#and have a little meltdown every time he cuts it 😂

[jula483]

Link's mullet? I'm very much not okay.

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[hopingforcoordinates]

How do you think things would have went down if Andrew went to EA? I don't think he would have used Neil as a punching bag because he's not violent without a reason. Do you think he and Neil would still end up together? I don't know if he'd even make it past the probationary period. 😂 would he end up trying to kill Riko? I know its extremely OOC for us to even think about this scenario because i can't see Andrew bowing to anyone, but just for kicks and giggles.

Oof it’s tough to say really because like you said it’s hard to imagine Andrew ever saying yes to Riko.

I think that eventually Neil and Andrew would still end up together (maybe not until after they’re both out of the Nest tho idk). Not sure if Andrew would try to kill Riko because I think he’d find the consequences too dire once he learns more about the Moriyamas. I doubt he’d do something that would put Nicky or Aaron (or Neil, once they got to know each other) in harm’s way.

The rest is under the cut

CW for abuse, withdrawal, food withheld as punishment

The way I picture it he gets special treatment from Riko and Kevin because of his raw talent (and because he wouldn’t have tolerated their bullshit like the other freshmen are willing to). He’s not dazzled by the Ravens’ trophies or their reputation. He’s just looking for something to do, somewhere to be.

He gets a room next to Neil and Jean, but he doesn’t interact with them much at first. Neil and Jean are kind of a creepy pair, which Andrew finds interesting. Andrew asks a lot of questions about how they ended up at the Nest because it’s clear they’ve been there awhile. He doesn’t get any answers that he finds satisfying.

Shit’s weird.

It gets weirder when Riko decides it’s time for Andrew to quit his meds. Andrew is allowed to stay in his room while he suffers through withdrawal and he’s left alone like he wants, except when Neil and Jean show up to bring him food and water and change his sheets. Jean sulks and Neil gets increasingly angry at Andrew when he refuses to eat. Andrew, spiteful, almost finds it amusing until Neil snaps at him, “We don’t eat unless you do, so would you please fucking eat something?”

Andrew hates the word ‘please’ and he tells Neil never to say that to him again. Neil agrees without questioning it. Andrew eats a bowl of soup. It’s not a truce, but it’s enough to get them through the next couple weeks.

A month or so later, Andrew starts classes with Jean. Every day when they get back to the Nest, Neil checks Jean over for injuries and regards Andrew with suspicion. Jean has a meltdown every time Andrew steps out of class early for a cigarette or buys a candy bar from a vending machine or goes so far as to get ice cream. It’s incredibly annoying. One night Neil comes to his room to scold him for disobeying the rules--Jean tattled, Andrew assumes. Andrew cuts off his ranting by leaving his room. He’s going out for a smoke, he says, Neil can finish his rant outside.

It shuts him up at least. Andrew doesn’t expect Neil to follow him, but he does. Neil checks over his shoulder several times as they go up the stairs. Andrew knows it’s past curfew or whatever, but he doesn’t want to hear it. The Ravens have rules about everything and they’re so wrapped up in their own bullshit they barely seem human. Andrew needs the nicotine or else he’ll start breaking stuff.

It’s dark and a little chilly outside, but there’s enough light coming from the Ravens’ private parking lot for Andrew to see the way Neil looks like he’s on the verge of a panic attack. “You don’t get out much, do you?” Andrew jokes. Neil shakes his head no. “I'm not supposed to exist yet.”

Andrew wants to know what the hell that means, but Neil’s evasive. He tells Andrew that the master will come up with a story for him when the time is right. In a year, if all goes well, Neil will get to make his debut and he’ll be allowed outside. “One more year,” he says. He sounds like he’s a hundred, not seventeen.

Shit’s weird, but it’s not boring. Andrew wants to know what’s really going on and he’s willing to put with the Ravens awhile longer if it means figuring all this out.

[shazzydee123-blog]

In addition to my last post on favourite/fixated people (FP). It’s the one symptom that throws any progress I make out the window.

Since around late 2018 I’d been in remission with my BPD symptoms. They’d started me on lithium as they thought I had bipolar originally. In 2020 I was re diagnosed with EUPD (basically the politically correct re naming of BPD in the uk). So yeah the lithium seemed to kickstart remission and I was in therapy for my ED in early 2021 as well. Sure I had blips but my emotions were never so painful it was ruining my life, I could still do things.

