'll ask Kiraa to be around longer. Much of  my fighting style is an imitation of his. Likely the one of them I'm closest to next to Narisada...> A small shake of his head given. <But. Whatever Nhaama wills.>

 <Aye.> A hug of the pack, glad for simple comforts here. The parting wasn't welcome at all, a reprieve of all this...war. <Thank you, very much so for stopping by and just talking, let alone for this.>

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol blinked at this. Head canting to the side. <You're my little brother whom I love very much. A man that is new to greater war. I intend to check on you as much as I can, at least when an aetheryte I'm attuned to is near. While I know you will be fine... I worry the same.>

<As taxing as worrying can be, knowing someone cares enough to do so makes them worthwhile. ...that was a terrible mix of words, sorry.> A slight blush.

<Don't apologize, it makes your face red. Drink plenty of liquids, heatstroke should be avoided.>

<I-I am! You're starting to sound like Seething Rock now,> he mumbles.

<I promise, I am not an angry stone... If you're talking to rocks perhaps I /should/ stay!>

Saranqerel Qalli sulks more at that before perking up. One hand goes to the pearl in his horn as he listens. "Aye. ...what, how did they... Aye, I'll wake them up. We'll be on our way shortly. Stay safe." Straightening up, a frown is instantly on the younger male's face. "There was another attack. I need to go."

Shigiyama Dataqkahkol closed his eyes, a hand had started for his weapon, but veered away. He wouldn't be able to aid in a fight. <We'll talk again later. Go with Nhamaa's protection, Sari.>

Saranqerel Qalli nods, stepping around the table. <Travel safely back. Stick to the aetherytes. There's been no attacks in settlements yet but their boldness of late has me worried.>

<Aye aye, Saranqerel. May your soul grow brighter.>

[gloriapace1993]

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Dark's Heart (part 4)

Dark's phone buzzes for the fourth time in a row. He doesn't have to look at it to see who it is. Since he gave you his number you decided to mess with him by sending him texts any time you have the chance. Dark dares to look at his new message, he picks up his phone to see you sent him a picture of a cute black kitty with the caption "I found your final form :D". Dark groans and pushes his phone to the side continuing his work. He realized he messed up the night of the day he gave you his number when you texted him.

Prey: Night night Darky. Have all the bed bugs bite you tonight :)

The next day you asked him some random questions that he decided not to respond to.

Prey: So I was just wondering. Do you ever not wear suits? Is that your only thing? And if it is why not wear different color suits. I think you would look good in some purple. Maybe some pink (Willford would love that).

Prey: Hey do you ever just have a me day? Like do you just take a day off for yourself to relax because it seems like your due for one.

Prey: Dark I'm board. Do something.

Prey: Dark important questions. Does the dark side really have cookies? Have I been lied to this whole time? Do you offer cookies? If so would like some upon joining.

Dark has gotten these kinds of texts for the past two days and now he was at the point of no return. There were many times he considered getting his deal over with but he knew in order to make his so called victory sweeter he had to wait til the week was over for the planned date to crush you. But the more texts you sent him the more he wanted to just end it. He ended up changing you name on his phone to "Annoyance". His phone buzzes again but this time it doesn't stop, its a phone call.

He looks at his phone to see it is you. Dark swipes it to end call. Before he can put the phone down you call again. Dark looks at it and ends the call again. But then you send him a text saying he really should answer the phone because he would enjoy her pain. So you call once more and this time he answers it.

"What doing you possibly say that will-" Dark stops himself when he hears you sniffling. "Are you crying?"

"Ummm *Sniff* yea I am..." You wipe your tears with your hand.

"And you assumed I would enjoy the sound of you crying?" Dark saids amused.

"Well you have a thing for watching people in pain so yea. Since you particular think im a bother for you I think you will enjoy my pain." You let out a sad laugh.

"What could you be crying about? I didn't think you could with the whole 'I have been through things so I'm strong attitude'. " Dark is starting to enjoy this.

"Well sometimes some things come back to bite you in the butt and it all comes back." You pause.

"I don't mean to intrude on this happy moment but wouldn't you feel better talking to a friend rather than me?" Dark is curious to that.

"Well I could talk to a friend. I already did but I feel like I need some cold hard truth and so far your the only one who can do that not caring about hurting any ones feeling. So I need some of that." You lay in bed and roll over on your side. Your pillow is stained with some tears and have been through some tissues. You hold the phone away from a moment because you hiccup. Then you feel something behind you.

"I had to be here to see it for myself." Dark is standing in your room looking down at your back. He has a smirk on his face, even though you cant see him you can tell he has one.

"Take a seat its going to be a while." You point to the bed. You feel the bed move as he sits down on it. "So I have been having problems with someone. Someone I used to go out with wants to get back together with me. The think is they were such a jerk in the end. I mean we have been together for maybe like 9 months and they were sweet and all but it turns out it was all a sham. They dumped be because I didn't let them get into my pants and then told everyone that I was the one trying to get into theirs. On top of that they tried to apologize and say lets be friends so I did and they made a big deal about me getting time to myself before dating. And guess what they immediately get into another relationship after a week from dumping me. To top it off they were just a jerk and said it wasn't their fault. Then I hear they became single again and they come to me all nice. And don't want to fall for it but they were being so nice and it reminded me of when we were first together... ugh I don't know..." You lay there confused.