Cut to now where it’s the aftermath of that FP that used me and now my life is ruined. Every little thing is bothering me, I’m having meltdowns almost daily. It’s been really traumatic and I’m struggling to heal. My BPD is just like it was in 2016 (the pat time I had an FP and he wasn’t even that bad, I was undiagnosed at the time and most of that situation was my doing back then).

At least now I’m diagnosed I know why I’m doing stuff and what’s going on. It’s always the fucking FP isn’t it! I’ve been working on doing DBT skills and trying to check in with myself better but my god all that goes out the window as soon as my FP triggers me.

Thankfully though I don’t talk to him as he’s blocked and he probably hates me by now (lol good I hate him too now for how he treat me). Now he’s gone I’m struggling with the guilt. I’ve done several reflection DBT techniques and confided in others about it and I’m having a hard time believing I’m not just to blame. I’m so used to beating myself up and blaming myself that when I do my skills and in my logical mind It tells me I’m not fully to blame? I’m always to blame though so I’m still trying to wrap my head around it. Logically I know he took advantage of me and would use the symptoms of my illness against me as a weapon. For example if I infodump on him due to my autism or I post selfies to get his attention, I’d warn him about it. Where he once told me he didn’t mind and thought it was cute he’d later turn around and say he hates attention seekers and that I only talk about myself. Purposefully trying to trigger me.

I should point out this guy also had BPD too which is why this guilt of having to abandon him eats me alive. He abandoned me emotionally and made me think he hated me. Sure, maybe that was him splitting but it’s the fact he used me for sexual gain and to boost his ego. I’m empathetic to anyone with this curse of an illness but I had to put me first. I kept mirroring his toxic behaviours too like posting things about him on social media on the sly, love bombing.

Oh god the love bombing. He told me he loved me, told me we were meant to be and the fucking panic when I didn’t message back within minutes. It was like being around my ex all over again.

He went from that to barely even acknowledging my existence. See, if he was more honest and was like “hey, I’m splitting right now I need space” We may have had a chance at friendship but NOOO, he would always tell me he never needed space. That was a lie. Everyone needs space, if he couldn’t communicate that with me that’s his problem. I can’t just telepathically know when someone needs space they need to tell me.

Idk. Yes I’m still bitter. I do wish him well and hope he works on himself as a I am. Part of me wishes I could have just stuck it out but he was my FP and I wasn’t his. It was never gonna work. If he wasn’t my FP maybe it coulda worked out but honestly it’s not fair on him for me to constantly need him and it wasn’t fair on me for him to use my symptoms to his advantage or weaponise them because it hurt more due to him being the FP.

Ayyy rant over 😂

[sparkledfirecracker]

I’m not mad about waking up to this 🥺, I’m so excited to see what is in store for them now 😁

As per usual, thoughts under the cut.

The fact that he looked exactly like Grayson did when he didn’t get his own way would have been adorable had it not gone on for two days with no end in sight.

Put them next to each other when they are having a mood. Oh the sight this gave, the sulky pouty face with a temper tantrum about to break.

I’ll admit, I didn’t handle it well when he told me, but his timing hadn’t been ideal as he chose to break the news on a day when Grayson had been particularly trying.

Let’s be honest, his timing has always been off, because he’s a fucking meatball.

It didn’t help that Chris had been in his office for most of that day which left me to deal with tantrum after tantrum and battles over every little thing that I’d tried to get Grayson to do. By the time he was in bed, I was exhausted and emotionally drained so when Chris blurted out his little announcement, I burst into tears.

Also this, those meltdowns, the worst type you can get. They turn into little devils and there is no reasoning with them. Oh those babysitting days.

but at that moment in time the thought of navigating through a long distance relationship and a sudden return to life as a single parent had me feeling incredibly overwhelmed.

Why does Winnie always have to break my heart 😩 with all these insecure feelings. You’ll be okay, it’s understandable, but you’re gonna be fine Mumma.

He wanted us to go with him. 

Uhm dude, really, increase the tantrums due to lack of structure and stability for Grayson why don’t ya. But it’s also lovely that he wants to keep them close ♥️

Again, I didn’t react in the most compassionate way as I immediately said no.

Whitney, we think first before we say no. Oh these two will never learn their ways 😂

Chris had clearly put some thought into the situation already because he was prepared for that argument too and provided me with several articles that insisted air travel was perfectly safe due to the high quality air filters on every plane.

It’s almost like he knows you, scary thought 😱 *yes sarcasm was intended there.

While that was probably true, I quickly reminded him that Gray would still have to wear a mask for the entire flight and - even though he was really good about wearing one whenever he needed to - making him wear one for six hours straight seemed a bit ambitious. It was a valid point, but Chris simply huffed and argued that I was just making excuses.

Valid point, you don’t wanna do that to my favourite kid. He will have a great meltdown on the flight itself.

“So, what do you want me to do? I tell you I have to leave and you start cryin’, but you shoot down the only solution I can offer.”

Okay meatball, back into your corner and think about what you just said, because this is unacceptable behaviour.

“There’s no need for sarcasm,” I scolded him, frowning at his sassy tone. “I don’t know what your filming schedule is like and I don’t know why you’re so mad at me. If it was just me, I would come, but we have to think about Grayson here too.”

YOU TELL HIM WHIT, GO GIRL!!!!

“I know we have to think about Grayson!” He snapped at me. “He’s my son too, don’t act like I’m not taking him into consideration!”

🙄😳, he did not say that. I told you to get into your corner meatball, not make it worse.

“He’s almost four,” Chris pointed out as if that made any difference. “And I think he’d be fine with it. I think you’re looking for reasons not to come.”

It doesn’t make any difference 😂. What a bloody idiot. Like dude are really wanting to put your kid at risk? Like really? I thought you were smarter than that.

“If anyone’s being difficult, it’s you,” Chris insisted. “I thought you were dyin’ to get back to L.A. to see your family. You’d get more work out there too, don’t you think it’s time you got back to that?”

😳, he went there, he really went THERE. I know they have argued before, but this, this is next level throwing mud.

“I didn’t throw a hissy fit!” Chris rolled his eyes. “And I don’t care about money, don’t make this about that. I just thought you’d want to get back to work, to get back to normal!”

Don’t lie, yes you did and if I remember correctly there was some arguing over it and it took days for you two buttheads to finally sit down and talk about it. So try again you idiot.

“What are you fuckin’ talkin’ about? Don’t put fuckin’ words in my mouth.”

I could literally hear him say it in my head 😂. The accent bright and thick, because he’s being such a hot head.

Perhaps it had been foolish of me to think that telling him to ‘calm down’ - even without using those actual words - would do anything, but have the opposite effect.

Love this, because normally it’s said the other way round 😂 ♥️

“I think we’re done here then,” he decided. “Or at least we should be, before I say something that I regret.”

Very well played Sir, remove yourself from the situation and take a few deep breath.

That piqued my curiosity as I wondered what hurtful words were on the tip of his tongue, but he gave me no time to question it as he stormed past me and out of the room.

You don’t want to hear them, not now, because you’ll go back to ‘insecure questioning everything’ Whitney, we don’t want to go there, we’ve grown from that.

He’d slept in the spare bedroom that night, or at least I’d assumed that he did because he definitely didn’t sleep in our bed.

As much as it breaks my heart, sometimes you have to go bed angry and let it be for what it is and not make up.

We avoided each other and didn’t exchange a single word. My frustration was mounting with every passing hour of silence so, while Chris tucked Grayson in that evening, I took a hot bath to try and relax and it was surprisingly effective at shifting my mood. I came out of it feeling much calmer about things and, inspired by my happier mood, I’d slipped into my pajamas and headed out to find Chris to see if I could smooth things over. 

Silent treatment is a form of mental abuse. This is not okay 🥺. I don’t angry and arguing meatball, he’s mean.

But I’m glad that hot bath did wonders and Winnie is ready to smooth things out ♥️

He glanced up briefly, but quickly turned his eyes back to the papers in front of him.

“I don’t have anything to say.”

😩 you mother fucking asshole, you don’t get to do that. Nope, I refuse to believe what I just read. It’s breaking my poor heart.

“Wow,” I bristled, shocked by his nonchalance and immediately feeling any levelheadedness that I’d regained slipping away. “Well, do you remember those concerns that I had about things returning to normal that you made me feel were so irrational? I hate to say ‘I told you so’, but if this is how you’re going to be then they’re looking pretty justified.”

I LOVE THIS WHITNEY VERSION, YES YES YES 🙌🏼, she just strikes and twists that knife a little deeper to force him to talk. The persistence is what I can appreciate.

“Don’t be so smug, Whitney. Did you ever think that I might be upset because I could use some support? That I might be anxious about being on set again after so long and that I’m freaked out about being away from you and Grayson after being with you every day for an entire year?”

YOU SHOULD’VE SAID THAT FROM THE FUCKING START, OH MY GOD YOU IDIOT!!!!