"You sound like a sobbing teenager." Dark saids flat out. He sighs. "Is this really why your crying?"

"Its more of I made a stupid mistake to add fuel to the flame..." You bury your face in your pillow. "I recently made out with them in a moment of sadness over something else and now they think we have something again and are telling everyone that we slept together and they did it out if pity yet are being nice to me about it."

"Your stupid." Dark said straight out.

"Now my friends think it is true and they don't really want to talk to me. the friend I did talk to was trying to hear me out but they really didn't help to be honest. They said I just need to lay low and get over it..." You get the tears again. "I just feel lonely right now.. so there you go. You got what you wanted I'm a mess so savor it."

Dark looks at your back. He puts a hand on your shoulder and flips you over so you are now facing him. His expression was calm and he looks at  your cheeks slightly red and your eyes puffy from crying. "You are letting this be the thing that gets to you? " He looks amused and then sighs. "To me it seems like you still feel for this person after everything. Was he that deep into your roots to make you feel this way?" You nod. "I see. You are acting like a child basically. You know this person is wrong for you but yet here you are letting them get to you. It is only empowering them knowing they are making you miserable. They feed off of it and it makes them feel good knowing they have you in their grasp."

"So like you then?" You laugh a little.

"Precisely but I do it to make others bend to my will with what I want them to do. This person on the other hand seems to do it just for the pleasure of watching you squirm, not much for any real purpose. As much as this is pleasing to watch it is also not." Dark admits.

You look at him confused. "What? Aren't you loving this?"

"As of now I feel as if someone has taken my job. If anyone is going to make you miserable it was going to be me. Not some everyday person who enjoys breaking hearts." Dark huffs. "No class at all. Unlike me who does it best. I cant believe you will fall for this sloppy work. I thought you were better than that."

You look at Dark for a moment. Was he... trying to make you feel better? "Are you trying to make me feel better?"

"If it does then it will only benefit me when I bring you down after our date." Dark saids calmly.

You smile up at him. You laugh a little at his words. "Thank you."

"For what? I just called you stupid and a child and basically told you your reasoning for crying was uncalled for." Dark raises an eyebrow.

You snuggle to your pillow. "I know but I needed some tough love. And I still say you were trying to make me feel better. So thank you Darkiplier." You stretch in bed and snuggle your pillow. "I need sleep. Goodnight Edgelord." You close your eyes and instantly knock out.

Dark looks at you sleeping. He also thinks how can a person fall asleep that fast. He gets up from the bed to leave but then turns back to look at you. He studies your calm face and the fast you have that smile back on again. That smile... Dark notices that you still have the hints of a tear on your cheek. Without thinking he brushes his thumb over it. He leaves it there suddenly. His finger stroking your cheek, but you are so far asleep you don't notice. He doesn't know why he was doing it but he was. He moves his thumb to your lips brushing it slightly. He stops himself and shakes his head, leaving back home through his void.

"Where have you been?" Willford is in the kitchen munching on some marshmallows.

"None of your business." Dark walks to the fridge and takes out some stuff to make a sandwich.

"Dark does not want to talk about what he does with us. He feels we are already to much inside of his business." Host narrates at the table finishing up his food.

"I bet he was with (Y/N). Always sending texts and all." Ed sits back in his chair.

"How can you possibly know that for a fact?" Dark really doesn't want to get into it. He makes his sandwich and takes a bite leaning on the counter.

"You have been receiving regular messages from (Y/N). Every time you do you have a tendency to groan in frustration." Dr.Iplier saids drinking some coffee at the table.

"I thought we weren't support to give out our numbers after..." Silver looks down the table where Bim sits not touching his food.

'It isn't our fault he was so naïve to believe that person that they were interested in him. Of course they wanted Mark." Dark saids matter of fact.

Bim sinks to his seat and Google looks at Dark. "Then what are you doing with (Y/N)?"

"That is different. They owe me." Dark saids.

Willford smirks. "You sure about that because it doesn't look like it to me. You would have done something so much sooner yet you are taking your time with this one. I think you like them. Always looking at your phone at their picture. I noticed that."

Dark's aura goes out. His shell is cracking and he wants to really punch Willford. Everyone is already bracing themselves for him to explode on them. However Dark straightens himself up. "Willford stop acting so childish. (Y/N) is different from what I have dealt with. This one takes time. And I look at their photo just imagining how I will wipe that smile off their face. Goodnight then."

Everyone sits there in awe. Dark should have had everyone pinned to the ground and gone mad from everyone taking a jab at him but he didn't. He let is slide in some way...

"I don't really know (Y/N) but I hope they stay longer. What ever they are doing to Dark.. its working." Willford saids watching Dark leave.

Dark is ready for bed. Sends a message to Google to ruin your ex's funds, social media accounts, and make random purchases with their card information. He tells Google not to question it and he doesn't. Dark lays in bed and thinks of you. He couldn't help but notice that when you laid on your side your shirt exposed a little of your waist. It looked smooth, almost tempting to run his fingers over the spot. He snaps out of it and turns in bed. He looks at his thumb where he brushed your lips and presses it to his lips. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. "What are you doing to me?"