“It’s your fault that you won’t come with me.”

Kitty really do be needing a spray down with the water bottle, because really this still isn’t fair.

“Well, maybe if you’d given me some time to process it all instead of immediately getting nasty, it would have worked out better.”

She’s got a point there.

“I didn’t plan on starting a fight - I came in here to talk and you shut me down and gave me attitude!” I reminded him. “I want to figure this out and talk things through.”

Keep going with the reverse psychology honey, I’m proud of you. You probably don’t even know you’re doing it, but keep going.

“If you’re not gonna change your mind then I don’t think we have anything to talk about.”

Well abort mission, because he’s just being an ignorant fuck.

“God, you’re such a dick sometimes,” I muttered, shaking my head. “But, okay, come and find me when you’re done being a child and we can talk then.”

He is a dick, he’s not being fair or rational.

Every time I walked in a room, he glared up at me like an angry child and it was really starting to test my patience, but everything changed when my phone rang just before lunch. 

Oh my fucking god, can this grown ass man get a grip on himself already. Having one child in the house is tough enough, let alone having to handle a manchild along with it.

“Do you have a minute to talk?” He asked, his strained and exhausted voice instantly putting me on edge. “It’s important.”

👀 what’s going on here Jack? Why you calling? Who died?

“There’s no great way to say this,” he sighed. “But Dad had a heart attack.”

😳 oh no, no, no, that’s horrible 🥺

“Is that a joke, Jack?” I snapped, my current stress level leaving me with very little patience to spare. “Because it’s not funny. Dad’s one of the healthiest sixty year old men that I know.”

Oh the shock that kicked in, it’s not a joke, people don’t tend to joke about this type of stuff Whitney. Guess you’re going to LA now.

“He’s alright and as far as I know, he’s expected to make a full recovery,” he assured me. “But he’s still in the hospital. It happened late last night. Mom called an ambulance and went with him to the hospital and she said they did surgery this morning.”

😩🥺 I’m having all the feels right now.

I felt like I was in a fog as I tried to comprehend all the information that he was throwing at me. My dad really was a very healthy man. He loved exercise and ate fairly well. His job stressed him out sometimes, but no worse than most people. It just didn’t make sense. After a moment of silence as my mind ran wild, I managed to choke out another response.

Calcium build up can be very dangerous. Oh my, I’m just sitting here all up in my feels. I don’t even know how to respond, this wasn’t supposed to happen.

“I’ll come home,” I decided, wiping my eyes. “I’ll get the next flight out.”

Sorry, it’s almost like someone manifested it for something to happen🤐

“I want to be there,” I insisted. “And Chris and I were talking about it anyway. He has to start filming soon and I was on the fence about going with him, but this changes things. We’ll come as soon as possible.”

😌 well someone got his way now, even with these horrible circumstances.

“He’s stubborn,” Jack agreed. “But alright, call me later and let me know your plan. I can pick you guys up from the airport.”

Jack is so fluffy and the way he’s written so far, he reminds of my bestie names Jack too 😍, haha.

Perhaps it was the hint of hysteria in my voice, but Chris didn’t argue. He just nodded as he slipped out of Grayson’s grasp and wordlessly followed me from the room. When we got to the kitchen, I turned to face him with my fists clenched and lips tight as I fought to hold back my tears.

Oh no 🥺, this is pulling on my heartstrings so much.

“You win, Chris,” I choked out. “We’ll come with you to L.A.”

Oh sweetie, I just want to give you a cuddle now.

“C’mon,” Chris sighed, moving across the room and pulling me into his arms. As soon as he was wrapped around me and my head was resting against his chest, a sob fell from my lips. “What’s going on?”

😭, this made my stomach flutter at his calm and collective state and setting aside his own opinions and feelings for a moment.

“My dad had a heart attack,” I cried, feeling his arms tighten around me. “Jack says he’s alright, but I want to go home. I need to be there.”

Anyone going through something major like this wants to be there for family.

“Of course. I can make a few calls and get us on the next flight out this afternoon.”

As much as I hated him, he’s so sweet and cute at the same time.

“We’ll be fine,” Chris insisted, his firm tone making it almost impossible for me not to believe him. “We’ll wear masks and keep our distance and make sure we’re as safe as we can be. As for Gray, why don’t I book us on an evening flight? Chances are he’ll be exhausted from the excitement by then and sleep most of the way.”

👏🏼 applause for shutting down her worries so quickly and thinking of a better solution.

Chris pulled me tighter against his chest and I felt a wave of gratitude that despite the previous tension between us, he was able to put it aside and support me through this.

Yea, be grateful for that, because there ain’t a second version of that man around for sure.

“I’m just scared,” I whimpered, gripping his t-shirt. “He’s so healthy, I don’t understand how this could happen.”

It really doesn’t matter when it comes to health. Of course it helps, but it doesn’t really matter. Oh I felt this on a whole personal level, with a healthy grandfather ♥️. So yeah I know the this struggle Whitney, but dad is still alive.

“Neither should I,” he confessed once our lips had parted again. “But we can talk later. It’s not important right now.”

You better, because I still think you should think about your hissy fit.

hoping I could hold it together long enough to organize everything we would need for our indefinite trip.

Even so darling, there’s still shops around to get whatever you forgot to bring. You’ll be fine, you’ll get there. Don’t worry about materialistic thing right now, they don’t matter.

Oh lovely, what a wonderful start you have blessed us with, you know how much I love these two 🥰 and your writing as always is just chefs kiss. Looking forward to the chapters to come ♥️

Gaze on the Shore

Summary: As the world starts to reopen, tentatively hoping the worst of the pandemic is behind them, Chris and Whitney face a new set of challenges. With busy work schedules and the pressures of normal life looming on the horizon, will the foundation they’ve built through lockdown be strong enough to keep their relationship steady or will they crack under the strain?

Chris Evans x OFC

18+

Part of the Once Bitten/More Hearts series

Note: okay, I’m not totally done writing this section of the series yet, but I have most of it done and some of it edited so I can’t resist posting it any longer. Hopefully I can write the last little bit fast enough that there isn’t a delay, but I apologize if I have to space the chapters out a bit more to give myself some extra time. For now, I’ll try to have one up every few days and I think there will be 9 in total. Please let me know what you think!

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Part One

March 2021

Chris was sulking.

He was a grown man and he was sulking.

The fact that he looked exactly like Grayson did when he didn’t get his own way would have been adorable had it not gone on for two days with no end in sight.

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[my-zen-space]

Ok. Seeing as I haven’t watched seasons 1 & 2 since last year (and probably don’t remember them well, especially season 1), I wanna write my commentary as I watch the video. So here goes:

Season 1

Ok, call me crazy, but the way V observes E in their very first encounter in the bathroom is pretty soft... seeing as she’s a psychopathic assassin! 😂

E’s description of V... Too detailed to be straight lol

V stalking E was creepy AF

I’ll never understand why Bill was so naive that he thought to follow V all by himself. RIP Bill 😢

Damn, when V points the gun to herself and E is like “NOOO!” and then V laughs and kisses gun... Dat’s kinda hot, ngl

Haha I forgot that V just appeared in E’s house and was like “I just want to have dinner with you!”

“I will eat anything.” Baha I bet you will, V!

The parallel of V being all like “I don’t want to do this anymore” in season 1 versus season 3 -> THE GROWTH!

When V has E on the fridge and leans in to smell her... I DIE

“1, 2, 3... 4” 😂😂

“Was it an Asian woman with amazing hair?” [...] What have you told her?” V is so full of herself, I can’t 😂 She sounds like a teenager.

Omg i didn’t remember this! When V held Irina at gun point, Konstantin said “Don’t break my heart” and V replied to him “Don’t break mine” and then turned to E and said “You either”

Hahaha the little dance wiggle V does when she finds E in her apartment!

E being like “i’m gonna kill you” and V being like “you’re not... you like me too much” 😂 God, these two are gaybies!

E thinks about V all the time, what she’s doing and who she’s doing it with; V masturbates to E 😂

V just wants someone to watch movies with 😍 BABY!!

That fight scene in the season finale was hilarious. The comedy element of this show is 👌🏼

Season 2

“Someone when you love someone you’ll do crazy things” - like.. damn

V in those blue PJs btw... Hilarious!

“EVE POLASTRI YOU PIECE OF SHIT!” hahahahaha

Omg when V passes by E in the car

I forgot when V (in that orange outfit and glasses) goes like behind E but doesn’t touch her. So close! And her little smile as she walks away!!!

The DOOR SCENE! So much sexual tension!!

E’s facial expression after she touches her lip... which she cut with a blade in a lipstick... which a psychopathic assassin put in her pocket... E’s clearly intrigued by V!

Hugo: “Do you like watching her? Do you like being watched?”. Eve: “Both” Me: 👀

V’s meltdown over E broke me 🥺

How do wlw meet their love interests? They put a hit on themselves hahaha

V refusing to kill E is something!

V’s widow outfit haha she’s too much!

“Will you give me everything I want?”; “Yes” - i’m DEAD 😵

When V asks if what they’re about to do is legal, just become she’s looking out for E... such a baby!

That daddy outfit V wore when she went to see Niko... Holy mother of God 😳😍

The black stripey suit V wore when she had to work with E... wElp

I always thought the worse V kill was the pig mask one, but I think I’ve changed my mind... It’s the one where ‘Billie’ pushes that wowan in front of the bus. Startles me every time!

V and E texting is the cutest thing!

“I feel things when I’m with you” - ermageeeehd

“I’m not with them... when I’m with them” - DOUBLE ermageeeehd

Scratch that, V and E TALKING ON THE PHONE is the cutest thing!

V asking for the recipe to the shepherd’s pie 😅

“But E would never forgive me if I hurt you” - the reason E was 100% certain that V was not the one who stabbed Niko with a pitchfork in season 3

Bread... hands... daaaamn

E, V and Hugo... the sorta threesome we did not ask for but...

Season finale.. Neither V nor E was willing to leave each other!

I love the Roman ruins scene so much!!

V planning their supposed escape to Alaska is... so domestic!

“You love me. [...] I love you.. I do.” “You don’t understand what that is” - harsh but true unfortunately. At least, she didn’t up until that point...

“YOU’RE MINE!” - breaks me every time. But V had to learn that you cannot be possessive when you supposedly love someone...

Season 3

That wedding opening scene was so pointless yet so hilariously random!!

V referring to E as “her ex” 😂

Kenny asking E if she still thinks about [BLANK] and her mind automatically going to V 😂😂

Both of them are thinking about the other and yet both are in denial!

I never imagined V would ever have anything in common with a gay 19-year-old boy, yet here we are 😂 Bless Felix

The series of facial expressions that V went through when she found out that E is alive is👌🏼

“I want to smell like a Roman centurion” - why is she always so extra i caaan’t hahaha

“I should have shot you in the head and watched you die”. Two seconds later “I can’t stop thinking about you” - V, your gay is showing big time, luv :p

THE BUS SCENE!! The outfit, the cockiness, the V-riding- E, the kiss, the head bump... Gaaaaaawd!!

“Admit it, Eve. You wish I was here” - omfg this killed me, and judging by how many times E listened to that recording, i’m assuming it killed E too haha

Is it just me, or is it so sad how no one remembered to wish E a happy birthday besides V? Like, does she even have anyone? THIS IS WHY WE NEED A STANDALONE EVE BACKSTORY EPISODE IN SEASON 4!

V touching her neck while Niko was being stabbed in the neck...

V’s emotional conversation with her mother breaks my heart 😭😭

“She knows she can’t touch him” - nobody can fool E, y’all! She knew it wasn’t V straight (gay? :p) away

V said she was prepared to leave E and escape with Konstantin and Irina... I’m calling her bluff!

Oh Dasha, you thought V DOESN’T care what E thinks? You thought E would be convinced that V is but a “perfect killing machine?” Guuuurl you’re a fool!

V’s meltdown over wishing to quit everything broke me so damn much 😭

E running after the train!!! That’s such a rom-com classic!!

“We need to stop running into each other like that” - omg daaaaaamn

The slow dance scene!! It makes my heart melt into a puddle of gay mush haha

V giving into E’s dancing is soooo soft

V asking E “Do you want to be like that?” and E replying “We’d never make it that long.” Guuurl V didn’t even mention you two and you automatically assumed she was bahaha

LMAO E is so cocky cz she knows V want her to hold onto Konstantin’s package!

E: “I’m helping... Villanelle...” Carolyn: “Of course. I’m surprised she’s not w—” *door buzzes* - oh you crazy kids 😂

THE BRIDGE SCENE IS PURE MAGIC

“Did I ruin your life? Do you think I’m a monster?” 🥺🥺🥺

V finally realised she has to give E a choice. And offers her the choice to walk away.

That little lean backwards that V does...

They were both tearing up, I can’t 😭🥺

THEY TURNED ❤️❤️ They chose each other!

SUCH A TWISTED LOVE STORY, BUT A LOVE STORY NONETHELESS ❤️

(Also, in case you wanna watch the video too.)

Someone on Youtube posted a 30-min video of the entire Villaneve love story and you bet your *ss i’m watching the entire thing 😂